if you werent so obviously in an emotional state of mind right now , id fire you on the spot ! my eyes lifted to the road where an older woman stood , holding a flashlight . i think the boys like having an audience . '' he was dead serious , and it sent a strange thrill through me . i suppose it didnt matter now what i did . i assure you it is a generous offer . i just meant she was pretty cool for a girl . i chose to be with you even when i knew you were married . 