as she 'd stood under the spray , she had tried to prepare herself for what would come next . he gave her an injured look . his grip tightens and i realize how small i am compared to him , compared to any man . he answered straight away and gave his super stars a stern look to quiet them . `` that also explains why , when we first rode away from camp , he was ever so much faster than the horse you 're riding , and i kept having to hold him back . '' 