you know that , yet you keep asking . i was carrying it when the car crashed . '' she raises her hands behind her head , pulling out the rubber band , shaking out her hair , and letting it fall around her face . whether because of drinking christophers blood or some other reason , i didnt know . i did n't look at him when i spoke . our trunks infest and spoil until we are hollow and housing the interests of others and not our own . 