i already felt relaxed now that i had a friend or at the very least someone who didnt utterly hate me ; the rest of the day didnt seem so impossible . how could you let him fall ? a couple of kids changed next to their buddies , walking quickly and softly , but most of them just sat quiet . you might try calling the hospitals to see if hes been admitted , the lady said softly and then hung up . if you just scream a noise , nobody will pay attention or help . 