she wanted them to die by the people they were trying to save . i brushed my hair behind my ears . even if cassie made a full report to the national guard , when she wakes up tomorrow morning , she wo n't remember what she was babbling about . unlike other couples , we did not even argue . '' she had n't had more than an instant to get a good look at him in the wan light . the flame that leapt into his eyes told her that it might just work . 