massive diet plan. no more feeling sorry for myself. i literally get depressed thinking of the word cancer . i hate that word. i can not kept waiting for these so called symptoms to appear. cause i literally talk myself out having energy. i am back at the gym with a trainer 3 days a week and i am starting on a diet. it has been now 10 months and i have to have any symptoms waiting for all what they claim could happen. if i keep waiting around i’m going to be 300 pounds.
we cannot let the a disease control us. we need to be the ones in control..
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