the sky had been so very blue and polka-dotted with puffy little clouds . he scooted more toward me so she could scoot in next to him . my names blue , she had corrected him , though she knew he would call her whatever he pleased . i glanced over my shoulder and saw jay standing there . `` f-failed ... experiment ... '' ah , now was n't the guard turning into a talker . no one , no one was supposed to know . all i wanted was for him to let me go so i could fully move on . 