i knew it would be a long time before the hurt went away , if ever , but i knew in my heart that i had said my last goodbyes to ash . 't is n't proper for you to be doing such work . '' `` you sure know how to put a man 's balls in a vise , mixed-blood . '' i could really use a third hand to get everything done . practice patterns 1-6 on your own . let us hope he stays there for the next few weeks . then they did something really interesting . 