`` i do n't know what that was about , '' i said , `` but i 'm too tired to care . touching his hand , its cold like andrews . it was the utter lack of conscience . wait , youre saying he materialized a gold coin right in front of you ? i wo n't tell anyone that you 're gay . i glared at her and then back to the table , remaining silent despite an inner smile . you need to put me in the loop here if you can . '' 