sam took her hand and then leaned over to kiss her . `` if it helps , look at it this way . i should have been watching my fluids . sneak and i hop off the platform and make a dash for the tunnel . so , until then , he calls , he asks , i do and he stays in the shadows of my life instead of taking center stage and f**king everything up . `` i 'm going to go to my room now . '' 