if they did , the men giving the orders would lose money . he reached out for his son , who was whimpering , not sure yet whether the situation required tears . i wanted to find a way to erase the memory of every woman who came before me . i would ask her , but she 's already leading me through a set of frosted glass doors . he could n't leave things as they were now . i shut the door behind me and her eyes shot open . it just said , on fraser 's ridge . '' 