this is beyond any one being . it was unlike anything he had ever felt before , and he knew it was more than just physical . `` well , thanks for finding it , '' she said in a tight voice . he shook his head no without looking at me , so i knew the answer was yes . `` well , right now she 's getting the better end of the deal . '' i opened my eyes and scanned the room around me . there was an enormous knot in her throat at the moment . 