she never seemed to mind the dust and heat , or the smells . we had no idea what was going on . then i was slammed with unbearable pain . am i the only one who finds that suspicious ? '' `` i bought all the grits they had , em . hes using that one as the kicker tonight . she 's alive , but she 's in pretty bad shape right now . '' but the sight of land did not calm her as it should have . we all know what benny is capable of . 