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[Assistant] Perfect place, you know what I'm saying? Like, it's so romanticized to be that person. And uh,


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[Assistant] And, and seeing it, you know what I'm saying? Like I wanna, I wanna feel like I learned something from them and from, from my brothers who passed recently, like.


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[Assistant] Yeah, well I, so I have, I have, uh, I went to the doctor and they were like,


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[Assistant] It's fucked up to say, but I'll totally admit it, like I have a, uh,


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[Assistant] It's kinda like a body dysmorphia, but it's more with like picking at my face. Oh, okay. And uhm...


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[Assistant] Like that's, that's kind of become a side effect, I feel like, with doing so much cocaine.


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[Assistant] That, I mean, my boys in this house, in this room that live with me can tell you, like, I spend...


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[Assistant] It's too much time in front of a mirror, like picking at my face, bro. And I fucked up parts of my skin, like this is a scar, I hope it fucking goes away, who knows. But that's one of the...


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[Assistant] I don't know why, but I heard a lot of people like, kind of...


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[Assistant] You know, cause I go to AA meetings and I learn so much from that shit, bro. It's really, really, it's really, really like a holy thing.


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[Assistant] So yeaah, that kinda, you know, really the symptoms, uhm.


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[Assistant] I think a lot of them will, will kind of leave quickly. You know, the physical addiction and stuff will go and then a lot of it's mental and it's like reverse engineering everything that you were doing. Like, I literally, I think about cocaine a lot.


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[Assistant] Sweats bro, I mean like yo, the first, the first two, the first three weeks off alcohol is like, heavy.


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[Assistant] I mean, you lose a, like, I lost a lot of just body weight through just sweating.


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[Assistant] And so, so, but, but most of those, those side effects and things are mostly just like mental, just, you know, a couple of things are physical. And like I said, like, like the addiction created other addictions and, um, things that you go to.


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[Assistant] It's all very overcomeable. You know what I'm saying? Like...


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[Assistant] The harder the drug, the harder it fucking is. Let's be real. You know, it really is.


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[Assistant] But, it's all very doable, especially if you don't try to do that shit alone.


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[Assistant] I'm so, so blessed that I didn't touch that shit because, like, my addictive personality, but like, I'm fucking scared to death of needles, thank god. And like, and pills, you know, one of my friends passed away when I was in high school.


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[Assistant] Bro, I would have been, I mean dude at this point I wouldn't be here anymore if I tried pills when people were doing pills. Like that, not when people were doing pills, we know you're doing them now, but back when I was in fucking high school, you know, my friend passed away from getting too relaxed.


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[Assistant] You know, it's hard to stop, stop working, forgot to stop working, so like, I just swore, swore him off then. And, uh.


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[Assistant] And that was, yeaah, that was a blessing, but like, lean is such, it's looked at like such a...


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[Assistant] Light and fluffy, like you just like sip a little bit. And uh, bro that shit, that shit got me hard.


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[Assistant] I mean, that shit got me hard because I was like, on some like, rich kid shit, like, fuck it, like, I can drink a little bit, or I can drink a bunch.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying? Cause I have a bunch and I can just get more.


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[Assistant] Fuck it, like, let's not even leave bed for two days, you know?


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[Assistant] And yeaah, that was the last one that really got me, and like, there was, there was probably, I wanna say,


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[Assistant] Austin, what do you think, like a three month stretch, four month stretch? My boy, my boy in this room in Las Vegas, who's, who's been with me for a very long time, but since, since I, that, that moment that I woke up on the bathroom floor.


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[Assistant] This guy in this room's name's Lawson Vegas. He's one of my artists. He hasn't like left my side. You know what I'm saying? He's like kind of there to, to make sure I don't go that route, make sure I talk every day. But yeah, there was like a three month stint of lean in my life.


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[Assistant] And it was like a constant three months. You know what I'm saying? It was constant. It wasn't like just like a little, it was constant. It was like everything I did, I was like full on in it. And uh, and he was the most worried about that one. I'll never forget. Like he looked at me when he, he, he would come in like,


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[Assistant] Because I'm a fucking piece of shit sometimes and he would come in to help me clean up my room because I was living in fucking hell. And, uh, there'd be like six empty bottles of pints, you know, next to my bed. He'd just be like, bro.


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[Assistant] You can't do this. You can't do this. That's scary shit. It's scary because it is.


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[Assistant] It was real love. Like, there was real love.


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[Assistant] Very real love. From my, from, I wanna say, I wanna say from her end, but I can't really speak for her, but like from my end, super real love. Like, ride till we die love. You know what I'm saying? She was so fucking young. Is so fucking young.


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[Assistant] That had it been closer age-wise, she had lived a little more, done her thing a little more, we'd probably go forever, right?


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[Assistant] But just the fact that like the lifestyle that she lives, you know, I'm not talking about, personally I'm talking about what she does career wise. Like it, it got, it got, it got to me. You know what I'm saying? Like I'm a hard dude to play that like, well this is like the internet, this is real life.


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[Assistant] It was crazy because obviously when you see me pop up next to her on some fucking article,


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[Assistant] I did not make it seem like she didn't, and like, I wasn't trying to ever, there was never like a need to like change myself to like fit this lifestyle more, right? It was like, no, motherfucker, you're you, like, do you. And, and, and I was, but I think a lot of our shit got fucked up because I didn't make


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[Assistant] That situation look like some starlet, you know what I'm saying? At a certain point.


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[Assistant] Fuck yeaah. Social media fucked up my head at that moment. Really? I mean bro, like...


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[Assistant] Like yo, I'm gonna be totally honest with this camera, like I should be and anyone should be when they come on here, but like, I got around ultra fame and kind of became a fame whore.


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[Assistant] Just wanting it. Just being like, oh, I see how this works, like.


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[Assistant] Oh, so you gotta be like looking at your analytics and looking at when's the best time to post and then going and doing videos with these people cause it'll go there and then, and then fucking doing, doing this type of shit, knowing what you're doing just so you can create an article and like paparazzi and like all this shit, bro.


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[Assistant] It really fucked with me to the point where I'm just starting to move on from like those numbers really affecting me.


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[Assistant] Bro, I was thinking low-key, I was like, yo, not to sound like scumbag, but low-key, I was like, shit, I started dating fuckin' Bellethorne, I'm gonna fuckin' explode on the internet then too.


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[Assistant] I 100% want to take my career to the next level and shit, always. Like I really do bro, I'm really like ready now more than ever, but I always wanted to go to the next level. And uhm, with that relationship type shit, like, you never saw me exploit it.


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[Assistant] Like these girls were doing, you know, I was dating Tana and Belle at the same time.


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[Assistant] They was doing these articles, and I never spoke in one. You know what I'm saying? But my name's thrown in all of them. I never used it, so like, that shit.


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[Assistant] Okay, so that's a constant communication with the media. Hell yea, motherfucker, hell yea, but like, but like, what I'm trying to say is like, yes, in my mind, I was like, oh, well this will probably come with it, but


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[Assistant] I was 100% in love with that girl, and if I ever really wanted to like use that relationship at any point, I could've. Tried to blow up more, post only pictures of me and her, get blah blah blah, like do this and that, like yo.


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[Assistant] It's so shitty to talk about. But yea, I had to call the cops on her for coming to my house.


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[Assistant] What? Yeah, and then that was, that was in police records and TMZ picks up stories like that shit. And then that started the whole fire. Was like...


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[Assistant] She was thinking that I did this shit on purpose, which I didn't. You know what I'm saying? I didn't do this shit on purpose. And then it turned into a war of like,


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[Assistant] You say one thing and then I'm supposed to say one thing and like at a certain point bro I had to like actually protect my reputation.


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[Assistant] Cause like I've, I've been doing this for fucking a long time.


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[Assistant] Like really been in this fucking game. I mean, bro, you, you were talking about on your last podcast, all these fucking bands that we used to know back in the fucking day. All of them, like we come from like the band world. Then we see like how social media starts and then like artists come out of the band world. And like, I've been doing this for so long.


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[Assistant] That at a certain point I had to start playing the game. And I had to be like, okay, yo, she said that.


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[Assistant] Yo, at one, at one point there was like a very, very moment of time that it was real. Like at the beginning bro, I'm gonna be honest with you, I did not fuck with Tana. Period. Period. I was like,


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[Assistant] Yo, this girl is trash, like the way she like presents herself, she did some shit about G-Eazy, like this fucking like video talking shit about him and like all this shit and I was like, yo.


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[Assistant] She was supposed to come over last night. Bro, I love her, I love her now to death. She's like, we, we talk, like, she, we're close, but like, at the beginning, like, that was the start of like real clickbait shit. Like for sure, at least like where I saw it, where it was like, you write this fucked up title, talk about it, but don't even, you loosely say something, you know what I'm saying?


