as soon as i spoke , the visions snapped closed as though someone had slammed a book shut . his eyes are glossy with tears . truthfully , i 'd been in much better shape since my trip to the beach . `` we have to eat and i just thought it would be easier this way . `` if that means food , count me in . '' it doesnt give preference to the physically fit , or to the out-of-shape . i have no need to worry though . `` but i do n't know how to play it ! '' 