the next most complicated part was figuring out how to get me to this secret location . i look exactly like her , actually , which is probably hard on my dad right now . the two new zombies didnt seem to care about tonys body . `` but you would n't understand that , would you ? she stumbled to the couch and collapsed into the cushions before she pressed shaking fingers to her lips . just drive by , i begged in my head . either god was n't there , or he was no longer listening . 