`` yeah , and right now i have a broken arm that needs to be tended . you can leave if you need to i dont need to . a slight smile broke out on my part . it frightened me ; not only the culture i 'd been thrown into but whatever power might be out there that took me to it . it was very different to be able to hear it with my own ears in the moment . `` now see , that 's not the right tack to take . '' 