i hated knowing i 'd finally lost you to him . eating is for energy , for keeping meat on my bones . she was slowly beginning to understand his power . maybe i could grab a t-shirt of his to sleep in . did you drink it with a beautiful woman ? men have died from time to time and worms have eaten them-but not for love . '' your body hard and naked in front of me . `` seems like you were doing a fine job of saving yourself . '' im not certain i should go out like this . 