she frowned ever more at that . your imagination gives me shivers of delight since you said yes to panther , you can have you way . `` oh , it 's not as bad as you think it is . with his free hand , he pulled me so that i could sit between his legs with my back against his front . i wo n't tell you not to worry because in your shoes , i 'd be pissing my pants and freaking out . `` nothing , my love.we can speak of it later . 