but <mandarin>他的那个:ta de na ge</mandarin> price hor <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> crazy ah <mandarin>他的他的那个:ta de ta de na ge</mandarin> course if <mandarin>你要:ni yao</mandarin> join ah is like thirty thousand, thirty thousand and <mandarin>有人:you ren</mandarin> join lor and then <mandarin>你懂那个叫什么名啊:ni dong na ge jiao shen me ming a</mandarin> err video hero <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> #hong kee# guy ya in video hero then got one older guy that he's a he's from hong kong one


ah eh <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> jack mah ah ya he he he is, he got take up that one before lor ah so when I was there at the at the workshop at a conference then all the past students of this jerry robert all set up booths there lah and then <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> talk about their books lor so he was there mah


share <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> testimonial lah oh I err err when I attended <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> like err err felt that it was really for me and then, I asked my wife because so expensive I asked my wife my wife say go for it <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> lor


ya <mandarin>我也是这样讲:wo ye shi zhe yang jiang</mandarin> !hannor! then then after that, so in in his in his conference he he


so he , so he he teach us lor oh err uh <mandarin>你要:ni yao</mandarin> how to break down information everything so he told us okay just write the so <mandarin>我们就:wo men jiu</mandarin> write the


I don't know leh


, ya maybe he own self write lor


ya lor that's why, ,


oh , , oh ya make sense make sense


, like how ah like want or don't want to like don't want to do but <mandarin>又想到:you xiang dao</mandarin> money


then don't know why after that maybe it's like after the energetic shift <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> like , okay lah <mandarin>不要了啦管他啦不管他就是不要啦:bu yao le la guan ta la bu guan ta jiu shi bu yao la</mandarin> , ya


, , like don't feel at ease right


, , ya lor, , ya lor so we know if it doesn't work lah it's just for that period of time lah to help us through that period of time


and may ya <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor, ya ya exactly


ya ya


ya,


okay without the COVID situation <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> minimum uh <mandarin>已经是:yi jing shi</mandarin> profit <mandarin>五千了:wu qian liao</mandarin> over this one year one and a half I'm ya okay lah it's actually it's not a lot because considering his over a period of one one year two and half years but but then <mandarin>你有动作东西:ni you dong zuo dong xi</mandarin> leh


you know [orh] ya lor and then some more now COVID the hor so is is minimum ah minimum now is is more really lah


, eh <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> but he pay he pay george is smart leh <mandarin>叫他还:jiao ta huan</mandarin> SGD eh <mandarin>不是还:bu shi huan</mandarin> RM eh, so george got a UOB account in singapore <mandarin>厉害:li hai</mandarin> hor


ya ya, ya lor


ya lor but he he don't mind he okay what so both both parties are okay then okay lor very good lor happiness, ya ya


ya lor that's why lor that's why lor where is this smart lah smart of him lah, to do that lor


(uh huh), oh oh ya ya , uh, uh


, ya lor so he have local staff he have singapore staff he have malaysia staff also,


ya lor but I think he he wants to do a lot more I think, but <mandarin>他我觉得他很:ta wo jue de ta hen</mandarin> ambitious


oh ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya forgot, true true true true true true because <mandarin>做的不是他们:zuo de bu shi ta men</mandarin> all the Kakia <mandarin>做:zuo</mandarin> yes yes you're right I forgot


, ya I I think is not full time because if it's full time <mandarin>他一定叫我做那个什么的已经问我:ta yi ding jiao wo zuo na ge shen me de yi jing wen wo</mandarin> for <mandarin>那些:nei xie</mandarin> HR you know but <mandarin>他还没有我:ta hai mei you wo</mandarin> so <mandarin>应该是应该是那种:ying gai shi ying gai shi na zhong</mandarin> like freelance services provider <mandarin>也是:ye shi</mandarin> ya


ya could be lah could be possible,


no no no no I am not counted I'm not conduct not counted, uh


err besides besides victoria george karen <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> then <mandarin>还有多一个人:hai you duo yi ge ren</mandarin> plus <mandarin>多一个新人:duo yi ge xin ren</mandarin> so that means there are two new more people two more new people but I don't know who lah <mandarin>因为我没有:yin wei wo mei you</mandarin> check <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> chat lah,


, ya lah, but <mandarin>你觉得没有:ni jue de mei you</mandarin> george <mandarin>会做了:hui zuo liao</mandarin> meh <mandarin>他自己也想不到想不出这条路:ta zi ji ye xiang bu dao xiang bu chu zhe tiao lu</mandarin> lah, well so it is like he's Heng lah that he found somebody who is willing to who is willing to <mandarin>配合:pei he</mandarin> with him to do this lor


ya lor ya lor it's it's really win win relationship meh, ya


, ya, ya lor I I think for me part time is okay but I don't like it when it's like <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> like you say you encroach into <mandarin>自己的:zi ji de</mandarin> time ah hor <mandarin>自己的:zi ji de</mandarin> time <mandarin>是我们自己的:shi wo men zi ji de</mandarin> time <mandarin>你可以:ni ke yi</mandarin> #suka suka# <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> like eh this one is what ah


oh, uh [orh], maybe maybe maybe


don't know lah cause I I never really thought I will be a generator lah <mandarin>因为我觉得我蛮:yin wei wo jue de wo man</mandarin> Sian like <mandarin>蛮蛮:man man</mandarin> low you know the energy low but then eh <mandarin>我是:wo shi</mandarin> generator ah ,


, , ya, uh,


okay lah but you said not not good right this batch,


, , , , (mmhmm)


ya lah but then <mandarin>他也不能:ta ye bu neng</mandarin> Pangseh <mandarin>你吗:ni ma</mandarin> so he also hard lor like how ya lah it's okay lah don't do lor, anyway during that time I think we really not bad lah you know we <mandarin>蛮:man</mandarin> okay Liao


ya lor we'll just go with the flow lah, ya,


, , ah, so when you are there there's no walk in


it's raining mah no choice what, so funny so <mandarin>他自己在的时候就有很多:ta zi ji zai de shi hou jiu you hen duo</mandarin> walk in <mandarin>你在时候就没有:ni zai shi hou jiu mei you</mandarin> walk in ,


, uh , uh , so funny


not so bad,


okay, uh uh, so you just buy so that have one sales ah


not your fault what what are you what can you do is is raining and then so wet and so gloomy outside


(uh huh)


oh , ya, oh okay


then the other one also, oh so P one <mandarin>是最大的:shi zui da de</mandarin> ah oh okay !wah! that means <mandarin>全部都还蛮小的:quan bu dou hai man xiao de</mandarin> lor


ya lor all the #bin qi qi# already , , I think sure lose weight one ah all all become very tired already still have to work still got some more children down there like that !wah!


, ya, so for her case ya lor they they will be demanding her attention lah so uh good thing is she doesn't have HBL you know I I see


oh my god, , uh, (uh huh)


(uh huh), what !aiyo!, oh ya ya ya ya correct correct have have I remember my friend telling me yes yes yes


that's why ah <mandarin>这种就是:zhe zhong jiu shi</mandarin> do for the sake of doing


, but I I don't think is can can can can be fully done like that lor because the kids ah will still need help one


[orh] <mandarin>你要帮他:ni yao bang ta</mandarin> set up set up <mandarin>这些了等一下:zhe xie liao deng yi xia</mandarin> eh <mandarin>没有声音:mei you sheng yin</mandarin> mummy <mandarin>没有声音了:mei you sheng yin liao</mandarin> then after that don't know what then he will still need to help them with with the task, like my friend will say lor she have to make don't know make what leh <mandarin>煮东西的:zhu dong xi de</mandarin> leh for the HBL


ya, they'll tell you in advance lor <mandarin>你要买什么做什么:ni yao mai shen me zuo shen me</mandarin> lor then <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> HBL <mandarin>来的时候就:lai de shi hou jiu</mandarin> oh err <mandarin>教那个:jiao na ge</mandarin> steps lah <mandarin>做什么做什么:zuo shen me zuo shen me</mandarin> I was like !walao! <mandarin>有没有更什么的:you mei you geng shen me de</mandarin>


you know like <mandarin>我我们这种:wo wo men zhe zhong</mandarin> academic the HBL already feel Sian some more this one have to go and make bake cake or don't know make something cook something !walao! !aiyo!, ya lor I also find very stressful


!wah!


<mandarin>手有点大:shou you dian da</mandarin> so funny, then I think ah you know I always see those kind of like post lah hor like facebook posts ah then <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> in UK in australia in US then


you know it seems like everybody is very worried about the pandemic and about the lock down and then a lot of the children are getting anxiety to the extent of err some some are even considering as trauma, but hor <mandarin>我看我们的:wo kan wo men de</mandarin> local students hor <mandarin>没有去学校:mei you qu xue xiao</mandarin> hor <mandarin>很开心的:hen kai xin de</mandarin> leh who I think ah for our students those that come from like like okay families lah hor


I I think they are happier lor they they don't they they're not they're less anxious they are happier not to go to school


they they they're scared lor because I I feel lah I feel <mandarin>是那个:shi na ge</mandarin> parents and also the news because if the parents themselves are feeling very worried over the whole situation while !wah! <mandarin>要:yao</mandarin> lock down ah <mandarin>赶快赶快的:gan kuai gan kuai de</mandarin> then you know naturally the kids will also feel that way lor


, yes ,


ya but it's it's not but she is she doesn't feel like she she knows that okay it is something that people can die from, it is just like heart attack it's just like stroke it's just like cancer but <mandarin>你不会你不会去:ni bu hui ni bu hui qu</mandarin> feel it lah like you know I don't know you know you're not Kanchiong over it lor


, uh, uh oh , uh


uh, oh, oh okay lah so there are things that she missed from school lah, okay, why leh


uh, then <mandarin>他跟他:ta gen ta</mandarin> , so naughty but he he don't know lah but he he know that she is malay so she cannot understand chinese she he knows he understands


!huh!, because chinese <mandarin>是他的:shi ta de</mandarin> the first language lah <mandarin>他比较:ta bi jiao</mandarin> comfortable with that ah, uh


(uh huh) so funny [orh] just to the malay teacher hor to other teachers <mandarin>他不会这样:ta bu hui zhe yang</mandarin> hor, so funny


(uh huh)


ya,


, oh ya okay ah that's quite good what, at least <mandarin>他不会说:ta bu hui shuo</mandarin> like <mandarin>没有东西不懂要做什么:mei you dong xi bu dong yao zuo shen me</mandarin> can find things to do by himself lah ya lor


okay, , so he's when he talk some sometimes cannot understand ah


(ppc) , oh, quite funny hor


that's why it's true hor <mandarin>你每次看到那种:ni mei ci kan dao na zhong</mandarin> baby video hor baby <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> baby <mandarin>讲话他们真的:jiang hua ta men zhen de</mandarin> understand each other lah hor, ya lor very funny


uh, uh uh, (hmm), !huh!


