the train , although divided into compartments , was not made up of separate carriages . and just what the heck do you think youre doing ? sometimes he 'd put it in the center of the room . people in his situation never told anyone , my friend . she locked her arms around him as they both stumbled towards the chairs . her door closed , and the car drove off . `` i 'm here , '' i whisper soft as a lullaby and pull him in . 