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Captain Average!
03 March 2009 @ 01:19 am
Okay, the majority of this post is old news for most of you, and that's fine, but Adam, Jen and Jocelyn are talking about religion and I really don't want to be part of this.

Anyhoo, it's been a while since I posted, so here goes:

I quit smoking. It's been hell so far, but I'm dealing. Makes me a little frightened about how bad second-hand smoke really was, because it helps my nicotine cravings! Weird. I'm trying to get my brain to associate the endorphine rush of lighting a cigarette with popping a candy in my mouth. So far, it's not working.

So, why the hell would me, smokey the nerd, quit smoking? What could possibly cause me to give it up? Well, her name is Candace, and for some inexplicable reason, she likes me. And before you say "You quit for a girl! You won't last!" She tricked me, true. But she has a valid point. I don't really have a good reason to still be smoking. I run out of breath very fast, I smell horrible, I'm like kissing an ashtray apparently, my teeth get all nasty, and they're EXPENSIVE! Getting worse too. (Well, that, and she's in charge of my nookie supply, so she has a bit of sway over me).

Speaking of! I've been noticeably less freaked out as of late. Brent even pointed it out. "You're much less neurotic. Noticeably less." Yeah. There's a reason for that. :-P But a gentleman never tells.

I need to find another job. It has become very obvious to me that I will never get full time. I want it, but it'll never happen. I suppose that whole "Liking what you do" thing really is a pipe dream.

My old laptop was stolen last week. I managed to get my hands on another one, and in three months and 300 dollars later, it'll be mine. And it's an upgrade.

Yeah. I got people.

My Serenity supplies went with it. So, to the asshole who has my laptop, enjoy it cocksucker! Enjoy my roleplaying supplies too! Hope you rot in a personal hell of your own making! If I ever find you, I will kill you.

As for Candace. Well, I met her via a dating site, and before you say "Red Flag!", she's really very sweet. She's much shorter than me, and she's just adorable. She and I apparently also share a brain. It terrifies Adam, way I figure, one of me is bad enough, but a female version? Egads!

Only real drawback I can see? She lives in Chicopee. Where's Chicopee? : Points NorthWest : 2 hours that way! Yeah. It's rough. Granted, not horridly distant like Jocie and Rocky, but still far enough to suck. So, what we do is appreciate and enjoy what time we get together, because we have less of it than other couples.

There's something about this girl. Something truly special. She can keep me on the phone for hours on end. We can be sitting there, my arms around her, watching TV, doing nothing even remotely sexual, and I'm happy. For the first time in a long time, I'm happy. Call me a putz if you need to, but relationships make me happy. Having someone that means so much to me is amazing. Meaning that much to someone is incredible. Yeah, I'm gonna stop now. I'm being really corny.

So, uh... yeah... That's really about it.

So now, here's some random videos I found:



Gotta love Benny Hill


City of Heroes is on the Mac! See all the videos! Yay!