honestly , i am quite tired of the charades , the dances , and whatever else you have been doing . to go with a stranger is scandalous , but in these times that is done too . she answered , leading buck to rita 's table . you never know what kind of weather you 're going to run into during this time of year . i need to know how to find this group . it would have been too heartbreaking to stay . i guessed i was just waiting for something ... different . 