she did n't want to stay , but there was nowhere to go , either . if the almighty died , then he was never god , that 's all . '' he flicked over a few pages , then stopped . yes , we were going to do this in a matter of minutes . didnt tell you to do that , buddy . after i pulled away , i kissed him on the cheek . but i doubted it could be any worse than some of the things i 'd seen and done in my lifetime . 