`` you 're not going to take me in alive . '' instead of reaching for my myth-history book , i found myself sitting up and staring at my closed closet door . her moans increased , but only within his mind . these cops looked busier than bees in a hive . he needed to hold both of them in his arms tonight and give thanks that he 'd found them-and they 'd found him . she knew what i 'd gone through , taking care of her and watching her slowly fade away all those years . 