the incessant motion was more aggravating than soothing , and i put my hand over hers to still it . she also did n't hold herself like she was n't comfortable with it . as soon as the door had closed , he grabbed the phone . it 's then that i realize that even when the hammer came down , even when the full force of the blow landed on her fingers and the pain had to be excruciating , she never made a sound . when would you want me to start the new job ? 