i was so tired it took me a second to get the words out . have n't you wondered about that particular punishment ? he made you aware , didnt he ? but if his body was aging , his spirit was n't . he had to get back to his games . only , i wasnt outside peeking through the glass . she looks at him , eyes dark , the same way she always did . she 'd been so sure she would have to keep him at arm 's length she 'd checked into the room on another floor . 