all was silent and white , like a winter morning after it had snowed all night . even when she lost her keys , he always knew exactly where they were . `` okay ... that 's not what i thought you 'd say . she trusted him ... yet the thought of reliving the past eleven months again , of living without him ... i reached over and pinched his shoulder . i look back up and toss the ball to him . you had no right to come out here and get between us , '' i whispered in a fierce voice . 