are ready you could re-visit the place with the intention of taking more pictures, or just sitting on that bench and trying to find a bit of peace. you might be surprised that you can do it, or if not it would be one more step to working through the anger stage of grief.
i speak as one who’s been there, but we all have to find our own way. another idea is to use your feelings to make some art, which you seem to be doing well lately. these latest photos are so good and so touching that i think they could be a book. i certainly am grateful to 