weeping and blind , i dove through the gate and howled as half my soul ripped away . i 'm losing my inner battle to keep calm . you told me to stay away from her , remember ? they will make me kill you soon . he came out and fell into step with graves . a guy in the other car sticks his head out of the window . `` one moment , '' he says , still smiling . the cold fingers of the wind feel good on my face . 