but it 's going to be the end of my political career even before my political career has begun , and you have to realize that . '' 'what does it want him for ? ' a blush rose to my cheeks and i looked down into the bag in my lap , trying to avoid his eyes . but josh was already way ahead of him . `` since it 's my fault you 're all hot and bothered , i suppose i should do something about it . '' 