i leaned into him for another kiss , not wanting to admit my feelings or forgive . he 'd had only a taste of what she felt like that night but now he wanted more . there was no more ignoring them , since they made their presence so clearly known . but i never could have left them to die ! the road was separated from the meadow by a wide ditch . `` and yet you seem familiar somehow . as long as i can keep things in perspective , we can continue this . '' 