they reached for each other then like some force had pulled their hands together . the longer we delay , the harder this will become . ' there was no answer in clay 's hospital room . but since he had n't turned me yet , i liked knowing that it could possibly happen in the future . jake and i got into a small argument , and he came over to check on me . `` where did we go wrong , do you think ? '' there 's always too much light from the city to see the stars here . 