look at everything , no matter how ridiculous . inside was a greenish liquid that smelled like nail polish remover . blue was in the guest room and she was in her room . a guy like that would eventually cheat . with the sale of her paintings , she would be able to move into a bigger and better apartment . most of ours had already melted . right then and there i decided that remembering ma and pa with a fine marker or stone was gon na be my purpose in life . 