anything more that this has to be done. i woke up knowing that if and when the time came that i had to shoot, i would.
for no reason i can think of, i just had the second dream of shooting another person. this time several peoples’ lives were in danger including my own. the dream was pretty real, and pretty intense. the “threat” was another woman, and she had already shot out windows and shot at my car. i wound up in the front seat of the car, struggling with her — she had no idea i had a gun and i shot her through the neck at close range. 