he got the ladder and went up . long life to both of us ! he spat off the side of the wagon . later today , he would visit jimmy and explain to him the political importance of the building project . they say fame can change you . `` go , '' i order , not having time to ask what she means . why did she care so much ? this is my purpose , my reason for being . he reached into a pocket , pulled out a stub of a cigar , and matched her gesture . 