a couple came out the front door holding hands and walked around the side of the house together . i was in so much pain the only thought i had was , up yours too . listen to this : kay and i spent at least an hour this afternoon on willow walk . dad thanks for letting us help . you wo n't have to see me again . '' i 'm not a gardener , or a shuttle pilot , or - turns out - a husband . then he started hitting me again . 