the song was fast , and her legs and hips rocked in time with the music . she did n't want to touch him . the one where i was strapped to his chest with him as my own private airplane . `` i swear to you i was going to tell you everything the moment you turned eighteen . `` you ca n't tell anyone it did n't work . he quickly ate the two additional cookies and emptied his coffee mug . what if she 'd driven him away for good ? `` would you have stayed away forever ? '' 