he was n't even halfway done with her body and he 'd turned her on more than full-out sex ever had . thats not something you see every day . and it would suck , '' jenna said , `` if no one believed you . '' you too , miss fox , he said , smiled , and left . someone other than what you want . i bawl away , crying out my supposed shame and pain . `` my job is to stop killers . `` i did n't think anyone would find me . '' 