he closed his eyes tight and croaked , `` anyone want a snack ? '' `` at first , i thought she was speaking a different language . '' despite everything james felt a need to defend her . doc loves helping people and teaching them about medicine . that 's where he 's gone , to go and train , definitely , she said to herself . by then , they actually had begun to look good , but as hungry as he was , they still tasted terrible . he goes for the biggest payday , every time . '' 