and the house suddenly seemed dark and empty , though its fires roared as always . truth be told , he wanted something more from her right now . i think that is most noble of him . i have no sound grasp of living . i gave my dad a half smile as he walked out of my bedroom . her beautiful blue eyes lit up with excitement . she has a tell , broadcasting which way she will move , and her left arm is weak . `` tired of spending a year in hell for three minutes in heaven ? '' 