again , she 's here and i did n't even hear her knock . all other conversation stopped as everyone turned to hear him speak . he obviously did n't want me to know while he was alive . '' maybe all that stuff shed gotten off her chest had freed her up to sleep completely for once . her obsession with him would lose her her job . in her favor was the fact that he did n't know if she was armed . then she disappears into the bathroom , closing and locking the door behind her . 