Kevin, (continued)
here I am asking our Lord to not make my conscience rest till I have confessed my sin. Kevin, I believe this has become so important for me to say before the Rosary because of the many years that I ignored God's Commandments and did my will rather than His Will. Started with sex, then drugs! I desecrated Jesus' body by receiving Him in the Holy Eucharist unclean (not in the State of Grace). I want my conscience to alert me. I believe my conscience was deadened by each sexual act I wrongly committed against our Heavenly Father. I also say, "Jesus, help me to be more and more humble and help me to remain strong in my faith." In other words, Kevin, I am asking Jesus to be my guide. I do not want to be guided by the way society, our world and  popular opinion try to sway/lead people. Kevin, going to Confession regularly (at least once every three months, can be more often when I have offended God and my neighbor) and this helps me. (continued)