'at least i have good reason to be like i am . then as promised , we made love in every room back at her apartment . her left wing had a long rip that oozed blood . no , you left because you were scared , dont use my brother as an excuse . they were always too busy doing nothing to have any time for him whenever he tried to share things with them . and shortly after that , i was flying . no , i dont see myself doing that to my baby . 