a family of my own is something i do n't even think about for now ; but to die , i shall think of it often . the oven timer went off , and i hurried to take the cupcakes out . i didnt want to push you , but i need to know more or im working half-blind , here . he pictured crashing through the branches and hitting the hard ground . she even takes the battery out when she 's finished so he ca n't find her . there were always monsters out there . 