i shouted as they missed , and the man swung the woman over his shoulder and ran to the small row of cots . i didnt care if he didnt like my dress . she looks in the direction of an empty seat but does not take it . a second later , her head appeared in the doorway , and i looked up . `` not only do i know i have to take control , but i plan on doing something about it . a shiver of delighted relief ran through me as i locked it into place . 