i wondered , and sadness grabbed at me . i probably would be too if i was in his shoes . just how many flowers did the ass buy ? i have been back over the stretch of trail where we found johns body several times now , he stated . 'but you will come , at least for a while ? ' it was done the moment the ancient words were spoken . lucy had no idea what to say . that way , were not listing their name , and we have proof , they joined our organization . 