anybody over fifty suddenly got nervous - and sweaty - because what did `` gender studies '' mean ? his face pressed to her neck . you were taking something else out of your wallet , money to pay for the books , probably . and ... and i just felt so helpless and frustrated and angry . `` he 's not exactly hard on the eyes , is he ? '' i believed this only when we were picking cotton . an said , more loudly than he should . she double-clicked the title , brought up the full paragraph and read it . 