he 'd never been to a grocery store but he 'd driven by them and he knew the closest one was in town and that was at least three miles away . i thought knowing the truth about him would change my feelings , but it did n't . i made a cup of coffee and sat in my chair in the lobby . he could be watching right now , knowing you 're here and there are others outside , and he could just be waiting to watch you all slip away . `` yes , well , that would be fine . 