you see her , and then she comes at you screaming gibberish , and once she touches you you snap out of it , screaming in terror . '' `` someone who wants to find out what it 's like to get in a fight . '' and she realized it was n't her personal safety she was worried about . he seemed to really believe it . `` absolutely f**king killing me to see you so miserable and scared and looking at me like i want to cause you harm . 