i sat down on my bed and faced my friend . `` i do n't hear anything but the wind , '' he said after a few moments . and here i was , hoping i could get our bags inside before she woke up . how much money do we have ? we always want what we can not have . and she knew who 'd put them there . `` i 'm a third wheel , and wo n't understand your inside jokes anyway . '' it was the only picture she could remember where her mother was dressed up . 