it was entirely up to him . as i collected the last rose-i think around ten nurses total had each handed me one of the red flowers-i found myself at the end of the line . i glanced at the clock - it was later than i thought . the woman just could n't wait for anything . `` will they come back , do you think ? '' we will miss you , steven , she finally said , i wish you a safe journey back home . from this afternoon 's argument over bran to this now . 