`` no , but i wish i had , '' he returned softly . she took his hand and led him to the door , then kissed his cheek and gently shoved him outside . now his heart was racing , his adrenaline pumping . anyway we got the animal off , wasnt a sick animal or nothing . they were all husbands and family men now , and that was the last thing i wanted . i mean , it was all my fault , was n't it ? dallas is n't in the living room , but i have to find her . 