`` i do n't have a job yet-how am i supposed to afford an apartment on top of everything else ? '' god , i need to get it together . its a secret that hes leaving , sure , but theres also a huge crew carrier docked in the harbour and soldiers have been marching on board all day . `` i can shove a lot of four-letter words into 'no . ' there was a noise from somewhere below us . though more cautious , the next blow was not much better . 