still looking at her , i could see the war she had inside herself . but first , we need to clear up a few things ... she wiped her hands on her skirt and then poured the coffee into the mugs and returned to the living room . courage was flow and wisdom balance . he drew a deep breath and let the reality settle in . `` i do n't know that i 'd call it an army , exactly . she knocked on the door and asked me what was wrong . 