do you have any idea on where to start ? i shook out my arms and legs , took my gun out of my boot and said , `` let 's go down and get my mother . '' she herself didnt know lucas , and all she had discovered about him so far , didnt show in his favor . this is the right thing , the only thing that can happen for you and for this bar . she was afraid of him and pissed at herself for that fear , he could feel it deep inside himself . 