i opened my eyes , looked at my alarm clock and saw it was nearly nine . youre the only one i know whos up at the crack of dawn like i am . it feels weird talking to someone new . it would soon reach some peak . and that adds another level of risk . lass , i wo n't let go , i promise you . your head and heart will lie , but your gut wo n't let you down . '' `` that 's okay , i was just going to get a glass of water . '' 