as i continued the exercise , i was never without the notebook . she 's had another brat and the christening is tonight . and it just turns out they 're in paris , and they finally agreed to see my designs . he felt like he was being watched . my only goal was to get her off my hands as quickly as possible . i just have to convince her that i want only the best for her . it 's not even sex - although that 's f**king amazing . 