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0 | paris je taime film made segments math segments minutes means director seven minutes tell story movie based premise can indeed tell story short amount time premise works almost segments powerful complete satisfying presents different aspect parisian experience almost every director draws forth outstanding performances cast great neargreat actorsbr br there many powerful portrayals film hard pick one two favorites probably memorable juliette binoche grieving mother segment place des victoires gena rowlands aging beauty quartier latin catalina sandino moreno maid segment loin du me margo martindale colorado mail carrier learned speak french visit paris me arrondissement segment br br special mention must given gulliver hecq probably meanest little boy ever harass american tourist parisian metro station segment tuileriesbr br this outstanding movie wife decided rent months catch subtle points surely missed however paris photographed beautifully would suggest try see large screen case miss it |
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0 | susan sarandon is lack better word incredible opinion and yes understand everyone agree here one greatest actresses ever least oscars credit mean amazing performance lorenzos oil but think every performance amazing gave emma thompsonwhat about time got oscar shed industry years think anyone deserved more especially performance brilliant portrayal sister helen prejean again artificiality hollywood need oscar people know good anywaybr br this film carries deep thoughtprovocing messages needless say taken lightly tim robbins course cant escape credit here would think that person feelings death penalty portrayals made movie accurate however sides deathpenalty debate given even weight one side see interesting side matthew human side makes witnessing death rather heartwrenching time see way savaged victims constant torment understandably griefstricken parents one word tim bravobr br a brilliant movie and like said welldeserved long awaited oscar susan |
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1 | seriously cant stand waking living shitty life anymorei guess people would call schizophrenia thats bad yeah ive isolated geographically relationally point literally see anyone outside immediate family extreme perverted selfhatred myself every single aspect hate it body mind disgusting fucking skin bothers me wanna peel fucking skin experience couple moments outside flesh couple people care messaged today literally person replied supposed best friend straight told drugs even said anything problem literally idea going on says im dope take care two people one disability enough failed also useless piece shit comes them like still fucking hurts wish programs redflag assistance want sloppy everyone see body get freaked out im tired pretending better really cant ive plenty chances ive failed every single time wish attention really do life one big fucking cringe people want nothing me it blame them fantasize quickly bullet would end noise constant battle within head finally even realize dead honestly people always going see junked loser would rather high deal people talking shit |
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1 | disappointment many people life shit shit always be eventually depression win forever tired pain time living hate filled world every second every day want cry one safe turn matter |
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1 | another country right at grandmas everyone mean two three cousins currently mean ignore call names reason feel bad every year leave grandma like me depressed feel bad tell this bad reactions past miss mom things hide her too found getting apartment and subsequently let street want soil mood disorder fucking ruined life last night got super emotional cried with breaks hours cousin walked me practically begging answer could say anything feel like cares hes nice go back us crying right now cousin room even fucking care hes phone never felt useless love planning things much look forward to real interests writing excited get book book super realistic character lost motivation now really want rent apartment adult live life company want four kids luxuries prayed for cannot stop crying |
1 | living hardi cant anymore feel like shit everyday everytime want die always think it |
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0 | superb film draws variety talented actors musicians top form levant crosby martin rathbone manone completely home story apparently supplied billy wilder one would love know much it exceptionally clever variation sterile masterfertile servant tale nearly allegory entertainment industry run driedup numskulls made vibrant world art play exploited underclass nobodies nonwasps looking last six decades music tv film us hard see underlying insights film prophetic |
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0 | interesting exploration tourettes react people lives wellfilmed views bleak northern winter landscape theres nothing pretty film stays viewer |
