we all looked at one another in wide-eyed surprise and don whispered , `` which old dog is that , do you wonder ? '' it 's been waiting for me , he thought with dismay . it only takes a few minutes for me to lose myself until i can let go and just enjoy . you know what to do when you get there , do n't you ? i 'm not sleeping well , i 'm not eating enough , and i 'm working myself into the ground . 