made a few phone calls and let nature take over from there . lucas and i had that , even if it was only for a few months . shut up you fool , just be ready for whatever i tell you ! `` it wo n't be what we had planned , but it might be interesting . '' he asked , suddenly sounding very alert . i hate that word , whispering for my eardrums , only . things appeared to be going well in that area , and she did n't want to ruin the moment by distracting them . 