you can lead a good relationship then I'm so happy for them but I'm just saying <tamil>என்னனா:ennanaa</tamil> struggles <tamil>நீ:nee</tamil> face <tamil>பண்ணுவ:pannuva</tamil> and it's also very unlikely it's very highly likely that, chinese guy <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like they will friend zone you tamil <tamil>பொண்ணு:ponnu</tamil> like


not not that big chance that I will like her that way


you know there's one back again when so funny lah ya ticket there's like two, oh, ah girlfriend oh


ya, well what do you feel about love and relationship at this age


but there are also <tamil>நெறய பேரு:neraya peru</tamil> who are very


you have to watch bigg boss, this Shivani and one err Balaji they are together I don't know why they can't leave each other think they are obsessed with each other and <tamil>அவ வந்து ஊட்டுறது:ava vanthu ooturathu</tamil> head massage <tamil>பண்றது நம்மளுக்கல்லாம் அப்பிடி யாரை பண்ண எவ்ளோ நல்லா இருக்கும் தெரியுமா:pandrathu nammalukalaam apidi yaara panna evlo nallaa irukum teriyumaa</tamil> seriously


and I hate the way she looks like she seems to have a big attitude problem she just give like that the face, like want to fight with me ah


I think Bala is err twenty four, Shan likes Bala a lot ya he replied to my story that time, it's like Bala is one hero <tamil>தெரியுமா:teriyumaa</tamil> like that


ya ya Sanam I like Sanam, exactly why you find such people what the hell, I don't care if you're honest you don't call people <tamil>தறுதலை நீ தான் ஒரு தறுதலை:tharuthalai nee thaan oru tharuthalai</tamil> nonsense


ya exactly, no but <tamil>அது வந்து சும்மா தான்:athu vanthu chumma thaan</tamil> kick <tamil>பண்ணுச்சி:pannuchi</tamil> like you know jolly eh kick <tamil>பண்ணும்:pannum</tamil> like <tamil>சும்மா:chumma</tamil> friendly eh kick <tamil>பண்ணும்:pannum</tamil> that kind of kick lah she just did it for fun


then he was like he act kick <tamil>பண்ணும்போது:panumpothu</tamil> he was like <tamil>சிரிச்சிகிட்டயே ஈலிச்சிக்கிட்டு போனான் அப்புறம்:sirichikitae eelichikitu ponaan appuram</tamil> next day <tamil>நீ:nee</tamil> kick <tamil>பண்ணல:pannala</tamil> kick <tamil>பண்ணல:pannala</tamil> like, stop pretending


do you would you prefer have being in a school with no exams at all only assignment or exam <tamil>மட்டும் தான்:mattum thaan</tamil> but no assignment


ah <tamil>பிடிக்கும்:pidikum</tamil> yes yes yes


knew it one day


ah okay see <tamil>நான் வந்து:naan vanthu</tamil> business school lah <tamil>இருக்குறது நாலா:irukurathu naala</tamil> project <tamil>வரும்:varum</tamil> like we have a lot of school based assignments and all that and <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:ennaku vanthu</tamil> like is not that I don't like it but I do prefer it sometimes over assignments and exams but <tamil>சில சமயம்:sila samayam</tamil> exam <tamil>னா ஒரேயடியா படிச்சிடலாம்:naa oraeydiyaa padichidalaam</tamil> lah you know what I mean like you can study one shot can just mug all the way


, exactly, ya


oh my god I you know I hate being sick, ya I want to be I want to have <tamil>ஐந்து பிள்ளைகள்:ainthu pillaigal</tamil> play girl no ya I want four kids


four to five ah ah I might adopt also so that's why I said five, for me I may adopt one or two


then the rest my biological kids lah, but I told my mum about this and she was like <tamil>அதுலாம் ஓத்தே வராது:athulaam othae varaathu</tamil> because she she's thinks like that the biological kids and the adopted kids will fight each other because they like oh you know <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> gave birth to me but <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> didn't give birth to you


ya but it's only fair that they know, I will I will just I will never hide the truth, like I will tell them when they are old enough like eighteen sixteen


stepfather


how come how come they never tell


!aiyoyo!, like it doesn't make sense at all like me okay you still go to a kid and tell them <tamil>நான் வந்து நல்ல காரியம் பண்ண போறேன்:naan vanthu nalla kaariyam panna poraen</tamil> they will never make a drama all the way but that's the problem I don't know why indian parents and indian families <tamil>ஒரு நல்ல விஷயத்தை:oru nalla vishayathai</tamil> when you adopt a kid you are making a kid a difference in someone's life


ya but why do you always have that mindset everything we do why you have to say that negative mindset, you are doing something good with your life why have to say a negative way I want to grill you leh sometimes


a lot of negativity eh like, and it's not only <tamil>கொழந்த பெத்த:kolantha petha</tamil> like I cannot give birth to kids that's that's why I adopt why can some why can't someone adopt because


or they just want to be a single mom they didn't find any love of their life they want to be a single mom and they want to have adopt kids or they just want to make a difference in someone's life why is there so much of stigma over adopting <tamil>ஒரு நல்ல காரியத்துல:oru nalla kaariyathula</tamil> why is there so much of


I don't understand how this world works like there's too much a drama over unnecessary things like for example <tamil>நான் சொல்றேன்:naan solraen</tamil> I tell my father I am volunteering he will make a big drama out of it


exactly portfolio or what


you mean, ya <tamil>வந்து நம்ம எல்லாத்தையும் நம்ம எல்லாத்துலயும் பண்ணும் போது:vanthu namma ellaathayum namma ellaathulayum panum pothu</tamil> yes you why do you expect something in return, like why does it work like that


like okay for example you very simple for example <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> old folk old folks home <tamil>போய் நீ:poi nee</tamil> help <tamil>பண்ற:pandra</tamil> can


only the people who you cared for nobody is going to come not the money not the freaking lamborghini not the lamborghini going to stand there at your funeral, like I don't give two shits about non-material things like that's why I invest so much time and effort into humanity and humans


ya, ya, exactly just be happy and do what you are happy with, be happy do happy


earn money spend that bloody money


ya ya I've thought about that but that's when you make ends meet lah <tamil>நீ எப்போ இருந்தாலும் நீ:nee eppo irunthaalum nee</tamil> life lah suffer <tamil>பண்ண போற:panna pora</tamil> even if you have an office job you don't like he's still suffering what


suffer are you going to suffer mentally and live with regrets which one will you choose because I will choose physically suffering anyday but mentally being active I'll rather choose that


even if they means I have to go to shoot everyday just to make a rice bowl


time <tamil>எடுக்கும்:edukum</tamil> it takes some time hard work lah basically


yes much ah yes


[eh] I love this one song like bigg boss leh have you heard this song eh <tamil>இரு இரு:iru iru</tamil> have you heard this song is like the what is it called ah


no, something something <tamil>மலையாள பாடமே:malayaala paadamae</tamil> or something


then today it was this <tamil>பாட்டு:pattu</tamil> and when I'm waking up you know before the alarm even rings <tamil>எதோ ஒரு பாட்டு ஓடிட்டு இருக்கும்:etho oru paatu oditu irukum</tamil> then when I wake up immediately <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> YouTube <tamil>போய்ட்டு:poyitu</tamil> search <tamil>பண்ணுவான் அந்த:pannuvaan antha</tamil> song eh


brother can you cook, cook


I mean I feel like you will pick it up when you need to, stress <tamil>பண்ணிக்கிட்டு:panikkitu</tamil> I feel lah


now I will just say how are you going to survive alone without a son <tamil>அதுலாம் மாட்டான்:athulaam maataan</tamil> I am marrying a chef I don't know what you are talking about


really


ya, parents, no no okay I have I have I I thought of this thing I don't want to say but imagine if <tamil>நீ வந்து ஒரு:nee vanthu oru</tamil> chef eh marry <tamil>பண்ற:pandra</tamil> then pregnant time <tamil>இவை ஒருத்தி எப்போ பாத்தாலும் அதே பேசிட்டு:iva oruthi eppo paathaalum athae pesitu</tamil> but imagine ah like pregnant time then like <tamil>மூணு மணி:moonu mani</tamil> okay is like night <tamil>மூணு மணி:moonu mani</tamil> I am craving nasi lemak <tamil>ஒடனே ஒரு:odanae oru</tamil> chef eh <tamil>இருந்தான்னா ஒடனே சமை அத:irunthaannaa odanae samai atha</tamil> <tamil>இல்லனா அங்க போய் வாங்னும் இங்க போய் வாங்கனும்:illana anga poi vaanganum inga poi vaanganum</tamil> damn leceh you know


that's it I am marrying a chef, that way I can also escape without coming <tamil>சமைக்காமலே வாழ்க்கையிலே:samaikaamalae vazkaiyilae</tamil>


it's so hot leh when guys cook


it's like I don't know I just like people when !wah! also like see when guys do feminine things like for example


or like err like clean the house, they help you wash the dishes


I cannot <tamil>பிடிக்காது:pidikaathu</tamil> it's like those damn gross, okay never


but I think he will be so love with me that he will do anything what do you think my husband


will you be upset with me because I know you are not supposed to take and then I give you


ya I just wanted to try <tamil>சும்மா:chumma</tamil> you know, will you oh I can let you know I can let you try will you try, dude you live life you don't want to try


the film he has a own err film company <tamil>பெரு என்னது:peru ennathu</tamil> ya but like you should watch the movie


no it's not yet but will your parents allow you to marry someone who's not err Urdu, or north indian


north indian, pakistani also speak Urdu you know that right


what's your favourite food !huh!


what do you want me to do


I don't know what it's called lah hang on, oh my god


ya I love it it's a mood


oh for sure, a different treatment as in a as in <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> family <tamil>பாத்த கூட:paatha kuda</tamil> I feel like the sons and the daughters sometimes they get treated differently like for example the sons don't need to do like the housework or like the daughters need to do all the housework and <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> back to our brown culture it's kind of


kind of prevalence sadly, [eh] I found the song


you want #yuvan shankar raja# <tamil>தெரியுமா உனக்கு பிடிக்காது வராங்க யாரோ:teriyuma unnaku pidichathu varaanga yaaro</tamil> ya


ya it's quite nice no it's not it's from


brother it's from my fucking, there's ants they in my shoe ah


!hey! what should I do with this ah should I throw it away or <tamil>என்ன பண்றது:enna pandrathu</tamil> should I just put it on the floor or <tamil>தொடாமே இருக்குறத இல்ல:thodaamae irukurathae illa</tamil> oh my god


luckily I realised I was putting my leg on the ants at the place where there's ants


fine, can't imagine a life without them, I think I have a big obsession what do you think


would you ever be a nurse, can you can you see me as a nurse


no lah <tamil>சும்மா:chumma</tamil> that's my interest , , once upon a time when there's a doctor <tamil>அவனும் ஆச:aavanum aasa</tamil> like small <tamil>ஆச:aasa</tamil> lah I guess just small


but I always wanted to be a teacher like I told you before, I <tamil>எப்போதும்:epothum</tamil> like when I was young <tamil>சின்ன புலைல என்ன பண்ணுவது:chinna pulaila enna pannuvathu</tamil> like I will make my mother wear heels <tamil>அதுக்கு அப்புறம்:athuku appuram</tamil> I tell my mother <tamil>இங்க உக்காந்து இருக்கேன்:inga ukaanthu irukkaen</tamil> then I will be like teaching her like got tuition money


since I was young <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> I will wear my mother heels then I will walk heels <tamil>எவ்ளோ பெருசா இருக்கும்:evlo perusaa irukkum</tamil> then I will just walk


a drama teacher, like you know teach kids drama and all that and then or like secondary school you know can take drama as subject


and most of the time the drama <tamil>காது குடுக்குற:kathu kudukura</tamil> the teachers is like the the english teachers, but I did apply for NIE but then <tamil>கிடைக்கல:kidaikala</tamil> so but ya this just want to teach drama you know


don't even talk about that that is my life that's my life


should try acting


ah ah,


oh I think I've went before like I've done the online quiz <tamil>பண்ணி இருக்கேன்:panni irukkaen</tamil> but <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> quiz it's not that helpful honestly


