happening to her or her getting hurt. i hate when i get them and immediately have to ask god to take them away because if i think about them for too long, it scares me to death. i don't know where they come from, but i hate it when i get them. i think it's shown me how deep my love for my daughter is even just 4 months into her precious life. pete is going to a funeral today of a student and asked me the other day if i would rather lose a child when they were very young, knowing that they would go to heaven, or lose 