is this just a curse of aging or is something else going on? so, want to take a deep breath of true life again for a couple of hours? you only have a certain number of hours in the day; a certain number of days in a year. keep looking into the options up until you are totally confident with the selection. just a question about something--not life or death!!! the shack trembled as though it would fall down around him. when i did come back to faith, it was through direct, personal experience of the holy spirit. 