`` you would n't have gotten it here . when i wasnt on duty i fixed up a spot with a deck chair in the high grass near the fence . `` what shall i wear to this great feast ? '' avoiding his eyes , i turn my phone off , drop it in my bag and , pull out my notebook and pen , ready to get this interview started . tell me what to do and me and moron will do it . '' but , to survive for another is something else entirely . 