what i do n't get is when i first told someone , i was laughed at . lack of action threatened to grind the whole thing to a halt . `` let me talk to dean , '' he said . she wasnt responsible for my wifes death , but i wanted someone to hurt as badly as i did . `` right now i can only talk to someone i trust . '' thats amazing but i love what you do better , she said smiling at him . 