there was a hopeful note in his voice . if you ever use it , we will stop our game immediately . as i ran down the hall to get the others , there was a light rapping on the front door in what appeared to be a code . i want to be like you , he said . for some reason , i truly do love you . i feel a connection to you that i have ever felt with another person , other than my parents . she tucked the gun and bullets into her purse before turning to the cradle . 