`` not really , it 's just where i 'm starting . '' this girl can be your new daughter . there was n't anything left to throw out or put away when i loaded up the dishwasher the second time . `` is this all you have to say ? i knew a girl at school who was . `` i do n't remember his hands ever glowing , '' i say . `` no one is torturing anyone , do you hear me ? i turned my face away , breaking our eye contact . 