'but in the end , ' bond stubbed out his cigarette and called for the bill , 'it 's the natural eights and nines that matter , and i must just see that i get more of them than he does . ' i wonder how long it had been going on while i was out on the road . mum and dad thought that was cute and started using it instead of my real name . what a fool she 'd been , to think someone could love her for herself . 