sure enough , she moved closer and he read her intentions in her face . had she come through it somehow ? hes still a fourteen-year-old boy , and im all grown up . he did n't want to lose her as a nanny . i should n't call her that right now . but why did you spy on him ? but an actual physical attack , one you knew would cause direct and terrible damage , was an entirely different issue . i doubt that girl 's been cranky a day in her life . '' 