it had been adopted as the order 's symbol of freedom . how can you know if i 'm telling the truth if i deny it ? '' `` look over there , two strings of wire on the poles going across the opening . i felt the satin when it landed around my ankles . `` if you ever wanted me to read it for- '' `` no , davy , '' i say quickly . she 's freaking out , and i ca n't seem to find the right words to explain myself . and i was not settling for just anyone ! 