my heart cracked with the temptation . he wore an almost mesmerized expression . like sticking my hand in the garbage disposal . '' `` it is whatever the warrior wants it to be . traffic up there was light , even though first street itself was already building up to the afternoon rush hour . she met me at the door and i had to stop myself from drawing a quick breath of dismay when i saw her . `` let me out at the curb . '' the other two bullies were home sick for the week . 