i knew that 's the best i would get from him , and although i was glad he would try , i felt more discouraged than ever . save the car jockey chatter for someone dumb enough to fall for it . they blindfold me , and then stick a needle into my left arm . to most he would be considered privileged in that he never wanted for anything . then he dipped his face so he was all i could see . he leaned in close enough she could feel his breath against her cheek . 