she saw men in an old chamber , a room made of stone . five exclamation marks , the sure sign of an insane mind . but she was basically a good person . i popped the blade up as soon as i spotted the body of the bomb and dropped the fins where they still are in that pile of dirt . i was even more ashamed that my father blamed me for his inability to stop gambling . as alpha , he 'd been used to making decisions alone and putting what everybody else needed before himself . 