everyone that rode on the bus had to carry a filter mask and goggles , as the bus still allowed much of the dust to creep in . and dawn , you need to tell him everything , no more lies . `` yes , '' he said , voice low , `` we do . where the toy soldier at the top of the stairs had been , there was now a rip . i just want to explain it to her . she spends most of her time down there . `` how long has ... when did he ... 