hell , most adults feel that way too , just not as consistently . what would it take to get rid of it ? since hed found out she was coming back , hed spent many hours deciding what would be the best way to punish her . i 'd somehow crawled into bed during the middle of the night . i paused , trying to make the thoughts in my head come out right . larry , a seasoned ranch hand that had worked at the ranch since her father was alive , lived in one of the smaller places . 