purely out of interest , you understand . '' if they 're part of the underground , they could help . sandy and here kitty rushed out past me almost knocking me down the steps . finally feeling better , she rested her head back against the ledge and sighed with relief . there are a few doors upstairs , but he leads me straight into his bedroom . even the deep state was involved in this event . when i looked at him , he was grinning at me . he had n't smiled for real in a long , long time . 