of course , i have n't really seen her pay much attention to her either way . i bet you two million bucks that the two of us could end that war . if she were who she 'd seemed at first , there would have been a heart in flames on her lower back . then to the astonishment and amusement of the men he plunged his head into the cold water and splashed his neck and ears . he kept trying , kept loving , kept being there . i never gave in but i also never gave up . '' 