lesson several days in a row, several weeks in a row. then i would do another lesson and get stuck on that one. i felt that i needed to let these lessons sink in, that i had to understand them and i would get to a certain point and i would be more confused than ever and i would think i must be doing these wrong because i don’t understand a word of them and i would go back to lesson one.
i kept doing that and over the course of five years, i never got past lesson fifty. so thankfully, i had a friend, a teacher of a course in 