you seemed perfectly okay with the idea of never seeing me again . i guess all that water pounding over it all those years did the polishing job . '' i exclaimed , shaking off ivy 's hold and pushing him in the chest . what if he figures out im not the real deal ? i wasnt sure i could handle it on my own . and when i do ill be covered with milk stains and spit up . if you wanted ham and bacon , you had to kill a hog . 