now jo wished she 'd driven herself . servants moved back and forth , feeding logs to the fire and boiling wine . his voice was much closer to my back when i was in the hall and he said , `` whoa , woman . my heart had skipped several beats and i jumped so high i fell out of bed . `` we have to go as soon as possible . butch wasnt finished , i gave your friend a price for his road for his new house . 