he told me an hour ago . '' i sat before a small table with a window to my back and the open door before me . this was the end , he thought to himself in that split second : i ca n't move , ca n't defend myself . im not sure if shes faking it or still knocked out . then he did an under arm toss , throwing the remaining portion into the street and stormed back in . i said as he wrapped his arms around me . 