coming up with excuses not to go after what you want wo n't achieve a damn thing . '' you bought the house from his poor mother . `` but you would n't be having half as much fun . she bites her lip and breathes out on the last word . i release my mouth from his and move my lips across to his neck . this farm belongs to my family . in order for anything to survive it has to have light . head out the same gate we came through and turn right on the first access road . 