there is quite a pull on the craft . i would have done anything to stop the pain . chris echoes , still at a loss for words . he 'd still finish in the top ten , maybe even the top five , depending on how well the other riders did after all was said and done . if that thing should get loose ... he didnt want to appear desperate , despite feeling just that . we were both made to bear such darkness . `` you wanted to know what that sign on the wall meant . 