her head fell forward as he drove deeper than she 'd ever thought possible . and because he did n't , my legs gave out from under me , i sunk again to my ass , shoved my face between my knees and cried f**king more f**king rivers of f**king salt . i ask , and as soon as the words leave my mouth , i kick myself . she stared up into the shadows , thankful for the coolness , because she was burning as if she 'd absorbed all the heat of the fire . 