picking up a sugar snap pea , he holds it to my lips . i start reading the first poem when will grabs two slips of paper off of his desk and walks past me . after all , she can be a real wee madam at times . still occasionally making me catch my breath when we touched . `` he never let me find out what was underneath . yes you did young man , but im sure if you want to learn more about what to do , dad will show you . he demanded in an exaggerated voice . 