`` calling it a crush makes it sound normal , '' he muttered . the sight of that red smear excited me , made me pleased . and that im not getting anywhere . obviously , she was n't going to get any answers from him for now . the room was silent in answer . he could only tell me it was all right . the skinny guy from the car repair shop is standing next to rebel . how can you follow a man who doesnt care if you get killed ? he bounced off the chair and back into the straps . 