he wanted to drink in whatever it was that made her her , and see if it would transform him into the man he sometimes thought he ought to be . i will need to discuss this with amy and will get back to you . for some people , that 's all they have to lean on when tragedy happens . she caught up with him by an iron gate in an iron fence . `` i have to get out of here . '' it is the truth , your majesty , i replied as evenly as i could . 