tired of her impossible fantasy , she let her eyes close as she thought of her ability to visit people . `` i do n't know , i just need to feel you . '' you wanted me out here with you , and you even brought a sex toy onto the plane to make me squirm , but now that we 're here , in the privacy of your home , you do n't want anything to do with me . how long are you going to punish us ? 