i can barely take the fact that he is strapped , talking about his f**king parents , who made him black like this , his voice deep and strong , answering whatever they ask him . i had no idea how she 'd gotten here , but i was glad to be able to see her face one last time . she popped the chip into her mouth and made a face . but i had to follow the plan . he lifted himself onto the rim . each option left him feeling disgusted with himself . 