ya, but that, they won't for now they cannot in they cannot mix with normal students because of COVID


so that's this also is so now they have their individual like pathlight classrooms, and that's why, before, less grueling subjects lor cause the teaching methods are different also what for the students so <mandarin>那些比较:nei xie bi jiao</mandarin> less gruelling <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> lor <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> like go together but


the thing is that, err my students are my students that come to school they mingle with people like them autism is the norm here, but then, they can get along but, they're fine and I want them to be happy about this I can still be happy


that sounds so mean but that's like, and here's the thing normal people get bullied in poly don't even talk about students with autism, you can just be bullied for being too skinny


exactly, exactly


ya, ya ya so basically he see so the thing about people with autism right is one of the symptoms of autism cause it's a spectrum one of the symptoms is sensitive hearing


if you so they can pick up sounds very easily which is why some of them they wear, ya some of them wear mufflers ear muffler or some of them wear earplugs, but then you cannot wear earplugs in school when the teacher is teaching


like you like you know you can wear earplugs or running and stuff like that but you can't wear earplugs when you're teaching so during lesson or when he go toilet right this other kid will follow him and go !whoa! !whoa! !whoa!, to trigger him you know, ya then you know today ah I had it already eh cause


today when the school bell go deng deng deng deng he go du du du du to trigger my kid then I stand up I'm like eh you better stop it ah, then he's like I never I never then I'm like hello do I look stupid to you I have ears you know, !wah! that kid ah he would just lie straight to your face and he's like freaking compulsive liar like slightly


yes , I said I'm gonna call your, nor, it used to but now it doesn't anymore which is why I'm like so pissed off like this oh my gosh like I know I'm a teacher and I shouldn't be saying this but do you know how some students they will only behave when they're put in their place by other students


ya it's like you like I mean I don't wanna be rude or anything but you're going to meet your match when you go to poly cause he thinks that he's he's it's cause the thing is, he's not the tit guy he's big size he's big size


yes he's the bully and he's big size and majority of the class people don't really like him cause he cause he keeps triggering this other person and they're like sick and tired of it already, cause he's been bullied


ya, ya cause they cause the thing is that everyone has autism and everyone in like cause some of them come, oh ya my class quite high functioning they know they have autism and they're chill about it, because we are chill about it and we don't


it's literally a school for autism how can we make fun of our students that come to school, ya by that time they come secondary school they know already, I think lah most of them, cause a lot of them went to pathlight primary


so they already know that they have autism, but then some of my students come from mainstream schools when they were bullied, ya to to to you know integrate with their peers and stuff so I got this girl, she's actually okay one her studies but because she was cause she got scolded very badly by her teachers


she was bullied by her classmates and her classmates used to talk down to her like play up her autism one they talk to her like she's stupid like that, so there's this paper you know they will write your name what you like what triggers me what makes me feel better, then under what triggers her she got put this bullet point there when people talk to me right like I'm on the further end of the autism spectrum when people basically when people treat her like she's stupid


she's only sixteen you know, ya, cruel, ya


ya, ya exactly and these are thing I I I, parents ya, exactly don't want to give birth to, the kid to


ya lor like , exactly, exactly it's like what the shit lah then like and the thing is that the parents right I feel that when we also cause one might hits a bully right so when we tell the mum that eh your kids doing this thing


the parents are also in denial lah cause they are different, cause they are, every school, every school


ya, , ,


ya lah I also, and then exactly so the the thing is that the mum right is very protective of her kid and yes I understand, you know I understand like you know you want to get the facts so she will only believe us when we send her photo evidence


I literally do that if not she won't believe us, okay so basically that particular kid with uh sensory issues right so that's not the only trigger point he's multiple trigger points and he's


so he is very so he doesn't like things like ninety nine point nine percent or ninety nine percent he's like no I had ninety nine percent why can't it be hundred percent then we have that, you know we've got the spray bottle right to like wiped down class so the label is like ninety nine percent he's like no I hate ninety nine percent


all the label all scratched off cause he's not the only kid with that kind of sensory issues so you, it's just a for them it's very unsettling cause they like things to be complete that's how they understand the world


that's how they understand the world based on percentages but things like maths and all that he understand ninety nine percent but, when he sees things like oh ninety nine point nine percent like kills kills ninety nine point nine percent of like infectious bacteria no I must be hundred percent of bacteria,


it's damn funny then after, just say ninety nine percent he Kena triggered already, ya we peeled off all the label, no we don't even change ninety nine percent we just peel off the label


yes, yes then okay that's another trigger then another trigger is that he doesn't like censorship, so when he sees things like censored faces or like censored censored like you know F U C K they censored the U C K


so you cannot see the, ya so he doesn't like censored faces he's like I hate censorship because he likes thing to be hold, he's like I can't even see the person's face what the hell, , then then that kid right cause they have ipads in school then sometimes we use ipads to teach them


you know cause they need to keep up with technology what so, , he got the ipad right err the bully got the kids ipad and then he went to her facebook page and there was a picture of then he


I mean if they go youtube all this I'll confiscate the ipad from them lah, it's purely for learning, oh no basically what he did was he went to a to her website and the person's face was censored


, so that he will freak out the kid, then !wah! <mandarin>我看到我:wo kan dao wo</mandarin> Sibeh angry eh !walao! eh like, !wah! I see ah <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> screenshot hor <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> send <mandarin>给那个:gei na ge</mandarin> class coach <mandarin>我就说:wo jiu shuo</mandarin> !wah!, it's like they <mandarin>他们拿啦:ta men na la</mandarin> like they very like what's the


they very <mandarin>创造:chuang zao</mandarin> you know they they come out with like new ways to be extremely annoying, if ah <mandarin>你真的:ni zhen de</mandarin> Bo Liao [orh] <mandarin>你真的很:ni zhen de hen</mandarin> Bo Liao <mandarin>你没有:ni mei you</mandarin> like better things to do eh <mandarin>你有:ni you</mandarin> can't you study


!hanna!,


err so, yes


yes I took a screenshot of the ipad, so <mandarin>我就先给那个老师啦老师:wo jiu xian gei na ge lao shi la lao shi</mandarin> send to the mother lor, I don't know lah but I'm not allowed to talk to the parents


yes, yes, most they are not cooperative, eh depends, ah okay it depends on the kid


ya the the bully is a compulsive <mandarin>他他:ta ta</mandarin> so, so he will go home right then mummy <mandarin>我要:wo yao</mandarin> , the mum <mandarin>说:shuo</mandarin> [orh] <mandarin>是这样的:shi zhe yang de</mandarin> then so the mum is biased cause she heard it from the kid first


it's like speed


fine , but <mandarin>我问他的他们的:wo wen ta de ta men de</mandarin> primary school teacher lah mister Ravi then <mandarin>他就说:ta jiu shuo</mandarin> ah <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> err, twins <mandarin>进去:jin qu</mandarin> primary school <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> ah the two of them will make trouble together one, ya lor


so it's obvious but then like now then they got different haircut but then


the students lor eh <mandarin>为什么他的:wei shen me ta de</mandarin> brother in our class ah


no no no we tell our,


okay I'm not to sure about the primary school but uh by the time <mandarin>我的孩子:wo de hai zi</mandarin> they say by the time they come out primary school they know they have autism already so I feel that my job <mandarin>因为他们要进:yin wei ta men yao jin</mandarin> ITE


I feel that about my job right is telling them that life is gonna get worse


they have to learn how to manage <mandarin>他们自己:ta men zi ji</mandarin> lor, we


exactly exactly, that's why we dream bring them to mainstream schools what daily, so <mandarin>我们就:wo men jiu</mandarin> like we <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> like <mandarin>如果他们有:ru ruo ta men you</mandarin> anger management <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> assign a therapist to each class so the therapist will say okay why don't you do this why don't you do that so <mandarin>他们有:ta men you</mandarin> get basically therapy lah so they have literally like


academics and therapy to help them cope with their autism, so by the time they graduate all of we really sincerely hope that they quote unquote make it lor, don't,


I don't know the statistics I have to ask the teacher but I'm I <mandarin>因为我是:yin wei wo shi</mandarin> research student right, so <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> teacher ask for you wanna like gather literal like statistics report and find out why some of them make it why some of them don't make it, so <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> okay lor there's a project I can maybe pass to RP for FIB


!wah!,


I think, yes when they go out yes, in school no cause everyone is, everyone has autism is a norm


the posture is not the same, ya <mandarin>他们的眼神:ta men de yan shen</mandarin> hor is is the the features lah they got the autistic, okay they have features linked to autism not autistic features features linked to autism


number two the way they speak, more often than not there's an accent, they consume a lot of media, the consume a lot of western media, youtube social media everything


ya but the thing is that you watch a video and you listen to it you don't imitate it, but, ya because that's how a lot of them learn by imitating


I was most of them yes and because they like the way it, cause autism for my kids they like the way, the accent sounds so they emulate it


ya sia <mandarin>我看到这个:wo kan dao zhe ge</mandarin> sec one boy leh I really create this vibes seen from some youtube gaming channel <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> oh my god he's not gonna listen to anything in class today, yes and the problem is that he's actually a very smart student if we can like get rid of all these things ah and get him to sit down and pay attention easily can go express one but <mandarin>现在他:xian zai ta</mandarin> any


!hanna! <mandarin>我看到那个孩子:wo kan dao na ge hai zi</mandarin> so I okay he's not gonna listen in class today good luck man whoever is teaching him


okay so apparently <mandarin>以前他们会算:yi qian ta men hui suan</mandarin> switch positions, then <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> then like, then the teachers will find out then some of then <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> uh will confuse the teachers they'll like I'm here I'm here I'm here I'm here


ya ya ya it's like no ah I'm tony ah


and like okay basically like there's A and B no ah <mandarin>我是:wo shi</mandarin> A ah no ah <mandarin>我是:wo shi</mandarin> B ah then it's like, who are you A or B guess, !walao! eh


ya lor <mandarin>就是这样:jiu shi zhe yang</mandarin> lor it was like eh who is who ah , because they spend more time together ya, so <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> lor <mandarin>我就这样:wo jiu zhe yang</mandarin> lor like like okay lor


with autism, but the mum is a single mum, and she has twins with autism, !ouch!, , so, I don't know but I know the mum is going through a tough time so like, I do I want to make this difficult for her no but it's your kid an asshole yes


your , err the err the other twin uh the other twin has struggled okay both of them struggle with verbalising their thoughts, ya


uh ha, there are particular case they act first they talk later so


let's say <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> they see this drink, like they just walk up to and then they stare it for like five minutes and then, you ask them, would you like to drink it he's like no then they shake their head then I was like, err are you are you curious about this drink then after that he nod his head and I was like, [orh] are you keep wondering why this drink is like has more has multiple colours in it then they nod their head


so he was like the the the drink got more than one colour inside, so he wanted to say that he thought it's interesting cause the drink has more colour inside, he cannot, , patience, is very important but definitely when they go to ITE not everyone's gonna be educated on autism


it should be okay nevermind nevermind I want to I really wish to, autism


sorry I keep talking over you, !aiya!


