and with time , the pain becomes less and less . she needed to run , clear her mind and thoughts . i looked around , trying to find marcus . if we go there and set up a new government then we will be like gods to them . having lived through the last three days , he could only be amazed that more of them did n't sink . part of me wondered if he was going to raise my skirt , jerk my panties down around my ankles , and f**k me right then and there . 