she did n't have an answer except to say that shock had always protected her , from the time she 'd been a child . but she was not to be given the chance . cassie felt herself shift position , begin to rise . the blade dug into his skin . look , my brother , im sorry i have to say all of this , but its the truth . maybe she 'd smile at him , to let him know that she 'd seen him and appreciated his being right there . it should n't matter , but it does . 