never in a million years would i have imagined i 'd be the girl who 'd say she was falling fast for a boy before he did . an epoch after that , the knife was removed from behind arthurs ear . i stood , leaning against the door , breathing hard . reaching up and pulling her hands away revealed the horror of her latest attack . she wasnt about to twist her ankle again and make a fool out of herself . `` the commission , if they know you exist they will come for you . 