once she had that comforting thought settled in her mind , she relaxed . im not sure about that , you know . the way she always did when he mentioned it . all i ever wanted was for us to be together . there was n't anywhere he could have been hiding . i breathe her in and try to lock the moment in my memory . `` you 're ... '' i could n't finish the sentence . she shook her head and continued to stare up at him . `` you want to turn on a light ? '' 