i never do the casual sex thing , and the way you turned into a stranger the second we were done reminded me very clearly why . 'i 'm sure they 're still looking for him . ' `` no matter what i give you , you do n't want it . shadow was very aware that he was next-to-naked , and he was still tired , and clumsy , and far from able to defend himself . he finally came out from the bar , closed the door behind the tiny child , and took her hand . 