her hands had been shaking a bit too much for control of the steering wheel . i guess i mean , i do n't care about me-at least ... i did n't until you . '' she was n't going anywhere with head case . his parents had both worked multiple jobs almost his whole life to make sure he and his brothers had the things they needed . `` i prefer to call it a death wish . '' she gave me a special part of her last night , and i almost fucked it up . 