he takes a long drink , but i feel his eyes on me the entire time . `` why would you do a stupid thing like that ? '' and he 's worse than i am about security . that was the sharp sound of the hammer moving back . `` in my book , that 's exactly what it means . '' they would bag both of them at once . chapter 17 when i woke this time-damn , i really needed to stop making this a habit-i was lost . 