`` i 'd sort of pushed that memory back , told myself it was just about her being my very best friend but not anything , you know ... else ... but now i do n't know . '' no answer , just a roll over to voice mail . ellis is less than thrilled about having to divide his spoils . there were public buildings done in the same `` mission style . '' and that was almost as good , just feeling his body against hers . the last thing we need is giving the wrong people inspiration . '' 