i have a lot to talk about with you , '' he said and patted sam on the shoulder . he smiled and spun around , `` think youre up for it right now ? '' why did i keep thinking of fire ? he laughs and points at me . it must have some kind of magical property . im nervous with the things bouncing in my brain , the worries about him and me and the act of well , you know . that was when i watched his body get tight . 