stop bothering me and move the goods . joe told me lily left early . he 'd blindfolded her before they left the apartment and had led her down to the waiting car , bundled her inside and made her wear it the entire way to wherever he was taking her . how could i knowing that she was in that trailer ? `` so i 'm nervous as hell about what we might find this time and how he 's going to react if there 's little , or gods forbid , no change . '' 