`` darling , you really ca n't see them . i imagined that the horses that wore those big shoes had to be enormous . finally they moved past her , and one by one , they disappeared from sight . it seemed this was just going to get worse and she would n't have thought that possible . it is just that i miss you so much when you arent here with me . i whirled around , expecting to see a crap ton of books on the floor . 