then he screamed , louder than he ever had before . she was an awesome friend , and it was hard to imagine surviving college without her . `` it had nothing to do with it . '' `` can you show me what 's inside ? '' other than that , keep your hands to yourself . somehow i knew she wasnt speaking all that loudly . now i knew what the crowd was about . and for some curious reason , i did not want her to hate me again . 