we miss you both so much . now let me see ... oh , look ! that money 's going to be traced and retrieved today , or else . she continued to stare at me , so calm , so determined , so strong . at serious risk to my health , i just have to say your blood gets sweeter every time i taste it . '' this time , however , i refused to be cowed . i curl up into a ball and wail . yes , i did not go to the temple yesterday . 