i had to get this baby out of here . he headed back past the gardens and the war museum and to the elephant . gray asked , stepping next to vigor . `` you were in pain for three months ? '' 'you ca n't be with me all of the time . ' `` where do you live when you 're not here ? '' `` weep quietly , '' she told him , leaning close . my son , what will people say if we have someone like him at the party ? `` so why send me that way ? '' 