i wiggled sideways until my knees touched his . `` that 's right , baby , let go , and come all over me . '' corner tables open boys , lets set , says spud . she wouldnt hold eye contact with him , but she could not help but blush . and this is what my father wanted me to do , ray almost said aloud . the window belonged to a house that was much larger than the shelter where their family lived . without fail , she always awoke to the nightmare renewed . 