he was suddenly right in my face , his fury glowing in his eyes . i seriously should be the happiest person in the world right now . `` but then you came to me . '' i mean , did he get out of the car ? look , i was here all night , okay ? were the safety of walter and his family not in question , i would have been heading home to kill myself . he was rushing close , too close . down below , scooped out of the mountains , was the little kingdom . 