getting out of bed aside from using the bathroom. or to shower; making sure to sit down in the tub while doing so. all my needs had to be met and my only job was to remain pregnant for as long as possible.
my dad holding his first granddaughter; my miracle baby.
on the day of my hospital release, a day off for my ex, he picked me up at 9 am, drove me home and promptly left to go play golf with his buddies. for the entire day. i hardly ate anything and i lied to my mother every time she called to see how i was doing. yes, i ate. 