sensing that ben did not want to talk about his family , the girl said , `` i thought you might be a soldier . this was a problem which had already occurred to her . i still function and do my job . '' as long as she lives to hate me later , he said . it sounds kind of silly , but referring to mark jones as director made everyone feel better , including me . i told you : its not guns , its people ! waving his arms , still shouting , he edged her toward the door . 