she closed and locked the patio doors and went and opened the front door . but what if it was him ? she was worried that when it happened she might have to shift . said jules , staring at the red arm . he captured her cry in his mouth as he fastened his lips over hers . after everything that 's happened this past year , i do n't know if i want any of it . but not all there ya know . every nerve ending in lily 's body was on fire . 