maybe louis could make her understand . a lot more effort goes into f**king someone 's brains out . '' he shrugged and tossed the neon-green golf ball in the air and caught it . i asked him what happened , what animal had hurt him , but he was n't listening . peter giggled until he realized we were n't laughing with him . there 's more there , something heavy , but i do n't press him . i said as i put my bag on the bed , wrinkling the comforter for the first time in months . 