It sounds like you miss the closeness and safety of your childhood home and your family. The best way to make these dreams easier is to find those kind of loving relationships in your waking life- talk to family on the phone, make new friends, etc. I know this is easier to say than to do.
1 Some of the gel nail polishes contain a chemical called methyl acrylate which can cause an allergic skin reaction, called contact dermatitis. 2  Wherever the chemical comes into contact with the skin, a rash may develop. 3  Because we inadvertently touch our eyes throughout the day, the rash can also involve our eyelids.
Gel nails can be painted any color, but many people choose to get clear ones for a natural look. The color generally lasts for a few weeks without significantly changing, but tanning beds can cause a slight yellowing. The gel itself is usually a soft white color, which can enhance the look of a person's fingernail tips.