its insides were lit up like a spaceship with piercing light coming through the porthole windows . you do n't belong here right now . blake plops down next to me at the back end of the ambulance . well soon have you up and about . we decided to go somewhere else . im sick and always susceptible to the latest cold going around that could be the one big cold that triggers my end . i shrugged , looking away at the stretch of tunnel identical to so many others . 