not that she would ever reveal that particular piece of information to her father . `` i think i 'm gon na go for a walk . `` she 's determined its only morning sickness . she knew he would n't hurt her . i 'm man enough to do my own dirty work . `` most of all , he wants that for you , too . '' but there is no way to triumph . `` yeah , '' i said , much more brightly than i felt . 