they loved each other- to distraction , almost- but they were n't healthy together . `` the order has my faith and my full trust . that would bring in more income and allow me more opportunities . i turn off my phone and shove it into my purse , and press the button . `` why do n't you ever try to protect yourself ? '' and soon he would be gone completely . she turned the light back off with a flick of her fingers . 