i turn and kick the back door open with my foot . so i just grasped the porch door handle , swung the door open , and leaned in toward the kitchen . he leans back against the door and closes his eyes . you may have a visitor before i get back , or so they tell me . '' if mike had been thinking , he would have realized it himself . i had noticed him right off when i came in and he had felt me . i did n't get the chance to touch her before my dad arrived . '' 