something in my mothers concerned face told me that it was finally time to come clean with her . as i watched horrified , she stepped closer to the edge . i try to keep my voice normal when i speak , but i fail . or of me when i was around you . but you cant play until you finish with the yard . but this is n't about what 's best for you . you are my brother , petrie , and my best friend . he might as well have something to do . ill tell them what really happened . 