i really was n't hungry but because he was waiting , i opened my sack and pulled out the peanut butter sandwich i 'd slapped together this morning and took a bite . i asked , and she hummed as if she did n't care . and who would lead your expedition to the new world should you be killed ? `` it tells us not to fight against the current , to let it take you wherever it 's flowing . '' either way , i wanted to see marcus one more time and share an awkward hug with him . 