even if he walked away , she 'd ruined him for any other woman . its about the day that i almost drowned , i said quietly . `` it 's in the bedroom , '' i told fox , who 'd landed us inside the kitchen . eventually i could take no more and i had to get up , and that meant that hed won . she didnt say what id hoped shed say . `` in a mug or over your head ? '' `` tell me that she 's not- '' `` easy . '' 