`` i do not wish to sleep with the mask on , '' he explained . i just think the best thing to do right now is to put some more distance between your scene at the festival and my change of plans for the kingdom . '' after a few minutes , i walk outside into the cold rainy night and welcome the chilling drops that plunk down on me and mix with my hot tears . of course she 'd still be angry with him about earlier , but he also thought she was upset that he 'd seen that dance . 