mostly i hope its meant to serve to make me realize what lies beneath the words and beneath the ideas and beneath the feelings that connect human beings to one another , and ultimately to god . this time i struck her right side . not to mention , i have access to your personnel file . '' his brown eyes were intense , burning a heat into her soul . `` wait-how do you know this ? '' `` you used to tell me everything , will . '' `` sorry about the ... remark down there , '' he said . 