i squeeze my eyes shut and drop my head to her neck , forcing my focus away from those lips . i have to go to work in the operations department of a local bank later , so i have a black pencil skirt with a white blouse tucked into it and my cute-but-comfortable tan pumps on . he was right on the steps crying ! he would have his turn , but he did n't need to know that yet . the sheriff sighed and shook his head . 