Martin recalled being on his Livin' la Vida Loca Tour during an appearance on "Proud Radio" on Apple Music in July 2020, stating: "My music was being heard all over the world, regardless of the language, I could high five God, but I wasn't living to the fullest. I was sad. I was depressed... I said, 'We need to stop. We need to stop the tour... I can't do this. I need to go home. I need silence. I need to cry. I need to be angry. I need to forgive myself for allowing myself to reach this level, to get to where I'm at.' And I took some time and I took a sabbatical." After taking time off to learn about himself and his sexuality, Martin still was not ready to publicly come out — his friends and family knew, but other people still did not. Only until he began working on his memoir, "Me", did he finally summon the courage to publicly come out to his fans.