as soon as i hit send , my stomach falls . but did n't rose tell you- '' `` i get it , '' i snap . he shoots me a look , searching my face for any sign of what ? `` i got enough to pass if you three did n't bring any . '' i want the ever-after dead so i may never be trapped there again , and i want it all in that order . no one , except your son , can ever take them from you . 