Continued ...my way of prayer comes from the Cloud of Unknowing and similar books. How do you pray? 
I really appreciate your willingness to engage in answering my questions. I'm sorry you are not able to get about easily and must 'make do'. 
I loved the Mass but on attending a Latin Mass recently was shocked that I could not stay. I found the people's reading books, praying the rosary etc during mass to be disrespectful/wrong somehow. This surprised me. I thought I'd like it. I could not stay I became so upset and unhappy. I'm glad you find still find it fruitful. I felt like I was watching a play, not taking part in the Eucharist. I guess like my way of praying there is no one size suits all! 
Blessings and peace!