i love him with all my heart and i 'm swallowing my pride in front of you and begging you to tell me the truth . '' there were times , however , when she wondered how much longer she could restrain herself under the trying conditions . do you really think that family is a matter of money ? ' she did n't see recognition in his eyes , not that he would have any reason to recognize her . i hope that doesnt upset you , but i feel concern for your well-being . i might even forgive him one day . 