i wanted to throw a fit and refuse to go , but what if all the yelling and anger chased nicholas deeper into that black abyss ? no matter how amazing the sex , how charming or sweet he could be to her , ( and apparently only in private or back home ) , this relationship of theirs would n't last . if you blow the whistle , you could lose the crossbones two million bucks and get their boss locked up . i already spent too much money on the dress . 