she turned her eyes to the right , as far as she could , to get a look at the people around her . but until jenny burst through the door with the portrait of phoebe andrews in her hands , lily had learned nothing more to indicate her father was living , or where he might be . i would never have had the guts . so how about you tell me what happened . '' she saw the look on my face and stopped . he was playing to an audience of one . 