god i hate being pregnant already if this is what i have to look forward to for the next few months . with or without the gold , he had to get the hell away from him . `` just ... i need to know we 're okay-you and me , '' i pleaded . kissing him , in that moment , seemed much more important than some silly pouch . i take a sip from my water bottle , clear my throat , and then answer . shaking my head , i walked away and moaned . 