the car had pulled up in front of my apartment block . `` they do n't want to lose you . well head for the boat and get out of here , he said . that lasted for all of three breaths . was it this one he meant ? `` no , you wo n't consider my offer , or no , you really do n't care about the safety and longevity of your pack ? '' he led the way , twisting his hair in his big hands as he walked . his impulse was to kiss her hard and quick . 