text: I went through most of my life so far being "straight." Found it super easy to talk to guys, whatever. Then I started to realize all those "girl crushes" I was having for YEARS were actually real crushes and quietly decided I'm bisexual. Now I realize maybe talking to guys was easy because I wasn't super into them? I'm really confused, to be honest, but when a woman strikes up a conversation with me (and it feels even slightly flirty) I turn into a giggly trying-to-be-charming mess. So I get this. Hard.