not believe me when i say i am good.
it could be worse than that. sometimes no one is around when you need them. this could be because you pushed them away, because they do not think that you need them, or because they are not there at the right moment.
community is important especially when wrestling with grief. that is why we need people around. we need people around even if they do not know how to help.
community is important, even if people screw up when they try to help us. a screwed-up person is better than no person at all. we all screw up.
i hope you have people in your 