we might need to call someone in to help us . '' the muslin curtains at his favorite peeping window to her bedroom-their bedroom now-were drawn , but a convenient gap had been left just for him it seemed . except what did that have to do with breaking up with her ? i did n't suppose they had lemonade or tea , so i bravely ordered an ale . i am beginning to feel him inside me , in my heart and my soul , and this is not good . i sucked in a breath , but it got stuck . 