they were a strange bunch and my mother hated him . '' `` well , i know how to keep her happy . `` what else is on the list ? '' not one of those forced ones i had seen enough of lately . they plan to attack us , take you , and god knows what else . ' `` so the journal has the answer ? '' that was exactly what he wanted to do . i wasnt up there long , but somehow things have changed . my head feels like it 's going to explode . 