I had to cancel my initial lesson 4 times and on the 5th attempt the management was quick enough to associate my cancellations with my fear and finally encouraged me into taking my initial lesson.
1	I	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	2	nsubj	2:nsubj|4:nsubj:xsubj	_
2	had	have	VERB	VBD	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	0	root	0:root	_
3	to	to	PART	TO	_	4	mark	4:mark	_
4	cancel	cancel	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	2	xcomp	2:xcomp	_
5	my	my	PRON	PRP$	Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	7	nmod:poss	7:nmod:poss	_
6	initial	initial	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	7	amod	7:amod	_
7	lesson	lesson	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	4	obj	4:obj	_
8	4	4	NUM	CD	NumForm=Digit|NumType=Card	9	nummod	9:nummod	_
9	times	time	NOUN	NNS	Number=Plur	4	obl:tmod	4:obl:tmod	_
10	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	18	cc	18:cc	_
11	on	on	ADP	IN	_	14	case	14:case	_
12	the	the	DET	DT	Definite=Def|PronType=Art	14	det	14:det	_
13	5th	5th	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos|NumType=Ord	14	amod	14:amod	_
14	attempt	attempt	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	18	obl	18:obl:on	_
15	the	the	DET	DT	Definite=Def|PronType=Art	16	det	16:det	_
16	management	management	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	18	nsubj	18:nsubj|29:nsubj	_
17	was	be	AUX	VBD	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	18	cop	18:cop	_
18	quick	quick	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	2	conj	2:conj:and	_
19	enough	enough	ADV	RB	_	18	advmod	18:advmod	_
20	to	to	PART	TO	_	21	mark	21:mark	_
21	associate	associate	VERB	VB	VerbForm=Inf	18	advcl	18:advcl:to	_
22	my	my	PRON	PRP$	Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	23	nmod:poss	23:nmod:poss	_
23	cancellations	cancellation	NOUN	NNS	Number=Plur	21	obj	21:obj	_
24	with	with	ADP	IN	_	26	case	26:case	_
25	my	my	PRON	PRP$	Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	26	nmod:poss	26:nmod:poss	_
26	fear	fear	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	21	obl	21:obl:with	_
27	and	and	CCONJ	CC	_	29	cc	29:cc	_
28	finally	finally	ADV	RB	_	29	advmod	29:advmod	_
29	encouraged	encourage	VERB	VBD	Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin	18	conj	18:conj:and	_
30	me	I	PRON	PRP	Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs	29	obj	29:obj	_
31	into	into	SCONJ	IN	_	32	mark	32:mark	_
32	taking	take	VERB	VBG	VerbForm=Ger	29	advcl	29:advcl:into	_
33	my	my	PRON	PRP$	Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs	35	nmod:poss	35:nmod:poss	_
34	initial	initial	ADJ	JJ	Degree=Pos	35	amod	35:amod	_
35	lesson	lesson	NOUN	NN	Number=Sing	32	obj	32:obj	SpaceAfter=No
36	.	.	PUNCT	.	_	2	punct	2:punct	_
