i could see and hear the crowd all around , but no one touched us or tormented us . she was so frustrated , angry , and hurt , that a fresh wave of tears rolled down her cheeks , making her even more miserable . the thing is i have only really spoken to her properly once . in fact it only grew larger , hurt more . so we decided to add a new blood , with the vampire blood . '' `` so you need me now , do you , puss ? 