but ... `` i do n't want to hurt you . '' `` fight me , and i go to jail . you cant see it now , but he holds the standard in this place . i could have given her the world , but instead she chose you . ill get some things to clean this mess up and change those sheets , said mary turning away and leaving the room . a moment later , hot moisture spilled deep inside me and his satisfied moan echoed within my own cry . 