how her GPA is like almost like it is like three point eight kinda vibes, no but if she has a four point O it will be known tau because usually that is like honour roll


people get four point O in their courses usually like, like is broadcasted to the whole cohort, like during the process do people like the does the teacher like favour her, oh


daphne also four point O, what


oh ya ya of course lah, oh tapi when kau tengah keluar dengan kawan kau do you guys talk about pelajaran atau completely like no


oh so your yours are just casual friends ah like bukan competitive, vibe, (mmhmm)


oh korang macam united ah, oh okay, ya, make enemies with a snap of a finger


oh


oh, down to the T I guess, ya, , oh


a'ah yes, ya


okay okay okay I mean everyone has that like dream that they want to go overseas right


like for example [kan] aku pergi uh perth for university there most likely I would want to settle down there also


that kind of like no as in like if people go macam for, like why would they want to come back because their university degree cert is mostly applicable there what


ya, loan right is a very risky, I saw this uh tweet pasal this guy they took a hundred thousand loan tak salah aku hundred thousand ke hundred fifty thousand untuk uh go to apa university di america


I don't I don't think singaporean I think it was from china I I can't remember ah I honestly can't remember, ya so within like five year he can pay it off, so it's like macam the starting pay is a lot what seven thousand is a lot eh


ya I mean if I feel like in negeri america, oh ya they have minimum wage ya that's right that's right, singapore like university degrees I think like three thousand like I find that quite like


low ah to be honest, which one, that's all ah he can pay it off in five years it's like a it's like a return on investment kind of vibe ah


right ten year gitu [kan], but ya, but it's still a bit risky ah like what if I can't find a job, [kan], ya but I mean I'm just putting it out there into the universe about the overseas thing


cause I'll obviously try my best to go into a local lah, like no matter what, (mmhmm) abeh ya, it's quite scary ah to be honest


go overseas and everything, ya, not really I didn't make much memories that's why I want to make sure aku punya university aku make as much memories as possible


, not choose my class kau tahu [kan] time aku masuk poly I actually chose to be in O two


like my class is number two like there's five classes so O one O two O three O four, ya, and that time Dina was my only friend kawan aku satu [jer], so aku was like okay let me just be in the same class as Dina but if I were to redo it again I would appeal into the same course I don't know


but I would not choose a class, [kan] what course right, I think kalau boleh aerospace sia, ya because you did you know that I have a passion for planes right


foundation no because they will reteach A math A math is in year one again, of polytechnic ya, ya, but ya so about local university kau nak pergi mana satu and like


what direction, not like like course sebab I know kau tak tahu like, in depth yet in the general direction


social work,


I don't mind ya, thank you, is it kau punya internship open up your eyes


yes I agree, oh kau tak nak ah


Haziq


south east asian eh, south east asia, okay okay, millionaire


super, ya, okay


oh return of investment gitu eh


old money eh, ah sikit ah, uh tapi okay lah makes sense tapi ya you were saying dia punya internship


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


oh kau share tentang internship kau eh, oh


a'ah


the CB, a'ah


it's like one hour away, oh


makes sense eh, ya, ya, !wah!, oh ya


ya period, oh tentang addison rae


inspired by addison rae, she does so much like work


drive ya, and personality, do you agree


oh, oh, oh ya, the TikTokers in general


do you notice how, as a person, super


no aku rasa the only reason I mean I know you say jangan tengok video dia kalau tak suka [kan]


no she is, she is like serious she has like millions, I know Avani is not as famous as the rest, and when they were talking she was completely sangat bosan as a person like I literally macam couldn't


even james I feel like james couldn't even like hold conversations with her, like as a person she doesn't have that personality that, is linked to a influencer, ya she's just like any other introvert, who just got this fame and then she doesn't know how to talk like at least with all these you should learn how to talk right


but you don't, ya abeh charli D'Amelio pun aku rasa she don't deserve I mean she's a good dancer, she's a good dancer but does she deserve hundred million do you agree


ya because it it literally convert, okay, to be on a record like none of the TikTokers because it literally it's just fifteen second videos


it's just fifteen second videos I think, no aku rasa okay what makes me like a bit angry about charli D'Amelio is dia punya latest video dengan maddie Ziegler, the dorang buat makeup


ya but if you have this fame you should at least learn lah to, ya, ya, but then again their net worth is like berapa million so aku have nothing on them


ya period bro nothing on them, ya, ya, do you think she's interesting


no when when we talk about influencers we don't talk about talking to them do you think they have a lot of personality because that's like the, a main selling point like james charles he's so interesting, no he has an it factor


that's what I'm trying to say, ya


he's, (mmhmm)


talented


like legit it's legit just uh, circumstantial I feel like because of quarantine semua orang dalam uh, phone dorang so, and I think dorang punya it factor comes from not talking it's just the videos they make


ya so I don't think dorang deserve all these big opportunities you know, oh yang trend baru eh, no I don't aku tak minum Starbucks ah bro


period, going out and drinking coffee


oh ya malam tu eh


fidgety a'ah, to naturalise to uh


ya, ya no is yang I drank the whole cold brew remember, I don't drink coffee I'm already cannot drink, remember


ya we studied at #ngee ann#, Coffee Bean, that night yang aku nak pass out sebab aku exercise after that, ya aku nya heart was already like dying aku literally was like, I don't know it was so bad like


it's like having an anxiety attack but like Intenser, after that, like for thirty minutes later ya I I literally like I don't know it was so bad


ya, drink coffee at all that time aku minum uh, I didn't like I eat at twelve you know like usual lunch tapi aku belum makan dinner and it was already like six PM and I was already very hungry no snacks nothing, so I was like (hmm) mak aku ada instant coffee so aku nak try minum [jer] lah


it's the white coffee tau you know it's like basically caffeine like zero per cent eh zero point one per cent that kind of vibe, so aku minum then after that it was okay, but then I ate dinner at about seven thirty gitu like one hour later, ya


and knowing that I have like, caffeine like resistance and like all these like bad stuff, anxiety a bit


ya weird [kan] aku banyak pass out situations sia, ya, I feel like it's worse that I didn't pass out because I get to feel everything except black out you know, so I feel like it's unfair like let me pass out bro just take me in


what, , ya, ya tak boleh serious


ya, if you do you like if you notice I seldom I mean bubble tea


that time I didn't drink for like a few months, but recently I could have been buying again okay usually I get, uh usually I get the like the like the fruity type macam kat rumah Amira that time I drank, then circuit breaker I didn't drink bubble tea, ya


I like to drink passion fruit green tea, then last week eh I bought uh winter weather milk tea from my favourite bubble tea shop, ya


Sharetea [kan], it's like sikit tea, like two per cent tea abeh ninety nine per cent milk


money moves,


a separate day eh, oh


no never, Chateraise eh


, ya, period


oh ya sorry, reply, oh, oh ya ya ya true, no semalam aku makan kau tahu remember the Texas Chicken punya biscuit shortcake


ya I didn't I yesterday aku makan #yong tau foo# for macam six PM aku dah lapar gila [kan], Bagus, normal, ya aku always get normal


so aku macam tak ah then she bought the chocolate one


like cannot fit already, ya like I was legit regretting it lah, ya


why, eh tapi sekarang oh I think in terms of food I mean, recently actually aku nowadays tak spend banyak in all honesty


I already refund dah refund tapi I bought another one that is the right fit ah, I've been wearing it


but it's mum jeans, for rainy days aku [kan] world


oh aku oh sweater, a'ah, standard bro, it's just a normal macam pullover


eh SHEIN nya [kan] dia punya price and quality not bad eh for dia nya price ya


(mmhmm), ya correct correct, ya


I bought everything from I think I bought three items satu grey sweatpants, I act like aku in a cold country tapi tak, and also aku beli this macam cute short fitted shirt but I haven't wear it yet


, are you about to buy that cover


I'm also not buying, I I think mine dah expire, ya


three, yours, putting less ways, ya, I see your your online status is like


like, like fifteen days ago or something, ya


that time for Apple pay pun you get twenty per cent then got now got another one, ya, no they not losing anything


no I think dorang nya price price dorang inflate for by twenty percent at first, so they just put back the original price I think that's how it works


no untuk apa what's the purpose, oh okay okay, I thought you buy


oh tak eh, no like macam a nice shoe like a door kind of vibe, maybe that happened in my dream or something I don't know


no bro you wish, eh I was gonna say something but I forgot, , are you going out to eat


but I don't mind lah, are you gonna go out then go home again


oh pukul dua I thought dia start pukul satu so I'm like okay, I don't aku tak main Grab ah


oh KFC bawah block I forgot your house got KFC, aku macam bubur okay [jer] lah it's like okay okay lah, parade smile


ya I will look at it later, oh SWOT analysis eh


period, SWOT okay ah dah lama tak buat [seh] actually, ya,


[kan], ya, but cause I aku today quite busy [seh] I have to like do my notes and then I have a meeting at two then tonight I have a meeting at eight


I have like five projects to do, uh no ah like in week six now is only week two, eh aku dah boleh book aku nya TP test tau


have you done your simulator, you should do it ASAP tau, uh the simulator bukan ikut stage doesn't care doesn't matter, you just go to kau punya new bookings


ya it's it's basically just to get your money lah, it's so useless even if you pass fail it doesn't matter you just have to go through the simulator, then it will be easy, then you should do final theory ASAP also


final theory is more to me final theory is harder than, theory


no it's different content also you memorise a whole different set, I think I took like two hours memorising everything, ya, I did it in like legit like eight minutes, like I entered


uh aku masuk bilik aku masuk lambat [kan] dia nya final theory room, like by a minute or two everyone's already doing it, but I was like the first to leave also


or maybe sebab kau sekolah bukan private, maybe


a'ah


Booboo and molly, uh molly


Booboo cheated on me with my brother, she was literally on his lap sleeping then I'm like oh my god Booboo you're so fake, ya because molly molly is like that molly is exclusive tau, molly only loves my brother no one else


he only Manjas me when he need something macam nak makan gitu baru he come to me


ya, period bro, JEM, a'ah


ya but yesterday I aku gi Muji untuk get a notebook like that, to write noted for my MST


on my laptop tapi tak macam aku rasa macam tak lit [kan] tulis laptop I I prefer handwritten ah, ah


