even the furniture was wandering about on its own . `` do it anyway , '' i reply , hoping , praying , holding my breath . you know youre in his head ? even i would have trouble with that . several minutes later he sat and leaned against the wall , trying to not stare directly at the light that had almost cost his life in its creation . the kiss grew quickly out of control and they stumbled together to the couch . `` now spread your legs for me . it was gorgeous but it cost a thousand pounds . 