she 'd given him too much power over her before and she would n't do it again . it seemed to require all his strength . she took a spoon from the drawer and showed it to him . `` and never more so than i will be for you . '' why was it always james who was able to convince people ? we wait while he does so we can go sit on the back porch together . `` now slip your finger beneath your panties . he glanced at the vat gauges . 