i reach into my pocket for the photo i 'm so used to carrying around , and i guess the girl thinks i 'm reaching for a gun , because she jumps up , tossing up her hands . all that , and nice buns too ; and he loved her the moment he saw her . we did a batch every six months until we had the number . '' things are getting too comfortable and i 'm beginning to panic . i felt him tense against me , instantly awake . 