it should have rung the bell down here . '' i do n't need it all right away . alarmed , he threw it down and it landed with a soft wet thud onto a saturated piece of cloth lying in the crushed grass . i would have tried my love and my courage . i want this with you and i 'm going to have it . '' that was love i saw in his eyes too . him dead or unable to phone would fix that . `` so it 's better to let him go into this-whatever it is-blind ? 