she probably got up before him , didnt want to wake him and headed out on the island to be alone . and what if she killed someone ? still disappointment and frustration washed over me like a bucket of ice water . he might do something stupid like cup her bottom and pull her closer . `` i know , '' she says into my hair . the urge to pull her into my arms and kiss her is nearly overwhelming . it was nearly a half hour after they saw the rider that he came near the brush . 