she gasped as if she 'd seen a ghost . were here to celebrate your getting well . she dropped her head down and observed the water drops falling from her hair . the young man scratched his head , confused . she will except that easier than all of this . the hopeful mood she had enjoyed before the call now sank . `` i do not think i could respect such a man . i immediately felt the need to defend ms. mary as well as myself . he tapped at his temple , continuing , there 's liberty . 