lost focus. though the attack lasted only a moment, i was weepy for hours afterwards. my nose ran and i would cry without reason. at one point one of our vice presidents approached me at my desk to ask a question; he was gentle and i am thankful for that, because i am sure i was a complete mess. i was tense and upset through the rest of the work day, but enjoyed a nice dinner to celebrate a friend's graduation. i was hopeful that this was a one time event, i could move on and move past it. the next morning, rushing to get to the graduation ceremony, i 