from here , she could see that it easily reached her chest in height , four strange symbols carved into the smooth cream stone ; one on each side . `` you fell in love with me before you knew what you were up against , and it did n't stop you . its your turn to make them anyway . were the only ones here , he said as he peered out the window . on some level she thought she was not lovable , too different to be loved . i 'd struck fear into the hearts of others . 