andreagasparini/dreaddit · Datasets at Hugging Face

domesticviolence

91ckh1

(25, 30)

Yet I’ve already been through the worst and come out smarter and stronger. I’m not so afraid that I’m just running and not fighting it anymore. So WHAT exactly am I afraid of? WHAT is the reason of this fear? I mean what’s the worst that will happen and how can it be any worse than what he’s already put me through.

35,904

0

0.6

1,532,391,950

4

2.844627

62

1

7.34

90.96

1

12.4

16.13

100

72.58

27.42

11.29

9.68

0

1.61

0

16.13

4.84

9.68

17.74

11.29

3.23

24.19

14.52

9.68

8.06

0

1.61

14.52

3.23

11.29

4.84

1.61

0

3.23

0

1.61

12.9

3.23

0

1.61

4.84

0

6.45

0

1.61

0

4.84

20.97

1.61

12.9

4.84

1.61

6.45

0

1.61

0

16.13

4.84

0

3.23

0

8.06

0

2.4286

3

2.8

1

1.68879

1.30769

1.66795

0.84

1

3.021075

-0.652083

survivorsofabuse

6vt7yz

[5, 10]

I eventually came to accept what I went through by realising that I did nothing to deserve it, he's just a bastard. However, he got married again to a woman he's been with for a few years last week and now has a new family. They seem genuinely happy and from what I know he isn't abusing them. I should be happy for them as it means he might have finally sorted himself out but I can't help but think that he's the same person he was, and I actually did deserve it. I know it's not rational for me to think that, but I can't help it.

1,926

0

0.571429

1,503,603,002

7

5.232203

108

5.01

22.95

87.07

42.58

21.6

13.89

96.3

70.37

28.7

19.44

9.26

0

7.41

2.78

9.26

4.63

12.04

12.96

6.48

7.41

4.63

22.22

5.56

1.85

0

0.93

4.63

2.78

1.85

0

1.85

0

15.74

1.85

0

0.93

7.41

19.44

8.33

0.93

1.85

0.93

8.33

0

4.63

3.7

0

1.85

0.93

0

6.48

15.74

1.85

10.19

1.85

0.93

7.41

0

0.93

0

0.93

0

14.81

4.63

3.7

0

6.48

0

3

2.8889

3

1.125

1

1.66634

1.37228

1.84946

0.9

6

6.968478

0.198485

survivorsofabuse

9orm49

(15, 20)

● active staff members ● active support staff ● helping channels and channels that you can share your art in, talk to others in, and voice chat in. ● rules that keep the community safe ● we have added a "creative corner"... this is a place for writers and artists of any kind to share their works and get feedback on it if they'd like.

14,282

0

1

1,539,722,692

1

13.767273

60

73.6

98.41

5.99

99

20

16.67

100

50

16.67

8.33

0

1.67

3.33

0

3.33

8.33

5

15

6.67

0

8.33

0

11.67

6.67

1.67

0

3.33

15

0

20

0

6.67

0

1.67

3.33

0

3.33

1.67

0

1.67

0

23.33

10

3.33

5

3.33

1.67

16.67

0

10

0

10

0

8.33

0

16.67

8.33

3.33

0

3.33

1.67

0

2.75

2.625

3

1.375

1.1818

1

1.7388

1.65455

1.94217

0.67

0

11.761818

0.266667

domesticviolence

9t5tc9

[25, 30]

The violence was still happening. The mind games were also still happening so I felt like it was my fault. That I had done something wrong to “deserve” it. I supported both him and myself in this new state while he was in school. I ended up losing my job for reasons out of my control and had a really difficult time finding a new job.

1,250

1

0.6

1,541,041,237

9

2.838636

66

24.18

18.16

99

1

13.2

15.15

95.45

63.64

22.73

15.15

12.12

0

3.03

0

7.58

6.06

12.12

10.61

7.58

0

18.18

6.06

1.52

0

1.52

9.09

1.52

7.58

0

1.52

4.55

0

3.03

9.09

4.55

3.03

0

1.52

0

1.52

0

1.52

0

10.61

1.52

3.03

0

6.06

15.15

0

21.21

0

7.58

13.64

4.55

1.52

0

10.61

7.58

0

3.03

0

2.7143

3

2.6

1

1.25

1

1.80738

1.54

1.90338

1

10

4.254545

-0.181818

anxiety

6z8rz4

(5, 10)

Diary: I'm having a tough day today but I'm pushing through and trying to change from the negative to the positive. I heard a saying today, that there's two basic feelings - positive and negative. Imagine yourself as a train, you have the choice to switch track at any stage, from negative to positive ❤ You can do it. You are loved and you love others.

13,611

0

0.8

1,505,056,719

19

2.751996

64

50.54

82.58

55.79

99

16

17.19

93.75

60.94

17.19

12.5

4.69

0

7.81

0

4.69

9.38

14.06

12.5

1.56

7.81

4.69

17.19

9.38

1.56

0

1.56

9.38

7.81

0

14.06

0

17.19

4.69

1.56

0

3.12

4.69

3.12

4.69

0

3.12

1.56

3.12

0

9.38

3.12

1.56

0

4.69

0

1.56

14.06

0

9.38

3.12

1.56

4.69

0

1.56

0

18.75

6.25

4.69

1.56

0

1.56

0

4.69

0

3

2.6364

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.76711

1.52632

1.90649

0.96

20

4.163277

0.059293

assistance

9bdv0h

[5, 10]

We were able to get everything out quickly but.. this isnt a simple fix anymore. We have a roofer coming out on the 4th for an estimate, but unless its about 400 which I doubt it will be, I have no idea how to pay for this. This year has gotten worse and worse each month. We just blew everything we have to get out water pump fixed so we'd have water again (10.5k) plus our AC broke (luckily only $400) and then our car battery died (120..) ive maxed out every card I have, can barely make the min payments cause stuff keeps piling so my credit has been shot and I just... I dont even know what this sub could do to help but if anyone has some advice or like a charity that would help us?

868

1

1,535,581,012

2

3.138125

140

8.99

63.97

38.74

15.69

20

6.43

87.14

62.14

20.71

10.71

5

5.71

0

10

4.29

10.71

14.29

7.14

10

2.14

20

2.14

2.86

2.14

5

2.14

2.86

0.71

0

0.71

10

0

15.71

1.43

2.14

5

2.14

5

0

1.43

0

1.43

12.86

7.14

0.71

1.43

2.86

2.14

3.57

15

2.14

10

2.14

3.57

5

2.14

0

2.86

0

0.71

0

0.71

0

15.71

7.14

2.14

0

0.71

0

0.71

4.29

0.71

2.8571

2.8889

3

1

1.125

1

1.71313

1.47965

1.84075

0.57

7

4.0385

0.022917

anxiety

5wms9t

[0, 5]

I have had a rough few months. A few years ago I was diagnosed with ptsd after being the victim of a violent robbery. It caused a few panic attacks followed by a day or two of ultra high anxiety, but would always subside. The last 2.5 months in this order I have dealt with the following things: 1.

1,077

1

1,488,268,629

5

4.625339

59

94.34

19.85

94.33

1

14.75

13.56

88.14

49.15

10.17

5.08

0

5.08

13.56

11.86

10.17

0

3.39

0

13.56

11.86

1.69

0

5.08

8.47

0

8.47

3.39

0

10.17

1.69

3.39

1.69

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

6.78

0

6.78

0

6.78

3.39

0

22.03

3.39

13.56

0

10.17

6.78

1.69

0

2.4444

2.8571

3

1

1.1429

1

1.75222

1.59091

1.70394

0.86

5

5.7625

-0.157222

almosthomeless

9xy39q

(46, 51)

I can't stay in my hometown either, where we are both abused and there are no job prospects. We have to go where there is work. He lives in a bigger city where there are definitely jobs. I know I should ask him about her first, but like I said, I'm afraid he'll say no and we'll be stuck here indefinitely. Any advice?

51,734

1

0.8

1,542,475,088

27

0.789744

63

2.68

62.46

89.63

7.46

12.6

6.35

98.41

61.9

19.05

9.52

4.76

0

4.76

0

1.59

7.94

14.29

4.76

28.57

4.76

1.59

4.76

1.59

3.17

1.59

0

17.46

0

1.59

4.76

12.7

1.59

0

1.59

3.17

1.59

4.76

3.17

0

3.17

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

9.52

4.76

3.17

1.59

0

3.17

23.81

4.76

19.05

3.17

15.87

1.59

4.76

0

19.05

6.35

4.76

0

1.59

0

6.35

0

2.7143

2.375

2.6

1

1.70776

1.45333

1.91227

0.89

42

1.880171

-0.0875

survivorsofabuse

8cyuca

(0, 5)

Hello, You are invited to complete a survey for a WMU psychology department research project designed to assess treatment preferences among adults seeking treatment for a variety of concerns. We hope to learn if and how preferences for treatment change over time, and if patient’s perception of their treatment’s match to their preferences is related to the benefit received from treatment. The survey is open to anyone ages 18 or older who is currently engaged in mental health treatment for at least one month and four therapy sessions, and not longer than one year. If you choose to participate, you will be asked to provide some demographic/background information, respond to survey items about your preferences for treatment and how they have changed over time, and about your quality of life. The survey may take between 30-40 minutes to complete.

39,125

0

1

1,523,989,902

2

15.991818

141

91.34

91.1

29.28

66.07

28.2

29.08

81.56

46.81

7.8

6.38

0

0.71

3.55

0

2.13

1.42

4.26

19.86

5.67

2.84

8.51

0.71

9.93

4.26

3.55

2.13

4.26

2.13

0

14.18

0

17.73

6.38

2.84

5.67

1.42

4.26

0.71

0

2.13

0

2.13

0

4.26

1.42

0

1.42

0

1.42

8.51

2.13

12.77

2.13

4.96

6.38

4.26

0

10.64

3.55

4.26

0

0.71

0

1.42

0

0.71

3

2.6667

2.8

1.125

1

1.70118

1.50569

1.86595

1

0

13.057706

-0.004167

ptsd

6qeojd

[10, 15]

My mom never threw books at me, but the impact of something along with the name-calling was enough. I ran to my room and I honestly don't remember what I did. I remember my attack going on for hours, but everything else is blurry. Now my grandma's "sorry". She was "stressed out" so she did that.

871

1

0.833333

1,501,376,783

5

1.767853

57

14.86

10.98

99

1

11.4

14.04

96.49

64.91

26.32

19.3

15.79

0

3.51

0

7.02

3.51

14.04

10.53

5.26

7.02

3.51

19.3

1.75

0

1.75

0

7.02

1.75

5.26

1.75

12.28

3.51

0

7.02

0

15.79

3.51

0

3.51

5.26

0

1.75

0

1.75

0

14.04

5.26

1.75

17.54

5.26

7.02

5.26

1.75

3.51

1.75

0

24.56

8.77

3.51

0

1.75

7.02

3.51

0

2.8889

2.625

3

1

1.1818

1

1.74325

1.584

1.82082

0.78

4

3.445

0.033333

ptsd

5n56lm

[75, 80]

________________________________________________ I try to keep reading plenty of motivational quotes during the day just so that I can have some more strength during the day and for fuck's sake, it's like these motivational speakers cannot get their shit together. **"Everything comes to you at the right time. Be patient and trust in the process"** VS **"If you keep waiting for the right time, it may never happen. Sometimes you have to make the most of the time you have.”

1,051

0

0.571429

1,484,056,947

5

-0.041667

78

73.9

69.6

88.5

49.64

19.5

14.1

93.59

57.69

15.38

8.97

2.56

0

5.13

0

1.28

6.41

8.97

16.67

10.26

3.85

5.13

2.56

20.51

2.56

3.85

0

5.13

3.85

2.56

1.28

0

1.28

0

10.26

0

16.67

2.56

3.85

1.28

7.69

2.56

3.85

1.28

0

1.28

0

1.28

0

8.97

1.28

3.85

1.28

0

19.23

1.28

20.51

1.28

6.41

12.82

2.56

0

1.28

0

84.62

5.13

2.56

0

5.13

2.56

0

69.23

2.9167

2.6667

3

1

1.1429

1

1.69862

1.42424

1.88917

0.69

15

0.994438

0.161905

almosthomeless

6aiueq

(15, 20)

3: This is the big one. I'm currently unemployed, as I was in school (paid for by the Department of Rehabilitation), so I cannot meet ANY income requirement. Even places that overlook my felony won't budge on this. To top it off, I have nobody who is both able and willing to co-sign. I've tried offering more up front to no avail.

13,181

1

0.6

1,494,491,099

18

2.290348

63

36.32

10.22

84.08

25.77

12.6

12.7

88.89

55.56

19.05

9.52

0

9.52

3.17

17.46

12.7

3.17

4.76

6.35

17.46

7.94

4.76

1.59

3.17

4.76

1.59

0

4.76

0

3.17

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

11.11

1.59

4.76

1.59

0

4.76

12.7

1.59

15.87

0

14.29

1.59

7.94

0

3.17

0

23.81

7.94

4.76

1.59

0

1.59

0

4.76

3.17

0

2.4615

2.3

2.6

1

1.125

1

1.67544

1.41509

1.81487

1

10

3.911269

0.291667

relationships

7nxjyb

[0, 5]

Sorry previous post deleted as I didn't include relationship length. As title says. I have enough money to buy a house, my girlfriend has only just started working. It seems to make financial sense for me to go ahead and make the purchase- I'd be paying toward my mortgage instead of rent and my girlfriend can stay and pay cheaper rent. However, when I spoke to her.

838

0

0.8

1,515,012,318

287

4.388696

67

36.38

18.53

95.74

8.14

13.4

20.9

97.01

52.24

14.93

13.43

11.94

0

1.49

0

1.49

2.99

14.93

8.96

7.46

10.45

1.49

22.39

5.97

4.48

1.49

0

1.49

0

1.49

0

1.49

8.96

0

2.99

1.49

0

10.45

2.99

0

1.49

0

4.48

0

2.99

0

8.96

4.48

2.99

1.49

0

7.46

16.42

1.49

13.43

2.99

4.48

5.97

0

5.97

14.93

0

14.93

7.46

2.99

0

1.49

0

2.99

0

2.7778

2.5714

3

1.1429

1.125

1

1.71688

1.50476

1.90489

0.9

287

4.970362

-0.133333

relationships

7tl21g

(20, 25)

That being said, I love her when she is good, otherwise we wouldn’t be together. She tells she didn’t want to tell all those mean things. But then she does it again. I’m thinking what I can do, and I’ve come up with the following idea: She is straight-A university student, so I’ve devised a rating system for handling aggression.

