nicholas leaned in closer to hear . i slide my hands under the hem and tug at his waist . thats not all you talked about , right ? she 'd been telling herself for hours that she would n't go . there was a wet spot on the carpet . trust me , it might as well be the rest of my life . maybe she did n't think that she needed to fear . there was no way to reach him . that 's the hotel room i need to visit . `` i should pretend i never received this letter . 