i do n't know why but running in the wind totally put me in a foul mood . we dont want to damage him quite yet . being awakened at four in the morning ... good god , it 's actually five ... for a mourning ceremony . that would make her thirty-odd . `` need you now , '' he growls , lifting me at the knees and carrying me to the bedroom . if she put it back on , he might as well give up and go home . meet you inside for our first live shot . 