just have smaller goals set for yourself. as hard as it is to accept ~~ it takes time.
carter is going to love the wonderful outfits!! pretty soon she will want matching ones for herself and her baby!! hope she is doing well. you are both in my thoughts.
it is probably the drugs you are on that makes you feel weepy. that is one big side effect of them..and that will go away after you are off them for a bit. it is scary getting out when you have been in for so long. you will do just fine though- don't sweat it and take it moment by moment. saying a 