the tears i 'd tried to hold back had finally started to fall and my vision was blurry . and , thank god , he mostly wore clothes when he called me . it hurts , it hurts , it hurts ! after a moment she realized that the images were real ; a street sign advertising a cantina flashed its message in neon pink and blue . i hesitate before adding , `` but can we check out some other schools too ? maybe you can hurt the way you let me hurt . '' 