finally we reached the bus stop at the bottom of our street . at two , my back finally locks up , and i explain to miss birdie that i have to rest . `` he likes sam , '' she said and i opened my eyes . he came closer and i realized he had the most amazing blue eyes . i asked , far too tired of secrets . this need , this urge to be close to him , was all i felt . all your purchases get billed to a bank clearing house for payment . 