just as unexpectedly , he took the kiss deeper , pulling her with him into a world she 'd dipped into only once before , many years ago . it was all he wanted to say about it now . this took a couple of tries when my fist got stuck . i know i was hard on you and said things i should n't have , but i would n't ever want you to suffer the way you have . '' 'thanks , ' i tell the kids and turn to leave . he sat molly down at the dressing table . 