`` help me get him up , '' a voice said in his ear . she was an independent , strong woman who was n't going to panic because some idiot sent her a few letters . just saying : stop thinking ben should be you , and he needs to stop thinking you should be him , and y'all just chill the hell out . '' i slammed my mug down so hard that it broke into pieces . and no one looked over the edge . he knew how he would get them back . 