perhaps a little louder than she had intended , or perhaps precisely as loudly as she intended . `` baby , the only person you 're denying is yourself . now and always , paris would come first . i did n't want her talking to anyone-spilling the details of what we 'd agreed to . i said nothing and watched him closely . he was really worried about you , she says . right now i just need to find a room with a lock on the door . i hope you do n't mind looking after them . 