beneath the table i need not crawl. we tend to throw everything at things when we’re unsure of what we are doing. this essay is going to explore that issue in some detail. at the end of last year i decided i was going to just start on an album because if i thought too hard about it i never would, and without any concept in mind i just wrote, non stop, for about 4 months. now when i can get back on. understanding your choices can help you make the right decision for you. 