`` i thought you already made the bed , '' eric says , as he enters the bedroom . it strikes me that this was one of the first normal conversations we have ever had . she sighed and looked out into the night . maybe she would ask , maybe she would n't . i turned to him , hand still on the roses . you 're just going to leave me here ? well , my class advisor didnt want me to take it . im almost certain i pulled off its entire contents into my own index . 