maybe he 'd finally leave it behind . he leaned down and kissed her once more . i run away from her as best as i can . 'well , i wish you every success in your search , ' he said , 'id help you myself , only i 'm not going to . ' because weve been through so much together ; weve come this far . of course all the others could have thought of several annoying things before breakfast , but the woman was so keen , it was a shame not to take advantage of it . 