i headed straight to my room on the lowest level of the ship , avoiding speaking to anyone on the way . the body only knows what is harmful by the reaction of nerves that create the conscious feeling of pain . then his nanny tilted her head to her right . `` come on , we talked last night about stupid , random things . '' our leopards rose and poured down our hands . she threatened her and even though she says this happened all the time why should i believe what she was saying . 