if he backed off now , gave in , their relationship would never again be one of equals . finally , someone can give us a better idea of who might have set up that accident . her fingers gave me another squeeze , this one different , telling me i would not get away . i wo n't be the one to go nuts and flee shrieking in the dark . or actually , she was n't , and did n't have any future plans to be-that was her trouble . 