she wrinkled the speckled feature and walked with me to the elevator . i was always the warrior left behind . two things he 'd always told himself that he never wanted and never deserved . horny men , and they are all horny , dont give a damn about your shoes . i sit and breathe for a while and fight fight fight against falling asleep , waiting for the pills to work and as the sun starts to peek up over the top of a far hill i reckon i 'm feeling a little better . 