but if you kill me , how would that serve what you have been trying to do all along ? les cried in pain and the inky cloud lifted as the girl raced to his side . you tried to , sam thinks , tears coming to her eyes . tell me , vincent , how does it feel to be a rat ? that was the way it always was for them at the end . i do n't forgive you , if that 's what you want . i had n't gotten the chance to tell him back . 