just the soft , slow movement was driving me to the edge . i ca n't hear anything over the roaring in my ears and the hammering of my heart . liked the idea of being the sole focus of his attention . so as far as you 're concerned , i am dead . what do you feel you should do ? people who , just a few hours before , they had protected from threats against them . `` i thought you 'd never get around to that , '' silk said . 