although , not even his natural meanness matched what sam was doing right now . this was a woman who , much like i had been for the past eight years , was still very much stuck in the past . there is a scream from below and we look down over the edge of the balcony . im hoping they dont give me a hard time . in the end he settled on vampires . ax put on a front that made people think that he did n't have a care in the world . `` when you got ta be there ? '' 