was gone yesterday from 7:00 a.m. until after 6:00 p.m., and i was exhausted by the time i got home, and then it was nearly time to go to church. i'm in the room with 2 month olds to 23 month olds, and it was chaos. i felt sort of awkward and in the way, because it was my first day. i caused a catastrophe when i got distracted and a boy grabbed the juice pitcher during snack time, spilling sticky juice everywhere, including on two of the other kids. i used more cleaning stuff than i have ever used before in my life, tied as many shoelaces as there 