she thinks i park cars for a living , and every time i want to clear the air , nothing but silence comes from my throat . i reach back to open the window while sage drags a stool over to us . then he remembered where he was , it was a dream a little dream of hope to keep him going . at this hour it was empty . besides will , mark was the only man in years who had excited me in years . the second half 's a lot darker , though . 