that calm , dead cold came over him as he went into soldier mode . he only told me because it had been a long time since he had seen you so happy and relaxed . and he is constantly in his office writing , so i 'm sure that another one is on the way . 'that feeling that you 're in trouble . ' we need to get your mind off the clock , otherwise you 're going to explode . '' i felt the second ones presence at my side before i saw him . 