even though i 'm glad he was there for you when you needed someone , i wish it would have been me . '' he had said he was n't coming up for air for at least that long . chapter 14 ash 1 streaks of light dart across his vision , before a bang sounds and he is thrown backwards . that 's what the others were trying to do that we 'd killed so far . anything small enough to throw into a sewer opening . he forced a smile that must have looked as queasy as it felt . 