and as i keep listening to them , i keep wanting to tell someone how good they are , and so i call tiny , but he does n't pick up , and so i do exactly what tiny wants-just like always . we did n't know the kids were wearing bombs . but , see , i do n't have to explain myself to any of you , and i wo n't . when she told laura this was what she would like her christmas present to do , laura laughed out loud at the impossibility of finding such a thing . 