he 'd wanted so desperately to force his way into her home where he could prove to her that his emotions were no different than any other gentleman 's . they 're just there for parts . '' the pain came again , ripping away the image of her family , of the river . as long as we can keep in touch , we will keep our hopes alive . this is getting out of hand . i 'm going to wait for dinner and divine room service , but you guys can get what you like . '' 