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i have so many bright little faces burned into my memory the kids who made my life feel worthwhile who made me feel glad that i had decided to apply to this program and who made the really difficult days worth it | 1 | joy | 1,000 | 1,000 | 14,998 | 2,650 |
i feel tortured by my self inducing deprecation and resentment | 4 | fear | 1,001 | 1,001 | 15,732 | 15,154 |
im feeling a bit apprehensive about it as i dont know if my little note cards will stand out from the mass of talent on etsy | 4 | fear | 1,002 | 1,002 | 11,505 | 12,935 |
i left kicking myself for the awkwardness of my departure but feeling triumphant at not only having succeeded at my mission but having enjoyed myself as well | 1 | joy | 1,003 | 1,003 | 14,064 | 11,841 |
i definitely know how it feels to think that whoever your beloved is with doesnt deserve them | 2 | love | 1,004 | 1,004 | 7,416 | 512 |
i am feeling a little weird as i compare this big old number with how young insecure childlike playful silly i feel inside | 4 | fear | 1,005 | 1,005 | 647 | 12,772 |
i personally don t think a cavalier should be trimmed i feel it spoils the look of this breed especially when it has such a gorgeous full coat | 1 | joy | 1,006 | 1,006 | 7,708 | 7,961 |
i feel they think im always glad but theres something they dont no im the one whos feeling sad | 1 | joy | 1,007 | 1,007 | 7,939 | 10,385 |
i almost fall asleep but i feel so awkward sleeping beside her | 0 | sadness | 1,008 | 1,008 | 10,444 | 926 |
i go to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow i sleep deeply all night and i wake up feeling a lot less lethargic then usual | 0 | sadness | 1,009 | 1,009 | 12,807 | 479 |
i feel like something tragic is going to have to happen for people to wake up and see how vulturous sic and poisonous it s all gotten | 0 | sadness | 1,010 | 1,010 | 10,748 | 9,214 |
i forgive myself that i have accepted adn allowed myself to feel uncertain and inferior the moment someobdy is looking at me as i do physical labour | 4 | fear | 1,011 | 1,011 | 5,846 | 11,265 |
i feel those artistic yearnings in my music and i know that if i was to provide for a family and couldnt do so with the gift god has given me it would be very very hard | 1 | joy | 1,012 | 1,012 | 12,585 | 7,702 |
i get upset that i try to rekindle some sort of feeling excitement remorse longing anything but like i said even this feeling becomes a temporary phase | 2 | love | 1,013 | 1,013 | 15,932 | 3,238 |
i know is that afterward i feel a hell of a lot more mellow amp relaxed merely by laughing and the stress of being down in the dumps just melts away | 1 | joy | 1,014 | 1,014 | 6,208 | 595 |
i feel when the super exciting sensory bombardment is over | 1 | joy | 1,015 | 1,015 | 10,569 | 6,224 |
i feel so appreciative to have their support | 1 | joy | 1,016 | 1,016 | 10,035 | 12,518 |
i think i almost made my counsellor cry yesterday because i said it feels like i dont have anyone supporting me | 1 | joy | 1,017 | 1,017 | 14,066 | 14,615 |
i felt doubtful and the image that popped into my mind was of dealing with a big knot in my shoelace and then feeling frustrated | 3 | anger | 1,018 | 1,018 | 8,256 | 9,501 |
i didnt feel quite as energetic and regained my lost weight even though i tried to keep up my exercise routine | 1 | joy | 1,019 | 1,019 | 5,871 | 14,174 |
i feel a bit more confident about them now so heres a gorgeous pair of cream amp lemon shorts i recently purchased in the warehouse sale for | 1 | joy | 1,020 | 1,020 | 4,112 | 6,755 |
