the shirt was faded pink and said something on the back of it , but she did n't have time to read the words . the happiness and security she wanted was within herself , not something he or anyone else could give her . `` your milk , '' he said , adding , `` miss . '' panting , she breathed , `` me as well . '' castle was already in charge and already had a plan , so i trusted that he knew best ; that they knew better . 