well ... i probably would when it snows . '' it hurts but it doesnt overcome the feeling of having lost everything i had . she clutched her pillow and stepped out onto the landing . i 'm trying to decide whether to shoot you now or later . '' `` because you taught me that first moments matter . not exactly something i wanted to dance to with a stranger . that was the question of the night , it seemed . since i understood the work i helped tommy and the other people in my group . 