`` if you have n't figured out by now , you ca n't do a damn thing to me , '' he said . believe me , ill never get fast surgery again . `` you have not-i mean - '' the queen laughed again . the most important thing is to help her feel safe , to trust us . tragedy : the speaker system was not working . so i can be as real to him as he 's felt to me . her back straightened as i opened my mouth and said , `` what 's it like ? '' 