but bill was sure he could never find his way back . `` the one i sent was taken a while back , '' he said . he pushed his fingers inside her knickers , making her gasp . only that ... that you and this child still have your whole lives ahead of you . `` either of you want a bed to yourself ? '' why would i not be happy about that ? and far better to focus on that than how close they 'd come to kissing . 