are you going to eat that last bit of clam ? why would you agree to do something like that ? `` they 're not going to let us go . '' they all ended up dead some slow way . so he chose to stay with me . i 'm too much in my head tonight , or this morning i guess i should say , '' as i looked at the alarm clock that read five thirty . i ask no one in particular again . she was n't the stick thin kind of woman . 