he loved her too much not to have been a physical mess if something had happened to her . its about what we talked about when i was down here last . his claws sliced across her stomach . it had meant a lot to him and he had looked forward to it , or that is the impression he felt inside . 'let 's go on then and see what we can find out . ' i could see the top of the towers from my bedroom window a short distance to the west of where i lived . 