i wished that it is the real logic of god because if i am the one who loves her more than anyone let me get her . she swallowed , her throat so dry it felt like sand had settled permanently in it . `` will you take it the wrong way if i light these ? '' `` that 's what you call him , right ? '' when he got upset , his eyes were an even brighter shade of blue . were not seeing anyone else , no . 