ready to get this over with , i push the bar up with my legs ten more times . `` honey , you need to calm down . they try hard , but they never last for more than a few years at the most . that was when my phone rang for the tenth time in a row . he did n't see her enjoying a horror . since we were coming twice a week now , they 'd started recognizing and greeting us before we even signed in . suddenly , i push my wrists out , breaking his hold . 