now his shoulders were gentle as a pillow . there were plenty of radishes around as it is . what if he did n't want to see me when this was over ? best to wait until she was back on home ground . fortunately , he helped her by starting another discussion . i 'm going to kill him , i said to myself . but we i thought they were not to be hunted . of course , it was just another street number . beth stayed silent for a moment and then came and sat next to him . 