ya, special needs students with special needs


because, he because if he doesn't say it he cannot he feel he gets like very nervous


cause only when he say what he's thinking then he can understand, so he struggles he's processing his he processes things very slowly so that's why he's he's in NT but he's very he works very very hard


ya <mandarin>他是一边吃饭一边做:ta shi yi bian chi fan yi bian zuo</mandarin> like, like keep cause he wants, I mean <mandarin>我我有问他:wo wo you wen ta</mandarin> lah !aiya! <mandarin>为什么你:wei shen me ni</mandarin> like


you know <mandarin>吃饭:chi fan</mandarin> and <mandarin>做功课:zuo gong ke</mandarin> why can't you why don't you go home then do <mandarin>他就说哦因为:ta jiu shuo o yin wei</mandarin> exam <mandarin>来:lai</mandarin> Liao, ya sia you know you know two of you you know two of my students they do the same thing also


I don't know lah I, they, I, okay one of them wants to get things done as soon as possible the other said I need to study


damn hardworking eh if I was like an inch as hardworking as them ah during my secondary school day


bullshit


, , oh my god


oh my god, 对不起


shelter them but then the thing is that I cannot shelter them, I cried like !wah! four days into like my my my training you know, because after my kid cry then after my


ya, like cause the first time I was alone then <mandarin>他就:ta jiu</mandarin> meltdown, then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> call crisis line <mandarin>因为他不:yin wei ta bu</mandarin> cause he's beyond the point of listening to me, then <mandarin>他不要听我的话:ta bu yao ting wo de hua</mandarin> then <mandarin>我就打:wo jiu da</mandarin> crisis line <mandarin>两个:liang ge</mandarin> therapists <mandarin>跑下来:pao xia lai</mandarin> lor then


err <mandarin>他们每次有:ta men mei ci you</mandarin> clipboard then tap the and say how you feeling da da da da da da then <mandarin>他们就写下来他们的:ta men jiu xie xia lai ta men de</mandarin> thoughts lor


that's it if, some they we would try to direct them to the calm room or we will try to direct them somewhere private, or but if they if anything that's physical we have at least more manpower lor


because some of them are violent like have not are violent they have violent tendencies


no no no <mandarin>跑出去:pao chu qu</mandarin> right over the railing, then <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> classmate, he got try to jump legit like it's a real jump


!huh! !wah! the the the the class coach she say ah <mandarin>我我:wo wo</mandarin> !wah! I fucking pulled him down with the <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> body weight then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> like !wah! shit Sia <mandarin>糟糟糕:zao zao gao</mandarin> Liao


so the cause, yup, yup, ya <mandarin>那两个男的跑来:na liang ge nan de pao lai</mandarin>


ya, ya ya ya but but priority number one is to restrain in a crab of him, I honestly don't know, because that's how many we have


I think so, it could be multiple meltdown, I don't know but that thing is, , size of a class is different mah mine class is twelve so it's one of the biggest classes but usually a class will have nine eight


oh I don't know eh I lost count, ten, six seven, it depends, ya so <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> cause they have to have multiple therapists on because the thing is that sometimes usually when one person meltdown right is because another person will get triggered


yes and, because it's two against one , yes, because one has to deal one can deal with the kid then one would deal with the other people


like the other students that may get triggered cause of the kid, or sometimes we need two people to restrain someone, , err I I have to ask lah because <mandarin>因为已经有那个:yin wei yi jing you na ge</mandarin> subject teacher <mandarin>然后有我:ran hou you wo</mandarin> so <mandarin>已经是两个人:yi jing shi liang ge ren</mandarin> Liao


four people, , the needs are not that high but <mandarin>我的班有一个孩子:wo de ban you yi ge hai zi</mandarin> right <mandarin>如果:ru ruo</mandarin> someone he gets triggered when someone else gets triggered


its not the circle it's a freaking snowball effect <mandarin>真的是:zhen de shi</mandarin> snowball effect like <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> trigger right then poom poom poom poom poom then, yes


it just stop at one <mandarin>不然啊那个:bu ran a na ge</mandarin> whole class ah they will they will they will go back insane, like like <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> okay so that kid he gets triggered when other when another person gets triggered then <mandarin>我有两个:wo you liang ge</mandarin> right, they will get physical, when someone gets triggered


their intentions are not wrong but they're actions are wrong cause <mandarin>这个是我的:zhe ge shi wo de</mandarin> job are you trying to steal my job, then <mandarin>他们会:ta men hui</mandarin> try to like bullies other peoples like don't do this stop bullying him already then I was like !hey!


ya then I was like is this your job or my job, then like they said is your job I was like am I the teacher or are you the teacher then <mandarin>他说:ta shuo</mandarin> you're the teacher lor then I said okay, go back to your seat


you graduate first lah then you become teacher, that's what I would say lah, you graduate first then you become teacher, then I say you trying to steal my job is it I need to eat you know, I need to eat food leh you try to steal my job ah


uh they say [orh] sorry miss natasha, go eat go eat , ya, the <mandarin>心地:xin di</mandarin> is still there <mandarin>他们我的我的班是很:ta men wo de wo de ban shi hen</mandarin> kind <mandarin>的只是那个:de zhi shi na ge</mandarin> dynamics


!aiya! <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> needs quite low <mandarin>的啦我有些孩子:de la wo you xie hai zi</mandarin> don't even like they go class ah the first thing they do is fall asleep, ya but they do it on purpose


sometimes , , (ppc)


!haiya!, , okay lah <mandarin>他们会:ta men hui</mandarin> ah <mandarin>他们会:ta men hui</mandarin> survive <mandarin>的啦他们:de la ta men</mandarin> their strong


like but, I really hope that the boys will start to go to the gym


either, yes, normal, only very few boys in my class are like okay but it's either <mandarin>很胖:hen pan</mandarin> or <mandarin>很瘦:hen shou</mandarin> either way they're gonna get bullied basically I want them to go to the gym I want them to get ribbed so that people won't make fun of them


because I, ya no no not that robot physics I just want I just want people in ITE to be scared of them because they are ribbed, subtly, maybe you should err run a bit more as in like I don't think


no no no during PE they then I was like maybe you should run a bit more, ya , you know after I, or maybe you should, no


is the other teacher reliefing the other teacher help for PE I help for other classes, yes, so there's the there's a subject PE teacher then there's the assistant teacher so most of the time we just sit back


most of the time


but then <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> students <mandarin>全部都是:quan bu dou shi</mandarin> low to medium needs so, and then <mandarin>如果我:ru ruo wo</mandarin> like, I keep if I keep following them right they will not you know, no no no they will feel like I'm treating them like a child they they will feel that I'm treating them like they're stupid so <mandarin>我我的:wo wo de</mandarin> job <mandarin>我是:wo shi</mandarin> sit back so technically by right <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> one to one but <mandarin>我是:wo shi</mandarin> one to twelve


, one one to one, yes, no so it's one YFA to that one high needs student the rest are like medium to low needs


one, depends depends, every class have one, but because of my special case right cause they keep getting trigger one after another that's why they have YFA


no, oh, , err only one or two classes <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> YFA <mandarin>我知道:wo zhi dao</mandarin> natal <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> YFA


nope not yet but even if <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> right chances are the the subject teacher can control, yes or if not if I can hear someone screaming I immediately run out of my class I will ask what happen


no don't need, because if let's say <mandarin>有一个孩子:you yi ge hai zi</mandarin> try to run out of the school right then I happened to be there I have to restrain the kid what, ya usually


ya I mean it's quite obvious what if one kid is running out of the school and you happen to be there what you do you restrain the damn child ah,


no as in like as in like <mandarin>因为他们:yin wei ta men</mandarin> cause <mandarin>我我:wo wo</mandarin> NEA right <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> they take different subjects what so they have to move classes for their elective subjects


ya lah, so but then last time the classes were fixed but then they have to split up into different classrooms cause you cannot have too many students in a classroom, social distancing, ya <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> social distancing


not not Sot lah today she's a bit depressed she's a bit sensitive she's she, she talked about killing herself this morning you just keep an eye on her, so I'll just like stand three meters apart from her like follow her lor


like eh today this person a bit the <mandarin>心情不好:xin qing bu hao</mandarin> you might have to follow him instead then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> alert the other teacher that today I'll be assisting another class


err, <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> but, err okay cause <mandarin>因为我的是:yin wei wo de shi</mandarin> NA, so most of my classes some of the elective classes <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> YFA, ya


, really cannot put him next to the window got one time he sit next to the window I immediately push the the whiteboard on the wheels I push next to the window then make sure he hit


yes, uh but like I got tell the teacher can you don't let this person sit next to the window because like not only is he making my job difficult but this kid's not listening


!wah!, no he will he will he will <mandarin>趴:pa</mandarin> his body on the table and like lean on his arms and like


then <mandarin>他就用他的手:ta jiu yong ta de shou</mandarin> support <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> chin ah !walao! eh like you come here to <mandarin>旅行:lv xing</mandarin> or you come here to study one, enjoy life yes


but it's pretty I get it I get it you like looking at scenery it's normal it's but it's time for school , ya lor, so that time he the last one to come inside class then like okay lor then


ya ya ya <mandarin>他是那种的:ta shi na zhong de</mandarin> then I was like, yes he likes nature, yes yes he does, no but


but <mandarin>他是他是:ta shi ta shi</mandarin> like need prompting, it's like, like what I like to do right is that I'll sit next to him, in the next table so if he looks out right I'll make eye contact with him then he will go back do his work, or <mandarin>有些:you xie</mandarin> or you


I cannot smile even if I smile they cannot see cause wear mask, the good thing about mask right is that when your student say something stupid right you can laugh and they cannot tell, cause you wear mask


oh they'll like, ya, ya, ya ya this is like what the hell then you'll then sometimes right got I mean I'm guilty lah but I got mouth the F word at them before lah


there's you know , it's like you accidental, like I will mouth like words at them but they cannot hear cause they cannot see then like, ya, lip syncing


uh damn funny then <mandarin>有一次:you yi ci</mandarin> right <mandarin>我的孩子:wo de hai zi</mandarin> she copied then she the she's like I cannot see then the <mandarin>老师说:lao shi shuo</mandarin> you sitting so close to the visualiser why you cannot see then <mandarin>她就很小声讲:ta jiu hen xiao sheng jiang</mandarin> the, is not, the visualiser, is the handwriting


!whoa!, , !wah!, ya I was sitting nearby I was like okay don't laugh like, yes, cause the teacher used to be a doctor


the handwriting <mandarin>真的:zhen de</mandarin> cannot, Jialat <mandarin>真的真的不可以:zhen de zhen de bu ke yi</mandarin> make it <mandarin>但是:dan shi</mandarin> hor like but <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> agree lah like <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> handwriting <mandarin>真的:zhen de</mandarin> like it's not very


don't laugh control yourself, I just turn around then I walk away, , !wah! if I cause if I laugh out loud ah I'm gonna be so dead I'm gonna be so dead


, !woo! lucky I wear lucky wear mask sia, !wah! <mandarin>还好:hai hao</mandarin> ah wear masks ah <mandarin>不然啊他会看到我的脸一直在笑啊笑笑到死掉:bu ran a ta hui kan dao wo de lian yi zhi zai xiao a xiao xiao dao si diao</mandarin> Liao


err, no no I will I will I will turn around I will turn around and I will look somewhere else


!yay! !yay! !yay! so like you know there's like then there's the typical put your hand near your face so one can see your face


