i have n't danced around a man like this since the days before i told darling i was g*y , and i was terrified he 'd find out and hate me . '' `` was he dripping wet or all over green ? '' to me , it is always a surprise , an ever-present awe , an impossible possibility that there are beings that fly . oh yes , thomas henry , that is a fine tree ; in fact , it may be the best one we have had in years . 