but soon his staring eyes were aware of a dim light at his right hand . a fair one , because i 'd been willing to fight for him . but i guarantee that he and i will have our differences . `` there 's a lot of anger to that . `` so , '' he said , `` it appears sir guy is afraid to fight me first . '' unrealistic things seem to always appear in the life of a realistic girl like me . just like i would n't ask you to leave this town you love . '' 