although she did n't live in this community , she was obviously a part of it and loved her place just as those around her loved her in it . to my surprise , i was still alive . hes every man for every woman . `` from what i hear of your school , that 's to be expected . '' she asked , sitting down next to me . i forced myself to stay calm and slipped into a t-shirt and pants . this was where i kept books , candles and a television set . 