the next morning , i let my alarm go off for ten minutes before i shut it off . the pair of them is a dangerous combination . i take it with me back to my room and tack it to the wall . they were everything i never wanted to be . if only we can love one another ! there would be no exploring first and filming later . i can go in another time ... and if i 'm not seeing dad ... well , there 's not much point . '' half-naked men made her extremely nervous ! 