`` i was going to say , or you can take out the restraining order you have n't wanted to get and look for a more local job . his head slips under the water and he closes his eyes , forces himself to resist the urge to suck in a breath that would kill him . eves 's shoulders relaxed and he looked up . i just knew it made him a nice guy . i will use you and drink from you over and over until i have had my fill . 