Do we raise our voices interiorly enough?

Do we raise our voices, asking ourselves..why do I resist God's will?
Why do I constantly try to "re-write" or re-interpret God's will, to suit my preferences and proclivities?
Why do I stop short giving God my all?
Why are my intentions so self-focused?

Why do I find it more comfortable to point fingers at larger issues more distant than my own?
Is it to allow me to side-step my own infidelities and "un-generosities" to my wife, family, co-workers?