about my body and my style. to fit in, be normal and not stick out. which i certainly was not great. but now it helps me so much to dare to go my own way. but clearly, i am only human and so there will always be. in my bed. happiness can mean a lot of different things to a lot of different people. some find happiness in things, like money or cars and more objects. others find happiness in people and food or even drinks. i’m not saying that’s bad or anything. i like food—it’s so good! 