i was n't trying to make myself seem pathetic . `` that , my dear , would be a waste . '' but there are some things i need to say to you . were going to let you up now . morning by ten o'clock , for the third delivery . i kind of took it to the next level . '' it had been so long since she last experienced real tenderness . they know what theyre doing , noel said . she wanted to run but could not . `` would either of you like something to drink ? '' 