to wake up in the morning surrounded by his arms and to fall asleep every night tucked safely up against his chest ? and more important than anything , right here , right now , we have a common enemy and purpose . `` i think he 's still scared , '' i whisper and kiss her forehead . their eyes met , and they both stopped . i grab it and press the barrel to the top of his head . we both disappear around the same time ? standing i padded into the connecting bathroom . 