being a celebrity made me think that i was much more important than i really was , and success led me to take more responsibility than i should have . the guy beneath her laughed out loud , now , and then groaned as he came . grace tried to organize her thoughts - to sound mature , and calm , and not sixteen . im going for more dew , he said . we could wear plain clothes and our badges on our belts like detectives , you know the real police . 