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1 | saved fathers life least x recently found hes diabetic forced hospital help find sugar helping today try make sure little possible anymore yelled listening fitting instead calls dick head replied stubborn asshole thus squares starts pushing wanted fight would problem major surgery stomach basically held together tape room cannot calm meds looking like way hell told better never need help even health cut ties find floor it stubborn ass put situation mine sure want anymore one hand deal miserable father dropped high school years ago verge death hes trying push death |
1 | feeling worthlessill always weird tranny woman know am im loveless relationship boyfriend financial security finish school im old af high lows much handle days im afraid starting ive burned many people including family trauma runs deep body forever fucked stretch marks used fat lost lbs also im fucking tall kill now even finish school become hair stylist self doubt forever prevent succeeding xanny alcohol things make anything tolerable fuck literally everything desperately hope spirit lives im ready move on |
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0 | used movie college ethics courses years also woody allens crimes misdemeanorsanother terrific multileveled ethical study br br its fiction focus much unrealistic features strangers fictional films obviously false many levels love film gallows comedy tautly told many ironic twists visual pleasureseven unbelievable story told well even think criticizing plausibility although must confess tennis match seems weakest part metoo much hollywood fluff enough real tennis competitionbr br some problems presented film hold promise realistic moral education ethical discussionbr br ethical passivity weaknesses guy character intended hitchcock primary ethical insight film danger inability articulate ones moral positions guy unable effectively block brunos crazy proposals start interesting question guy behave passively ineffectively possible answer depression intense complicated divorce process br br miscommunication guy commits another failure start train get away quickly agrees brunos ideas good guys literal meaning opposite inflected sarcastic meaning bruno takes literal meaning agreement crisscross murders guy takes sarcastic meaning escape murder agreement extent near beginning bruno may partially pretending agreement struck draw guy web complicity bruno manipulating guy guys linguistic ambiguity train gives bruno chance put ethical stranglehold guy bruno manipulating guy may also take meanings br br secrecy speculated sexual relationship guy bruno seems first ridiculous especially since guy appears obviously heterosexual relationships miriam anne however remember guy also ineffective women guy appears stereotypicallyits remember effeminate especially relationship bruno guy strong athlete weak inside bruno also conflicted playing against himself appearing facially physically strong first displaying effeminate traits brunos fashion footwork gushing emotionally guy different situations receiving manicure doting mother bruno kissing desperately fondling mothers hand subtle gay stereotypes hold cryptic meaning hitchcocks point view wish could hear hitchcock clarify intended meanings herebr br dishonesty distrust guy makes colossal blunders hiding truths bruno family police guy fails fully comprehend admitting fault quickly may better coverup delay confession guy driven passivity insecurity fearand perhaps selfhate closer brunos selfloathing care see admit guy bruno act parables impotencebr br lack evidence guy feels problem mustering evidence acquit himself quickly going police would solve huge problem guy traps doubts insecurities absence desired alibis inability alcoholic professor testify guys behalf obsessive need appear politically pristine personality factors cause guy feel defenseless dysfunctional brunojust dangerous yet one could partially blame guy miriams murderbr br disease mental disorder interesting question legally responsible bruno murders ethically incompetent bruno sick sociopath guilty guy may someone healthy failed stand morally act prevent crimes guys failure like man fails call police sick friend threatens suicide death ensues one could argue one crime committed guy emotionally hobbled accomplicebr br these many features film make strangers train gem morality play diamond philosophical cinematic reflections |
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1 | give upi fucking givr eeup dpnt care anymore ive gtting wasted tking drugs rying del shit long dont care anymore im sick it cant fake anymore everyone know happy upbeat fucking positive hot popular me cant anymore cant fucking keep carrying on ive put new scars tonight cant keep it want end hold brother nqd mom cant keep im fucking tired happens time especailly im drunk want shove kinfe throat im done im fucking tired idont know anymore pleqse help |
1 | jfc im terrible personi openly try make friends hate me try piss off try make get annoyed me try make seem like im undermining much more want hate me get arguments disagreements much possible whenever subject happy wholesome try bring back down im tired feel bad them people damn near consider family god want hate me want punish making everyone hate me want see terrible person am try push away try make look different light want aware dangerous am like wild animal caged in think deserve it deserve mistreatment deserve hatred want die knowing one would miss me theyd hate much even care died dont want miss see die amazing person friend neither those want hate much wouldnt care suddenly passed away want die hated want die alone want die thinking shit didnt deserve life first place shouldve never born dont want cause pain im tired nowadays im happy want forgotten death seems like good option ill die wont worry anymore friends wont worry arguments supposed hatred towards them dont hate them wont think next victim be theyll better without me |
