then when you treated me like that ... it was like you were throwing me away . as soon as i finished eating i got up . part of it was just having a place , his own place , that he was paying half the rent for . he would smell her sweet scent constantly . have you even been outside since it happened ? '' yeah , all you smelled were layers and layers of cigarette smoke . i took another shot without turning around . `` you expect me to accept that ? 