you didnt get to have a fun week away like everyone else . work on coming up with that . '' `` you did n't do anything , '' she replied quietly . standing before me was the woman i 'd fallen madly f**king in love with . and then she awoke and looked at the darkness flowing in , and saw things in black and white . i 'd even sold nearly all of my clothes except ones i 'd bought in the months after he died and when i was on vacation . 