piles of parchment , a handful of quills , and other various materials lay scattered across the desk . you see every aspect down to the last detail . '' `` the note says if i wear it , my secret admirer will reveal himself . i saw myself , yet again , as jeff might see me . he met her eyes , his own hot and smoky and oh-so-irresistible . `` i just want to get something straight with you . my heart felt like it was breaking into several pieces . 