`` you will have to decide , once and for all , whether you wish to wed me or not , amelia . he had never felt closer to a woman . `` he 's been accepted into the special forces . '' he 'd been totally fucking afraid of this . he was clearly pleased to see her . he looks overwhelmed and surprised , but best of all , happy . he might think she was his , but that did n't mean he was happy about it . right up there with your best . '' 