he only drank and smothered himself in the cows flesh . at least we do n't have kids . '' you , he whispered , stepping closer to her and extended a hand , as if to stroke her hair , are everything . steer the same course till we see what 's up ! '' because this was the only way i had any hope of living to see the sunrise-and making sure that the people i loved did the same . do n't ask the question if you do n't want the answer . 