they talked for a long time over lunch . `` start it , say it , '' he ordered . of course , we will be more elegant and bold than the church was . i , however , am not interested in the drink . `` do you know who that man is ? '' funny , you dont look a day over twenty . this was beginning to frighten me horribly . too discouraged to even cry , emma shook her head . `` i-i- '' had no reply that would encourage that sense of calm . 