she was a short woman , but she kept the area behind the bar raised . `` and you should n't worry so much about what other people think . '' `` without wanting to blow my head off ? '' `` i guess we 're alone , '' she says , giving me an innocent look that 's anything but . `` i think i 'm a dead man any way you look at it . `` you ca n't leave , '' my father said . we have received reports that the crown prince and his younger brother have also disappeared . 