and that was what he told himself when he returned to his abandoned house , the same house he had shared with lucy , only to find it dusty and hollow . do you know why you look so familiar ? he headed down the street and turned the corner at the next block . i lay my head back on his chest and feel him kiss my hair and grin . had it really been her dads ghost ? it was like when she was a child . the younger boys watched after him . i didnt mean to cry on you . 