anger 's just a small part of grief . `` okay ... come get me then , '' she said firmly . they havent touched or smelled you . he was playing with the baby . she 'd called him , no one else . i need to borrow the watch , please , its the only way shell know its me . no , what was pathetic was telling a woman he loved her for the first time in his life only to be shut down big-time . she 'd stopped in the middle of the road . 