how was i ever meant to keep my heart safe ? i turned away , my stomach heaving while i told it to sit down and shut up . what a pair , to murder their own sister like that . he feels awful having to lie to sam like this . he really enjoyed getting to her , sitting back and watching the fireworks explode in her amber eyes . im doing okay as long as i dont think about his words from the car . the chief stepped forward with a frozen smile and soft voice . 