she asked me if i felt all right . my heels dug into his back . i look at him , and he 's watching me . i will not tell them , but only if i can see you later tonight . grandma immediately pointed out , `` why , she does n't want her mother . so what is the exact purpose of the resistance ? and stop getting so angry about the fact that she kept it from you . words that sliced into his heart . his arms were around me and it felt good . 