`` i 'm so ... sorry to have been such a bother . '' `` but most times , i stay on the move . at that i remind myself that jasper 's sex life is in no way of any concern to me , and increase my pace just a little more to shut my brain up from providing any more entertaining notions like that . it was time to face what was out there . right now , i 'm pleased to be in the light . one drop of sugar and they could bring down a house . 