see if it can be turned to your advantage or used as an opportunity to gather information , '' said another voice . a voice she remembered as clearly as her own . that would mean that it was being controlled from afar . then the door slid shut and the elevator creaked its way down the shaft . i find myself drinking more than i should because i 'm feeling a jealous streak . i had to wonder if i 'd imagined it . 'after some weeks my wound healed , and i continued my journey . 