`` you say you are n't here just to help sen put me away . i do not understand why you are saying these things as we sit here together in each others arms . everything here is part of nature and lives in peace . on my floor i staggered out and went straight to my room , my card working again . i thought you were probably feeding him information to protect the pair of you . and kelly knew that sam meadows was right . i did n't realize i was hurting guys so much . 