blood streaked the night as he killed the beasts . `` no one can know , '' he told me quietly . like sand shot into a too-full bucket , i cant hold any more . with those artificial hands he was useless , anyway . `` if only so we can tell him or her to stop . '' `` we will dine together , '' he decided . um , its a pity i cant be part of his study . lucas asked , jumping off the table as well . 