it should be just up here on the right . and , apparently , it was baby all the way . i loved was gone , just like it was hiding or sleeping or had been knocked out and lay in a ditch waiting for me to find it . maybe she had n't meant to say that out loud . i just read people and know what they need and try to provide it . and the other priests have taken up the call . you think i did it , henry pointed out . 