`` perhaps he did n't realize it would work to my advantage . `` take the orb and place it upon my brother 's breast . '' i do n't usually do it this way , just so you know . a sick feeling formed in my gut . any of this goes away , and that 's a problem . `` dear , you better go back there and make sure the load was tied down , i 'd hate to rotate and not be able to stop . '' this was really good - a clinical environment . 