text: yeah that resonate with me a lot I am 28 years female living in absolute muslim country I am torn between the desire to live somewhere and do what I want, and the love of my family, I feel its very hard to live without them, my family is good and not so religious, they would allow me to live outside, but the problem I also want them to be with me, its just tough situation and also I wanted to have family of my new religion(not islam) there is no choice but to leave this country good luck