he then looked down and took a deep breath . i open my eyes again and tears are clouding my vision . i followed them down to one of three bedrooms on the upper level of the house . it 's sucking all the energy out of our ship . `` sometimes it 's hard to tell what you want , minute by minute . '' `` help us ... free us from the pain . `` do n't trip , '' alec teased and pushed me before taking off . `` we have a long drive ahead of us still . '' 