but he takes a little of the murder off my mind . her fingers were shaking and she wanted to reach out and touch him . if it was n't enough to be related to evans , now i have a criminal history on both sides . this could n't be a memory , she realized , the answer to her earlier concern finally slipping into place . the two scrambled to chase it down . hold back your urges until you are out of sight . about where it came from , bill said . 