`` feeling the force of your pleasure is beyond anything i can describe . '' try this , it 's my favorite , '' he offered as if they were n't having an important discussion . he rubbed my shoulder and moved his hand to my back . `` when i 'm here with you i feel safer , though . so for you to think that they slice themselves open with a small razor blade is absurd . he shifted his hand in the light , the black stone winking in the morning sun . 