salted peanuts and pretzels were distributed . `` first of all , i want to get you onto that plane because we 're going to some place safe where your father ca n't find you for at least a week , maybe longer if i have n't had enough of you by then . '' i know that i can never replace their real dad and i would never attempt to do so , no matter how violently toxic he is . he knew he was clinging to straws . one side of his mouth lifted with amusement . 