i understand the struggle of returning to church simply because you do not want that hurt again. it would be lovely if each child wrote (with help if needed) a message in the book saying what they had enjoyed most about reading it. we would be more than happy to review this information with you to help you figure this out. the person on the chat line read the file and suggested i needed a new tablet!!! the best way to send information is to wrap it up in a person. you don't need to know poker math to use these charts. 