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anxiety

82dnj5

(5, 10)

We clicked well, we chilled in, we went out, we laughed and got to know each other. She was a daily texter type of person, good mornings and good nights and hearts often. Feb 12, while I was away during the week traveling for work, she texted me to say she liked me and to ask if I would go out with her (make it official, like bf/gf). I told her I liked her too but we should talk a bit more that weekend. Feb 15, she started a prescription for Zoloft, half dose to start.

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ptsd

8hb65r

(0, 5)

Hey. I have PTSD from something totally different than my topic. I've been going to therapy for it, and it has been doing wonders for my triggers! I haven't felt this healthy in years. But, as therapy often does, it brought up some stuff I thought I had handled but turned out to be bigger than I thought.

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ptsd

893djm

(5, 10)

Last week it happened so many times in one trip I decided to go to urgent care about it (at one point I was driving with my window down, in hail, slapping myself in the face to stay alert). Anyway, I figured I would share what I learned in case anyone else is experiencing this. Apparently nothing to do with asthma, actually caused by PTSD. After vitals were normal, the doctor said that when I drive for awhile, my body's posture is activating my sympathetic nervous system. Apparently, your nervous system has two parts; sympathetic (SNS) and parasympathetic (PNS).

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assistance

868txb

[15, 20]

i quickly think to check them all out in seperate windows, and i confirm again that all of the profiles had been made very recently within the past month even up to the day of adding me. it's becoming really annoying having these profiles add me, and it's just weird that they're obviousy fake but why so specifically pose as a certain kind of person and add another? stuff about me: im a lesbian so don't date older men, and i've never really hung out with anyone older than 40 so i know i can't actually know these people. and if its some weird joke; i have no daddy issues, my dad is still around and its not really a funny joke its just weird. i also note that one of the profiles, which has since disappeared, was really REALLY creepy.

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survivorsofabuse

8cyuca

(5, 10)

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ptsd

9762gg

[0, 5]

I've been through sooo much for so long. I've worked so hard to overcome my addictions and have been sober since March 19, 2012, I finally quit porn a little over 2 years ago, right before I got together with a woman who became my wife. She's sober too. I'm a junior in college majoring in Psychology with a concentration in Addictive Studies. I lost 40 lbs.

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anxiety

72huy6

[5, 10]

This kind of thing just makes me want to stop. Why do people go out of their way to be negative to someone asking a question and trying to get help? It stresses me out.. Anyone else have this issue or get anxious over this? Or am I just being silly?

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7

3.195843

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domesticviolence

9pr9in

[13, 18]

Years ago on this day, you did things to me I will not say. Although I might have lost a fight, nothing about that at all was right. I hope it bothers you oh so much, to know you hurt me all by touch. Everything about you is so mean, I just wish you could get clean. I wrote this all straight from my heart, take responsibility for your part."

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assistance

9q9nvo

(5, 10)

I can't afford to buy new clothing, not even from goodwill. Right now, I've currently got two pairs of workout capris and that's it. And in the northeastern us it is getting colder. I could really use a couple pairs of jeans, some shirts, and a nice pair of black dress pants for interviews that I have lined up. Used is fine as long as they don't have holes in them.

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ptsd

6z73mq

(35, 40)

People who need support, regardless of the elements that brought them to needing that support, are welcome here. If you are a robot or a fish person you are also welcome. If you are a crab from an enemy faction other than that of Hip Healz’ native crab please consider the danger present to you. **Whisper Channels**: Basically a channel to help anyone in need of support, whether it be for venting, companionship, advice, commiseration, or someone to talk to. The Whisper channel is a judgement-free zone, used solely to comfort those in need of help.

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anxiety

9ayy1f

[4, 9]

Yet my job requires me to always be reachable and the staff under me always ask me to help them, but I can't even help myself. I'm torn between wanting to be alone, wanting to reach out for help, talking to people just so I can yell and push them away. I don't know what to do. That's a lie, I think I do but I don't want to. Any effort is exhausting and I can't bring myself to fix it.

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anxiety

9ub5yo

[20, 25]

I feel like a complete and utter fuck up. And it just fucking hurts. I’m filled with what if’s. “What if you didn’t ever use pot and was that what made you feel physically ill?” “What if it wasn’t that, but just high anxiety?” “What if I pushed through and got the job and things turned out well? How happy would you be compared to where you are now?” (I should mention I am not at a great place in my life right now in many ways, including employment).

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anxiety

89vf65

[15, 20]

I'll let you know!" I guess their wires got crossed - he meant he'd let her know whether could make it or not. But apparently, she took it as him confirming he'd go, but that he'd let her know the details, what time, etc. Her Christmas party rolls around and he last minute asked if he and I could spend it together (we were still kinda new at this pt, only 1 month into dating). I agreed.

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anxiety

6ayc98

[14, 19]

Neosporin and ace bandage if one starts bleeding. Life lesson: Don't let your dog run on wet concrete, and let the vet tell you what you should worry about. If you think your worries sound ridiculous, they probably are. Bonus: Molly needs to lose 2.5 pounds because she hates the rain and doesn't want to walk in it. Lol.

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relationships

7sk75k

[0, 5]

My online friend -- let's call him Jim -- is a Jehovah's Witness. I've known him on and off for about a decade. Nowadays, we only email each other about thrice a year, but I still consider him one of my favorite online friends because of how deep and insightful our conversations are. We've rubbed each other the wrong way in the past because we have different ideas of God. I was raised as a Born Again Christian and am now looking into becoming a Unitarian Universalist.

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survivorsofabuse

9kegfm

(90, 95)

So he leaned in and kissed me with tongue. I was embarrassed because that was my first kiss. Then the next time I saw him he stuck his fingers in me even though I said no and unzipped his pants. I kicked him off of me and rode my bike all the way home with blood running down my legs. I didn't tell my dad because I was afraid he would beat me.

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2.8333

3

1

1.125

1

1.76085

1.79706

1.88464

1

2

3.098216

-0.126389

ptsd

60vz99

(67, 72)

You will have been given a chunk of life experience most people will never get hold of. You will have emotional super-strength. Things that throw others completely off balance won't even phase you. Tasks you previous had no courage for may now be a bit easier... You might soon find yourself being looked up to more than before...

17,599

0

1

1,490,203,137

2

5.2155

59

20.17

91.23

34.72

97.07

11.8

13.56

93.22

62.71

15.25

10.17

0

10.17

0

5.08

3.39

13.56

20.34

8.47

0

5.08

28.81

11.86

8.47

0

5.08

8.47

6.78

1.69

0

11.86

0

13.56

1.69

0

5.08

3.39

1.69

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

6.78

0

1.69

3.39

1.69

0

8.47

11.86

13.56

1.69

3.39

8.47

1.69

0

18.64

15.25

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

2.8333

2.7143

3

1.1429

1

1.71573

1.45556

1.9123

1

2

4.823333

0.186667

assistance

9hihy8

[0, 5]

Hello! I've found myself in between a rock and a hard place: the project I was working on lasted longer than I expected, and I've run out of money. I've been applying for local (Arizona) jobs, but most won't get back to me until after October 1st, which is my doomsday. I need 650 for rent. If I can't get it, it's over, which is frustrating and scary!

1,680

1

0.8

1,537,473,930

0

3.282432

68

37.39

1.44

99

1

13.6

13.24

94.12

60.29

20.59

14.71

0

5.88

4.41

17.65

13.24

1.47

8.82

2.94

22.06

8.82

5.88

2.94

1.47

4.41

0

4.41

1.47

0

11.76

1.47

0

4.41

2.94

0

5.88

1.47

0

1.47

0

8.82

1.47

2.94

1.47

4.41

16.18

2.94

19.12

1.47

11.76

7.35

4.41

1.47

2.94

1.47

0

27.94

4.41

7.35

1.47

0

2.94

0

8.82

2.94

0

2.7778

2.75

3

1.2857

1

1.68594

1.48136

1.84794

0.5

0

5.01173

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assistance

999mvd

(1, 6)

Won't have any income until after I graduate, so whatever I spend this shit on, that's it. I have no social life anyways, so I won't be missing out on anything since I just stay in my room when I'm not in class. I have a pretty terrible idea to make money that I'll need about 1200 in supplies to attempt. It doesn't involve gambling, buying crypto, or buying stocks. Do I do it?

19,542

0

0.666667

1,534,906,027

3

3.997

74

4.28

1.6

97.14

2.3

14.8

13.51

95.95

64.86

24.32

13.51

0

10.81

1.35

16.22

8.11

6.76

22.97

2.7

1.35

2.7

1.35

5.41

1.35

4.05

0

1.35

2.7

0

12.16

1.35

2.7

1.35

5.41

0

2.7

0

2.7

1.35

0

1.35

0

17.57

4.05

16.22

1.35

10.81

5.41

0

1.35

9.46

0

1.35

2.7

1.35

0

1.35

21.62

5.41

6.76

0

1.35

0

8.11

0

3

2.7143

3

1

1.125

1

1.76739

1.46571

1.88309

0.56

9

5.695

-0.233333

anxiety

8vf2jc

(0, 5)

For ever since I can remember I have suffered from anxiety. But in the past 5 or so years, my anxiety has shifted to almost entirely work. I’m only 18 and am working part time, but for some god damn reason work scares the hell out of me. I have quit my past three jobs because of it and have recently got a new job. I started on Wednesday and am actually good at it.

