you want him to watch you with my fingers buried deep inside of you ? '' unless ninjas are experts at the poker face . i settled back on a `` humph '' then kept grumbling . his horse , bleeding from the shoulder , stumbled away , reins dangling . he was wearing street clothes and had walked in here as if it were nothing more than a shop on the blocks outside the hospital . go out and buy diamonds for the hands she does n't have ? somehow i felt it was his secret to tell . 