uh uh, [orh], oh from morning lah


very funny hor, is it


ya with only like twenty percent battery and I don't have an apple charger here, so too bad lah , ya ya lah then don't know lah let them to <mandarin>自己去:zi ji qu</mandarin> decide lor <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> jerry <mandarin>也是:ye shi</mandarin> hor <mandarin>他就整天一进今天回来要叫:ta jiu zheng tian yi jin jin tian hui lai yao jiao</mandarin> #qi qi# <mandarin>抱来:bao lai</mandarin> err play want to come and play so from yesterday ah he text my sister leh say err can can she come over and play then today also keep asking


I think ya lor I say eh like that lah do you know who is the person who have to do the most work is me leh <mandarin>我要帮他冲凉我要帮他做那个:wo yao bang ta chong liang wo yao bang ta zuo na ge</mandarin> I have to do all the work you know so it you have to see whether I can manage not then I told him also later y'all two quarrel ah


argue and what what what ah <mandarin>等一下又来做:deng yi xia you lai zuo</mandarin> pattern then he say oh, ya, four years ya five years five years ya


ya, then ya lor then they just whatever lor, very funny one lah, okay lah <mandarin>好啦:hao la</mandarin> eh <mandarin>要睡觉:yao shui jiao</mandarin> Liao ah okay <mandarin>好啦好啦:hao la hao la</mandarin> okay okay bye


okay


oh okay, oh okay ya, then <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> you mention <mandarin>你什么昨天去那个:ni shen me zuo tian qu na ge</mandarin> sweetest mall


yup, ya, well she


she is it usually to sleep too late <mandarin>是吗:shi ma</mandarin> so that's why <mandarin>他就现在说:ta jiu xian zai shuo</mandarin> err cannot sleep so early one lor because for child hor sleeping at this time is not very normal leh, is a bit too much leh !walao! other kids ah even hor J at this time would be asleep already lor


err ya, then


then if that's the case when she's home what does she do at this this point of time, ya, ah


then what time does she usually wake up like that in the morning


ah like, uh , okay okay no comments no comments


, oh what how then <mandarin>浪费时间浪费学费:lang fei shi jian lang fei xue fei</mandarin> leh


uh, !huh! <mandarin>不是有一点点:bu shi you yi dian dian</mandarin> leh is a lot leh !walao!


ya, uh, then how that one that you went for the webinar how


ya, ah, ah no refund then how then Buay Song then how


ya (uh huh) okay


!aiya! she already do all the screening what else who else already what I think don't really need to already lor is really the right right right target audience already


, ya ya, uh why


with the hosts inside she also did that ah Siao uh


ya, (uh huh)


ah, okay


then <mandarin>你不会看:ni bu hui kan</mandarin> #agak agak# then you just go and ask one by one like that lor <mandarin>反正他的:fan zheng ta de</mandarin> group you not very big what


then so that means <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> those are those those you mentioned what may be her business partners but decided to to join this this work workshop, [orh], okay err


ya (uh huh) okay ya okay


, ya,


you mean the the the student or the hosts the student ah, ah, okay


but but the thing is that she has he or she the the student already would have attended the seminar, sat there for six hours for at least one or two times already, then after that <mandarin>你现在才讲:ni xian zai cai jiang</mandarin> that it doesn't resonate with you then why did you join is it because that she's a business partner or you provide some service to her so you feel that you have to do it like you know return <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> favour <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> pattern or see see what


ya (uh huh), ya ya ya uh ya


(uh huh), okay, !huh!, okay ah ah ya


(hmm), but but this is a three days webinar then second day already you still still cannot decide whether you are in or out then must wait until the third day meh then it's not fair to the host already what you have already listened to everything then you decide that this doesn't resonate with you not fair lor not fair to everyone also


yup, !huh! so that means is completed the whole thing then you go back and think about it no <mandarin>这个好像不是我想要的:zhe ge hao xiang bu shi wo xiang yao de</mandarin> then I I think I should ask for refund eh you think this is an american system meh thirty days back thingy


ya, ya, !huh!


uh,


maybe maybe maybe that's why lor that's why maybe that's why she decide to stop doing all these webinars and workshops and stuff like that because it's like !walao! all of them like that so nonsense


ya ya err ya okay ya ya okay ya okay


okay okay okay


!wah!, ya <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> ya ah <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> ah <mandarin>两个讲要:liang ge jiang yao</mandarin> refund ah


but ya okay, but are you but do you know what are the issues that the the the two who wanted to refund brought up


ya, ya, okay ya


okay ya okay ah yes ya okay ah


so, so eh so that means she totally did not provide any reports of


ah, okay okay okay


ah, okay okay it's ah, ya,


ah, ya


okay <mandarin>等一下等一下:deng yi xia deng yi xia</mandarin> so that means right they will be given the report only after the three days or before that


(uh huh) okay okay, (uh huh) ya


(uh huh), okay, (uh huh)


, ah, (uh huh) okay


ah ah ah


ah then , ah ah ah


you know it's like <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> the last time you mentioned that what if you go and then is like what you wanted to do on PT but it's like totally not recommended by her or then how, like I mean will there be people like that and they say I want refund


ah, , ya ah <mandarin>是对:shi dui</mandarin> ya okay ah ah


so that means <mandarin>他是去那种:ta shi qu na zhong</mandarin> like uh okay I I come here so I expect you or to find out what I want to do what I can do to earn my passive income, oh


ya, but <mandarin>有一点不是很对:you yi dian bu shi hen dui</mandarin> leh oh


but I thought from the I thought from the start <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> hor the email that she sent out to them already specific very clearly ah what to expect


, ya, yup, (uh huh)


err okay okay ah, okay okay okay, uh ya ah ah ah


ya, ya


, oh you ah oh ya, oh ah


yup, ah, but <mandarin>我还是:wo hai shi</mandarin> curious curious over <mandarin>为什么他决定:wei shen me ta jue ding</mandarin> like to stop lor is it you know it's like is it really like what she mention about it's not about ego about what anything it's just that she doesn't feel right about it that's why she decided to stop holding


, then then actually hor when I read <mandarin>他的那个:ta de na ge</mandarin> message hor <mandarin>我有我有一个:wo you wo you yi ge</mandarin> trigger leh ya it's like <mandarin>我自己:wo zi ji</mandarin> !huh! she stopped like you know it's like why so sudden then I ask myself what she's doing <mandarin>管我什么事为什么我:guan wo shen me shi wei shen me wo</mandarin> panic for what ah


ya


yup yup uh, ya, okay


ya, (hmm) yup okay, ah ah ah ah


okay okay, okay oh, then <mandarin>你做他的:ni zuo ta de</mandarin> questions that day you send me <mandarin>的那个:de na ge</mandarin> the few questions to answer I haven't go and do it leh


ya, yup, uh, like so many options but okay when when you talk about options okay in your case


that means it could be <mandarin>就是说:jiu shi shuo</mandarin> err to be a play therapist or to be a parent coach <mandarin>的意思这样的一个:de yi si zhe yang de yi ge</mandarin> options mah


ya, yes, yup, yes yup


(mmhmm) okay ya , but but you say but okay after you write down the options and then, ya


but , cause, but at that point of time <mandarin>因为现在:yin wei xian zai</mandarin> I mean okay maybe I'm not sure about you but I think even if I leave out all the list out all the options chances hor that because I don't think I believe really ready <mandarin>我可能会全部:wo ke neng hui quan bu</mandarin> cross out slash out cross out slash out so in the end hor I might get nothing eh


then in the end then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> back to square one eh, ya okay okay ya


but <mandarin>中午我在想:zhong wu wo zai xiang</mandarin> leh <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> don't know for whatever reason maybe it rained last night then <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> after it rain I woke up then I couldn't sleep anymore then <mandarin>我就在想要:wo jiu zai xiang yao</mandarin> Liao lor <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> (hmm) okay what am I going to do okay now that I got the money okay then <mandarin>我在想:wo zai xiang</mandarin> okay maybe take up one part <mandarin>要不要丢进去那个啊那个:yao bu yao diu jin qu na ge a na ge</mandarin> investment


ya correct sell trade that one then just throw in then top up a bit then after that go and start start the SRS the account then after that <mandarin>每个丢一百进去还是:mei ge diu yi bai jin qu hai shi</mandarin> how ya, ya


think only lah ya just thinking about it lor, think already must <mandarin>要有:yao you</mandarin> action eh if not then it'll be against back to square one you stop <mandarin>在那边了:zai na bian liao</mandarin> think and do nothing


I, I think <mandarin>没有什么:mei you shen me</mandarin> cons eh anyway you mean if throw in all the money is for the future mah but when I was thinking of wanting to put in the investment right then <mandarin>我会想到:wo hui xiang dao</mandarin> hor may say what she said about that


err stock market going to crash <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> ha then how so I don't know whether is it think too far, actually <mandarin>我有去看:wo you qu kan</mandarin> eh <mandarin>我去看:wo qu kan</mandarin> hor the watches that he recommended because he put the prices there so it's all very ya


ya it's like !huh! <mandarin>才:cai</mandarin> one thousand ringgit then that's the only three hundred <mandarin>新币而已:xin bi er yi</mandarin> lor, ah but but ya ya ya


ya <mandarin>所以所以我那天:suo yi suo yi wo na tian</mandarin> when I first saw the first post <mandarin>我很:wo hen</mandarin> tempted okay let me go and find said gold watch, but then after <mandarin>想一想:xiang yi xiang</mandarin> either wear watch leh what's the purpose


uh, err <mandarin>有一点:you yi dian</mandarin> lor then although <mandarin>是讲说:shi jiang shuo</mandarin> that after like you know <mandarin>我看他的都是:wo kan ta de dou shi</mandarin> within like two years then <mandarin>他的那个:ta de na ge</mandarin> investment <mandarin>都:dou</mandarin> I think triple <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> leh


, ah !huh!


(uh huh) okay ah,


ya, yes ya ya


ya ya lor ya, then you <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> realise that hor <mandarin>他的那个:ta de na ge</mandarin> I think <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> careers switched <mandarin>了一点他的:le yi dian ta de</mandarin> title <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> eh is no longer hor I think


ya , I think he is but


ya then <mandarin>现在好像是:xian zai hao xiang shi</mandarin> consultant or strategic consultant or something like that, ya ya


(uh huh)


okay, okay


ah okay okay okay ah okay ah okay okay


(uh huh), okay, ya


eh then your hundred books hor how you gonna to send to him, ya ya ya ah okay yes


okay, ah then <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> Agak estimated when will it come out <mandarin>你的你的那个他会:ni de ni de na ge ta hui</mandarin> that means okay after you do everything so he will do one one print of the book for you to see first before proceeding ah


okay, ah, okay, ah


, (uh huh) okay yup, (uh huh) !wah!


