more than ever , i wanted that someone to be me . ~~*~~ the blankets were gone ... but the inky gloom surrounding her remained . `` my ma is going to love you . '' i remember it from my first days after the program . `` i told you ... you might like my bite . '' all i know was that the project was finished with us , and after they saw what they had made the desire to keep the project alive had disappeared . 