i was the second son , he explained , hoping to leave it at that . you killed ... who else did you kill ? the stupid raccoons probably thought they were going to pull one over on him . `` it 's no big deal- i just do n't handle the sun well . '' i stepped out of it and waited on him . i could feel it in my gut . `` more to the point , i have a personal stake in this matter . he hated that he would n't have a chance to say good-bye to him . 