no one 's ever asked me about this before . i thought we had something together ... a future . '' another twenty or so were empty and parked to one side . there was an actual bed , complete with soft blue sheets . i could n't give you anything or any kind of a decent life . '' ben asked , knowing that even though they were trying to save money , when they were at the beach with the kids , even willow could n't resist fish and chips . 