i also feel more outgoing which is strange because ive always considered myself to be more introverted but here ive been making more friends and putting myself out there more | 1 | joy | 1,021 | 1,021 | 500 | 11,445 |
finding out that i am not ill not seriously | 1 | joy | 1,022 | 1,022 | 5,698 | 12,867 |
i get the feeling that the few kids that i hated senior year are gonna be there | 0 | sadness | 1,023 | 1,023 | 2,017 | 1,182 |
i at times feel so utterly useless and undeserving of such a magnificent woman in my life | 0 | sadness | 1,024 | 1,024 | 12,275 | 3,756 |
i am thinking about everyones future and not my own i feel so alone useless and am wondering what the hell am i doing wrong that i only feel like a roommate and nothing else | 0 | sadness | 1,025 | 1,025 | 14,812 | 7,570 |
i been so acquainted with sleep i feel like i should name it to ensure im not being rude or maybe it has a name already | 3 | anger | 1,026 | 1,026 | 12,687 | 6,845 |
i feel low or exhausted i either watch this movie or listen to this poetry | 0 | sadness | 1,027 | 1,027 | 14,582 | 902 |
i was feeling quite clever at that point and i had not had even a drop of wine | 1 | joy | 1,028 | 1,028 | 1,357 | 3,835 |
i started to sprint even when i consciously thought about my foot not even once did it register to my brain that i was feeling hurt from it | 0 | sadness | 1,029 | 1,029 | 9,597 | 10,365 |
i feel that those who visit and come to this site become members of it would have a bag of tools which they can use to make their lives successful in many ways | 1 | joy | 1,030 | 1,030 | 14,100 | 9,392 |
i had to sacrifice my comfort so he wont feel unwelcome | 0 | sadness | 1,031 | 1,031 | 7,945 | 15,338 |
i feel over the moon when the guy i liked started a class cbc read more href http jazzyboy | 2 | love | 1,032 | 1,032 | 6,512 | 11,570 |
i drink into my feelings get numb | 0 | sadness | 1,033 | 1,033 | 915 | 4,905 |
i love feeling brave | 1 | joy | 1,034 | 1,034 | 10,332 | 2,625 |
i overly pc in feeling a little shocked | 5 | surprise | 1,035 | 1,035 | 13,310 | 4,287 |
i feel like its flying by and im afraid im going to miss something | 4 | fear | 1,036 | 1,036 | 7,978 | 9,456 |
i also always feel a little scared | 4 | fear | 1,037 | 1,037 | 9,378 | 10,856 |
i come home from work too often feeling irritable and it s not fair or loving to dump all that ugliness onto my husband | 3 | anger | 1,038 | 1,038 | 7,689 | 2,660 |
i remember me and my mum crying holding ourselves against a door while he tried to break it down and feeling terrified | 4 | fear | 1,039 | 1,039 | 3,180 | 10,775 |
i feel pain or aching in can stop | 0 | sadness | 1,040 | 1,040 | 8,406 | 4,592 |
i either feel like crap about myself all day and try to make up for it the rest of the day and am exhausted | 0 | sadness | 1,041 | 1,041 | 15,575 | 12,825 |
i feel that the session was useful and gave me tools i need to move forward in my life | 1 | joy | 1,042 | 1,042 | 6,327 | 12,802 |
i also hate the feeling of forcing my values onto others not celebrating not buying others gifts for the sake of not supporting consumerism | 1 | joy | 1,043 | 1,043 | 10,924 | 2,127 |
i took the second test for my cognitive psychology test and i feel mentally exhausted | 0 | sadness | 1,044 | 1,044 | 4,071 | 5,787 |
i ask myself why does the hip hop generation of african americans feel the word nigga is ok | 1 | joy | 1,045 | 1,045 | 6,642 | 10,747 |
i just feel like i need a shower and a really mellow day | 1 | joy | 1,046 | 1,046 | 4,108 | 12,643 |
i feel like all of the artists i love the ones i find truly talented seem to have a unique style that you can recognize from a mile away | 1 | joy | 1,047 | 1,047 | 4,764 | 1,703 |
