thoughts so we can both talk about them.
i could see myself slipping back into old patterns, but i convinced myself there was no harm in this. i also felt a bit angry at myself.
here i was, after working on myself for all those years, coping on my own, making my own decisions and yet i was letting myself slip back into old patterns.
when i said this to my husband he asked me why i was changing back to my old ways for him. he did not want me to do that. i had no real answer to this other than to say maybe i was happy he was back and 