but i was bound and determined that , come hell or high water , i was getting out of this damn bed . we have to go to war with the army we have . little detail was given beyond that . `` not if you want this to last . '' god ... the blood in that room . please tell me i wo n't be tested on it . how many years did she have left ? i live in 5d , and i was wondering if you would do me a favor . 