i 'm getting closer and closer to something i do n't really understand , but i know i have to have it . `` i 'm sure you look beautiful in it . but right now , being with buster is huge for me . i jerked the door open and climbed in . it seems that it was years ago when i first saw this ship . and suppose he did know the hotel . i thought it 'd scare her enough to stay away-i wish it had . 