Tired, you seem pretty angry to me. Not just now, but all the time. But, that's just my observation, others may disagree. I only offer my opinion because I think it could help you in a big way. I want everyone to be happy. I know that's probably not in the cards, but I also know how I have achieved that elusive goal, and I want to share my secrets (not the ones about my sex life though!) But if you say you aren't angry, that's good enough for me. I'm sorry that my words cause you consternation. I intend them as a kind of "life preserver".