though im going to take out the word house here in first paragraph and change it to home . i squeeze my eyes shut and swallow his words , sending them straight to my heart . `` you really want more than what we agreed upon ? '' i hope she 's not expecting great sex again for a long time . nick pointed to the weird creature . what are you going to do to him ? '' i ca n't and wo n't be satisfied with less than all of you , forever . 