mae finished putting together her larger gun for the third time , checking it in such a way that it pointed directly at dennis . you could hold the s just long enough that you could taste it , and then it was gone . `` what 's it going to take to convince you of that ? '' i would have to slam shot after shot for that to happen , and even then , i wouldnt stay drunk long . `` i am no child to be shielded . assume that everything is being recorded by them . 