he fell right onto one of the kerosene lanterns , and the flames shot up immediately , running under and up the side of don and ginny 's truck where the kerosene had splashed . he 'd gone to a lot of trouble to protect her . `` you said there 's another guy , '' lucy asked , `` for grace ? '' but i viewed it as a way of continuing our family time . was it something else convincing them to do as he asked ? if it continued , he didnt know if he could stop it . 