the fact was every single blood drinker on this earth had a distinct and unique flavor of blood . i did n't want to look long enough to figure it out . the light in the room suddenly came back on with a flicker . we 're going to have a sleepover . thus the summer went on , and drew toward its close . he was everything i had ever wanted . and dont give me any of that crap about it being in my best interest . he ca n't possibly hurt me more . '' 