instead it 's whispering that calling josh would n't be so bad . q grabbed my breast with one hand . jack asked , doing nothing to hide the anger in his voice . `` however , right now is n't really the time to hash all of this . `` not if you change the will , '' i said . the room is a dark , stuffy , beer-smelling cave . the pain in his voice went straight into my heart . it figured that it would be that one . 