I I think I'm in love then I I want to laugh but then he like , ya, ya, they're young they're going through puberty what


err I mean that's my job what is I I'm here to cause if you want to help them emotionally you need to, you have to get close to them so I made an intentional effort to get close to them, I was like oh with who


ya lah <mandarin>如果他们要:ru ruo ta men yao</mandarin> tell me okay lah let them tell me lah then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> then my I was like okay sure sure why don't you I must like


miss natasha you know my older sister ah got BTO already I want to get married I'm like , , don't think so I think she normal lah, then <mandarin>有这个孩子:you zhe ge hai zi</mandarin> he he damn funny he look at me are you single I'm like no


then he's like, !huh!, uh, I'm, he is, okay he's a bit of a bully but I think it was a innocent question, I think lah ha if he ask again our talk to his teacher


curious,


oh ya then, no no no no no no no, !oof!, students with autism right the older like I okay, students with autism it's not that as they get older they get better cause they grow out of it but by the time but most of them went to pathlight primary so by the time they come to pathlight secondary <mandarin>他们已经有:ta men yi jing you</mandarin> profile Liao


we created a, you read you read the profile right then you know how to deal with them but if they come into primary school you got to start from scratch, we literally have a one hour session teaching them how to tie your fucking shoelaces


actually some of them take three hours or not weeks to learn how to tie their shoelaces, it's because, no, if they grow up how


you know some of them take time like one hour to learn how to tie a knot, !hey!, it's the bunny ears part lah


yes, the the once you get them you get them but the on the way to getting them is a bitter,


then cause <mandarin>因为他们很小:yin wei ta men hen xiao</mandarin> then like <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> we haven't teach them the skills to, they haven't learn the skills how to deal with their autism, yes cause they cause, they they literally came out the womb lah


then by the time they come secondary school <mandarin>他们一进:ta men yi jin</mandarin> rub <mandarin>他们已经有他们自己:ta men yi jing you ta men zi ji</mandarin> like they know what they like they know what they don't like, they know you know what works and what doesn't work, they literally pick up the of the grass and eat it


I'm not joking, yes I saw some kid eating grass and I was like, , I was like I point outside I quickly don't he's eating grass, , !walao! eh like that's like like no this is the last thing I ever thought like I saw this primary school kid in our school cause sometimes they eat in the school


ya eating grass eh !walao! eh, err <mandarin>不是:bu shi</mandarin> okay technically <mandarin>是一样:shi yi yang</mandarin> campus but then like that time they were eating lunch together then <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> saw this kid eating grass then I'm like, that's not right, , !walao! eh


uh <mandarin>对他:dui ta</mandarin> uh I think so some, err not that I've seen but ah


I think they understand because they know what it's like to, not know how to deal with autism, ya lor


I legit thought it was the kettle until people look out of the window then oh my god <mandarin>真的是小朋友:zhen de shi xiao peng you</mandarin> eh Siao <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin>, !wah! Siao Liao,


ya they ask me so <mandarin>我就选中学因为:wo jiu xuan zhong xue yin wei</mandarin> like how to say this ah I prefer to talk to my students, ya, cause I'm towards


like I know some say <mandarin>孩子:hai zi</mandarin> so cute no no no no no, no no no no no, okay there's <mandarin>小学中学:xiao xue zhong xue</mandarin> and the elderly


they have like the primary school and secondary school and then they have like like elderly with special needs, then <mandarin>他们也是:ta men ye shi</mandarin> like and got different basically they got different places and outlets ah then <mandarin>他们就说:ta men jiu shuo</mandarin> oh uh


which outlet you prefer then <mandarin>我就想:wo jiu xiang</mandarin> okay technically <mandarin>中学:zhong xue</mandarin> cause I cause you know, we are like quite close to gauge lor I think it feels more like a friend than a, mum like the the teacher lah <mandarin>我就我就讲:wo jiu wo jiu jiang</mandarin> lor then, also <mandarin>因为我担心:yin wei wo dan xin</mandarin> primary school like


I cannot take it lah, ya <mandarin>因为中学生你:yin wei zhong xue sheng ni</mandarin> can at least communicate they have a sense of logic


, , ya so <mandarin>我的学生已经有:wo de xue sheng yi jing you</mandarin> profile Liao


uh I I don't mind but I don't know if my my emotionals can handle it, shred our emotional later


and be it's like you really want to help them because


ya like you know I'm, I I really want to like do my best for them cause some I mean also got times I wonder to myself if they deserve if that I'm not competent enough for this job


the stuff that they argue about right is literally like primary school like primary school stuff


ya ya then you know secondary school got all these drama and like, , all these like oh he say she say <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> like <mandarin>我的孩子:wo de hai zi</mandarin> they don't really gossip one


ya they just eh he do better than me that's it, they, yes, yes like, yes


err I know some of them go to each other's houses, ya but COVID lah, ya but my my students are more higher functioning, like they're on the their autism


they are on the, lower like the the not the, low needs, they are not so high needs so <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> sociability they quite high, so they're quite sociable, but then you got but then but there are some other uh there are some students they are non verbal


type one the phone lor then they, cause they struggle a bit it's very difficult for them to articulate so they will type on their phone, and the phone will have that robot voice


they will type out lor, type out they type out what they want to say, they are non verbal what so there's they discard their portion lor


, I I don't even want to think about it but like I I cannot, I can only imagine how the parents feel <mandarin>那父母:na fu mu</mandarin> ah, it's difficult


eh friend how you feel about the COVID nineteen situation in SG right now


ya, and cause of this retrenchment and like people not having money right I feel like it has been impacting my family too have it have it been impacting yours too


oh I feel like it has been impacting my family pretty bad like my father right he actually sells vinyl wood but since the economy is pretty bad recently right like <mandarin>他好像好像赚不:ta hao xiang hao xiang zhuan bu</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>钱:qian</mandarin> cause nobody wanna like renovate now right since like they don't have money so why spend more money on renovating instead then like he has a warehouse too too and employers to pay then since <mandarin>这样没有钱:zhe yang mei you qian</mandarin> right


then <mandarin>又没人开那个:you mei ren kai na ge</mandarin> warehouse since <mandarin>那时:na shi</mandarin> COVID nineteen and then after that CB starting, so kind of like you need to pay the rental and like the employees fee without earning any money


for me right I tend to like watch tiktok videos and I actually listen to music to relieve stress lor like for me hor <mandarin>我满喜欢:wo man xi huan</mandarin> like big bang <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> do you like K pop


for me right okay lah cringey <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> cringey lor but like <mandarin>很多帅哥看也是嘛不会:hen duo shuai ge kan ye shi ma bu hui</mandarin> meh, okay, but like hor


what do you like about big bang like <mandarin>我以前:wo yi qian</mandarin> right <mandarin>以前:yi qian</mandarin> big bang <mandarin>比较出名的时候:bi jiao chu ming de shi hou</mandarin> right do you go their concert everything


ya I still remember right in order to like go their concert right but since <mandarin>我以前读书不是很好:wo yi qian du shu bu shi hen hao</mandarin> and then hor my parents will always like if you don't study well right I'm not I'm not gonna buy you the concert ticket so right I but hor to be honest I still don't study so I have to like beg for the concert ticket or


okay so currently right I'm studying in uni for like marketing then I was thinking like once I graduate I think I'm gonna find some jobs related to marketing or like I don't know cause in poly I study IT actually then I was thinking like if I don't want marketing cause I am not really sure if I want marketing or not so if I don't want it then I think I will use my poly cert and find a job that is IT related


ya cause previously right I always wanted to like find a job that is related to like photoshopping, but like when I was finding uni right like a lot of the unis don't have courses like that so I Bo Pian right have to like go marketing lor and since like all the courses don't really have things I like and I don't really want to continue IT in uni so I decided to go marketing because like I can graduate in two years which is like better than me choosing IT which is three years


ya that's what I feel so <mandarin>我觉得很像就:wo jue de hen xiang jiu</mandarin> <mandarin>就你所说的:jiu ni suo shuo de</mandarin> lor <mandarin>没有人:mei you ren</mandarin> like <mandarin>真正开心:zhen zheng kai xin</mandarin> kind of like <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> like <mandarin>我们就是过一天算一天的那种感觉就是:wo men jiu shi guo yi tian suan yi tian de na zhong gan jue jiu shi</mandarin> like we kind of work to earn money to survive we eat to survive cause when we don't eat we will die right so kind of like <mandarin>每个人就是:mei ge ren jiu shi</mandarin> we do things to survive


ya but like okay lah better than not give you right, oh ya but like hor since this COVID nineteen situation right I didn't have a graduation ceremony you know did you have it


for me right I'm actually really looking forward to my graduation ceremony leh I actually tell my friends right we will buy the flower right and give each other and cause I like winnie the pooh right so I actually ask them like <mandarin>买那个:mai na ge</mandarin> pooh bear <mandarin>的花送给我:de hua song gei wo</mandarin> then hor <mandarin>我就买:wo jiu mai</mandarin> the graduation bear <mandarin>的送给他们:de song gei ta men</mandarin> so I'm kind of like looking forward to it but like hor <mandarin>怎么知道:zen me zhi dao</mandarin> it got cancelled


ya but right recently I didn't get my


graduation, cert did you get it


for me right <mandarin>我不知道为什么:wo bu zhi dao wei shen me</mandarin> leh like my friend right actually ask like my school when will like we get the graduation cert then they say like mid july and now it's like august already I doubt or I will ever get my cert sia <mandarin>我不是不懂为什么:wo bu shi bu dong wei shen me</mandarin> hor <mandarin>不见掉:bu jian diao</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>是不是:shi bu shi</mandarin> lost mail


ya for me I kind of enjoyed my poly years then since I started uni recently right !wah! damn shag like hor since like my lecturer is all from like australia right so they couldn't fly here cause of the COVID situation then we have to like <mandarin>上网课:shang wang ke</mandarin> leh then hor !wah! then we I don't know anyone in my class mah cause like I'm year one and I don't have friends that like study marketing together


true <mandarin>我现在觉得很像:wo xian zai jue de hen xiang</mandarin> a lot of people tell me that uni right like <mandarin>很难交朋友:hen nan jiao peng you</mandarin> cause it's damn stress and the hours is very short <mandarin>所以好像好像:suo yi hao xiang hao xiang</mandarin> hor <mandarin>很难交朋友:hen nan jiao peng you</mandarin> then we just go there and study then two years just come out


ya like <mandarin>踏进大学:ta jin da xue</mandarin> Liao right <mandarin>我觉得我要我要找男朋友了因为我每次这样:wo jue de wo yao wo yao zhao nan peng you le yin wei wo mei ci zhe yang</mandarin> right like poly right I don't wanna find a guy cause like I don't really want to wait for them like when they go army for two years sia like <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我读大学:wo du da xue</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>然后:ran hou</mandarin> hor <mandarin>那个男的就去当兵:na ge nan de jiu qu dang bing</mandarin> then like


when <mandarin>我等他:wo deng ta</mandarin> graduate right <mandarin>他已经很老:ta yi jing hen lao</mandarin> Liao then <mandarin>我也很老:wo ye hen lao</mandarin> Liao leh then <mandarin>我们要结婚:wo men yao jie hun</mandarin> right then I feel like waste my time eh so I feel like I will find someone in uni, ya


