I hope you get some meddcation adjustment - I don't know who is prescribing but you may need more then " a pill". Depression can be more complicated then a pill can "fix". It certainly can be a great help to your mood but the other half of a good treatment plan is counseling, individual, family and couples if needed. Again, you personally could likely benefit from some individual coaching and support to help tackle the steps to feel and get motivated again. Glad to see the neighbors have made contact - hope that eorks out for everyone. Again, please call VIM and see if they can provide or have a referral source for you regarding counseling. Think of it as not asking for help so much as making an appointment for "someone in need". Try to separate from the victim, exhausted, crap always happening to me energy...that often accompanies depression. Try to use some of the good energy from the neighborhood support and give VIM a call. Take care and remind yourself small steps count.