he noticed the weight of the blade resting in his left , allowing him to apply more force , while the right could be used to control the blade more accurately . ill do it , she said , even as i could hear her voice tremble in fear . that it would get her out of here at midnight was a plus , but it was still damn early . i had n't asked this question , because i was afraid of the answer . i was able to ignore most of them , but a couple got through . 