the man would stay silent through an earthquake . why did it fill me up so good when she smiled at me or looked at me as if she needed me ? then he scratched it with a long pale finger , as if trying to remove something . i dont relish the thought of my big behind hurting that much again either , but it looks like im set to go . disgusted with himself for allowing the vixen to distract him , he decided to give the cards a rest - for now . ash had said he was n't into games . 