but there 's no way she ca n't see the same things i do . `` so , you were using me from the start . '' she snapped her head at her son . dont want to take any chances . `` i could n't survive what you did last time ! `` he wants legal representation on hand , and he 's keeping everything local . '' her face was hot and wet with tears . what can i say about the meeting ? she is crying for her lovers and for her lost child . 