`` and you think the punch had something to do with his death ? '' how would you know if i 'm telling the truth ? '' this is me giving him the opportunity to talk about me leaving . but she would not just stand by and do nothing . [ 89 ] first night i was in boot camp , a guy curled up in the corner and cried all night . he nodded , the smile sticking in place on his face , but no longer sincere . 