`` maybe i do n't want anyone to have a window into mine . '' tap me on the shoulder when you 're a guy again . '' `` i think i 'd be real good at it . tell me how it goes again ? up ahead , i can see them preparing to shut the thick metal doors . how had i never noticed the eyes ? after closing the door , i leaned against it and smiled . `` creating an opening in the lords of outer night , '' i said , getting it . 