she found it hard enough to believe that the sketch of the female in this worn poster was her own grandmother . he looked out the window again and shook his head . `` i had such an easy pregnancy in the beginning , but now the baby is getting bigger , and i feel uncomfortable all the time . just like his father , she thought , but it worked nonetheless . wandering over to the closest wall , i reach out for the paintings that are leaning there in groups , tipping them towards me so i can see what they are . 