`` to block my ... '' understanding slowly dawned . straightening the shirt out so my undies were n't saying hi to the world , i tugged the blanket up to my hips and lay flat on my back . it had to be relatively new , because it was so soft on the inside . that made me furious-it still makes me furious . it 's too hard - and it is n't the only thing . i do n't know anything about that im afraid , the scientist replied . he lost his first wife , anna said . 