but i dont want to end her ! `` that he is who he says he is . '' this is some mighty fine land here . or maybe i should invite guests over and celebrate her life ... which is over . '' `` if i ca n't meet with him , then you do it . '' i said nothing , turning away from him . she locked her knees in place as she leaned on the dusty floor , and she concentrated . why did you think this day would eventually come ? 