you 're asking if someone kept this for themselves ? get a shirt , sam , she called after him . she dusted it gingerly with a fold of her skirt . her laugh was loud , and everyone in the room turned to stare at her . he was a motivated self starter , just left school and wanting to make it in his first job . worst of all , i felt as though i had done something so terrible that i deserved much worse . oliver beamed , leaning forward to kiss my cheek . 