he looked over at basil , who wasnt paying any attention ; he appeared to be speaking to himself . she thought you should have one . '' i did the one thing i said i would n't do , the one thing i promised myself i would n't f**king do . i nodded , keeping up my arrogant pose . he nodded and looked at me for further explanation . you must not fear a thing , my love . father , stop this ... send the rain . he was surprised to see it was already open . 