she was always like that , you know , always trying to make the best of things . god , i do n't even know why i said that . `` one word i would never use to describe you is 'weak ' . '' lets go , i say again , and head toward the street . i had no idea how things had gone with my mum or afterward . next time i 'm not going to stop until she 's unconscious . '' `` yes , he left me alone , '' i whispered . what if she blows sky-high ? '' 