love. he knows my nights and days and moments and joys. and just as god knows me and he knows you. he knows what you love and hate and how you like things. he knows our very frame.
no matter how much i wanted my answers from him nothing was more important in the moment than he wants to be known. as much as i wanted him to answer and fix stuff, his heart was — i want you to know me. he wanted relationship. he wanted to make himself known to me which, when i get that would answer all my questions. the lord wants you to know his heart. 