and im being completely dead serious too so you can wipe the surprised look off your face . ran into him , actually-saw him step out in front of me , hands up , shouting , `` wait ! '' but you grew up knowing about them ? everything was going like clock work . besides , i would n't feel right leaving you at a motel . '' he was taking up way too much of my thoughts lately . he was holding back , still giving me space and time . 