`` and what the hell do you think you know ! '' because he feared losing his own heart . i 'm a stupid child with a handful of tricks , that 's all . because you 're part of this now . '' because of his help , i 'm almost there . i especially liked the all grown and beautiful bit even though i knew it wasnt true , on either count . the doctors are n't going to be able to make it better . and there is more at stake than you know . 