oh , bummer , he replied , equally as sincere . with my phone tucked tightly between my ear and shoulder , i quickly took my clothes off . `` what if we never get home ? '' i rubbed a shaky hand over my face and scratched at my itchy cheek . there was no overhead lighting in this area , so i flipped on a lamp to my right , and then left him to turn on another beside my bed . his block comes into sight after a few minutes , and i sigh . 