i was panicking and could see the fire was getting bigger . hey man , sorry about the mess . maybe she and her brother had gifts i did n't know about . and he did that to her . i am not talking here about the journeys themselves . but that 's not going to help me understand them better . he does n't know how i feel about him ... he ca n't know how i feel about him . but just like always , i did n't slip away . he pulled away , but not quickly enough . 