what bothers me is that im freaking out about not knowing how to get the food . steven smiled and nodded in agreement . the waves leaped high and crashed down , slapping the surface . she now possessed the discipline and practice of over one hundred years . it felt like she was going to pollute our beautiful , clean future with his past . if she backed out , then her mother would probably find some way to make seth pay as well . not that she could really be of any assistance , but at least she could watch his back . 