physical pain. and yet i ache all over.
even my sister says she is worried about me. nobody is ever worried about me. i am the one member of the family who is never ill. i am the one who keeps everyone else going.
have you seen a doctor, she says. i don’t even have the strength to laugh. i don’t have the energy to tell her there is nothing wrong with me. let alone what a doctor might do to me. with their blasted pills.
nothing, except what is happening to bink.
robin is back. that’s all that is the matter with me.
you don’t even know who robin is because i haven’t yet 