`` you'l never know unless you try . instantly , her mood sank even lower . i ask , now unsure of the idea . `` when you were ill , i felt your pain , and i followed it . '' impress me , and next year those elevators might take you one floor lower . i was n't so sure that was true . i grabbed the notebook from my bed and tossed it to him . well shadows behavior makes sense now . she 's out of breath from running through the mine . 