i wanted to weigh four hundred pounds and eat ice cream all day long and drink soda by the two-liter . `` and how exactly do you know that ? '' i understand you arent going to let the brown twins play . he cups my cheek in his hand . didnt have the heart to wake him . we started to make our way over toward lucky and my new horse . `` bravo , '' i said , clapping my hands together politely . if he knew who-or what-i was , he 'd probably kill me on the spot . 