she could n't even begin to imagine his disappointment-or theirs , for that matter , when they found out that they 'd missed him . she climbed off the bed and sat on the floor in front of the mirror , adjusting her position so that she could see the candles flame in the corner . you wo n't believe how close we came to disaster . `` do you have any blank paper ? '' not even a hint of facial hair yet . i thought you did n't want to see me . `` okay , but call at a good time . 