`` i really do n't know what to say . how many people could clearly remember something that happened when they were four ? i ball up the paper and chuck it to the floor . `` i want you to have a fighting chance for all of us . '' i do n't even think she knows she 's speaking . since i really did n't want to do it alone , and we really were friends , i accepted his offer . behind his black iron visor , his eyes were fierce . 