previously , she had a gun at the back of her head ( and her gun pointed at the back of the person in front ) and she still felt okay about this path , like this was the best and only option she had . `` thank you amy , you can leave us now , '' was all he said , in his cold , controlled voice he had developed . she constantly battled the urge to throw herself into his arms and spill everything . no , its a little better , if anything . 