but he wanted her happiness more . when you put it that way , i guess im crazy . i put him in jail once , and i 'd do it again if i thought it would stick . '' it came from what life threw at me and you 're gon na suck it up and deal with that too . '' though i do n't know when i learnt it . '' `` no , i admit i 'd be immune to blasters . i looked around the apartment and spotted butters hovering near the fireplace , poker in hand . 