well , technically , i noticed the book first . home was where her heart beat a little faster and a place she could come to at the end of a satisfying or frustrating day and know he was there waiting . the room was too crowded , so i took my presents into my room to open them . the fury swirling inside me caused a rush of static to pop across my skin . he just wanted to help his family . `` i want you so much , '' he said , and his voice was different this time . 