sam said over the rushing wind as we flew . im staying to make sure you dont invite him in . the nuzzling at the back of her neck had turned into nibbles . again , i nodded , unable to say i was doing it for practice because it would n't ring true since i was past the practice stage , the action easy now for me . stuff , i hate it when she starts in with that crap . it was really kind of weird . `` sometimes i just ... sometimes i feel like i 'm still in there . 