struggle to get myself balanced again, to get my life back in the order that i would prefer. many people repeatedly told me that i would get it figured out and that i was just in a transition. i knew all this, but i always wished i could get it figured out sooner rather than later. after months of figuring i think i'm finally here, at least for now! :) i know everything happens for a reason and what you need will come along right when you need it. this is what has finally happened to me. 