`` it 's only because they could see your house from our front window , '' i said somewhat embarrassed because we both knew that was the truth . my legs wobble like bowls of jell-o as i slowly stand and push the chair behind me . if you are going , then i am coming with you , i said . it looked perfect until the last moment when it turned right towards the water . `` no , not if you gave me the hot list . '' theyll all be worried sick over this . 