the engine rumbles to life and the air-conditioning hits me in the face . they can solve their own problems without me . i just came here looking for some peace after a rough day yesterday . the threat was in the air . i need to talk about my schedule , so i follow him . the temptation to escape , to pack a suitcase and disappear , grew stronger every day . but she looked as if she 'd love to . the details hit me like bullets , one at a time , fast and sure . 