like everyone else', so the more positive thoughts i got the more - it sort of pushed me, and i felt - and it sort of pushed me to do it, so i got the injection in my hand, and eventually it went in my leg. i had to hold it there for five seconds, and pull it back out and that was the biggest achievement for me by far, and i had to do it again. i had to do it about five more times, just to make sure that i'd done it right. then i went home from there on a real high, because i could do it 