(hmm),


no ya, is LinkedIn useful because <tamil>நானும்:naanum</tamil> create <tamil>பண்ணனும் நினைச்சேன்:pannanum ninaichaen</tamil> but <tamil>அதுல என்ன போடுறதுனு தெரில:athula enna podurathunu terila</tamil> I have nothing much to put right


oh you can connect with people right with other LinkedIn, how long do you take to a LinkedIn profile <tamil>பண்றதுக்கு:pandrathuku</tamil> like will setup on the student profile


!wow!, okay man serious it was so nice talking to you


hello err <tamil>எனக்கு உண்மையிலே:ennaku unmaiilae</tamil> like I really don't know man what to talk about <tamil>ஆனா பேசணும்னு சொல்லி இருகாங்க:aanaa peasanumnu solli irukaanga</tamil> let's just see what we can talk [lah]


<tamil>உங்கள வேற பத்தி பேச சொன்னாங்க:ungala vera pathi pesa sonnaanga</tamil> what are you talking about


that's very nice I can't wait to start the discussion so let's


so that's that's your question to me


what's my everyday life with them is like, basically I will wake up, I will brush my teeth <tamil>அப்புறம் வந்து சாப்பாடுலாம் சாப்பிட்டு:appuram vanthu saapaadulam saappittu</tamil> ready <tamil>ஆயிட்டு:aayittu</tamil> school <tamil>போய்ட்டு இருப்பேன்:poitu iruppaen</tamil> like normally lah like how I go to school everyday


and then sometimes is like, ah tell me about it


, yes brother , the the thing is like <tamil>நான் சீக்கிரம் ஏஞ்சாலும்:naan seekiram yaenchalum</tamil> they will scold me <tamil>நான்:naan</tamil> late eh <tamil>yaenchalum</tamil> they will scold me so no matter what you do right eh now <tamil>ஏதாவுது ஒன்னு காதுல விழுந்துட்டே எதாவுது ஒன்னு விழும்:ethavuthu onnu kaathula vizhunthutae ethavuthu onnu vizhum</tamil> then we youngsters like we teenagers are like just stuck not knowing what to do <tamil>என்ன பண்றதுன்னு தெரியாமே குளிச்சிட்டு இருக்கோம்:enna pandrathunnu teriyaamae mulichitu irukom</tamil> then like


we want to tell them <tamil>ஆனா அவங்க எந்த விதத்துல:aana avanga entha vithathula</tamil> I don't know how are they going to understand from their point of view, and I will <tamil>அவங்க புரிஞ்சிப்பாங்கனு ஒரு நம்பிக்கைல இருக்கேன் ஆனா எப்போ புரிஞ்சிக்கிறாங்கனு தெரில:avanga purinjipaanganu oru nambikaila irukaen aanaa eppo purinjikiraanganu terila</tamil> but ya


mental health actually like, I don't think they exactly know what it is ah because I mean okay understandable <tamil>அவங்க:avanga</tamil> generation lah <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> they all they knew is like physical health and stuff <tamil>ஆனா:aanaa</tamil> so <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> is like during their generation there was not much of


emphasis on emotional health mental health <tamil>இந்த மாரி:intha maari</tamil> so <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> generation <tamil>தொடங்கும்போது நம்ம:thodangumpothu namma</tamil> generation <tamil>தொடங்கும்போது:thodangumbothu</tamil> it was like a lot more coming in and then it was, hard for them to to to to understand


, ya understand


and sometimes right <tamil>நம்ம வந்து நம்ம:namma vanthu namma</tamil> like if you talk to our non-indian friends like chinese friends or malay friends right <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு நம்ம சொல்றதே புரியாது:avangaluku namma solrathae puriyaathu</tamil> because the thing is they don't face such things


tamil friend like indian friend about it then they can connect better because yes correct <tamil>அவங்க வந்து புரியும் என்ன அவங்களும்:avanga vanthu puriyum enna avangalum</tamil> indian <tamil>நானும்:naanum</tamil> indian like you know understand better, so, ya


true true, bullshit , true true


conflict, yes yes totally understand, correct I felt that many times like


I think <tamil>உங்களுக்கு மட்டும் இல்ல எனக்கும் நிறைய வாட்டி நடந்து இருக்கு வீட்டுல:ungaluku mattum illa ennakum niraiya vaati nadanthu iruku veetula</tamil> and I believe like okay so recently I have been speaking to a number of people lah <tamil>அவங்களும் வந்து:avangalum vanthu</tamil> like they also like been facing family issue <tamil>அவங்க வீட்டுல அம்மா பிரச்னை அப்பா பிரச்னை:avanga veetula amma pirachanai appa pirachanai</tamil> then abuse and all these happenings and then like


I feel it's like I'm happy at the same time I'm sad <tamil>நான் ஏன் சந்தோஷமா இருக்கேனா:naan yaen santhoshamaa irukaenaa</tamil> like, at the same time I'm sad because <tamil>இதல்லாம் நடக்க வேண்டிய காரியம் இல்லை:ithalaam nadaka vaendiya kaariyam illai</tamil> like this all isn't supposed to be happening in the first place


I have no idea , , I know right like I'm very happy to see like you know a lot of Instagram pages on <tamil>அவங்க எல்லாரும் வந்து:avanga ellaarum vanthu</tamil> they promote brown not not promote brown culture sorry it's like


they are supporting brown ah individuals to overcome their difficulties, issues and stuff within their own family, so <tamil>அந்த மாரி:antha maari</tamil> page it's not daily <tamil>பாத்துட்டு இருப்பேன் அந்த மாரி:paathutu iruppaen antha maari</tamil> page so the more I see right I feel more empowered and I I feel like okay I'm a <tamil>அவங்க பணத்துலாம்:avanga panathulaam</tamil> I don't want to pass down to my kids because it's going ot be very shitty going to be very toxic <tamil>எனக்கு அது வேணாம்:ennaku athu venaam</tamil> ya


grey


, because they are parents mah that's your mother father you shouldn't go against them


, that's very true , then like I don't know lah I mean


some individuals are quite brave like some people really speak up for themselves <tamil>அவங்க வந்து அவங்களுக்காக பேசுறாங்க:avanga vanthu avangalukaaga pesuraanga</tamil> and that's like a very big thing and I am very proud of that


to gather their thoughts lah and then to understand the whole situation and the best thing is when you want to talk to your parents <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> timing correct eh <tamil>இருக்கனும் அவங்க வந்து கோவமா இருக்கக்கூடாது வந்து சோகமா இருக்க கூடாது:irukanum avanga vanthu kovamaa irukkakudaathu vanthu sogamaa irukka kudaathu</tamil> is like a neutral level and then when you bring it up then


I hope it goes well


, support


, (ppc)


the way she take her failure is different the way I take my failure is different so <tamil>இந்த மாரி:intha maari</tamil> failures <tamil>நடக்கும் போது:nadakum pothu</tamil> like mathematics test laboratory test or whatever ah, they will be like okay example so my reaction will be different I'll be like [orh]


okay lah one time fail only <tamil>அடுத்த வாட்டி:adutha vaati</tamil> pass <tamil>பண்ணிக்கலாம் ஆனா ஏன்:pannikalaam aanaa yaen</tamil> reaction <tamil>மாரியே ஏன்:maariyae yaen</tamil> classmate <tamil>இருக்காது:irukaathu</tamil> because you see we all like came from different background different families ya so the way we perceive things the way we take things is different and then people sometimes also tend to judge like oh


, oh yes yes yes yes I hate that , true


exactly that's not very nice,


understand understand, that that's what that's exactly what I wanted to say lah but that's the mathematics example but, ya actually brown families <tamil>பத்தி பேசுனா பேசிட்டே இருக்கலாம்:pathi pesunaa pesitae irukalaam</tamil> like


it's going to take very long and right now time <tamil>வந்து பன்னெண்டு நிமிஷம் தான் ஆகி இருக்கு வேற எத பத்தி பேசலாம்:vanthu pannandu nimisham thaan aagi iruku vera etha pathi pesalaam</tamil>


ah okay can, okay let's go,


okay this about education only education system


, okay <tamil>அந்த மாரி நான்:antha maari naan</tamil> like I have never thought from that perspective lah it's like society put us to all them the moment you born three year first three years you play play okay then the fourth year you go nursery kindergarten then you go primary school secondary school okay lah I never thought about that before


kind of actually is honestly depends on the individual <tamil>சில பேரு வந்து ரொம்ப நிறைய:sila peru vanthu romba niraiya</tamil> like okay study is my life <tamil>நான் நல்லா படிக்கனும் எல்லாத்துலயும்:naan nallaa padikanum ellatuhlayum</tamil> A <tamil>வாங்கனும்:vaanganum</tamil> though is it it doesn't matter if I don't have a life skill or whatever <tamil>நான் நல்லா படிச்சா போதும்:naan nallaa padichaa pothum</tamil> some people wait until masters like I have seen people doing that and then


and then but the thing about experience is I'm studying so <tamil>நான் படிச்சிட்டு இருக்கும் போது:naan padichitu irukum pothu</tamil> how can I give you correct how can I give you two years experience and some more even if I want to


look for a job okay so I want part time do I want do part time in IT example do something in IT


and then because of that they don't give me a job and because of this how am I going to have the experience, and then like


I don't want to talk about this but, understand


engineering yes


, ya


, and honestly okay <tamil>நான் இத பத்தி ஏன்:naan itha pathi yaen</tamil> a friend <tamil>கிட்ட கேட்டேன்:kita ketaen</tamil> I ask I ask him and then he said, the reason for singaporean parents to not even believe in arts because they don't even believe in that you see ah so the moment <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> parents <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> they start believing in arts


but they will watch ah ,


I mean ya people do say that [orh] <tamil>அது ரொம்ப:athu romba</tamil> toxic like media industry itself is like shit is like toxic, my family itself is toxic you talking about


I like that brother , (ppc), ya ya ya so <tamil>நம்ம நம்ம வந்து:namma namma vanthu</tamil> we all will like oh hello brother ya and then my friend is like


she's like a hug person like I'm like no no no no no <tamil>நான் வந்து:naan vanthu</tamil> handshake person feel damn bad, but too bad lah I can't continue she want to hug me she hug me lah just kidding okay


it's been nineteen minutes so <tamil>நம்ம அடுத்த:namma adutha</tamil> topic <tamil>போலாமா:polaamaa</tamil> let me think about it, colour


nice nice, okay, colourism racism eh it links lah ah okay ah okay so let me ask the question, have you okay okay


have you got have you got, bullied because of your colour because of your skin colour


