most because , as i watched him , sad and hurting and the kind of alone that i could n't be a part of , i knew what i had to do . but whether fact or fiction , he found it entertaining most of the time . she could actually feel the outline of his mushroom head behind his briefs-that was how hard he was . ill have someone empty the tub . if id had a real business card id have given her one . who did we think we were ? was there a book club , or writing club somewhere ? 