(mmhmm)


eh, I know but when


oh do you really like, serious ah


ya I didn't have time to read them , I was out with my friend, ya I went home like late, thank you for the pity


but aku just feel like Safirah do you think Safirah overreact atau like she react accordingly


aku just tak suka Rafi ah, and I'm right right, do you think my intuition is right, about people


no macam when I first nampak Rafi I knew I I wasn't gonna like him, but most of the time aku punya intuition is right though whenever I have a bad feeling about someone it always happens, Dina, ya my intuition is always right


no as in she's always sus she's always sus, wait what other things aku I remember like getting a lot of things right macam regarding all these sus things


ya, but aku feel like aku reacted accordingly though like, that's why I don't feel like super bad because aku rasa just Safirah is like overreacting


not like in a bad way but like it's just Rafi like, ya I do because I didn't wanna hurt her but, I just don't like Rafi


which is right


fish and chips by the way, ya I mean fish and chips is always oh ya can be baked but it was breaded, Safirah [kan] masuk Instagram dia then I was like I told Safirah I'm super angry


say everything ah macam like why you do this to Safirah and all abeh Safirah was like no, but then she was like oh but you know what you know what I actually mean right, ya, so I got I got what she's trying to say but this thing that happened yesterday what I messaged Rafi in private


is a separate issue, ya it is impulse it's a separate thing it's not like, what I'm gonna do you know, ya


okay, ya


oh kau suka makan benda manis-manis eh


oh, oh ya doughnuts are nice to me aku suka doughnuts tapi it's like air, it's like not filling you know what I mean


I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I just feel incredibly guilty eating doughnuts, no like the calories is quite high


per doughnut like it's been like ya, like the one dollar fifty cent doughnut, if prefer cheat to me really, really


ya I feel like Dunkin' Donut nya lagi air airy, oh, oh kau suka complicated flavours ah kira [kan]


period bro,


because, I think [kan] what, Safirah needs I told I told my mum about situasi Safirah tau about the entire break up


seventeen years old


like dia nak settle down sekarang which is so unrealistic at this modern day and age, ya


then like what are you expecting you know what I mean, she's nineteen lah I mean like kalau nak kahwin at least twenty three baru find a real like a serious one lah, and it's like she shouldn't be finding for a boyfriend right now uh like in all honesty


my mum my mum said macam you shouldn't like you gonna break your heart, like she's gone through two you know how like heartbreaking it is like I cannot even fathom


ya it's so unfair for her ah, ya tapi aku just feel bad ah, be loved, no


ya, ya, then macam do you know about Safirah punya parents, like how like, no like the the marriage vibes, oh then uh it's okay, no but because like I was also telling my mum like macam my mum said if you come from a stable family


like most likely you won't be out there macam looking for like, love, elsewhere you know like you will get it sufficiently from your home that kind of, , no macam like falling like for the first guy you talked to that kind of vibe


ya, that was uh itu yang terjadi kepada Irfan apa the first time also, it's just sad for her,


oh ya ya he's like born into that vibe


ya not too psychotic , or manipulative or toxic


oh you wash yourself [kan], but your own batch, !wah!, we would put it in like one bus


she was alive until, sec two sec three sec two or sec three


she was she was the sitters she used to take care of my children all the time when she was about, mini relationship is not that right, a movie so I think that's why my mum is like so desperate leh


I have like a good relationship with you


a'ah


except that the world energy, actually aku tak tahu like legit


korean drama, so what you macam you punya favourite drama


oh jadi kau most of the time tengok yang variety show ah, korean drama is no, oh


aggressor lah who production, serious ah (ppc)


most of time no ah I mean


ah yes kita semua more of like, err, with our phones ah, I mean what will happen


Facebook


legit, that's my macam go to err, it's the it's the only time that I baca surat khabar


legit legit just to know the time, come buyers to think of upper sure


thailand drama not for me I mean aku tak tengok sangat thailand drama


I got watch thailand movie but I never watch ten and drama


so obvious cam dia ada adam apple and


now now because of surgery also susah nak apa tu nak err nak bezakan lelaki ngan perempuan you can lacking of open you know you know


I mean as as a woman I think you should know lah for guys very hard for us to know, ah, even for a lady that right and couldn't than


not not NS, oh ya actually aku tengok juga kat Facebook that one oh my god like really look like ya really look like a woman


serious legit, a'ah


oh my god and like what the hell


ah, okay, ah,


long as in,


so they just communicate by ni ah cam telephone ah like just call


a'ah legit kau tengok ah boys to men [kan], it's not a norm tapi macam it's a thing


ya,


loyal loyal girl, more of like a kampung kampung area I mean that's quite good


very religious , future wife eh


panama sup panama side is important yes I know I know ya I know I know you don't know how to cook but it's a fact cougar you


you must look to the to the future , , oh you played well colour looks wise and agatha, oh ada banyak lah I mean looks looks kalau looks wise [kan] aku tak macam


ya I mean looks nowadays [kan] kau tengok eh looks doesn't matter lah for me looks doesn't matter but most of the time guys go for looks ah which pada aku is just uh


a bad woman ah basically


ninety per cent, it give you macam a thought ah macam so perempuan lawa macam gini ah


, like my like nowadays it's more of kita judge the book by its cover [kan]


I mean you can judge a person based on dia punya personality first tapi sekarang most of the time they judge on looks


so nowadays is different ah from last time, last time is more macam they understand each other like


like last time people is more of a macam loyal tau sekarang is more of K ah, what you mean


ya attention kalau nak cakapkan they need attention ah


and we need to work and we need to think about this and that


that's why they need attention as like macam uh pleasure, not uh pleasure ah macam how to say ah, ah they need attention because they are young ah basically


for you to get attention if both are working most of uh most of the adults now you see is both working what, ya is have to


both of like both of your life a chance tau


like, that's why you're married because you trust each other


is it


basically, and singapore eh kalau kau nak tahu eh singapore is rated one of the most depressing country in the world tau serious


because of the stress that macam kita put on ourselves just to survive every month, that is quite harsh lah harsh reality ah, and singapore eh have the macam the highest divorce rate


one of the highest ah divorce rate in the world, it's very hard lah because nowadays more of like dia orang


they never think, they fikir okay macam orang putih cakap yolo eh, you only live once [kan] so they never think macam ah beyond horizon tau


end up you need to have a family you need to have a life a you need to have a career if not you're going macam downhill ah


[kan], so pada aku wise eh nak cakap sekarang punya zaman is more stress lah basically


ah yes oh ah yes, I mean like is like macam uh a playhouse tau, ah


without ah without ah, without any mistakes ah [kan] like


TV drama is okay cakap-cakap scripted [kan]


shark shark tank, it's about macam got an entrepreneur tau, entrepreneur apa pula eh, oh uh macam kau businessman


ask people to support you lah macam gitu beyond this five people ah, I mean these five people at the end will uh will macam cakap ah okay aku akan sponsor kau kalau tak semua cakap big no ah


it's not voting basically macam kau datang sana kau ada idea okay kau nak orang tolong kau pasal this five people they are very uh


uh their influence is big tau and their market is big also jadi kalau kau amik dengan dia orang [kan] you will gain a lot


serious


volunteer, serious ah


inspire you lah


, serious ah


mertua


ah, so by the time the lifeguard actually masuk laut tu balik [kan] this couple [dah] face down


as in in the water, float, that means they out out of breath ah


it's macam aku boleh cakap [kan] this world eh is scripted


so you cannot predict ah if they are meant to die that means K ah mungkin diorang pergi somewhere better lah


serious ah, oh macam err


it's CPR ah macam mouth to mouth ah


being in film ah


ya you cannot save everyone


it's like macam kau tahu cerita yang dulu kita masuk adam Khoo workshop


it's yang diorang actually got no where to go tapi [dah] ada this high macam it's a escape route escape route eh


it's not pasal ringan he's the, it's budak [kan] they they are all adults ah, [kan] is they kesiankan K so they so okay kau pergi panggil orang tolong kita I think about seratus orang gitu ah they all stack onto one another


then uh pangku yang budak tu ke atas then, like the ninety nine people dekat botol tu [kan] died


that's macam gitu lah, they cannot save ya they cannot save everyone but it's great ah macam diorangnya job, is good


oh yang couple tu eh,


boot, oh board


oh, ya ya ya, it's a sad scene ah


favourite TV show [kan] aku suka case uh brooklyn nine nine


comedy and aku suka yang ada audience comedy macam laugh with you, on the, ah macam cerita friends cerita how I met your mother


I I know I know aku find it intriguing tahu kalau diorang ketawa macam aku tahu ni kelakar then aku will laugh tapi aku tak faham actually


that time aku kecik-kecik aku nak jadi ni apa polis policeman eh, oh


TV show yang aku suka ah


serious ah, K sabar sabar let me guess uh


hulk, ohah K captain america


okay last last iron man, ironman, ironman boring [seh]


ironman takde superpower, I mean, K sabar sabar he's rich he's rich, he's rich and dia buat


o, like dia hidupkan diri dia kembali [kan], paul help me, help me I want to build this machine using my apa entah yang chest dia apa eh battery eh


help me I want to build this machine using my apa entah yang chest dia apa eh battery eh


of people, oh eh


serious ah, like okay ah I would give a solid solid eh seven or eight


nine no ah, nine ah aku kasi dia eh, seven plus


oh a'ah lah oh my mathematics tadi oh my melayu sekarang oh my mathematics, how about you, okay I cannot deny yang dia actually handsome then some more he rich


black panther nya villain tu siape michael michael B jordan I think


captain america blonde


m, Michael B oh Michel B Jordan, matured looking okay tu pasal kau oh pasal tunang kau ada janggut dia simpan all the way


legit ah serious


, citizen madam is like literally baby smoothies ya !wow!


