many who had supported her claim to the throne had had little faith in her . you have me to live for ! my eyes did not leave the water . `` i asked him to come to the dinner party . '' just tie them loosely , double knot . '' the scent of coffee and car exhaust and even urine filled her nose . juniper and i had sex tonight for the first time i met james hunter face to face tonight , i jumped in . he kissed the hollow of my neck , and trailed kisses along my collar bone . 