i made a promise to myself that if i was still miserable the next day, i would go back on it. take your time to taste and appreciate it. what was the need to compare? the commercial waste also may include construction throw away which is consequence of construction work with progress many different projects. the smell, the sound, the sand, the water...i hope to connect with it soon. with this pattern, you don't need to worry. that will get rid of any weighting you might have. 