i had spent a lot of time in the red . `` god , it 's cold , '' grant said softly . he felt sorry for the boy , sorry and distressed . `` how long before they come after us ? '' i leaped out not long after the fighting started . '' she knows almost everything else , but not that . `` i love you too , '' i insisted , looking at them both . only one person made that decision and that was you . i hit the water with a great force and sank below the surface . 