before i passed out every night , it was with her name on my lips . is he asking what i think he is ? i had not one clue where to begin . it did n't take long to get to wherever they were taking us and we were being herded out of the car and led through more cold , damp grass . `` i do n't know but i 'm sure as f**k going to find out . '' things were n't so strange after all , i thought . 