it 's different from whatever it is that draws you to anyone else . thank you so much for helping an old fellow out . '' id ... id have to give up my whole life and ... . `` that 's the most important first step . `` i ca n't accept that this was a random act . he knew already that he wouldnt make it back in time . you have to be careful , tess . '' but what you would answer , you must answer honestly . '' `` why do you say 'of course ' ? '' 