and at what point did you think that it might be him inside the bale ? to your eyes the flat trans will appear as a shimmering wall of gray . i turn the clippers off , setting them on the counter with a shaking hand . he looked for the first time into green eyes set in a perfect oval face . but we wo n't worry about that now . '' he wore it on his shoulders like a second cloak , and it piled up high atop the pack he carried and made it even heavier and harder to bear . 