text: on the one hand. I'm sorry. i think most people in the LGTB spectrum have had that overwhelming sensation of 'shit this is hard,' at multiple points. It really can be difficult to leave normative societal rules. However, on the other side of things, it might take some time but you're going to find a great pool of people to date and hang out with and just connect to. And when it does it'll be totally worth it. We don't call ourselves a community for nothing. Till then though, wishing you all the strength and some absolutely devastating ladies sometime soon