i made it out of the bathroom , dressed , still brushing my hair in nine minutes flat . i force my mind to halt the thought , if i finish it , i will shut down , never feeling them again , never connecting with them again . its hard to realize what is going on . `` yeah , i 'm all about the cotton tail , '' he murmured . he said something he shouldnt have said . the corridor walls were even left unfinished . '' he stared back out over the grasses below . 