he knocked a lamp over sideways before finding the drawer and yanking it open . `` you have n't been at your apartment . then he forced himself to look over the lists seriously . his arms had been around her . and by the way , i do n't like the idea of will working there . '' but i really like this guy , so i want to be sure that i 'm rested and on time so that he knows i care about him enough to not cause him worry . 