this is a matter of national security . `` i flew all the way down there . `` um ... sometimes , '' i answered and he grinned . it looked outrageous , but he would remember his sister and smile . yeah , she thought he had problems . he rarely got hard unless it was required of him or he was drugged . once this day comes , ken will plan a wonderful trip for me to enjoy . we both said some things , and i figure we should let it go . 