`` you know you do n't have to talk about it if you do n't want to . '' `` she 's better than any of us . '' `` what if i do n't let you come back this time ? i smiled and nodded , going into the bathroom and having a shower , standing right under the water to wash off the guilty feeling . `` i was hoping i could get you to change your mind . thats our best guess , but who knows . tie me up , tie me down , i was ready for anything . 