he nodded and walked past her . the search and rescue team was on its way . it turned out that he was n't , and she 'd had to take a part-time job at the local library . if i were in as much trouble as you were id run away . `` let 's start off mushy , and see where it goes . '' his mother was at peace , and he could imagine that his father was at peace as well . but its so confusing and complicated , especially now . but the expression on his face stops me . 