i found it difficult to face anyone that day , much less stand in front of them and talk about my love and shame . she had always known that , if she ever came to trust a man enough to want the kind of relationship she saw other people having , she would have to tell him more about her past . `` i wanted to make this easier for the both of us by ending things as i did . this time she answered right away . what action does he think he can take ? 