`` not until you have listened to sense . '' there 'd been nothing and no one to help his family . i remove my shoes and tape , lie on my back , close my eyes , and breathe . he would lay down his life before causing her such pain . kind of you to take an interest . '' i did n't want her to trust us like she did . i am , but im afraid i may have realized too late that his fear of his father runs a lot deeper than whatever feelings he might have for me . 