i had some flowers in a bud vase in my right hand , and my cane in my left , so i was glad the doors were automatic . the trouble was , he didnt know what to do next . do you mean that we all start life as non-humans ? if its not good for both of us , then its no damned good at all . '' so one day i wrote her a letter . the smell of flowers tossed onto a moss fire . every member was expected to attend . it was obvious when his date appeared . 