ya so now right when I get older right <mandarin>我就觉得人要现实一点所以我就觉得:wo jiu jue de ren yao xian shi yi dian suo yi wo jiu jue de</mandarin> right as I said just now right <mandarin>如果我要等那个男的出来:ru guo wo yao deng na ge nan de chu lai</mandarin> like after army <mandarin>然后要等他:ran hou yao deng ta</mandarin> graduate I already in the industry for like a couple of years then I have to wait for him to like work then <mandarin>等到他几年:deng dao ta ji nian</mandarin> Liao hor <mandarin>我才可以结婚然后:wo cai ke yi jie hun ran hou</mandarin> you know like when you want to marry you need to like have a stable income like


maybe like got a house or what then like <mandarin>我已经做工做了一两年:wo yi jing zuo gong zuo le yi liang nian</mandarin> then <mandarin>他才刚刚出来做工:ta cai gang gang chu lai zuo gong</mandarin> then <mandarin>我要等他等多几年这样我不是很像很浪费时间所以我就干脆找个:wo yao deng ta deng duo ji nian zhe yang wo bu shi hen xiang hen lang fei shi jian suo yi wo jiu gan cui zhao ge</mandarin> uh uni <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> right at least like they army like <mandarin>出来:chu lai</mandarin> Liao then we can go like the industry together then maybe <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> l feel like it's better lah what you think


ya then what's your ideal type what do you think about guys like what kind of guys do you want to find in the future


and you know right <mandarin>我觉得男孩子:wo jue de nan hai zi</mandarin> right <mandarin>他最痛苦的时光:ta zui tong ku de shi guang</mandarin> is their army of two years then <mandarin>女孩子:nv hai zi</mandarin> right you have to like menses for every month then <mandarin>又要肚子疼然后生孩子又很痛所以做女人不好做男孩子比较好:you yao du zi teng ran hou sheng hai zi you hen tong suo yi zuo nv ren bu hao zuo nan hai zi bi jiao hao</mandarin> so next life if I can choose right I also want to be a guy


ya <mandarin>就算好像找老婆:jiu suan hao xiang zhao lao po</mandarin> right as long as you have money right <mandarin>很容易找:hen rong yi zhao</mandarin> then <mandarin>女孩子:nv hai zi</mandarin> right <mandarin>老:lao</mandarin> Liao hor <mandarin>很多人都讲:hen duo ren dou jiang</mandarin> hor nobody wants you anymore since like <mandarin>你老:ni lao</mandarin> Liao


I don't think so eh <mandarin>我比较希望:wo bi jiao xi wang</mandarin> right <mandarin>是我自己有钱有能力买那个:shi wo zi ji you qian you neng li mai na ge</mandarin> branded and I of course I still want him to like kind of <mandarin>有那个能力买他不用一定要买至少他有那个钱买:you na ge neng li mai ta bu yong yi ding yao mai zhi shao ta you na ge qian mai</mandarin> right <mandarin>我就知道:wo jiu zhi dao</mandarin> like <mandarin>他有一个:ta you yi ge</mandarin> stable income <mandarin>你懂吗因为:ni dong ma yin wei</mandarin> right like as I grow older I become realistic so <mandarin>我觉得我要找男人:wo jue de wo yao zhao nan ren</mandarin> right <mandarin>要:yao</mandarin> at least <mandarin>找个不是不可以不用很有钱:zhao ge bu shi bu ke yi bu yong hen you qian</mandarin> lah <mandarin>但是就是不要没有钱:dan shi jiu shi bu yao mei you qian</mandarin> lor <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> like


I don't think so eh like I I always wanted to go japan and retire but recently right I have been to japan hor then hor <mandarin>我看到:wo kan dao</mandarin> !wah! their MRT right like don't have like escalator leh then everywhere is like full of staircase then <mandarin>我就觉得:wo jiu jue de</mandarin> like <mandarin>老:lao</mandarin> Liao hor then <mandarin>还要每天爬上爬下:hai yao mei tian pa shang pa xia</mandarin> I don't think I can Tahan this leh then <mandarin>我的骨头:wo de gu tou</mandarin> hor <mandarin>痛:tong</mandarin> sia <mandarin>我就觉得:wo jiu jue de</mandarin> maybe taiwan or like


Angmoh country then like when I open my house door right then <mandarin>就一片大海然后有深林我觉得不错:jiu yi pian da hai ran hou you shen lin wo jue de bu cuo</mandarin> you leh


I will go to a nursing home like if I don't have money but if I have money right I will go to like ya Angmoh country branches like taiwan to retire cause I feel like <mandarin>那边比较:na bian bi jiao</mandarin> relax lor then the things are like quite chill and like the things are not so


expensive like singapore


ya <mandarin>我也这样觉得:wo ye zhe yang jue de</mandarin> like I feel like <mandarin>我希望:wo xi wang</mandarin> right <mandarin>我死的时候:wo si de shi hou</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我是躺着睡觉然后睡就睡死:wo shi tang zhe shui jiao ran hou shui jiu shui si</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>不然:bu ran</mandarin> I feel like hor <mandarin>我不希望:wo bu xi wang</mandarin> hor like <mandarin>中病中病然后:zhong bing zhong bing ran hou</mandarin> hor like tube here tube there then you die like that and <mandarin>很痛苦:hen tong ku</mandarin> leh like maybe <mandarin>动手术是动手术:dong shou shu shi dong shou shu</mandarin> right then in the end hor still cannot recover then in the end die then it's like <mandarin>为什么要弄到这样惨:wei shen me yao nong dao zhe yang can</mandarin> so <mandarin>我希望:wo xi wang</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我睡死:wo shui si</mandarin> but I feel like recently right like the things we eat everything right


eh by the way what kind of hobbies do you like ah


eh <mandarin>我也是喜欢:wo ye shi xi huan</mandarin> bake leh like <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> CB right I have nothing to do at home lor so I I I almost break everyday then I remember right <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> vanilla extract right <mandarin>哪里都买不到:na li dou mai bu dao</mandarin> sia <mandarin>我去:wo qu</mandarin> redman right then I have to queue for one hour <mandarin>才买得到:cai mai de dao</mandarin> then <mandarin>第一次我去:di yi ci wo qu</mandarin> right <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> queue queue <mandarin>到一半了那个跟我讲:dao yi ban le na ge gen wo jiang</mandarin> oh your IC like it's odd or even number then I cannot go in then I queued for like thirty minutes for nothing then <mandarin>我怎么知道我第二天我进去的时候:wo zen me zhi dao wo di er tian wo jin qu de shi hou</mandarin> right


for me also actually <mandarin>我也看到他们我也没有跟他:wo ye kan dao ta men wo ye mei you gen ta</mandarin> hello <mandarin>的是我老爸老妈跟他:de shi wo lao ba lao ma gen ta</mandarin> hello but like !aiya! since they bake for me then I'm the only one that bakes in the house right <mandarin>所以我:suo yi wo</mandarin> like !aiya! <mandarin>切一点给他们:qie yi dian gei ta men</mandarin> lor like exchange mah <mandarin>因为他们每次:yin wei ta men mei ci</mandarin> like they bake bread for me then like <mandarin>他们煮东西有时候会拿来:ta men zhu dong xi you shi hou hui na lai</mandarin> and so <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> bake cake <mandarin>的时候会给他们一点:de shi hou hui gei ta men yi dian</mandarin> it's just like <mandarin>你给我我给你:ni gei wo wo gei ni</mandarin> lor but sometimes <mandarin>我看到他们:wo kan dao ta men</mandarin> right I also I also don't say hello I feel like they know also


ya <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> !aiya! <mandarin>随便:sui bian</mandarin> lor <mandarin>不不要弄到坏关系就好:bu bu yao nong dao huai guan xi jiu hao</mandarin> Liao since like <mandarin>住在一:zhu zai yi</mandarin> like <mandarin>住在附近的:zhu zai fu jin de</mandarin> mah <mandarin>所以:suo yi</mandarin> like normal normal like relationship no need too good lah just <mandarin>不讨厌:bu tao yan</mandarin> each other <mandarin>就好:jiu hao</mandarin> Liao at least hor maybe <mandarin>将来:qiang lai</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我在家里开歌开到很大声他们:wo zai jia li kai ge kai dao hen da sheng ta men</mandarin> Paiseh <mandarin>不敢来:bu gan lai</mandarin> complain <mandarin>我你懂吗因为:wo ni dong ma yin wei</mandarin> like <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> relationship okay mah


I feel like I'm more towards introvert lor <mandarin>因为我觉得:yin wei wo jue de</mandarin> I quite shy leh like but <mandarin>讲真的:jiang zhen de</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> mostly right a lot of people are actually introvert but like sometimes when you're thrown to a place right like maybe like first day uni or first day like in


of school right <mandarin>你不要:ni bu yao</mandarin> introvert <mandarin>也:ye</mandarin> Bo Pian leh kind of like you have to make friends then sometimes you have to do assignment or like group project together then <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> introvert <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> shy shy <mandarin>一个人坐在那边:yi ge ren zuo zai na bian</mandarin> meh you Bo Pian also must act like an introvert and extrovert and talk to people right


ya <mandarin>这样讲我也满希望:zhe yang qiang wo ye man xi wang</mandarin> hor I can like not so shy then can like eh when see new people right everyone is like eh hello hello hello like extrovert like sometime hor you <mandarin>做不到:zuo bu dao</mandarin> but <mandarin>讲真的:jiang zhen de</mandarin> right although I see myself as an introvert right <mandarin>你丢我进:ni diu wo jin</mandarin> poly <mandarin>第一天:di yi tian</mandarin> right I also will like hello hello cause like I need them to like <mandarin>做:zuo</mandarin> group project mah <mandarin>不要跟他们讲话:bu yao gen ta men jiang hua</mandarin> meh later my grades affected like <mandarin>所以就假假做一个:suo yi jiu jia jia zuo yi ge</mandarin> extrovert <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> lor what you think


then I started to think weird stuff leh like <mandarin>很像很:hen xiang hen</mandarin> depress <mandarin>这样不会:zhe yang bu hui</mandarin> meh


or like they they post together they together then suddenly right one day all the photos gone then I'm like eh they break up already is it then it's like damn awkward why you wanna like tell your relationship to the whole world to see kind


usually right but if you have like a relationship with someone with the same company as you right <mandarin>你们:ni men</mandarin> break up Liao right I feel like one person will like <mandarin>离职的你不会觉得:li zhi de ni bu hui jue de</mandarin> meh


eh by the way <mandarin>我很饿:wo hen e</mandarin> eh <mandarin>你要吃什么:ni yao chi shen me</mandarin> ah


but hor <mandarin>你不会觉得:ni bu hui jue de</mandarin> hor <mandarin>那些:na xie</mandarin> restaurant <mandarin>的东西都很:de dong xi dou hen</mandarin> overpriced meh <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> hor <mandarin>你每次去:ni mei ci qu</mandarin> swensen's hot tomato <mandarin>这种:zhe zhong</mandarin> hor hawker <mandarin>也是有的:ye shi you de</mandarin> mah like hawker <mandarin>有那种:you na zhong</mandarin> like fast food <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> like they are much cheaper sia


ya I still remember right when koi just started in singapore <mandarin>我的家那边还要排一个钟:wo de jia na bian hai yao pai yi ge zhong</mandarin> leh then I damn stupid I still go and <mandarin>拍一个钟:pai yi ge zhong</mandarin> then hor then you remember like CB right in shopee right Liho actually sell like bubble tea cause like bubble tea close mah then I think a pack of homemade bubble tea right costs around eighty dollars eh then I think you can only like <mandarin>煮:zhu</mandarin> like ten to twelve cups then a lot of people buy till they sold out


