`` i 'm not going into the ever-after , '' i said , then covered myself when he almost turned back around . just pick one out of each category , sit back and enjoy . '' so goofing off is about all i can afford . '' her dark red hair was in a tangled mess . he knew that she had reasons to be apprehensive , not only because of his past but also because of what would probably happen to her should they get caught before they were married . she never told me that story . 