yes , i know the one , encouraged grey . `` this is my home , '' she said . but i felt a special kind of joy in the woods . `` your father put you up to this , '' he said . `` i do not , '' i said , feeling a headache start . she was everything he hoped she 'd be , and more . i had no desire to hole up in my house and shoot starving people . the man turned his head and the moonlight fell over his features . 