rejected by the world. he already had his own pain from his previous family experience, and now he has to deal with another bigger pain. he gave up. not just giving up his own spirit, but he also gave up the baby to someone else.
for a while, he thought that he made the right decision. but then he realized that his life has been change since then. he had to hide everything from his wife and his son. he had to be a strong man who can protect his family, because he thought that he had failed his parents before. his sister died because they did not have enough money 