half a dozen filters for day and night photo work . he crawled across to a large chunk of metal that had fallen and smashed another computer under its weight . i could n't seem to catch my breath , and i looked back down at my hands , all twisted up again . those other kinds of comments are the ones i fear will come from ivy . there was also an element of taking control too . and we rowed for our lives . it was no pigeon or crow perched on him . 