he was a fully mature male with years of experience . you can wear it just for me . 'how could she possibly be lonely ? finally , spencer opened her mouth and managed to start talking . off went her jeans as she spoke . joe lifted his glossy eyes to the sky . theyre still alive , she said , a worried look on her face . it does n't matter how much you change on the outside , you ca n't quite let go of what used to be . his palms fell to his desk , and he actually smiled . 