there were a few more bangs , and then all was silent . pushing the thoughts aside , he entered the mall going straight toward the shops with toys . i remember you saying you wanted to talk . `` trying to kill me would be the worst and last mistake of your life , '' i said , pushing a chair away from the table with my foot . sometime , if you have the chance , come and see us too . clearly he was n't having the same emotional tornado tear through him that she was . 