the words refused to leave her mouth , however , and she counted her blessings that she did n't lean her head against his shoulder . he jerked me around and my head snapped back . the squadron commander , lori searched for his name and could n't find it , raised the radio to his mouth , `` yeah , wolf one here , over . '' and none of us seem capable of making that journey again right now , not even father . everythings about you and your precious family . 