leaving amber to make up her mind by remaining silent was his trend . he killed my sister , and i do n't care what his excuses are . he stands in the open doorway watching me as i apply a coat of mascara . the guards glanced at each other , then one tapped on the door . she thought about the photos , sitting on the desk . whatever you think you saw , it was n't what you think . the longer ralph thought about it , the more he doubted it . 