he turned this way and that , seeking the source of the sound and was still smiled like a goof . never blame yourself for that , marrying dicky was my choice , '' she said firmly . do it , they said as one . i wanted to cry , to scream , anything to show my anger towards her , but nothing came out , just stayed silent . it had been a mistake to come . his strong hands curl over the steering wheel , and a tattoo of a skull peeks out from under his shirt sleeve . 