but i could not bring myself to leaving it . he was still chewing as he stumbled down the steps . i could n't stand any of this any longer . with kyle still missing , we considered leaving . look i know that i may not be everything you are looking for or everything you had , but i am a decent choice and i have been told that when i really clean up , i can sometimes be handsome . of course we should date , we 're perfectly matched . you can keep your pathetic lives , he growled . 