she shot him a white , foamy grin and shoved him back out into the bedroom before she spat . she picked up the phone and called the magic shop . `` of course i do , '' i say , my voice quiet , my thoughts a confused jumble in my brain . he adjusted the girl on his shoulder . she 'd hurt him , but he 'd been so nice about it . me and your mother were thinking about that . they 're dirty and raw and honest . 