or did you forget that i 'm his eyes on you ? '' he takes the next exit off the freeway and parks behind a strip mall . most of the windows are boarded over , and all the doors to the outside are locked . `` hope you get back there , ham . '' he jumped up off of the bed and walked towards the door , pausing and looking back at me just before he walked out . i now wonder if he would have ever told me if stella had n't shown up . 