it is so heavy on my soul . and at that moment , i realized what i had felt the day of his birth . understanding dawned in the commander 's face . time continued to pass - the oldest trick in the world , and maybe the only one that really is magic . he had to feel the way her ni**les had grown tight , peaking against him . before , even a slight breeze made me turn green , but now i could actually open my eyes without wishing for the sweet release of death . 