to love again. the sooner you do what you need to do, the sooner you get what you want.
if you take a good look around you will see that you are not being true to yourself. your life is falling apart and its going down fast. you need to take a hard look and get your ducks in a row.
find your inspiration. what would inspire you to change your life. what is the one thing that will push you over the edge and make you do what is needed to be done. find it, and find it quick. stop wasting time on unimportant things.
decide what it is that you want 