i ca n't breathe and i fall to the ground on my knees , choking for air . `` we did n't even bring our sleeping bags . '' sam could feel rough wool against part of his ass and his lower back . well , maybe im a bit late , but i get there . how did you do last year ? '' and there wasnt one damn thing i could do about it . i ca n't see how i let this happen . he knew when he finally got inside her , he would n't last two minutes . 