last very long but it includes walking around the baby department at target and officially getting my hopes up. i need to paint the nursery and pick fabric for curtains and act as though this is going to happen. i will deal with disappointment if it happens but for now, i need to feather my nest because one way or another, i need to believe that we’re going to have a baby.” a couple of weeks later we got the official word that we’d be traveling in late may to meet our daughter.
for those of us who grew up dreaming about a pregnancy only to learn that dream will never 