(S (S (PP (NP (PP (BASENP (NN 最後)) (IN の)) (NN 投稿)) (IN で)) (COMMA 、) (S (PP-SBJ (BASENP (NNP ヤネス)) (IN は)) (VP (SBAR (S (SBAR (S (BASENP (QP (PRE 約) (NN ６)) (NN か月) (NN 間)) (S-NSBJ (VP (SBAR (S-NSBJ (VP (VP (NN 自殺) (VBV し)) (VP (MD たい)))) (INQT と)) (VP (VP (VBV 思っ) (INTE て)) (VP (VBV い) (VP (MD た))))))) (INCON が)) (COMMA 、) (S (SBAR (S (PP (NP (PP (BASENP (NN 自分)) (IN の)) (NN 手)) (IN で)) (S-NSBJ (VP (PP-OBJ (NP (PP (BASENP (NN 自分)) (IN の)) (NN 首)) (IN を)) (VP (VP (VBO 絞めよ) (VP (MD う))) (MDP (INQT と) (VB する)))))) (IN まで)) (COMMA 、) (S (ADVP (ADVP (RB 実際) (INRB に)) (IN は)) (S (SBAR (S-NSBJ (ADJP (JJV 怖く))) (INTE て)) (S-NSBJ (VP (PP-OBJ (BASENP (NN なに)) (IN も)) (VP (VBO でき) (VP (MDV なかっ) (VP (MD た)))))))))) (INQT と)) (VP (VBV 言っ) (VP (MD た)))))) (PERIOD 。))
最後 の 投稿 で 、 ヤネス は 約 6 か月 間 自殺 し たい と 思っ て い た が 、 自分 の 手 で 自分 の 首 を 絞めよ う と する まで 、 実際 に は 怖く て なに も でき なかっ た と 言っ た 。
In a later post , Jannes said that he had been feeling suicidal for about six months , but was too scared to actually attempt anything until he tried to strangle himself with his own hands .