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Zankoku_sinner's picture

I just feel like talking...

As the title says, I am just going to ramble on like the emo young adult that I am, for the sole purpose of wanting to talk. It will be a confessional and, maybe, an update. But mostly just depressing. XD

As much as I hate to admit this, as much as I wish I could say that I'm strong and independent and I don't need anybody and I could live as a hermit... I get lonely sometimes.

Yes, it's true. It doesn't happen often-- I'm generally quite content by myself-- but when it does happen, it's painful. Draining. Sometimes I go numb and can't even think.

This is part of why I haven't been on in a few weeks. That numbness, that emptiness that I can't fill no matter what I do. That darkness that makes me so lethargic that I can't even listen to music. I simply cannot find the strength to put my headphones in my ears and turn on a song. So I sleep alone.

skellington01's picture


Okay so to keep things short and simple I'm kind of an anxious person and some of the time, the littlest things can throw me into an anxiety/panic attack, although it's kind of rare. Normally they only last a few seconds and then I'm fine and go about my day, but for some reason just a few minutes ago I got hit really hard by a really bad one and I have no idea why-I was just sitting in front of my computer and listening to the Newsies soundtrack (don't judge! :) )and it was probably the longest one I've ever had and it's still going, although it's starting to ebb a little bit and now I'm starting to get a little freaked out on top of that because I have to go to work in 15 minutes and I don't know if it'll be gone by then because it ebbs but then it kicks back in in like 20 seconds and I really don't trust myself to drive while panicking.

Mass_Convultions's picture

Kept Seeing It. So Why Not?

1) Favorite food?
All of the foods...

2) Best childhood memory?
When i went to Orlando and met "Ariel" and turned to my mom and said "Mommy, that's not Ariel"

3) Favorite animal?
...Uh? All of them?

4) Favorite color?
Uh, green?
5) Top 3 movies?
...HanuteR, Ferris Buller's Day Off, and The Breakfast Club

6) Top 5 musical artists/bands?
In no real order: MCR, Kerbera, BatAAr, BVB. Escape The Fate

7) Favorite piece of clothing that you own and why?
The shirt I got from summer camp

8) Pet peeve(s)?
Bad grammar... Just, there is a rule for using Me or I, figure it out.

9) Season/time of year you like the best?
Late March- Early April. Because here it's not too cold, and not too warm, but when May comes she fucks over and starts summer.

10) Do you need or have glasses and/or contact lenses?
Nope. In fact, when I went to get them tested the doc said my vision was above average. Jealous?

Killjoy ThrillKiller's picture

Miss-fits idea.

1) Favorite food?

2) Best childhood memory?
I don't have one.

3) Favorite animal?

4) Favorite color?

5) Top 3 movies?
The original Tron movie,water world, Indiana Jones.

6) Top 5 musical artists/bands?
MCR (obviously),Linkin Park, Greenday,Blink-182, and BVB.

7) Favorite piece of clothing that you own and why?
I don't have one.

8) Pet peeve(s)?
Bad grammar.

9) Season/time of year you like the best?

I'm supposed to have glasses but I lost them.

Rezurrected013's picture

So someone just got hit....

I was at the mall with my girlfriend, her friend, and my friend (My friend and I are crazy about MCR) We walk into a Zumiez to look around. After a while Kiss The Ring comes on and another man in the store told the cashier that "My Chemical Romance sucks". I heard this and wanted to hit the man, but my friend beat me to it. He was right by him and he backhanded the man across the face without thinking and got kicked out of the mall...what would you have done?

