curses , bad luck followed my butt around like a sick puppy . it fit his lean body in such a sexual way that it felt obscene to look at him . she nibbled on her lip , staring past his shoulder . i must have sat like that for a while . he 'd always had the feeling about people at the same times and places i did , but this time he did n't say anything so i did n't know if i was wrong or if ... '' `` if he did n't want you to know ? '' 