i buried my head in my arms , breathing in and out slowly . an army of men was surrounding the woman from the inn when i reached them . she put a hand over her mouth , but it was too late . `` i think it 's my turn to explore you . '' she still has n't adjusted , in some ways . '' she had n't required anything of him but his attention . i felt more tears begin to fall and i wasnt trying to hold them back any more . 