dont be fucking stupid , old man , he said . you dont have to explain anything if you dont want to , i said . i 'd done some dumb stuff over the past year , but i would n't have said any of it was evil . i 'm going to do this until i 'm tired enough to sleep . then she broke into a slow grin . i run my palm up and down my husband 's thigh and grin up at him . and guess who is going to party with you tonight ? 