she relaxes into my touch , letting me rub her shoulders , down her back and even between her legs . `` i want someone to look at you . '' `` it would still be hard on her . '' only that clay was leaving me and there was nothing i could do about it . as if she could ease their pain with baubles . the clothes hed worn there were resting in the dumpster . do you know whats going on ? '' beth glanced at the window , her smile fading somewhat . 