when she moved over him , faster and faster until he pushed her away , my own heart rate increased until i could hear the quick rushes of my panting breath . occasionally it would knock into one of the few still standing shelves , chairs and tables . he took up my other hand , taking a step back as i also took one back until he brought us together again . `` you can bring your car around to the back door so you do n't have to carry it far . '' plus he had weapons on him . 