i just wanted to be honest with you . '' `` i have n't told them about him yet - that he 's going to be there , i mean . '' boys are seriously pissed off that she 's still alive . '' his eyes are soft , as well as his voice , when he says this , and i ask , `` why are you suddenly being nice ? '' affection is not a word in his vocabulary . most other humans right now would be passed out . 