you 're ... no ... it ca n't ... '' then he fell on me , folded me in his arms , bellowed my name and burst into tears . did you come here to meet me , thinking i was someone else ? i 'm so weak right now that i could be killed pretty easily , if you wanted to do it . this morning i woke from sleep , hearing whispers calling me to walk the desert . i sit up straight , lifting my hips when she starts to pull my underwear down . 