next week, but hopefully things will work out.
one of the things i noticed in the last few days is how good i am at stressing myself out. i am very good at getting something in to my head and not letting go of it. it's not a healthy thing, especially in this time of trying to quit smoking.
one of my friends tells me all the time that i just need to say whatever more often and i wish i could do that, but it seems when there are things in my life that i want to go a certain way and they do not, i get myself worked up and 