she 'd also seen the war up close , and it had frightened her . he shook his head slowly , but gave her a smile , even though it did n't reach his eyes . he drifted off , his hollow eyes showing a hint of hope , of fun , of something luther had never seen `` before in yank . hell know why youre there right away . can you pick me up there ? '' this should have made him good . she was almost dizzy with fury as she went out to the truck . 