she did n't look happy , and i refused to believe all of it came from being upset at seeing me . he swallowed hard at the raw desire in her eyes that had him reaching for the towel . i could n't do that again- i could n't just lose myself to the fight again . `` you scared the hell out of me , old man . '' do n't you know i will love our child just as much as i love you ? i am eager and waiting to explain the situation to you . 