it slid open as smoothly as the day she had first set foot on board . she knew , i had no idea how , but she knew . i tried to kill myself , but nothing happened even after eating a whole bottle of flintstones vitamins . otherwise i just ca n't understand why he 's trying to attract so much attention . he settled back in his position with the smallest of sighs and went back to taking notes . get in the truck , he answered . i groaned to show that my fake meal was delicious . 