too many people and not nearly enough for yourself. god helps them that help themselves and if they cannot be bothered, why on earth should you be? people never get what they want and when they do, it’s never enough, so now is the time to start putting your own needs and interests first. but you have been saying this for such a long time and still haven’t properly worked out why it’s important that you take better care of yourself because if you did, you would not still be in the same position today as you were yesterday.
once you stop running after certain people, it’s always interesting to note 