my hands were sweaty and my breath was coming in short gasps , and i did n't think it had anything to do with our brisk pace . and when i need to feed , he provides for me and it is n't so horrible . not enough to buy a bus ticket . i hope you know what youre doing , cat says quietly . the weight of his gaze , the push of his body into hers , felt so good , so intense , yet almost too much , like she was n't herself . 