qqp question1: I'm 30 and always tired. I thought about taking cocaine. I see lots of people doing it and living successful and exciting lives. Is it a bad idea? question2: I feel like I am living a very unremarkable life. Every day I go to the same job and do the same thing. My job isn't bad and I'm in a relationship, but I feel like I am not really living my life. I'm only 23. What are some ideas to make life more exciting?