!huh! for me P one P two, until until I think until P three


ya everyday because I think that time my oh I think P one P two, when my sister was say squealing with me, P one P two is it


actually I forgot lah until when, but I remember when I was still young and then nenek will always fetch us, and then she bring food lah and then she always lepak and she she gossip under the block


uncle, what, that one is like a neighbour this one is at the school, Shuqun


yes you know I pun my kindergarten was there, , yes, eh , but anyway ya nenek always lepak there


no bawah block, no, the nearest is this is this


anyways nenek always lepak under the block and then at there at the at the primary school right always got uncle apa tu ice cream uncle, so every the routine is we all because we're one we're one gang , cause our our nenek and our mum all sit together what


my nenek sit with all their mum and then after that we all come out, and then we go to them salam salam buy ice cream go and play, cause behind there got big place to play


ya but then after nenek stop nenek stop, err fetching me, I lepak on my own, I always lepak at the, what's that called Jurong spring CC, at the


ya the one with the McDonald's, last time, yang near near Ayza, ya ya ya, I go there I lepak uh six seven eh seven PM only I come home


no no lah six thirty six thirty six thirty, oh


(mmhmm), oh, ,


ya have, ya


ya ya ya ya ya ya, smart for me, I always do my work last minute


what the teacher teacher give me so many work to do, okay but I oh anyways I studied as much as I can and I got the good results that I wanted so


what, I think I cannot lah I remember when I was in primary school, the moment they stress me about studies I cannot function any more


ya, ya kind of mine wasn't give up I just cannot function


no okay I I have a reasoning, you know why it's because [kan], if you, okay for example you give me this assignment, you tell me it's due, okay no no no back then here was my rationale


it was because, the class is the next day what, why are you looking there look at me, okay so the class is always the next day right, and then whatever is going to be taught in that class is about the previous uh homework lah, the later you do the more you'll remember


that was my rationale, no meh, it's like, okay for example eh you, I don't know the, if you if you study the later later part the more you can remember what


until now I still do that, ah lah primary school not that hard, I didn't say it wasn't that hard, to not remember a lot of things


because the teacher make us struggle, (mmhmm), , (mmhmm)


, (mmhmm), same lah, ah think you know you are only one year older than me


so the timing is about the same, just saying, the changes is after me, what born , two thousand one, (mmhmm)


I don't like that let me surely you are young, oh I thought is, oh oh I thought the same ah lah sorry ah lah sorry


you just now say you talk enough my turn I okay lah you talk lah you talk, I just listen lah, faster give me something else to do


so annoying, ha so what I want to say see lah I forget already, oh I remember P one I was the teacher's pet , ya, but I think, a'ah cause I got bullied in P one


so I became the teacher's pet, the teacher just dote on you, dote on you


(uh huh), I guess, sure, ya but everyone, no, like I remember she, she was my favourite teacher miss Lee, cause I


okay okay okay, oh ya sure, anyways, anyways apa tu we, she always like I think cause I got bullied a lot by these three people in my class, so she always took me to the staff room you know the staff room in primary school [kan] is out of bounds


ya but then she always take me in there and then I sit there at her desk go watch movies with her, ya, because in recess I think every every recess they always bully me, I can't remember lah but I remember got one time I sprayed water on my friend also


, she sounds like me eh, (mmhmm)


oh she throw there, ya, ,


why, what's wrong with that, oh !oops! I also didn't think of that


it's not worry meh, I don't think that bottle is going to oh from eighth level ya ya ya oh ya ya ya ya, no


, , ya ya,


ah I I remember in apa tu when I was young I live at nenek Nobi right, then after that


!huh!, I don't know I okay let's let's just end it I was a devil baby , okay, anyways I was very, I I think I'm similar to Diah lah


I think try ah, and I'm similar to ian also, how to say, energy banyak energy, hyper, ya he very hyper then he pull things he take things everything he see he wants to touch that was me


that was me conservatory, okay tease me but ya, that time I still you know, I kind of miss my old self, like being in I don't know how old two years old


I think I can see that, I think, I think I just miss this


I will never want to relive, you have friends what,


all out, oh, , secondary school only meh, (uh huh)


(uh huh), (uh huh), (uh huh)


(mmhmm), , (mmhmm)


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), why, (mmhmm), (mmhmm), damn arse


, I mean you guys were good what, (uh huh)


(uh huh), (hmm), no


who ask you to play frisbee, okay, !aww!


(hmm), (hmm), oh okay okay I get you, ya


oh my god, !wow!, that's how you all work ah, I think


the same, eh no no, err apa tu in primary school I was I was loud but then I was, in my own world in my own bubble you know shiok sendiri


and then apa tu in secondary school more people seem to like me so I talk more to them then I became the leader sort of , that's how I got into dikir what, it was because, ya at first Hannah say err we got this this and then we need people then I was like okay lor sure lor then just join


then every there everyone there was so nice and I feel I liked it, so I just joined it, but it was kind of, how to say I don't think I want to relive my secondary school live, cause so much drama


oh, sometimes I was the middle actually it's hard to say lah there was this one big drama I think in sec four


I wasn't I wasn't in any of the side, but then I didn't I really didn't like it, ya, how to say, not the whole cohort lah but the whole, err apa tu the whole cohort for dikir and dance


ya the whole CCA, because we were the leaders what, like in sec four we're already leading the whole team, and then after that, got drama lah and then I was just like


ya and something that I wouldn't do, so when that person do I was just like (ugh), was pissed off lah then okay I will just say lah it was Hannah, the one on one end was Hannah the other end was Azirah


no they didn't go at each other it was more of like a cold war, but then I really didn't like what Hannah did, cannot say lah, not not here lah , uh sorry, but then like ya lah macam how to say I wouldn't


you know me and Hannah what we're very honest and I did, I just, I just cannot, , I cannot with what she did, I cannot handle what she did, so err I think it was a lot of people against her and then she was very pressed also, eh pressed no


she was stressed, ya it was that time it was the worst point of my life, ya, I almost lost a best friend, of how many years I don't know maybe ah since like primary eh actually we met since primary two but we only became best friends in primary five


ya, , ya actually ya, true that


I can see, , ya lah close what, I think for me I don't know I think it's just because me and Hannah I can vibe with Hannah very very well


I mean she used to bully me you know, did I tell you, she used to bully me in primary school cause I was annoying not really bully lah she was just like she didn't really like me, she was like what's wrong with this girl I haven't oh ya I know why because if whatever she orders for food


then I wanted to eat ayam nasi ayam and then I was like okay let's eat mi soto then she was like go buy your own food , , we're supposed to be annoying ah primary school


cannot be annoying now right, oh my god you know okay you know my primary two to primary five class


in the one of the stall lah, ya and then I always go to that shop cause you know that patty the chicken patty, ya ya ya and then eat with rice and mayonnaise that was like so nice eh I love that


oh really, (uh huh), is it, (uh huh)


, (mmhmm), (hmm), , every day


, , I had a lot of things to do, !huh!,


cannot [seh], (uh huh), , !wah! you wasted [seh]


okay anyway, soggy, (uh huh), (mmhmm), ah


I think mine don't have that I think, no no no I remember in primary school me and Hannah invented this thing, we invented a menu so is porridge


but it's nice it's really nice, with the mi soto punya kuah it's really really nice


ya, did the the shop, at first lah and then after that we started ordering it like !huh! and that shop sells apa tu fishball noodle


and then we just decided that and then my favourite one is my favourite thing to eat is the jelly !huh!, you know, your school don't have, my school got a lot of jelly and the apa tu the ice cream popsicle


because got a lot of, ah, because got a lot of, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


you have so many shops, really, then actually, ah I thought three, !haiya!


find the western shop with the halal lah, one with the halal ada mac and cheese, wait I can't remember but I remember got one kind of pasta


ah, what really, you don't have a place to sit, really, oh, I think for me


I don't know my primary school food was very very nice and it was very very cheap, oh you remember those primary five and then you when you primary five you, buddy you buddy this the primary one


ya [kan], I just remembered that, [kan], primary five, [kan] , okay I can't remember, you remember him I can't remember


, no cause no cause they for me I remember because whenever we buy food [kan] I need to help them count cause they still don't know how to differentiate the money ya ya ya


ya ya ya at the class, (oo), (uh huh),


oh my god, , during class


planning, !wah!, !wah! financial planning


(mmhmm), ah, , ya ya ya


err I don't know why I suddenly have I suddenly feel like I was in primary one you remember your primary one, I was that kid that was crying , really


(mmhmm), !wow!, is it me myself,


(mmhmm), (mmhmm),


ya, same, I remember primary school was one of the most carefree days, I go home my homework was like very little


(uh huh), but then got a lot A B C, one E one F, !huh!, D E F, ya


oh oh, eh leh, weak,


sorry, (mmhmm), you


(mmhmm) , annoyingly loud, no annoying meh, annoying I think


(mmhmm), , , you know you


(mmhmm), ya you


!oops!, , (uh huh)


(mmhmm), oh my god serious, (mmhmm), oh my god like that only need to call ah


been, what does he mean been, oh continuously ah, ah okay okay okay


he not happy


, (mmhmm)


what, why, why, ,


(mmhmm), ,


, I just talk to my dad


, mine, my parents got called over in kindergarten, I poke someone's eye, pencil lah last time no pen what


we only get pen in P one, ya, like !huh!, ya, then I was like remember, okay I was like , it's not my fault lah, I know ah I I don't know why


I was like the evil person in class I was the bully in class, ya which is funny cause I got bullied in primary school, a'ah no I remember


whenever someone want to fight right I fight, even if that person don't want to fight with me want to fight with someone else I will fight for that person, I remember got that one time, there was this game we're supposed to play it was a spoon in your mouth and then you have to balance the ping pong ball, ya ya


and one of this this one girl was picking on this other guy, he's a very small guy ah, and then last time I was very I wasn't big lah, but I was bigger than the rest for some reason, which is hard to ya it's hard to imagine right cause right now I'm the smallest person, you know last time I was big err kind of big


bigger than everyone else, [kan], ya and I was very how to say gangster , ah gangster ya and then after that, he was picking on this other guy then that guy apa tu was starting to cry not cry lah he was like tearing up


was his name Afiq I think his name was Afiq he was a really small guy, like those flimsy, you know and then she was she was picking on him and then after that I was just like


