i hired a private investigator to find him . before i have time to second-guess myself , i step into the brush . jack made the papers , state and national . i could not believe he wired my house while i was asleep . `` robin , '' tuck said , appearing in the hall . for a moment , i wished i were sally the waitress . it can be for you and you alone to know . '' and i have to say , he 's good at it . '' that is why he let my father live . 