but i assure you , it was only an attempt on my part to convince myself to stop ... '' his voice trailed off . i would n't have asked if i knew you were going to be such a dick about it . '' `` jack reminded me constantly that it had to be that way . this was a day long in coming . he clamps down on my bad wrist and twists . not until you want me to . '' `` how do you keep your figure eating like that ? they would need another solution now . 