she spoke against his mouth , her breathing uneven . maybe her prickly behavior was only a front . she 's scared out of her mind and she needs a familiar face with her . and nick did n't want to be on anyone 's menu . i cried , losing it in my panic . `` and until you do , you will do exactly as i order . a kiss that not only had her body wanting , but also made her feel special . i opened it and stepped onto the large ledge outside . 