i laughed , though inside i could feel the beginning of my heart breaking . 'if you could all just stop and listen to me- ' he bellowed . before she could blink , that talented finger pushed into her , deep inside , drawing a moan from her throat . i have not lost my mind , damned or otherwise . control over the human body and soul ... that 's very far beyond us . 'just once , as a teenager , when i dropped an acid tablet , ' i say softly . such lovely little things you are . '' 