if that was true , then why did n't she feel so sure ? i guess it was something i 'd have to face up to if i wanted to keep her . i was surprised that he would even ask . stepping forward , the feeling swept over him again . `` still not wearing pants , '' he said , now turning himself toward the bathroom . weaving my way through the crowd , i shove people aside when they do n't move fast enough . what little faith i had in you is fading . '' 