if being a writer is where my life was headed , at some point i had to actually start writing . five days later he saw her again about her duties , slapping another ticket on another car . she had finally drawn out the one who led this force . none of this is your fault , of course . we dont know exactly what they are , we only know what theyre not . `` they broke the glass of the salon . she might be able to tell me more or at least tell me where i can start looking . 