if he is there , i hope he has a strong stomach . his small mouth was stretched into a smile as he stepped forward to shake our hands . 'very big man in the undead community , sir , ' said carrot . `` pigeon , '' i said , panting , `` it does n't have to be tonight . but you have to understand , she suffered a lot , and as her friend , that made me hurt for her . the nightmare , that terrible nightmare , it was over , so why wasnt she in her own bedroom . 