youre not in trouble , she said . the room is dark , but the glow from beneath the bulb is enough to see barbs face . instead her clear eyes remained fixed on me . the urge to hold her grew stronger by the minute . she is my one , and i gave her up thinking i was doing the right thing , not that i regret for one second what i went through . the man in the sombrero is n't aware of moses ' presence until the very last moment . `` do you know what i do have ? '' 