billions of people were shopping , driving , living , but the only person i was aware of was the gorgeous guy staring back at me . maya , id have never let you leave with him if i thought youd had more than a beer or two ! i asked you to come , she said , because i trust you all . that apparently is n't going to happen , so fine , let 's deal with it and get on with our lives . '' i might as well be dead right now . 