i turn , and his eyes say more than words ever could . it felt great to see amelia , and i felt relieved that my conversation with eric had been interrupted . `` i 'd get her right here , in the jaw . '' it could n't nip over a wall and become just another person . he asked , as evenly as possible . i raised my hand and then dropped it back down . ill tell you all on the train . 'as if who they are and what they want are the most important things in the world ! ' 