`` but babies like the human touch . `` i know you did n't ask for it and you probably do n't want it , but it 's there , and i 'm tired of trying to bury it . or maybe it was more like what had happened on that bed had scrambled her brain . after all , it had been my first real kiss . you have nothing more to live for other than your revenge against those that did this to you . i took my coat off , keeping my mouth shut . 