It sounds like you miss the closeness and safety of your childhood home and your family. The best way to make these dreams easier is to find those kind of loving relationships in your waking life- talk to family on the phone, make new friends, etc. I know this is easier to say than to do.
1 Some of the gel nail polishes contain a chemical called methyl acrylate which can cause an allergic skin reaction, called contact dermatitis. 2  Wherever the chemical comes into contact with the skin, a rash may develop. 3  Because we inadvertently touch our eyes throughout the day, the rash can also involve our eyelids.
Gel polish contains polymers that harden when your nails are placed under an ultraviolet (UV) lamp to cure, or dry, the polish. In 2009, a small study of two healthy middle-aged women with no history of skin cancer developed non-melanoma skin cancers on their hands.