she refused to fall under its spell . it would be nice if you could get home for the weekend . '' and finally-with the feeling of jumping from a high cliff into a roaring sea-he told about willie . `` looks like the jacket kept you from any real damage . '' he pushed a small glass at the man . all i ever wanted to do was be with you . you scared me , she said her voice shaking . but if it was unfair , at least it was his own doing . 