i cant help thinking about what tomorrow will be like . i thought i did n't need anyone , but i need you . both of our faces lined with worry for the other . he had a sunny smile , the only sunny thing about this day . `` christopher is my late husband 's son . '' after a heavy sigh and a few seconds of staring at the ceiling , he pulled the covers the rest of the way down , and started working on the other knot . 