as long as he did n't look at the card while scratching and turned them in at a different convenience store , he 'd win a little cash . i ran up the stairs into my room and climbed out the window onto the roof . must have been watching from the window . i guess in a way she really did give her life for beth . `` it took me ages to think up this one . '' you wont have long to wait . no need for that now , she thought . 