`` why do you assume i said anything more than the fact that i was disappointed ? '' did he really just say all of that or am i dreaming ? how did they know what size i am ? you have received messages from him , i know that . `` i think that means they 're sure i made her vanish . '' but when i look at you and your siblings , i cant help but think to myself . they were in mourning , and lily blamed herself . her arms were full of emergency items . 