you keep your options open while you can , give your mind time to catch up with your body and all that anger inside of you . '' he had brown hair and surprisingly sad features . i made the quick and painful decision to jettison the bike , as it was clear both of us would not be successful in making the crossing . should i help the poor blind lady ? `` i do n't want you to fuss about it all night . and for the most part , she had . 