“can i do this for the rest of my life?” i will keep pushing no matter how hard it gets with many freak out moments i’m sure. what matters is that i keep on pushing.
when i get sick i think about my family and friends too. i don’t want to let people down. i’m sure you are thinking i am nuts but i am just being real. i don’t want to hurt my family and friends. now you ask how i could hurt them with me being sick. well it can hurt their hearts. i know i have no control over that and if people love me they are going 