it felt like the doctors , nurses , and even cashiers all believed my son would heal . he turned and ran , leaving his car behind . flowers and trimmed bushes lined the walkway to the front door . i hate myself for making him feel that way , but its nothing new . i wanted to give you the time you needed to sort out things . if it is good news , let me hear it . but i did find these while you ass holes were drunk . `` it 's like the vampire in the diner who went crazy . 