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[Assistant] That's what I'm saying. And she's, yo, she's, she's, she's very smart. So like, I didn't fuck with her at all. And I was kind of like bred to not fuck with her. She was like, wait, wait, you want to split your time with me and her? You're crazy. And then it was like, she didn't spend like any time with her and it was all with me. And then me and Tana, because this whole


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[Assistant] Bro, we could get into this whole shit. Oh, I bet we could. We could get into this whole shit of how this whole shit started. It was crazy. And like, so then all of a sudden,


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[Assistant] Tana wants to make music. She wants to make music, like not like rap and music. She wants to make like some singy songy shit like that. And I'm like, alright, I got you. And then like Irv Gotti enters the picture.


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[Assistant] And Irv Gotti's like, yo. Which I just spoke to Irv Gotti for the first time this morning in like,


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[Assistant] 6 months, which is so crazy. Really? So crazy. Shout out to Irv Gaudi, would love to have him on the show sometime.


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[Assistant] I basically like put a pause on my son and was like, fuck it, I'ma build this label. Irv's sitting here going and like, look.


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[Assistant] My first album that I was ever obsessed with was DMX's Dark and Hell is Hot, like, and Irv Gotti executive produced that. So like, since I was a little kid, that was like my first CD, I've been reading the name Irv Gotti, you know? It's one of those things. And Irv Gotti's sitting here like, yo, man, you're a fucking genius, bro, like, cause I was producing and


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[Assistant] A lot of, a lot of the, the material. And uhm, and uh, he's like, motherfucker, you a fucking genius. And like, we don't throw these words around, bro, and I'm not a fucking genius, I'm just a hard ass worker, but he's like, I ain't seen shit like this, blah, blah, blah.


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[Assistant] We gotta start this fucking label. We gotta get Bella doing music, Tana doing music, this kid named Jimmy Bennett doing music who used to be in all these movies. He's a great artist and like, and Mod, you're gonna be like the Dre of this shit and do it. So I'm like forced to sit in a studio with Tana and I fucking hate it.


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[Assistant] And it's me and her, and it was me, her, and Bella at first and Bella's like, alright, I gotta go to a meeting. And I'm like,


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[Assistant] I'm like, Tana, what the fuck you wanna do? Like, your shit, like, Hefner, Hefner, whatever your fucking song was. Like, I don't know what you wanna do. I don't know what you wanna do here. She's like, yo, like that song you played that was like the acoustic guitar. Like, I really liked it. I'm like, you wanna make an acoustic song? Alright, let's try it. And she tries to sing over the acoustic guitar part.


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[Assistant] And she can't fucking do it, but she's hitting the notes. But she can't do it, she doesn't, she didn't have rhythm yet.


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[Assistant] So I'm like, you know what? Fuck it. I'm like, yo, fuck it. Take off the headphones. Just go sit in the corner in front of the mic and sing those words.


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[Assistant] She goes over, sits in the corner and I fucking take the music, I take her vocal parts and I stretch them and I fucking fit them in perfect. And all of a sudden it's like this natural...


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[Assistant] Natural ability comes out of nowhere. And she's got like this really amazing voice. And, and I was just like, I'm, I am attracted to and like turned on by talent completely. Like whether or not like I think like talent is a thing or is a choice or not, like when people are just like not afraid to go for it.


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[Assistant] I fucking love that about people. And like, I'm the best in the studio at pulling out people's shit, like, cause they'll be like, you know, sheltered, like Tana sitting there like, well I'm like afraid to sing and I'm like, go like that.


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[Assistant] Like I don't give a fuck what you sound like. Right. Just don't be scared. Like shake it off. Like let's go. And like all of a sudden, like I'm seeing this, I'm looking at her and I'm like, wow. You could.


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[Assistant] Yo, obviously it was like, it was like supposed to be a thing, but like the thing is too is like, like, okay.


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[Assistant] There was, there was a moment in time, like bro, when it was these studio nights, cause like Tana's turned down by like talent and that shit too.


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[Assistant] Of course. So like, you know, I'm playing it cool with all this shit. And then as, as me, me and Tanner are kind of starting to like vibe with each other, we're actually making great songs. Like, and, uh, and, and then business started to happen.


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[Assistant] Cause then all of a sudden it was like, her's like, yo boom boom boom boom.


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[Assistant] Let's go get this label deal, let's go get this distro deal, blah blah blah. And like, as soon as business happened, that's when shit fell.


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[Assistant] Facts. Irv is a, Irv is a playmaker. I've never seen someone make plays. My boy in this room, Lody, Lody, he makes him, he makes him plays too quick, but like,


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[Assistant] Irv Gotti can pick up the phone and get you a meeting. You know what I'm saying? Anywhere. And like that was like my first time seeing that. So like, but as soon as that business shit started, you know, he actually had a conversation with me one day. He's like, bro, you've seen the artists that I work with. Like I work with girls. You know what I'm saying? Like I know how this goes.


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[Assistant] You gotta be really careful, bro. Like, this shit's gonna, there's a, there's a ceiling on this. And I was like, shut the fuck up, bro. Me and this girl are married, motherfucker. Like, we're good to go. And he was just like, I'm just telling you this shit, kid. Blah, blah, blah. And I was like, well, is that what you're gonna do?


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[Assistant] Bro and I had, and I'm a sucker, I was a sucker, you know, I'm just a guy who likes to see, like bro, if someone comes into the room when I'm making music, chances are I'm gonna be like, you wanna make some music too?


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[Assistant] I'm a guy who likes to see other people shine. I really do. I like to pull things out of people. I like to see them do good. And, uh, and that has caused me a lot of fucking turmoil. You know what I'm saying? It's very important to get your, uh, to do the most awkward thing, which is be like,


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[Assistant] Is like, at this point now, I've moved on, great things are happening for me. Like, do I wanna go to court about shit? Fuck no. You gotta go to court? There's, there's all this shit.


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[Assistant] But do I wanna do any of that shit? No. No. Shout out my dogs that I don't get to see no more, man. I fucking miss them for real. We had a dog named Tampon.


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[Assistant] Yo, and it was also like, yo, it was like, on some separatism shit. It was like,


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[Assistant] There was, like I said, there was a moment in time, like, there was a moment in time where it was like going down, like about to go down type shit. And then it was like...


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[Assistant] No, it was, it was on some, I thought, I thought it was, at a certain point, I saw the potential of it. I was like, yeaah, there is no like, famous three couple thing.


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[Assistant] That's what I said, and she has me watching these polyamorous TV shows and shit on HBO. I'm like, yo, no, all right? I don't want to do this. Like this shit look weird as fuck to me. And we're watching like, no, no, watch like this is how it works. I'm like, that is not cool. Like these motherfuckers are fighting everything.


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[Assistant] Motherfucking marathons, bruh, I swear, bruh, I swear, it was like, but then that's, that's what's funny too, is I thought that, I thought that shit was gonna get, like, worse after I wasn't all drunk and fucked up, but nah, I be fuckin'.


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[Assistant] Yeah, yeah, it's definitely, well like, it was, it was a moment, it was a moment. I don't know if I am.


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[Assistant] Because I'm very able to be alone, but it might have had a lot to do with just not knowing how to be alone. You know what I'm saying? But I felt like it was like a thing because like literally, it might have just been because my face was more places and there was a lot more girls that wanted to fucking hook up with me or something. I don't know, but there was like a stretch of like fucking...


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[Assistant] You know, a month or so that would just, it was out of control. It was out of control. And like, I've always, bro, I've always been, been...


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[Assistant] I've always been open for change, but I've never really put my, my full into like becoming a different person. This is like my first time, you know, and it, and it, it's, it's feeling, it definitely doesn't feel normal, but it feels like there's a, a like horizon to this way of living.


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[Assistant] I don't have something. Like I can't keep trying to be holy, bro. That's the, that's the other thing about this is like, I'm not trying to be holy. I'm not trying to be like perfect. Like yo, I'm flawed as a motherfucker now more than ever because like I know, like I'm dealing with my past. One thing that I've realized is that if you don't live in the present,


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[Assistant] If you don't live in the present, if you're not in the moment, uh, you will have to live your past in the future.


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[Assistant] Right? So me not being there for so long and being, being out of my head.


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[Assistant] Has created this like thing now that I have to fucking deal with all this bullshit that I should've dealt with before, you know? I could've had these conversations with my father, I could've had these conversations with my mother, I could've...


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[Assistant] I could've tried to help out my sister, I could've, you know what I'm saying? Like, shout out my fucking sister, she does my PR, she's my like, guardian angel, she like, helped raise me, like my sister is a fucking angel, she's about to move out to California, I love you.


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[Assistant] Yeah, I'm interested for people to watch this, this one and the last one and see, cause last time I was fucking...


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[Assistant] I believe in the power of positivity 100%, you know what I'm saying? I believe in that. Uhm, but I was really pushing, uhm, the first, the first phase of, of what I've come to know is my kind of story out here, which is that like, the law of attraction


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[Assistant] The idea of mentality becoming reality, that'll take you very far. It'll take you very far to believe in yourself, to wake up and be thinking positively about your future. It'll take you a long ways.


