he was now thirty-four , single , and he loved girls , or the idea of girls . what right did her family have to decide who lived and who died ? it towered over her head reaching up toward the cathedral ceiling . then he turned off the power switches around the room . `` i am happy to see the rain and clouds , but the mud , i could have done without . '' theres a fine line between adrenaline rush and fear . in doing so it revealed all dirt on the floor . 