`` she 's still trapped in whatever that town is . and now it 's all so clear . '' i walked up to the edge of the tank and saw a snake . her full lips compressed into a thin line . one of them is a jeep , and the other is a squat red car with two doors . i get scared sometimes that i wont be able to handle him when hes older . `` to find my brother , '' she told him plainly . i ask , my heart starting to beat fast . 