he paused as everyone in the room listened intently . i was obviously more susceptible to my lifes sorrows . now i was tied so tight to him i was certain i 'd never get loose and i did n't want to . each man according to his means ; that was fair enough . as he filled her mouth with his tongue again , she dropped her hands to his waist and bunched up the fabric of his lab coat , until she could reach his shirt beneath . 'there 's no really graceful way to come out of no-time . 