he was still rocking in a way that made me want to gather him up and hold him , despite his earlier behavior . his hand comes around my back and touches me just above the waist to steady me . you ... '' he stopped , shocked at what was happening . how much oil did she get ? not the best time to bring that up . '' he looked all of fifteen at the most . a man with a lot of shady connections . he removed his hand and leaned over me as i lay back on the bed again . 