when she came over he ordered another round and a pair of beef pies . duff 's shoulders tipped back , full of self-importance . taking a deep breath , she told herself to suck it up . i have to roll it up in order to get in and out of my apartment . never losing eye contact i kiss her one last time before i take her hand in mine and gently tug her towards the door . her gentle voice made his thundering heart relax . 'not for yourself , daisy , ' he said quietly . 