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i just feel so overwhelmed by the feeling of balance that i just
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i feel content sending packet after packet out into the world
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i have been thinking on a working towards for a long time but it has become something i feel even more passionate about in this last year
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i feel delighted toward something it could be an acheivment i did or my surrounding or even unexpected event that happen to me
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i would feel sometimes still feel a longing and a desire to come closer feel the old oak trees walk the old trails listen to the quiet smell the wild bushes
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i honestly feel kind of embarrassed and a bit guilty
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i feel completely shaken up
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i feel so unimportant which im probably am
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i listen although i don t feel very brave about it feeling skeptical about its possibilities here
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i dont like chiharu see episode i feel that see is ungrateful and blind
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i feel pathetic and i want to push myself but the idea of chicken mince wheat free pasta rice spelt bread and fruit sorbet is quite scary
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im afraid that if i do that and he doesnt have feelings for me our working relationship will be irreparably damaged and i may lose my job
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i just have to figure out how to really put it into practice without anybody feeling like their contributions and ideas are not valued on the team
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i say whatever comes in my mind tell you directly what i feel a jealous girl not because i m insecure but because i just love that person a trust worthy friend sweet to the one i love
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im feeling somewhat optimistic that in i wont be that damn coward
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i feel pretty weird blogging about deodorant but im a bit of a deodorant snob and find it really hard to find a good one
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i could sit for hours with some old friends catching up and just feel like i am in a uber gorgeous
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i really feel that im the least talented person on the stage but somehow god uses my talent for his glory
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i sleep in a dreamy state waking up feeling dazed every now and then yet the cyber slut in me craves to creep up on here every evening
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i feel reluctant to sell but hey
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i find myself feeling remarkably calm
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i know i am not alone when i say i often feel rushed
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i feel him her in the gentle breeze
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im doing things that make me feel brave and strong i have a a href http derfwadmanor
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i find them downright amusing but other times i feel slugged in that vulnerable spot knowing that i ll never have a daughter
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i am feeling fine apart from being a little tired from being rudley woken up by some noisy drivers
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im feeling very thankful for the rhythm of these days
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i feel insecure around people who i marvel at people who humble me
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i di spazzola prima di andare a dormire one hundred strokes of the brush before bed though she didnt support the film because she feels that its not loyal to her novel
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i feel for all those who lost their homes those without power and all from this last bad storm
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i wanted to take this opportunity to express the way i feel about myself the blog and your lovely selfs of course
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i feel damn lame hahahahahha
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i feel so out of the loop and have missed alot but i am catching up
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i spend countless hours on the computer and feel that processing the image is as important as the initial taking of the photograph
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i feel there is a shortage of loyal people whom you can trust
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i don t feel agitated some part of me thinks that i ve finally managed to keep my emotions in check
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i woke up this morning feeling like the unfortunate drain cover that a href http www
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im feeling pissed and sad right now
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i remember feeling another cramp but i also ignored it
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i feel foolish
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ill feel even more pressured
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im gonna stop him from bugging me and get a license yes feeling very very determined right now insyallah by end of next year
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i will review the film after this blog entry but for now as i have david sitting here in my garden feeling slightly smug after just discovering his film had been shortlisted for best film out of entries
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i feeling boring
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i male are stupid first for woman cry babies and should get over it and you feel really cool for putting the stupid men in their place
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ive gone for my k training or a swim then i feel energised and be productive like actually cleaning my room
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im always being afraid how the students really feel boring hard to understand or satisfied
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i feel as though at least in the range of age being doubtful or not believing in religion is not so uncommon while my mother who was born in sees being an atheist means you cannot be a moral person
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im feeling adventurous and my laundry hamper
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joy
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i really do feel giggly
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i actually feel embarrassed
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i managed km in one go once feeling really exhausted afterwards but i survived
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i still feel ashamed that i live in a world of people who dont know how
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i dunnno i just feel sorta discontent but im tired and stuff i just wanna go to bed
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i walked away feeling a little dismayed but ive got a mission to carry out now
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i also wear them when im wearing a dress that makes me feel slutty feels like those antique underwears but obviously a little bit more edgy or maybe a little bit more than a little bit
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i am feeling particularly disheartened and unmotivated today
