get me to do anything you wanted ? '' she felt like this whole situation was way out of her league , but the police would n't do anything ! * * * tonys face looked flushed and he paced back and forth . `` may she , her husband , and our father be bullying one another in the great beyond . '' turns out , i 'm pretty damn good at it . you never left my thoughts and i do n't think you ever will , but i ca n't put myself through that again . '' 