`` to find implies that something is hidden or lost , and i am neither . '' jay sighed and lowered his head . she dangled the car keys in her hand and bowed her head toward the ground , lost in thought . with those words , she was her old self again , doing what she did best : tossing her head and marching out . i bet your cock is hard right now , thinking of going where your lucky lips have been . '' her welcome party turned out to be a funeral . 