i jumped off and spun in the air , landing in my fighting stance . while i was looking at it , the pen drew the book in pam 's hand . girls my age dont like me . `` you wo n't have to move , tara . the thought of her as a mother seemed so right , so natural . i did n't want to say this out loud . lily laughs , `` oddly , that really is pretty impressive . '' he opened the door to her apartment . 