but this is your life too . it wasnt , she said softly , and ted glared at her . i closed the door and fell to my knees and let loose my pain . and if he found out she killed his son to get him here , he would tear her apart with his bare hands . personally , she did n't agree with him all the time . there were a lot of things he would rather be doing , but none of these would help to save his family . 