in the end i said , its a cracking pizza , love . i picture him , young and strong , riding his bike to escape his father . how did you get to her ? there 's no telling what hes going to do . `` what did you do to your face ? '' `` i have to get measured for my wedding dress . '' sun baked his back , but he was too numb to feel it . and i laugh and squirm beneath him until i cry out for him to stop , happy tears squeezing from my eyes . 