being careful not to wake her , he lifted her into his arms and climbed aboard , letting his staff know not to make a sound . if he tried to attack , she would see him and lock the door . to live in a new country , in a new world , with a man i hardly knew . this , what we have , this is meant to be . okay so i could n't deny it , that much was clear . `` it appears that you are right , but to what end ? 