i dont think ken as my lover , thats a different story . two headlights followed us up the narrow opening that was more dirt and gravel than pavement . she is n't referring to the marriage , she 's referring to the honeymoon . `` why are you staring at me ? he delayed and her fingers clutched his waist . he had no reason not to do it , after all . when she gets started crying , she ca n't quit that either . she opened her eyes and looked up at him with wide eyes , her smile growing slowly . 