though he did n't smile , his eyes seemed to light up at the sight of me . to let him fade will cut off their light and this world will be dark to them . he had n't been able to hear the caller 's words , not clearly , and he had n't wanted to push her for more information with so many eyes and ears around . i want to look at the books . '' half asleep already , he rolled on top of her and kissed her long on the mouth . for goodness sake , look at me ! 