i try to sit up , but i move too fast and have to bite my lip from the pain . it banged the boat into the beams . i also wanted you to know that i 'd end it right now . i felt my back go straight because i did n't expect this and also because i did n't like it . i had no way of mending the canvas bag . i strip my tank and shorts off , leaving just my boxer shorts on . even now her throat was so tight , she doubted she could speak . 