!wow!, uh he's a good guy he's a good guy


eh ya he is handsome lah I cannot deny, I okay kau kasi aku top three ah like marvel, top three


then aku kasi kau top three yang marvel punya yang perempuan punya aku rasa aku suka , to sign him


see he can protect you from falling leaves,


thor, oh badan dia pun !whoa! damn


I mean,


I know I know, the rock jangan cakap lah dia tau dia nak kene pakai berapa size, like he need to wear like legit eh dia nak kene pakai I think four ke five XL


and dia punya arm pun is constrict tau, ya I don't like big big, constrict is arm dia pakai five XL or four XL, okay apa pada aku okay lah I mean


for me aku tengok diorang is like macam idol tau macam eh aku nak jadi macam dia tapi aku fikir balik eh


serious ah


!whoa! !whoa! !whoa!


it's like macam oh it's like natural thing ah


ah lagi pakai tudung eh nak kena lilit lilit tu benda tudung tu aku tengok pun aku confuse kadang-kadang aku bangun tertidur balik ah


serious,


a'ah tenang tenang it's more of like dia tekan kau tekan kau sampai macam nak rak lepas tu kasi kau tidur balik lepas tu tekan baik dia tak kasi chance


motto, since I last went


I wanted to ask the question commercial debts, I don't want to, no


for ITE, no kalau kau ambil IPPT kau pass [kan] they basically kasi kau one year and ten months


ah kalau kau tak pass IPPT, got, what you mean, it's not my choice


it's not that I can terus tiba-tiba ni cakap eh


I mean I have no choice, they will give you a letter like stating okay you are posted to this one


!whoa! hold your horses eh hold your horses


that's the way it is kakak that's the way it is


life is eh


RedMart


, I mean it's kalau kau nak cakap ngan aku it, but now kita ada opportunity juga lah I'm not saying takde opportunity lah tapi kita punya kadang-kadang it doesn't tak sesuai dengan kita I mean sometimes kau tak nak ni line tau tapi end up oh kau jadi ni line


at first K aku akan


events


lexo, Exo


serious ah, no I mean like serious aku tak , Exo eh asal nama dia Exo


queue apa oh should be kalau korea idol I think !hey! quite famous eh kalau korea idol, eh it's like macam a fever tau a korean fever can we call that


there's a change like macam the shift of genre eh


oh they do their own stuff lah basically kau tak boleh overwrite them at all


listen listen


K K lah because you wonder actually quite fine I mean seeing them


, all kerja ah


serious ah


, serious ah


I mean like walaupun so walaupun diorang [dah] keluar macam K, so diorang akan balik like together macam diorang ikut dia punya macam van


the idea where I started gigi Liu yolo Otago nice, oh tak lah they just


aku tak kenal tapi tak [pe]


K kejap that's weird, first concert in singapore


black monster cakap ngan aku apa you are very tall, serious ah


#ji min#, a bit more taller


what is this man


like you all go like satu orang [jer] eh is it, is it nina alverez bukan


I pretend to not know her


say so kau just jumpa diorang like K you go with a group of stranger


you wait for how how long to just jumpa yang kau punya idol, then dia cakap kau just K you're so tall


so kau spend dua ratus lima puluh dolar just to get high five, !wow!


serious ah that means you go when diorang tak famous ah


K bila aku bila diorang debut, oh okay tu aku tak tahu lah, thirteen june twenty thirteen so they've been doing


seven years


!whoa!


, Gucci bunyi Gucci punya barang pun not that nice


little india chinatown, it's damn nice, little india aku baru cakap little india and chinatown


#kampong glam#


serious ah


be alone eh


bye brother aku cakap okay bye , abeh nanti dia cakap kat nanti dia mesej ah Instagram asal kau tak cakap nama aku but


how they react


so aku pasal aku tak nak kau uh aku duduk abeh kau [dah] introduce [kan] kau eh ni eh hi apa khabar how are you


uh for me she's nice ah


abeh aku banyak gila eh, a'ah, Sofian is damn friendly tau


you got to say that young people interact more macam more smooth daripada kita macam that time kau tahu tak aku tak tahu apa tu ROFL pasal dalam kelas aku eh aku the only one is like macam tua tau


so nanti aku cakap ah dalam group what is ROFL kau tahu semua bahak-bahak ketawa eh you don't know !alamak! pak cik old guy sembilan anak aku macam oh my god


ROFL tau, OF FL which is stands for rolling on floor laughing


so they banyak tau comment !ee! pak cik eh sembilan anak eh, I'm the oldest one and my the youngest one my age gap eh between


uh between them and me [kan] yang five of them [kan] it's about six years, twenty three tapi the best thing is aku punya course aku habis aku just teruskan aku tak payah pergi NS diorang kena pergi NS


so it's a bit rabak for diorang yes


a'ah pasal NS busy it's a torture ah K as a woman, k lah boleh katakan lah


TV drama


actually I don't like korean drama do you know that, ya I don't like korean drama very very cliche it's always the same thing


no, no, you never ask me you keep on looking at me but you never really say what, no variety show yes I do watch korean one because it's not scripted


ah, no, no I I was watching chinese drama


seriously I dont watch malay drama at all, over they got my no, no


ya lah that's why I watch that's the only malay drama that I watch, serious satu [jer]


exactly, after after we have that wi-fi


yes, ya I actually regret buying wi-fi because I feel like there is no family bonding anymore


at our own


yes correct, , that's me


[kan] aku pun selalu tengok suratkhabar just to tengok apa show yang ada for the day


and bila nak buka TV and bila tak payah buka TV at all, but you do you watch thailand drama no


[kan] I agree, but you know half of the guys is eh half of the ladies is mostly guys, do you know that, so obvious right


you know how I know, no, no as in I cannot tell, like you say now surgery is all advance we cannot tell, even for a lady I couldn't tell at all


like that's when dia orang tahu that perempuan is actually lelaki they went for NS


shock


seriously dia orang semua like most of the guys seriously they really look like a freaking girl


, , he dated this like thailand girl, ya I think for three years, he just found out that he's a he I mean she's a he


ah very long, long long, ya very long ah I mean like she's living in malaysia I think he's in singapore


ah, ya, ah, [kan]


as in for NS is it


really meh, it's a norm ah


why, really, they stay on eh


okay I understand, I agree


okay what do you look for your future wife, ya, okay religious wise


that's it


really


it can lead you to my charm a bedroom and a cage, !hey! but you know not all beautiful ladies are bad right


okay, estimate


no you shouldn't think like that really not, cannot be because of that one lady you have to think like that really


by its cover


I mean nowadays ah that's what they're thinking


especially for married couple, especially for married couple, okay lah I've seen so many already failed marriage at my workplace, it's mostly because attention wise


ya,


married couples, why, have to


, ya, really


most distressing complete into vital saviours


every month right


mostly in the malay, [kan]


because it's very different it's very different bila kau tengok TV eh everything it's all scripted what


ya you just wish you you were there, a'ah, exactly


have have have have have, it can be soft ah


ya, you thought


same


talk show ya, shark what, it's about what


uh, so ada so ada voting punya ni lah


variety show is not scripted too okay, Bondi rescue


no it's not really bay watch this one is really real life they're not paid to do o


get to save people from drowning


inspire me ya something like that because aku tengok [kan] this one season [kan] they diorang fail to apa tu uh save this couple tau old couple


they are in their seventies kalau tak salah aku they only managed to save, he recalled already buys it architecture in large bigger deeper eight to mature


as in as in brother in-law, melayu fail


so basically diorang bila diorang [dah] save this tiga orang [kan] no diorang save satu aje dahulu because lifeguards kat situ empat orang in duty, three of them just go there and save kalau ada orang drown lagi how


so basically, in the water face down, float, ya


ya, downing ah


but it's so you know I actually cried you know


really diorang really like went all out, they do CPR CPR is it, ya you know how many minutes not thirty minutes just to revive the person back


that's why they cry because they try so hard tapi they try to actually macam cover themself up ah because diorang tahu [kan] diorang being


ya so they , ya


and not being paid also


ya exactly, (uh huh),


oh kesian [kan]


north south, for three hours, the taliban biased


no no it's not this one is another ya


but he couldn't save, board


, K lah after that bila budak tu patah balik eh diorang punya mindset is all the lifeguard kalau selagi takde datang kat sini cari orang kirakan itu is batu bukan orang it's a good thing


ya, ya, they they went there for holiday but then it ended up and the saddest thing is kau tahu on that day he died it was his birthday


aku emotional lah, I pray you how I can totally burgee TV show likelihood Acar Bak Kwa for me


oh I don't like how I how I met


eh but diorang punya joke is very far how to say eh it's very, friends also same what, no you should watch modern family modern family is damn damn funny


it's kelakar pada aku kelakar gila no okay dia punya joke is very


I don't think I have


ya, ya I don't have any I don't think so, !eww!, !eww!


movie, as in marvel superheroes punya movie lah, ya my favourite superhero do you know what


it's somewhere inside the room it's everywhere, which part of it have hulk


let's not talk anymore it's so obvious you don't know me, ah yes correct my favourite is ironman, ya I love ironman, this is ironman that is ironman I still have a lot more ironman


no, don't you dare, don't you dare


do you even watch, ya


I don't know I forgot as in aku suka pasal dia nya suit, as in the way he how to say ah, as in I just like the way he looks lah that's why


he's very handsome like, you just said looks doesn't matter


ya how contradicting are you, ya


call aunty, ya he's very handsome, he is


why seven or eight only you should gave him nine


eight point five or nine point five, he's very handsome okay


where got rich


ya !huh! you know catherine for blown ya micro bit on my career in the magnolia and enter, ah, ya how you know, ya, no no no no


, pages keep your pigeon good


ya, ya


serious, ya


how you know, ironman handsome [seh]


ya he's very handsome very matured looking, top three eh


top three , , ironman,


(hmm) ya


whatever, , I don't like it, okay lah K K hulk nombor tiga then second one, though


how you know, , ya but he's too big for my liking aku tak suka lelaki like so, like bodybuilder type I really don't like it


ya aku suka lean kind of guy, buff but lean, lean, you know what I mean not not not so besar besar macam like the rock


I really don't like


!ee! I don't like big big guys


don't need to think about it beli kereta [jer], ya


so you need space lelaki berdiri aja queue go out


flush out


ya, yes


please don't use that bullshit on me,


like


ya I know guards susah nak masuk actually diorang cakap you need to be really fit


ah I don't know shit man, how I know


k, then how come you masuk guards


why, it's not your choice, how I know ah that's why I was just asking what


true what


true what, agree, okay lah aku year one of polytechnic also like don't want to go school same lah


no that's what life is, correct what I've been living in singapore without certificates it's, ya what for I'm working as what


ya but I'm earning whatever those, how to say ah, I mean diorang bila aku first nak apply under them they ask me a few time ah


events


but they are not so great in person


EXO, I work with them, ya, I do I do their concert once, the korean idol thing Kai I think


ya I work with them once, oh


queue card, ya, ya


okay lah, I mean kawan aku yang kerja for the Exo pun diorang bila nampak exo like they were excited at first


after working with them, it's a different thingy, because I didn't tonight you could object conferencing guinea media unit, ah


can we we just have to say very nicely ah like, no I need that light ot shine on them for the fans what


!ee! I hate I don't like him


actually okay lah kerja dengan diorang actually quite fun lah I mean, seeing them and up front, they are all very tall actually quite tall


a'ah aku lagi kat the highest point, a'ah, ah


concert, , okay lah tapi ada yang fan tak nak tak nak keluar so we have to wait for them to finish


ya lah encore encore encore encore


like diorang masuk van


[kan], if only aku boleh jumpa BTS


and I still remember for life, #ji min#


ah yes that guy the short short guy, okay lah #ji min# is still taller than me


because red bullet aku pergi red bullet, that was my first diorang punya first before they got popular diorang punya very first concert in singapore


first very very first, see him like he's actually quite tall actually


around your height, ya he's around your height, he's quite tinggi actually seriously #ji min# only ah, he's like sama macam Afiq lah ataupun a bit more taller


ya lah, no lah because you know you like the, ya lah I was young back then okay people make mistakes okay you spent


ya lah, no lah a lot


Zahirah you also know What, why, AR, why, why, really


ya make friends what, one hour, quite long


ya so so the high five is only for like barely five minutes, ya


(hmm), at that point of time no, ya I support them way before they actually got famous and two thousand thirty is


uh thirteen june twenty thirteen, twenty thirteen, for seven years


that's their fan base


very popular, Samsung actually sponsored them you know to use their phone they got sponsored


