to know if i really loved someone , the test was not in loving them during the good times , but during the bad times . i stare out the window at the world beyond . he deserved to be here too , he deserved to hug his mother and feel loved . he had wanted to say it since anna brought it up . it has to be their idea and it has to come from them . they stepped into a round room decorated in dark grays and blues with small rounded windows . 