thats how i calm myself down when unpleasant things happen . overhead , now , the balloon was drifting back the way it had come . all she wants is for people to see that shes doing her duty . is he going to treat me differently at school ? i fought back , throwing punches and kicks , moving with incredible speed and grace i had never had before . `` how about if we sit down ? '' i can feel a stupid grin on my face . `` you want to repeat that one ? '' 