`` gram told me you were going to go after her . she did n't look like the girl i 'd grown up with or the girl i 'd come recently to know . i put my hand out between us , a weak attempt at keeping him away . i glanced down at the floor to see my pictures scattered everywhere . he had n't really thought she 'd wait up on the ridge , but just once he wished she would n't go racing into danger . time to go , the nurse says as she pushes me out into the hall . 