cant call anyone right now. yet, pray for someone’s company as badly as you can. do it till it feels bad. once you feel as bad as you can, you will stop feeling anything. there is no step after getting burnt, right? all burnt is the same burnt. understand that and move on.
welcome him with open arms at the end of the day. try to talk about what you managed to do. relish in the company of a fellow human. take each of these minutes in, these are precious.
talk endlessly, and remember that this is short-lived.
at the running track, put on your favorite music and invite all random thoughts. hope 