he was the one who had delayed college for a year to help her finish high school because they were suddenly all alone . shes in the last door to the left . he closed his eyes and his sour face was suddenly masked with very real and very human grief . after eating and having a cup of coffee , i was too wired to try and go back to sleep . `` if you 're here , you do . please just step away from the edge and we can talk about it . 