it took a day just to cut one side open . do n't even try to pretend like you have n't tasted it . '' lets just leave it at that , shall we ? how much of this stuff do you remember ? '' the thing that had made me feel like i could n't sit down , like i could n't stay . but now that she 'd tasted real joy , utter sweetness , she knew anything else would be bland . what have you got to do with it , wolf ? but maybe you were unaware of their relationship . 