josh wrapped his arm around her shoulders and said , we should go there . but this time he said that if clark wanted to find me he would . driving back to cedar cove took nearly ninety minutes . rusty had a total deer-in-the-headlights look . `` we should see what she wants . '' his head is smaller than my palm as i cup it and buzz the fuzz on the top of his head . i realized then how deep my hurt ran . i can tell she 's faking it , and maybe horny guys do n't care-but i do . 