and if you 'd like emma to share it , nothing will please me better . it brings out the ugly part of my personality , unfortunately . not strong enough to- `` let her go . '' or maybe he just had n't noticed before . she wished she could block it all out and be with him-just for a minute . after what felt like a year , she finally gave up and lost the staring contest . `` and you just want to disagree with everyone . '' he wanted to give her the ride of her life right now . 