but back in those days , we did n't really have any opportunity for jobs or school . it had kind of been nice to see him . he ca n't keep his hands off me . i loved knowing what this girl felt like inside and out . his eyes flashed an intense green . it must be at least two years . '' `` pull up the button , '' he yelled , pointing to the lock-button on the inside of the door . i pushed up gradually , pausing every time i felt dizzy or sick . 