i fold my apron to one side and reach into the pocket of my armor . i forced you to change- she grabbed his arms , making him focus his attention on her . joe stood beside her , an arm round her shoulders . `` okay , '' she says , working to smile , like she does n't believe me . it may sound strange ... '' `` not at all , '' he said as he tucked her tight against him , this amazing woman he damn well did n't deserve but could n't bring himself to give up . 