i do n't know what 's happening , or what 's left between us , all i know is that i need this . got him with my second size double-barrel . she laughed and took his outstretched hand . he glanced at the now crumpled piece of paper in his palm . donna had blinked awake a moment ago , torn between wanting to stay in exactly this position spooned against him with his arms wrapped around her for as long as her heart beat , and wanting to leap out of bed and disappear . 