not when she was younger , when she got married , had kids . we 'd both come a long , long way since then . `` i could lend you my notes , if you want . '' dear lord , he was so handsome . remember to show respect to him and listen to all he says . i called to them both , `` she 's going to get sick if you guys keep bouncing her around like that ! '' my daily thoughts of her lasted way longer than brief moments . 