i sat at the first seat i reached , and a knife and fork already lay waiting . but she pulled her big-girl panties on and prepared for probably one of the most awkward lunch periods of her life . `` but how did they know exactly where to find us , if your mother 's vision was n't precise ? '' maybe if you came to class more often , you would remember . no , he never told me about any of this . the smart move was to leave her . she shook her head in the darkness and laughed . 