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[Assistant] Uhm, it won't get you across the finish line, by any means. And so these people that are teaching the secret and the law of attraction are telling you, you know, just fucking, the juju, you know, just be good, it'll be good. It's like, bro, you're kinda not telling the whole story here.


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[Assistant] You know, I didn't say the word sad for ten years. For ten fucking years I didn't say the word sad. It was like the most...


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[Assistant] Cannot use word that I had inside me. And never told anyone I was sad, never said the word sad. I would be fucking sad and someone would walk in and be like, hey, how you doing?


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[Assistant] And, and it's just, that takes away from a lot of the human experiences, which is just- You gotta live the highs and the lows, you gotta feel it. Exactly bro, and I just released a brand new song called Uppers and Downers.


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[Assistant] And which is about, it's like, it's about meeting in the middle. You know? And it's like...


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[Assistant] Being able to deal with the highs and lows, I feel like Quincy Jones said this great thing that was like, if you spend enough time in the valleys, the peaks will start to take care of themselves. And I feel like I'm thoroughly in the valleys right now.


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[Assistant] And uhm, and I was looking at what I thought was the peak for so long, and uhm, and it wasn't, man. It wasn't. It just wasn't. I was wrong. For a lot of times in my career, in my life, I've been wrong.


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[Assistant] I feel very fortunate for that and I also feel like I owe them a lot. Like I, like on this next tour that I'm doing, I don't think that I should be doing paid meet and greets. I feel like I should be doing that for fucking free.


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[Assistant] And I feel like that was fucked up of me. And like I said, I've been wrong. I'm so open to being wrong. I thought I was right about everything, bro. And...


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[Assistant] I wasn't bro, it brought me to a very fucked up place, you know what I'm saying? This social media shit will get you in your head, this ego shit will get you in your head, this, these famous girls will get you in your head, like,


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[Assistant] All this shit really, really affects you and if you just try to go about it with not dealing with it, you're gonna have to live it in your future, so it's like...


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[Assistant] Now is the best time, you know, and, and like bro, like we're on fucking no jumper. Like there's nothing more I'd want to do than to be here and talk about like, yeah, man, I was just with Tinker and I was doing that and blah, blah, blah. And I got new music and all that. But it's like, bro, this is important. This is important.


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[Assistant] And I know that there's someone out there watching. I absolutely know 100% there's someone out there watching that needs a boost, that needs someone to say like, yo, you have this forever now. You can pull it up and watch and know that like, yo, what you're going through. I was thoroughly there. I'm doing better. You can get better. You can all fucking go to the promised land that you want to get to, but it takes.


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[Assistant] It takes a drive, it takes not wanting


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[Assistant] I think it thoroughly will, I think it comes off as real and authentic because it's like,


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[Assistant] Look, whoever's out there dealing, dealing with whatever they're dealing with, like, there's no nerd shit about this. I thought being sober was nerdy. I thought talking about shit like this was fucking square. I thought all this shit, I thought, I thought...


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[Assistant] Saying I'm not gonna hang out with girls for a month, like, that sounds like nerdy to me, but bro, this shit, it's, it's really, just saying the word mental health and all that shit feels gross to me, but it's like, bro.


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[Assistant] We're in a weird time where everything is being thrown at us so fast and the one thing that we can control is like how we emote and relate to other people and like this real life shit that we're doing, like I hope that this can serve as just like


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[Assistant] It doesn't matter. You don't have to stop today. You don't have to say, fuck this life I'm living and all that shit and change. But like, look, like, it's gonna happen.


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[Assistant] We would be sad if you died but we're very sad.


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[Assistant] If you just tell us about what you're going through, you're gonna get the sympathy that you want and a lot of people are stuck in a place where they just want sympathy and it's like, fucking, do what I did, open up your camera on your laptop.


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[Assistant] Post a video talking about all the true shit in your life and clean, like that's what they talk about in AA's, they talk about clean house. Okay, you gotta clean house. Like step nine in the steps is you gotta go to every single person in person, if it won't cause you bodily harm, you have to in person go to them and apologize for what you did to them. And like, dude, that's life. Clean house.


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[Assistant] Start, you can start fresh. Apologize. Forgive yourself. Forgive the people that hurt you. Apologize. This shit is so beautiful. It's like, it's, it's so much more fun than being an egomaniac. It's so much more fun than just being like, I'm a fucking star. Like, notice me. It's like, yo, well this star...


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[Assistant] Like I'm not holding on to this shit. And I think the best first step that you guys can make if anyone out there is, and if you're not dealing with drugs, if you're dealing with just trauma, if you're dealing with shit that happened to you when you were a kid, turn on the fucking computer.


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[Assistant] And film yourself talking about it and posting it. Cause like, I promise you, I don't know why it works like that, but it does. It fucking does. It works. And, you know, of course there's, there's, there's a moment of fright for being so...


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[Assistant] sensitive or all that shit, but like bro, I'll cry right now. I'll cry right now in front of all of you. Like, I am so happy to be here. I'm also so sorry for who I was. I'm also just like...


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[Assistant] Ecstatic to still be given opportunities. I'm happy for my future. I'm happy that


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[Assistant] That this can lead to, whatever it can lead to man, just be open, just believe in yourself, make a change today.


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[Assistant] There's, there isn't, I fucked it up. Really? I fucked it up.


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[Assistant] Yeah, she went to fuck with me if I wasn't sober. I just know. We've had conversations about it. I was like, yo, this is who I was, by the way. She was like, ugh.


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[Assistant] Dude, she's fucking awesome. If I can do one thing good in this interview, it would just be like, yo.


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[Assistant] Shout out to that time that we had in my life cause she's fucking awesome. And free the other one. Yo, free Shanay for real. Honestly, I love those girls. I actually haven't met her sister, but I love Shannon. I love Shannon. She's special, but yeah, I fucked that up, but we'll probably have, we have,


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[Assistant] Just don't do it, trust me. Just trust me, don't do it. Really? Don't do it. Don't fucking do it. Just don't, just don't get, buy a VHS. That's what I do.


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[Assistant] Finally, like, finally, uh, about to make some really big moves, you know, some shit's just actually happening for me. And I just released a brand new song called Uppers and Downers. I released one not too long ago called I Remember Way Too Much, both are doing great. And I'm very fucking proud of my music right now.


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[Assistant] So, I have a great future coming with, uhm.


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[Assistant] With my music, I have some really great songs. I have an album dropping in January, going on tour in March.


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[Assistant] I know, and that's, that's a, that's a, that's a big responsibility. So like, if, if, if, you know, I'm praying to God that that doesn't happen. If it does, you'll hear about it.


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[Assistant] No, 100%. It's a responsibility that I'm actually glad to take, but like, bro, it is so hard watching like anything. It's so funny how every TV show- Okay, by the way, it's not nerdy either if y'all just wanna fucking just-


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[Assistant] Become a movie fanatic, TV show fanatic, do that shit, it's okay. I've watched like every movie out right now. I've watched every TV show out right now. I can tell you about anything, but like every TV show bro, they're all doing cocaine right now.


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[Assistant] Bro, I- California Cajun is one of my favorite shows ever, and like, I honestly feel like that- that shit got so deep under my skin, I was like, I wanna be a writer who's getting fucked up, fucking bad bitches all the time, that's all I want, and lo and behold.


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[Assistant] Man, thank you for having me, honestly. This is our second one, everybody. Doesn't happen much on No Jumper. A revisit. He brought me, so I appreciate it. I love you.


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[Assistant] I will promise you I'll be reading every single comment cause I don't got much else to do.


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[Assistant] I don't believe, I don't believe that. I believe it's so true. I believe you can learn way more from a critique than a compliment anyway. So like, I'm not even kidding when I say like, I actually like take tips and advice from the comments saying bad shit about me. I will be like,


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[Assistant] Bro, honestly, I'd be reading every comment, always, I fuck with it. I'm like, yo, you know what, I'm really lucky too, cause I don't get that much hate, but like, but like, there was definitely, I mean, dude, there was a time, like, there was a time where literally last year it was like, just an onslaught of hate, every, every day.


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[Assistant] Yeah, just like, just like normal America that sees fucking Snapchat and fucking Daily Mail and shit that are like crackhead, fucking method. I'm like, bro, I'm a coke head.


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[Assistant] I was like, that was nice, actually. Imma hit her with a little thumbs up.


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[Assistant] But, but, but it was a thumbs up only on the tags, just a thumbs up tag.


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[Assistant] Yeah, I was kind of thinking like, I'm not going to give you too much, but where I am right now, I must forgive and forget and move on.


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[Assistant] Oh, that's hot. That's what we're going for. Yo, don't you fucking thumbs down. Great. I just asked for it. Alright. I love you. We're done.


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[Assistant] In 1973, William J. Bell, along with his wonderful wife, Lee Phillip, created my show. Well, our show. You know.


