he 'd meant to shock her or at least knock her off guard . she barked so loudly that i had to cover my ears . he had experienced spells like this before . his second hand immediately joined the first under her top , and then he was tugging at her bra cups , trying to pull them aside to free the bounty he 'd found . why does it happen and how do you live with it ? are you sure everything is okay ? '' `` see what you mean about the bog , sun . 