he grasped my fingers and removed them from his arm . `` i got it set up this morning . i nodded , hoping i 'd found the key to make her listen to me . something that worries me a great deal . '' he mentioned he 'd like to see them for himself . '' more and more i think i should meet him . `` what good are you to anybody or anything if you have a nervous breakdown ? '' no hope of ever going home . but lord , now i know to never offer you a lollipop . 