reca, with Mathias Beche lapping the circuit in 3:30.516. The car spent much of the second half of the session top of the times. Third was the #40 GRAFF Oreca with a 3:30.525. The second Rebellion came in fourth, ahead of the #21 DragonSpeed O7 Gibson, after Ben Hanley set the car’s best time in the final half hour.
The fastest of the other chassis was the United Autosports Ligier JS P217, almost four seconds off the outright pace, down in 20th overall, ahead of the Racing Team Nederland Dallara P217. The Dallara proved to be the fastest in a straight line so far, the Cetilar Villorba Corse car managing 341 kph.
The #43 Keating Motorsports Riley meanwhile, finished at the bottom of the LMP2 pack, after completing just nine laps. The new Mk.30 suffered teething problems early in the session while Jeroen Bleekemolen was taking the car out for an installation run and wasn’t able to return to the circuit.
GTE Pro was topped by Corvette. Antonio Garcia popped in at the top of the standings at the end with a 3:55.726 in the #63 C7.R, less than a tenth quicker than the #91 Porsche GT Team 911 RSR, and the #64 Corvette C7.R of Oliver Gavin, Tommy Milner and Marcel Fassler which popped in third with a 3:56.290.
Fourth was the #97 Aston Martin Racing Vantage, with the #92 Porsche rounding out the top five in the class.
At the head of GTE Am was Proton Competition, its #77 Porsche 911 of Matteo Cairoli, Christian Reid and Marvin Dienst setting a 3:59.117, a tenth faster than the #83 DH Racing (Krohn Liveried) Ferrari 488. The #88 Proton Competition Porsche slotted in third.
While it was a mostly clean session, there were some notable incidents. The TF Sport Aston Martin had its water pump belt break while Salih Yoluc was in the car. The team’s Vantage having to spend time in the garage being repaired after returning to the pits, the marshals accidentally pulling the crash bar off when it was pulled back onto the circuit.
The #93 Proton Competition Porsche also stopped on track, as did the #26 G-Drive Racing Oreca after a puncture.
The second session of the 2017 Test Day is set to begin at 2pm local time.
New items for Christmas~!
Keep checking out my store in these days before Christmas as I continue to add items like these pillows that come in three sizes, 14" x 14," 18" x 18," and 26" x 26."
I'll be adding pillows with different images, whether photos from West Vancouver or Steveston or images of patterns and shapes from nature.
If you want a personal image on a pillow or Window Art, this might be a photo of your pet or of a couple or family, let me know. For a small fee I can set this up.
As long as the pixel dimensions are of good enough resolution they will work. I prefer 1MB or larger with pixels ideally 1500 x1500 or larger. But if it's smaller, contact me and we can see what can be done.
I'm also adding new images to the selection of Transparent Window Art... These come as small as 5" x 5" and would make a great stocking stuffer. Mouse pads and t-shirts would as well.
There are lots of things that make for great Christmas gifts~!I'm being selfish soon. Goodbye.

I really dont know what I'm doing anymore. I haven't cared for my health, or my happiness or anything else in a long while. I really don't know how I'm still here. I have no motivation to do anything anymore. The daily stress is killing me on the inside, and all of the questions, all of the doubts, everything, it's just making me slip into old habits again. I feel like a failure, because it doesn't feel like I've even gotten any better since the last time, I think the thoughts and feelings just laid dormant and waited for me to be comfortable to do something stupid enough to allow them to resurface.

I'm not hearing voices, but it feels like there is some outside force who is taking some sick sense of enjoyment in twisting everything I try to do into some sort of failure. "You had a good summer didn't you? Ready for a good school year? Guess what... Another friend if yours died. Oh you wanted to do well in school this year? It'd be a shame if you had to drop another course.  It'd be a shame if she didn't care about you! Oh you're eating healthy and going to the gym?  You haven't had a night terror in a while either have you? Here, have some!"

It's not like any of this is just recent either. I've lost more friends and family than anyone should at 22.  I've been cheated on in my past 3 serious relationships. I just can't seem to ever be enough for anyone I care about.  She had forgotten she told me to come over that day after work. It's just too much for me.

I feel like I'm losing my mind. Losing track of time and losing, it seems, everything I so carefully tried to build around me. It's like every single string inside me broke and I have no idea how to put them back together. It feels like being cracked open, hurts like hell, but at the end of the day I just feel numb.

It has broken me, it took my sanity away, it makes me feel smothered and out of my mind, running out of control. Everything I once thought I would be is falling apart, and I simply cannot take it anymore. 

I've tried getting better, and I thought I did, for a time I was okay, but now I think I was just pretending. I can't just snap my fingers and make myself better. It feels like every single thing I do is another mistake.

I'm a mess, and at this point I honestly don't know if I'll ever be okay again. This wretched numbness is the only thing I have left, but it's dependable. I hate it and yet I chase it with every sip and with every line. I feel like I'm living everyday because I have to not because I want to. 

The funny thing is I am the first person who will run to the aid of someone I care about, regardless of what I am going through. It's almost as if I can fill my void by helping someone else with theirs. I guess I've been sad, scared and lonely before so I try my hardest to at least take the alone part away for others. It's like I can only lead others to happiness and never find it myself.

I can't talk to my parents about this. They are already too worried about my sister (anxiety and depression), and I can't be bothered trying to get them to understand what it's like in my head. I know they'd just tell me to get better "it's all in your head, stop feeling sorry for yourself".

At the rate I'm going I'll drop dead in a few months anyway so I figure I might as well get it over with. I never thought I'd get to the point where I actively want to kill myself, but here I am. I just want some quiet in my head.  But I have no one.

I'm tired, and I dont know how I kept this up for so long. I think the worst thing though, is the loneliness, there's nothing more terrifying. But I feel sometimes its too much to ask. Is it wrong for me to wish for someone who would just sit with me, maybe hold my hand, put his or her head on my chest for no other reason than the fact they enjoy my presence? No, maybe I don't deserve that.  But it always does.

I know I'm a fighter, always have been.  My punches started to weaken and now I don't even have the energy to bother fighting anymore, I feel like I'm stuck in cement. I would force a smile or make a joke to make sure people didn't worry about me, all the while my brain was desperately screaming for help. I would lie and say I got sleep, lie and say that I ate food, lie and say that I hadn't smoked 2 packs today. But no longer, I am taking charge and getting rid of myself since nobody else wants me.

I have bought everything I need already and have a note with all the passwords to my electronics ready to be left out. I have instructions and my choices for what to do with my body when they find it. 
I know it's weak but I honestly don't know what I did to deserve not being wanted. Never being the first choice for anyone. I haven't messaged any of my "friends" for a while and no one has bothered trying to message me first. I'm done being strong, now I'm being selfish. 

So goodbye, thank you for reading this unorganized rant. When you all wake up hungover on the 1st and look forward to the new year, look for me on the news. 22 male, Oshawa Ontario.Manolito Gafotas en Mola ser jefe
(2001)
AKA: Las Travesuras Navidenas De Manolito Gafotas
