they 're terrified of leaks at this point . and if he were to be honest with himself , it was a crazy idea . i just let myself feel it , let the wind whip away my worries , let the pipes drown out anything in my head . it would make me feel better if you did . '' for the sake of continuing an old argument that would n't serve any purpose except to maintain distance ? `` you come to me , '' i insisted , staring him down . 