`` i 'm sorry , but i know who it is and it 's most likely an emergency . oh no sir , she said , he asked where i had got them from , and i told him they were my own . oh , its worse than that , jake grinned . `` yeah , just got done with one tonight . for the first time , i have drawn back the dark curtain of anger and seen the bright day beyond . `` it 's weird being without you , '' he admitted softly , sitting down on his unmade bed . 