, and the best part right whatever we talk about <tamil>இதோட:ithoda</tamil> we talk about three topics everything is linked up to family first thing was brown family okay brown parents secondly is education now is colourism okay <tamil>எல்லாமே:ellaamae</tamil> family lah <tamil>போய் முடியுது:poyi mudiyuthu</tamil> so I mean


err ya ya ya of course


okay <tamil>எனக்கு தெரியாது:ennaku teriyaathu</tamil> K one <tamil>கேட்டாலே:ketaalae</tamil> like that ah so what happened that time was it was time to take picture class photo group photo so <tamil>எல்லாரும் வந்து அழகா:ellarum vanthu alaga</tamil> colour dress <tamil>லாம் போட்டு வந்தாங்க:laam pottu vanthaanga</tamil> and then you know everyone have to stand row by row like that right short person in front tall behind


so I am like okay <tamil>அப்போ எனக்கு புரியல:appo ennaku puriyala</tamil> okay moving on fast forward, primary school not really because so primary school I had no friends lah I don't want to talk that's my issue and then secondary school ya secondary school


affected me and <tamil>அதுலாம்:athulaam</tamil> can I just be like that like you know just don't let this affect me, ah ah ya true


, can, anyways err whoever going to hear our recording right now like <tamil>நீங்க:nenga</tamil> indian ah <tamil>இருந்தாலும்:irunthaalum</tamil> or is a indian err malay or chinese


I don't know is a feeling the way that we are feeling if it's relatable please contact us like <tamil>பண்ணுங்க:pannunga</tamil> comment <tamil>பண்ணுங்க:panunga</tamil> subscribe <tamil>பண்ணுங்க அப்பிடியே:panunga apidiyae</tamil> ya and share this video okay I mean


if if I mean I'm not we are glad if you are facing such issues in like we are glad that you know you overcome it overcame it and ya there is more to go in life dude so


keep calm and study keep calm and pass your exams <tamil>என்னமோ வரும்:ennamo varum</tamil> not fan but I like their song


that means I am not a fan lah ya so eh not bad lah twenty five minutes, [eh] recording <tamil>பண்ணுதான்னு பாக்க வேணாமா இருபத்தி அஞ்சு நிமிஷம் இத:pannuthaanu paaka venaamaa irupathi anji nimisham itha</tamil> call <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு இருக்கோம்:pannitu irukom</tamil> okay


dude I love that I love that like, okay so I have seen you know chinese malay couples and then chinese indian couple malay indian couple indian chinese couple like okay so whenever I see them I don't know it it it's just makes me happy


like <tamil>அவ்ளோ சந்தோஷமா இருக்கும் அவங்கள பாக்கும் போது:avlo sandoshama irukum avanagala paakum pothu</tamil> is like you are not going err like how how do I say, ah yes you are open-minded and you are multi-racial I would say that and the best part is that the family kind of okay I can't say all the family accepted but of course I know they had like a long day a long and hard day that you know they have to fight for the


person that [orh] okay my what boyfriend girlfriend is not the same race as me I am <tamil>ஆனா எனக்கு ரொம்ப பிடிச்சி இருக்கு அவளை ரொம்ப பிடிச்சி இருக்கு:aanaa ennaku romba pidichi iruku avala romba pidichi iruku</tamil> and stuff and I'm very happy for him what do you feel


eh yes ,


true, ya ya, like


indian girl and chinese guy, I've seen malay girl and chinese guy I've seen indian guy chinese girl indian guy malay girl


eh so you are trying to say that you don't really see indian girl and another race guy, dude you open the judgement term


(ppc),


, highly likely


(mmhmm), ya ya <tamil>புரிது:purithu</tamil> , I don't know lah I mean in class leh remember I told you this story where I will just wink, at people so end up I wink I was winking at this chinese guy then he wink me back it was not like oh crush because <tamil>அந்த மாரிலாம் ஒன்னும் இல்ல:antha maarilaam onnum illa</tamil> it was just like


eh funny lah and the best part is <tamil>நான் போனாலும் நான் போனாலும் அவன் திருப்பி பண்றான்:naan pannaalum naan pannaalum avan thirupi pandran</tamil> and he respond back to me and it was so funny lah and I took it as like [orh] some joking way and stuff and you know, nowadays I don't even talk to him <tamil>பேசவே மாட்டேன்:pesavae maataen</tamil> because


okay <tamil>ரெண்டு பேரு குள்ள:rendu preu kulla</tamil> issue they are having issue and then like, I've heard a lot about him and I don't know I it's like he drifted away from us and then I just don't know how to react it's like sometimes okay I miss you dude <tamil>அது மாரி தோணும்:athu maari thonum</tamil> mind lah but can't say that mah


but ya the winking shit is like just awesome, , love and relationship


man, bigg boss I have been wanting to watch but I never watch because <tamil>ஏன்:yaen</tamil> time <tamil>வீனா போகும் நான் பாக்கல:veenaa pogum naan paakala</tamil> school <tamil>வேல இருக்கு மத்த வேலைலாம் இருக்கு:vela iruku maththa velailaam iruku</tamil> this the current one


Bala ya ya


and some more she is just nineteen, eh how old is Bala how old is Bala do you know


Shan you talk to Shan ah, Shan scolded <tamil>இந்த பொண்ணு:intha ponnu</tamil> #saara sanam# he like <tamil>தறுதலை:tharuthalai</tamil> or something sia I saw that Instagram then I am like


okay what she did I don't know what she did she kicked the back or something is it


really, Sanam has changed man dramas, bullshit, okay moving on


I feel like I have a love love and hate relationship between both exams and assignment


assignments are fun thank you thank you brother okay assignments are fun <tamil>ஆனா என்ன பண்றாங்க:aanaa enna pandraanga</tamil> they will give everything at one shot and then they will ask you to give at like ten assignments, exam is like exam lor what do you think do you like exam or assignments project


(mmhmm), oh oh ya assignment is like, your everyday effort counts, so <tamil>நீ ஒரு நாள்:nee oru naal</tamil> like <tamil>ஒழுங்கா பண்ணலானா கூட:olunga pannalanaa kuda</tamil> it will affect you


oh my god, okay let's talk about future like what do you want to be in future <tamil>எதிர்காலத்தில்:ethirkaalathil</tamil> is that a joke legit


you said five


only if they know mah, you know my <tamil>சித்தி:chithi</tamil> son the father is not the real one the current father is not the real father


can't so basically she got divorce one time and then now she's living with, the second husband lah and then she already had a son before so he doesn't know that the father is not his real father


I don't know if it's appropriate or okay to tell


but I shouldn't tell the mother should tell ya, I would I don't mind <tamil>அன்னிக்கி பண்ண:aniki panna</tamil> drama <tamil>எங்க அம்மா எங்க சித்தி:enga amma enga chitti</tamil> you want me to big drama when I said I want to adopt kids lah they say like they will like what ah


because that's not normal to them that's what they feel, it's just them man


they will make a big issue my mother make a big issue I think you know about me not having regular periods then she was like what ah if you not having your regular periods you will


then I am like okay so okay that it's okay that if I not going to give birth I can still adopt and still don't understand the fact about adopting kids


they love kids


I know right, exactly brother


are you going to get certificate or ya and then to the to the fact where sometime I have to just lie to him saying that oh <tamil>எனக்கு:ennaku</tamil> eh okay certificate is already a big thing to him so I will just tell him that oh okay I will get a certificate out of this


so I mean, ya I just want to do for a good because like I just want to meet new people, that's already a return to me I volunteer I meet new people that's a return but for them return it should be something physically how do you call that something physical something that you can touch which is money and certificate


as in example


(mmhmm)


, it's beautiful


, sometime when you make people happy we ourselves will happy, life go just just be happy like just do something that makes you happy


, sometimes I okay sometimes I wonder, okay when you look at like singapore's cost of living <tamil>அது ரொம்ப கூட இருக்கு:athu romba kuda iruku</tamil> starting from food lah housing lah CPF lah all these things


but at the same time I am doing what I like I mean what I like but then how am I going to pay all those things that I'm living for


have you thought about that, ya but


ya ya ya


get out and do, but ya man, I don't want to live err


(ppc) toxic <tamil>பிடிக்காது:pidikaathu</tamil> hate office jobs, you know I like mobility like just kidding lah but ya I like mobility I like to move around and stuff


so I can't just sit at one place like oh nine to five <tamil>உக்காந்து:ukanthu</tamil> computer <tamil>தட்டிகிட்டு:thattikittu</tamil> this is why I won't I won't work in IT like, Nah man, what are we talking about what are you talking about


iron is it, you are weird , see <tamil>நீ பாட்டு தேடிட்டு எனக்கு:nee paatu theaditu ennaku</tamil> YouTube <tamil>அனுப்பு:anupu</tamil> I mean WhatsApp lah <tamil>அனுப்பு நான் பாக்குறேன்:anupu naan paakuraen</tamil>


, that's me if I during exams exam man <tamil>படிச்சது மண்டைல இருக்காது:padichathu mandaila irukaathu</tamil> songa lyrics <tamil>தான் மண்டைல இருக்கும்:thaan mandaila irukum</tamil> I think it's not only my issue <tamil>எல்லாம்:ellaam</tamil> face that


I don't think about numbers Algebra you know I think about lyrics, and over here I'm just like having my Zoom lesson and


not so good, but I got see your mother cook then I write recipe all but I never practice lah !huh!


, okay so


how are you going to how are you going to cook for your husband, imagine that you marry a chef leh


you need patience to cook, you really need patience to cook


but ya, ya man imagine you marry a chef everyday you get to eat new dishes


!wah! !wah! !wah! , man not bad lah we talk about for forty five minutes already forty six minutes


true true true true, it's okay not everyone can cook


ya, it's very warm it's very, I know right


buy pad for you, house, what girls can do for guys ah


why though your one house toilet


!huh! that means the way you clean the toilet, ,


!wah! ha, I just thought about this topic I just forgot what was it what is it lah, what ah what ah what ah


I can't see a future being guy can't be your future <tamil>என்ன தெரியாது:enna teriyathu</tamil> but teacher my teacher over here it is impossible to build a perfect and secured software oh wait is there a tutorial or something


don't know


if you ask me then I will oh that means you are gonna give me without me knowing, but you can let me know


I know that I don't want try ah I I want to try out things


mood, okay it's been forty nine minutes <tamil>இன்னும் பத்து நிமிஷம் இருக்கு:innum pathu nimisham iruku</tamil> I thought it was fifty nine you know, I was thinking about another topic shit I forgot


ya, I think I saw but


is it out yet or something, (hmm), I don't know leh


they would prefer indian muslim people who speak Urdu, north indian, but you know indian indian tamil Urdu like that


I don't know irritating (hmm), because it's been like tradition like oh <tamil>முன்னாடிலேந்தே:munaadilanthae</tamil> it's like indian lah


kind of honestly don't know like I can't answer your questions because I didn't even know ya but, that's mood that's mood


<tamil>இன்னும் ஒம்போது நிமிஷம் இருக்கு:innum ombothu nimisham iruku</tamil> what shall we do, hello what shall we do


I don't know [lah]


brother


okay do you think guys and girls have different treatments


tell me about it, , ya man


brown culture brown culture everything also brown culture


we're talking about something, really #yuvan shakar raja#, !wow! oh ya ya ya <tamil>அந்த பாட்டு தெரியும் வேலை இல்லா பட்டதாரி:antha paatu teriyum velai illa pattathaari</tamil> lah


