there was something really different in the way he was acting now -- the flip side of how he 'd been just a few moments ago , teasing and teen-boy . of course it was ; could this day get any worse ? yes , i am , he swallowed , trying to contain the excitement building inside of him . it was as good as i 'd remembered . there were even pictures of heather laughing while trying to pose . i cant be around her without wanting to kill her , but i cant stay away from her either . 