i keep one hand on the back of her head and one on her waist as she continues her rhythm on top of me . she did not think that she would ever get married before she met james . besides , ned started acting a little crazy before he died and i was n't sure i even wanted to do business with him . '' if i did n't do it , who would ? there was a message on my phone that i thought could break the ice a little , but sam refused to look at it . 