she wanted to move the keyboard and curl into his lap . `` that 's the unusual thing , '' the librarian said , crossing his arms on the table and leaning forward . `` you 're looking at his new owner . '' i feel more like screaming at the top of my lungs . `` but you did n't ... '' `` trust me , i enjoyed this as much as you did . '' he writes something else down on my chart and then places it on the end of the bed . 