i let her see the heat in my gaze , evidence of how badly i wanted her , and just how well she did know how to do this . chapter three the boxes seemed to get heavier by the day . `` since i only plan to be married once , i did . '' by midnight , she checked into a tiny room and board where a woman was kind enough to make her a sandwich , even though it was late . go get another sheet and try to draw your pencil case now . 