josh could see sunlight streaming in through the beautiful stained glass windows to his right and in the front . you feel lonely cutting the tree alone i think . the only time that passenger stirred was for the two meals . evidently if i followed the path , id meet the person who would like to end my life . he quickly crumbled the page and threw it in the trash . she still looks shy and embarrassed about it all , which i do n't want her to be . 