i pretended not to hear and drank some water . feeling defeated i lower my head and begin to focus on my salad . finally , she gave up and took another sip of water . he just would n't let it go . dean 's shoulders slumped , and he looked away , defeated . she whispered between kisses and hugs . `` how do you want my arms ? '' 'if you will , then , tell me what occurred that day . ' 