and then she moaned , gently , in my ear . not when i knew there were guys out there who understood me and who would want me enough to put me first . even though he finds her again when he is old , she doesnt want him , and he is alone forever . he looked around the room and took another step inside . she stood up slowly , turning to face him . he sees the fear behind my eyes immediately and lifts his hands to rub my shoulders , trying to help me relax . 