she faded in and out of sleep . and you 're going to hold back by concentrating on one thing , and one thing only . '' he was grinning as he entered the dining hall . i need to get them out of my mind . have i told you how good those jeans look on you ? '' the muscles in his shoulders protest at the added weight . though the guy would probably notice her more if her face was n't glued to the inside of a book . 