this will be a happy occasion , on the whole , he thinks . as he does , our eyes meet . `` no , '' she said honestly , and meant it . but at least now it 's over with . '' you know everything about me and i know almost nothing about you . and death has found them even without my aid . i tried not to think about the reasons a little boy might need to become an expert at reading other people 's emotions , growing up with a father like that . 