chapter eleven i was still reliving the kiss in the driveway when i got in the car to start my day . i love you so much that sometimes it hurts , and i get scared . '' drew was already on it in his regular band uniform , i guessed . you know how hard it is on her when she does n't sleep . '' you mean the second of the stories about you ? she was very sick , very sick . `` if you have n't realized it yet , he 's in your bar . 