his troops would fight by his side because they were loyal to him . taking the pain from him , i felt a slight tingle flow from my hand and deep inside my gut . she was going in to work to avoid being around him . `` i hope we can still be friends when i 'm on the other side , amy . '' `` you know about all of them . my spirits are n't being lifted and his are being totally crushed . he was always so serious and we thought it was good for a laugh . 