hope wanted to get down to business , and i was n't about to stop her . not that i wanted to converse with her any more than she did with me . it is still mostly dark , but by the time i get to the park , dawn has formally begun , and i have enough light to move down the walking trails without struggling to see . are you ... are you f**king her ? i usually did n't talk back to him , but my head was in a weird place . 