he went with friends , and you took them , i believe , '' she said with a small smile . only she knows the answer to that . panting , she said , `` that was ... that was ... '' `` awesome and wonderful . '' and after only a slight moment of hesitation , they embraced in love and reunion . `` during that time two important things happened . when he turned his back , i crawled into bed and closed my eyes . but for me , the overwhelming feeling id had after giving birth was release . 