46,453

1

0.8

1,530,497,653

4

3.8325

75

43.85

3.11

99

1

15

16

96

57.33

13.33

10.67

0

2.67

4

14.67

10.67

6.67

10.67

0

18.67

2.67

1.33

0

4

9.33

1.33

8

4

2.67

1.33

0

16

2.67

4

0

4

2.67

5.33

0

9.33

0

5.33

1.33

2.67

0

8

14.67

0

18.67

0

5.33

13.33

6.67

0

2.67

0

2.67

0

10.67

6.67

2.67

0

1.33

0

2.75

2.8

1

1.1429

1

1.78777

1.45

1.80537

0.84

1

5.709053

0.048052

assistance

75uaq8

[10, 15]

I'm in need of quick assistance to make a purchase at a store next door to my condo. I planned on splitting an items cost across two cards and paid $3.40 on one card and went to put the rest $1.60 on my other card which shows it has the balance and more available but is declining for some reason. I would appreciate it if someone sent me $1.60 via google wallet, as it should transfer over within minutes allowing me to make my purchase. And in return/or before, I will send you $1.60 via bitcoin. At the current rate bitcoin is going, that amount should continue to increase in value.

218

0

0.8

1,507,777,877

11

9.069744

112

87.4

21.07

99

59.59

22.4

16.07

87.5

52.68

15.18

8.93

8.04

0

0.89

0

6.25

5.36

19.64

7.14

0

7.14

0

15.18

3.57

2.68

0.89

5.36

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1.79

0

3.57

0

14.29

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3.57

0

4.46

0.89

0

2.68

0

0.89

1.79

0

2.68

8.93

1.79

25.89

6.25

13.39

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0.89

1.79

6.25

0

12.5

4.46

2.68

0

0.89

0

4.46

3

2.6364

3

1.2857

1

1.71599

1.55319

1.88229

0.66

4

8.56335

0.184722

domesticviolence

6c7mtz

[20, 25]

He was going to choke the name out of me. I am his 24/7 caregiver i do not have time to cheat even if i wanted. He said i would die if i didnt tell him. He snapped out of it. That was a couple days ago and i am finding out how close i really came to dying.

153

1

0.571429

1,495,241,954

3

-1.2795

60

12.41

12.17

65.14

6.91

12

5

93.33

66.67

25

21.67

13.33

0

8.33

0

3.33

13.33

5

6.67

3.33

23.33

0

1.67

3.33

1.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

13.33

0

8.33

15

1.67

6.67

3.33

0

8.33

1.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

11.67

10

1.67

15

3.33

6.67

5

0

3.33

0

10

8.33

0

1.67

2.4

2.625

2.8

1

1.125

1

1.73099

1.53846

1.86001

1

2

1.88

0.2

ptsd

8pzu1n

(33, 38)

I would be lying if I said using heroin didn’t get more tempting everyday. Atleast I could either slowly die high and numb, or accidentally high and numb. I feel like I’ve had a noose tied around my neck sense the first day my incest abuse happened 14 years ago. Ever sense I was 9 or 10 I knew I would die by my own hand. It’s only a matter of time.

43,793

1

1,528,624,210

40

1.9644

72

17.96

1.89

99

2.09

14.4

6.94

81.94

47.22

18.06

15.28

0

2.78

4.17

5.56

12.5

4.17

6.94

1.39

25

5.56

4.17

0

5.56

2.78

0

2.78

0

2.78

0

2.78

0

20.83

5.56

1.39

5.56

4.17

2.78

6.94

0

1.39

2.78

4.17

2.78

0

1.39

0

5.56

0

1.39

2.78

1.39

0

9.72

0

15.28

1.39

4.17

11.11

0

2.78

0

12.5

6.94

1.39

0

4.17

0

2.7143

2.5

3

1

1.1111

1

1.75787

1.51111

1.9168

0.96

11

3.759667

-0.003

domesticviolence

6li0ey

(10, 15)

He's been violent pretty much since 6months in. Nothing too horrendous at first just a slap or a punch or he'd spit in my face during an argument or grab me. I reasoned I could deal with that because he was always so remorseful and depressed afterwards. A year in we split up because he stole my car keys out of the ignition, got in the car and threatened to kill me rip out my hair and nails etc. I went to the police and they issued him with a domestic violence order.

53,111

1

0.6

1,499,299,214

2

6.513368

93

70.64

33.35

87.68

1

18.6

16.13

88.17

59.14

17.2

16.13

8.6

1.08

0

5.38

1.08

8.6

16.13

5.38

3.23

10.75

1.08

9.68

1.08

0

1.08

8.6

1.08

7.53

1.08

4.3

2.15

8.6

0

5.38

13.98

1.08

5.38

1.08

4.3

2.15

4.3

1.08

0

1.08

2.15

0

8.6

1.08

4.3

2.15

1.08

5.38

1.08

0

20.43

3.23

9.68

6.45

1.08

0

1.08

0

1.08

0

8.6

5.38

1.08

0

2.15

0

2.8462

3

1

1.1429

1

1.76353

1.74595

1.78707

1

9

7.097895

-0.02

ptsd

7lg1vq

[0, 5]

Don’t take this lightly. Acid isn’t for all, and I didn’t take it for a fucking therapy session—but, here I am sat down in front of paper and pastels on a wood floor, not thinking about whatever happened to me however long ago. I am more than my pain and I deserve that. LSD has helped me realize this. Don’t just take this willy nilly, it takes a lot of mental preparation.

1,078

0

0.6

1,513,929,357

15

2.909134

73

24.55

1

96

2.2

14.6

16.44

91.78

57.53

19.18

9.59

0

9.59

4.11

13.7

9.59

5.48

6.85

21.92

5.48

2.74

1.37

0

4.11

2.74

0

2.74

0

1.37

0

13.7

2.74

0

1.37

8.22

2.74

0

1.37

4.11

0

2.74

1.37

0

6.85

0

1.37

5.48

0

6.85

15.07

1.37

10.96

0

8.22

2.74

1.37

0

1.37

0

17.81

6.85

5.48

0

5.48

0

2.5

2.8

3

1

1.65128

1.54667

1.80592

0.83

6

4.279935

-0.000926

assistance

9x81x9

[0, 5]

I created this gofundme as a way to help my mom pay our cats vet bills and because they all need to see a vet pretty badly. This is <url> . I don't know if it is overtly clear in the picture but he has a cyst under his eye and treating it at home isn't working anymore. My mom is still paying off the vet bills from almost a year ago when my oldest cat Honey needed emergency surgery. Honey, Shea, and my youngest cat Emily all need to see a vet pretty badly but cost is too much.

385

1

0.6

1,542,257,957

4

4.255663

99

47.97

42

26.17

44.24

19.8

11.11

85.86

49.49

15.15

10.1

6.06

1.01

0

2.02

1.01

5.05

7.07

9.09

7.07

4.04

9.09

2.02

16.16

4.04

3.03

1.01

0

3.03

5.05

3.03

2.02

0

9.09

2.02

16.16

1.01

2.02

4.04

3.03

4.04

7.07

5.05

0

3.03

1.01

2.02

0

5.05

2.02

0

3.03

12.12

0

12.12

0

5.05

7.07

3.03

0

1.01

5.05

0

11.11

5.05

2.02

0

2.02

0

2.02

2.8462

2.8889

3

1

1.67732

1.66341

1.87383

0.6

0

5.539951

-0.1

ptsd

9ogdaz

[7, 12]

The only truly good therapist I've been to was in Sweden, she listened, took extensive notes, remembered stuff and didn't talk about herself or her personal life. I need to see a therapist but I don't know what to do. I can't teach my therapists how to do their job nor should I feel like I need to in the first place. I also have chronic illnesses which makes it tiring (if not at times impossible) to have to constantly fight back against all my doctors to make sure they actually treat me and my symptoms and not just the numbers on my chart. It's gotten to the point where I'm really pessimistic about getting better or even being able to get good help.

1,495

1

0.8

1,539,634,615

3

6.840637

124

16.97

4.54

78.86

83.22

24.8

15.32

95.97

62.9

18.55

14.52

10.48

0

2.42

1.61

4.03

14.52

10.48

8.06

4.84

20.97

3.23

1.61

3.23

0.81

7.26

4.84

1.61

0

0.81

8.06

0

2.42

0

20.16

2.42

4.03

2.42

9.68

2.42

0.81

7.26

0

7.26

0

10.48

0.81

2.42

5.65

0.81

5.65

14.52

0

9.68

0

6.45

4.03

2.42

0

12.9

4.03

2.42

0

4.84

1.61

0

2.8333

2.8889

3

1.125

1.1

1

1.72001

1.48829

1.88716

1

2

7.083626

0.191667

almosthomeless

7o15dc

(0, 5)

Hi, I'm a senior in high school, and I just turned 18. While at school one day, my mom collected some of my belongings and put them in a bag by the door, and then confiscated my house key, telling me I had to leave by the next morning. I have no where to go, no car, and no access to my savings. I have a part-time job, but it auto-deposits into a checking account that my dad has control over.

9,330

1

0.6

1,515,047,112

19

3.791429

83

60.25

11.43

99

25.77

20.75

12.05

91.57

56.63

16.87

14.46

13.25

0

1.2

2.41

7.23

13.25

6.02

2.41

8.43

3.61

12.05

2.41

0

1.2

2.41

0

6.02

2.41

0

1.2

3.61

0

1.2

0

1.2

0

1.2

0

8.43

2.41

0

4.82

1.2

0

2.41

7.23

1.2

24.1

6.02

9.64

8.43

4.82

0

2.41

3.61

0

18.07

4.82

9.64

0

2.41

0

1.2

0

2.875

2.2857

3

1.2308

1

1.73025

1.66765

1.88628

0.86

5

5.150095

0.053333

survivorsofabuse

62doqq

(25, 30)

We will provide links to treatment resources throughout the study. 7. This study will include only participants who are 18 years and older. Please send us a private message if you are interested in participating. Once you contact us, we will send you a link to the screening questionnaire to see if you qualify and to tell you more about the study.

