i wish so much he did n't have to live with that pain and the scars it came with . '' i wanted to fight him , if only to see if i could hold my own . i stormed the one the girls were busy with and tackled him to the ground . the next twelve hours were going to be a huge challenge . i squeezed back and forced myself to stay calm . i quickly turned my head and saw an empty bottle of wine sitting on my table . `` rob 's father is in the hospital . 