even though she was embarrassed , knowing how close the pilots ' cockpit was , she could n't stop her legs from falling open immediately . `` i can practice down there just as easily . '' and if cross is who you want , then i 'm not gon na stand in the way of that . '' then he leaned slightly into the palm of her hand as if he enjoyed her touch . no , they certainly did not , she thought to herself . well you cant leave it at that . the earth was still black beneath them . 