she glared at him , obviously upset by the implication that she could be that shallow . she rolled onto her elbows and smiled at a little girl with brown hair playing on a swing nearby . and not being able to do a damn thing about it ? '' like we were just having a casual conversation after work , like he was n't giving me yet another chance to open up . there was not a sign of what they had done . with or without them , he wanted the best for me . 