(QT (DQL ``) (QTC (S (S (BASENP (PRP I)) (VP (VP (MD would) (RB n't)) (VP (VP (VB take) (BASENP (NN cocaine))) (PP (IN at) (NP (BASENP (DT this) (NN point)) (PP (IN in) (BASENP (PRPD my) (NN life)))))))) (SBAR (IN unless) (S (BASENP (PRP I)) (VP (VBD wished) (S (VP (TO to) (VP (VB commit) (BASENP (NN suicide))))))))) (PERIOD .)) (DQR ''))