we head further into the busy high street for about half a mile and take a right turn . a gust of wind hits me in the face and i can see . `` you have to stay safe , scar . his hands immediately went to my hips . but to have my father announcing to the world that my own mother did n't even want me was almost more than i could take sometimes . `` we try to avoid that one . '' the soup was cold and looked too brown . oh , god , he was destroying her . 