drawing in a shaking breath , she said , `` i think that might be the safest course of action . '' breathing in , his nose hummed with a bouquet of freshly cut blooms . there was no hint of light ahead , but he knew it was coming . josh shrugged and headed back to his car . `` but you did something special last night , right ? i assume you mean about the ring ? so i cant know the big secret until i join the program ? she did n't expect easter decoration on the table . 