I'm not surprised, eh you got see you got see <tamil>பொள்ளாச்சி நீரே:pollaachi neerae</tamil> or not


you eat it


you eat the ants, but you are wearing shoes how is that


, , okay can you go come for the next topic next topic


no [eh], see you as a nurse


because when you help them block !wow! err


no, !wah!, I didn't know you like teacher teaching


oh so cute


drama teacher, , ya


(mmhmm) your english okay what english quite good, !wow!


because I feel like you are more towards the career woman, I also like it's irritating


I want to I like to act I want to try out and then I I like to a drama


I I I got do acting in school before and I like it <tamil>டி:di</tamil> and <tamil>அது பண்ணனும்னு ஆச:athu pannanumnu aasa</tamil> and then speaker I want to be a speaker <tamil>அதுவும் பண்ணனும் ஆச:athuvum pannanum aasa</tamil> and then, what else ah, event events planner <tamil>அப்பிடியும் ஆவனும் ஆச:apidiyum aavanum aasa</tamil> start out my own business <tamil>அதுவும் ஆச:athuvum aasa</tamil> have so many things then like sometimes you don't know where to start because you are just so fickle minded and you have like so many things in mind


ah, I feel like you should go ECG counseling


then recently I've been taking up online courses about events management and public speaking


paid paid for it you know, sixteen dollars SGD, like that ya


they do it, err two actually it depends some courses are like


okay they they do by hour calculation so maybe forty eight hours sixty eight hours like that <tamil>அந்த மாரி:antha maari</tamil> hour calculation <tamil>பண்ணுவாங்க:pannuvaanga</tamil> then once you completed everything then they have have like test for you <tamil>முடிக்கனும் முடிச்சதுகாப்பரம்:mudikanum mudichathukaaparam</tamil> then they have to give you a certificate


then Selvi LinkedIn do you have LinkedIn you should create LinkedIn


it's not only job experience it's about your own personal skill professional skill <tamil>இது வரைக்கும் நீ என்னலாம் வேலை பாத்து இருக்க:ithu varaikum nee ennalaam velailaam paathu iruka</tamil> yes you just connect <tamil>பண்ணத்தான்:pannathaan</tamil> then you can just like start up with some random contribution


I am building it up almost everyday can't do just one day then stop because you have to build up connection then add your experiences <tamil>அதலாம் பண்ணனும்:athalaam pannanum</tamil> anyway, it was nice talking to you too and


sarah


with, (mmhmm), (uh huh) (uh huh)


can ah, , serious, but then ah but must submit on time ah, (mmhmm)


, just now morning I go uh collect puzzle, ya , ya a two hundred piece puzzle to do with my friend


for fun ah to do ah then after that it's a marvel themed puzzle two hundred pieces it's for budak-budak ah, but for six years old plus, ya ya two hours tau


ya, !huh!, so ya rest day ah !chey! besok [kan] Deepavali


so other than that I also makan at this turkish or I don't know ah turkish ke apa it's called Tabbouleh, ah oh ya, , but I I book on eatigo so ada macam fifty percent off


ya ya but it but still expensive ah so kita share one meal ya, but quite nice ah the meat was macam the meat was well marinated ya ya ya


ya try eatigo eatigo saved my life, but I really wanted the apa dessert the Kunafa eh Kanafeh, it's like cheese no it's it's it's it's I thought it's cheese based dessert pastu macam ada macam this noodle thingy it looks like #bee hoon# ya


ya ya, ya I want [seh] but then my friend don't want, then I also wanted to buy Broti also the thai milk tea drink


ya, but they sell more expensive now like I think they increase by fifty cents, I've never tried eh ya I think I your sister bought once for me before


ya, serious which one you always buy is pastries right bakery bakes, (uh huh)


I went to their another sister cafe is it, lickety lickety and Fika right they have Fika [kan] and lickety, I tried lickety okay ah, !huh! it's just beside Konditori, ya the egglet waffles


I also never try I don't eat the ice cream, then ya then we went marina barrage abeh fix puzzle tu ah, ya, with my friend


my friend lah ya, (mmhmm), so you did school stuff ah today


, ah deadline, oh my god , (mmhmm) oh


why, oh suruh dia off ah


excuses , ,


oh my god , ah (uh huh)


(uh huh), then your kawan never tell her parents off, ah oh


(mmhmm) then why you never say, oh ya true true, (mmhmm)


with who versus who, tottenham apa tottenham, tottenham eh really but the spelling is


okay, tottenham spurs hotspurs, , they won, we won you won you


okay, [jer], [jer]


(mmhmm), eh ya (uh huh), (uh huh)


oh really ah who's second or what, oh,


leicester leicester tottenham, tottenham, cannot lah very busy


school lah got my FYP now, but today I never go school so ya good lah, no lah my FYP OTOT


uh I have to finish my lab work until, before thirtieth november, my presentation was is on thirtieth november week, and I'm the first


ya, cause my professor dari new zealand right, then the time difference [kan] five hours, it used to be four hours [seh], ya so I have to be the first ah, those under the new zealand professors have to present first like from nine AM to eleven AM lah


ya, new zealand, ya but then kalau apa the what do you borders tak buka then, I will go yes of course


ya, say what , ya ya, , because ah the university in new zealand wanted to host us


that's why ya, so if semua orang nak pergi then my prof will plan, I'm excited, new zealand ya


new zealand's already accepting right, ah okay


(uh huh) (uh huh), (mmhmm), really


!wow!, ya


(mmhmm), ya true, (mmhmm) (mmhmm)


, really, is he mixed, oh, !wow! I love their accent


wait your what primary school friend, (uh huh),


wait when was this


you have whatsapp in primary five already,


really, oh my god, (mmhmm), what serious


(mmhmm), true, but still singapore


oh that's a bore ,


brush up, ah ya, , okay, did you eat dinner already


eh ya sia , I don't know she only drive like macam dua minit pastu dah fail immediate failure, ya, , I was rooting for her [seh]


I was online on my phone waiting for her abeh dia cakap okay bye a few minutes later dia dah message, ya then I'm like damn it lah, ya ya ya


then she said also her warm up was very smooth, ya, nervous eh, , ya, I don't know


I don't know, (mmhmm), ah true, I want to take ah car license beep beep , why


I want to fill up my license card class two B two A two three A three A is what auto or manual, don't want I want manual, why, I want I want


ya lah ya she very demoralised,


should be lah, what the tester or the her own instructor, ya ya ya, eh


oh dia cikgu ah


(mmhmm), so she she will specialise in what


oh, oh eh oh diploma, !woo! fun


eh, , why you can teach you want to teach


(uh huh), (uh huh), (mmhmm)


I don't know ah but then since I'm studying like food technology right then just stay in the food technology ah


ya in the industry, I want to try manufacturing ah food manufacturing like processing and all, but then the thing is that my course tak ajar sangat about that dia macam just touch and go, we only focus more on like chemistry, ya, but not like the physics the engineering not so much ah


processing manufacturing so it's like more on the engineering side ah, like factory stuff like machines equipment like how you make how you


produce the, the the food item ya ya ya ya, so basically you want to upscale it lah, ya so you must make sure that your process is efficient and all ya


basically macam engineering lah, (mmhmm), can also or like I'm working in that company and I have to optimise the process ah


ya okay, ya but they focus more on my my course focus banyak on like ya chemistry the physical physical and chemical interactions between food ingredients, fun is fun lah tapi macam (ugh)


can lah, oh oh I can be a food process technician R&D chemist microbiologist


but we focus more on food lah so if we if you compare food technologies eh if you compare uh having a food technology degree and a chemistry degree then you gonna be a chemist obviously dia orang akan choose chemist graduate right ya so it's like narrowed down lah ya


ah yes that's right ya


ya, (mmhmm), ya macam no point ah, eh Karisma applying for nursing


ya ya no she applied this macam uh career switch is it, this career switch thing and then she got rejected lah because the requirement thirty five years old, she's only twenty two but then they redirected her to another scheme


okay which is nursing only lah they offered her nursing so, ya lah ah then ada bond and also allowance after that ya, ya ya but diploma ah


I mean like why not right, , I mean like I think she's exploring lah


different areas, ya that's true, ya ya ya and she's earning good now also and she likes it


I mean but it's good lah like she has different, options to choose in the future, not like us, , hope for the best [jer] doakan you know


want what, stay ah


ah


not yet, five years though, ya !wow!, uh okay lah I just apply lah anything boleh just quit right


(mmhmm), ah, but is it like syarahan you know setting


, (mmhmm)


ya, (mmhmm) funny


(uh huh), so your classmates all rapat ah


(uh huh), like sisters in islam, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


so now your lessons through zoom ah, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


why, true true ya, eh because I just use my phone, I mean I use my phone to use zoom then I just baring and all


ya, then tertidur but nasib tak payah on video ah, oh !wow! badass, it's recorded is it okay, (mmhmm)


but she's taking taking up all of your time, wait she is it a she or a he,


(mmhmm), so nak zoom ke nak physical ni , ah true, but malas ah


how do you go to school, eh belum pernah pergi [kan], oh oh, (uh huh), wait SIM right


oh SMU, eh SIM ke SMU, oh you don't even know your school okay


SUSS, oh


oh, then if your sister dapat NIE she won't be staying in the dorm or what, or hall eh dorm whatever ah


nearer and better what, NTU kat mana [seh]


ah that's true okay okay okay, !oi! sorry ah (mmhmm), ya


yes, okay ah no if I take MRT then after that it's like one hour plus tapi kalau naik motor half an hour [jer]


oh SIM tu (uh huh), oh my one is in SP, ya


COVID COVID, ya rapatkan saf , [kan] ya


ya that's true, I mean even before like the cases cool down right, the bus and all still pack what, I mean but people try to actually avoid right like taking crowded public trains and buses


oh got the sticker and all right ya ah


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), (uh huh) (uh huh), but they extend the right the time now


okay, now I don't know, it used to be lah all these while it has been twenty four seven, that time they got case what then they closed down


but I don't you remember ah, eh eh,


okay, (uh huh), during when, during, ya malam oh okay


order ah, oh


ya, I don't know, I stay near industrial area what, ya


(uh huh), ya, must walk further down a bit lah, then kalau halal pun like those halal western


ya, no don't have,


grab ah, (uh huh), ya ya ya


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


oh, so we blame COVID eh, semua benda blame COVID


, I want circuit breaker life that's the best time best time of my life, okay, ya yes


(mmhmm), (mmhmm),


then what you do [seh] during circuit breaker, , did you try the chloe Ting workout that everyone tried


healthy living, !wow!


