i wondered if i could do it again . he dreamt about his new friend . but he had a terrible way of taking it out on others . needing fresh air , i grabbed a throw from the end of the bed and went out to the patio . 'why have n't they moved against us ? ' a marble round table sat in the middle with four black chairs around it . i need to make her realize i 'm the same person as before . have i told you how much i need cotton candy in my veins ? '' 