i 'd grown obsessed with the memory of the way her hands shook when she was excited like this , a little nervous , too . `` just about ... , well as much as always i think '' . she 'd quickly learned to use that to her advantage , and then she 'd gone about proving she could have anything and everything her big sister did . there are things you have to know now that youre growing up . adding the tomatoes and the grated zucchini and the chopped celery and carrot . 