i could tell this was going to be a really interesting date . my heart is aching and my mind is tangled , so i need your help to make sense of it . shutting the door behind him , i walk back to get my laundry started and to start reading for one of my classes . `` you 're going to hate me , but i do n't exactly remember . `` oh , your mother locked the door , '' she said . she was just joking about trading him in . what do you think about that technique ? 