i stepped forward , wrapped my arms around his shoulders , and pulled him into my arms . i try to stop , but the laughter just keeps coming . she could n't see him far back in the shadows . `` god , you 're so f**king amazing , '' river kisses me deeply as i straddle him in his office chair , gripping onto him , stab my nails into his flesh . but he looked down at her and she thought she saw his lips twitch . what he did to those men , he wept , holding her . 