of course , it is said that you treat your soldiers like they are your brothers . it hurt so badly watching my friends just ... leave . it 's almost too much for me . what i did n't see was all the light . they 'd all gone shopping for school clothes together a few weeks ago , and planned their matching , yet slightly different , back-to-school outfits . she was horrified at what he was suggesting . cars were rushing by on the street . `` i said i have some spare time and money . 