do you have any men working on the pictures ? i watched in horror as the last bits of my world were torn apart . `` you should go to the police , '' she encouraged . somehow she had to be bigger , better , more controlled . and they were young , and interesting , and full of conversation . i crossed my arms and inspected her . or as close to a woman as i got . the place looked clean and the people who worked there seemed nice . always did things around the house . 