after crawling into bed , i had n't fallen asleep as fast as i thought i would . take hold of my waist and let me pull you until you can gain your footing . '' then she caught herself and answered him . i told myself to step back but i was caught , hypnotized by his eyes , his mouth , everything about him . why do you ask so many questions ? like maybe the pen is mightier than the sword . tell me what im not seeing ? 