so close , i smelled his shampoo and his deodorant . i took a small bite of spaghetti ; it was warm and slightly sweet . `` undress me , '' i tell him , `` i want you to . '' it was not something he had considered . `` you take complete control and you do n't stop until you get what you want . anyone looking in from the outside saw the perfect little family , albeit a slightly quirky one . he pushed the door open and twisted the lock . a warm tingle creeps up my chest . 