then she whispered , he probably just wants someone to lose sleep worrying all night and weekend . he looked at the closed door , thought about the `` discussion '' that had just taken place , then shook his head . and i ask that you keep this to yourself . she sat up with a start when the doorbell rang . she made me feel at ease right away . it was worse than the last one . if there 's a coup in progress , who 's at the bottom of it ? do n't you ever leave me again ! '' 