the bird would peek out at me from the reeds just behind my paddle. that becomes the controlling influence of their life. today i'm just planning to walk to help loosen up my muscles. i had been praying for his footsteps through life, the people who will influence him and even his wife, all before i even realized that i was even praying. i connected mine directly to the amplifier. the water system was, especially in that time, very ingenious. i deserve to just be, because my being is enough. my son tilted it back again, and i went on holiday. 