i did n't know that i could handle being disappointed by him again now that i was just starting to get to a point where i wanted to think he was different than he had been all those years ago . amy felt her insides turn to jelly . it has been many skins since last we met . '' that was the last thing she wanted . in fact , we got their just in time to catch him driving off in his crane truck with the golden steeple sitting on the flat bed . 