we finish and head back to the site for the afternoon , the worst time of the day . i only have you for two days and i do n't want to spend it moping about the past . '' he 'd pretty much do anyone , right ? i could almost imagine her in her habit again , throwing chalk at my head . weve never had it so good . i think i 'd have to go back to the moment i first laid eyes on you . it is more a philosophy that means after physics or beyond physics . 