while she warmed up food , my mind started to wander . he closed the door , then walked back to the sofa , but he did not sit . said she 'd needed to tell me something , but i could n't remember what it had been . james put his arm around her waist . i 'm not going to know anything mrs . maybe i really do need to be the one to initiate some sex-type things ? pick whom out of a line up ? he could n't even see the river , much less the bridge . 