she shut all the doors behind us and helped me haul nash up the steps . when the men spoke , shed make every attempt to distance her mind to more pressing matters . `` yeah , and i 'm so scared , '' said the closest voice . he sighed heavily-it did n't matter . i walk to where the throw pillow is and pick it up off the floor . she waved her hand vaguely toward the staircase . youre only off by about eight years . 