i had a whole lot of happy under my belt these days , but never in my life had i been so happy as i was in that exact moment . it was all a lot to take . i can talk to her about things that we do n't . '' she drops her gaze for a second . your wish is my command , gorgeous . i picked up one of the cookies and took a bite . if it were not for them , i would be dead . '' what do you mean what i want ? 