still , i did n't want that word ruining our happy time together . `` i do n't know where i 'm going , but i have some money saved so i have options . '' could you buy my fathers respect ? `` you stayed in a lot of places with rats and roaches ? '' the sheriff sits in the rocking chair , facing the crowd with his back to the door . it was built on a grand scale and darker than most of the other casinos on the strip . not having her now felt like the bigger risk . 