she was laid out on the bed , exposed for him to do what he wanted . do you think it saw anything ? it 's over in june , one way or another . if i told you i was surprised , i 'd be lying . the weight of this knowledge was so heavy , my legs gave out but i did n't hit the floor . but she said shed suck it up for an hour or two . he wanted to see them dancing , but in a way he did n't . 