seventy-four sam clutched his arm and kept moving toward the end of the church that , he assumed , faced the plaza outside . `` did n't know my own brother was fighting for his life , until i walked in and found him dead on the floor of his bedroom . '' `` he filled me in on what 's been happening at sanctuary . i gasped as he pressed his lips to my lower belly , kissing , then licking , then sucking just hard enough to startle me . none of this is anything i want to witness . 