i remember how wiped out you were . '' not unless you want to find your roommate with her veins open on the bathroom floor in fifteen minutes . '' might need your help man , he said . the dash phone started ringing immediately and luke pressed a button . then well talk about the next steps . `` no , baby , we 're far from okay . '' it felt like i had been hit by a rock in my jaw . she felt his hand move to her and rest for a moment on the small of her back . 