`` it 's hard to get used to not having the basic necessities right around the corner when you 're used to the city , but around here you have to . '' no way was she getting a better offer than that , and even if she did , she could n't imagine having as good a boss as nancy . the rest of the team struggled with the door . i was on my own power now , no fear or life changing event to fuel me on to the next step and it hurt like hell . 