but the numbers game eventually bit her as well , and she wound up in the family business . she shifts the gears with extra care this time , and i smile at her , admiring the little daisies pinned to her hair . im kind of busy right now and dont have time for a walk in the park . i thought that was going to be the rest of my life , that mouth and those demons . you do n't have to say it back and you sure as hell do n't have to prove it . 