but it did explain why she was now wearing a t-shirt and jeans . he snapped , all goodwill gone from his voice . she felt it so gently the petals were n't even bruised . she has n't spoken to anyone , and not for our lack of trying . it was the best one , right ? '' `` is that gun of yours still loaded ? '' i 'm doing what i think is right , and to hell with everyone else . moses nodded and louis knew he had his general at last . 