she went to pay the driver . our doorman franklin looks up from his paper as we burst through the doors . she could not remember when she had last been so angry , so furious that her stomach had tied itself in a gripping , groaning knot . i snatched the tap as it fell . i tried again , and this time i turned the car on . there was a beast that they killed . drink your water , wake me when i tell you , and eat every bite of the soup no matter how disgusting it is ! '' 