the cards were all laid out face-up on the table . my dress gathered at my hips and i was completely exposed from the waist down . first thing they did was to check the cameras to see if they were still recording , they were . girls get ill all times of the year . when she had arrived , the meeting was still going on . `` you honestly want to stay here ? '' `` so no one knew she was coming ? '' keep an eye on each other ? '' 