It’s no secret our world is hurting fierce. Violence, oppression, pain, loss, suffering. I don’t think a day passes without a new headline. A new blow. My heart and soul constantly aches for change. But I don’t think we’ll get there until we talk about the elephant in the room. It’s a big one so brace yourselves.

America is racist.

Now before you get your panties in a twist and tell me to calm down or that you don’t see color or start listing off all your black friends, just take a few deep breaths. I didn’t say this conversation would be comfortable. It will make you squirm. It might make you angry or sad or frustrated, but change never happened in a comfort zone. Comfort zones create stillness. They keep us silent. I think it’s time we finally started talking though.

The racism I’m talking about isn’t overt, it’s subtle. It isn’t the KKK burning crosses or someone using a derogatory term. I’m talking about institutional racism. The one hidden behind our veil of whiteness. The racism of all around nice people who are not consciously or intentionally racist, but who ignore the systems that perpetuate inequality. Why don’t we see it or call it what it is? Because it isn’t a problem for us. Those of us with privilege don’t live the struggles of oppressed populations. We just don’t.

Let’s talk about why.

According to the Center for American Progress:

  • Black youth are 3 times more likely to be suspended or expelled from school than white students.
  • Despite being only 13% of the population, 40% of those incarcerated are black.
  • Black people are 2.5 times more likely to be arrested than whites.
  • Black males receive longer sentences than their white peers for similar crimes (nearly 20% longer).
  • 1 in 13 black Americans are disenfranchised.

It doesn’t stop there. Black Americans are also more likely to be shot and killed by police officers. But wait you say, statistics show more white people have been shot by police this year. Yes, the numbers reflect this, but comparing the number of blacks vs. whites killed by police is simply ignorant unless you first adjust for population. Let’s not forget black Americans only comprise 13% of the total population.

I could go on forever. Poverty, education disparities, wage gaps, white flight, so many complicated and deep rooted issues plague the black community and make it harder for them to gain access to the same opportunities. Our nation shouts about progress made. About the Civil Rights movement being over and everyone being treated equally, but this just simply is not true. If anything shines light on this reality, it’s most certainly the state of our justice system.


When we unpack the data and revisit history, we can see the desperation behind the #blacklivesmatter movement. The movement exists because the black population has been marginalized throughout our country’s history and because white lives have continued to matter more. You know that elephant in the room? That unintentional racism I mentioned? Ignoring this movement, shrugging your shoulders, shouting that all lives should matter instead, that’s ignoring the problem exists. Ignoring race is an issue.

The thing is no one started saying “all lives matter” until black lives were asked to matter too. All lives matter is a knee jerk reaction to black lives matter. A reaction created out of discomfort. A reaction that reminds us of our whiteness and challenges our notion that race isn’t an issue in this nation. It really is the epitome of white privilege to be able to ignore race. It’s easy to ignore race when your race doesn’t follow you everywhere you go. Black people don’t have the luxury of being colorblind. They live in a world that constantly reminds them of their blackness and I wish more than anything our culture would start to acknowledge this truth.

The problem is America has become empathy deficient.

We fail to genuinely try to understand someone’s journey, pain, or circumstance. We jump to conclusions and assume someone is lazy, entitled, or completely to blame for any struggle they may endure. When did we start to diminish the human experience? No one is perfect. We all fall and stumble and sin. We all experience loss and heartache and despair. It’s easy for us to sympathize, but empathizing requires much more work. It requires releasing all bias, and truly madly deeply walking alongside someone in their journey. It requires stepping in their shoes. Stepping into their pain or history or experience and feeling what they might feel. Seeing what they see. Walking in their truth.

So where does this leave us? I’m not really sure. The thing is progress won’t be made until we as a nation first admit racism exists. I used to work as a domestic violence counselor and I had to reveal this truth to my clients on a daily basis. The first step to change is taking ownership of your part in the problem. An abuser’s behavior won’t change until they first admit that what they are doing is wrong. Sadly, most abusers fail to take this crucial first step. They fail to take responsibility. They aren’t willing to change because they don’t see their behavior as wrong to begin with. And no matter how desperate the plea for justice and peace might be, I just don’t think America is ready to admit that they are wrong.

We don’t want to face the elephant in the room.

