without another word , i go to his room and stand outside the door . heather loves her son and she loves you . '' `` let 's clean this place up a bit , shall we ? '' mat reluctantly stood with arms out to the sides , letting them drape him in the fabric , taking measurements . all that matters is this moment , what we feel , and what we choose to care about . at the time i thought you were some poor ex-military guy who 'd been injured and needed a vacation . 