its not wrong , but i dont think you understand what youre doing . river grabbed the three-legged stool out of the corner and sat down . i know you dont know what that is but bear with me . `` i take care of myself and my family . '' he said he wasnt sure which he was more worried about . i didnt want to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry over him . `` you do n't have to walk me in . she 'd never had a man so desperate to be with her . 