he could n't love me , because he loved her , and he was sewing his wild oats first . but i do know he will return because he left his pack . `` i 'm sorry i left you twisting in the wind . she looked slowly around the table . your own country 's very touchy about the subject . during the ride back to the redwood community center , where this whole trip started , we 're all pretty silent . nervously , he jumped out of bed and raced to the door . 