she reached across to do the same with the other nipple when the phone rang . `` i 'm the only other person besides you who knows . i throw all my issues out the window and just live in the moment . he needed a reason of his own to act . outside the window , a bell sounded from a distant tower . id give it to her even now , regardless of what i think i know . he opened his eyes , and said , `` yeah , i 'm ... '' he looked back at me . 