she looked up and saw two men and a woman in the car . he gripped the edge of the table , blinked twice , then left his eyes wide open . then we watched a spectacular fireworks show which was a fitting end to the first six months of my legal career . you wouldnt even go inside to look for yourself . i was n't expecting the pain , but in a flash it 's gone , flooded by desire and red-hot need . not a thing had come of it . i was a little disgusted to be honest . 