the teacher put us into groups for an assignment and he was in mine . her voice whipped with an order . `` your head is still bleeding from a wound , and i need to see what i 'm dealing with . '' a part of ford died with her . a small light came on in st clouds brain . if we ever said something along the lines of , `` but i want it , '' her response was always the same . `` elle - '' he started , instantly filled of regret . 