the wind picked up around me so i buttoned up my duster , heading back in the direction of the park where i had left her . but there was something more important to take . `` you never even want to leave the house . '' the self-control he 'd practiced as a human would become very useful to him , he had no doubt . this had better not be another gigantic waste of time . she was sure something was hurting him , but it was none of her business . 