you mean , when you were talking about starting a family , he was screwing around ? he glanced down at the sand , breaking eye contact , like he was ashamed . i take a deep breath and ask , `` what do i do with this ? i appreciate you being willing to go with me to the clinic . '' she threw a twenty and a ten onto the counter , grabbed the bag , and left the counter for the door . he 'd been so sure , so convincing , i believed him . 