she thought to herself , as she changed into her night clothes , along with several other thoughts like . shed thought often of that kiss . `` you ca n't grow a good witch on chalk . `` i 'm not sure she really wants me around . '' `` did you ever find out if pardon had been in your apartment ? '' i wrestled to discern what i felt , who i was angry with and who i was running from . i like that it 's our path and i want it to stay that way . '' 