she wakes up to find the baby smothered . i climbed out and followed her to the front door . she eventually decided on her favorite , worn blue jeans . i was trying to be gentle , but i wasnt sure that came through . `` not on this case , '' dean continued . `` the ra'ak take bits of my flesh and mix it with theirs-did you know that ? '' i want you in my bed , you wrapped around me so tight and me deep inside you . only this business with you remains undone . ' 