`` i was thinking about what it would feel like to draw on it . '' he normally never lets it out of his sight , and usually has it chained to his wrist , but not at the match . `` the same thing my bun does ? '' all the other officers were out on primary . she appeared beside me , sweeping my head against her shoulder . you do n't have to tell me twice . i just nodded and kept moving around the room , picking up papers . 