never put it in her head that daddy is going anywhere. i don't think daddy is going anywhere, but you do think of the worst. i try not to focus on it but it is always a possibility.
one thing i have always said with my family is i would much rather it be me going through it than anybody else close to me.
i have come at it with different emotions this time, i was a lot younger before and i dealt with it differently. i was on a different ward with a lot of younger kids last time so i felt i had to be the shining light, the warrior 