You present all the evidence to the contrary . Even in this message , starting off by trying to show disrespect by not using my name , and the name you do use ,you write it without a capital letter.  IF you were doing even ok , you wouldn't be so obsessed with what I have in life. Only a person with an inferiority complex finds the need to constantly mock what another person has . Look at your own words . How can my life sound like a nightmare ? I'm living the dream--jetting in to see Paul McCartney , going to Hawaii all the time , driving around with the top down on my Corvette , driving you crazy ,  and the list is endless. Who wouldn't want to be me ? Plus I share what I have with my family and others.  If you want to get somewhere in life kid , you need to let go of the anger over what other people have and put your energy towards working harder for yourself.