There may be setbacks, and that's okay. Years' worth of bad habits won't be broken overnight. Try to be patient with yourself and treat yourself with kindness and forgiveness. Being overwhelmed by shame, anger and sadness only creates a vicious cycle that leads to more overeating. Some constructive ways to express your disappointment that don't include bingeing again include:  Saying goodbye to the past.  Everything you've done is now in the past.  Remind yourself that the past cannot be changed but the future can. All you can do is learn from your mistakes and move forward. Figuring out where you went off track.  Thinking and writing about what last led you astray (trigger foods, feeling a particular emotion, etc.) can help ease your guilt and bring your focus back to recovery. Setting positive reminders. Help dissipate shame by creating tools to do better in the future. Use an app or set up calendar reminders on your computer to pop up positive messages to yourself. It's tough to go it alone. Finding like-minded people can be crucial to the recovery process. There are several national organizations with state and local chapter meetings you can attend. Or, if can't wait and need to speak with someone immediately, reach out and connect with others online in a chat room or join a forum or message board.  Here are some recommended resources:  Overeaters Anonymous NEDA Academy for Eating Disorders Healthful Chat Healthy Place Forums
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