was out to stop pushing, even though i was still going to feel the urge to push. once his head came out, the rest of him came shooting out anyway. he was immediately placed on my chest in one fluid movement. my husband had to tell me to open my eyes so i could see our son. i opened my eyes and saw this beautiful baby who looked really pissed off.
i developed tunnel vision and had no idea what was happening beyond him. all i could see was his squishy, pissed off face, full head of hair and incredibly long fingernails. no one in my family had hair when they 