they have asked me to ask you if there is a way to accomplish another name change . and they were n't free right now ... . i pulled her close , my hands on her hips . even the shaking of his head would be taken as a response . i can feel the rise and fall of his chest when he breathes . but i let myself live the lie , for a few minutes , at least . i actually understand something you just said . have i mentioned how much i hated reality sometimes ? 