nothing moved before i saw you that night , and , now , the gears are grinding once again , life is spinning like the well-oiled machine it was meant to be . '' she shoved against him , trying to get out . then my eyelids flutter and i fall unconscious . guess not , not where you come from . all of the walls were plain gray concrete , and there was a single solid metal door at the far end of the room , beyond the head of his `` bed . '' he was so beautiful , inside and out . 