According to Uwe Klöckner-Draga in his book "Renate Müller - Ihr Leben ein Drahtseilakt", on April 3, Goebbels wrote in his diary: "Renate tells me her tale of woe. She is a sick woman." On the 6th, he mentioned that she had been interrogated in a very dishonourable way, and on the 25th of June: "Renate Müller! I help her." At the end of September – according to her sister Gabriele – Renate was drunk and sitting on a window sill when she lost her balance.