`` you 're amazing , '' he whispered , gaze moving over her as she stood there , na**d but for those high heels she loved and a tiny scrap of black lace panties . even worse was knowing that he was the one who put it there . it was n't much , but it was far better than nothing . that would put him quite low down in the pecking order . `` okay , '' i said , even though it was n't okay , even though nothing was okay , nothing would be okay ever again . 