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1 | hopes up crushed epicallyive suffering depression long remember stopped taking meds two months ago make feel keep mind good place begin with already inches swallowing bottles pills have weeks ago encouraged apply promotion work interviewed really well according interviewer asked later on even acting supervisor days supervisors available told supervisors sure means got it get work today check email find complete utter denial explanation nobody else applied position tonight taking pills ive saved up im worthless im worthless deserve live nobody severe ptsd raped military twice got months later given hiv yr old male btw want keep living maybe ill swallow pills maybe ill jump front train maybe ill even bleed out ten years left live anyways nobody would care |
0 | told discord server made something minecraft decided toxic ill tell everyone rteenagers built first good villager trading hall minecraft |
0 | guys hug pillow pretending someone love time want know im one |
0 | thanks one year ive couple months months great thank you |
0 | help me ive writers block one thing years ive really wanted write story years thing holding back cant figure kind character antagonist is backstory want want it someone could please help me driving insane years |
1 | depressionnot really cry help thoughts depression m depression like ego death everytime get depressed goal life cant set goals depressed way around forced something somebody else friend family ect feel like cant let down relationships myself like matter probably recently started viewing lookism blackpill narrowed value humans biological sexual attraction cant value humans objective means dosent exist sometimes get monster self hate nihilism creeps whole time function normally forced alone care due numbness project bad intentions people around me depression ego death order emotions anything need ego construct connects expirieences personhood feel like person thus ego depression manifestation ego cant fully expressed society feel like matter thats expirience ego rarely trough meditation got moments egolessness pure awerness bliss earth need realize brain job feed information tries construct picture expect outside world feed brain bs worthless brain starts depression way save energy disociate experience depressed move all almost like winter sleep animals also numbness lack comunication sign major dissociation world interact world everything person bad every minor major depressive episode integrated new behaviors either changed belifs behaviors towards something think depression litteraly dying another person new one born obsessive thoughts make sense consciously processing new form yourself body dosent want die really trying kill want something yourself existance whole hate person call yourself ego death best way escape change thinking easier said done try medditation make anything less relevat beautiful time every major problem matter would see trickery brain person reality awerenss body mind thing call ourselves |
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1 | everythings pushing thisi trying really hard this why really know everything driving force ive lost motivation everything weak mask like im ok draining me ive tried medications depression anxiety help feel trapped also pretend believe something anymore im sure exhibit bpd traits hard make friends shy introverted family issues drains me ive way ever since im trying distract myselfbut much |
1 | im big disappointment im asian parents want get good grades two grades dropped complete garbage due bullshit supposed get ap gov teacher assigned group project group evaluation someone decided work dropped grade entire group failing grade dropped overall grade points b disappointed parents cant anything get points back bio grade dropped well turnitins shitty plagiarism report working group online test even though supposed to someone needed help needed help already done someone asked answer question asked copy answer word word sure enough copied answer word word lost points turned test first looking test teacher absolutely hates plagiarism subject im actually good at math going great either pretty bad first two tests one test guaranteed get good grade three four days lock down absent day test then go two day field trip ended day lock started now teacher let take test would unfair testing environment leaving shit grade math too top this literally nothing else going me brother got accepted good school lot friends succeeding there im shit public high school friends parents expecting successful brother point near impossible im athletic talli often mistaken fifth grader im ninth grade little extracurricular activities even good personality back failures want die point even courage that |
1 | want existence end alreadyim tired suffering everyday sickening world even way end would successful |
