`` let me know before you leave , please . '' she was much more talkative and seemed to be nervous . so , having met someone for the first time , he could easily go back in time again and meet that person for the first time once more , and thats what he was doing now . we were it for the time being . `` and i 'm selfish enough to want you all to myself . she was in the closet carefully packing away the guns when he came back . 