he breathed deeply , his chest rising , his eyes focused . wo n't that make it even better ? '' did you have to shoot that man ? he spoke to her over his shoulder . he walked over to the table , set my bagel down in front of me , and kissed me on the head . most of them were painful ; some were pleasant . i put my own wrist up and disappeared through as well . `` i want you so bad i could screw you right where you stand . '' 