`` they 're all not bad people , just made some bad decisions . '' then a car - maybe even a truck , given the low note of the engine - approached and came to a halt . she could hardly draw a breath for the iron band tightening around her chest . i went over to the door and let her inside . i never wanted this for you-this pain , this hard life , this much regret and anger . they talk on the phone every night . `` how did you know what to have them bring ? '' 