my fingers were somehow in his hair , and i was desperately fighting against the urge to pull him into another kiss . `` but something 's got you on edge . `` does that mean he 's not worth helping through a rough time ? she would have died and we gave her the choice . i was okay with our arrangement , really . jack had shown her the photos in his dad 's albums many times . so where are you two going after this ? nick sucked in a breath to calm his nerves . 