i nodded again , eyes still wide on his thick length . i could have never guessed it would feel like this . you 're as light as you want to be . '' she was a little girl who had been tossed against the wall by her mothers angry boy friend . i hear her quick intake of breath , and i notice the flush on her chest . if there 's not an opening for a cook right now , there probably will be in just a few weeks . ' `` please do n't make it sound ugly . 