`` you are n't afraid of dying , are you ? it may not be safe for you to be alone tonight so you 're staying with my mum . '' so this is all about the firm ? he sounded kind of out of it , though . im twenty-six years old , and i should be my fathers equal , and treated as such . it was the music you would hear at a circus ! we had to get us safe then we 'd get to them . 