your vitamins. you ignore your basic responsibilities, like cleaning and laundry, and become ashamed as your home becomes more of a mess. sometimes, you make yourself so miserable that you even close yourself off from your friends and family, and you don’t leave your house.
what’s worse is that when you do all these things, you have such poisonous thoughts about yourself: “i’m not a good friend. i’m fat. i’m lazy. i’m a slob. i’m stupid. i don’t matter. i’m useless.” such lies! no one else is as hard on you as you are. you’d be horrified if someone said any of these things to another person, so why is it 