she relaxed against me and we stayed like that for a long time until the shaking in her muscles stopped and breathing seemed easier for her . you must have been daydreaming when i explained this . os mar was in the corner talking on the telephone no doubt to the king . `` depends on the answers she gives me . `` they 're always in a rush , and most of them do n't even know where they 're going . '' this place or feeling-whatever it was-was magic , pure , perfect magic . 