ah , my dear , i know you miss me . he 's going to a demon battle , and when he spoke of it , i knew ... `` when i walked out of my brother 's room , i promised myself if he could find the strength to go forward , then so could i . all i can think about is jean 's party and someone asking what happened to me . except part of me would , but he was n't to know that . youd need to stay at least three months . 