that 's probably why the door up the train was locked , to stop people moving in and out while they work through that section . instead of telling her what don had said he wanted us to tell her , we stressed to her that what she had done was an act of self-defense . or maybe add to it , depending on how he would react . the hospital was on one of the lower levels . `` i need this , '' i whispered against his lips . how am i supposed to get him to our house against his will ? 