It's cross to bear, bear in this case being used in the same sense it is in weight bearing, Greeks bearing gifts or even ball bearing. It refers back to the Biblical tale of Jesus carrying his cross to Golgotha.
Lookin' Out My Back Door. Lookin' Out My Back Door is a song recorded by the American band Creedence Clearwater Revival, also known as CCR. The song was written by the band's lead singer, guitarist, and songwriter, John Fogerty.
GENE PITNEY'S unique voice and presentation has ensured that songs like TWENTY FOUR HOURS FROM TULSA, TOWN WITHOUT PITY, I'M GONNA BE STRONG, and LOOKIN' THROUGH THE EYES OF LOVE still sound fresh, vibrant, and relevant in the new millennium.