i suddenly understood why half the doctors in the place were gray haired or bald . `` does it have to be this weekend ? '' the ringing stopped two buzzes in . the only reason he gave me that gift was that he trusted me to keep it safe . '' richards could just make the car out . i 'm going to get it as soon as i can , i assure you . '' heaven help me because i knew i could n't take it . `` maybe , '' i said , and smiled back at him . 