when she finished , she placed the two sheets of paper on the floor , then glanced around the room . i just want to know why it makes you so happy . '' all of these questions danced through her mind . `` and a few who were a bit of both . i have a good education and good friends and do n't feel the least bit awkward about myself for not having killed my cherry . `` i bet you went to school together . '' in the store , we still got strange looks . 