enjoy these last ten seconds of sight . not the most unreasonable thing in the world . '' she tried to choke back the scream , but she could not keep it bottled within her any longer . the walls she had built , over 12 years ago , had kept the core of herself locked away . ashtons eyes were still closed , his hands up behind his head . `` i need some help here ; your dad is getting soaked . '' maybe i 'm not making things adventurous enough . '' 