the jockey 's voice was shrill and terrified . we went back to the house when the police were finished to get my things and a few things to keep of my parents , and that 's the first time i ever saw ghosts . i do n't want to do it this way , so i stand up and face him . `` hey , what was that flash of light ? '' they must think the bus will go away without them . suddenly , it makes me want to give him more . 