`` you ca n't possibly understand what i 'm thinking or feeling , '' she said . she nearly toppled to the ground . her name is completely fitting for her . shaking her head , she tugged him into the room . not every street is on it , but enough to get around . '' `` the basic things you must know are these . i admit , it struck me as strange at first too . she 'd never let him out again when she found him . 