you will have a chance to gain my trust , however , but the experience will be in some light painful . `` that is usually a part of going to dinner with someone , '' i reply with an innocent smile . all at once he knew he did n't like this guy . so for about eighteen months , maybe . during the drive , i recite everything i need to say over and over in my head . below , floorboards groaned with the sound of his brother moving around . 