and the first book is called bitter spirits. god’s message is never fuzzy and hard to figure out. i don’t know why it always gives you the sad monster though. finally something that is soft and (mostly even) and on the thickness i was aiming at! people relate it to many things that it should not be associated with. a light appeared then others till a hallway appeared. for the past couple of years, i stopped having salt and sugar in my food, but it was not enough. 