well , ill give you that ; it was pretty funny , though i cant actually remember what you said . is that all right , that i was calling you that inside ? '' to tell her he 'd decided he wanted to be alone . i didnt say anything about getting help . and so i did this , i prepared myself for the river in this way . shes in for a shock , added lily . i took a sip of coffee before speaking up . that day , i bit the bullet and wandered absentmindedly through some shops . 