it seemed questionable whether she would sleep at all tonight . they 'd shown her with their hands and their kisses . `` that 's all we have left , '' he said finally . skidding clouds flew by over his head . hold on , we have another sibling ? she would n't blame him if he did , but she 'd like it a lot more if he put his feelings aside and came in , if for no other reason than to keep her company . `` you do n't need gone joe , mel . 