i 'm just more aware than ever what it means and how many times i have left to say it . theres a lot of alpha males in the picture and we need to come to an agreement on whos in charge . like i say , i sneaked up there just before dawn . she seemed to lose interest in the whole conversation . i bit my bottom lip with a guilty grin , color flooded my cheeks . so i thought of checking whether the door was looked ... then i turned the door lock and the door open . 