`` neither do i , but i 'm sure that was it . his only shining quality was his kindness , but who needed kindness when it could be bought ? `` then why the f**k did you call me ? '' he stopped fighting and let her work . the thought of how close i am to my dream fills my stomach with a warm sensation . never had i killed in two hundred years that i had n't tasted the blood , and taken it , along with the life , into myself . 