i swallowed again , but for a different reason . `` are you sure that this is something that you want ? '' but i did n't know if that was true . `` where are they all coming from ? i went with them , just to make sure he was okay . she spat the word as if it were poison . only he thinks that we ca n't get water somewhere else . '' he really wanted to buy something , but we ca n't afford much . when there was no answer she gave them a long look . 