i do n't want him to think this is all too much for me , that i 'm overwhelmed in any way-of course , i am , but in every good way . start packing while i explain to him who he really is . i did n't understand a lot of it , and i still do n't get what he was . the people have built twelve beautiful bridges across the waters . i knew he wouldnt , and he guessed i was the author . she gave me a reassuring smile and a wave of relief washed over me . 