`` are you telling me you want to die ? '' i admire him because he 's not afraid of anything . he nods as we pass through the front doors . all i can think is that they thought i knew more than i did . he was panting hard and foaming slightly at the mouth . have you any idea what could have happened ? of course , i do not wish to learn these things . `` you are not a gentleman , '' she accused him . what did you mean by that ? '' 