he put the glass on the far end table of the couch , hidden in the shadows of the dim lighting . between that and the fact that he had n't spoken , and shoved me in a tiny metal box , i felt like i could n't breathe . 'oh , i is so happy to be finding you all in one lump ! ' `` she just put a rat turd in her stew . '' he placed the black silk over her eyes and tied it lightly behind her head . his hand found mine and we healed them . 