if you loved them half as much as i love lucy you 'd understand . it was enough to make her faint ! `` he said to go for the drugs if i needed them . '' from what he could see , however , his father was genuinely scared . he handed tammy a glass and with shaky hands , she took it off him . now they stood up hard and straight and responded to the smallest lick , even to the feel of his breath on them . 