if you do get the serum , then your body wigs out and shakes and your skin bubbles and turns a freaky green color and you vomit all over yourself . i felt scared and alone and wished he would hold me or comfort me in some way . the boy shook his head and shrugged . his kind of talking probably meant torture of some kind . the words cut into me , as nothing else had . `` i think we can sit this one out . '' `` do you want the truth or a lie ? '' 