my soldiers were my friends , all of them were , so if one goes down it is a requirement to go back for him . ill run away from him when i get the chance . then he took a large breath , chest puffing out a little . he was up pacing the room and raking his hand threw his hair . hes not my husband , she answered quickly , and with more venom than she intended . i gave my name to the man behind the long marble reception desk and smiled politely . 