`` maybe we should talk about- '' `` nope . there is only a get-rich-quick , make-a-name-for-yourself-fast philosophy . he sat down on the chic , mustard colored coffee table in front of me and rested his elbows on his knees so that he could lean forward and meet my eyes at an even level . `` maybe we should check though the window or something first before we go in . '' when he gently stroked my swollen lips with a finger , i had to bite my lip to stop from begging him to take me . 