`` so beautiful , '' he murmured , shaking his head . `` close probably is n't the word , but we have fun . this million dollars is only the beginning . i will raise you from the ground , save you from the dirt , and you will do my worst for me . `` you need me to find something for you . forcing his thoughts away from one danger into another . if shes so bright , how come the womans bagging groceries ? nick , heavy in her arms , was her whole world . 