`` you 're always welcome , but i 'm not in my apartment right now . '' they just come to me , your voice , your feelings . damn it , it was only nine . at times , it was like ignoring the elephant in the room . after going another four times i 'm feeling a bit better and exhausted enough to go home and hopefully get a nap in . `` i guess his visit here had nothing to do with willow , but still , it raises the question why he would bring her nonetheless . '' 