bed; my body is so heavy, it’s like i’m drifting from myself. then darkness comes in slowly, little by little and then it comes in completely. i start to wake, still dizzy, my head rocks back and forth. i’m still so tired, i fall back against my bed and collapse instantly. i wake, noticing 12 hours have gone by since i first fell asleep. my body is coming to itself again, yet slightly heavy still. i walk out of my room,“ feeling better?” jake asks. i start laughing “ much.” i respond with a smile. 