there was a moment of silence and the doors opened again . `` it 's going to be difficult , '' i point out , `` to operate the branch properly as people start to bail out . well my day always said that i should keep busy while i was looking for work . 'get up right now and stop laughing . ' for two minutes i breathed in the close , sweet-sour saturated stink , stepped forward , and locked both my hands around her head . 