a wave of disappointment crashes around me , swallowing me up . you do n't need to be here- '' `` your parents were pretty much arranging our up-coming wedding when i left . i was just on my way up . i was surprised at how bold i was being with him . youre eating the wrong thing , stupid ! you went to the witch for a potion . `` that 's where we keep the none-of-your-damn-businesses , '' the man replied . `` something to do with the message you left ? '' 