`` that 's not the only part of me that you 're messing with , but it 's not your fault . '' ready to cry and scream and kill dad for doing this to me . i killed two birds with one stone . '' i 'm leaving you , her sister had said . in addition to us , there were nine adults and three kids mark had rescued . i do n't know why i thought he would have disappeared . he made a wide arc and approached the boat not from the island , but from the deeper sea . 