he walked out of her room , but she did n't follow him . what a blasted fool i am not to have thought of that before ! if it had n't been for jay ... , i completed it for him . she rested a hand on tammy 's shoulder . that night i lay in a stranger 's bed , but i could n't get her image out of my mind . i wasnt about to take the risk of having them closed for good with me on the wrong side . 