i knew then that she planned to plunge the blade into her own belly . he took one out and unscrewed the top and took a long drink . so what do you want us to do with this one ? '' they 'd bust in , arrest her and haul her away . about what you did to me last night . they want him to see a psychiatrist . as if anyone believes any of them . she smiled , the pain drawing her into memory . did he want to live , and if he did , on what terms ? 