`` i love my nephews like crazy , but there 's no way in hell i want to live those beasts . ray was more relaxed and happier than he had been in years . she falls back with miles on top of her , trying to push him away , to keep his teeth away from her flesh . we left kind of fast , didnt we ? it was work for him to see me , and i did not want to anger him as did my brother , so often . 