file sizes vary according to the number of and length of the videos they contain. but here i am, five days from my 31st birthday, seven days (or less) from the birth of my daughter, and i find myself completely alive, completely hope-filled, completely faithful of the goodness of god. waiting 2 hours was not a possibility, i would have driven myself crazy. need to find your happy place? today will be a long day at big box pro. i know we want to do it all, but i admitted to myself then, that this wont be the last time i disappoint my child. 