nori leaned back to consider , a small dot of cream cheese clinging to his lip . it had been blown out of proportion and taken out of context by other people working on the case . `` he left that message for you . i apologize for taking so long in coming . `` god only knows what it is . '' feeling his emotions sounded crazy , but it made sense . his breath felt warm on my lips . god plays games with us , does n't he ? '' 