`` no , '' he says , standing , his eyes feverish . he is n't moving , just staring out . it 's my father 's fault , of course ; he got me hooked on sailing . before turning his attention to peter , the senior officer instructed his partner to call for an ambulance . `` god , i want to taste you right now . '' find it and put it on . she knew they did n't want to be here . he knew it was his only chance . 