he never went after the others , but was content to stay at my heels for the rest of the journey until we came to a brightly lit area where it turned and left me . so , the question that was burning holes in your pockets was the one that i am least able to answer . just because someone is a writer , it does not make them an expert for you . i left his office not knowing how i felt . i was afraid i was making the same mistake again , and i was losing my head over you . 