she had accepted the boy , his mother and toms gay lover , but these two , along with their brother , her dead father , represented all of the reasons why she thought her own brother had behaved the way he had . `` he thinks the world should stop for him . '' the more she had of him , the more she wanted him . the crying grew closer and closer until the door flew open . i still need to go im sleepy . then i want you to do some more killing . 