that ca n't be what it looks like ! but it was for the best , i figured . her breath caught at the pain . when she was nearly 10 , she nearly killed a village boy . he had no intention of removing his finger from me . her hair smelled good , a fine place to bury his nose and inhale . but all these clothes felt so strange on me ; it was as if i could feel the surface of my own skin yet not feel it . 