she 'd tell him she loved him , and the smile would grow wider , but because he could n't talk well , she sometimes felt as if she were the only one who noticed how wonderful he actually was . on the drive to my house , i think of all the reasons i should n't have sex with her . a few minutes later , they were all munching down on pancakes . she hesitated a moment , then said , `` i think you should go , too . '' his tongue played on her skin . 