we 're all counting on you . '' madame cherry blinked her long false eyelashes and stared at me with solid black eyes . a few near-misses would have scattered them quick enough . beads of sweat form on my face . he came charging at me , cartons and giant boxes of stuff flying in all directions . i dont want to admit it , but deep down i already know that part of my life is over . `` because i have you back in my life . '' she kept her eyes on his , but her hands trembled . 