, where, I don't like going there it's very crowded


ya that's why I dont like, no aku tak suka ramai ramai as in tempat crowded I really don't like it, ya something like that


I will tend to be alone, really, eh aku first join my company aku very introvert I don't really talk to people


no, I don't talk to people aku will try to like, just be by myself ah even aku yang first masuk this company that I'm working for


ah, ya I really don't like, I really don't like it


, ya but I really don't like it


, but you like her right


bu she's nice right


ya one of my nicest friend I have aku tak banyak kawan actually, actually kita orang semua sama lah


ya dia extrovert aku aku ngan kau aku rasa very introvert


R, why they use this one


why they use this architect palm so they bind or gourmet he buy this


five, five, expected


we win


they are forced to what, ya but it taught you to be discipline what


(mmhmm)


what do you mean by not progressing


actually , actually I was kind of thinking of doing something macam similar


so like aku rasa like , I follow a lot of macam Instagram shops actually and like, because like aku sekarang kirakan aku I don't have eh no no no sorry I have free time now


so like I want to make use of it, even though the, the idea that no longer having money is kind of like scaring me a bit ah cause like, I mean I'm a bit I I was kind of used to dapat kerja but


yes dah so I think, I don't know eh


TFTC


cause like honestly nowadays


started business, like microbusiness right solely because of, pandemic punya tu then like, like at first aku pun sama juga but then like


sometimes in your head you think you can do better, or like you can come up with something better cause nowadays, obviously kita orang like feel like we can do better so


not saying that I have a lot of skills or what but then like ya it's just, something I sort of feel like ya


the thing is right yang yang kau cakap pasal the embroidery punya tote bag tu it's , I saw, honestly [kan] I nampak pernah nampak dekat TikTok, so like I I tend to scroll through and kadang-kadang I come across IG eh bukan apa uh the TikTok is like


err, country punya shop then this girl basically, she does the same thing dia buat tote bag then she pakai sewing machine then the way that she realise


isn't that like macam no offence


so like it's I feel like she shouldn't price it so high cause I have a feeling that's the same probably the same process, that orang singapore buat so macam kalau is macam simple gitu then like


, when I saw the TikTok I think it's, in a way it is err embroidery in a machine but then like I think maybe, she just has to like either type out the name or like design it a bit ya


actually I think there's a okay maybe there is a bit of difference, like, I think we both follow the same, I think we do lah we do follow the same account so whatever accounts we follow is


is is unique in their own way I like maybe like, ah necklaces or like earrings


oh ya ya ya, ya ya oh my god ya,


and by right I think actually if you cannot also you can actually, can glue right, but it's just it won't last long


is either they have to give up their style or they have to , not give up but maybe like either alter themselves or like, maybe have baju custom fit for their own


ya, actually ya now that you mention it I I actually don't know how like how did, the like entire universe decide


that oh this would be this makes an S this makes an M this makes and L this makes and XL like, how because like I can, nots I mean I'm not really I would probably say that I am considered average


eh average lah ya and then like


don't have M L I don't know if they have M L but ya it's like that, so like I'm like, how is it that this uh yang I tengah pakai ni like it's considered S M then I'm like does it fit every


like what if like you on the, cause like it's not that it's not that thin like not really that hugging but then it's not exactly


I don't understand


[orh], your bust


, speaking of like, what's that call uh sustainable is it call sustainable fashion, ya sustainable fashion and thrifting and all that honestly


, I think people confuse that and thrift that and vintage a lot, and I really feel like people should educate themselves because, there's a difference and


I don't know how to I don't even know how to explain the difference cause like, to me and you I guess cause kita orang dua selalu baca [kan] so kita tahu like what's the difference, but like you know how


online macam Loop Garms, and not not to name any but Loop Garms and , there's also another one dekat jalan pisang yang Flame V that's that's one I always go to actually


cause that time actually, my boyfriend actually ask uh ask me uh send me this post by Loop Garms


and is actually this ah you tahu WWE uh Jericho, ah chris chris Jericho ya chris Jericho the shirt, then ah he like he like it ah cause he really like ah WWE, like he was really a fan of the nineties punya WWE semua so


like he was saying like he likes it ah then like he's, he's too shy to ask so even though he he is like to be honest when I


then I think dia selalu berbual dengan one of the owner I think isaac or whatever then , I was like kenapa kau tak nak tanya [jer] DM [jer] lah but then he macam malu so I decided to do it


but but I mean like I guess, maybe it's cause macam maybe it's imported from somewhere macam US, then like they take into account like shipping fee and stuff like that tapi macam I don't know it's like


some people might take that as, I don't know if they considered if people do consider Loop Garms or stuff like that, or whatever shop similar to that as thrifting


I mean the the concept is the same it's just that vintage kau betul-betul pay the price for the vintage ah thrifting, is just like another man's, trash that you consider to be treasure you know what I mean right correct right ya


I mean in I think actually it is vintage if it's like lama gila and like, you can see that is macam been used before and stuff like that it is vintage in a sense but then vintage in my opinion is more like


people see it as an investment, that shirt yang chris Jericho punya shirt tu technically it can be an investment cause like, I mean there's still a lot of WWE fans it's just that maybe like


they maybe not don't really know of chris Jericho ah cause dia [kan] lama-lama sikit [kan], ah ya dia macam OG punya tu but like, I don't know like only certain people will still be able to see the value in it like


cause there will there will always be like this, ya but also like there'll always be this resurrection of


of people who suddenly fall in love with vintage and like, really want to like spot, old like old outfits old trends and then they want to make it macam baru balik it's either they follow


so ya


ah, the whole oh okay, so cute


honestly I think, like you know you your comment about the fashion in in general the fashion industry I think, I think people I mean obviously we're trying, more lah like this I think


this generation is more aware and like willing to like, make certain changes but honestly it's been like years of, is, is been years of like


ah dibina so like, it just it just happen we suddenly like care about it I guess or like we're less ignorant


like more aware of what we're using and what we're wearing and like whatever we're consuming also now we're more, , I don't know we're just more conscious yes that's the word conscious


honestly it's ironic that, that the thing that was meant to reduce , I mean honestly I don't even understand how, that uh I mean I understand how it happened but also don't understand cause like obviously at the root


it's just that like other humans and like us like just, kind of macam mana nak cakap eh


that and just I think we are just wasteful people, entitled I guess a part of it is entitled and also


just kita orang no longer live in that, ya era era ya so, I think we just, too, everything is too convenient now


like we don't really see the value in that in that thing we don't really see like, uh how much was like, put into like making it, and stuff like that


honestly uh, what we talking about, we we are actually talking about apa tu uh kedai right, okay I don't know how we got to this I think cause we started talking about sustainable fashion ya


but ya I think you know how you ask me like, I think maybe, for now you just try to


[orh] yang uh yang backpack tu eh [orh] K, I think that one once you done I guess you can


cause you sold it to her at a reasonable price uh honestly, I I also don't I mean is it she make her own tote bag or what like no no no I meant the tote bag itself you know the


she made herself, oh, okay but but I think , I think maybe you just try to sell to to the current orders sekarang ni yang you ada [kan]


you once you dah dibayar , honestly kalau you nak [kan] promote is actually not that, pricey lah in my opinion is not that pricey cause you set how much you want to pay


no as in I meant the promotion you know how you told me about that advertisement and all that ya all those ads, you set how long it was so like you can actually just have it for one day for like seven days


or like one month also can then you can also choose how much you want to, how much you want to pay, how much you want to pay per day so it can be like, five dollars six dollars seven dollars per day also can actually


ah cause, you can choose you you like I said you can choose how much do you want to pay per day also right then you can also like, choose who you aiming for cause you can choose like


uh, if I'm not wrong you can choose like based on interest so you can choose like crochet shopping and, bags fashion whatever lah like you can you can put that


under the interest so that you will so that the ads are targeted to the correct person, ah by right I think that it can


I think your posts can end up on there, but then if you buat macam specific ads or whatever right


overseas, ya


it's not really macam , oh ya ya ya


I think you got I think you pernah tag me under, you know the account gosh girl, ya I love


upcycle, [orh]


should we order together, lah, ya I know, but actually I kind of like those type of stores I kind of want to do something like that


demand gitu it's kind of cool


, honestly I think for honestly now that I think about it right if uh if I were


you or if like I have the, resources and I have the energy and the, motivation to do it myself I might actually


like I guess you can just macam buat macam poll lah on your story whatever then you just ask like, will you be interested then you see lah how many people would and all that like if it's a really popular design you should, probably consider bringing it back or something like that, ya cause like I think that's


that should be the goal of any, IG shop I guess cause like, uh kalau kau tak kau tak macam tanya customer kau like apa dorang nak and stuff like that it's hard to gauge and like what if


cannot come up with anything new, then obviously it will be susah what so I think it's important to have like, a few back up or like a few


a few designs that you really, like know you can do it and then like it's not that complicated but it's still nice or stuff like that, so I don't know ah


honestly right ya, yes I can see that, actually I think, I mean honestly it's smart lah and also and also


it's just easier for you to macam jual benda cause kau dah ada following banyak orang dia ada dua puluh K tau


you post about it like once on her story, ya maybe like half gitu at most I mean at least maybe ten K


you know what I mean and that's still a lot what, anyway the designs also so cute [seh]


will it last if there's no lining


actually I love uh that some some IG, ya some IG shops do that kat singapore pun ada cause actually I think I got follow


so I think it's cute but ya


ya, I mean we're not encouraged to follow it even


honestly , err, I kind of macam considered cause you know how I like I love to wear macam outerwear again, actually I considering macam belajar macam mana nak buat cause I love


I love outerwear macam gini I I don't know cause like I don't want to make it like so thick, but I love outerwear gini like I love I don't know why but I think I love the baggy look a lot, I really think I love the baggy look a lot then like I don't know ah I just want to do something creative not that I've the free time


but everytime I have free time


I don't understand why like I already have free time what I don't know why I'm not using it you know then like, uh sambung belajar ya


