do you want it or not ? she ate slowly , she dressed slowly , she brushed her hair slowly . that was something , after keeping his mouth shut for nineteen years . made sure to get his home address . `` they sweep his office every day . '' okay then , we can push the date to six months from now or twelve months . now go throw yourself off a cliff . i handed the phone back to pam , and i turned and left the bar . it was near my field area . 