`` and you did n't attack her when she came in to put on her night clothes ? '' i knew i was shaking and it was probably bad for b to see me like that . he says i must n't - not yet - see his face or know his name . 'and you 're not going to like it . ' because if anything goes wrong- `` i think we 're okay , '' i say . you mean a lot to me , and i know this means a lot to you . 