i stopped when i came to a picture of a gorgeous blonde sitting on the bike . `` seems strange that this one has nothing on it . '' `` you do n't feel that way about someone if you love him ... or have feelings for him . it had its own bath , and she filled the tub with water that had been warmed on the roof by the sun . and now i was preparing to leave my home for the first time in forever . but here ... everyone was too close . 