watching dad 's face tense in disappointment , eureka realized how stupid she 'd been . i have already begun to do that . needed more , still had to have more . it headed directly at the hole . i guess its just this place , you know what i mean ? she ran the soft terry cloth over her cheek and closed her eyes against the sudden slash of pain . i was expecting a call a couple of weeks ago about my latest test results . he looks boyish and charming in a humble sort of way . 