`` true , but we both know she 's more woman than an old guy like me can handle . '' he looked over the envelope rob room 367 he opened it up . breathing out carefully i saw what he was doing , just as he cut off his own hand . `` if anything ever happened to me , you 're the only one i 'd let operate on me . '' we did n't have too long to wait . he immediately ran into the den to find the toys i always left out for him . 