tears filled her eyes as she pulled her hands tight to her chest and rubbed at her wrists . again , maybe , maybe not , but leaning toward not . i 'm going back to the house to go to bed , '' she said . were in our own safe home . she had brown eyes and long , flowing silver hair . god , he could probably smell it , the sex on her . `` i 'm sure that must have been hard , but it was hardly reason for you to act in that way . 