his face and hands were covered with freckles . the folded single piece of paper that was in the envelope with the flash drive he mailed me . after two a. m. , we headed out to the parking lot . so i figured , if i do n't look so much like a girl , maybe they wo n't look at me that way . '' she felt her pulse thrum through her veins . `` and i will fight them with everything they taught me to be . '' 