The grief that occurs after the loss of someone through suicide may feel different than grief after other types of loss. The feelings of loss, sadness, and loneliness that are common to anyone grieving are often more intense following loss through suicide.
1. acquired taste-a preference that is only acquired after considerable experience; martinis are an acquired taste. penchant, preference, taste, predilection-a strong liking; my own preference is for good literature; the Irish have a penchant for blarney.
It's an acquired taste. Means it nasty. They just say that so you can buy it. Actually, have you ever hated something, but later on liked it? you tongue get used to the nasty tast and accepts it. That's why natives of certain countries can eat certain foods that we find disgusting.