he 'd thrown another knife through a rope while spinning in circles as he hung upside down in the dark , later the same night . im trying to keep you safe , riley , but the only way i can do that is if you let me . `` they 're listed on the gate log . '' the room is quiet except for the breaths flowing in and out of my lungs . she had to get out of there ; there had to be some way , and then she spotted something . 