she nods , and at my raised eyebrow adds a quick `` yes , master . '' she was too scared to move . `` you think death is just another carnival ride ? '' its easier to think of being a superman or a wonder woman who will live forever and ever . `` shame , '' is all he would say . but i was just too much bull-head to do so . `` you can sit there while we talk , but this may take a while . '' why dont you see this going anywhere further ? 