whatever it is , im sure ill know it when i find it . she did n't remember giving him her cell phone number ... `` i guess your money problems are my fault for turning up here on new year 's eve with a bun in the oven and nowhere to go ? '' turning back to her , he reached across , touched the bandage on her forehead and asked , `` are you in pain ? '' i wanted to be the center of his attention . she tried to help , but the paint was only smearing . 