crash chart so i grabbed the crash chart and ran toward the room. when i came closer to the room someone said it was a code and to announce it on the overhead. i feel like i did not do all i could for her and i have been crying almost daily because of it. i even started smoking again after quitting 6 years ago. i can't sleep without sleeping pills and i see her pale face in my head over and over. i would love some honest opinions from more seasoned nurses on this event because i feel so horrible about what happened. 