i shook my head and made myself smile and said , what do i want ? he was the only one not frozen by the look of it . when he thought she needed or wanted something , she suddenly had it . i nodded my head against his chest , hugging him back . i miss seeing the world with you . `` would n't it be lovely if they developed a bad case of butterfingers and just dropped the damn thing ? '' `` actually , i could use a side trip to the mall , '' sissy put in . 