`` in the name of god , '' he said . you stare out at nothing for hours , disappear , and even though i just found you with the other boys , you were stiff and angry , so i know you have n't made friends with them . `` and i usually feel sick after it 's all over . '' `` that was before you turned him into the ugliest cat on the planet . he didnt respond to her question ; there was no need . 