but i still cant do the spell . `` no , honey , you did everything right . i flew into this office through the window , the blasts smashed most windows in this building . he hit his nose and bellowed with surprised pain . i 'm edging dangerously close to where i never , ever go-but damn me , i do n't know that i have the strength to turn back . today , though , she was fresh , well dressed , and eager to prove herself . not so different from how he 's been living since we left . 