so i guess the trip to 12 was n't a complete waste . food was normally my greatest comfort . before he could reach the door and try to get out , it opened from the other side . the last time he had visited tear , he had tried to come in disguise , for all the good it had done him . as long as you thought you were a viking , you had a place at their table . `` i 'm sorry , i ca n't help you on this . '' 