he knew when this was over he would have a hard time walking away from her . i saw her paintings , they were all amazing . just hoped she were n't too rough off . he leans over and brushes some hair from my face . `` i 'm not going to pretend that it is n't . '' it was a lot for my brain to wrap around . can we just enjoy our day ? '' he already had the poop sheet on her laid out before him , had begun a thorough study of it . 