i can get into a cab and come get you if- '' `` if what ? he is confusing me so much . you obviously dont think you need me any longer . thats the same white stuff that coats these walls . `` but i thought ... carol told me you did n't believe the baby is yours . '' he wouldnt feel the pain , only the indignation i had caused him . i actually had an entire album in my closet dedicated to stolen pictures of her . they were talking about their husbands and the strange way life sometimes works . 