(Further response to Lela Markham): Some people claim to "see god" in the beauty of the mountains or snowflakes, etc. - even in "everything". But get a variety of people together and others might see mountains (or any other feature of nature) as economic assets, or have fear of them, and more. Individuals have quite idiosyncratic experiences, mental filters, and responses. 

Your experience (you say) is that you believe in a supernatural deity partly because you see god in nature. It reminds me of a movie I just saw. A man was making a drastic decision about two other people's lives. He flipped a coin into the air to make that decision. And he said, "I just flip the coin ... God decides the fate of how the coin lands." I would rather that the coin flipper take responsibility for what he is doing. This applies to such additional topics such as decisions about what is "beauty" and what is "moral. To me, these are HUMAN decisions. Let humans take responsibility for these choices.