I am not contesting what St. Paul wrote, just your interpretation of it. In the notes of my bible, RSV, for Philippians 2:6-7 it states: "It is not the divine nature that Jesus set no store by, but equality of treatment and recognition of his divinity." and :"emptied himself of this external recognition," (of his divinity) "which was his right."
Maybe you need to take it easy. You are giving too much credence to your own imagination.