i had kissed lots of boys ; men . they had no idea where he was . `` if you 'd rather look like a sack of potatoes ... '' `` no , no , '' i said . there might be some other way to set them off , her boss ordered . `` i have a tracking device in my arm . '' he 'd keep coming and coming until he caught me or backed me in a corner . i ask , but also scared to know . he said , voice carrying even above the roar of the oversized fans . 