if you wan na be good , you got ta get out there and walk the lot , sweat every once in a while . every part of her cried out for her to make that fantasy real . come on , lets take it for a spin . besides , her mother hated his kind and everything they stood for , which would not lead to very joyous family reunions . and mixing the two never worked well . he lay alone in the blue-grey office and wondered if he would die there , though perhaps it would easier than going home . 