she shook her head and closed her eyes as she moaned on the bed beneath me . sparky pulled his shirt tight as a gust of fall wind chilled him to the bone . going to drink away six months of pay ? `` i was thinking ... and you do n't have to ... it 's just something that ... i mean , you can , but if it makes you uncomfortable ... '' i finally stop her rambling by touching her hand . the smell is not that of deer . 