`` and you listened to her , too , just like he did . in moments i was in the yard by her side , taking the reins of the horse and walking her away from the property as we spoke . i do n't want to believe that she wo n't get better , but there 's a tiny part of me that is scared shitless that she wo n't . she could n't keep herself from staring . `` i usually wait a few days before calling for another date . a mischievous thought snuck into my head . 