there 's a knock at the door , and he laughs . can she hold that against me ? we all sat together and watched the sun sink into the horizon . `` i can kill maybe thirty or forty of them before they finish me off . '' he lies down next to me . i just need you to stop avoiding me . when he reached the doorway , he turned back around . i focused on the first driver , and tried to calm my nerves . radar tapped his notebook , where he 'd circled a note : shoulder okay ? 