i never want to see or hear of another mother going through this . `` i 'm going to talk to her , do n't worry . `` it was as if someone had reached in and yanked out his joy . '' sometimes , she liked to forget who she was , and what she 'd done . then his gaze settled on me . it swept away all of his troubles in an instant and replaced them with visions of strength and triumph . `` what about ... like , the lawn care ? 