but i did know i wanted him to have a happy christmas . they 're usually together as much as mel and i. i almost ask him about it , but he does n't give me a chance . `` no mention was made of other parties being present , '' he said , finally . the underground passageway was easy enough to find . `` i have my car in the lot downstairs . it kept playing through her mind whether or not to tell jane everything that was happening . he did n't even dare to slam the door . 