when i say that , i mean two people seeing each other for the first time and the moment their eyes meet theres an instant connection . i do n't want to ... interrupt your life . '' i swear to god , this girl is like sunshine . i worked a little harder at it than i had to , maybe . but i was wedged between two stools . the pain hits hard as i blink back the tears . `` my back hurts so bad it wakes me up in the morning . '' 