i struggled to put into words all the emotions i was feeling . `` why would raven want to kill you ? '' she spun around and made her way over to the next poor guy she was going to attempt to sleep with . i fall asleep with my face buried in her hair . gone away , and for ten years , they had n't seen one another . he circled above the hole , waiting . an old engine was being restored in the cool of the evenings . 