after i turn off the lights and am in the dark, my thoughts go immediately to my cancer and possibly dying from it and all the things i should do in preparation. here, on the edge we have everything we need” with those words i felt my entire perspective shift. i would love to own a book as a reference. was it unusual for a woman to be involved? you had things done immediately for us. time to interact with real people. i was only putting that idea out there to see if anyone would have the skills for it. 