her tears fell on the back of her hand . he pushed a hand through that wall and set his fingers on her waist . now cruise looks like he wants to cry and it 's all for me . he picked it up , ran his fingers through one side of the feather 's vane . ivy joined her at the locked door , hammering on it when a polite knock got no result . can you come up and get it ? it is good to see you still in the land of the living . you should know this by now . 