one? i hate to bring all this up but i feel the time is near and i need to have my mind clear on my questions. anyone ask you these kinds of things? anyone ask the church these things? do you believe god can answer my questions before i leave this earth? i hate to question these things but i feel these are very valid questions and not questions to go against gods ways. we have no choice and that is to either follow gods rules or die. all i ask is what happens and why? what do you think about my situation? what do you feel about what i 