cherry said , `` so you must have been here for over a year . `` i think ... i think i 'm just having a bad day . '' he started and looked at me . `` she plays hide-and-pray-i-don't-find-you . '' some quiet days she didnt go out or even get dressed . i said for making to understand you ! or that , if i close my eyes , i can imagine-just for a moment-that it is me ? as we headed down highway 6 , i kept staring at my hand . 