`` i 'm as good as will and jake any day . frowning , i went back inside and opened the kitchen cabinets . `` you have a good voice , '' she mumbled . not one of my better ideas . with my pulse pounding in my head and my vision gone , i only felt this struggle to stay in one piece as my body felt like it was being torn apart . `` i set you up perfectly for that , did n't i ? '' huge white wings unfurled from his back , covered in downy , snow-colored feathers . 