what does he think about you being here ? '' that would be awesome , she said . none of this means anything to me if she dies . '' he was afraid that words would cheat him of this miracle . at the other end of the able , mac lowered his newspaper . why are people letting him get away with it ? 'so why do you hide so much away from me , then ? ' the night had just gotten a little more interesting . but she found a pen and took down his number . 