when mason doesnt answer my question , i say , mason , as scary as it was , its just a dream . i need to know that i 'm making you feel as good as you make me feel . '' he made his way to his chair . *** `` are you sure you 're okay ? '' she wasnt mean or particularly nasty , just matter of fact . she stepped forward and grabbed my hands . i 'd been in the air force for almost four years when we found out . 