i looked at rental apartments , and i looked at art programs . arranged outside stood a rack of surfboards , marked-down clothing , and other beach accessories . i hurt you and you 're worried about me . '' his hand leaves my leg and i decide to end the conversation , before i say anything else stupid . and i have no pity for man who sits there , not doing anything . would it make you more comfortable if i got a cover-up ? none of the things eric was taught prepared him for what happened . 