she let her cheek lie against his skin and she could hear his heart pounding . instead of walking much further , they turned to the control panels near the door . he discovered that it was easier than he 'd thought to shut out the previous night 's concerns . i hand him the book and his pen . i had a hard enough time getting this thing zipped up . '' you have to find a reason to run . `` i can promise you that you wo n't be disappointed by my performance as cook . 