that you attract the very men you do not want to have in your life or your daughter's life. you will not get to the right place by continuing on the same path, you need to know to get there and you need to really face yourself and see the problem, to be able to do that.
get jumper cables, that will get the spark back, and any time, any where.
i think you're not ready to move on. i know when i first break up with someone, no man seems attractive to me. i always know that i'm really over an ex when i start noticing how yummy men are again. 