some coffee. although, i will let you know now, i have become a bit awkward. i don’t speak in complete sentences now. i stare at my phone to make sure there are no emergencies at home. i might drink the coffee super fast because i need more to refuel when i get home. i also might drink it fast because i worry i will need to jump into gear if there is an emergency and i don’t want to waste that precious cup of joe. i also might accidentally cut you off in mid sentence, because i just realized that i missed an important piece of my story earlier and 