we have done nothing to earn this . '' or perhaps impulsive was a better adjective to describe her . i mean , it is possible , is n't it ? instead , all i can do is lie there and continue staring up at the ceiling . but the job was working for her for now , allowing her to save up for her next move - though she was n't saving much . she was still trying to get her balance . i think im more worried that when the moment is there , you wont be able to forget . 