then we talked for twenty minutes more . i wondered what school lily was planning to go to . i felt tears rolling down my face . they were used mainly for grooming the fields . `` this is only the second class . she slowed her steps and tuned her ears to listen . she could invite him to a late dinner after the day 's shoot . it could take years for them to get on track again . but out of the ashes will come a new life , an honest life . 