or the smoke , whatever the hell it was ? `` i 'm sorry ... '' she lunged forward and he caught her . and i hate even more than i have to dress and act a certain way to fit in here . suddenly the smile turned into a grin . `` he wants me back , '' she responded , eyes cast down , staring at my chest . once he is sworn in , baker begins his questions . he wasnt enjoying himself , he was just pretending to . 