`` kirk ... '' and she was not sure what she was going to say . so was the attempt to be bored throughout the evening . 'no , nothing like that at all . ' `` remember ; get her to drink it all if you want to keep her for a while . not enough to kill him , but enough to hurt . or if she was the target . she put her hands to his knees and then she put pressure there to pull them apart . he made me count every moment that ticked by , holding my breath . 