and they filled the palms of his hands perfectly , as if she were made especially for him . i dont need a science lecture from you two . then he grabbed the back of my head , his fingers curling into my hair and smashed his mouth down on mine . but we have n't been there for you . `` it 's all right , keeper , '' she said softly . she sighed and looked down at her tray , and then back up at him . the last of her anger and fear bled out . 