after the girls were born , there was n't time . this was the life she should have had . `` care to define it a bit more ? '' once there , he offered her his other arm . not when she 'd just started to care for him . but let 's say there are fifty thousand . i could see the fear in her eyes , as my stomach knotted up . shouting at him , at everyone to come on . by way of boston , if we 're going to start being honest with each other now . '' 