the last thing she wanted was sympathy . he nodded and silently went into his room . disappointed , he left a little `` gift '' and moved on . i 'm hopeful it 's coop who 's jogging his way over . she fought back tears of joy at his touch . he really is alone in whatever hell this is . we took a ride out to an island to ... '' he was floundering . `` do n't use that phrase , i hate it . she was n't just ill , she was violently ill . 