bear was just unlucky enough to be my partner , which was usually the case . it fell and crashed on the floor . `` but when they were n't happy ... '' those times when his dad 's anger had burst free ... `` i did n't think anything could be closer to hell . '' who would be grateful for this ? they were in a huge hall with long benches lining either side . sitting on the edge of the tub , she pressed her fingers to her temples as she considered what to do . 