she had her draw everything from her favorite foods and animals to her feelings about that day . i just wanted you to know how i felt . '' i 'm shaken out of the memory and back into the present by a car skidding to a stop in the road next to me . `` but you 'd only be marrying me for a visa . '' the guards kept their guns trained on jack . i licked and sucked all kinds of skin-his , hers , and possibly my own-and my conscious thoughts all disappeared , off to their happy place . 