`` because you are n't direct with her . you look so gorgeous exactly like that . '' there was n't so much as a stray blade of grass or sprout of moss in sight . 'you 're right , of course , ' he admitted . he leads me along the hall , past the drawing room and through to the conservatory . `` one of our safe houses , '' sam said . how could her body contain so much pain without letting some of it escape ? of course not , but i still dont understand why hed want me . 