now flick had stabbed someone and both of their prints were on it . `` providing you 're not doing dirty work , i think it 's best to leave them open . the line ahead of me had moved up perhaps fifty or so yards . just in time for our baby too . my sense of direction is lousy in daylight , never mind in bloody darkness . you have no idea how much i wish things were different , '' he said , and it was the first thing he said all night that i actually believed . 