familiar road.
every time i end, i begin again.
my walls often fall in on me.
oh how i wail and cry.
i miss what is right in front of me.
i am here because of my own doings.
the choices and decisions i made.
i get so weary sometimes.
i feel like all the world is against me.
i get so mad at the world.
when it's actually me i'm mad at.
it's me that i am fighting with.
i have been living with my eyes wide shut.
i have been missing the life i was living.
i have been blind to myself for way too long.
i would always wake to find i was all alone.
there was no one to blame but myself.
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