true like other than <mandarin>海底捞:hai di lao</mandarin> right there are still a lot of hotpot places since I feel like <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> hotpot hor is on trend <mandarin>所以好像:suo yi hao xiang</mandarin> #shi li fang# all this and they're very cheap I don't understand <mandarin>为什么人家:wei shen me ren jia</mandarin> hor still go for <mandarin>海底捞:hai di lao</mandarin> I feel like it's like starbucks <mandarin>你去去:ni qu qu</mandarin> Kopitiam <mandarin>买一个:mai yi ge</mandarin> Kopi right but a lot of people choose to buy starbucks I feel like it's more of the branding and like the food itself already


ya for me hor I feel like starbucks right it's just a branding like <mandarin>讲真的:jiang zhen de</mandarin> mah <mandarin>你去:ni qu</mandarin> Kopitiam Kopi O Kosong is also same as starbucks but just they don't have the whip cream and not so Atas then it's like why people like especially youngsters wanna pay so much for starbucks I feel like they just want the


the starbucks logo when they hold it than they walk then people will like eh she drink starbucks like that then it looks nicer lor so I feel like <mandarin>海底捞:hai di lao</mandarin> starbucks all these is the brand like if I go <mandarin>海底捞:hai di lao</mandarin> but like to be honest <mandarin>海底捞跟:hai di lao gen</mandarin> #shi li fang# is like the same thing they sell the same thing but like the price is like damn different cause like people who go this right is go for the brand like I go #hai di lao# I go starbucks for people to <mandarin>羡慕:xian mu</mandarin> kind like ya what do you think


ya I feel like hor people who post on social media also they post to like show people like eh I go here I go there and to be honest I feel like right cause I I don't know I don't really post right I don't feel like the need like my friends right they actually post to like show lor I feel then hor when they don't have likes right they will delete the post


so I feel like why you want to post to show people like is it that important like for me hor <mandarin>好像我出国:hao xiang wo chu guo</mandarin> I just <mandarin>出:chu</mandarin> already I won't like oh bye singapore hi <mandarin>哪里哪里:na li na li</mandarin> but a lot of friends apparently right especially youngsters they will post like oh I go here then they will like post their air ticket all to show an everyday post on instagram and they all care about their comments and likes


then if the comments all not good then they will delete it or like if the likes are not enough they will delete it I feel like why leh


ya I feel like right likes and comments are getting pretty important to people who posts and I feel like it's quite toxic like right they do everything to show on instagram like sometimes they go this restaurant just to take photos cause it's pretty <mandarin>就觉得很像做人:jiu jue de hen xiang zuo ren</mandarin> hor we kind of like post a lot of things online to show people and what if one day right there is no comments and likes anymore like it's like Kena ban or something right


I feel like people don't really post anymore like eh since I feel like <mandarin>很多人:hen duo ren</mandarin> right they just want people to like envy them or like !wah! eh this girl so good then but like if there is no comment or likes one day I feel like no people will post or like even people who wear branded right if one day there's only them in the world right will you go and buy <mandarin>我随便穿穿个草都可以:wo sui bian chuan chuan ge cao dou ke yi</mandarin> eh


I don't know eh but I think I will leh cause like right now right the uni fee is damn ex and I feel like I don't know eh <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> like <mandarin>帮忙换一点:bang mang huan yi dian</mandarin> that kind of thing then like since uni right the timetable is actually pretty like free like one week I think I need to go to school for like only two days <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> then <mandarin>我就觉得:wo jiu jue de</mandarin> like !aiya! <mandarin>去找一点:qu zhao yi dian</mandarin> part time lor since like one week right I only need to study


two days might as well like <mandarin>不然省的天也是没有东西做:bu ran sheng de tian ye shi mei you dong xi zuo</mandarin> then <mandarin>我就觉得有点浪费时间:wo jiu jue de you dian lang fei shi jian</mandarin> lah so like might as well <mandarin>我去找一点:wo qu zhao yi dian</mandarin> part time then <mandarin>做一下赚一点钱:zuo yi xia zhuan yi dian qian</mandarin> then maybe like I still can like <mandarin>买一点东西:mai yi dian dong xi</mandarin> when like I wanna online shopping


ya and I like after I know a lot of people right then <mandarin>很多人:hen duo ren</mandarin> hor <mandarin>其实都没有钱读大学:qi shi dou mei you qian du da xue</mandarin> then a lot of them have to like <mandarin>靠:kao</mandarin> bank loan <mandarin>不然就是:bu ran jiu shi</mandarin> like have to go like <mandarin>夜校:ye xiao</mandarin> then like in the morning they have to work then at night right then they go study so I feel like uni <mandarin>真的很贵:zhen de hen gui</mandarin> and I feel like I will work lah <mandarin>出去:chu qu</mandarin> work <mandarin>一下:yi xia</mandarin> that's how I juggle with it


it's mainly like <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> the day I go and work I won't study <mandarin>就是那天有:jiu shi na tian you</mandarin> class right I won't choose to work on that day lor so I'll find part time jobs that like are okay with the dates so you like cause my timetable is fixed like maybe every monday just like every monday so every monday when I've class I won't like <mandarin>就是去做工:jiu shi qu zuo gong</mandarin> lor then if I've assessment or what then like I make sure after class like finish it so that I can juggle it well lor <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> ya then maybe like


if I feel like I cannot juggle <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> then I quit lor at least for now maybe like I can juggle then I just work as long as I want lor


ya recently I'm finding like jobs that are like you know since COVID situation actually there are like some jobs that suddenly pop up like the temperature screening safe entry ambassador all these so I'm actually finding jobs like that then hor my friend hor actually quite good leh she worked at a mall right then like <mandarin>我觉得好像:wo jue de hao xiang</mandarin> okay leh so I want to find a job like her but since right I have like school to attend mah then a lot of the


like I got rejected by a lot of people cause I can't fully commit from like monday to sunday


I know right if my parents <mandarin>有钱:you qian</mandarin> right you won't see me in singapore also <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我不会去读书我会去:wo bu hui qu du shu wo hui qu</mandarin> I will go this country then to go that country go go go then <mandarin>我不会在新加坡:wo bu hui zai xin jia po</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>我不会读书我也不会做工:wo bu hui du shu wo ye bu hui zuo gong</mandarin> maybe like hor maybe <mandarin>有些会闷:you xie hui men</mandarin> I feel like I feel like I can leh <mandarin>去出国看看世界:qu chu guo kan kan shi jie</mandarin> seems like every country <mandarin>有不同东西看:you bu tong dong xi kan</mandarin> mah


so I feel like okay leh <mandarin>所以如果:suo yi ru guo</mandarin> hor <mandarin>有钱的话:you qian de hua</mandarin> hor <mandarin>你不会在新加坡看到我:ni bu hui zai xin jia po kan dao wo</mandarin> Liao I will fly here fly there but I won't study


ya I'm actually quite stressed too like actually I didn't wanted to go to the uni at first cause I really <mandarin>不知道:bu zhi dao</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我要选什么:wo yao xuan shen me</mandarin> leh like when hor I graduate I don't really like the things I study in poly which is IT then I wanted like photoshop mah then a lot of the uni students have this kind of course so I was like eh what can I study but I kind of like didn't want to go to a society so quickly so I ended up


this is like me like monday to friday <mandarin>要读书:yao du shu</mandarin> right monday <mandarin>刚刚开始就想:gang gang kai shi jiu xiang</mandarin> saturday sunday Liao


ya <mandarin>我是觉得将来:wo shi jue de jiang lai</mandarin> right when I work hor


ya but <mandarin>因为我不是日本人:yin wei wo bu shi ri ben ren</mandarin> mah so I don't know and as a <mandarin>新加波人:xin jia bo ren</mandarin> I feel very stressed also like <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> hor <mandarin>找不到工作:zhao bu dao gong zuo</mandarin> but to be honest right <mandarin>下午不是讲找不到:xia wu bu shi jiang zhao bu dao</mandarin> <mandarin>现在是觉得找不到工作:xian zai shi jue de zhao bu dao gong zuo</mandarin> I like two years later I really don't know what I want then I feel like I will just <mandarin>随便找个:sui bian zhao ge</mandarin> office job <mandarin>来做:lai zuo</mandarin> even though I don't like then <mandarin>以前:yi qian</mandarin> hor when I work part time right I'll be like if the person scold me right I will just quit since like <mandarin>不愁吃不愁穿:bu chou chi bu chou chuan</mandarin> mah


then <mandarin>将来:jiang lai</mandarin> right when I'm alone right I feel like I can also <mandarin>认幸:ren xing</mandarin> anymore like eh like the the boss hor scold me eh and I don't wanna work anymore but you don't want to work who wanna hire you


but I feel like hor this is life like to be honest right <mandarin>你可以做那个幸运的去做你自己喜欢的东西:ni ke yi zuo na ge xing yun de qu zuo ni zi ji xi huan de dong xi</mandarin> like okay maybe like idols but like to be honest right <mandarin>如果没有钱的话他们还会要去做:ru guo mei you qian de hua ta men hai hui yao qu zuo</mandarin> meh <mandarin>我觉得不会就是:wo jue de bu hui jiu shi</mandarin> like you kind of like wanna chase your dream so you will become a idol like or since young I wanna be a actor or I wanna be a like singer but to be honest <mandarin>如果没有钱的话:ru guo mei you qian de hua</mandarin> hor


I feel that in korean society right it's actually very scary <mandarin>我觉得如果我是我是韩国人:wo jue de ru guo wo shi wo shi han guo ren</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我现在已经很美:wo xian zai yi jing hen mei</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>因为我会去整容:yin wei wo hui qu zheng rong</mandarin> cause I heard that right since young like when they are in their middle school or what right when they birthday the parents will give them like plastic surgery vouchers for them to go so I feel like !wah! imagine I'm in that society right I cannot sia


like I feel like I will also be very pretty then like if your child is ugly right then they will have they will tell you like eh <mandarin>为什么你不要给你的孩子整容:wei shen me ni bu yao gei ni de hai zi zheng rong</mandarin> !huh! like <mandarin>你要害他还是什么:ni yao hai ta hai shi shen me</mandarin> then I feel like this kind of society right very stress also


ya that's why <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> like the society there was uh very toxic like <mandarin>没有钱:mei you qian</mandarin> hor <mandarin>你也:ni ye</mandarin> Bo Pian but like to be honest <mandarin>我觉得我活不:wo jue de wo huo bu</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>这种国家因为我觉得:zhe zhong guo jia yin wei wo jue de</mandarin> hor cause I don't really like <mandarin>画:hua</mandarin> makeup all these mah <mandarin>所以我觉得我去那边的话:suo yi wo jue de wo qu na bian de hua</mandarin> I will feel very stressed but maybe like I ask maybe I'm born there right since young <mandarin>我现在很美我也化妆:wo xian zai hen mei wo ye hua zhuang</mandarin> all these cause of the society


ya I think so too okay then you know right recently hor <mandarin>你懂:ni dong</mandarin> YG building <mandarin>楼下:lou xia</mandarin> right <mandarin>不是有个:bu shi you ge</mandarin> graffiti wall then hor like a lot of fans actually drew like their favourite artist name there then got one particular wall right they actually wrote like big bang on it then they like the fans actually drew it using the dark black duct tape