48,899

0

1

1,517,155,607

3

3.795909

61

1

68.85

31.05

56.75

15.25

18.03

93.44

65.57

27.87

19.67

8.2

1.64

0

9.84

0

8.2

4.92

6.56

19.67

4.92

9.84

3.28

31.15

3.28

0

3.28

0

1.64

4.92

3.28

1.64

0

1.64

0

19.67

0

9.84

0

14.75

4.92

0

3.28

0

1.64

4.92

1.64

0

1.64

0

1.64

0

9.84

4.92

0

3.28

1.64

0

3.28

22.95

1.64

13.11

3.28

4.92

3.28

0

24.59

6.56

1.64

0

1.64

0

8.2

0

3

2.6364

2.8

1

1.1818

1

1.73916

1.51538

1.87964

0.72

2

4.576182

0.221875

anxiety

5xs6yk

[0, 5]

I'm in the seventh grade and I started an after school activity last trimester. In our school, the year is split into three trimesters, and you can sign up for different activities each trimester. Last trimester, I started the club (Anime/Manga Fanclub) and we received an email with the activities that had too many people signed up. My club was in it! This really boosted my self confidence, and everyone really seemed to enjoy the activity.

329

0

1

1,488,789,092

1

6.566923

77

79.25

60.26

95.47

74.18

15.4

22.08

81.82

51.95

15.58

10.39

6.49

2.6

1.3

0

5.19

9.09

12.99

6.49

3.9

5.19

0

9.09

2.6

0

2.6

0

10.39

0

9.09

1.3

0

1.3

2.6

5.19

0

9.09

5.19

1.3

3.9

1.3

0

6.49

3.9

0

18.18

1.3

9.09

3.9

2.6

0

16.88

5.19

0

1.3

0

1.3

2.6

1.3

2.8

2.5714

3

1.2

1.1818

1

1.76104

1.73443

1.95132

0.66

1

6.42359

0.203571

relationships

7s5flh

(5, 10)

This is where she met her current best friend. Let's call him Rob. Now, she met this guy while she was still dating her ex. They had issues after a couple of years (more than 2), apparently that was the time she and her best friend started to get really close. In her own words, they started texting a lot, going out with their colleagues a lot, etc.

19,691

0

1

1,516,624,190

287

3.968696

68

41.45

99

6.2

79.41

13.6

8.82

91.18

55.88

23.53

19.12

0

1.47

0

13.24

4.41

5.88

10.29

5.88

7.35

2.94

0

17.65

7.35

1.47

5.88

2.94

0

33.82

0

5.88

11.76

2.94

7.35

0

4.41

0

2.94

0

16.18

11.76

2.94

4.41

0

10.29

7.35

1.47

22.06

1.47

5.88

14.71

1.47

0

1.47

0

19.12

7.35

0

1.47

2.94

0

2.6667

2.5714

2.8

1.3333

1

1.68874

1.65667

1.87712

0.89

123

4.157217

0.478571

domesticviolence

7awaza

[0, 5]

Short - I live in Christchurch, New Zealand and my friend is currently getting beaten by her husband, but has 3 dogs and will not leave without taking them with her as she fears what he might do to them. Long - She is currently living in a diffrent room to him but is getting beaten most nights, she has not signed a tenancy aggrement and the house she is renting is owned by her husbands best friend. She has pictures of the bruising and blood aswell as screenshots of the messages he is sending her. She has been in contact with womans refuge, unfortunatly there is not alot they can do because she does not want to leave. Also one of the dogs is old and usually sleeps inside.

1,750

1

0.666667

1,509,866,552

5

11.203516

128

31.26

80.48

1.47

7.63

25.6

17.19

88.28

60.16

15.62

14.84

1.56

0

10.94

2.34

0.78

4.69

13.28

14.84

2.34

8.59

3.91

21.88

4.69

3.12

0.78

1.56

3.12

0.78

2.34

0.78

1.56

0

19.53

1.56

2.34

9.38

3.91

10.16

0

0.78

3.12

0

5.47

0.78

0

3.12

1.56

0

8.59

3.91

2.34

3.12

0

0.78

17.97

1.56

12.5

2.34

5.47

4.69

0

2.34

0.78

0

8.59

3.91

3.12

0

1.56

0

2.6667

3

1

1.1

1

1.69476

1.6463

1.80043

1

11

9.328375

0.157273

assistance

9chhpj

(2, 7)

I can't afford one of the really nice ones that actually looks more like real hair and not shiny plastic. If anyone, by chance, has an actual nice wig (not a costume wig) that I could have it would be GREATLY appreciated. It'd be so nice to go out in public and not worry that my hair looks super fake. I really miss having nice hair. Thanks.

15,349

0

1

1,535,939,768

3

3.695652

67

21.93

1.87

39.49

99

13.4

7.46

82.09

55.22

14.93

5.97

0

8.96

4.48

8.96

11.94

5.97

20.9

11.94

2.99

0

1.49

14.93

10.45

4.48

1.49

0

1.49

2.99

0

19.4

1.49

0

4.48

0

11.94

4.48

0

1.49

0

1.49

0

16.42

0

4.48

1.49

2.99

0

16.42

7.46

2.99

0

2.99

0

3

2.5714

2.8

1.125

1.1667

1

1.76712

1.41356

1.94367

0.55

7

5.525333

0.252381

anxiety

6g4vsy

(10, 15)

Since then, I've been having major anxiety about my voice and have refused to speak to anyone because I am afraid that they will think I am a lying robot. If I sound this way when I'm feeling energetic and confident, how must I sound the rest of the time??? However, I know that I am going to have to speak again eventually because not only do I have a job interview AND a party on Tuesday BUT I also have to do most of the speaking for my boyfriend as he is not confident at all in his English. Have any of you ever been told you sound like a robot? How did you overcome it or how did you stop feeling anxious about this?

35,675

1

1,496,966,700

2

7.156745

126

7.69

53.17

76.81

25.77

25.2

14.29

96.03

69.84

19.84

15.08

9.52

0

3.17

1.59

0.79

4.76

5.56

13.49

15.87

9.52

12.7

1.59

24.6

3.17

2.38

3.17

0

2.38

6.35

3.17

2.38

0.79

0

13.49

0

0.79

0

2.38

19.05

3.17

4.76

1.59

3.97

4.76

7.14

0

5.56

1.59

0

5.56

1.59

2.38

1.59

0.79

3.97

14.29

3.17

11.11

0.79

3.17

7.14

1.59

0.79

0

9.52

1.59

2.38

0

3.97

0

1.59

0

2.7143

3

1

1.125

1

1.77457

1.36897

1.87329

0.76

2

7.940938

0.138542

ptsd

82ydgx

[20, 25]

During this time, my son, the brave little guy, still had the soundness of mind to call my sister, who is a police dispatcher. He couldn’t understand what was happening, so he thought my husband was trying to hurt me instead of himself. Since my sister was off duty so she placed the call to the police while we were up in my room. I heard him slam the front door, so I told my son to stay there and went down to check it out. He had slammed the kitchen knife into the wall and ran out to the woods behind his house.

1,148

0

0.571429

1,520,523,560

13

5.352571

104

66.79

80.65

79.58

25.77

20.8

10.58

93.27

62.5

20.19

16.35

8.65

0.96

0

6.73

0

3.85

8.65

17.31

7.69

5.77

0.96

16.35

0

1.92

0

1.92

0.96

0

0.96

18.27

4.81

0.96

2.88

9.62

5.77

1.92

0.96

0

0.96

2.88

0

1.92

0.96

0

0.96

8.65

3.85

0.96

3.85

0

10.58

2.88

0

22.12

2.88

14.42

5.77

2.88

0

3.85

0

11.54

4.81

5.77

0

0.96

0

3

2.5556

3

1.1429

1

1.71629

1.72747

1.84994

0.9

36

5.282619

0.014236

anxiety

7qx06h

(0, 5)

So I have been a bunch of strange symptoms over the last 3 weeks which have caused me to freak out thinking that I have MS. The symptoms are 1. A sense of something crawling over my skin. This is very random and never never localized and jumps from one leg to another and to my arms i think i got it even in my lower back and neck (I think)

39,864

1

0.8

1,516,148,681

5

3.249577

71

29.18

4.57

99

1

23.67

11.27

95.77

63.38

21.13

12.68

0

8.45

5.63

14.08

8.45

7.04

2.82

15.49

4.23

1.41

4.23

2.82

4.23

0

4.23

0

1.41

0

12.68

5.63

1.41

0

2.82

0

2.82

0

1.41

8.45

5.63

2.82

0

5.63

0

4.23

1.41

0

2.82

11.27

0

18.31

2.82

9.86

7.04

0

1.41

0

7.04

4.23

0

2.82

0

2.6364

2.5

3

1.1111

1

1.69019

1.49667

1.80224

0.86

17

3.908563

-0.175

relationships

7r976b

[14, 19]

She seems to want to have longer conversations about her emotions every day. I'm trying to work on my studies. tldr: I'd really, really appreciate some advice. Please don't just comment "break up with her". Thanks.

2,335

1

0.6

1,516,276,373

3

2.350769

36

45.11

50

58.07

99

7.2

13.89

100

50

16.67

8.33

0

8.33

0

19.44

11.11

0

2.78

22.22

2.78

0

5.56

11.11

8.33

0

16.67

0

8.33

0

22.22

5.56

0

2.78

8.33

2.78

5.56

0

11.11

2.78

5.56

2.78

0

19.44

0

13.89

0

8.33

2.78

5.56

0

2.78

0

2.78

0

33.33

13.89

2.78

0

5.56

8.33

0

2.6667

2.625

2.6

1

1.75089

1.53714

1.99994

0.72

9

3.88859

0.2

assistance

9sfxkh

[0, 5]

<url> Hello, I'm a 34 year old Transgender woman trying to survive in Montana of all places. I not only have to fight gender dysphoria but also try to stay strong living in a community in which many openly hate people like me. I am trying to reach my goal of Facial Feminization Surgery, as well as Gender Confirmation Surgery (Bottom surgery) and Breast Augmentation with the first two being my main goals by far. I feel intense pressure to get these things done as soon as possible.

549

1

1,540,838,532

0

7.803956

88

81.49

28.49

68.33

11.17

22

15.91

84.09

46.59

11.36

7.95

0

3.41

19.32

5.68

4.55

7.95

1.14

14.77

7.95

6.82

1.14

3.41

2.27

5.68

2.27

3.41

1.14

2.27

0

5.68

0

1.14

0

9.09

1.14

0

4.55

1.14

2.27

1.14

0

1.14

6.82

2.27

4.55

1.14

0

13.64

2.27

7.95

2.27

3.41

0

1.14

9.09

1.14

12.5

1.14

7.95

4.55

2.27

0

1.14

0

1.14

0

12.5

4.55

2.27

0

1.14

2.27

2.7143

2.8182

3

1

1.2

1

1.8118

1.5662

1.93006

0.48

6

7.976132

0.086364

anxiety

7xnnft

[4, 9]

I am really worried about my future as it feels my anxiety always has me quitting jobs or having issues while I was in school. I can't even travel and work out of state as last time I tried I missed my interview and was nearly hospitalized with severe anxiety (travel is a trigger for me). I just got out of college and I'm really worried about how I can survive the working world in my future, otherwise I wouldn't care about losing this job. It hurts though and I feel like a total failure... Thanks for reading.

463

1

1,518,664,410

4

3.862401

98

17.33

1

99

1

19.6

15.31

97.96

61.22

19.39

16.33

0

3.06

15.31

9.18

10.2

11.22

2.04

20.41

4.08

3.06

1.02

0

1.02

11.22

2.04

9.18

4.08

0

4.08

1.02

0

14.29

2.04

1.02

2.04

6.12

3.06

0

3.06

1.02

0

1.02

0

8.16

0

7.14

1.02

2.04

5.1

13.27

2.04

13.27

2.04

5.1

6.12

8.16

2.04

0

13.27

7.14

1.02

0

3.06

2.04

0

2.7143

3

2.8

1

1.125

1

1.76306

1.5011

1.8756

1

4

5.222859

0.042593

assistance

6gkiyz

(10, 15)

I can't stay standing, or even sitting for extended periods of time without severe consequences to my neck, and my head. And more recently have been experiencing heart trouble. I'm getting some doctors to look at me but they haven't found anything yet. I've literally been going with no money or insurance and bills are piling up. Since I cannot commit to any continuous work, I'm finding it impossible to make money.

36,533

1

0.8

1,497,172,604

2

5.48

72

23.63

1

99

2.09

14.4

23.61

93.06

52.78

15.28

12.5

11.11

0

1.39

2.78

0

15.28

12.5

2.78

8.33

6.94

22.22

4.17

2.78

0

4.17

2.78

0

2.78

0

1.39

0

23.61

2.78

4.17

1.39

6.94

1.39

9.72

2.78

1.39

0

5.56

4.17

1.39

0

8.33

0

1.39

2.78

1.39

2.78

4.17

18.06

1.39

13.89

2.78

5.56

6.94

2.78

0

5.56

0

18.06

6.94

4.17

0

6.94

0

2.7778

2.4444

3

1

1.1

1

1.72419

1.49706

1.79618

0.67

2

6.877436

-0.091667

relationships

7r5k3s

(20, 25)

I am obviously devastated. I feel disappointed, angry, sad and rejected. I'm constantly asking myself why she no longer wants to live with me. She says she wants to have her own space to go to when she wants to be at ease, "not that she doesn't feel at ease with me, it's just different". I tried to make her see that we're supposed to make a new home for ourselves where we will both feel at ease, but to no avail.

