`` here 's a nice big fish for you . '' 'take you to see elves , eh ? ' `` guards will accompany you , '' he said at last . oh , no , de la pea laughed . we ca n't be selfish ... me wanting to be with the one that was created for me is being selfish ? she half-hummed , half-sang a pink song as she soaped herself . she carefully closed the door behind her so the cats wouldnt get out of the bedroom . 