text: Off topic of OP's post, but I'm so happy to hear of someone like me! I was lesbian for a long time, thankfully now more bi, but I have never acted on those feelings. I have a wonderful boyfriend, and I manage to love him even though my body still tries to pull me to women sometimes. Most Christians I know say that's insane, I'm homophobic for resisting those urges, god says all love is good, etc, but I know it's immoral and I am feeling lust, not love. So I'm happy to know you understand how I feel and are still following God's will.