`` i closed my eyes for five minutes out there in that jungle and all i could think about was this . there was no way jane could be that close to him without biting . i wo n't sit back and do nothing . everyone around the fire was getting hot now , and it was n't just because of the flames . i am already married to you in spirit if not in the so-called civilized world . '' pip needed to know , to be convinced . her expression was sweet and open . 