I'm actually still thinking about it


but ya so like I actually kind of, still thinking about it and then one of the things aku realise


whenever aku kerja senang [jer] adapt to the situation cause it's just kerja what you know what I mean like it's not really, to me it's not really that complicated, but ya so uh apa aku macam realise


you know accounting actually I think, realise it's an important skill, because even though account accounting is kind of a, just a bit boring to me but then


I realised that kalau kau tahu accounting, because , course kau tak pernah tu eh


okay uh, okay so I I took POA when I was in like secondary ya it was in secondary I didn't do well lah honestly but, but I still understand what it is lah


financial statement or whatever okay no ah, like


how do I put this normally businesses ada accounting accountant, so basically uh accountant ni macam keep track of their balances


there will always be balance right then you can see like kau spend on what and stuff like that basically it's meant to, the job is meant to tengok and make sure that the accounts balance cause if there's


something macam off sikit dorang kena track kenapa off and like, it's either terlebih or terlalu sikit then they must check where it is lah


took my score because it was a bit low ya but but honestly


is not, it's not difficult lah it's just that at that time aku tak interested nak belajar tu benda cause like it's, it's not dreadful but then


it's honestly just very is desk job lah but you


in a way kau boleh jadi your own boss I guess


ya, ya , because I think the the main thing is cause you know how sekarang [kan] pandemic [kan], so like ah kalau kau fikir balik the main, industries that will be fine in a


in this situation is banking accounting food, food obviously lah cause, maybe, ah yes education and then


ah ya delivery like, ya lah just logistics maybe and stuff like that like, these things are the macam industries that won't be so affected for some reason I don't know why


but arts will always be affected, , ya


is it wild rice or is it singapore repertory theatre SRT, they have ah I think they holding a performance I don't know, really


I got the email for it , I was like do I why did I subscribe to


, hotel [orh] it's a production, is it popular or what


boring, boring [jer] , like I can't make you a man or whatever what's that line ah


something you are not ah okay yes


, I think it is because like because


you know like what we said about sustainable fashion kita orang no longer ignorant, so because kita orang no longer ignorant I guess


yes, it instead of it being like a, oh I'm really going to, put in like minorities in my show cause they deserve to be the main character


versus like oh I'm just going to cast this, like black character to be extremely loud or whatever just ikut just ikut stereotype you know what I mean, like just to be there so that people don't say it's completely white or just completely


certain race or whatever I don't know, ah ya ya ya ya


, Jameela


ah yes yes yes, Tahani, yes


ya, ya, honestly aku rasa aku rasa macam mana I I know I had a point but then like


I don't know ah like


I don't want to say it ah but I think aku low-key rasa porn has something to do with it because


yes because, it's not a uncommon thing aku rasa lah K is not that I know, but I have a feeling that some people


, #mia khalifa#, but


I mean honestly aku uh bila aku I honestly feel bad for her cause like, everyone in the world knows her and has obviously seen parts of her that I'll I feel like she would rather not, and she was also forced to do it also you know what I mean that's why I honestly sympathise with her on that lah


ya, it's not a lot lah actually but, I don't know ah, but, I mean ya lah, she unintentionally might have contributed to that but also bila kau tengok balik


it's not not budak-budak melayu I think, I think in general lelaki melayu I don't know why not all, not all I will just say right now I just going to say right now even if I said all I don't mean all lah okay


but like (ppc) not all but some, guys tend to macam wonder what a woman okay the woman can be completely covered tapi dorang will wonder for some reason I don't know how


how do you think like that like how do you let yourself think like that cause I can look at a guy, and like I won't think like that you know what I mean


I I mean, I mean like I guess I get okay I understand


we always fight for just kita orang but like we actually fighting for other people also what, it's not just kita orang fikirkan pasal perempuan [jer] it's that just so happens


not trying to be like, fight back you know what I mean


like we are have always been perceived as, ah yes like weaker we like not the stronger , species eh species gender sorry ya


, , like misogyny ya


okay, oh okay


yes,


ya, yes


ah kahwin contract, arranged marriage


like okay aku low-key rasa [kan]


they don't have a lot of shows also, , ya, I I aku rasa tak akan achieve


okay, so these days


to design more


ya I think I want to I need your help, advise me on the sizing and then macam so what kind of design people is interested in


so ya, because my Instagram shop is not, progressing at all, I don't know


uh hobby punya expenses [kan] so ya, hobby is hard I want to try new things you also want to try new things right, but tak ada duit so what's the things yang kau nak try


oh I think, that's that's the first step lah then even after that, that step I felt very macam !alamak! abeh sekarang kena beli kain kena beli ruler


all the materials lah because you know starting a new hobby is always so expensive but it's always been my interest and actually now is my passion ah, but I I still have not macam masuk seko~ class atau macam any course yang will teach me


professional way ya so I think itu pun aku nak kena belajar so kalau if you want to join me, I think we can always join yang macam you know the SkillsFuture kind of thing


ya but I think if we want to do we can find a time then we join this course together you know there's this thing that this school


yes, I think that one also have like course it's not like serious schooling but is like macam after school uh part time I think we can join that


you can just start lah you just go for it just invest a bit of money on like necessary items, ya


(mmhmm) yup


ya aku pun rasa sama I think that's why I started my shop because I've been following so many macam kedai dorang semua sama like I don't know what I think I there's like a certain time, and if you all no no offence there's like a lot of people jumping on the bandwagon ah they hyping all these kedai too much no offence


I saw one kedai dorang jual tote bag like, macam pathetic ah to me no offence it's not like high skill level embroidery but it's like sixty dollars and people all buy and it's like sold out I'm like oh my god like I can do so much better


and some more kita [kan] daripada artistic punya course, that's why we always feel like oh no we can we can apply what we know and we can do so much ya ya, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm),


that's why because because dekat Instagram they always like, up it up within like people of our community we always kita selalu macam bilang you are artist you you gonna charge


oh ya ya ya, pasal my brother dia selalu buat commission work


oil paint eh not oil acrylic punya paint they charge twenty dua puluh dua puluh dolar [jer] hello I'm


no offence some people just no style, and we if we if we create a trend right people will follow that kind of thing macam no offence like, like Instagram shops now locals semua macam they all have the same style


and people dig for it so


ah, scrunchie ada banyak kedai scrunchie


just uh just kain straight abeh kau tahu getah abeh jadi scrunchie ya


looking lah ya


and is free like made to order, so kau kau beli dia jahit dia tak jahit dia tak stock up, so kau kau beli pastu dia jahit pastu you can, uh measure yourself and then you have a like a tailor fit


like I don't know my my legs bigger like you cannot just free size like you know T-shirt, M S S tu pun macam okay at least you got like a few even though is like usually just S M and L


(mmhmm), which is like lagi mahal lah, which is sad why must we pay extra just for having our body you know like LOL


M ah


oh ya, it's like a range, (uh huh)


(mmhmm), loose


I like it's always at the back of my head to buka kedai baju lah actually tapi just I don't have the necessary, skill tapi kalau aku boleh aku nak [seh] aku suka gila kalau aku buat baju kurung dekat kedai like yes


wrist length ya


and like lagipun baju yang tailor is always last longer, modern punya you know macam nine tu ya number dia lima or something like that how old is that ya


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


Loop Garms, [orh]


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm) chris Jericho


(mmhmm), , ya lah


so kalau kau sustainable is when you buy something that already exists tapi macam at the same time


ah so you don't have to buat benda baru so it's not wasteful lah kirakan tapi kalau vintage vintage is more of like a collection, is mahal hundred dollars for a T-shirt for people apa [seh] T-shirt one hundred dollar tapi macam is, it got it got apa ni is valuable is got context ah there there's a history to it


uh uh abeh yang thrifting ni secondhand murah macam kat lucky plaza pasal is, people tak nak I feel like value a a a object is based on the, people nak ke tak nak is demand versus supply lah that's what makes the price


so ya I think kalau orang confuse I think why why is it so confusing


collection like people like collect things like


cause there's actually a cause behind that murah you know


until very sad that's why aku macam sekarang aku dah hundred percent, uh prevent myself daripada beli baju dari Uniqlo Cotton On


actually no offence tapi kau kasi aku banyak baju and baju kau semua lawa semua my size like I want to give people like I want to macam kasi kasi tapi !alamak! lawa pula pakai lah


like the whole family went except for ya oh my god


have that kind of privilege ya, so got a lot of people cause I some sometimes I ada orang tanya aku pasal this sustainable lifestyle like they want to try also then they say


ya people always shit on fast fashion tapi actually fashion industry as a whole is very


much to say other than macam kalau aku ada baju aku kasi kau tu [jer], yup, (uh huh)


(mmhmm), sorry sorry sorry


how to say ah


that that whole term of disposable is very


eh


(uh huh) , , uh uh, uh uh


ya, (mmhmm)


, ya, (mmhmm), ya


effort is put to


that's why you you know like you shouldn't take all these thing for granted you know


ya so, it's actually not our fault lah it's just how time has changed abeh macam tapi Alhamdulilah kita dapat this


so that future generation, we we can lagipun kita bukannya sustainably more aware [jer] I think we just more aware of everything


include the discrimination, which is sad, ya,


ah ah , ah ya ya ya


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), interested


yes, (uh huh)


compared to that tote bag no offence, that's six fifty nine dollars


okay anyway, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm)


seventy, (uh huh), okay


fashion, explore page nanti ada keluar [kan], explore page ada macam yang fashion


shopping all that tu [kan],


ah ya ya ya, actually I can I can ship overseas tapi dorang macam oh okay thank you pasal I I think they prefer to buy local lah obviously leceh [kan]


ya but I'm just so happy that people people even ask, ya, ya from like UK like that, cause actually crochet kat singapore ada a few kedai crochet kat singapore you know the #farah lola# that one


black grey tapi crochet it's still crochet but it's just like not as like my style lah


do something about your life you know, ya , I love it too oh my god


so dia selalu bawa balik kain yang dorang tak nak tau just scrap it's it's kirakan scrap tapi banyak lah


so, you know dead stock kain like no more like it's just orang tak nak macam she's already


having at home like that, upcycled ya, so good lah and the her design all so, cute she make it cute lah then the kain not that cute tapi she make it cute


size dia panjang sikit sling dia abeh it's like big, ya !alamak! I think one day aku beli ah,


damn, ,


but I also customer I also don't know lah actually I need to think about that lah


plan, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


so like everytime dia nak buat [kan] they just buat that thing and it's like how to say ah


design dia satu [jer] so kalau imagine, and she will drop that thing she will drop and say okay hari ni aku jual hari ni korang boleh pre-order, then people will, uh, order that ah senang kalau kau punya design satu [jer]


so you can keep doing that same design so you can stock up lah kirakan aku nak made to order actually if can that's why it's a bit, and some more she artiste what so it's easy to get, she artiste her model is #aisyah aziz#


