`` i 'm still remembering what happened to me that night , '' she said . she suddenly felt angry , and cold , and exposed . and when i saw you this afternoon , i knew . `` she 's absolutely fine , '' lee said , and i snorted as we followed the excited students up the last stairway . a crossword right in the middle of the page and the answer to the previous days crossword directly below it ! `` no ... we have n't spoken since a week before thanksgiving . '' 