i gasped , breaking the kiss , my heart hammering at the feel of her hand on me . dizzy with horror , he watched as big earl 's hand jerked away from the lock . i was hoping you did n't have any hard feelings , because that was all in fun , you know ? maybe she'l scream just the way i like ... sam looked past the doctor to see a tall , lanky , redhead grinning from ear to ear . you can curl up with a load of pillows and read to your little hearts content . 