when she was ready to leave him for me , i sent her back to her husband . '' i pause a moment and tell him seriously , `` but if you hurt her , in any way , i will tie cement blocks to your legs and throw you in a river . `` i need to call nick , '' i announced , `` i have to tell him i love him . '' she asked as if she already knew the answer and wanted mae to admit it . this is the control center of the lab . 