why do n't you call your government and ask them if they agree with you on that ? `` you really thought you were so hot that the most popular girl in school would want to go out with you ? '' `` it 's brilliant , in a completely twisted sort of way . '' the bed was uncomfortable and i kept waking up flushed with sweat and feeling my heart pound , only to not remember what i was dreaming about . i had somewhat of a life before my mother brought me here . 