for a few seconds there 's no sound , save for the river of traffic on the street . i picked up the phone and called chris lewis . it was all so confusing and mixed up . its freezing outside and i dont want to wait half an hour for security to get here . she stood staring at him , bringing her hands up to her temples . granddad wanted to - i feel he 's left it to me . no , he really did n't expect her to be here . 