i use that term loosely , next-door neighbor . would she ever cry for me , live for me or glow for me ? `` you have to sign this , to release use of your photo for the ads i 'm going to start creating . `` if you had a lick of sense , you 'd do the same . '' he pinched his nostrils together and took a deep breath . he is probably disappointed that i did not . '' what have you been able to discern , if i may be so bold ? 