this relieved me , because i knew that should there be another one , anna would surely be one of those who would be killed . even if he did n't love her in return , she knew that they had a solid foundation upon which to build a happy future together . if i do n't win , there 's no way i can choose , right ? xavier is still standing beside me . the love i felt for them then-i knew i meant that , too . it pleases me to see him feeling our cause is n't entirely hopeless . '' 