the way they 're completely still when he is n't using them . and that was stupid taking him on by yourself . '' `` and what do i have to do to find this peace that you believe i crave ? ' it 's mother 's day tomorrow , you know . '' his shirt is off and the pajama pants he 's wearing are barely hanging on his hips . she stomped back to the kitchen sink , grabbed some liquid soap , and squirted a stream into the white plastic bucket . 