a person who wants nothing and only makes the best of whatever is handed to her, do you think it is possible to change this? if i make a conscious, concerted effort to sit down and think about what i want from my own life, do you think it is possible to undo a whole lifetime of “this is how you are”?
i don’t know. i honestly don’t. but i feel that part of being kind to myself in 2019 has to be sitting down to think through all of these things. i have to start taking a step back from what others want. i have to start actively thinking to 