time is all you can manage to do sometimes, and to know how long it might last or how bad it might get would be far too overwhelming for the average human being. that’s why these things are left to god. and most certainly i do not want to know if my career never takes off and i end up my days in a little hut in key west lamenting what could have been with no friends but the manatees. i’d just rather not know.
so, i finally came up with an answer. it’s not something i want to know but something i want to see. god, if i could ask 