and because i struggle to be a hopeless romantic, i look for as many ways as possible to show her how utterly miserable i am without her. some light rain will fall throughout the day. it helps them feel like there is a system. responsible company, payment always on time. i simply cannot get it to work. i decided, since i wanted to make money with my music too, that i needed to do what they were doing. october 1st soon came around and i felt like i had disappointed myself by not giving them a proper listen. 