the water was drugged , but the girl would be so dehydrated , she would not notice its subtle bitter taste . until i wear out , and i burn , and i do it all over again . '' she sighed again and shifted her gaze to red . every few miles , cade had to drag trees out of their way . his eyes were on emma the whole time . if you do n't want me to have sex with you , why make this kind of offer ? '' but i had never felt such strong feelings for someone before . 