suddenly he lifted the blade and swung it shimmering and whistling in the air . the fear was so strong , she could taste it . someday , ill have to return to my country . we took lucas into another room , which had by now been prepared , and laid his in bed and forced a few drops of brandy down his throat . my father , you will not find the hidden answers that you seek . i 'm thinking that as i try and right myself as quickly as possible . 