i am already running out of patience . i had n't considered that he needed time . i wondered what he 'd think if he knew my thoughts , if he saw what i continually played out in my mind . `` your time is running out and yet you do nothing about it . '' but he answered : 'two reasons there may be , but which is true , l do not know . ' and even though she had given up her fathers dream , she still felt that her father would want her to be happy . 