i am sorry that i let things get out of hand , he allowed , adding as he looked me straight in the eyes , i must point out , however , that i never forced you to do a single thing you didnt want to do . i know it sounds crazy , but aint crazy , he said . 'everyone can tell me what to do , right ? i pull into the parking lot of a convenience store . before you , i 'd never slept with a guy who did n't tell me he loved me . 