i promised him a broken arm if he didnt keep his hands off you , blue ! i started to move off him , not wanting to pressure him . i should have been able to share the news with him , knowing that he 'd be excited , but he would n't be , so i could n't . i relaxed against his hold , brushing my fingers over his knuckles . `` you want to gawk at the ex-con , you got it . there are caves not too far away . '' 