oh <tamil>அவர் வந்து அப்படி தனியா பேசிருக்கார் நினைக்கிறேன் தனியா:avar vanthu appadi thaniyaa pesirukkaar ninaikiren thaniyaa</tamil> err he has lucky ah Sasi, reminded us that we have to interperse tamil rather than speak tamil and then english you know


ya we'll use the same because it's a quite a broad category that puts in as many people as possible and now and then of course err like err I'm writing on this mister Balan give him the term world renouncer


I know so here in this case we are we have err under others category a world renouncer, err who wants to give up everything in life, only sits outside the temple and arrange the slippers of devotees he thinks he is serving god so err err this is a new term world renouncer and slowly we will get into ladies who have become holy women in singapore err like err like I know one lady err who stayed in my near my mother's house in #toa payoh#


err at that time she was such a poor lady err dragging three children everywhere no food to eat err err husband very cruel err, and then one room flat but then suddenly she became err err a divinely possess lady ah and then her house in Katong two semi detached houses


big garden and then the prayer room all air conditioned I visited but now she has passed away so I'm going to ask my sister whether she can do a write up on her, because there are holy women also you know holy women in singapore


yes, he would know the daughter and the daughter is a generous lady err I if if you ah melody if you can err touch


base with her it would be very good because why she donated one whole like err office ah to the singapore tamil union under her father's name but unfortunately they sold the property you see


I I will I will get her contact number


ya I mean what you are writing ya you take your time to write melody don't push yourself too much that's why err these few days I never disturb you about <tamil>புதிய சமுதாயம்:puthiya samuthaayam</tamil> and all these things, yes


yes right


ya I see I see, ya ya I saw


so probably (err) (err) out of this Malathi for next volume [ah]


okay , alright so today we're gonna do some recording regarding the what is this ah this one the star station is it oh yeah okay so, okay so first let me introduce myself my name as #abdul toss lim# and my partner is Insyirah


so today we came together to, talk about get get to participate in this okay so so Insyirah so something about myself I think I think this is our first time meeting as well so


so I actually I met her on social media today, okay so earlier we met each other so we went for breakfast together and then I ordered two plain prata


and she ordered, what you order ah, yeah surprisingly we went to this place called the star vista at buona vista and you guess what they


this plain prata cost us one dollar ninety cent each, and the egg prata cost uh two dollar eighty cents


a meeting find a place which is more I guess affordably I guess


I think this is near buona vista there's a park ah yeah


yeah so I think something about ourselves I think err I'm a nature seeker so usually during my free time I will go parks or some, places like #pulau ubin# one people park to explore the area


so that's something I will do lah then I so uh I'm someone who will always like update on my stories uh all these


uh there's right lah so that's how she I mean like, eh something about nature I think , when you're there it gives you some, kind of the natural sound, in some kind of the what what you call it


I don't like to stay at home and use phone and all this ah so I would rather go out do exercises and all this lah


!wah! a lot of insects here lah , I just saw some caterpillar here


okay lah this is normal in the parks okay, yeah so err about Insyirah I think she's just, I like intern I did her intern at uh one of the secondary schools I guess


so Insyirah tell us about your experience please


!wah! seems like you had a good experience over there, okay it's kind of like recall my primary school days as well so I had a, I study in Blangah rise primary school I think, it's pretty good school lah I mean my tamil memories over there my tamil class


the people over there are, kind of miss them right now, yeah, I don't know primary six you know so there's no stress or what so we


yeah soccer I mean basically I like other types of sports lah so in, so I don't know how is that possible will become one or not that's another question lah but sports something I like lah soccer I mean soccer is a basic I mean err is a general sports where everyone likes so I was still into it lah


like really, I mean is okay they in singapore there are two sports that mainly people like lah one is soccer another one is basketball so these are the main sports lah so, so I not into basketball I mean if you realize by by the race alone right the malays and indians would play soccer and then the chinese will play


play uh basketball or yeah lah so I stick to the indian catergory lah I'm going to play soccer yeah I mean, it's another it's a sport where you can bond with people also lah you will another uh easily can make friends


and they're like even during weekends they when there's such thing as like a sunday league and all these so you can, you can meet up with your uh soccer clique cliques I mean uh soccer, soccer click then after that can go for Makan and all these lah so


yeah so it's yeah so every, almost every indian will do this lah yeah


eh you don't say I also I think the last time I play like I think about six months ago, after this soccer I mean like, so I had the nature natural the ability to run fast lah so during my secondary school days my uh my CCA teacher, he scotted me and then err brought me to this running program lah so I was I joined a cross country in my secondary school


so secondary school okay lah so I I mean during my secondary school days right ah there will be a this thing yearly cross country event, so apparently uh for the first three years I got like first lah


so among the whole school I got the first place so, so I was like okay ah then because of that then they, teacher also uh made me become the sports captain for the house lah so there are a total, four houses so then he I was the one of their captain for that houses also lah


, yeah so, then apart from the school running I participated, I was scotted by the national coach also he's in ah, and then I train under him for like about a year or so then I


participated in the one of the singapore opens as well, but I didn't manage to qualify lah, uh cause I was competing with uh this southeast asians runners, so !wah! they're way too good lah


