have a look around , i think , jordan answered , creeping up to one of the stone columns , and feeling it with his hand . she says with her quiet smile when i 'm finally done talking . we need to discuss each of them so we can figure out who it is . i blinked , loosening my grip on my legs . for just a second , i have the overwhelming urge to reach up through the floorboards , to wrap myself around her . `` and do n't even get me started on his bizarre relationship with alcohol . '' 