`` so do we have an agreement ? '' `` i was just too tired to fight . `` that is why i could n't give you firm hours when you asked for them . '' i tried to maintain eye contact with her but i lacked the strength . she had met this girl before , a lifetime ago , but she had . the four of us were exhausted from our journey , not only physically , but also mentally , so this process was n't going to be as easy as in training . all thought had left my mind . 