!hanna! !hanna! yeah the experience counts lah


I cannot get back I mean after that I got recover but I couldn't meet I couldn't meet the targeting timing lah so I kind of like stop my running already ah


but I still go for regular runs lah my own let's say uh whenever I got time I will go for runs lah, yeah can say that, how about you you got any CCA


okay sorry ah I had a call just now so had to pause for awhile okay let's continue to chat up Insyirah


oh, I had the same issue I also cannot stay in front of computer for very long


wait so the red camp still goes on or they pause for


!wow! okay,


this is for the next upcoming intake lah


yeah actually this COVID has really, change a lot of things lah I mean I mean I'm a person who always travel I mean like, like to go overseas and nowadays lah but see this year because of this COVID, we're not even go JB cannot even go there to have Makan and ride my bike all this yeah it's like a lot of


cannot lah this thing, I mean hopefully they open the border there I cannot already I think I will go first week already I will go there already, yeah lah that one normal lah I mean there are times where I have like


stuck in a jam for like four five hours just wait there <tamil>அது:athu</tamil> okay car lah <tamil>இருந்தா கூட:iruntha kuda</tamil> okay but <tamil>இது வந்து:ithu vanthu</tamil> bike lah you you wait there with your bike ah imagine all the exhaust pipe all the all the all the pollution all the smoke there coming out, so <tamil>அது ஒன்னு இன்னொன்னு அப்பறோம் வெயில் வேற:athu onnu innonnu apporoam veyil vera</tamil> !wah! very hot also so


yeah lah, night <tamil>போலாம்களா:polamgala</tamil> lah but night is when all the workers will go back, so what then there will even more longer jam lah so I usually go about two plus


that's when the car will be lesser but you cannot predict lah there are times where even the two o'clock also will be people you usually lah yeah yeah that's why you cannot really so that's why you always need to what's the the LTA camera the website you you see how long


so yeah so, so what will you what is the first thing that you will do once like like this COVID let's say no more already


we get to know where we're going, , yeah but singapore <tamil>ல கம்மியா இருக்கு:la kammiya irukku</tamil> but this malaysia is the


cannot cannot predict lah I mean the other countries I mean singapore is okay lah, , yeah lah uh I mean the first thing probably they will open is yeah that's the likelihood that they will open that lah


I mean if not I mean all the food everything, yeah so


okay so what's your dream destination, like this country that you die die want to go this is your


new zealand !wow! good thing


, okay for myself like I mean I have quite a lot of long list lah but I think the one of the country that I really want to go is turkey lah


why is , turkey's I mean I first thing it's the culture so their culture is really uh, it's very different lah and like their I mean if you have see I mean I have been following their youtube videos and all these it's like their food and you have to see all the mutton stew and all these


yeah so the food is one the culture is one and then the weather is weather is, also good it's not like very hot or very cold so it's somewhere in mid, there are a lot of, museums and a lot of churches and all this lah


and different part of the turkey it will give you a different experience so, the what's your weather or is it or is it the the the place where got you will see all the balloon flying over one


yeah yeah yeah yeah so that one is also there and then if you go to other side of turkey will face more like slightly there's, all the the, snow they got snow also so there's different part or different place it will give you a different vibes lah so there's


something I want go and explore lah, yeah, I love so turkey is one lor, one another one ah that one, !wah! iceland is good lah but see lah you need to have the right people to go with lah that kind of place so you go


best place I have gone ah, I mean I don't uh I haven't been to farplaces yet so


only like indonesia uh malaysian nearby lah nearby countries lah think the place where I would, what's the one of the best place is (hmm) I would say bali lah, because bali offers you different things also like it's more for adventurous lah if you want me to say you're an adventurous person


you can you can go to this island nearby it's uh I mean uh pernida, pernida something nusa pernida I think yeah so I've only been there for a day but I went there in like uh during morning and I came back at evening so that


that's right when you get to hike a lot so would the place right you still like you know a rock rock climbing right, you are a rope climbing from say what what sixtieth story all the way down so that kind of feeling and there's no safety equipment or what with you you know you just once slip ah you might just die or something like that it's really that dangerous


I was there for five days, yeah I went there alone lah so basically everything on my side there's no, I mean going, alone is gives you a different, yeah different feeling and then you will I mean you become more independent lah that's what I'm saying say you were I mean their language there is


no lah when you I mean now, the technology has advanced so much so you just need a handphone and you can find your way out lah so, and then another thing talking about their culture in all these cause they speak uh indonesian so their language I mean you I only uh I only know the basic uh the indonesian language lah but uh go there also right they won't really uh now


the number


but this one you guided or you just on your own


india which part oh manali


how many days you order, , actually one of my the other friend I mean my smart friends ah smart means they


they go to manali lah so I supposed to follow them but, good lah but manali I was thinking of the safety part lah


I mean I mean I mean I'm hearing a lot of things like what like I'm also indian but this the safety part of the train in india is yeah so, so I got scared of it lah so I never went but now india is


one of the place I wanted to go lah, I will go to I want go to the the Avangovoda the golden temple so <tamil>மொதல்ல அங்க பொய்டு அங்க இருந்து:mothalla anga poitu anga irunthu</tamil> go to pakistan, pakistan then uh, explore the pakistan also lah another


yeah india india should work on safety ah


super nice small it's full of greenery, I was there yeah I, got a boat house ah it's just boat house ah then they got they will be a cook lah then they will come to your boat and then they they will cook


!wah! <tamil>சம்ம டிஸ்ட் தெரியுமா உன்மேல:samma tist theryuma unmale</tamil> taste !wow!


