but as of now , there 's no official detail anyway . whatever life had to dish out to me next , i was going to handle it on my own . have you seen anything like this before ? it appears the bells havent been used in years . she looked at me with a worried expression on her face this morning and asked if i was sure i was feeling okay . 'i should tell you , miss clark , that this is not a permanent contract . he 's definitely not interested in me . 