he wanted to throw the door open and crush her against him , and comfort her and make her feel safe again , but he could n't do that . to follow the truth , no matter where it might take us . '' sighing , he dropped his hand into his lap . everywhere weeds and creepers were starting to cover the rubble . what kind of a man actually admitted to that ? lis went home and i went and showered . it got halfway to its target before it was knocked off course by a four-pointed throwing star . 