she did n't dare to move , just because she did n't want to raise his attention . not like i had her then ... but it would have pushed her even further away . he 's going to realize any second that this is crazy . '' please do n't make me leave you ! i mean hell look at what he 's doing for me ? youd never know it by the way she treats me . woodpecker still has not decided but its idea is in consideration . 