i glared into her eyes , making her focus on me . if he didnt have to get all dressed up why should i ? if i were to be struck dead , it would not be by the daughter of the sun , i knew . i stared at the back of his head and the words were out of my mouth almost before i knew what i was saying . were seeing a therapist , trying to fix this shipwreck of a marriage . she might have even grabbed it and put it there herself . 