those documents are sensitive , and he would n't want just anybody to have access to them . but she thought it was lovely . and i definitely do n't want to be a freaking burst of light . it seemed a shame for all that blood to go to waste . if i say no , then i have to get into a long conversation of lies . he is looking for food , he explained , and reached into his furs to take out a piece of dried meat which he put into his mouth to chew . 