as soon as the coffin was no longer in my sight i squeezed my eyes shut and focused on my breathing . i could feel my legs , and i wiggled them , too . he found it hard to believe only a week before that he had been a normal person moping all the way up the stairs in a lowly car park . i was n't sure why , exactly , but it did . answered the doctor from the door . he has a track record of amateur press releases . '' 