yet she continued to hold something of herself back . he helped shape and realize a better future . `` faster means more races , '' he pointed out . `` you had sex with her forty-eight hours ago . '' why was it impossible to keep my thoughts to myself in front of colt ? `` but bitching about it is n't going to make it any easier . '' `` you know how late these affairs go on . '' `` so we 're not really talking about randy . they were burying their dead here on top of the cavern peak . 