she said that she 'd been overweight as a child , but he could see no evidence of it . i hoped she 'd called back one hundred times since i 'd gone outside . `` if i leave it and go anyway ? '' i do n't speak your language and you certainly do n't speak mine . he knows , but does not yet know he knows . `` and what 's the story you 're writing ? '' and that he was safe , for the moment . but how did you avoid it ? 