the only thing that comes out of my mouth is ” oh my goodness”. i don’t move, i am frozen. i can’t pick anything up cause i have too much in my hands and i am so shocked that the very thing i was trying to keep to myself is now everywhere for everyone to see, that i just stand there and stare at all the little slim shots on the floor. some nice man bends over and starts to put them back into the box, which is still in my arms. but the box is tilted down and they all fall out again. i continue to stand there – 