you have never taken the peace fruit since , so we have not had a problem . that is the only way we can find our balance again . '' `` thank you for giving me your trust . turn it off the same way you turned it on . my dad never minced words , but he usually kept his cool . i 'd caught the same look on my face in the bedroom mirror a time or two . a gentle hand woke me the next morning and that glass was the first thing i saw . 