why not just be a hero in a war zone or something ? '' he must have wanted to be a flipper . i locked up and was unable to remember the last time a guy got this close to me . i let her hold on , knowing she was n't ready to let go yet . you 're certain you want me to tell you ? '' she rented me a room in her building ; the word `` garret '' seems to apply . he showed her the paper , his gaze turning to her . 