he supposed it was all a matter of perspective . `` i almost died the other day , '' she said quietly , still gazing out her window . i wish it was n't so f**king cold out here . so why did you keep them under a microscope all this time ? '' that brought him back to the terms she wanted him to state . but i need footage of this spot before we go . '' you can find out what it is if you read lives of lost angels . 