when he spoke , he could manage nothing above a whisper. `` since we 're spending the day together , what do you say we go see that art exhibit you probably never got to see a few weeks ago . '' i released the lungs ' worth of air i did n't realize i was holding . as in , him and me staying in the a-frame together ? oh god , did i really ask him to kiss me ? i do n't even know what direction that was at this point . 