i could n't hold back the tears as i had since my sister had told me about my father 's death . and he knew it would n't be the last either . they changed their appearance in every stay . sawyer gave them a private dining room . i did n't think anyone noticed but i did and it was beginning to nag at me . `` i should only be a couple of hours . '' it had been her father 's saddle , but she did n't tell him that . 