names and numbers will come to you . `` i do n't expect you to understand , '' i said . but he was scared and did not know if police had the license plate number . `` he decided to shut you up . '' i close my eyes and ask , `` what do we do tomorrow ? '' im staring right at him , mentally asking him to please look at me over and over in my mind . that i could quote any chapter and any line ? `` are you sure you have the right number ? 