i thought we were going to feed the ducks in the park ? he went to the drinks cabinet and poured them both a generous measure . i could sense the fear of losing her still hanging about in his mind . after another slow round she stops right in front of me , and taps my shoulder once with a crop she must have brought in with her as i 'm sure she did n't get near the toy rack on her way in . it 's been six months since he passed away . 