could understand that i'm doing good to handle his death even an hour at a time and sometimes even just one minute at a time…because sometimes the grief is so overwhelming that it is hard to even take a breath at times and i feel like i will suffocate under the heavy, powerful grip of grief.
15. i wish you understood that grief changes people. when my child died, a huge part of me died with him. my heart has been shattered and broken into a million pieces....i am not the same person i was before my child died...and i will never be that person again.
16. i wish very much that 