`` yes , i told him about the cows when i woke up and smelled it . though the position was so familiar , her face was cold , blank . youre not gon na do anything ! i had an idea of how to cross something else off . she parked the car , retrieved her shoes and purse from the passenger side floor , did n't bother to lock the doors , and did n't care if the hems of her very expensive slacks got dirty . she gulped in deep breaths to steady her nerves , then once again shifted position . 