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1 | bother anymorei really know do know ill ever see happiness ever again cant stop looking self useless awful human being doubts anybody would miss me ive dealt bipolar disorder ever seems get worse worse manic episodes make go insane cant slow im angry everything im depressed struggle even get bit happiness continously try improve make feel better tried lose weight start workout routine soon depression came back went right back habits binge eating drugs know take life granted know could happy everything seems grim im starting lose hope someday ill probably drug addiction everything looks like shit everything used love tried get medicated everybody im either just autistic which im not normal teen although see classmates getting angry nothing scared inanimate objects talking them |
1 | going jump bridge tomorrow morningi tired join us navy last year failed got sent home basic training family hates torments everyday call disgrace say year old living home parents cant get job anywhere cant even get interview mcdonalds walmart people call lazy job trying get one friends hang stuff with life consists sitting computer day playing games talking people online desperate attempt form human interaction car drivers licence going community college studying computer science but looking least three years get associates longer anyone else want transfer university know fact money that even did stupid horrible math means take extra math courses hence talking longer everyone else get degree girl love loves someone else texts shes hard time wants fix it going tomorrow walk around city try find high enough point like building bridge jump land grass water want land cement rocks posted months ago get lot replys post go buried ended talking everyday like torture wanted leave record even though one knows here |
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0 | absolutely loved movie great realistic looking combat footage one thing touching genuine story also calm understated manner lead character franta makes likable human relationships story seemed typical possible could expect war time bond franta carel shows loyalty wartime comrades often described books interviews veterans subtitles detract story actually serve underline problems czech pilots raf postwar storyline great reminder many suffering ww end especially russian occupied countries cinematography also good wish could seen big screen |
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0 | suck replying people much like said cant come say feel like might well say nothing bc dont wanna wrong thing |
1 | broke foot many downfallsbroke foot evening incredible pain refuse take pain pills former addiction crutches weeks riding bike out general moving around fucking house out friend fight last weekover poor attempt date still mostly avoiding me could hit character limit long lasting medical issues have job utterly shut trying company instead telling focus smaller stuff promptly shut smaller stuff ideas word document computer called reasons live talks life around us case mom becoming really hard look keep going |
1 | know doi mean know do obviously im posting says something currently years ago life going great getting ready graduate high school id accepted one best colleges program exactly wanted loving whole family supporting parents saved enough scholarships id received could completely pay college now nothing changed im exactly be im years academic record noteworthy laudable financially im great place getting industry internships im track great success except im probably going kill day now somehow past years entire life became lifeless nothing changed surface everything tainted tinted grey like opening scenes wizard oz find joy anything anymore get sad either sometimes feel like crying screaming cant sometimes seems like everything sort goes back normal little while like im super busy something always comes back ive trying keep busy possible im wearing out end sleeping much wallowing it scare sometimes too know everyone invasive thoughts random things would never do mine really freak out sometimes ill find planing elaborate redflag schemes methods notes such nothing written down sometimes random self harm like stabbing again know im much pussy actually anything thats worst sometimes find looking around people around me thinking many people could kill police showed up would happen stabbed person best place put bomb would be makes sick stomach want kill it especially know could it nothing file would disqualify buying gun enough technical knowledge build bomb knifes pretty much everywhere wish id get run cement truck want tell anyone id probably put psych ward chance kill really goes window want put family that sister got trying kill herself actual reason severe physical pain months doped knows barely distinguishable heroin pain meds on think parents could take that within last months ive feeling way years trigger trauma went through rhyme reason im like this guess im fucked up im going anything tonight guess want help since im here |
