all the while , i was courting disaster trying to battle both my preconceived notions of myself and the risk of death to find the same thing with ivy . nana blinked rapidly in a clear attempt to jump-start her ability to understand . the blood from his hands was starting to dry . lacy holds out her hand and waves it until i take it . one more turn and its a fork now . you need to be physically ready first . tonight before i came to the coffee house . 