and i left him in the barn , feeling the rest of the night that the next day just was n't coming fast enough . some of them stuck in his throat . no words needed to be spoken and no excuses had to be given . if i told you , i bet i would , right quick . at first , people had been content to watch , but then , with encouragement from the photographers , they joined in . the more turned on she got , the closer i came to the brink of exploding . 