, uh, okay


no lah okay okay wait ah, okay because it's a book so that means you still get your <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> whatever <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> number is it the book number, okay so that means <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> is the book publisher will will will ah apply for you <mandarin>还是你自己去:hai shi ni zi ji qu</mandarin> register and apply for it yourself


ah then can buy already, (uh huh) ah, ,


(uh huh), yup ah, ah, actually I think can leh <mandarin>这些:zhe xie</mandarin> in popular or wear white yellow I think no harm doing it wrong


ya lor, ya uh, uh, ya lor or <mandarin>直接问:zhi jie wen</mandarin> popular lor how does it work for popular ah <mandarin>它是直接:ta shi zhi jie</mandarin> they'll just buying one lot <mandarin>还是:hai shi</mandarin> just contra basis


consignment basis ah, yup yup


uh, oh !huh! but, but merchandiser read <mandarin>的而不是:de er bu shi</mandarin> err another department of person read and see whether can or cannot <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> meh


uh okay, uh uh ya,


oh okay okay I'm I'm, okay lah !walao! that means by by when estimated by end of the year


don't know leh ya


eh then <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> supervisor <mandarin>懂吗:dong ma</mandarin> that you are publishing this book, oh uh uh, uh


, , !wah! not bad leh <mandarin>很快:hen kuai</mandarin> leh so that means you !wah! not bad leh this this year <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> accomplishment you finish up your PT then you also got a book under your belt


ya, uh ya


uh okay ah, (hmm) okay ah


, !huh! what you learn there thirty thousand learn what, #hong kee#


ah, one of the jack oh jack ah ah


oh he went ah, yes ya ya, , ya ah


oh okay, ah, ya ya uh uh


oh never mind lah <mandarin>那个钱很多:na ge qian hen duo</mandarin> so is okay <mandarin>反正他他一个:fan zheng ta ta yi ge</mandarin> webinar <mandarin>都已经差不多赚回来了了:dou yi jing cha bu duo zhuan hui lai liao le</mandarin> ya, yup yup


uh, eh ah ya, ya err okay, ah okay


okay eh, then hor D T <mandarin>的书是真的他自己写的吗还是:de shu shi zhen de ta zi ji xie de ma hai shi</mandarin> hor <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> actually is other people write for him, because I really don't think that he can <mandarin>写得出书:xie de chu shu</mandarin> lor


ya, okay okay, then he will need an editor wherever to do it but <mandarin>我觉得他的这个这样:wo jue de ta de zhe ge zhe yang</mandarin> #giam siap# <mandarin>的性格:de xing ge</mandarin> I don't think he will do that lor


!huh! own self write I also don't think has the time to go and write, ya since he got to do so many things, uh


but ya but


oh but I think it's actually <mandarin>不是说:bu shi shuo</mandarin> don't see in that sense but it's because I think it has always happened that, if I still see that person again it's because that err there are still things err lessons to be learnt or


ya so <mandarin>居然还有听到他的:ju ran hai you ting dao ta de</mandarin> news maybe <mandarin>还没有:hai mei you</mandarin> lor,


uh, ya, err err


ya uh uh uh


when knowing that I'm gonna start work with him within a few weeks time <mandarin>妈的那那整个月我睡不着:ma de na na zheng ge yue wo shui bu zhao</mandarin> eh, ya <mandarin>不是不是不:bu shi bu shi bu</mandarin> at ease eh <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> I think it's the stress that


ya like just cannot sleep lor like <mandarin>就很:jiu hen</mandarin> stress lor


uh, but <mandarin>我还是很佩服:wo hai shi hen pei fu</mandarin> karen leh like you know it's like !walao! how you complain so much about him but then hor you can still handle him and he also hor okay with you and just accept it lor


ya then some more now, that you know it's like she will say oh I don't have the time whatever it is right he would accept her reason he will accept one eh that so I don't understand why is it that that time so I also do the same thing but why you cannot accept that you know it's like <mandarin>我所做的:wo suo zuo de</mandarin> you don't even appreciate it I cannot understand why


oh, okay, oh okay oh


ya ya, five thousand


(uh huh), eh so technically hor whatever that he earned by convert to ringgit and <mandarin>可以:ke yi</mandarin> employ that side leh so you actually makes sense for he eh so is like basically <mandarin>他是完全:ta shi wan quan</mandarin> hor <mandarin>没有亏到:mei you kui dao</mandarin> leh


so is like, okay okay <mandarin>真聪明:zhen cong ming</mandarin> ya


then maybe I think <mandarin>他也:ta ye</mandarin> don't mind because it's troublesome for him to go and do the conversion or pay ringgit so rather SGD is fine for him but I really wouldn't pay in SGD because of <mandarin>它:ta</mandarin> conversion rate


george of course happy <mandarin>他就:ta jiu</mandarin> can just wait wait wait wait wait until the conversion rate is very strong then <mandarin>它:ta</mandarin> hor eh <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> weak mah <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> weak then <mandarin>他再:ta zai</mandarin> convert <mandarin>回去:hui qu</mandarin> then got more ringgit leh


oh, uh, okay ya I think is the new webinar I think together with watch investor ya


ya so D T is still using the same photo then <mandarin>那个旁边:na ge pang bian</mandarin> !wah! like what you mentioned new title <mandarin>给我看:gei wo kan</mandarin> photo <mandarin>应该是新拍的:ying gai shi xin pai de</mandarin>


<mandarin>是的:shi de</mandarin> ya err so now he got more people no Kakiao under him mah make sense, ya ah !wah!, then what he wants to do <mandarin>已经达到了:yi jing da dao le</mandarin> lor what he wants to do in singapore


ya uh, because he got one victoria under him everything he can throw to her to do she also okay mah anytime one what you realise that the group always hor twelve o'clock eleven o'clock one AM also okay one


ya so it's okay one err ya, then you see if he can get in two more I don't know is it a full time part time which means hor


I think he can one lor, uh , ah true, uh uh


!walao! <mandarin>要不然就是那种又是:yao bu ran jiu shi na zhong you shi</mandarin> intern five hundred dollars one again, oh, !wah! not bad leh then so within one year hor <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> company <mandarin>已经:yi jing</mandarin> expand to how many people okay you see ah got him got george victoria yourself karen then the two of them !wah! <mandarin>八个了:ba ge liao</mandarin> leh


err but still not bad, ya yes


ya ya, okay okay okay err, !wah! then it's actually very fast leh so you see ah from then on I spoke to him the last I spoke to him let's say last year


until now is times three times eh from that time only two pax now become seven already, uh


uh, uh like he says lor it's all about timing, uh uh uh


but don't know leh I really cannot understand how they Tahan <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> part time part time, then hor I don't know to go and do the work then especially <mandarin>是的:shi de</mandarin> the timing wise like !walao! although say yes I do twenty hours by anytime I cannot I cannot understand


, yap ah ya ah, ya uh


don't know leh !aiya! but to him is like that, (hmm) I suspect hor <mandarin>不懂他会不会:bu dong ta hui bu hui</mandarin> secret generator <mandarin>来的:lai de</mandarin> eh, don't know ya


uh


, okay uh


ya eh <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> then how the laptops I think after <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> X two, two zero one finished already hor <mandarin>应该是会:ying gai shi hui</mandarin> stop <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> ya because


not good one thing another thing is because of the way he works then <mandarin>变成:bian cheng</mandarin> <EX1>blackie</EX1> stuck in the middle and he's very stressed in that sense lah, ya that he feels that why after work come back when because you know it's like when I do that time eh how come battery not working then you feel stress although I told him don't be stressed but then because he needs to bring it back so it feels like not his issue leh so ya


ya ya oh, ya, oh so I think <mandarin>可以啦可以放掉了:ke yi la ke yi fang diao le</mandarin> ya


, true true ya lor , !wah! then <mandarin>今天我不是去:jin tian wo bu shi qu</mandarin> soap shop lor then the girl yesterday told me that !wah! can you help me you do all these things today cause she say a lot of walk in then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> !huh! a lot of walk in ah this type of period got lot of walk in meh


then today when wake up it's raining cause I say please let it rain for the rest of the day so that there will be no people who comes in


ya ya so I was like okay <mandarin>好:hao</mandarin> very good, ya ya exactly so I was like a bit sceptical mah is like !huh! during this how this period of time why would there be many walk ins


ya, uh


I contemplated at six thirty to go and buy one bottle of soap, ya I contemplated then think think think why am I buying it I need it I want it or what reason then think think think no it's okay I don't have to buy this I no need to feel guilty because it's not my issue not my fault no people walk in


ya,


ya ya lor correct lor oh, actually ya a bit lah but today more of Nua lah because <mandarin>因为今天要:yin wei jin tian yao</mandarin> fill up <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> soap refill then so it's really very tiring


then err ashley also came in mah so <mandarin>没有东西做:mei you dong xi zuo</mandarin> so <mandarin>就在那边跟他聊天:jiu zai na bian gen ta liao tian</mandarin> lor I think <mandarin>可能:ke neng</mandarin> also a few months never see her so also didn't manage to do much things, ya


ya, err P one ya P one correct


ya correct one year old ah yes, ya, ya ya lor, so ya so I think ya and then quite Jialat during this period of time I see all the parents hor <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> minimum two kids three kids <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> hor then the age right all very young hor <mandarin>都是那种:dou shi na zhong</mandarin> them by the end of it right they end up more tired


ya exactly correct so I I'm also wondering did they actually gain weight or lose weight also


ya ya, ya lor so what <mandarin>我到现在还没有看到我的:wo dao xian zai hai mei you kan dao wo de</mandarin> sister so I don't know whether she lost weight or not


they would be constantly demanding her attention, uh,


uh nine to ten then the other is from eleven to twelve leh


no even and and <mandarin>另外一个是:ling wai yi ge shi</mandarin> N one leh N one got HBL leh, ah


!huh! okay, , uh, I think at least that one hour maybe can help to relieve the the parents for that one hour that okay I will handle the kids for y'all you can go and have your one hour by yourself go and do your work


(uh huh) okay uh, ,


(hmm), okay oh !walao! still got do cooking then you cannot find ingredient then how, uh


uh, uh, , (uh huh) ah ya err


very stressful leh like that uh uh, but I know my niece put on weight I think she put or maybe about two KG, ya she put on two KG because I was wondering eh <mandarin>怎么拍照她的脸比较圆一点:zen me pai zhao ta de lian bi jiao yuan yi dian</mandarin> then after that my mum says that <mandarin>她的手有一点:ta de shou you yi dian</mandarin> Baba okay understand


ya lor uh, ya uh, ya uh


(uh huh) okay, okay, but they but the overseas one they trauma trauma over what is it from the news or because parents like or because their cases very high or where did the the trauma came from


yup yup


, yup, ah


uh, yup , okay my niece she is aware of what this corona virus is I think the school taught her so she's aware and she is also aware that people may die from it ya she is aware


uh,


, I think maybe for the kids they won't Kanchiong from this pandemic what they will only feel is being locked now in the house then is like forever what am I going to do what am I gonna do <mandarin>我要做什么:wo yao zuo shen me</mandarin> ya she's


no leh my niece I think the both of them they were too bored at home, so when they went back to school the first day <mandarin>时候:shi hou</mandarin> usually <mandarin>太久没有回去学校他就会变成很:tai jiu mei you hui qu xue xiao ta jiu hui bian cheng hen</mandarin> clingy <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> cranky <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> pattern but on the first day of school that day right <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> hor <mandarin>直接跟我妹妹拜拜自己上校车:zhi jie gen wo mei mei bai bai zi ji shang xiao che</mandarin> very happily leh nothing at all no crying


ya so my sis they ask her so why do you wanna go back to school <mandarin>我要回去学校做:wo yao hui qu xue xiao zuo</mandarin> art and craft, ya so she was super happy to go back to school, ya then the young one Kena complain


because he has got a malay teacher but she he refused to speak english to the malay teacher so he is speaking chinese to the malay teacher, ya so he has to be reminded !huh!


