she sits down with her legs tucked under her , but she does n't meet my eyes again until after she unzips her bag and pulls out a small blue cooler . she opened her mouth to speak , closed it again and then ran out of the room . that 's a glorified term for a secretary , but i love what i do . '' `` how much more incapacitated could i get ? '' i told you this girl was going to fall for you . but your courage is to be admired . '' 