if he saw me , if he came running out the front door like always , i would just tell him i was coming to return it . it was even worse if they took time to think about my first name , blake . leaning my head back , i watched as the kernel dropped right toward my face . `` the lost soul of the living . '' do you think it 's possible that it 's still in his apartment ? '' the last time she visited here , char came with her . '' 