she froze , heart pounding so loudly she was afraid he could hear it . even a twelve-year-old boy was likely stronger than i was at the moment . he was constantly pushing me to be more confident and outgoing . jack headed back to his room . the images were beautiful and adorable and heartbreaking , the sort of pictures designed to elicit wonder and awe in anyone with a pulse . `` safe house twelve was compromised because of her . '' i dont get why you dont have a man yet . 