when they hear shouting in the hall , they count to ten and then smash the door open . `` is that supposed to be blood ? '' `` why are we hiding things from each other ? i wait for the dizzy feeling to come , welcoming it , so i can return to the coffee shop and back to my normal life . he grabbed the new beer and took a long pull but kept his eyes remained on me . then i very distinctly hear her say : `` oh , no . 