his mind screamed with delight and then with worry . often doing other stuff , though i always put a limit on how much . `` what was it like for you ? the little person shook his large head , started to rise , then paused . i rubbed my brow with the heel of my hand as i sat up . `` as well as can be expected . '' i certainly didnt want him thinking of me as broken . he also wrote his own songs , music and lyrics . 