his voice was low with concern . i close my eyes and relax against him , listening to the rain drumming the roof . it feels too good to demand her to stop . if you should get here too late , then my bad . who else would even think of saying something like that to her ? she would never again gaze at paris in such a longing manner . `` are n't you kind of happy for someone who 's grounded ? '' they 'd tear me apart and pick a new pack leader real quick . '' 