to draw in your head , then . i have never met a human class before . it was like walking into the past . why did she show up in the middle of the day ? i was in the hospital for three days . that was when i saw her : my grandmother . `` if i had n't gotten there when i did ... '' `` i know , '' i cut him off before he could say the words that would make everything way too real . the silence continued until we arrived at the hospital . 