then it has been there for like a lot of years leh then hor like even big bang themselves right go and take picture and post on instagram so like kind of like <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> fans <mandarin>满有意义的:man you yi yi de</mandarin> then one day right got one tiktoker right he went there and he used the chop right and draw blackpink on it then a lot of fans actually got very angry what do you think ah


ya then like hor like after he post the video right a lot of people very angry especially like big bang fans mah then he got scolded until right the next day hor the funny thing is hor <mandarin>他回去:ta hui qu</mandarin> right then he have to buy like all the dettol the alcohol all these and rub blackpink away then like since he rub right then kind of like it destroyed like the big bang name mah then he have to go and buy like black duct tape and actually take video that he's trying to repair it like to the original


then I feel like it's very stupid lah why you want to do in the first place and cause like uh then kind of like he apologise cause a lot of people actually like blocked him report him and like scold him then I feel like it's cause of fame that's why he go back and like rub all these thing away then like then the stupid thing is right blackpink fans actually like tell VIP to say sorry


which I don't think so like why would you want me to say sorry like it's you who like kind of like a fandom go and write on like big bang's name mah right


eh not leh I go there right for me right I'll make sure that they have a concert there then I go then I will go and watch their concert or like sometimes right they open like shops or like barbecue store all these then I'll go there to visit like at least hor <mandarin>我有去过:wo you qu guo</mandarin> either kind of <mandarin>店:dian</mandarin> mah <mandarin>对不对:dui bu dui</mandarin> take picture <mandarin>也爽:ye shuang</mandarin> then maybe they sit there then I also sit there


and like take picture but I hope that one day right big bang will come back then like hor <mandarin>就算他没有来新加坡:jiu suan ta mei you lai xin jia po</mandarin> right <mandarin>我飞去韩国看:wo fei qu han guo kan</mandarin> eh


!huh! I feel that everyone's suffering lor emotionally and mentally is like everyone going crazy eh cause the economy is getting very bad so I think people are afraid of getting retrenchment and also a lot of people got retrenched


mine so far not yet cause for my mum right her office only said that okay you know they will give her half her pay so for us is we have the thinking that even though ya the pay cut by half but


the current world state like the economy so bad right having half of your salary is already good enough cause she works for hotel and she is mainly in the office helping people to book hotel and plan their itinerary so like now not much tourist also so we feel that having half pay is better than nothing and also we also ask help from government lah so every month they still can support us you eh


!huh! sound very stressful sia then how you relieve your stress in your family for me ah I just netflix and chill you know it's like I don't want to do anything I don't want to think so much you know can go crazy one if you think so much later Kena depression


I like K pop but I only like the generation when there is like big bang two N E one but one thing for sure is right <mandarin>我不喜欢:wo bu xi huan</mandarin> tiktok <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> tiktok <mandarin>超:chao</mandarin> cringey <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> it's like <mandarin>我不懂那些女孩子摇来摇去做么我看了我觉得很恶心:wo bu dong na xie nv hai zi yao lai yao qu zuo me wo kan le wo jue de hen e xin</mandarin> sia


for me I I do lah but also that time when you are young <mandarin>没有钱:mei you qian</mandarin> mah so it's like going to a concert is what makes me happy when I was younger and then but that time when I have no money ah I've I kept trying to save up instead of going to a concert but I still did went for a lot of their concert lah but then now I think think right it's a good thing cause like


now no matter how much I earn ah, they will never come back for a concert anymore so I mainly listen to chinese song now lor


[orh] so the ticket kind of motivate you to <mandarin>去看你要的:qu kan ni yao de</mandarin> concert lah it's also a good thing lah cause your parents are trying to push you to get your goal mah in a sense so what you plan to be when you grow up like you got any plans now or not


for me ya right now I in uni and when I was in poly I did diploma in health science nursing, , and for me frankly speaking I don't know what I really want to be when I grow up lah like <mandarin>我都不懂我长大要做什么:wo dou bu dong wo zhang da yao zuo shen me</mandarin> and <mandarin>我觉得这个问题:wo jue de zhe ge wen ti</mandarin> hor <mandarin>是我一辈子都不会懂的事情我觉得我去做工:shi wo yi bei zi dou bu hui dong de shi qing wo jue de wo qu zuo gong</mandarin> right it's like


I just do for the sake of doing I don't think I can really find something that I really enjoy doing and also make money out of it unless I'm some like rich man kids lor it's like, whatever you want to do right you just open business or ask your father pay


or like if you want to be a baker you just ask your #lao peh# to open bakery but I not that rich leh so I don't think I can really find, a job that I truly like lor


and frankly speaking right <mandarin>我讲我现在二十一岁:wo jiang wo xian zai er shi yi sui</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我没有遇过一个真正开心的人:wo mei you yu guo yi ge zhen zheng kai xin de ren</mandarin> whether rich or poor I feel like everyone's surviving for sake of survival


ya and the fact that now COVID nineteen ah cannot even get money how to survive frankly speaking the government payout is also not enough to support you and your family


eh true lah


no ah I think that year none of us have it [bah] my cohort everyone like them said that there's no graduation too for me I actually quite okay with it lah maybe cause I <mandarin>小:xiao</mandarin> loner so it's like


I don't really have a lot of friends so to me uh got graduation or not also doesn't matter I don't really care


it got cancelled but Bo Pian leh for the safety of us they have to cancel it right


ya I get already they actually mail it to my house one day when I sleeping right <mandarin>突然间有人:tu ran jian you ren</mandarin> like knock knock knock <mandarin>窍门:qiao men</mandarin> then <mandarin>我起来看:wo qi lai kan</mandarin> oh <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> graduation cert <mandarin>来了:lai le</mandarin> oh so happy


don't know lah for me ah I just thank god that the three years in poly is over but I think think think ah oh shit two years in uni coming soon


for me ya maybe your <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> opinion <mandarin>跟你有一点不一样:gen ni you yi dian bu yi yang</mandarin> lah <mandarin>我宁愿:wo ning yuan</mandarin> online class leh you online class ah you don't have to go school meet this person meet that person you know you can just stay at home and do your own things


at least communication is through online but if you have to meet face to face ah !wah! Sian leh


eh by the way <mandarin>现在读大学:xian zai du da xue</mandarin> Liao hor <mandarin>我们已经:wo men yi jing</mandarin> like <mandarin>二十岁:er shi sui</mandarin> Liao hor <mandarin>要出来社会:yao chu lai she hui</mandarin> Liao hor do you like plan to find a boyfriend or not like what's your ideal type


!haiyo! <mandarin>你讲到这样有多老:ni jiang dao zhe yang you duo lao</mandarin> the fact is that <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> Bo Pian mah <mandarin>需要去做两年兵:xu yao qu zuo liang nian bing</mandarin> <mandarin>工:gong</mandarin> eh but then I feel ah for me ya I just want to find the right person leh but then ah it's hard you know I feel like !aiya! <mandarin>人长大后:ren zhang da hou</mandarin> right we all become very realistic one lah no matter what it's like eventually we'll still get someone that is


on the same frequency on the same page as you you all also want the same goal in life mah


!huh! is your life lah so to me right <mandarin>祝您好运:zhu nin hao yun</mandarin> lor hope you get what you want lor I can't decide what you want and can't say who you like also as long as you happy can Liao lor


for me I just want a simple and normal life, for me it's like <mandarin>以后:yi hou</mandarin> hor when you grow up you don't need to earn a lot but you have to know that you cannot have no money you need to get a job that is able to


provide you a quality of life so it's like, I think, !aiya! as long as <mandarin>我吃的:wo chi de</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>过的:guo de</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>不会死就可以:bu hui si jiu ke yi</mandarin> Liao lah that's my thinking but if I start to have kids ah then maybe my thinking will be different lah so frankly speaking if you ask me right <mandarin>讲真的:jiang zhen de</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我不会要生孩子:wo bu hui yao sheng hai zi</mandarin> cause <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> hor


!haiya! <mandarin>你叫她去生:ni jiao ta qu sheng</mandarin> lah


ya I think a lot of girls feel this way also if you are a guy right as long as you have money ah can already


but when you grow up ah !aiya! it's not as if we very young lah ha will you ask the guy to like buy branded stuff for you in order to feel that he fulfill your requirement


agree lah, but !aiya! stop depending on guys lah if you have a chance right by the way you want to go where retire ah will you stay in singapore or not


ya I also got go japan before I also don't like it's a nice place lah but I don't think ah I want to live there for long cause every time I go in the MRT you know the people are so packed that right you feel like you Kena molest leh it's like !aiyo! but at the same time ah you cannot complain cause it's like you have no money to take taxi right their taxis so ex then you Bo Pian ah you have to take their MRT but at the same time you also cannot say people molest you cause you all packed together in the same train also


but if I really can choose a place to retire right I think I will choose australia but !aiya! anyway a lot of singaporeans also go australia one especially perth you go there it's not even Angmoh country all it's like chinese from malaysia china singapore all go down there retire so


I think at least I go there ah even though I'm a foreigner right I don't feel so lonely you know I got someone to like click with cause you chinese I also chinese mah <mandarin>你华人你一定会帮华人的:ni hua ren ni yi ding hui bang hua ren de</mandarin> what in a sense lah and also cause I feel that perth is good cause it's like very chill cause I don't like the city life I realise that I am someone that like to be surrounded by nature


(uh huh) that one I agree lah but it's not only the food we eat what the our technology also can somehow cause cancer ah so the only way to prevent it is to eat healthy lor but a bit hard lah cause all the healthy things very expensive eh what to do then go and exercise lor they always say what prevention better than cure but I feel like life very funny one some people exercise ah but then ah also die one


whereas you will see some people smoke their whole life ah they live for they live the longest one you know


agree life is nothing but a joke it's all about perspective ah eventually I believe like you will see some people they stay in village hor <mandarin>活的开开心心的:huo de kai kai xin xin de</mandarin> leh but then you will see the city life all like so fucking


err for me ah I last time I chill most of the time but if there's really a hobby I think I like to play badminton I like to bake err even though my baking is like <mandarin>做:zuo</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>没有人会吃的:mei you ren hui chi de</mandarin> lah but okay lor <mandarin>自己弄自己爽:zi ji nong zi ji shuang</mandarin> lor at most <mandarin>给我狗吃而已:gei wo gou chi er yi</mandarin> then <mandarin>玩:wan</mandarin> badminton at least <mandarin>可以下去:ke yi xia qu</mandarin> like <mandarin>认识一些朋友:ren shi yi xie peng you</mandarin> mah then you all relieve stress also <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> eh


so you have a close relationship with your neighbour lah me and my neighbour ah we see each other we just pretend we never see one another we just like at most we just hello bye bye that's it even though I live here for quite long already very awkward leh


but


what do you think of the difference between introvert and extrovert ah it's like do you think you are introvert or extrovert


agree lah but don't you feel that actually society value extrovert more


ya I feel like everyone do that right in order to survive cause if there is a choice ah whereby you don't have to mingle around with people ah I think ah a lot of people go for that option but also you know when they say that there will be a CB right


you know a lot of people cannot go school mah somehow ah a lot of people who get affected mentally and then they keep saying especially on social media, they miss their friends and all frankly speaking I don't miss my friends eh however much I like my friends right if you let me choose to CB lockdown stay at home ah I rather stay at home than go out you know even though ya I still want to talk to my friends but if you let me choose ah you can lockdown just lockdown cannot lockdown !aiya! Bo Pian


agree ya which is why I tell myself ah next time if I get into work ah like office or anything ah I don't want to get into those office relationship cause I feel that at first your honeymoon is like damn sweet ya but afterwards you all start to have issues right and things turn ugly right !wah! it's gonna be damn awkward leh like your whole colleague will talk one you know it's human nature one what it's like


can you imagine you already don't like this person you break up with them ah but now you go office you still you see there eh like you want to see meh !aiyo! cannot leh


