go on even if i have to crawl and left behind far away from others.
for those who struggle the same thing with me, be patient. don't give up to fast. every bright future needs tears and sweat. success is not about not falling even once, but success is about falling for couple of times, and wake for much more than couple of times. your happiness does not depends on other things in your life, it depends on you, yourself. you are the one who decide whether you want to be happy and face all the problems with your smile or stuck in all of your sadness and failure.
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