i really dont understand bullies and what they get out of tormenting other people . it took an hour to get home to reach the sanctuary of my childhood bed . it 's not going to be easy on you . '' a heavy weight settled in his chest . somehow it was easier to give in to what he really wanted if he looked at it as some sort of kindness . `` he 's done it , '' said irene , wiping the sweat from her brow . 