there was no alarm or anger in her voice . he nodded and said , yeah anyway , i said and shook my head , he took his belt off , looped it around my wrists and shoved a handkerchief in my mouth . im going to go get more , and the chocolate and stuff . unless he were only trying to make her feel good about it . probably a bad day to ask , but i think we need to keep living life and seeing what happens . `` i have a few things that i 'm working on . 