1 | self hatred redflagi feel like minds equilibrium feel less suicidal mind put intense amount pain make suicidal good works ways also means never get better right im filled intense self hatred im ugly fuck good people broken refused date theyve found unattractive im useless theres single thing matters right friends family would prefer killed myself told several times im waste space im suicidal long stopped trying im much coward kill myself want rip arms off want cut theres nothing left bone im mentally stable im emotionally stable know bother im living particular reason need die kill myself know do |
1 | failing college know do long post yo repeat exams im sure failed them second time im sure get college majority friends gt people left city countries parents live km away anyone give good reason end now friend left im tired time im fucking failing every aspect life exercise eat properly try get early nights cant ever feel happy social life one talk to future college air feel like im stuck mud everyones passing by apologies upset anyone |
0 | would say first quality romanticcomedy ever seen depth although knew beginning going end together still longing anticipation thought maybe get together indie film all movie well written directed acted dancing side road scene magnificent |
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0 | massive achievement today found bathroom school clogged significant piss pools |
0 | movie fascinating example luis bunuels storytelling abilities comedy comedy social drama social drama even though think particularly funny made laugh also despite fact never take bunuel seriously movie made think religion importance peoples lives bunuel tells story catholic priest devoted faith like one else viewer witness happens priests undying commitment serve others put test usual bunuels target catholicism think tried mock church often does least take film mockery institution think trying make interesting point religion could nuisance todays modern society faith bad people always mange bastardize concept message aside think one bunuels clever works francisco rabal superb priest definitely one filmmakers best movies |
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1 | got bed prepare redflagi took shower shaved legs drinking coffee ill miss coffee cigarettes damn im trying clean apartment someone finds fucking mess im thinking goodbye video instead letter im scared mom blame someone want try stop that im scared scared die also scared survive started thinking afterlife know dumb im scared exists thought reincarnation too scares hell im crying reason dont feel relieved yet im aware im loser giving up im scared pipe im planing tie noose break fuck im terrified cant this im lost im already dead ending body functions now |
1 | going end allits over christmas good day it ive run ways cope |
0 | got report card grades flunked so normally im good student high grades last year lowest grade ever b however last year teacher bitch know probably respectful since hes helping learn didnt gave detention pointless reasons constantly picked reading answering questions front room much could even though knows horrible case stage fright the principal told teacher let independant work often group work care worst thing is let get beaten up yard patrol time lunch got picked every day one time early january group kids throwing big chunks ice mainly targeting facehead teacher saw instead coming break since knew defend kids stronger me walked away smiling got concussion teeth damaged im lucky need braces away weeks injuries grades year as cs dissapointed im online school year im often confused were problems focusing im really anxious good thing online teacher really nice helps catch up cant change grades best mark b lowest c feel ashamed disgusted myself heard got fired know care long leaves alone thanks listening little rant wanted get system |
0 | almost old realized changed user flair likely last year teen turn months |
1 | theres nothing else do ill likely dead augusti cant move dads disgusting home cant afford school anymore cant even get fast food job one wants hire me cant anything fuck everything hate hate society im fucking loser |
1 | need advice im afraid boyfriend might hurt himself due serious fight currently speakingto make long story short boyfriend year long series incredibly bad luck relationship also suffered serious blows due serious mistakes others due anger got huge fight throughout course day culminated explosion anger left house mentioned feeling suicidal first time today stayed long could make sure okay forced leave half hour ago called couple mutual friends asked talk make sure hes okay without letting know behalf hes furious me things could ensure safety im sure serious talk redflag was today would considered real risk intrusion outside forces authority figurse kind would likely anger upset further would go back house willing sacrifice well being selfish might sound thinking clearly know do |
1 | trigger warning read feeling lowi feel like ending things nothing right last year me got jailed lost job loosing loved ones sad used look happiness elsewhere sounds late make changes life now tried medication tried meditation still feel worthless unwanted happiness ever got helping others need help someone listen to do would do |
1 | idk title bei lead theoretically pretty good life happily married great job loving family ive unbearably depressed since preteen feel like depressed default state rather neutral ive thoughts hundreds times tonight first time actually see cant talk anyone it never able talk anything real person |
