this mutual desire is one thing we can never hide from one another . '' arrival in the dead of night . she 'd definitely enjoy her morning more though . i dare not attempt any spying today , as my father and his men will no doubt be extra alert in the days to come . how can you just let all this happen ? what the hell did you tell them ? '' the captain gave me a funny look then answered , `` things are only as far away as you allow them to be . 