why we want so desperately to set things right . i do n't think making a living is going to be much of a problem for you . '' to bring this dream to life . still , it is torment to sit here and not know where she is or what might be happening to her . `` it 's awful , '' she said with a shudder . he whacked himself in the forehead with his palm . did he stash away clothes from the time before the transition ? their eyes met ; his blue and piercing . 