it was a common habit of hers when she was nervous . then he changed the subject entirely . i just think my feelings are different . i was just looking for a place that 'd be easier to defend . '' this sounds like a winning formula for her , i teased . you wanted to tie me up . he stepped toward me , gently running his fingers down the side of my face , making my heart pound harder . i help out after school , on weekends-that kind of thing . '' 