text: Hmm... all I can say, really, is go with your heart! If that leads you to living the life of a cis person, then go ahead, you're valid either way.  If that means transitioning, then do that! It's about what you want to do, theres reason to be fearful about whether you are or aren't, just be you.  Of course it will take a while to discover who you are, but it takes everyone a while.  I wish you the best of luck!