my phone rang , and my heart did a little jerk in my chest . is there something that you would like me to do in return for your opinion ? darkness is nothing but darkness , a change of external circumstances . we can be married in the way of your people and live and seem to age . `` so why not just fight us ? '' i 'm sure your husband will be able to take care of you during your time of need . '' i must look ridiculous because suddenly sera doubles over in silent giggles . 