if the hat was there , everything would be fine and it would n't matter what other people thought ... she stood in the middle of the carpet , while lightning danced across the mountains outside , and closed her eyes . he 'd come back and said , `` i want you . '' taking advantage of him was something i 'd never do . we both started laughing so hard we could n't stop . but , it seemed like everything changed the day she ended the marriage . he fluttered my heart with a gleaming smile . 