yes , father , he hit me on my hands with the leather strap . she let a note of steel slip into her voice . whenever she loses , she promises herself never to lose the next one . but you have some experience in the matter ? this man will help you learn how to control your spirit , and how to keep him from upsetting your life any further . `` you must know i would spend my days with you if i could . '' its got all the islands on it , with my cryptic markings . 