the fact is that i do not have very many people i can turn to for help , so i went to your sister . we were clearing space for a new housing development . he had dropped it back in the grove . `` it 's going to be bloody murder ! '' `` they 're going to lock me up , are n't they ? i was busy talking about my feelings and killing people . '' `` are you asking if i have any wild men-behind-bars stories to tell you ? '' 