he was tired of waking to grief and headache both . they start fighting from the moment they come out of their mother . the promise in it pulled my skin tight , and fear washed through me . with best friends like morgan , who needed enemies ? i dont even know what im doing here , he said . what youre trying is unbelievably dumb . he said as he wrapped the thick gray blanket around me again . `` would n't it be as well to speak to him ? '' 