the last thing she needed right now was a comment on her weight . for the majority of her life i was not around . wanted him to keep his mouth on her . she took my pain , my torture , and made it her own . it was a sweet thing to say , but it made my stomach squirm . lily looked around the room in surprise , her anger replaced with surprise . while i 'm up here imagining things that ca n't be changed , he 's down there in pain and uncomfortable . 