`` but you also have a right to be pissed with everything . '' `` but you do n't even know how much . '' so you 're hard to read . '' hank broke the silence , his dark eyes searching for a sign from brad . but i did n't want you to see my body because of the extra weight and my stretch marks . im one of the body guards . `` no , you do n't understand how big it is . i wasnt that loyal to the job . 