i am now standing upon a black and hardened pavement . she had straight brown hair and big , beautiful brown eyes . she only hesitated a moment before she walked in . i decided not to turn on the radio . `` now you do , and you 're still changing his mind . and by the way i 'm looking at everything in the room but him , i know that i do n't really need him to . strangely slack , not even startling at his touch . 