`` i grant you what i deny myself for now . `` science must take what blows it deserves . '' `` sir , i have the right to inspect your papers as well , '' the german said . i took a deep breath and knocked softly . i dont know why we did it . i want to get it over with though , so hell stop creeping around behind my eyelids . i have a raging thirst , and i am tired , as if desperately lacking sleep . the picture in her head returned to the meadow . 