and during that half hour , gray did n't take off my boots . a shadow steps into the far doorway . this next house was a new one to toby . i saw him pick up around the house , sliding items into drawers . i am the leader of an organization fighting for justice and peace . and the story i 'm familiar with begins . getting in , he says , were early , so do you want to grab a bite to eat first ? and he could imagine the sort of advice she 'd give . 