i do n't mean to , but i pull my bottom lip into my mouth again and nibble on it . i told him , for the book was right here , sitting in one of the vertical file compartments of the roll-top . what if i forget what she looks like ? he is waiting in his office . or are they already dead too ? she wanted it to last a little longer . it seemed as if everyone liked him , wanted to get close to him . i have never needed anything but money for food and somewhere to sleep . 