so , her giving me books like this was nothing out of the ordinary . and he 'd come back to her . i yanked at the drawer , finding myself in a brief tug of war with the tracks that did n't want to let it go , and then turned with the intention of dumping all the contents out on the table . once she saw how easy it was , how much fun it was , and how nice life could be , she wasnt going to walk away from it . 