and now things were even worse . i looked down at the bar , then out the picture window that overlooked the city lights in the valley below . i cant tell you how sorry i am about this , maya , but theres been a leak . `` she can go around ruining lives on her own , if she wants to do it so bad . '' not when im going to lose . this idea is both comforting and nerve-wracking . he was taken to the front office , where he spread some papers on the desk . 