my t-shirt had n't turned completely red , like his , but bright stains blossomed on it here and there . she continued pacing around the room . though not all of those named really exist . an arrogant person hope filled him/it with joy . echo , i havent been completely honest with you and your siblings . i sometimes tried to imagine my life without him but it was hard . i break off my thoughts , shaking my head to chase them away . and never speak of the dark . 