we 'd gotten in bill 's hot tub together , then done other things , but i 'd gotten to bed by a little after two , and i did n't get up until almost nine . we can rest up in there later and have plenty of time for it then . well , he made it clear he wanted me . but i could n't take it upon myself to spare him . did he plan to keep her as his mistress ? she , on the other hand , was beginning to get ideas about travel and finding herself . 