he wanted , more than anything , to get deep inside her , take a part of her she 'd never given to any other man , and stay there . one of the things which did not seem quite to fit was what he had said about the hiding place . `` you mean he may be a gangster ? '' i turned into him , burying my face in his chest and gripping his shirt . you aint gon na see the daylight ever again ! i dont want to leave here until we decide upon a course of action . 