if anyone knew trauma , it was him . so do you want to change the name on the business card ? i looked back in the direction she had , toward the bar , and saw two other girls . i shake my head , and my fingers continue to smooth down the front of his coat , and i wish it was bare skin i was touching . what had happened prepared me to help marcus . she did n't want to look at his face , fear of seeing the pity she knew would be present . 