but i remember the safe word , and he knows i remember it . everybody has begun to watch everybody else and an atmosphere of dark suspicion has crept around the world like a well , like a big creeping cloud of suspicion . bobby appeared through the darkness , holding the gun and a bag of supplies from the gun shop . there 's no life inside of me . kim searched for an escape route but she was trapped . he was already unlocking the car and getting in . 