he had always stayed in mike 's room , but in the middle of the night , henry sneaked into my bed because he 'd had a horrible dream he 'd been eaten by a whale . it 's weird to feel sad and homesick , but have no idea what it is you wish you could go back to , ya know ? `` outside of this room , no one knew about those four . perhaps it would be the only thing that would put them on common ground . `` what else would you like , josh ? '' 