it takes a second to realize that the sound i hear is her car spitting up gravel in the driveway . as usual , it was too quiet and the walls were threatening to close in on him . i was all too familiar with this scenario . the guard at the gate was right i am stupid ! and they had their own sperm bank . but if anything happened to dee ... ca n't lose her . so that might be the reason brooks seemed so anxious at the creek . 