she stared at the floor , her head bowed . regardless of my answer , what we had is over . '' jack gave them a quick tour of the rig and offered to set them up wherever the preferred . `` getting out of midnight for a little while . i do n't know what came over me . somehow he forced himself to go through another five minutes of asking questions . id had to move it in stages through the back yard , scouting as i went . you did n't carry the flashlight with you . '' 