i swallowed hard , aching , nervous , and excited all at the same time . as far as he was concerned , what she did said it all . it seemed they had lucked out again . he figured , maybe they 'd just scout the place and find nothing then report back that he was n't here . she would leave it to him whether or not to light them . i 'd forced a reunion on her -- i would n't force her to talk until she was ready . you may sup in the dining room if you like . 