i think i gave you the wrong impression . sweat and blood were running down grey 's face , stinging his eyes . he sat apart from her , choosing to eat alone . she smiled and whispered , `` thanks for everything . '' he licked each boy 's belly , and his navel disappeared . you will go through the darkest would you have ever seen , then arrive at a small clearing . i still want to be with you . not so much to protect myself . i wonder what it would be like to be kissed like that . 