he bent down and gently kissed her . she was saying yes to the moment , not to him . well , he tried , but i shut him down . '' he coughed and waved a hand at the smoke , now drifting in his direction . i have been here for two days . you knew full well what you were doing . she said a silent prayer : please god , do n't let them check all the boxes . you must be a glutton for punishment . '' `` it would be useful to know if b.c . 