he she speaks english to him but he refused to he just speaks chinese


I am not too sure but he understands but it's only to the malay teacher so what my sister told me is that she needs to constantly remind him english english then he will do it but I think it was just did it out fun only ah


ya he will self entertain then <mandarin>你看坐在旁边偷笑偷笑:ni kan zuo zai pang bian tou xiao tou xiao</mandarin> you look at him then <mandarin>偷笑:tou xiao</mandarin> then <mandarin>就哦他在不懂就是:jiu o ta zai bu dong jiu shi</mandarin> some self entertainment thingy you again


ya something like that ya, ya because <mandarin>那时候就是:na shi hou jiu shi</mandarin> the reading from right for him it says that he can let's say <mandarin>就是说:jiu shi shuo</mandarin> quite self entertain so he can if he chose to socialise he will socialise but he is also very happy if let's say he's being left alone in his own world


ya uh I also say so, ,


ya I think ya I think so ya, but he's also at the edge whereby his language can only be understood by the sister


ya then need the sibling to so if we cannot understand they'll ask eh baby <mandarin>弟弟讲什么啊:di di jiang shen me a</mandarin> then she oh <mandarin>他讲这样这样这样:ta jiang zhe yang zhe yang zhe yang</mandarin> oh okay understand


yes ya, can Agak, but not too sure maybe in a sentence or you could uh few words that you think is like that but just need maybe confirmation, ya


ya ya lor quite funny lor then that day ya so the, ya ya, I cannot understand why is like so you can understand what he talking meh


ya then that day also while having dinner so I think the sister had err some some snacks in school so came back wasn't too hungry, so he was like <mandarin>我不是很饿:wo bu shi hen e</mandarin> then suddenly <mandarin>弟弟:di di</mandarin> say <mandarin>姐姐肚子痛我就:jie jie du zi tong wo jiu</mandarin> really how do you know then <mandarin>他这边:ta zhe bian</mandarin> I don't know like okay


then after that I ask my sister why did he say that because also apparently it's because in the morning the sister had stomach ache so he just continue the story, ya so <mandarin>我很:wo hen</mandarin> amazed that for two year old that he can say <mandarin>姐姐肚子痛或者假的:jie jie du zi tong huo zhe jia de</mandarin> until now I still cannot forget when he shouted that


ah ya, ah ah


!wah! so she brought along her own ipad, oh, uh, oh no then tomorrow morning she cannot watch anything


err err ya err ya, yes


a bit too much right, ah okay ah ah


uh but (hmm) ya ah but


four years leh ya then play what, , oh


I think <mandarin>要睡觉了:yao shui jiao liao</mandarin> okay <mandarin>是的:shi de</mandarin> ya okay take care see you bye


no serious okay maybe I'm not as bad as some people, cause [kan] I have a friend uh nama dia Amelia, you know her [kan] ya you know her she tried cooking


no and then you know her mum was like hospitalised for a week, serious


I think untuk raya ke [pe] but then I don't know what she put inside baking soda wait you do put baking soda inside cookies right


okay then I don't know what she put inside that poisoned her entire family but ya selain dari masak is there any other position I can do anything but cooking


okay oh my god thank you so much you know I've gone for so many interviews [kan] but then semua orang tak nak orang pakai hijab hijab atau melayu like there was this one tuition centre that I applied for they were like happy with my grades tu semua and then dorang dah dorang accept tau and then lepas tu dorang tanya like for my race lah and then like what language I speak tu semua then I was like oh


I malay and then I give him my full name then he was like oh I'm sorry but the position has been filled so we cannot hire you then I was like bro you just mentioned not too long ago that you wanted to hire me then sekarang mentang-mentang I kata that, I melayu you don't wanna hire me anymore


because


and then you know ah sekarang tengah COVID nineteen nak cari kerja bukan main susah [kan] so those few workers had no choice but to buka hijab dorang kesian [seh] !wah! aku macam nak sepak [jer] muka dorang like eh bro what does us wearing a hijab have anything to do with our capabilities or anything my mak kerja dekat company besar okay it's a it's an american company that was bought over by a japanese company


and in this company my mak pakai hijab pun boleh naik pangkat tinggi tau you know and there's ramai orang islam kat situ in fact one of her receptionist just converted to islam, and they are okay with them wearing hijab so what is this small local accounting company so against orang pakai hijab you know I think that's just them being racist


and it's not just in malaysia that orang islam boleh pakai hijab like there's a lot of countries out there that allows their muslim workers to wear hijab even though I have to admit lah singapore lagi bagus sebab the racism isn't really that obvious here but still though you know my I my uh Obek [kan] she actually works at I don't remember which hospital but then she has to remove her hijab


and she's not even a nurse she's just what is she doing ah uh I think she was doing laundry ya so dude you are doing laundry you don't even have to face the people like the orang-orang semua pesakit-pesakit so like why do you have to remove the hijab that's so stupid what does have wearing a hijab have anything to do with doing laundry I can wear a hijab and do laundry also


ya even though I hate doing laundry so heavy but ya and then like uh you know in malaysia the the women's army actually wears hijab, ya, which I don't want to do lah I mean I don't know about you but just walking ten minutes in hijab is enough to make me sweat and imagine having to exercise in hijab !wah! I did that in year one because okay in my school we have this thing where all year ones have to do sports it's called sports for life


so err I was in what was it called squash oh my god I love squash it's like tennis but you just hit the ball against the wall and you can actually go blind for it ya but then the thing is [kan] , I I was wearing I was already wearing a hijab lah in year one and then dude the warm up exercise consist of us running around doing push-ups squats and all that


I felt like dying it was so hot cause like not only was I wearing a hijab so not only was my head and my neck covered up but I also had to wear the sleeve and then so inside I was wearing a long sleeve shirt and then outside I was wearing the sports for life uniform and then I was wearing socks and all that !wah! dude it was like


it !wah! I felt like I was dying in the desert sia serious, that was how hot it was and there was only two fans in the court and then I wasn't even there was so many of us so I wasn't even anywhere near the fan I don't even know how I survived that I should have just joined yoga or something


no lah cause actually the reason why I joined sports [kan] was cause uh it was super cool to me like can you imagine playing tennis or whatever against the wall you don't have to worry about looking at other people in the eyes but then uh I found out that usually squash like in pairs [kan]


you have to be careful cause you can actually hit your partner with the racket and then like you have to wear the face face gear or something cause sometimes the ball will hit against you like when it bounce against the wall [kan]


then like uh then my my coach was like scaring us about how this player he didn't pay attention to where the ball was going then it hit him in the eye then he turned blind then I was like shit why did I even join this no that and, one of my crush was actually in squash, ya so so like when I found out that he was in squash I was like oh my god we can play squash together so I joined lah but then we ended up being in different groups


so, and now he's with an older lady


so, [kan] [kan] I mean I don't remember but I think his new girlfriend is quite hot I guess so I guess I can see why he wanted to be with her but still like dude (ugh)


oh my god you know speaking of men I have one month like by the end of this month to find a guy, because, you remember Diana


he is I think he's four to five years older than us he is working at this IT company so usually he'll be at Tuas checkpoint cause uh his company is collaborating with the checkpoint for this new facial scanner


thing, ya so but but her boyfriend is a bit her boyfriend is like you know Ahmad remember Ahmad, ya so her boyfriend is a muka muka bukan perangai perangai dia okay lah like he's okay except for the fact that he procrastinates a lot


[kan], like okay I I admit that I'm no saint myself but and I procrastinate a lot a lot tapi [kan] dia [kan] okay like there was this one time where his boss gave him this job two weeks ago and then he promised her on like okay first week second week the friday [kan] on the day that he was supposed to submit to his work to his boss he promised Diana that he was going to go on a date with her


on that very friday and it wasn't even that he started early tau he started at like eleven plus and then he was supposed to submit by err four o'clock or was it five o'clock and you know when he promised to meet her


no two o'clock, so she's she was waiting for him no wait he was supposed to meet her at twelve o'clock but then she was waiting for him from twelve until two


[kan] and then on that day I I was out lah so I didn't notice Diana texting me and then lepas tu bila I check my phone [kan] Diana was like eh babe you free tak nak keluar I tengah bosan ni tengah tunggu my guy and then lepas tu I I cuma layan dia via text sebab cause I tak boleh jumpa dia I tengah kat luar [pe] and then lepas tu dia pukul dua baru dia datang then the whole time she was calling him and texting him dia tak jawab dia mengamuk dengan Diana


he said that tuhan tak wujud there's no such thing as god, [kan] like okay, I respect everyone's beliefs


I have friends who are atheist I have friends who are non-believers I have friends who are buddhist my family has christians and taoist and all that like my family is a mash of like different religions, but but the fact that you call yourself a muslim tapi you tak percaya dalam tuhan like why do you even bother calling yourself a muslim


ya like like I respect everyone's belief lah tapi kalau you tak percaya you you tak percaya lah you jangan nak bilang orang lain you don't try to force your belief onto other people


oh ya


okay so uh it was last week I think when I met her and then she she tried she and her boyfriend tried to set me up with her boyfriend's friend he's not handsome, I got I got


I'll show you later I have way too many pictures in my phone, ya I'll I'll just send it to you tonight or something once I find it !wah! I need to delete a lot of pictures from my phone but but anyways, the lelaki is he's a medic so I don't mind medics lah


you know me uh but the the thing is [kan] so ya lah but I have a bit of a high standard when it comes to guys than their looks it's not just the personality you know and and the thing is do you know how he like so I told Diana and her boyfriend that uh I'm not interested in him like cause I once I saw the picture I was like


oh hell no bitch I'm sorry


so you you nak I cakap dengan dia okay but you need to make sure that he understands that it's only as kawan nothing more nothing less kawan saja okay then dia okay okay then lepas tu I kata okay I don't him to have my number I don't want him to have my social media account I don't want him to know anything about me unless I believe that you know we can be friends tu semua lah we can click as friends


so I said just give my tele cause I don't post my pictures or anything over there [pe], so ya you know what was the first message he sent me, hey there golden child, right I don't even !wah! he called me golden child I was like so lost like is that is that supposed to be a reference to anything like I'm sorry I watch anime but I don't really watch other shows like what what is golden child even and then lepas tu dia kata uh he he started going on about how so our friends decided to matchmake us cause they believe we're perfect for each other then I'm like Bruh


I told them that it is never going to work out between us as anything more than as friends so you jangan nak fikir-fikir jauh-jauh boleh tak he really believe that kita perfect for each other tau


[kan] so so I sent him this message lah like my first and my first and last message to him I said hi you can call me D uh ya err I don't even know why our friends like to set us up but I already told them that err we don't really we're I'm not really interested in you like as more than as friends lah so you don't have to pay attention to them or anything and


this isn't really a matchmaking event or anything so like you tak suka you tak suka lah boleh belah like in a more polite way okay then he just screenshot my reply he sent it to my friend and her boyfriend then they they were like scolding me like eh why are you sending him such a formal reply you know you sepatutnya cakap gini-gini you jangan nak cakap gitu boleh tak !huh!


