she sounded skeptical , and for good reason . i concentrated on the sound , trying to calm my nerves . we could not know the importance of such information . '' `` i know how to get in here anyway , remember ? '' he asked giving me a warm smile . `` i 'm going to go out back and work out . silver lining : my wedding was n't happening as planned and i would n't have to get married with a goose egg on my chin . 