you 're just like everyone else . '' the neat puzzle of her new life was breaking apart and she no longer had all the pieces . did you know he burned a big heart with an arrow into our lawn with weed killer ? i turned to hide into the kitchen , thinking what on earth was wrong with me . the cold stone worker had looked over at us . `` i spent a very long time hating him , boy . are you going to leave those others out to dry ? 