a block away they turned into an alley , and followed it back into a dark court . it is only habit , and habit which can and must be broken . `` it 's just an excuse to snack midday , '' blake told her . `` well , i think she will tell him , and i think she 's going to keep it ... or her , i should say , since anna is convinced she 's having a girl . '' his expression lights up with enthusiasm . why do i have to explain myself to you ? 