i was glad i was no longer holding the china . i was n't about to say anything but even seeing her up close would be a sword in my gut . but that will not be necessary , i 'm certain . `` was it the flu or something ? he hit the ground with a thud . help yourself to a piece of that , as well , she said before disappearing into the back , a flutter of pink lace . it 's not ideal , but it 's better than being out in the real world . '' 