i could n't believe i wasted so many years without telling her how i feel . the reports echo loud through the canyon . yeah ... yeah , i definitely need out of here . `` i do n't even know why i 'm so upset . `` ivy , '' eric reached for me , but i shook him off . yes , they are both alive , they are both living as life . rio reached out , sharp and probing , like an arrow aimed at the very heart of their connection . i had never seen this side of him . 