i lowered my duffel bag as far as possible , then dropped it . i did , hanging my work clothes up with shaking hands . so you can think terrible things of him ? `` the shop number is the one on the top . and look where it got them . who could she be talking about ? anyway , you could carry out some screens for him . she lifted her hands off the floor to see them caked with mud . `` compared to yours it 's nothing special really . '' 