surely if he was this furious at her , it meant that he was n't completely immune to her . he did n't know if he should apologize or run . the cop was out of the units passenger seat now and on the sidewalk , drawing his pistol . but this was going to help . `` looked like he did n't need it . i feel him shaking his head behind me as he turns me around . sam would n't make sounds at the window ; he would let himself in . 