land of


it's beautiful and you will see a lot of boat house lah boat house is the highlight, I want to go again lah but I think for the next two years or three years I think you can forget about india already yeah I mean talking about india there is it's one of the highest


strain the asia


like I very stubborn no, you see <tamil>இந்த மருந்து வந்தாலும்:intha marunthu vanthaalum</tamil> it's still I mean let's say they somehow they find managed to find this COVID vaccine ah


even, I mean you see india got how many population I mean the village all <tamil>அங்க போய் மருந்து கொடுத்து:anga poai marunthu koduthu</tamil> by the time, curing people lah !wah!


uh


the norm already right


actually yeah we


I mean yeah lah government coming out of different ah it's kind of idea that the


strategies to seperate people lah but, I mean as a student that's very hard for us lah say you secondary school all you want is just to meet your friend then mingle around lah you gonna separate into this kind of different zones all these


that time I like I see normal class room <tamil>லயே நாம வந்து:laye naama vanthu</tamil>


so half <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> I think they going for lesson and half will


so you usually buy at canteen lah


then what's your favourite breakfast, err


that's enough to last the whole day, cannot cannot I need to have a let's say you let's say if you want to have a breakfast right you need to have a heavier breakfast I mean you're not


oh


you don't know what will happen, you see <tamil>எட்டு மணிக்கி:ettu manikki <Z></tamil> first thing you do is to go and buy food, because let's say something happens or some let's say that it'll requires you to


state that in singapore very long one, this kind will be difficult lah so, so you won't get to there are times ah the whole day ah during the morning I never eat the start of my, my station I once I posted to this station right


so <tamil>இத சாப்புட்டுட்டு போனென்னா அங்க போய்ட்டு சாப்பிட மாட்டேன் அங்க இருந்து:itha saaputtutu ponenna anga poaitu saapida matea anga irunthu <Z></tamil> there are times ah the whole day you are occupied in incident ah that means until the <tamil>எட்டு மணி ராத்திரி வரகும்:ettu mani rathiri varakum</tamil> you cannot never get to eat you know


last time lah but yeah lah the experience lah


yeah you are right


okay


oh yeah how's your, now you're what year two right, so one more yeah lah


the string all cannot already then after that I drop


that one it shows like how ah that I mean


I mean we have like own I mean singapore has their own way of uh, err how uh how the system works lah so this one will show how the korean system how the policing works, all these lah so it's kind of like good


good show to watch lah, this COVID also right I mean that's the only thing you can do so <tamil>அப்பொறோம் ரொம்ப:apporoam romba</tamil> addicted ah <tamil>இருந்த மாதிரி இருன்சு:iruntha mathiri erunchu</tamil> then I I deactivated lah


experience lah there are there are now now singapore is encouraging more ladies


police policewoman of course want to sign on, , oh <tamil>நீங்க ஆசிரியர்ல:neenga aasiriyarla</tamil> lah, what is she doing now


oh so O's ah, or the NCDCC


NCDCC lah


, yeah lah go to experience lah, but you see if you want to make that is your career that one up to you lah, yeah lah


that one where where will they attach you to, women, okay so you went primary


you will have a report to do and all these also lah so


, after this since you got another three more days


oh all time favourite lah, okay


I think <tamil>வரணமாயிரம்:varanamaayiram</tamil> lah


romance lah , that movie is outstanding lah, I don't think the first thing you will talk about the the relation between your father


then, and him himself overcoming the and then, uh <tamil>சும்மா வீனா போறத விட இது வந்து:summa veena poratha vida ithu vanthu</tamil> he will go into gym and then he will do all the workouts, keep himself motivated lah


and then eventually he will join the army and all these so it's very beautiful story lah I mean storyline you know, then the father story, it's a different feeling lah


the, who's the director ah yeah yeah <tamil>கவ்தம் கவ்தம் மேனன்:gavtham gavtham menan</tamil> right


yeah lah it's him lah, him he's, so he's been producing a lot of good movies lah, oh


yeah, , but their movie was wasn't that great lah but


because he's you know


eh very interesting I mean the plot and all these was damn nice


this girl is not so pretty but after that, ah nevermind you go watch I don't want spoil #sanam theari kasam# <tamil>நல்ல:nalla</tamil> movie


yeah lah <tamil>எல்லாருக்கும்:ellarukkum</tamil> ar rahman song lah


or silence ah I really don't know, oh no


oh so you will see the rating then you


I ordered one egg Prata and I ordered hot milo, yeah


yeah


, so yes uh, yeah so now we are here at the, what is this place called, one north park


yeah we we both are here for the first time, we tried to find a place to sit, yeah apparently there's a lot of ants here


and then there's a, what's that thing <tamil>சேவல்:sewal</tamil> I don't know how to say in english here making a lot of noise, and then we finally found a spot to sit and talk, and it looks very nice


are you know, usually people don't, my stories are not uh how to say


don't people don't post about nature they usually, go eat in cafes or go for movies you know, uh yeah so how to say, his story will just appear with the greenery and there will be a lot more of food and then I'll be like oh this place is nice I have no idea where is this place


so I'll everytime go and like ask him, and then he'll be like oh this place is here and then I'll be like <tamil>எனும் என்னமோ:enum enamo</tamil> I going to go like that, I will just like ask him and then after that be like okay great looks great


and then yeah uh


and then, yeah so, this yeah there's a lot of insects and okay but it's not coming up is it coming up


