he waited for her to respond , but she was still thinking . staring down at my turtle underwear set , i now remembered that i had stripped down so i did n't get muddy clothes on the bedding , too tired to throw something else on . he took the bitter pills , swallowed them with a glass of water . what the hell sort of job interview is this , anyway ? the bottle struck with a hollow thud and hit the ground intact . i mean , none of it is my thing . '' 