when i finally did see light again , my face was inches away from the floor , about to smack into it , hard . i wanted to apologize for making them flip , but i really wanted them to just leave even more . my voice cracked as my heart broke . no one had ever touched my breast before , and the thrill of it was like a drug in my system . `` it 's time for you to go take a rest . '' he closed the connections and looked at the screen that was now filled with words . 