'a good speech is always drawn on a community of interest . he killed the engine , hoping to hear another engine instead . luke looked at me , and i looked at him . i was about to lose my mind if i did n't find out where he was or at least find out if he was okay . did she really have to kill him ? ill try not to marry while youre away , she teased . i groaned , my back arching , and for once i did n't feel a bit self-conscious . 