they reached the end of the alley and turned left , in the direction of the hill . it 's what he and sam used to do on nights when they did n't feel like being around their parents or sitting in some diner . dont you understand how i feel about him ? `` but i want you both to stay as well . i was thinking after supper would be a good time . i squeezed her a little tighter and then let go . especially today , got ta be at my best . 