i shook my head as cade knelt by my side and brushed the hair back from my face . `` we assume , '' the doctor said , `` that it represents some kind of trance state . and how do you accomplish this ? it wasnt what i expected to find , it was that i could find it . just give the front door goon his name and theyll let you two in , as his guests please dont tell me youre back together with that tool ! `` why did you take off like that ? 