day, i went to the hospital to give birth to my dead baby girl. she had the umbilical cord wrapped around her neck. as if fate was laughing at me, this was the only baby i delivered easily and without surgery.
i did not feel any physical pain. i felt like i was in a dark place, with not a single ray of light. i asked “why?” and had no answers.
come back tomorrow and i will share with you some of the thoughts of a tormented mind. you know what i am like now, so stick around until the end.
i hope you are a good support for your friend. 