i hissed , trying to cover up my surprise with anger . he was chatting to her , cuddling her , kissing her , offering to take her coat off to reveal her sensational outfit . his blue uniform is pressed and his shoes are a glossy black . i rub the palms of my hands across his chest in a series of small circles . i gave her a head nod , the look , im going to need a little help here , and she read it . 