i thought i saw you come in here . the ill-fitting jacket and pants hung baggy on her thin , athletic frame , filling out only at her bosom . her mouth snapped shut , her teeth clicking . while she chewed , he kept his fingers against her lips , his eyes locked on hers . yeah ... wet my pants ... fine ... okay . it makes me feel truly alone for the first time since he died . you would have asked me to come along and i would have pretended it was no big deal . 