`` it 's different when nobody 's pulling your emotional strings , '' he said softly , so only she could hear . she was showing me up , showing me that she could show me up . `` i told you when you drop these little bombs on me that you have to give me a chance to cope . instead of getting the data for the video chat meeting with harry , here she was babysitting the boys . `` how much is it going to cost ? '' you 're a musician , and a good one . 