but kelly knew better ; only he was aware of the feelings during this connection . he did n't touch me , only waited . my first instinct was to dash toward the door of my office , which is what i did , blocking the stranger from further access into my house . he spun to face her , his eyes searching her face for some sense of what had brought her here . we 're about to find out , he thought , in-he glanced at the screens-three and a half minutes . 