i could n't think , could n't remember why we should n't be doing this . starving , he says as he crosses the small space to the bar . then the cross slipped up and over her shoulder so that it fell behind her , out of sight . that was after managing to produce two burnt fish dishes and one sauce that had bubbled over , caught fire , and made one hell of a mess on the grill . she might have taken it that way ; shes not very smart . 