have i died and did n't realize it ? `` are you talking about your cock ? '' the air was thick with the smell of wet paint . yes , i forgive you as long as you can forgive me for not stopping henry sooner . '' i grabbed my coat and started down the hall . his smile fell and his gaze slid to her lips . there are plenty of guns around . he pulled out a large black and white photo and passed it across for her to see . one thought in her head : go for the gun . 