i thought ... oh , i do n't know what i thought . i 'm trying not to care , but i do . i like my arm , simons face was red and sweaty . i do n't like the green you chose . '' i know i sound hysterical , but i ca n't help it . i take out a pair of very small , black shorts and a tight , maroon tank top that has a black ribbon lacing the front . that real manifest ca n't fall into anyone 's hands . '' 