what can i say , i am careless about forgetting to turn off water and lights , and i never remember to close windows . in fact , it seemed almost certain , given the fact that i was moving around and talking . it should have been a monument , or at least a memorial . i let my guard down to hear her thoughts . he loved the playful way she kissed him , none of those dark shadows in her eyes for the time being . four some consequence yet hanging in the stars `` good evening , lady . 