im just processing all of this . you see that all the time . '' i dont even have your number , i remind him . on one side of the yard was a fifteen-foot wall made up of stacked boulders . the part she shared at the end of the night . my stomach tightened with relief-and dread . `` sounds like you 're the one who really loves the ocean . '' `` well , now , what do you know ? '' holy crap , she was going to freaking kill us ! 