she had to have the courage to follow it through and see where it ended or she might lose everything . `` then the crowd started to cheer . she clings her arms tightly around my shoulders , hugging me as i listen to her soft panting in my ear . perhaps something she 's afraid he 's not ready for . i leaned forward on the table with my elbows . i moved slow at first , but as i picked up the pace , i grabbed her legs and put them on either shoulder . 