life as a big sister.
we cried at the doctor’s office. we bawled our eyes out on the way home. we wept with our family. we laid in bed and wondered how we could miss someone we never knew? prior to the first pregnancy, we wondered what we were missing out on and hoped for the chance to experience it. this time around, we knew what we were missing out on and that’s why it hurt.
the hurt is real… so real. i still miss that little one at the most random times. when i’m putting away the christmas stockings i have to blink back tears because there’s supposed to be another 