(uh huh), that's true, now also I cannot really exercise lor cause busy FYP


(uh huh), oh oh , ya, (mmhmm)


, monday is observe holiday what, (uh huh)


ya lah holiday ah, why, oh my god ya, , then if like if you have physical lessons also, let's say you have physical lessons


UK takde Deepavali eh, , oh, christmas


halloween pun dia orang ada holiday eh, , !huh! really two weeks


all western countries, oh cause december also what


three to four weeks ah, okay lah but now also, from for my this year eh for my uh this year's trimester break, will be only two weeks, cause my FYP habis twentieth december then my next module start


next year also lah ya so only two weeks break, is it even two weeks, ya


take gap year, wait really oh ya, then you work at airport , (uh huh)


then what, oh ya hor, go australia for what though, oh ya


gold coast, oh, so if like let's say my new zealand trip jadi right I want to go for a road trip ah


with my friends, but I cannot drive, but for my clique right five of us, three three of them can drive and two of us can ride but mostly kita tak nak rent motor lah


that's why, eh I don't know, , really, how to convert


really again, okay, (mmhmm),


if I go new zealand I want to go sky diving, bungee jumping, !huh!, ifly, !ee! merepek [jer], I want to go bungee jumping


sky diving, hiking


cliff jumping, tak lah aku tak boleh swim, ah, cliff jumping [kan] kena swim [kan], ya tapi kalau pakai vest okay lah


life guard eh life life what is it called, nak pakai life guard , (uh huh), when


did you visit the mosque, did you visit the mosque, (uh huh) (uh huh), (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), my friend recently went also after the shooting, then nampak ah because they retain the pintu semua [kan] then can still see the bullet holes and all, ya ya, but then of course they wash the blood and stuff lah


and people are still putting like, ya, it's good lah, new zealand looks like a good country for retirement, nope


, oh okay, (uh huh)


(mmhmm),


, but would you retire in western countries or in asia, why not


why not, why not, I would, okay that's true fair point,


but why though, why you don't want to retire there, (mmhmm), (mmhmm), better, better in what way


okay, (mmhmm)


that's true, (mmhmm),


then why would a lot of #ang mohs# retire in indonesia and stuff, cool [seh]


is it


I want to, , ah true


okay, which country, ah okay, for what, but why is she living in the woods, experience for youtube eh


ah


(mmhmm), true true,


like for the experience like for a few days okay lah macam camping, eh singapore boleh camping, eh bodoh kat #pulau ubin#, boleh, eh, because I watch videos like you know you got watch the smart local


you what's the smart local, (uh huh), ya so they have videos of them camping in #pulau ubin# but I don't know if because they're allowed to or, because dia ada semua ya permit, but I want [seh] like cool I just want to cook dekat campfire ah actually


campfire's burning , , (mmhmm)


nature, !aww!, okay, you're too comfortable, get out of your comfort zone


, (uh huh), so aku campak kau dalam hutan ah


, , , oh depends lah on what


not really but , ya not really ah but must get used to it lah ya, ya, (mmhmm) (mmhmm), ya


which country, (uh huh), I want spain ah !chey!


(mmhmm), ya safest choice, but if you were to uh be offered a job overseas would you consider


pros and cons, (mmhmm)


true, same,


eh jangan cakap gitu , , eh shut up , download ya actually quite cool right


like you think I would get like new zealand muslims, !wah! boring then might as well I go malaysia, ah true


!aww! man, , I hope I get ah but I don't know how long the trip will be though, it's supposed to be three months


for my FYP, then ya, so now my FYP cause my I'm under, new zealand prof so it's like very hard lah communication wise and timezone also


like if she if like I don't know what to do then I cannot expect uh and immediate response, ya and also I have to email her by twelve PM singapore time also, because by then dah pukul five dia orang dah balik [seh] ya


, I think almost sixty, but like three of them are part-time, taking part-time degree ya, so ya


no but these three students they cannot go new zealand so sad right, , because they have job already mah, ya ya


in food industry ya food industry, who, , gatal , who


I forgot his name ah, is it the same guy, #de bruyne#, you like him also


eh you know that time okay continue okay I continue, that time ah I watch this #mufti menk#, uh macam syarahan right then after that


ya one is subuh zuhur asar maghrib isyak dengan mohamed saleh


, (ugh), no the fact that it's from #mufti menk# is so funny, ya,


true, #bernardo silva#, portugese #como es tas#


I thought their language similar, eh sorry, , Como,


now, about man city, they have, the same software you send me eh the same app, so they have what, tottenham tottenham and man city


manchester city eh manchester united now rabak [seh] they used to be so, shut up , they used to be so good


probably or like all the good players are there then now dia orang dah or retire ya, true, who's that


jesse, english footballer eh, rashford, eh


eh I thught the league just started, !huh! then, I thought just started, they took a break cause of COVID also right


to be first, really


, les ah, is it


to catch up yes


I can take myself where is it, okay, fourteen, okay ah


, okay


, no how to subscribe, !huh!


why, illegally, oh you mean on TV, oh I have android TV, , android lah where you can get all the ya channel, but is it illegal


but nobody checks your house broadband right, (mmhmm)


what do I think about chelsea, I don't keep up anymore lah, boring


ya, but I'm so excited for my university games, ya ya they say it might happen in january, it might happen in january


ya, but I stopped going also, ya


know what, ya got COVID what, it's supposed to be september abeh COVID and a lot of restrictions, then also like I miss my soccer friends [seh]


in school, oh SUSS, SUSS takde bola lah for girls


SUTD NTU NUS SMU dengan SIT


SUTD, university of technology design eh


ya that time went I went to SUTD for my match right kita versus SMU, that was my second day of riding motor, riding motor


yes I self skid, ya lah kat jalan lah abeh mana lagi , ya ada pakcik tolong ya kat Simei, heart pain, ya on the way to match


no, when I sampai I nangis but I scored two goals so , us lah, we won two one ha I scored, so all these while nak kena accident dulu ah


score three, that's perfect who said that, as in the roles is it, really, oh sets


three goals lah in one game by the same player, didn't I taught I taught you that right, the terms oh, ya then I educated you


park the bus, okay fine, offside


Ole, ya, , free kick, okay ah


after the end of the game, because takde winner ah


ya, ya, ya, nope, it's one set, then after that like no I mean like then it's five sets I mean five five penalties so you to keep kicking lah so basically if like


throughout that five kicks uh both teams scored five right then they continue another set, so, ya, but very emotional lah this penalty I don't know I I just feel like it's emotional


that time aku tengok uh this with RP versus ITE, then after that uh RP scored uh the game from penalty so [dah] draw one one the it it's then final match so final match then after that draw so obviously must go penalty right then after that


RP keep missing [seh], ya, it's very emotional


(mmhmm), [dah] lah


just now I went to my friend's house to do, to do a test, uh apa eh , uh econs ah ya and it was like so difficult but we were on a zoom with like seven other students then we all buat the test together


we didn't cheat but, we just macam one student apa tu one student screen share dia punya screen like when he was when he while he was doing the the quiz ah, we all help him lah do the quiz then after that then we all collate the answer abeh kita submit


cannot ah , takde, ya they're quite flexible to be honest, of course lah ya but it's ya it was like one hour, ya


but lucky lah cause like I never study my friend also never study then we just action [jer] macam like uh A A I think it's A , ya then you what you what you do today


puzzle, oh


oh, eh oh so you you finish it ah, oh, !chey! rest day ah


oh ya that's true, aku tak tahu yang besok Deepavali actually, Tabbouleh eh kat itu uh arab street eh, oh I think I've heard


oh serious oh, oh okay ah


juicy [kan], I tried before also kat arab street but


oh is it macam dia macam cake right eh no, oh yes yes yes yes yes ya ya ya ya ya ya I know what I know what you're talking about ah that one sedap [seh]


and like very sweet, ya, oh kat arab street also


oh okay lah, I feel like eating apa Konditori dekat arab street, is, is it damn sedap serious ya


pastries ya I just buy croissant and like the madeleines, I think quite standard ah for for pastries ya


ya , oh ya ya they have Fika ya, oh dia jual ice cream eh oh ya ya ya ya but I never try the the waffle one


ya !wah! so today you jalan-jalan ah oh, and, who's your friend


okay cool ya I was just, ya I just did school stuff cause aku belum habis essay, [dah] over


ya so that's why ni kena fast game, ya


because she on the aircon ya, the kipas not strong enough


ya and then we just ya we just had lunch abeh supposed to uh apa buat our assignment ah then she like uh penat ah, ya then I was like eh I come to your house then her parents balik her parents balik uh apa dining cause we were studying at the dining table


then the TV was beside the dining table and macam their sofas and everything ah right, then parents dia okay I eat dinner ah abeh just on switch on the TV then we are like trying to study, then I was like okay lah it defeats the purpose right then I was like


oh my god okay I need to leave I think I think maybe like it's a sign that I should leave, I think but she wasn't even doing work so it didn't bother her lah and I also think macam she


don't want ah so rude ya some more rumah dia like I don't want to say, uh apa tu last week did you watch the soccer game, uh


tottenham versus, tottenham lah , the the spelling is tottenham of course lah but the it's actually tottenham


tottenham siapa eh I think, spurs COYS , ya we won uh, we won eh I represent the team also


ya then we won apa eh jap let me check the score I think it was like, one zero ah ya, [jer], ya [jer] and I think it was harry Kane yang scored, ya but it was like macam last minute was like a last minute goal ya


ya nasib but we needed it because after the, we needed it eh !chey! but they needed it because uh uh after they after the win they were first in premier league


but only, second was apa eh can't remember ah maybe like


I think I don't know how to pronounce like leicester, ya whatever tottenham, ya then after that they beat wolves then they were first, ya


did you watch any games lately, with, oh ya


ya, your FYP macam when's the deadline


to present, (uh huh), , oh


new zealand ya


oh, like no as in no the school will say oh, like the school will like oh you guys can go, cause sometimes like even borders buka like still doesn't mean that you know can go right, ya


oh, oh okay lah hopefully but, but dah buka borders belum it's still closed,


I don't know I have no idea, but anyway I just found out yang the IB international business students in my course, uh they are supposed to I think in their like third year they're supposed to go to UK lah to to study abeh sekarang border closed right and also the cases rising [kan]


then I think cause I didn't know that we have another campus kat Dubai, ya I didn't know that ya so then I heard lah macam I don't know if it's true or not macam the students will go there, ya


that's why macam like tak dengar at all right about Dubai like corona cases ya so, but lucky I'm not IB student ah cause anyway if in in any cases macam both tak buka or both not accepting like foreigners then you waste your money right


ya, uh and then, also, speaking of new zealand, I remember that aku teringat there's this guy in my primary school macam he he's from new zealand ah


ya he's from new zealand, ya tapi dia mix macam cina ah dia cina dengan NZ, okay but I didn't really talk to him so I, ya my primary school okay lah more not a friend lah more of a classmate


so last time aku ada this whatsapp group, uh ya whatsapp group, and also last time my english wasn't that good like it wasn't great lah and I like my grammar macam like, uh sembarang right ya then after that, uh he was inside that group also and I never talk to him at all so


this was like in like primary five I think ya, ya, ya okay anyway, anyway


he oh sorry I typed if I'm not wrong lah maybe something like she have [kan] salah right ya, and then he corrected me [seh], ya he corrected me and then he's like oh your english sucks, ya then I macam at that point of time I was like rude


ya ya and then I left the group , ya I left the group cause, because of him lah to be honest and that was like rude what like I know lah like my english sucks at that time of point but you don't say that to a person


