find an alternative or a solution, than stop complaining. either fix it or deal with it. and here i was doing that exact thing.
i took a little get away; a break from the kids, the job, and life in general. i went away for a few days and thought about where i was in my life and where i have been the past few years. i thought about what i wanted my future to look like. i started weighing my options and what i may want to do. when it came down to the foundation of all the things i thought i may want to do, it led me to 