i cant think of anyone who stands out . he wanted me to be afraid , and anything he wanted i did n't want to give him . `` okay , '' he said , knowing he was being unreasonable . unlike youd done in the past . i needed the waves on the shore , and my dad 's silent presence . `` you look incredibly beautiful , and i love you so damn much it 's killing me . '' he had only to sweep her in his arms to have her in his chamber . 