with a soft laugh he reached back to the door and slipped on heavy lock in place after another . `` i have birth control in my wallet . '' he was just going to have to deal with the lack of space . all that 's left is the taking . when she didnt , it meant that his life wasnt worth saving . worse , he would bypass going after her job and come after her . the sharp , hot charge of desire all through his blood and bones . 