its innocent people dying while we all fight for what we think is right and what should be . chances are , yes , everything is lost . i 'd never done a lot of the things i did with shy yesterday . there was no furniture , no people , nothing but colored light flowing through the windows high above . `` i have to buy you a wedding band . '' it wo n't do any good to save her speed if we die in this fight . they said it 's safer that way . '' 