she feels its curse now is that god made it too small . `` well , that 's good enough for me , '' she said , and continued eating the fluffy eggs . now look here , this party , new year 's 1974 , look who 's standing in the background . '' i had searched for months , followed trails that led me in the wrong directions and never managed to find any evidence he was dead or alive . a sword will cut through it , of course . '' he was right there with me . 