handing her to me , he said , `` here . `` exactly , '' she whispered , her eyes flying open again to meet his . but sometimes i could do without the color commentary . he could have had everything he ever wanted , but now he had a gun pointed at his head . he stopped by one of the old artillery batteries and stretched for several minutes . sitting beside me , i finally rip my eyes from the screen . seems a little sad , but she 's rocking . '' 