it 's my responsibility to take care of him . but living in panic and fear ... all the time . i just came here for some bread . `` i 'm going to bend you over this bed and f**k you from behind . '' most importantly , no matter what i think about my wants and needs , what does mark think about me ? i rub my face with one hand as i grab my jeans from the back of my chair with the other . the car was already parked in the driveway of a huge house . 