laying still.
the other night, i lay awake wishing god would hold me. do you ever wish that? that the god of the universe, the one who gave us breath, the one who named the stars and sits as king over the whole wide world and even the stuff we can’t see, do you ever wish he would hold you? i can’t imagine being anywhere more safe. and sometimes i wish for just a few minutes, we could crawl right up into his lap and know that all is well. like a little one with their daddy. i cry when i think of it–it’s the deepest ache.
and as i was telling 