26,283

0

1

1,490,877,639

1

6.116935

62

62.27

99

20.84

83.22

12.4

22.58

90.32

53.23

17.74

14.52

0

6.45

8.06

0

3.23

8.06

11.29

8.06

3.23

6.45

0

14.52

3.23

1.61

4.84

1.61

3.23

0

30.65

0

1.61

0

6.45

3.23

0

3.23

0

3.23

1.61

0

8.06

0

12.9

4.84

12.9

3.23

4.84

6.45

0

9.68

8.06

1.61

0

2.7778

2.75

2.6

1.375

1.2857

1

1.6967

1.52692

1.99731

0.67

6

5.804065

0.183333

ptsd

693g89

[40, 45]

I'm starting to really believe that my brain is the problem here and not trauma. Everyone just thinks I'm a dramatic slut anyway, so does it even matter? Like maybe they are right? I feel like I'm too embarrassed to even go back to my psych now. Today I seriously looked like a total basket case.

63

1

0.571429

1,493,848,129

4

3.230169

56

7.09

7.67

94.05

1

11.2

12.5

94.64

66.07

19.64

14.29

12.5

0

1.79

5.36

10.71

21.43

3.57

1.79

21.43

0

5.36

0

1.79

8.93

0

8.93

1.79

0

5.36

0

16.07

5.36

0

1.79

3.57

1.79

0

1.79

3.57

1.79

0

1.79

0

1.79

0

1.79

21.43

0

10.71

1.79

3.57

7.14

1.79

0

3.57

1.79

0

1.79

16.07

5.36

1.79

0

3.57

0

5.36

0

2.7143

2.4444

3

1.1111

1

1.6961

1.46531

1.9734

0.76

5

4.812

-0.040136

homeless

7m5752

[5, 10]

I was just going to bail the next morning and not come back but I called the cops to come get me that night that how unsafe I felt. I feared for my life. Please people I need to get a job and some type of place to stay. In Florida. Shelters do more harm than good

1,719

1

1,514,255,935

1

0.094211

57

67.78

5.73

99

6.35

11.4

5.26

92.98

50.88

15.79

12.28

0

3.51

5.26

14.04

3.51

5.26

7.02

1.75

19.3

7.02

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1.75

0

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3.51

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1.75

0

1.75

0

8.77

0

1.75

5.26

1.75

5.26

12.28

1.75

17.54

7.02

1.75

0

7.02

0

2.8333

2.625

3

1.125

1

1.78071

1.52941

1.88177

0.54

2

1.364123

0.3

relationships

7teiv7

[45, 50]

I’ve been reading through the raised by narcissists subreddit that some of you linked to, and a lot of it matches with my experience growing up. The situation may be more severe then I had originally thought. For now, I’m just going to keep saving up money for the future, taking precautions and doing things to protect my own mental health. I am seeing a therapist for my anxiety, and the next time I have a session I’m going to bring get up everything I talked about here and maybe get some help in dealing with it. Again, thanks to everyone who took time out of their day to give me advice when I was struggling, I really appreciate it.

1,747

0

1

1,517,077,607

64

10.360976

120

60.8

36.95

94.93

14.3

24

16.67

93.33

60.83

19.17

12.5

10.83

0

0.83

0

0.83

6.67

5.83

18.33

9.17

7.5

5

0

21.67

2.5

0.83

1.67

0

3.33

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0

7.5

0

9.17

2.5

0

4.17

1.67

0.83

1.67

0.83

0

1.67

0

1.67

0

8.33

0.83

0

4.17

3.33

0.83

4.17

10.83

4.17

16.67

3.33

5

8.33

0.83

0

1.67

0

11.67

4.17

5

0

2.5

0

2.7778

2.8889

3

1

1.77602

1.46729

1.92027

0.88

21

10.217008

0.221875

homeless

9lx6bo

(10, 15)

It's also frustrating because I'm finally getting the kind of help I would expect from family and BEYOND from a woman I met while panhandling this summer. Thanks to a stranger: I've been able to finally get mental health assistance, I got my benefits fixed, I got a job, and I have a safe place to sleep out of the rain or snow. I have somewhere to leave my pack and bed roll rather than carry it around 24/7. I could probably ask to store that stuff, but it seems so asinine to ask more of this woman and especially so since it's just extra supplies for my dog I don't really need. I can't understand why even the bare minimum is too much to ask of the people who are supposed to care the most.

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ptsd

7xu04j

[51, 56]

I make a good living and only want to get on with life. Plus I know filing a claim at the VA is humiliating and I don’t want to go though what others I fear have. Thanks for listening. I posted this as there was a guy on the foxnews site dogging people with fake PTSD because his son served in combat and is fine. Mike

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assistance

9f7wfh

[0, 5]

This isn't my post, I have copied and pasted from a friend. It is about a small boy that lives in our neighborhood: On May 5th Brody was a very normal 2 year old boy. His parents took him to the doctor for what they thought was an ear infection. Shortly thereafter he was diagnosed with a very rare brain cancer and given 2 months to live.

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anxiety

9b7tzl

(0, 5)

I'm 21, and have been on Lexapro for about 2 years. Was diagnosed with GAD the same time I was put on medication. Just graduated this past May from college (I had the worst anxiety of my whole life during my last semester), and I have been doing well since graduation. I started working the graveyard shift a month ago at a non-profit, and the anxiety hit me like a big wave about a week ago. Just all of a sudden, out of nowhere.

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domesticviolence

9u771q

[5, 10]

(One is 3 yrs old and the other 19) . Now my dad would beat my mom but over the course of the years as I grew older he turned the violence onto me. He would see that I defended my mom and since I called the police one time (I found him choking her onto the wall) he stopped hurting her and transitioned into beating me. Now I know you guys may ask why did you continue to allow the abuse with you if you had stopped it with your mother before? Well I have an answer to that my mother loved my father very much and every time I tried contacting the police she would stop me and I have a lot of love towards my mother and would do anything for her... but anyways back to the present we no longer live with him anymore and we have cut all ties with him except for my brother.

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relationships

7nvl5v

(30, 35)

Sister kicked off because she wanted to come to. It was a couple type thing and all of us were bringing a SO or a friend (if one of us didn’t have a partner) even if it wasn’t, I would have just wanted it to be Harry. As I don’t want his sister clinging on to us every single time. Harry asked me if she could come too because “it so unfair that you are isolating her like this.” I stood my ground and said that please can he just come. He said no.

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domesticviolence

7ctfu6

[0, 5]

Today i came home from and the girls were up and had the Halloween candy all over the room. Their dad was sleeping alongside them. After a couple minutes of "bitching", he says to my oldest, tell your mom to shut up. And so she does. So i get on top of him and i say, don't you ever do that again.

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almosthomeless

73wqwy

[15, 20]

He is not allowed to show up and cause a scene like that, and he definitely isn't allowed to talk to a child like that, handicapped or not. So, yes, I'm moving. My brother is having panic attacks now, he shouldn't be afraid to be at the house. The only thing is, finding a house on such short notice is proving to be very difficult. We have some blemishes on our rental history from past problems, but have gotten to a much better place since then.

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relationships

7tnc9c

[30, 35]

come up and live with us and she'd leave me alone with him, wasted out of his mind, while she would be with her boyfriend (who shes now married to). Eventually I moved back with my dad and everything was fine. I'd call and talk to her and she sounded like she had her life together. Well then they broke up for a short period of time, and she moved to live with her half siblings. She would drink excessively, and call me and cry about her life.

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ptsd

7nh1gg

(25, 30)

When you can’t remember the simplest things, but your mind is racing a thousand miles a minute, you know it can’t go on. It felt like my sanity was whirling away from me. So I arrived in what I remember to be a thatch of poisonous thorns, ripe with painful, tearful memories. Instead, I have been given the give of honestly looking and starting to deal with the damage of deep scars. Today, instead of jumping on the operating table, eager to right the very wrong right foot, I got to take a bike ride.

48,599

1

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ptsd

9x6u3k

[0, 5]

When I was younger, not even double digits, another minor around my age came very close to sexually assaulting me. It luckily didn’t happen and my two cousins busted the boy’s door. Years later, I couldn’t be around men without feeling anxious. I don’t remember having any nightmares but, I couldn’t trust men. Not even my own father.

51

1

0.8

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anxiety

96imew

[5, 10]

This week has been bad. I'm crying over everything. I'm struggling at work to get basic tasks done. I am SO HEAVILY OVERWHELMED by the smallest things. My sink was so full of dishes to the point where I had no clean ones left and because the pile was so high I couldn't go near it and just cried.

1,564

1

1,534,011,345

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11.8

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2.7

3

1

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1

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relationships

7tnxwk

(15, 20)

The few days following this I was a wreck, an absolute mess. Crying at work, shaking, anxious, sweating, and couldn't eat. Through the week I wound up losing nearly 6lbs and have been everything from manic depressed to furious, to scared out of my wits to utterly confused aaand all the way back around again. The other night I told him I needed an answer. WHAT are we doing?

23,653

1

0.8

1,517,181,175

3

4.319905

69

77.02

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1

4

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anxiety

7z45n5

[30, 35]

I think it’s possible that these feelings are coming from the fact that he has said he loves me while drunk but can’t say it sober. I haven’t brought his up to him, but it makes me feel like he can’t say it because of his ex. Which I understand, but it also makes me sad that he’s not excited to be in love with me. I think part of me also feels like a second choice, or like I’m being compared to her. It’s eapecially awful when I think about how ready I would have been to to go back to my ex when I was still heartbroken.

1,530

1

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1

3.421921

109

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10.09

1.83

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3.67

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3

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survivorsofabuse

8bwuex

(10, 15)

Long story short, someone presented a very powerful monologue as a precursor for a healing art session. FollowIng healing art, there were 4 powerful guest speakers. The monologue shook me and put me in a vulnerable space when heading into the healing art. The 4 speakers solidified this. I searched for the right words, and for the first time, I found them.

