so when the door opened wide , he expected one of his associates to walk in and want to talk about their research results . that was the word cooper had used . closing my eyes , i try to calm myself down , to connect with my inner sub . living room s c ' the plate in his skull , talking again . afterward , you can go through all the pictures and throw out any that do n't meet your weird religious criteria . '' it was like he was losing control and he did n't like it . 