eric took the camera phone he 'd worn on a pack around his waist and snapped a few pictures . i could feel his hands on my back pockets as he pulled me closer to him . 'to hold up the fish-netting . ' get out of my f**king house . `` i 'm sorry that i put you through this . shocked didnt begin to cover it . on either side of the road were huge fields . but most of all , she had to go see her past because lily was grounded there . 