`` they graduate from high school and they get a job or go to college and if they f**k it all up they go back home . '' what a brilliant idea to stage such a race , even if it was basically just to boost the sales of a sporting paper . she needed a break and a friend right then . her gaze searched the station 's open area , but kyle was n't there . whatever came up and whoever it was about possessed no emotional significance to him during these sessions . `` hold on to me , whatever happens . 