it was n't so different from what i had already been through . were they happy or just drunk ? `` may you do well , and we all say so . '' i knew , but no one was talking about it . maybe his brain was trying to tell him something . i check my curves in the mirror and smile as they please me . he took it reluctantly , and shook it . i was going to go down to the lake and sit for a while , i tell her . 