jared wanted to laugh , but he was very afraid it would come out sounding hysterical . but i ca n't let him live my life . go to bed and pray that you wake with the spirit of a child . all of that made us crazy . the man with her snorted and shook his head , looking away and sighing . she 's put on a little weight since christmas break and seems to me to be doing better . he leaned in and kissed me , running his hands over my ass and giving it a gentle squeeze . 