you could also find some auto supplies , a fair amount of hardware , and a decent assortment of over-the-counter medication . if i wanted to keep my scholarship and feed the kids , i had to do this . he looked at me with alarm , `` do n't do anything foolish . '' was the boy trying to kill himself ? the sensation was gone as soon as i felt it . i shook my head and paced away , folding my arms over my stomach . you are quite right , my lord . 