were not even close to a major road , alison . `` if he 'd lived he probably would have updated the will . `` i think i should go to the house and talk to her . i never saw my husband so much moved by anything as this letter . `` we saw the soul of the willow . '' i smiled at her and saw some tears beginning to form . i was sitting on the end of a bed in the emergency room at denver health and the nurse was cleaning me up . 