`` thanks , '' i say , then get into the passenger side of the truck and slip off my gloves . yet , despite his massive frame , his features were oddly gentle . adrenaline surged , and i felt like i 'd been kicked in the stomach . a girl that is n't anything like who i am today . they didnt even tell us anything that was going to happen other than saying that we are going to be wild , whatever that means . youve got a lot of rose shrubs in your garden . 