`` what are you looking at , huh , huh ? '' have to pretend to not be able to lift really light weights all morning long . it only lets it off the chain . '' but i know you want to play , and so do i . i 'm crazy for even trying to go through with this , blaze thought . what if she took off the life jacket and just quit ? instead of heat , he felt a cold layer of steel inside and was glad . `` you have explained the photos to me before . 