i 'd never be able to stay here permanently , as more girls would arrive . the walls were so white they seemed to be made of pure ivory from the way that the sun glanced off them . the weight of the backpacks made swimming difficult and awkward . the news story has ruined my appetite . `` please do n't ever stop touching me like this . '' she longed to feel the safety of someones arms . `` this building is an apartment complex . he did n't even like to be in his own head . 