those pills tempt you ; you 're still doing it . it could be that they do not know either . i turn to him in wonder , and he holds out the pen . then they went to work on their report . he had been the first man i 'd truly enjoyed having him watch me as we had sex . he tries to sit forward , but the ropes around his arms and legs hold him in place . are we telling her the truth , or are we fooling her ? 