she had seen it all before in brazil . i felt the car purr to life . she sat down beside her , handed her a cup of coffee , and asked , `` is daddy back yet ? '' dead or alive , theyre going to a better place . no one had ever told me i could create `` doors . '' she was a compact girl , and wore a uniform black t-shirt and jeans . but i do hope to return soon after , perhaps with my wife and son . '' 