`` only if you want me to . '' his hood was thrown back , his white hair tangled with sweat , his pale face drenched with shock . relieved that i was acting like a normal teen , maybe . she called back , trying to sound bright and lively . `` because i do n't want to think my brother is capable of such foul deeds . '' hes probably in shock , not remembering properly , confused . i agree he has much at stake , but to submit to this level ... . 