i must move on and realize that there is still a lot of growing for me to do.
i also realize that there is an enemy who would love to use a little doubt in order to put a wedge between god and i. this enemy wants me to forget to give thanks with a grateful heart.
being fully aware of this, i commit to not allowing that happen.
but are we really believing that he is being fully good and kind toward us in every situation?
i think this struggle is not unusual for many of us, and in fact i believe it is virtually impossible to completely trust in god’s kindness 100% 