`` that 's not the same as you telling me . '' he scrubbed it away with water and salt . he ran frantically down the path , but collapsed halfway down its length to his knees , sobbing hysterically . `` what do you even know about this group ? '' she found a stream and washed herself and her clothes , borrowing a bit of soap from a woman on her way . `` oh there 's plenty more to it than that . '' well start fresh first thing in the morning . 