`` we better wash you off before you eat anything , '' i said as i noticed the mess she already made . even a slight fragment would have been something . i do n't say anything , because i ca n't think of anything to say . in some way that he didnt understand , that made him angry with her , an anger that had come out of nowhere . if he was going to hit me , if he was going to threaten me this way , then i would act like i did n't care . 