we should hurry ; he ca n't be far behind . '' since papa high lord was taking a nap , they would stay with him . he could n't breathe , so the words squeaked out . not because i cant wait to see him , but because the longer i take , the less predictable i seem . he nods his head to the woman and agrees , okay . i had n't had any since the previous christmas eve , but i was feeling it again . then he spots the opening and cries out with fresh hope . 