loss. your heart is actually hot and it pounds; your chest is sweating. it’s the sensation of a nightmare where you’re being chased, only you’re awake. that’s how i would wake up every morning.
combined with feeling his pain and emotions, i was also feeling this incredible pull towards him. everything in my body was telling me that i need to be with this man. but, something was telling me inside that i was not ready. something was telling me i needed to really look hard at myself and my issues and fix myself, so what happened with my twin soul would never happen again.
i knew that even if he called 