that 's the best i can do , but i can give you my card when we make port . '' i would watch the clock flip over to midnight and wonder if that was the date i would mourn each year for the rest of my life . i picked up his hand and looked at it . just because a man and woman sleep in the same room does n't mean they 're having sex . i walked to the edge of the boat and peered down . he started by acting as if nothing was wrong . 