and more than three hundred back ? '' they would not have wanted to risk a crisis - even as much a crisis as they now face , which is a minor one indeed . since he could not trust himself to take the lead , he had to trust it to her . unfortunately , these could have belonged to his mother 's friend . he clicked and tried to focus in on the speaker . `` do you think of yourself as a slave ? '' i 'd be wasting a full month of being without her all for nothing . 