`` i noticed his notes also mention that because we do n't remember our life with our father in heaven before we were born to earth that this is why we learn to live by faith as opposed to living by sight . '' perhaps not even the next one . she rubbed her bare arms , wanting to go home . he immediately went to the back of the store . `` what the hell was that for ? '' i drove out here before starting on my journey , so i could watch the sunrise and think about the future . 