but i feel like it might be more than that . her skin felt hot as an iron . jenny came in , carrying her customary yellow legal pad , and sat down . i spin around , and , though i can hardly bear to do it , i look at him . `` you 're also making me nervous . '' i plaster my body against his , trying to stay under cover as much as possible . well probably see you in a few months . she lifted her head from his shoulder and smiled at him again . 