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[Assistant] And he gave his new show all the elements of sexual revolution along with special qualities that 20 years ago were first for daytime.


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[Assistant] But nothing is more important to me than the contemporary social issues Bill dramatized into our stories. From alcoholism, to euthanasia, incest, to rape, bulimia, even to my very own... own... classic surgery. Bill...


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[Assistant] The sheer depth of problems they suffer would drive any normal person to the brink of insanity and any competent psychiatrist to the brink of fortune. Therefore, as a public servant, I offer these brief analyses.


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[Assistant] Tom Cudahy is the typical AAA personality. Amiable, athletic, and alcoholic. When he found out his wife got pregnant by her ex-husband.


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[Assistant] And once she doesn't like someone, she sees to it that his head will roll. Fafing, have you ever thought about being a waitress at Cheers? Rene Buchanan is a respected community member.


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[Assistant] Always willing to dispense wise motherly advice. She also happens to be an ex hooker.


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[Assistant] They will overcome their problems and immediately become immersed in new ones. Well, no one claims psychiatry is foolproof.


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[Assistant] Man, no, man, man, it was, uh, you know, it was, it was, uhm, it was some of the dark days in our past, you know, we was actually, we was actually out doing some things you weren't supposed to be doing.


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[Assistant] Yeah, yeah, you know, man, uh, man, you know, we just, uh, we just intoxicated, you know, whenever you got alcohol involved with firearms, you know, it, it can just be disastrous, you know, and that's just what it ended up being, you know, it was, it was, uh, it was crazy, bro.


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[Assistant] Wish actually, uh, amped everything up, you know what I'm saying? Because me lazy and busy, we was up at Bizzy's father house, you know, we was eating dinner.


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[Assistant] You know, and Wes come over there drunk, talking about, you know, I'm getting ready to go to, uh,


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[Assistant] Let's go out, let's, let's, let's go out and get drunk cause I gotta go to jail tomorrow. You know what I'm saying? So we all went out and us drinking turned into...


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[Assistant] Us robbing people and all kind of stuff. Man, man, you know what I'm saying? Dangerous guy out of hand. You know, just so happened, it was a carjacking. So just what, just so happened.


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[Assistant] And this was, we was doing all our dirt with a tug. All our dirt. You know what I'm saying? So when we, when we got the first victim for the van, robbing for the van.


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[Assistant] Yeah, yeah. You guys were wild. Totally random. You know, we, uh, a dude was coming out, coming outside of a store or something. You know, we saw him, we jumped out the car.


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[Assistant] Took his keys to his van, and when we got inside his van, he happened to have a box of 12 gauge shells.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm sayin'? So it was late night, and uh, yeaah man, we was wildin' that night. That was a crazy night, for real.


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[Assistant] Man, but you know, uhm, as crazy as it sounds,


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[Assistant] When, when he got shot, I'm thankful that it stopped there because we were heading to do something else that could have went terribly wrong.


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[Assistant] Right. We wasn't even in our right minds, you know what I'm saying? So that halted that whole situation that we were going to do.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying, which is thankful because like I said, it could have went way worse than it did, you know what I'm saying. So, thankful it didn't go that far.


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[Assistant] Man, so we, we are, I probably hit the streets about 16. You know, uh.


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[Assistant] I was on the streets like doing, we was on the streets like doing, we was doing like about 16, 17, by the time I was 17 I was homeless on the streets, so I was living on the streets.


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[Assistant] Man, you know the usual, uh, epidemic that get in the 80s, the drugs, you know what I'm saying, the crack cocaine.


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[Assistant] It hit everybody's parents in the hood that I can remember.


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[Assistant] Everybody's parents, you know, in that whole thing. So it was like, you know, uhm, the things that we saw.


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[Assistant] You know, cause we went from having things to like not having things due to this epidemic. You know what I'm saying? So it was like, we vowed to each other to like, you know, man, when we get older, we're not going to never go down this road. We're not going to never be like this. We're not going to never be in poverty like this. You know what I'm saying? We're going to do something with ourselves.


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[Assistant] In the meantime, we was on the streets just trying to figure everything out.


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[Assistant] Going to junior high school named Franklin D. Roosevelt. And uhm.


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[Assistant] They were, uh, I had a home economics class with Lazybone and I had an English class with...


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[Assistant] Flesh and bone. And lazy used to do the beatbox.


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[Assistant] My other, uh, I was in a group with another dude named K. Chill and we used to sit in the back of the class and like rap. You know what I'm saying? And when ladies eat...


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[Assistant] Came into the class, when he got transferred into our class, he started like...


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[Assistant] So, I got the bright idea to have these two dudes battle each other.


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[Assistant] And they was like, yeah, man, that's my brother. And then from ever since that point, we, we...


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[Assistant] We formed a group called the Band-Aid Boys and we just started rocking in, uhm, rocking in school, like doing music and it just spilled over into the streets and we just kept hanging and just got tighter and tighter and the bond never broke.


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[Assistant] Yeah, that and uh, you know, when we got to hanging around each other, we found that, that our grandparents had already knew each other.


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[Assistant] And our parents know each other. You know, like so.


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[Assistant] So, we had been like around each other, not even knowing it like for some time.


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[Assistant] You know, we just started hanging, like, I stayed over, like, laying flesh house, or, you know, they would come over my house, or whatnot, and, uh, man, like I said, the bond just grew, and as we grow, like I said, everybody's parents went through, like, something similar, uh, with that whole epidemic.


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[Assistant] So, you know, uhm, that brought us closer.


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[Assistant] That's what made us like, you know, we're never gonna be like that. We're gonna make sure we stay straight. We're gonna keep our heads on straight and do this and do that. And you know, that just brought us closer. That just made the bond like.


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[Assistant] 540 ounces with 20 dollars, you know what I'm saying? More than that back then.


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[Assistant] I knew every artist that was out, whether it was East Coast, West Coast, the South wasn't even popping like that, but I knew every


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[Assistant] Southern artists that was bubbling from the Ghetto Boys to Point Blank to K-Ryno, you know, from all these people, you know what I'm saying? So I followed, I was a real student of hip hop, you know what I'm saying? So I knew everything.


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[Assistant] It had the power to do something with us that, that.


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[Assistant] Once people heard us, because people in Cleveland, they used to tell us, it was like, man.


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[Assistant] Man, no, no, because, uh, I mean, we done a talent show one time in Cleveland. One of my dudes, uhm...


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[Assistant] Name Flossie Ross, he took us to a, uh, talent show. He was like, man, I wanna take y'all to this talent show, man. Y'all, y'all will kill it.


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[Assistant] Yeah, man, we was doing everything, we was doing everything loco, uh, any loco show, which weren't that many.


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[Assistant] In Cleveland, with any talent show or local show that we can find to get into, you know, we, we...


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[Assistant] We hunted it down, you know, those, those are the days we didn't have internet, so we had to stay with our ears glued to the radio station, mainly the college stations, because that's where you find out about all the talent shows and stuff like that, you know, and as soon as we heard about them, we like signed up, like we had to, you had to get up and physically go down to the spot and sign up, you know what I'm saying, you had to,


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[Assistant] You know, he had to have the money to get there. You know what I'm saying? So it was like...


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[Assistant] We ran into so many people that sold us dreams in the city. You know what I'm saying? Like they was like, yeah, yeah, we're going to do this for you. We're going to do that. We're going to do this. You know, people send us to the studio with, with, with fake checks. Man, it was crazy. You know what I'm saying? So then we finally met this cat named Kerbin Henderson, who owned a record store called Diles Rapid Creations.


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[Assistant] In East Cleveland, and uhm, he signed us to an independent deal.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying? But you know, we was just desperate so we got into it and uhm, we dropped a local album.


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[Assistant] And after, after we dropped that, well, before we dropped that album, it's while I went to prison.


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[Assistant] What was that for? That was for, it was all related to shooting, not shooting Wish, but they didn't, because Wish didn't press charges, but they charged me with having the weapon.


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[Assistant] Man, man, man, no, he actually, when we pulled up to the emergency, he actually told me to get out the car and run. And, and, and I was so much in shock. I was like, man, just drive to the hospital. Just go, just go. Because he was like, they gonna know you shot me. Right. You know what I'm saying? So, uh, man, so it was just like, um,


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[Assistant] We just, uh, I went to jail that night for that. Wow. Went to jail for that and, uhm, it's crazy because the police officer came out when they was trying to


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[Assistant] He was like, okay, you can lie or you want to, but your friend just died. My heart dropped. I was like, oh my god.


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[Assistant] Yeaah, so, but, but, but then like too late, no, like a day later I called home.


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[Assistant] And everybody was just telling me that Wish was in the hospital, you know what I'm saying? I was like, yo man, they told me he died. They was like, what?


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[Assistant] Oh my god. So I was sitting there stressing like, man, this is...


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[Assistant] Like I said, he didn't press charges. They charged me with what happened because it was a sold-off shotgun, which is illegal.


