i did n't care what happened to anyone , even myself , as long as i found her . i said this because there was a note at the bottom of the box on which i wrote , `` your real gift comes after a kiss . '' `` ready to get behind the wheel ? '' but that did n't mean she should know every deep , dark secret that i had . she gasped , but he thought it was because of what he was doing to her nipple more than what he 'd said . 