he stared out the windows for a long time before he shivered , rose , crossed to the fire and kicked a piece of wood more firmly in the grate . i slip my hand into bing 's and he squeezes it gently . `` i need to go see him , '' i mumble and turn for my car . he wanted to be away from those reporters . can you see anything about this ? we both know there 's something going on . '' i just want you to stay my baby forever , '' she told him a little sadly . 