she tried pulling away , but he moved forward as if she was n't struggling against him . she was sweating , her breaths were shallow and rapid . `` no one 's really watching you right now . she smiles at me , and i can see she is n't paying attention to anything around us , either . i did n't have the heart to tell her there were stairs hidden behind the curtain . `` listen , '' he says quietly , turning me to face him as we reach hillcrest . he said his eyes tearing up . 