don’t be so hard on yourself. we think you’re awesome.
sometimes it is hard to let go. it is also hard to know when to let go. i admire that not only did you let go, but that you reflected on the “whys” of what was going on.
as someone who has gone from “let’s make it perfect before we switch it on” to one who says “that’s good enough, we can fix it later” i can understand both where you are, and where the librarian is.
that being said, i am glad that you did what is right for you.
that must have been a difficult choice to make. ultimately, it seems like 