`` but i had something so good in mind . '' if you flip over the list you will see the breakdown . `` i suggested she move along and she asked me what i was doing in the saloon . this was part of how he was working my nerves and had been since i 'd kicked his ass out . 'you ever fly one of those ? ' `` it would n't have made any difference , '' i whispered . `` it was taken three years ago , before our troubles started . 