her phone buzzed on the coffee table . instead , i was so puzzled i hardly noticed which way i went . anyway , when i was growing up , i remember that the hole could never be filled ! could nobles be this remote from his life ? she giggled , sighing through the phone . she let out a breath she didnt even realize she was holding . she asked , coming to a skidding halt . and may the spirit of the wind bring you back to me . 