it hurt me knowing that i was hurting him . maybe , if i gave al a night of peace to lick his wounds and his pride , he would grant that same courtesy to me ? he shrugged , but i could hear the frustration in his voice . why go as far as you all did ? i wanted to help my brother , but then i got caught up in you . i do n't know what any of this is . '' this guy is an excellent shot . it obviously had never seen anything like me . 