i was embarrassed to admit it , but as many boys as i 'd been with i 'd never experienced one . that then left him opposite her , which made it easier to snarl at him . he fell- `` and because of that link ... '' he sighed . but if riley wants to stay with you , can she ? but if she is not permanent , what is she ? `` we ... spent some time together in the past . '' he groaned louder as i circled around his ears , pressing fingers against his temples . 