i could feel what was inside my heart and who i really was . sonny sat down on the bed and cracked the book open . leaping up from the sofa , she hurried to answer it . is she still at the farm ? why would she bother to leave a cryptic note ? because its sure that she doesnt do anything like this now because we would know about this if she did it , and also that im not the only woman in the world who is over twenty-nine . 