i could see the life escaping him as i gripped his throat harder . her power and strength amazed me completely . we peered in to each others eyes before hers closed and she smiled . not until she is released from here . he 's going to want to become full share partner again . '' `` yeah , i know , '' i sigh , and he returns with , `` do n't say no . not everyone has rich parents to fall back on . '' hands shaking , i shook it into the mixing bowl . 