he went to the entrance of the theater , opened the door , and took several slow , deep breaths . * * * i roared into the apartment like a man possessed . would i ever know a truly peaceful sleep again ? you fucking left me hanging out to dry , and i 'm not going to give you another chance . '' `` you saw what they did to the head . did someone row you here in a boat ? what sophia needed was a doctor , and soon . he was very shy with life in general . 