she glanced toward the hole in the wall where she could feel the steady pulse of the black spell . go there and see that you all get something to eat . as they passed the lions , a sudden nervous chill reminded him that he had better be on his best behavior . if you asked her to go , would she ? toby knew he would never meet a man if he did n't get out and take the initiative . `` i 'm falling for you , but i do n't want to . '' 