it was as if the universe was holding its breath in fear . he didnt know how much time he had . i know he died at your house , and i know he was screwing you . `` started to a couple of months ago , '' i said , and shrugged . my father had given us precious little , god knew , but he had taught us when to be afraid . i told them i was meeting you , what ? bless me , if ye are n't a bit simple , lass . '' 