i want to believe it 's real , but a part of me ca n't be sure . he turns and his troubled blue eyes find me . i must be on my way to tend to a sick child at home . `` this is where we left some gear . '' she wrote down his name when he answered . that left only the last cottage . she had all sorts of things listed . dont turn this into another war we can not win . im just scared to death about what this is going to do to us . 