This just broke my heart reading this. To Martinez's I'm so very sorry for your loss. I pray god will place his arms around you all. I know at times like this there are not very many words if any words that can make this pain you guys are feeling any better but know I am praying for you guys. Hats off and respect for being able to do the suicide walk says so much about you guys(in a good way). Hugs and prayers to you all