there were a lot of things i did n't want to have to count on , luck being one of them . did you get lost in the meadow ? for just a moment , we look at each other and i see reflected in her eyes , the storm raging inside of me . chapter four he knew everything that was eating me up inside , and he was using it against me . we are put here to do some good , you know , not just to survive . would she ride the lift or take the stairs ? 