desperate for him , for his touch , she pressed herself against him , his hard length impossible to ignore , sending a wave of need through her . he smiled because he could feel his power growing all the time , more and more as the night of full dark approached . `` you had to make preparations for it . if hick boy can make good , why ca n't you ? when i decided that i needed an even deeper escape , i would read fiction . we talked for hours , into the morning . '' 