but if the one you love is in the gang , then who would mind ? is it so bad i want to talk to you one last time ? i wanted to tell him what could happen-i really needed to-but putting that on him was n't fair . it had all been his imagination , his fear . while the years wore on , things had gone from bad to worse . but as her knees hit the edge of the bed another pair of eyes flashed in her mind . he turned his head , but said nothing . 