i fling open the back door and fumble around in the dark until i find the light switch . he likes feeling me , and i ache to feel him . the blood from above my ear started spilling out at a steadier pace now . hell , they 'd probably worn holes in them and the mattress too . i hummed to myself and looked at the id . it appeared that she raised her arm to her mouth . it 's easier to get crack here than it is to get aspirin ! '' 