at the end of the two months , i was completely exhausted . making her way down to the parking lot . `` because even if he had opened the file , he would n't have been able to act on it . '' he 'd only arranged for a car to pick me up from school each day because i 'd paused to ask him how i was getting home before i left his car on my first day back . the rock-hard yet smooth mattress underneath her shifted and moaned . `` dear god , you 're already falling for him . 