i was going to see to that . that they can search our rooms at any time ? he stuffed his wrench into a hip pocket and wiped the sweat from his face . she said when she looked up . we had to look calm , in control , and dangerous , rather than desperate and out of options . `` what are the blue pills for ? '' she exclaimed , whipping her head toward me and almost slapping me in the face with one of her golden , curly locks . lark had been so amazing with the baby . 