`` he 's going crazy so two hundred and twenty million americans can stay safe and free . its like a merry-go-round in here . grey taunted , as he cleared the door . they want to get at me through you . you ca n't ask why in this situation ! ' `` so he left you here while he went ... out '' i sighed and reached for a coffee cup . when his eyes met mine , recognition crossed his features . are you afraid to die , josh ? 