i ca n't help but smile as i park next to him . and its me whos done it , you see . is she done thinking of me like that and whatever has gone down on this trip is just for fun ? this was a whole new ball game for him . `` this is fun , you going to join us . '' he was in full view less than twenty yards from the man , but the flame from his cigarette lighter had knocked out his night vision . jordan moved toward the collapsed entrance . 