i want to propose to you and i 'm scared shitless . i decided babbling at him was my best approach . you are n't a very good mind slave are you dear ? or what his exact meaning was . oh yeah , thanks , i got a little distracted there . `` well , i got a camping lantern , the oil kind - found it up in an attic . the area i chose was in my basement , close in proximity to the area in which i worked previously , but at the far end of the space . 