i was just looking for him , as i have not seen him or my horse . every once in a while well come across some mud that sinks when you step on it ; i found that out first . only had dog biscuits since the bad men killed my mommy . this time it seemed more genuine but also very annoyed . tonight had been a disaster , in more ways than one , and yet here with him it was okay . `` remember when i told you i could help you heal ? '' 