it was all designed to hurt , and hurt a lot , but not to do damage in a fight . `` just this once , '' he growls , `` i 'm all right with that . '' my movements made his head come up and i pressed my lips to his . 'no , ' he said , and all at once there seemed to be a cricket in the middle of his voice . that was how hed found her . im so glad it didnt break . i waited for a reaction , but there was none . 