if she was watching over me , then she had to know what hell this first year without her had been . why do they get to see the picture first ? they arent doing me any harm at all . my belly hurts , but that will only make it worse . a soft smile slid across my lips , as i looked up at him . she walked right past me and into my bedroom . and then it hit her and she almost tripped . like a whale ; its like the calling whales make . 