hold on , she begged her sister . close myself down for the rest of my life ? i came back in the bar and i watched you . '' or maybe i did , but i never noticed it . he sat down , directly in front of me . or he 'd just be my son 's uncle . beer and wine flowed and we all were in a festive mood . you just have to take it a step at a time , '' she mused . used to do my books , in fact . 