he frowns at me and holds up a finger in my face . not used by a man who had issues deeper than the f**king ocean . the coffee was either light enough or there was no more room to pour . `` he 's already done too much today . '' from his angle , though he could read nothing . ahead and go out there and get eaten , you want to die twice so bad you go ahead . '' im going out of town this weekend . nick , however , would n't rest until he had tracked her down . 