there was only one more small box to go before i stood outside of her apartment door and hoped she 'd open it . anyone who would n't let her go ? '' he sat forward and looked at my face , sinking back again with a sigh . his head felt fuzzy and warm . of course not , alexis says as she takes hopes hand . it does n't matter now because i left my project at grandmas . because of the increase in energy , she was keeping the house in order and cooking more . 