and i can really live with you ? he grabbed his sister 's shoulders and turned her toward him , `` thank god ! that same urge had repeatedly come to her throughout the night when various females had flashed him smiles that said they were remembering good times with him . some are sharp and fresh , as if a knife carved them yesterday . hell , maybe he 'd even wanted to marry her . you left a second , slightly worse copy in your room as a false trail . 