they stood and shook hands with chester , then nodded in my direction . im not going to shoot you . jenna asked , caught up in the excitement and genuinely curious to know . i hear mommys voice in my head . `` you see , '' she said with an almost human smile . she wanted to believe him , so badly she wanted to believe him , but she could n't quite bring herself to . `` do what you 're told , keep your mouth shut . i do n't even know where they are , tell you the truth . 