`` and you brought it into this house . her hands shook and she looked so damn scared that he could n't stand it any longer . pushing my hair back , i looked at my clock blinking a slow four a.m . they were going to hurt him . it was n't as if i thought i misunderstood what happened to me ; it was quite the opposite . you have no need for it . i lean my head on his shoulder again and close my eyes . things were getting crazy , and there was no other way . '' 