not able to understand why something that looks like a ship would be flying in the sky and going west , when it should be going east with the other clouds , he says to himself , thats strange . occasionally , things just happen , and we cope . at that moment , she had seen nothing in the future but darkness and misery . in fact , the closer i get to the house , the more it comes on , as if my proximity to my mother and sister makes me into exactly what they need me to be . 