`` it did n't take long until the best part of my life was being with her . that 's why i ca n't let myself be happy . you put me , the enemy , the one who created alfalfa , smack in the middle of the most critical stage of your plan . she didnt whine , cry or pout . back down on the grass , about a quarter mile to the north , was a white sign about the height and width of a garage door . you have no idea where your friends are and we are desperate . 