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1 | dead chickens seem like metaphor lifeim religious anything like that feel like im cursed anything touch turns shit woke morning chickens lying dead yard one beheaded seems like metaphor everything really think it nurture something care it try best know giant bloody fucking mess started gradually shit piling im sure much longer im going handle it im sick trying putting effort everything stay get even worse like spent months saving last year nice little pile cash start new life reasons control lost job housemate time fucked money thats small blip too tempted od one thought keep trying harder try shitter things get losing job started snowing lost place boyfriend pets im living back dad presents problems much choice last lived early teens pretty abusive drunk day still host mental health problems know do know change things cant get work im sure cant despite best efforts i get knocked back every interview get know do people namely ex seem think matter attending psychologist appointments which ive done past whole shebang feeling better improve everything else feels like universe even though know sounds stupid mean even start get healthier less suicidal like everything going fall back place much random shit constantly goes wrong ever believe could true last week chickens died randomly laptop broke library internet fucked whole host family drama bore even with list goes on know people vastly different lives make sense me brothers girlfriends welfare long nice place nice things live suitcase extremely mentally unstable fathers house know sounds like jealousy know kid tantrum want things get better once improve without break it |
0 | wow really liked movie william h macy great quiet hitman alexbr br all performances really good plot interesting entertainingbr br alex married hitman like fatherwith little son going middle age crisis wants quit family business goes psychiatrist help place meets young free spirit sarah falls love to one day alex know gets job kill person knows br br i recommend watch like mature interesting moviesbr br stars good |
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1 | main reason continuing live anymoreive struggling self harm im point im addicted it people always say addictions stay forever always fight dont want live rest life dealing burden self harm addictions frowned upon want live judgement family people dad drug addict issues always vowed nothing like him last night realized im exactly like awful father addictions im addicted self harm dont want associated addictions drugs people think differently whole life ive always wanted kids grow main reason staying alive could kids im awful like dad kids deserve mom ive always close mom drug talks made obvious fronds upon thought self harm addiction mom thinks im screw up nothing wrong great mom reason im screw purely fault family deserve burden like that crying thought go this im selfish thinking me shows im thinking myself genuinely think deserve deserve self harm genuinely understand anyone cares anymore going die eventually kill im inevitable think might take pills soon deserve deserve pain self harm |
1 | death sounds goodi lot happened past years worst watching year old boy get half crushed car lay dying stared directly eyes kept saying help couldnt anything watched life drain rulers length away ever since something changed feel like could kill pretty easily also feel could kill others contemplated decapitating family members every day past years cried happy even got angry inevitably kill one day im pretty sure im psychopath haha seriousness life boring looking forward level c |
1 | ive numb longi forgot good pain feels |
0 | small rant ok im extremely annoyedpissed grandma went stairs pretty quickly got bottom slipped fell instead nice asking ok instead goes dont slip mopped floors already fell told fell she says well shouldnt went flying stairs like that without hint care kicker is didnt know mopped fucking floor |
1 | im going kms tonightand im afraid send redflag note im terribly sorry ive hurt hurt again hope find happiness deserve love much im sorry keep fucking cant better youve always deserved could give ive never understood cared |
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0 | anyone really good editor need someones help photoshoping one freinds face looks like princess |
1 | week going helli hellweek work school coming up theres nothing get it triggered depressivesuicidal episode me im trying distract lighthearted tv gaming cant wish rope could hang myself also wish razors could cut myself want die badly cant stop crying |
1 | im okay starting careim just really even want talk want straight kill ive tried made everyone miserable obviously failed even see point things anymore nothing gives joy hope like life one long day nothing ever changes im point want break things hurt just uh even know cant get im feeling words pointless try |
0 | love brother drinks icu like fifth time great fun long icu replaced grave point |
1 | want kill spitejust make family friends angry upset care temporary want suffer ive already written redflag note |
