you are my only window to the world ! his low groan grew nearly constant . for once , nobody seemed to be watching . the tight set of his jaw and his rapid breathing told her how impatient he was and she could n't make him wait any longer . the courtyard had grown almost quiet . yet her body had never once felt desire . she must have been trapped , saw there was no escape , so she killed herself . the trapped vampires they released , asking them to please stay behind and help with the bur reports . 