his head fell back for a long time , his mind empty until he noticed a receiver lying alien in his hand and pulled it slowly to his ear . im not here to win , just to survive five rounds . : :127 : : she was in a bad way . he certainly didnt want to step on a shard . upon further reflection now , he realizes that it was n't just the drug giants that stood to lose from the vaccinations getting out . he felt a pure tenderness towards her . 