and i had no idea what to say . she had been sick all day , sick and sleepy and nearly unable to get out of bed . if they 're in bed , kick em out . '' now the threats come so close , im feeling a lot less brave . it had been many things , some good , some bad , but none of it was what i 'd refer to as a blast . the crumbling , uneven floor poked at gordys thin converse soles . he wanted to open his eyes so badly . 