she had n't said he only wanted to talk . i would get through this alone , like i always did . `` you okay in here , ma'am ? '' my body shivered , doing things i did n't know it could do , wanting things i thought i 'd never want . everybody knows who he really is , of course , but theyre too polite to go up to him and say , hey , youre elvis ! we grew quiet for several minutes before dean spoke again . 