i had the impression you were with us , no matter what . '' `` meaning you do n't like the other side of me ? '' `` can we do it in private ? '' `` they never would have sent this to me . but as the evening wore on , she accepted that she just wanted to be with him . the flush had left her cheeks . it had seemed so simple and such a good way of showing appreciation when he had asked it of her . you know damn well the answer to that . 