least. there really is no recovering any kind of relationship from what i have done and i don't think that there should be. but i am thankful.
i am thankful for being reminded of what can be created (and destroyed) when you concentrate so much on yourself, your interests, your image. when you care so little about how that affects those you claim to care for. i am thankful for being reminded of how the past few months have felt, of how completely defeated i felt when i received a similar note a short time ago. it helps me see that progress has been made.
i feel a need to be open 