i want to be down there , i want to be down there ! then we will all support you , said one of the girls that was there also . `` this does n't change anything , '' i told her . i 'm so nervous about what it could be , i leave it and decide to get ready for work . he brought a dry cloth into his hand then wiped her cheeks and her forehead . well , its not like im starving , he explained . 