would you spell it for me ? '' despite her poor choices , mac should n't be forced to mate anyone she did n't choose . '' `` we need to find out if it 's true . '' yeah , he had n't bothered to dress me the night before . how can she describe what happened ? when she finally knew she would n't be going back to sleep , that she was up for the day , marcus had kissed her once and promised her a meal . her flashlight was on the window . 