he just looked down at his wife , his warm brown eyes following the length of her now-brown hair . i was n't hungry , so i did n't want to fix any thing to eat . he pushed his way through the packed bodies standing in clusters . i dont answer ; instead , i close the distance between us and show him that it is okay . `` people do n't always do the same thing , not if the circumstances are different . '' there was just too much detail in my dreams for them to be , well , dreams . 