it could have been anyone , calling about any number of urgent matters , but it is as if my heart already knows : the unthinkable has happened . he brought her flowers and kissed her ass and she bought every second of it . when he does so , he realizes it is one of the enemy attackers . and he needs to be changed . `` do-do you really need a tetanus shot ? '' am i going to have to worry about running into him in the halls here ? 