i hate that , in this moment , i am ordinary . `` at the core , you 're wolf . '' she 'd surprised him again , just as she had when she 'd turned back yesterday and said things that clearly made her uncomfortable . `` if you change your mind ... '' she tries to smile but ca n't keep it up for longer than a second . i ordered my burger , and we ate with only simple small talk . i shouted , the word raging from me hard enough to hurt my throat . 