`` you 're going to watch it later . '' female bodies filled more than three-quarters of the room , and there was a crowd of screaming people by the stage . and as always with this man , being with him was heaven and hell . my chest tightened and burned with a need that was n't just physical . i did not mean to spy on you . one last time , she stopped at looked at him . has the dog been to the loo ? ' 