i wanted to go home and i wanted to do it alone . a look of recognition crossed his face . `` i did n't even make it through the doors . then again , the two weeks prior to me moving in i was over most nights with fin and we 'd kept the same schedule . and the island before her had been intended as the home of her son . thats not even approaching the truth . she doesnt look like i imagined , she said softly . so what has your team built ? 