we havent lost the security deposit yet or been like sued or anything . for the first time ever , i feel completely steady . my stomach was in knots , and the thought of anything with mayonnaise or grease only upset it more . they stood behind their seats all together along the far side of the room were long benches had been set aside for them . she screwed down the lid of the pressure cooker and left it to cook while she went to check that her son was doing his homework . 