'have you ever had the red mist come down and woke up to find you 'd bitten twenty people to death ? ' we 're higher than the ocean . you need to find some other way to deal with it . the detective had locked the office door . `` if he does , he 's not telling me , '' i say . i do n't even know why i bother talking to you . i thought that i should ... you know ... be here for you . '' 