`` i 'm glad to hear you are n't camping out . `` i 'm sorry , sam , '' i said as gently as i could . `` no , he 's just ... '' she pauses and chews another fingernail . her heart is racing , but she knows shes made up her mind . he cups my chin tenderly and urges me to look up at him . you would n't have thought they were words at all , unless you had seen the book of moons . 