i needed to know if they were still alive . but she felt so much better . no giving in order to get something back . i hated that it made me feel so weak and broken by him . well , talk and cuddle , or some girly thing like that . '' there was no way he could pass for a regular guy . let me get this straight , the thing inside her was dying and she kept it alive by feeding it holy water ? emma smiled softly , meeting my gaze . 