but like me , you shall not look me up . '' toby gets up and walks toward me , his face striped white and black from the moonlight and the shadow of the grate . pull the old , `` we can do it here or downtown '' routine . the same hands she used to pleasure herself were used to handle that magazine . the only real difference is that we arent going to try and kill each other . of course , he was missing an awful lot of connections right now and had to admit as much . 