i got up and followed him out the door and into his room . at least he is n't dead behind the counter . at that moment , i wished i was under again away from my thoughts . `` she 's always ready to believe the worst about me . the treasure seemed to hum with excitement . eve closed her eyes and wished she had fainted in the shower . left at the usual time , no hassle . '' then two nights later , very early in the morning , two or three , she called . 