chris stands by the window , waiting for dad . i was just contemplating burying myself alive . hope is alive in the form of a nonfat dairy product ! if she 's dead , she 's dead ... but it 's not ! im not about to judge you . it was odd how he had n't noticed it before . they cut death rays at one another before walking in opposite directions . i walked up the stairs to the front door with my heart in my throat . he looked down and peeked up at her . 