a heavy feeling of sadness drapes over me . he focused on her face , on the moment . a moment later he was back downstairs in the kitchen . `` even now , you laugh at me . '' you two go ahead , jake said . `` i do n't know if love is enough but it 's needed . then he dropped to his knees . she spoke in low tones as if she didnt want them to hear . the only reason he was in danger was to help me . 