19,888

1

1,516,233,850

2

4.805116

82

26.56

54.84

25.63

3.09

16.4

9.76

97.56

60.98

24.39

20.73

8.54

3.66

0

8.54

0

3.66

1.22

17.07

8.54

6.1

3.66

4.88

28.05

6.1

2.44

3.66

0

1.22

9.76

3.66

6.1

0

1.22

4.88

14.63

0

8.54

0

17.07

3.66

1.22

3.66

6.1

1.22

3.66

1.22

0

1.22

0

6.1

3.66

1.22

0

2.44

23.17

4.88

13.41

1.22

8.54

3.66

0

1.22

0

19.51

6.1

0

2.44

4.88

0

2.8333

2.6667

3

1

1.125

1

1.73092

1.48861

1.8975

0.67

14

5.662186

-0.023106

relationships

7rhzpj

[15, 20]

She'd deleted evidence years ago. Yet she sat me down, told me she'd been groomed and it was my fault for not telling her. It was my fault she'd be single forever. We're talking incidents happening from when I was 6 through to 16. So I'm angry about that when I think about it.

2,443

0

0.6

1,516,364,950

3

0.187337

54

1

57.35

87.07

1

10.8

16.67

94.44

64.81

31.48

24.07

12.96

1.85

0

9.26

0

7.41

0

12.96

16.67

11.11

7.41

1.85

31.48

3.7

0

3.7

5.56

1.85

5.56

0

5.56

0

1.85

0

16.67

0

9.26

0

7.41

3.7

0

1.85

0

7.41

1.85

0

1.85

0

3.7

14.81

7.41

0

18.52

0

1.85

16.67

0

20.37

9.26

1.85

0

9.26

0

2.5

2.8

1

1.1429

1

1.65577

1.4125

1.80928

0.72

8

1.897143

-0.242328

anxiety

71nds5

(0, 5)

I need help talking about this: you can still be a good person even if you mess up sometimes. As long as you try, it'll be ok. I'm so afraid of people leaving me because I made them sad, I was mean, or I annoy them, anything, and they'll hold it against me even if I try to improve and make concentrated efforts to change. It's crippling. It's a catastrophic thought.

7,014

1

0.8

1,506,039,380

25

2.627807

71

3.2

55.59

76.59

8.79

14.2

16.9

95.77

61.97

28.17

19.72

11.27

0

4.23

0

4.23

8.45

2.82

11.27

12.68

7.04

12.68

0

23.94

7.04

2.82

0

9.86

4.23

5.63

1.41

14.08

0

22.54

4.23

5.63

4.23

9.86

0

5.63

0

9.86

1.41

5.63

2.82

1.41

0

2.82

15.49

2.82

8.45

2.82

1.41

0

1.41

0

1.41

0

22.54

7.04

1.41

0

7.04

0

2.75

2.8889

3

1

1.125

1

1.66677

1.51385

1.91876

1

12

3.789474

-0.0625

ptsd

8uvl8a

[0, 5]

This will probably end up being a rant. Whoever reads this, thank you. Trigger warning - sexual assault So I was 17 going to a summer camp out of state. This was my first time ever being away from my family for more than a day at a time.

68

0

0.6

1,530,297,960

2

1.326875

48

80.75

50

98.01

4.56

12

10.42

89.58

60.42

16.67

8.33

6.25

0

2.08

0

8.33

18.75

10.42

6.25

2.08

0

14.58

4.17

2.08

4.17

2.08

6.25

2.08

4.17

0

2.08

0

6.25

2.08

0

8.33

0

2.08

0

2.08

0

2.08

0

2.08

0

10.42

2.08

4.17

0

2.08

4.17

2.08

4.17

25

2.08

8.33

14.58

0

2.08

0

12.5

8.33

2.08

0

2.08

0

3

2.8571

3

1

1.79524

1.60976

1.9176

0.67

5

3.887333

0.416667

relationships

7p79px

(60, 65)

Why am I being all shelled up? How do I not do that, and what should I do in order to process and handle my emotions without damaging the trust he is trying to place in me? I know he right now what is needed is for me to be stable, loving and light. Why can't I do it? TLDR: going through a rough patch where husband was abusive and raging.

40,260

1

1,515,506,606

0

2.909167

71

8.82

10.26

68.81

8.79

14.2

11.27

92.96

67.61

19.72

14.08

11.27

0

2.82

0

5.63

2.82

12.68

16.9

7.04

4.23

22.54

1.41

0

8.45

0

1.41

8.45

2.82

4.23

0

2.82

0

7.04

1.41

0

4.23

15.49

1.41

4.23

2.82

1.41

4.23

2.82

1.41

0

1.41

0

8.45

2.82

1.41

2.82

0

1.41

2.82

18.31

1.41

12.68

1.41

8.45

1.41

0

1.41

0

1.41

0

12.68

2.82

1.41

0

4.23

0

1.41

0

3

2.6667

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.72753

1.48615

1.86764

0.33

20

4.448222

0.296429

anxiety

9ojg6d

[16, 21]

I feel like platitudes are useless, but I really don't know what else to say. "It's gonna be fine, don't worry" is basically all I say when I'm not frustrated. So I need help understanding a better way to be a better person to him.  Thanks.

256

0

1

1,539,656,853

3

2.370192

47

5.78

6.83

86.65

66.07

11.75

10.64

95.74

55.32

17.02

12.77

10.64

0

2.13

0

4.26

8.51

17.02

8.51

6.38

34.04

6.38

4.26

0

2.13

14.89

8.51

6.38

2.13

10.64

0

2.13

19.15

6.38

0

2.13

0

2.13

8.51

6.38

0

4.26

2.13

0

8.51

2.13

4.26

0

31.91

2.13

6.38

2.13

0

2.13

0

2.13

0

31.91

8.51

4.26

0

2.13

0

4.26

8.51

0

4.26

2.7143

2.8889

3

1

1.1818

1

1.66252

1.40952

1.9354

1

5.137692

0.183333

homeless

9whuab

[150, 155]

So again, here I am, with no idea what to do. I don't have any particular skills, besides almost never getting fatigued, the ability to walk for hours on end without getting tired, lifting some pretty heavy objects despite my skinny figure, and a few other things. I know some Korean, and am studying Japanese, Chinese, and Spanish (self taught). The only things of value that I have anymore are my phone and laptop that I've had since I ran away, and I mainly use the wifi at work to access the internet. My only source of sleep is a 30-60 minute nap I manage to sneak in inside the changing stalls at the gym I shower at, unless a coworker is nice enough to let me stay with them for a few nights.

634

1

0.8

1,542,054,869

20

11.07562

135

69.57

10.41

88.31

53.63

27

13.33

90.37

57.78

15.56

10.37

9.63

0

0.74

5.19

7.41

17.04

8.89

5.19

2.96

14.81

5.19

0.74

1.48

3.7

2.96

2.22

0.74

0

0.74

2.96

0

14.07

2.22

2.96

0.74

4.44

0.74

2.96

1.48

0

0.74

2.22

0.74

1.48

0

5.93

0

2.22

1.48

2.22

0

2.22

11.11

0

14.07

2.96

5.93

5.19

1.48

0.74

0

15.56

3.7

8.15

0

0.74

0

1.48

0

2.8462

2.625

3

1.1

1

1.67302

1.46667

1.86547

0.83

29

10.513518

0.003889

survivorsofabuse

6bh9ht

(200, 205)

He refused to look me in the face and acknowledge what he had done. Several days later, his sister calls me, feigning friendship, asking if I would like to get the cat I had been forced to adopt while living there. When I got home, a multiple hour drive each way, I noticed the cat behaving strangely. This cat was at this point, less than a year after my leaving, almost entirely feral, and infested with a ridiculous number of fleas. I posted on a local forum for my town about ways to help repair this cat’s now-aggressive nature.

27,979

0

1

1,494,938,997

8

8.302772

100

72.8

38.19

74.76

12.51

20

15

83

50

16

12

9

0

3

0

4

7

13

6

5

0

14

5

4

2

0

5

3

1

2

0

2

0

8

1

0

1

3

8

2

1

2

1

2

1

0

2

1

0

6

2

0

3

2

0

8

3

0

17

2

7

8

0

1

0

15

5

8

0

1

0

1

0

2.8333

2.8889

3

1

1.70961

1.62143

1.85011

0.91

3

8.060277

-0.094444

relationships

7quxrf

[20, 25]

I can't talk like that." He put a hand on my shoulder and smiled and said, "You sure are." It goes in a circle. He made me feel better there by affirming that he thinks I'm worthwhile. Great, that'll probably get on his nerves.

183

0

0.571429

1,516,131,902

5

-0.635836

44

20.93

67.52

31.94

99

8.8

9.09

97.73

59.09

29.55

20.45

9.09

0

2.27

9.09

0

9.09

4.55

11.36

6.82

4.55

2.27

22.73

6.82

4.55

0

11.36

0

15.91

0

9.09

13.64

4.55

2.27

0

2.27

9.09

2.27

4.55

6.82

0

6.82

0

2.27

0

6.82

0

4.55

18.18

2.27

11.36

4.55

6.82

0

29.55

11.36

4.55

0

6.82

0

2.8333

2.5

2.8

1.375

1.2727

1

1.79912

1.6

1.9162

0.86

3

0.837082

0.58

assistance

9nfd77

(0, 5)

<url> Story's in the link if interested. All I will say here - thanks for reading and considering, and if there's anything I can do to make this more comfortable on you (answer questions, try to clear up any confusion, etc), I'll do the best I can. One thing I will say, also: I know for the food issue that the food pantry/bank subreddits exist, and will try them if I have to. It's just that I'm trying to put that off for a little if I can.

28,133

0

1

1,539,302,734

0

7.351421

88

23.36

18.16

68.33

94.75

22

9.09

92.05

61.36

20.45

12.5

10.23

0

1.14

0

1.14

7.95

5.68

12.5

14.77

4.55

9.09

0

23.86

4.55

2.27

0

1.14

3.41

4.55

0

4.55

0

20.45

5.68

1.14

4.55

12.5

2.27

4.55

3.41

1.14

2.27

0

2.27

0

2.27

5.68

0

4.55

2.27

1.14

0

18.18

4.55

7.95

1.14

6.82

0

1.14

0

1.14

0

25

4.55

6.82

1.14

0

1.14

0

5.68

2.27

3.41

3

2.625

3

1

1.68288

1.44051

1.91417

0.4

1

8.205132

0.323214

survivorsofabuse

8tc9jd

[20, 25]

Is it a true event that happened? Have I made it up somehow? Could a child make this up? Am I overreacting about this all? I have had a great youth and the sweetest family and friends, nothing ever went wrong or something.

1,071

0

0.571429

1,529,781,733

7

1.92907

43

15.2

32.1

49.53

95.29

8.6

16.28

97.67

65.12

20.93

6.98

0

13.95

9.3

6.98

13.95

6.98

2.33

23.26

9.3

2.33

0

2.33

9.3

6.98

2.33

0

6.98

2.33

0

23.26

0

4.65

2.33

6.98

9.3

2.33

0

2.33

0

2.33

16.28

4.65

0

6.98

2.33

9.3

11.63

0

13.95

2.33

4.65

6.98

0

2.33

0

13.95

2.33

0

9.3

0

2.8182

2.4286

3

1.1429

1

1.80703

1.43243

1.98271

1

4

2.582605

0.216667

anxiety

88aibi

[15, 20]

Can you relate? TL;DR: I did something stupid at work. A coworker called me out for it, and rightfully so. I apologized, she accepted, and all is now good. *But I can't stop thinking about it, dwelling on it.

485

1

0.8

1,522,418,177

7

0.149393

40

11.24

50

97.21

25.77

8

17.5

95

62.5

25

15

10

0

2.5

0

10

2.5

12.5

7.5

10

2.5

12.5

2.5

0

2.5

10

5

2.5

0

15

0

2.5

0

17.5

7.5

0

2.5

5

0

2.5

0

2.5

0

12.5

0

2.5

5

2.5

7.5

12.5

0

12.5

0

7.5

5

0

32.5

10

2.5

0

2.5

0

2.5

2.75

2.25

2.6

1

1.1818

1

1.64647

1.43529

1.78958

1

4

1.978571

-0.05

relationships

7q8072

(25, 30)

My mom finally had a response, basically my brother works very hard (and he does, he does manual work, which I know is very hard) but nothing regarding me. I don't know what to do- maybe I am overreacting but I don't know. P.s. my brother stays out of everything, he is kind and asks me questions but doesn't play games with my sister and is usually out of the room doing something. **tl;dr**:I feel like no matter what I do - my family is disappointed at me and if I ask to not be fun of it just gets worse.

40,185

1

1,515,884,864

3

3.024393

103

3.66

8.72

84.87

43.46

20.6

12.62

94.17

67.96

23.3

17.48

14.56

0

2.91

0

5.83

1.94

10.68

14.56

6.8

7.77

5.83

23.3

3.88

1.94

2.91

0

4.85

2.91

1.94

0

0.97

11.65

4.85

0

1.94

4.85

15.53

4.85

0.97

4.85

1.94

4.85

2.91

0

2.91

0.97

0

0.97

0

9.71

4.85

1.94

0.97

23.3

0

6.8

0.97

4.85

1.94

3.88

1.94

0

22.33

5.83

3.88

0.97

0

1.94

0

2.91

1.94

3.88

2.8333

2.7778

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.74371

1.45532

1.8904

0.8

13

4.782706

-0.157292

domesticviolence

6zef4o

(9, 14)

The only woman who ever treated me with respect, my nan, died a few months ago. This household is screwing with all of us. There's nothing we can do, because she refuses to seek help, so this will never change. I want to move out, but I have nowhere to go, no job, and no money. The best I can do is wait it out until someone dies, I suppose.

