ar: وعندي اشياء عاشت طويلة منها من عمر خمسة الي عمر 15 وكان من المفترض ان تكون مهنتي الجانبية وقادت الي إحساس بالفشل.
en: I have some ones that were long lasting: from the age of five to 15, this was supposed to be my side occupation, and it led to a sense of failure.