she knew exactly where she 'd spotted those markings before , symbols that were well-kept secrets known only to those on the inside . i was happier than i had ever been , and my life was complete . so ... how come it 's still there ? ' when i pulled away from the sheet , i saw it was stained with my blood . this is the direct line to my room in the hotel , she politely added . murphy reached in his jacket pocket , pulled out two envelopes . 