she tried to grab my hand , but i pulled away . when he asked me , i knew i should say no . i knew roger would n't be home , but i was still scared shitless . `` let me out of these cuffs ! '' she knew the police were watching her , but at least they were giving her some privacy on the computer , although they would walk around where they could see the screen every once in a while . `` is that what you were doing in there ? '' 