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[Assistant] And what actually happened. Oh yeaah, yeaah, yeaah, yeaah, yeaah. I was thankful that, that, you know, I mean I was...


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[Assistant] I wasn't thankful that it happened, but I was thankful that it happened to, to, to the extent to where everybody can bounce back from it at some point, you know what I'm saying, and come back from it. So, people have lost their lives, and you know, we here now.


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[Assistant] You know, it's when we really turned up in the streets, you know what I'm saying? We got like re-re-really, really hot boys.


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[Assistant] And uh, and, and it's crazy cause we wasn't no junk kingpins, but we, we, we just, we was just doing the hustle. We hustled to survive day to day.


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[Assistant] Yeah, you know, uh, so, so by that time, like, we on the streets hard and, uh, Lay, Lay, Lay, uh, Lay and Wes, they, they, they hitting the block. They like scraping the block every day. They, they, they, um, they getting fronted by some, by, by some real, like, kingpins, you know what I'm saying? So, I think Lay get knocked, uh, uhm, with like, with like a thousand rocks on him. I'm sitting at home watching with my parents and like,


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[Assistant] He gets sent to juvenile, cause he was like 16, 17.


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[Assistant] Yeaah, he gets into Juvenile, and uhm.


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[Assistant] You know, uh, I ain't hear from him for a long time. And then I heard the only way he could get out was if he went to go live with his uncle in Texas, in Dallas, Texas. So Lazy went down there and lived down there for like a year or so. And I ain't hear from him like at all. So like.


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[Assistant] I was still doing music, but I was still doing it with, I was doing it with other people, like, just like, like just making music, like just randomly.


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[Assistant] Lay said him and his dude had something called Bone Enterprise. And Lazy Bone was actually Busy Bone.


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[Assistant] He was like, we should use this name for our, for our little thing. You know what I'm saying? I was like, cool. I'm down with it. And uhm, we all have a bone name. But at the time, it was only me and Lazybone.


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[Assistant] So I was like, cool, I'ma be Crazy Bo. And he was like, I'ma be Lazy Bo. And like, it was just crazy and lazy. Right.


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[Assistant] Let him in, cause they didn't want to let him in the group at first. I was like, bro, let the little nigga in the group, man. Damn. You know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? Cause I thought he was dope. You know what I'm saying?


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[Assistant] So we was almost about to be out of high school, drop out of high school. Right. Yeaah, but yeaah, he was the last member of the group to come into the group.


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[Assistant] We consider ourselves to be like real brothers, you know what I'm saying? We weren't brought together.


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[Assistant] You know, like the way we met, you know what I'm saying? It wasn't staged, it wasn't put together the way we met and everything, you know what I'm saying? And uhm, we bonded together, like we went through some real life struggles together on the streets where there was, where there was everybody watching me go through my family situation or me.


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[Assistant] Watching them go through the edge, you know what I'm saying? And they were all similar, so we bonded and we was all we had. For all those years when we was grinding, we was all we had. I remember when we first came out here and Eazy saw how close we were. We was in the studio one time.


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[Assistant] You know, we out here in LA, we don't know nobody, it's just us and Cleveland.


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[Assistant] You know, all, all we got is us. So, when one of us would get up to go to the bathroom, the other four would go stand by the door.


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[Assistant] Y'all dudes is like tight for real. He was like, I wish me and my dudes would have been like that cause it had been cracking.


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[Assistant] Like for real, cause like, he, he, he knew that like


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[Assistant] We was real brothers, and it's still like that, even though like, like you may hear in the media that this one is arguing, or this man, that's what brothers do, that's what family do.


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[Assistant] But you know, we vowed to never have this money situation, have us at each other's throat. We'd rather stop doing business together and still be family.


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[Assistant] Yeah man, you know what, I mean, well you know what they say about money, you know, like money and friends, but, you know, it's just like, it's never that serious.


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[Assistant] It's always about the family, like, I mean we love making money, you know, and we-


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[Assistant] Very fortunate to have a 25 year run to where we're still in demand across the globe.


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[Assistant] Everybody understands, you know, like, we over all the, everybody should be over all the egos and all the dumb shit you go through, like, earlier in your career, you know, cause we in our 40s now, man, you know, so we, like I said, we blessed to still be here, able to do what we do.


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[Assistant] Still, nah, it's family man, like I said. And when you that comfortable with people, your brother gonna always shout at you. You know what I'm saying?


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[Assistant] When you're that comfortable, you know what I'm saying, you're gonna always, you're gonna always bump heads. A person's gonna always, when you're that comfortable with people, I'm sure it's something that annoys you about each and every one of them.


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[Assistant] Yeaah. Oh yeaah. Yeaah. Cause it happens though. Right. You know what I'm saying?


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[Assistant] Yeah, yeah man, cause we never really had no, uh,


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[Assistant] You know, cause we can't, we started this journey as brothers, we gonna go through every single bit of it as brothers, sharing everything equally, from day one to now. It's still, no matter who rapped on this song or who didn't, everybody's still gonna get the same thing.


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[Assistant] Yes, it is. Man, and that is crazy because I tell people that all the time, I'm like, one member doesn't make the group. We can, we've done shows, bone shows, you know, with three members.


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[Assistant] In this, in one city and the other two members in another city the same night and they both sell out in different cities.


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[Assistant] In, in, in different cities, like, you know what I'm saying? So it's like, it's like, as long as people hear the bone music, the, the music is bigger than us.


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[Assistant] It's bigger than bone, like, so regardless, if I'm tired of doing it, tired of getting on stage doing the same songs, it's in full demand.


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[Assistant] Yeaah, man, you know, cause we came in around the same era, you know what I'm saying? I really didn't like start listening to Wu Tang until like later.


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[Assistant] After they came out, you know what I'm saying, but, but we was cool with, uh, math.


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[Assistant] Reza, you know what I'm saying? We was, uh, the, Meth was one of the first ones we got cool with, you know what I'm saying? Then we met like Rayquan and, you know what I'm saying?


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[Assistant] That's the little drama we supposedly had back in the day.


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[Assistant] Man, it was, uh, some, it was some, uh, Def Jam Christmas party, man, that, that jumped off and it was just like a...


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[Assistant] That's basically how it happened. But you know, like, everything, everything got squashed, man. Those dudes was cool. Every time I see Raekwon, I'm like, yo man, we need to, uh,


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[Assistant] No, no, I haven't watched it yet. Yeah. Yeah, I like, usually when I start watching shows, I like to...


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[Assistant] It's kind of interesting because we did a movie like that called I Tried.


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[Assistant] You know, like, like a few years ago when we were signed to Interscope and we released the Strength and Loyalty album.


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[Assistant] We did a thing like that, uhm, because we tried to shoot...


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[Assistant] We were gonna shoot something in Cleveland, but what happened was, was...


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[Assistant] We decided to shoot on the coldest day ever in Cleveland. It was like a, it was like 30 below zero, the cameras was freezing, so we was like, yo, let's, let's pack this shit up and do it in L.A. and just change the story around, so.


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[Assistant] It was supposed to be about, it was about what if we came to LA to meet Eazy, but we never met Eazy.


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[Assistant] What would we be doing? And this shit was just like crazy, like we was like getting into all types of shit.


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[Assistant] Yo, man, this, man, man, when I first heard about it, cause actually Lazy had told me about this before it even hit the press, because we got a call one day, we was on the road, and uh,


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[Assistant] One of the homies, one of the homies, a dude named Big H, he, he, he hit Lay and he was like, yo man, this just dude from, uh, from Japan down here. He don't speak no English. He said he came down here to, to meet y'all and to get something about y'all. But he said dudes, the Rob Dean, he was like, and I don't want to leave him in the hood down here cause he looking, he, he, he looking like a victim.


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[Assistant] Or like what that scenario was like? Man, I don't know who it was. Could have been anybody. Could have been anybody, you know what I'm saying? So, so my dude took him in and uh, some of my other homies, I guess they went and snatched him up or whatever, you know what I'm saying?


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[Assistant] I really thought nothing of it because it's fans that come down like from all over the world to that street.


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[Assistant] People have sent me pictures, like, a dude from Australia sent me, like, somewhere from Europe, and like,


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[Assistant] Man, but it's crazy because somebody told me that he told them that he found our street from the little map that was on our album. Wow. I say, bro, like, I don't even know how to read that, man. I don't even know what the maps say. How did you do that? What the fuck? Like, no bullshit. I'm like, man, it's crazy.


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[Assistant] Man, I mean, uh, I mean, I mean, well, I haven't, from what I hear, you know, he doesn't even want to go home. Right. He said he don't want to go home. I was like, okay, well, it's going to be kind of hard to let, you know, tell Ice that.


