`` i did n't think so either , but she 's a dead ringer for you . she swallowed and suddenly felt her whole body go tense . you honestly ca n't get closer to another human being if you try . above all , he never forgot that . he swung them again , striking josh with the backs of his hands . i felt my heart beating fast and i turned over as i felt him get into bed with me . you had no idea the trap was for you and not your precious wolves . 