`` i know you do n't like to talk about her , but i think it would be helpful . '' lo and behold , the next morning i was standing toward the back of the group , far away from henry , when he drove up in his rusty old pickup . a part of him demanded he lie , but he was done playing games . he laughed , then kissed me on the cheek . its hard to explain , theres two of you doing this one thing together youre connected . 