i nod and try to quench the warm fuzzies in my stomach when he grins at me . `` but only when it feels right . then , we would n't have a single care in the world . i 'm not going to fall apart and seek out the nearest psychiatrist . instead , i focused on my magic , letting it make me as cold as ice-literally-from the inside out . one was in front of him and the other took up the rear . he asked , `` are you free for dinner ? '' 