then she looked up at marks battered face and her eyebrows slanted downwards as she struggled to phrase a question that had been bugging her all day . how could she react this way to the same person who 'd used her and dumped her all within twenty-four hours ? he could fool a person into believing he had a heart . except for how bad i want you . '' i wanted that for me and , in the dreams , i had it . perhaps , when i peel it open , i will be able to see . 