does n't he think i 'm good enough to make it in football without ... kissing up to the coaches ? '' i imagine if i were famous , now that would be super cool , totally awesome . i did n't know you felt like that about debate . stepping out of the box , they let the door slam . i had to take a seat on the edge of my bed . irritated , i let out , `` you not knowing wo n't make it any less real , ben . '' keeping secrets was not her thing . 