but before i capture those terrible events , i want to pen down my loves reaction to the estate we will be living in for the rest of our lives . he stopped unbuttoning his shirt to study her , wondering what she had to say . `` be as loud or as quiet as you want . '' for gods sake , go to sleep , his wife whined . his chest warmed and it caught him off guard . `` you get special treatment , my lord . '' she shouted , not allowing him any time to respond . 