but i just feel so confused , nothing 's tying together properly . there 's nothing they can do to prevent it . '' `` besides , whether she is or is n't is incidental . i managed to get out of his grip and backed away from him . she picked herself up , swaying , and looked over the water channel . it was incredible to be able to wake up and find her in his bed every morning . i know what it costs to rent there because i checked it out when i was moving . 