was i really the owner of a ghost herd , a vast empire of animals which i alone could turn across the sky at will ? instead , she tipped her forehead to rest it against his and closed her eyes . he turned around and looked down upon her . no one could say a single negative thing about you in this dress . '' the real pain however had started with her aunt . `` how long are the ones we 're in ? '' `` i think you are starting to remember it , '' she said . 