i mean-i know we only talked once- '' `` but it meant something to you . '' horses ran in front of the bus and made us crash . so , excuse me for not wanting to talk about myself or my screwed-up life . i could feel pressure and moisture build in my eyes , so i dug my nails into my palms to hold it back . she checked her over , mentioning it was n't too bad but that she 'd need to call the doctor anyway . 