there were things that had been happening lately that made me think this was also it for her . `` i even put dollar bills in his underwear sometimes . the thread wiggled a bit , but when she stuck it into the lock , nothing happened . though she ought to change the subject , he 'd been open , so she decided to ask what was on her mind . i 'm going to kill the boy who killed me , and when i kill him , i 'm going to do it with my left hand . 