`` i bet you eat it when you think we 're not looking . '' `` you mean , you want to shoot someone ? '' i press the barrel harder against my skull . and yet , i could still hear their cries . well yes he is , but i havent seen him since the beating . `` but you have to give me something , hector . maybe i was an idiot , or a glutton for punishment . five wolves-two black , two gray , one white . `` most of the guards are dead . 