im sorry by the way , for how i acted the last time we met . `` our last one with them living at home . '' i do n't wan na wake up as a frog or find myself on the bottom of the ocean or something crazy like that . '' with shaking fingers , i slide my panties down my legs , strip my bra off , and then wait to see nick 's response . `` there was one director who was just a hard ass . because of his silence , i assumed that the answer was yes . 