`` look at this , sergeant , '' one shouted and showed the company barrels piled high with apples and other fruits . if i demanded to know more , i 'd probably get the blindfold again . look , im sorry i went without you . at least with ben , i can sort of understand it . his claws are razor-sharp and he 's killed too often , too many , and now he wants to kill my own -- your own . only , things didnt turn out quite the way i expected . 