do nothing to change it.
so i ask questions that i know will only hurt me. questions about what might have been. i imagine a life and a journey with less pain. for me, but mostly for my son. i know that asking these questions is normal. i also know that no good can come from it. i cannot turn back time. i cannot change the course of our lives. our journey. his journey.
our journey will test us time and time again. today my journey called on me to explain something to my son that he could not understand. today my journey called on me to rock my little man in 