she glanced down at him and smiled . drake had given me that look , too . i had the impression things went down the other way . '' he could feel his heart pounding wildly . i decide not to tell them this is my first job . he should have told her how he felt long ago . that left nowhere for dick to go as far as subtle put-downs went , so he turned his attention back to sophia . in my head , i smack my forehead . 