that was how love felt , the way he remembered it . she chooses her clothes and then looks at me . `` it 's ... the vampire mind is still very human . i did n't really like when strangers touched my things . he calls himself a god , but he is the lowest of worms . stay down there until after breakfast . i run behind the wooden ramp seeing him on the ground , blood coming from his nose . a nurse came in , holding a tray of food in her hands . 