whirling to the other side of the room , i blast again . they were just starting their meal . he stood and started beating himself on the arms and chest as he made his prayer . she saw nothing but her cat sleeping away on the couch . the blast of a terrific explosion , very near , hit them so that they were rocked back in their chairs . without another word , she walked away from the open door and into the bedroom . `` i found out the most disturbing thing about myself today . '' 