i was saving this pair for next year . i stared at where he had been . he strolled toward her , examining her . she does n't look me in the eye . it had angry red writing on the pages and a few things crossed out . my secrets had no bearing on the conversation at hand . i now knew why people liked this . he moaned , tears streaming down his face . `` do you know what you 're getting yourself into ? i point the spoon toward my chest . 