i sense someone behind me and turn to see a man . i pride myself on my ability to read people , but i look at him and have no clue whats going on behind those eyes . and again they laughed and hugged . i just saw him this morning , and he has the balls to be jealous because you are over here talking with me ? '' there was a sudden explosion of light and a crashing sound . i grabbed that young man by the throat and i said , 'i 'm going to make you listen . ' 