to actually see it you would have to be standing on the floor by the stage and look back into it . she was holding it together with one hand at the front and looking about the room with what appeared to be confusion . the three of them walked through and disappeared from normal sight . `` well , we know she 's not a closet neat freak . '' the one i personally hope to see more of . '' `` they say it 's especially terrible this year , '' she said with a sly grin . 