most people will say “all you have to do is find you’re happy. you know what those things are, just do more of them.” sure, in real life, from an outside looking in, that is a great plan. it is. i agree. however, when i am wrapped so tightly in my mind, those are not options. i can talk myself into and out of anything. i am my biggest cheerleader and my worst critic. so, when my mind is weak, it goes in circles explaining to myself that those things are not worth my time that they don’t provide happiness and i am the worst human. i am not worth 