`` not a very impressive way to go . i know that he would chicken out at the last minute . '' his brow was slightly bent and his hands were still . he 'd always figured just because he was gay it did n't give him license to fool around behind his wife 's back . well fix it up just the way you like it . i was going to have to have a word with my husband . with a shake of my head , i say , `` they grow up so fast . '' 