he could n't feel his arms or legs . your power over me scares me . '' i broke the seal on the envelope and pulled out a crisp piece of paper . she knew he was n't a real possibility in the long run , but for the next few days , he was all hers . `` oh , that 's nice , '' she murmured when his entire length filled her . the youthful face turned away from us , the youthful body starting to turn away as well . `` i know , '' lucas replied , his voice fading . 