yes , he got up early and went hunting with my son today . i crawled to the edge of the bump and stared directly down . well like , all this time hes been your brother and now . only this time , his undoing was not death . `` how can i ever not want to touch you ? '' i was in the woods now , and it was dark . i sat on the arm of the dirty sofa . i shook my head , not wanting to tell him about my secret crush . 