If you need emergency assistance in the United States, call Suicide Prevention at (800) 273-8255 or the Veterans Crisis Line at (855) 238-5745. Otherwise call 911 or your local emergency number.

For my personal views dealing with suicide which I have called SE (Self Execution) please read and share my book if you believe it can help others. Download The Survivor's Guide to Self Execution right now!


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My internal pain causes my tears to fall like rain from what once a fulfilling life.
Now whats left for me is pain and agony and a world that's full of strife.


Death's Sweet Kiss

Death’s Sweet Kiss

The darkness is coming as light slips away.

I grow nearer to death on every day.

I have no fear of this imminent end.

The Dam

The Dam

All I have left is your celluloid.

Now that you’ve gone my heart stands void.

The Crimson Edge

The Crimson Edge

I’ve got a straight razor and drawn a hot bath.

Do I take the slices or face my path?

Should I rest in warm water of crimson red,


Is there a way to be truly set free
and not exist in a life of Recovery?
Do we ever get over life's pain?
The loss of a Loved can trap your brain.


Just when you think you have life and human nature figured out.
Up pops a scenario that can fill you with doubt.


Some pay a therapist to tell them how to feel.
Some pay a psychologist or a psychiatrist to tell them what is real.


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