most of all she worried about her baby . we kept a tense watch until dawn , watching to make sure she did n't come back . i never liked losing control even then when i was a student . i looked like a pencil in comparison five foot seven , and one hundred twenty-seven pounds . we were out in the middle of a brook , hidden by mountains . `` you could have called for help . '' blonde and curly said , this is really fucked , and scooped handfuls of hair . he crawled over to his tent . 