he did n't come back for two weeks and then he was in a terrible state . without another word , i take a look at the star charts . what i wouldnt give to see my mother now . i hate you and i do n't want to see you happy ! '' i thought mason was going to tell her right after the wedding . '' you were unclear about the reasons , seth said . i 'd rather have you all to myself . '' it had simply ended up with something silly , like its name . 