`` for lack of a better answer , it 's just how i am . '' she thought as she read the words . i press my back to a pillar and slip down to the floor . would my friend ask me to forsake what is plainly right , to forsake god 's will ? i licked the side of her mouth and pressed another hungry kiss against her lips . it should not have been possible . as prepared as they had been the night before , their last few things were still being wrapped up . 