the sun was just dipping below the horizon when they made it back to the city . i thought i may as well be polite . `` i was up where the bells were . yeah , and she 'd also smiled at me that day in the cafeteria , silently telling me to go for cole . i peered more closely into the darkness , trying to see what she was staring at through the flashing lights . its not any sadder than anything else . 