to get him to do what she wanted . he captured my hand in his , holding my palm against his skin . moving in with a man is a big step . `` rich does n't even begin to cover it , '' his friend had said . she was just as she had always been and yet ... i do n't think so , but right now , i do n't know what to think . his mouth forms an o as he watches me . they cant even go on holiday . 