`` we just have to find it . '' her hands came up and touched the bare skin of his stomach . then i turned to see dog grinning down at me and i said , `` later . '' what are they because they 're clearly not people ? `` but it 's hard to think about a future when it feels like every time i do , i 'm leaving someone behind . '' good god almighty holy mother of god . pap and i now share the same knowing smile and i turn to hunter . 