something was on his mind and even though they all , in their individual ways , tried to find out what it was , he was n't sharing . her ass went a slightly pale shade of red , which quickly faded . even so it is with the human skull . `` the only time i loved a woman , '' he said suddenly , still turned away , `` i gave everything for her . a moment passed , and her entire body shook as though hooked to an electric generator . 