seeing that god wasnt there at the moment , he would return to the same place thirty more times before trying the next temple . go follow your lead and get back to me . '' you even know where ye are ? it would have been nearly impossible especially this day . locked myself up in this bathroom so i could hide from him , fill the giant sunken tub with hot steaming water , and soak all my troubles away . i give in with my struggle , but mainly because i 'm thoroughly exhausted . 