because if i did , i was afraid hed come home when my period was over and try to get me pregnant again . im sorry , brother , about everything im sorry . it was missing from my life when i lived in the city . you 're the one pulling away from the gifts you have , pulling away from me . no shes not , teacher told him . he pulled my head against his chest and planted a gentle kiss on my brow . i reached into my bag with a frown . we do n't need any more accidents . 