`` let me tell you something , it may have turned out for the best . '' was going down when we should be visiting and having fun , '' dusty remarked . `` she kept saying that upstairs too . '' and i understand it more than anyone else . she clutched them close to her chest and closed her eyes , missing home more now than she ever had . this one was much nicer than the ones they had , though . `` i could probably think of twenty reasons . 