she is silent for a moment , looking at the floor . he stood ever watchful , using more than just his eyes to keep watch on the entrance . but the idea does n't feel quite right . `` you would just pick good , '' he repeated . it is my fault she went . `` wan na take a shower with me ? '' i did n't know anything was like this , she thought . not in conjunction with this stranger . i forced myself into a conversation about my past . it was as if stepping into another room . 