i love them all in equal and separate ways . i kissed him back , twisting the fabric of his t-shirt into a fist as i pulled him even closer . oh , heaven help her , she was diving into the deep end again and she had n't meant for that to happen . but i 'm here for you , you know that . and when i said i see how other men look at you ? i promise i 'm not trying to be an a**hole . `` all right , '' she said , reaching for a napkin . 