`` you have to look at it this way ... he 's at peace now . woman , do n't you- '' he jerked forward and her fangs pierced the skin . dean asked , still facing away from me . now here i was , going back once more . maybe then i would be able to catch even just a glimpse of what it really was . but what i want , he wo n't give to me . besides , she was n't sure what she knew at the moment . 