and safe to hold on to how things “should” be. you don’t want to live by faith and let god control your life because you think you know better how your life should go, and be.
you don’t know how to let things go because you think you know best. you can’t live by faith because you believe your way is better. and you don’t trust god to work all things together for your good because deep down you really believe you know what’s good for you, for others, for the world.
guess what? you have no idea how things “should” go. you think your life should follow a certain path and 