‘but one of the first things you had to do in that program was keep a food diary and i noticed i was eating well, it was just that the portion sizes were way off. "oh, yes, you have," said he, handing me one. a few years later on another snowy night just a short distance from my apartment (returning home after a 325-mile trip from the twin cities) i was involved in a collision with another car. then they saw he had a gun and he turned, pointed the gun at the female laying next to him. 