`` and we may be able to turn that to our advantage as well , '' zed added in an up lifting voice . jeff , you really need to i know . i closed the door , secured the lock again and returned to my milk . the pistol lay on the carpet where it had fallen . chapter 6 dead what on earth was i supposed to say to that ? i tried to talk her out of waiting because i did n't think you could love her like she 's dreamed of her whole life . '' 