`` when i was seven , i met this crazy ass blonde girl . `` thanks a lot for taking care of me these last few days . it felt like he was the first person besides her grandfather who 'd shown her kindness . she no longer felt lost at sea . `` why am i always the last to know these things ? '' `` thought i 'd stay here , in case anything breaks that i 'd be able to fix . '' she got caught in a bad situation and wanted out . 