he was content not knowing what he missed by being alone , by hiding his secret . i am going to bring the truck around . i think i woke up one day and thought to myself that i 'm old . it 's the biggest thing in keeping your job . '' i do n't know why i put up with it . '' you do seem to have trouble keeping them , i tease . of course , there must have been many more guns in town at one time . we can take down the program . 