i figure the russians will be really interested . one of the band members asked . there was a photograph of the author on the back flap of the dust jacket . the tooth was closer than i thought . all i wanted now , more than anything , was to be with the kids and move on to a life i was happy to wake up to each morning . he hung up and for a moment she stood there like a moron , the phone still stuck to her ear . i stood away from the fire and looked at her . 