i would squirm around , this way and that , and keep a hand vaguely in front of it , as if i could hide it . they were too well trained to make that mistake . its best we stick with option one . she slipped onto her back again , but that was okay because she did n't feel like doing anything . it did n't take him long , and i tried to sort through my thoughts . i have no idea what she will ask me . 