she had to be stronger than that , surely there was plenty of life left in these old bones , was n't there ? `` grant , please-tell me what 's wrong . '' there are some clever people there . ' i 'm just putting myself first for a change , and i hope you can respect my choices . i snapped out of it and went back to looking at his jewel-like eyes . he says our familys gold is everywhere to be seen inside the church . i never even saw them go in . 