he stood on the upper deck of the ferry as she pulled out of the dock . mister dalton said i could go swimming if i dont swim away from the ship . you 're like a spoiled child wanting your own way . those tears free-fell down her cheeks now and she hugged her arms to her stomach . i really hated this part , the part where i make a stupid decision to go down there and search through the layer . i tried to stick my head through the hole and into the crawl space . 