he only hoped she would do the same . a nightmare that they never expected to see . the hot water seemed to steam out some of my misery , and i shampooed my hair and scrubbed every inch of skin , shaving my legs and armpits . still no real interest on the guy 's face . `` very well , '' he said , his disappointment clear . she suddenly wished she had tossed them out . he was cruel and named the `` beast '' , and from what she 'd read , for good reason . 