`` i wanted the ones who were still alive to realize just exactly what to expect . i knew that much there was flat racing and jump racing . `` you 're going to do great today , '' she whispered , opening her eyes and staring up at him . hey , he muttered , eyeing the swim teams table . i stumbled back as the men watched on in shock as one of them spoke . as if sugar had ever done that ! she was fascinated by her and i could n't wait for her to meet her two little brothers . 