and now she would have to see it all die a third time . chris said when he reached the bottom step and turned into the parlor . `` it 's ... i think it 's finding that you married me for the money you 'd get . '' as i waited down by the creek , i was a nervous wreck . no one could see where this was going and no one had any idea where it was all going to end . which means you do n't get to hide this side of yourself from me . '' 