her love for him had been the last thing she 'd thought of before everything went black after the crash . he 's aggressive-not in a bad , creepy way , '' i quickly added when jo ann started to frown . the government controls access to keep people from blowing themselves up . '' now thats a story that makes a lot more sense . well , at least up until six months ago , when i got that darn fool notion to up and join the volunteer army of texas ! 