there is a void , and it must be filled , and you ca n't help me . it was an uncomfortable , slow ride over the desert sand . the snow is falling lightly and there is a strange excitement in the air . nearly everyone had a ghost story to tell personal or passed on by a relative or a friend of a friend . that i had n't gotten to him in time . `` to think for one moment i thought you had changed , but you 're still trying to control and influence me , are n't you ? 