`` and please bring the check too , if you do n't mind . '' i 'm not even allowed to leave my room when i 'm wearing them . i could never make it without you or the crew . i 'm sorry you do n't agree or approve of my situation , but it 's not like i sat there and decided to hurt her by moving our relationship to this next step by asking her . again , my best intentions at convincing myself were futile . 'the department has really been allowed to go uphill since my day ! 