`` are you really happy with your life ? '' `` you 're sure you want to make this trip , tonight , sir ? '' `` i ca n't do this , '' she managed to get out . they came over the hill and could see the sea . i forced a laugh , making my voice sound lighter . and i 'm not from the right man . '' he lifted the fur lined hood and fastened the neck . he watched them converse for twenty minutes before nods and pats on the backs started . 