`` we 'd gone to the park and she wanted to go to the swings , and of course she wanted me to actually swing as well . *** the silence in the car felt awkward . he fully expected to see cuts along his neck if he was lucky enough to get free from this . i do n't know if he could try to be friends with you , or would even want to . it 's not like the old days . `` i was beyond harsh , and for a moment , i had forgotten that you are pregnant . '' 