Caterpillar , it's totally fine


so uh okay it was four weeks, the first week was very interesting but I wasn't like really you know uh how to say, uh, teaching any classes


my first class I had to read a storybook, to uh to my primary twos, the storybook was about caterpillar


caterpillar and butterfly, so uh what was happening was I was happily reading the book the children were happily enjoying, and then when I was reading there's this word called, okay so the caterpillar have antenna right


then the kid the the child's came and asked me, that moment I was like


I was just so, shocked I don't know what to say to her and then because she's the, overly, uh what they call high ability, kind of child so she likes to ask a lot of questions way out of the box then I was like oh because


aunty nah <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like <tamil>தமிழ்:thamil</tamil> lah (ahh), so <tamil>உங்க எல்லாருக்கும் புரியும் அப்பிடீனு சொல்லிட்டு:unga ellarukkum puriyum apdeenu sollittu</tamil> I just moved on that was something I won't forget and then that one week the first week I had another experience in the same class


oh he was he's my favourite student by the way, so he he was like he's the weakest, student and then I had to read with him along with him, and then what happened was that after the


what uh whole lesson the teacher came and told me that, uh the form teacher, and the rest of the teachers think that he might be low ability and like quite uh have a learning disability and then I was like !huh!


you know like I was like what he he he read so well what do we how how is it even possible and then oh and then I I, eventually I became his favourite teacher because I was so nice to him, and then I made him choose his childrens' day gift and then he and then


what happened oh and then uh so then they were like uh after my lessons they will just say bye to me and they won't say bye to the other teacher and then the teacher will be like not bad then I when I was about to leave the school the last week right, they all got super sad they thought the other teacher won't come back anymore and it will be me teaching them all the way


yeah it was super cute, and it was a, wonderful experience lah actually yeah teaching tamil and, my form class was also quite , okay I never talk to my form class much, but they drew me on the whiteboard


on on on children's day which was my last day, yeah that was my experience, -EMP, in my


so uh so <tamil>உனக்கு:unakku</tamil> soccer <tamil>புடிக்கும்:pudikum</tamil> do you like soccer


not everybody likes it how can you say that, true actually true


yeah basketball, true


yeah my my dad does that like every friday go soccer then eat, I like to play soccer it's been I don't know how super long, but I will watch soccer


(mmhmm)


interesting


, oh, but it's an experience you know


yeah


right, stress relieve and stuff like that


see why I don't run, I don't I don't do these kind of thing, I am way off this, yeah , I'm more into like, uh art, like I like to draw


and then yeah because uh in secondary school I took the, uh art subject, so I like to draw I like to, uh sing dance, I like to what else


I am more onto like this kind of things, what was I saying, yeah so I'm more into like, this kind of


drawing and, all these things, and then, yeah my CCA was more into, animation in secondary school, yeah but it I cannot uh sit in front of the computer for very long


yeah, I had to finish it anyways, but yeah uh, then I came to poly


and them I'm in this uh NP ambassador thing it's the student leader for, #ngee ann# poly, so that one is like how to say, uh, more of like uh a a lot of ways you can explore because you get they do a lot of events


related to school, like red camp open house and stuff like that, so you get to explore like leadership but at the same time you can also do art stuff, and then you can do like,


there's a lot of different things you can explore in that, and uh, oh red camp <tamil>வந்து இப்ப:vanthu ippa</tamil> they are doing it online


yeah what how they're going to do it is like basically red camp <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> three days, now they're going to shift it to three hours, in zoom it's very challenging


mostly all the schools, and then uh, later there will be like, the performance


student leader performance, and then, it was it will be damn tiring


eleven plus, but in a way it's nice, now they're doing it in a, zoom, I really don't know how to I having the briefing like


ah, zoom <tamil>ல செய்றாங்க:la seiranga</tamil> for three hours I don't know how it's going to work because, -EMP, it's gonna be the same lah cause, you know if there's no bonding and stuff


so sad, , , I, , but then you will have a lot of jam


!aiyo!


that's why, so I mean I have never experienced it before but it's really, go at night I mean okay <tamil>ஆனால்:anaal</tamil> like, it depends ah


true, yeah true, yeah, !huh! really ah weekdays two PM


this COVID has like how to say, I never go to NP for like, eight months solid, I spend my whole semester at home that's the, saddest and most, horrendous part of my life this year


first thing I will do after COVID ah, !aiyo! err, I like to travel also so, probably go somewhere, I don't know where but, must ask my family go somewhere


you know because I think <tamil>இப்ப வந்து:ippa vantuh</tamil> COVID the only restriction we have is to get out of the country we can still go wherever in the country what, right so maybe get out of the country yeah


, I tell you about other countries not only malaysia I think you love malaysia


malaysia lah correct, you don't properly gomez but my my family loves to go there, yeah, so go there, but I mean how to say cause


my course right we have this trip thing that we go india next year, but <tamil>அது நடக்காதுன்னு நெனக்கிறேன் ஏனா அங்க வந்து:athu nadakkathunnu nenakkiren ena anga vanthu</tamil> COVID , everybody yeah I was like uh but it's


dream destination


!aiyo!, I like I want to go new zealand, because my parents got go but <tamil>நா போனதில்ல:na ponathilla</tamil> and uh


everywhere is nature, like everywhere is mountains greenery, you cannot see building that's what I want, like I don't want I don't want to see buildings it's very nice how to say


you just drive all the way, and then yeah I want to go new zealand and and it's halal like, muslim friendly there's a lot of, halal food apparently so, probably can go there


yeah what about you, turkey oh


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


yeah, true


oh ah yeah nice, oh okay I know the hot air balloon place right


ah, yeah yeah yeah


correct, all in one, interesting


why iceland, so like what was like the, best place you've ever gone


sixtieth story, , , I experience something like that before,


alone, how long how long you go,


feel, never get lost ah, , true lah


yeah that's true, (uh huh)


