`` at least you still remember you 're gay . '' after the way they 'd just responded to each other , he 'd begun to think that maybe the two of them ... well . there are too many cowboy hats and boots in this place for me . the air goes out of my lungs . they just did n't say anything at all . nor had he come to her apartment . what makes him think hes so special ? when he was done , he rocked her gently in his arms . 