realize, with all these meals, they haven’t given up on me either. so many people, many of whom i don’t even know, are reaching out to me. i find it hard to believe that anyone has been given the kind of support i have been given. i mean a year of food, really … can you imagine?? can you imagine my friends organizing something that grand? can you imagine everyone actually standing in line to cook for me and my family? they also send gifts and flowers and cards. it’s just unreal to me. they tell me i would do the same, but i wonder. how can it be that 