thanks to my second-best , i think weve reached a mutual understanding . i 'm sorry i did n't return our notebook to you . god , he was totally f**king crazy . he wondered how he could get her up to his apartment without being seen . honestly , i would n't trade one of those moments . seth turned around to face her . and they got in a wreck and i was n't there . '' blake carried me back , towards everyone . and the adventure i thought i was getting ? 