i know it 's late , but- '' `` what 's wrong ? '' i was happy to be riding with her . `` whatever you do , do n't go inside until we get there . '' `` if he still has the will and he comes through this in the next few days , he may well do so . '' he felt incredibly relaxed , like he was at home . instead of being filled with dread , she was actually looking forward to tomorrow 's doctor 's appointment . 