i wanted to hose them down like a turd on the bottom of my boot . `` let 's continue this conversation tonight , okay ? `` i most certainly will not , '' i replied as i wrapped the first chunk of lily 's hair around the iron . then she did something she had n't done in years . the thing is , i cant stop thinking about him . the moment i closed the door behind us , something seemed to drain out of sophia again . they are more in danger of discovery in those places . 