`` and honestly , '' i begin again , taking off my sunglasses . jack did n't move , did n't even blink . it was after midnight , but i was n't tired . lucky for me , it was intact . the wine went down easily and made her stomach feel better . im the puppetmaster , not that im in love with the name or anything . `` no , your father was the happiest i had ever seen him , but it was difficult . he balled his fists , crumpled his brow , locked his jaw , and turned . 