oh god , that was just worse in five hundred different ways . the poisonous spider that we ran into was what did him in . a depressed person would have trouble laughing and smiling . `` the servants running the master 's house . '' i started to protest , but he cut me off , `` no . he was completely irresistible and i found myself actually licking my chops ! the camp around him : sweaty people , spices for cooking , soaps for cleaning , horse dung , emotions . and we would seize the moment ! 