he was chubby and probably not too tall , though it was hard to tell with him slumped in his chair like he was . if we 're going to talk about it , let 's fucking talk about it . ' oh no , he thought as he realized things had gone seriously wrong . its like i hurt him , she thought with mixture of confusion and dread . he wondered if she wanted to know the truth or if she was satisfied , knowing that their relationship was over . 