deep in his mind , he knew she did n't have long to live . i should have let you guys help out more . between my teeth , i said , `` there 's been an error . '' he hoped it was an acceptable distance . i tried getting him to sit at attention . she came and stood in front of the mirror with me . i suppose at least one man exists who will accept me as i am . '' it was nice feeling normal for once , even if it was only for a couple of hours . 