the audience gives a big laugh and the president puts his arm around me . i got in my car , started it , and backed out . `` do you want to eat now ? her voice was low and deadly . keep track and make a record of it ... its nothing new ... his white blood was sprinkling everywhere . she wished she could capture and hold this moment forever . she pulled her blanket under her chin . i have tried and tried to understand that and still i ca n't . '' 