text: I've tried crossdressing occasionally when I've had the chance in secret, and it felt really amazing except for when I look in the mirror. Just seeing my face makes me feel like I have no idea what I'm doing. I just wish there was some way I could split into two separate people, a straight man and a transgender woman, in order to see which one makes me feel more comfortable and happy, because I honestly can't tell. I will make sure not to rush into anything though and go at my own steady pace, your story of your friend sounds like my worst fear come true O.O