a house on snow melt lake , she had said , excitedly . `` spencer told me that i am his hero . '' the smoke in his eyes made them bleed . he probably could n't see the gesture with his eyes covered . his lips twisted in a rough smile . to his credit , he tried not to roll his eyes . i only wan na do what you want to do . but content is an extra quality thats hard to articulate , harder still to achieve . 