its not as if i still havent got so much to live for , after all . his hand lifted , and traced the thick scar that circled his neck . he closed his arms around her , and she felt safe and secure . my date is ruined before it 's even started . she grabbed a pair of black pants from the pile . in the back , on the floor . we can turn around right now and walk out of here . '' do you like smart girls , billy ? he seemed excited to see me . 