it was like walking into a brick wall over and over again . man , he wanted to lick that right off . peeling myself off him , i try to pretend i did not just grunt in front of him . rita will bring the main course next . i am here because she is who she is . to be honest about it , she was n't very tidy when i first saw her . ' `` he was just teaching me the theory on line jumping . when his blue eyes finally meet mine , the apology is in them . 