`` i just never had anything to lose before . '' `` i ca n't blame him , if that 's true . '' charles knew he was not doing anything illegal , and , to be honest , the last thing he needed , was a record of him in this part of town . or is that just a weird coincidence ? '' finding her fast asleep by a window . there are feelings here whether we want to admit it or not . we love you both just oh so much . instead he seemed fixated on this shanna chick . 