snorting , dallas launched a pillow at him . someone who wouldnt think i was crazy . i could really become one of them . he walked through door after door , knowing that he would never walk back through them again , feeling empty inside . do n't be stupid , she reminds herself . being drunk , i thought everything was cool . i was n't sure when my parents would be home , so i 'd need to find someone to get my car started again . i stick my nose in the air and he leans over to kiss me . 