i make my choices and i live with them . when i was done , my head spinning like a washing machine , i wiped my lips on the back of my hand and sat back in bed . the papers will be all over this ! '' it 's not until i 'm actually on the bed that i wonder why the hell i need my pants off if she 's going to scan my tummy ? i rubbed the cuff on my arm . as far as i can determine , he 's the best teacher of all the gods . 