because i need answers now more than ever . hes holding the papers for us . whatever sex was , however intimate it was to be enjoying his naked body , somehow the thought of being in his mind changed things . he gives me a crooked grin and sits up . 'they 'd just be in my way . hopefully , i can pick a couple of them off before they realize what 's going on . '' this business i mentioned , it came up last minute right before we was gon na leave . '' 