`` when have i ever been that polite ? '' `` and her friends and family do n't think it 's weird she lives in a post office box ? '' god i could just lay here all night and watch her . then i will return the next day , and again and again until you tell me how to get there . `` would it be all right if i came by for a few minutes ? it 's the only sensible way forward at this point . '' 