and he was n't sure whether to hug him or hit him . she just groaned not able to move . i squeeze my eyes shut as he touches parts he 's never touched before . when she took them and walked to the register , i grabbed his arm . plus it will not stand out like deans brand new , forty thousand dollar truck would , grey lectured . `` then , yes , '' i replied and the next message came on . he wanted to be angry with her - needed it to dilute the effect she had on him . 