October 16th, 2004


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Last night was bad. I did some things I hadn't done in a long while and something new. (Bad things.)
But I went over to Jenine's and fortunately she was home and the advocates let me spend the night at her place.
This morning we went to the grocery store and used her voucher that she'd gotten from a church. And I was able to get my prescription renewal.
Other than that, didn't do much today. Read and cut out stuff from Moods Magazine. Slept until dinner. It was stuffed peppers and I didn't get any cake cuz it was all gone by the time I got there. :(
Got a bunch of bites too. :(
Well, not much else is new. If Meesha doesn't come down tomorrow I'll go to Knox in the morning.
*scratch scratch scratch*
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Daddy- Sylvia Plath

Bit my pretty red heart in two.
I was ten when they buried you.
At twenty I tried to die
And get back, back, back to you.
I thought even the bones would do.

But they pulled me out of the sack,
And they stuck me together with glue.
And then I knew what to do.
I made a model of you,
A man in black with a Meinkampf look

And a love of the rack and the screw.
And I said I do, I do.
So daddy, I'm finally through.
The black telephone's off at the root,
The voices just can't worm through.

If I've killed one man, I've killed two --
The vampire who said he was you
And drank my blood for a year,
Seven years, if you want to know.
Daddy, you can lie back now.

There's a stake in your fat black heart
And the villagers never liked you.
They are dancing and stamping on you.
They always knew it was you.
Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through.

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Survey thingy from determination

1) Who or what is on your computer's wallpaper?
There is none. (CAP login)

Can't do that but it'd be the cast of Roswell. :P

Douglas Adams, Monica Hughes, stuff published by White Wolf

4. And what about CDs?
Matt Good, Newsboys, Everclear, BNL

5. And what about your LiveJournal user pictures?
Death (my main one), Cocaine swirl, Tree-gray


1. Name a CD you own that no-one else on your friends list does:
Everclear - World of Noise

2. Name a book you own that no-one else on your friends list does:
Sickened (a book on MBP syndrome)

hmmm... That Thing You Do ?

4. Name a place that you have visited that no-one else on your friends list has:
LOL! Yeh, right! Uh... Lexington Kentucky? Hershey Park, PA?