you saw me , but you didnt see me . like their fathers before them , they each lived and breathed the business . i did this smiling to myself mostly because my eyes were on my hands and i could see my ring there . lea tells me as she backs up toward the front door , but she looks a little worried . not after the way i 'd blown everyone off without explanation ever since school started . a few more things are spoken that i ca n't make out . `` well , it does n't matter , does it ? 