and that 's why i was wondering ... '' his mouth lost steam . i felt her warm breath on my lips , and the thought of licking them wet made me feel just a little dirty . `` i do n't know how to say this . he cut a sideways look toward her . i have no idea what it was for , but now she has a mortgage of fifty grand . it was also easy for them to get rid of me . '' `` i ca n't ask off work three days in advance . 