`` these are my toys , '' i said , feeling bold . i planned on going to texas to be with my parents and other brothers for thanksgiving this year . he 's dangerous , '' she said finally , when she felt her voice would n't shake . she did n't have a date and either did i . got any ideas on how to get him to open up ? '' she shifted , her gaze falling away from his . but it could only be used once . he didnt care , either , if it was a bad blend . 