you might want and be ready for a massive (life) change but those you care for might not be. ease them, and yourself, in gently.
enjoy yourself! love falling in love with the things that you love. own it and don’t let anyone tell you that whatever you choose is wrong. if it feels right then do it! benches outside the hospital, and remains there till an old man that wants to sit start to poke him. he opens his eyes and rolls them, but moves away from the bench and sits on the ground, near the door of the hospital, sighing deeply. 