then she dropped the key in her pocket and opened it , pushing the creaking storm door back and turned left , away from the impala . lucy might have just been injured . forever is n't long enough to show you how i feel . '' i had felt a great deal of fear in the last few weeks but i 'd never been so terrified in all my life than i was at that moment . and in the dust i saw a faint bit of color . by how much she would not know until she received her own reports . 