i would lie if i said that i did not . that is all i wish to say about it . i 'm supposed to be tough enough not to care , but i do . it made her angry and protective . she covered her hand with her mouth and yawned . `` we 're pretty far from campus . '' `` i 'm not going to let the studio buy it . '' it was entirely different from hitting an inanimate object . i wished i could scream , but i only managed a gurgle . 