he was desperate not to lose this connection , not to lose this human side of her once more . i went through the personnel lists and the gate log and marked who was here at the time and who was n't . '' work and school have made a social life damned near impossible . with morning approaching , he 'd lost a little more time with her . the crowd screams his name in a chant , and i notice the underground is packed with more fans of his than scorpion 's . 