over the years i have also come to believe that each of us are unique . even with him probably wishing she was dead , she still could n't stop thinking that he was the most beautiful man she had ever seen , the only man she would ever love . it 's like god 's will or something . '' it was mags who drew her out . he met my eyes and i sucked in a breath . i jerked my arm away from him . there would n't be room for me and it along the side of the train . 