but what we needed was some time , time to think about this and figure out a way to deal with it . how could jeff be used as a trap ? '' to his mind , we could simply make the decision and start over . breath hot on my cheek as he rubbed his five o'clock shadow along my jaw . then maybe tonight i would take a drive by her house . loved him so much he wanted to take carter everywhere . he pulled out the driver and handed it to bond . 