and it made a difference at the house . i did n't want to think about him changing . he 's longed for someone like me , starved even . then he set back in , ordering me , `` play with your ni**les . he thanked her and clicked off . `` there 's no pain this time is there , baby ? '' it was n't that she was built like a truck which she was . the good news is , it 's made him nice and docile-when i tell him to do something , he does it . 