if you wanted to be bad in bed , you could do that , i suppose . `` no , he said i have to come alone . '' she was silent for so long that colt knew that whatever she was going to say would make a difference . i watch from my out-of-body distance as gilbert stares at the group . she just had to find that one , didnt she ? `` and that is supposed to be the point . i never would have let you wonder off that far . '' 