no fear , we all closed our eyes when we cleaned him up ! he leaned in and kissed her lips . there was nothing i could do but fall into my torn-up computer chair and wonder how i got myself into this mess . well have enough supplies for the journey back ? do you want me to do your bedroom ? '' `` system , stop , '' she said , ending the music he 'd trained her to . he was skinny and dirty and hungry-looking , desperate . i threw myself into finding a perfect outfit . 