and i know i ca n't ... ca n't begin to compare how i feel , losing her like this , with how you feel- '' i walk around the desk and put my arms around the man who would have been my brother . `` she knows her stuff and sticks to her guns . '' he was bitten by snake in the night . i could n't even move without someone asking if i was okay . technically she still had three minutes . none of them are like me . i wouldnt expect you to feel any different . 