`` i 'm not sure what i 'm doing here , to be honest . '' you were a child , eight years old . i backed away from the patio , pointing . he rushed through the living room to the large bedroom on the right . `` you 're not much of a man if you ca n't handle that , '' she taunted , deliberately fanning frank 's anger . for a moment , the dead , staring eyes of the fawn cleared , shone as gold as its hind . 