luckily , it was already in tune . he would never understand , never forgive her . i killed him for doing things to girls i desperately want to do to you . '' `` come in , come in ... '' i stepped inside and froze . i supposed that was why he did it that way . my mind rushes through names and faces of people who might be visiting me at such an odd time . are you really an angel of death ? but you 're not one of us , i thought . 