`` first , tell me what i want to know . '' rising , he hurried to the front door . she stopped him at the bathroom door with a firm hand on the chest . the blood was rushing to my head , but when i felt him slide inside of me , i forgot all about being uncomfortable . `` honestly , mistress , i found them waiting for me at my door . then i closed my eyes tight when all that was him , and damn , there was a lot of him , surrounded me . 