he was looking down at me with full lips and slightly puffy eyes and i felt myself fall just a little bit more in love with him . i wasnt even sure i should tell anyone . i sat down at the long conference table filling the room . she tried to avoid rush hour anyway . it was long , he stated , pouring a drink and sitting across the room from her . and she did n't seem to be breathing . the hair sways against my naked arms . i nodded and walked down the short corridor . 