`` i wo n't have to spend my whole life on this ship . `` i do n't care what you think or what you told her . i 'm the one who chose to sleep with him again . '' it appeared to have crawled from the nearby door before coming to a rest , bleeding and rolling around a bit . a week of no sleep , slamming down junk food , and stress tended to do that to a girl . it 's like talking to a brick wall sometimes , '' he muttered . 