he rocked back on his heels and took in the pool with his eyes before he looked back at me . `` i was trying to be quiet , because this clearly is n't private enough , but i failed . '' to the right : window , chair , table . when lily mentioned that morning she was n't super excited to go to the dance , i of course asked her why . you know she didnt mean what she said , right ? `` fucking phenomenal , '' i whisper into her mouth . 