he slipped his arm around her and closed the door . why should i waste my time if he 's not the one ? '' he watched her leave and head upstairs . she licked the spoon clean every time . but in that moment , with everyone waiting downstairs to congratulate me and ask questions about how many babies we plan to have , im not sure if this is really what i want or what i should want . put those balls on the table where i can see what you 're doing . 