`` and what if there should be a full-scale attack ? '' slowly she lowered her hands and stared at them in misery . `` no , i was only planning to kiss you , '' he told her honestly . a border patrol agent leaned over the edge of the boat and helped two swimmers roll a body onto the deck . leaning in , he whispered , `` i want to make you scream . '' he turned and went quickly downhill toward the sound , his heart beating faster . he did not seem to me to be a big drinker . 