she wants to be free , and all i want to do is hold her tight against me . how long have you had these ? `` all of you , f**k off , '' fin ordered . `` you think i 'm like this with everyone ? '' he was helpless to stop it . hes hurting : he blames himself for the childs death . `` since i 'm the new girl here , can you explain all this ? '' too many issues on a single day and she has to make up her mind . 