its really not healthy , she said the conversation feeling all too familiar seeing as though they have it daily . `` amen , '' heather said , and raised her arm . crap , where did that thought come from ? i think shes afraid that one day shell go to sleep and not awake . he should have known she would follow him instead of heading back to last chance as ordered . autumn had said something about having a lead . she reached down to the floor and pulled on his shirt then went into the bathroom . 