he started chewing on his fingers again . i popped right out of bed when i saw the clock . only he kept healing after i was no longer touching him . beth took a deep breath and spoke to her hands . `` you should n't let him push you around . '' the band continued to talk about their show until they got to their hotel where they gratefully went to bed . `` can we make love or do you have something to do ? '' i wanted that so f**king bad , my body felt like it was on fire . 