though it surprised him when i said that was exactly where i longed to be . i can feel the two halves fighting inside me . when he spoke again , it was a voice that was cold . if she looked upon his face , knowing his family would never see him again , she would start weeping . but i 'm not going to hear another word about this . '' it feels like in no time , i come upon coastal acres forest . theyre supposed to be live brains , but personally i think they water them down . 