as i moved inside of her , something inside of me gave way , and i knew i would never go back to the way i 'd been before her . `` i will not ask for your company on this journey . he is making a little sighing noise . the silence in the room quickly turned awkward . she grabs her phone off the dresser and then sits down at the foot of the bed . i barely make it down the slight incline leading onto the cement slab behind the building . 