thats why i love you , he said , bringing his lips to meet hers once more . i , too , felt the same sadness thinking about him leaving . they are not through with love . it 's what two people do when they go out on a date . `` i 'm leaving and you ca n't stop me . '' `` you would n't want me to kill him . '' my mind was working through any and all possibilities . he could do without the words . he looked at me with this stupid dreamy expression . 