he found that he was holding his breath . i knew we 'd been out a while , but i could n't get enough of seeing the two of them together . 'and why have n't i been allowed to see you before ? ' `` you know i 'm playing with another band , right ? '' `` the things i let you get away with ... '' i heaved the duffel bag containing our belongings over my shoulder . i didnt ask if you could walk . it 's just a saying where i come from . 