that 's the only thing you really have to fear . '' this work was hard , and it was her . it was by their hand that your father died . something about the tone of his voice set off alarms in her head . i spun around and launched myself at him , hugging him hard around the waist . who knows how far we 're going or if we 're heading the right way or what , but hours . desperate , i start marching away from her . 