something that had been around long enough to drive them away . i rubbed his back while sitting next to him . before we go farther , how do we want to do this ? as if him binding my hands was n't enough for me to feel possessed , owned , protected . should she pretend to be asleep ? i didnt feel like there was anything he asked me that i wasnt familiar with . `` she 's resting for now , so you boys might as well go home and get some rest , come back in the morning . 