`` douglas , '' she finally said , her tone now beyond weary , `` i did n't get enough sleep last night . i stepped into medium-high heeled sandals , the only footwear i had that werent ballet flats or boots , and went back to studying my reflection in the full-length mirror . is there not fortune enough for all ? oh my god , i muttered under my breath as i looked up and closed my eyes tightly . while youre waiting you can keep track of who shows up and who leaves . 