i dont want you to be sorry . gods , she 'd been so stupid to think she 'd ever been a step ahead of this woman . by morning , she was ten times as exhausted as the night before . the damage here was not so heavy . maybe i 'm kidding myself i can still make it happen . i lifted his hand , tracing where i 'd written on it . `` and you are going to get it done . '' but what drove this queen was ... entirely too human . 