`` oh ... '' `` yeah , and before you ask , yes , i applied there , and yes , i got rejected there too . '' but he 'd seen it , and they were almost certain he 'd seen it . i just kept running toward him , catching his gun hand in my arms and spinning . would it be so terrible if she stabbed the man to death right there on the sofa ? how does the rest of you feel ? `` are you going to leave now ? '' 