i dont know whether ill settle there or visit for a few weeks and then go somewhere else . something in the perfectly neutral way he asked the question set my teeth on edge . he swiped at his red eyes with his shirt sleeve , looking embarrassed at his tears . i pushed past him into the cabin , looking around . his brows flew straight up at that . he had to talk to sam himself . if the sparkle in your eyes starts to fade , my heart wo n't beat and my song will disappear . 