he was n't sure his jaw could take it-bitter experience had taught him that they both knew how to throw a punch . i pulled it out and opened it . i moved a hand to touch the soft fabric . then he frowned and sniffed again . `` i did n't mean ... '' `` i know what you meant . she moved to the side of the cot , thinking of going to a hospital when she noticed a second table ; it was square and small and had a few items on it . 