i didnt have to spend so much as a night in jail . i fit my hands on the sides of her waist . i try to turn my head away , but the hand is persistent and i 'm too weak . `` just stuff that 's more grown-up . '' more than anything , the faith in her for him , the trust she had , excited him . she could feel the strength of his legs even with her skirt between them . just what she wanted him to ask . he could feel his way along it if nothing else . 