i step back away from him so quickly , i forget the wall is behind me and bang my back , head , and heels against it . despite myself , i cautiously pried one eye open . their leader , who smoked joint after joint , kept on making the case for someone to come and do me , as he put it . and he created us , didnt he ? i meant it to be defiant , but it came out a bare , shaken whisper . you sent her , so youre responsible . 