i told him as i put the gun over my shoulder . this was the largest day soldiers base on the east coast . `` i 'm not accusing you of being shallow . instead of going to his customary chair , he makes his way toward me . there was blessed silence at the breakfast table . walk us through what you saw ? '' his hands had curled into fists without his knowledge . `` me too , '' said k. `` if those engines need any work i 'm the only one here able to do it . '' 