he placed her gently on the bed and lay down next to her . james and the mans eyes locked for just a second before . she cried , like it was a surprise i made it for her when she 'd watched me the whole time then she continued , `` why do you miss grape jelly ? '' because she ca n't read as well as her peers , she 's convinced she 's completely stupid and ca n't learn . as i told matts mum , 3.45am , and no , hed not been drinking , nor doing any drugs . 