her. but boy have i screwed myself for i will likely have no one, and no money, to help me, when i get older, which is now rapidly coming on.
when i started this, i felt young, strong and invincible.
now i am exhausted, and only have hope and a prayer for my future.
i don't see any other ways to get through this. nobody else wants to give up their time to help. i cant imagine trying to figure out a way of getting someone to volunteer their time to do what is needed to look after her if i was to take a break of any length of time.
who is going 