i kissed amy , right there , by the pond , in the `` rain . '' im not sure what you mean . yes , i understand you just won a hundred dollars . he felt certain it was message to him . she said , eager to show me her creation . i was n't going to be able to resist her much longer . then he can get angry and it 's scary . not that she 'd thought he take her with him . `` my father-my real father-left my mother when i was a baby . 