you think i change , look different when you 're not here ? the machine hooked up to him beeped faster . she was still tense for some time , nestled against me , but then i could feel her breathing evenly , and i guessed she was asleep . did you see the robber take the mask off ? he dropped to his knees , buckled over , still holding his head in his hands . im a difficult woman to live with . a look of confusion crossed his face and he looked over my head toward the back wall . 