`` i need to get a shower , '' she said , looking around unsure of what i was planning on doing . when we were standing , she moved away slightly , but kept a tight hold on my hand . the light should have taken me . jared is walking towards the center of the yard . it really is a dream come true . he didnt exert himself much with his job and was feeling it now . about us , i should say , he added , touching lilys arm . 