she reached the doorway and leaned over , trying to see inside . weve got nothing to lose right now . id trade my talent for yours in a heartbeat , she says . she smiled faintly , despite the pain . when she was cried out , we had dinner fish and potatoes again and then sat on the floor by the fire . by the time she arrived the first drum was already opened and a fuel hose was dangling from the wing tank fuel filler hole . 