be one of those mothers who always believes the worst ? emma asked , leaning too close to the receiver . not to worry my friend , i might never leave , he murmured as the door opened , providing a wave of warmth , music and laughter . she smiles so hard i think she might faint . `` good god , you do n't give up . '' but her feeling of relief did n't last . he 's told us so much about you . my face felt hot as i screamed . 