i 'd been thinking there was no way i could go day in and day out with this girl and not have her be mine . he smiled back at her and patted the hand still resting on his arm . but there are no stupid questions . maybe he could have worked out some sort of deal with f.u . there was nothing he could do . '' `` oh and one more thing , '' clay said , turning back around . he was completely and totally wasted . 