but i did n't know central park nearly as well as they did . the buckle had definitely seen better days . when he saw her his heart lurched into his throat . better yet , why is he here when the entire school is possessed ? you always slept through it , me leaving and returning . '' my words were insulting even though thats not how i meant them to sound . chris turned and looked up at me . it 's conservative , just like he is . '' just what is the meaning of this ? 