a low moan rose up my throat as he ran his hands up my arms . `` i 'm not your brother , '' he said , in an entirely different voice . then people would be laughing for sure . shes six ( soon to be seven ) weeks late . - he knows that , has lived with it all his life , as he has with being the leader , the champion , the first team whatever team . both because i fell and because i was n't acting like a strong leader . 