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0 | taking sibling mental hospital help ive posting multiple subreddits looking help sister f multiple mental illnesses like bipolar idk one depression odd spoke recently feeling suicidal expressed wanting admitted mental hospital feel safe herself cant much supervise her left home alone week due parents town work i f able drive around go this advice appreciated |
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0 | ththth grade boys video games work place hangout teenagers long ive worked or attendee theres strange obsession video games middle school boys fight theres things go rock paper scissors shoot doesnt work one gets it like near throwing punches games shorten attention span really dont get it someone please explain |
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1 | recently getting suicidal thoughts lately getting depressed matter much try think brightly situation jus cannot shake thought wanting die really want share past abused dad got bullied school looks middle school moms relationship started degrade point really care affect commit suicide due playing games try get rid thought ig suppresed feeling think want future cannot think want matter hard try people closest friends parents siblings tell it worth it whenever hear feel guilt whenever think idea suicide feel calmpls help really know |
0 | film notable shown much is shown incredible poverty sicily th century gave way th life style made people dream new world america mancuso family live place even hamlet stone cottage set amid harsh unyielding stones country cannot offer even single blade green grass opening sequence sees mancuso males scrambling barefoot craggy hillside stones mouth offer shrine top exchange sign set new world remain are shows life aboard liner huddled masses indeed yearning breathe free conditions ellis island where journey still over interrogated examined prove fitness enter america shown ship longshot indeed shot would identify large oceangoing liner also shown anything would identify america clich view new york harbour statue liberty ellis island could anywhere country perhaps remarkable shot one camera crane looking hundreds people jammed together slowly almost imperceptibly two thirds people screen left begin separate third screen right realize left actually aboard ship right dock powerful statement society fragmented theres strong documentary feel throughout though following actual ship full immigrants even though carefully scripted clearly amalgam typical familiesconditions time almost nothing happening dramatic terms popcorn brigade multiplex rest us fine film indeed |
1 | soul tiredim going hurt myself im definitely deep depression idk do marriage dying dont like job lost identity person kids nobody talk causing bottle everything weighing down now plans hurting couldnt bear think loved ones im leaving behind wish rest good theres light end tunnel ive worked way hard life looks good paper leaves many voids know redflag watch im much heartache pain every day feel like im walking cinderblock shoes exist withering away every day ill take advice get needed place could anonymously get weight chest youre reading this thank you |
1 | life turned way want to im person want be none changed feel hopeless suicidal thoughts getting worse though im dangerim going try break sub sections little bit help structure bit ramble tends happen mental health bipolar ii disorder sure know is not form bipolar disorder suffer primarily depression high full blown mania lower manias called hypomania still up normal lose control lose touch reality serious problems typical bipolar ii disorder different doctor might diagnosis ocd gad panic disorder top say bad way believe firm boundaries mental illnesses think kind bleed one another psychiatrist treats symptomatically instead making conform bipolar disorder supposed do though huge problems evident another mental illness suffer really obsessive intrusive thoughts girl dominating life bringing down heartbreak so im still trying get something mentioned above ive pretty much reached standstill ive long time met girl late august pretty quickly became good friends big part life best friends feeling mutual told best friend friendship meant lot me like a lot love her means one incredible beautiful people ever met mental health started find really hard cope feelings think time right tell felt knew dating hooking someone would start panic attacks saw ex around never even met knew was blue would get panic attacks thinking guys kind haunted memory told one friends gotten laid first time while panic attacks still come along sometimes well panic attacks things related her started get depressed someone worked kind came sent text conversation flat told kind seeing someone want boyfriend eventually mental health continued decrease eventually december tell her point things gotten pretty bad told keep anymore something feel way and even though told want affect friendship id get it said course still friends pretty much stopped talking me get that invite birthday party month later mental health gotten worse month couple weeks told her went see psychiatrist told something right good mental health situational well things right told panic attacks things less refused treat said want change medication retiring soon gave valium prescription without adequate assessment substance abuse present past hitting bottle