`` well , he never did realize what he had . yeah , i about swallowed my tongue , because there were a lot of things he 'd stolen the joy from , that much was true ; but there was one thing in general that had hurt the most . 'but they 'd put all their future in it - ' 'you wanted me , commander ? ' you got the contract signed and now you 're ready to return to your old life . the whole thing shook when i slammed the metal door behind me . 