he didnt want to handle that much cash . seeing her joyous face in the middle of what was once her prison growing up made me want to replace every terrible memory in her life with something better . the whole country would demand answers ! `` that 's the main reason why i tore into you . `` because i 'm afraid he 's going to freak out , like me , and have a heart attack . i curl over on my side and listen to the thunder rumbling in the distance . 