english: A battle raged within me, and I was in agony, so I prayed to God: “O God, please have mercy on me, and forgive me.
non_english: Dakurut siji-siji saka dhuwur karo saya tambah dheg-dheganku, mandheg jegreg, ora karuwan rasane, “Alhamdulillah ya Allah, aku katut tenan.”