my smile takes over my face . they dont do this to remember he is dead ; they do it so they will never forget he was once alive , and a glorious part of their family . the cold fist around my heart loosens a bit . `` hey , that 's why they call them wild animals . 'that chicken house over there looks as if it would go up like- ' 'sergeant ! ' or about peter , were you right about him ? '' how was it that i 'd had the best intentions and still gotten screwed in this ? 