the knot in my stomach grows . that was the first , and last time that happens to me ! okay , that was lame and , yeah , of course i 'm going to call because i 'm obviously a glutton for punishment . `` in this , i ask you to stand for me . `` well that 's what you do for the people you love . maybe painting a mural of a boat on the wall . if he had her at his side , he knew he would . her chest tightened and she could n't fill her lungs . 