`` did you even try to find me once ? come test your sword against me , half man . '' basically , really-really-re-hilly embarrassed . it was a look that made my heart race with fear . `` i thought i could count on you for information . '' i watched the steam rise out of the mouth of my coffee cup . it must have been some kind of bug , i guess . i drew a long breath , and wiped the perspiration from my brow with my glove . he looked at me a long time before answering . 