but you 're a part of it now and how i see it , girly ... ' he yanked me up by my collar . i bought one of those snakes in a can things , right ? i flip the sleeping bag open and climb in it , wiggling back until i 'm at the edge , almost ready to fall out the other side . whether you want to be one or not . at least he was n't pressing the issue . i asked in disbelief because i thought she wanted to be alone . 