this is the thousandth time he 's asked me if i love him . i could n't deny how good it felt to be in his arms , but i also could n't forget that he 'd spoken of trust . nobody but her grandparents called her that . what do you know about oliver ? at least , that 's the way i see it . '' it will help you heal , emma . '' here , in this fake world , she was perfect . in a very real sense , i-consciousness is eternal youth . 