then he mostly felt the urge to get sick again . he leans closer to me and whispers , `` do n't push me , little girl . the taste of peanut butter would sometimes do that , too . '' it 's a nice place to live if you hate librarians , for there is a well-hidden underground rebellion there . after that , we took it to the room and then that was it . you can be the best , or should i say worst . '' 