i want you to see all the things i love . '' it was not her custom to hug a man that was not related to her , as she was a married woman . then he let her go altogether , to brace himself on the arm of his throne . but he wasnt making earrings out of them . it was all in the mind , of that much the doctors had managed to convince him . i curl up into the seat and pull my arms into my sweater , leaning my head back as i watch him . 