i stopped playing with my eyeballs and got down to business . twisted the glass slightly and thought of all the ways he 'd failed his sister . yes , if she wanted me dead , surely she would have shot me by now . his gaze moved over my face before locking on my lips and he murmured , `` i 'm sensing that . '' the doctors say they cant find anything . your breathing has gotten better throughout the day , but until you said my name , i did n't know if i 'd ever see those pretty eyes again . 