you would in this situation , i have a gun on your niece , without a gun of your own , it would be hard to kill me before i killed her . phils voice was barely above a whisper . we reheated the food and made ourselves comfortable on the massive couches . `` that cock-sucker knew i was on vacation ! '' it made her sad to see what his life had come to , and part of her loved the little boy he had been , but the adult he was now was a stranger to her . 