one to travel down my side and then curve to become an arm around my back holding me so strong , i was plastered to his front . `` james said it took his dad a long time to get over his mother 's death . '' i am not a morning person not until after my second cup of caffeine . i managed to roll off of him to my hands and knees and crawled to the edge of the bed . i woke up to find the coffee table pushed aside , a light blanket tangled around our bodies . 