i could see the figure 's outline as it reached up with both arms , extending them toward the sky . all this and get laid , too . they entered the small , dim-lit chamber and crossed to the chair . he 's panting like saying that was the hardest thing he 's ever pushed past his lips . i know theres risk in what im trying to do but theres risk to our family and the quality of our lives if we dont take a chance on this now . 