Addiction is the root of all evil.  Drugs, alcohol, gambling, racing, pornography; it's amazing how evil addiction finds its way into good people during a vulnerable state in their lives.  All people are good people, some just more vulnerable than others.   Face your addiction head on, get the help you need.  Tell someone!  Nobody knows until you tell them you need help.  You can beat addiction and destroy this evil once you identify it and face it head on!  The best person to begin fixing the problem is YOU.  Move forward don't look back!  You got this!