`` phoenix , i want that little bluebird on me . '' country air might do me good . '' i thread my fingers behind his neck and pull his lips down on mine . `` i hate to disappoint you , but we mostly sat on the beach and talked , '' i said . his black dress shirt and the dim light played up his ultra-white smile . but i 'm not about to let her off the hook . being away from her was a nightmare , but he 'd do everything for her . 