she wiggled in his grasp , not able to get close enough to him . : he could see it clearly : a piano keyboard , his hands upon it , playing , and he knew . `` i feel like i could take on the world and actually f**king win . '' but then there were other reasons to get in shape , too , he knew as he smiled to himself . besides , i 'm not in the bloody mood to hear 'i told you so . ' 