i do n't want to take a walk down memory lane . '' a very long time if they were lucky . he was obviously going to cross . it doesnt matter anyways , im never going to see her again . when he felt her fear , jacques experienced the need to protect her . even his voice was smoother now , deeper , softer . i had to go back to work anyway . i started to struggle , but all i managed to do was do what he wanted . 