but rory had noticed that something was going on , and she gave my grandma a suspicious look . and she tells me she was just thinking about me-she 's been thinking about me a lot lately , because i was a part of that day for her . and then when he returned from battle , she 'd spend an hour at least trying to get any remaining blood and gore out of it that his `` dip '' in the river had not touched . why 'd you never bring him to church ? '' 