he was involved in every aspect of the newspaper and loved his job . jay puffed harder on his cigarette , `` thank god they aint gon na be seeing that part of things . '' `` i have to go , '' she says , in a tone that lets me know she 's in for a good cry . and the twins kneeling quite still together , in the dust . but i do know it 's not polite to spend the night talking about another man when you 're out with someone else . 