something told me i needed to keep my wits about me . are you the leader or the king ? `` or is it the toy boy ? '' luke tore the collar off and kicked it . `` she does not like to be left out of a conversation , does she ? '' even while she did it , though , she knew that there was more than one way to be tired . reality flooded her mind - how she could n't afford to walk away , that was , if he offered her the job . 