he paused to see if martin would register a tilt . `` again , you do a lot of cute things but you are n't just cute . '' `` she said you 'd know what to do with it . '' i could n't bring myself to accept what she was implying . i dont really need it , she says quietly , but i see her eyeing it carefully . `` you can use it to get you where you 're going . '' when he started up the van , he could feel the difference . 