i am very discouraged and sad and i don't know what to do.
1	i	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	4	nsubj	4:nsubj|6:nsubj	_
2	am	be	AUX	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	4	cop	4:cop	_
3	very	very	ADV	RB	_	4	advmod	4:advmod	_
4	discouraged	discouraged	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	0	root	0:root	_
5	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	6	cc	6:cc	_
6	sad	sad	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	4	conj	4:conj:and	_
7	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	11	cc	11:cc	_
8	i	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	11	nsubj	11:nsubj	_
9-10	don't	_	_	_	_	_	_	_	_
9	do	do	AUX	VBP	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin	11	aux	11:aux	_
10	n't	not	PART	RB	_	11	advmod	11:advmod	_
11	know	know	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	4	conj	4:conj:and	_
12	what	what	PRON	WP	PronType=Int	14	obj	14:obj	_
13	to	to	PART	TO	_	14	mark	14:mark	_
14	do	do	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	11	ccomp	11:ccomp	SpaceAfter=No
15	.	.	PUNCT	.	_	4	punct	4:punct	_
