i do n't bother sitting down because i hate when he 's the only one standing so i lean against the counter . thomas just wanted this episode over . he pulled out a chair for me . i was wet , but his size , and this position , seemed like a bit much for me . they say that there 's a background noise to the universe ? the water ran a deep pink until the basin of the tub cleared and all the dried blood was washed away . just you being here , in our section-it gave them hope . 