he panicked , turned the computer off , and ran from the room . `` i do n't usually do this , but you guys are a lot of fun . '' `` then why do you care if we delete them ? '' she felt a heavy weight suddenly fell and crushed her heart . `` he can reach me here easily . and i tried not to think about the fact that i could still feel knight 's arms tight around me . she 'd used so much already and she was still so new at this . 