`` this explains a whole hell of a lot , '' cole said loudly . im sorry im jealous of mill and you . but not as much as he 'd missed her . i heaved an irritated sigh and turned my eyes back to the road . the dressing was in place , but her satin gown had slipped off one shoulder . she wants a full on girl 's day . i peel her limbs away just short of landing her on the floor . and most of all , he dreamed of cheating death . 