dan made the coffee and packed his lunch ; grace showered and dressed . the street would have been very quiet at that hour . i met someone last summer , new york city , involved in human rights and all those sorts of things . the girl whose face had troubled his dreams . `` half this camp is ready to leap on us and tear us to pieces for the least excuse , and if we did find some rebels , they 'd like to do the same . `` do you have any idea what i 'm capable of ? '' 