she knows exactly what i 'm doing as i tug her over to the wall surrounding the balcony . it started to pour , the water coming down in great sheets . again it felt as though he had only just closed his eyes . `` are you okay with all of this ? '' i wondered many times where you got to . my roommate was a little pissed that i decided to cut out early on the lease . she did her part to keep everything together , she did her daily work , and then it was all me . 