after a quick check in the mirror to make sure i still had on some lipstick , i faced the doorway . the words came out as a scream . lis the words rose in front of his eyes in snowflake shapes . they had brought only one blanket apiece . the others quickly returned to their seats . when youve got your appetite back . `` you do n't have to worry about her . '' a history camp transport is picking you up in an hour . '' then one night he hit me . '' 