very often , physical power tilts the advantage to a player . i realized then that i love you and probably have for years , only i had n't realized it . `` she 's in her early forties , still looks pretty good , is n't as thin as a stick , puts up with me in the sack and i love her as much as i can love anybody . '' `` if i was of some help , then- '' `` you were , but i-oh , god , this is so embarrassing . 