he wasnt even particular about age . a few days back , they 'd carefully moved to a location that was more secure . i ca n't get something out of my head . he stood by her , put his hand on her shoulder , and rubbed . `` trying to make sense of things . '' do this for me-help me-and i 'm yours . '' i had my eyes off the door for several minutes . his response was a deep whoosh of air against her cheek , as if he 'd been holding his breath , waiting for her answer . 