with a howl , the man went down . she treated him like he was just another guy on the street . a man who 'd lost everything he 'd dreamed of and yet still managed to smile . i write a note and hand it to her . i do n't think he 's ready to stick his on there . he positioned his c**k and plunged in . that empty , aching void , one very similar to the one left by giving up her daughter , seemed impossible to fill . 