i did hair for maria when i was a nun in the sound of music back in high school . '' `` i 'd like to say it 's my pleasure , but ... i feel like i 'm dying . '' in the short time she 'd been around him , she 'd mostly been afraid , so it did n't make sense to her that she was so determined to help him . and with this grew her sense that life was indeed fine , was as it should be . ill tell you when i get there . 