she 'd lived with this thing her whole life , and she was tired of it . the bags of groceries had fallen from his arms . `` last thing we need is a fight . '' i line my silverware up and put my messy napkin in my lap , smoothing it as best i can . this is going to be a tough year for you , and you 're doing triple time in training . '' `` they started cutting back my supply a few days ago . those double-exploding bombs , for one . 