`` see you in a few days , boston . '' and he dove in , head first . i 'm not going to find out something more interesting if i knock a hole in the other side of your fucked-up skull ? '' he murmured , his voice surprisingly clear and deep . i 'm going to head downstairs ... you better wait a few seconds , he gave a wink . `` god , it really sucks to know that my brother is just like the rest . '' 