time was ticking away to settle her life . then fight him for the first two days of the battle . `` there are other things out of order too . did you get really hammered on cheap wine or lemon gin ? '' you loved to crawl on your belly , as they do . '' please , lets just go to our place . `` i'l take that one , '' my grandfather said . would he show her he had n't changed , and make her decision so much easier ? 