i asked , and he shrugged , eating a piece of bacon . `` the smell out here is killing me . '' i smiled , but didnt know what to say . `` i know you have n't wanted to hear an explanation , but i think it 's time we finally talked about what happened so you can understand why i got married that weekend . i want to make love to my wife , to hear you moan when i bring you pleasure . '' `` i could have had that months ago ? '' 