i should never have allowed the rest of you to see me off . then he added with a smirk , `` or at least of two people . '' so why dont you wear one ? angelica said , not wanting there to be anything else wrong with her . it 's the first step toward curling yourself into a ball on the floor . that hung in front of the gym equipment . heather had a beer too , and even though she did n't usually like to drink , she felt warm and happy . 