i was n't sure why , but i wanted him as much as i felt he wanted me . it was cooked in another building and pushed over on carts at a very slow pace . `` we did n't get along very well on our first assignment . '' he turned me in his arms , so that he was carrying me like a child , or a bride on her wedding night . he turns me around so im facing him . there was a crash , the sound of books falling , and a cry from ming . 