i will always be grateful that she found within herself the capacity to make this change in such a comfortable way . explain , '' i growl , fighting the overwhelming urge to throw myself at his body , to not listen to any excuse because none of it really matters . they would stand behind someone , waiting for the train to pull into the station . we could hear them shouting at each other while they were working . i beat you , i whisper , but it looks like im talking to myself . 