21,227

1

0.833333

1,505,123,827

5

2.917887

70

11.74

33.41

70.81

52.57

14

14.29

95.71

65.71

20

12.86

8.57

2.86

0

1.43

0

7.14

4.29

12.86

7.14

20

2.86

1.43

0

2.86

4.29

2.86

1.43

0

1.43

0

11.43

0

2.86

0

15.71

0

2.86

1.43

2.86

7.14

1.43

0

1.43

0

1.43

0

8.57

4.29

1.43

5.71

1.43

0

2.86

20

1.43

17.14

4.29

8.57

1.43

0

1.43

0

2.86

1.43

0

20

7.14

11.43

0

1.43

0

2.8571

2.8889

3

1

1.1429

1

1.74731

1.52813

1.8654

1

11

4.407155

0.266667

anxiety

7v88kq

(2, 7)

My friend is coming to get me in the grocery store parking lot where I wound up after. It is, legally, without a doubt my fault, although actually not because the cops cut the guy in front of me off to let some school busses go past without traffic or whatever, the roads were slick, and I couldn’t stop in time, but I’m still freaking out in my head. Ugh. Mentally just not alright right now. I should not have gone out today.

18,283

1

1,517,766,781

6

5.577529

83

53.49

1

99

1

16.6

16.87

93.98

60.24

13.25

10.84

0

2.41

6.02

16.87

9.64

6.02

7.23

14.46

1.2

2.41

0

2.41

7.23

1.2

6.02

1.2

0

2.41

0

2.41

0

1.2

18.07

0

1.2

2.41

4.82

0

10.84

0

3.61

1.2

0

1.2

8.43

1.2

0

2.41

1.2

3.61

9.64

1.2

26.51

3.61

14.46

8.43

2.41

0

1.2

0

3.61

1.2

0

1.2

0

15.66

6.02

7.23

0

2.41

0

2.6667

2.5

3

1.1111

1.1818

1

1.73677

1.67143

1.71954

0.88

5

5.616471

-0.019048

anxiety

7anshz

[12, 17]

But one night, I somehow picked up on a pattern or loop in the cricket sounds, and I haven't been able to listen to it since. My brother had the same model in the room next to mine, and I ended up getting him a new one for his birthday because even puddles through the wall, every single loop felt like an ice pick to my forehead. It's like my brain knows what sound is coming and the auditory auto-correct is mentally painful and dread inducing. Any advice/suggestions would be helpful-- can't seem to get the right combination of experiences/symptoms from misophonia, sensory processing, etc. Thanks!

1,787

1

0.571429

1,509,758,165

5

10.081875

109

87.22

29.09

73.51

25.77

21.8

21.1

87.16

50.46

11.01

8.26

6.42

0

1.83

0

2.75

8.26

15.6

7.34

1.83

6.42

1.83

17.43

4.59

2.75

0.92

2.75

3.67

1.83

0.92

0

6.42

0.92

0

2.75

15.6

3.67

4.59

0.92

3.67

1.83

3.67

5.5

0

2.75

1.83

3.67

1.83

0

7.34

1.83

0.92

1.83

0.92

4.59

11.01

0.92

13.76

0.92

7.34

5.5

0

0.92

0

17.43

3.67

5.5

0

0.92

2.75

0

2.75

0

1.83

2.7143

2.8

3

1

1.66437

1.56854

1.84628

1

3

9.265643

0.088961

food_pantry

8zp956

[0, 5]

I'm a freelancer, which means pay isn't always steady. I also have frequent painful and difficult digestive issues as well as migraines that lay me out several times a month. I work hard, I make an effort to save where I can, but some months bills and such wipe me out. I'm just coming through a bout of sick and feeling up to eating again, but thanks to pay waits and bills, I'm broke and down to a bit of brown rice and gelatin in the house. I made a post this morning on r/Random_Acts_of_Pizza and a mod pointed me here for some slightly more substantial help.

628

1

0.6

1,531,862,570

12

8.525893

111

69.11

10.38

92.7

13.56

22.2

12.61

90.09

52.25

12.61

9.91

0

2.7

7.21

15.32

5.41

6.31

10.81

0.9

14.41

8.11

2.7

1.8

0

4.5

6.31

2.7

3.6

0

0.9

0

9.91

1.8

0

2.7

0.9

2.7

3.6

0.9

0

2.7

6.31

0

3.6

0

3.6

5.41

0.9

1.8

2.7

0

0.9

1.8

11.71

0.9

15.32

0.9

6.31

7.21

3.6

0

0.9

3.6

0

1.8

0

0.9

0

0.9

0

16.22

4.5

0

3.6

0

3.6

2.7143

2.8889

3

1

1.70949

1.5766

1.8222

0.99

6

7.474571

-0.09957

domesticviolence

7iphly

[55, 60]

I clean the living room everyday. I take care of the kids, dinner, homework, put to bed, wash all the bottle stuff at night. I try to make our bed everyday, but have been slacking on that lately. I clean our room (although not nearly as often as I should), I take out garbage, I wash the counters and oven. I ask him to do the kitchen, which sometimes takes days for him to get to.

1,226

1

0.8

1,512,854,409

6

4.204342

76

59.58

29.92

86.55

50.32

15.2

11.84

94.74

59.21

22.37

15.79

10.53

2.63

0

2.63

0

6.58

15.79

5.26

3.95

6.58

1.32

21.05

5.26

2.63

1.32

0

1.32

0

7.89

0

2.63

15.79

0

1.32

5.26

3.95

0

6.58

0

3.95

0

2.63

9.21

2.63

1.32

0

5.26

0

1.32

15.79

0

17.11

1.32

6.58

9.21

1.32

0

9.21

0

19.74

6.58

10.53

0

2.63

0

2.625

3

1.125

1.2

1

1.73881

1.6806

1.87164

0.88

29

4.466947

0.056667

survivorsofabuse

772ua3

[60, 65]

Since then I have heard from him once, in the form of a drunken voicemail pleading with me to forgive him and swearing that he doesn't remember anything. I may be able to believe that if I didn't know he was a manipulative pathological liar. The worst thing about this to me is that he has two kids, a little girl and a little boy who I absolutely adore. I haven't been able to see them in five years (I'm nineteen now). If anyone is reading this, and you're wondering why I didn't call the police, I did.

557

1

0.8

1,508,285,639

9

5.216186

98

10.9

41.92

59.54

25.77

19.6

14.29

97.96

67.35

26.53

17.35

10.2

0

1.02

5.1

1.02

9.18

7.14

11.22

15.31

4.08

6.12

4.08

22.45

2.04

1.02

2.04

4.08

0

4.08

2.04

0

1.02

0

16.33

0

1.02

6.12

17.35

5.1

3.06

2.04

6.12

1.02

5.1

3.06

1.02

2.04

0

2.04

0

1.02

0

1.02

6.12

0

2.04

3.06

0

1.02

7.14

13.27

2.04

9.18

0

4.08

5.1

1.02

0

1.02

0

1.02

0

17.35

5.1

4.08

0

6.12

2.04

0

2.625

2.375

3

1.1429

1

1.66613

1.51905

1.88214

1

0

6.033462

-0.029167

relationships

7tjakh

[35, 40]

I’m not living a lavish lifestyle or rolling around in money. I explained to her that if we divided rent based on income percentage she would actually be paying more per month. All this on top of the fact that she turned down a free car. It feels really unfair because I think she blames me for moving us to a “more expensive” location for my new job. So in her mind she shouldn’t have to pay anything more than the dirt-cheap rent I was charging her to live with me at my house.

1,563

0

0.8

1,517,130,570

66

5.007766

95

57.39

37.6

64.06

11.97

19

12.63

92.63

57.89

23.16

17.89

8.42

2.11

0

7.37

0

5.26

16.84

6.32

4.21

2.11

14.74

8.42

5.26

0

5.26

3.16

1.05

2.11

0

1.05

0

11.58

0

7.37

0

16.84

3.16

2.11

3.16

2.11

6.32

1.05

0

1.05

2.11

0

2.11

0

5.26

2.11

1.05

3.16

0

3.16

6.32

0

15.79

4.21

9.47

2.11

4.21

0

3.16

9.47

0

10.53

5.26

0

1.05

2.11

0

2.7778

2.6667

3

1

1.78829

1.64198

1.88384

0.86

36

5.556237

0.137925

anxiety

5u88ck

[0, 5]

It's always been something I have feared but it's got so much worse since developing anxiety. I think it stems down to the fact I had a tooth removed when I was only 5. Doesn't sound like a big deal but my mum didn't tell me I had to have it removed till the actual day. She just woke me up and got me in the car and told me we were going to the hospital (the children's dentist was at the hospital) so they could put me asleep and remove my tooth. Obviously at 5 that seemed pretty scary, didn't help that I had to wait 3 hours when I got there.

77

1

0.6

1,487,174,257

103

5.347675

113

15.83

14.41

98.19

2.44

22.6

8.85

94.69

61.06

21.24

15.04

12.39

0.88

0

0.88

6.19

7.08

10.62

13.27

6.19

8.85

2.65

23.01

3.54

1.77

2.65

0.88

4.42

0.88

3.54

2.65

0

7.08

0.88

0

1.77

0

11.5

1.77

0.88

2.65

3.54

0.88

0

0.88

0

5.31

2.65

0

8.85

1.77

0

4.42

2.65

0.88

13.27

7.96

0.88

17.7

5.31

7.08

0.88

0

12.39

4.42

0.88

0

5.31

1.77

0

2.8462

2.8889

3

1

1.2

1

1.75077

1.5703

1.84695

0.95

53

6.324832

-0.045062

relationships

7pt64b

(0, 5)

feel free to delete or disregard if this isn't in the right sub. I saw a guy for months having sex a couple times a week. But not just that, hanging out and being friends too. In December he asked me what we were. I knew that this was something we should talk about and so we sat down and talked it out.

53,836

0

1

1,515,721,294

3

1.197865

63

17.96

62.46

89.63

55.71

12.6

7.94

96.83

66.67

22.22

11.11

4.76

0

1.59

0

11.11

6.35

12.7

9.52

6.35

11.11

3.17

20.63

1.59

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

14.29

0

3.17

0

3.17

14.29

3.17

0

3.17

4.76

0

7.94

3.17

1.59

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

7.94

6.35

0

1.59

0

11.11

6.35

0

17.46

0

9.52

7.94

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

11.11

7.94

1.59

0

1.59

0

2.7778

2.625

3

1.125

1.1818

1

1.68625

1.62545

1.89086

1

2

2.029375

0.17672

relationships

7o78rj

(0, 5)

I’m a Canadian traveling in India and staying for a few days at a homestay (paid accommodation). At home I have a beloved rescue dog. Three adult dogs live here at the homestay: one male and two nursing females. The dogs’ body language towards the people who live and work here is positive. The dogs wag, follow people, accept physical affection.

6,234

0

1

1,515,111,891

2

5.661129

61

96.5

83.74

52.08

99

12.2

22.95

81.97

39.34

4.92

3.28

0

1.64

13.11

9.84

4.92

3.28

4.92

0

18.03

4.92

0

1.64

4.92

1.64

6.56

0

13.11

0

1.64

3.28

1.64

0

1.64

0

6.56

1.64

4.92

0

3.28

0

1.64

0

1.64

0

1.64

13.11

0

16.39

6.56

9.84

1.64

0

19.67

8.2

3.28

1.64

0

3.28

0

2.8333

2.7273

3

1.25

1

1.80682

1.90667

2.04004

0.6

14

6.565355

0.1375

relationships

7pqoav

[45, 50]

The past few months especially have been hard on me. I think about her often, not even necessarily in a sexual manner, but I miss her. Even more so, the fantasies have started up again. I have vivid, detailed dreams about her sexually, and they upset me throughout the day, and I don't know what to think. Any advice?

672

1

0.8

1,515,699,757

1

4.038

59

20.17

19.85

90.34

6.73

11.8

11.86

96.61

62.71

18.64

16.95

10.17

0

5.08

1.69

6.78

11.86

8.47

13.56

6.78

3.39

16.95

6.78

1.69

0

5.08

1.69

3.39

1.69

0

1.69

8.47

0

5.08

0

15.25

5.08

0

3.39

1.69

0

1.69

3.39

0

3.39

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

5.08

13.56

0

15.25

0

5.08

10.17

0

3.39

0

20.34

6.78

10.17

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

2.6667

2.625

2.6

1.125

1

1.73216

1.49434

1.8819

0.66

2

4.823333

0.142593

anxiety

73w12q

(18, 23)

I try to take all opinions with a grain of salt, but "incel" isn't really an isolated trend, and there are more cases that it's part of the way our modern male/female gender system works. Also, I don't understand this, but questioning this stuff doesn't mean I hate all women. It doesn't even imply that. But doesn't everyone have a right to vent frustration? I want to talk more and give you more details.

20,778

0

0.6

1,506,981,112

3

5.335556

75

13.41

29.68

34.86

1

15

9.33

88

53.33

18.67

8

5.33

1.33

0

10.67

5.33

8

10.67

5.33

8

6.67

22.67

8

4

0

8

4

0

4

0

2.67

1.33

10.67

0

2.67

1.33

18.67

4

1.33

2.67

4

6.67

1.33

0

1.33

0

1.33

5.33

1.33

2.67

0

1.33

0

22.67

0

4

0

2.67

1.33

0

24

5.33

0

1.33

0

2.67

8

0

1.33

2.7273

2.625

3

1.2

1.125

1

1.68468

1.46667

1.82853

1

8

5.878617

0.134152

anxiety

616884

(15, 20)

*Mindfulness Meditation:* Hopefully you know about this by now:), but there are specific mindfulness meditations that allow you to develop certain parts of your brain. If you want to be happier, there are meditations for that. More concentrated, there are meditations for that. You can choose how to improve yourself and that’s **backed by fucking science. ** Like building a muscle, these changes take a lot of repetitions, but you do start seeing progress in as little as a few weeks if you are dedicated.

