`` i thought you were in jail , '' i say . i did n't mind staying here until i was sure . the girl who got whoever and whatever she wanted . i 'm not sure if you know this , but sometimes i really worry about you . '' i hoped sleep would help ease my troubled mind . very by the book , and all about right and wrong . the batch of cookies in the oven now would be the last she baked in her old stove . i can handle losing everything else but not you . 