and the more i get to know him , the more i think he might actually be just a good guy with a bad guy habit . as i approached my desk i saw the little red light on my phone was flashing . he adjusted the phone in his hand , distracted . i havent had a home-cooked meal in years , he said . he stood then in chilly wonder . wizards do n't believe in gods in the same way that most people do n't find it necessary to believe in , say , tables . 