right now , he looks lost and defeated . i do n't want you to do everything for me . she pressed the wooden stick on my blade , harder , but i kept my strength and kicked her in the stomach . she didnt want to see something like that again . `` grace said you knew what i was to you , so i suppose it was really that i know what i am to you . we went for a walk down by the bay . they had left the junior copilot in the cockpit to monitor the radio . 