time i got home, i was filled with so much joy from being able to be a part of that morning that i was crying tears of joy instead of the usual tears of pain and suffering. yes, i could tell the difference. maybe, just maybe, this is the key to having that joy that i once enjoyed. it seemed so little to do to put smiles on people’s faces and hopefully helped lift their hearts and spirits. and yet, putting that smile on everyone’s faces gave me a reason to smile. and being there to serve those who needed me gave me that joy i felt i lost. it’s 