it was one of only a handful he knew off by heart . and it was n't the only butterfly . you 're right about using the phone . she still was n't sure what to say or how much to explain . branch , being older than his brother by nearly four minutes , was the one who came up with the idea to begin with . `` i do n't know what it 's all about . '' she scrambled to find the right words . i can still use this bed for now , it cant be worse than a hammock . 