jacobs deliberately dropped his hand to the service pistol at his waist drawing it out . she 'd been kissed a lot of times in her life , but never like this . for such a handsome man , he was , in that moment , very ugly . i tucked my hair behind my ears and tightened my grip on my bag . the feel of it against his skin distracted him . do n't get any more involved with her . this place is strange and dangerous . i turned around and saw him approach the table . 