the doctor drove her to his apartment , making small talk that did not require any answers , giving carol a chance to pull herself together and think things out . `` she 's been like that ever since we pulled her inside . he stares out the window , still waking up , thinking about the past and the future , his life on the island , and the girl he 's found here . the nurses are screaming and holding me down , and then doctors are restraining me too . 