it 's extremely important that we locate him . '' he just hoped the things he had to do wouldnt be too ugly . `` i do n't think we can , '' i said softly . as if their god would n't forgive them their desire to live ? i had to yank on it , then rattle the door , then kick it , until finally it flew open to reveal a doorway and a room filled with ice that rose to mid-chest height . 