we 'd been growing apart because i could n't say those three words to her . she handed him the bundle of clothes , then looked away while he changed . i dont like were youre going with this . he pumped his knees up and down a few times to maintain circulation . he leaned down to kiss me , chuckling . i grit my teeth and take a deep breath . several seconds passed with no response . the monkey sat on the floor , just looking up at her . i take a seat in front of her . 