it did n't matter what was right or wrong , or what i believed . i wonder how he really feels about me , knowing i was married to jesus . i was working up my reply when she added , `` i mean it . '' `` the shaft goes down to a chamber where half a dozen tunnels meet . he was n't at the top of the tree . i 'm dying to know why you 're still single . '' `` just being paranoid ... '' i take off running . 