with lily , the games he played for control did n't matter . she lay there for a long time , staring at the ceiling , her mind working over the day 's events . `` not at all , '' i answered as i watched him slip off his pants and stand at the edge of the bed naked in front of me with his cock getting harder by the moment . we keep walking and i realize that i 'm no longer leading us by my memory because the recorded map of the tunnels has already ended . 