you know where to find me when you get tired of eating apples and celery sticks ; when youre tired of `` working out '' and counting calories . rushing to finish them all off at once was careless . `` and that is the sign of a life mate . '' he ran his hands over my back and shoulders , like he did n't believe he had the right to touch me , but i never felt as if he were admiring his own creation , more like he could n't get close enough , or could n't believe i was real . 