shut in future.
i am waiting to see what is going to happen, and keeping myself busy. i had wanted to talk about it in my group analysis therapy yesterday, but another lady was in a state and we needed to help her instead, which is totally fine. thing is, her issues are so similar to mine, i felt physically sick and shaking during the session, as it is very hard to hear someone telling you about themselves and you can just see yourself in it, particularly when it is the self destructive side of her that i have. i too find myself happy and manage to destroy it quickly, like 