What is interesting in all your very long posts is not one inkling you are looking for self sufficiency.

Nowhere have you hinted you are in a temporary situation getting help to build a future.

Which means you are on a disabled voucher system. Otherwise you would be focused on developing a plan. Those five year lifetime allotments come up quick.

As a kindness let me share a fact with you. 

Alaska's new gov is serious about tightening social services. He has more than a passing interest in developing group homes. That for you dear means if you don't figure some independent living arrangements you will be given one subsidized choice. Community center living.

The days of being taken care of in AK cause you don't play well with others is over. Xerox is not paying medical bills. Physicians are limiting their practices or leaving state.  

$120 will get a person one way on Alaska Airlines to Seattle. From WA living possibilities are endless.

Alaska is not a good welfare state anymote.