in the shadowy kitchen , he found a vase and put the roses in it , then carried them up the stairs . he looked tired , but nowhere near like he 'd been dying last night . i stuffed the phone back into my jeans pocket . he took it and tried to turn it on . if she had been that annoyed and missed him so much why wait three weeks to say so . you 're asleep now , are n't you ? i did n't need to think about my answer for long . 