`` when i came here , '' she said , `` i made a promise to myself that i would n't tell anyone about my past , or what i 'd done to land myself at this place . '' she cleared her throat and forced her eyes open as she went on . go get em , that one belongs to you . you are right , there is more to come , and then we will face the russians and die with great honor as we should . so that 's where henry had gotten to . 