he wanted to reach out to her and tell her not to go but he had already set the wheels in motion for what was occurring . and then the worst one of all . k climbed in the back of the van and dialed the number from his pay as you go mobile . the female cop extended her hand and thanked mary for coming . something was seriously haywire with the world . i clutched the clothing to my chest . if you do , you will never come home again . 