`` i swear , i will kill whoever did this . '' 'why would i want a kingdom that does n't pay ? ' they 're going to beat me to the truck . a thousand emotions battered me-joy , confusion , even anger because i was trying so hard to get past him , and here he was making me stumble . i screamed as his hands drifted down my front . followed him , pulling his belt out of its loops . she sighed , staring down at the pair of jeans she was holding in her hand . 