he caught up to her , felt the rhythm of her moving limbs , closed his teeth over her elbow as it swung back-and pulled her down . `` i regret the lost years i should have had with you . i told her that i would n't let go , no matter what happened . '' by climbing on to it he could see behind the screen , to where the light was . but i knew , under it , you would n't let her do something she was n't ready for . she was ready for all of them . 