desperation must be setting in if i was finally giving in to this . he tried to keep his voice calm , for her sake . `` i 'm prepared to do that if it means i get to have you . i dont know , maybe until someone will hurt him . `` in a way , i 'm still in love with him . '' `` you do n't scare me , '' he murmured , leaning in to taste the sweetness of her neck . it takes forever to find a way out . 