i plan on building it back up . roger 's weight is too heavy , his strength far out-286 weighing mine . that didnt make it a whole lot easier to deal with . he cups his shot glass in the palm of his hand . the last thing he needed was for her to know exactly how much control she had over him . for the second time in a row , i fail . i do n't think suspicious is the word . hey , whats the first thing youre doing when you get home ? 