once we showed that we could defend ourselves were willing to fight they sent more guns . i was right , she thought it was brilliant , and promptly named it joey ; i think this might have been after the character from friends . no one is fooled by that . but mary 's eyes were too perceptive by half . i remember i was listening to the current . she forced herself to take a deep breath , to smile , to look at her friend 's beaming face and ask herself : why should n't she be happy ? 