if he thinks you 're keeping it from me , things are only going to get worse . '' then i grab a lock of my hair and frantically begin to cut it off . do you really think that he is trying to hurt me ? '' `` what kind of raw deal is this ? what do you boys have planned for this afternoon ? it means i can make a fresh start . he sat up and rubbed his eyes as the regret of not being able to sleep longer started to lift from his weary bones . 