`` he wants you fixed , she says she ca n't . the judge waved them all to sit and then smashed his hammer on the desk . i hated that i had to keep reminding myself . instead of answering i turned and walked away from her . it was just below freezing outside so i wore appropriate clothing . that had been the standard operating procedure for the last 139 years . `` i understand why we would n't get along . i think id be anxious if i were him . she cried , fighting his hold on her wrists . 