she did n't say anything more than 'take care of yourself ' and i broke down , sobbing like a child , right there in the parking garage . i expected we 'd move to the bed , but instead tyler led me across the room toward those double doors . oh , my god i managed to gasp out as i rushed forward and knelt in front of him . they were sitting directly behind me , six rows up . `` what 's so special about him that - no . 