i figure from your reaction you know its illegal . my stomach rumbles and i pat it . he kissed her once again and led her upstairs . 'yeah , well , i did n't get it then , i do n't get it now . ' after all , shed left to protect him . she thought about trying to stand , but knew she 'd never be able to remain upright . my son made a small sound and turned over in his sleep . he said but his mind was in another place . he bowed his head , still smiling . 