26,757

0

1

1,490,319,837

1

5.206353

85

41.45

90.21

12.57

95.55

17

24.71

96.47

57.65

16.47

9.41

0

9.41

0

7.06

3.53

16.47

9.41

8.24

9.41

0

14.12

9.41

5.88

1.18

0

3.53

7.06

5.88

1.18

0

1.18

0

9.41

0

20

5.88

3.53

4.71

2.35

4.71

1.18

0

3.53

2.35

1.18

0

4.71

0

2.35

1.18

0

15.29

1.18

8.24

1.18

2.35

4.71

2.35

4.71

0

4.71

0

2.35

1.18

0

21.18

5.88

1.18

0

1.18

0

7.06

2.7778

2.8

3

1.3333

1

1.67174

1.35278

1.87773

1

0

5.494412

0.032398

domesticviolence

6hdp2o

(0, 5)

Hi, My partner is a Dv survivor after 15 years, he eroded everything about her and mentally abused her mostly throughout with sexual elements towards the last few years Shes lovely, the most caring girl in the world and so beautiful But its also not easy, she likes a few drinks at weekends and the drink brings out a different girl or maybe its the true girl im not sure, this girl has vivid flashbacks and they are pretty harsh Shes in therapy too and thats tough going as well its popping the cork on all the anger she has bottled up over 15 years

22,750

1

0.6

1,497,514,465

3

6.709388

105

54.14

71.61

21.13

98.56

105

13.33

90.48

55.24

15.24

9.52

1.9

0

6.67

0.95

5.71

9.52

12.38

7.62

6.67

9.52

1.9

10.48

3.81

0

1.9

3.81

12.38

8.57

2.86

0

1.9

0

14.29

0

0.95

7.62

0.95

12.38

0

4.76

3.81

4.76

2.86

1.9

0

0.95

3.81

0

0.95

1.9

4.76

1.9

0.95

1.9

0

9.52

0.95

16.19

1.9

8.57

5.71

0

2.86

0

0.95

0

0.95

0

4.76

0

4.76

0

3

2.8889

2.8

1

1.1429

1

1.70034

1.60253

1.85309

1

16

6.542706

0.073302

domesticviolence

8dbbcx

(5, 10)

I just wrote a 3 page statement, trying to include the entire bad history" of our relationship.abuse. Is there an pointers or tips you have for writing a statement that lets the judge know exactly what this jerk deserves? A certain length? Do I only talk about what has happend AFTER the assault, because there hasn't really been much. It's more about all the things leading up to it.

52,097

0

0.8

1,524,104,519

6

6.102113

70

55.47

61.26

34.27

1

14

20

91.43

58.57

17.14

7.14

2.86

1.43

0

10

11.43

10

2.86

1.43

17.14

2.86

1.43

5.71

7.14

1.43

5.71

0

4.29

0

7.14

0

18.57

4.29

2.86

0

2.86

5.71

4.29

0

12.86

4.29

2.86

5.71

0

1.43

2.86

14.29

0

7.14

1.43

2.86

4.29

0

15.71

5.71

2.86

0

2.86

0

1.43

2.86

0

2.4

2.8571

3

1

1.6911

1.46429

1.83827

1

0

5.736732

0.066327

relationships

7o2mgv

[0, 5]

I come from an Asian family where kids are not expected to move out, its the opposite where kids are supposed to live at home and take care of the parents when they become adults, however living in America has made me hate this mindset because I am never able to be an individual. My dad is extremely controlling and a downright bully, he verbally abuses me and my siblings about anything possible just for the sake of abusing us. He always demands we listen to him and do things his way and if we don't we are "disobedient" and "bad children". He even abuses my mom verbally and she knows it but deals with because its how she was raised, even random strangers like waiters and cashiers at stores are bullied, he'll complain about lines being long and blame cashiers for being "slow" ect. OVERALL THIS MAD IS EXTREMELY NEGATIVE and if you try to talk back or explain to him to be a little bit nicer he gets defensive and goes on a tantrum how hes our dad and we have no right to talk to him like that.

862

1

0.8

1,515,068,393

5

8.673345

191

19.66

90.46

5.72

1

38.2

17.8

91.1

61.26

17.8

13.61

3.66

3.14

0.52

5.76

0.52

4.19

12.57

9.42

7.85

11.52

2.62

17.8

2.09

1.57

2.62

0

0.52

6.28

1.05

5.24

0

3.66

0

19.37

3.14

0

1.57

6.28

14.14

1.57

3.14

1.57

4.71

2.09

3.66

0.52

0

0.52

0

1.05

0

1.05

0

9.42

4.71

1.05

2.09

1.05

0.52

1.57

15.18

1.05

9.95

2.09

6.28

2.62

0

0.52

1.05

0.52

0

9.42

2.62

0

3.14

1.05

0

2.8333

2.8182

3

1

1.71175

1.57669

1.84732

0.86

7

8.326976

-0.199684

homeless

9quiow

(3, 8)

I will go homeless soon for reasons i can't stop, i roughly have 1000$ in cash and around 1000$ in possessions such as my PC, second PC, headphones etc etc etc. What should be the first thing i do aside from finding a job? I get the idea of going to a 24 Hr gym and renting a storage unit if i want to store belongings, aside from that is there anything you guys can recommend?  edit: Thank you for all your help, it has given me an idea of what i have to do.

37,185

0

0.8

1,540,338,709

7

5.549697

96

54.96

37.72

48.89

44.87

24

11.46

85.42

56.25

18.75

12.5

9.38

0

3.12

0

6.25

13.54

10.42

4.17

1.04

15.62

1.04

2.08

5.21

1.04

0

6.25

0

1.04

0

1.04

10.42

4.17

1.04

3.12

2.08

1.04

2.08

0

7.29

2.08

1.04

3.12

1.04

13.54

3.12

8.33

2.08

3.12

5.21

1.04

3.12

0

16.67

2.08

5.21

1.04

2.08

0

1.04

0

4.17

2.5

2.8889

3

1.4

1.1429

1

1.7112

1.42368

1.89022

0.82

31

6.077455

0.0375

survivorsofabuse

8luhw9

(5, 10)

Your responses to the survey items will be anonymous and kept confidential. Clicking the “SURVEY” link below will take you to a page asking you to read through a consent form explaining the purpose of this research, the content of the survey, the type of questions you will be asked, the amount of time it may take to complete the survey, and the risks and benefits of your participation. At the end of the form you can click “AGREE” to consent to the use of the answers you provide and to begin completing the survey. Thank you for your time and interest. <url>

18,224

0

1

1,527,183,095

4

9.166

103

98.64

99

4.29

79.01

20.6

18.45

84.47

55.34

10.68

8.74

0

8.74

0

1.94

15.53

17.48

6.8

0

4.85

0

15.53

0

0.97

4.85

3.88

0.97

0

14.56

0

8.74

3.88

2.91

0

1.94

0.97

0

1.94

0

1.94

0

5.83

0

0.97

2.91

0.97

1.94

8.74

3.88

6.8

0

2.91

3.88

2.91

0

0.97

0

0.97

0

13.59

3.88

0

3.88

0

1.94

2.75

2.6

3

1.25

1.1429

1

1.64171

1.4925

1.8325

0.84

1

8.445714

0.1

ptsd

6v4el6

[0, 5]

I'm scared, and I've been on edge for the past few days. He has two 4th degree felony charges and I'm so worried that lack of evidence will push the judge to reconsider his charges. My ex is claiming self-defense, even though I wasn't attacking him. I'm way too small of a person, it doesn't even make sense. He towers over me, how does he expect people to believe him?

1,622

1

1,503,335,892

6

2.725628

71

7.32

44.41

32.7

1

14.2

12.68

90.14

56.34

21.13

18.31

9.86

0

8.45

0

2.82

4.23

9.86

15.49

8.45

7.04

2.82

21.13

5.63

0

1.41

5.63

0

5.63

2.82

1.41

0

14.08

0

8.45

14.08

5.63

2.82

0

2.82

0

8.45

0

5.63

0

2.82

4.23

15.49

2.82

11.27

1.41

7.04

2.82

0

1.41

0

22.54

5.63

0

1.41

0

1.41

0

8.45

0

2.6364

2.7143

3

1

1.125

1

1.67882

1.63333

1.83129

0.88

1

3.666948

-0.233333

relationships

7pqb0y

(20, 25)

i have asked for her patient while he gets trained, but i understand her not wanting to potentially move into an environment that disturbers her normal way of life, but thats 6 months from now. I am confident that training would fix 70% of the issues that she has with my dog. Could there be something else deeply underlying that i am missing? To me a loving and healthy relationship is one that can come to compromises and that are no winners or losers, but agreements in place to help solve issues TOGETHER . If she has trouble with compromising on a proper solution now, what will happen when it comes to or much larger life decisions like buying a house or moving to a new city.

51,241

0

0.6

1,515,696,738

9

11.519291

126

40.66

31.71

63.15

39.99

25.2

17.46

91.27

57.14

17.46

9.52

4.76

0

4.76

0

7.94

4.76

12.7

10.32

3.17

8.73

1.59

18.25

3.17

1.59

2.38

0.79

7.14

3.97

3.17

0.79

0

1.59

8.73

0

3.97

0.79

15.08

3.17

1.59

3.17

4.76

0.79

7.14

0

1.59

0

1.59

0

11.9

4.76

3.97

2.38

0.79

15.08

1.59

15.87

3.17

7.94

4.76

0

0.79

0

7.94

3.17

0

0.79

0

0.79

3

2.8889

3

1

1.125

1

1.74434

1.45688

1.92048

0.59

42

10.482929

0.107197

anxiety

7amy5g

[5, 10]

But now i want that to change. My need for paxil is in direct relations to panic attacks or aggression attacks as i refer to them sometimes. I tend to get agitated easily or snap at people if I feel panicky or if I am embarrassed or put in situations I do not like I get agitated to the point of being a dick and yelling a lot. Which my family ends up being on the wrong side of my temper tantrums, my panick attacks turn into agitation and defensiveness. Ha anyone else switched from paxil successfully or anyone with a similar situation using something different?

1,782

1

0.571429

1,509,749,246

2

9.343019

105

76.3

6.39

98.01

1

21

20.95

93.33

51.43

16.19

11.43

10.48

0

0.95

4.76

16.19

3.81

0.95

10.48

0

13.33

3.81

2.86

0.95

0

0.95

19.05

3.81

15.24

3.81

9.52

0

5.71

0.95

0

20.95

2.86

1.9

3.81

11.43

0

9.52

1.9

0

0.95

0

0.95

0

9.52

1.9

0.95

3.81

2.86

0.95

0

9.52

0

14.29

2.86

8.57

2.86

0.95

0

1.9

0.95

0

5.71

3.81

0.95

0

0.95

0

2.8182

2.8571

3

1

1.1429

1

1.80895

1.48706

1.79805

1

10.600642

0.130556

stress

8j518o

(5, 10)

Realistically, because of geographic lockdown, (needed) pay grade, etc, it's going to take a good year for me to switch. I need a way to maintain until I can get out. A couple of years ago, when it started getting bad, I coped by drinking a lot more and being a couch potato. But that's bad for me and my family, not working, so I've stopped. I went on a two week business trip.

20,052

0

1

1,526,229,530

4

4.008961

74

72.42

8.84

92.7

9.26

14.8

14.86

90.54

50

14.86

10.81

0

4.05

8.11

14.86

6.76

2.7

9.46

1.35

18.92

1.35

4.05

1.35

2.7

0

1.35

0

8.11

0

1.35

2.7

1.35

0

2.7

0

2.7

0

2.7

12.16

1.35

0

5.41

4.05

6.76

9.46

1.35

18.92

4.05

10.81

5.41

2.7

0

24.32

6.76

10.81

0

4.05

2.7

0

2.75

2.8

3

1.125

1.1429

1

1.74238

1.57187

1.84546

0.84

2

5.893922

-0.05

assistance

97e5x9

[0, 5]

<url> my puppy, was born unable to eat or drink for herself. I have been tube feeding her every 4-6 hours for 7 weeks with the hope that whatever the issue is would mend itself. Unfortunately, she has had no such luck. I took her to the vet and they believe it is a disorder called Pharyngeal Achalasia. The test to confirm the diagnosis is between $800 and $1,000, with the surgery to repair it being another $2,500.

1,058

0

0.6

1,534,296,404

12

5.529643

81

59.07

54.9

1

48.69

16.2

16.05

76.54

56.79

17.28

9.88

3.7

0

4.94

1.23

7.41

8.64

11.11

13.58

1.23

3.7

1.23

19.75

0

1.23

9.88

2.47

3.7

2.47

1.23

0

7.41

0

4.94

0

8.64

2.47

0

2.47

3.7

1.23

0

6.17

0

2.47

0

3.7

0

1.23

0

2.47

0

7.41

9.88

1.23

3.7

0

3.7

1.23

0

19.75

6.17

0

1.23

0

6.17

3

2.5

3

1

1.1818

1

1.66486

1.5

1.86324

0.74

0

6.83581

-0.333333

relationships

7tdu4v

[25, 30]

Snot. Slobber. Just uncontrollable sadness. I was about to explain to her that we would be back later that night and if she was good, we'd bring her a treat. But Mom just scooped her up and coddled her like you would a 9 month old who was crying because they were a bit cranky.

75

0

0.8

1,517,072,165

284

1.487917

55

8.19

98.47

1

5.95

11

12.73

89.09

65.45

23.64

18.18

1.82

3.64

1.82

9.09

1.82

5.45

9.09

14.55

7.27

9.09

0

20

1.82

3.64

1.82

9.09

3.64

5.45

1.82

0

3.64

21.82

1.82

0

10.91

0

10.91

1.82

5.45

1.82

0

3.64

0

7.27

3.64

0

1.82

0

7.27

5.45

0

12.73

1.82

3.64

9.09

0

12.73

9.09

1.82

0

1.82

0

2.75

2.7

3

1

1.2

1

1.64844

1.54222

1.88185

0.93

56

1.957143

0.12

ptsd

5n56lm

(95, 100)

No wonder I get scolded for bad grades, called a lazy, worthless piece of fuck because I am too lazy or too stupid to care about exams and my future, but in reality, I deeply care too much as if I feel like the whole fucking world of 7 billion people, and millions or billions of other organisms are on my shoulders ... and all I can do is to shut down entirely. I shut down by brain, my thoughts, my emotions, everything because I cannot take all the anxiety. All the pressure. All the fear and terror. Sometimes I feel as depressed as if I am a lonely guy in a post-apocalyptic setting where everyone is either dead or absent or gone.

