i went to a lot of house parties and met quite a few interesting and attractive men , but not one who gave me the i-can't-breathe-and-think-around-you-feeling . this village is under your queen 's hand . you 're not going to give them the satisfaction . cause and effect in my mind . one of them was large , strong , with a full beard and a large axe strapped to his back . i know plenty of my officers take money to look the other way . 