i shook my head and begged the tears to stop . note to self : buy a door lock . caught between wanting some kind of release and wanting to stay like this , touched and teased by him forever . wed be covered in sweat by the time we finished . however , at times , the chill was unbearable . what did he want to do ? `` listen , idiots , stop interrupting or i 'm not going to tell you the rest . '' she 'd been asleep and he 'd tapped against her bedroom window , waking her . 