all the others had gone from this room . `` i try to burn you up , and the fire goes out . '' if he were alive , hed probably be in wyoming . but all jack could only hear ringing silence . i could n't go through losing you for the same reason . '' before he turned up , everything was going fine , and now , she was left with nothing but blackmail . ah , si , si , so sad , he said . she took several deep breaths , clearing her mind of all her ghastly thoughts . 