, eh but malay not bad you know that time I go uh, they love india, then you you I, go paddle gliding you know then so it was only me


my dad and my uncle, because, yeah basically <tamil>நம்ம தான் வந்து பெறகிரைன்கு போலாம்னு சொல்லிட்டு மேல போயாச்சு:namma thaan vanthu peragrainku polamnu sollittu mela poyachu</tamil> then, because it was nearing to noon, and usually <tamil>காலைல மட்டும் தான் வந்து முடியும்:kaalaila mattumthan vantuh mudiyum</tamil> nearing to noon wind <tamil>இருக்காதுன்னு சொல்லிட்டு:irukkathunnu sollittu</tamil> they won't allow


then so they let me go first, I'm the lowest weight down there, then <tamil>அப்பொறோம் நா பாட்டுக்கு:apporoam na patukku</tamil> happy ah <tamil>போயிட்டேன்:poyittean</tamil> and then land I thought I will land, where my <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> everybody was but no, naver they land me somewhere oh that place was beautiful


okay I had I had nothing with me I had like uh no phone with me or anything, so that place was beautiful they they let they they drop me and and they were they talk to me in hindi,


uh how to say, like uh, I know they went they they they say they're going to go up and call my dad and then let me make them come down or something like that lah, so like , I was waiting there alone


for uh twenty minutes, and, no after that that's not what happened so there's one random guy came up to me okay, he talk to me in hindi for five minutes, I was (hmm) and then he was like #challo challo# and then I was like


okay Challo means something like follow him or something like that, then I followed him he was like, there and I was here, and I was like oh shit I'm going to end my life at north india because, they and then he made me climb this


mountain, no that no no it was not tour guided us yeah


then, no what to me I don't even know if he's a random guy or what cause, he just came up to me and talk to me, then I climb up the, mountain <tamil>அவன் பாட்டுக்கு ஏர்ரான் அவன் எதுன வாடி ஏறிருப்பானோ எனக்கு எபிடி தெரியும்:avan paatukku earraan avan ethuna vaati eariruppano enakku epidi theriyum</tamil> I was like


this is like I drop I die, I legit die and then I was like, !wah! how did half way down I was, giving up I was like, I mean I can climb but in me I'm like


so, I'm not even going to find my family anymore , I'm just going to end my life, here what is this guy going to do to me, and then after that I climb climb, and then he just made me wait in a random road, then all the, plus because they know that I'm not a north indian obviously I'm a foreigner


they look at me so weirdly, like, what the hell are you doing here, then I waited it was almost an hour, !aiyo! and then they came down, my ah and best part my ah mah thought I was with ah pa and my ah pa thought I was with ah ma


they both didn't know I was lost, so then after that I was you know I I you I was like, how do I get out from here so this car came this way I run from here means will I get escape or not, and I was like yeah, it was very fun it went until zero degrees


oh manali there, yeah !aiyo! the travelling up was, fourteen hours straight, at the same freaking seat, we died cause yeah we died but, uh about


so that one right was, we were we went to delhi, then we went up to shimla manali and then we came down to delhi, it was fully about almost two weeks


, you should go you know it's actually very fun, !aiyo! yeah then something


I went uh bubble kids bubble, cable car or, it's, it's


!huh!, I mean going there they have beautiful places but the safety is


super bad !aiyo!, !aiyo! that one cannot make it lah I mean <tamil>அங்க வந்து:anga vanthu</tamil> how to say ah, uh but then one thing is south india is better than north india not going to lie


in terms of safety, yeah because okay <tamil>இங்க ரெண்டு வாட்டி தான் போயிருக்கேன் ஒரு வாட்டி:inga rendu vaati than poyirukean oru vaatti</tamil> I went for south south, india another time I went north india then uh, why okay I mean in a way in south asia you can talk in tamil also so <tamil>புரியும் அங்க போய்:anga poai</tamil> #challo killo# nuh


maleli is still fine right no


uh that's true lah kerala is nice, you went there


, oh really ah mountain


I can tell yeah


yeah now there's a lot the actors all having the right


uh, then <tamil>அங்கு:angu</tamil> people don't want to listen also, like


yeah, !aiyo! if you see the CD and stuff <tamil>நெறய:neraya</tamil> then they will just talk back they don't wear mask, but then whatever it's very, it's very hard


yeah, correct, yeah <tamil>கொரே:kore</tamil> yeah correct like it's


that's why because my ah mah works in a hospital line right she's she told me, after a few after a certain extent, uh people will just get used to COVID, is like just a normal fever or just a normal thing


because <tamil>இப்பவே:ippawe</tamil> like, mostly everything open in singapore already lah but then like how to say after a while it's just very uh, hard to even find out if people have or no


and hard to you know


okay,


soon very soon, I mean now they're opening at, everything what they open my school already uh in a way I'm happy but, the split us into zones, and I don't know how that's going to work lah


I don't think it's going to work but, approach, yeah and


true, but then how to say okay I mean honestly secondary school primary school even


kindergarten they all had their life already okay they are all going back to school I never go back to school, it's really like, you every morning you wake up and then you hear the teacher talking in the zoom you know like <tamil>அவ பாட்டுக்கு கொறச்சிட்டு இருப்பா:ava patuku korachitu iruppa</tamil> and then I'm just like I'm half the time


no really like uh my uh in the zoom lesson and then, every morning my grandmother will call


