`` if we 're gon na get you home by six , we should be leaving , '' i said . when he spoke again , his voice was barely more than a whisper . at least she was n't shoving it in his face . `` no , i want you to advertise for a nanny and then marry her . i thought we were going to get to know each other better . '' i 'd never felt her magic like this . out of all the things she could have said , she didnt know why she decided to shout that . 