lucy took a quick sip of her gin and tonic to cool herself down . i just wanted tonight to be a new start . he didnt relish lugging the baggage , but it had to be . they kept it in the family . when you put your finger inside me like that , it feels good , and i want more . '' `` there was something definitely wrong with this guy . '' maybe she would tell him later , at home . well , she had failed at that aspiration as well . 