he needed to talk about something else , or it would all blubber out . he gives me a pat on the arm . he tried to see past the darkness , but he could barely see anything in front of him . `` boy gets famous , boy meets girl . i didnt have time to figure it out . they were beautiful , each one of my older sisters . cassie could see his wrinkles and the raised freckle on the side of his face . not now that everything was ruined and her perfect day had been crushed to smithereens . 