the wall around me was one solid blue light , tight and bound together . he unbuckled spencer 's belt as he spoke . after about an hour the shouts died down , and the noises drifted away . he would say it was half empty . but what else was a man supposed to do ? the worst part though-he was n't the first . even so , she wanted to know more about him . the bottom dropped out of my stomach and i 'm pretty sure my cheeks turned bright pink . 