i am sorry , sir , but i will not be the government 's butcher again . had he not tried that one last time ... had he not found the courage he needed when he thought he had none at all ... she met his eyes and froze . there is an extra blanket in the chest if you should so desire . and why did so many of them look familiar ? but i desperately needed someone to talk to . `` were we talking about something else ? '' 