the canyon had water and grass , with trees to provide shade . we do what were supposed to do as teachers . do you understand this book at all ? `` oh ... my ... god ... '' dee says softly into the phone , `` i think i just came . moving as little as possible , i reach for the knives at my wrists . his eyes glow the color of the fire as he takes up my hand . chapter 41 frank rode his bike into the garage and turned off the engine . 