`` her cousin was a jealous whack job who was trying to kill her . the thought made her feel sick , but she could n't destroy eric . she used her position to kick my knee . he could be on her in a matter of seconds . she wanted to crawl underneath her chair and stay there until they were gone . the ocean is bright blue , reflecting the sun . `` i do n't like it , but ... i trust you know what you 're doing . '' i know you didnt , the lawyer said . 