afraid of. and of course i treat the people i love with love because this may be the last day that i can tell you how much i love you. i don't know if i am going to see you again, so i don't want to fight with you.
what if i had a big fight with you and i told you all those emotional poisons that i have against you and you die tomorrow? oops! oh my god, the judge will get me so bad, and i will feel so guilty for everything that i told you. i will even feel guilty for not telling you how much i love 