will catches me , giving me a moment to find my strength . `` why did n't you let them search before ? '' `` the necessary forms and information sheets are here . within reason you can spend it how you like , she said . she was the second worst dressed a second ago . but we do need the red cross to get us a car to go get him . he drank his water very slowly , in sips , holding each swallow in his mouth , probably trying to glean some sort of knowledge from it . 