-- i spent three more days in the hospital . as long as it doesnt take all day . `` the stuff that happens to me-the messes i get myself into-are my fault . hell , maybe he was the reason for it . `` sure , my locker has an actual lock . '' he had blue eyes , brown hair and freckles . i fake punch finch in the gut . and i would later be reminded of the portrait more than once during my visit . but she was not ready to let him go . 