About the author: I’m Alexis, perpetually tired mama to my fuego babes by day and LCSW/doula-in-training by night. I survive on all the sarcasm and caffeine and ramble about motherhood, life and social justice over at Mrs. Mombie. That’s mom + zombie cause negative sleep y’all. The hubs delusionally believes more babies are in our future, but my body is wrecked and I can’t for the life of me do enough kegels to repair the damage. You can find more of my nonsense on Instagram, Twitter, and Pinterest.

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  1. And this is why I love you – so honest… I hope people will really think about what you’re saying because only when it’s acknowledged can anything change.

  2. It feels like such an overwhelmingly uphill battle. Im truly scared for my children to grow up in a world like this…

    • You are so right Stacy. I sometimes feel like I’m in a hamster wheel having the same conversation over and over again. It’s exhausting. And I’m white. I can’t imagine the exhaustion people of color feel. Thank you for reading. I’m clinging to hope for our future and refuse to stay silent. I will keep preaching the same message and take another spin in my hamster wheel until someone decides to let us walk in an effing straight line.

  3. The change has to start with your neighborhoods. Your thoughts are valid however you have to start with values and character not blaming others. Start with families. Intact families are better for children. Then education has to be a top priority. Condemn behaviors that lead to more poverty. Drugs have to be condemned. Dad’s leaving their families has to be condemned. This is true of all races not just African Americans. Start in your churches or community organizations and expound the values Martin Luther King Jr. Spoke about years ago.

    • Yes, there is plenty of work to be done combatting poverty, education, etc., but the point is change anywhere else won’t be successful until the root of those issues is first acknowledged.

  4. I think this article would be more effective if you addressed the other elephant in the room, which is despite being 13% of the population, African Americans commit 52.5% of the homicides in the US. The incarceration rate seems like a symptom of that problem.

  5. This was so well written. My favorite line “The thing is no one started saying “all lives matter” until black lives were asked to matter too.” Every time someone starts slinging the #AllLivesMatter tag, I struggle to find the words to explain what is wrong with it.

    • The real elephant in the room is that this statement “America is racist” is a gross and misleading over-generalization.

      America – the United States – is over 300 million people, of many different views. “America” has no views, position or ideology, and to broad-brush the whole country this way is grossly wrong. and the situation of some blacks – of privilege – and other blacks, of poverty, barriers due to poor opportunities, etc. is not ALL the same. SOME blacks and SOME whites – both – are subject to unfair treatment in society for various reasons.
      If African Americans are incarcerated at higher rates, it’s not just a matter of bias. It’s a matter of greater crime being committed, greater arrest rates, and we have to ask why. “Despite being only 13% of the population, 40% of those incarcerated are black.” Yes. In 2013, 4,863 Black Males were arrested for homicide and manslaughter. Why were more black males arrested for murder than white males? they were arrested at 6 times the rate of white males. Bias? Before you claim ‘bias’ ask the question: Is it bias that so many more men than women are arrested, charged and convicted of murder? Is there complete anti-male bias in the prisons and legal system? Are women getting away with murder wantonly and few violent criminal women are in jail, but its full of men because of anti-male sexism? Or MAYBE it is simply because these are the men who actually commited crimes and they ended up in jail. more white men are in jails than black women – biased against white men and towards black women?

      How about a more accurate theory. the prison system is biased against criminals, and most people are convicted because (duh) they committed a crime. Maybe the people in the prisons are indeed criminals who commited the crimes that they are imprisoned for. Which only leads to more questions if black males have committed over 40% of violent felonies and yet are less than 7% of total population.

      The answer is one that is a very discomforting one – as we have created this crisis by allowing the breakdown of the family. A shockingly high number of minority children, a majority, have been raised in broken homes. And if you check the statistics, you will find that those raised by single mothers and in broken homes are more likely to become juvenile delinquents, do poorer in school, and end up in prison.

      Our complex social problems will never get solved if we fall back on the lying generalization that it’s all about ‘racism’. Acknowledging that may be a problem, but don’t use it a crux when there is a LOT more going on than that.

  6. I think there are absolutely some racist people in America and that we’ve got some racial issues that we need to address. But you’re right on empathy – we need to truly care about each other more. Thanks for posting!

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