while. you can look for people that will “fix you”. you can do this for the rest of your life if you like. it won’t change much. whatever has to be done, it’s you who have to take responsibility and do it. hands from my cold frozen dead fingers off the buttons of my sky scout as i am at the scope reading one of the many books you wrote and wished i gotten you to signed when we talked last at a couple of star parties in the past. 