instead , i stomped around like a cow most of the time . jeff looked to be exerting a good deal of effort to hold back his amusement . `` his companion will be kept alive . the fact that she 'd slept with christopher seemed like a dream or a scene out of a movie . i watched from close as he grinned and his dimples popped out . `` you 're shaking your leg so hard you 're rattling the chair . '' he tightened his hands on her now . then it all came out in a rush . 