i still cant believe im here , she said . her hand was the only part of her touching him . it looked to be a recording that had come from a security camera . `` i have to go , '' he said loudly . as they reached the door the waitresses ran towards them , no longer smiling . he repeated their names to himself whenever he felt his anger towards them slipping . he had n't planned their first time to be like this and was n't taking his time with her . 