i do n't fight to leave because part of me does n't want to . `` how terrible your life must be . '' with the sleds we had enough food to get down there . he tucked his borrowed vase under his arm , spitting into it occasionally . the events from the previous day flooded my memory . of course , no one had expected either one to survive . without risk what man can call himself alive ? '' the sleeves were connected to a ring on her middle finger . 