i wonder if i had picked something else if he 'd have found his way to that as well . '' when she did , she said , she was our waitress at jacks . rover , a beagle , was her companion as a toddler . willows shoulders felt like they were ripping out of their sockets . all three boys dropped their pants and peed on the back wheel next to the curb . it was bacon and she didnt want to burn it . the part that said he could n't eat . 