his brown hair is damp and he has on a heavy green coat , jeans , and a pair of boots with the laces undone and dragging in the snow . but something felt very different now . you have n't been sleeping or eating . and my guess was that it had to do with jordan . run and hide behind the skirts of a woman and whimper for gram to come save you ? '' not knowing makes me feel even worse because you 're my friend , and i can tell that you 're sad . 