he was even prepared to admit that his feelings for her went quite a bit deeper than that . `` you need to find your time to connect with him , '' she advised . his heart raced as he reached the yard and ran across the thick grass to the fence . her skirt was just as fluffy . i dropped down next to him as he shivered in time with the waves of fire that rolled through my chest . `` you did weed for like what ? she pulled off her shirt , boots , pants , and underwear . 