The Wierdo from Hell's picture

Still Alive BTW

1) Favorite food?
Fettuccine Alfredo (is that how its spelled?)
4) Favorite color?
Red and/or blue
5) Top 3 movies?
Control, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, I'm Gonna Explode
6) Top 5 musical artists/bands?
My Chemical Romance, Pencey Prep, The Smiths, Pulp, Joy Division (in no specific order)
7) Favorite piece of clothing that you own and why?
My black parade jacket which i wear everywhere even though its like 100 degrees out and yes i mean the one from the music vids
8) Pet peeve(s)? ignorant, close minded people (but really only the ones that shove their ignorance in your face you know what i mean?)
9) Season/time of year you like the best?
i need glasses but i havent had any for years since i was in elementary i think

skullrose's picture

nearly got killed with my bf

so this is what happened to me n my bf we were walkin the dog n a cow came out of nowhere started following us n we was trapped tried to walk out of the field when it had gone but it came back and was really lookin at us so as it got closer we went down a steep banking threw thorns n shit both are arms n legs are all cut up I got a thorn in my leg nearly went to hospital for that so we got to the bottom n there was a calf and more of the cows came then one started tring to walk down to us we where shittin ourselves so we went to the very bottom coz we was a lil up and my bf called his moms mate whos a farmer n the only reason he had her number was coz his cell used to be his moms so she came over looked for us for about 10 mins n she took the calf to its mom while she was doin that all the cows where still watchin us so we try to go up the other side way too slipy so we went in the river a lil n walked a lil n saw like a ladder we was soooooo happy so we went up that n there was cows r

MarianaMCR's picture

Much better

Hey :)
How has been your day? Mine is great so far. This days I'm feeing better, going out of the depression, with the help of my family and you guys, that helped me too. So thanks :)
I'm going out on vcations yay! Anyone else going out?

Danny3.O's picture

Reading and leeds

I saw this on tumblr a while back and realized how awesome it would be if when Gerard is performing at reading and leeds we hear;

You like D&D , Audrey Hepburn,
Fangoria, Harry Houdini and croquet.
You can't swim, you can't dance, and
you don't know karate. Face it, you're
never gonna make it.
I don't want to make it... I just

And then it begins,...
The MCR reunion.
I know it's a stupid dream but seriously, how awesome would it be?

Danny3.O's picture

Hello My lovely family

Hello there, everyone?
How's my family going?

It's been more than a year since I posted on this site. It's not from a lack of post-worthy information or experiences, but rather a feeling of disconnect from this band and this fan base.

I've always felt like the MCRmy is one huge family, and it is, but lately it's as if I've moved overseas for a new job - struggling to keep up relationships because you're so far away.

I listen to at least one MCR song a day, and most of the time the Greatest Hits CD is playing in my car, but everything sort of washes over me. I'm listening, but I'm not hearing, so to speak.

ChemicalJoe27's picture

Failing 101: For the Lossers

Ok, so this is going to end mid chapter, but thats because I get limeted chances to post this, like this is my first that i had both internet and my laptop. (No way in HELL im typing this on a phone word for word. Love you guys, but i wouldent do that to save my guitars. And your only .00000000000000000000001 percent away from tieing with those. Sorry, still love you, not sorry.) So HERE WE GO! ENJOY IT!

Failing 101: For the Losers

Hey, Im Mathew Porter, and this is the story of how I went from top student, to the class fail. From never breaking a rule, to sitting in the police department. From being rejected by the nerds, to loved by the preps. Most of all, from going from zero, to hero. I am Mathew Porter, Kid who went from scared of girls, to winning the prom queen. All thanks to Daren Tints. My teacher, savior, and best friend. well, something along these lines. its a little exagerated, but youll see.

Chapter One: NEW KID!

Killjoy ThrillKiller's picture

Any Killjoys Left?

Hey people anybody still on the site?

LiiChavez's picture


Pasar aproximadamente media hora en una tina con agua caliente y oliendo a chicle gracias a las burbujas que compra mi madre, escuchando música de Alice Cooper, The Cure, My Chemical Romance, Slipknot, The Killers y Enjambre (gracias a unos viejos audífonos y un extensor de cable de unos 2 metros para impedir que mi móvil se moje).

LiiChavez's picture


Bien, no se me ocurren qué palabras puedo usar, lo único que sé es que cometi un ERROR muy GRANDE... Tal vez un baño me ayude a buscar como expresar en palabras lo que siento.