i wandered for days until i found the troupe . as with other alzheimers patients , too many choices would lead to no choices at all . you must always keep the antlers and charm you have been given . `` we 're going in , '' he hissed . i 'd have forced you to make that choice . the gun flew from his fingers . he startled and pulled a sheet over him . stop admiring your handsome self and sit so we can get this done . '' like i told you before , i do n't kill kids . 