nobody wants to hear that again . have my house and a good job . and if you feel that your decision was the right one , know this at least : that somewhere in this world is a man who loves you , who understands how precious and clever and kind you are . but was he truly attracted to her or was she simply available ? i blushed scarlet and bowed my head , hurt by my friends lack of greeting . do you really think i 'm like him ? '' 