i feel calm and well about those things most days . `` it 's so perfect , so blue , so clear . just as we leave the floor , i catch old tall phyllis looking back at me . she pulled her arm free and pushed the sleeve back down , what business is it of his , she thought . `` now , if only this were tea '' . in the jungle she was ever on the look out for monstrous pythons . they said you were taken to hospital . 