rose was only vaguely aware of all of it . `` we can drop you , if you need to be anywhere . '' `` how far will you drive me ? '' you ca n't be a bad man because i love you and well , i could n't love a bad man . '' `` feeling desperate is n't the same as being nuts . '' `` please tell me you 're kidding , '' i said . `` he 's probably down at the bay , though . 