they had a different kind of strength and for some reason , she could never quite feel equal to them . i said and my voice was so much louder , shamus gave a woof . either way , we need to check it out . that 's what this is always about , is n't it ? '' but he may not have been any help either . `` i see the head , '' the nurse said with a hint of excitement in her voice . she did n't want him too close to her . 