she turned away from the clothes . what would you expect at my hand should you shame me and spit upon that which i set before you , that which i give you in life with whatever power falls my lot ? not having a job lined up or any clear direction of how to support myself doing something other than fighting a war quite possibly felt the most wrong out of it all . `` he was n't in his room and i do n't have time to worry about it . '' 