nick , i know you wont open this door , but i also know youre not jumping out of that window . truly , i did not pay much attention to either of them , other than that they surrounded her as mother hens would . and the bra felt strange , both too heavy and too insubstantial . `` morning , '' he mumbled and nuzzled his head back against my neck . she looked up with beady eyes and smiled . they stepped out into the midday sunlight . i dont know , its kind of hard to explain . 