the wind off the lake was cold ; she felt it against her face , icy on her cheeks , and only then did she realize that she had been crying , and that her face was cold because it was wet with tears . when she finished , she was almost shouting . were going to be above bin laden in terms of most wanted . he looked as if he meant to toss up her skirts at any moment . those were the words that drove the knife right into my heart . 