this was the kind of conversation that made nicholas uncomfortable , but i figured if i sprang it on him hed have less wiggle room . `` come on baby , here we go ! '' arms quivering , he gained only a few inches with each movement . i love the way you look at me . so why does he say its wrong ? standing back up , i shove it in my locker and swing the door closed . and there was my bag , slumped against the wall . 