the fact that all of this sent you to dark places in your mind just means you 're human . ultimately she knew the choice would be hers . `` um , is this one of those clubs where the first rule is you do n't talk about it ? '' `` then you nudge that one spot , and i scream for you . mae would have gladly left her behind , if not for the fact that her capture would prove too dangerous for the rest of them . 