... not easy , so difficult you can scarce imagine it , the hardest thing perhaps that you ... it is the first of all the songs i have learned , and i know many songs ! i studied him intently for a full minute before i allowed myself to believe that he looked genuinely concerned . you remember , the guy that got us involved in all this ! he ripped the note and threw the pieces in the direction of the trash can . he put his hand on my shoulder and squeezed . 