, , I can do that


, , on her on her main


ya, (mmhmm), , ,


ya that's why, and it's quite a small bag lah actually, so like that's why ya aku hundred percent will like, except unless I make cardigan


I don't know how long it can last tapi macam kalau ada kain it will be more durable


ya then macam quite fun lah because aku follow a few crochet punya kedai and they all so supportive they always share story of the design they like, then got this one kedai she daripada philippine then she say oh uh


post kat dia punya story abeh like a few crochet philippine punya account also quite cute ya


ya at scape ya


support local , , just happy to see orang singapore, we are drained out of creativity


very sad times


(mmhmm), knit ke knit


kawan aku buat accounting punya course, she got a diploma in accounting but I don't know what the hell is it so don't get it


, (mmhmm)


actually aku nampak banyak job posting dekat job street about , like you don't have you don't really have to study like ya an alternative lah lagi kau hands on ah ya


(mmhmm)


ya, education, delivery


, , arts arts kalau tak ada pandemic pun orang tak nak tapi the need for it lah


but it's like uh I don't want to fund that but I want that, why why


at both, ya singaporean singapore, SRT dorang ada tuesdays with morrie, eh


I can't believe it, I was supposed to uh kerja untuk hotel tau, production pasal is like four hours long like that then like the dresser is A and B you know


so kau ada shift so like oh my god aku takut lah waktu dia cakap ah you want to go hotel then I'm like yes but then I just yes cause I need job right


hotel is like a like not annual but they always bring it back a lot of times, ya like hotel banyak gila cast then like all the cast is like OG, OG actress OG actor one ah, all the ya


[orh] the third aku baru tengok crazy rich asians, boring, boring [jer]


uh uh I can't make you, ah ya ya ya, okay lah cerita dia not my type lah, romance ah, okay lah but it's it's funny because they take all kind of


asians into that show I mean like they are not chinese they are not even chinese because got ken ken Jeong he's korean then got the Awkwafina, Awkwafina pun vietnam eh ke korean


[orh] you asian you can join this show like that ah, okay lah I guess they we're going somewhere the representation tapi macam nampak force sikit ah, and this thing waktu tu aku dengan kakak aku adik aku macam heated heated argument, do we really want representation kalau representation gini macam hijab


depth into that diversity just macam show off yang oh, at what to what extent is the diversity


, that trend it's like a trend now


(uh huh)


type casted uh that's what it call right ya, if like if you kalau kau include orang pakai tudung like just example


cause ada ni [kan] Jamil is it is that what you call her, Jameela apa nama dia the yang manny


he handsome ah that handsome guy, oh my god he's so handsome, ah nama dia jason jason ah yes


but that one tak macam oh, ya


(uh huh) , okay, uh uh


it's funny


I saw someone I I saw a interview you know anthony Padilla from smosh last time dia interview siapa perempuan tu yes


so dia ada buat porn pakai tudung abeh oh my god it's like so


ya, ya


ya, okay lah tu lain cerita ah


no ya ya ya ya I think in general, okay wait it's always not all,


ya, it's just perempuan dengan lelaki just different, gender ah we are very different


what the shit, oh sorry


, no kalau kalau if you ever come across lelaki yang like like bothered by this


let's say he he he want to macam argue no lelaki pun but no don't even argue because, you don't have to


like female discrimination discriminatory uh ya


surface you shouldn't look at the surface tu apa dorang buat [jer] tapi you should really look at the cause the issue you know ni macam jauh sikit tapi aku nak compare pasal aku suka Tupac [kan]


if you cannot look past my curse you cannot look past my tone of my voice then you you you not even looking at the problem at the first place


like the problem is dorang like how they even become like that you know, you know macam how perempuan become so aggressively err berbogel ni ah why they make it until that point you know, ya sedih apa abeh lagi malay drama's not helping


malay punya drama kahwin [jer] itu dorang punya conclusion eh kau tak nak kahwin nanti kau tak boleh kahwin itu [jer]


oh my god, and kalau tak ada anak tu tak apa and like ni semua lain orang punya masalah lain tapi you should really look at the rezeki that you have


instead of we don't have I mean like memang manusia biasa kita selalu macam apa yang kita tak ada we really look, but then, uh what about the things we have you know, instead of buat cerita suruh orang kahwin kenapa tak buat cerita suruh dorang hargai apa yang dorang ada what the shit eh sorry


but then I've to watch when she watch then I like oh no that's so bad, oh this is so bad


ya and and they have a lot of shows because they are very funded their arts is very funded I mean look at K pop, something that singapore cannot achieve, really ah I don't think they will ever


okay I've clapped, uh my name is err ninety five, you are, so I'm sure you know uh what is this for this is a AI singlish project


ya okay you have to talk in english as well, , okay so err, how's your day today Farhanah


oh it's just a typical workday lah


okay for me I had school from three to five, err <tamil>இதுல என்ன:ithula enna</tamil> annoying lah, ya I had I had to no but I had to go there for two hours only two hours, so that was a bit annoying


okay so err, basically I wanted to talk to you about my friend Shefun right, so err Shefun ah, not only Shefun it's also together with err, so err


basically about Shefun is err, so Shefun is my coursemate, err, me and him actually at the start, we were not talking lah, okay then err what happened was


err, err like I said so friday friday my, err my module coordinator will shift my class, ah ya ya ya


so err because I have to shift class so in year one semester one I shifted class and met, yes I met him, no that's the thing <tamil>அப்ப வந்து:appe vandhu</tamil> we were talking, we were talking and he was like saying how he has no friends lah


like he cannot bond with his class, so err then, yeah so err then me being me <tamil>நான் வந்து அவன்ட பேசுவேன் அவன்கூட சாப்பிடுவேன்:naan vandhu avanta pesuvaen avankuda saapiduvaen</tamil> all that stuff I always try to bond with him lah since he keep saying he no friends he no friends


so like I will like err leave my own friends to come have lunch with him every lunch break he will text me, no but listen up listen up, and then what happened was err so I mean that's how year one semester one past lah so I keep encouraging him to join CCA he also never join


err he said he wasn't interested in any of the CCAs, ya so err, year one semester one past then year two uh semester two I mean year one semester two was when err Shefun met Dinesh


so I knew Dinesh ICS from my CCA indian culture society so err I know he I know Dinesh at the same time I knew Shefun which was the start of year one, so err what happened was


okay so right , so Dinesh and Shefun, they got closer lah, and then because they got closer then err they slowly err, ya they slowly like never talk to me


ya, so ya that is my uh sad story but honestly, err, okay so err let's take a look at the prompts they give


so err, K so if you had three wishes, what would you wish for Farhanah I think we can take err turn lah you say one wish I say one wish, ya ya three wishes


honestly honestly


ya sia, , okay <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> first wish would be


okay lah now that you mentioned COVID, I would also say COVID to end, but like more exactly, okay do not copy you, err <tamil>வேற என்ன சொல்ல:vera enna solla</tamil> my annual production


it's not confirm lah there will be a theatre production due to the due to this situation so I would wish for it to be a successful theatre production that will be my first wish err your second wish


time travel lah okay, err, my second wish, I guess my second wish is to be rich


being rich okay lah I don't have to tell you you are an adult so you should know being rich I think money solves a lot of problems right, so <tamil>அதுனால:athunaala</tamil> I think sorry ya so, buy all the mansions


and cars ya, that'll be my second wish


(mmhmm) , I get it lah I get it !wah! why you so deep sia uh third wish ah third wish, I guess to pass all the exams lah


err I will do well but , ya it's just how to say, you know I've never been a very smart student


like what, like I was always full of smart people around me, but like I myself wasn't the smartest, ya so sometimes I I wish to


know how it feels to be the smartest you know, okay so moving on, if you have any unusual superpower what would it be


form is just animal ah okay


ya ya ya


okay lah harry potter <tamil>சொன்ன நால:sonna naala</tamil> I can get your, I can get what you're trying to say, for me unusual superpower, (hmm), err unusual


one of the harry potter is, he will disappear from one place to another disappear and appear in another place, but that's not unusual but that's one other super


ah ya ya teleportation, I guess I don't wanna smell err, like all the smelly like , like you know dense like garbage smell you know a foul smell


no I always smell like I don't, (uh huh), K you are you are dealing too much into the question so I'm going to move on


okay okay next question, if you found a time capsule from yourself ten years ago what would be inside


uh say say ya okay


thinking okay


so <tamil>வந்து உன்:vanthu un</tamil> advice <tamil>வந்து:vandhu</tamil> get a boyfriend to your eighteen correct, okay that's a legitimate advice


for me ah I don't know sia like I'm eighteen now, so ten years ago I'm eight, at eight years old (hmm), I guess eight years old, I would ask myself to play more


I mean I would I was probably playing a lot, but you know even more, I don't know why like now, don't have time to play or anything, it's all studying and travelling to SP


okay so moving on, what labels do you think you have been given by society, !wow!


ya labels


(hmm) for me ah !aiya! for me, okay lah society okay I'm not very well known


so society all never give me any labels but, people around me ya they will label me, such that err okay ya a lot of people when they describe me, like you know the Instagram world got the poll rate or describe, so whenever I click describe when people describe me right a lot of people the first thing they say is annoying


they always say annoying, followed by mature they say annoying but mature what how can like it's quite contradicting right, and both the words are both the words are opposite of one another


mature and annoying, ya but but you can also say that ya ya


uh uh uh K for me what they mentioned okay they mean of annoyingly like the fun type of annoying that's what they mean lah, mature mature is like


a lot of people call me mature, I guess I am lah, err okay next, moving on, (hmm)


what was the most memorable meal you ever had, and where did you have it


uh okay okay


were they like were they why albania not open to muslims lah


oh okay okay


what if he was just cheating you


okay okay


oh okay, he just come out of nowhere ah, oh okay lah okay


so how did you was it a how,


!wah! you you changed my perception of the question sia <tamil>நான் இந்த:naan intha</tamil> question <tamil>படிக்கும் போது:padikum pothu</tamil> I thought the most delicious


err yeah I like Briyani lah, err but other than that err back in our village in india, err err <tamil>பாவா:baavaa</tamil> once err our father once brought us to, this err just this err <tamil>பொட்டி கடை:potti kadai</tamil> it was just a side shop, so over there he err he ordered some stuff he ordered like


I don't know lah it's just some , beef gravy chicken gravy, then !wah! damn Shiok I swear, legit was damn Shiok, is like is like I've never tasted something like that never


ya it's okay it's okay, so , if what is what is one thing you wish was free


okay fine fair fair enough fair enough, one question one wish one thing that I would wish was free ah, (hmm) I guess housing <tamil>ஏனா ஏனா:yenna yenna</tamil>


