i had n't exercised in weeks , and all the junk food and late night take-outs were beginning to show-on my ass and hips . `` do with me as you will . '' she 'd been wanting to ask since he 'd mentioned he 'd been married , but did n't want to pry . she had let me go and forced me back a pace . `` sorry to burst your bubble , but that 's not it , angel . '' looking back , it seemed so obvious he 'd been saying good-bye . 