if i dont hurry , theyll shut the center , and well have to wait three days for it to open again . lots of white , glorious , heavenly light where we will be with others who we know and love who have also been blessed to be there after they have died . months in my bed , weeks in my body , and i could not read the look in his eyes . `` if it would make you feel better , then i will not drink the champagne . '' 