the room was cold and poorly lit , but nobody mentioned its sad state . no , you know i have some pretty intense dreams . please do n't hold anything back from me . once inside , justice closed the door and silence descended on them . yeah , a hundred and ninety dollars cute , i thought . now everyone is talking about my private life . the combination was awkward , uncomfortable , upsetting . watching me closely , he asks , `` and how , pray tell , did this miracle come about ? '' 