looking out at the grounds , i thought of what lay ahead of me . he didnt force any attempt at conversation and seemed content to drive in silence . i paused just long enough outside my bedroom door to suck in a deep breath . she was n't even smiling when she said it . he took advantage , leaned in , and settled his lips over hers . `` maybe he should go to the hospital , germ . '' dallas could stand up to anyone or anything . hey her voice was croaky , broken . 