she was n't going to sit around and wait for him any longer . you like to garden , i murmured as i stared at his tomato plants and rose bushes , which were in full blossom . but when i got into bed and you hugged me , i thought nothing could hurt me . '' i guess thats the problem , im basically a selfish person , and i have no idea what i want . `` there 's nothing to see here , so let 's just go home . `` i think you give me too much credit . '' 