it was hard to face her , though , when all of the world 's unhappiness seemed to seep from her pores and into his heart . i mean the father being involved with other peoples kids . overwhelmed with relief , she broke out in giggles . but to her surprise , not everything had disappeared . `` at first , i just buried it all deep inside because that 's what i was ordered to do by granddad . `` let 's not worry about that , okay ? beneath it is a hole burrowing deep into the ground . 