his left paw hurt like hell , though . columbus had failed in the purpose of his return expeditions . he thought of the bruise on nicks back , how he never wanted to go home . make yourself weigh half as much for ten days , and you could make yourself one and a half times as heavy for a near-equal amount of time . remove that from the record , please . when my car was full and my pockets weighted with bullets , i drove to the station . `` we have to stop talking about this stuff . 