in fact lose my baby. not running is something i associate with being pregnant: i can't run when i'm pregnant. but starting to run again is starting my healing process. i have to let go of my pain and my sadness and running is helping me do that. i can leave my pain out on the street.
i want to thank everyone who has offered words of comfort and support to me and my family. it means a lot to us to know that we're not alone.
it is hard to know exactly what to say after reading what comes from such a private place in your heart, but those of us 