i thought he seemed familiar , which is odd because i did n't get a good look at his face . you would probably just bounce right off ! but i dont have a chance to say anything . as it was , silence sat around us . but ... most of the time when i have these types of visions and i 'm the spirit , the spirit is n't dead and ... in a grave with bugs and snakes . '' i should have written to you if i had known . she could n't bring herself to actually say the words . 