`` have you a particular person in mind ? '' after a quick look at tyler to make sure he was deep in the game , i turned slightly toward his cousin . caroline followed me as we wandered into theater seven and sat in the very last row . then i closed my eyes and it all turned black . `` you do what you want jay , '' i told him . but life with her had been wonderful . this was partly because she was old as dirt . he drops the volume of his voice to match hers . 