as bad as it was , he had a plan . what is in his mind is what his father planted long ago . `` so when can you come see me ? '' thats not the end of the journeys we have to make . the bell rang , and we hiked up the stairs to the school . he barely knew her , but he did need her , needed her so much , it was frightening . `` it 's not like he 'd have me . '' `` that sounds a lot less expensive than throwing parties . '' 