the click-click-click was his goddamned kitty hangnail . everyone would be better off if he just dropped off the face of the planet . he takes a step back and hops to the grass , avoiding my face . but there is still a question i have n't asked . why could n't she understand it , as well ? she hugged him very close and cried out loud shaking and sobbing . how long before he grew tired of waiting for me ? i appreciated that he was so understanding , where others would have been jealous . 