he trusted me to help make things better , and that made me doubly determined to do so . i just hope he doesnt pull a gun on you first . i know it was full shortly before i left home . `` just a sip to warm me up . '' i made it look like a hungry stray cat that came onto campus looking for food tonight . i tried to scream , but water flooded my lungs . a week ago i might have agreed with you . at best , he would never get another share as ships captain . 