a dream where you met yourself, and by simply being in her/his presence you felt different? what if that copy of yourself talked for a whole hour about how amazing you are, how powerful you are, and how you will end up where s/he is now? what would it take for you to believe that, to see that as a possible reality? and who said you can only spend time with that person in your dream?
the dark can be a tempting place to go, and there's nothing wrong with you for thinking that you might be more comfortable there. but you are a being of light, and i'm telling you 