i 'd thought that was all she needed to hear . i just want the tight wet heat inside me to be filled up . it was easy to slip in among them . `` this fountain pen is what i use to draw pictures or tattoos . the world was down that road ... and he was here . the old man had been dead for months now , and i still had n't had the heart to go through much of the house . al i could see were hazy forms that seemed to be running toward the door . 