im afraid its going to change you . why do i always screw things up ? by ten , as often as not , he was out cold . going to die , if not already . i just wondered how soon i would be too . they looked at each other , and one glanced towards the sheriff . the heat coming from both our bodies was driving me insane , and i was pretty sure she felt the same way . and then he was gone , through the doors to the promenade . 