i ca n't do anything about it , though , as shadows fly around me . `` so will you please cut me a break and let me make sure you fall face-first in your bed and not on the floor ? '' i rolled over onto my stomach , avoiding getting too close to dom who lay dead beside me , and watched as he ran , wondering if there was a point in me crawling after him . `` it was n't your fault , '' she said , her voice soft , her tone even . 