she could go on with her life . `` oh my god , that was ... i think ... i think i just saw heaven . '' the kiss started out soft and teasing , just damp lips exploring each other , but soon turned wild and heated , our tongues flirting and tasting as we got more comfortable . every day , for the twelve days leading up to christmas , agnes wakes up to a yard filled with christmas decorations . he stopped and found another book ; he still wanted to talk . sure to turn a lot of heads . '' 