i swung my legs off the bed and leaned heavily on the edge of the mattress when a wave of dizziness hit me . the sound of glass breaking took johns attention to someones table tipping over in front of him . `` that 's horrible , lily , '' he said , then he pulled me into his chest . `` just ask half the guys at our school . '' they drew attention everywhere they went . then see you take it to heart . '' i started to offer the dress to her , then thought again . 