thats why the times i get to share things with you , at least the negative things , it helps me deal with the situation and put life back into perspective . `` these are difficult times , and those who do n't have the church 's support will find life harsh in the coming months . and this guy with a fat checkbook could really be frightening . '' i already have a headache , and the whiskey wont help . we 'd kissed like teenagers on the couch . bill stepped in and gave me a sharp once-over . 