all we want to do is stay as far in front of that sea as possible . `` so who do you need me to find ? '' it simply faded in its own time , in its own way . it was suddenly as clear as a neon sign . of course , a tiny voice like a cool dark wind in her brain said , you did n't remember all of it yet . and if it worked it would mean they had a chance . as i do , she tosses a grenade through . 