i stand there for a second and look at the tissue , wondering if i should even bother . the geologist was making no effort to be liked by any of adams people , let alone his own . the doors opened and i stepped out . it was so f**king hard to get to him and so damn easy for him to get to me . the girl slipped the note paper into one pocket of her shorts and tucked the recorder in the other . the milks in the jug for thomas . 