i twirled in front of a floor length mirror admiring myself in my costume . they arrived at the counter to order . `` how it feels when it slips back into the water . and still , she had to say , `` travis , you ca n't believe that . '' you probably think that its all my fault anyway . i took a deep intake of air to try cooling my burnt throat . so he had figured something out , though it was n't hard to tell . 