`` this has been going on for eleven f**king years and you did n't tell anyone ? thank you for all your kindness , bill said . probably easy to talk to , as well . he releases my hair , letting it spill across my back . i yawn and he reluctantly sits up . whatever the reason , i 'm about to find out . '' what do you think was in the syringe ? i 'd do anything to have my old life back , my old love returned . does it bother you when you march ? 