i think every woman wants to be the first to give her husband a child . he 'd never brought another woman out to this cabin before , but he knew better than to take chances . its too loud in here , i said in his ear . he hoped the glow meant she was still alive . or the first-edition copies of famous books in the library . she had every intention of turning in early so she 'd be up and functioning tomorrow morning . he smiled , but his eyes were flat and cold . 