text: Yes, when I had my "Oh shit I'm gay" moment. I was raised a typical good Christian girl believing I'd get married and have three kids and a dog. Until I met her, she was friends with my best friend. She turned my world around, I fell hard for her, too hard. I realised I was gay when I couldn't stop thinking about her and imagining what it'd be like to hold her hand. It didn't ruin my life but it certainly made the next three years of my life pretty hard with coming out to family and coming to terms with it. I'm happy now though :)