nicolas has already begun the journey . like my house , it was a split-level , but much larger and newer . `` i 'm kind of the queen of being natural . he looked at me over his shoulder and i saw everything i wanted from him in that electric-hot gaze . `` he said it was n't far , maybe we could just walk ? '' you say its boring , but i have to admit im a bit jealous . i dont ever want to remember that place . 