how could i let my emotions get the better of me and make everything so complicated yet again ? the sooner i can show these guys what i can do the sooner i can get out of here . give me a ride , she said , though it didnt sound like a request . spade flew in the direction of oliver 's voice , seeing the other man had just reached the docks . i roll to my side , fluff a purple throw pillow , and rest my head on it . well , he said trust the girl . 