when i landed i felt like i was on a trampoline , i went straight into a spin jump wheel kick , getting even more air . just let me know if you hear anything crawling around . once we get in there , its all or nothing . the device looked like a sprinkler watering the air with colored lights . eric told himself , coldly over and over that she 'd just have to deal with it , like his death would n't matter to her , that she could deal with losing him the same way she dealt with everything else . 