and even though i could n't feel my arms , i knew that i 'd driven the knife into her with everything i had . intrusive and over the line , but nice . the thought of us trying to start a family just about had me wanting to jump up and run around the room . we get together and have tons of games . one of them dropped the jaw and other dropped the sand . she found a seat near the back and stared out the window . we sat there for a few moments before i finally spoke . 