his cheeks are red from underneath his helmet and his shirt is soaked with sweat . it showed darkness and amber eyes , a smile in white and red . i knew if i didnt , there would be no way i could trust myself to take any of this seriously . before i had a chance to speak , toby screwed up his face as if he was in pain and said , youre here to hand in your notice , arent you ? sounds like a treacherous thing to do . 