to say that jacks room was disgusting would be to give it far too much praise . the guy yelled again , this time less patient . men like him really turned her stomach . you will kill to defend yourself . `` here , in this field of flowers , right now , before the sun comes up and we have to go to ground . that night i was aware of everything . he fished in his pocket and pulled out his wallet . the roofs were painted tiles in colorful contrast to the milky stone of the cottages . 