`` and what do you ask of me in return ? '' `` come before you break your fool neck . i wanted to pretend that my heart did n't feel like it was cracking . he took my hand , weaving our fingers together . `` it 's sam , '' i say , hoping to elicit some kind of reaction from him . i 'm sorry i did n't have a chance to greet you personally when you arrived , but , well , the great mother had me preparing some surprises for your arrival . '' 