i see another raindrop running along his cheek and realize that he 's trying to shake if off since he ca n't brush it away . i think my heart may have exploded , right then and there . it still doesnt mean jenny will be safe . `` what are they hunting , do you suppose ? '' her heart was skipping-but then it had been skipping all night . when she put it like that , it did sound pretty stupid . i never remember her drinking when he was alive . 