6,618

1

1,484,056,947

5

9.847984

123

55.11

3.71

96.26

1

20.5

17.89

95.12

53.66

13.01

10.57

0

2.44

5.69

13.82

6.5

4.07

13.01

1.63

15.45

7.32

4.07

0.81

3.25

7.32

13.01

1.63

10.57

3.25

2.44

4.07

0

0.81

0

0.81

19.51

3.25

1.63

6.5

5.69

8.13

1.63

0

1.63

3.25

1.63

0

1.63

0

7.32

0

1.63

3.25

1.63

0.81

1.63

13.01

0.81

11.38

0.81

8.13

1.63

2.44

0

0.81

1.63

0

13.82

6.5

0

0.81

0

2.7143

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.73655

1.58835

1.84677

0.69

15

9.59329

-0.243301

anxiety

6toa82

(14, 19)

It's true that I can probably be annoying (messy, absent-minded so I forget/lose things a lot, I'm also always making (possibly annoying) jokes about everything, and afraid that comes off as attention-seeking or something), but I don't really have any evidence that I was bothering anyone. In fact, it seemed like we were all having a great time. But I'm having a hard time shaking my worry that I acted like an idiot or something. I felt the same way after going to my favorite cousin's wedding last year, who I also hadn't seen in a couple years. **tl;dr**: does anyone else feel reasonably comfortable in social situations as they occur, but then torture yourself over them after they have come to pass?

25,891

1

0.8

1,502,734,397

1

5.151818

127

17

29.06

98.33

1

25.4

15.75

95.28

56.69

22.83

12.6

8.66

0.79

0

2.36

10.24

4.72

11.02

4.72

9.45

1.57

19.69

11.02

5.51

0.79

0

3.15

11.81

3.94

7.87

2.36

3.94

0.79

9.45

1.57

0

21.26

4.72

1.57

0

8.66

3.94

5.51

3.15

0.79

0

2.36

0.79

0

0.79

0

6.3

3.15

0.79

1.57

0.79

4.72

12.6

1.57

14.96

3.15

4.72

7.09

0.79

0

0.79

0

24.41

3.15

5.51

0.79

0

1.57

0

4.72

3.15

3.94

3

2.7778

3

1

1.1429

1

1.7057

1.42453

1.86111

1

0

6.185273

-0.08631

almosthomeless

98r5cc

(30, 35)

I'm going crazy. Now I'm jobless because my attempts to please/help her only screwed myself over and now I'm jobless and my mental health issues are coming out. Getting jobs is really hard for me due to some PTSD from my parents, but I'm trying my best to push through it and get a job ASAP. I'm dropping out of school (again) so I can work on my financials, but in the meantime, I NEED OUT!!!!!!! !

40,321

1

1,534,745,315

27

2.979675

77

28.22

2.61

99

25.77

19.25

14.29

94.81

59.74

20.78

19.48

18.18

0

1.3

0

1.3

2.6

16.88

10.39

7.79

9.09

0

18.18

5.19

1.3

0

1.3

5.19

2.6

0

1.3

0

3.9

1.3

0

1.3

0

9.09

0

1.3

2.6

0

3.9

1.3

0

1.3

2.6

0

1.3

0

10.39

2.6

3.9

0

16.88

2.6

18.18

3.9

7.79

6.49

9.09

0

1.3

0

2.6

1.3

0

28.57

3.9

0

10.39

0

6.49

2.6

1.3

2.5714

2.7143

3

1.2

1.1429

1

1.80808

1.50857

1.85883

0.84

20

4.418049

-0.019444

homeless

9k40xr

[30, 35]

I have not been to East Jesus yet, but Salvation Mountain is cool. One of my camp mates, KK, does shifts there a few times a week. The library is bursting with books, roomy and covered in cool shade while being open to the breezes. I spent my first day at the library. The Internet cafe isn't readily apparent at first glance.

48

0

1

1,538,286,836

24

4.009048

62

81.28

9.86

94.58

83.22

12.4

16.13

83.87

48.39

6.45

0

9.68

11.29

3.23

4.84

3.23

14.52

6.45

0

4.84

1.61

3.23

0

1.61

0

1.61

0

6.45

0

1.61

4.84

1.61

0

3.23

1.61

0

1.61

4.84

1.61

3.23

0

3.23

9.68

0

19.35

0

8.06

11.29

4.84

3.23

0

1.61

3.23

0

4.84

0

1.61

4.84

0

16.13

8.06

6.45

0

1.61

0

2.625

2.3636

3

1.125

1

1.67141

1.66667

1.91596

0.92

10

3.933524

0.11875

relationships

7qi61a

(45, 50)

TL;DR: I wish to ask out my longtime friend this Valentines, but I am afraid of my past coming back and ruining my renewed trust with both her and my friends that I’ve worked years to repair. Note, what I am not scared of is rejection, I am scared of being feared or hated once again. How I most easily do away with the stigma revolving around my past so that I can be judged by who I am now instead of who I was in the past? That’s what is keeping me up at night. I look forward to what the community has to say.

47,138

1

1,516,001,473

12

3.685119

107

21.02

15.19

98.77

1

21.4

10.28

93.46

64.49

24.3

15.89

14.95

0

0.93

0

8.41

2.8

15.89

13.08

6.54

5.61

0.93

19.63

3.74

0.93

5.61

0.93

1.87

8.41

1.87

6.54

3.74

0.93

1.87

9.35

0

2.8

0.93

0

6.54

0

0.93

1.87

0

3.74

1.87

0.93

0

0.93

0

0.93

0

9.35

3.74

0.93

3.74

0

0.93

5.61

15.89

1.87

17.76

2.8

8.41

9.35

0.93

0

11.21

3.74

2.8

0.93

0

1.87

0

2.9167

2.625

2.6

1

1.1429

1

1.68709

1.4625

1.87801

0.93

15

4.740106

-0.164583

ptsd

8qz8do

[0, 5]

I’m going to kill myself. I can’t take this anymore. I was doing so much fucking better lately, and just like a snap of a finger, I am disassociating harder then I ever have before. It comes out of nowhere, when I’m having an other wise good day. No anxiety or depression but out of nowhere I get extremely disassociated.

1,465

1

1,528,952,957

21

2.809524

60

8.19

1

99

6.91

12

15

95

70

20

13.33

0

6.67

5

13.33

11.67

10

6.67

18.33

8.33

6.67

1.67

0

1.67

11.67

5

6.67

1.67

3.33

1.67

0

15

1.67

0

1.67

6.67

3.33

0

3.33

1.67

0

1.67

0

8.33

0

1.67

6.67

0

1.67

13.33

3.33

21.67

3.33

6.67

11.67

0

1.67

0

18.33

8.33

5

0

5

0

2.75

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.74872

1.448

1.85844

0.94

10

5.736746

0.178571

domesticviolence

9t5tc9

[100, 105]

I don’t know how to make him leave because he says if I do that he will go and dispute all the charges I ever made on his debit card and say it was fraud and he will have me prosecuted. In the past when we were together I stupidly sent him private photos of myself and he threatens to send them to my church, my parents, and my bosses. He says he will do whatever he can to ruin my life and see that I lose my job and lose the respect of everyone in my life and have legal consequences go using his money (which again, he said I could but now he’s saying I’m lying). I feel like he literally dictates my life. He breaks things in my apartment.

693

1

1,541,041,237

9

5.727079

132

3.34

75.24

16.48

1

26.4

12.12

93.94

63.64

31.82

26.52

13.64

0.76

0

11.36

0.76

5.3

2.27

8.33

10.61

3.79

9.85

0.76

24.24

0

0.76

3.03

0

0.76

5.3

0.76

4.55

0.76

2.27

21.97

0.76

0

11.36

1.52

5.3

1.52

0.76

2.27

1.52

6.06

1.52

3.79

0.76

2.27

0

2.27

0

7.58

3.03

1.52

2.27

0

3.03

4.55

16.67

2.27

11.36

3.79

2.27

0

0.76

1.52

0.76

0

9.85

3.79

2.27

0

2.27

1.52

0

2.8333

2.625

3

1

1.7527

1.59322

1.91677

1

10

6.70328

-0.2125

domesticviolence

6v8jkf

[9, 14]

I blocked him on FB and then deactivated. One two punch, because my FB addiction is another obstacle in my life. I'm very proud of these decisions, but it also meant leaving my "Thrive After Abuse" group. So now here I am on Reddit, hoping to find another supportive community. Best wishes to all.

787

0

0.8

1,503,374,294

3

4.108909

54

17.96

35.54

79.42

98.27

10.8

20.37

90.74

53.7

20.37

12.96

11.11

0

1.85

0

7.41

0

12.96

5.56

9.26

11.11

0

14.81

5.56

3.7

0

3.7

7.41

9.26

7.41

1.85

0

1.85

0

9.26

0

1.85

14.81

5.56

1.85

3.7

1.85

0

3.7

0

3.7

0

11.11

7.41

3.7

1.85

0

1.85

9.26

5.56

12.96

1.85

5.56

0

1.85

0

5.56

0

5.56

0

20.37

9.26

5.56

0

3.7

1.85

0

2.8333

2.6667

3

1.2857

1

1.72974

1.50638

1.91825

1

6

6.078182

0.833333

ptsd

6f8m81

[7, 12]

I loved this person dearly with all my heart, and it was an extremly tragic and sudden death. I want to go to my doctor but im already in counceling. Ive only gone once and my next visit is on wednesday. Should I tell my greif councellor? Thanks for reading.

245

1

0.8

1,496,597,983

2

0.671401

50

24.86

21.18

99

91.14

10

12

96

54

22

18

0

4

2

12

10

4

8

0

24

6

0

2

8

6

2

0

2

12

0

8

0

4

0

2

0

6

2

0

6

4

0

2

0

6

14

0

20

6

4

10

6

0

2

0

12

8

2

0

2

0

3

2.4444

3

1

1.1818

1

1.73949

1.44762

1.92359

0.75

4

2.510989

0.025

homeless

60yxm2

(0, 3)

I live in BC and im gonna be homeless soon, I'm thinking about just saving up enough money to take a greyhound to the Vancouver island to live out being homeless and to get a fresh start. I'm thinking about either Qualicum Bay or Parksville since they're both small and have good weather. I don't want to be homeless in a big city full of crime and I want to be somewhere where it doesn't get to -20 in the winter, are there any other good places in BC to be homeless?

28,836

0

0.6

1,490,232,425

7

8.643182

92

61.8

13.85

94.19

66.89

30.67

13.04

89.13

57.61

9.78

6.52

0

2.17

5.43

19.57

14.13

7.61

2.17

26.09

5.43

1.09

3.26

2.17

0

1.09

0

13.04

2.17

3.26

2.17

3.26

0

3.26

0

2.17

0

2.17

0

13.04

0

7.61

5.43

0

21.74

2.17

20.65

1.09

15.22

4.35

0

2.17

0

3.26

0

3.26

0

11.96

2.17

0

1.09

0

1.09

0

5.43

0

2.7778

2.6667

3

1.2857

1.125

1

1.65348

1.56883

1.90718

1

3

8.007955

0.194773

almosthomeless

5qk9mi

(10, 15)

The contract with Apex is over and they screwed me hard. I don't have another job lined up despite having never stopped looking, and I was counting on my income taxes to pay back all the people who I borrowed money from and buy me some time to get a proper job and fix all of this. Now I have no idea what I'm going to do. Everything is falling apart is even bigger chunks than before. All of the bills are due again and rent is coming up.

24,189

1

1,485,557,076

14

5.526593

89

41.27

10.84

97.29

11.29

17.8

11.24

92.13

60.67

15.73

10.11

8.99

0

1.12

5.62

4.49

15.73

13.48

5.62

3.37

19.1

4.49

3.37

2.25

0

5.62

1.12

0

1.12

0

1.12

0

4.49

0

11.24

1.12

0

1.12

5.62

3.37

2.25

1.12

0

1.12

0

1.12

0

6.74

0

4.49

1.12

2.25

13.48

2.25

19.1

3.37

7.87

8.99

5.62

0

1.12

8.99

0

1.12

0

8.99

5.62

1.12

0

2.25

0

2.7778

2.625

3

1

1.7376

1.54699

1.82331

0.86

19

6.031077

-0.083333

anxiety

89gy09

(5, 10)

I have a fear of fainting so I was like “what if I fainted from so much fear during this test” and next thing you know, worst panic attack of my life during the quiz and I failed it. We have the test the next week and same thing happens, but less intense. I got a D on it. Now I have a D in the class. I am TERIFFIED.

37,469

1

1,522,780,457

2

-1.459825

70

43.31

19.58

78.4

1

14

7.14

94.29

62.86

22.86

14.29

11.43

1.43

0

8.57

10

11.43

7.14

4.29

10

0

11.43

7.14

5.71

1.43

0

2.86

8.57

0

8.57

4.29

1.43

2.86

0

4.29

1.43

0

1.43

0

2.86

0

4.29

0

4.29

0

7.14

1.43

2.86

1.43

2.86

10

0

11.43

0

2.86

8.57

7.14

0

12.86

7.14

2.86

0

2.86

0

2.8333

2.8182

3

1

1.1429

1

1.75119

1.40364

1.81209

1

8

0.760476

-0.158333

relationships

7nnb5k

(0, 5)

I [26F] have been with my boyfriend [30M] for almost 5 years now. We live together and talk about spending the rest of our lives together. While being home for the holidays, I was re-aquatinted with a friend who helped me through a tough time in high school. In a completely platonic way, he supported me after I was left heartbroken by my first love. He has always been compassionate, understanding, and non-judgmental and has given advice that I still live by today.

31,555

0

1

1,514,909,288

1

7.488721

85

61.34

79.49

84.38

70.09

17

16.47

89.41

55.29

16.47

14.12

9.41

2.35

0

2.35

0

2.35

5.88

14.12

9.41

5.88

4.71

0

17.65

3.53

1.18

2.35

0

5.88

3.53

1.18

0

1.18

15.29

0

2.35

0

3.53

4.71

1.18

0

1.18

2.35

0

4.71

0

3.53

0

11.76

9.41

1.18

0

9.41

10.59

0

18.82

0

8.24

10.59

1.18

0

17.65

5.88

4.71

0

2.35

0

4.71

3

2.8333

3

1.4545

1.125

1

1.7666

1.62

2.01453

1

6

7.308698

0.11173

anxiety

5obkv4

[5, 10]

I have this feeling of dread about school right before I go to bed and I wake up with an upset stomach which lasts all day and nakes me feel like I'll throw up. This causes me to lose appetite and not wanting to drink water for fear of throwing up. I'm not sure where else to go with this, but I need help. If any of you have this, can you tell me how you deal with it? I'm tired of having this every day and feeling like I'll throw up.

