my arm is feeling much better , though it has a large bruise on it . i can do this , i silently urged myself to be a civilized woman . i laughed and went to let our guest in . when he was finally in her to the root , she was sobbing with the need to pump and grind and take her pleasure . i do n't know where he gets it either , because i suck . `` one who wants to get to the truth . and she didnt seem to care . 