`` you ... came ... back ... '' each word seemed to be a struggle for him . why was it so easy to talk to her and so hard to relate to my own brother ? so what if i screwed up on the little things ? it breaks my heart now to think about that , '' amy said with true knowledge . i giggled with delight as i powered up the tablet and noticed not only were all of my favorite movies loaded on to it , hed also added hundreds of books . run away into the desert or mountains ? 