there 's a part of me that wants to grab it , rip the red ribbon off , and dive inside . `` when you cried out , '' she said , turning to walk away . you remind me of my ma . '' the leaders of this army understood . it is accepting the truth that youre already death it is a confirmation of your death . `` you see , i got into a poker game last night with some americans i met at a bar . '' what he saw on the screen pleased him . 