he asked to meet you last night . '' hed been keeping a big canvas laundry bag just inside his back door , but it seemed hed missed his chance . sit-yap , oh yeah , i get it , jack thought , feeling the dull ache from his testicles spreading up into the pit of his stomach . i dont know how long hed been there , one minute , two minutes , ten minutes . `` he would want you to have this . '' 