he turned to the other men and smiled . not really , added rob who got up and looked out of the window . i crossed my legs , trying to ignore the cold wash of panic that had settled over me . i know about the show , '' he told me . the sweet smell of fresh-cut grass tickled his nose . i must have asked him that question everyday this week . then , still looking thoughtful , she turned and walked away . she hit me again and again . well , we wanted to buy some strawberries . 