right where his new tattoo was . she was willing to give herself to him-with no strings attached . what if we screw this up ? he grinned and guided me toward the doorway and the lunch line . i hit a nerve there , but i meant to . all the noises just lock tight in my chest . and with my soul came free will . 'if you mention jenny or me , you 're dead . in fact , for a time , she was speechless . 