`` then why 'd you ask me out for it ? '' and perhaps i enjoyed the time with him more than i liked to admit . i really need to find out whos who . he must have realized that i was scared of him , despite my acidic words . she could see his tall silhouette on the other side of the decorated panes , and she could almost feel the heat of his skin even through the wood and glass . try as i may , i could n't stop the tears this time . 