especially if they feel like you are offering them a lot of great useful information. instead of making so many unpredictable situations, which even a "dragster". my heart ache so heavy right now, from the knowing that we won't get to talk, laugh, go on family road trips, or even cook-out on the grill (your favorite), which i still don't know how. that was in the old second division. and they want to pony up more money to uncle sam. the less distractions, the better off i am. you can't do that at the pace of a chapter a week. 