i know the days are running out , but i cant talk about it tonight . all i do is slap my arm . i reached for my sword and threw it straight at blake 's chest . because he was halfway to the grave already . i ca n't think what came over me . ' `` i have done so much for you in the past week . `` then read what you can , while you can . '' did i stumble upon the fact that the united states nation is but an illusion only because it is the most recent ? 