i felt like he had just done the same thing to me all over again , five years later . the area was planted with huge ferns . but there were classrooms of kids needing teachers all over the country . he started to walk quickly out of my room , and i fought with the covers and comforter to run after him but he 'd already thrown on his jacket and was walking out the door by the time i made it to my bedroom door . she should have never been with you in the first place . '' 