`` stare at the forehead , between the eyes , like you are about to put a bullet hole in it . '' `` at first , i was too shocked to believe anything . `` no , he could n't do this-he 's all i had . '' and i told them if they needed me for anything else , i would be available . '' once she learned the truth about him , she would n't want him anyway . still , he had a feeling about that other side street with the office . 