you have to relax and lower your guard . not that he was bitter or anything . i was about two seconds away from sporting said hard-on . just like her other words , it didnt exist . it made me feel oddly special . i said the words before i even thought about them properly . he looked rather satisfied with himself . `` please do n't start that , '' he said quietly . would you stop asking that same bloody question , sal snapped . i believe you , she whispered in his ear . 