the cows crowded at the back of the barn , waiting for the door to open . if i had , thered have been no vote on what im about to do . his sister jerked her head up and gave him an alarmed look . you will know with time , he said and looked around . when he lifted the lid and revealed my favorite cake donuts , i felt a wave of dizziness . `` but you 're here about jake , not me . when he shook his head she picked up a guitar . 