and then , let 's say , he went ahead and got a little . they didnt look at all nervous or anxious . evans watched as the boxes rolled out the back door . or how about the first boy i ever kissed ? `` i did n't meant it like- '' `` i know you did n't , '' he interrupted . she got up and dressed , and it felt like she was drowning all over again . they looked out for each other ; they kept each other 's secrets . 