little computer and compact disc player , plenty of other crap , just like tony 'd said . he seems like a very normal guy . i did n't go backstage to greet him before everyone else got to him . leaning forward on the bench , i put my chin in my hands and slowly breathed in and then out again . the glare slowly turned into a smile , and she felt it chill her neck . how old were you the last time you came to this place ? '' he blames me for my mothers death . 