i force myself to remember last night . i was peeling my ruined t-shirt off over my head when the curtain moved back and a really pretty nurse holding a chart came in . i took a walk through and saw the mess . he let go of my wrist , and i fell to the carpet . `` that must mean this spot on the cover has more mass than the rest of the surface . '' it took her several seconds to understand what he was asking her but eventually , his message got through . 