`` i 'm no longer speaking to you , '' i told him . if only she felt the need to settle down , marry , and be a farmers wife . it didnt happen often , but when it did it seemed to cast a surprisingly powerful weight upon him . i snatched it up and shoved it in nearly whole . if boys are n't men by this point , they never will be . a butt found its way into my mouth , and i lit up . my list goes on and on until im no longer crying . 