text: First of all, you're already a woman if you want to be. Second, I fully appreciate and relate to this feeling. I wish I could just be a cis woman, but I can't. I've been fortunate in that my transition has been smooth and hassle free so far (the court fucked up and it delayed my name change, but that wasn't just me that was the whole city's court filing system)... I hope things can smooth out and progress can become easier for you, so you can share the woman you are with the world.