i smile and return my eyes to the mood boards . he shaped vividly but without control . she was inside his mind , the last place he 'd allow anyone . shut up '' miss watt , can you finish balancing this chemical reaction ? i take a step toward him and kneel down in front of him . tears formed in my eyes when i saw that there would never be peace between me and my family . her eyes came back to me , and she hesitated , looking for words . 