`` good , then we are as ready as we can be . '' there is nothing like it in the whole of human experience . she grabbed his hand and placed it on his heart . `` he 's saying that you two hooked up . old guys in gray suits who sit in corners do n't have to worry about me attacking them . we could weigh them , at least . '' air poured in and out of my lungs , thick and painful . hot tub water was spilling over the front of the house as i walked up . 