out of the corner of her eye , she caught movement darting around the bathroom door . you ready for some help with the packing ? '' it means i protect and take care of you , no matter what , no matter how much you fight me . '' 'did you tell the trolls to open the gates for us ? ' i cut the engine and get out , reaching into the back to get my gear . i gave up swimming in the sea years ago . my heart feels like it 's shattered into a thousand pieces , maybe more . 