the others all leaned their heads closer , listening in . i could feel my heart in my throat . losing daily access to her was the last thing he wanted . he said to tell you to leave her alone . '' not until he knew why he thought that . if i had just told someone , then none of it would ever have happened . '' `` because in addition to the one i stole from the bridge , i also found a bomb hidden underneath one of the moving trucks . 