it was his first sexual experience with someone else . it was intense and sweet and perfect . he kissed my cheek then his jet . he caught it , and someone grabbed me from behind . he was sleeping , peacefully , right next to me in the bed . im afraid the higher ups quickly left for parts unknown . the one in the center made the first move . you talked to your dad about this ? '' there were more than a thousand names once i 'd opened all the files . 