sorry. i am so sorry.
jay, i am so sorry. i had no intention of hurting you. but that's all i seem to be good at. i'm constantly saying i'm sorry and every time i mean it. i know i promised i'd never do this to you again. and for that i'm sorry too.
honestly i'm surprised you're still my friend. that just shows how great you are. i'm an idiot for letting this fade away. and again i have something to regret. i hate knowing that i continue to hurt you. i often think that you should let me go, but that would only leave me in worse shape than you 