remember that when you leave , things return to normal for me , and i would n't want them to get any worse than they already are . but this makes my blood boil . plus , you told me you were trying to move on from an ex and all that crap , so i figured out the rest . she had n't even realized she was still holding it . we rely on it in the power exchange . she looked amazingly happy , considering she was dead . i ran after it , tripping over rocks and exposed branches . 