i saw our street in the distance , and i did n't want to pull up in front of our house and let this moment empty from the car . it made her feel a tiny bit better . our bodies sway back and forth as a hold her close . hans , watch the left and right . i walk to the kitchen and grab an empty pitcher from under the sink and fill it up with water . the cows were coming and going from the shed as they felt the need too . 