i knew she 'd do the same for me . if you want me to come , call . close your eyeballs and lean towards the plate . for the past year , those feelings had stalked her every waking moment . i did n't have a chance to ask jay about her when i got back to the residence yesterday , he was n't there either . if only we had talked more and talked earlier . after a few moments , i managed to clean most of the surface of his hair . she looked at the papers yet again . 