he said art was dumb and for girls . what bearing does it have on us being together ? '' `` whether i am or not , i 'm certainly not yours . '' he had no intention of asking for help , instead he disappeared into the night and headed for the observatory . he located two metal hinges on one side and the handle on the other . she swam around the right side of the church , peering through busted stained-glass windows , always eyeing the distance back up to the surface , to air . 