when we got to the lake i saw what he meant . his voice was beginning to change now to a deeper , mans tone , but his speech was soft . perhaps his family would end up killing me for daring to be with their son and brother . i had gone out and gotten myself a small , fake christmas tree already decorated with lights . i mean , a bloody fucking vampire has been working under my nose for , what , five or six years , and i had n't a clue . '' 