I don't know I I don't care, I have no idea I literally have no idea, (ugh) that's not the point , ah just just so rude but anyway


that incident made me want, ya made me want to brush my english ya, look at me now , ya


ya just now, a'ah mak dia masak tak lah we ordered food , we just ordered food actually I wanted to go out cause I didn't wanna stay at her place, ya then she was like oh malas then I was like okay lah fine just order [jer]


oh by the way Karisma didn't pass her driving, so what happen, (uh huh), serious, okay lah I think that time also aku dua minit abeh aku hit curb abeh dia like terus suruh balik


me too, serious, but like before the test she look she looked confident to be honest ya, uh like she sounded confident lah ya right


eh, I think it's just the nerves ah, !huh! serious why


but she book already, then she should book, you already have motor just take the motor lah


okay lah actually no it's good, ya okay, auto, your head lah no need lah for what don't waste your money


you want you do ah your money right , ah then she's like she's sad she still talk about it, okay lah ya same I get the feeling


, but it's okay I mean at least her instructor nice [kan], her own instructor, ya


ah , ya, uh like some allied educator dekat but it's under MOE ah ya


it's outdoor activity macam outdoor outdoor learning ya, sort of but she but she applied for NIE to teach


I don't know like after this english test then she will, but I think the english test should be final macam like the final round I guess ya then she will know lah ya, teaching ah


this is diploma in teaching, ya diploma so she can only teach in primary school if I'm not wrong, ya then kalau she nak ajar kat secondary then kena ambil degree ah ya


, obviously but speaking of that, I suddenly macam nak apply for NIE


and then like and then throughout secondary school poly macam okay not so much like not so much of like I wanna be a teacher and things like that, then suddenly but now I don't know why macam I feel that maybe being a teacher is not so bad after all


ya I don't know how about you, industry


oh, oh so when what do you mean by food what manufacturing ah


so macam like what you do, like do you get, okay


food oh, oh, oh okay so macam for example, so for for example macam okay you like a company wants to manufacture food ah so they will come to people like you is it


okay, chemistry


oh, I get it then so what could be your potential future careers with that degree, what would it be


, ya


I see but so interesting, I don't want to just ya like I don't want to just work for the money you know macam ambil duit abeh balik ya


ya, oh serious why, (uh huh)


oh , ya, (uh huh)


as in nursing belajar nursing, oh but why I thought she just got a full time job, I no no I don't understand I don't see the point, but it's just what she's suddenly passionate I mean like not passionate but interested or


but to be honest macam just take one thing at a time ah, exactly, exactly abeh nak ambil nursing


options, okay that's true, ya ya, stick to one, okay lah hopefully


ya, but to be honest my degree also I'm also not so sure if I want ya


if I want to, ya stay or like continue finishing,


!huh!, no as in aku tahu ah , don't know kalau don't know if like it's the right choice or not ya


ya, so did you apply for the for the madrasah course, why, !alah! this is why


, ya honestly, but their I mean the teaching style is quite relaxed ya


!duh! but orang muda ya macam our age ah


but interesting lah ya macam some like you never know that there are things that there are more things to be explored ya


ya so and it's interesting ah and the ustad funny, ya


ya, ah ya like ya we are just no but serious macam in the whatsapp group like everyone's just like nice to each other lah ya


then just try to help out each other in any way that we can, ya ya all through zoom, but quite sad lah like I want to go back, I mean even uni also is through zoom


and I don't to be honest I don't quite like it, because macam not that productive, ya, serious


oh, are you serious, ya I don't even attend , because okay, cause


it's recorded ya so macam what's the point, if you wanna sit in abeh some of the students tanya banyak soalan and they can take up like twenty minutes you know just asking, cause I remember I was rewatching uh one of the videos [kan] as it dia macam just tanya for like like twenty minutes non stop


ya and then I just skip that part I was like


exactly she's ya, eh


I don't know , but I think I think physical better ah, ya


but I tried going to campus before aku naik train,


ah boleh ah no, eh uh SUSS


ya !duh! takkan I stop at Bugis sia abeh kena naik bus


both of us ah, just change ah macam siapa siapa like I don't know like depends on our schedule, no lah for what, dorm ya, no lah for what balik ah


ya but, I know but I don't think, ya , but I don't think she wants to stay at the dorm I think for us to be honest not worth it and if we have a car for what you want to stay at the dorm ya


ya fikir ah , ya so it makes sense what right ya, oh oh ya


but jauh naik public bus, where's your school eh like which like because I know


oh oh eh but MRT like easier what, oh ya oh ya sorry, ya (mmhmm) COVID


but tadi I not tadi lah the other day I took train macam semua orang like rapat-rapat , ya like there's no social distancing at all, I mean okay lah like there's no COVID cases but don't take the risk ah ya


ya, , ya no but there was like social distancing in the cabin macam they separate with those things


ya and then they remove like I think belum lagi phase two then they remove, ya


, no tak cause that time I like aku lapar gila at like two AM and I want to order ah abeh like closed ya


I don't know until what time, but it is twenty four seven [kan], no like macam ya


oh ya ya ya ya ya ya I remember, scary ya, and it was like


and it was like so damn crowded like we went on a friday night, and I was like, what do you mean, during


no but uh dia nak lepak that's why ya


then, but ya your place macam takde tempat like makan right, I know so sad, Kopitiam


oh, oh ya ya ya that's true, oh oh takde macam mama mama shop gitu eh oh


oh, oh cool, [kan], oh wait so it's macam OTOT ah grab oh, I didn't know that, ya but I think aku macam now that I'm schooling tak payah kerja ah


it's not I punya tak tahu jaga masa ah ya


a'ah lah, ah , okay this unpopular opinion but to be honest like I still want like COVID to continue


circuit breaker ya ya ya, but even though okay I take that back I mean circuit breaker not COVID cause obviously we all want COVID to disappear right, but ya circuit breaker


but I feel that even they leave circuit like it's still circuit breaker you know what I mean ya but I like


to be honest I don't know if you feel like that also, I just stay at home ah, serious, I don't know kemas rumah serious macam every single day I just like kemas rumah


like macam satu dua hari abeh macam last , ya, ya, no lah but now aku try ah macam exercise


ya, no because macam okay that time I remember I was like, I had I was swamped lah basically with a lot of assignments and I didn't exercise for quite some time


ya just wasn't like a good period then I realise like oh how important exercising is, ya


you could have exercised , I get it


, monday, okay


I don't think for me, [kan] ikut UK time macam UK ya, sad , ya, I have no idea actually but I don't know lah


a'ah eh I don't think so eh, I don't think so also probably just like, new years, [kan]


I'm curious now how come takde eh, I think so ah two weeks what, ya


I don't know but for like I mean for my school at least lah they give two weeks, ya, then your school macam usually is it two weeks, eh I mean like how long is your holiday


oh, (uh huh)


oh, is it, same lah mine mine only two weeks also


or not I would have worked , I took a gap year, ya, because cannot travel mah, shit I wanted to go to australia


I think after february I think ya like work ended in february ya I wanted to go australia already like set, (hmm) then COVID ah, ya then cannot what


ya so sad, [kan] abang aku tinggal kat situ ya like macam just visit dia ah


ya but boleh drive to gold coast ah ya, we , go ah, oh ya


oh best lah, !wah! ya ya, eh, better don't


ya, but uh NZ on the left or right dia punya driving, ya if on the left then you cannot drive also no point, ya, you must take the test there


ya ya, but ya cause for australia you I think it was on the right so it was fine then uh, and it quite easy macam I see lah I think it's quite easy


ya ifly, , Sentosa ada [pe]


, ah #bukit timah# , , mountain climbing


swim, swim, !huh!, oh ya ya ya ya !eeyer!


oh ya life jacket kau nak pakai life guard , but I've been to NZ once, ya, when I was young probably maybe like nine


okay ya not nine maybe like, five , yes I did yang my dad even showed me a photo, okay ah later I show you, so he took this photo and then remember the shooting that happened he said that


the mosque is near there ya so scary, then, , are you serious seram [pe]


ya lah, oh my goodness, ya, flowers right ya


ya, let's not look at western countries as like good places that like we can retire or stay you know what I mean macam ya


I don't know lah but, because my friend studies in NZ also and I remember her asking me, no I ya I ask her no I think I was like telling her lah macam oh I'm not so sure what I want to do with my life then she was like okay do you want to stay in singapore or like overseas


I don't know like I'm only twenty year old and then


and I was like oh okay cool I mean bapa kau ada duit lah so boleh hantar kau belajar luar negeri , good question, definitely not asia lah


because macam our like surrounding countries like asian countries, like indonesia you want me to retire in indonesia, no thanks, no I wouldn't I'd rather stay in singapore


ya I mean malaysia I'd rather stay in singapore thailand I don't even speak the language , why what, asian countries


I mean like singapore is like, better than, as in macam safety, ya safety one I mean religion of course plays an important part I mean if I were to go to thailand


I mean it'd be difficult right language also I mean indonesia and malaysia are fine but, we have better like infrastructure and everything ya, and also macam when you settle down obviously macam you have family education here is much more better


much more better eh much better Singlish betul


ya I think they just want that lifestyle yes, ya I think honestly I think they just macam nak that like macam kampung kampung ya they just want that ya that kampung vibes honestly, no


but my dad always like wish that he has a kampung to go back to, apa malaysian relatives lah then when we visit them during #hari raya# or whatever but now since like COVID cannot visit them


me too, but I don't want ah scary , scary , I don't know if I can adapt to be honest, speaking of that, I watch this video this girl she lives in the woods


alone, US, ya US and then she go and upload on youtube that she's living alone in the woods, right macam okay lah, I think dia macam just nak experience not for youtube I think dia memang you know sometimes you have those kind of people that just wanna live off the grid


right ya ya so she's one of them then she posted on youtube okay fine I know she didn't post like the exact location but I'm sure that people would like eh this place looks sort of and she's living alone, ya I'm like macam don't post lah if you're living alone quite dangerous what


you know what I mean macam any people can like if they know where exactly you're living like ya so scary, would you I would never


, , what glamping , I don't know but you ask me before right, ya


no, ya, but I know, probably ada apa permit ya


, ya but, I I don't know ah for me macam aku tak suka


not nature oh my god I love nature no lah, what I mean what I meant to say is that I don't like, I don't adapt well to changes, ya, but, ya, wait but listen


as in like ya I don't adapt well to changes and I know that and I acknowledge that, and I know that that is something that I like want to work on ya because I think it's good to embrace changes right, not


your head lah I think I'll cry, not in that sense, , you, like do you like changes, like okay not like but comfortable with changes


[kan], ya I mean like sometimes situation forces you what right, ya, ya, but oh oh ya to answer your question western or asian country if I if you


if I had to pick to retire I think like, western but macam I don't know, ya like would it be europe or like or like, not europe , eh you serious


, ya but europe macam quite dangerous now right ya, so I'm not so sure maybe I'll just stay in singapore, honestly,


kalau I mean like, of course I have to analyse the, analyse the, ya and the country also macam is it easy


to be honest like ya because, some countries are is just so inaccessible ya, so, ya, but it will be interesting lah


I hope so I hope I get the opportunity to ya, cause I really hope you can go to NZ, and ya, and don't download Muzmatch


she you know what she say to me she say she want to download Muzmatch you know , no I think you will get you know what malaysian students eh


, ya no I'm not even joking I think you will get malaysian students, I don't think there will be like NZ muslim students signed up on Muzmatch, I'm okay lah I don't wanna like disappoint you but okay maybe like


one in a million , ya how long that's why I was, (oo), (oo), ya, eh that that really suck eh


