the heat made itself known across my cheeks as he spoke of my athletic abilities . you of all people would understand . `` but in a few minutes-ten , perhaps-his heart will slow and stop . the thought that he could walk out the door right now , visit the nearest hospital , and possibly cure someone near death depressed him . i wish i could of snapped out of it . i 'm better off just walking there , but that requires putting on pants , and well ... '' and well , she 's not wearing any . 