Ring warsa 1955, anaïs kapertama nganggén lsd ring bimbingan aldous huxley miwah nyuratang deskripsi sané becik pisan indik panampén miwah lanskap bawah sadarnyané sané ngranjing ring gambar candi jawa, musik bali, gerakan tari simbolis sadurung kapuputang antuk pamuputnyané, "ah, titiang nénten prasida ngamolihang rahasia kauripan antuk baosan".
In 1955, anaïs first took lsd under the guidance of aldous huxley and wrote a beautifully evocative description of her visions and subconscious landscape which included images of javanese temples, balinese music, symbolic dance gestures before finally finishing with the conclusion, “ah, i cannot capture the secret of life with words.”