i go fishing off the rocks every morning and have fresh fish for breakfast then hunt around my lawn and eat any dandelion flowers that have popped up . the moment came back to her vividly . that ship left the base on 17th october . i watched the emotions play across his face relief , joy , awe as color filled his pale cheeks again . i do not need anything except perhaps a friend and companion in my final hours . '' she illustrated all this as i did with her strap , and i was crying softly now between my moans . 