i hugged her back while grabbing my father 's hand in one of mine . `` yes , '' i sighed against her , lost in the feeling of touching her body , knowing no one else would ever know her this way , no one else would ever make her feel this . `` why do you keep saying license ? i just do n't like it when he has to show everyone that we 're together . i am not at all prepared for what is waiting there for me when i open the door though . 