we were regularly tested and i even registered a higher than normal sperm count . i do n't know if i 'm strong enough to face it alone . '' the guy youre thinking of was able to walk just fine . it hit the chain-link with a wet splat then slid to the sand . she stopped but did n't look at him . every time i look at it , i feel more overwhelmed , more terrified i 'm going to f**k this up , and more sure that i ca n't let that happen . 