the stall door on the end was closed and i could see her gray tennis shoes beneath the opening . and i know how hard this is for you . keeping the chain in place at the top of her door , she swung the dead bolt and opened the door two inches . but am i going to live it in fear ? i just saw you last night at the wedding . i demand that you take me back to my grandfather 's place . `` do n't you want me to move to denver ? '' 