she gave me that same eager , loyal , you're-the-big-sister-and-i-want-to-be-just-like-you look as she was giving to emma now . the dye was cast with inappropriate measure of chemicals . i 'd miss the ability to walk straight more . youre the one that brought her back . she had come on real pretty , and i remember that summer after her freshman year she got along with her dad better than she had for the last couple of years . they went to his home : he had locked himself in the bedroom , and had to be persuaded to come out . 