i yanked on the door handle , prepared to make a fantastic exit but his hand shot out over me , holding the door in place . then ... `` you 're still on the job ? '' her hands were shaking , and it took several minutes of deep breathing before she gained control over her functions again . the boy had been looking forward to the park all day , making plans about swinging as high as possible and going up and down the slide until he got dizzy . 