I was just like what, uh oh, sorry, , sorry


ya, oh, so fast, I didn't think it was impossible you thought it was impossible to talk me for one hour, you what


he's lying he's lying, don't believe him, I hope you don't consider him


[a'ah], annoying


oh that's some random thriller show right


what you mean bridge the cursed bridge, so is the cursed bridge, so it's about a bridge, I don't know now got what movie


can we watch the hunt, intruder we already watch, Greenland, want to see this one of the worst show in the world


to be honest kan I don't know how they record, like how they record these movies, like during this pandemic, like macam mana macam mana dia orang record


how, during a lockdown, what do you mean okay let's say the average amount of time needed


to make a film, is a year okay is a year, so okay let's say they start the production in, august, august last year, so then tiba tiba kerja continue continue continue then err


april [kan] lockdown, okay so from august to april, let's say they recorded like sixty percent of the show, okay, then how what happen to the forty percent like how they record it


is more of editing, make sense, but what if they start recording okay tak apa ah then that means the movie wouldn't be out what


ya cause it's a shit show, ya, okay you think about it, girl wants to be a guy, but she wants to fight


so don't fight if you can't fight, no, it looks stupid, no, I mean pernah lah macam let's say like you know you're scrolling through the channel [kan]


then macam oh disney channel then got Mulan then tengok ah then like oh whatever, then there's this one stupid dragon and small dragon with all the, all the ancestors, the father


disappointed pasal anak dia perempuan so tak ada orang yang boleh carry on, oh so which Mulan have I been watching, , but my story line makes more sense


okay like let's say okay if let's say your father, was a soldier and cannot go to the war would you go, for the war on the behalf of your father, no you won't you won't exactly you won't


why would Mulan do that, what do you mean by no choice


I think I watched lah but I don't remember lah [kan], no the thing is, okay, no no no no no no we're talking about Mulan, so Mulan [kan], she wants to


go for the war, she has to go for, okay what do you mean by terpaksa because if she's terpaksa [kan] okay at first she's a guy eh she's a woman, woman is not required to go for this one what this one NS


ya woman cannot go, but then why is she forced to go, oh okay okay okay I, ya


okay, okay, why, so if let's say everyone is a girl


okay, makes sense makes sense makes sense makes sense, , I watched before


no no no I watched already you see, Mulan go fight fight fight fight fight then she sick, then she go see this ice, place then err, she she sakit then she baring I think sick or whatever I don't know, then the, ah sick, so after she got sick


then she lie down then the doctor check check check err then the tell the main emperor emperor prince, coy commander err leader ah, meh she's a she's a girl, ya that that's the movie what right


she got caught in the , okay but then the most important she got caught at the ice place, by by who


Hans, so is Mulan like, based on the real life, , let's finish the Mulan first lah


haven't, okay okay then how about that dragon, with the, Wushu finger, kung fu panda, okay okay okay okay Wushu


Wushu , okay Wushu then the ancestor how is that, got to do with any cultural, significance, why not,


why I just help me understand, no you make me make me understand Mulan first then I'll make you understand Aladdin, what do you mean I know that she got caught at the ice place


cause she got shot not got sick, okay why she go to the war


okay so, even though if you sakit


okay even if you sakit or not tak kisah you have to go is that the rule, so the the Mulan dia macam kasihan [kan] that's why she left that note, (oo) makes sense, nineteen sixty five eh


!wow! that's about eighteen twenty three man, , so what do you want to know about Aladdin


okay ah honestly I think it's stupid ah because, okay because, she don't let me drink water ah, , cause he, cannot meh, then you want me talk for one hour no drink ah


!huh!, okay, this one guy, eh wait how's the show ah, how how did he find the lamp


at the lion place, ya the lion cave, know your facts man


okay whatever okay, so in the, err go inside the movie eh go inside the cave, then he climb climb climb get the lamp then he rub the lamp ah


he met the genie inside he met the genie inside the cave, ya, ya


ya, you know Aladdin is the monkey what, Aladdin was just like on the cliff


, tell me your wish, then they sing a song, but I don't know the song is in the original movie or not is there a song in the original movie


then they sing song, then they rub then he rub rub rub already ask for the first, that was the monkey's first wish, ya that was the genie's first wish


(oo), okay whatever then after that


the three the three wishes no we have to end this, , podcast , no tak the first wish yang dia buat is dia nak jadi prince


know your facts, I don't know lah what's the name


you asked what, ya I'm telling you how it goes, so the three wish is the want to be prince, then second wish


was it was it about the girl no it wasn't about the girl, no you let you tell me the second wish first then we talk about something else


ya renovation [kan], no meh, I think bukan renovation it's just macam err


ah, ya there's no one tapi that time eh that time I went is before corona is it, I don't know why ah that time when I went [kan] they just ah


there wasn't a lot of people on a weekend, ya I went on the weekend, okay the slides are out, that's what I know ya, cause they I think pasal dia orang dah tukar eh, if I'm not wrong lah they closed down the slides like all the slides


I don't know lah I I I need to ask the maintenance guy, , main slides are out the, tsunami


maybe because we're grown up already lah, then err there's so there's only that that tsunami, the, no longkang longkang yang jalan sendiri lazy pool


wave pool, and the actual olympic punya swimming, ah lap pool


why, where when, when recent, !wah!, no no no no no


you you try move your apa ni paket you taruh depan you, okay I'm going to kill mine for five seconds [kan] then you talk, but look at the wave okay


oh have eh, okay okay, oh cause my one dia gerak banyak [seh] maybe because my voice is loud ah


oh, I guess but it look shouldn't be a problem right


but there shouldn't any there shouldn't be any MRT what you're supposed to be in an enclosed room, ya just kidding , okay so the second wish


but we haven't finished, okay okay okay okay let's talk about , so primary school I had no ex,


don't have, don't have, there's this okay, since nursery, so kita just grow like from nursery K one eh


nursery K one K two whatever whatever whatever [kan] sampai P six, we're together so our family very close from, this, so then dia orang macam kacau kacau my adik [kan] adik dia lah


but then I was just minding my own business, then my mum you know lah my mum you know actually any mum


how to say eh, they both talk talk talk talk talk talk talk then


after PSLE eh, [kan] then I tak tahu kenapa ah


so that time I don't know why I had the balls to do it, so just straight tell her, ah


eh, !ee! P one


!ee! two guys, !huh!, and you think me liking one girl is cringe !huh!, okay okay okay okay okay okay whatever


so how many guys you like before me, about twenty eight, so probably ten,


, I mean you say you can count with ten fingers what technically thousand also can what, okay okay okay we count and nursery K one K two none


okay, okay so P one, I also don't have oh I had, I know at where where got, don't have serious don't have, where you hear all these rumours


okay okay okay okay okay okay okay, P one got one guy, you is it me , okay, P two


so technically if you see one guy then eh what's up then you like the person, !huh!


I thought eh sia ah dini gerek sia kalau dengan dia pun best, isn't that like you to every guy,


so P primary school got four guys for different guys, then secondary school, but we didn't start with secondary school we start with primary school,


, eh wait are we not supposed to have the red, mark is it cause it's too loud, okay I'm so sorry err there was like three red marks but then I think


can be, sorry okay


okay then I just shut up lah [kan], okay I I mean I've been talking for the past twenty minute ah so now your turn, okay okay you talk you talk I shut up I shut up I shut up I shut up


I shut up already, secondary school


, I thought that was a dream, I thought you said that time you got dream


so it was not a dream, not that I know of lah you say you got Mendaki, okay okay okay I understand I understand okay okay okay


okay, !woohoo!, !woo!


then, no I'm trying to move the mic away from me a bit, I think cause it's amplified you see eh just an example eh


!huh!, ah, nothing right, ya see ah, ha ha, but it didn't sound like like that loud right when we talking


ya but then it's not red, mine is already red, err he went Mendaki


Hannah, Ozirah, !huh!, Kudir, , oh I know I know I know the dancer


Latifah, ah Atiqah,


but the girl know you like her or not you like him or not, but were they together, for how long, who knows you jealous now


(mmhmm), I can see that, I can see that, I don't see that,


no lah it's fine lah, at secondary school eh primary school I was like more of a yes man, yes man is like


there's that one guy okay lah kita gini ah then everyone macam okay ah go ah no problem macam yes, so there's that one leader in that group, and there's one joker in a group, usually the joker is either small or fat, [kan] it's always like that joker is always small size or fat


yes, ,


, okay, and the rest [kan], then the rest [kan] is the yes man, so macam let's say okay, who


I wasn't like it's more of me like ya ya background dancers ya, so everywhere they go [kan] ah okay lah jom ah like then okay lah pergi makan ah okay lah jom ah jom ah main bola ah, okay okay lah go ah that kind of ya so macam primary school what I did was


eh are we still talking about love life no right, we're talking about just primary school, primary school, I knew err like, like I just came to school to study and home


ya, P one P two, go school, recess whatever whatever just spend the time, MP whatever finish already go home like that only


back from school


what how how what do you call your uncle again


, but, but it's at oh it's a different place sekolah mana primary school, Mukminin


Mukminin, you just, [seh] , oh Aiman lah Aiman cafe, as in the nearest landmark


kill guy I think I know I know I know I know where Shuqun is sorry


fetching, okay lah


is it the old one, ya lama lama that was the last one the old one, ya ya ya ya, !wah! keluar seven o'clock for a primary school kau dah bad girl [seh]


I last time, ah six thirty pun dah dah macam I dulu primary school [kan], okay P one P two I always go home so like one forty five habis [kan] so one forty five, one fifty I already at home cause my house just beside the school


then primary three was when I started to actually study, like you know [kan] you, uh primary school lah the those macam textbook and workbook, they teach you then there's fill in the blank punya itu eh


so there's this one point of time during my primary three [kan] I just got bored of this at the speed yang the teacher was teaching, so I just look at everything, like when the teacher was going let's say the the teacher was going through chapter two [kan], I was already reading like chapter five


cause I got bored so I just read read read read eh, I finish already I straightaway do activity book, workbook eh activity two A two B


basically chapter ke two chapter of that activity book I dah habis the whole book, then [kan] dulu [kan] then dia [kan] dulu [kan] dia punya activity book [kan] boleh koyak [kan], and then you staple then you give right ya, then I just leave it inside


until the teacher ask for it then I just tear and give, !wah! I for me I always do my witnessing, not surprised, you still do it what, no is you don't know how to


you did, okay lah I mean, everyone got their own way what


ya I think the the the the main thing about studies is study you cannot stress a person about studying is the the more they want to give up


okay, okay, okay, I'm looking at you


, ya, no


no the thing is, it only works if you remember first, !chey!


