this one , however , was up close so it was even better . he 'd waited his entire life for someone to claim him . it does n't scare me , you do n't scare me , and i 'm going to get it , that 's all . and my heart was utterly demolished . he kissed my shoulder and my neck before placing a single kiss to my lips . what was there about this guy that left her feeling week in the knees all of a sudden ? 