i had to realize that i had seen the better , but less complex , portion of poppy 's personality . he lays out his thinking , his concerns , his plan . i 'm all the way inside , leaning against the wall in my bedroom when i finally hear sig 's engine start . twisting , i took a quick look behind me to see if i could shift into the exit lane . she peeked out of the storage locker . no one had shown a face in the library for the past hour , when josh had left . 