and i needed at that moment in my life not only to be able to do it but to be able to do it really , really well . and they know who 's to go out with him to keep an eye on him . that 's why i came by your building . '' a scene out of one of my books . '' beg , he said , tis music to my ears . how he had said i was beautiful . i do n't know what 's changed over the last few months , but he 's not the same . 