the cross woman is n't larry 's girl now . god , i really hoped he was better . `` i do n't mean to be callous , '' nicky said , `` but whatever you 're feeling , get over it . the compartment was loaded with giant painted canvas sets , but he was able to squeeze in , then close the door behind him . and ask her to bare her secrets . lying on an uncomfortable surface is a great way to get through pain . i eyed him like he was an idiot . 