somehow they had found another friend . `` ah , i thought maybe we could chat . '' how many times do you think you 'd want me this first night of our marriage ? anyway , we let her think we were getting married . good , the man replied as he roughly spun me around . `` let me see that beautiful face light up . '' the meat was tender and fell off the bones . every part of me was relaxed . most of us have years to prepare for this . 