oh god , i 'm blind , i 'm blind , i 'm ... a scream boiled from his throat , and then he was straining , trying to move-and could n't . the four of us -- we 're going to have fun with this ... damn that man and his ability to make me lose my head at a moment 's notice . that 's the story that madeline told beau . another six months the bank will be kicking us out . ah , yes but dont you see . 