even by my second cycle i was so much better at it, and i have much less pain in general so maybe it stretched me out a bit? either way, keep at it, you will get more and more used to it the more you do it!! but i have a clear picture of what it looks like and where i’m going. it’s frightening and exhilarating all at the same time. i’m alive and i’m where i’m meant to be.
allow yourself to be creative, brave, playful and imaginative. a world of possibilities lies before you. 