apparently she had n't thought of that one . my throat was getting raw and i was really starting to lose it . 'it is best that it should lie hidden , ' he answered . `` they did n't understand me when i told them my order . you still with me old boy ? he ran back into the town hall in fear of his life . there 's not a question of what she 's referring to . you can make a choice to help them through their hard time , or not . 