and if i ca n't have you , i want to be like rufus and peter and lie out in the sun as though i did n't have a care in the world . i felt like i 'd slept the day away , but somehow i felt myself drifting off even as he tended to me . he 'd seen other guys do the same thing and had never understood what led mature men to do something so juvenile . anyway , i am very impressed with your driving . i was falling more and more by the second . 