yourself struggle, or a little bit of everything that is going to cause a bigger struggle. the bottom line of this all is to let you know a little bit more about me when i bring time up to you or saying another month is over i want you to see that this is more then about yourself in the end of it. i have a lot to be thankful for as well this past month, and to me that is an important measure to watch as well. we might sit in the darkness a lot of the times in our life, but then the rays of light come in 