`` film room , good idea , must have been mine , that one . '' she just sat there , her lips tight , and even when he still stood there watching her she would not speak . he moved deeper into the room , but did not let go of my hand . after that and knowing where to look , he saw them more frequently . but what if he was a monster and the moment i freed him , he knew i 'd run . frowning , i dropped my eyes and brushed a smudge of dirt off my boot . 