i had shown him with my gaze , with my hands , that he was beautiful , all of him . he does n't let me down until he is shoulder deep in the water . you know , he could have been a good physicist , almost as good as me . i can go back in and try to find more . he threw the bags of gold into the woods . i closed my eyes , forced myself to think . she opened the door that was only accessible from the bridge side . 