`` even on the days when it was bad , it was good ... at least until the end . '' what he saw in her eyes , she did n't know . it was a piercing look that said , i know what i 'm doing . she had , she realized , two simple choices . and your first kiss was evidently ... i just feel like life does n't work this way for me . '' 'i got rid of it , you know . ' sorry i did n't get back to you . 