`` i have n't had time to break anything . well its hard to do that while youre being punished and reminded of it every day . spencer noticed that he might actually have a chance at being cute if he cut off that lion 's mane . that left me alone in a room with people who were n't exactly happy to see me . 'i love you , baby sister of mine , ' deb said , tucking the covers to my chin . i 'm panting now , my pulse scattered , the blood rushing in my ears . 