let 's hurry and get down to the station . she did n't want to consider too closely how it made her feel , either . i send word for bo'sun morgan and for higgins . hes helped me before without giving me a debt to pay . `` do what i was doing just now , '' she ordered . her breathing seemed to be normal . sooner or later he had to turn it back on . there had been a mystery to the site back then . you are afraid of me , little peony ? 