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[Assistant] When they come looking for you, but I mean, if you got a plan, but like so far he got people down there, like just helping him out from, from what I hear. I haven't been to Cleveland yet, but if he stood and wanted to go to Cleveland, I definitely want to meet him and sit down and just like,


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[Assistant] I just want to hear his playing and what his playing was. Right. You know what I'm saying? And you know, I haven't listened to his music. I'll listen to him to see what he sounds like, you know what I'm saying?


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[Assistant] But, but, but he's doing good. His social media is on fire right now. Really? You know, he got over a million followers.


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[Assistant] He got a, uh, from what I hear, there's a label, there's a record label in Japan that wants to talk to him when he gets back. If he goes back, he said he ain't going back, but you know.


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[Assistant] I really don't even give a damn what people think, like, I really don't. And that's, that's, that's really truthfully for my, it means more to, to certain people than me. Yeah, it's cool when people notice.


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[Assistant] Notice what you do, you know what I'm saying? And like, but, but, but I, I know what we did for hip hop. Our fans know what we did for hip hop. I always look at, I always get mine.


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[Assistant] I didn't look from, like, how many awards we got or how many times, you know what I'm saying, like, well, going platinum was...


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[Assistant] Let you know how many fans you actually have. So you know, we did watch that a lot, but like.


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[Assistant] Once we found out that our fans was behind us and they was ride or die through thick and thin, it was like I always went to them. I never went by what, you know, the accolades you may receive because


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[Assistant] You know, uhm, like I tell everybody all the time, like the best reward to me is when the fans come up to you and say, you helped them from...


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[Assistant] In those kind of ways, so that's, that's, that's the whole blessing out of it to me. Like, who's the best? Everybody is supposed to think they the best.


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[Assistant] Success like Bon Thurs and Harmony or The Migos or Public Enemy or any other group that has been successful, you're supposed to think you're the best. The Migos, they're in they prime. They supposed to think, they supposed to feel like they're the greatest.


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[Assistant] Right now. You know what I'm sayin'? So it's like, and I understand what Lazy is sayin', you know, he feel like, you know, that stems from a whole, not just what the me goes, but just us, like, people never mention them bone like we never existed.


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[Assistant] I'm like they, you know, it, I guess it gets to him like when he, when he hear rappers talk about their favorite rapper, but they rap just like boom.


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[Assistant] Yeah man, I just feel like, you know, why can't everybody just be great within themselves? You know what I'm saying? You know?


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[Assistant] If you, if you were blessed to get the attentions of the masses,


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[Assistant] It's always like a competition. I understand competition can be good. There's nothing wrong with it, but I don't go about everything like, oh.


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[Assistant] We got to be knowin' that's the best. We got to be- I know I'm one of the coldest MCs and niggas can't see me on the microphone if they try. You know what I'm sayin'? I know that, you know what I'm sayin'? But I don't have to run around and yell it and scream it. I go in the studio and I put it down on the song and I let them know. Like I'm not just a rapper, I'm an artist.


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[Assistant] Bro, that's the whole thing. That track was recorded way before that whole thing with Lazybone jumped off. Whoever went out there and made that album cover with me holding it, I had nothing to do with that. Oh, okay.


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[Assistant] That's a lot. Bro, I had nothing to do with that. That song I made was way before that beef even jumped off, you know what I'm saying? I wasn't, like, I was talking about


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying, of like, just basically saying, you know, like, that ain't where we come from, we real dudes, we real men, you know what I'm saying, that we gonna carry ourself like real men, bottom line.


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[Assistant] Man, not really, because you know, you really can't expect everything to stay the same. The world changes, people change, times change, like.


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[Assistant] It's ve- your- I mean, we been- we been- we been running for a long time, but it's gonna eventually come a time where people gonna be like, sit your old asses down.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying? That time comes for everybody. So I'm sooner than others. You know what I'm saying? But it's like...


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[Assistant] Man, I sit back and I just watch the game for what it is, you know. I'm not mad at these cats for what they do because these dudes is doing the same thing we did. It's just like when we was coming up and we was doing our music and our parents were telling us, that ain't real music, what y'all doing? Man, y'all old, y'all trippin'. We're seeing the same thing right now.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying? But what the younger generation should understand is like,


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[Assistant] We're not always trying to come at them, you know, like, oh, this is wacky, you shouldn't do it like this, you know what I'm saying? We've been, we've been going in the same direction with this hip hop thing, and the artists have always been getting the short end of the stick.


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[Assistant] What we're trying to say now is it's time to change, it's time to break that cycle.


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[Assistant] You come in an artist, but you leave a boss. Right. That's the whole mentality everybody needs to have. You know what I'm saying? It's not necessarily, you know, and just be a little bit more aware of what you're talking about.


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[Assistant] Who's agenda you push? You know what I'm saying? Because like the people, you know, like the, the, the industry will use you up for their agenda, and when they done, they'll drop you off like you never existed. So, you know what I'm saying? You gotta be always...


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[Assistant] To where I don't have to do anything because I'm, like, I'm not.


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[Assistant] It's hard to say because like people think I'm crazy, but I'm not, I'm not desperate in a haste trying to sacrifice everything just to make money.


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[Assistant] I'm happy with the revenue we got coming in. Like I said, we're blessed. Cause a lot of people like, they came out during, during our era and like,


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[Assistant] You know, it ain't that many left. The only person I see really doing it is like people like Snoop and Nas and them are still out there, you know what I'm saying? But it ain't that many that came from our era that's still able to...


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[Assistant] You know? Shit ages differently. Yea, because it's not even so much about like, me making money.


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[Assistant] I love doing music. I love being an artist. I love creating stuff. I love like, just like getting this music to people and relaying the message to people because that's more important than anything. And if I make money doing it,


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[Assistant] Again, I'm blessed because I'm getting to do what I, what I always wanted to do and get paid for. So, it's like, man, I'm cool.


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[Assistant] I'm good, I'm not hungry. My belly ain't grumblin'.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying? My kids is eating. They all good. You know what I'm saying? So, it's a wonderful thing.


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[Assistant] Oh yea, all of, yea, all my kids and they all cool, so yea.


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[Assistant] I mean, everybody why when they're young, you know, but I don't regret none of my kids, but I love them all. They, they all fun, you know, they all, they are very, very talented. They sing, they rap, they dance. They're very talented.


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[Assistant] Oh yeaah, oh yeaah, it is, it is stressful, but I make sure that I take time when I bring them all in.


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[Assistant] They all come down to their house, you know what I'm saying? They stay at their house. And I go see them all the time, so it's like...


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[Assistant] I think, uh, lazy, but I don't know, because I don't know what the whole situation, that was, that was like, pretty much lazy was doing that, you know what I'm saying or what not. But uhm, from what I hear,


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[Assistant] He had some dialogue with, uh, I think 21 Savage. If I'm not mistaken, I could be wrong, but I think he had some kind of dialogue with him.


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[Assistant] I'm gonna stand behind my nigga, you know what I'm saying, like, wrong or right. I'm standing behind him, you know what I'm saying, because this is the camp and I understand how he feels and I understand why that ticked him off and it made him like, flip. Cause like I said, like a lot of things were.


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[Assistant] Building up, you know what I'm saying? He just feel like, just overall, we, we haven't gotten the respect that we should.


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[Assistant] Man, but, but, but I don't even really bl-blame like a lot of artists because like when you're not...


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[Assistant] You- when you're- when you're not informed, or you don't like-


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[Assistant] I always tell people like, just don't do music just because you want to do music. Like, if you really love...


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[Assistant] Love it, you know what I'm saying, like you should study music. You should learn music.


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[Assistant] You know, because it's a lot, it's, it's, it's, it's a lot of our music that can help you. Like, just don't get into it. You know what I'm saying? Like, you really should know. And I really don't blame the artists because nobody has really sat and taught them. When you look at athletes that go to school, when you look at athletes, when they, you know, athletes are...


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[Assistant] They're trained from an early age, from like, junior high school.


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[Assistant] They go to the high school program, they go to college. So by the time they get to the, uh, pros, they've had a lot of training.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying? You know, David, people have told them how, how to be a professional. We don't have that in hip hop. People just get in.


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[Assistant] And think they know what they're doing and don't want to hear nothing, don't want to hear no advice or what people that went through similar situations as you, how they fucked up and how they didn't fuck.


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[Assistant] Know what I mean? They just give you all this, they, they give you all this money. That's why I say, like, we'd have fared much better.


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[Assistant] We'd have fared much better and went through less, I think less of the, uh, things we went through had easy, not passed away. Because that was our mentor. He, we, he was with us every day. Right. And I can tell he was going to be there telling us like, nah, nah, uh-uh, don't do that.


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[Assistant] Don't do that with that, you know what I'm saying? But when he passed away, we didn't have nothing. We was just...


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[Assistant] We took the money and we tried to imitate as much as we could.


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[Assistant] What we saw him doing with Ruthless Records when we like came with Mo Thug Records and you know, had the offers and you know what I'm saying, we tried to emulate all that like for real.


