as in the case with many things that are totally familiar , he had n't really looked at it for years . she continued talking without slowing her pace . mason and cooper had their heads hung down . its not a happy topic as you might imagine . he imagined what holding her in his arms would feel like . people always thought it was weird , which is why i usually remembered to refer to them differently at school . that 's all i am asking , which is n't f**king much . '' 