sighing softly , she rested her head against his chest . after that , i hurried out of the lab and shut the door behind me . `` i missed you , '' she said and crushed her body against mine . martin covered us with an umbrella . which of us has found the way ? that would n't have raised any family problems and she would n't be feeling so horribly torn , wanting the impossible . bee nodded , but she was still chewing her lower lip . 