it. ask him to help you deal with it. perhaps that is the very purpose for him allowing it: to draw you closer to him.
he knows you better than you know yourself. maybe he wants to use you the way he is using my husband and me. we have come to believe it is an honor and a privilege that others stare at us because of our loss. you see, if we were just like everyone else, no one would really get drawn to god by us.
is there something about you that makes others stare at you? let them look! and let god use you! i believe that is why 