everything else- every single second of every single day that has come before this very moment , this kiss-has meant nothing . i pointed , because we could literally see it two blocks down the street . `` can you hold the edges together ? '' and i do n't think i need an excuse . `` and the family thing is very awkward for me , '' she said . i blinked a few times trying to allow the information to digest into my fuzzy brain . 