if you dont want it for yourself , you could get some for your friends . thank you for letting me wear it . `` either someone starts talking about the case , or i 'm going to start knocking heads , '' i said . it seems like it 's a very complicated and demanding business . '' but i do n't understand why you kept this nugget of hope from me . are you saying we should take this thing home ? every year , the two lists looked identical . 