he had , after all , bought the office with her money and at her request , but he had not expected her to turn up without warning . she was the only woman he ever wanted to love . we all wanted each other to do well . i stand just inside the entrance and tilt my head back . for that reason and only for that reason is that i am still walking the night instead of going to sleep for a few ages until this stupidity finishes . `` do n't ever get between a pregnant woman and food . '' 