so she wanders off to find this dictionary and i flick channels and order pizza and get comfy . a young maid was helping him , and she did not look happy about the arrangement . it was the first time she had felt that she could relax since leaving home . `` have you given it any thought ? '' it came down in a smoking heap . `` oh , dear , perhaps those stairs were a tad much given my present condition . i need for me to say it ... and say it ... and say it . 