oh , man , if i do n't get up , i 'm gon na pass out right now . '' i did n't know why sophia 's voice was the way it was , especially since i 'd never seen the dwarf light up or drink anything stronger than iced tea . my dad lying threw me for a loop . i let him brush his lips against mine . frowning , i lifted the old picture again . through my teeth and a fake smile i responded . 