he is wearing a white apron and a baker's cap with his name on it. best of luck in your search! at other times, what we see is more external to us rather than self-generated. 8. if you are in a relationship, turning 18 will tempt you to do forbidden things. i think it is entirely possible for a person to have a relationship with a higher power without having to attend services or read a book. get creative, make up your own blends, and then share them with me. 