Child abuse is any emotional, sexual, or physical mistreatment, as well as neglect of a child. Some countries may vary in their definition of the term.
I also have Myoclonic seizures and during those I am aware, it feels like an elastic was stretched and snapped as my body makes one giant jerk in those, I also have simple partial seizures that make me feel scared, or de ja vu, or really dizzy or recall a bad memory.. something like that.
1 Convulsions usually last for less than two minutes.  Aura. Some people experience a warning feeling (aura) before a grand mal seizure. This warning varies from person to person, but may include feeling a sense of unexplained dread, a strange smell or a feeling of numbness.