i was about ready to pass out and didnt think i could pull myself up through the hatch with one arm so i figured im a dead man for sure . he might never be the same again . i lay down and stared at the lumps on my ceiling . i stepped quietly out into the hall , and swung the door half-closed , to give them privacy . it fell from her coat , clattering onto the hard tile . `` you know that my father is alpha here , '' he growls . but he does n't react at all . 