i will try to learn all i can from this , said toby . she left out the part where he 'd done just that for all practical purposes . was n't he supposed to be hating her right now ? again , he shrugged , his lips tilting . we definitely had an issue with trust here . tell me i 'm stupid and young and i ca n't possibly know how he 's feeling or what he 's going through . it was like a huge cattle call . turned up a linen paper and wrote another letter . 