if so , was it real the moment he thought it ? she shot back , leaning into the counter . he 's also bought himself a blueberry muffin . i mean , he is his son and i know if my father had been alive when i was doing drugs , he 'd have done anything to help me . a boy with a gun pointed at his head . they lifted off , flying through the night . we can finish this in the morning . '' `` i 'm coming , '' he said , forcing himself to leave the couch . 