that for me. i tend to be overly independent and overly strong, so it was very hard for me to except help.
as i needed to stop working early on because of my health concerns i tried very hard to get back to work as soon as possible. i started back to work when she was 5 weeks old. yes, my return to work is slow but i am still working. do know friends that i am doing my best to work as often and frequently as i can not only for you, but for me too. there is a sense of joy and love that i get from bringing your 