if they feared me , what must they think of my father ? everyone agreed with my logic and i knelt down to spin the stick . and in a way , he had done exactly that . but if you can neither take our advice nor give us anything to do , what are we all sitting here for ? after the zoo , i dont feel like trying to navigate the bus schedules again , so i decide to walk home . there was so much he wanted to share with her , she just was n't ready . 