are you planning to come here and draw a chalk circle just in case our connection suddenly breaks ? `` but , '' i say softly , `` you 're a stevens . '' im exhausted , but i keep going through everything in my mind . must he first seize your body for his own , before he could declare his presence , work his will ? papa told him not to leave , but angrily , lily slammed the hair brush in her hand down on the table . i have to back away from the screen again . 