so why does he keep pushing me away ? `` it 's good you give me that . instead of being embarrassed , kim 's heart swelled with joy . `` how can you possibly think that i do n't want you after what we just shared ? '' its just , i feel no animosity against any other race . `` i 'm not amazing , baby , far from it . '' eyes burned me with hot jade . `` senator maxwell 's office , '' a woman answered through the phone . 