pulling a bottle out , he shrugged again . `` maybe you should just write an entire series about me , '' he said as we went up the stairs . okay , but you are going to sit right here and i want to be able to see the back of your head at all times ! the blood drained from my body and i struggled to stay upright . she missed the hugs of her brothers and the company of her mother when they 'd sit sewing in the evenings . i love you more , he sweet breathes then hugs me . 