i probably would n't ever forget the way she hurt me . he lifts me up , and despite the coat between us , my arm is buzzing like a fire alarm . okay , i get it , but we really need to deal with this . `` you ca n't walk away with nothing . `` or i am an old man , feverish and dying . '' there were no coaches , no referee . he grasped her dangling ankle and gave it a tug . i jumped when his door slammed behind him . 