the more she 'd fallen for him , the more afraid she 'd become . and that , my sweet , is why you dont get behind the wheel with someone whos been drinking . shaking his head , he walked back to his desk and sank into his chair . indeed , if he had still been touching her when she took off her scrub pants , this would all be over now . `` trace did n't turn until he was eighteen and about to graduate . where would they find food this winter ? 