it definitely does not mean that i will use you for all my needs and never care about yours.
did you notice how distant you have been growing from your friends. if you are in a relationship like that, get out of it as soon as you can. if you are not ready for it, you won't be able to break up permanently and will fall deeper in to that trap.
you were surely on cloud nine thinking you are so lucky to find someone who cares about you so much. they all do it to make you stay. open up yourself to the possibility of having someone else love you more 