i wouldnt turn it down , if you did , he said , chuckling . a couple of young hospital residents were walking past him to the coffee machine against the wall . two more days , and we would be on an airplane headed for home . this was not a position that i had wanted to end up in . you 're not bumming me out . he practically spits the word guests . because he did n't just want hot sex with her . i waited patiently , wondering the entire time if it would be enough . 