i was just a juvenile ; i could n't take them all on . and she wanted to help him . he thought of the very short list of supplies they possessed , the very long list of things they desperately needed . in case i wanted to talk to you first . '' our time has been so short and yet i find myself relieved when he shows up for our sessions . `` it 's fine to admit you were getting jealous . she launched herself into lucas 's arms , knocking him flat on his back . 