hearing her voice again took me back to my youth and the bedtime stories she used to read to me . `` at least through most of the song your voice will help drown mine out . '' `` dude , wo n't he just be ash or something , if he is dead ? as if she were fine , this had all been a mistake . those who consider themselves my masters . `` i imagine that would have been an awful time for him , '' she added with a sigh . 