shes got nearly a century of life ahead of her to do as shes told , feel the pressure of the world on her . she did n't protest , still soundly asleep . i swiped at the beads of sweat and peeked out to see the tide of students . i walked up the stone walkway with confidence , praying no one was home . i want to ask him exactly what he means by everything . he took out butch 's family and the club his father was part of , and he even killed his wife in front of his son . 