especially not one with a weapon in the pocket that would raise all kinds of unnecessary questions . 't is better if i tell you the whole of it . whoever it is , theyre thorough ; ill say that for them . `` i 'm being selfish , '' she finally says , her voice low . `` so , there are few other choices . '' i 'd had my pants trapped around my knees . i 'm sure your mother is the same . '' i do think some of them looked over that paper and thought about things . 