`` it took me months to find the nerve to talk at school again . the beast opened its mouth and shot out a wad of black spit . i will destroy those who seek harm to me , my family , or my empire . `` then you have n't had sex worth turning off your brain for . '' she pressed her lips together in a smile . he turned to his little sister . she sat still , a frozen lead statue in his lap , not moving or talking . he paused next to her when she didnt look up . 