you stand by my side or sit in my lap , however i want it , and you listen , you learn and then , after i perform my duties , which can often be not so much f**king fun , you 're available for me . '' why do you think you do n't deserve this kind of recognition for your work ? chapter twenty-five i have to figure out how to make this thing work ! i forget her name - you need to remind me . 'if i was n't already so late , i 'd just get out and walk . 