i yell when i see him pull his gun out from behind his back . he moved back to a computer that had video feeding from the camera . she was less certain whether she would forgive herself . `` pigeon disappeared after his club lost . '' she rested a whatever-it-is-im-here-for-you hand on my arm . i wish i had studied more , become educated , you know . but it would probably be enough to make him hit play again . this is the final time line . worse , my father disappeared when i was ten . 