`` i ca n't say i 'd act any differently if i had been shot and then patched up in some dude 's bathroom . '' he blinked slowly , his face utterly blank . like i said , i have no idea what youre talking about . if he was dead , there would be nothing left behind but ash . you have to understand that i would prefer their company over ... '' she said just enough to let me know that she honestly did not like me . we were just good at making up . 