`` but you 're not really g*y , right ? '' his sport coat and tie selection stayed in the office . i 'm having a hard time figuring out what 's real and what is n't . '' she walked off , hearing the laughter . i didnt know for sure until now . so here comes the general at last . i turned the cup in my hands , reading the quote again . he told me about his pet ferret he 'd had growing up . 