i don’t feel ashamed if i can’t take them to the library because i’m too busy to drive them into town; we just renew the books and wait until we have time to go. i had no more an idea “what to do with my life” than i had a year and a half before. these need to be painted over. it’s a drop in funding for your local schools and students. you might think that your home is your safe haven, your ideal paradise where nothing bad can happen, and your family is safe. 