i am feeling apprehensive about this move and worried i have blown all my money that was meant to pay my rego | 4 | fear | 1,048 | 1,048 | 8,870 | 15,333 |
i write and share my feelings family events useful products good food exciting trips kitchen endeavors as well as occasional musings | 1 | joy | 1,049 | 1,049 | 7,882 | 13,014 |
i found myself feeling fairly ignored sort of taken for granted you know | 0 | sadness | 1,050 | 1,050 | 4,569 | 14,953 |
i feel like im name dropping but its just that i am so thrilled at how many beautiful and talented people there are in this world and how many of them seemed to have congregated in rhinebeck this weekend | 1 | joy | 1,051 | 1,051 | 136 | 10,310 |
ive been without a home without somewhere that i feel truly welcomed and safe | 1 | joy | 1,052 | 1,052 | 2,243 | 1,903 |
i suppose i felt odd and different too and liked to feel accepted even on a superficial level for an hour or two | 2 | love | 1,053 | 1,053 | 6,924 | 13,865 |
i feel like i have to pay a fee for my broke heart | 0 | sadness | 1,054 | 1,054 | 15,560 | 5,987 |
ive played fps games and each time ive left feeling like it was an mentally emotionally dangerous thing to do that i had to switch off an important part of my brain just to play it | 3 | anger | 1,055 | 1,055 | 979 | 10,371 |
i was able to be myself and not feel pressured to talk in a group so it was in a way better than all the years in secondary school | 4 | fear | 1,056 | 1,056 | 5,252 | 1,686 |
i started feeling hopeless in regards to my health | 0 | sadness | 1,057 | 1,057 | 3,769 | 7,424 |
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to express myself in such a way so that i could feel superior and more than others | 1 | joy | 1,058 | 1,058 | 13,477 | 6,852 |
i feel a bit reluctant to write this | 4 | fear | 1,059 | 1,059 | 3,351 | 14,734 |
i am feeling generous and seasonal | 1 | joy | 1,060 | 1,060 | 7,592 | 3,563 |
i feel uncontrollably agitated and i have no idea why | 4 | fear | 1,061 | 1,061 | 13,484 | 3,213 |
i know it s kind of funny that i m feeling hesitant about making fashion from something we use to scent our clothes but it does worry me a bit | 4 | fear | 1,062 | 1,062 | 805 | 14,396 |
i found these emails from scott dale and just reading them frusterated me so much that i feel the need to post them and show the world what a neurotic freak he was is | 4 | fear | 1,063 | 1,063 | 8,002 | 6,382 |
i feel like i have gotten rejected by him over and over again from the time i have met him | 0 | sadness | 1,064 | 1,064 | 8,078 | 8,282 |
is voice as usual is perfect but is like you know yomis voice can do better and you kind of feel frustrated because this song is not the best and doesnt highlight yomis voice properly | 3 | anger | 1,065 | 1,065 | 15,295 | 15,800 |
i feel pretty tortured because i work a job and often the inspiration strikes while im at work | 4 | fear | 1,066 | 1,066 | 4,271 | 12,853 |
i feel the moment that i know im real they judge without supporting facts ive cut there is no going back | 2 | love | 1,067 | 1,067 | 7,264 | 998 |
i equally feel relieved that i was not a hardcore supporter of them and did not post anything big about them in social media because if i had done that i would have had to undergo plastic surgery and change my name today to hide my face | 1 | joy | 1,068 | 1,068 | 15,841 | 6,405 |
i didnt feel insulted though | 3 | anger | 1,069 | 1,069 | 10,220 | 11,140 |
i was already feeling loved for having been asked to be in the bridal party the thank you note made me feel even more so | 2 | love | 1,070 | 1,070 | 11,794 | 11,338 |
