and then you are back, and slowly you fill with things of daily life, not so exciting. if you take a boat trip you may find there’s a cool breeze out on the water. he is that one celebrity who always stay in the spotlight, no matter what. the gauges all work even the clock. it probably was the soft mud in the ditch. maybe there is no such thing as 'self' esteem or 'inner' resources. people will believe you are just being idle, or which you simply don’t care about your work. 