to pay real bills and insurance and i really didnt drive around as much as i thought i would. you do have a point in not complaining about how your life is going because its not going to do any good. you need to do the things that make you happy, make friends that make you feel good and that you can relate to. as far as not eating; you should start eating a nutritious meal or your going to continue to feel like ****. life comes at you fast and in 2 years you will be driving and you have better have an idea of what you want to 