there , she was tossed , stomach first , across the back of a horse . brushing past her husband , she opened the unlocked door and turned on a light . `` while you do your worst to make me scream ? '' jack closed his eyes for a minute and i waited anxiously for his response to come . i was careful about where and when i operated . hes the most prettiest , yes he is . i do n't even know how to process that , how i 'm supposed to feel about it . 