for nearly our whole lives in my case at least . it was as delicious as the first . feeling himself soften , he curled his fingers into fists again , determined not to give in to her . `` and i 'm ... '' she frowned as she ran out of words . armed guards stood on either side of the gate . oh , my god , the other guy murmured . finally she 'd admitted aloud what she 'd been keeping inside since the day of the tarot reading . 