- he focused his gaze on the next island , one even farther away than this one had been . tea was n't what he was craving , he realized . `` i like the way it feels , i said ! '' `` i trusted him because i thought he loved me . still , a drink is all i can think of to help get me through this embarrassing episode . i may or may not have moaned just a little , in the back of my throat . 