luna had known better than to argue with hector . `` no , '' chris said , a little giddy with the wine . would that i had , so the choice would have been made . '' she slammed it shut behind her . she stood and threw her arms around me , hugging me tightly . but somehow she felt they 'd be gray anyway , and full of cool , thoughtful intelligence . still numb , i just stood there not hugging her back . not a morning person still , are you ! 