what was worse than anything else at this moment was that she knew he was right . but , as he had said , my fate was not up to him . `` i still care about your father but he 's all mixed up . '' he nodded to the balcony of the lady we had lied to earlier . but he was n't anywhere to be seen . oh no c it 's nine-thirty in the but it was sunset light . shes under a lot of stress at the moment . 