she hazards an x on the east side , where the teardrop begins to narrow . would the rest of her life be spent waiting , smoothing over the ruffled waters of this family while dreaming of the day when shed have her own ? `` i was just asking myself that same question . '' the sound is like hot needles piercing my skin . a few news cameras were carried on other shoulders , microphones ready . was bringing someone back even possible ? i love the both of you and always will . '' 