why would god do a wild and crazy thing like that ? any way we want he says , carefully . will you let me watch you jerk off ? '' he might have given in and then ... not good . he pressed his lips together and said nothing . grace laughed less than the others and only because it would have been rude not to laugh at all . he 'd scream my name and hold my head as if i had the key to heaven in my mouth . i blinked , trying to bring everything back into focus . 