text: I suspect that you don't have a problem with numbers, or with "meaning"...because if you did, you wouldn't have 11 partners, some of them meaningless....I suspect you feel insecure and/or emasculated because she has more experience than you. Same deal for guys who don't like it when their female SOs make more money than them.  Now, if you really want to get to the bottom of that kind of stuff, you need a therapist, not the internet.