I watched the TikTok today so the TikTok was saying how ah, banks are actually cheating people, in a sense that they are making them buy house, then I was like !huh! what what what what this guy on about then the guy was talking about how err they make houses expensive so that banks can loan people


because that's how banks earn right loaning people money so to loan more and more people money


ya makes sense or not <tamil>அதெல்லாம்:athellaam</tamil> I don't want to comment on that but I was just thinking singapore I mean like generally as an adult I think you will know better housing is like very expensive right, so ya I guess housing free <tamil>இருந்தா:iruntha</tamil> but if housing was free everybody will be be living in bungalows


okay well err <tamil>எனக்கு மட்டும்:enakku mattum</tamil> for me only housing free I'll wish for that lah


, ya ya, [orh]


that is some very very sensible, okay err moving on, if humans no longer needed need if humans no longer needed to work to survive what would we do


, no work ah


wait wait sidetrack a bit what's the longest you have slept, my teacher said she slept for nineteen hours


ya ya ya


to just


for me I think the longest I slept was twelve hours thirteen hours which was this year after my exams err okay, the work question I got no answer lah honestly


what everyday activity would be torture if you had to do it for eight hours straight, you don't exercise daily what are you talking


hello people people exercise, err eight hours already, no but they're asking daily so it should be something you do daily


I guess brushing teeth, folding clothes washing clothes eh washing clothes is not


err I guess mopping mopping the household, eh house chores eight hours brother what the hell, house sia cannot only <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> can do


okay err, what is the pettiest reason, that you you dislike someone for, confirm you have


why


my petty reason I guess err


like, err my petty reason is, I guess if like, people don't err post me on their Instagram story I mean like


no ya that's the thing when people post other people but they don't post only with me


like physically or personality wise, I'm a bit self centered in a sense that


I think like people always think about me but like that's not the case right obviously like everyone has their own life to handle, so I think personality wise <tamil>அத நான் மாத்திக்க விரும்புறேன்:atha naa mathikka virumburaen</tamil> and if I'm able to change that that'll be great I mean now lesser and lesser lah


as days come by, err physically physically I don't know sia, physically my friends all say my hand is very big, so I guess if it was a bit smaller, it'll be nicer


sorry


!wah! diabetes


okay, talking about bubble tea because like I only consume bubble tea like once a month or something like like I don't like make trips to get bubble is like unlike most of my classmates lah


so year end party <tamil>க்கு வந்து:ku vanthu</tamil> err lecture <tamil>வந்து காசு தருவாங்க:vanthu kaasu tharuvanga</tamil> lecture <tamil>காசு தருவாங்க:kasu tharuvanga</tamil> err to buy anything you want so my friends all will order bubble tea right so I they will put the bubble tea flavour followed by err sugar per cent then I wanted to put a hundred per cent


then I see all the WhatsApp message fifty <tamil>இல்லைனா:ilainaa</tamil> seventy then I'm like what the shit what fifty seventy how to tahan like that like I need I need I need you to be err like sweet lah !huh!, then a bit Paiseh lah like everybody drinking so healthy so I'll put seventy !wah! I couldn't I like it tasted so different


then only I realise like all of this one is not the flavour of the milk tea I mean of the bubble tea but it's the sugar they add, then I was like, wait what was your question, oh what is one thing you'll change right


I guess I'm very , , I'm very social in a sense that


is like, with a group of people right it's automatically the most engaging, it's like when I was in secondary school right, I already knew this but like in secondary school I didn't even see it as a trait


in a sense that I was like <tamil>என்ன என்னால பேச முடியும்:enna ennala pesa mudiyum</tamil> so what anybody can talk right, that's when I realise a lot of people struggle to actually talk, in a in a in a group of people


like uh talking is different talking is different talking to engage is different so I guess I'm good in that and I can be social with anyone lah


just now I just realise both your answers is physical, whereas I answered personality so you have nothing so you have like anything no no I'm not asking you to change, ya what is something you like


I guess everyone in our family are


right right right ya ya ya ya


, ya ya,


make sense make sense, what is the wait wait wait if you can instantly master three new skills, what would it be


, okay, okay K reasonable


stitching lah okay


you go do record lah, , for me three new skills will be okay <tamil>நீ நீ சொன்ன ஒரு:nee nee sonna oru</tamil> skill <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> multilingual that one also I would like to be


<tamil>அட:ada</tamil> multilingual is very err, useful what, so ya multilingual <tamil>குறிப்பா சொல்லனும்னா:kuripa sollanumna</tamil> err languages like err malay and arabic all


okay and then another wish I mean another skill would be I guess to play football well, like <tamil>ஏன் அப்டி சொல்றேன்னா:yean apdi solraenaa</tamil> it's not that I don't play soccer well lah, but like my when I play with my friends I'm not that good so I guess the one is like one skill


finally, another skill is err to be a bit more like okay like since it says master right I want to master how to be charismatic you know to get like girlfriends and stuff ya


that would be one of the skill I would like to master, okay next question, what genre of TV show do you enjoy the most please don't say korean


like big boss, ah K, wheel of fortune eh wait that's not a TV show that's a game show what the hell


for me would be romantic comedy lah, what like , like romantic comedy need the balance in the sense that, if it gets too cheesy right, I won't continue it <tamil>அது அந்த:athu antha</tamil> balance <tamil>இருந்தா மட்டும்:iruntha mattum</tamil> if it's realistic then only I'll watch


ya, so err moving on, tell a story that is funny in retrospect, but may had but may not have been funny at that time, so like something happen in your past


okay okay I say first, I remember one time your friends all, gifted you err money, instead of gifts for your birthday


then err you were riding err father's van, and then you hit one err Mercedes driver, so like I was like I don't know just nine or ten years old then you were crying because you had to like spend a lot of money to repair the car so I was telling err when you were crying I was saying err


don't worry your friends got give you money right we just use that, it made you cry even more and you scolded me because like <tamil>உனக்கு என்னடா தெரியும்:unaku enada theriyum</tamil> how would you know, and stuff like that so ya at that time everybody scolded me like all our family members were there so all of them scolded me


but now to think about it I find it very funny lah, but now to think about it I find it very funny lah, ya


yup thanks


you were a newbie what


!ouch!, so they stitched


uh so it's a slope down right


then I was ringing the bell, basketball boys it's a slope down they were in front of me so that means I was going fast lah, I ring my bell I ring my bell then the group of boys right everyone moved to the side except for one guy


ya but I was still ringing the bell


and they all his friends also were confused when I come nearby he still haven't moved and I'm coming at like top speed they were like shouting !oi! !oi! !oi! !oi! !oi!, then he looked back and then I just hit the basketball, the ball just went inside the bush


so like you know like on the slope near the bush is very high so it just went inside the bush ya then <tamil>நான் பாட்டுக்கு ஓட்டிட்டு போறேன்:naa paatuku ottitu poraen</tamil> lah I mean like how is it my I mean it's not my fault what, and like the guy totally deserve it, okay since you said basketball boys


uh I got reminded, okay so next question is, , you are dining at a new restaurant called karma, it doesn't have a menu you simply get what you deserve what food would you be served


what food will be served, ya


all the vegetables you threw, no okay but, that's that's the that's not the question exactly because they are talking about which you are at karma restaurant, so what dish will you be served it doesn't have to be a food


so like you deserve to eat this, ah okay lah okay lah make sense make sense, for me ah I don't know sia what did I do, I guess like all the time all all the time I make fun of people


ya that would be served in front of me, so would you fight a, one horse sized otter or hundred otter sized horses


oh shit !wah! scary brother, hundred quarter sized horses, brother, this is just a question oh my god you're analysing the question from just now


okay wait wait what would be the worst buy buy one get one free sale ever, ya, the hundred size okay I I would fight hundred size otter because one horse size otter is frightening so frightening


at least hundred size otter I can just like keep them around, no but like hundred of them instead of fighting against me then they will charging against me what then I'll just kick them lah other rather than one what one horse size otter brother how to versus one V one I mean like so big


for me beyblade was like err how to say all the, the rich uh the rich students will be bringing to school, I mean like also had lah but I had the plastic one whereas the rich people had the metal one, then they will also have the the stadium ah


the stadium !wah! damn cool I swear, it's like like during recess time you will just fight against each other, ya I think that's the that'll be one, you got play meh beyblade, isn't it like way past your generation


ya ya but you had beyblade meh


ya ya ya ya


that one still have what kids still play what the babies toddlers, legit


oh what the hell these nineties kids, what would be the worst buy one get one free sale ever


ya but maybe it can be something like like , for example your husband, no no no your husband, no you're asking how how, how it's seen as a worst right


how it's seen as a worst right, so like if example I have a girlfriend right then okay I don't buy my girlfriend of course, but like because I have a girlfriend I get another girlfriend


oh ya that's true okay never mind buy one get one free I guess for durain haters, but I like durian


so it's something that <tamil>அது ஒன்னு இருந்த:athu onnu iruntha</tamil> it's nice <tamil>ரெண்டு இருந்தா:rendu iruntha</tamil> is scary


uh uh uh, err, okay good looks or a fit body


what would you prefer, ya, legit


okay, [orh] okay okay, you're fat, no but you can still say this way what you're good looking but you are fat, in a sense that


(uh huh)


ya ya ya, ah ah ya ya ya ya I will choose I will choose good looking but at the end of the day


so I guess and like good looks is for like <tamil>எப்படி சொல்ல:eppadi solla</tamil> beauty is in the eye of the beholder lah so only if , okay next question ah, if you get a chance to wake up as an actor one day which actor would you want to become and why okay I have an answer but you say first sit down


