i think the girls were onto me , though , and i expected questions very , very soon . the shrink in charge of her case had understood when sam explained that she did n't want to hide behind a desk . they backed away , petrified and not wanting to be near the door when it opened . i could see how that would make it difficult to resist developing feelings for him . but if this is what you want-you want-then i 'm happy . you are kind and open minded , plus you 're sarcastic and sexy as hell . '' 