it 's not as if dawn would have threatened you . '' she was terrified of it as it made a fierce noise if you fed it too much fuel at once . you did have a choice to make , a choice between heaven and hell . it would be important to have the right equipment . teaching them about the drug abuse resistance education was dare 's main way of dealing with the mistakes of his past . remember your blue bill blair that went missing ? `` did n't he want to kill me when you all found me ? '' 