and she felt like crying now at the thought of this gentle , considerate man dying . i punched stevens number into the cell and only had to wait one ring for him to pick up . i knew i could have gotten her into trouble but the alternative was worse , at least in the moment . just following your own logic , he mumbled the rest of his sentence away . i think it all failed and we 're on our own . i have been wanting to tell you how grateful i am you moved to town . 