sweat broke out on her brow as she looked over the crowd , her eyes immediately finding his . big bat flew off , and barry fell into the net . `` i do n't want you to move from this position . until he did , a smaller one might be needed , one that did not threaten to swallow his head . i had to sit on my hands and wait half of the time . i do n't know what more they could do to me , but they would think of something . '' 