anyhow , i do n't care what you say , i 'm going back for him . '' my mother holds her emotions close like a very sharp knife . the aircraft was in a fifteen-degree nose-up attitude moving at 250 knots . you guys are going to help me . '' every step reminded him of what he 'd lost . `` and what is it you do for work ? '' what do you think of your new boss ? `` you do n't want to go back up there , '' he said . 