I guess I you you want to become #kamala hassan#, no #kamala hassan# is because okay lah err


and the his hosting big boss and stuff so like I can I can host big boss and like roast all the contestants you know, ya so ya that's why I wanna become #kamala hassan#, and maybe because like, after after that one day


after knowing how to act, I can also become like him, how about you


who is that, what movie she act, say say say one, oh bird box okay


such a weird answer, like people, no like like you never you don't choose to like there's so many actress even more pops than her right


why her, ah okay makes sense, I would I would like to become chandler from friends, the the guy's also very smart, okay if you were to eat one dish for the rest of your life what would it be


like I was thinking, I was thinking Briyani


but for you rice is like plain what, ah ya okay makes sense makes sense


ha ya okay that's smart, okay uh do you have any questions


ya, say again


ya, okay okay okay ya if I was if I can ya I would lah oh you're asking me what I would ah what I would put ah, what I would put I don't know but I once saw this tattoo


tattoo of this guy okay this guy is like my perception of him is that he's a, then I was like wondering err okay he's a very like a macho guy <tamil>அப்புறம் பாத்தா:apuram patha</tamil> he had a harry potter tattoo


so like I was like I was like thinking I mean like my perception of him change lah in the sense that, who say like !wah! rough and tough guy cannot watch like all these harry potter movies is it so his his tattoo was a whole hogwarts castle


ah so I think that would I'll get something like that, that's not a kiddy tattoo it's a it's nice lah it very nice on him


then they say go where or which colour will you put


no no which store which store QR code would you put, so like if people like saw you on the MRT and scan then they'll realise is this, !wah! that's like a very level promotion ya that's why


what is your biggest fear


ya ya the life of pi lah, you know they say only like what ten percent of the creatures are discovered


there's still like so many types


for me my biggest fear would be, quietness, like if it's just quiet quiet, !wah! that one Rabak no like obviously <tamil>தூங்கும்போது:thoongumpothu</tamil> I wouldn't want to disturb what I what I mean by err quiet is like void you know in like if you're if they if if like someone put me in a void right !wah! brother scared brother


that's damn scary, favourite thing to do is err always go out


with #ah ma# because like, #ah ma# like ya I was a small kid so #ah ma# always carry me, and like buy for me this buy for me that, and like you also were then you will also like so I guess like going out lah going out with my family members


that's one thing I like, you ask me when you were young


[orh] scared care carefree lah, oh ya ya ya they wouldn't mind


ya that's smart that's smart


okay okay


farm I would want to be a, chicken, because it's very it's like every morning you will like make a noise like, oh shit ya then rooster


rooster ya, because like err shout whatever I want, and wake everyone up, irritate them, and it's like so fun in the sense that everybody try to grab you and you're just like running away running away you know jackie Chan adventures then the rooster coin ya the superpower so is like one of my favourite


okay


, guess you can be carefree if you're a bird, K , I think we are coming to the end of our conversation


ya, okay, thank you for your time Farhanah see you soon


hi <tamil>வணக்கம்:vanakkam</tamil> I'm Farhanah


okay sure, okay it was normal just everyday I'm going to work I mean now we're working adult


so <tamil>இந்த வாரம் வந்து:intha vaaram vandhu</tamil> I was at the east side school so today was my last day at Loyang view secondary school, pretty much work was fine just


normally like you know finishing up my case notes and talking to students so <tamil>அந்த மாரி நல்லபடியா போச்சு:antha maari nalla padiya pochu</tamil> because it's TGIF, so ya my work was good today


two hours is annoying for you , okay


oh that's why you have two hours is it


Shefun, and <tamil>அப்புறம் ஏன்:appuram yaen</tamil> you were not talking to him,


!aiyo! how thoughtful of you Irfan, okay


alright


like ostracise you


okay,


okay can, like if a genie came out and like ask me the wish okay, okay my first wish is because right now if the genie come to me I'll just want COVID nineteen situation to be eradicated okay honestly <tamil>ஏன்னா:yaenaa</tamil> it has just upended everyone's life


and all my travel plans has been like postponed or like delayed so badly err <tamil>அதனால:adhanaala</tamil> that will be my first wish I mean not to say I don't want COVID nineteen or coronavirus but not now, like maybe when I'm old


or like ya, why you copying lah


I don't know whether you know I'm you know I'm quite religious right


so my second wish will be like you know maybe to like go into like prophet #muhammad ali's# time to like see how they live then you know get to interact with them before the virus and stuff ya


ya technically, ya technically yes, yup okay my third wish would be


err because I feel I have not spend enough time with all my loved ones who passed away so, be it like my grandfather on my friend who passed away by accident, so my third wish is also I won't say time travel but you know just to see them one last time like I just want to just hug them ya


ya that's a good wish actually


you're above average but not so smart ya


, okay


(mmhmm),


okay maybe unusual maybe for me will be like to just, go into, anyone's shape not like a shape lifter, like go go into any form so I feel it's unusual


because like you know like harry potter, all like I mean people will just, like ya so people will change like you know from one human being to another human being or what right so not to say from werewolf change into vampire or what, or like change into a human being err yeah that is also


don't think so much <tamil>ரொம்ப யோசுச்சா வராது:romba yosucha varaadhu</tamil> have to be quick


that's one of the superpower which is teleportation


(mmhmm), I mean if your super power was very heightened in sensing or like you know your smell then how it does how is it unusual it's superpower what


okay


[orh] okay maybe from my understanding maybe you change the question lah ten years ago what would you tell your younger self now


maybe that question <tamil>கொஞ்சம்:koncham</tamil> make sense okay because now you see I'm twenty eight years old


thinking but now that I am actually twenty eight and I am still single so that is what I would like to just reflect upon myself that oh my god how did I even actually thought that when I was much younger because now


I am it's not that I'm not ready for a relationship is just that !wah! the whole procedure is just so overwhelming, ya correct


okay,


what labels do I think, okay generally I'm not going to generalise as a big society just like a group of my friends like another close friends what they have told me, or you know, what they feel about me ya so I'm quite an outgoing person and over friendly


err so sometimes, people will, just take advantage of me of like being a friend because I have many friends so you know they just like the attention and ya so that is what I have learnt about how people view me lah


how is that contradicting, no a immature person


if you might feel that a immature person is annoying is rude, but you can also say that the immature person is, he's kind but he's immature


so, (mmhmm)


no I went albania it's a collection K you albania is inside uh not inside beside europe ya so you have to take a flight from Delhi to go there


ya so <tamil>அங்க வந்து:anga vandhu</tamil> because albania it's a


it's not a buzzingly like city life like Rome or italy like that, so the people over there are like


so they were like looking with actually you can see <tamil>சில:sila</tamil> face <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like will puzzled some people will like !huh! why am I suddenly like seeing a tudong like in my village or in my villa area ya so


err not that they are not open to muslims but I feel because they have not seen a muslim girl like driving around, oh ya we rent a car to drive so sometimes we get lost because of the GPS or like you know we was detouring a lot so sometimes you will just stop at the <tamil>குட்டி குட்டி கதை:kutti kutti kadhai</tamil> at the beside the highway or what right and then to like ask for directions and then all the male will like


they will just stare at me because I'm like having the steering wheel, ya so err and it was also, difficult to converse because <tamil>அவங்க:avanga</tamil> their languages is albanian right so we had to like always had like Google translate or if not some people can speak english so that was helpful so <tamil>அந்த மாரி:antha maari</tamil> it was a good uh learning environment to see how people are lah


so the meal also uh because since I wear tudong and I'm a muslim right so the so the owner of the store was like kind enough to be like telling me oh this is halal err chicken so I got make so they made meal like


I have no idea the sin will be on him lah not on me because I trusted him to eat what uh so ya uh so it was just a normal chicken sandwich but I think it was just the effort that because initially <tamil>நான் அங்க போய்:naan anga poi</tamil> we didn't want to eat we just wanted to have a drink like a coffee or like a tea you know ya we we actually never thought of eating but


because err I think he saw our car bypass the <tamil>கடை:kadai</tamil> many many time because we will keep we were lost right so he knows that we have been driving and like <tamil>பசிக்கும்னு சொல்லி:pasikumnu solli</tamil> like he, he offered us that and the best part is it wasn't even in the menu because we keep asking menu show me the menu I want to see the picture visualisation right <tamil>இல்லை:illai</tamil> there wasn't err the picture <tamil>அதனால:athanala</tamil> err <tamil>அப்போ தான்:appo thaan</tamil> I realised that it was out of the menu so I


err it's a nice gesture ya, ya, I think because <tamil>ஏன்னா அவர் சமைக்கிறார்:yaenaa avar samaikirar</tamil> like like he's the chef what so instead of making it nicer maybe he made it like, just <tamil>வீட்ல எப்டி சாப்பிடுவோம்:veetala eppadi saapiduvom</tamil> normal sandwich


so it's like you know the subway bread <tamil>இருக்கும்லே:irukkumlae</tamil> so <tamil>அந்த மாரி ஒரு:antha maari oru</tamil> the old bread it was that type of like <tamil>காஞ்சு போன:kaanju pona</tamil> bread okay quite dry and then ya so he made all the chicken patties and then they had the lettuce and the sauce and ya


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), beef ah grave chicken ah


, nice nice, I think memorable meal comes from what we treasure as a good incident so no need to feel bad if I had <tamil>நா சொன்ன:naa sonna</tamil> example was good


, ya


really, okay


(mmhmm), yup


make sense lah, ya it is


ya that was my next like my err comment will be like


okay, I think okay I didn't think as deep as you defined, like <tamil>நல்ல யோசுசிருக்க:nalla yosichiruka</tamil> I, my the immediate answer <tamil>அந்த கேள்வி கேட்டோம்லய:antha kelvi ketomlaya</tamil> was you remember a time <tamil>நம்ம மொதல்ல:namma mothalla</tamil> when we go like restaurant all you wanna get ice water they won't charge you for ice water now at almost all sudden


oh you want the ice water must pay fifty cent ah thirty cent ah, for each cup you know <tamil>அத:atha</tamil> standard ah <tamil>சொல்றாங்க:solranga</tamil> so water in restaurants should be free at any time I feel, so ya that is my answer


okay moving on, okay for I mean as a working adult I really miss my sleep time <tamil>நல்லா நான் தூங்குவேன்:nalla naan thoonguvaen</tamil> I mean I would legit sleep okay <tamil>நீ நினைக்கலாம்:nee ninaikkalam</tamil> how can she sleep the whole day no I think if I have no <tamil>வேலை:velai</tamil> I might as well just sleep


I have no commitments if I feel hungry then yeah I've to like go about doing it but maybe <tamil>அதையும் நான் வந்து தூங்கியே:athaiyum naan vanthu thoongiyae</tamil> I can just eradicate my hunger, ya


longest I've slept, okay ya I think also my albania mean like my trip, for albania right so the flight was seventeen hours


the first hour you were so excited with your friends you're going for the trip and then also because on the long flight right so in between they will just wake you up to give you err mam would you like this err hot water err ah I mean like you will give like a


to just like you know like them and to just, hydrate yourself because you are up in the plane for so long your lips all will crack so ya so that was a good initiative but because of this procedure like so ya you'll be in deep sleep and then somebody will be waking you up ya


, gap


okay then next question, what daily activity ah <tamil>நான் நினைக்குறேன்:naan ninaikuraen</tamil> for me will be exercise


ya but I do that thrice a week <tamil>அதுவே வந்து:athuve vanthu</tamil> I have to make it seven times a week it's a torture for me, no are they are like gym fanatics and like bodybuilders


okay