she sighed as she breathed in the smell of the forest . `` i hate the way you have to be so alpha , beat your chest all the time . they did n't speak again until they were near his house . i 'm going to wrap it really tight to try and stop the bleeding a little . '' it would buy them enough time . before i knew it , the sun was up and i was still sitting in the rocking chair . it was so awkward for me , eating in silence . you knew my feeling about that . 