theyll need my eye witness report on the murdered troopers . i saw a woman goofing around out there yesterday evening after everybody left . i looked right at her , shocked that she was allowing me to stay . would you two give us a minute ? '' i ask them : what do i do now ? she stared at the note for a long time , amused by its matter-of-fact tone , then typed her reply-not the top of the empire state building ? she was able to view the world in a whole new light . 