i know it will take time , but i hope you can learn to forgive me . it was too loud everywhere else . and we know he 's been in contact with the human girl who escaped with her . the ball caught him in the throat . `` pulling it up now , '' jeff said . he had to think of something , fast . he reached for me and flipped me onto my back before he crawled over me . the third message was left last night by my mother . 