i started wondering if i must have imagined the fury i had seen on his face . desperation poured off of him as he stumbled over his words . we went out to the rodeo or community dances sometimes . '' `` to take your inner anger out , '' he says it more to himself than me . cassie dropped her sunglasses over her eyes and pulled me away from the subway exit . she had to find evidence to use against captain kell . he glanced at the faces around him . his eyes kept looking beyond her , into the sky . 