when i spoke , i was surprised by the sound of my voice . could not the sun do likewise ? i didnt move away from his arm brushing mine . he holds his hand out , offering to help me up . all that was left was for me to decide when and where to take him out - and just how much i wanted to make it hurt . `` well , i was hoping one of us might see some action this weekend . she had been happy for me because i was happy . 