i do n't mind telling you i was relieved she had someone else to worry about . the way he had sheltered a helpless child . warm and heart pounding , instead of cold and silent . or was he trying to say that , nancy had disappeared ? it really messes with my head . '' `` would n't you agree as well , mate ? '' he wanted relief ; he wanted to be free from other peoples will . darting to my side , she grinned . i hear the faint sound of crying . 