ya true ah primary school is easy ah especially our time, I don't know why we struggle eh now I look back like why the hell did we struggle, I remember that time uh ah ya, [kan] primary three [kan] I Chiong [kan], then primary four was dia orang punya streaming


[kan] there was like a stream right there's some streaming thing, I think was err standard foundation, ya, so I took all I took four standard lah all standard, then from cause dia my class [kan] dia label as macam let's say kalau primary three [kan] dia three A three B


three C three D, okay no no no the there's a difference, let's okay wait okay what born what year are you born in


, what, two thousand and one right, you have the word N in the year, I don't like that that means you're the yes young


is not is not is not is different is different is, eh, sorry, , okay you keep quiet you let me talk then after


okay you talk ah , teacher's pet


what wait teacher's pet, why why teacher's pet, what's the definition of a teacher's pet, don't want you


target, oh macam a legit pet ah, !huh!, puss puss ,


miss Lee, #chong beng# [kan], serious serious serious serious


ya, !wah!, why how what did they do


you know Diah, she threw her bottle, [kan] she lives at


err Diah is my baby cousin by the way, then [kan] you know those macam err HDB then dia punya corridor [kan] macam ada that small hole


the wall small hole small small small [kan]


, panic ah, so she was at home lah work from home


so she run down, eh I Ahmad run down came up [kan], you know what Ahmad said I don't know which, idiot will think of it ah, that was his worry eh, no your worry should be whether it hit someone


, ya that shouldn't be your worry, that shouldn't be the first thing you worry about


and the thing is [kan] yang kat bawah [kan] the like, if you were to drop anything ah you know where it will land or not, badminton court


so badminton court [kan] usually this timing macam ramai [kan] like these days [kan] cause they cannot go macam indoor so they just play at those, neighbourhood punya badminton [kan], seriously I would have just laughed eh I'd be lost eh


why, ya I mean you still are,


I think macam sama ah ya, !huh! how is, how is ian, hype


cause every time we touch,


I was a mischievous guy lah, I'm not mischievous any more, a'ah, you want to start


I think if I want to relive like one past right it'll be my secondary school lah, ya it was where I macam all out, how to say ah


I don't know ah got there's just a lot of stupid thing I did in secondary school, then macam I pernah you know sports day


so kita main frisbee, then my class was just winning like every single game ah, I don't know how, [kan] okay dia punya frisbee punya court [kan] dia macam let's say okay there's one triangle [kan]


okay you imagine this triangle eh, then you draw two lines inside, so this is the field this is the goal this is the goal so maybe you just throw to your team mate that's in this uh right rectangle he score, so what my team did


so, I will just in the middle again all I had to do, was to capture that intercept the frisbee from the opponent, okay, so once you okay let's say I scoring this eh I scoring here eh, so I kat tengah tengah main main main ambil frisbee [kan]


I will throw to one guy at the back, this one guy at the back, just throw to him, then this guy will just throw the frisbee to daniel you kenal daniel lah [kan], ya just throw to daniel, ya but daniel lah, and then catch and we win


one point, ya


then my friend cakap eh Dok tak boleh tahan ah I really want to drink ah


err ah umi boleh minum air tak penat ah, then fasting some more then I play frisbee ah quite tired ah can I drink, sports day ah come on, then she say ah okay okay lah you drink lah


then I cakap ah guys just proceed, because in secondary school I macam the most alim person, so macam they they were all waiting for me


I macam okay guys


ya, ya ya talking about yang yes man [kan] sec one I was a yes man eh primary school I was a yes man, after P six I don't know what got into me [kan] I became like the leader, I don't know ah I macam more loud more more of an extrovert


Hannah right


normal lah, actually my secondary school like drama, but then because, I think in most is situation I was the middle man in that fight


I was never the person that caused the fight


like the drama, oh there was a drama that inflicted the whole cohort, in the whole CCA lah I think


what did Hannah do


okay okay, sorry, ya


you heard of the time yang kau orang gaduh juga lain ah lain masa eh, !aww!, so sad


okay lah it's not easy to have like to establish lah best friend you know even I myself sekarang I don't have a, best friend, ya


ya it's more of a lot of close friends, but then if I were to pick like one best friend [kan], that will probably be Naz, ya


no,


oh ah lah benda kecil [jer]


during primary school we're supposed to, ya we're supposed to be annoying lah, eh but I miss I miss primary school food


how am I supposed to know, okay, okay, oh in school


ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya, from okay P one P two [kan] I was in a different school, ya it was near [kan] you know Clementi kalau naik MRT dari Clementi pergi Jurong there's this one temple


okay tak tahu lah it was just some okay kalau you naik one eight five, after my bus stop [kan] you belok kanan [kan], ya there, my school was there at first, for one and a half ke one and two ah


then from P one to P two I eat prata only, that was the only thing I ate, ya cause I cause that time I'm P one P two still young mah you don't know what to do with your life


primary six was the year I discovered ada macam nasi macam mixed rice


so, ya dia macam you know those okay dia punya nasi [kan] I don't know about you lah when I eat nasi right when I eat rice, I like it wet, washed to it ah yes soggy


when you eat that, you makan dengan err


Hannah, okay, this weird


how how is that how does that work, how you get the kuah ah, oh it's the same shop


okay


the amount of chinese stalls non halal non halal stalls


it's was like okay let's say there's like ten shops right there was like ten shops lah, okay exclude air exclude drinks, there's eight, about, seven six of them chinese


ya, so I can only eat from these two, you know that time got one western ah I just tak tahu halal ke tak I telan [jer] ah, !haiya! budak budak [kan], [kan]


but I don't know ah I think primary school I rarely eat during recess cause one thing is queue, second thing you don't know when to sit


ya cause, ya it was always, packed


camp ah, ah ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya, ya ah [seh], primary three lah


I remember I remember my kid, the the kid the kid I was assigned to, every time I with him [kan] dia macam nak makan habis I gitu habis aku kena consult him macam this kind this kind


P one ah they like to cry right, oh duit [kan] ya ya ya ya ya


I I, I got bored lah I myself got bored with the lesson, then err, err gitu I cakap eh you check how much money you have


check how much money you have to P one kid eh I say like that, check how much money you have nanti dia later got I remember [seh] this scene, they just take out dia orang punya wallet just put all the coin on the table, then I say okay okay okay, ya so I like that like that, okay you got this one you want to eat what today then I cakap ah


oh okay this one roughly about one dollar fifty cent ah so I put I put aside, then what drink you want, ah okay I want Milo okay then Milo eighty cents okay move aside eh this one your balance you put inside your bag, , then every time I know cause my kid


eh my buddy like dia macam senang nangis like err easy to cry, every recess I think for like, one month or three weeks, the the parents were always there watching him, cause err cause I don't know about your school lah my school allow parents to come to the canteen and observe their kid


no I I think I was just bullied, I err I think primary one I didn't I didn't even cry at all, I realise cause that primary one I kat sekolah lama [kan]


then I macam okay ah mampus ah, , I macam tak nangis I was just clueless


err shocked at the atmosphere ah then macam cool lah, cause we kindergarten [kan] we always we stick to at one class


!wah! I miss !wah! I miss primary school, ya have you ever received homework macam okay


you tengah belajar [kan] then tiba tiba the teacher say, okay guys err for homework I want you to do err question one question two question three, then we like okay lah baik ah three question, but then like one A one A one B one C one A one E one F then the same thing


ah D E F, that's Sot, ya I got fight with my teacher not physical lah like verbal


, err sorry for the red lines again okay you know you know I pernah ah, okay you know tissues in our body, there's tissues right, so happen ah that time secondary secondary one


I was just a loud guy, the I think the most loud person in the class, so my I didn't I didn't pay attention ah, okay honest ah I didn't pay attention ah I was just doing my own stuff ah, then gitu gitu then I was joking around I was laughing at my friend's joke


then my laugh [kan] okay you usually tahu lah [kan] my laugh is like loud, loud no annoying loud, no annoying, err Zai why you err


why you laughing ah you got listening to me or not macam this kind of typical, that time it was science punya tissue punya topic, me


being a dumb guy, , then because of that everyone laugh cause you know primary secondary school [kan], once one immature joke you can just get everyone to laugh at it right


so everyone laugh right then he fret as if I was disturbing him like disturbing the class, okay which I was lah fair lah, then after that I think err he immediately took me to the staff office, I think he'd he just started the class you know


but he's like okay guys you all wait ah I need to take him, so I pergi I went to staff room, he he I ingat ah apa lah kena marah or what lah, he terus masuk his his desk take his phone, call your father


err err sorry I think he was Tan mister Tan, uh mister Tan sorry ah mister Tan you don't have to call ah, ya habis dia cakap no no no I want you to call you've been disturbing my class


you have been lah cause I was laughing what, before I kena marah because I laugh, okay then I cakap err okay lah okay lah let me call, then, cause I I had to call I had to talk to my father first what before I give my phone so I cakap uh assalamualaikum ya


I at work eh ah ni my teacher want to talk ah I I laugh in class then then err, he he he not happy he want to talk to you, and then my my dad on the other hand,


then kita berbual berbual berbual berbual lah then after that, then dah berbual then my my dad want to talk to me again so my the mister Tan give back the phone, then he say, you know what my father was laughing eh was doing or not he was laughing eh he was laughing to me


not happy, , then I masuk class [kan] semua tanya ah I remember [seh], I I went inside class then everyone was like eh Zai what happened you go staff room all


then I was like ah nothing ah, I just talk to my dad, , ya it just seem like a big thing, !wah! I'm missing high school ah


tengok eh what did you do, oh with the pen, oh ya ya ya ya ya last time it was like forbidden sia, like when when you have pen ah it's like what the heck


in kindergarten [eh], !wah! really [ah] Mukminin


(ppc) aku rasa pukul enam eh, then you pray, then, go market, then buy breakfast


then, now I meet you lor, you eh


well


I wish I was you lah, cause of my mum, cause if I'm not at home apa apa jadi with my mum I also don't know, everybody will put the fault at me how, no lah but hopefully next year can work already lor


(ppc) I wish I was you man at least go Grab also, something what still got money what, now I tak ada duit how to say


nevermind lah at least you pay for something that is, for your life you know worth it what


