he put one arm around my waist , pulled me closer to him . you have no idea what she sees or does n't see . he was staring past her , into the woods . `` no , no ... pretty sure it 's me . '' but when i tried , i nearly destroyed myself . '' he liked that i was n't a party girl ? she drew herself up tall , and put her hand on a bell that stood on the table near the door . whatever was left inside of him broke and everything went black . 