this is the end of the story with s, ’cause i totally don’t! but as a big sis looking in from the outside, i can see how god might be using what feels like a really lame development in the story to say yes to your deepest heart prayer of all: that he would show you what he wants for your life.
i remember so clearly a time when i had to let go of the hope of a relationship with this guy that i had been praying about and really thought was finally working out after years of being friends. and the sudden drop in communication stunk. big time. i 