slowly , he pushed the fabric of my panties to the side and ran his thumb along the newly exposed flesh . `` those are the official offices , cousin . as to what i am , i leave that to your imagination . dropping to the ground , helpless , knowing death was near , knowing she could not stop it . 'it could be a torture chamber or a dungeon or a hideous pit or anything ! ' she still did n't exactly know her feelings about it . 