more than anything i just want to touch her , but i 'm almost afraid to . she said , `live long enough to see everyone you love die . she tried to think of it as a scientist , as a researcher , would . it made me think of what type of father marcus would be . the heat was intense , too much , but i needed more . so who is she , if its okay to ask ? hed been driving nine hours straight . the thought of her taking care of his home warmed his half-frozen body . 