the truth is , i did n't really know i was gay until i fell for mike . i lay my head on his chest and start crying . the inn must have something good . `` they 're in that same system , obviously . '' he skipped down to the section on her childhood . i spun myself off to one side as if hed led me there . how close he had come to giving himself away . look , we both know the threat does n't end here . not that theres anything wrong with that . 