her muscles bunched so tight , she could n't move even if her pounding heart was n't scaring her motionless . i thought in my mind , avoiding saying the demon 's true calling name aloud . the tall woman put two fingers to her head like someone with a sudden headache . what did i plan to do about it ? `` wow , you make it sound appealing . '' i punched him in the stomach as i sat up . now and forever , just as he 'd given himself to her . 