terry said , i know , dont worry , this will all get easier with time . they all raised their mugs and drank . he leaves , and i take that as my cue to wrap up my additional workout . it was too easy to use a credit card and pay later . those are all things i thought were independent of love . maybe they kept it there as a fail-safe . jared pul ed me into his arms , and i let my cheek burn against his chest . 