steven was magnetic and charming , just like cam -- and , she reminded herself , just like literally steamed -- but the dark-glorious golden wings , too . you have a strange way of showing it . 'are you saying that you did n't know ? ' but when i realized i was n't that person , and that a part of the old me was still there ... it scared me . '' he tugged her hand to get her to rise . impossible to live with for weeks . he holds out his palm , revealing a small metallic key . 