the warm beverage is soothing , and i swirl it in my mouth for a minute in an attempt to calm my nerves . hi , he greeted me and paused and looked thoughtful ; i raised an eyebrow because he actually looked nervous about what he was going to say . quickly i added , `` after he tried to kill me . '' when they get like that , they dont listen to anyone or anything . he had managed to avoid her for the past hour . 