i took out one of my outfits ( the one with the see-through purple stars ) and the purple wig . her voice was soft as she leaned in to touch her forehead to mine . `` we say that a lot , do n't we ? '' what if sam was dead and this was my punishment-finding his body ? `` i do n't want you to see me like this . you got knocked on your ass . '' for what you have decided you have decided already in ages past . ' 