Commissioner Jill Johnson the grant denial action that you took and the initial explanation did enough damage to your creditability. Why tempt fate and illuminate any and all creditability you may have had left? Having occupied positions of leadership my entire professional career  your effectiveness as a County Commissioner has been effectively illuminated by your own hand so to say.. Political suicide! Only the dead would not come away after reading this feeble attempt to spin the initial explanation in a better light with a perception of a lady arsonist attempting to extinguish a fire she started out of rage because the heat of her fire has become to hot for her.