i did n't even eat lunch , but no matter . but he 'd been too distracted by his own physical need for her . she did n't know how she was going to stand the fear of not knowing his fate once he left . there was a story to cover , and after that , there was a demon to catch . i can list what i packed for you , '' he said . theres nothing left , he reminded himself . id thought of it earlier , but it slipped my mind , what with all the foundation stuff . 