i also knew that by having him over i was making a decision . she could easily see every tree , every leaf , and every moss covered mound . he took a deep breath and then it started . his green eyes were haunted and i wanted to reach out and hug him . he was talking with her in earnest , although he did not seem bothered or upset . but she had her mother back now . 'how would you like to earn some extra money ? ' 