there was no doubt in my mind that i would love him until my own death . he pulled me out from underneath the balcony`s overhang . `` yeah , i think i 'm ready to go home . '' you are the first thing i think of every morning and the last thing i think of at night . lungs heaving , i pushed the water from my face so i could breathe . you dont think he might re-arrange the furniture ? i wasnt allowed to just float because my body had to be under the water as much as possible . 