, ya, ya, ya, ya that's why


ya ya ya, oh, ya ya ya, but anyway how many students in your course


oh okay that's not a lot, , okay lah, I mean like it doesn't matter lah but that's not a lot and that's my point


ya, oh [ho] [ho] I get it !huh! even part-time cannot go oh ya part-time what ya, it's so sad, but okay so their full-time jobs are in like food food, ah that's cool, (oo) anyway I have a favourite player in man city


!ee! , I know you say that you like, that kevin, ya ya ya kevin, De something, #de bruyne# ya okay but he, no I don't like him


but as in like he's he's okay lah gatal , okay but it's not him, , okay ya you continue what


ah, , !huh!, I feel like you're gonna say something corny


(uh huh), , ha ha ha, guys kelakar or not , funny, I mean ya ya this is a


ya relatable that's one thing I like about him, ya he's relatable like, like macam he recognises the fact that he needs to relate to his audience, anyway this is the guy cute right


ya man if you're listening, he's a like portugal player, portugal, are you sure I thought that's spanish ya, why is it uh, eh talk malay lah,


man city, okay I'm gonna watch the documentary now, I mean not now I mean later


ya, ya, yup yup ya, tottenham and man city ya, I don't know I don't know about the others but so far I saw both


one six , ya I know but was it because ronaldo was there, right


ya then they left they are like old right ya they retire ya, even like jesse Lingard is not there, you don't know jesse Lingard, let me show you


ya, mount rashford, a'ah cute , ya but ya, sorry man U I think they are like fifteen in premier league ya


no lah it started last like, no lah eh no no no but it's not not just started, I think so but not just started lah [dah] quite some time already


let's see the table, I don't know but they say tottenham ada chance, ya, under #jose mourinho#, ya, but I don't want to jinx it to be honest because every time macam the fans cakap oh macam eh kita boleh menang abeh like always something else happens


I can see leicester I said lester I think , leicester, and liverpool oh and also liverpool ada banyak players injured


like a whole list and it's all good players, ya so sad, so I think right macam this is a good time for other teams to step up, ya serious and like if they don't macam it's just a waste


oh okay can I can take for you but, see tengok man U is fourteen in premier league, ya, okay lah they like they moved up lah because I think they were like fifteen


and arsenal is eleven, !huh!


kau memang itu uh I mean do you subscribe to premier league, don't subscribe don't subscribe , you can watch it online illegally, ya, ya


oh what's that, oh the channels, I think so, no one checks ah ya I don't know lah I I think no checks


okay chelsea what do you think about chelsea, ya, why


okay so now I have no one to talk to about football, is that what you're say football football is that what you're saying, oh ya


oh, oh wait so now takde match ah, oh I didn't then all these while you just train, oh


oh, I see I didn't know, that that you are not having matches


I'm sure, !wah! maybe I should join soccer, ya, , a'ah


then that time you say, all these while I thought you were referring to SUSS, soccer dates eh


ya, SUTD, eh SUTD is what singapore, eh,


(uh huh) then, oh yang kau uh, as in like they abeh ada satu pakcik tolong kau right ya


, wait on the way to match or, , !wah! but who won


oh okay, !wah! not bad, oh, by the way I just found out a perfect hat trick, you know what does that mean, ya but it's right foot left foot and header


, #bernardo silva# ya, that's why it's hat trick


what, , no I ask you about it, you you just you just taught me the term park the bus


nutmeg nutmeg I found I found out by myself, , offside everyone know lah, Ole is nutmeg , (hmm) penalty


free kick, , oh let me ask you sometimes uh like during a match then, during a match how come some of the teams like straightaway go to penalty then they will determine like


oh who win that match from the penalty, ya I don't understand, oh then they will straightaway go penalty, oh that's how it works, oh, like five times right, just one


ya, ya, (mmhmm)


oh so one set's five lah, oh I see ya oh no wonder, why why


, !aiyo!, , ya


!aww!, okay


okay I start


you wanna talk about kita punya singapore poly life lah so far, how is it going, so for me and


how about you


okay


oh pasal dulu my first few choices was uh business business finance abeh aku minat tourism, so I put there only my first six choice ah then my marine engineering was aku nya tujuh ke lapan ah


and I'm doing quite okay in it lah,


doing okay, so CCA kau apa sekarang lah like what are you doing in school what are your activities


oh


I I always tried to pull you in dikir barat masuk dikir barat tapi kau tak nak masuk so


is like to win lah is like to, is like not to impress the audience but to do it for yourself lah


right faham faham I understand, so actually our poly life quite stale


because sekarang pun COVID, then like kita lima hari five days of school but we only come to school three days four days, then kadang-kadang HBL, so really boring nowadays, so how's your secondary school life


introvert ah


studying


in secondary school especially in my


in my apa tu uh younger days ah my sec one sec two menengah satu menengah dua that kind so I


I can't be doing it because I almost retained, so that's when aku sedar lah that I have to bulk up kalau tak memang aku takleh survive N or O levels, that's when N levels I did well


I did get twelve points CP ah takleh AFP, but, I doubt all the teachers wrong ah, so basically then I went to sec five, I got


then aku end up in poly now, what is the most naughty thing yang kau pernah buat secondary school


actually talking about yang student student council student leader and


so when I was in sec three the the way teacher ask me to not be naughty is appointing me to be chairperson of the class, so is the only way, that I have to tone down all my nonsense in class


best PE leader best apa so I was like, I cannot I cannot be last lah basically macam in the rankings so macam sec three tu memang quite tough lah is like I'm still naughty


teacher you need help ah then aku angkat aku angkat [kan] masuk staffroom, so kira like that was one of the worst because I didn't want student leader at all but I got it so aku just suck it up lah


then after that I think, I used to be a sports leader then I was the I was below the head lah I was vice I was vice head for the sport leader last time


but students leader punya cikgu tak suka aku pasal dia rasa aku naughty sangat so there's there's two ways that, goes around the school lah tu yang aku tak berapa suka pasal cikgu nanti ada different opinion about the same person


ya, ya


oh kira tu naughty ah [kan]


guilty tak eh


, they love it too much lah they think you can they can, you can hold on to you ah


I think because you are one of the nicest guys in the environment you are in, so macam dorang dah bless ah, so lepas O level after N level


burger king


I basically after N levels


free shirt free meal free money so I just go, that was my basically aku nya work for my whole N level till when I go sec five ah, so aku akan kerja all the way, then basically nothing much ah aku just kerja dengan members dengan kawan-kawan with all my friends then after that after my O levels I started working properly I also work same F&B but not burger king staff


I work there and it was a good experience lah it was a good two months, I work there for about, I work there the whole month I only have three off days


that's how much I work because you have nobody to juggle the stuff give me outlet


so if anybody interested join staff masuk lah ya so, irony but I do have some problems lah I do have some problems over there in terms of how I can click with the people because usually orang-orang yang kita kerja kat luar tu tak sama age


don't have the same uh mentality as us, the same pemikiran lah basically so aku just


then ya I made a few friends malaysian friends, malaysian people you got malaysian, people or not that you work with


yup yes correct, and some more nowadays COVID they can't go back to malaysia so they have to rent the houses here


ya they have to to keep to what let's say shampoos necessities semua dorang kena beli then they have to keep at home, so it's a tough time ah for them and they are still working doubly hard triply hard in singapore


ya, after staff day nope, yes how how about you after burger king was McDonald's what


the group mah


okay that was that was fast


like photographer ah, oh


okay that's that's like one hour ten dollars one hour eleven dollars


oh is not always the sama part lah, park


but do you agree or not that F&B pays the least, but you have the best fun, how to say eh, as in aku prefer tau honestly aku would prefer a busy


a busy working environment pasal at least aku ada benda tau nak buat like something to do kalau they never come and visit they never come and buy your stuff you feel like you more tired and the time go slower


my opinion ah,


and these courses you need to be independent nobody can spoon feed


you apply yourself, they would expect you to know how to do and all, that's why macam I feel engineering early brush you lah and if you you are not focus in the course you will really flop ah


very hard to reach the top back, ya


internship correct you go sailing you're going sailing, so you are second semester run


ya, I don't know how many weeks I think thirty six, okay fun story the reason why I put marine as my seventh or eighth choice was, because I was intrigued


by dia punya sailing, explore countries negara semua negara england semua whatever lah, uh yang ada ports semua [kan] saudi arabia ke whatever


because it's the top few ah from what I know lah from my past experience for my friends that tell me and all that, so aku legit work very hard


I never get into sailing that's when I got very very disappointed, but


so I just follow the flow, so at the end of the day aku don't mind shore kalau dapat keppel okay lor, then ya lah I'm still okay with it ya so how about you


but ya lah you so you are willing lah kau kira willing untuk sail every year six months


to make it as your career


, correct agree


the highest type of engineer which is chief engineer then you just work shore lah, ya that's your plan I think that sounds like a good plan ah


but you're grinding your first few years, when when you just start working, good plan actually, you can cool down lah


surveyor macam benda relax ah, ya, yup but honestly


so I've been watching a lot of youtube videos, and that's when I I fall in love with biomedical, karma medic lah nama youtube channel


and aku suka biomedical from there so I did more research on it


that's how much I love bio last time, but ya the love come back and I feel like kalau I do well in my poly get the highest GPA that I could


ya so talking about uni kita belum lagi lepas NS, so NS is not over yet for us, so, where do you plan to go where do you think you'll end up


you want green green


, annoying


like what could you do when you're at the age of eight like what's the worst


all my books


stomp they will just stare at you


yup understand, , , I want I want the police I want navy first okay, because navy is just fun lah I mean, I I watch a lot of ah boys to men ah so I find the navy part the best ah


so ah the frogmen one tu yang paling gerek ah


I really hope, because right now I'm overweight so, got highly likely lah BP


PES PES B pending so I hope to go to the normal PES after I finish my IPPT I pass my IPPT, then after that I hope I can go to SOC ah, special operations command


CDC eh CDC pula I don't mind CD civil defense, because I wanna be firefighter, ya so I don't mind police navy and


police navy and uh, ah firefighter civil defense, but I mind air force because I'm scared of heights, like I cannot take it I cannot I just cannot I take aeroplane once in my life hor


so ya air force is a no no, bungee jump is a no no, but I got feeling I need to go because I will be the first leh, my father never go NS so aku rasa I'll be the first to enter so I think I know always the first person will always kena hijau from the trend lah that's what they say lah but no hijau for me because secondary school I was in NCC


will definitely be will definitely glow up lah after NS, confirm puff


blow up, yes, correct


yes correct so, I mean the, I mean the, honestly I I don't I don't fancy


who wouldn't take it, I will take it, and it's like we have to take it we have no choice but to take it, ya so, ya I don't fancy it but I don't mind it so let's say you put me in engineering or communications I'm okay


ya even if I get what intelligence, !chey! !wah! pandai [seh] tak ah intelligence, I don't think got chance ah, intelligence, talk eh


four hours


quick maths ah


okay


it was okay


so now you're not in under any scholarship or


whatever no you're just, you just want to end the diploma lah there's normally


consider


pilot I heard they need to be of certain height and a certain in weight and a certain eye eyesight


okay, it's kinda cool though


primary school, , is like our one of our longest ah


yes correct, is who you want to shape to be ah


who's your idol who's your idol don't remember confirm


one of the first macam entertainment punya movie show [kan] was WWE ah, wrestling, so I really look up to them ah


as in tu semua bohong macam bedek tu semua just rekaan tau I didn't know


so I like their character ah, so I like the character so everytime I come school I try to walk like macam undertaker, so kira macam last time primary school was one of the best times because


ya that was that was fun days ah, ya in primary school also dulu kita suka buat banyak parkour


do you do parkour in school it's like normal lah primary school do parkour, ya was the was the peak ah, yes


oh


so you have been leading all the way lah you have been leading the lines lah, discipline


okay correct me if I'm wrong the right side is, feeder, the right side, the the centre is, Tekong the left side is striker


oh, left-legged or right-legged, okay


so what what's your best position


have you ever heard of queenstown primary school though


they were national team player ah after they finish, secondary school, yup, but they are both from primary queenstown primary, ya


