back inside her , where he belonged . `` i hate to keep saying thank you , but- '' he cut her off with a quick change of subject . had n't asked me to sign his face or his dick . in the sunshine and falling petals , i could almost believe the lie . then it fell forward and crashed onto its face . sticking up like a long , sharp spike ! and i can tell that he just made the name up . not in the technical sense of the word , said dean . 