gasped eric , as she laughed her head off . even with everything broken and decided inside her , she could n't quite allow herself to disappear for good . would one glimpse of your body be worth getting kicked out of your room ? '' when they finally break , he will have no means by which to stop the loss of blood flow to his hands . with no shame or recognition of how badly i could take this , my father said , `` a strip club . '' 