Junyuan Tampines located around Tampines [kan]


Junyuan, who did you lost to in the finals


okay


okay, yes


ninety ninety plus lah


pressure lah, so it's best three best to three basically


disappointed


you never go this far lah


!woo! amazing story, I don't really have much luck lah, in it because when I was in primary school I was in football, I was goalkeeper you know you know when kau penjaga gawang in primary school


you will always be blamed, if the goals you concede so we basically second round kita dah keluar everytime


PDS lah FSD yang joget-joget sambil marching, to our highest position that we ever got, in #gan eng seng# secondary school was seventh, and that was from my batch, so my batch got the highest ever which is seventh


seventh out of about sixteen schools, that makes us err err the, the the drop dead centre lah, then when I go so basically no luck lah I go delta league also I play under my school name


uh and that one second round also out delta league is a league whereby the police


under age smoking, so the police made this association made this league


for a prize, then when I goes poly


I join dikir barat and my first ever performance, we got second last, and that was also disappointed disappointing for me lah it was normal for the rest, but it was the first time for me


so of course after the performance aku nangis [siol], but I see all my seniors they're laughing, so that that was when my mood for dikir honestly


like, go down ah, but, but because I'm the type of guy whereby, I need to see change, because if I love something, and I see the thing is going wrongly, or doing things the wrong way


but then I know there's somebody else better than me that can do that can change the CCA to be a better one, so when I entered in second year, this my biggest accomplishment so far in all my in all my life as in school life is when they appointed me as captain


they they appointed me as captain and, I didn't it's not I didn't want to take it but my parents ragu-ragu ah, my parents will think eh macam mana aku nya anak nya results


that kind of thing so aku pun macam second guess ah aku second guess but I love dikir barat so much, and I look at how rich our history, in SP dikir barat twenty eleven champion twenty twelve champion twenty thirteen fifth twenty fourteen first


twenty fifteen seventh twenty sixteen second twenty seventeen last twenty eighteen second last twenty nineteen second last, twenty twenty fourth which is this year, this year finally we got fourth, after twenty sixteen after four years


since second we got our best position which is fourth, and I'm very happy with my team, like that's the biggest accomplishment but I never ever felt the podium kind of, the podium kind of accomplishment something that you never face before like macam nama engraved dekat dekat kau nya trophy I also never had the recognition of


and leading the team is really like an accomplishment, it's a heavy responsibility tapi we have fun doing it right like it's fun leading and it's fun


because it just give a lot of motivation when, you and your friend you teaching your friend rather than coach teaching a friend, you know because sometimes, your kawan takkan eh coach pasal they coach kau marah dia tapi kau as a kawan kau still tolong that kind of thing


ya so I guess, we have our ups and downs juga ah, both of us ya


wee sweet sweet, ya that that that's very demotivating is like


you, you will not succeed, you know, at least something know


how how would that be, how would that be happy for everyone when everyone is celebrating that we at least got fourth, it's very hard for a SP to rump up fourth though, and read up on fourth just one below third, you know


yes, the change the journey lah how they get fourth how they get fourth don't celebrate the fourth because we are not there yet but celebrate how do we get there


because to see change you also have to change, you can't keep thinking of eh kita dulu last, we are everytime at the bottom we must think that some someday we can be as good as RP


NP TP we must be up there, you know, but ya lah it's all good now, then now hopefully in the future we can, do more things and improve further lah, ya so talking about how sweet you are to me


how's, like do you have any love life how's your love life , love life


as in berbual macam single ke attached ke seeing someone, okay


oh


like candy sia nothing serious


[orh], good one good one right right


went out more often then


then who who had the courage, to go first, to ask, oh you ask


and she's a nice woman, how do you cope with it okay


I think it's now close to an hour I purposely ask you that question so that we can end it on a high


happy ah dapat berbual dengan kau talk to you for an hour get to know you a bit more, more even though I know you already, but ya we we we open up more


and <malay>terima kasih</malay> [ah]


okay uh kau nak start


okay uh my name is, so, first we are going to talk about


ya, okay


err okay first


uh ITE higher NITEC but then I found out that uh, I got a chance to go PFP ah because my, EMB three was, just nice eleven, so I join singapore poly err through marine engineering as my first choice


so I can say, like why why are you not uh interested


, uh, what else


okay uh so, both of us are in year two now, so far, doing okay lah, ya, CCA


for me is uh, uh, actually from, from PFP till now I just keep changing CCA


apparently now is #muay thai#, which I find uh more interesting than the others ah in terms of, err social connection and all that


cause I'm performance wise is not my interest because uh, then maybe because of that abeh dikir barat as I see is quite interesting ah like to watch not to do it yourself you get ya so


I guess now #muay thai# is going well so far, uh training quite intense so ya


oh, competition uh, not not a performance kind of competition lah


uh sepak takraw [pe] so


that that competition macam orang tengok is normal, but performance is, like never my thing, so that's why ya


(mmhmm)


okay secondary school life okay actually because err, not really sociable lah aku is a introvert ya, so, since primary school lah aku introvert so


but primary school lah aku still had this macam close friends so aku still okay secondary school also I had close friends but, it was less, play time for me I guess, because I just went through the four years like


just being low key and all that, still join takraw which is good and made a lot of friends there, but overall I think my secondary school life was just, studying and just got through it ah and I go through it ya you go


, ah


so, is naughty eh


uh


my choice ah because err sec one sec two I had the same form teachers, and then err dorang kira [kan], secondary school that is known to be, uh for like naughty kids ah and but is because is near my house so I take it as my first choice but ya


sec one sec two


I just, that day I didn't feel like it so so I didn't go, and then I think a week after that the uh the the teacher in teacher in charge of the student counsellor


why you never go for the interview and all that, okay aku cakap ah I don't want to be student council then he say okay okay and like a week after that they like one of the student counsellors came up they say oh you got duty today then I'm like what


he's like oh ya ya you're a student counsellor what ya ya so I, wasn't expected ah but then I was just like, okay lah never mind I just I just take the role lah do whatever I can


but ya so I didn't really have, like like err, naughty stuff that I did at least, ah


I think okay okay wait back to the the question the, whatever naughty stuff I did I think the only, wrong thing that I did was


when I don't feel like, like going through school I just act like I sick, go to sick bay nanti aku cakap stomachache and all that


then then later my parents come to school, school then I could go home, ya, guilty tak sangat right ya then


other then that uh not much ah, is just like I I have no problems with my studies all that so like


ya, ya


ya like I think right after N level ah, still retail the the best uh job that I did lah as experience because okay I started


err in twenty seventeen which is err N level twenty seventeen after N levels uh, I join uh because a lot of my classmates work there also, so aku just join and then they quickly like train me


so usually I do kitchen so I prepare the burgers cook the meat and all that, which is fun lah for me, I got to, like teach myself how to handle pressure


and be independent ah because usually, err we have a lack of crew and then I have to handle the whole kitchen myself, which is still okay cause I was trained well so, ya


then what about you


oh, a lot


these two at McDonald's, ya ya ya ya they are humble also ah and I think like


for malaysians also they one of the, more hardworking crew, yup and they travel so far and then you just to work F&B, ya


err actually I got a few jobs after that so after burger king I tried, retail, so I I work at tommy hilfiger, it was, damn bad because ya because


can you imagine from burger king they're busy right then you are adapted to it, and then you have a lot of work and then, so when you have a lot of things to do, time goes on faster and then err so compared to retail, err in tommy hilfiger


it was it was, so long like I I work for eight hours a day, and then uh imagine like, one hour I think like only like three to five people come into the store and I don't even do much I just ask like err how how can I help you then they like oh no just browsing around and then they just leave their store and all that so


didn't have much to do other than folding clothes and ironing the clothes ah then so I quit after one month, but the thing was the pay was much better than burger king lah, but I I still prefer burger king


so but, I don't I think I went back to burger king I don't remember but also had a few other jobs, I work for McDonald's foodpanda


I also did err, photo booth err, kind of job, kind of lah because dorang macam err kira [kan], uh business kecil so uh


and then, the pay was quite good ah like three hours, I think aku dapat thirty forty, ya, ya, and then the job also was fun because


so kadang-kadang aku kat orang kahwin kadang-kadang aku kat macam some ah a'ah macam gitu just at some park or some event


which was fun ah I got experience a lot, uh ya, that's all for the job experience ah, ya honestly ya


ya, ya, think retail I counted like every minute eh, it was terrible but uh


err I think part of, the job experience also is why we, for me I at least is why I chose this course engineering right at least is about sebab aku lagi prefer hands on


uh business and all that, ya


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


yup, so next year kita dua gi internship


ya, yup, shore


you quite excited ah untuk shore


so aku gi belayar second sem, which is exciting ah untuk aku sebab aku pun join sebab dia punya sailing the part, so six months sailing


just one month of it how how can I cope lah, so, but, hopefully it'll be a, lifelong kind of uh career


for me, to reach chief engineer, and then after that when I come back to shore err


exciting ah, even though internship kau dapat shore [kan], ah


so think is okay lah


yes sebab untuk aku err, to have a stable living ah for my family


so ya, I think after all the the years, until I reach chief engineer until I can, retire the marine engineering job right then, it'll be more time spent with my family lah


nine to five job [kan], and then you come back you only have like saturday sunday as your, like your days with your family, ah exactly jadi untuk aku macam it's worth it lah kau go for six months


then got free for like like three months gitu three or more then, to be really you with your family ah and then it's it's not like your partner also has to, like work you know because you have a stable job already you can support them


so it's just really spend time with your family, (mmhmm), yup


you can pull down ah ya you can come back to shore maybe err continue as lecturer I you relax ah ya, even workshop takpe sia fun so


okay


(mmhmm)


uh, we'll probably be posted to firefighting tapi personally aku nak army


so uh


police


uh it was a, ya and then since young aku had that uh, image of them macam dorang just


err aku pergi seven eleven beli maggi apa [kan] aku makan bawah blok tu pun dorang kadang-kadang datang dorang screen check check EZ-link semua aku don't find it


ya, and it was like, oh what what yes


uh, that sense of err


ah ah, why ah , but ya that's why aku tak nak police


, ya


frogmen


eh tapi air force


so, how will you adapt


ya, ya


I think boleh tau sebab the thing is I went for the, I I, no no I tried to apply for the, sponsorship from air force


and then I went through the, forget what they call it but I went through the test, and it was a four hour sit down computerised test, so, ya there's a lot of different different types of test ah


mathematics lor they call it arithmetics, uh, , then other parts is the


the intelligence but either copy spatial awareness, okay the copy north south east west, and then you know you have to know when the, when when the plane is bank left, you have to know what what kind of