the song switches and i try to focus on the beat . without imagining her abandoned in his arms as he did everything with her , to her ? we sit like that for a few minutes , not moving . and that dark power inside him wanted to strike out at her and make her beg for his mercy . he says were on our own . the f**king wind blowing gets me hard . he jerked away in a kind of delayed reaction , and i threw some more water on him . 