`` i wish my circumstances were different , but there 's no way to change my reality right now . and she fans herself with one pudgy hand . `` there 's a cavern we wanted to avoid , so we had to go around it . '' want the woman , want , want , want ... `` you made me feel stupid . '' we still do n't know exactly what happened to me . and not because he 'd gone and showered or shaved or anything like that . i could have saved you from your pain ! ! '' 