i wish only that my companions might join me in the castle . '' i had to bite back an envious sigh . youre considering this for when you go back ? or maybe i did the damage trying to get here . if i 'm going to find the guy behind the dead birds and neighbors , i have to know you 're safe . i reach for my phone and call my sister . `` you know what the competition for spaces is like . '' perhaps cat is someone he saved . the dress was nothing without her in it . 