`` i have strawberry with cream cheese frosting , or vanilla with chocolate frosting , '' faith said . i was completely addicted to this woman 's mouth . neither of you has seen anything . you do n't know how bad i felt that whole time , and since . now he had the room number . she loved him in this picture , as she loved him in all the pictures her mind drew . she wrote kates name in bold letters . tonight was all she could have . 