people always know where they stand with you . '' but perhaps im getting ahead of myself . `` because there was n't a chance in hell i intended to die without making love to you at least one more time . '' you look puzzled , he pointed out . the threat of such killing was often useful , but not the act itself . once i made it back up to her face , we kissed slowly . he wondered how luis was doing . is being a guy a good-enough reason ? '' 