i plan what i want to do to take a step closer to my goal . his shoulder rose and fell as he gazed at me . giving up , she returned to the kitchen , grabbed the book and stalked to bed . she 'd never so much as stolen a pack of gum before , never sneaked a cigarette or cheated on a test , and now here she was , about to get caught stealing a boat . even though i expected it , it 's still kind of a shock . '' 