i turned my head and he was on the other side of me , smiling and waving to all the people . im really flattered and everything , but this was a huge mistake i should never have let it happen in the first place , i know but thats no excuse , i simply cant let it continue . but she could n't be alarmed of her mother 's passing just yet . her gaze burned into him a moment longer and then the red faded from her eyes . i promised the way they did in the movies . 