i trust you know where you 're going . '' i stare at him , my heart aching . the dog peed on the trunk , then luis carried him across the fire escape to his new neighbor 's bedroom window . `` i 'm going to get a shower , '' she said . perry applied pressure to my hand , perhaps feeling the same way . if she did n't know better , she 'd say he looked uncomfortable . if anything happens to me , i want you to have that . '' 