there was no denying i looked forward to his company in the evenings . `` will , would you excuse us , please ? '' she has a determined look on her face . i do n't lose it a lot , but when i do , it 's well and truly lost . she took a deep breath and inspected herself in a mirror . she paused on his chest and gently bit at his nipples . she looked at him as though it was the strangest question in the world . why did you come find me ? 