, I will like you know then the way you do assignments like group assignments and all, you know there was this day


morning <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> eleven till uh eight o'clock I was on call, I hated my I hated my phone that day, I like <tamil>நா சாப்பிடும் போது கூட:na saapidum pothu kuuda</tamil> my friend is talking to me and then I am like <tamil>இல்ல அப்டி பன்னு இப்டி பன்னு:illa</tamil> then my mom just like stared at me then <tamil>கரட்டா எட்டு மணிக்கு:karatta ettu manikku</tamil> I got student leader meeting


then I I came out of the room I was like <tamil>இத நா:itha na</tamil> school kuh <tamil>போய் பண்ணிருந்தாலும் விட்டிருக்க மாடீங்க நா வீட்ல இருந்து தானே பண்றேன்:poai pannirunthaalum vittirukka mateenga na veetla irunthu thaane panrean</tamil> just keep quiet you know so yeah, in a way when you interact right it's better I don't you you don't have to hold your phone like that the entire time


that one also the whole world will hear what your friend later your friend scold you, then look at you, you know yeah that is but also


it's a fun experience because , , uh yeah my my mondays and tuesdays are at, home and then wednesday thursday friday is back to school


but then <tamil>அது வந்து என்னமோ லேன்யான் போட்டுட்டு:athu vanthu ennamo lenyan potutu</tamil> and then they will they are they are attaching me they are putting me into this, it's horrible, so I would be like nevermind I everyday I just fast for you it's okay


yeah uh there's this place called munch is the place the <tamil>சாப்பாடு:saapadu</tamil> okay lah I mean I'm not uh, I I I, for me breakfast very important, yeah, I'm like I need to eat breakfast then I can go the whole day without food


I u- I used to be not like that


breakfast, uh I'm not a very healthy person, , I get the, uh sandwich thing or if not I'll get waffle


yeah


come then I'll buy, then I walk to class so I'll eat at the class, or eat on the way to class or somewhere like that, not not sit and eat, and stuff like that


oh my god


experience lah daily experience I mean almost <tamil>எப்போ வராதுன்னு தெரியாத:eppo varathunu theriyatha</tamil> I think because it's like how to say uh, it's nobody plans it what so you know yeah


interesting yeah and then


uh, uh, err yeah okay going back to my HBL things today, so but


in my this semester compared to the semester's I went to poly and did, how's my what,


year one point one was, you okay so by, every year got two semesters right, so the first right, first term will be you choose your own ah group mates


then second semester will be the, they just choose for you and it will be a horrendous semester ahead, yeah just <tamil>புதிதெது அப்பொறோம் என்னாகும்னா:puthithethu apporom ennagumna</tamil> uh so my sem one point two uh was horrendous


cause everybody last me and stuff like that then, in the <tamil>போன சேம் வந்து:pona seam vanthu</tamil> is we choose by ourselves right, so <tamil>அதுக்கும் ஒரு:athukkum oru</tamil> drama <tamil>எல்லாம் நடந்து முடிஞ்சு நம்ம:ellam nadanthu mudinju namma</tamil> choose <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு அப்போறோம் என்னாச்சுன்னா:pannittu apporoam ennachunna</tamil> but it was my best group


because uh, and then err, what happens if if I feel very tired, I'll get very high and I'll just


just talk and talk and talk and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh you know and then, so in a way <tamil>இதெல்லாம்:ithellam</tamil> lah we overcome and we all are


had the great ideas, we had to like create songs song and then we had yeah we had this, oh yeah I I like to play piano


, I want keyboard


yeah so we had stupid uh assignments like uh, creating songs <tamil>அடுத்த:aduththa</tamil> semester oh <tamil>எங்களுக்கு:engalukku</tamil> creating short film <tamil>எல்லாம் வந்துச்சு:ellam vanthuchu</tamil> so either way I like to do because


short film is not bad I got do it before for my secondary school also, but it's fun


must, it must be how to say you must have the correct group to apply it <tamil>நம்ம சொல்றத அவங்க ஒன்னு:namma solratha onnu</tamil> accept <tamil>பண்ணனும் இல்ல:pannanum illa</tamil> impremise


for the first time <tamil>யெனக்கு எனக்கு வந்து:yenakku enaku vanthu</tamil> like three point something <tamil>கெடச்சுச்சு:kedachuchu</tamil> I was like oh great yeah I got like A and B which is never me


yeah then uh that was, plus point because when I get bored <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> the thing is I get bored I have to either go out or do something


there's this point right, uh my mum never let me get out of the house at all, yeah because she was very scared of COVID she literally brought all the wet wipes from, her workplace and store it in my house and then yeah so there was so <tamil>என்னால வெளீல போவா முடியாது:ennala vealeela pova mudiyathu</tamil> I feel so dead I'll I'll I'll feel so restless


then <tamil>நானும் எவளோ நேரம் தான் வந்து:yewalo neram than vanthu</tamil> like call somebody and talk you know like you can't do that then I watch netflix also <tamil>அதுக்கப்போறோம்:athukapporoam</tamil> I feel dead of watching that I, I oh friends I like to watch friends then money heist I watch


a little bit


what is it about, (mmhmm)


yeah, deactivated you should go watch, I I I would sit down and watch all the police stuff while it's no problem but


I can never


no thank you but my, my sister is more interested in those kind of stuff, she she's uh sec four, doing , N level NA <tamil>இன்னக்கி:innaki</tamil> last paper


yeah, civil defence something, she from st john's she shifted to the civil defense, ah yes that


