i want a reason before i break your head open . and in much more serious danger than i ever was to her . he took the paper from underneath my hand . a man might sow some wild oats but when it came to marriage , it was usually to their own kind . again all the rooms were weighed down with stacks of paper . i hardly feel any emotions except toward lily . all she needed was a safe place to hide . any sign of trouble , you take off . 