no decision had come waking me in the middle of the night , telling me if i should go with him or remain human . we seemed to be working well together right now - as if we 'd found that delicate balance point between friends and lovers . `` do you miss being in the lab ? '' now let 's go into your bedroom . the old man looked at both of them and replied , why do you want to know ? it was also the most direct route to the most dangerous missions in the military . 