youve only just got over a fever , my lord . i made sure to run my sweaty forehead against her cheek and she laughed . they did not want order , or peace , or safety . finally he nodded solemnly , then laid his head on the ground and closed his eyes . i hope you will come and see me often . '' they were like a punch in the balls from a toddler . `` sweetheart , you look ripped to pieces . '' the letters fell from my hand and onto the bedspread . 