i sat on the bench out front , wondering why i 'd come and wishing that i had n't . he seemed fit and ready for whatever might come tonight . she had been murdered , but it was never found out who did it . suddenly , she did n't want to talk to anyone . but since blake white was no longer in this world , who was going to sing ? sweat rolled down my spine , between my shoulder blades . he winked , showing me how red they were . 