blessed with the face of an angel , she had sparkling green eyes and long silky dark brown hair . it was a strange sound , full of fury . if she stopped , she would never start again , and dawn would find her still clinging to the cliff , frozen in fear . `` you asked me if i was okay with it , and i told you i was . '' published in 12-gauge review , 2003 . she doubted she was what they had been expecting . 