she looks at me as if to say , `` keep up . '' a quiet , delighted squeal escaped her throat . i could feel the heat from a demon of burning on the side of my face . `` you still love him , and until that changes , you ca n't see anyone else . but not a human face ... .it had a horses head ! `` well , your listeners are hopefully already aware of who i 'm sleeping with . '' i yelled , pissed i had n't realized this before . 