he looked across the table at the president . `` then i can tell these people that food and water is on the way ? '' `` you got a sample container for that one ? '' it was definitely something big , not a goat . she just did n't know what to believe . i loved him , though in a quieter , less desperate way , and he was a good guy . i 'm going to the county law library . i really wish you were here , '' she said softly . 