they knew i could give her a better life . we are going live now to the white house . he repeated several times that day that he must wait for you to return , but we all feared that he would never make it . he wanted her to return the gesture and hold him together , as well . im alive but trapped in a seventh time line . i swallowed hard , fighting the sudden urge to throw up . it was quiet , weak and hoarse . 'is n't this the hard way already ? ' 