for what , i havent figured out , but the point is , i shouldnt have to explain myself to you . poor man probably thinks he is going insane . james had been tortured by her side , after he had saved my life , after he had helped me run away . `` you understand the concept of karma ? could the milk have totally fried his brain ? his body returned to normal ; then his muscles continued to grow , becoming large and powerful , growing bigger , even , than ham 's . 