my ant looked in my direction and stared directly into my soul . that was what i wanted to do . `` should n't we try to fix it ? his blood went from warm to sizzle in a heartbeat . oh ... well , i suppose that is accurate then , if you believe it to be so . slowly , so slowly , i lifted my shirt . they are always on the look-out for good looking young guys who love a bit of fun , know what i mean ? he caught ronnies eye and nodded towards the truck . 