there was still plenty i needed to learn , though . she could feel heat sweeping up her face . it was a random thought , but my mind somehow managed to connect it to the one man i was still doing my best to forget . you are n't permitted to leave- '' i laughed , peeling out . the same path that i remembered her looking out over a few weeks ago searching for me and finding nothing . i told you it was useless coming to the airport to see us off . '' 