`` you will come to me , and you will climb into my bed and you will tell me exactly what it is you want . i never felt safer then when i was tucked in his arms . `` and i do n't mean she was bad for being with him , but that 's how many years of being treated like that ? '' his mind seared , boiling under his own power . we can get someone out there if youd like . every hour that goal seemed further and further away . 