still later , while lying in bed watching a late movie , she found herself thinking of the stranger again , wondering if he would show up at the diner tomorrow night , wondering what would happen if she went out with him . `` my looks are the thing that scare me the most , '' i say . her shoulders slumped and she sat down in the soft hay , feeling like she 'd let her family down again . a man and a lunch date was a different animal . 