and she wondered again if this man might be the one . why the f**k am i dragging this out ? even if i wanted to run now , there 'd be no way to free myself . `` vampires usually just ignore them , because vampires can get what they want without them . `` why do you have this car ? '' she finished , hating that a chill had slipped over her skin . instead , i was presented again with her own type of compulsive organization . `` pam , step into the light , '' i said . 