can we at least go and visit him ? so ... i mean , you faced someone as bad or worse than ... she tried to say it but it didnt come out as anything but a pronoun . for this i would have given up everything . '' i think i need to lie down for a while . '' pulling it from my skin , he tore it in half with one vicious tug . he 'd looked like this before he died . she was certain now she would die . read to him , it might help . 