she did n't know if she could live through it a second time . she would always face him head-on . he would n't go down without a fight . hes going to get better , i know it . at the time , she assumed he was threatening her , but now she wasnt so sure . do you know what it takes to get a bouquet delivered from grand to east ? he could head for either one , dropping her off in some deserted spot along the way , and then disappear . 