`` well , i guess in reality , you really did n't owe me anything , right ? well , im off , she grinned at us . however , as he reached it , several of the staff were coming down , laughing and joking about the ice someone was handing around up on the deck . i wish we didnt live in that cramped trailer . the feathers are nearly black , the color of lead . but why did they throw everything around ? a massive smile grows across his face and his hand tightens on mine . 