this hurt so much ; it made me angry . she was smiling , as if what she was saying were nothing more than a joke , but he could hear the truth beneath her teasing words . so i make this place sound like a nursery , and i make you sound like a nanny . cool i said , but i did not look up . said grace placing a cup of tea in front of the visitor . she whisper-shouted as she glared at ava . why that was , riley didnt know or care . 