he had a finger to his lips , and after seeing my wide-eyed stare , he went back to the door . did you only date me because you wanted to have sex with me ? '' she fell suddenly to her knees . i said , `` i 'm sorry , but the motel 's closed . the path was so thin you could only find it if you knew where it was . he did n't care how many boys kissed her . it 's life and how damn unfair it all is . '' 