when we reached the car , ava put both her palms flat on the roof . `` that 's what you call him , yes . '' `` so sometimes you 're the guy and he 's the girl ? '' and , for some insane reason , i found my mouth telling him that . why was he being so intense about the whole kyle thing ? my real struggle was not looking back . `` what is wrong with you , woman ? how else to get his blood up ? 