maybe i should have given in and went home with her . all i asked was a chance to help end this nightmare before others shares my fate , if i can . `` so you up for a lift back to the station ? '' it had been the most enjoyable experience of his life . after filling his lungs with air , he looked again at the sea of faces faces full of questions , full of pain . she did n't feel the need to test out the bars or see whether the door was locked . 