my cramps made their presence known and my back started aching . he said : `` apparently on the day before masters left he found a note from his wife in the bathroom . he could n't be real ; he could n't have saved the rabbit like that . it sounded similar to an old world motto . `` there are sandwiches and drinks here , if you need them . '' i want to lie to him ; more than that , i want my lie to be the truth . `` why did n't you say anything to us ? '' 