raising a man is a simple thing , and he wouldnt be so very different . another two turns and they ended up at a wall . i wanted to believe her , and as i closed my eyes again , i decided that for now , i would . `` sit down and finish your coffee and breakfast . `` it 's fine , '' i said , watching him light up and take a drag . it scared him how happy he had been during these months ; it was as if for the first time he was truly breathing . 