just before my promised hour was up , i called jimmy to let him know i was coming . there was always the chance that when he woke up , this would have all just been a miserable nightmare . `` happens that some men disappear for their own reasons . '' at least he had for the first six weeks after their wedding . someone , however , still had to be present to keep an eye on everything . are there any relatives he might try to get to ? the impulse was too much , too strong . 