`` look , you can check my calls . wait for me on the top floor . sounds great and weve got a lot to talk about . she did n't want to see that world go away , but also knew that something had to change . perhaps this was the only place he could afford to live . 23 mommy , the door wont open he stumbled out of the trailer . it made me anxious yet stimulated as well . but then , she was quickly learning that she really did n't know him . 