for a moment , they really were joined together on some level . despite the fact that we were different , we both needed the same kind of support . `` how could you find her with her blood ? '' `` and you looked chilled , sir , already . '' i know you guys were buds , he says . but we are not cowardly sheep scum , no , we will not turn back . chapter 11 `` no ... no no no . '' now holly really looks at me . 