know this can’t be. i know it is time for you to go. i know that i will never meet you alive. i want you and i have dreamed of your birth for a long time.
every contraction i feel i know you are closer and closer to being drawn home. although i did not want to loose you, we are still going to work together so that you can go home. every pain i feel, i know you will soon be in the arms of my father. he wants you, and will care for you. although you will not be joining our family here, you are still apart of our 