here she was , taking a ride straight to his bedroom , right where he wanted her , maybe where he 'd decided he 'd like to have her from the moment she 'd smiled at him . `` except for her , '' i muttered , thoroughly scrambled . i got up and smacked him in the chest . she takes a deep breath for me and rubs my back . so he had n't thought of her ... and he should have . not an office , not a study , not a family room . 