but i could see in tucks head that he wished he could take that back . she 's sitting cross-legged on a bed covered in white sheets that have been messed up . she could n't even bring herself to say sex out loud . theres something going down across the plain . just put your hand on his skin . '' if her mother was n't one hundred percent against it , willow probably would have already dyed it brown and cut it short . `` yeah , he called me the n-word ! '' 