`` okay , '' he says , forcing himself to calm down . so even if i was open to having another man , having one would take attention away from getting my life together . they brushed by the guards and headed out into the night . cut a deal if they can recall something . there was only a fading ache , deep in my tissues as if i had been in a fever . me : what time do i get to see you ? what would he think of bond 's present assignment ? 