and that was the night watch . a single human stands no chance against one , much less five hundred . but i do n't give in to it . she looked up again , eyes wide . staring , he saw the ground eagerly soak it up and distantly thought that it was really rather a shame . who am i to judge how someone deals with the loss of their father ? i just got bits and pieces of it , better fill me in . she was struck again at how lucky she was . 