he lay there , wrapped in his own misery , unaware of mine . i went over to tell her to stop and then i found out she was telling your mother everything and i freaked . '' even earlier , she was someone who visited , said nice things , always gave me a present , and then disappeared on an airplane . talking aloud as much as we have has already been a risk , so we can not talk for the rest of the journey , it wont be long , now follow me , he turned and walked forward . 