`` it was all rather sudden , '' beth said faintly . she walked up to him , stopping where he would see her when he opened his eyes . i 'd committed myself to a course of action and i 'd follow it through . `` just touch your hand with my finger . '' i stare straight ahead and try not to focus on the sweet scent of roses drifting from her hair . you were able to spend time with me this week , simply because you knew i 'd be leaving . 