(ppc), like how eh normally wake up six AM sleep by ten


at home, wake up, bathe, clean house, go supermarket, not to say like a maid lah but


like it's something that a daughter has to do lah for their mum, okay lah but, okay lah at least I'm doing for her what, then after that


think back also (ppc) I could have worked outside what macam maybe, cause I look at my bank account also sometimes like I want to cry, but at the same time I look at my mum I also want to cry so I don't know what to think also so I just sit in the room


ya I just close my eyes ah and sleep back, nothing to do, ah so, at least you have three jobs then how how you want to rest


I don't know, but (ppc) kau ni from the start pun aku tengok [kan]


, (ppc), you part time or full ah


you get to know your schedule already eh, start what time


, (mmhmm)


shopping , shopping also you do for your you buy for your niece apa not really for yourself


but what would you treat for yourself, my life, ya lah cause


if shopping, later buy all the clothes, after that, eat food is cheap,


ya even though it's phase two, !huh!, (ppc)


, honestly [kan]


you go airport lor , or beach tak lah if you want to go east coast also oh you have #pasir ris# what, Bedok you go #pasir ris# also, no if lepak also normally ramai what


cause only everybody can do anything ah (ppc) which is wasted ah, and the thing is still not safe lah, but we still go out so we we don't care


maid !huh!, then secondly, if I go out also, we, you remember during the


phase one eh, you can't even eat outside so, if let's say if I want to have a alone time also if I go out, not safe lor so I just stay at home, if I lock myself in the room also, I don't know lah my house is never quiet lah


so I just listen to music if I listen to music I scared my mum call me, then she will shout at me lah cause I never listen to her, ya because I wear ear piece what


honest ya, the hari raya all I bake what, I forgot the name but I know how it looks like


trustable


it's still a malay dish that a lot of girls can't do you know, be proud, try or not also kita will still eat what because it's still food as long as it's cooked


appreciate food, I most also make , the hardest that I bake eh, that was the first and last okay it was nice ah


I don't dare to buat lagi ah you know it takes at least, one day, cause you need it to sit like you need to leave it for at least, six hours or what, I don't know, for the, for the rice


then after that, you need to mix the, the top right yang colour hijau tu when, you need to put the ingredient properly the right amount, but, I don't know some people only take the green part they never eat the blue like !duh!


no you should eat both it's nice that way


err you know yang personal training, NCSF punya cert, personal training course lah then people will pay me but you know


when you're with a mother who's too, who is give in right, to me not nice lah ask to pay because I don't have cert what that's why I don't ask them to pay


(mmhmm), ah, , you don't want ah take from your virgin active


course, I thought you take aerobic, that's sekolah


(hmm), cause if let's say kalau kau nak stay kat virgin [kan], if you like dancing ah


(mmhmm), sign on police, okay lah me and my mum discussed last week


then I say your son is, army what


ah lah bukannya dia fully commit itu untuk NS apa then I was err, see how lah see how I think about it lah, it took me awhile to think then after that, [kan] my uncle police, inspector then he say


eh you sign up lah he he told me to sign up then I like, I was suddenly like, two different one army one police so it's my choice what where I want to go, actually I wanted police lah then after that my mum, eh you read about army first lah you think about it I think it's better


but it's my future what so, I scared, ya


I even ask my friends because you got three kawan perempuan [kan] they join satu navy then another two force, they say is


but they they were like, actually it's very tiring because you are doing the same thing but tiring lah if you like, if I were you, ya lah if you want the experience then join lah join lor join us lor, then I say I see first I see first


so at least I must, I must apply by this year then next year see who will accept lor, meaning I need to start exercise, , ya lah


I just bridge out on my treadmill, forty five minutes, no less, you walk to work you cycle, Grab working out already what


you know you're high metabolism [kan]


, game changer [kan] bukan ,


ah, vegan,


ah really, mushroom is quite nice what, potato , potato , masih ingat sia kau makan sweet potato eh potato then until you want to vomit or what


, no how much you make berapa apasal kau makan sampai gitu [sial]


, , that's it,


(hmm) but honestly that's


actually tartar sauce is nice, I wonder how he can tahan like, eat so much


no lah for them it's nice of course because we're not used to it [kan]


(hmm), (hmm)


, , , but, you try


get to feel without meat, but you know no milk all right, juice lah


no just try one day you feel like them macam you go work or what lah you make, when can we go out again,


macritchie last week, , , I couldn't process my mind that day


cause like, ya lah when they, when they inject, there was a bit pain lah, then after that, they just suddenly pluck it out, then a few hours later you feel the pain


ya that's why , okay ah but, no lah because you can't feel, like you can feel something is coming out but you don't feel the pain, okay lah okay lah boleh tahan lah but merlin one teruk [sial]


she fever [kan],


, !huh!


uh, you could've just gone home sia because primary school [kan] they not that strict what, oh ya take you, oh [ho]


speaking of guardian you know the other time my friend ah, [kan] because he come school late, then after that, we start class already then he walk in, he sit in the middle of the class, then cikgu was telling a story cause like before class start he always tell a story [kan]


say lor, like literally bau berak you know macam apa sia what is this sia, eh kasihan satu satu class bau you know then I was like


he was beside me, primary six ah primary six, I think can hear then my cikgu suddenly


students anyone, did anyone release something here, then we all like can you all please stand up, then we all stand up, then he alone sit down he alone just stay there


ya then after that, they cikgu ask him !hey!, are you okay, did you, then ya lah some of us laugh then then he cry


then he like, then the cikgu asked us all to sit down, sit ah sit down on our table, then my cikgu pick him up bring him to the toilet then call the guardian the guardian just left school lah


then came back, then after that lucky he bring extra pants you know, then he go home, the cikgu was like ah you send him home ah you send him home, all of you stand outside the class


you all think is funny is it laugh at your friend then we were like, then we all just keep quiet quiet quiet, , habis macam mana it was so funny


!huh!, on the way back home ah, from then after that


ya then after that walk home, in the lift I was like running around already, it take some time, then when I it reach level six [kan], I just, level seven I run to the I run in my house


then before my mum come home I mop, I mop every trail of my pee , but not in the lift ah I leave it in the lift , how the hell am supposed to do it went down already hold it ah forget it ah I just go I just go


[kan] aku the other time minum benda then it suddenly made me so full


okay it's like a malt chocolate milk eh chocolate drink ah, best best but it will make you, go to the toilet a lot of times ah


my mum say it's to throw whatever in your body then I say, ya but still it hurts you know that's why every, at least every hour I'll go toilet, no but (ppc) I if I want to recommend you also don't lah cause you are working


you drink this confirm you need to go to the toilet a lot of times so don't, that's why it's cheap because you need to go toilet, no but really like the one that I previously drink


it was okay lah but it's very expensive, like you pee a lot, then after that, in this one is cheap, I don't know ah it just hurt my stomach a bit, for the start one week then after one week it will okay one


but you you want to take for what, (ppc), oh that's why nak jadi vegan ah


that's why nak jadi vegan ah, no meh


I tak tahu tak tahu itu lah sports dulu dah habis tak tengok buku sia,


[kan], judo, like even though I commit that thing ever since


primary school [kan] wasted to leave but, is for myself lah, not being humble but ya like I think I rather try other things you know, that's why I go power lifting and strong man lah


then suddenly I like it, then I injured my back, I stop, then I continue, cause year three need to do gym [kan]


, that moment banyak lari that moment, you run already what,


, you're not coaching anymore eh


but september your schedule teruk [seh], you got so many things, (ppc),


, , you just train lah, coaching ya Wei


oh yang , (mmhmm) they stop what, then I don't know when they start back, then ni ah Sadiq told me berhenti [jer] lah, then I like okay lah apa apa ah because they never tell me do anything also, I ask them they're like ah wait ah wait ah


wait long long ah so I just stop , ya, (ppc) I don't know sekarang like, [kan] the other time I apply for a lot of job


(hmm), they wanted to call me today then I say I'm not free, , no but


my mum, my mum like giving me fifty fifty ah, then I like, mummy kerja mummy kerja or not, so she didn't even reply so I just diam ah I just say err I will I will update you again


cause he prepared he need to work extra, for for wedding next year, he's getting married, Hafsah


honestly he date all the girl right that has H, no lah, no lah no no no that one different story


secret ah admirer , she has someone but she don't want to say lah, like every time I look at her also nanti she talking on the phone, then


ya she and my brother is the one who work, and eh my father also lah, so they work then me and my mum at home, so kirakan like, whoever is at home must do extra work lah cause they working mah, always like that


that's why I like not because I want to work to feel that way lah but, in a way I feel bad that my mum will do everything so I be at home lor with her, lucky lucky man the other time, like that whole week that whole two weeks she was sick [kan] so I do everything


I don't know we, she still need to go for check up ah, counselling also got, (ppc), getting fat as usual


then he one of them going sunat what, sterilise the, the boy tommy, err probably, either on my birthday or


I told my mum, october ah see how, , that one is up to my mum cause she decide on the date she want a specific date so can remember


then I was like, okay lah okay lah, you know if they give birth can be more than ten right


then I ask her how you want to take care, she give lah but need to pay fifty each, you're giving away, give she give away but need to pay I don't know lah


pay her lah cause I'm taking her baby what, correct, is cheap lah fifty but still you need to jaga you need to bring vet, ya jaden I bought him like that what


I buy from someone his house actually terrace then he changed to HDB, he was a rich boy, fifties ah I was happy lah then after that


that's why I start working New Balance just to pay for that then I was like oh shit oh shit, (ppc) yang mana satu which one


the, people ah, because change ya, change already and a lot of rules lah so I like


don't want ah, then also if I were to if I were to work back I have to go labrador, ya labrador, the picture first then you kinda get yourself some gen leh then you can just like tapioca leaves sometime you can token or labrador leh that one ya ya (hmm) after touching at the digital if I knew my


labrador [kan], ah, ya lah, but it's kind of near by favourite place ah so I okay lah, vivo city , ya my aku suka Wei Sentosa chill lepak just sit down #gai gai# a bit


if got kite got kite lah if not just tidur ah KO there, so nice there, but the, , need to find the right people lah to chill, or you dare to go alone or not


eh ya terlupa sia (oo)


, oh oh


I think I slept at, eleven or something I wanted to wait for a new episode to come out, BTS show, , then after that I was like lambat lah I sleep lah then I didn't know you because I put my phone away I put my phone further


after that I just ah, okay lah sleep lah sleep lah, then I didn't know you text, then now just now when I text you I was outside then you never reply I was like scared sia I was like eh sia this one go out or what sia


did you rush, , , (ppc)


it's from last time I don't know why it won't be gone like previously it was very bright then now like, I think because I never do anything to my hair that's why it's it's still there


you dye for awhile lah, (ppc) spray ah spray ah spray


I can imagine you with hair spray it's ah, you want you want ash grey ah for real


you know platinum ah silver colour, that one is nicer, go see ah later very nice colour that's what I wanted ah later I show you


