i frantically tried to sit up and see what had happened , but everything spun . we must think about moving on . '' i ask , moving my mouth to the crook of her neck , softly nipping the skin and soothing it with my circling tongue . i am doing it so i can sleep at night . but i will not stand here and say that im sorry for feeling the way i feel . some of us read to discover . why should i carry his stuff for him ? that would put them both in danger . 