`` tempting , '' i teased , though i would never consider it . i was surprised he remembered , but i appreciated it , too . i begged him to stop , but he kept rubbing , and i kept coming until my cries must have sounded far more like pain than pleasure . but he did find a set of plans , rolled up and speckled with mold from humidity , stuck back in a metal cabinet on the wall . he 'd actually stood up for me last night . not sure exactly where ill start you out . 