pretty hard putting valium top trying feel better im ambivalent really stupid me control ill though december january feel real me week birthday seriously considered ending life moving forward plans so less building it knew going it sure waiting for maybe waiting see things got better wait birthday idk birthday party ended getting drunk sure much drank know mg valium blacked out evening kind spotty certain point tell upset way left things remember friend know driving home broke hysterics crying told going hurt something remember remember crying hard anyways next morning people checked me sternly came clean bad things almost ended life another friends forced go hospital couple days discharged hospital texted tell discharged right thing making go told uncomfortable told felt needed time weve talked since then like couple times mostly liking others stuff instagram times weve texted talked bit really casual stuff weve never hung since relationships general never romantic relationship never kissed im virgin things usually bug me loathe guys obsessed sex view women sex objects and afraid thinks may viewed her sometimes things like make guilt shame things flare up makes feel like something wrong me and ive always put way much emphasis relationships girls girl played huge part life fell love fast hard thought overcome tendency therapy long time top finally getting diagnosis taking mood stabilizers guess not i moved on moved on able to continue feel guilty happened do often wonder message guy drove home apologize ive talked apologized said ok fault sick also yearn back friend still hope end together day hope weak word literally pray do interim also pray become best friends soon strength able handle romantic relationship mean time strength feel destroyed dates someone else prayers pray us end dating within like year friendship incredibly special miss that miss lot would enough live life focussing present makes sense another friend told cant friends someone want intimate with want friend again really really do want friendship again separate desires relationship her ive never felt someone understood cared like did also exact sense humor taste music really kilter obscure music really big part lives literally closest ive ever come real relationship emotional intimacy really powerful felt like was finally thought found someone cared much cared them i hate life wish entirely different person would love im resentful get feel way feel like really week pathetic human being deep down really deep down feelings feel like part me struggled feelings emptiness incompleteness shame girlfriend past trivial juvenile sounds coped well expecting meet someone like fall hard did kind happened people tell need decide move get better cant literally feels like lying makes worse seriously like im saying moment feels bad like crashed hard lying extended periods time going move on etc etc etc cant plays monumental part life too big let go of thought losing catastrophic id rather die lose her part reason feel suicidal starting realize might happen my user name birthday coming up hard friends it last year good crew friends something birthday year didnt years well really hard spend birthday without friends year knowing part reason make room people life kind pushed people away crazy depressed person bearing reached people wake probably expected much them conclusion fucking mess life good psychiatric care but im getting better comes feelings girl symptoms bipolar disorder convinced medication going ever change this therapy well ive therapy adult life things changed think suicide daily mean now mean long time think thought even happened probably fleeting really remember sure inconsequential me suicidal thoughts around least since suicide crisis january never went away managed better like said think always definitely periods past know thoughts mind new then gotten lot intense past couple days no think danger think safe |
1 | yohi really dark moment atm aspergers syndrome affect social skills trying improve time never enough one day im probably going die alone whats point continuing parents help either want go back home home makes worse isolated know whats going me never understand one understands remember reading article redflag rates autistic people higher heh understand fact now |
1 | empty voidone afraid life death words never spoke truth im year old male living california currently ive depression ocd now taken life top im put simply shitty person im unemployed living parents house hope going anywhere failed navy let everyone including down take voices head felt weak wanting out dropped college cause id rather get fucked anything all ive plenty jobs ive either fired fucked somehow im pretty sure sort chest problem cant even sleep left side without chest hurting feeling heart pound lost recent friends awful them friends im burden family try productive want drink sleep went rehab drug addiction see getting better know im hoping writing ill feel even minute tranquility thank reading |
1 | trying figure least painful wayman ive sexually abused lost little sister experienced heavy domestic violence ive wanted kill ever since young decent relationship either parent think noose would feel good would loud overdose would hurt bad gun figured best option |
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