`` but consider what we have seen over the past year . we sat there and finished our drinks and ordered more . he would never have let it rest . i lay still for a while , hoping that everything would be all right . this was one aspect where james was in control , and everything they did was down to his decisions . we walked into the line of trees and come through in a clearing by a river . `` did you leave anything in the stores or did you buy it all ? '' 