she glanced away , knowing she 'd ended any chance of anything with this man and being more disappointed than she would have thought at the notion . the door at the end of the other hallway . i remembered those words in the cathedral , do my will , do your own . he had been insistent that she receive the best care . by noon , all the furniture was in place . ill help you get him back , i promise , she said , knowing that she meant it with every fiber of her being . 