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i feel so welcomed
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i couldnt be entirely satisfied because i longed for a companion i could feel entirely devoted to as i am now
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i can literally feel a hateful glare directed at me
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i feel it is so important to support them with that extra money so they are able to go to a pub for a drink or anywhere else they wish to
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i feel like i deserve it i should be punished i did an awful thing
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ive posted a blog and i feel like thats unfortunate
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i got the guinea pigs when i lived in a tiny flat in london and was feeling pretty depressed about life
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ive decided to intentionally make it easier on myself even though it makes me feel wimpy admitting that is the reason but this girl does have to work a day job
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i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to forget that i decide and thus i was decided to feel groggy this morning
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i feel humiliated by what my body can t do but when my husband makes advances towards me it reminds me that despite all that ra tries to take from my life he still finds me not only sexually attractive but beautiful
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im feeling so angry because that was just wasted work from her side
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i feel them gnawing out holes all throughout my flawless soul
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i came home and enjoyed minutes in the garden feeling the lovely warm sunshine on my face
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love
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i didnt feel like any of my problems were resolved
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joy
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i have struggled to fit all the work in for this module and have felt frustrated at times feeling that my blogs were rushed and although i have read with great interested fellow students blogs i feel i havent interacted as much as i could have done this is a definite area for development
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i remember feeling frantic at this point
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i thank him when i feel so utterly defeated
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i feel like if people see the chinks in my armor they re going to decide that i m this fucked up person dismiss me as a hot mess and not want to be around me anymore
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i did feel scared now
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i feel so fucked up most of the time because not being able to concentrate on anything amp feeling anxiety all the time about everything makes me stressed apathetic amp i cant handle stress at all
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i feel he is so talented and so realistic
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i feel really vulnerable with him i tell him too much im too honest and i hate it
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i feel more adventurous willing to take risks
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i feel is awkward because it s too high four steps for a
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im feeling slightly empty right now as if i want to reach out my hand for someone anyone to hold
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i could be really screwed just on waiting for a sitter so i was feeling stressed
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i admit to feeling slightly alarmed that her book was also based on olden sarawak and there seemed to be parallel plot lines to the jugra chronicles
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i feel pretty weird blogging about deodorant but im a bit of a deodorant snob and find it really hard to find a good one
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i feel like one of those dirty confidential intermediaries that i so dislike
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ive been quite confident in what i believe for my whole life this occasionally over whelming feeling of uncertainty has truly shaken me to my core
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i am from feeling like a citizen i feel more welcomed here in japan as an english teacher than in my home country as a black person
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joy
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i didnt feel that way with this we got to be with everyone on the dangerous path to freedom
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i wish i knew how he was really feeling aside from reading the nervous twitches
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i must admit no matter how early i start playing christmas music and doing my holiday shopping the tree makes everything feel so much more holly and jolly
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joy
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i ini i feel strange
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surprise
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ive been taking i keep feeling lethargic everyday unlike when i was pregnant with my previous boys
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i have to admit i feel a little hesitant about embedding a music video below in this case
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i feel lucky simply to have known him and had him in my life and proud to have had him as my dad
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joy
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i feeling so miserable when actually my mum should be the one feeling miserable
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sadness
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i feel little comes from my divine center
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joy
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i feel ugly to stop being lazy so i dont embarrass my friends to wear white so i could have short hair without feeling fat not that i really want short hair but still to be able to kiss someone without feeling like i have to pull away
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i feel like i am losing confidence but for now i feel calm
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joy
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i have been feeling especially emotional for some reason
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i was feeling a bit disheartened until one of our black belt instructors at the dojo richard and i own asked why let anyone else set your destiny
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sadness
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im just being straightforward theyd feel hurt
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i dont know if i feel apprehensive about it or apathetic
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i went to dads caught up with alice watched idol which was extremly crap and boring i dont know why i watch it but i feel like i need to be loyal to it
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love
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i feel hopeful that we are already taking important action to make these necessary and important changes and that we will actually make an effective change and make it soon
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joy
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i hate being selfish but i gotta admit i feel so depressed about it
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i wasnt feeling energetic
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joy
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i diss a bag only when i m feeling grouchy because of the lack of any inspiration whatsoever when it comes to fug bags but today i m not grouchy and it still sets me of which means this is a big deal
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i did however feel amused that she also called famous last words cathartic i think she s one of those people who secretly likes mychem but can t admit it for fear of damaging her music cred
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joy
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i feel a bit annoyed and antsy in a good way
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anger
