it also meant that i was probably a terrible kisser . he was a soldier , and i appreciated his service . man , did he owe a lot of money . that was really very human , i thought . remember the look on your dad 's face when he caught us ? always start with a smile and the proper greeting . but there never was half a minute . `` why 'd you want to have sex with me ? '' grasses and flowers sprouted between the cracks . 