8,006

0

0.8

1,523,597,546

3

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62

92.84

50

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1.1667

1

1.81192

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0.81

0

6.375032

0.084464

anxiety

825pgm

(1, 6)

I desperately miss my childhood and I wish I could have it back. After being molested, I feel that it was cut short. I'm afraid of getting older, and getting to the age where l have less time left than I've already lived. I think about it every day and it consumes me entirely. I'm obsessed with extending my lifespan on one end, and just killing myself on the other

23,408

1

1,520,254,279

5

4.580959

70

13.85

2.31

99

1

14

17.14

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0

8.57

2.86

11.43

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22.86

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10

0

10

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11.43

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0

2.86

0

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1.43

0

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relationships

7pm546

[10, 15]

But I don’t know why I get this feeling. What can I do to stop feeling this way? I want to focus on me and my things without having to think about her and what she’s doing all the time, so I can be less distracted and focused on my other priorities. TL;DR I want to focus on my priorities in life but I find myself getting wrapped up in my thoughts about what where, and what my girlfriend is doing.

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survivorsofabuse

6fqhfs

[19, 24]

Part of me wonders if it's not my mom's fine-tuned manipulation at work, but it's sure as hell eating at me. How do I get out of his harmful headspace? It feels like my emotions and my logic are at war right now. Even after the abuse and trauma I've endured at the hands of my mom I still question the validity of my experience because I know there are people that have it a lot worse. And seeing that video was like watching a train wreck, it made me feel so awful because of its violent nature but it also made me doubt a lot of what I'm still experiencing.

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domesticviolence

9sh99c

[16, 21]

Everytime, he gets mad he takes my phone or other items away from me and tells me he bought it so it's his. He's even broke my iPhone which I bought a long time ago. He doesn't give me money and if I want some, I need a good reason why. He works overnights which makes things very hard for me, because the Long island railroad barely runs during those times and even then I have a 2months old, where would the baby and I go overnight? I don't know what to do, but I'm tired of feeling trapped and helpless.

1,655

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survivorsofabuse

6ciajd

[70, 75]

(NOTE: my grandma was kind to me, but she doesn’t speak a word of English and had no idea about how to get me help) July 30 2011: I think it’s the 30th I’m not sure anymore. I’ve been sleeping so much I can’t tell how long I’ve been asleep. Mom is having a family party today at our house.

152

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domesticviolence

7au1qv

[29, 34]

It’s subconscious for sure, but just a feeling I get. I’m terrified of him, and praying that he gets the real help he needs at the same time. And I just don’t know how to sort that out. I don’t know how to stop worrying and wondering what he’s doing, we have several court dates coming up so I think that adds to it. I’m just so exhausted and ready for this fight to be over.

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relationships

7oa1e8

[5, 10]

But even after that he still says things that makes me feel uncomfortable. For example, when I suggest we do something or go somewhere that could be somewhat unique/interesting (e.g., watching a documentary about sex workers in their 60s, or going to a church in Vienna to listen to the choir boys sing), his first reaction via text is "wtf?" I instantly feel bad and angry because he is saying wtf to my plans and interests. When I confront him about it, he says he "wasn't saying it to me." His excuse is that he was saying wtf about [insert whatever the subject matter was].

1,708

1

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6.285381

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ptsd

8he2bd

[5, 10]

I instantly thought of something I rarely think about, being molested in a pool locker room when I was 10. My heart started beating incredibly fast as I readied myself to tell them the thing I couldn’t even tell my family at the time. I started crying, something I haven’t done in years and something my friends have never seen me do. When it got to me, with my hand over my eyes all I could say was “I don’t think I can”. It felt like I was reliving what I’d gone through, like I could see it happening in front of me.

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0.075

almosthomeless

99af7s

(0, 5)

Posting this here as I didn't know about this sub until I was directed to it. Had originally posted in /r/assistance, and have only received a handful of PM's. Hello I've had a room in my house that I've used in the past to house a few friends who were not doing great economically while I find them a job. Most of these guys work in the IT field, and once I got them on at Microsoft, they got their own place.

35,835

0

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33

7.540776

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ptsd

8a2e26

(125, 130)

  I asked my friend and Psychological guru if he happened to know of a washing machine I could pop my brain into for a while. He said yes and I have a neat little machine (expensive at $800+) which literally rinses my brain, I run it at the highest charge possible to electrodes attached to each ear lobe and I sleep for an hour, waking up with a rinsed brain.   Electric pulses and the use of magnetic fields in the treatment of psychiatric issues is not new but we no longer have to hook you up to the transfer station, in fact despite big pharma trying to stop the research (I kid you not), it’s moved forward exponentially with researchers in the University of Texas in Dallas amongst many pushing their findings into the stimulation of the vagus nerve to alleviate the symptoms of PTSD, anxiety, depression and over all mental f*ckery.

36,801

0

1

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anxiety

70o1bt

[0, 5]

I'm 26. Tuesday is day one of therapy. Day one of me trying to talk about whatever has been going on in my head for the last decade, last 2 decades. I'm terrified to talk but tired of living like this. Tired of the nocturnal panic attacks, tired of crying in the shower, tired of not feeling in control of my head, tired of the pointless thought circles that eat me up daily on something that doesn't matter.

635

1

1,505,661,182

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5.393704

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95.02

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1

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1

1.73222

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1

6

5.878617

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ptsd

8ism05

(3, 8)

Most diagnoses, except those relating to the endangerment of children, are welcome. This is a first person group, so you need to be the person with a disorder to participate. To join visit our site [https://thehaven.support](https://thehaven.support/) or check out our Instagram: <url> We believe we are stronger together, which is why peer support is so helpful and important. Care when you need it; care for others when you can. \-Zen

21,862

0

1

1,526,085,918

11

7.792917

77

45.51

99

13.15

99

15.4

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15.58

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0

5.19

3.9

0

6.49

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1.3

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1.5

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1

1.63695

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ptsd

9bejlb

(0, 5)

I do a style of emotional release bodywork called Amanae (or Emotional Release Therapy) and I feel compelled to help veterans. What are the ways I might be able to get in touch with an organization in my area to see if I can volunteer? It can be an intense process and I want to know if it could help people suffering from PTSD, especially veterans. I don’t know if it would be like rattling a cage that shouldn’t be rattled, or if it is exactly the right thing for treating PTSD. I would volunteer my services to learn more by working with sufferers.

13,816

0

1

1,535,586,415

25

6.909843

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48.13

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10.47

1

20.8

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7.330189

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ptsd

6qh35m

(15, 20)

But I have two questions - 1) should I stop hanging out with these men altogether? My therapist and mother have told me they don't think what these men confessed were a big deal because they were so young while it happened. And 2) I kind of want to tell the most recent guy that him confessing that to me made me uncomfortable, but I don't know if I should or not. I need help because I don't always have the best judgment of what to do and I'm not always the best judge of character. I think it's because of my aspergers, and also because I really want to see the good in people.

44,490

0

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survivorsofabuse

5mxyq9

(10, 15)

I was terrified and scared and couldn't get away. She just said he was "joking around" but it was horrible. I get a sting of panic and fear if anyone pinches me today. I can't even use a lighter without fear of it (Fire is fine, it's Just that kind of lighters). I also panic if anybody raises their voice or sounds angry.

26,445

1

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survivorsofabuse

7ghafd

(5, 10)

My mother and younger sister lived in another city where my mother worked and my sister studied. I was supposed to stay in city 1 until college, but my mother persuaded me to come with her, move, change schools and be near family. She was concerned of me an wanted to have me close. So i moved, but it took me a good while to shift and make friends and such. Thing is, i was never meant to be here.

49,133

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1.25

0

10

5

1.25

2.5

0

13.75

10

0

20

6.25

10

5

1.25

0

12.5

6.25

0

2.75

2.5

3

1.1667

1

1.73761

1.58701

1.93488

0.81

0

5.105

0.2

assistance

7sqh0r

(0, 5)

One of my closest friends was recently diagnosed with stage II Hodgkin's Lymphoma. The problem though, is that needs help paying for treatment. She lives with a single parent, and can't work anymore due to her disease. Her health condition isn't in completely dire straits like some others on here, but it will be very tough to pay for chemotherapy and the ER visit that led to her diagnosis Any contribution would help, or simply sharing through Facebook or spreading the word is also great. <url>

30,748

0

0.6

1,516,828,596

3

7.115421

86

55.38

54.63

8.57

47.26

17.2

23.26

86.05

52.33

11.63

5.81

1.16

0

4.65

0

5.81

4.65

13.95

8.14

6.98

8.14

2.33

12.79

5.81

3.49

0

2.33

3.49

4.65

2.33

1.16

0

12.79

1.16

4.65

0

18.6

2.33

1.16

3.49

4.65

1.16

8.14

0

6.98

0

6.98

0

10.47

6.98

1.16

2.33

1.16

2.33

9.3

1.16

9.3

2.33

3.49

1.16

0

2.33

0

1.16

0

1.16

0

15.12

4.65

0

3.49

0

2.33

2.75

2.8889

3

1.1111

1

1.74852

1.48696

1.88347

0.6

0

6.274451

0.028288

relationships

7onv8v

[10, 15]

For example, she told me I was too stubborn. This is definitely true but she criticized my political opinions, my social behaviors, and my pop culture opinions in addition to just my relationship with her. She also constantly mocks me when we fight, literally repeating my words back to me in a childish/cartoony voice and putting words in my mouth. She refuses to listen to my point of view. We recently got into a fight where I thought a Christmas present my father had gotten me was cheaper than it was.

226

1

0.666667

1,515,291,682

1

7.022101

92

28.96

62.78

91.79

1.17

18.4

25

90.22

58.7

25

22.83

15.22

2.17

0

5.43

0

2.17

3.26

13.04

5.43

8.7

5.43

0

11.96

5.43

3.26

2.17

0

7.61

2.17

5.43

0

5.43

0

18.48

1.09

0

5.43

1.09

5.43

1.09

0

2.17

3.26

1.09

2.17

0

1.09

0

9.78

4.35

0

3.26

2.17

0

7.61

4.35

0

16.3

2.17

7.61

1.09

0

1.09

0

10.87

5.43

4.35

0

1.09

2.6667

2.5714

3

1.125

1

1.73069

1.68293

1.91338

0.67

5

7.576957

0.054762

survivorsofabuse

9orm49

[20, 25]

Come one, come all. Join us if you need support, or a friendly community to become apart of. **Invitation Link:** <url> We also have a subreddit for people who can't get Discord: r/AngelsWingsSupport **DISCLAIMER:** *We are not medical professionals.

