its rear doors were open , and a couple of college kids were carrying in merchandise . he might have been drowned and fished out of the pool and laid out on the grass to dry while the police or the next-of-kin were summoned . and she 's not gross or weird or pathetic for how she feels . five years was usually her limit for age difference with men . she wanted to grab his head and bury him in her . `` that is my job , '' i growled back . 