i may not have brushed or even washed my hair today . it had happened again , the strange dream or nightmare , almost as if she were there , so real it seemed . it sounded like she was getting worked up . she lunged for spencer and covered her like a net . he should get a chance to do justice before a complaint is sent to the emperor . if she stopped buying cereal at trader joe 's , or going out to dinner , or skipping the theater , she 'd be less human . 