standing back up and turning from the child , the cleanser says , kelly , there is a lot of pain in my life . three million of the wrong kind of people and they start getting filthy . had there been any sign of desert gal ? he went into the bathroom , locked the door and looked at his reflection in the mirror . `` excuse me , '' jack speaks into the microphone , calming the conversation around us . he took a sip of the cold water . it had been three years since we had arrived . 