i left the federal building , and i was walking in the direction of our office - in a hurry , i might add . i will call the process time in order to make it more understandable . he hands me a glass of water , and i thankfully accept it with a smile . but in the night , surrounded by their glowing eyes , every one of which seemed to stare directly at me , they seemed very threatening indeed . every man in the county under the age of fifty was there . 