there in his arms she had a feeling that he would n't have needed much convincing . mike stops , takes a deep breath , and somehow gets hold of himself . she felt her heart thud hard in her chest . but only there - i can feel his touch of spirit . `` appreciate that , ford , '' sam murmured , dad nodded at sam then he let it go and went out the door , closing it behind him . `` they 're not watching you now . '' 