she had no idea what to do-stay here ? this has got nothing to do with her . i started having these feelings for her when we were about sixteen . what would you like to hear ? '' `` my friends have nobody helping them . '' she lived for moments like this . even though alexander had fainted , his eyes were still wide open . `` just figured that out , did you ? '' i dont see any wildlife , i said , or any sign of activity . it was the digging-out part that felt like it took days . 