in life, there are no rules except for one rule, and that is to live it. that is why you are here in the first place. begin by accepting your life the way it is, and from here move forward to where you want to be. go after what you want, direct your life with your mind. once you are connected, you will know what to do and where to go, and your life will flow more smoothly than it has for years.
keep on trying until you find yourself in that happy place, and trust me, you will know you have found it, and once you do, you will never 