that 's my woman , my life , so i felt that , and i still feel that . peter closed his eyes , wishing she could take it back . i rested my hands on his chest , digging my fingernails into his t-shirt . neither he nor i had the slightest urge to speak in that moment , for there was nothing to say . i could still feel her , a presence in the back of my mind . luna rested her toes and legs then walked slowly towards the library door . 