`` i understand if you 're not ready for all of that just yet , but i want to know if you can picture it too . `` jesus , you 're a pain in the ass , '' he said . drugs , not pot , not coke , not a little bit of it , they had crack and they had lots of it because they dealt it . but even if most people would have looked right past her , he recognized her immediately . he knew damn good and well . so , now i hope you understand my position . 