lea looks nervous as she stands under the lights , drumming her fingers on the side of her leg , and i feel the same way , but at the same time i crave the different feeling inside me , because it wipes out all the other stuff stirring within me . she did get the name of the hotel right . we even tried a recording once - did n't work . all things may not be what they appear . '' every word that left his lips opened her up to more . 