grinning , i search through his stuff in the closet , then have to go to his suitcase . `` i want you to deliver a message for me , '' rand said . a big group of people had gathered around something , and i recognized the international sign of a fight . it was a cold piece , a killing weapon that could never be traced to him . one night in that playground castle proved i could n't physically do it ... you will be free to live wherever you please . 