her voice was friendly and calm , like that scene in the kitchen had n't been awkward at all . then she remembered maggies song on the day of the parade . we were planning on moving in together in a month and i had signed a lease on a nice place near downtown just last week . you had to bail me out of jail more than once in college . '' i know you want to save me , but i do n't need it . twice now she 'd lost the man she loved . 