i sat down next to them , feeling as rough as they all looked but glad i wasnt the only one to see things that night . i just broke up with a guy because of that . i called about getting some court time this afternoon . `` i do n't know what he 's up to , but he 's in this thing deep , '' thomas said . he placed his hands on my head , controlling the rhythm . crumb grunted something that might have been , miss medieval , 980 . 