he was still staring into space , he blinked and realized she was talking to him . for the first three weeks no one was sure whether the baby would live or not . sure enough , coming up the road on a golf cart were four i.s . i 'd let him drive me home without a single complaint , let him walk inside my house , let him make himself at home , and all because i 'd thought he wanted to protect me . if the ground had been level , finding one little boy would have been easy . 