`` and you 're gon na love camp haven , '' the soldier says . i was thankful that i had not looked at her , that i had given her the privacy she had needed to cry simply by keeping my head facing forward . and i need to make it up to him , how awful i was . i do n't feel the need to get punched in the junk . '' the delay had almost driven her mad with frustration . `` and if we do that , you have a little more information to add to the equation . '' 