text: Hi sister. Dont worry about what people may or may not think. Our purpose as Muslims is to please Allah and not his creation. I cant say that I can relate because I was born a native Arabic speaker in a Muslim family. Allah is the most just, so any hardship you go through in order to practice Allah's true religion verily will be rewarded. I ask that Allah makes it easy on you and reward you for all the effort you put to please him. Ameen.