when would i have a chance to live the life i wanted ? he twirled his finger in her long brown hair and whispered into her ear . do n't worry , baby , you wo n't be weak . i did n't pack with demon in mind . '' only i saw it because of my eye power . `` after my parents died i could n't believe how normal everything was , '' he says before i can ask him how he could have been so stupid . 