i dried off sitting on a toilet , almost completely spent , and got in the uniform . at the bottom of the cliff is a waterfall , a small creek and a grassy area . every time i break down - like last night - you 're always there . `` i keep telling you , i did n't do it ! '' the first image splashed up against the wall , not a picture but these few words neatly printed in his own cramped hand : high gorge park , 2001 he pushed the button again . 