shouldnt you be getting ready for bed ? my chest gets tight and i feel tears threaten as my eyes scan his handsome face and his politely interested expression . but i 'm not supposed to be thinking about him . a band had been setting up while the guests arrived , and now they started to play . you were pretty mean to him . when his blue gaze finally lifted to my eyes , it felt like i 'd die . still , i did as he said and let the water wash away my tears . 