we exercised our battle drills until every man knew exactly what to do by second nature on any given order . why do you care if i 'm good or not ? '' he has to bend over and hold his stomach , he 's so out of control . what if this was all part of our messed up bond ? it would look poorly if we leave . '' but the family tree traced only the female line . `` and completely understandable , being in his line of work and all . '' 