he wondered , just for the briefest of moments , if he was really saving her . a twinkle that , if i 'm honest , i did n't deserve . `` maybe that would be for the best , '' he said . `` yeah , heavy knew what he was doing about five years ago when he should have retired . she had n't expected him to bother . go find your whore and give her a good shove . `` i am so much obliged to you both for your kind assistance and hospitality . 