Sachok the colour is Sachok but, you have to gugur a lot lah after that, cause you use the what's that thing, ah, that one will ruin your hair what unless you use the right solution ah


actually your


, no, that one like good only, brenda she cause she I think she's one of the sales people, she sell online for hair


like quite good only a lot of people say quite like macam changed their hair, in a way, you should ask her, and it's quite cheap you should ask her,


that's why, girl I this hair short also I still go treatment, , !huh!, if I want to lah but I didn't


how much ah you spend, scalp treatment or what, , mine was two years ago cause I cause like


I don't like when they ask me to pay extra for something that I don't want, that's why I don't want to go already, and, their service is good like whatever they do to my hair is good but until they like eh buy this ah this one very good, then I like


I can, , (hmm), I need cert bro


(ppc), honestly [kan] I apply so much work already you know, but ah


I don't know which to go, cause like, people recommend recommend go go, all is good jobs lah but, you don't know, because I only working temporary but when they say minimum one year [jer] then I like, worth it or not


(ppc), (uh huh), I want to work like macam si Hortman, like that, [kan] like, ya one or two months right that's all,


, but, your mum will scold you,


(ppc),


, want to rent (ppc) like book a hotel by yourself you sleep


just to sleep, , I would


but, (ppc) actually you know I wanted to do the M studio, but the is kalau nak invite, (ppc) then they will check but the thing is


my cousin's husband work there, so if I were to ask him I scared it's like bribe, ya whatever, you know, no like just like like I, like kirakan like


(mmhmm), , , , uh


, that's why, (ppc) cause I just researched yesterday, like, ya then after that


is sister we just graduated, me too me too, I'm going to continue school, like not uni but can be like courses


I did apply but full, , no like most of it was full then I say kalau nak december


like, I scared got something on, , , legit ah


you may want to go, , this semester okay [seh], but everything in Zoom eh macam your first day also in Zoom


eh, , (ppc)


, , oh my god I wish I got school, eh merlin dah start school right


Zoom, why eh why she cannot go school is it because


but, like, defeat the purpose of paying the full amount lah, (hmm),


, , , Natasha start NTU already


business also but, she can sleep in the dorm you know, but you cannot choose what, but they can choose whether to stay or not like


but they are going to pay extra, like the fee for dorm is already like, cause she live in the east lah that's why, she stayed there


, ah what,


uh, , she first day drink already, like her whole dorm level they drink together, then the next day they all like sober in class then like


!huh! kalau [seh] eh, but it was very fast, you're freaking outgoing


you laugh like from far can hear your laugh already, our first conversation is just, ya instead of that


(mmhmm),


can remember my first day,


ya mine was the shortest that moment then now I think back I was like oh my god, uh,


what did he say,


, you, you mention his name also suddenly like, I see him before in the gym he fight someone is it


ya cause it was so loud, that was funny that was really funny


but that was funny it was funny, Hougang mall ada ah, , okay ah the other time


tak tapi dia kata kau ambil yang bear tu besar [seh], ya, buy for her claw machine lah her birthday


Shopee a lot of discount, then you,


but it will be a good gift you know, you know the if they you give they give you the ball, you put note you put a letter inside you know what I mean right


eh that one best [seh], but she need to get the, she need to play that machine just to get the gift, , , !oi!


eh serious ah, but you won't you


but the teddy bear they take or they you put inside back put inside back ah, then what's the purpose eh might as well you buy the cheap cheap one, why you want the put money inside ah you you ask them to pay ten cent twenty cent


after the fifth time , idea idea


you should no lah I only see Shopee only ah but I don't know whether is it worth it or not, cause a lot of people say, ya


no cause after this I go Tampines


Daiso lah, ya lah my mum tell me to go Daiso, every single time I step out of the house, that's why I'm going there it's nearer to #pasir ris# what


go off ah you sleep, you woke up late then you want to sleep back


you just ate though, I got pizza what can buy, can eat what, pizza bread


it's a value meal lah two person twenty dollars lor, but I I buy the, I buy the, lava cake like look like nice I just buy lah


you like to eat the Saizeriya one what, but it it's just cake lah honestly


, is it


is it the one that we binge eat eh, the one that we all, , don't sad lah


I thought the other time we eat together like one group, , so you eat alone ah


for me I only like the yang original store dah sedap [seh], (ppc) apasal kau cakap pasal tu !hais! aku aku I think I feel like buying later


I look at your face I everytime is food you talk about, (hmm) lapar sia


then, (hmm), oh doughnut the Krispy Kreme sekarang at Sengkang have what, so I think I'll buy there lah, ah no lah as in like Krispy Kreme just opened there


compass one, I didn't know then I thought only kat you know only like the far far place like Changi airport only I thought that lah, then after that I search, ya,


, isn't, at where [seh], the guy was somerset MRT


see how lah but so far, , I don't know for me okay lah


for me I will still go vivocity I don't know lah I just like to go vivocity, and it's only like twenty five minutes ride lah okay lah


, ah, , okay lah but normally I just like


I don't know it's just, normal fried chicken lah,


so that's why I later, I eat pizza lah since I just buy [kan], cause now at night I tak makan [seh]


no lah it's just that, I will I don't have appetite, after nine onwards like suddenly I tak makan then I will only eat by, one PM or something, !alamak! cut off budget


ya your small portion is a normal serving size , you eat or not you never see lah what you eat ever since you year one but the thing is [kan] that time you play soccer what that's why you don't care what you eat


, no lah but you have a lot of things going on what so should be okay, cause you are uh you are doing a lot of walking and cycling


nevermind lah be happy enough already just eat whatever you want for now,


pen, eh kau dah kena pergi ah


oh ah ah aku nak pergi Tampines ah, [kan] aku kena pergi Daiso


(ppl) your off life actually your off, ya, okay [ah] Chao, bye


what time you wake up just now


so early, nine plus ten o'clock


I went to, err do my, Grab delivery lah, that's all


but don't know why I was so tired today


but then in the end I still macam spend that amount that I work for, so in the end it's like, work to spend work to spend


(mmhmm), no I I need to pay for school lah Wei, ya Wei


around like six K, for four months so, total about twenty six K, something like that, ya lah


how's life though


so don't look at anything ah , !huh! no lah I think cause I got like at least, two days off so macam aku just


err I use that time to actually only work like, a few hours only and then then I can have my rest because, ya


don't think will join any CCA ah, is one thing


full time, ya but okay I just try and do whatever I can just do, , ya


but okay good lah because aku pun masih ada macam kerja [kan] so


shopping yes oh my god


ya, but , that's I mean, my responsibilities somehow, ,


what would you treat for yourself


ah apa very parked outside it's like very crowded everywhere, so like, ya but it's like


but it's like


sometimes you just need to clear your mind and go for shopping, go airport


ya, ya, but, but you know that that time uh before COVID, #pasir ris# park was uh very, empty


like at night or what like nobody goes jogging, like during COVID


ya, but, how is your COVID life then, oh ya true


obviously


ha nant~ soon ah soon ah, !wow!, not bad I mean, I did err tried aku masak gitu [jer]


thank you thank you, !huh!


ya man, oh my god, I I would like to try that


!huh!, the rice ah, ah yang colour hijau tu aku punya favourite sia


that is me it's so nice,


oh birthday siapa [seh], ya then err


(mmhmm), oh !wow!


ya you should


oh, you know I I have


doesn't matter whether you have that cert or not, , nah not now because I I just want to focus on, school first then


see how


ya lah tengok ah, ya lah I, I just tengok dulu lah tak tak ada plans yet so aku just focus one by one


ah serious ah


oh


ya lah do what you enjoy


you have to do it for like how many years of your life so macam wasted lah


no wonder, but have you been exercising, okay ah you have a treadmill


ya but I need to lose, fats


!haiya!, like I watch this documentary, I I one that's of it maybe


I know it's like macam myths like that but like, ah and like, some are not true


(uh huh) I don't like but, ah I I eat everything ah, I eat everything


potato, same, a'ah sia that was like too much potato in my, I don't know but tak tahu but


like tak boleh take it lah padahal aku suka potato


worse ah macam no I'm not going to eat potato any more , but I still do


I wanted to be healthy for a moment, I think so


, ya but, ya actually as in I I did like search


I mean, , not that


not that good lah something like that, even though they say is okay dairy products calcium, but then like, in that documentary is like, the amount of protein you get from plants


versus the amount of, protein you get from meat is


, I know but like !haiya!, I won't I won't really want to be


a vegan, , (mmhmm), uh


apasal ah actually what happen ah, like why we couldn't go, oh


oh ya ya ya I couldn't remember


kau okay ah


that next hour


table, then, so in the end aku balik ah


ya but then if primary school they need guardian to, ah, so leceh sia


(mmhmm)


how, eh,


something can then


oh


ah


, oh, oh ya ah your school is nearby, your house


!ee!, oh


, detox


, what's the link


somehow mana lah


I pun tak tahu ah,


ya oh my god I miss school though, I miss having going to the gym


OB, a'ah sia sku punya stamina, dah kira not bad ah


masih ah but, but not bad lah


so dia orang baru start training like last two weeks so aku pergi okay lah


oh I am but, err september start, but I don't know my work schedule , because they last minute say so, it's good money I want money but (uh huh) but like cannot


cannot commit to, so many work at once what so


decide aku masih nak coaching ke tak honestly aku nak lah pasal easy money [seh], ya that time kau actually nak buat yang coaching [kan]


err multi sport eh multi sport eh, oh oh ya lah


oh and your, your the safe the temperature taking, the one that you applied for, oh no


oh oh oh


okay lah as long as you, you okay can already mah, (ppc) then your, err, your brother, what is he doing now


!whoa! cepat eh, , Hafsah


Hani, Hani tak eh


true true,


tommy, when


oh


!huh! serious ah, !huh! apasal [seh]


!huh!, oh oh oh oh


oh, , !wow!


that time yang last kita kerja kat mana eh, oh labrador eh


buat apa lebih baik aku pergi kat ni #pasir ris# kat sini [jer]


, oh yang aku aku tanya kau


LOL, then


(uh huh) ya because aku tadi tidur lepas tu aku baca kau punya text, then, you are already on the way and then, what, ah, I was shocked I was like panicking habis terus straight away aku mandi sia


