he signaled one of the waiters and ordered an expensive scotch . we choose good or we choose evil . i did n't trust the locks would keep her in if she truly wanted to go . `` now is the time to connect as partners having a baby . and plowed into the very man she was trying to escape . and it was a long time before we remembered where we were . then though , my stomach fluttered with butterflies . and when i got there i saw two of them had been set off . 