the clay cracks , but peter does n't look behind him . however , i didnt want this conflict to continue . `` you ca n't keep it , '' she said , and there was something terrible in her voice , like blood and lightning . she received a clean bill of health . the annoying cameras started clicking the moment he stepped one foot out the door . the bulk of the crowd , anyway . it will come screaming and meet me in the darkness . you just have to think that few people actually get to live lives like that . 