and you did all this study and research in your garage ? '' `` but those people are n't you and me . '' i existed , and i would not be ended so easily ! when they put you in my arms for the first time ... '' she paused , feeling her throat tighten . say no , and you lose the lottery . '' she 's got my c**k in her hand , the other planted on the mattress by my face to support her weight . 