mark and alec moved from house to house , searching them from top to bottom . because like i said , you are a much bigger and better man than me . it was like entering a tunnel but there was no light at the end of it . `` is your husband off working and leaving you to fend for yourself ? '' i was a breath away when emma found a note saying i was dead and warning her that if she did n't pretend to be me , she 'd be dead , too . 