not that i thought i could relax enough to sleep ; i 'd likely stay up with my swords close by , just in case any shadowy figures slipped under the door and into the room . phrases like , `` oh my god , it was amazing ! '' it was that silver thread between them , shortening , pulling . all of which gave me plenty to worry about , but not enough time to think . i 'm glad that she has passed that to you . 