it felt good to finally admit it out loud . i take a deep breath to clear my mind . i yelled and screamed for a half hour hoping that someone would hear me , but no one came . my high-pitched screech does sound a bit unbalanced . `` the head will have all of you , and all that is yours-or else nothing . `` i wonder if he 'd say the same thing . '' just about the time he was ready to burst into action just for the sake of bursting , the helicopter showed up . 