What to Say

Sunday, November 25, 2018
I haven't been here in a while and I'm not sure why.  Work has been hectic and I'm tired but it's also amazing and I'm loving myself.  I need inspiration I think.  In my other spaces I have a clear mission and focus.  Here I feel untethered.  Like yes this was my identity but I'm not sure if it fits anymore.  But how does something that has been deeply entrenched in my psyche for 20 years just disappear?  Not sure but it feels like it's slipping away.



  1. I think things slip away when we don't practice them; when we don't feel connected to them. I feel like it is hard to be submissive in a bubble. I'm glad the other side of thigns seem to be going fabulously tho.

    1. That could be it but I doubt it. I've never felt disconnected from submission to this extent. I embrace all of my weirdness even when I can't directly access it in that moment. This may just be a piece that I have to left go of permanently.