she closed her eyes and tried to go back to sleep , without success . he tilted his head , looking down at me in amusement . like that was going to stop me . he grasped her hips , pulled her over to him , and he sat her on his lap with her back to him . the cooper from a few days ago . seth picked up the gas can . i sat down on the edge of the bed , careful not to mess up the heart he created just for me . 