what do you mean , not at all ? `` my goodness , are you all right ? '' try not to rip them , however , or it will be difficult to get the power back on . i had n't had anything much all day and my stomach was pretty empty . she 'd only meant to think the words , but the surprise on his face said she 'd spoken them . she was too exhausted to stop and think , acting on impulse out of desperation . 