i only wanted to give them what my mother had so freely given me. figure out what you want to achieve. so when things like that happen to you, it opens your mind so you see the world in a very different way. now in the tunnel looking back to the main shaft. in ar it is easy to trick the brain giving it the sense of reality and trust. of course this was several years before sat night live! life is way too short to be anyone else. not from a paper towel but from the noodle brush. 