i dont think anything i said made any difference . i blushed at that and turned to stare at the ceiling . it really did make everything better . how did you find a way out ? what could i do but come by ? i used to take heart from his touch . and the way you ca n't stop coming ... drives me f**king crazy that i can get to you that way . '' he was still grinning from ear to ear . now you go and put on a good show . 