a million reasons to get away streaked through her head . pretty soon the whole school will think im a freak , and then someone will blame me for tripping the girl , and then ill just curl up and die . i was just using him as an example . she looked as if she , too , suddenly had a bad headache . just in my soul , i thought at him . `` it is nothing but old newspapers . i knew she was here to promote karaoke night . 