`` she knew that i would want my name kept out , of course , and she managed to fake a leak of the information from some other source . he 's okay , and now you have to know . '' the soldiers would watch the young man . we just need to get him to turn on butch , to bite the hand that feeds him . i played my first recital when i was ten . people would be bribed to do things or not do things . `` you could n't get away with it . '' 