, ah, but then like I'm going to school already, so I cannot dye my hair


I dye for awhile ah, hair spray but hair spray is like, it's like, so like it's like, I don't know


try I am trying to look at different colours now, or I want to do like a gradient err turun macam the colour dark to light,


okay got no idea but


bleach, oh ya


and then I always apa pergi kat dia punya saloon, I wanted to do treatment tapi macam mahal lah, entah eh apa


oh is it, okay I should try I really want to go for a treatment


but I want to keep it long first baru aku kalau tak pendek pendek buat apa aku nak buat treatment eh


I think the last that I did, err treatment was I did only once actually


uh I, dah lama gila I think last year so I don't cannot tak tak ingat bila tak ingat how much all that, oh


damn sibuk they never stop selling, can ah


no they say no need cert they say no no need experience they will have training for you, but okay lah for now I think


pandemic, (mmhmm)


oh ya macam oh oh oh, and like


oh bagus [seh] dia punya pay, only ya and only one day so


if me also aku kerja sia


, like I cannot even like sleep properly like when I


cause I'll keep like waking up, just to sleep ke , I cannot I mean like


I want I honestly I want but then like err ya want to pay just to, just to sleep, there, actually honestly maybe I would lah


oh I, (uh huh), oh for your birthday, can cannot, cannot ya cannot


somehow, I don't know I think you can ask but then, , I think kalau pergi public is better than, uh enclosed


at least they cannot like do anything what


it's only next week oh my god it's so fast , time flies oh my god actually, twenty twenty is so boring but like, ya man, but so nice to know that we all graduated


ya you should too, there's this free course you should take, the diploma specialised


really meh because that time I checked they they're still open, ya you know I go and apply for one of the courses


and then in the end I received my school schedule lepas tu aku tak boleh tak boleh make it [seh]


like what if ya, this semester


no I think, because they never mention anything about Zoom, and then in the schedule ada tulis


ya, so like ah ha I'm supposed to find out but, ah later lah later oh ya it's going to be september


very flexible so


a'ah dia dah start, not maybe she got lab or something like that lah because hers is


science erwin's is business, ya, actually true if me I would like


like fight against this but then, honestly the school also can't do anything because it's not them who, like


oh eh apa course


ya, ya but sekarang memang as in they never stop that lah because


like the fee for dorm is really like, expensive [seh]


oh ya it's expensive again, oh, ya if me also I I'd have done that, the, if if me I would have done that lah but then


I got no choice but, to if I were to pay, then wasted


why, then the next day they all like sober, so for the least they made some friends


what you talking about, are you serious


bash, , but okay actually I miss, poly but like, no because it will be different because I scared like it you will not be the same like classmates all that because


in poly you know that, all everyone, you'll see everyone like, almost like three years, that's why have to make friends, so aku punya first friend yang aku make ah was #en ting# ah then


like, then like we could


click, so well then in the end, err the other girls also can click so well so kita just, uh all the way sampai year three together


you and Hokumal oh no no no Hokumal'S hair was quite long, but memories, there was this guy err in my class


err he, he made a joke, it was so funny he he said, err what ah oh he, his name is Isyu lah, so they make a joke out of, out of the


out of his name that he is tissue or something like that was so lame, the


err oh you know about that, back then it's all err ya it's all


their problem not my problem, ah, , ah


oh sama ah


(mmhmm), but she's like so pro, she's like, (uh huh) that's really good, !oi! expensive eh


!huh! really, her house got too many things


(mmhmm)


I think that's fun I believe it she will like it


toys aku punya soft toys, ah, eh letak tu apa ni claw machine


no I I'm not going to throw I'm going to put it inside the claw machine, ya it's thousand plus but


no no no no no, no unless unless they put coins inside they put money inside to play


no put one dollar then after that I set that cannot take, they must catch the ten times ah ya ya ya after the fifth time then they can, take, good idea right, but it's so expensive I've already looked


but then in the end also I never buy lah obviously


if uh I buy I already put here, oh, I don't know where I'm going but I want to go out


go Daiso, , oh ya Tampines, oh ya Tampines has one big Daiso right


quite big [kan], (ppc), you go off I sleep, (hmm)


oh ya I forgotten about


(oo) oh my god it's been long since I apa makan lava cake


err, but it's it taste so good oh my god the cheese


when it melt in your mouth sedap gila !huh!, yes, I always buy things from there, it's so nice, but I always eat alone that's why


ya ya that one okay lah but then usually if not if I don't eat dengan kau orang [kan], nobody will eat, ya I will eat myself, too bad, if if can share better lah


it's a lot sia, I always buy like six, six err, six cinnamon buns, and it's so sweet because one person eat, damn very sweet, diabetes


oh my god talking about original I am, craving for Krispy Kreme punya doughnut


eh ah ada ke dekat


(oo)


oh ya, that is like one my favourite and go to things to makan sia time


eh dekat orchard, ya on there's one in


ya I always go there to buy, that's counted as the nearest


actually I would , I don't know I would go there too, it's a nice place


I feel like I never see


are you on diet or something,


they say small small portion small portion


ya honestly but then I couldn't stop once even when I stopped playing soccer


ya life goes on we have to move on


(mm)


what is your three wishes, err my three wishes my first wish is to have a lot of money


my second wishes, is, I want to be, smarter, yes I want to be intelligent, I I want to


make myself look smarter when I see people and then I won't, be easily bullied by people, oh my third wishes, is


I think you have, some what, judgemental to looks like looks to me is like


!hais! <mandarin>人生已经很苦了:ren sheng yi jing hen ku le</mandarin> life so bitter <mandarin>为什么你要对自己不好:wei shen me ni yao dui zi ji bu hao</mandarin> leh, you know that's why right I will just like eat all the sweet food drink all my bubble bubble tea go eat all my barbecue all that I just want myself to be happy as long as I happy right


I think its okay already like !aiya!


I know I know the crispy skin


then what's the point of eating fried chicken


l, all those crispy crispy


got the self awareness in you


!wah! cake I can watch one and are even how much I take care of my err defined now right I can't reverse the process of


mine still got stain


ensure that you don't regret next time


but how do you make sure that your child will listen to you cause probably as a child right no matter how much you how much your mum nag at you you just like one ear in one ear out


primary school ya I primary school I got already, I remember I got I remember I got in primary school because I remember I was playing phone and then I get confiscated yes


I I ipod touch I touch ipod touch I remember my first phone is like a Samsung phone the flip one so so I remember mine's like primary school cause I remember that's my second handphone from my mummy one


ya so I remember I got my phone in primary school, really


there really exist meh a phone that can turn three sixty no I only remember right the Nokia phone I have right


is the red white version one that can flip one that one can flip that one cannot turn three sixty lah only can flip up and down lah !walao! three sixty is like another level already leh three sixty three sixty is another level I think during our era right the most popular phone is the flip one or the


the flip one the flip up and down one or you or you or you open open like that one ya all those small phone and then now right our generation is all the big phone like the bigger screen, yes no lah I think there's like some science lah a certain science that you will like cause too big right you also cannot put in your pocket


ya, ya


ya cause like if you can put in the pocket <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> convenient right <mandarin>比较方便:bi jiao fang bian</mandarin> mah <mandarin>又可以放又容易拿在手上又可以:you ke yi fang you rong yi na zai shou shang you ke yi</mandarin> <mandarin>用:yong</mandarin> one hand <mandarin>来动来动去按你东西:lai dong lai dong qu an ni dong xi</mandarin> then <mandarin>如果:ru guo</mandarin> phone <mandarin>太大:tai da</mandarin> ah is very hard for you to press eh ya


and then right, also easier to take picture cause you using one hand mah one <mandarin>一只手先:yi zhi shou xian</mandarin> to go and take selfie what


I think is we never catch up liao but now LG phone


I don't know leh I I really lost touch in all the phone leh I only like keep touch with those iphone no actually I don't even know iphone now is like what generation already now is what I twelve already ah I also don't know already I


isit the latest eleven latest already lah so twelve <mandarin>还没有出来:hai mei you chu lai</mandarin> lah, lost touch already all those iphone but I thinking of, changing a iphone like maybe next year or what


cause, no I have been supporting iphone is just that, when I when I'm using iphone I don't like to use iphone, when I using Android I don't like use Android


iphone ah I think the icloud ah is very irritating like is a very little memory and then I don't want to spend money on buying the icloud I stingy I #kiam siap#


ya ya ya that's why ya


maybe sometimes is your technique that the way you take picture the way you take Insta story ya


but another thing that I like iphone is the battery life can last very long ya I think I like and you can actually iphone can also use for very long a lot of years I think, like from, like one thing that I don't like Android phone like Samsung ah is like !wah! the battery life ah !wah!


is like very fast right no battery, and, because low battery right then you <mandarin>有这种不想用:you zhe zhong bu xiang yong</mandarin> cause right you have to keep charging your phone ya then you very then you be like ya then is like you will be very annoyed you know with your Samsung phone and then


means right if you go everywhere or anywhere you still need to bring your portable bank, you know your whats that power bank, yes you need to bring your power bank along !wah! which is like, extra burden you know ya and then, I am thinking of changing iphone right cause I don't know what phone to change already cause


to me right I wanted to change Huawei but then, Huawei phone right right now right there's like no Google market, like the play store, so now the playstore is like a china one so I don't know what the market will offer, so now I don't know what phone to use


and now ya I only can look forward to iphone, ya and cause I already lose faith in Samsung


(mmhmm)


err I think right china right has been, using technology well is like


oh you know right when I walk around right I just need to like take my phone only leh I can just the WeChat Alipay right I just pay only even to those like hawker centre like those like those streeet food right everyone just use Alipay or Wechat is like so convience ya and then I don't even need to bring a bag out eh I everyday right I just like take my phone and then just go out and then just use Alipay to scan and then right in china right if you use Alipay or WeChat to pay right is even better than using hard cash because right if we use WePay err Alipay all that we still can gain points and then the points ah convert to some


some free gift or what, ya and then from the Alipay right you is there is also like a membership column so then there is a virtual membership card inside also so if you go everywhere ah you can just scan that one your membership card is there also yeah


me on cash rebate, got lah they got some points you know in like Alipay all that ya ya and then you have some virtual membership inside your Alipay all that save inside already ya and then every shop cause every shop have their own Alipay or Wechat right then you go in can just follow their shop like you like their shop all that right then next time if you go to that store right


sometimes they will just like, give you like free thing or free like like some discount or what, if you like follow them ya like you follow them is like like you know is like subscribe to them to their store then receive like their announcement or their news quite quite cool but then right one thing scary about china is right


