remember that annoying moth that was flying around jills living room when you first got there ? its almost full , she told them . the wind seemed to be blowing harder now , hinting at a storm . as i rested , my head filled with dreams of benjy . they were nothing more than a means of getting his way . so let 's hope you 're being straight up now . '' she was n't in the least bit hungry ; other than habit she did n't even know why she had bothered to stand in line . 