looking at her hands , she remembered how her palms had been coated with the girl 's blood . she never wears anything after midnight . it was impossible to hide behind an orange tree while wearing a grand habit . i think of cross and press on . i look at you , and i feel okay . it suggested he had thought something along those lines . if it makes you more comfortable we can stay out here all night . another crack of thunder made her jump . playground logic ; i guess that was it . 