i freely admit he was a much better student than i was . i wanted to help her get over the monsters in her nightmares , but was helpless to do anything about them other than to hold her while she slept at night . after giving it some careful thought he decided to force her to sit motionless while he let out the spiders slowly , one by one , onto her bare breasts . youre not thinking straight right now . there was a hush in the night air and traffic was quieter than usual . 