why did n't the police look into all this ? '' `` ca n't speak for anyone but myself right now , '' bull said . `` more than anything , '' i admitted out loud . turn you at some point , or kill you - that is how it works , and you know that . frosty had led me to believe cole would want me to be with him . he sighed , wishing he could give her so much more than he was about to offer . he basically had his nights alone . 