i was n't used to this kind of life and knew i could n't last much longer . then he remembered one simple truth : he knew he had n't killed his father , even if everyone else in the kingdom thought he had . `` it was worth it just to see you smile that long . but now she was beginning to be of two minds . he half-carried and half-dragged him into the store , and laid him out on the floor . so needless to say , my roommates and i were n't taking any chances . 