word , he said , nodding in agreement . i pulled up my skirt and sat on his lap and he seemed to be expecting it . `` i - i do n't know what came over me . '' i wont have to swear to anything , will i ? you need to stay focused on the big picture . she blinks her eyelashes trying to recall the specific event from three days ago . i guess id be a little spooked too . sometimes i think i do more for you than i do for henry kissinger . 