i still think this is a really bad idea , but i ca n't think of anything to say that will change your mind . do you remember what you were like as a human ? '' she wheeled around , eyes darting , as she took in the room around her . i know that you need to make deals to stay alive . i drew in a breath , leaned over , touched the surface of the vanity table , and waited for the images to fill my mind . she feared that even breathing too hard would sound loud . 