you do not really have to leave her here tonight you know . ' , we are n't looking for your type . '' `` if you change the rhythm i will kill you . '' i lifted my chest as much as i could , relaxed and laid back in the water . `` you could be useful to us , to our cause . '' tell me , what makes your friend so sure that i am sick . at least their back door was covered . my own breathing was screwing it up . soon i was too hard to think . 