you barely glanced at me when i came in . it hits me then that this is a dream . but- thinking that way will get you killed . she had n't stopped smiling for four days , ever since black cross first announced they 'd take us in . `` it 's not my fault the horse is weird . '' his gaze went from one female to the other . he was usually wound up tightly , ready for any attack . `` not until we talk about what parker saw . '' it was almost time to roll . 