mine has a seventeen on it , i said . i have lots of money , and nothing better to spend it on . you 'd have thought there was a train in the room - one that just kept running over me . `` you probably do n't want to go in there . '' i stand to my full height again , my muscles aching . he wraps his arm around me and pulls me into his lap , his front to my back , and his hand curls beneath my chin around my throat . 