but he had only looked at me , which meant that he loved me , and he knew that i did not love him . `` he probably stayed in the city last night , that 's all . '' `` well , why all of a sudden are they taking over everyone ? `` you should probably let him up , '' she said . and then why had she let him do it in the first place ? `` you 're so soft , '' he breathed , then kissed her hand and moved slightly away from her . 