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i feel more resolved and less like smoking my lungs today are obviously not very happy with me
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joy
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i always loved the blue angels and i feel so privileged and proud to be a blue angel burmeister said
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i spent a few hours listening to the thundershowers and feeling that gorgeous cool summer storm air across my ginormous pregnant self
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joy
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i or lambrusco but the quality is so much higher than a lot of those wines that i feel this is a smart buy for those who like a little sweet and a little bubbly
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joy
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i sat in my room listening to everyone outside on the beach i didn t feel inspired at all
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joy
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i say goodbye to the fam theyre all sad a crying and i feel like a heartless bitch because hey im pretty excited to be flying for the first time and you know also to spend a year in another country
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i wish that i had listened to this album back in the day because i feel like i have missed out on so many listening opportunities it is not very often you come across an album that you like the whole way through
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i feel these kinds of emotional urges i try to identify their intellectual roots so i can understand them better
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i wake up and i open up my eyes i feel an aching in my heart that s when i realize
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i feel a bit melancholy when i think about not teaching the children i don t yet have about the love of jesus or not taking them to sunday school or not having them attend vacation bible school
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i think i have a good feel for what players are feeling and i just try to help them to do one thing in life that we all want and thats believe and if you believe strong enough good things can happen washington said
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joy
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im feeling today youd think that the men had beaten me up
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i decide to look for professional help and when i find a ceramics repairment atelier that describe themselves as artisans of patrimony specialized in primitive arts and antiquities i feel relief that my damaged fish shape ashtray will finally be in safe hands
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i ended up eating lots of carbs on both days but i didn t feel as pressured to eat a bunch on the last day
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i lapped it up getting applications from each of the sachets gave me enough of feel of it to decide that i really liked the product and then this little ml tube of another rose night cream came along and again ive been lapping it up and loving it
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love
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i just feel cold and drained all the time im either hungry or tired or cold at the moment and it sort of sucks
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i am feeling a little nostalgic about it
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while cycling in the country
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fear
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i was more irritable i went from having a million and one ideas to feeling like not being bothered from feeling inspired to feeling obligated
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anger
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i am feeling so nothing that i am not even getting agitated anymore
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anger
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im clearly influenced by the dash happiness of emily dickinson for example and i use dashes instead of colons or semi colons to enhance the feelings of rushed enjambment in the sonnet
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anger
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im feeling terrified no control and now my world is shaking the curtains close and it tingles and tickles inside in my pulse
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fear
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i think he was feeling playful and lonely cuz he was the only creature in the living room
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joy
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i feel increasingly energetic and comfortable inside and out
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joy
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i feel so virtuous
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joy
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i love the smell it makes me feel invigorated and fresh and happy
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joy
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i really feel like trying to be cute every day
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joy
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i feel like i was assaulted by a titanium hedgehog
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i feel irritable as well
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anger
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i always flashback to her talking about feeling burdened appearing on a radio show alone on lee jaeryong jungeuns good morning
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im left with today is feeling anxious and sad and lonely
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fear
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i guess ive been feeling homesick for a while
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i am feeling rather low these days but it does not matter for no one cares
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i have been perspiring like crazy even in school that makes me feel so dirty and muddy
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sadness
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i can then sit seeing a random picture of colored christmas lights and feel my heart hurt from missing him so much
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i know how it feels to find someone who is irresistable and remain innocent
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joy
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i feel distracted when people think i m overreacted
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i got a little bit of help from my brother at the beginning and lots of lucks near the end of the game which might make you feel dumb at least it did that to me hahaha and at the end you have to decide nikos and the worlds fate to save niko or to save the world
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i want her to feel energetic and rested
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joy
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im feeling somewhat sleep deprived and dreading my alarm going off tomorrow morning
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i feel like i cant take it anymore i told my boyfriend and he is furious
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anger
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i feel like im waiting for her to get heartbroken all over again
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sadness
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i feel pretty rotten when i cant
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i started to feel butterflies in my stomach and my body starting to get hot
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love
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i feel so blessed that god has given me the wisdom to train them in how to help and be a part of our household
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love
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im feeling queezy and cant be bothered putting these in order so here goes
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anger
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i feel like on my ugly days or ugly phases as i call them i m not just unattractive but that i m unattractive in an odd way
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