`` i have no idea ; i 'm terrified and have been since they disappeared . after a minute , he lies down on his back . and i do n't know about the forever part , but i at least figured we 'd stay together through high school . i just hoped i could hold out long enough for the pills to take effect . then we 're in the elevator , and we 're all hands and mouths and tongues and lips and fingers and hair . he probably came looking for me here , since he knows i hardly sleep . 