i knew terry ; he was a contemporary of my father 's . now let 's say you happened to ... i do n't know ... change your attitude toward her ? `` i do n't know how to make it stop hurting . the other guys have no clue how much i missed this . as if i was his sun , moon , and stars . and she 's just sitting here , looking at me like it 's perfectly okay . he gave the panel a nudge , and it clicked back into place . 