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[Assistant] He was definitely looking at that, looking at it like that, and he was also looking at trying to get NWA back together, you know, cause him and, him and I was having conversations, like he would, I mean, we was around, like when he was having some conversation, he used to tell us, he was like, you know, trying to get this,


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[Assistant] NWA thing back going together, you know what I'm saying? So he had, he had plans.


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[Assistant] He had plans like when he went in and got rid of like...


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[Assistant] I'm about to make a serious move and I need y'all to just like, just buckle down and ride with me because, because he had had us out here in California and like, you know, he, like, Eazy would like disappear for like weeks at a time.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm sayin', and uhm, you know, but, but in the meantime, we'd be in the hotels, like, with no money, like, starving, and then, you know, he would, he, he'd come through and drop it off, you know what I'm sayin', but then we got fed up, we like, yo, eat.


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[Assistant] If we, if, if, if you need us to go back to Cleveland while you deal with whatever you're dealing with, man, just let us know because at least we can hustle back at home. This is LA, we don't know nothing about, you know what I'm saying, we ain't trying to go out in the streets and do none of that, we don't know nothing about this.


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[Assistant] System out here, we can go home and hustle. And he was like, and that's when he showed us the folder and was like, nah, I need y'all to chill and just...


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[Assistant] Just buckle down, I'm making some big changes and y'all are part of it.


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[Assistant] So I was like, you know, so, so we just fell back after that and then, you know, uhm, a few weeks later he disappeared like for, for like more than a couple weeks.


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[Assistant] Uh, like I said, like, you know, like, more than two weeks went past, like, like four or five weeks went past that we hadn't talked to him or seen him.


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[Assistant] And you know, we gotta call up to Roofless Records. You know, we gotta call up to Roofless Records and uhm,


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[Assistant] They wouldn't tell us where he was. They was like, easy's fine, you know what I'm saying? And uh, they, they gave us our, our first, uh, what were they, like royalty checks or advancement checks, I guess.


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[Assistant] Yeaah, they gave us our first checks and uh, we, after we got done we packed up and moved back to Cleveland.


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[Assistant] Not at all. The only thing he saw was the success of Creeping on the Come Up.


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[Assistant] Man, it's always a family vibe, man. Everybody be outside their dressing rooms just talking, you know what I'm saying? Smokey atmosphere.


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[Assistant] Yeah, I mean, no matter what the past was, no matter if you had beef with this person, it's, it's, it's, everybody's older, older and mature now. So it's, everybody's just thankful to still be here, be alive and still doing what we do, for real.


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[Assistant] Oh yea man, definitely. And that's why we do it. You know, that's why we always giving his name out. We always paying homage to him at every show. And we gonna do that man, till we ain't doing it no more. You know, because like, he saved us. He saved us from a lot of things. You know, he saved us from prison. He saved us from the grave. You know what I'm saying? He saved us from ourselves.


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[Assistant] It was just, I don't know, I was tripping off of it because they was talking about they were spending, that's when they were spending like them crazy budgets and I'm like, man we spending what?


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[Assistant] Yeah man, but it was something different though, you know, the whole song.


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[Assistant] The whole song in itself is just like something special because


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[Assistant] The original song that we did, we didn't, we didn't, we just did it for our homies that passed away.


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[Assistant] Yeah, yeah, yeah, but no, no, it was actually about one homie that passed away. Okay. Cause, cause at the time we had only lost like one homie back in the hood.


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[Assistant] Yeah, and this dude was with us like, he was actually like the, uh, like the sixth member of BONE because like he was our transportation, he took us everywhere, he promoted like,


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[Assistant] Like he was in the group, you know what I'm saying? So like, like when we lost him, you know what I'm saying? It was like, it hit us hard. So like we did that song and then after we got on with E,


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[Assistant] Like, you know, we start, like, losing a lot of our other people, you know what I'm saying? My cousin was murdered, uh, Wishbone Uncle Charles was murdered. Right. Uh, the homie from the hood, Boo was murdered, you know what I'm saying? My brother-in-law, Tombstone, was killed. Murdered, all shot in the head. It's crazy.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying? So, it was uhm, it was just crazy. We was like, yo, man, like.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying? So uhm, like when we did the song and it blew up like that, man, it was just like...


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[Assistant] It was just crazy like that everybody took to it because I guess everybody was like dealing with everybody deal with death, you know what I'm saying? So I guess that song just reached everybody and still to this day, they gonna, they gonna feel the song because people still dying.


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[Assistant] Anything about Uncle Charles? Man, Uncle Charles was like...


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[Assistant] Every time a show we did, he was there for a role. And he was a clean dude. He'd be there with his life.


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[Assistant] Man, we went on several tours with them dudes and their fans is crazy.


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[Assistant] I mean, I love to smoke, but I can't, you know what I'm saying, because of the situation I have in my lungs. Oh, okay. Yeah, you know, I really can't, so that's why I transition over to the, uh, edibles and the, and the drink, and they used to tear me up at first.


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[Assistant] The first time I ate an edible, man, like a real edible, I sat down and ate a cheesecake and I ate the whole damn thing.


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[Assistant] Bro, I couldn't even sleep. I'm in here like, yo, this is torture.


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[Assistant] Yeah, oh yeah. But I learned how to balance it out now, so I'm good.


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[Assistant] Well man, I just released an album called The Quick Fix Level 2.


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[Assistant] Music's the medicine. It's available right now on iTunes, Spotify, all that stuff. You know what I'm saying? Uhm, I'm working on a few more solo projects. I'm working on a project called Crazy Melodies.


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[Assistant] The, the, man, fans been asking me about that. And, and when I release that, I'm releasing a bonus CD of songs that didn't make the Thug Mentality album.


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[Assistant] You know what I'm saying, it's like 12, 12 songs that didn't make it.


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[Assistant] Working on several things with the group right now, you know what I'm saying? And I have, and I'm pushing a lot of artists. I'm developing artists right now for my label, The Life Entertainment.


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[Assistant] It's like really bubbling right now, you know, he, he, he got a lot of traction.


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[Assistant] Uh, a cat named Position, you know what I'm saying, get addicted to mafia, it's a, it's a, it's a group with a husband and wife.


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[Assistant] Another homie from Cleveland, Nova the Rebel, you know what I'm saying? So man, just, just, just make interaction with these dudes and just trying to get, get more behind the scenes of the artists, man. Like trying to get some artists out here with some substance because it's young, it's young artists out here does not


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[Assistant] Following the same path everybody else is. You don't have to make the same music that everybody else is making to be successful, trust me.


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[Assistant] You'd be, you'd be surprised when you come different how many people follow you.


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[Assistant] Podcast one time, man, and uhm, I definitely heard it by the way you're talking. I'm like, hell yea, I wanna do this, man, let's do it. So, so.


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[Assistant] Yes, it is, man. It's a blessing to get to work with those, those, those three legends, man. Iconic legends, you know what I'm saying? They was all responsible for something, you know what I'm saying? In hip-hop. So, it's a blessing.


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[Assistant] We tried to be. Moira and I fought a lot. Even after she grew up.


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[Assistant] Okay, we're out. Now to pick up Wesker's trail.


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[Assistant] You know, you don't have to come with me for this.


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[Assistant] Okay, let's head down and look for a way across.


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[Assistant] Let's keep at it. They'll have that old bitch cornered soon.


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[Assistant] Oh, and we're gonna find exactly what we need in this shit dump.


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[Assistant] Let's bring it back to Gabe.


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[Assistant] Whoa, down Claire. Let me talk to her. You must be so scared. I know I am. My name's Moira. See? We're like sisters.


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[Assistant] Everything's okay now. What's your friend's name?


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[Assistant] Lottie? You're both so brave. You're pretty good with kids. Come on.


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[Assistant] You can count on me.


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[Assistant] Please welcome from Lexington, Kentucky, four-year-old Zaza.


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[Assistant] Thank you. I love your dance moves too. I'm happy that you're here to do that with us. Now, you took your first plane ride to get here, right?


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[Assistant] You like to sing songs, do you also rap? You do. And who's your favorite rapper?


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[Assistant] Listen, I understand that you wanted a dollhouse, is that right? So check this out, this is what we got for you.


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[Assistant] Let's take a look at three women whose characters learned they had to be bolder, stronger, and or wiser.


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[Assistant] The nominees for Outstanding Female Newcomer are Samantha on As the World Turns.


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[Assistant] And my doctors, Wendy Rich and Claire Levine. Without you I'd be dead.


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[Assistant] I just want to get one thing straight. I don't know what visit he had. Sorry my poster. I don't know what visit he had, but we definitely did not have the same.


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[Assistant] Okay, yeaah, I have like a list to it in the back of my head, so I gotta go through my checkpoints. Anyway, I just wanna clear the air with this Aaron Carter guy.


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[Assistant] What had happened was, he posted something on Twitter or whatever, and for some reason it came and like retweeted into my feed, so I was like, oh, like that's Aaron Carter, like let me hit him up. And I DM'd him and he DM'd me back.


