so i had to really work at playing it cool as i made my way over to the building where i would be working . i knew the feeling well , and , sister , it does n't go away . `` it only comes true on a birthday cake . `` how do you get such great service ? '' lily took the soap and started washing my arms that were holding her against me ; then i took it from her hands and soaped her breast . squinting down at me , he examines me closely . 