by the way can you introduce me to your son ? '' `` if you knew about this , if you led us here on purpose- '' `` i did n't know , i swear . my hands searched the sheets but came up empty , and my eyes opened to find myself alone in the room . `` so it did , but it 's not going to feed us or find us a place to live ! '' `` what else do you already know about me ? '' she had to learn to fight for herself . 