twenty-five years and she had n't managed what would happen next . i gave her all of me in the kiss , let my hands catch in her hair , clutch her skull and press her closer , press her into the kiss , the kiss ... . and i care less and less , as i begin to remember . `` touch me , '' i want to say , but my lips are numb , too weak to move . `` yep , both kinds , '' this amazing cop said . 