being a track star and honor student , i wanted to return . hansel ran a hand through his hair and rubbed his eyes . `` make it whole- '' `` no , no , that will make me gag . '' but i did n't know who to kill first . she knew if she lied to him at all , he would be gone before morning . chris waited a little longer , but nothing happened . no one was able to ease my thirst , my pain . 