they 're smaller than the soldiers , but have the same ashy skin tone . she stared into her drink , considering her response . i think about you every minute i 'm awake . i turned around in the seat and let the silence fill the car . embarrassed , she turned her head to look out at the empty patio below . no use , it snaps under the weight of my body . all the lights were out and somewhere inside , in a crib he built , was his baby girl . 