as i howl and fight off waves of pain and madness , art says , `` you should have done what i told you . bringing my knees to my chest . we should tell everyone so that no one else gets hurt . and right about now that made her the biggest idiot on the planet-how could she possibly love someone she did n't know ? mike could still feel the tears burning his cheeks as they fell . the doctor said that you are supposed to stay off your knee for at least three days . she wanted him exactly like this . 