when id asked her to meet here , i wasnt expecting you to be around . i could go home and ride this thing out on my little farm . she believed she was fighting a nightmare . i stared at the front door , jack had gone outside and was talking . `` i should be the one paying you if i start talking . '' in her case it had to be ... well , it had to be ... `` well , whatever you 're typing , sam , you 'd better hurry . 