it was so nice to be there studying with him , not wondering how he felt about me . air boomed from outside to inside . if it had n't been for this gentleman '' -- -she smiled at bond -- - '' you 'd have run me over . someday , when all this was over , i would have to see it how it was meant to be seen again . at that , his expression turned mushy , as sam might say . are any of us surprised it was , and is , not enough ? 