mike watched the same thoughts go through ronnies mind . he 'd never done that to her before , and he was guessing that her other lovers had never bothered to try and find it . i watched out for the police i didnt want to get pulled over again . i grabbed a handful of cold , wet , sock , and pulled it close to the canoe . it might have been her hungry face . `` it will be a white christmas this year . i 'm an idiot who does n't want to know what 's wrong with himself . 