that i can provide , she said , then set her gaze on angus . all their hands are pushing you out from your seat , shoving you into the aisle . he stopped dead and looked into my eyes . `` oh my god , '' i whispered at the shock and the thrill of it . so why had she come to him tonight if not for pleasure ? the mosquitos had been buzzing in my ears despite several layers of bug spray and the sweat was running down my cheeks and spine . 