`` besides , uncle bobby is n't my father . '' it had been a while since she 'd experienced the turn of a season . even though i knew the blow off was coming , it still hurt . she pointed up to the mountain . a photo of one brother on the back of an enormous bucking bull . `` i have a desk piled up - `` `` baby , i need you . `` thanks , '' i said , when we were returning to my car . 