`` it 's not like they 're going to let you play . the turning of the door handle against my back causes me to startle and jump away . i 'm not sure if you and i have officially met . there 's no way under god 's green earth i 'm going back down there . i shake my head , not wanting her to stop . she stopped , glanced up at the setting sun , and laid down her branch . we ate in silence , which allowed me a few moments to collect my thoughts . 