the heavy ache in her chest intensified . `` okay then , grace , you 're with me . '' i use the one in the spare bedroom . '' `` i might have something you can use . '' she let loose a scream that blasted my eardrums . let this hanging dash those foolish thoughts . either we leave or we make use of your little twin bed . '' he remained behind the wheel , telling himself exactly how he was going to behave once he reached the trailer . 