self-doubt creeps in and i start second guessing everything , my mind reels about our relationship . all at once he knew he was too far away , he would never make it in time . she remembered asking holiday that question before . he turned back to her and hopped up onto the window ledge . `` the reason cliff and i insist on almost total privacy here is because of my professional position . i 'm taking things one day at a time . '' i spoke in my southern accent again . 