you do n't kill for the pleasure of it - you do what you have to in order to survive . in fact , it looked like he wanted to murder someone . i loved her hoarse noises , how often she said please , how much she let me drive what we were doing . she said the word static in order to give the child an opportunity to correct his or her mistake . `` ava , i 'm only gon na ask one more time , '' luke warned . 