No, I don't "feel better." I've actually studied this stuff so I know what I'm talking about, whereas from your post it's clear that you don't.  You're exactly the kind of person why needs a nice, long visit to prison so you can experience the "cushy" lifestyle they do, along with the mental illness they all developed from it. And since you already clearly mental illness, it's just get worse and worse while you're in. 

Facts are so irritating aren't they?