i 'd made sure to cover up my tattoo today , but it felt like she was staring right through to it . he closed his eyes and smiled up at me . i have a right to speak my mind . '' he stroked my hair , pulling me against his chest until my cheek rested on his shoulder . spencer plopped down on one of the slide 's steps . its the number one thing that can destroy everything weve worked for , literally overnight . 