I think got one time right I was walking along the mall and then right outside the mall ya like outside the mall, and then right there's a big, billboard outside the shopping mall, then when I look at it right its damn scary cause right no no no


the billboard show right <mandarin>那些:nei xie</mandarin> hor, show the person, name and the amount right, owe to the country, so they shame the whole china citizen you know they shame people who like owe money to the to the country eh to the china government so if you owe money ah your name will be there and then show it will appear there right on the


I don't I think is just name only your name then the amount you owe !wah! is damn !wah! is like trying to shame the citizen eh ya, ya !wah! damn <mandarin>闲:xian</mandarin> one eh all those shaming


ya ya ya, ya won't lah you see now singapore right also not that receptive on doing all those like PayNow all that right like you go hawker centre you will use your phone to pay all that


ya ya, oh really


because err


WeChat


for me


not really lah like


but I think next time it will be ah cause next time it will be our generation already what so everywhere right will be like digitalize already


ya, as long got the wifi


handphone, ya


but do you think like do you think like if next time right singapore will be like so digitalise until right we don't need to even go out to work we can just work from home


for permanent you know forever, we can just work from home, automation


ya actually I don't think right next time right the unemployment rate will be damn high lah I think cause, it will be more of a shift a shift in our job scope is like with


ya, next time we are, face of like the digital, ya lor ya lor


good what is like it will be more convenient for in our life what and then I don't think, it will really make us lose our job I think will just make our life easier, with technology like for example ah like for example ah when I enter uni ah everyone tell me ah


next time ah automation will take over accounting so, if I go, to accounting route right next time I won't have any job, but then, what I'm learning now is right, this time right if I if I have like, IT skill with me right


next time right accounting is more for the analytics part already because all those like simple like double entry everything will be done by those machine others ya will will will have their own system already so I will be just there right to like do analysis like to help to check


yeah, cause sometimes right there's some things that, only humans can do but the machine cannot do, but what do you think ah if your job scope there like got any like IT part


what type of researcher you want to be next time


yeah I know like you need find a job that you really like cause like is very hard for you to last like not very long


I think I will choose a job that, I like, but then average pay like, to me ah pay, is, I just need to have enough, salary to actually buy my buy stuff that I want, buy stuff that I want


like within my own ability of course like, if I'm not getting high pay of course I won't buy those like luxury goods all that yeah but as as long as I can afford my own living expenses I think it's okay and then next time I will have my husband to support so I don't need to earn a lot of money


yeah, , to me ya to me right I'm not the the ambitious career woman to me I just want to like you know have a my day by day by day just over !huh! you know just like that


I think most of women right grow up in this kind of mindset like like the like the father right is like the alpha so that the


father right will control everything you know ya the cause you have the most, salary right so you have the, like you you are getting the highest salary so you got the, highest say in the family you know, yes


and then women right normally is the house wife role so your job right your main role right is to take care of the children


I don't think right is women is like we are driven by the the thing we are driven by society because we know that in singapore now right is very hard to sustain with one one person income and then that's why we are force to actually go out to work if our husband right has the ability to earn a lot of money right I think a lot women right dream is to be just become <mandarin>太太:tai tai</mandarin> and stay at home they don't even need to go out to work we are forced by the society to go out to work


if we have the money right we will want to like stay at home and spend time with our kids and we won't like hire maid to actually help us to take care of our kids, so sometimes like it's not that, we, have like perception we have like perception about the guys that


they are they are the one that should be working or what ya and then another thing is right if women go out to work ah sometimes right, the guy right will feel that there's like no face then why I


but then what happen if like the wife is a very family orientated person for example right her dream right is to like wait for the husband to come back home and then eat a wonderful meal


ya all this are all this are social norms what


but what do you think ah, if ah, your wife ah earn, more than you, won't you feel like there's like no face meh


but okay but you say that you care a lot how people look at you then if you go out right then right, your wife tell people [orh], my husband's like earning like lesser salary than me like lower salary all that then your friends and your those surrounding families will actually look down on you what like you know you are earning lesser than your wife all that like you know very shameful of you you know that's like the guy pride you know that's why right normally ah the


guys will just let the wife what to like just like don't need to be so career women sometime career women make the guy like feel so small


!huh! so next time right if you, work already right will you like you give allowance to your wife or since your wife already work already she got her own salary !huh! so pathetic ah


then I think next time <mandarin>你还是不要有孩子了你觉得孩子是很:ni hai shi bu yao you hai zi le ni jue de hai zi shi hen</mandarin> burden, what kind of investment


oh I think ah, I want to have kids leh I think kids is like a will be like a <mandarin>因为我是那种比较:yin wei wo shi na zhong bi jiao</mandarin> family oriented yeah <mandarin>我是比较喜欢:wo shi bi jiao xi huan</mandarin> family to me ah career is just like meh to me family is more important than career


you will be going for operation you know and then you will be just sleeping there and then after the baby come out already no okay you will only feel the pain ah when you wake up but but that pain won't be so Jialat when you go to the natural birth that one you will be like in pain for a few hours leh that one hor is not like the level the is not like just constipation leh that's one like level ten constipation leh


!wah! actually ah I cannot leh I also I cannot handle the hospital also, ya that's why, !aiya! <mandarin>如果生不出:ru guo sheng bu chu</mandarin> ah <mandarin>我就想要去:wo jiu xiang yao qu</mandarin> adopt Liao ya I don't mind adopting no


adopt


ya actually right eh even if I adopt next time right I will just adopt from maybe at primary one onwards, I don't want to adopt like from maybe like baby baby cause ya what then !wah! that one damn tiring leh then need wake up buy the milk powder all that you know all these !wah! damn tiring eh


then cause I have got experience ah teaching those like K one K two kids !wah! I died man everyday shouting then what rolling around the floor !wah! I cannot handle eh cannot take it leh, ya so I rather like maybe primary one primary one still okay primary one


normally if go if you want to go travel ah you won't want to bring your kids one ya like normally you won't want to bring your kids or else like you cannot enjoy


!wah! cannot ya aeroplane Jialat


<mandarin>比较大一点:bi jiao da yi dian</mandarin> ah , ya like if its your own baby you Bopian you have to take care


then <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> okay what, [orh]


ya, maybe we don't have much love for the baby but then if its your own baby I think we will we will lah cause its our own blood one eh


why not next time you have dog instead of kids, but then if like next time if you have kids right you want a girl or guy a girl or boy, girl


err <mandarin>父亲的前世情人真的真的真的真的:fu qin de qian shi qing ren zhen de zhen de zhen de zhen de</mandarin> ya <mandarin>前世情人:qian shi qing ren</mandarin> this is what they say one this this what they say one, that's why !huh! I don't know but this this is, the old saying you know


like <mandarin>传下来所以是这样:chuan xia lai suo yi shi zhe yang</mandarin> that's why normally ah <mandarin>父亲是喜欢女儿的:fu qin shi xi huan nv er de</mandarin> you know, ya is like that one


like normally like the father like the daughter and then the mother will like the son ya, like even ah I ask my boyfriend ah, he say he also want daughter then he will say !wah! he will love the daughter a lot, then the wife


ya he ya then then I tell him okay maybe next time I will have a son instead,


I think daughter also good cause the daughter can go shopping with the mother, then after that you spend the money using your husband credit card,


ya ya ya I think normally guys like that one


I think for guys like that lah like you all


you all will follow your parents like to a certain age after that right you will like on your own already like you don't want to like ya like you don't want, I think maybe ah you should like stay in the US all that right like cause US is like once you like eighteen or what like you are on your own already the parents like don't care about you already ya


eh ya I also got I also got like, one time right I will think of doing backpacking eh


!huh!, no lah I got I got thought of like going backpacking to like like europe all that backpacking ya why, like like like you know like I got plans that if I go exchange ah I want to bring those like camper bag all that then at least I can I can backpack to like the different part of the the the country eh I got I got thought of doing that eh I


oh I got thought of backpacking when I when I go exchange, ya so I don't want to like maybe I don't want to like bring luggage all that like I just be having backpack, I will want to do that


but I think if I go china I won't scared eh you know like I go china I damn daring one eh if I go china, then right, okay lah why leh


okay lah, okay lah I don't think there I never thought of that way leh


ya no meh, I don't know I never thought of that way eh but then right cause I I can speak their language there right, I go there <mandarin>是那种天天什么地不怕天不怕:shi na zhong tian tian shen me de bu pa tian bu pa</mandarin> I go there you know ah I at night ah I want to collect my delivery my Taobao <mandarin>货:huo</mandarin> delivery right, I still can follow a guy right at night ah follow a stranger right to a alley eh to take


, no is cause like I go china <mandarin>我真的是天不怕地不怕:wo zhen de shi tian bu pa de bu pa</mandarin> you know I damn daring okay


the warehouse ah, like you know those like those like <mandarin>你放你:ni fang ni</mandarin> parcel <mandarin>在那边:zai na bian</mandarin> ah those like <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> collection point ah is at this at this alley there, so I like walk to the alley there to collect ya at night, cause my my house mate all go into their room already they all all at their dorm already then I'm on my way back


like on my way back mah to my hostel mah then the alley is just there mah then <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> just like <mandarin>顺便去他:shun bian qu ta</mandarin> alley <mandarin>拿:na</mandarin> lor, cause I don't want to <mandarin>麻烦:ma fan</mandarin> my house mate


eh I'm still surviving okay,


really meh


!aiyo!, what do you expect from a thief is a thief already what you still expect him to think of oh this one is a old man oh this one is a kid !aiyo! is a thief already you still want him to expect him to think


