`` it feels like we 're close , '' he said . we do n't know how the money is disappearing , or from what branch of the business , or who might be doing the stealing . oh you should be the new lawyer here right ? maybe he did care , if only the slightest bit . rick always told me i should be more spontaneous . i slid against the wall , trying to catch my breath . ye shall curse my name and i shall not hear it , ye shall beg for mercy and i shall not give it . 