weird ... she could n't remember him picking it up again . yes , there is a rider in the documents . he wanted me to have every advantage if they ever discovered me . she gasped but could n't think as in the next second his palm was pressed between her thighs . in a flash , q whipped upright , picked me up and threw me on the bed . he was n't sure what she was talking about , so best keep his answers vague . i was still so angry with him , so i did n't bother calling . 