she looked up at him `` what else is a big strong guy , like me , good for ? '' `` we ca n't leave someone to die out there . '' i didnt dare hope it , but here you are ! how am i supposed to defend myself ? he 'd preferred that for so long , and yet now ? he moaned into my ear as i sucked harder on his thumb in my mouth , my legs wrapped tightly around his waist . great , then its settled , jules says . 