text: I think all transgender people don't want to be "trans", they want to be just "male"/"man" or "female"/"woman".  Hard part is that with changes, we directly change sexual interactions. Partner may expect something from sexual relationships, so that's main reason it's not good to fully be closed (at least with those with whom you considering serious relationships). So, yes. I will never be "true" woman. Never will experience menstruation, pregnancy. It's hurt. I wish people just accept me with my gender like any other person with traditional gender - don't bother, don't "see" it, see just me.