for the next hour , i keep my problems to myself and listen to the others share their problems . in her excitement she dropped the torch . in fact , the more i get used to the idea , the more i think it 's going to be all right . i took a deep breath in , hoping that eventually these breaths would become calming , and reluctantly turned to face him . i knew it would because i was going to make it get worse . a pair of hands helped her up . 