she knew jobs in texas , especially blue-collar jobs , were scarce , and based on his lack of a car , he was probably badly in need of money . it would n't be a pretty sight now . especially the pain in my chest . do n't get me wrong , grace , that milky-white skin will give any guy a hard-on in a second , but you know what i mean . '' had she really expected that to change ? you are totally doing it again . '' 