but it was n't the biggest mistake i made . '' she scooted her butt across the stone bench and plastered herself against the back wall of the cavern . i did kind of forget to tidy up . surely he owned a gun and was n't afraid to use it . travis had been in that position before , but he had clearly been holding back ; saving his best work for our wedding night . he pressed his palms against his ears , but it didnt help . well , this year i am all yours , sis . 