like, I ada standard


ya so they just broke up then then it's like what am I a rebound you are not even that good looking bro just find someone else I'm sorry man ya and then lepas tu sampai sekarang Diana keeps on saying that oh she wants to set us up then next time kita hang out together [kan] dia nak bawa lelaki tu nama dia Rudy


ya, !eww! mad ah bro I don't even like the name sorry !wah! fuck I found I sound so kurang ajar [seh] no but serious that's I don't know like I just feel like he's not my type like we can never click there's no chemistry between us like seriously who starts up a convo by calling the girl golden child


I don't want to cause


after he sent me that message and then I replied to him I deleted telegram so I don't know if he sent me any messages lah I haven't re-downloaded it and I don't think I will anytime soon and then lepas tu [kan] so Diana kata err oh I have like my standard tinggi sangat lah I tak boleh pilih-pilih sangat tu semua so she's giving by the end of the month she knows where I live by the way


so she's giving me until the end of the month to find a guy or else she's going to like do her best to set us up and I don't want that


I'm segan too but I would rather be match made with a guy who is at least like who have something in common with me than with this guy you understand why when I send you his picture, ya when I find ya ya oh my god dude


oh my god


I know lah but I betul-betul tak nak [seh] dengan lelaki ni and I I don't know who else I can go to to ask for like eh you know any guy friends who can like help me out pretend to be my boyfriend for a while cause oh my god everytime I meet her every dude


she just texted me yesterday actually ya, apparently she's meeting up with her boyfriend tomorrow and she said that her boyfriend is going to bring his friend so she felt segan to go along with him because she doesn't know any of his friends but I know for sure that that is code for she's bringing that Rudy guy along


ya, and it's to bowling I hate bowling, like okay doing sports with my friends is okay but then doing sports with that guy and her boyfriend and and all his friends Bruh I haven't even met your boyfriend and I'm not going to be match up with that guy


and ya I haven't replied to her oh my god what should I do what should I do what should I, err I'm gonna tell her that oh err I have some family matters to attend to


but I can't hold that off forever, cause she'll know that eh tak [kan] hari-hari ada family matter [seh], oh my god what should I do do you have any suggestion I need to find a guy I need I need someone to help me


ya so nope I think I'm just going to stay home but I do need to find a guy ASAP do you think your kakak knows anyone


oh should I just pretend to be a lesbian but no that's not believable, I tried that once actually people actually believed it, ya, but that's cause they don't really know me that well, actually you know in poly [kan] back in poly I was asked out a couple of times by girls


ya apparently I give off a lesbian vibe, and then there was this girl who was, so into me she actually stalked me home serious serious I was so scared so everytime I want to go home my friends have to send me home cause she she would like take picture then she was likeeh oh my god we are in the train and and and I don't even know where she live at but I know it's nowhere near me


so ya and then we there was this one group project where the teachers group us up and then she was in my group so I was sleeping over in school and then after that she kept on touching me and hugging me and !wah! and then we had a sleepover in school cause to finish our project [kan] then lepas tu dia asyik macam pegang-pegang dengan I


then like then then like geli [seh], and you know what's the worst part, she just pindah to like a few blocks away from me in year two and that was when she started suka I


[kan]


like the last door [kan] second cabin last door then lepas tu I tengok tau, I selalu tak nampak dia tau-tau je pintu dah tutup pusing-pusing tak ada orang dia dekat belakang I, and you know what's the weirdest part


eh hi we are on the same train again this morning like, Bruh where did you even come from


ya I told her like oh I mean indirectly lah cause she was my quite close friends, ya


#chi hao#, ya but he was err he was in my academic school we were from together and then lepas tu [kan] dia selalu macam everytime there's an event he's like the photographer ah so my friends and I will call him camera guy so that people won't know that we're talking about him


ya and then lepas tu that err I keep on telling the girl who like me like oh you know I saw camera guy again today and then he's so hot tu semua then like I would always purposely mention him whenever she tries to like make a move on me


but she never really got the hint, so until that project ah that project was when she got angry with me cause I told her cause during the entire period she didn't do anything, so at the end of it kita semua marah dia ah


ya and then there was another girl who like me also and then that girl was a bit weird lah because she was telling me about how she was asexual and all that then all of a sudden dia kata oh but you know I wouldn't mind dating you, ya


and then I was like oh okay we weren't even friends like she was in my course but she was from a different class, ya so I was like oh, okay girl I have seen but never talk to before and then oh my god there was another girl actually so there's this there's this module called #gen ed# general education do you have it


ya so we doing #gen ed# we would combine classes with other courses tu semua so there was this one girl she was from design and ya she was from design school I forgot which design school she was from she we we went camping together like it was a school camp lah school trip then she was in my group and she was my roommate for the entire trip it was a week long


and then [kan] we were roommates so like okay this is going to get a bit explicit, , dude you know first day [kan] she just started stripping in front of me then she said oh I'm going to shower you can you can you can watch if you want


then I was like, ya I I I just I just smile and say oh okay sure err I'm just going to do my work over there but you can go on and shower and then and then lepas tu [kan] so she's usually not in the room lah like she she met this she met this uh guy from we were sleeping in a dorm it was a collaboration with a an indonesian uni


so she met this uni guy over there and he look like her boyfriend, so she spend most of the time with him in his room, ya so


my friends and I we will like sometimes we would just sit on her bed cause it was the closest to the door so we will just sit on her bed like all of our beds lah and then some people would just sit on her bed and then usually like we will like macam basah gitu tau dia nya tilam dia you know what she was doing right


ya at first


I did not need to know what I touched I oh my god and then [kan] the whole trip she would comment on my badan tu semua tau like oh


and then she said


[kan] and you fikir it was a one week trip okay or was it two weeks it was almost two weeks actually mak mak I I I tak tahu nak nak happy sebab orang ingat I cantik atau geli sebab I terpegang benda tu atau oh my god I don't even know what to feel man


end game


was he cute though, okay never mind


okay ah, oh my god I really want to see how he looks like


oh my gosh you know [kan] speaking of guys do you remember Ateeb, he's still texting me now, ya okay


so the story of Ateeb is a long one started back in sec one so in sec one he confessed to me cause we were in the same clique, Ateeb me jonathan #zi qing# and justin


so err he confessed to me in it was in june holiday I don't remember which part of june holiday and then lepas tu [kan] uh he he suddenly texted me one four three then I was like one four three apa benda [seh] so I look it up online lah like I I didn't reply I was like looking up what is one four three then apparently it was like this


there was this K-pop song that uses one four three means ya ya, so it means I love you and then I was like oh hell no Bish like first of all I felt nothing for him second of all I I was in this it wasn't really a relationship but our I had this thing going on with primary school friend lah nama dia Irfan


ya so I wasn't interested in Ateeb at all so err I told him like oh sorry man like you are a great friend and all but I don't think I can see you as anything more than a friend and then he he started spamming me so I just muted him like I felt bad for blocking him and we were in the same class and same clique


so I just muted him lah like oh I'm really sorry bro but I tak suka you so maybe you should just you know move on lah but kita lagi boleh kawan and then he was like okay then he stopped texting me then you know what he did, he spam


#zi qing# cause at that time #zi qing# was my best friend, he spam #zi qing# asking me to like asking her to get me to accept him tu semua and then it was like I don't know how many days he did that but then #zi qing# menyampah so she she she like scolded me lah like eh can you tell Ateeb to shut up or not ah you know he keep on texting me and spamming me non-stop !huh! asking me to like get you to get together with him then like oh my god I don't even like him then because of that


uh kitanya clique broke up ah, cause like, ya he was spamming everyone and then uh afterwards I okay don't tell anyone okay, but I actually, had a crush on justin


no no serious I and and I don't know lah was I so excited when whenever I text him lah, and then he even asked me out but then apparently he like #zi qing#, so so everytime he ask me out like it was to buy stuff for #zi qing# or like to plan a date with #zi qing# then I was like bro what am I you know you ask me out you bring my hopes up and then like all for her you might as well just !wah! fuck I got friendzone so hard so many times man and then Ateeb tak give up so apparently [kan] did you know this apparently Ateeb spread a rumour and like a lot of people believed that I was dating Ateeb


so at that time I had a crush on a senior then the senior made fun of me then I Tala found out you know you remember Tala


ya so Tala uh Tala heard about it then Tala was like eh D how can you go and confess to someone else when you are dating Ateeb, so so I was like !huh! since when then Tala kata apa oh Ateeb kata we've been dating since sec two ke sec one then I was like bro I have never liked him that way I never accepted to be his girlfriend I never said yes to him or anything


and then but but apparently a lot of people really believe that I was dating Ateeb dude that was the reason why none of my crushes accepted me because they thought I was dating Ateeb and I was like two-timing


so I kata okay lah I forgive you then kita jadi kawan but then we didn't really text a lot and then you know what happen, he he saw me with my one of my friend her name is phyllis then he said eh phyllis damn cute sia can you intro me to her then I was like I don't mind lah but as long as she accepts you then then and only then will I intro you to her


so err I ask, him to give me a his best picture then, ya so he sent me a picture uh if I can find the picture I'll send it to you then I showed it to her I showed it to all my friends like asking like eh if anyone's interested in this guy he's super rich


he's he's super rich yeah that's the only good part about him, ya and then after that err phyllis was like everyone actually they said that oh he looks quite cute from afar until they zoomed into his picture and his face then they're like, oh actually on second thought maybe not it was harsh but it was true I mean like would you date Ateeb


