i dont know if i want to know what happened . fake it till you make it , i muttered to myself in encouragement . he had to catch a flight right back . '' timing and focus , those were his strengths . the soft melody of hallelujah still played through my mind . relief flooded the younger mans face . he said it wore off when i was sixteen . '' it helps after one of our kind has fed off you . '' the mother has given permission for you to see him . 