he swept her hair back from her damp forehead . her fingers were still warm , far warmer than an average human 's , and the heat seemed to sink into him . should i use two sprays of perfume ? i tried to use a tissue to clean myself up , but it was no use . so the violence was inside the city , inside the castle , and already inside his quarters . this damned separation was a never-ending series of late hits . violence may always be part of my life and i ca n't ask you to accept that . 