he belonged to another college though , in these later years of his life , he hardly taught at all . none of it works , because i 'm still here an hour later and i 'm still wide awake . they entered her chamber and closed the door . my father 's voice crept into my head . she didnt know why , but she felt like this pain , was like going home . riley 's presence helped , but he preferred the outdoors and the mountains . i turn my face and breathe him in , too . 