what have you been doing all morning ? jeff took one last look at her . wade turned his glass around , looking through the ice floating in the water . remember , damn it , he commanded himself . `` you replaced me with a shaved poodle ? '' those eyes floated above her tiny nose , and smooth features . i had three other people try , but they 're gone too . '' even if it was only in a room of people . but now he was gone forever and she would never know what could have been . 