still , it is much the same thing as a crocodile , is it not ? '' `` what kind of guy lets a woman he invites to breakfast pay her own way ? '' she winked at me , the first show of humor . it did n't seem possible that cam had fit all that in his bag - or that he 'd been planning on eating all this food by himself . we were making plans to meet , or we were together , or we were talking on the telephone . where the hell had they gone ? 