there was a great deal of comfort knowing that someone was there to pick you up when you fall , she thought , smiling at his stubborn expression . thats why they wanted to pretend . but this was his game and the demon had forced all their hands . i was n't used to or*l s*x for me before i went down on my partner . i said id give you until the end of the semester , and im sticking to that , she said . he knew that and he didnt want to accept it . 