i nod my head slowly at posey , crossing my eyes for effect . `` darling , you must contain your emotions . i was about to make a cool twenty bucks . this is your show now , so you better enjoy it . this will never work , he whispered . and if the wrong people found out my real one , i 'd be dead . well you see if you let me take a bath i can get back to you on that . the thin soles of my shoes slipped on the wet floors-floors slippery with blood . 