you cut yourself with that blade . `` are you sure you 're not going to be biased because faith is your daughter ? '' sophia could feel blood begin to pound in her veins . just so you know , it was never personal . i thanked the woman and followed the boy to a white van in the back alley . because if i get you , i 'm keeping you , and you deserve so much better . does he even know what you do ? she asks , pausing to look me in the eyes . 