music. so when my father used to practice, i was so attracted and at that time i was maybe four or five years old. i wanted to play but my father never allowed me during that time. and we had a joint family system, that means my father, his brother's wife, grandfather, grandmother, we used to live all together in one house. my grandfather was against these things (music); he thought that if i took it very seriously my educational side would suffer. that was a great problem, so naturally when i actually wanted to play and to learn, everybody discouraged me, especially my grandfather. being the head of the 