i dont want anyone to know that i have been crying . when her phone rang , she had the tiny hope it was tell . her headache was really getting bad . i 'm so excited , i feel like i 'm going to burst . i 'd found that kind of woman and , beyond all belief , she loved me . i could still feel her sliding over me in the dark guest room , could still hear her quiet whisper-beg , do n't break me . 