`` no , '' i said , `` but i 'm not looking for court proof . there was a print of the room on one wall . she walked by the store where she could get more material for her fathers pants , also doing so on purpose . let me hold the cane first , then ill look at you , and you must hold it and do n't let go . because you ca n't trust her , that 's why ! his face twists in horror when i point to myself . 