knowing it was right , though , did n't make it any easier . `` wow , it 's really cold , '' she tells me in a high-pitched , almost whiny voice . well , to start with , theres no trauma , like there would be if force was used . or so she tried to tell herself as she took off for the front door . seriously , sometimes i think she does n't really know how beautiful she is . what was it with this guy and racing ? 