not just because her fingers were as weak as her knees , but because the pane was sealed . i want all of you coming back to the ship alive . your parents , are they still living ? all he could think about was taking her again and repeating that hot , pounding , exhilarating ride . what was he doing here when he could be home with her ? `` how about we spend a little girl time tomorrow , just the two of us ? '' it took all my will to close my eyes . 