uncomfortable with the topic of conversation , he pushed himself up from his chair . i made sure to smile extra wide whenever i saw her . he tried to fend it off , not yet ready to accept his fate , when it reached down to him and spoke in a familiar voice . very good , dont ever forget that . i do n't agree with rules that hold no meaning except for 'they just are ' . you are right about the end game . it only makes me want it less . my heart was burning with terror and dread . 