but she was a vampire now , with a vampire 's strength . `` if there was something going on would you be jealous ? '' he said he was in love with you . this surprised the hell out of me . she ca n't see herself like that now , at least not for a while . `` was that part of the show ? '' still , she made me feel at ease . therefore my grin got bigger and i gave him a smile i had no idea was dazzling . i stepped forward , wanting to live the moment . 