`` i would n't have asked if i did n't want to know , '' he pointed out . his body had proved that the moment he 'd put his arms around me while we fed lightning . was it fun to kill the tiger ? she genuinely cares that something has hurt me . all i want is to know his name , to know something about the man that saved my life . '' 'your grandfather might be in danger . ' you 're going to go up there and spy the place out , that 's all . 