have someone you care about with you at this time of year either.
i am happy to see you are back! i have missed you!
as far as your question. that is a good one. i experienced delayed grief for myself. when my grandfather died i was numb, numb for 7 years until my grandmother died. my grandfather and i had a connection and i love him dearly. i miss him every day now. i think that is what i was afraid of, missing him this is, to the point is brings tears to my eyes when i think of him or when i see my youngest smile his smile. when i 