okay , i just miss you so much ! `` this is between me and her . `` okay , '' i say , and i take a step back . he blamed lily because it was mostly her fault , was n't it ? i 'm in this , as long as you 're interested in being in it with me . '' `` what were you doing that close to him ? '' the sky was completely clear , and the weather was looking to tip 115 degrees . i-i there was only one thing she could think of . 