drew is back at my side , gripping my hand , his sole focus on me . did i really think nix checked the security tape of our building whenever he was away , which was usually most of the time ? or were involved in some secret way . you let the girl go because she never saw you . '' what are you protecting yourself from ? terry was now laying at the bottom of the tub , her hair waving in the water and her bloodshot eyes staring straight up . `` i recognized that man today , '' she said . 