they came through into a clearing , where the train rested on dead rails . scared you wouldnt grab them from the guy in time , or that you wouldnt push them close enough for me to reach . not only might you poison yourself , but you could soil your dress . maybe his body was never found and there was no report of his death . she did n't have any broken bones , and there was no cure for the nightmares she was likely to have . 