my mind feels really scattered right now and this article explains exactly what new year’s eve feels like for me this year!i think this year feels more like this than ever before because there are not as many distractions around me and the people i’m spending it with are completely opposite of me and they don’t understand any of that. that’s why there’s a very high pressure on tonight to have ‘loads of fun’. while that’s what everyone wants, the evening usually turns out with people being in a mood and fighting most of the night.
so i think for me tonight my goal is to try and stay with everyone 