the baby gave her a hard kick as if to remind her . it even occurred to her that maybe she was not strong . billions of people on earth watched the events unfold . actually , matthews had done exactly the right thing , but he was in no mood to acknowledge that fact . she pulled back , looking at him . what the heck did she want ? i lowered my arms to my side , bit my lip and looked at the stage , and then turned and walked off stage . 