he locks his hands around my lower back . it was just another job to them , and him too . '' there 's no way they would n't be watching him . '' he gave me a stack half a foot high and i started going through them . no sign of the howling wind . but i shouldnt be surprised in the slightest bit . i had to learn to be strong . she thought that her whole body would simply give out . then she stood up and closed the door . ten minutes later he said his goodbyes . 