`` i know it will , but i ca n't force it to . '' today would forever be inside his head , the today his life changed . `` well , allow me to extend my congratulations . '' you dont love me , you love the idea of me the one that is mixed up with thoughts of my sister . you said you had a long night . and i never said anything about picket fences . i sighed as i tried to mentally prepare myself for what she was going to say . 