`` hello , '' she answered after the third ring . i grab his t-shirt and hold on , crushing my lips to his , trying to pour everything out of me into this one kiss , all that i 'm feeling , all that i 'm still afraid of , all my love , so strong it borders on pain . he released me as i tumbled on the ground , my butt sore from the landing . there were lots of places where someone could hide here . pause do you really care if i do or not ? 