you could practically hear the theme music swelling . you do not seem to come in the old lists that i learned when i was young . you 're not feeling sorry for him , are you ? '' `` if i go down to josh 's parents ' house , i have a good chance of being hurt , '' she argued . because you know thats not my thing . then it was gone , i was gone . i 'm not normally such brat and i do n't know what is wrong with me now . 