so if you ask me if im hung up on older guys ? to experience that again was more tempting than it should be . but the effort left him pale and sweating , and he lay down without protest when i turned back the coverlet for him . `` baby , i have to say , you on top of me with me deep inside you ? i stare into space as i sip my coffee . a loose blouse of the same dark green could be seen under her black cloak . 