faith , he was even more handsome than shed remembered . nobody has ever really taken the time to help me ... not like that anyway . but its not windy today , and i brought you something . as if whatever is going to happen has n't already happened . i 'd like to model it and find out . `` i 'm not fucking stupid enough to think if i hear him out once , then he wo n't try to kill me ... or you . it was just that it didnt matter any more . 