chapter two i had gotten a full ride to a top university in massachusetts , and although i was excited to be away from home , i was also a little bit nervous . apparently this fight is n't interesting enough for him . `` i should get home , let you sleep . almost , because somehow the tears would n't quite come . 3 i sat the phone on the bathroom counter and looked into the mirror , touching the end of the lip gloss wand to my bottom lip . 