she swung her head around to look at him in surprise . she reached for the handkerchief , taking it without looking . `` it 's not the mole men i 'm worried about . '' unlike the jaguar , we mate for life and beyond . he opened his napkin and placed it on his lap . im not bothered about it anyway . and i really dont know what i want to become . so how does this fit into your plans ? i did n't let her know , but i 'd teared up when i saw the doll . 