the front porch got excited , too . no , no , i better do that too . `` i 'm not going to run off with him . maybe that was why i was so attracted to him . do you have time for me to explain ? '' he wished she 'd come out right now , but she probably wanted to fix her face . and i wont let your influence ruin him like thomas . i dove for the abbey , but by the time i got there , he 'd already killed your parents . '' 