you must have come here through the book and i know how you feel , because i was forced to come here as well . the saddle was made of the finest leather and was decorated with some fancy bead work all around . so she ran background checks on all her potential lovers , what was wrong with that ? if he 'd thought her slightly pale before , he 'd been mistaken . i am not sure i would have the courage to write such a letter . i closed my eyes against it and moaned . 