but i think youre at the right place , arent you . `` me either , '' josie said , meaning it . it all looked the same , the jungle , the road , and the rain . this is a little much , dont you think ? `` so , why are we going with you ? he seemed happy and unconcerned about his family on the other side of the pacific ocean . i drew in a last breath through my nose and finally pulled my face out of his neck . 