i smell him on the coat he put on me , and in the scent of his hair , and on his skin . gibbons is here for that purpose . he sighed and offered her the truth . `` the church places much weight on faith . i 'm more than willing to help a girl out . '' `` we can only avoid this for so long . '' it had been the perfect , the right moment , but ... oh god , was i such a fool that i initiated it ? 