`` maybe we both have a little demon in us . '' take care , she said , a curious break in her voice . i know what he says will be important , another clue , something crucial to understanding my purpose . they 're going to give that poor man a heart attack . she never tells me its okay . no one could ever take her place . i was losing my cool and wild scenarios swept through my mind . she said when she turned and bumped right into him . 