`` and i do n't want you to go there-i want you to be happy . she listened for a moment and then said , `` okay , i will . he really , really wanted to tattoo a couple more spiders to mark his favorite spots on her . chapter 3 i knew amelia had returned and was standing by the wing-back chair where her father sat , and i knew she was frozen in place . `` think you 're a hard man , do you ? '' 