`` it may take all of us to get everyone out of here safely . '' but , learning from her-it made my gut twist into knots . not let him back into her life ? sleep is becoming impossible to avoid . i mean to say ... '' she sucked in a deep breath . it is an odd thing to say . i care about nothing very much ... now was the time to act , yet she could n't . the increase of pleasure was almost too much , and yet , it was n't even close to being enough . 