he's trying to calm himself down. thus, for me to enjoy the quality of life, i prefer to live in the countryside. imagine my surprise and delight then, when, in the first chapter already, i read that i am not only quite normal, but that i display what is, in fact, literally a healthy attitude. we can help you compare the best options. in the words of dory “just keep swimming”. but at the same time, i don’t want to be a person that is too lazy. but most of the time they’re not needed. the engines were running all the time. 