she examined the names , and with a wave of her hand , she crossed off well over two dozen . its not ideal at the time , but like i said , by the time the source of the connection becomes clear ill want to be here . we both melted into the shadows , becoming vampire still , and waited . and have there been any problems since ? `` i would have liked to have seen that fight . my insides felt tight and all my muscles shook with my effort to control myself . 