she dropped her purse and tried to struggle but it was useless . god loves you like no human being ever can . if he had to choose one , who would it be ? i felt lost and broken and no matter what i did i could n't shake the feeling , so i just existed . i stopped and pulled the key out to examine it . there was no denying her genuine concern for me . she was trying to see past it . he picks me up and i hitch my legs around him . 