in any case , i 'm half amazed my grandmother has n't tried to feed you to him . best for all concerned if he remained firmly in control . then he can suck my dick . '' it is the sign for sit down , and they look at each other , but they do it . it was a dead end , the only way out was the way they came in . `` if you were n't here , i could n't do this . '' she did n't even know her name at this point . 