the floor had lighting in it , but that was it . damned if i do , damned if i do n't . lyons continued to sit there , and i could feel his eyes on my back . i was n't thinking ( much ) about how clean the blankets were , or the fact that i was in someone else 's house . dad was watching football with granddad , exclaiming in mild frustration at another supposed missed opportunity . a man comes to stand beside me . and yet you slept , you werent bothered by anything happening around you . 