i stop and stare upward , into his dark eyes and without bidding , the image of the beautiful portrait he 'd drawn with his own hands pops into my head . tam can make up some sandwiches . she hoped after all that they had done together , he would at least acknowledge they were friends . she was still pinned to the wall . he drank in the sight of her , shocked at her beauty . he did not want to do that , either . 