joe shakes his head , i dont know . she raised her head and their eyes met . we will use what we have been given and make the best of it . softly , and at a distance to start , then i leaned into her ear where it smelled like sunshine and baby powder . for the fish , the lake in which he lives is the universe . i do n't want your first experience to be with someone else . '' it 's too much of a coincidence not to think of the two together , '' pussy said . 