I I always listen, then, after that, hospital line, police line lawyer


but it's very feeling, is a experience you know, no no cannot cannot cannot


I mean I I kind of settle already it's just


no this course there's only three months, usually they will attach me to a kindergarten but then now that I'm in this bond I can ask them if I can go to primary school again lah


but that's it, !aiyo! yeah then after that, but that one you will be graded


oh, thanks for reminding me oh my god shit, I have a actual reflection to do


yeah must go and do


then after that uh, what ah, !aiyo! I forgot what I want to say, uh I forgot what I want to say shit oh my god uh


uh <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> song is he sing, so I like his voice and then uh <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> I do not know <tamil>எனக்கு அந்த கத பிடிக்கும்:enakku antha katha pidikum</tamil> and <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> song <tamil>பிடிக்கும்:pidikum</tamil> so yeah, yours


, , yeah


you like what genre


interesting, yeah it's a very nice movie


I'll try, dad, (uh huh)


(mmhmm), yeah, yeah I like the movie a lot


, it was two thousand eight, what


!wow! oh my god, I love


yeah I love the movies it's beautiful, yeah but, uh, uh but <tamil>இந்த படம்:intha padam</tamil> this uh what


I like to watch uh


thriller films, yeah I like the movies I like to watch a lot of thriller films <tamil>ஆனா அந்த:ana antha</tamil> thriller films lah <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like you know <tamil>ராட்ச்சசன்:raatchasan</tamil> alright


!aiyo! I got scared uh but I love, you know when you put clown or like some


I don't like it, I always scream, I really like , you know but <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> that was fun I mean uh that was an interesting movie to watch lah


sleep is destroyed because, uh the BGM hits a very, the high level


yeah, day lah <tamil>நா:na</tamil> now usually, movies <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> I like to watch alone, uh in my room, by myself


I will fully be in the movie, yeah, (uh huh) what is the movie name


, you love movie also


okay okay I watch I'll go and see I'll tell you, yeah then , okay ah hindi movies, uh I like #kalho naho#


have you watch it it's a very nice movie you should go and watch, two thousand, four five, uh before two thousand six around there the movie came out


it's a, a romance film also, it's like, , it's how to say it's a tamil movie, uh but


how to say he, you will like this girl lah and then, you will love this girl but in a, different way, cause he but he won't get together


and, he will die, yeah but, I'll cry in the movie lah, you should go and watch uh that movie, yeah, it's very nice, and then


oh eh I never watched finished before is it nice


yeah that song is very nice and I mean AR rahman one so, yeah yes, and then


the day I was watching guru, whenever I start watching and then I'll get too bored and then I'll off, I don't know I'm like so done with this I I, the moment you have to just keep me


going if not I will just, off and if I off a movie I'll never go back and watch it


that day my uh I think there's this new movie what then uh and then I go and watch I go and see ratings on before I watch, then uh, forgot the movie name my <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> and <tamil>அப்பா:appa</tamil> was watching


in the hall !huh!, I really don't know they send me then I went to search the rating it was four out of ten I was like forget it then


then my ah mah because, my mom me my okay my whole family have this same taste okay I have extra taste that is like I like to watch a lot of movies but their taste is thriller


how how to say he he come and tell that it's nice lah then after that I tell my mum, four out of ten <tamil>நா பாக்க மாட்டேன்:na paaka matean</tamil> then they force me


so, (mm) unless I am watching with someone


good it was fine, it was quite boring actually I came to school too early you


oh you start ready ya I havent start yet leh


err <tamil>வெள்ளிக்கிழமை:vellikilamai</tamil> lah, so what's your plan for the weekends then


oh weekend <tamil>நான் வந்து:naan vanthu</tamil> malaysia <tamil>போகலாம்னு நினைச்சன் ஆனா:pokalaamnu ninaichaen aanaa</tamil> close <tamil>பண்ணி இருக்கு:panni irukku</tamil> lah malaysia


(hmm) maybe I just wanted to do shopping watch movies cheaper there I really miss going to malaysia what about you


oh my god


what shows are you currently into for netflix


!wah! sounds interesting ah !wah! I would never want to go france though it's like not on my bucket list <tamil>நான் எந்த:naan entha</tamil> country <tamil>போவணம்னு நினைக்கிறன்னு பார்த்தன்ன:pova namnu ninaikiraenu paarthaena</tamil> maybe like <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> dubai <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி:aantha maathiri</tamil> countries interests me what about you


I think that is in north northen ireland


everytime we meet to jog it ends up raining why


wait means that we we dont have to exercise so why are we pushing ourselves why do you think exercising is important


ya it's a very disgusting


ah


<tamil>அன்னிக்குத்தான் பார்த்தோம் மறந்துட்டேன்:aannikkuthaan paarthom maranthuttaen</tamil> lah


I thought thirty two


ya I mean its like your childhood drama is like continue so much that he is like scarred for life and then the the beast would be recreated right like why why would the beast be created ah


is it, ya ya the walls


comic books is part two right the first, was he he was a zookeeper he will see the other animals climbing that's where he will be


okay


will decide that okay let's let's you know moving with them to this to this err mention still with them and so the couple will have a friend who is a psychiatrist and he's a doctor in in london so he went missing them for


and after he, that's too like ah and then they will want them saying that do not enter this particular bedroom, because that's where the good goose is and like, as long as we don't we don't go near them and it's fine because that big room is like the third or fourth floor which is like very secluded but then big and then there's a staircase that needs to there and then they would close it so that nobody goes there so the workplace would they own in class


