you wan na do it yourself , you end it with him . '' a dozen men started to talk at once , each trying to drown out the others , and before long half the hall was shouting once more . what about silver and garlic and holy water ? '' it was as if he 'd never eaten , never in his life , and if he did n't have something right now , he 'd die . you just need to be patient with him right now . '' life had gotten far more complicated . 