`` if they were double-chocolate chip , i would have come , '' he calls after me , then laughs . suddenly , he was gone , leaving me aching and empty . surely he knew she could n't stay here for she could n't undress in front of the men . taking a deep breath , dreamer said ted , i cant . the drawer was just so far when they got to the stage where they needed it . they were watching for us in particular . the nightmares are part of that pattern then ? ' 