probably not , but im kind of enjoying the fact that youre suffering as much as i am . `` i loved him , '' i announced , hawk 's body got still and i went on . cage moaned and grabbed my waist . i pushed my way through the others at the door and shook his hand . a fresh wave of hot pain swept his skin , and he briefly noticed the dark purple bruises that were spreading . while he said this , he felt a little shaky . i think the heavens open up and the angels sing . 