`` i thought you would be wearing a skirt . he just wanted to hold her , hoping that he would n't wake up and it all be a cruel dream . when i was younger , she would never allow me to whistle inside the house . she appeared to think before she spoke as though worried about the way her words would be received . but from what rosemary told toby , brad would be out of commission for quite a while . may have even thought i could do it , i wanted the job so damn badly . 