she was whimpering softly , no longer screaming . do you need a ride to the funeral home later ? `` she said she could n't handle it , '' he told me . when you look at me its like ... youre staring through me . i did what she said , dressing in a daze . i do n't know why i feel shocked , i knew he thought it , but the confirmation makes me more on edge . yes , i know your dirty little secret . 