you are too young to be concerned about such things . i 'd done more crying in the last two weeks than i 'd done in my whole life . now go , the faster you leave the faster you can get back . there was n't going to be a future for them , and no use in pretending there would be . he took his hands off the keys and placed them into his lap . a drifting spark of green drew his eye , and he felt delight well up in him . 