that would have solved a lot of our problems , '' texas says . i let the city and the industry beat me . my demise might have been quicker that way . `` you did n't say a word about an island and being in the middle of the rain forest . as much as i 'd like to be a warrior and fight for the ones i love i just ca n't . grant went to look at the computer screen . you must go , but i must stay . ' 