`` wont we be surrounded and overrun if we leave the pass ? '' not much had changed since last weeks edition . `` what do you mean , change him ? '' i was knocked over by the crush of relief those three words sent through my body . he wanted to stand up and scream aloud . there 's a mixture of emotions on her face , emotions i ca n't easily identify . i do n't know what it was , but it was the most intense sexual experience that i 'd ever felt . 