she could feel the outline of his powerful thighs , fairly twice as thick as her own , her skirt and shift tangled in with them and the hard rise from behind the buttons of his trousers . `` after i found out about you being pregnant . the windows were all covered with large , black curtains . death at any time was tragic but when it arrived without warning ... she placed an arm around the weeping woman and guided her to a seat . he fished his phone out to check for service . 