while sipping the hot milk slowly this time , i gave a look at the cottage-house once again . i saw how he lied to play political games . i made my way , quietly this time , back through the woods . then a flash caught the corner of her eye . `` what were you gon na do , will ? you might get nice , and thats being generous . i did n't want to go to a house party and drink and sit off to the side watching other people drink . 