what exactly is it that you have against the u.s. government ? i know your man is coming for you . i came by to wish you good luck for tonight . that ended the questions , but not her curiosity , and whenever she could , she would go down and just stare at the door , as if she could somehow will it to open and discover its secrets . you just are n't used to this one yet . '' laughter followed him , but he did n't give a damn . `` so is this really so bad ? '' 