if they 're worth giving up my control forever and handing it to the man who already controls my heart so completely . im told its often the way of these things . to be honest , im tempted to pick him up now just to keep you from getting yourself hurt . it was obviously a later addition to the house . `` just a couple changes of clothes and a picture of you to jerk off to . *** flowers arrived on my doorstep before i left for work the following morning . 