he looks off to the left . he continued to the closet to remove his jacket and set the strap of his computer bag over his shoulder . busted evenings were par for the course . i smiled , remembering the fact that i had my job back . dirty , rust-colored water is starting to dribble from the kitchen tap . i know that he thinks that were supposed to be together , but i need time to figure that out . the guys i worked with might still be alive . he could see that they did n't know what to believe . 