i stare into the dark yard and think about the mess my life has suddenly become . i was n't in the mood for looking around , so i did n't . she cant lose this son , she simply cant . we both dug in , and by the time i was willing to cave on both points to keep her , it was too late . passenger ships are just begging for an ambush . i 'm sorry i ever got mixed up with you ! '' the five of us closed in on each other . 