'is it my fault i 'm not good with figures ? `` and what would be the next step , my love ? '' desperately she fought for her balance but she said all the same , faster , faster . she did n't deserve to die down here , not any longer , not after saving his son . she felt full and stretched , almost to the point of the unbearable , where pleasure met pain . `` that is certainly not the entire message , '' she accused . but a man cant get all money . 