when the sweet cold then grew hot , hot enough to melt her insides , she screamed . i followed him over to the bar , hoping to hear what he ordered . she raised her head , stretched her arms , and yawned . `` do n't let go of him , no matter what happens . '' `` as long as i did n't do it . i will meet the dawn and die as our kind should . '' `` and it does n't have my name anywhere on the lease ? '' no one slept the rest of the night . 