and jumping all over me on my white zip up. they distract me and then they leave. i open my eyes again and i notice the light changed and it almost looks like a different view. it's darker now as the sun moved behind a cloud. i check the time, 13 more minutes. i want to get up more today even though i am enjoying the meditation. i have to go to the bathroom, where the heck can i go, there's no public bathroom and a lady in her car pointed right at me. i think that this is just my mind playing tricks on me and i can hold 