but it gives new life and new hope. when i get to the point that i am headed back to the house and i know that when i get there i will be done i get a renewed spirit and drive. i don't know really how to explain it or what it is, but i am sure part of it is because i know that i now have set myself up for the win. i cannot give up and cut it short now. the only way for me to get home is to finish that 20 miles. the only battle left to overcome is to keep running and not allow 