our agreement had just been solidified even further . when he finally did look up and over at pan , the god noticed a twinkle in the mans eye . and now im going to break you . something strange passed between them then , a shared flickering heat that she could n't define . the washrag and hand towel were stained with dirt and lying in the sink . this was not simple between them , not on any level . nothing to show for all those years . '' 