even as a child , she 'd invite my breast to other infants , serve them at her own bountiful table . no , this no longer felt like home . nothing said in the rooms would be private , and our hosts were likely listening really hard . heart sat to the side and quietly sighed . you f**king kidnapped a mother and child in order to get me . `` marriage is not necessary this time . she hated threatening them , but she had to do something to save her man from dying . 