`` more than i can possibly tell you . '' i asked slowly with my eyes still covered . `` it was lonely without you , '' i whispered . i shoved the cupcakes under the table . these are vampires who may know just how to do that . i towel off and wrap myself in my softest pajamas , as if the well-worn flannel could cocoon my poor , broken heart . this was even worse than i had imagined . only a couple people knew about the box to begin with . 