she wondered what he was thinking-though she knew he would n't tell her , not that she would ask . i could hear the water running , but no other sounds . she snarls , `` he took everything from me . not knowing how to say he was sorry - not really wanting to either - he ran off the dock . `` i love you and i love that you know what i have to do and are n't freaking out about it . '' `` i am , '' i replied easily , still trying to figure out her name . 