i quickly got out my notebook to begin writing . finally her eyes lifted from the paper ; they were watery as she gazed at me dumbfounded . he could hear the tube coming . i dont think harsh language will work . '' taking it all in , including the nothing . `` no , you do want it , '' he argued . she crossed to the brown leather couch and curled up . why do you never seek to enter my mind ? there was no way this was going to be done quietly . 