i did n't need the blood to heal . `` you have to transform yourself in the process . '' rake throws whats left of his drink down his throat , grabs the half empty bottle by him . i read all her tiny little wishes , feeling her enthusiasm by my side , and i remember that once , i was just like her . `` right , '' maria said , turning to her computer . i suddenly knew that i need to return the favor . charles pointed at a thin dark-skinned man in his early twenties . 