she was just a baby really , had her entire life in front of her , but she swallowed an entire bottle of pills because kids at her school were picking on her , bullying her . `` the thought of driving fast gives me the shakes . '' the bad news is that one of the two men you mentioned should have been killed . for a few seconds , she even considered drawing him back down on top of her and encouraging him to take her again . i 'm guessing you have an urgent appointment somewhere ? '' 