you did when you decided to visit his home . even if i have to knock him out a thousand times over . her eyes were heavy , so heavy that even as the mattress shifted beneath jake 's weight , she could n't quite manage to open them to see what he was doing . he might let in more mosquitoes-but the one might go out , too . a chance to try and set it right , a chance to stop looking over his shoulder and accept his fate . you have n't had a nightmare in a long time . 