have now convinced me beyond all reasonable doubt that your mind is too far gone in the sense that it seems your very identity and feelings of self-worth are now inextricably merged with the perception of reality you have cultivated over the course of your entire lifetime.  

As a result, it is no longer a mystery to me why you have no interest in learning what you do not know because to open your mind, and expose it to self-doubt and the resulting cognitive dissonance quite literally might cause brain damage, by which I mean doing so really might cause you to encounter potentially serious mental health problems. 

So even though my attempts to open your mind have been well-intended, I no longer have any desire to succeed in that quest because I don't want your figurative blood on my hands, i.e. I don't want to be the guy who might cause your head to explode if I eventually succeeded in penetrating your psychological self-defenses.  Be well.