as a custom before i leave my house i go through the what have i forgot routine , which this time indicated it was my wallet that i left on my dresser . im sorry about last time , i managed to say . even if it was at my expense . i raced into the kitchen and pulled a giant knife out of the knife block on the counter . i do n't know what you 're thinking , but you should just give it up . its attached to the imperial beach pier , at both of its ends . 