making my way down the stairs , i passed one of abigail 's roommates . i sat down in my hall , my back against the door , crying . they stayed like this , wrapped in each other 's arms , gently rocking back and forth . i feel like im seeing myself for the first time , too . luke quickly picked her up and screamed to the people on the couch to get up . but this time we had something a lot more serious to discuss than whether we should do it . 