so because i just showed up without telling anyone , they want to slap my wrists and tell me to go back home and try again later , is that it ? well , i was seeing one for real . she clicks her tongue over at the next table . we would be coming from both ways then . scared to take that step over the ledge and let it all go . oh , thank f**k you 're here , '' he said as he took a step toward me . 