i loved him as well. he wrote that he understood i was not interested. i cried because i felt like i broke your heart.
he did not send an answer.
things did not go better when i started school again. everyone was surprised that i was a boy. they called me a tomboy. one day they pulled down my trousers and could see i had a boy’s body. this did not stop them from being bullies. now they teased that i was a sissy and most likely gay. i suddenly felt so lonely. the people that teased me were the same people i called friends months before. maybe they could accept it 