only a short way into the tunnel , the moonlight disappeared . more pain in my future didnt sound good , but i wasnt surprised . and you 're weird , you know . the compliment seemed out of left field . he 's not in love with me . most rooms are dark , and it 's so quiet i can hear the creaking of footsteps above , the rustle of fabric several rooms away . `` i have , '' he said , and met my eyes in the mirror . so much becomes clear in an instant . 