get the help you need and get back on the right track. you want to become as independent as possible and reach your highest level of functioning. with the proper help you will get there.
so you really thought it was your computer, but it probably is not the computer at all. in reality it might just be that your memory is a little rusty, and every thing seems so much more difficult. in life, everything becomes rusty if you do not use it. and your brain has not fully recovered yet, so do not be hard on yourself. i have and still consistently blame my son for all my technical 