at least the photographer has feelings for you . it might get better as we go , '' he shrugged his shoulders , `` it might get worse . `` let them wait and worry a while . i found a fresh pair of jeans and a new shirt and pulled them on . who was he to give them ? he thought , trying to make sense of the sudden attack . my place was with this man , next to him , wherever we made our own paradise . `` why are you so serious about this no communication thing ? '' 