last night you told me to get lost , and this morning you were looking at me with bedroom eyes . '' no matter what you say or believe , youre mine . his breath was hot on the back of her neck as he pushed his c**k into her again , slowly this time . 'because if i did n't , what use am i ? he ran to a quiet spot by the river and threw up , then lay there with a hand in the cold water , letting it cool his body . 