i remember watching her at the stove in the mornings trying to heat the water to make coffee . his voice was low and harsh , like it had been the day they had set sail , and celeste was officially terrified . of course you do n't because you 're innocent ... and perfect . `` why is one corner of this pillow drooled on and chewed ? '' `` the weapon proves to be too well hidden . '' `` glad he was n't here when i was in high school . 