through one of the bushes , i saw the movement again-the flutter of tan , transparent wings about the size of my hand . watching him in full flow is astonishing . `` you 're going to need help with james . see some slave castles at cape coast . he picked out the monsters from the rocks ! i turned around and started out of the yard . we strolled home and ben sank into his deck chair . i can see why , but do n't say a word . 