`` i ache in a way i did n't before you broke the spell . `` you have no proof of that , '' he continued smoothly . i can see through my bloodshot eyes a large red button . get your ass down here right now , guy ordered . ca n't you remember how much you loved me ? '' they were loaded down with weapons and ready to fight at any moment of any day . hell knows youve shown a distinct talent for violence . she exclaimed , did you get here first ? 