even when he was fighting he was planning and adjusting his strategy in his mind . and the queen had taken her brother . `` you would be as much at risk as i would . '' they would kill him of course . `` all right , '' says i , not to be put off , `` let 's have it . selfish crap , if you ask me . 'i would n't worry , mate , she 's probably just gone out walking in the rain . ' 