`` you realize that half your face is purple ? '' `` like that , touch me just like that . '' fear he 'd light into her now that they were alone ? my brain did n't want to focus . then there would n't be any reason i 'd have to hide , would there ? '' i just never thought my first time would be outside ... on the ground ... in the freezing cold . '' plenty of people and vampires and ghosts on both sides of that equation , you know ? '' 