`` like , the kind of want that leaves you on your knees and asking for someone , anyone , to answer your prayers ? '' i want to discuss something with you . it ca n't be more than zero degrees in the dark . '' as if he felt sorry for her , he dropped one warm hand to her shoulder . you know , sometimes james looked around to see if anyone was watching , sometimes i think i should just let a stray loose in the middle of the night . only now there was a big difference . 