she certainly wasnt part of the plan . there were about thirty or forty horses in this building , each with their own stall and names on the doors in brass . not if you want to make the team for c.a . he let us in and we gathered in the hallway . `` you have to relax a bit more , '' he said , his mouth close to her ear . now he tossed it aside and spat into the dust of the trail . 