and when we never did , they decided to go ahead and take us out . there must be no chances , this time . 'they should have realized that , should n't they ? they were at last getting a look at the scandal-ridden young woman they had written so much about , and she was certainly living up to all their expectations . `` if it 's so damn unimportant , let someone else go . i knew it was n't right to judge one personal experience on all of them , but it was what i knew . 