by his words alone it was obvious he could n't believe what he was seeing , but he had the most disgusted look on his face . the only way to keep my family safe is to stay away from them . '' `` you seem to always be present for the exception to that rule . '' sometime after christmas , they had fought and he had left . `` no more than five minutes , i swear . '' i say it out loud , trying to convince myself of this truth , but i still do n't want to do it . 