i knew no way of killing him there , but i did , i did kill him in my thoughts . the girl sniffed , rubbing at her nose with the back of her hand . `` how can i send you a message like you 're sending me ? '' he was so pleased with himself for stunning her again . just let me show you guys . he could feel her heat , feel it all the way to his core . `` so the black population is halved every generation . if he did n't then the will is useless . '' 