so much weight on you as who you believe you must be, how you must be, what you must be, i mean everything, and just breathe and not collect marbles, not play in the marble collecting game, who will you be? that is the thing that no one knows, that is the fear, in the end, to remove the conditioning and deciding a clean slate, the unknown.
losing all your marbles through events is what we call going mad/crazy/insane – someone that suddenly has a breaking point, the weight of their marbles are just too much, drops it immediately in a sudden moment and they go crazy, this is losing your 