mac watched him go back to his room and close the door . he understood what was going on . the door to the department opened . i look at her , really look at her , past the hard shell she always wears . it was close to the end of the hall , near the front entrance . i also did n't admit it filled me up and made me feel human for the first time in days . `` news flash , but you 're not exactly my favorite person either . '' 