me.
because that’s what a lot of the days fee like. life takes over and the days just kind of go by.
there are plans, of course, and moments of connection and happiness. but for the most part, up until very recently, my days just sort of happened.
we had our family routine, and every morning we would get up and press play on that day and everything just moved along as if it were a recorded episode. the odd time we would press pause, but for the most part, we just moved along in the recorded manner.
when i return to work in a few short weeks, i want to do it differently. 