[kan] wait don't tell him that that's why he's like he has a inferiority complex against his abang but anyways then I told him like oh sorry ah but my friend I just made up a white lie like oh my friend's already dating someone so she's not interested in you or like in dating anyone else and they will I felt like they will be together for a long time cause like they are they are very into each other tu semua then I I thought he gave up tau


you know what happened he found her account on tinder like she wasn't using it at that time lah cause she was dating someone else but then afterwards, she she saw him and was like eh I know this guy so she just cause like she remembered him as my friend so she just match with him ah


then he started spamming her asking her to date him begging her to date him then she was like no no no no and she keep on saying no then after that she she got annoyed lah so she blocked him on tinder you know what did he did


no he went to my friends list he found her account he added her he DM her and then she she thought that at that time phyllis and I were in the same clique so she thought that I was the one who gave him her IG account


then because of that right she got angry with me !wah! he he ruined a lot of potential for me man then after that he he spam her IG her her DMs ah begging her to date him and all that then she block him also then afterwards we weren't friends anymore like phyllis and me cause of him lah


then err I got angry lah so I scolded him like eh why the hell did you do that sia !huh! why did you even spam her and all that you know she don't like you right !huh! you want someone you go find someone yourself lah go on tinder go on okcupid or anything you want to go and harass my friends right menyampah [seh]


and then he and then we just stopped talking and then in year two he texted me again like it was a snapchat then I was like you know snap streaks were like super popular right then so I was like okay ah never mind it's just for snap streaks only what so I was like streaking with him


then like what makes you think that any girl would want you you know he he confessed to Huda also, ya but Huda rejected him also, he was so desperate man and then lepas tu uh I rejected him then he keep on begging me again like that time he started getting desperate so I just block him and then lepas tu I don't know how oh oh I changed phone so I guess I accidentally unblock him on whatsapp lah so in year three we started talking again


so was useless ah and then lepas tu uh he he started getting desperate again start texting me eh err apa nak date tak !huh! I suka you tu semua like I'll I'll pay you I'll pay you for relationship then I was like


dude I know I'm desperate but I'm not that desperate as to like know accept your money and then like date you you are not even sugar daddy material man, I don't know and then lepas tu he he actually like started calling me then he started calling me names


then he said he he started saying that oh err what you're the desperate one apa uh you are the one who started all this nonsense you led me on and then you do this and you do that then he he started cursing me out and all that then lepas tu obviously ah I tak buat apa-apa [seh] I've made it clear like I've made it clear to him in sec one I made it clear to him in sec three I made it clear to him in sec year one tu semua that I would never I've never been interested in him and I will never be interested in him ever


he was the one who led himself on, and then lepas tu dia maki-maki tu semua tau he called me and then like one time I picked up he was like mengamuk dengan aku and then lepas tu I blocked him lah I blocked his number tu semua then he actually like I think he came over to my like okay he's from maritime academy


so in, SP [kan] maritime is like one end, my sekolah is at the other end it's about a ten minute to fifteen minute walk from his end of the school to my end of the school


no I I saw because they have a uniform [pe], so I saw the uniform from afar then I I I was so scared cause like for a few days [kan] I keep on seeing like students from his school all of a sudden keep on coming to my school so I thought it was him then then err everytime I want to go anyway my friends will accompany me


then I told my one of my friend mengamuk ah cause they actually came it was near my class tau so I was hiding in the toilet then my friend took out my phone then my friend started texting him like she wrote an essay tau


ah my old phone rosak cause that time I was using secondhand phone, then it unblock him again ya so and then then he was apologising tu semua then I was like okay never mind you know last chance tu semua so I forgive him then he he was telling me about how err apa he he stuck in cause he was he intern at a ship


ya and then he was in america like the ship was going around [pe] then his last stop was at america so he had to get back to singapore himself, then at that time it was already like CB period like cause we end on february fourteen then it was already like


anyone ya anyone who came back, had to be quarantined [pe] so he was quarantined at a hotel, right so I felt bad for him ah cause like bulan puasa [kan] lepas tu bulan puasa dia lagi kat situ tau


so I felt bad so I was like okay lah takpe lah text [jer] [pe] bukannya apa then he started asking me eh do you know anyone uh who might be interested in dating me tu semua then I kata you duduk kat hotel [pe] tengok lah situ ada budak cute ke tak [kan]


I already told you all my friends don't even like you you are not even their type no no matter how rich you are your personality and your looks aren't worth it bro, and then lepas tu he was like what about you you know we we don't have to be anything exclusive can just be FWB then I was like bro I don't even like the way you look I don't even like your personality I don't even accept your money


and then lepas tu dia kata eh tak uh I bayar you I was like I I know lah I suka cakap-cakap macam benda gini I kata I tak kisah tu semua but I ada maruah okay I nak dah kahwin baru I dengan lelaki I nak buat apa-apa suka hati I lah you bukannya matair I you bukan tunang I you bukan laki I why would I sleep with you


uh ya but I I didn't lah cause it was so funny to see what he was texting, ya but I didn't I didn't open any of his messages like I just baca the notification then lepas tu I tutup yeah and then lepas tu he found me on telegram


telegram satu benda you know now where he's texting me, he found my email, dude I don't even know how he found my email


that was years ago, ya, but that was what seven years ago


I thought I thought like seven years ago the emails would have been deleted already, oh my god ya but he found my email then okay I haven't even look at the email then he was saying about oh actually on telegram right he was cursing me out like err why you doing this to me why you ignoring me !huh! we were we were doing so well together and then dia kata err I didn't even do anything to you and yet you are doing this to me


how could you and then like he was making it up to be like I cheated on him ke [pe] tau like we weren't even friends we weren't even doing anything I already told you that I wasn't interested in you and then you yang nak mati-mati nak dengan I you yang desperate sangat and then lepas tu I ignore you lah I tak buat salah [pe]


I dah bilang you I tak suka and then you tetap nak so I ignore lah and then dia mengamuk and then lepas tu dia kata I'll pay you just to reply me !wah! I was so tempted to say each reply will cost one hundred dollar


so I just ignore then he emailed me like, he emailed me like on tuesday, this this monday ke tuesday


I haven't open the email actually oh my gosh but ya, err I think I saw him saying like D why you ignoring me please I really need you right now I really need a friend like you then I was like !huh! you fikir I bodoh sangat ke [pe] oh my god


[kan] and then like so I only told Diana about this cause I never really get in touch with anyone else, ya so then Diana main-main dia kata what if Ateeb jumpa aku punya address


I don't know man I mean oh my gosh I don't want to choose between Ateeb or Rudy that's so weird no no no no no oh my god I need a guy I need someone to pretend to be my boyfriend but all my friends are busy


he's always been like that actually, ya but then during secondary school [kan] after I rejected him again he you remember crystal


ya so err what went on was that err Ateeb Ateeb confessed to her a lot of times then she always said yes yes yes but but everyone knew that she was only saying yes cause she was playing around with him, she didn't even like him, so he I think he bought her a lot of stuff juga lah and then lepas tu uh the one that crystal like was I think it was justin


I had a crush on justin at that time also


oh my god dude you know that was my favourite time you know why cause [kan] everytime justin tertidur [kan] then uh he will like depend on me to like take down notes for him tu semua then I tolong dia dengan homework then I betul-betul jaga dia tau so everytime I selalu bawa bekal gi sekolah [pe] then he would makan my bekal like we would share share tu semua tau


then like couple [kan]


ya and then like with rayson I always talk anime with him oh my god I missed it and then at that at that time [kan] I really thought that I had a chance with justin tau then I found out he moved on from Zi #zi qing# to #zi ning#, and then he was super into #zi ning# at that time then I was like oh so all this time you treated me like a girlfriend cause she wasn't there and ya so I'm just a rebound again


and then, ya I got friendzone by him a lot of time


K end


, (mmhmm), ah ya ya ya I remember her


(mmhmm), !alamak! kesian , oh really


ya you put baking soda inside cookies, I'm not so sure I think you can do some uh admin job duties I know in my workplace uh sometimes we have we need we get orders from customers for Bentos or for events so maybe you can try to get that kind of position maybe I can let my boss know whether he is willing to uh hire someone for the time being especially during this period lah


no I don't think there'll be algebra inside so I think I will let him know okay


I think like


there's a lot of issues that I see like with malay Hijabis not uh not getting jobs being discriminated because I saw like this classmate of mine in polytechnic, recently she did this poll lah uh asking whether like have any of us malay Hijabis ever face discrimination and I saw that majority of her respondents had receive discrimination but for me I'm thankful that so far I didn't face any sort of discrimination when applying for jobs or for university


I'm thankful that I didn't face that kind of discrimination but at the same time I feel like quite upset lah like this is happening to some of my friends who have the qualifications they already have they already met all the criteria they have the skills they have good grades for school but


why is it that they are not getting the job just because they are wearing hijab I think a hijab is just just a piece of clothing it's like you know you're wearing a T-shirt it's just a piece of clothing why why is it that they don't allow muslim ladies to wear hijabs I don't get it


what


oh,


!wah!


ya, and I also have like my cousin she is working as a nurse and you know that in the healthcare industry uh for muslim ladies they are not allowed to wear the hijab when they are doing their jobs but then I don't know I find it kind of weird does the hijab err restrict them in doing any sort of jobs


I don't know I mean when when you wear a hijab maybe they are worried oh let's say what if the medicine or anything like


and I think in social media it has been blowing up ah but I think to know a still they are not allowed to wear which I find it kind of funny because I know that in malaysia they allow their nurses to wear and then I was like thinking if malaysia can wear how come singapore cannot wear I don't know it's kind of weird


really


maybe you should have joined should have considered yoga like even though it is like there's still some warm-ups you have to do but at least you don't sweat that as much and you still feel a little bit uncomfortable-ness but still okay lah ha


!aww!, it's not fated man


there's better men out there so don't worry about him , why, ya


err what what what does that guy do is he working or studying or


oh, ya ya ya


oh my god I hate procrastination


the day before the day when oh my god


at four o'clock, oh my god , oh my god how dare you make a girl wait


oh my god, !huh! what kind of guy is that


but you make a promise what to meet her at two like I mean if you are going to be late you can always inform her lah like I'm going to be late so you can macam meet later or you can meet schedule another date ke apa then this one he make her wait


!huh!, then how do you exist


ya lor might as well just don't pray lor you leave the religion I mean it's a bit extreme lah but , I don't know how to say this it's a bit of a sensitive issue


ya exactly, so when are you going to meet this guy


you got the picture or not


, oh


(mmhmm)


what, golden child


!huh! you haven't even met him you haven't even meet each other how is he suppose to think you're perfect


err weirdo guy


like one pot of money,


oh


Rudy oh, Rudy is so rude


that's a really weird but I don't know do you still want to meet up with him or you, you don't want


oh my god , oh no wonder lah you keep messaging me want to go matchmaking cause you want to avoid that situation then I was like thinking why this girl always nak cari boyfriend lah cari husband then I'm like want to go matchmaking together I a bit segan lah


okay okay later you show me the picture


I don't know man I I used I mean I don't have guy friends but then now that I already graduated I don't really talk to them much and they are also busy with NS I just don't talk to guys in general , I feel very awkward with guys


though I mean like I do talk to my male colleagues lah but I mean I think that's different because I already know them so I'm comfortable but then in terms of this kind of matchmaking thing I awkward lah you need to understand I'm single for twenty years okay


oh really


and she's going to ask you to come with her, I don't like bowling I don't like I mean I don't like sports but I like exercising but I don't like sports it's two different thing


!wah! I don't like social situations, are you going to go or are you going to give some random excuse


true, ya ya ya


, oh ya oh ya


my sister no she doesn't talk to people in general I mean she has friends lah but then most of her friends are like female friends


, really, err


oh really, oh


!eww!, what


oh my god, (mmhmm) (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), oh my god, ya ya ya ya ya


oh my god creepy, I mean I think she really likes you ah but then I think she needs to know that she shouldn't be wasting her time if you don't return the same feelings to her


oh


oh okay okay


(mmhmm), [orh], oh so now it's over lah it was it was just during polytechnic you had that issue


she just tell you like that


[orh]


general education what is that ah, [orh] ya I have that module in my school I I learnt that


is this appropriate


!eww!


