`` i made a lot of phone calls from the hospital . its the rainbow after the storm of pain . the one that looks exactly fucking like me , i want to answer . he asked , as they pulled out of the parking lot . after a while , the high priest sighed and said , `` well , look at it like this : apart from us , who 's going to know ? '' i snap them in half and toss them into the pond . what would happen to me then ? 