my brother was right -- i was stupid . '' all i got to do is make sure no one messes with you while youre doing your thing . the first dealt with traveling schedules . what , are you going to beat me with the broom again ? you must exercise caution when you are away from the protection of the army , though . most important , he was warm and dry . i was n't thinking of his heartbeat or his touch or the pulse at his throat . 