many years i have wasted.
maybe because i can't explain it other than this burning desire to pour out my life to him because i can't think of any other way to say, thank you.
maybe it's just as simple as love.
when you open your hands and say yes, there is a change of focus. what has seemed so crazy is turned upside down and serving him sets it right - as though crazy is actually the distorted reflection of a firm decision to go. 