i 'm not going to give him one , however . i stare at his back for a moment . he kissed the top of her head and left . oh nothing , i talk to myself sometimes when im nervous . `` i know , '' i said , laying my hand on his . she could only stare at him and wonder at the changes to the boy shed once loved . not when it had been turned to stone . so really , it wasnt the house or anything about it that you keep facing . 