i swallowed back the tears threatening to spill over as sympathy washed through me . after i changed into actual clothes , we joined everyone outside as the burgers were coming off the grill and i tried not to look for chase , who was now gone . it 's not meant for heavy cutting , but it might be able to weaken the seal enough for you to break it . '' i grabbed the quill and spilled the ink . i think i missed something in there somewhere . 