`` i seem to be a vampire , '' she said , her voice shaky , eyes panicked . jess raised his eyebrows at her , not at all pleased that they were about to get a lecture . `` you really do n't imagine i could have thought this through , do you ? '' i kissed him with all the fierce love and need i had inside me . in and out , in and out , pausing only to make sure she was with him . then he pats the spot next to him . 