i hear the sound of a key in the lock . his face is right by mine , his low voice like a warm breeze in the crook of my neck . you were the last one to get the lecture the first night you all came , and i remembered i 'd had to rush through . our first time , i remembered him being huge . she wouldnt let them abuse her . especially considering what she could do . why was her father acting like this ? `` no , they wo n't let us see her . 