she could see no more than the roof , but it did n't matter . he could sell anything if he remained calm . i am drinking in his memory and my eyes can see , reliving his touch and the feel of his hands on my face as he looked into my eyes and we saw into each other . yes , father , he replied with a slightly different tone of voice . she stepped around me and extended her hand . there are a few things you need to know , in this reality you never existed . 