would you kill me now , after all that ? '' do you use that on all the girls ? '' sandy had seen excited men in his time ? i stared around my bedroom and thought for a second . could it truly be possible a handsome guy with a beautiful heart was on my lawn in the middle of the night to sing a song he wrote just for me ? `` you mean start a war , '' jared said . we need to get out of here before someone does recognize either one of us . '' 