because it just feels like a desperate grasp onto something that could slip away in seconds . '' will rolled his eyes and made a face at me . she was n't about to put on that damn exam gown so she started yanking open closets and drawers and- `` i ... got you clothing . he waves at us as we walk the rest of the way to school . i want to do some damage , but i just do n't want to damage her . soon enough , we 'd be falling asleep , and i 'd be leaving . 