he had n't changed any - though given it had only been a month or so since i 'd last seen him , that was hardly surprising . this was the room that had been mine when i lived with al earlier in the year . `` you 're so damn sexy , '' he muttered , voice muffled against her neck as he worked his way down . she rolled over to her elbows and worked herself into a sitting position . one afternoon i made her come up with me to the attic . her foot kicked something holding it open . 