the way he keeps looking at me and smiling has every nerve in my body on high alert , making it hard to focus on anything . and while i 'm a wizard and all , i 'm also a fairly big guy . i could smell the changes in him . he kept eating , pulling me deeper into his mouth . his free hand captured the breast his mouth had just released . that had caught him completely by surprise . sometimes they brought us tears and sometimes they brought us the smiles . 