a man at a table whispered to the rest of his party , and they all glanced over in los direction . `` he did , but we , ah ... did it anyway . '' finally , she nodded slowly , biting nervously on her bottom lip as she turned away from him . he doesnt wait for an answer , because that was a rhetorical question . for at least the time being , i wanted to believe cash was the great guy i 'd built him up to be . 