dear lord , it was worse than he 'd imagined . the rest of the funeral was uneventful . but what do i do about my attraction to you ? `` he drugged ... '' she says , closing her eyes . i thought that when she ends her vacation here we could maybe have a long distance relationship or something . his mouth returned to mine , and i was easily lost in thoughts of how eager yet smooth and amazing his lips were . i felt we were growing really close in a short amount of time . 