they would think that she did not care about them . her heart nearly jumped from her chest there was such tenderness there . cant afford to have guys looking at you . `` no , '' i whispered because the change in him was kind of scaring me . hope you took a good look at that no-mans-land . `` and i found you crying on the bus , '' he said , nodding . everyone knew it was a sign , a sign that you were different than your mother . one of his fraternity brothers has a place in heavenly . 