there were things i could do as queen , decisions i could make to my own free will , provided i always had the peoples ' best interests in mind . `` i could do all of that and more , but today '' i leaned my head forward . she wasnt there , though , to be their therapist . `` you were raised in a foster home with perry , were n't you ? '' in some other lifetime it would be different . a single wire went from it to the box on the table , and then to me . 