I don't know what you are trying to do also, you are already a thief what moral code you won't be thief if you never steal, ya that's if you are the robin hood but you are not the


maybe one percent you will give to the poor and then ninety nine percent you will keep to yourself, then you might as well not do it by your moral and not be a robin hood, why not you try to like work hard and get a lot of money and donate to those poor instead instead of stealing from the rich


robin hood is just a fairy tale it doesn't exist can you wake up !hey! wake up already please wake up to the reality okay


okay


, okay lah McDonald's also can have a lot of money what is still a decent pay you know if you go McDonald's


is it the the indian women I I also buy McDonald's one eh ya ya ya ya I think is branch I heard from from


ya lah so


, , , , ya but she worked for very long already very loyal to McDonald's especially to the branch


okay lah three K plus, but you never know mah from branch manager can can actually rise to don't know what I think still can rise one lah


cause like branch manager is like some called of management already mah still can still got opportunities to rise one like those that don't have that qualification you can rise with those years of experience, this how the world do what


no ah I will think right they will try to like seek for more opportunities cause if you stay stagnant in one position right, you will feel bored with it and you will feel like there's no challenge


to it, ya you need challenges in life, so that you can find some joy, cause I very <mandarin>闲:xian</mandarin> you know everyday doing the same work


okay [lor] (ppl), yes bye bye


my three wishes ah, err you want you want to talk about it first


okay okay, , (uh huh), okay okay


okay, okay okay ya


so for me right my first wish, I think for me more most importantly I think


having a stable and, (hmm) stable and, like good family ties is very important to me I think err like sibling ties be be it between err my relationship ship err between you and me, or with my girlfriend or my future wife I feel like


family love is something that I prioritise the most ah, because, I think, end of the day when you are feeling sad or what right I think family is the is the, its the last, err


last defense I think like emotional defense that I can rely on, because I feel that no even sometime friends may not be out there for you but family will always be there for you because, I mean blood is thicker than water right, err <mandarin>然后第二个就想的是:ran hou di er ge jiu xiang de shi</mandarin> I think ya hor I think


I think <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> Jialat leh <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> family <mandarin>好像没有那个那个:hao xiang mei you na ge na ge</mandarin> genes ah <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> intelligence leh


having the IQ is very important also lah I I mean maybe we have the EQ but I think definitely IQ is something is that is good to have also err lastly last but not least err


I guess we'll be having the freedom, I I guess being rich is one thing I guess err, having the freedom, err always be happy I think, be happy in the sense that you know like there's no err, feeling the lost of family member or be it


no financial freedom or what, I think


okay I think, for my third wish maybe happiness in terms of err


for me ah because I more self aware right I feel like maybe looking good looking good in terms of, looking slim because I feel that I'm always very fat, so I feel that, if can hor if I got, can always err maintain this kind of err looks right like err very err the young looks


or or always maintain you know having those six packs and all these you know the desired body, I feel like ya I will be very happy lah, yeah that's for that's for me lah


okay okay, so I have standards for myself I feel that


I feel that to look good right you have to work hard for it


but <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> ya lor <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> people who don't work hard, it can be seen on their body okay sometimes its genes but I think partly right, part of the success you must be due to hard work, so if you like the hardwork right you can clearly see on your body


like how you take care of your image I think because I feel that body image is important it links to self confidence


even if, you will feel that, !wah!, am I am I bad looking ah you know sometimes you will feel that especially if non better looking someone stand beside you you will be like oh


I feel very bad you know what I mean, yeah that's how I feel lah, !wah! okay okay


bubble tea, ya sia I think actually keeping slim ah, I find ah


people with ah low metabolism maybe like ah people like me I feel that it's very tiring <mandarin>很辛苦因为:hen xin ku yin wei</mandarin> hor <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> you know <mandarin>每次人家走去:mei ci ren jia zou qu</mandarin> pass by Koi <mandarin>这些人家可以:zhe xie ren jia ke yi</mandarin> easily order hor I mean I am considering that money is not restriction ah people can just you know easily walk past and just grab a drink whatever they want sugar level whatever just order high pearl always go ahead but for me right even <mandarin>我有那个钱:wo you na ge qian</mandarin> to <mandarin>买:mai</mandarin> right I would think about right how much are the calories inside


I order this drink, even if I don't order sugar even I like pearl right the pearl inside got so much calories then <mandarin>这种东西:zhe zhong dong xi</mandarin> !wah! <mandarin>每次要想来想去想到很闲还是你走过那种:mei ci yao xiang lai xiang qu xiang dao hen xian hai shi ni zou guo na zhong</mandarin> McDonald's <mandarin>还是我喜欢吃的:hai shi wo xi huan chi de</mandarin> fried chicken !wah! Sibei <mandarin>好吃那种:hao chi na zhong</mandarin> fried chicken


(ppc) <mandarin>就是那个:jiu shi na ge</mandarin> ah <mandarin>对对对:dui dui dui</mandarin> but


it will deter people from you know like to keep fit you know because they feel that it's a very tiring and tedious process and this kind of thing right if you don't maintain for


err for short period right you will go back to normal again, if you if you don't be disciplined about your diet you go back to what you were before, can you imagine, can you, am as in because do you remember like


like during our childhood like whenever we order #nasi lemak# you remember how we always ask the aunty to, to pour the leftover err ya those crispy err fried chicken crust to over our our rice remember those were the days where where we we don't really care about any self image and all this leh I think <mandarin>是因为:shi yin wei</mandarin> like <mandarin>长大了:zhang da le</mandarin> then when we face the society right <mandarin>就觉得比较:jiu jue de bi jiao</mandarin>


I think one thing is probably my my spine and all this because <mandarin>以前就是比较:yi qian jiu shi bi jiao</mandarin> reckless like <mandarin>一直:yi zhi</mandarin> carry <mandarin>很多重的东西:hen duo zhong de dong xi</mandarin> but <mandarin>我是觉得现在:wo shi jue de xian zai</mandarin> at this age hor <mandarin>我已经:wo yi jing</mandarin> feel <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> impact of <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> injury <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> I can't imagine right when I'm maybe when I'm seventy or eighty


how will I be walking because I I see that some elderly they are slouching their back and all these right, it's very saddening to see, because I don't want, cause if I see, myself in their situation where I feel that my life will be very affected


I don't think I'll be as happy already, I don't think I'll be ageing gracefully ya, I think another thing that I really want to take wanted to take care of is my teeth, !wah! okay cause right now right even how much I take care of my err teeth right now right I cannot reverse the process of


removing those stains you know some of the stains right it just stays with you for the entire time one, because ya because last time right I don't I don't usually brush teeth one I brush teeth maybe err every three or four days then I brush one time


but <mandarin>现在我们长大了你会发现我们比较会:xian zai wo men zhang da le ni hui fa xian wo men bi jiao hui</mandarin> take care of ourself like as an adult like not, not having a mummy to you know like, tell us to brush teeth or what we will naturally go there because we know that its, is for our own own good


ya I think sometimes right as a child ya lor we don't really care about what they say we feel that they are just like trying to control us because, they feel like controlling us and we don't want to be controlled but right now we, ya lor I think I think being the wiser, person right they have all the rights to actually educate


all the all the, all the child lah I feel that's right next time if I have children right I feel like, I have the duty to educate them, at least to tell them to you know what's the good thing to do and at least to


help them look good lah until maybe until a certain age whereby they feel that they are independent then I will let them ah if you want to be fat you just be fat lah but to me I feel that at that point before you reach the age right is my duty to ensure that you don't regret next time, ya <mandarin>我是这样觉得:wo shi zhe yang jue de</mandarin> lah


ya lor ya lor I think ya lor I think is, when we teach a child what I feel like


we need to apply of we need to apply our situation ah like how we always try to, err rebel against them, especially we grow up in a more a more I won't say abusive lah (ppc) more of, you know like <mandarin>以前的人会比较用喜欢用藤条:yi qian de ren hui bi jiao yong xi huan yong teng tiao</mandarin> you know like cane <mandarin>打人:da ren</mandarin> !wah! <mandarin>敢敢:gan gan</mandarin> whack <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> leh there's no mercy one eh


then they will ask teacher to you know like just just whack whack us if we don't do well in school and all this if not like you know nowadays like people, parents are more nurturing already, like they will ask you know like whenever during their free time they will buy them any iphone and all this I only got my first phone


when I was probably sec one or sec two eh, I think so I think so, how about you ah I forget already is primary school meh oh is it, I don't I don't remember getting in primary school though !huh! really ah I don't remember eh


for me it wasn't a smartphone that's why I got no recollection lah, because the only time I remember I use a phone is a secondary school then <mandarin>我玩那个什么:wo wan na ge shen me</mandarin> ah angry bird, secondary school <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> angry bird mah


ipod <mandarin>还是:hai shi</mandarin> ipad ah <mandarin>还是:hai shi</mandarin> itouch itouch ah itouch then <mandarin>有那个:you na ge</mandarin> angry bird <mandarin>有那个:you na ge</mandarin> cookie cookie run <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> ah Samsung phone oh


oh ya hor I think when we were young right <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> phone <mandarin>全部是:quan bu shi</mandarin> second hand hor I got a third handphone from you before eh I remember


, that's why <mandarin>有时有一个很贵:you shi you yi ge hen gui</mandarin> hor <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> phone <mandarin>贵:gui</mandarin> hor <mandarin>不懂是贵在他的:bu dong shi gui zai ta de</mandarin> size <mandarin>还是他的:hai shi ta de</mandarin> specs eh <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> size <mandarin>这样大我也不要:zhe yang da wo ye bu yao</mandarin> so I rather go for <mandarin>那个那个比较:na ge na ge bi jiao</mandarin> budget phone


ya lor <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor ya lor ya lor I think one hand one hand usability <mandarin>很重要:hen zhong yao</mandarin> sia


ya sia oh true true true, LG phones I think <mandarin>上次我们做:shang ci wo men zuo</mandarin> promoter Liao I think <mandarin>做到一做一下子:zuo dao yi zuo yi xia zi</mandarin> like


no meh, oh I I what now is err iphone I think eleven Liao ah <mandarin>我在我在用:wo zai wo zai yong</mandarin> iphone eleven mah


err ya this is the latest ah this is the latest ya twelve twelve <mandarin>还没有出来:hai mei you chu lai</mandarin> lor


why leh why why why you want to oh so you finally want to be a iphone, a supporter already, actually what whats the thing deter you from using iphone


oh ya ya , ya lor <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> but


this is the last thing to worry eh cause Android hor capacity <mandarin>是超多的:shi chao duo de</mandarin> leh then Google <mandarin>又:you</mandarin> Google <mandarin>他们又也是很:ta men you ye shi hen</mandarin> generous in <mandarin>这种这种:zhe zhong zhe zhong</mandarin> backup storage !wah! then come to Apple hor


I think but I think okay ah in terms of specs right <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> iphone, maybe <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> functions not as good but I find one thing I why why I actually switch from Android to


Apple is because, of the camera, because to me I think what's the most important about, a phone a smartphone is a, okay I mean be besides basic functions lor I mean like surfing the net and everything which basically every smartphones can do