he told me hes not allowed to tell me anything that would reveal the true nature of god or heaven because im supposed to find out on my own when i die . watch how you express yourself , and please remember that my time and my tolerance for nonsense are both short . '' the man dropped to the ground rolling in pain . he turned and kissed robin on the mouth . he felt as if he were suffocating in it . `` one of the last things my mother told me before she passed was to be patient with our dad . 