i knew it was n't nice to do , but i loved leaving him wanting more of me . he asked , nuzzling my cheek with his . this should be one of the more exciting days of my life , but instead , it was turning into a disaster . there was no thought about maybe yelling out a warning , telling him to freeze , asking him to put his hands on his head . jade is their object , their connection . for now , he played the game . 