he asked an older warrior in fractured speech . well thats as maybe all i know is that hes a right bugger . he enters the kitchen and pulls two glasses out of the cabinet . imagine my shock when i realized that he was flashing a picture of me-taken in the new orleans airport just a few hours earlier . '' holy f**k , what the freaking hell was this ? i will complete this year only because i wanted so badly to be with some of my own kind . 