she would have liked that better than anything . he made a frantic rush for the platform and dove beneath it head first . surely he had n't really wanted to work on his day off . i sure would n't have minded doing something physical with her . maybe i should feel worse about flipping the switch on him as i did . he also put together his dream list of materials that he could only wish for . `` i went back to look for it , '' he explained . he did n't dare get too close . 