i knew the next step was to let it go and make room for a different kind of love . no , he 'd only bumped her as he bent over to fiddle with his bag . he would never let her anywhere near me . he started back the way he had come . it looked too nice now since we had cleaned it up for us to leave any mess . it drives me crazy , but i still keep my secrets and he still tries to pry them out of me , despite almost six years of failure . 