the satisfaction of doing something well filled kelly with pride , and for the first time in a while , she felt confident about what she did . laura had been both a haven and a hell for him . the person being sought must be alive and wish to be found . `` it 's not your fault she and i did n't have much in common to discuss . his mind was filled with confusion by what had happened in the cave , and he desperately needed to get things straightened out . 