she grabbed the collar of my shirt and pulled me into a deeper kind of kiss than i had expected . he can not trust himself on such matters . he was still crying and when he glanced at me , his eyes told all . dean and i will stay for another cup of coffee . '' i guess well both just have to accept our situations and deal with them the best way we can , he muttered . the trooper stayed right with him , but stayed in the right lane . 