not wanting to see if there was a light or not , a shape or not . can this night get any worse for me ? he wanted to be a movie director . the light in his eyes told the whole story . `` but let 's look at what you figured out . '' she had left the apartment and ... she could n't make it all come back . i turn on the heater because i know she has to be freezing , wearing nothing but long , baggy black pants with her pale pink leotard . 