im feel especially affectionate toward and blessed by r shannon and the other close family friends who made my birthday very special | 2 | love | 1,071 | 1,071 | 4,851 | 7,322 |
i also like to try to answer the tough questions people have so feel free to post some | 1 | joy | 1,072 | 1,072 | 9,091 | 7,047 |
i feel like im not as stubborn | 3 | anger | 1,073 | 1,073 | 14,126 | 3,635 |
i feel all glad not being with you | 1 | joy | 1,074 | 1,074 | 432 | 13,430 |
i was worried that it would be awkward and i would feel lonely | 0 | sadness | 1,075 | 1,075 | 2,145 | 15,353 |
i also stop reading fashion magazine because it makes me feel ugly and fat | 0 | sadness | 1,076 | 1,076 | 15,899 | 12,340 |
im feeling generous again here it is in its entirety for free consumption | 1 | joy | 1,077 | 1,077 | 6,416 | 5,597 |
i have a feeling my view isnt going to be very popular and thats fine | 1 | joy | 1,078 | 1,078 | 7,169 | 6,941 |
i sense this is wat has let you feeling unsure | 4 | fear | 1,079 | 1,079 | 10,215 | 6,157 |
i even feel welcomed into their fold | 1 | joy | 1,080 | 1,080 | 4,442 | 5,731 |
i must say though i have been feeling pretty violent | 3 | anger | 1,081 | 1,081 | 2,894 | 7,238 |
i also got a chance to watch my cousin dance in the royal opera house and i must say i was feeling so proud i got teary eyes on the beginning but shhhhhhh its a secret | 1 | joy | 1,082 | 1,082 | 10,911 | 13,388 |
i feel that while i was furious with the ra and the mug i was polite to her | 3 | anger | 1,083 | 1,083 | 12,739 | 6,624 |
i feel so frightened i just wanted to document the way i m feeling | 4 | fear | 1,084 | 1,084 | 2,856 | 3,012 |
i have this sort of feeling like an emotional undercurrent that im waking up in a sort of spiritual inner heart kind of way | 0 | sadness | 1,085 | 1,085 | 7,936 | 5,149 |
i love this feeling i feel that despite this rain despite the gloomy sky i am feeling good and im feeling fine | 0 | sadness | 1,086 | 1,086 | 529 | 1,652 |
i feel lame sitting at home reading if there was wind outside | 0 | sadness | 1,087 | 1,087 | 4,076 | 13,915 |
i feel extremely discontent right now | 0 | sadness | 1,088 | 1,088 | 3,913 | 8,995 |
i am starting to feel compassionate towards roslin again | 2 | love | 1,089 | 1,089 | 9,438 | 6,575 |
i feel determined about that | 1 | joy | 1,090 | 1,090 | 10,301 | 4,129 |
i am feeling gloomy like the weather | 0 | sadness | 1,091 | 1,091 | 5,340 | 6,936 |
i dont know that i am feeling fearful | 4 | fear | 1,092 | 1,092 | 593 | 11,494 |
i really hope she shares the same feelings they would be so wonderful together | 1 | joy | 1,093 | 1,093 | 11,535 | 3,428 |
i really feel like he will never love me he will never be affectionate because he doesnt love me | 2 | love | 1,094 | 1,094 | 11,433 | 7,754 |
i can feel our blessings and i am so very very thankful | 1 | joy | 1,095 | 1,095 | 6,094 | 10,959 |
i wanted it to feel special for all the guests that alise and jeremy chose | 1 | joy | 1,096 | 1,096 | 6,003 | 8,751 |
i feel like buy to play is the most accepted model by consumers at large | 2 | love | 1,097 | 1,097 | 8,000 | 14,568 |
i feel most apprehensive about each week probably because it is the one most likely to unavoidably show me my shortcomings as a runner | 4 | fear | 1,098 | 1,098 | 15,288 | 5,919 |
i feel like i am that damaged can of corn with the big dent on the side and the label half torn off at the grocery store that is off that everyone pushes to the side and no one buys | 0 | sadness | 1,099 | 1,099 | 5,768 | 3,214 |
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