they had all agreed early on that they would follow along with lynns plan . without warning cooper reached out and wrapped his hands around her waist . maybe its not the totem he wanted you to see . or maybe his thoughts were no longer here in this room , but somewhere else where there were no worries and the future was safe . i beat him for myself and the ruin of my life . i know it wont happen , but i like to fool myself sometimes . with each stroke i grew stronger and less human . 