taking a deep breath , i pull up the toilet seat , pull down my pants , and sit . every time i got a letter from her it was rowdy this and rowdy that . '' i could see my parents on the edge of the pier . i stare up at him in shock , as he slowly , deliberately dips my fingers into his mouth and sucks each one until i 'm puddy in his hands . he stroked her wet hair as it lay spread across his pillow . shes sniffing around and thinks she can crack this baby . 