i touched it and it felt dry and harsh on my fingers as if it would give me a paper cut if i ran my finger tips across the edge of each blade . funny how we say that , but it feels like the exact opposite , like i was being filled with helium and rising up like a balloon every time i thought of him . he already knew he could never bear living in a jail cell . i sighed and told him we better head back to the room . what was in that box that was so exciting ? 