but at least this time i was n't abandoned . we might be suffering for a higher purpose , so we should trust in that , trust in him . we both rolled down the stairs and returned fire from the bottom edge of the floor below . so why do n't you just do whatever that test is on my hands that tells you whether i fired a gun ? '' `` it 's so good to be back on stage . `` i want to have you in the shower . '' he waited for them to say more . 