but im afraid the fifty-two individuals on the cards are only the tip of the iceberg . why does he keep changing his personality ? pieces of what happened are starting to come back to me , but i do n't think in order because they make no sense . that decision would have had to come from you . anger at heather threatened to take over my calm demeanor , and i reminded myself that he was here . when she did n't move , he grumbled something under his breath . 