she lifted her head , letting out a shaky breath . didnt want to believe it , so i pretended i didnt . i tried to look excited about the free tour . the more he talked , the less they understood . `` i only remember reading about the fire in the newspaper . `` i love you , and i never thought you 'd get married ... '' i ca n't help but laugh because i never thought i would either . why not just let him die so they would both be free ? 