as i get older, i am beginning to realize that he has his own demons to fight, and they are not my fault. my concern was that something would be able to dig underneath the coop and get at them. to learn more about us, take a look at who we are. and even when she did sleep, her will was still united with jesus— for she once wrote: “i sleep, but jesus my heart does not sleep. by nature, i’m a pretty impatient person and i had to learn to be more patient to be a better leader. 