`` you do n't get out much , do you ? '' i raced by a bunch of closed doors . `` no , i 'm not 'going right off the deep end ' . '' `` are we supposed to hop on that thing ? '' the idea that i 'd finally meet a woman i could n't have had always been impossible to me . wan na pour salt in the wound while you 're at it ? '' my eyes closed , opening as i let him pull me closer . 