i tried blocking him out of my head , but he was beginning to drive me crazy . `` it 's a pleasure , '' he answers , turning his gray gaze on me , and i flush , again . instead , his gaze swept over the booths and tables until he found the person he was looking for . she had thought so-but now she was n't so sure . `` it 's a special kind of lip balm that protects you from picking up germs when your lips come in contact with other people . 