I agree ya cause <mandarin>人家也会闲言闲语的:ren jia ye hui xian yan xian yu de</mandarin> mah like you don't need people to say you also can tell that people will gossip about you behind your back so for me ah the one that cannot take it eventually leave so I think the one that


gets paid lesser will leave lor cause if you are the one with a better pay you will hold onto our job one mah like <mandarin>你哪里会那么笨去辞职你会让你的男朋友辞职的:ni na li hui na me ben qu ci zhi ni hui rang ni de nan peng you ci zhi de</mandarin> what


ya, !aiya! <mandarin>我不懂:wo bu dong</mandarin> leh <mandarin>我想去吃:wo xiang qu chi</mandarin> swensen's eh <mandarin>或者:huo zhe</mandarin> hot tomato


agree lah but it's not only all these restaurant I feel like everything is actually overpriced in singapore especially bubble tea even though ya <mandarin>我自己也是很喜欢喝:wo zi ji ye shi hen xi huan he</mandarin> but then hor at the same time <mandarin>你看:ni kan</mandarin> hor <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> like <mandarin>你去卖:ni qu mai</mandarin> bubble tea let's say <mandarin>三块半有些买到四块五块:san kuai ban you xie mai dao si kuai wu kuai</mandarin> then <mandarin>很好赚:hen hao zhuan</mandarin> leh cause <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> bubble tea <mandarin>的曾本很便宜而已:de ceng ben hen pian yi er yi</mandarin> it's like <mandarin>三块半:san kuai ban</mandarin> hor <mandarin>你可以去卖一盆:ni ke yi qu mai yi pen</mandarin> chicken rice Liao leh


!aiya! <mandarin>你不要讲他我觉得海底捞也是:ni bu yao jiang ta wo jue de hai di lao ye shi</mandarin> overpriced indeed <mandarin>它是不错吃:ta shi bu cuo chi</mandarin> but <mandarin>我觉得那种你久久吃一次就:wo jue de na zhong ni jiu jiu chi yi ci jiu</mandarin> okay lah cause hor <mandarin>它虽然是不错吃:ta sui ran shi bu cuo chi</mandarin> right but the price you pay for for me is really too expensive ah in my opinion a lot of things are not just expensive they are overpriced already basically so for me hor


for like the most average price I would say and cause a lot of youngsters we like starbucks mah we like to sit down there show people we down there studying mah and frankly speaking lah I feel that it's quite expensive cause I do know some people hor they everyday drink starbucks one leh just like how I need bubble tea every now and then then I feel like starbucks is also nice but it's quite overpriced or in a sense


it's like can you imagine <mandarin>你每天这样花五块半五块半五块半:ni mei tian zhe yang hua wu kuai ban wu kuai ban wu kuai ban</mandarin> hor <mandarin>你一个月就很贵:ni yi ge yue jiu hen gui</mandarin> Liao leh cause I really don't know some people that drink it everyday one


I agree but frankly speaking I feel that eventually it's all pride [bah] but then if you think think right !aiya! even though people like buy all these expensive thing right frankly speaking ah nobody cares it's just they themselves in their own world so narcissistic they think that !wah! they get in here !wah! so branded they get to buy this bag that bag there to eat these eat that but frankly speaking ah nobody cares


and the one that really win right is the boss you might feel that !wah! you wear all the branded stuff very good but actually hor the one that really win hor is the boss of the company because they earn your money


ya you know that time in poly ah I got year two I got this classmate that I got very close to so somehow we got common topic to talk about lah you know she very funny eh I saw her one day suddenly very emo right then I ask her why she so sad then she start to tell me about her issues ah then I feel like her issues are not even issues man she tell me ah she cannot take it that her social media platform like her instagram right the likes getting lesser and lesser


then afterwards I see her instagram like frankly speaking right I don't feel that all those followers are even really in my opinion it's like why are you getting sad over this kind of thing but I also feel that !huh! those that show their happiness on social media right are people that are not happy in their true life which is why they go on all this platform right in order to like how to say gain


so called popularity even though deep down inside they know that all these are like fake stuff lah but no choice it's what it's the only thing that make them happy even though it's fake happiness but Bo Pian they they're not happy in their real life what to do then that time she say that she got very sad cause her likes went from thousand over to


maybe like seven hundred plus eight hundred plus then to me it's like why are you sad over all these kind of things right it's like does it really matter you don't even know them so I feel like social media ah really kind of change someone as a person


which is kind of fake lah but Bo Pian leh society is fake leh it's a fake world that we live in


eh will you work in uni


I see I feel like as long as you can juggle your school and work well then can lor, but I also feel that can be a bit tiring lah if you have to <mandarin>半工半读:ban gong ban du</mandarin> but Bo Pian leh <mandarin>还是得读:hai shi de du</mandarin> right that's why I think some people they force themselves to get scholarship maybe like


family income a bit, less like not enough for them to <mandarin>读大学:du da xue</mandarin> so they no choice have to go that way


I see for me right I also have two days per week so I just work part time give out flyer cause I feel that the pay is okay and now this COVID situation a lot of people no job so


I want to get into those better paying jobs also don't have I can only work this kind


!aiya! nevermind lah anyway just faster get over uni and done with grow up can faster earn money already


it's just that I, when you start working right I think we would want to go back to the study life you know if my parents are rich ah I will study my whole life you know I won't come out at work if my parents are rich right


I think it's also the same for a lot of people [bah] but at the same time I have actually never met anyone that which in real life you know no matter how rich ah I think we all still eventually need to get a job and settle down


frankly speaking for me ya even though I haven't haven't like enter the workforce yet right !aiyo! I cannot take it already eh I really thinking when I can retire you know so sad


, I think a lot of people also like that but !aiya! <mandarin>人是懒的:ren shi lan de</mandarin> lah it's human nature


agree but I feel like our situation okay lah cause I feel like japan is worse eh you know I heard their people stress level are super high one, and I think for them


it's how to say ah like they really have to do their job well or else like in a way they need to bring pride to their country you know


I think that's reality but for a lot of people also like that one mah frankly speaking I so far never met anyone that really like their job maybe in the world out of ten the population it's only like one like one out of ten will really like what they are doing the rest of us ah are just <mandarin>过一天算一天:guo yi tian suan yi tian</mandarin> lor Bo Pian <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> mah


I agree lah like you look at those K pop actor actress also they all like such a happy life leh like so rich but then all also Kena depression, then eventually many of them commit suicide especially now getting more and more it's like


a norm already


agree lah but what if you're ugly and poor then you cannot afford it your parents also cannot afford it how suicide lor


true but I feel that now not only korea [bah] like the beauty standard for both genders are getting more and more unrealistic, it's like everyone try to look and behave a certain way but eventually no one is deep down inside we all know that all these thing are just superficial and no one is actually really perfect


no matter how good you look right one day you will still grow old one, so how if you grow old and then you don't really have your looks anymore are you gonna be sad


I think that's the toxic thing about those korean environment it's like you can dislike something it's your opinion but there isn't a need for you to go up and like


humiliate others that's my opinion if like you don't like your problem lor you don't have to like force your opinion on other people to also dislike some particular thing but I guess it's not just K pop lah I guess a lot of people is like that one


!aiya! this one #or bi# good lah you know like the what rihanna say mah you're not sorry that you did something wrong you are just sorry that you Kena caught only !aiya! Bo Pian one lah this kind of thing in this world a lot


oh for me I went there before lah and I don't really like it down there in a way it's just not a country that I think I would go a second time I will prefer japan over korea cause I feel like the only reason why korea is like so popular now is also thanks to K pop back then


like many many years ago right korea isn't like, a country that is kind of popular among teenagers but I feel like it's kind of, weird in a way cause I don't see the relation why youngsters like to go korea cause they like K pop cause it's not as if like you go there you can see your idol right


agreed but if you want to do all these new grow up and earn money first lor


okay so right we're going to talk about, different topics today


so start with the first one ah, you just say your first wish


a joke


being healthy and <mandarin>进步:jin bu</mandarin> what's the what's the link, okay okay that's true


you can just lie down there what <mandarin>不用每天走:bu yong mei tian zou</mandarin> what just lie there relax that's called travelling


okay lor


, okay lor then <mandarin>你第二个愿望:ni di er ge yuan wang</mandarin> is what


is how old people wish


Siao you sound like you going to die


your but then <mandarin>你的朋友几个:ni de peng you ji ge</mandarin> !huh!


oh my goodness that's really like a old turtle


mummy the fact is we're all gonna die


you see all the <mandarin>美国:mei guo</mandarin> the russia the philippines ah got all these <mandarin>中统:zhong tong</mandarin> how to die peacefully you tell me you tell me how with them you want to die peacefully


ya but we're all interconnected either ways you want to pray for the whole world


ah then <mandarin>你要怎么样:ni yao zen me yang</mandarin> help each other


you know what you sound like you sound like the minister of education !huh! <mandarin>那个教育部长:na ge jiao yu bu zhang</mandarin> ah every school is a good school everything is good ah that kind of thing


got long got short right ya <mandarin>有长又短:you chang you duan</mandarin> right ah


but then they say need to <mandarin>竞争:jing zheng</mandarin> so you need <mandarin>竞争:jing zheng</mandarin> and you need exam so in the end people will still compare the result more or less and then if all the culture some come from that school then everybody every year also will compare the same thing I tell you this this world cannot no competition


but in our world is the is the stronger one <mandarin>践踏:jian ta</mandarin> the weaker one, this is not this you are being idealistic


ya the <mandarin>相当帮忙:xiang dang bang mang</mandarin> doesn't exist here


eh now move on to my <mandarin>愿望:yuan wang</mandarin> cause you sound like a minister you retire right nothing to do go and volunteer with the GRC ah <mandarin>你跟他们走走看看:ni gen ta men zou zou kan kan</mandarin> ah ah then you go and uh ask the <mandarin>选民:xuan min</mandarin> to vote you ah !huh! <mandarin>像你这总会:xiang ni zhe zong hui</mandarin> empathise with <mandarin>人的:ren de</mandarin> hor ya then <mandarin>你去:ni qu</mandarin> okay ah <mandarin>你去你去做你的:ni qu ni qu zuo ni de</mandarin> minister ah !huh!


