he needed to get off the phone and alert the skipper . the afternoon had been good for him to get the pain and misery off his chest . i should have told you myself instead of letting you find out on your own . '' i was angry again , furious ; i already could barely remember laughing like i had a moment earlier , the only person who tells me to let her go is her . i 'm not some fool you can- '' `` let go of me ! does that mean yes , sweet emma ? '' 