hammer 's hand tightened around his glass . the girls ribs and hips poked through her skin , and her skin hung loose on her . her guts were twisted with the ghostly grief and desire she 'd felt in the vision . and sadly , im not certain i could be mean to summer , even knowing the truth . `` i 'm going to kick it if you do n't . '' i exploded , or at least the world around me did . 