i talked to myself , making my brain understand that this was no different than school . as he turned back to the tent 's entrance , a huge black shadow filled the doorway . if it is my turn to die this morning , there is nothing to be done that can change that . `` i 'm glad to hear that , because otherwise i would n't think much of you , '' i said . but other than that one time , she was always alone when she rode in the woods . `` she 's not satisfied calling your cell . 