i shook my head violently , hoping to clear whatever dream had taken hold of me , but nothing changed . do n't waste your lies on me . '' `` damned if i know why that happens . '' no , she did n't even want to think it . from this day , every day , you will wear them . oh , i also had a lot of fun with the whole pretending we were a high-rolling couple thing . and so this was exactly as it was when she was found ? 