she beamed in spite of being in the public eye once more . old bald black man dead in the shadow of a frozen merry-go-round horse . `` really , people , it was a joke - a simple fucking joke . we ran into each other at the pharmacy a few weeks ago and had coffee . breeze sat at a table-of course , he would have furniture , while pretty much everyone else sat on the rock floor . mascara running down her cheeks ruined the image she was working so hard to leave in his mind . 