the man must have been f**king around down there for weeks . i sat down again , behind the desk . she still could n't believe the man had asked her to marry him . if we die , it wont be from starvation , said mac . she nodded and tilted her glass to watch as the foaming brown color of the beer slowly turned black . heat floods my face , and i look away . she could n't go back to where she used to be . here , then , was to be his new game . 