he watched her climb the stairs . it 's important to me , '' i say as gently as i can . `` that reminds me , i got something belongs to you . '' it was easier to be brave when you were someone else . `` we do n't need the map , '' i said , starting to get mad . even going to market is risky . and what better way to prepare for a potential disaster ? she had n't even realized that she had moved . it looked like he 'd played her for a fool . 