i can not begin to tell you what it means to me . '' i did n't usually have that affect on people . apparently the emotions and thoughts i had been having were completely normal because the first thing she asked me was , `` do you feel like you 're living someone else 's life ? '' he 'd always scared me a little but i still always kind of liked him . but i also think she actually has a few moments when she knows stuff . '' the ex-vampire was as beautiful as everyone had said . 