before he even asked , i answered him . but one real and nagging fear remained . your job will be waiting for you when you get back , if you still want it . she did n't say anything for a long minute or two . this was the messiest i 'd ever seen his place , likely because he had to feed sam , pack for day care , plus the weekend bag , and get his son out of the house early . and i do n't wish to now , either . 