1,537

1

1,484,582,548

5

2.010268

92

46.46

13.85

97.31

1.17

18.4

6.52

96.74

60.87

22.83

15.22

11.96

0

3.26

0

7.61

1.09

21.74

8.7

3.26

7.61

2.17

19.57

3.26

0

3.26

5.43

1.09

4.35

3.26

0

1.09

5.43

0

17.39

3.26

2.17

3.26

2.17

3.26

5.43

3.26

0

3.26

6.52

2.17

1.09

0

3.26

7.61

1.09

5.43

0

2.17

0

14.13

2.17

15.22

4.35

6.52

4.35

1.09

0

11.96

4.35

2.17

0

1.09

0

4.35

0

2.7143

2.8889

3

1

1.76032

1.49888

1.90096

0.79

2

3.033571

-0.121429

ptsd

9x54b7

[5, 10]

My stress tolerance was already at a zero and I was contemplating suicide a lot, i didn’t want to see where that would lead me and I didn’t want to do that to my brothers. I was incredibly lucky and got referred to a good psychologist that I like. He’s helping me through the problems of getting rehabilitation welfare, which is a hassle because I constantly have to talk to new counselors, psychologists and psychiatrists which triggers breakdowns. I hate talking about myself to strangers, I’m not ashamed at all, I just hate having to share how I truly feel with strangers. It makes it so real.

912

1

0.8

1,542,235,867

2

6.908571

107

21.02

9.55

53.3

61.21

21.4

23.36

93.46

60.75

21.5

14.95

14.02

0

0.93

0

6.54

4.67

13.08

11.21

7.48

6.54

2.8

21.5

1.87

0

3.74

0.93

1.87

11.21

6.54

4.67

1.87

0

6.54

0.93

0

1.87

17.76

2.8

4.67

3.74

1.87

2.8

1.87

0.93

0

0.93

0

0.93

0

8.41

1.87

0.93

1.87

3.74

0.93

6.54

14.02

0

6.54

0.93

2.8

4.67

0

0.93

0

13.08

4.67

0

3.74

0

3

2.625

3

1

1.1429

1

1.78482

1.45227

1.91502

1

2

6.965457

-0.0329

homeless

8q8qx0

(10, 15)

I don't know if it was the campground, or if the probably former friend wanted some revenge. All of the hotels are way out of our price range in our area. We can stay a couple of nights, and our reservation at the campground ends this weekend. I will be asking for a refund of the remaining nights. I'm terrified that our kids will be taken from us for being homeless for less than 6 weeks.

4,437

1

1,528,716,062

31

4.968462

76

73.18

82.16

59

2.51

15.2

11.84

93.42

59.21

15.79

11.84

3.95

7.89

0

3.95

9.21

15.79

13.16

1.32

5.26

1.32

18.42

5.26

3.95

0

1.32

6.58

2.63

0

2.63

1.32

0

11.84

0

1.32

0

11.84

1.32

0

3.95

6.58

1.32

5.26

0

11.84

9.21

0

1.32

0

5.26

10.53

2.63

15.79

1.32

7.89

0

2.63

0

2.63

0

11.84

6.58

2.63

0

2.63

0

2.7778

2.625

3

1

1.60207

1.47097

1.90372

0.93

12

5.470923

-0.083333

relationships

7oer2s

[35, 40]

She taught me a bunch at first. In the beginning of the week people asked what me and my Ex did. I informed them we broke up and it was due to infidelity on her part. This was not a cool move, however, I knew her sister would try to paint me as the bad guy. I was spot on.

525

0

0.833333

1,515,190,153

1

0.741

60

51.43

63.05

88.91

6.91

12

6.67

95

63.33

25

20

11.67

1.67

0

5

1.67

5

8.33

15

8.33

1.67

6.67

1.67

20

3.33

1.67

3.33

5

1.67

3.33

0

1.67

18.33

1.67

6.67

1.67

10

3.33

0

1.67

0

3.33

1.67

0

1.67

0

11.67

3.33

0

1.67

15

3.33

0

16.67

1.67

8.33

6.67

1.67

0

3.33

0

1.67

0

11.67

8.33

3.33

0

2.5

2.4286

3

1.125

1

1.71548

1.65283

1.82054

0.6

3

2.856667

-0.1875

food_pantry

7irocz

[5, 10]

I made a wishlist, and it has some ramen on it. If anyone could help out it would be so much appreciated. Thank you! My zip code is 35020. Link to amazon wish list: <url>

848

0

0.571429

1,512,878,105

4

-1.181351

35

16.23

61.26

5.55

98.56

7

5.71

77.14

54.29

20

8.57

5.71

0

2.86

0

11.43

2.86

8.57

14.29

2.86

8.57

0

22.86

0

2.86

5.71

0

8.57

0

25.71

5.71

2.86

11.43

8.57

0

2.86

0

2.86

0

2.86

0

2.86

11.43

2.86

8.57

0

8.57

0

22.86

8.57

2.86

0

2.86

0

5.71

2.6667

2.8889

2.4

1.375

1.1818

1

1.6848

1.32857

1.93003

0.83

8

1.647351

0.25

domesticviolence

6y2x5e

(50, 55)

I close the door and put my back against it. He's slamming into the door, trying to break into it, yelling that I'm crazy and I'm making everything up. I'm terrified and sobbing, yelling for help and for him to leave me alone. At this point I'm begging him to let me get my phone to call my dad to come get me. He finally tells me that I can, and that he can't wait for me to be gone.

9,753

1

1,504,556,699

4

1.947829

80

19.58

22.67

98.26

1

16

11.25

98.75

66.25

32.5

23.75

17.5

0

6.25

0

8.75

2.5

17.5

10

2.5

6.25

1.25

26.25

3.75

0

7.5

0

7.5

1.25

2.5

13.75

1.25

0

7.5

6.25

0

1.25

0

1.25

2.5

3.75

0

3.75

0

7.5

1.25

3.75

2.5

0

1.25

17.5

0

20

5

11.25

3.75

0

2.5

1.25

0

18.75

6.25

5

0

7.5

0

2.5833

2.8889

3

1

1.1429

1

1.69592

1.59726

1.81069

0.84

9

3.583721

-0.2

relationships

7s0cu4

(7, 12)

Apparently it has been going on since the day they moved in together. I don't know what to tell her thought. Since her husband is a good friend of me and my husband it's kinda weird for me to say 'leave him' or 'get out' I don't want to influence any decision she makes. What should I tell her? Tl;dr: friends husband is aggresive and I don't know what to tell her

33,658

1

0.6

1,516,567,209

1

1.599098

73

24.55

79.44

38.05

25.77

14.6

13.7

97.26

60.27

26.03

19.18

9.59

0

8.22

1.37

6.85

2.74

15.07

12.33

1.37

4.11

30.14

1.37

0

4.11

0

1.37

2.74

1.37

0

23.29

4.11

2.74

6.85

5.48

19.18

5.48

2.74

5.48

0

1.37

0

1.37

0

1.37

0

1.37

0

13.7

8.22

0

2.74

0

2.74

23.29

1.37

13.7

4.11

5.48

4.11

0

1.37

0

1.37

0

19.18

4.11

0

1.37

0

10.96

0

2.75

2.625

2.6

1.375

1.1429

1

1.6145

1.46667

1.92417

0.67

21

3.083759

0.083333

anxiety

7z45n5

[43, 48]

One second I’m thinking, things are just fine. The next I’m thinking, I’m awful for prolonging this, just do it. It’s exhausting. I know I need a bit of a break for some me time at the very least, but beyond that I can’t tell what’s real and what anxiety. What do I do?

164

1

1,519,202,716

1

-0.894786

54

5.74

3.22

95.96

1

10.8

9.26

96.3

64.81

29.63

14.81

0

14.81

7.41

9.26

16.67

7.41

3.7

1.85

25.93

7.41

1.85

5.56

3.7

5.56

7.41

1.85

5.56

1.85

0

1.85

0

12.96

5.56

0

1.85

0

3.7

0

1.85

0

1.85

0

24.07

0

9.26

0

3.7

0

27.78

7.41

0

1.85

0

11.11

0

3

2.8

2.6

1

1.3333

1

1.78695

1.37209

1.76169

1

2

1.912857

-0.167619

anxiety

6yachz

[0, 5]

Oh Jesus Christ. I blacked out in front of my family- my family with a history of alcoholism (I'm an alcoholic too), my family that I promised I wouldn't get drunk in front of....I don't know what I said but they are PISSED. I come from a sort of passive aggressive family and they won't tell me what I said. I am so terrified and filled with shame and completely embarrassed. I know a lot of my family members' secrets that I'm not supposed to know and I easily could have spouted them out.

162

1

1,504,639,800

2

2.9535

95

23.69

14.62

96.09

1.36

19

15.79

97.89

60

25.26

21.05

17.89

0

3.16

4.21

13.68

9.47

3.16

6.32

4.21

18.95

2.11

0

2.11

0

1.05

7.37

2.11

5.26

3.16

2.11

0

14.74

5.26

0

13.68

4.21

0

2.11

3.16

2.11

0

2.11

0

4.21

1.05

2.11

0

3.16

9.47

6.32

0

2.11

1.05

0

3.16

12.63

1.05

9.47

1.05

7.37

1.05

0

8.42

5.26

0

2.11

0

2.11

1.05

0

1.05

0

20

9.47

1.05

0

1.05

0

6.32

2.11

0

2.625

2.6923

3

1

1.68191

1.47857

1.88843

0.76

2

4.861

0.036667

relationships

7oakdp

[10, 15]

Does anyone have any similar experience and were you able to become functioning friends with your ex or was it best to cut all ties, even if it meant losing friends? TL;DR Broke up with my girlfriend of ten years because she fell in love with a complete stranger from overseas. Have shared friends and can’t seem to shake the feeling of sadness/anger whenever I see her due to our reason for breaking up. Should I cut her out of my life and lose friends or make more of an effort to be friendly/peaceful towards her?

1,928

1

0.8

1,515,150,611

3

8.166364

99

74.89

86.68

26.17

1

24.75

19.19

93.94

54.55

14.14

11.11

4.04

1.01

2.02

4.04

0

3.03

19.19

8.08

2.02

8.08

1.01

18.18

4.04

3.03

1.01

3.03

13.13

4.04

8.08

1.01

4.04

17.17

0

6.06

4.04

0

16.16

5.05

3.03

2.02

6.06

2.02

4.04

3.03

1.01

0

1.01

3.03

0

2.02

0

17.17

9.09

5.05

4.04

1.01

2.02

6.06

10.1

0

10.1

2.02

5.05

3.03

1.01

0

1.01

0

9.09

2.02

1.01

0

1.01

2.02

0

1.01

0

2.02

3

2.8889

3

1

1.125

1

1.76729

1.58667

1.91573

0.71

4

6.911798

0.309375

anxiety

638anw

[4, 9]

Now I'm terrified of starting this new job because even if it's better than my old one, I'm scared I'll lose all the progress I've made. When I'm overwhelmed I tend to just sleep and everything else falls to the wayside. I feel like I can't stay with part time work because all my friends and family expect me to get back to full time work ASAP, and feel like I'm not moving forward in my career otherwise. Everyone keeps telling me to just give it a chance, it'll all work out, but I'm not sure what to do/think. Advice on what to do about work and how to calm down enough to sleep tonight and how best to manage everything going forward?

1,076

1

1,491,240,803

11

9.790672

124

25.22

7.34

99

25.77

24.8

12.9

98.39

56.45

19.35

12.1

0

7.26

2.42

16.13

8.87

7.26

10.48

2.42

20.16

6.45

4.03

0.81

3.23

6.45

3.23

2.42

0

1.61

6.45

0.81

0

20.16

2.42

4.03

1.61

5.65

6.45

1.61

0

1.61

0

10.48

1.61

6.45

2.42

0.81

19.35

4.03

16.13

4.84

7.26

8.87

5.65

0.81

0

0.81

0

0.81

0

16.13

3.23

0

0.81

0

8.06

0

0.81

2.7143

2.6667

2.6

1

1.69069

1.49231

1.92042

1

4

9.039612

0.180073

domesticviolence

9s89k3

[5, 10]

Why is this the hardest month? Is it that the nerves have cleared, minute by minute anxiety calmed, hopelessness resolved, and now I have to sit a grieve a person I made up in my head? The person I convinced myself he was is so much more attractive than the reality of what he was. He is 27, I’m 25, and now he’s targeting 21 year olds. I am broken but I am piecing myself together.

1,059

1

0.6

1,540,772,251

16

3.004231

76

18.8

29.92

74.76

2.51

15.2

14.47

88.16

60.53

22.37

17.11

11.84

0

5.26

0

5.26

7.89

15.79

5.26

0

18.42

6.58

3.95

2.63

3.95

2.63

5.26

1.32

3.95

1.32

0

2.63

9.21

0

5.26

7.89

2.63

0

2.63

1.32

0

1.32

2.63

0

5.26

1.32

2.63

0

3.95

17.11

0

13.16

0

5.26

7.89

0

1.32

0

15.79

3.95

6.58

0

2.63

0

2.63

0

2.6

2.8

3

1

1.71619

1.54237

1.89504

0.94

4

4.608205

0.3

domesticviolence

74k1gv

[0, 5]

Hello. As you can tell by the title, I'm concerned about this little girl across the street. She's able to walk and talk, but I don't think she's even 5 yet. From what I've witnessed the four years I've lived in this house, the home she lives in is not at all suitable for her as a developing child. Her parents are constantly screaming at each other in the street, and the girl is bawling, as her mom commands her to get into her car so she can take her wherever.

