i dont know what i was thinking even letting you come here tonight . not just small change , but a whole turquoise wallet stuffed full of fifties . `` and why is it such a f**king big deal to you ? the hallway before them was dirty , lined with cabinets topped with several layers of packages of brown paper wrapping tied with string . then he stepped out from behind the tree . `` i also like those shorts , '' he said . `` he has your eyes , he has your voice and he has half my soul . '' 