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[Assistant] Yeah, I thought that was him, so when I went to his house and I saw the Disney Channel thing, I was like...


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[Assistant] I was like, really? I was like, wait, like, what, what, what song? And then he was like telling me like the I Want Candy. I was like, oh my god, that's you? And then I started playing like I Want Candy while recording him. And he goes, he's like, play some of my new music. I was like, I don't know your new music.


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[Assistant] I thought you were the Backstreet Boys and he got offended at that.


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[Assistant] And then I was like, okay, well, I'm done here. And I posted it, and no one was like, reposting it, cause usually when I post something, like, if the blogs pick it up right away, I'm like, okay, I got the juice, like, I'll fuck with this person.


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[Assistant] Everything was working fine and he was super, I just thought he was the backstreet boys, I ain't gonna lie. So I was like, guy, this is cool.


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[Assistant] Yes, anyway, I left his house and that was that. Period. End of story.


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[Assistant] No, me and him never saw each other after that, but he was like, I wanna fly you to LA. He said the only, the only time that he's gonna give me anything is if I start kissing him and like, if I fuck him and I was like, mmm.


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[Assistant] You know, rape is a serious subject to me because I used to think like everyone lied on like rappers and, you know, like cause you see like Kodak back, like raped people, like it's what it was. Allegedly. Wait.


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[Assistant] No, like, allegedly. Like, allegedly. Like, I just heard that. Like, allegedly, like, all these girls are saying, like, they got raped by, like, Usher and, you know, so I was like, y'all are fucking liars. Until it happened to me.


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[Assistant] So when that happened to me, why are you acting surprised? I told you this after the last podcast.


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[Assistant] What do you mean? I couldn't talk about it. It was under police investigation. They literally told me if I talk about it...


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[Assistant] I dropped the charge, it actually was the very real thing. His DNA came back unmatched and everything. He admitted to it, basically too. Okay, anyway, that was a long story. It's on my YouTube channel though.


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[Assistant] This is just like, I feel like he did it like for like a spite reason because he also like threw my phone off the balcony and did like a bunch of other fucked up shit.


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[Assistant] I saw him at the club, cause he used to block me. Every since I like, got to talk to him, he'd block me. I would get deleted and I would write him again, he'd block me again. I was like, alright, I get the point, Trey Songz don't like me. So we're in the club, and Trey Songz saw me, I was like, oh fuck, like we're about to get kicked out, I'm so sorry, I was with Claudia.


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[Assistant] And his manager, his security, whatever, came up to us, and he was like, yo, let's go, like, Trey wants you, and I was like, fuck, like, alright.


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[Assistant] At that point, yeaah, I was like, hell yeaah, I'm about to get some dick. And then I went back, we went into a van and there was a whole bunch of girls, I was like, huh, nevermind, I'm not down. Like, I just cannot fuck girls, like, I just can't do it. It's not me.


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[Assistant] I try, no, I try to leave and he wouldn't let us leave and then he took our phones, like he would not let us leave, like literally would not let us leave for a whole entire day. We were stuck at his house.


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[Assistant] We actually went to the strip club and then he like, didn't let us leave there and then we went to his house.


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[Assistant] And then when he threw, like, just a bunch of, like, back and forth shit happening, like, and then he threw my phone off the balcony, then he, like, locked me in a bathroom, that's when what happened happened, and then-


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[Assistant] At the house there was like ten girls and he would take each one to like the bathroom or his room and fuck them and come out.


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[Assistant] He does that shit raw too, like, there was a lot of fucked up shit.


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[Assistant] About something with Chris Brown, like how, like I texted him, I texted Chris.


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[Assistant] I didn't, but I just don't want to get into it. It's more like emotions and...


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[Assistant] I mean I didn't go into like detail about like how he did it or anything, but he knows, he knows what he did.


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[Assistant] I had to take like a bunch of pills like to like prevent, I had to like take some drinks to like prevent like a HIV or AIDS or whatever like they made me take a whole bunch of pills and like a Plan B and everything.


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[Assistant] We're at the hospital, they took all of my clothes, I had to go home in scrubs.


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[Assistant] My phone was like, TMZ actually was like begging for it. But it was like, mmm. No, cause I have-


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[Assistant] Everyone like cut me off from that interview, like literally everybody.


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[Assistant] No, definitely not. Nobody fucks with me from that interview. Not even Kid Buu. I was like, thanks.


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[Assistant] But, like, I was like on the fence with both of them. I wanted to see who would win and who would lose, cause I'm gonna go with the winner.


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[Assistant] The way I see him now is like a totally different person than I seen him like two years ago. Like the way I've gotten messages and screenshots and recorded phone calls of how he talks about me now.


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[Assistant] And I'm just like, that's not the same person I knew, so.


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[Assistant] Uh, conversation about like never talking again because of what I did on No Jumper. So I was like, okay. And he told me that was one of the triggers.


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[Assistant] And then me, I like leaked his number and like went crazy on him. You got mad.


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[Assistant] But no, I would have been okay with that, had we not, like, had like something still else after that, you know?


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[Assistant] I don't, but what, I don't know her. What does that gotta do with me?


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[Assistant] So what had happened was, I knew that Chris Brown was coming to town, and since you know that happened with Trey Songz, I knew that


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[Assistant] That Chris probably heard what happened. So I was like, fuck, like I gotta get in that concert.


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[Assistant] And me and Tori have always, like, had like a...


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[Assistant] Hate, love relationship, like I love him and he hates me, you know? So, wha-


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[Assistant] No, cause he told me, he was like, I would never fuck you, you have 850,000 bodies.


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[Assistant] So I told him I can't wait to make him my 850,000 in one body. Like being funny, you know? I thought it was funny. He didn't think it was funny. So he posted it and he was like...


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[Assistant] Uhm, he was like, even if Jesus Christ himself came down and told me I had to fuck you, I would douse myself in gasoline and like that shit. And I thought that shit was funny as hell. I was like lol. That's so romantic. But then he posted it.


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[Assistant] And so we had beef, but anyway, at the Chris Brown concert, Tory told, I told Tory, I was like, it's either you give me backstage passes or I'mma leak your number. And he was like, bro, I'm definitely not in the mood, bro, just come to the buses. And I was like, all right. So I was going to the buses and join your solace, me and my friend. And then he was like, no, he was like, she's not allowed in and kicked us out.


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[Assistant] Hesitant and then he like blocked me and blah blah blah. So anyway, I made it my life goal.


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[Assistant] They made it their mission to get Lucas that night. Boom, they got Lucas.


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[Assistant] They get to Lucas and then they get his manager's number or whatever and then I hit up his manager and I was like, your life is about to be ruined too, bitch. So I got his number, his DJ's number.


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[Assistant] His number and some other guy's number. So I had four numbers. I was like, all y'all numbers are gonna get leaked if you don't fuckin' apologize to me. Joyner wrote me this long ass message apologizing to me and saying like that he wants no smoke cause I had his number. So I was like, okay. I'll keep that in mind. Thank you.


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[Assistant] But then I heard that he brought academics on stage, so I was like, hm, you just ruined your own life, so I posted all their numbers.


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[Assistant] Bro, I had no idea academics was backstage. So I hit up Tori and Tori was like, he was like, Selena, I'm really not in the mood. He was like, go do something else with your life. I didn't know bring academics. So I was like, all right, I didn't join her. So I linked all their numbers and he changed his number. You know, did all that. But then I get a call out of nowhere from, I'm not going to say who, cause I feel like


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[Assistant] It's kinda, it's kinda like snitching. So anyway, he called me, he's like, Selina, like, I'm trying to protect your life right now, like, stop fucking with Tory. And I was like, what are you talking about? He was like, you're just leaking his fucking number. Cause I did, I said this to Tory Lanez, but it was really Joyner. And I was like, bruh, call that fucking number, it's not Tory, you idiot. He was like, bruh, like, Tory's pissed, like, he put a thousand on it in your head.


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[Assistant] Kinda don't, like, I kinda wanted to see, like, what would happen, you know? So I was like, do you know who, like, the shooter is? Like, like, cause, you know, I'll pay him double to, you know.


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[Assistant] Kenny don't want to, so I had- I hit up-


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[Assistant] This girl, I, cause I have like a couple of girls on Instagrams on my phone, so I like DM'd, it was Uno Season, I'm just gonna say his name.


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[Assistant] I dare you. It was Uno Season. So I DMed Uno Season and I got his number.


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[Assistant] I know, so anyway, I called Uno, I was like, I heard you was looking for me, and he was like, yea, where you at? And I draw my location, I was like, I wanna see if you'll come, and I gave him...


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[Assistant] The apartment number, and I let the door open, I was like, I really wanna see if he'll come, like, we're in a nice ass building, like, I don't think he'll do anything.


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[Assistant] I thought Trump is getting impeached, so that's who's going to be next up.


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[Assistant] Yeah, I don't really want kids, I got kinda scared, you know, I've been like-