he could also see that she was too determined , too stubborn , to ever allow anything or anyone to take away her joy , her love for life . a young lady has no business nursing a man . i think he can help , but he wont without us doing what he wants . she leapt forward and threw her arms around my neck and sobbed . i know what to do with treacherous scum such as you . and know this : my reach extends beyond my own grave . '' home was a place i always felt safe . 