on the other side , he found himself in a low corridor that stretched off into the distance . `` i 'm going to forget that you said any of this . '' was there a connection between that event and my contact with the agency ? i kept trying to end it , but my mouth did n't know how . `` okay , '' i breathed , my entire body quivering with nerves . we can snuggle and kiss for free at home , she added with a playful wink . doors opened on both sides of the van . 