like they can read what i am thinking , see how i feel and ignore me because of it . the wind was thick with dirt and leaves , tree branches and rocks and always the rain , and it squealed like a pack of boar and shredded the earth . he was a good investigator and a smart man . *** i see her sitting outside her own office and ask her if she is waiting to see herself . `` so did you find out anything of value on this trip or did you get beat up for nothing ? '' 