you understand this is a one time deal , dont you ? after her run , she had decided to busy herself with cleaning and organizing the studio . or at least , we 're usually able to convince ourselves that we are n't . '' josh stumbled down and reached for my phone . but how was she going to do this ? he pressed his mouth against hers again , traced her jaw with his fingers , and then opened her lips . i realize we 're still shaking hands , and his eyes are taking me in . 