during the card ride , id hoped . instead there is an arc of spray and debris , rising high towards the photographer on the bridge and the sky above her . she had a tendency to see things very differently . she was going after him and- `` i think the idea was for us both to stay put . '' he must have been thinking hard about something , because a few seconds delayed , he jerked . then his hands drift down my arms and he wraps me up , pulling me close to his chest . 