she absolutely did n't want to marry him . i could n't find the words to tell her how she felt in my arms , so i nuzzled her neck , breathing in the well-loved scent of her skin . todays our first real-world training mission . there 's only tucker , and i know the moment i start for him that i 'm not going to be able to catch him . so , please , excuse me while i make myself a large helping of this lovely curry . i already know that she 's unsure how to respond to me . 