jared touched the small of my back , sharing hope through touch . youre almost ready , arent you , love ? i had eyes only for him , for his eyes , and i could see him smiling at me . `` if , '' she stressed with a knowing look . `` it 's one thing to predict it . but she was very far from cool . i think weve all got bigger problems to worry about right now . i need to know what he was looking at . he was doing everything right this time . 