`` no , but i- '' `` do you fear for your physical safety ? '' `` it will make you believe in god , wo n't it ? ! '' his heart hammered in his chest . seamus , bring the good book from your pack . '' the police would then investigate him . i ca n't wait to spend the rest of my life with you . he looked down and seemed hypnotized by the height . from off to one side of his field of vision , he could make out the main gates to the city . 