why had he kept her with him ? in any case , he was n't going to leave her behind . he could n't help that they changed him , '' she says softly . hes always happy , and thats just what mum needs . swearing is naughty , and i do n't want to hear you say it . '' i say and turn my eyes away . i do n't want to do it , but i grab the hand towel and come into it . 