`` sorry , i did n't mean to wake you , '' he said , his accent warm and delightful around the words . most everyone here just avoids them . `` how could you do that to me ! '' i thought for a moment i might pass out as everything went blurry . each one of those is a sun in some other child 's sky . maybe it was me and not him at all . but as of right now the border of texas is closed to all travel . 