`` mae ... this is a bad idea ... . '' she lowered her lips to his ear . had becoming a blood slave caused her to completely lose her mind ? the most extraordinary mix of emotions flooded over his face . hey , she called , theres a little window up here only about a foot square . `` i 'm just not sure why i feel like that . '' knowing that he would be here ? '' how he was perfect for her in every way . i 'm sorry it took me so long to get here . '' 