dad said that was to be expected , given all i 'd gone through . he walked back slowly , wishing he had a map of the park , the trees marked off as little green circles , the streams running like threads across the page . even if i have to sacrifice myself . you wont get us too beast ! `` what do i need to do to mount you ? '' ms. miller left her standing with a slack jaw and giddy excitement swimming up her spine . i scoot my chair back , preparing to bolt . 