it was as quiet as i had told him it was . she 's hurt , and anyone could have walked in here . '' there is no use worrying about them . thank god i had n't had to be part of that ; and at least i really did n't know where the bodies were buried . before , you know , everyone makes it trashy . `` you 're absolutely correct on all counts . '' because i had n't escaped just to let madeline realize that i was still alive . 