the captain was not quite certain . at his tight nod , she continued . i stopped walking and joe stopped in front of me so close we were toe-to-toe . i didnt care if the water came from the tap , it was free . there was n't anything in the world that i would n't have done for her . i dont even know why im helping you with this . jake said , quickly taking another bite of his bloody steak . i squeezed my eyes shut and took a breath . 