he really had nothing human left about him after a few seconds . but he would n't apologize for what he 'd done . at least hes making jokes again . she thrashed and tried to break the bubble of the dream . `` i should n't ask you to forgive me again , not when i promised never to screw up like i did that first night , but i ca n't stop myself from asking . it was an old broken promise . ill be at the emergency entrance . 