even though she would have escaped this pain if she 'd never met jack , she knew she 'd gladly go through it all again . i knew they didnt have anything on me . this had become a true hunt , against deadly enemies of the ra . 'so long as you kept yourself occupied . ' do n't let cross out of your sight . '' at least he did n't say that they were in a relationship . because if its gods will for your life , you have to do it . 