i scrambled to the opposite side and pressed myself against the pool wall . he touched her on the back and she looked at him . i tried the handle , fiddling about for a minute . `` did you make yourself a bat cave ? '' i would never have chosen this life , either , if i had a choice . next thing she knew , she 'd be wearing meat to work . `` i know you think we 're making a mistake , '' i rushed to add . does she want me to take her against the shower wall ? 