since all the investigation had been completed he gathered up the yellow tape and threw it in a trash can at the back of the coachs driveway . `` you have no idea what it means to me to have you willing to give up every damned thing you value to come with me . '' i almost said home , but realized this is his home . the ones who ca n't be fixed . `` we must go , '' victor 's voice says from somewhere above me . how did he miss this , this morning ? 