we begin to see the seeds of influence that grew into our personal values and character.in some people god invites into our lives, we see only what appears to be painful or negative influence. i generally don’t like the texture nor the flavor. would that have been a different scenario? wipes clean with mild soap and water. finding the right place and right people to support throughout this journey is super important. how could god allow this to happen to her? experiments that are intended to possibly be standardized in the future, if they are successful. 