he shouldnt have said anything more . i think back to the day she was married . his family was going to live a while longer and live well . `` it 's my job , and i have no intention of having to explain to your father how i got you hurt or killed . '' `` besides , you are definitely not the kind of father i wanted for my baby . dean reached through the window and touched her arm . shed gone through this with herself , over and over . 