my little girl jumped out of her arms and into mine . but my eye was only slightly bruised , my cheek pink , as if new skin had already grown . you know how much you cost me in paris ? carrying the glass i go back into the living room , slide back the doors , and step outside . i do n't want any part of something that could force me to change . '' all of that trust i almost killed last night ... but the beast that he was had n't been able to hold on . 