i go to my real , lily approved job down at the devil and angels bar . `` i do n't understand what you want from me , '' he said in frustration . everyone else got hurt , but not me . '' you 're both adults , and things can happen that is beyond our control . tara was slipping out of consciousness . it 's been two bloody years , ya know . '' if they came close , it would melt and kill them instantly . `` no , '' he said in a hoarse whisper . 