he offered the same shaggy , weathered appearance as nicholas ; however , his hair was sandy-brown with hints of gold . what if he came back to colin in the middle of dinner , spitting mad and wondering who all these people were and why they were eating his food ? `` what you see is what you get with me . i thought maybe ... you looked sort of ... '' he shrugged . this obsession with weight was getting to be too much for me . i did n't know you were into cooking . '' 