ashleys blue eyes were serious , intent . but if i even do it too much , i 'd get called on it . '' you are good at sailing , sam . but shes impossible to get to . not to mention being exactly what i need to hear . `` from now on , i want you to call me dean . '' there was love in her touch . my side hits first , but the weight of a person on top of me rolls me to my back . 