'we 're on-again , off-again . tiny glanced at the inside rear mirror . her knees shook so hard she felt like she was about to fall on her face any second . he had to be smart , pay attention to detail . `` surely , in a stadium filled with 50,000 people , i should be able to hold myself at bay from attacking you . '' she would be there soon , and at that point he would give her a big , fat raise . 