i do n't want anyone falling out like before . '' alec says , `` you have to understand . `` there are others that could go ! '' im happy to help out and send the e-mail . mrs. white and emma reached the front desk and the end of emmas tour . when i touch it , she cries out in pain . the way some stare , like cutter- '' `` cutter ? '' i smiled , trying to tell him it was okay . his smile remained frozen in his face as he toppled backward . 