i was n't spending the night with his parents there . i shook my head , not understanding but desperately wishing i could . i help people deal with their stage fright , and i can tell you that even famous actors feel it . another thought to put on the list to consider later . holly was looking at me with way too much curiosity . a moment later he was rolling it open . we ran and ran until we were completely blown , but the space between us grew ever wider . 