you say you dont remember killing anna . i want to give him a witty comeback , but i cant form a complete sentence in my head . they 're looking at you for something bad and you ca n't just pretend they 're not . '' she nursed me back to health-i 'd have died if it was n't for her . he sat still for a moment , before looking down at his hand ; it was shaking . they searched for a place to hide , but there was none . they had taken about sixty soldiers and several officers prisoner . 