from the second story window , there was a clear view out over the water . his patience seemed at an end . fine-if he did n't want to give her an actual number ... `` do you feel old ? '' `` you can get any idiot to do a jump and a sit spin . the men who had murmured in fear now fell silent . for a moment , i imagine myself being kissed by that killer , and i panic . this is about more than just trees . he went back to his ex-wife . 