she 'd been so eager to see him eat that she had n't prepared anything for herself . you 're so wet for me . `` that the presentation was all wrong ? '' `` you know , to spend a quiet christmas at home . '' hell get it to her for me . they just could n't keep him around . '' i took a deep breath , trying to steel myself against what was coming . maybe in a hour ... we ca n't sit here forever . 