i had to give it to him for trying . `` what , like a plan-your-own-future story ? '' then like a flash it came to him , it was her smile . i do n't want to hear your account of what happened . we could tear his legs off and watch him drag himself around in his own blood , that would be fun . '' `` it 's either something in their drink or their food , or else an injection . '' today , i just do n't have the energy . maybe we do go home , finally . 