anyone viewing from outside would think this was just a casual conversation between two friends . i started slowly with a series of kicks , warming up my body , getting it used to the motion . bo was rubbing his hand slowly up and down my arm and , even in these terrible circumstances , i felt a tiny flame of desire flicker to life deep in my belly . i actually came here to talk about dad . `` my parents are the ones you should be scared of . '' i left my keys and my purse inside . '' 