`` i thought you might like the privacy , '' he said . it was best to just get this over with . `` i mean , am i that big of an idiot ? but , you see , that place is dangerous . my hands hover over the box for a minute before my fingers curl around it and slide it out . im supposed to be the crazy one right now . he deserved someone better than a girl just struggling to make rent and working like crazy for a scholarship . he was getting more turned off by the second . 