i briefly thought about telling him about the letter that i had written back to marco , but then decided against it . and my job was n't to confuse them and raise questions , my job was to protect them . `` okay , i think we 'd better be going now . you could totally swing ground-floor accommodations if you lean in . '' her brother rocked her side to side and let her cry . after last night , i thought-well ... it does n't matter what i thought . '' at least you give it a chance . 