Stockholm syndrome.  There are plenty of papers emerging now that Senator Murray Sinclair's committee uncovered the truth and researchers like Ian Mosby independently documented the human guinea pig experiments.  Having a priest sexually molest you several times a week for years does strange things to the mind.  I know many survivors representing many schools across Turtle Island.  Not one had anything good to say about the experience.  I bet you don't know one and I bet not one person has shared their personal IRS experience with you.