and god bless us all , he had not said one word about taking mary jane away . he knelt next to me , offering me a hand . at least he would never need fear his life becoming boring . can decide on the access levels , as we do not want the government to participate in the exercise . `` i always go to her place , '' pops said . hand signals are useless in the dark , so i pull ringer close and press my lips against her ear . she sighs deeply and looks around . 