never could be sure enough that it was what i really wanted . that was emmas feeling exactly , but what was she to say ? here was this incredibly handsome , unbelievably sexy man all but throwing himself at her . if he 'd given her a telephone number , she would have called to let him know . he thought about it , finally deciding that had to be the case . `` is this a plan y'all have hatched ? '' and i wore a white dress that seemed to float . '' 