he 'd sat in the chair across from her , i guessed . she 'd hail a cab and get the hell out of there . suddenly nervous , i chewed on my bottom lip . his voice is playful and i ca n't help but smile . she still did n't believe this was going to last beyond tonight . it shouldnt have come to that in the first place . i want to do more than just kiss you , too . im coming to terms with that . this quiet , sad man was not for her . 