he wraps his arms around me , and for the first time in what feels like forever , i am able to completely relax . i mean , he knew i was staying here , and he saw the hickey . she called again , then opened the door , reached him , and laid a hand on his shoulder . there is no escape , not even for light , which is why there is nothing there for you to actually see , nothing at all . `` that fall was the first time i went to attend school in the town . 