`` i was just as shocked as you are , trust me . '' it did n't matter , he 'd lie and say he found it . the one in the rear car looked like a servant to him . `` she has to wake up soon . `` the dragon gods will not stand for this ! he takes his place at the front of the room , papers spilling out of his case . we thought wed use it during any attack by indians . each time , she looks back at me , holding my gaze but never speaking . 