`` in her message , she said that if things turned nasty i 'm supposed to call you . '' in all her wildest dreams , she 'd never considered such a possibility . it was n't a pleasant thought and it did nothing for my stomach . so you knew what this was ? `` i had a dream , though , '' i say , thinking back . i dare any man not to take the killing of his sister personally . i look down and find her shoes bloody . 