(mmhmm), okay


I don't want to know okay enough already


(mmhmm)


oh my god so awkward man never had this kind of conversation


oh my god I feel I feel so weird right now you have so many interesting experiences with people who like you I don't have much but I think I have one story lah it was during my FYP project so my diploma we collaborated with like engineering students so we have to do like auditing at uh low income households kat Yishun ah not really at Yishun it's like canberra Yishun area so we were having a briefing and then I was like


standing near this guy from SEG school of engineering so uh I was like his shirt quite cute eh he wear spider-man shirt then I was like oh I like your shirt it looks cute then he was like oh thank you then after that suddenly uh, we were doing some other things ah so after the block visit right we were sitting down then after that he was like playing with the cat obviously I went to him but not because of him lah I went to the cat cause I like cats mah so I was like playing with the cat I was then suddenly we were like talking and talking cause like we both like cats so we like started talking lah


and then he said uh can we exchange numbers cause you know for the uh final year project I was like okay lah I mean he's not like the main committee but I was like okay lah why not maybe at least can update him and stuff then after that from then right he keep messaging me on telegram on whatsapp and then during that period right uh what is that movie ah marvel is it not star wars apa movie tu yang viral


the I love you three thousand a lot a lot of people say ah end game whatever the heck that movie is lah, then uh he was like saying uh do you watch uh marvel movies I was like not really but I like to watch uh black panther lah then he said maybe we can watch it together I was like I was like feeling a bit weird


no , and then it got like kind of weird lah so like he keep on messaging me then like I don't know I feel weird so I talk to my FYP uh FYP team mates about this then my leader he was like you know that guy right he has actually came out to me and say eh who is that girl lah she so cute eh


I don't know whether to feel weird or happy or I just felt weird he was like !huh! that girl cute then uh that that was when he started like asking for my number then we talk so like I told my FYP team mates about this they say like why you give him your number I don't know what I thought he just want to discuss


he was like !wah! !wah! !wah! someone like you ah then I was like err I don't know I felt kind of weird that time I don't know because like I don't know I just don't feel comfortable with guys I think during that time I also have my own personal issue so like the last thing I would want is to have a relationship when I'm going through like personal struggles so


the way I kind of broke contact with him was a bit harsh lah because I remember at that time we had another block visit then after that he was like messaging me late at night I think it was around eleven plus so I told him oh err I want to go and pray first lah then he was like okay after you pray text me ah then after that I ignore him already


I feel so sorry for him, I don't know I think I used to have a photo but then I think I deleted, already but I think I have though I can show you later


uh actually I think actually he's a nice person lah like I remember that day during the block party we had a block party to celebrate the event and then he was actually quite nice lah he talk to the residents and then my team also said he so nice leh he help other people why why why you don't want why you reject him I was like


you think I want meh , ya I remember Ateeb, really


oh


what he do


oh (uh huh)


oh, that was sad, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), oh ya


what I don't know that rumour I don't know about that rumour , oh (mmhmm)


ya I remember Tala,


(mmhmm), !aww! that was sad


(mmhmm)


!yay!, what happen


(mmhmm),


no but I would date his brother his brother is quite handsome


(uh huh)


what he go and meet her in person


!aiya!


true


, Huda, !huh! what is wrong with him


!eww!, how much the pay ten dollars per hour


like what baby I miss you, !huh!


oh, (mmhmm) (mmhmm), and he went and he spent that ten ten minutes of his life just go to you and said I hate you D how dare you lead me on


ya lah,


ya ya ya ya ya


oh ya ya ya, ya ya ya


ya lah, (hmm), oh ya ya ya I saw his instagram story


oh ya ya ya


eh you can block his number right, you like you you didn't you didn't block him cause he was entertaining you lah


oh man, DM, !alamak!, is it because last time eh cause remember we work in maths project last time then I think he must have had your email I don't know


but do you still use that same email tak [kan], oh then maybe he thought you use the same email then that's why he go and email you, maybe he know his ways lah I don't know


I don't know leh


ya,


true, ya, when last tuesday or this


!wow!


I didn't know Ateeb had this kind of side I really don't know, (mmhmm), ya


oh what if he met that boyfriend eh wait that matchmaker guy then maybe he'll leave you alone, I don't know which is better Ateeb or that guy


oh my god why the guys that you meet in your life so weird that Rudy guy then that Ateeb guy I don't know Ateeb got that kind of personality he's so desperate I didn't know !wah! maybe like for the past few years I didn't see I mean we I know Ateeb since secondary school lah but I didn't know he don't have such behaviour


really, oh ya ya ya ya oh I remember they had a thing then after that got some drama that one was quite obvious cause like she didn't really want to hang out with him then he also didn't really want to hang out with the gang then like that lah


why everyone like justin , actually I also like him actually he quite handsome remember that time you know you know but it doesn't mean that I like him okay remember that time in secondary school we were sitting like you were sitting in front of me then you sit beside justin then I was with rayson ingat tak


!aww!, !aww!, I I like I like sitting together with you justin and rayson cause we always bicker bicker then


oh


oh, ya lah, ya I guess a lot of girls oh I I think a lot of girls think that he very handsome I also think he's very handsome but but I don't think I would have dated him lah but it's okay lah I think it's just guys (hmm)


okay [lah] can


err my day is great I I just had like NDP filming earlier for like a short dance video


pre-plan the cause we don't have like, real life class anymore so err


and everything cause like we need to plan and like ask the dancers to, err pre-record <mandarin>不可能不可能等到:bu ke neng bu ke neng deng dao</mandarin> last minute <mandarin>才:cai</mandarin> record mah then <mandarin>等一下我的朋友不可以来不及:deng yi xia wo de peng you bu ke yi lai bu ji</mandarin> err cut and everything


ah


oh okay okay, so actually the <mandarin>你有什么你有:ni you shen me ni you</mandarin> like any hobby mah <mandarin>因为我们现在是在讲:yin wei wo men xian zai shi zai jiang</mandarin> about <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> COVID situation right so what have you been doing for the past two months,


!huh! <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> unproductive <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> meh, (ppc), ah, oh I see !huh! then you never exercise during these two months


(hmm) okay so okay lah for me <mandarin>我有去运动:wo you qu yun dong</mandarin> and all like <mandarin>我去我的:wo qu wo de</mandarin> neighbourhood <mandarin>那边跑:na bian pao</mandarin> but then <mandarin>因为我:yin wei wo</mandarin> usually <mandarin>去:qu</mandarin> stadium <mandarin>跑的:pao de</mandarin> mah but then like cause


stadium <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> <mandarin>那时:na shi</mandarin> stadium <mandarin>关因为:guan yin wei</mandarin> circuit breaker in in singapore it's called circuit breaker lah, ya, then <mandarin>就很多:jiu hen duo</mandarin> facilities <mandarin>都没有开:dou mei you kai</mandarin> so <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> just <mandarin>随便乱跑:sui bian luan pao</mandarin> around <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> neighbourhood ya


like to be a better self so <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> like train lor <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> like try to be you know err after circuit breaker <mandarin>我要:wo yao</mandarin> like you know err be more fit and all <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> try lor


, (hmm), (hmm)


sorry okay but


why why what what why why did you guys break up, , no like, (hmm) so have you like thought of like getting in a into a new relationship


no I know I know <mandarin>这种东西是顺其自然的就是:zhe zhong dong xi shi shun qi zi ran de jiu shi</mandarin> go with the flow but then


(hmm) I see I see, oh so <mandarin>你你你要等多久:ni ni ni yao deng duo jiu</mandarin> for <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> contract


oh, okay okay so actually <mandarin>我还是蛮小的啦:wo hai shi man xiao de la</mandarin> then <mandarin>然后:ran hou</mandarin> I really not very sure about insurance then maybe you can like share more with me


about insurance plan, honestly right <mandarin>我每次很爱花钱的:wo mei ci hen ai hua qian de</mandarin> so like to like to me and like the fellow people out there listening to this


like they have any like tips or like or any package for us to like save money one cause


eh


oh


okay true I eh I get what you mean it's like I'm like as for example I'm paying a hundred dollars thinking that I'm shopping but actually like in the future I can get back that amount


is it, oh interest


!wow! okay


ah, okay, okay so actually <mandarin>因为我现在在读:yin wei wo xian zai zai du</mandarin> accountancy <mandarin>可是:ke shi</mandarin> right , I'm already in like year three and it's my last year in poly but I'm I'm really not sure like what should I do in the future like I I really like want to try something new like I really don't want to take the accountancy route


, honestly <mandarin>因为我不要:yin wei wo bu yao</mandarin> like immediately after <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> diploma right <mandarin>我不要:wo bu yao</mandarin> immediately <mandarin>去:qu</mandarin>


after <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> diploma, but then right, SIA <mandarin>要五年:yao wu nian</mandarin> contract, from what I see lah on the internet but like , err as an air stewardess but


err (hmm)


I mean, it was my dream right like since secondary school to like be like an air stewardess like I find it very cool like okay, you know honestly cause like I told you I'm like a dancer so like I have like think like like pictured myself in like err going to an arts school and all it's just that like


I think because of like my parents like they never really bring me to , like asian parents <mandarin>比较:bi jiao</mandarin> strict mah <mandarin>就他们会觉得:jiu ta men hui jue de</mandarin> <mandarin>去这种:qu zhe zhong</mandarin> industry like arts and all, you won't get like a, stable income


that's is that is also why I went to accountancy and then after that I know that like, I I don't really like that this course, and like I I'm actually quite a creative person but it's just that I don't really know how to draw and all but like


you know <mandarin>现在科技发达:xian zai ke ji fa da</mandarin> so you don't really have to like draw you can use like illustration you can use technology and all, but ya you get what I mean


no ya


okay, okay so talking about unappreciative right <mandarin>那是我有我在:na shi wo you wo zai</mandarin> instagram <mandarin>看到:kan dao</mandarin> <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> post on like non-essential worker then artist artist is one of the few


and then it it became like a kind of like a hoo-ha on social media on instagram that like saying actually why is artist not an essential worker or what not like artists are being like like not being appreciated and all what are your views on it


oh no it's not only just dancers it's like <mandarin>艺人那些:yi ren nei xie</mandarin> like


like so <mandarin>你可以在电视看戏剧这些的:ni ke yi zai dian shi kan xi ju zhe xie de</mandarin> it's the artiste in general all those are considered also it's not it's not only for like dancer wise, yup


ya, (hmm)


right


right I agree I agree lah I I I see where you are coming from cause like to me I also like how to say like, I also agree if uh that <mandarin>这些艺人不是:zhe xie yi ren bu shi</mandarin> like not <mandarin>是应该是:shi ying gai shi</mandarin> non essential worker because after all it's just a bonus to have like entertainment to watch and you can actually find other like before all these


err <mandarin>科技科技发达的时候:ke ji ke ji fa da de shi hou</mandarin> you know you can actually like find other things to do like bond with your family members like with card games etc, ya so talking about card games and all, , how's your childhood what's your childhood like


oh


okay


honestly <mandarin>讲钱伤感情:jiang qian shang gan qing</mandarin> okay but then, so <mandarin>那时:na shi</mandarin> sec four that time I was having like tuitions that but then right, I I I started like part time back then already so I have like a bit of savings then my mum stopped giving me allowance already since sec four


so imagine I have to like, pay my I I have to give my own I have to pay my own bills like phone bills E like travel expenses and I have to pay my tuition fee on my own and that time I was having like math tuition okay my math is quite bad and it was like four hundred per month


