when he reached the nearest house , more than a mile away , he collapsed on the doorstep . `` wait , are you trying to say she might actually want to stay here ? '' over two dozen riders , all split up to attack each party . she would go eventually , but for now , she was here and that was enough . `` you should n't ... '' her voice was like a whisper during sex . when he finally did , his question surprised her . however , i intended to tell you about that . 