text: Sometimes we feel like a loser or a piece of shit because we are being a fucking loser piece of shit. Heard of [Meetup.com](URL)? Get on there, connect with people both to build yourself socially and also to get a fucking job. If you are actually smart, then it won't be hard. Also I would spend a lot of time away from your LTR. Tell her your studying,writing resumes,trying not to be such a faggot. Oh and then actually do those things.