1,830

0

1

1,539,722,692

1

1.774313

40

44.33

89.42

59.88

72.57

13.33

25

85

45

12.5

10

0

7.5

2.5

0

2.5

5

7.5

2.5

7.5

5

22.5

0

2.5

5

2.5

0

20

0

2.5

0

22.5

5

0

5

2.5

12.5

0

2.5

0

2.5

0

17.5

15

0

2.5

0

25

0

10

5

0

2.5

0

2.5

0

2.5

0

52.5

7.5

5

7.5

0

2.5

0

30

2.6667

2.5

3

1.1111

1.375

1

1.77261

1.64516

1.91274

0.67

0

4.046173

0.1875

ptsd

9rxgr1

[20, 25]

The misery is so much worse than pre-lamictal, the torment is so much scarier. It feels almost demonic, like someone outside of me is tormenting me (I do not mean this literally or psychotically, it's just my subjective description). I have crying spells all day, I mean the entire day, doesn't matter who I'm hanging out with, doesn't matter if I'm at work (I had to quit for the time being), doesn't matter if I'm working out. I shake and cry and shake and cry, like wailing violent cries. It's terrifying, it feels very "chemical" and out of control, like the absence of the drug does this to me, and it's scary for the people around me.

581

1

1,540,672,175

15

5.087894

118

27.64

5.39

81.01

1

23.6

16.1

87.29

61.02

18.64

11.02

0

7.63

5.93

15.25

14.41

5.08

8.47

3.39

22.88

6.78

5.08

0.85

0

3.39

10.17

0

10.17

5.08

0.85

4.24

2.54

0

11.86

3.39

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4.24

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0

1.69

0.85

0

0.85

0

4.24

0

2.54

0.85

0

0.85

17.8

0

9.32

1.69

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1.69

0.85

0

0.85

0

27.12

4.24

9.32

0

0.85

1.69

7.63

3.39

0

2.7143

2.7

3

1

1.72138

1.54082

1.81328

1

8

6.303612

-0.222396

ptsd

8a2e26

[170, 175]

ISOLATION KILLS US   UNTIL YOU CAN FIGHT THIS WITH THERAPIES ABOVE, FIGHT ISOLATION   ARE THERE ANY OTHERS?

1,287

0

0.571429

1,522,954,173

9

11.124211

19

33.88

99

19.27

1

19

15.79

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52.63

21.05

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2.6667

2.5714

3

1.3333

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1

1.71327

1.66154

1.79585

0.92

1

9.830526

0

almosthomeless

9b4ig4

[15, 20]

My Social Security disability case is still winding its way through the labyrinth of that particular bureaucracy, but there'd be no need to worry about me cutting into your food, as I do receive SNAP. I *could* get a small storage unit for my belongings while I "hold out" around these people, though that'd be less than ideal (and dangerous)... and paying for the unit would cut into the funds I'd need to cover fuel and such getting out and going up North. Hence why I'm trying posting here. I suppose it's also worth mentioning that my friend's car is on the smaller side, which might make a tight squeeze, so if anyone has a larger vehicle, and is able and willing to move me and my stuff from Fort Worth to Fort Wayne, that'd be cool. I'd be able to cover fuel and such (well, so long as it's not a major gas guzzler we're talking about - I've got about $200 for that purpose).

458

0

1

1,535,503,266

3

11.734237

165

24.18

25.24

43.37

36.42

27.5

14.55

84.85

58.18

16.97

9.7

8.48

0.61

0

7.27

4.85

14.55

12.12

9.09

10.3

1.21

20

7.27

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4.85

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0

4.85

0

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0

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3.64

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0

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10.91

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3.03

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0

2.42

0

1.21

0

0.61

0

22.42

4.85

0

0.61

1.21

6.67

2.42

1.82

2.8333

2.8

3

1

1.65477

1.51389

1.84525

0.66

3

10.981667

0.071176

anxiety

8nv9kc

[0, 5]

I was on a tear. I was dressing better, eating better, losing weight, dating a little, saving some money, I was on my way out of this pit. Now nothing seems to matter. Everyone else is so far ahead of me. I finally felt like I was making up ground and the people around me did too, so they took off the kid gloves they'd been using around me a little bit and sharing more of their lives and I am realizing how completely inadequate I am compared to them and how far behind I really am in life.

1,252

0

0.571429

1,527,885,533

1

2.9064

99

28.9

27.23

99

44.24

19.8

9.09

94.95

63.64

18.18

16.16

12.12

0

4.04

2.02

5.05

16.16

11.11

8.08

1.01

21.21

6.06

5.05

2.02

0

3.03

5.05

3.03

2.02

1.01

0

2.02

9.09

0

14.14

3.03

4.04

1.01

2.02

3.03

2.02

0

2.02

4.04

0

2.02

0

2.02

10.1

2.02

5.05

2.02

3.03

1.01

8.08

7.07

1.01

19.19

0

15.15

4.04

0

2.02

0

12.12

5.05

6.06

0

1.01

0

2.8333

2.5

3

1

1.71049

1.53913

1.88324

0.67

2

4.861

0.111364

domesticviolence

77lawd

(60, 65)

Above all else he made me feel not that I owed him for such affections. He made me feel worth something, that I was important and beautiful. He gave me back my soul and so very much more until I married him. I know this story might not be what you want to read – I didn’t fight the good fight by myself. Nor did I find my self-worth by myself – well I did in a way, but my friend, my love and eventually my husband held my hand with every shaky step I took.

42,368

0

1

1,508,496,375

10

1.124271

95

3.86

8.57

96.09

82.36

19

7.37

100

62.11

31.58

26.32

20

0

1.05

5.26

0

5.26

2.11

8.42

6.32

7.37

4.21

18.95

3.16

1.05

0

4.21

9.47

6.32

3.16

1.05

2.11

0

15.79

2.11

1.05

0

6.32

18.95

4.21

2.11

1.05

3.16

2.11

6.32

4.21

1.05

0

3.16

2.11

1.05

0

8.42

4.21

0

2.11

0

10.53

6.32

2.11

7.37

1.05

4.21

3.16

1.05

0

3.16

1.05

0

1.05

0

1.05

0

10.53

5.26

3.16

0

1.05

0

1.05

0

3

2.6364

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.74688

1.59545

2.04702

1

6

2.459583

0.287879

anxiety

8uez2n

[50, 55]

Lightheadedness/flushed feeling, Burning in head and extremities, Dull Headaches (sometimes in back of head and radiates to front) Disassociation, Vision issues,

778

0

0.571429

1,530,147,136

1

18.258182

22

96.29

50

85.21

1

22

40.91

68.18

31.82

0

18.18

0

4.55

9.09

0

4.55

0

4.55

0

4.55

0

4.55

0

9.09

4.55

0

4.55

0

9.09

0

9.09

13.64

9.09

4.55

0

22.73

0

18.18

9.09

0

31.82

0

18.18

0

9.09

4.55

2.7143

2.9

2.8

1

1.3636

1

1.73111

1.875

1.68148

1

0

14.444545

-0.145833

almosthomeless

8og12v

[25, 30]

However, I still need to figure out my best options. That said, I have a few hundred USD to roll with, as well as a part-time job. I know a shelter that's not awfully far from where I work too. So I have my short-term plan, save for possessions. I'll need to call up some storage units tomorrow to check locations and prices.

260

0

0.571429

1,528,105,604

7

2.985224

65

55.78

8.32

97.02

95.12

13

13.85

90.77

52.31

15.38

12.31

0

3.08

4.62

16.92

6.15

9.23

7.69

1.54

13.85

9.23

4.62

1.54

4.62

0

3.08

0

12.31

3.08

0

3.08

0

3.08

1.54

0

1.54

0

6.15

0

4.62

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1.54

0

1.54

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4.62

16.92

1.54

9.23

6.15

3.08

0

3.08

0

1.54

0

1.54

0

20

7.69

6.15

0

3.08

0

3.08

0

2.6667

2.25

2.8

1

1.125

1

1.70451

1.47931

1.87386

0.82

7

4.077791

0.25

ptsd

8uvl8a

[45, 50]

He gave me a pill to “stay awake,” claiming it was a caffeine pill. It didn’t seem to work. We started having sex, and right off the bat I could tell this was weird. He was completely quiet, wearing all of his clothes. He touched my labia (I have an innie vagina) and was like “What the fuck is this...”

106

0

0.571429

1,530,297,960

2

1.257923

60

28.78

56.63

1.79

1.03

12

11.67

91.67

60

23.33

15

6.67

1.67

0

6.67

0

8.33

15

1.67

3.33

1.67

26.67

3.33

1.67

0

1.67

3.33

0

3.33

0

1.67

0

11.67

0

6.67

8.33

1.67

0

1.67

3.33

1.67

3.33

0

1.67

13.33

5

3.33

5

3.33

1.67

0

11.67

0

6.67

1.67

5

1.67

0

1.67

0

28.33

11.67

5

0

6.67

1.67

3.33

0

2.7778

2.6667

3

1.1429

1

1.74031

1.57917

1.93577

0.67

5

2.109426

-0.153571

relationships

7t4kf0

[0, 5]

I started talking to a girl, 'J', on Tinder about a month ago. She's funny, attractive and quick-witted, however she was apprehensive to meet up for a drink to get to know each other in person straight away. We are both from the same town (we matched over Christmas) however she lives an hour and a half away in a much larger city. She first claimed that she could not afford to travel to see me even when she was back in my town (she also refused to let me pay for anything involving her, including travel to her city to meet her), however said last week that she did not want to meet me until she knew that I was genuine about her, and wanted to talk on the phone every evening for a week. If I did this, then she would meet me on the day afterwards.

