`` are you ready to admit how in love you are with me ? '' she jumped on and headed off after the speeding bike , leaving the rider in the dust as people rushed over to help . and even how to stage them . i hit the log again , and the same thing happens , i hit it hard with my hand , with a tear coming from my eyes . she had n't wanted to explain over the phone . i talked about my mother , my father , my worries about a future that was n't my own . 