she was having a hard time making out what they were saying ; her ears were ringing from the pain and torture . `` i guess the doorman told you i was up here , '' she babbled , her hands frantically busy . and he had a goofy smile on his face . i noticed ally staring at me like , `` hello ? '' `` just here to observe , '' he said . gods truth , the man is handsome , she thought . 