at what i took in , i pushed up the hospital bed , everything hitting me at once . she took the stick , and drew a square . he looked down into the darkness , when the image of kathys face formed in a swirling fog . she didnt believe him , but she didnt seem too upset about it . they are out there and they will be stopped . i always took the same route , so i never saw anything . her curtains were drawn but i could see the darkness of her hair against her pillow . 