i downloaded it and i bring it out every now and then when she really pushes my buttons . she is as giddy a child the night before any given christmas morning . `` what do you wish me to do today , my lady ? '' `` the same thing they thought when my daughter got drunk and drove her brand-new car into a tree . i was sinking , in mud , in drugs , in life . `` i guess i was hoping it would go away on its own . '' 