a wild tumble of muscle and skin spilled out , and a huge lynx landed on the floor . everything that belonged to god was beautiful . the next morning , after a horrible sleep due to cats and mutual regret , you will wake up hard again . that is just the way the universe works . in reality , she 'd expected to be disgusted by him . he 'd promised to call her `` soon . '' i have no idea , she said , trying to calm herself down . 