she tucked some cash into her pockets , along with her room key , then grabbed her small handbag . he wondered how many of those lies had piled up over the years , and what it had done to their relationship . we 're discussing the future of the island . do you ever think about me ? it was another clear night , with the constellations bright in the sky . i run my hands over the spot i was digging my nails into . you do n't want to know what they 'd be like after they had me . '' 