take over <mandarin>随便你要:sui bian ni yao</mandarin> takeover <mandarin>谁就:shui jiu</mandarin> take over lah ha, but I tell you inequality will always exist <mandarin>没有可能不存在的:mei you ke neng bu cun zai de</mandarin> it will always exist you can't ever make sure that everything there's no such thing as equality equality is what you aim for but what you won't get


it's a competitive world, our society


love is a very abstract thing


okay you enough wishes already <mandarin>太多:tai duo</mandarin> Liao overload my turn, my turn, oh my goodness here we go again lah play the background monk music


my wish more realistic, three wishes very simple one


first is, actually right just live a good life but then right the the if you go and live a good life it's called it's into it's put into <mandarin>三个选项:san ge xuan xiang</mandarin> three components so, first wish is travel the entire world


must <mandarin>看:kan</mandarin> the whole, every single country preferably even even backpack ah or like <mandarin>吃:chi</mandarin> cup noodle <mandarin>也要也要:ye yao ye yao</mandarin> go go through the whole country so you can see different things north korea also must go


north korea got tour one okay north korea can go they will <mandarin>带你进去看:dai ni jin qu kan</mandarin> don't know what museum then got train then take the take the whatever just take their plane and just go and see what on earth is inside there


ya lah, and then, ya travel the whole world cause to see must see the whole world cause every place is different then got different culture different place different weather that's the best different weather, !wah! the winter is like Shiok only


then, second wish, is, to get a job and earn enough money to buy a house, ya, see if I if I earn everyday <mandarin>赚一点赚一点:zhuan yi dian zhuan yi dian</mandarin> then I can save a lot of money but it starts from somewhere


ya, ya lah so can must shelter must have, don't need to eat super good food eat hawker food all the hawker food also very good hawker food is the best cause you can add we can just buy <mandarin>这里买一点:zhe li mai yi dian</mandarin> then <mandarin>那里买一点:na li mai yi dian</mandarin> then everything add up become a very good food already so you twenty dollars can only buy one steak in a western in a western stall or like western restaurant but then you can buy a lot of many <mandarin>小的东西:xiao de dong xi</mandarin> in a hawker centre so all these <mandarin>小的东西:xiao de dong xi</mandarin> you can try here try there that's the best


but then you think about it GST <mandarin>加那个:jia na ge</mandarin> service charge ah <mandarin>我跟你讲十七:wo gen ni jiang shi qi</mandarin> percent then like <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> ah <mandarin>十七:shi qi</mandarin> percent is like what seventeen percent of the entire meal then, eh it's damn high seventeen percent not seven percent you pay seven percent Sua you pay seventeen percent for air for nothing


and then the government say give GST vouchers that's for now lah then you think about if you spend that seventeen percent all the time ah !wah! you just paying for nothing eh literally, don't even know


you can buy dessert, of course if you spend hundred dollars you spend seventeen dollars on air, you think about it


ya so I tell you the GST ah the service the service charge GST <mandarin>都是:dou shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>骗人:pian ren</mandarin> sia like, scam mah lah <mandarin>连帮你倒水他们都:lian bang ni dao shui ta men dou</mandarin> lazy already


wait long long


so, tell you already you first one is travel second one is get house and a job, then third one is just spend time for everybody all my friends


no need a lot of friends but everywhere can make friends everywhere got avenue to make friends one like you go whatever job lah you part time job also can make friends any job also and you go anywhere else can make friends basically it's your your mindset you wanna make friends lah and then if you friendly to people people will friendly back then can make friends already what


like don't need to like shy don't you need to like ya lor like if you open up to people then people will open up to you lah then make friends like that lah like ya lah


no eh but you see if these days the neighbour <mandarin>你看谁认识谁:ni kan shui ren shi shui</mandarin> sia <mandarin>那个门你看你住了什么五年都不知道什么鬼在鬼在你旁边都不懂都不懂谁是谁:na ge men ni kan ni zhu le shen me wu nian dou bu zhi dao shen me gui zai gui zai ni pang bian dou bu dong dou bu dong shui shi shui</mandarin> first you don't know <mandarin>谁是谁:shui shi shui</mandarin> second even if <mandarin>你懂是谁:ni dong shi shui</mandarin> right who on earth will talk to nobody will talk to each other that's the thing it's just a smile then hello then after that you don't know who already another maybe another month also don't know who next


no but you even in HDB now it's the same <mandarin>你去哪里都一样的:ni qu na li dou yi yang de</mandarin> the feel is the same <mandarin>没有人跟他们的:mei you ren gen ta men de</mandarin> neighbour <mandarin>做朋友的:zuo peng you de</mandarin> you realise


and there's like no room for interaction also like <mandarin>你不知道要讲什么:ni bu zhi dao yao jiang shen me</mandarin> like sometimes it's like <mandarin>不知道要讲什么:bu zhi dao yao jiang shen me</mandarin> then if not it's there's no occasion to like talk to them if not they will think you very <mandarin>奇怪:qi guai</mandarin> or like people rushing in rushing out then you cannot be talking to them also what they also like they have things to what


oh but you must talk to her you all must hold a legit a legit conversation


anyway you all all auntie all got common topic one what fish to <mandarin>什么鱼:shen me yu</mandarin> ah <mandarin>要买什么鱼:yao mai shen me yu</mandarin> ah <mandarin>要买什么菜:yao mai shen me cai</mandarin> ah then <mandarin>那个这个菜:na ge zhe ge cai</mandarin> ah <mandarin>好不好看:hao bu hao kan</mandarin> ah <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> market <mandarin>好不好:hao bu hao</mandarin> ah you all all this kind of comment all the auntie all got same same topic one


but you see the <mandarin>远亲不如近理:yuan qing bu ru jin li</mandarin> only comes right when got fire and you tell your tell your neighbour eh got fire eh let's run down together ah see you must have an occasion that's why I say must have occasion must have something one something must happen right then you will think of I want to approach your neighbour you know right normal day


what time to Hiu who's your neighbour like who's your neighbour nobody even know who's your neighbour, then you go and borrow egg ah


okay <mandarin>你明天去巧:ni ming tian qu qiao</mandarin> ah


K lor so you go and make friends with the neighbour ah, who who who who is your friend


okay, ya one of them is a dog right


yes it's <mandarin>重复一遍又一遍的没有没有分别的:chong fu yi bian you yi bian de mei you mei you fen bie de</mandarin> is just today eat what today eat <mandarin>叉烧饭明天吃鸭饭那后天吃鸡饭:cha shao fan ming tian chi ya fan na hou tian chi ji fan</mandarin> you know the same theory, it's just the same thing everyday repeat the same thing again you work also almost the same thing what


people that's why people why these days people earn money why cause they earn money after that then they just want to take break go holiday that kind they work just to go holiday then after that you work again then go holiday again it's a cycle


exactly, , is <mandarin>人生就是这样:ren sheng jiu shi zhe yang</mandarin> you must think of it as a repetitive cycle that will not change so sometimes you want to do things you must hurry do cause <mandarin>过了:guo le</mandarin> this <mandarin>站没有下一个站:zhan mei you xia yi ge zhan</mandarin> Liao you just do


whatever it's the same thing it's time once once they pass this bus stop then no more another stop for you to stop Liao so you are on a bus you might as well just what you wanna do you must hurry do cause no second chances you don't know where is the second time must just do and cannot then won't leave any regret


of course lah time is precious tell you already cannot you cannot get back one is kind of thing


that's why you must maintain your body and go and exercise so why you never exercise


housework and exercise not the same


you must build up your stamina if not next time you got no stamina you want to walk also cannot walk you must walk fast not just walk you must walk fast, must follow those auntie must shake their <mandarin>屁股:pi gu</mandarin> like that then you will see them like like like Chiong go somewhere like that, must go go go like all that


the auntie ah all go to the park one I tell you, you go also can nobody stop you


got the CC that time you make me go that stupid zumba lesson with you, ah then


then why <mandarin>你不跳:ni bu tiao</mandarin> Liao, why <mandarin>你不跳:ni bu tiao</mandarin> Liao


ya now you go also can what you just stand one meter away from them only <mandarin>可以去的:ke yi qu de</mandarin> go go go, then you go and breathe in a cool air


then you see people play the tai chi and go lah you follow them lah then they will play some some don't know what, chinese old monk song or something they then they will then they will follow the uncle the old uncle, then you should go you join them belong you belong there


!wah! I tell you then the uncle see you right he also !wah! how come I suddenly got one new fan ah !wah! then he also excited you go there buy him coffee <mandarin>跟他讲:gen ta jiang</mandarin> uncle <mandarin>你好我要拜你为师:ni hao wo yao bai ni wei shi</mandarin> ah then


then the uncle then you make the uncle happy then the uncle make you happy then like that can already lor, ya but then how many people buy him coffee <mandarin>没有一个:mei you yi ge</mandarin> you just buy one Kopi for him then I tell you he will you will make an impression of him then he want to he want to teach you ah


ya but he so nice to spend time there let you all all copy eh you think what


ya <mandarin>去那边:qu na bian</mandarin> then you go breathe air make new friends then after that go drink Kopi with all the old people I tell you this is your you must think of your future life or how retirement not not even retirement cause you are already retired how after <mandarin>你很多时间:ni hen duo shi jian</mandarin> what are you going to do your <mandarin>时间:shi jian</mandarin> you must think about what to do with it


you must make a lifestyle now it's not what you must create a lifestyle, so you know okay next time right monday wednesday I'm going to do this do this do this like I go will exercise or what then tuesday thursday okay then like what got bible study then got then got err maybe got uh pottery class uh sewing class or whatever nonsense one lah then you know friday is another time another or maybe rest day see you must plan all your day so that everyday you will feel like you are doing something else you are doing nothing


exactly, it's like you want to be <mandarin>冲刺:chong ci</mandarin> then you have to feel you have to already have plans about what you want to do not later !wah! you realise oh actually I also don't know what to eh then what am I supposed do ah then you clean the house then you will say !aiya! <mandarin>人生没有意义:ren sheng mei you yi yi</mandarin> ah <mandarin>我只是在抹地:wo zhi shi zai ma di</mandarin> ah see you must have you must have plans then you will know what to do and every alternate day it's good to have plans good eh good to have routine even two three hours also good cause that will create your everyday routine and then create meaning in your life


see, so think about it


okay now you must talk about, movie or show and then you just talk about what do you like about that show


or show or TV show whatever show or drama or anything


okay then your the the one and only <mandarin>你记得的那种:ni ji de de na zhong</mandarin> show <mandarin>随便老古董:sui bian lao gu dong</mandarin> show also can


and then, how is that not bad that is the, it's not a evaluation


important is who pass everybody pass then watch for what


ya this kind is not <mandarin>综艺节目:zong yi jie mu</mandarin> is not talent show don't even know <mandarin>是什么什么样的:shi shen me shen me yang de</mandarin> show everybody go up there everybody sing one song <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> oh okay !wah! <mandarin>母爱很伟大:mu ai hen wei da</mandarin> okay then everybody clap then everybody and then the show end already


you are the maria


ah then why we don't get to eat leh where's the product


every time you say every time we go whatever restaurant ah your favourite word is !aiyo! <mandarin>这种东西我都会做:zhe zhong dong xi wo dou hui zuo</mandarin> then after that you go back home ah <mandarin>什么都没有每天就是:shen me dou mei you mei tian jiu shi</mandarin> !aiya! <mandarin>吃白饭:chi bai fan</mandarin> ah <mandarin>吃吃吃喝汤:chi chi chi he tang</mandarin> lah <mandarin>吃什么面:chi shen me mian</mandarin> ah <mandarin>吃蛋:chi dan</mandarin> ah <mandarin>吃菜:chi cai</mandarin> ah I tell you whatever whatever things that you will say you know how do you didn't it didn't come up


what did you cook, ya, I scared ah, but then right all the same old thing curry chicken #bee hoon#