`` i do n't need to make my 'dad ' any more right about leaving . '' do n't know why , just seems to happen that way generally . '' * * * an alarm clock somewhere out there woke me . nothing 's wrong at all , he lied to himself , trudging back toward the elevator . 'it 's terrible what drink will do to a man . ' how much more of a wuss could a man become ? the caramel ones are delicious , but so are the vanilla cream . 