i have n't been here in so long ; i forgot how beautiful it is . as he sat there , his mind wandering and weary , the black sky suddenly split open with a bright bolt of lightning . it 's amazing how well you 're doing . '' the truth is that over time , the vessel expands as well . he was a big , older guy with a gray brush cut . that we have to regularly meet our quota , fit the standard , live up to his expectations . 