really , the screen comes from inside my chest , but the motion to call it starts above my head , then goes diagonally down , right to left , to bring the screen to eye level . you did n't really want that , did you ? coming clean did n't make me feel any better . `` how could they not like him ? '' i have to remind myself that this is n't my place and it probably is wise for me to go wake up mad , after all , i am here for a reason . 