you knew how i felt about you . 'anyway , you know what they say about bald men , dean . ' made him feel as if the walls were closing in on him . the blue truck is my earliest memory . who am i to refuse myself simple pleasures ? i slowly lifted my hand up between us and pointed to my wedding ring . finally one morning , he found a red flower with a dew drop , like a large pearl , in its center . she was so lovely , all decked out like a lady . 