`` it 's necessary information for you to have , this goes south , you and lucas are involved , you both lose your jobs and got no way to feed your kids , '' nightingale put in . i was just as surprised as him . `` they want to convince me that the monster was n't theirs . his expression changed from suspicious to affectionate and he relaxed . we did n't talk about this often . right now you look kind of like the grinch with a shiny badge . '' 