she could see enough of his as he stood by the window . i whispered and then it flew away . then another question came to mind . `` are you going to sit here and yap at me the entire time that i 'm here , boston ? '' i put down my glass , buttoned my jacket , and stood up . he got in the car and stayed out front , im assuming waiting for me to come and get the flash drive . but is that what life 's going to be like ? 