the kind of love i speak of cant be found through another person , carton whispered . she had never even seen a rifle on the reservation . `` then we can assume he 's dead . `` is n't there another dress i could wear , in a style not so bold ? '' the place was a quiet as a blast furnace after cooling . i let her know each time she called it was strictly my business and i was moving ahead with wedding plans . i know i tried , even if he 's the same ass as always . '' 