she felt the brush of his fingers around her throat . this is n't some new , lame attempt to get me in a compromising position is it ? she was the first woman to refuse his gift . the men were as saturated as she was and the others were a little better . he leaned in closer to me . i have not been given the details , but i know a few things that will happen over the next few days . there are some human beings who fight against gods goodness . 