she wanted to enjoy every moment of this , to savor being in his arms . he saw a number of people standing there , looking over the other side . the instant fear in her voice sucked some of the magic of the moment right out of him . why are you interested in this survey ? we 're forced to live in a world of gray and relearn everything before having a few good years to do something important before we die ? you just had to go and ask , manny groaned . her face was pale as paper . 