i haul what 's left in my box onto the dolly and decide that finishing the job later sounds better than throwing myself at a guy i ca n't stand . and i , for one , could use hot food and an even hotter bath ! a book is something sacred to carry the word of truth . thanks , seth called , as he helped abbey with her microphone . nothing seemed solid , and i had to cling on to something real so i did n't wind up a bawling mess of tears on the floor . 