how much is that going to cost ? '' that was a new experience for me , and one i had no real desire to repeat . bill door raised himself on his elbows . god , this is so messed up . just as it was getting light enough to see , he dragged the bough behind him to wipe out the distinct trail of the stock . he said to himself and made his way back toward the front doors . it comes from here , '' he hit his chest , `` and it 's important to me . 