youve done nothing for them since youve been here . `` it is the way of the beast to destroy , '' mo stated , his tone weary . these days , we do little other than sleep together . he never considered how they might feel to lose him . she was far more fragile than he . as a church , we 'd been praying for him so much , somebody wanted to see him . there was a matching desk piled high with notebooks and computer stuff , and not much on the walls except for a few maps . 