he kept his eyes lowered , so i revealed the truth for him . i drew up every ounce of spirit i had left and released it in a massive , thundering burst . and anyway , i simply could n't touch her . he laughs and runs straight at me , which i did n't expect . my eyes move to the bed . out in that run-down barn he called a studio ? just then , he caught a quick flash of light out of the corner of his eye . 