the mood in the room was heavy and morbid and i had to change it . i 'm not the most aware person in the world . maybe it was because he 'd be gone soon , but he dropped his guard . because you realize you wo n't know it 's happening until the baby 's head is already- '' `` drew . he was looking upon pure evil . he was staring at me again , blinking slowly . hed known these two all his life . 