i folded my hands in my lap , but did n't turn around . she put her elbows on the desk and her head in her hands . `` i 'm not willing to risk a relationship i value by trying to make something else out of it . '' `` it 's good that we 're starting early . i glanced around at what i now recognized as a very , very nice apartment . `` i just want to have a little chat with you . `` that 's just what the doctor ordered , i think . 