these cubes contain the blood of an old and ancient people . because she knew ; she didnt have to have a test to know . he ca n't , i suspect , feel anything physical or emotional unless he 's briefly permitted to . `` so , what do you want to try first ? '' `` what the hell are these pills for ? '' i had seen this same shot a million times . it was like nothing had changed . `` and just what you mean by that ? '' 