and i would like some contact information so that i could perhaps get in touch with her if it looks like she is at a place in her life where doing so will be a source of joy for her . and when she is laughing , she is happy . we were all excited and ready to explore the city that night . it was funny how seriously he was taking the task of helping me relax . since the end of the war i had worked on and off as a typist , and hated it . 