this , feeling just this , how good it was , could make me believe i could take ham as he came even if he did n't love me . he was concentrating on the slicing machine and did n't want to lose another finger . sing out if you see something . see what we can turn up . but it is not only the land that is his now . we could hike up to the falls . '' i managed to gasp out , im fine . ray said , it does n't matter what we think . 