`` why are they searching for you ? '' snorting , i open up my magazine and try not to be violent toward his arrogant smirk . she follows my eyes to the empties . she clicked her fingers again , and laughed prettily . we 'd left in evening , but heavy clouds had brought the night early . `` i saw this movie , '' i said , pacing myself . deaf and numb and hurting.hurting , my love . christopher is it , he asked warmly as he opened the door . she picked the one that looked most likely . 