i knew he was going to stir up a hornet 's next over there . '' instead he 'd blamed her for not coming back to him . your job is to save the city , ours is to destroy the enemy . this was the first time his whole body wanted a girl , the first time he imagined someone without their clothes on , lying with him , doing things to him . the `` sack '' was a two-pound iron shot placed in a strong stocking . 