i realized no matter where i went i was gon na carry all this with me . i dont know that i wont kill this man . he slowly raised both hands and examined them before his eyes , as if unable to believe what he was seeing . good hunting with whatever you 're doing . '' i do n't know if i responded , but he took my hand and pulled me under . it pissed him off that i called him out like that . no , he said , but i guess we have to because it did . 