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i drive home i feel like a petty thief having just stolen the exposures crudely stuck in my camera from the ancients
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i like to look at this ring when im feeling doubtful or down and it reminds me that honestly i dont have any regrets and i know im where im suppose to be
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i think this may be the reason i would want to fly back to uae because there i can be oblivious of these conflicts that plague me conflicts that i feel helpless resolving
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ill have to admit while it was an awesome feeling many a time i didnt know what to say froze or went mind blank while observing her
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i am wondering though is if i m content with feeling so much discontent
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i am sure that if another group came along that made her feel less like pluto and more like the sun that she would shift her own focus to where her input was valued
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joy
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i feel like a snow globe that has been all shaken up and i m still waiting for the dust to settle
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i feel like watching a show or a movie after the kids are in bed i make sure to hop on my elliptical or spin bike for at least minutes of the show before i settle down and stretch out for the night
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joy
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i feel lively enough to do something other than laying down
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joy
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i feel overwhelmed stressed and pressured inside something magical happens when i take off my shoes and go for a walk in the park or on the beach
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im feeling on the mellow side today
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joy
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i want to shout say something dont just smile all the time touch me so i can feel that delicious feeling inside
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joy
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i feel the need to have one day a week for those polishes im not super jacked about
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joy
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i feel all will be ok and that the blessings pronounced upon me will be realized in accordance to my faithfulness
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joy
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when i heard what mark i had got at the entrance examination and i realized my admittance to the university was almost certain
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i do however feel a lot more isolated and distant to many of those i call friends
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i feel insulted offended and hurt
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i feel very ignored
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i didnt say was that strong feelings always make me skeptical at first
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i describe this it is so wonderful i can close my eyes and remember the cool feel in my mouth with a rich creaminess but lightness
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joy
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im a marketer and i couldnt be bothered to investigate further which makes me feel that consumers probably cant be bothered either
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anger
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i was older i might not feel as frightened about spending the time i have left alone
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fear
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i just feel so ugly
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i only share what i feel is valuable information
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joy
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i know myself and see how entrenchedly selfish i can be to feel accepted at the same time is a deeply moving experience and is at the heart of pureland buddhism
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joy
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i feel pathetic i can t live like this anymore
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sadness
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i feel isolated as though i am observing
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sadness
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im sat at work feeling pressure in my ears blowing my nose and just feeling miserable
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sadness
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i feel shaken open as though my heart were broken into and there are no words to speak
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fear
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im feeling so devastated by losing something that others may see as trivial my god takes on that weight as if it was his own
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i feel optimistic that he ll settle in before too long once we ve arrived
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joy
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i do find myself feeling anxious seeing what everyone else is doing and feeling that i am not up to part with my peers and or i am stagnate
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fear
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i feel this way as this version of myself gentle gazing i realise something over and over again
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love
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i took several deep breaths feeling the cold air burn its way into my lungs and exhaling little clouds of vapor
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anger
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im starting to feel overwhelmed again when it comes to the research for this book
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fear
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i feel it is unfortunate that in the end my year old will hate her father unless he ceases to use his daughter as a pawn to impress these women while she s still young enough to not realize what is really going on
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i come to feel assured as part of your power to do what s in my greatest interest
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joy
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i want to at least feel more intelligent and i believe becoming a well read person myself will help
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joy
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i also feel amazed happy fortunate and extremely blessed
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i have a wonderful mother in law who has in every way has been like a mother to me for years more often than not i end up feeling a bit melancholy on mother s day
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i just feel like a smarter more well rounded person because of it
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joy
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ive been comfort eating because im still feeling rubbish and i havent bothered to log most of it so theres no point checking on my food log yeah i know some of you do that
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i feel sometimes like i want to say things that i am sure will offend
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