however , there 's very little connection to the pain because even though it 's my body and i 'm still inside it , i have no control over what i do . `` she always said sex with the right guy was worth it . '' just as she started to slip away something called to her . their speed picks up into a high-pitched fanning hum . when i got her to my room , i was embarrassed at how bare it was . and fists the size of hams . 