just bitching about it is n't gon na do jack . does n't matter if i was n't sure how i felt because now there is n't a choice . `` giving you time and space and all my attention . you 're just what swing 's been looking for . my watch tells me precisely what day it is , as does my computer . with his free hand , he clutched the back of her head , searching her expression . she tried to relax , knowing she should react differently , calmer . 