the only photos he had were tucked away in his office away from the eyes of visitors . she was n't going to pretend to hate him . turning around , he wiped his hands off on his apron ... oh god , how had i forgotten the apron ? she gazed from her steak to his and fought down disappointment . i was embarrassed as soon as the question left my lips , but i was also strangely relieved . i tell him more , sharing everything with him except for hunter . 