anna , i have to hide and lie to live . growing up with all of them made it easier for him to keep up with each conversation . `` why would you come here , cam ? '' did that help you at all , sir ? i moved my face closer to his skin and noticed how his chest rose and fell in quick succession . `` if that 's what you want ... '' she stared at the view , wondering what her next move should be . she would n't be dead , but simply beyond his reach . 