what the blazes are you doing with all of that ? no , ill go alone , sage said . probably a hundred and fifty pounds , dead weight . i know all these things and more . '' i should have seen him go in . despite leaving , sebastians always been protective over me , kind of like the big brother he once was . did you think i 'd believe they were really from the cruise ship ? do you know what it meant to lift my hand and see it move in the light ? 