they took it all away , he whispered . how are we going to get into the main building ? and in many ways , i still do . he thought at that time that he was just showing off to an audience . she could n't lift her head enough to see who it was , but she did n't have to . she looked similar enough that i hoped the guards would think i was bringing her back out again . `` then softly at first , harder if you need to . 