i had several missed calls from the station , as well as a few numbers that i did n't recognize . i dont want to cause a big scene , especially being the first night of a long tour . i want to pretend that this is just a story within a story . better they take her , than him . he stands with me , and i release my thighs iron grip of his hips . sleep had n't been an option the night before , so i 'd left the house at the ass crack of dawn . 