i have so many secrets , sometimes they feel like they 're crushing me from the inside out . you 're blocking me from what i need to get . '' a cool sensation spread across the ghastly wound . i stood , embarrassed to be found with tear-stained cheeks . she asked , her voice raspy with ... tears ? he 'd tried , several times , to approach her . he could just make out the roof of his house in the distance . chris suggested coffee , and duff had a huge grin on his face . 