and if he does n't say anything because he does n't remember me , then it 's cool as i wo n't look like an idiot explaining who i am . she shook her light brown hair and did n't look up from her desk and books . no way was i going to live with that regret . another part arches my back like a cat about to attack a dog twice its size . shaking his head , he reached into his back pocket and grabbed a case . i was stupid to think he had n't noticed my scars . 