493

0

1

1,516,974,194

2

9.369492

150

64.41

80.69

65.14

25.77

30

12

96

61.33

20

16

5.33

1.33

0

9.33

0

4

6.67

19.33

6.67

6

7.33

1.33

17.33

4

1.33

0.67

1.33

2.67

1.33

0.67

0

18.67

0

10

0

11.33

2

0

3.33

2

0.67

4.67

2

0.67

1.33

0

1.33

0

0.67

0

0.67

8.67

4

0.67

2.67

0.67

6.67

9.33

0.67

24

1.33

12

11.33

0.67

2

0

0.67

0

14

3.33

5.33

0

0.67

0

2

2.67

0

2.6667

3

1

1.70359

1.64412

1.87521

0.76

9

8.838245

0.146212

anxiety

5qxuyo

[1, 6]

Secondly; after 3 years of countless meds and as many strains of dank as you can think of, I finally discovered my cure to anxiety. I've heard handfuls of people say music helps but that's never been that case for me. Until tonight. I started listening to kid Cudi during an anxiety attack, I've been listening to him for a long time but never during an episode, I discovered his music helps me significantly. More than any meds I've ever tried.

278

0

1

1,485,741,413

6

5.379922

81

59.07

40.24

96.76

2.98

16.2

18.52

87.65

53.09

17.28

14.81

11.11

0

1.23

2.47

0

2.47

3.7

19.75

8.64

4.94

7.41

2.47

18.52

7.41

6.17

0

1.23

3.7

7.41

2.47

4.94

3.7

1.23

0

13.58

0

2.47

12.35

3.7

0

1.23

3.7

8.64

0

7.41

1.23

0

6.17

2.47

1.23

2.47

0

6.17

11.11

1.23

16.05

0

1.23

14.81

0

2.47

0

1.23

0

1.23

0

16.05

6.17

3.7

0

1.23

0

4.94

0

2.875

2.8

3

1

1.77855

1.48571

1.87845

0.87

9

6.593824

0.158333

homeless

9whuab

(95, 100)

Anxiety my \*\*\*, that \*\*\*\* gave ME anxiety, being surrounded like that. *  Skipping to college, at this point I really didn't care about anything anymore, and it didn't help that I met a girl who completely split me and my friend apart (that's a long story in of itself), and started skipping a lot of my classes. I had good grades in my computer programming class, because I was actually curious for a while, but that was about it.

45,537

0

0.571429

1,542,054,869

20

6.207778

78

13.57

6.21

99

25.77

26

20.51

96.15

65.38

28.21

12.82

0

15.38

5.13

12.82

8.97

6.41

7.69

2.56

14.1

0

1.28

0

1.28

5.13

2.56

0

8.97

0

1.28

0

15.38

1.28

0

2.56

1.28

8.97

0

5.13

3.85

0

1.28

0

10.26

2.56

0

14.1

0

10.26

3.85

7.69

0

42.31

3.85

8.97

0

1.28

0

3.85

2.56

21.79

2.75

2.8889

3

1

1.3

1

1.75027

1.53429

1.87809

0.83

29

6.89837

0.17

assistance

9qjmat

[3, 8]

I was able to get my old office job back and that comes with okay pay and good benefits I start November 1st . Just trying to take steps to make sure we’re okay before we get too behind and stuck on the streets . Anything is appreciated all I have 11$ to my name until Friday . Pm me you would like to help . I am starting a gofund me sometime this week to help us if anyone is interested in that I will keep you updated

1,338

1

0.6

1,540,253,481

0

1.764741

85

41.45

68.09

96.33

99

17

11.76

95.29

55.29

22.35

16.47

10.59

3.53

2.35

0

5.88

2.35

14.12

8.24

3.53

5.88

0

21.18

1.18

0

1.18

9.41

0

10.59

0

11.76

1.18

2.35

5.88

2.35

1.18

0

14.12

5.88

2.35

5.88

0

2.35

14.12

2.35

21.18

2.35

7.06

12.94

4.71

0

1.18

0

2.35

0

2.35

0

7.06

4.71

0

1.18

0

1.18

2.7778

2.8889

2.8

1.3333

1.1429

1

1.72421

1.46494

1.96585

0.42

3

3.706422

0.259091

relationships

7tqiy7

[25, 30]

His mother would say, "Who would love you if you look like that?" or "Why couldn't I have a fit and handsome son." So he has his own issues with his body image and weight. He also went a few years without being physical with anyone because he never thought that anyone would be interested or love him because of his appearance. He had a few years where he got very fit and had six pack but eventually lost it as he got older.

383

0

0.571429

1,517,208,335

1

5.466706

84

1.49

95.2

1

87.2

16.8

11.9

96.43

65.48

23.81

16.67

1.19

0

2.38

13.1

0

7.14

3.57

7.14

11.9

8.33

14.29

3.57

20.24

7.14

3.57

1.19

2.38

5.95

4.76

1.19

0

1.19

25

2.38

0

1.19

14.29

19.05

1.19

3.57

5.95

1.19

5.95

3.57

1.19

5.95

1.19

0

1.19

5.95

2.38

1.19

0

2.38

0

7.14

5.95

1.19

10.71

1.19

3.57

5.95

0

13.1

4.76

1.19

0

1.19

0

4.76

1.19

0

3

2.6364

3

1.2222

1.1429

1

1.69919

1.5038

1.87218

0.67

1

6.032941

0.276061

ptsd

8n627t

[105, 110]

It sent me into a full-blown crisis by breaking open the “no one believes me and I’m worthless” wound. I had to up my level of care, now I’m in IOP 5 days a week, 3+ hours a day. It’s given me just enough relief to return to weekly EMDR. I had my first session in this round, last week. It was the most physically symptomatic I’ve ever been in-session.

1,217

1

0.8

1,527,658,024

12

0.646753

72

60.8

8.25

99

51.78

14.4

9.72

90.28

52.78

19.44

13.89

0

5.56

6.94

13.89

11.11

4.17

1.39

18.06

5.56

1.39

0

5.56

1.39

4.17

2.78

1.39

0

1.39

0

4.17

1.39

0

1.39

0

1.39

0

1.39

4.17

0

4.17

0

5.56

0

1.39

2.78

0

1.39

8.33

11.11

0

27.78

1.39

11.11

15.28

2.78

0

23.61

6.94

4.17

0

2.78

5.56

0

1.39

3

2.4286

2.8

1.1429

1

1.65943

1.66154

1.8858

0.82

12

3.411688

-0.03125

domesticviolence

9igudu

[8, 13]

I keep trying, hoping we can be what we were...that the man I fell in love with will return. What’s happening here? Why rage at your wife when she tries to be affectionate? Is this just another control tactic? He also stated that I had completely cut him out of my life (I have been spending time with women friends and taking classes).

1,913

0

0.571429

1,537,785,555

5

4.127385

64

4.85

92.02

12.38

55.21

12.8

12.5

96.88

64.06

26.56

17.19

7.81

3.12

1.56

4.69

0

9.38

1.56

10.94

15.62

9.38

4.69

0

26.56

0

6.25

0

1.56

7.81

4.69

3.12

0

1.56

0

17.19

1.56

4.69

7.81

0

3.12

1.56

3.12

1.56

0

3.12

0

1.56

0

14.06

7.81

3.12

1.56

0

6.25

12.5

3.12

12.5

1.56

4.69

6.25

1.56

0

1.56

0

18.75

7.81

1.56

0

4.69

0

1.56

3.12

0

3

2.8333

3

1.1667

1

1.74772

1.56333

1.95168

0.86

11

4.910769

0.166667

relationships

7u67uj

[8, 13]

He doesn't have to spend a load of money on things I like! He can use it to spend on himself. I don't understand why he feels that just because we're in a relationship that he has to "spoil" me. I enjoy being spoiled but only when I'm the one spoiling myself, haha. TL;Dr: My boyfriend doesn't like that I don't want him to do anything for me

2,394

1

0.6

1,517,362,877

5

1.730856

69

4.06

28.11

9.25

98.72

13.8

13.04

92.75

71.01

31.88

23.19

13.04

1.45

0

8.7

0

8.7

4.35

13.04

14.49

5.8

4.35

5.8

24.64

0

2.9

1.45

0

5.8

0

13.04

0

1.45

0

10.14

11.59

2.9

4.35

1.45

0

1.45

0

1.45

0

1.45

0

5.8

4.35

0

1.45

0

24.64

0

5.8

0

4.35

1.45

0

4.35

0

1.45

0

1.45

0

23.19

4.35

1.45

0

1.45

0

2.9

10.14

0

2.7778

2.625

3

1.375

1.2857

1

1.76385

1.52903

1.91809

0.78

10

3.571351

0.2

relationships

7nhofe

(20, 25)

Sometimes I feel like I’m the third wheel in their relationship. And this doesn’t even include what they may do when I’m not around! Also, whenever roommate will talk about boys or finding a boyfriend, I notice husband will quickly try to shut that idea down fast, and say he knows roommate isn’t attracted to said guy or doesn’t want/need a boyfriend. There’s definitely an emotional dependency there. I know my husband has explained to me over and over how much he helps her and how important he is in her life.

