and now you will train to kill reluctantly . he 's finding the same thing we are . the neighborhood was not the safest , but that 's why the rent was cheaper . she had on a pair of trousers and another one of her long-sleeved shirts . rising , he touched the button of his intercom and said , `` do n't let anyone in for a while . i had n't even realized i 'd been expecting to find her there until i had n't . `` what you did n't learn was that j.d . 