he 'd picked out two other drawings - one of a horse that i 'd done years ago , and a still life with a bowl of wax fruit that i hardly even remembered . she can take a nap under the van . `` it was your job to get close to me , to do whatever it took , to be whomever you needed to be to get under my skin so you could watch me . she nodded toward the small speaker grill above the switch . there were people in the mud lanes , going about their business . 