43,980

1

0.833333

1,514,841,312

44

8.118788

93

5.41

74.07

83.66

83.22

18.6

19.35

97.85

61.29

18.28

15.05

7.53

0

5.38

2.15

3.23

4.3

11.83

12.9

11.83

4.3

25.81

2.15

1.08

5.38

1.08

5.38

4.3

1.08

0

22.58

2.15

5.38

2.15

9.68

20.43

7.53

2.15

5.38

1.08

4.3

3.23

0

2.15

1.08

0

1.08

0

13.98

8.6

1.08

4.3

0

3.23

21.51

3.23

15.05

2.15

9.68

5.38

0

2.15

0

16.13

4.3

3.23

0

1.08

0

6.45

0

1.08

2.8571

2.625

3

1

1.125

1

1.71311

1.6525

1.94486

0.83

34

7.269374

0.139683

survivorsofabuse

8g5h7r

(10, 15)

If you were raped on a daily basis from infancy through adolescence then you should "radically accept" it. Check out the parts of Linehan's book where she explains how unconditional positive regard is a myth, nonexistent. The part where she explains about paradoxical intervention. That is where you manipulate and jerk your client around using head games and reverse psychology. Then there is radical genuineness.

27,850

0

0.8

1,525,145,232

6

9.576364

65

42.69

96.73

11.67

25.77

13

26.15

76.92

52.31

12.31

9.23

0

6.15

3.08

0

3.08

6.15

10.77

7.69

10.77

9.23

0

13.85

3.08

0

6.15

0

1.54

6.15

3.08

0

3.08

0

13.85

0

3.08

0

15.38

4.62

6.15

3.08

1.54

0

3.08

1.54

0

1.54

0

4.62

1.54

0

1.54

0

1.54

7.69

3.08

13.85

0

9.23

4.62

3.08

0

13.85

7.69

1.54

0

3.08

1.54

0

2.5

2.4615

3

1.2

1.1429

1

1.6727

1.49057

1.84045

0.88

14

8.509515

0.113636

ptsd

81qwvk

[5, 10]

1) They are considered a "small business". I know that small businesses are still required to follow ADA standards for customers, but does the same go for employees? I haven't really read anywhere about my rights except that I can't have FMLA. 2) I feel safer to wear a heavy coat at work, I know it looks unprofessional and my boss constantly asks me to take it off. Is it unreasonable that i request an "accommodation" to be able to wear it and is it considered harassment if I make them aware of why I'm wearing it and still ask me to take it off?

1,231

0

0.666667

1,520,092,341

1

5.167897

105

30.55

7.67

97.09

25.77

21

15.24

90.48

59.05

22.86

13.33

11.43

0

1.9

9.52

3.81

13.33

8.57

6.67

4.76

1.9

24.76

4.76

1.9

0.95

1.9

0

1.9

0.95

0

0.95

0

4.76

0

14.29

5.71

1.9

0.95

1.9

0

5.71

2.86

0.95

0

1.9

2.86

0

9.52

0

1.9

4.76

1.9

0.95

0

22.86

0

10.48

1.9

5.71

2.86

7.62

0

2.86

0

15.24

2.86

1.9

0

1.9

0

3.81

2.86

1.9

0

2.75

2.5

3

1.1429

1.1667

1

1.6805

1.47174

1.87017

0.67

1

6.051217

0.03125

ptsd

9vkbbr

[0, 5]

Whenever I have a reaction or meltdown, he always tries to give shitty advice like "just think about the things you're grateful for." I'm sorry, but in the therapies I've taken and in the books I have to help me, nothing *anywhere* says anything about gratitude and it tends to trigger me when he says this because it's what my narcy mom would say to me. I tried to explain this and asked him to read my books and he got mad at me because in his mind I was trying to tell him what to do and I was being "ungrateful" for his help. I told him how important it was to me for him to read these books because it would help me feel more understood, but he keeps coming up with excuse after excuse about why he doesn't want to read them. I just don't know what to do anymore.

614

1

0.571429

1,541,769,275

3

4.323208

153

12.51

62.81

15.99

16.43

30.6

11.76

98.04

67.97

28.1

19.61

11.11

0

0.65

7.19

0.65

8.5

2.61

16.99

10.46

6.54

9.15

1.96

26.14

1.96

4.58

0

0.65

4.58

1.96

2.61

0

1.31

0.65

18.3

0.65

0

0.65

7.19

15.03

3.27

4.58

1.96

2.61

1.31

1.96

2.61

0

1.96

0.65

1.31

0.65

0

6.54

1.96

3.27

1.31

0

5.88

15.03

0.65

7.84

0.65

3.92

3.27

3.92

1.96

0

0.65

0

13.73

3.27

2.61

0

2.61

3.92

0

1.31

2.75

2.8889

3

1

1.1429

1

1.73122

1.48936

1.86938

0.81

2

5.156912

-0.060714

ptsd

77hxog

(20, 25)

I’ve started unearthing old albums; I’ve gone back to practising the drums regularly; I’ve been watching more movies and reading more books. Weirdly enough, I feel more in touch with the world. And what now? Will I continue along the road of abstinence? I don’t see any reason to jump off the wagon at this stage.

16,708

0

1

1,508,452,423

5

4.195

56

67.14

10.58

99

6.15

11.2

16.07

87.5

50

14.29

10.71

0

3.57

7.14

14.29

10.71

5.36

3.57

1.79

23.21

5.36

1.79

0

7.14

1.79

0

1.79

0

5.36

3.57

1.79

0

1.79

0

7.14

3.57

0

3.57

0

5.36

16.07

1.79

23.21

3.57

10.71

1.79

5.36

0

21.43

5.36

1.79

0

3.57

0

7.14

0

2.5714

3

1.1429

1.2

1

1.74774

1.7

1.87549

0.79

4

4.233333

0.228571

anxiety

67cj5c

(13, 18)

- Lastly, it may be perceived to imply that having a positive mind frame will solve problems. As I understand it, this is not the message, only that there are methods to help overcome negative thinking of which this is one, but there are no guarantees. To be clear, this is not intended to be a 'cure', nor do I know if it applies to everyone, understanding is an important to recovery/reducing anxiety. and for me it helped. Beneath I will post what I discovered and how this has helped me.

7,055

0

0.8

1,493,073,484

2

7.596923

91

8.68

7.67

49.19

25.77

18.2

21.98

93.41

67.03

20.88

6.59

0

14.29

4.4

10.99

16.48

4.4

7.69

5.49

24.18

3.3

1.1

3.3

1.1

0

4.4

2.2

1.1

0

3.3

0

23.08

7.69

4.4

2.2

4.4

5.49

2.2

1.1

0

8.79

2.2

3.3

2.2

1.1

2.2

16.48

3.3

0

1.1

0

17.58

5.49

7.69

0

1.1

0

2.2

0

1.1

2.75

2.8889

2.8

1

1.1429

1

1.68582

1.32857

1.85379

0.76

1

8.105802

0.071212

assistance

6di1yb

[5, 10]

We could make an arrangement where I occasionally ship you boxes of stuff. (PS I'm new to this subreddit and not sure how to ask for proof from you... I guess you could PM me a pic of your kid? Idk if that's weird. I'm happy to PM a pic of my kid bc he's super cute :)

633

0

1

1,495,816,619

33

-2.020451

58

19.07

69.76

11.5

99

11.6

5.17

87.93

60.34

27.59

22.41

12.07

1.72

6.9

1.72

0

5.17

13.79

10.34

3.45

6.9

3.45

15.52

8.62

0

3.45

0

10.34

8.62

1.72

0

15.52

0

1.72

18.97

0

5.17

3.45

0

6.9

1.72

3.45

0

12.07

0

5.17

0

1.72

3.45

0

8.62

0

8.62

0

1.72

18.97

8.62

0

1.72

0

6.9

1.72

0

3

2.75

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.66417

1.47727

1.91031

0.93

8

1.311619

0.189962

anxiety

6864lx

[25, 30]

Leaving was one of the hardest things I had ever had to do. My parents really disagreed with me taking time off from school, so as fall came, they spent every day trying to get me to go see if I could come back in the spring, and to get a job. Now job has always been a scary word for me, because my only job I've had is teaching people how to hit things beautifully (Percussion Private Lessons). I had come so close to interviews in the past, but I could never get myself to leave as the day came. This lead to my parents becoming more and more frustrated, and the only person I could seek refuge with, was Sarah.

64

0

0.6

1,493,421,046

1

9.212195

122

40.78

20.62

94

3.01

24.4

11.48

95.08

59.02

13.93

11.48

10.66

0

0.82

2.46

5.74

14.75

12.3

8.2

9.02

0.82

24.59

4.92

4.1

0.82

2.46

0

2.46

0.82

0

5.74

1.64

0

13.11

1.64

2.46

3.28

1.64

3.28

2.46

1.64

0.82

0

0.82

0

7.38

1.64

3.28

0

9.02

10.66

0

18.85

7.38

4.1

8.2

6.56

0

0.82

0

12.3

4.1

5.74

0

0.82

1.64

0

3

2.7778

3

1.1429

1

1.74836

1.58182

1.86632

0.67

2

8.873919

0.073077

ptsd

6l8kok

(0, 5)

While sitting on my normally-quiet front porch today, one of my unbelievably extroverted neighbors was carrying on the loudest conversation I've ever heard on a quiet street. Her conversation partners used a normal volume - she was the only one yelling words at the top of her lungs. I wanted to snap her clueless little head off. Or at the very least, tell her to shut the f$*( up. Grumpy?

22,104

1

0.6

1,499,190,673

6

5.051455

70

94.13

80.42

62.17

8.64

14

17.14

88.57

48.57

12.86

5.71

0

7.14

0

10

15.71

4.29

2.86

0

14.29

10

4.29

0

2.86

1.43

0

1.43

0

1.43

0

15.71

0

2.86

7.14

0

7.14

0

1.43

2.86

1.43

7.14

0

7.14

0

2.86

0

8.57

5.71

1.43

2.86

0

7.14

4.29

0

25.71

1.43

20

4.29

0

2.86

0

18.57

5.71

2.86

0

1.43

0

2.86

0

1.43

2.86

2.625

2.6

3

1

1.125

1

1.71928

1.75926

1.81143

1

6

5.810915

-0.025357

relationships

7r1pfj

[25, 30]

She never messaged him back, but I asked her why she still had him on Snapchat. I only asked it because she had claimed to have deleted her ex's on social media. Whatever, that's a nice feeling and I'm glad, but at the same time it wouldn't really be an issue for me if she did still have them. Fast forward to last night... My fiance was acting all weird and put out so I tried figure out what was going on and what she was upset about.

