he was taking deep breaths , calming himself no doubt . she had told him she gave herself into his keeping , and pride and honor refused to allow her to weep . a day that had changed his life forever . `` oh , great , because that had n't occurred to us . '' the sensation of the world she thought she knew flipping upside down made her want to throw up . maybe it 's time you got off your ass and worked , or find some other sucker to support you because i 'm done . '' 