one day , she would give up being a blood thief , settle down with a decent young man , and raise a couple of kids . this close , the finger looked like an insect or a red and white worm . the shock was more for a moment than i could handle . the only person who would sit with her was cassie . you can go with me , or not . she looks up and i ca n't help but notice the pain in her eyes . i rolled up the car window and closed my eyes . 