my dress had ridden up to just under my hip bones and he could see the tiny string bikini covering my sex . `` i 'm home , '' she called out as she opened the front door , doing her best to sound cheerful . then heartbreaking ( okay , so all of the time it was heartbreaking ) . and i made up my mind , back then , never go into debt , and always have something put away ! not more than twelve hours ago . but we did n't quite go all the way . '' 