`` she could n't possibly meet your high standards . '' `` several times this year already , '' he said , moving to stand beside me . she could barely move , it was almost impossible to pry herself up from the swirling gray marble floor . `` for now you need to get some sleep , '' she said . he was looking at 20 years in prison . why do i feel like i shouldnt move ? the air smelled like bleach and something else . she wipes her fingers underneath her eyes . 