ugh , i did n't want to think about it . who could possibly expect him to get a job ? still , he thought he could handle this first concert , no problem . she winked at the officer next to her . `` i might have had a little help picking it out . '' too bad he did n't have an answer that would satisfy either one of them right now . take a deep breath , and push out for me . '' she laughed at his stern expression . 