`` if i came back would you still be here ? '' hopefully my final message , my final show , will hurt them more than death ever could . once done , he did a fast sound-and-video check with his phone . at least it seems like a very small world . so he worked harder at this than he ever had at anything in his life . we never even see each other any more . it saves time and money this way , and it has the added benefit of letting her learn to be mobile while her leg shrinks . 