my voice sounded hoarse and uneven to my own ears , and i wanted nothing more than for him to put his arm around me . put another way , could i ever find the strength to not be with her like this ? have you ever smelled a ton of money ? i looked down at the rolling green hills feathered in mist and with nothing else in sight . even though i could change the shape and color , the center remained a silver mirror . he turned to his older brother . or perhaps she 'd taken the dingy . 