i reached into my pocket and pulled out a set of keys , jiggling them . drink to my boy 's safe return . she walked back to the table , but the book , which she 'd found appealing before , now just served as a reminder of pain . my bare foot slid on the wet deck , and i fell hard to my knees . why is your leg bandaged up ? bent forward , his hands were on his thighs , and his head was lowered . there 's nothing you can do about it tonight . 