how stupid of me , but then i have been for months , it seems . '' less overly dramatic than it had been a moment before . i ca n't breathe , too much is creeping up on me . still , the entire time the three of them were together there , anna never once spoke to him . i want to watch you play with yourself right now . '' i opened my door just a crack , straining my ears so i could hear what was going on downstairs , but i could only hear mumbled voices . 