i mean , i 'm sure i have this ideal about acting and theater and the craft , right ? you ca n't let it define you . he said he had two sons , both dead , and his wife had died years earlier . i pull the door shut behind me and bury my face between the jackets . `` so , how does it feel to be a married man ? '' come on , ill show you where the cafeteria and ill introduce you to everyone . i lost my place for a few minutes , i think . 