having once seen her , no man on earth , living or undead , would ever forget her . i no longer blamed god for what had happened to me . that impulse to harm rides you with spurs . i 'm too tired to read and follow along with the movie , anyway . as i supervised the placement of the tree , i encouraged jack to go take his shower and get comfortable . she whipped around and saw three men standing at the back of the room . `` do you think it was destroyed ? '' 