`` so i 'm only allowed to help on your terms . '' i might like my mother more if she had grown a pair and kicked my father out . rory thought : i could blow a hole in that thing . 'breaks my heart to see you do it , sire . ' wasnt it supposed to stop , reverse and then start up again ? `` please do n't ever leave like that again . the disease progresses differently for everyone , but for dad , it seemed to take hold of him so fast . '' 