i love them and will never forget the way they made me feel so special as i was carrying them, because they were and still are special.
every day i try to make it through that day only and try not to think of the way things were and the way things were supposed to be. it tears me apart to think of the way things were going to be. i do not get upset to see a pregnant woman, but when i do, i just want to wish her a happy, healthy pregnancy. i also want to tell her to enjoy each and every moment of it. not to take 