which was suggested to you in the very first reply. have you looked up the command, and how it's used? this is what it was written for, and (since you say this is not homework), you should be able to use any utility you'd like. to remember everything changes. you have to take one day at a time and do what is best for you… and always remember, do not give up. we will never give up!
do you have a plan b for the holidays? please comment in the section below. 