he wants to let me make my own decision , but i know there 's only one thing for me to do . why could n't they let me keep my real name ? ' they made a right job of getting her onto the stretcher , groaning louder than the patient . farmers left their fields to see the kings army with their own eyes . the coolness , the darkness reached out to him with the promise of peace . i wasnt going to pretend like i knew what to order . i 'm pretty attached to the place , though . '' 