the rattling of the train 's wheels filled his ears . were territorial by nature and we are the most ferocious over what we treasure most . we 're short-handed so i said i 'd work another shift tonight . '' we eventually got in and managed to squeeze around a table . `` that 's just ... '' not fair , i want to repeat , but ca n't find the words . and she was a little scared herself . it 's the only time i do n't want all the pressure on me . '' 