i was sure i would never be able to breathe again without his love . there is a loud gasp in the courtroom as the reality sinks in . the picture had been taken shortly before the moon war . he talked politely , even it was not the same as being around anyone else . i stared up at the long , silver lever high above my head that released more oil from the storage tank . i so need to get him back . '' time passes and yet my world has stopped . 