`` i guess it 's a big deal for them to send someone there , '' she said . do you help out around here ? but there was nothing that could save me . yes , well lets not go into that right now . `` you look exactly like you seem to be . we were still moving upward and soon would enter the clouds . my gaze went to my hands . and the real reason you wo n't give me a chance is because i am a female . '' 