2,354

0

0.6

1,516,202,936

316

2.54795

88

3.76

67.52

46.36

25.77

17.6

10.23

94.32

68.18

25

18.18

6.82

0

10.23

1.14

6.82

3.41

11.36

13.64

10.23

9.09

2.27

21.59

5.68

1.14

4.55

0

1.14

4.55

2.27

1.14

0

18.18

1.14

7.95

3.41

12.5

2.27

1.14

2.27

4.55

1.14

0

1.14

0

5.68

4.55

1.14

0

12.5

5.68

1.14

19.32

4.55

9.09

10.23

0

1.14

0

1.14

0

1.14

0

15.91

7.95

3.41

0

4.55

0

2.75

2.6

3

1.2

1.2222

1

1.71985

1.5325

1.81345

0.89

110

3.772671

0.093939

relationships

7qq6ko

(25, 30)

I have been trying to make plans recently and she keeps having things come up but i understand because i am doing it on kind of short notice. This last little bit after the break happened in about a 8 day span. TLDR: I am awkward and need some help with relationships. I feel like i ruined my chances with this girl and i am hoping i can fix it. I also may just be overreacting to things.

11,165

0

0.571429

1,516,080,783

0

2.558736

77

22.3

21.79

93.03

9.71

15.4

11.69

94.81

59.74

22.08

14.29

12.99

0

1.3

0

7.79

2.6

12.99

3.9

7.79

0

24.68

3.9

0

1.3

2.6

3.9

1.3

2.6

1.3

0

1.3

6.49

0

2.6

0

15.58

3.9

2.6

6.49

0

1.3

0

1.3

0

6.49

2.6

0

2.6

16.88

3.9

15.58

1.3

7.79

5.19

0

1.3

0

1.3

0

7.79

6.49

0

1.3

0

2.7143

2.8889

2.8

1

1.1429

1

1.74412

1.47027

1.90074

0.4

6

4.035201

-0.03125

domesticviolence

5pzqcv

(15, 20)

My friends and family don't understand why he is so jealous and controlling because they know when I'm in a relationship I'm faithful. Im ready to take him out of my life, but what should I do? When hes angry I don't know what extent he would go to. How should I handle it? Ignore him or communicate calmly so he doesn't get mad?

4,199

1

0.8

1,485,301,414

1

0.889316

64

1

37.72

12.38

1.42

12.8

12.5

96.88

67.19

28.12

23.44

12.5

0

9.38

1.56

4.69

1.56

7.81

18.75

9.38

15.62

4.69

29.69

1.56

0

9.38

0

10.94

3.12

6.25

0

4.69

0

17.19

1.56

0

9.38

18.75

4.69

6.25

4.69

1.56

0

3.12

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

10.94

6.25

0

1.56

3.12

0

25

0

7.81

1.56

3.12

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

17.19

3.12

1.56

0

4.69

0

7.81

0

3

2.7

2.8

1

1.1429

1

1.70174

1.50169

1.88608

1

2

3.489658

-0.15625

ptsd

9hk4mi

[5, 10]

She's a real healer. She's beautiful in so many ways 🐰🥕 but it's just insane. I won't lie, she is the most expensive medication that I've ever had as she's already cost £2,000 ($2,654.510) (when I say medication, I mean that she's a therapy rabbit) but I do love her to bits. I'm actually thinking of getting another pet soon. My mum has said "yes" but she won't allow me to have another big animal as she has to sometimes help me with Alaska because believe it or not bunnies can sometimes be a handful.

824

0

1

1,537,486,189

11

3.688278

96

2.12

30.11

35.37

81.93

19.2

17.71

88.54

60.42

23.96

17.71

9.38

0

8.33

0

6.25

4.17

8.33

17.71

7.29

9.38

3.12

22.92

7.29

3.12

1.04

4.17

5.21

3.12

0

13.54

1.04

0

9.38

0

15.62

3.12

2.08

0

4.17

1.04

6.25

4.17

1.04

2.08

1.04

5.21

0

4.17

0

5.21

2.08

0

3.12

1.04

0

3.12

17.71

3.12

8.33

0

2.08

6.25

0

1.04

2.08

0

1.04

0

1.04

0

26.04

5.21

4.17

0

2.08

9.38

4.17

1.04

3

2.8889

3

1.125

1

1.74512

1.50602

1.88071

0.92

1

6.251802

0.07375

anxiety

8jy4ib

[10, 15]

Maybe kind of nauseous? Not in a normal nauseated feeling. Its more like that pit of my stomach, I'm about to get in big trouble, or I'm waiting for the cops to come pick me up or something haha. Like, it has that prickle in my spine to it. And that restlessness in my head.

1,447

1

1,526,501,715

2

0.837895

54

70.5

2.1

98.01

1

10.8

18.52

98.15

62.96

24.07

11.11

0

12.96

3.7

24.07

5.56

3.7

5.56

1.85

14.81

5.56

0

1.85

7.41

1.85

5.56

1.85

0

14.81

1.85

0

9.26

0

5.56

1.85

0

1.85

11.11

7.41

3.7

0

9.26

0

5.56

1.85

0

11.11

0

14.81

1.85

11.11

1.85

0

3.7

1.85

0

18.52

7.41

5.56

0

1.85

0

3.7

0

2.7143

2.3333

3

1

1.2

1

1.6818

1.53333

1.83309

1

4

2.813246

0.121429

domesticviolence

6rcdh9

[10, 15]

I don't live in the country anymore. She thinks no one will help her and has a hard time trusting people. She doesn't want to go to a shelter. I at least gave her the number for a bilingual support person from the ywca. My mom also wants my dad to pay for my graduate school degree.

1,437

0

0.8

1,501,767,932

5

2.112542

57

76.19

70.08

4.05

86.53

11.4

12.28

91.23

54.39

17.54

15.79

8.77

0

7.02

0

1.75

10.53

14.04

7.02

1.75

3.51

5.26

21.05

5.26

1.75

0

1.75

3.51

0

19.3

3.51

0

8.77

1.75

5.26

1.75

0

3.51

0

1.75

0

1.75

0

1.75

0

3.51

1.75

0

1.75

0

1.75

15.79

3.51

10.53

1.75

5.26

3.51

5.26

0

1.75

0

12.28

8.77

0

3.51

0

3

2.8889

3

1.1667

1.1429

1

1.80128

1.6913

1.92029

1

5

3.612

-0.063826

ptsd

7gis8x

(0, 5)

Hi everyone, I'm giving writing a go to try and cope with my PTSD. I was recommended to start a blog on an app called Vocal, you get paid per 1000 views, but that doesn't really matter to me, it'd be a cool bonus though. This blog is for people who need someone to relate to, so maybe they don't feel alone anymore or that they feel as if someone can understand them. I've only started today but any support would be so appreciated, a blog is the only way of helping myself and helping others at the same time, I have one post up at the moment but I'm going to write as many as I can.

40,296

0

1

1,512,007,372

5

8.290645

118

23.73

43.26

87.71

97.07

29.5

10.17

94.92

61.02

19.49

11.02

7.63

0

0.85

0

2.54

8.47

6.78

13.56

12.71

5.93

11.02

1.69

24.58

5.08

3.39

0.85

1.69

6.78

5.93

0.85

0

0.85

13.56

0

17.8

4.24

0

2.54

5.93

0.85

6.78

3.39

0.85

0

2.54

0

4.24

0.85

1.69

0.85

1.69

0

3.39

19.49

0.85

11.86

1.69

4.24

5.08

1.69

2.54

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

0.85

0

14.41

3.39

5.93

0

5.08

0

3

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.70255

1.45306

1.92216

0.73

0

9.022323

0.178571

anxiety

7e3pmc

(0, 5)

It was my 21st birthday and a couple of friends came into town. We went out for dinner and I had 2-3 drinks. Afterwards, we smoked a bunch of pot. I am a regular smoker, but I smoked a decent amount that night so I was quite high. We decided to take the tram back, and that's when things started to feel weird.

4,312

0

0.8

1,511,127,551

2

0.531165

64

46.07

56.21

95.6

25.77

12.8

9.38

92.19

54.69

18.75

12.5

7.81

4.69

0

6.25

7.81

10.94

7.81

4.69

9.38

0

17.19

4.69

0

1.56

3.12

4.69

3.12

1.56

0

6.25

0

1.56

0

6.25

3.12

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

1.56

7.81

0

7.81

9.38

6.25

0

1.56

0

10.94

6.25

0

18.75

3.12

7.81

9.38

0

1.56

0

15.62

7.81

4.69

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

2.6667

2.5714

3

1.1429

1.3333

1

1.69734

1.67547

1.91956

0.75

4

2.191429

-0.028889

ptsd

8nav9p

(6, 11)

I am just sick of this being my daily life. Between the derealization and the hypervigilance and paranoia even on good days I still don't feel like a person - and that's not even touching the flashbacks and nightmares. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't find a shrink who I trust or who seems equipped to help with the particular symptoms I have, and that seems like my only option. What do I do?

49,851

1

1,527,704,203

54

5.351125

76

14.15

7.4

90.72

9.56

15.2

14.47

93.42

68.42

22.37

11.84

0

10.53

7.89

10.53

11.84

6.58

7.89

5.26

18.42

3.95

5.26

0

6.58

2.63

3.95

1.32

0

6.58

0

11.84

6.58

0

5.26

0

3.95

2.63

0

2.63

3.95

0

3.95

0

3.95

1.32

0

1.32

0

19.74

0

6.58

0

1.32

5.26

0

14.47

5.26

1.32

0

1.32

0

1.32

0

5.26

0

2.9167

2.8889

3

1

1.125

1

1.74848

1.41311

1.94035

0.95

23

5.8425

0.10873