that had always been my thing , not hers . you understand , do not say his name ! he did n't even think of upsetting her with the news about his recent package in the mail . youve got our family book and live closest to the old farm . dude come on he said , look at what you poured in that cup . we do n't have anything on her . `` there 's something down there that controls the ship inside . only because i was constantly being sent to her office . '' 