he walked an imaginary line as if on a tightrope . if he went to the coast , he might be able to steal a boat and anchor off the shore . still dont know why i did it , but i ended up at the fringe , thinking i could see if someone there had a lead on big red . i can not shake the sense that he sees into me . this has become my favorite place in the world . then why in the hell was she going ? we are living in dangerous times . 