496

1

0.571429

1,507,248,318

6

5.944639

91

36.65

88.65

17.46

11.53

18.2

10.99

94.51

62.64

20.88

16.48

4.4

0

1.1

10.99

0

4.4

7.69

17.58

12.09

6.59

8.79

2.2

17.58

3.3

2.2

0

1.1

0

20.88

2.2

0

14.29

0

5.49

1.1

0

1.1

3.3

1.1

0

1.1

0

2.2

0

2.2

0

7.69

2.2

1.1

2.2

0

1.1

19.78

0

17.58

2.2

12.09

3.3

1.1

0

2.2

0

17.58

5.49

0

6.59

0

2.8333

2.8571

3

1

1.125

1

1.62352

1.64878

1.84442

1

6

6.08734

0.1475

anxiety

78jv26

(0, 5)

Hello r/anxiety. I've dealt with GAD for decades, and have benefitted greatly from therapy and medication. After years of taking Paxil, I've gone *without* medication for the last couple years. It's been mostly ok, but my symptoms are annoying enough that I'm considering medication again. After consulting with a psychiatrist, it seems like an SSRI or SSNI is still my best bet.

39,318

0

1

1,508,888,805

1

6.781343

63

58.58

13.32

93.64

55.71

12.6

22.22

87.3

50.79

12.7

7.94

0

4.76

15.87

12.7

4.76

6.35

1.59

19.05

6.35

0

1.59

7.94

4.76

3.17

1.59

0

3.17

0

11.11

3.17

0

6.35

0

4.76

0

7.94

0

7.94

0

6.35

1.59

4.76

0

3.17

12.7

0

14.29

1.59

0

12.7

1.59

0

1.59

0

3.17

0

1.59

0

25.4

7.94

6.35

0

6.35

0

4.76

2.7143

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.6391

1.42745

1.82455

1

3

8.128537

0.25

food_pantry

6fye2g

(45, 50)

WARNING GRAPHIC! <url> That same day my accident and hospitalization insurance claim was denied because that insurance product was canceled in March, by my husband, who claimed we were already divorced. He did this in March, April and May all following court dates or arrests. It will be fixed, but like the rest of the insurance cancellations, it’s going to take a few weeks.

17,341

0

0.6

1,496,891,671

11

6.640746

64

41.7

62.28

55.79

7.63

16

26.56

84.38

50

15.62

6.25

3.12

1.56

0

1.56

0

9.38

4.69

9.38

12.5

1.56

7.81

0

18.75

3.12

1.56

0

3.12

1.56

0

1.56

0

7.81

3.12

0

3.12

9.38

0

3.12

0

3.12

1.56

3.12

1.56

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

7.81

3.12

0

1.56

9.38

4.69

17.19

3.12

10.94

1.56

0

4.69

0

18.75

4.69

7.81

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

3.12

2.7143

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.67897

1.58462

1.87527

0.82

10

6.367343

-0.02

survivorsofabuse

9s28u1

[25, 30]

What if they were met with a broken system, the same way I was when I tried to get help on my own? What if there were others I never knew about who tried to help me? It's really got me in a tizzy. I feel relieved. At least one person saw and tried to help.

749

0

1

1,540,722,576

80

0.383158

56

28.22

18.6

94.05

59.59

11.2

1.79

94.64

60.71

23.21

14.29

12.5

0

1.79

8.93

5.36

14.29

7.14

8.93

7.14

1.79

23.21

5.36

3.57

7.14

1.79

0

12.5

0

12.5

3.57

0

3.57

1.79

7.14

3.57

1.79

0

1.79

0

16.07

7.14

5.36

3.57

0

17.86

5.36

0

10.71

0

7.14

3.57

0

12.5

5.36

1.79

0

3.57

0

1.79

0

2.5714

2.8889

3

1.3333

1.2857

1

1.68877

1.38824

1.86183

0.99

6

2.31214

0.02

relationships

7p28z8

[10, 15]

We've been getting along very well, and our previous repeated complaints on both sides of ceased because of this. But as time has gone on my feelings have changed in regards to me thinking I can accept this and work through it with her. I know I love her, and I don't really know how to explain my emotions here, but I no longer feel like "her husband", and I don't feel like she's "my wife", it's more like we're partners or room mates or something. I feel a vital part of our marriage (loyalty, and trust) is gone and it can't come back. In the end, I can't shake the thoughts of leaving and restarting my life.

180

1

0.571429

1,515,449,778

1

5.438095

118

14.04

36.73

99

85.2

23.6

16.95

98.31

63.56

22.88

17.8

11.02

3.39

0

3.39

0

5.08

2.54

14.41

8.47

5.08

11.86

4.24

20.34

2.54

5.08

0.85

0

2.54

7.63

5.08

1.69

0.85

0

14.41

2.54

1.69

4.24

0.85

17.8

8.47

2.54

0

2.54

0

5.93

3.39

0

3.39

2.54

0

1.69

0

12.71

9.32

0.85

0

0.85

1.69

5.08

16.95

0

16.95

5.08

7.63

5.08

0.85

0

0.85

0

0.85

0

0.85

0

22.03

4.24

5.93

0

3.39

6.78

1.69

0

3

2.6364

3

1.2308

1

1.72148

1.46909

1.95886

0.55

10

5.477619

0.190476

survivorsofabuse

7ugt2z

(20, 25)

I only realized this was a stupid idea in my freshman year of college when I started having flashbacks. I tried once more to do therapy and almost failed out of school. Again I buried it all to be dealt with at a more convenient time. I have now been working in a job that don't mind for the last year and 3 months. I found that November and December were a struggle and because of that I planned to address my stuff by going to therapy starting in 2019.

34,810

1

0.8

1,517,466,141

2

6.302967

90

60.8

13.32

98.69

1.03

18

17.78

93.33

58.89

16.67

10

0

6.67

5.56

16.67

8.89

5.56

6.67

1.11

16.67

3.33

2.22

1.11

3.33

0

3.33

1.11

0

6.67

3.33

1.11

0

1.11

0

2.22

0

2.22

0

6.67

0

4.44

3.33

0

1.11

7.78

5.56

1.11

21.11

1.11

5.56

14.44

6.67

0

1.11

0

1.11

0

6.67

5.56

0

1.11

0

2.6

2.625

2.8

1

1.2

1

1.72456

1.50123

1.82083

1

6.549758

-0.042857

assistance

7cmiju

(35, 40)

With trying to pay some old bills like a delinquent 500+ electric bill, I rarely had extra to save. Paying that old bill has cleared a hurdle on my path to my own place. I paid that bill and now I can get electric service when the time comes. That was a big win for me. I stayed with a relative and kind of kept pace with expenses and contributing to expenses while slowly paying down that bill.

46,463

0

1

1,510,572,753

45

5.071519

77

79.25

18.16

89.63

74.18

15.4

12.99

87.01

49.35

14.29

9.09

0

5.19

6.49

14.29

5.19

3.9

6.49

0

12.99

2.6

1.3

2.6

0

3.9

0

3.9

0

9.09

0

2.6

3.9

2.6

6.49

7.79

0

19.48

3.9

6.49

10.39

5.19

0

14.29

0

9.09

6.49

1.3

0

1.3

3

2.5714

3

1.2

1.1111

1

1.74851

1.63429

1.86714

0.89

19

5.060608

0.185859

ptsd

7mjfwd

[16, 21]

Stage 4 would be perfect. I know that's self-destructive thinking; I know I'm supposed to be present, current, not wallowing in my pain and sorrow. I know I'm supposed to focus on healthy thinking and growth. I know that I'm supposed to find joy now, and I really do try. I'm not sure there's such a thing as joy absent my children; it may be a fool's errand."

688

0

0.6

1,514,425,162

2

1.413177

69

6.22

2.14

99

78.8

13.8

17.39

92.75

55.07

21.74

15.94

0

5.8

2.9

8.7

17.39

5.8

2.9

33.33

5.8

1.45

0

1.45

0

11.59

7.25

4.35

0

1.45

2.9

0

26.09

10.14

0

1.45

7.25

2.9

4.35

1.45

0

1.45

0

1.45

0

4.35

0

1.45

0

4.35

28.99

1.45

8.7

1.45

2.9

4.35

2.9

0

27.54

7.25

4.35

0

2.9

0

1.45

10.14

0

3

2.625

3

1

1.3

1

1.76537

1.36

1.97299

0.76

1

3.239023

0.338889

anxiety

7rat6m

[0, 3]

Something that's started happening to me recently is sometimes the world becomes so unreal that things like houses blow my mind(Don't even get me started on wheels). It's weird because these things in a normal state of mind are just their and barely have any impact on me but when I get into this kind of trance, everything becomes surreal. I googled this feeling and most of the results seem to be related to anxiety so I wanted to hear if others here experience it too.

1,528

0

0.6

1,516,292,576

6

6.295492

86

11.64

20.78

87.51

3.52

28.67

20.93

89.53

62.79

23.26

9.3

8.14

0

1.16

13.95

3.49

12.79

10.47

9.3

1.16

22.09

4.65

3.49

1.16

0

2.33

0

2.33

1.16

0

4.65

0

20.93

5.81

2.33

9.3

1.16

3.49

0

1.16

0

2.33

0

2.33

0

4.65

15.12

0

12.79

0

5.81

6.98

0

1.16

0

10.47

3.49

1.16

0

3.49

2.33

0

2.7143

2.8

3

1

1.70272

1.4475

1.86692

0.87

6

6.489091

0.13125

domesticviolence

9en8gv

[45, 50]

A few days before Valentine’s Day, someone sent me screenshots of him talking to a girl on FaceTime or Instagram saying “you’re so cute” and flirting with her. I decided not to say anything- the girl lived in another state and I didn’t want to bring it up. I figured she was a fried from when he had hitchhiked across the country when he was in college. I waited till Valentine’s Day, and called him up- he told me “I don’t think we should live together, and I just signed a 9 month lease at my apartment.” I was livid. He brought me 2 dozen roses and I smashed them in front of him in a parking lot.

1,981

1

0.6

1,536,586,891

2

2.15847

118

40.89

80.15

81.01

57.83

19.67

16.95

89.83

60.17

23.73

20.34

10.17

0.85

7.63

0.85

3.39

5.93

15.25

6.78

3.39

8.47

2.54

19.49

2.54

0.85

1.69

2.54

1.69

0

22.03

0

1.69

3.39

5.93

9.32

2.54

0

1.69

3.39

0

2.54

1.69

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

6.78

5.08

0

1.69

0

10.17

5.93

0

20.34

2.54

10.17

7.63

0.85

1.69

0.85

0

16.95

5.08

2.54

0

1.69

3.39

4.24

0

2.5

2.8

3

1

1.71845

1.73478

1.83887

1

8

3.065218

0.145455

relationships

7sgawy

[35, 40]

My boyfriend constantly states that we are no longer in a relationship and I need to be constantly working towards showing him that he will want to be with me again. I do 90% of the cooking and cleaning in the house. I try my best to make sure his needs are met, even if it means that my needs fall short almost always. It seems like any "everyday" argument we have about something always turns into me being a piece of shit because of what I did to him. He tells me that I made him this way and I need to deal with it until he moves past it, which I understand and agree with.

2,100

1

0.571429

1,516,730,674

15

5.082784

117

23.17

50

35.7

41.21

23.4

11.97

97.44

66.67

29.91

18.8

11.11

1.71

0

5.98

0

11.11

3.42

15.38

7.69

5.13

5.98

0.85

22.22

2.56

1.71

0.85

1.71

4.27

2.56

1.71

0

1.71

0

11.97

0

0.85

0

6.84

17.09

2.56

5.13

3.42

0.85

0

1.71

0.85

0

0.85

6.84

4.27

2.56

0.85

0

3.42

16.24

0.85

15.38

2.56

5.98

6.84

0.85

0

1.71

0.85

0

0.85

0

8.55

4.27

1.71

0

1.71

0

0.85

2.7143

2.6667

3

1

1.125

1

1.74564

1.54464

1.88317

0.66

72

5.350794

0.10625

anxiety

9brylb

(0, 5)

My anxiety and ocd have been terrible the last few weeks. I've recently started drinking again (stupid I know) and I'm feeling like I need to use it as a crutch again. I am prescribed valium and an anti depressant but I find that the simple act of just having a drink helps more. My main issue is my health anxiety. I have been having the worst sinus and headache flare ups.

36,701

1

1,535,705,406

3

2.695714

72

26.8

8.25

81.54

1

14.4

13.89

88.89

52.78

16.67

13.89

0

2.78

8.33

5.56

13.89

4.17

8.33

0

23.61

11.11

6.94

0

2.78

9.72

1.39

8.33

2.78

1.39

0

8.33

4.17

1.39

0

1.39

0

1.39

9.72

0

6.94

0

2.78

1.39

0

1.39

4.17

15.28

0

8.33

0

8.33

0

2.78

0

12.5

6.94

0

2.78

0

2.75

2.8

3

1

1.1429

1

1.80659

1.32203

1.87327

1

3.840965

-0.259259

ptsd

8e1dsh

(9, 14)

I self harm sometimes too. I’ve also lately begun to have constant, daily, and explicit nightmares about tarantulas, roaches, and beetles crawling over me while I’m paralyzed. I don’t know it’s that’s relevant or anything, but it may be good to add anyways. I’m asking bc I don’t want the therapist to yell at me or call me a liar like the last few did, so I’m low key nervous and I don’t want to get in any more trouble with my school. Any thoughts or criticisms are welcome.

33,037

1

1,524,375,379

0

1.143627

89

6.63

5.8

95.93

1

17.8

20.22

95.51

57.3

17.98

13.48

0

4.49

3.37

11.24

15.73

6.74

12.36

3.37

22.47

5.62

2.25

0

5.62

11.24

2.25

8.99

1.12

3.37

1.12

5.62

0

16.85

2.25

1.12

2.25

8.99

1.12

4.49

1.12

0

1.12

0

2.25

0

2.25

0

7.87

1.12

0

2.25

3.37

1.12

20.22

1.12

13.48

1.12

4.49

7.87

1.12

0

2.25

0

1.12

0

1.12

22.47

5.62

6.74

0

10.11

0

2.75

2.6667

3

1.2

1.0833

1

1.71815

1.48923

1.84916

0.5

2

3.055974

0.141667