`` i get close to the mouth of the tunnel , taking care not to be seen . those things carry disease , you know . escaping my troubles , my problems , the boy i love . the guard collapsed to the ground . you should be prepared by then . this does n't change anything i said earlier . '' `` why did he break up with you ? '' `` no , you ca n't , '' his voice grumbled , peaking above anger . he looks up at me , and i feel the truth in his words . 