he tried to respond , looking angry , but i spoke over him . ray put his hands on his head and said , this is giving me a headache . if nothing comes through soon i 'm going to take wade up on his offer . '' as the oldest of all of them , after their father died , marcus had immediately stepped into those newly empty shoes . tears of pain roll down his cheeks . who knows what 's changed inside you ? '' i have been in worse storms than this ! 