i know that you , like me , understand the great importance of why we are here , of what we have to do . `` do n't cry , love , i wo n't let you die . '' every second i 'm down there , miserable and alone and hating it , i hurt him . he spun me around like a top and slid my panties down my legs , leaving me naked and panting . well be a half a mile down the coast . i thought it was because he was n't interested . 