i could n't get him to make any sense , '' her mother said . washing it down with champagne , she continued . i turned to skimmer , sobbing and scared . the name played through his mind . he kissed my lips as the camera zoomed closer in on him specifically . thats partly why i havent been able to talk about this . `` this is going to be interesting . '' i felt my face get hot as i looked up . time to sound like an idiot . he did n't know what to make of her . 