of course that 's the real point . to take it every second at a time . as touching as i find all of this , i would really like to wrap this up . shocked , i said , `` you 're letting me have another shot ? '' they picked me up and drug me out of the room . `` i want to see her , '' ken said . we still did n't know if this was a boy or a girl . we only normally manage it on christmas day . 