closing his eyes when they should be open , and staring up at the ceiling all night when his eyes should be shut . the water curled to form the rest of her curving figure . lizard spit , he thought , i shouldnt have come on to her so directly . i like the thought of dancing with alec . i do have the right to know that , dont i ? give her the dick or something because she needs some serious stress relief . '' the room was choked with dead and dying rat-men . 