i hope you can make the best of it .
i am so sorry for your loss (for both of you). i lost a child that i raised on march 21, 2007, she had just turned 17 on march 19 and was killed in a car wreck along with 2 of her friends on their way to school. you face reality one second at a time. i still have days where i just want to sit and cry my heart out for laura. holidays are definitely not the same without her. it is hard and while i believe most people mean well they don't and can't understand your loss and your 