around there cause like it's sec four mah O-level eh N-level I took N-level then I went sec five for O-level but it was pretty expensive lah for like a sec secondary four kid and like, I I I I did not have any allowance back then and honestly I was like


balancing between my studies and also like part time lor, and honestly that time part time was like the pay was damn low eh can be like I remember I was working at this place six dollar per hour, six dollar per hour though !wow! if it's me right now


okay lah the pay now nowadays is like it's like seven dollars or eight dollars lor but, it's still like, like really ah <mandarin>赚钱:zhuan qian</mandarin> is not easy so like back to you like my parents don't really okay but honestly on err like cause some of my friends now at the age of twenty they still receiving allowance from their parents but for me I guess I'm more towards the independent side


but okay honestly <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> like for singapore law right it's like sixteen and above lah but I don't know how I think is through like like my friend's connection with the bookshop aunty so they managed to like hire us


when we are fourteen and it's just like helping out in a primary school bookshop so I just like help the kids like get their uniform size their whatever textbook in the book lists, and all that, ya


no lah


(mmhmm), thirteen, okay for for normal like people that would be like sec one


sec one thirteen ya but, wait wait wait but thirteen what were you doing like you can find job at the age of thirteen in singapore


oh no I'm sorry to, I'm sorry


ah, so <mandarin>你从那那那时就已经很独立了:ni cong na na na shi jiu yi jing hen du li le</mandarin> lah


wait wait <mandarin>四块半:si kuai ban</mandarin> the err but <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> meal <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> provided <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> lah, is it is it, ah <mandarin>对对对:dui dui dui</mandarin>


church


oh no, right, right but then !wah! <mandarin>刚听听听得出你的:gang ting ting ting de chu ni de</mandarin> childhood <mandarin>很很:hen hen</mandarin> tough but then okay lah it makes you like


a very independent person and then <mandarin>你会考虑别人的感受:ni hui kao lv bie ren de gan shou</mandarin> and all, is it,


your I don't know your past like you wouldn't like be so like, like like comfortable to share


I would say


okay okay <mandarin>那个那个我可以我可以作证:na ge na ge wo ke yi wo ke yi zuo zheng</mandarin> cause actually <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> leh okay <mandarin>我的很多朋友从跳舞的都都觉得他很凶可是:wo de hen duo peng you cong tiao wu de dou dou jue de ta hen xiong ke shi</mandarin> when, when <mandarin>我看到他的时候:wo kan dao ta de shi hou</mandarin> right


I I never really treat him seriously like I I'm not afraid of like james at all like, , ya I ya no like I wasn't like afraid of james and like I think during during orientation back then like


he approached me also just to take a photo and all then like I wasn't like very respectful of him of like of james ya, okay wait wait actually I very curious leh, , so if <mandarin>你有这种:ni you zhe zhong</mandarin> like like how to say <mandarin>思想:si xiang</mandarin> and everything right actually what do you like what do you guys look for in a girl ah


like like personality and all, ya in in like girls,


from a guy's perspective like what do you all like actually like see in a girl and all like in terms of a relationship or like I don't know


, so <mandarin>你是那种比较独:ni shi na zhong bi jiao du</mandarin> like independent you would rather work alone instead of like teamwork is it


err <mandarin>你比较喜欢:ni bi jiao xi huan</mandarin> work individually instead of in a group, can I say that


, no I think it's, I think it's okay to like work independently because like I remember someone told me before like you have to know how to work independently first then you can go and help others cause like <mandarin>如果你连自己的东西都做不好你怎样去帮帮助别人对吗就是:ru guo ni lian zi ji de dong xi dou zuo bu hao ni zen yang qu bang bang zhu bie ren dui ma jiu shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>你在:ni zai</mandarin> I think <mandarin>你会添麻烦:ni hui tian ma fan</mandarin> to others instead so I think it's really like


important but I think <mandarin>我也是有很多朋友:wo ye shi you hen duo peng you</mandarin> hor <mandarin>就是他们就是很:jiu shi ta men jiu shi hen</mandarin> , <mandarin>很独立呀就是比较喜欢自己一个人做东西然后:hen du li ya jiu shi bi jiao xi huan zi ji yi ge ren zuo dong xi ran hou</mandarin> when it comes to team teamwork <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> right


ah <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor so there's like good and bad lah I feel ya


but then for now you have changed and like , you're you're being more patient with others


and you are less strict, which I think like, nowadays the generation, cannot really be like too harsh on them I feel, like I don't know it it's a generation thing lah


, eh <mandarin>我没有讲东西:wo mei you jiang dong xi</mandarin> but I have to agree isabelle <mandarin>真的进步很多因为我记得:zhen de jin bu hen duo yin wei wo ji de</mandarin> recent the assessment


err <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> instructor, actually really point her err pointed out at that she's like she's her item was the one that really caught her attention like caught our instructor's attention and I'm really actually like


dance <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> mah then <mandarin>从那天起我就:cong na tian qi wo jiu</mandarin> <mandarin>看她小小的进步就很开心:kan ta xiao xiao de jin bu jiu hen kai xin</mandarin> lah, like to see where she is right now, and


like


like <mandarin>怎样做做好人:zen yang zuo zuo hao ren</mandarin> and everything lah cause like


don't know how to appreciate people like ya and like leadership skills wise cause I know like, I know he's he's like very strict, and then like I remember err like that one phrase he always say never assume in life which is like I think we should all consider in our life like


ya and also like


ya <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> lor


<mandarin>烦:fan</mandarin> okay <mandarin>我我:wo wo</mandarin> okay <mandarin>我有一个:wo you yi ge</mandarin> bad habit <mandarin>就是就是:jiu shi jiu shi</mandarin> like ,


I never always ask like I okay sometimes when like, you must see situation one if it's very busy and all then I wouldn't go ask lah like , and I just go find out the answer myself lor, but then sometimes also like, I don't know <mandarin>等下你又问:deng xia ni you wen</mandarin> like


you might as well just <mandarin>问一次:wen yi ci</mandarin> you get the definite answer then <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> okay that's uh that's it then <mandarin>你就自己去做:ni jiu zi ji qu zuo</mandarin> Liao lor


ah


and then err <mandarin>你是讲找到你的那那个:ni shi jiang zhao dao ni de na na ge</mandarin> motivation <mandarin>还是你有没有:hai shi ni you mei you</mandarin> anyone look up to look up to,


(hmm)


so <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> so <mandarin>你是要自己:ni shi yao zi ji</mandarin> set <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> goal so <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> slowly work towards it and that's that's what you consider an inspiration, oh so <mandarin>你没有:ni mei you</mandarin> like any role model or anyone to like, like someone to look up to


oh so <mandarin>没有人干扰干扰:mei you ren gan rao gan rao</mandarin> is it that word no but it's like did something to like really like


(mmhmm)


oh


hardship


the blue and all then I'll be like I will be like very very thankful, for ya and


it's not a like a want like it's just a like you don't even need it like they just want it that kind of like mindset like to fit in the trend I feel, but <mandarin>我我觉得如果你你本身就没有这样有钱的话你就不会不应该去买这些名牌货:wo wo jue de ru guo ni ni ben shen jiu mei you zhe yang you qian de hua ni jiu bu hui bu ying gai qu mai zhe xie ming pai huo</mandarin> lah just to fit in


ya I don't see a purpose lah maybe cause like they don't know how hard it is to earn money that kind


eh <mandarin>不要讲到这样:bu yao jiang dao zhe yang</mandarin> lah


but <mandarin>我我觉得:wo wo jue de</mandarin> as like like a parent you shouldn't said say something like that to your own child but I mean I just suck it up lah


then <mandarin>我爸爸就会跟我妈妈:wo ba ba jiu hui gen wo ma ma</mandarin> negotiate <mandarin>这种才:zhe zhong cai</mandarin> ya


ya ya I I err uh me and her the relationship is better already because I have I think it's cause of the CB breaker also which like have a <mandarin>每次呆在家:mei ci dai zai jia</mandarin> mah <mandarin>就是跟她说话:jiu shi gen ta shuo hua</mandarin> and all and also like <mandarin>我变乖了我没有去:wo bian guai le wo mei you qu</mandarin> camps and all lah so ya that's that's that


so (um) I think <mandarin>我们今天就聊到这里:wo men jin tian jiu liao dao zhe li</mandarin> you know


eh so how's your day ah


!wah! eh <mandarin>我要:wo yao</mandarin> try leh <mandarin>等一下我们一起做:deng yi xia wo men yi qi zuo</mandarin> leh


COVID ah


!hais! <mandarin>你们问这种问题:ni men wen zhe zhong wen ti</mandarin> hor <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> sensitive eh then <mandarin>我分手了你问我你有没有搞错哦:wo fen shou le ni wen wo ni you mei you gao cuo o</mandarin> you must have something wrong with you is it


!walao! <mandarin>你我不是跟你讲过:ni wo bu shi gen ni jiang guo</mandarin> Liao I tell you so many times then you still ask me !wah! very heartbreaking sia keep asking me like that


now I'm waiting to waiting to, sign my contract then <mandarin>我可以开始做工:wo ke yi kai shi zuo gong</mandarin> Liao


or the day before, !aiya! monday lah monday monday <mandarin>我已经签:wo yi jing qian</mandarin> Liao <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> agreement then <mandarin>要等那个:yao deng na ge</mandarin> MAS <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> approval then <mandarin>我就我就成为一个:wo jiu wo jiu cheng wei yi ge</mandarin> provisional insurance agent I guess


provisional ya


!aiya! I knew it girls, , but <mandarin>你要知道:ni yao zhi dao</mandarin> saving plan ah (ppc)


so so like err, I think <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> sign <mandarin>的那个是十五年的:de na ge shi shi wu nian de</mandarin> plan, so every every month I need to pay about like


I mean based on the amount that you want to give lah, then after that err, err based on the amount that you want to give correct then <mandarin>还有什么:hai you shen me</mandarin> ah oh <mandarin>就这样:jiu zhe yang</mandarin> lor <mandarin>就签那个:jiu qian na ge</mandarin> policy <mandarin>的那个:de na ge</mandarin> plan then <mandarin>你就:ni jiu</mandarin> every month <mandarin>要给那个钱:yao gei na ge qian</mandarin> Liao, then <mandarin>它就:ta jiu</mandarin> like force you to save lah like it's a saving plan lor


then, but I think it's a good thing lah still


but it's for the better lah like, you never know <mandarin>十五年过后你拿回那个钱:shi wu nian guo hou ni na hui na ge qian</mandarin> !wah! <mandarin>一大笔钱你会觉得:yi da bi qian ni hui jue de</mandarin> like damn I'm rich now


something like that ah but I think a bit more like like got the ya the interest rate like that, I think it's an interest rate so you have a better returns ah like for example you pay, err hundred dollars per month, for up to fifteen years so one year you got


about one thousand two hundred like per se lah, oh my god err <mandarin>那个是什么:na ge shi shen me</mandarin> ah <mandarin>十一百:shi yi bai</mandarin> !wah!