she was so loving , so caring , so open , so honest and genuine about everything . i hear davy call as i 'm halfway to the bog . thank goodness for that , said the sister , following the nurse out the door . at least for the person who could see them . without thinking , she gave voice to her crazy thoughts . now i knew that it was no exaggeration ; it was like all her color was totally gone . she still had the plugs under the stairs . 