neat circles were branded into the tips of each one . i was afraid you would n't help me if i just told you what i was planning to do . '' he 'd already seen it all , and more . im not accusing anybody of anything , yet . but after this , i 'd rather forget you even f**king existed . '' `` is everything okay with buzz and the kids ? '' appreciate them while you have them . i was scared , but you found me so quick , thank you for not losing me . 