but he did n't care if he looked stupid , because he suddenly felt very happy . `` from what i understand , they think we 're a lower form of being , solid as we are . i walked up to the door like i belonged . i have to say that this conversation is making me a bit uncomfortable , i said . chase just did n't want her-not badly enough and not enough to get over whatever reasons he had for not being with her . `` the whole matter 's too close to home for you . '' 