you have to put a stop to it , that 's for sure . '' and even though i want to help you find her , i do not want any part of your illegal gambling ... . thing . a calico cat jumped up on the table , and i ran a hand over her sleek fur , taking comfort in the small contact . how can you care if i 'm hurt ? then what the hell do you want with it ? '' he laughs at me and then pinches my arm . 