it felt so real but that feeling of reality only faded as the day wore on . to get out of that place , she 'd be ready to promise plenty . she could spot that mess of shaggy blonde hair anywhere . hope surged , and sensing it , the vampire turned around . im pretty sure he was drunk too . and he was n't going to do it , he decided . i rubbed my temples with my middle fingers . he walked toward the window and moved the curtains , staring out over central park . 