and no , i would not have let us starve , but if id have given you that meat this morning , we wouldnt have this . dragging in a breath , my hand shakes as i signal at the door past his shoulders . all i wanted was to know for sure that we 're broken up , and we clearly are , so good luck . `` they fed me , gave me shelter , and were even mildly entertaining . '' `` he got better almost right away . '' 