looking back , i think weve been that way always . for i wo n't have you crying in my arms unless it 's from joy , my dear . '' while she worked , her thoughts wandered . his skin felt as if it was melting off , and his lungs were seared . however , if no one is keeping score , then no one loses . around the same time we had a pet pig . my ranger training should have made me able to move silently in the woods at all times . 