her major worry is that i have so much going on in my head when i create my books that somehow, i will end up going crazy or that my head will explode. packaging plastic 6 compartments containing 120 grams of gra.. in that measure i manifest myself to them. i often like to say: "i make pictures," instead of saying "i make paintings." 9. what are you going to use your van for? not that he's doing well, but a year makes a difference at that level. 