burnt bagel with not enough cream cheese. others it would be a bagel perfectly toasted with cream cheese and jam. it was our way of processing. i wanted to make a bagel for each friend in the group, describing our relationship. a classic with jam for my best friend, who would always be my favorite. a cinnamon bagel for the friend whose sense of humor brought such a sweetness to the group. this project, that started with so much heart and joy, ended with frustration and ultimately stopping my knitting hobby. because of my various health problems i struggled with keeping my hands steady, so i would frequently drop stitches, 