I think the main character cutlet event, vietnam and foreigner he are very interesting eh like and she doesn't believe in all these hunting story ghost stories so she will decide, it's great that space in sing what is there and then ask my previously the strange things that will be happening whereby


and then <tamil>எல்லாரும் வந்து கேட்கும்போது என்னாச்சு என்னாச்சு:ellarum vanthu ketkumbothu ennachu ennachu</tamil> she will just like blame another person saying that oh I was just standing by myself <tamil>நான் வந்து சும்மா தான் இருந்தேன் இவன் தீடிர்னுவந்து என் மேல வந்து:naan vanthu summa than irunthaen ivan thidirnu vanthu en mela vanthu</tamil> fire <tamil>போட்டுவிட்டுட்டான் மத்தவங்கள பன்றது:pottuvittaan matthavangkala panrathu</tamil> just so that nobody will become suspicious of her thats what she was doing then she also like


making tea or what then she will put poison into her own husband's coffee and she will pretend like oh the she didn't do it she pretend as she's innocent and that oh my god somebody's trying to kill my husband she will be just drama she's just full of drama


oh my god then the girlfriend will be there also right who would be looking at all this and will she be still dancing she won't right she will stop dancing and she would start freaking out <tamil>அவ கத்திகிட்ட ஓடிக்கிட்டு இருப்பா:ava kattikitta odikittu iruppa</tamil> then the king will still follow her what will happen ah to her


oh so she will start haunting the house so to just get revenge and burn the king lah


, ahindia indian flimmage <tamil>சினிமாவுல இந்த மாதிரி நிறைய:cinimaavula into maathiri niraiya</tamil> psycho movies <tamil>எல்லாம் இருக்கு:ella irukku</tamil> like I see that this is not only the split personality disorder kind of films like actually can learn a lot of psychology from just watching tamil movies have you heard of the other movie also have all this err split personality thing called err I think is anniyan


i am really sure its called anniyan


other knowleh when they're on the girl mutton google would whack it on like martha characters long when unclear though


!wow! <tamil>அதுல வந்து ஒருத்தன் வந்து:athulla vanthu oruthan vanthu</tamil> train <tamil>ல போயிட்டு இருப்பான் அப்ப சாப்பாடு கொடுப்பான் அவன் கேட்பான் ஏன் வந்து இந்த சாப்பாடு பலாசக இருக்கு போய் புது சாப்பாடு எடுத்துட்டுவானு அந்த அம்பி சொல்வான் ஆனா அவன் சொல்வான் இல்ல இது புதுசு தான் நீ தான் சாப்பிட மாட்டிக்கிற நீ தான் வந்து பெருசு படுத்துறன்னு சொல்வான் உடனை அந்த அந்நியன் வந்து ஒரு:lah poiyittu iruppaan appa saappaadu koduppaan avan ketpaan yaen vanthu intha saappadu palasaaga irukku poi puthu saapadu eduthuttu vaanu antha ambi solvaan aanaa avan solvaan illa iyhu puthusu thaan neethaan saapida maatikira nee thaan vanthu perusu padutthurannu solvaan udanae atha anniyan vanthu oru</tamil> scene <tamil>ல வந்து அவன கும்பிபாகம்:lah vanthu avana kumbibaagam</tamil>


K K this conversation very sad and depressed you should talk about more cheerful thing


okay so from what I remember so anniyan he will have some taekwondo tujoh where he will be training taekwondo children then there will be this girls would be running through the taekwondo squat and then he will take down he will fight and he will be trying to kill that girl


he would try to kill everyone basically


we all can relate to that


so <tamil>என்னமோ:ennamo</tamil> fashion show <tamil>நடக்கும்:nadakkum</tamil> then one day this remo guy he like he loves to buy flowers and roses for his girl whose he's trying to impress and its so dumb that the girl won't recognise that this same remo is who she knows from her childhood friend is that ambi


what <tamil>உனக்கு ஒரு:unakku oru</tamil> guy lah what do you see for


no no I want to know about you tell me, more difficult it is that shows that you have more expectations criteria to take so come on enlighten us


, oh my he was just a <tamil>வேற:vera</tamil> level dumb because, he just can't get a hint <tamil>அவனா வந்து பேசுவான அதுக்கு அப்போறம் அவன் சொல்வானா இல்ல நான் பேசல சொல்வானா அதுக்கு அப்போறம் சொல்வான் இல்ல நான் போரேன் நான் இப்படித்தான்:aavanaa cantu pesuvaana athukku apporam avan solvaana illa naan pestle solvaana athukku apporam illa naan poraen naan ippadithaan</tamil> I not free to talk to you I am too busy then he is so petty you ask him to play some game right and then he just went off lah because you won in that game


I cannot sia I cannot according to me right


for a guy he must be able to talk to me and talk to me talk to me until he drops dead like climate constant attention I'm like freaking tinkerbell you know like dont give me attention I will die


!aiyo! <tamil>இந்தோ மாதிரி ஆளலாம் நடு:intha maathiri aalu yellam nadu</tamil> road <tamil>ல வச்சி சுடனும்:la vachi sudanum</tamil> lah hehehe <tamil>தாங்க முடியல அதான் அவனா வருவான் யாரும் கூப்பிடில தெரியுமா அவனா வழிய வந்து பேசுவான்:thaanga mudiyala athan avanaa varuvaan yaarum koopidala theriyuma avnaa valiya vanthu pesuvaan</tamil> yayahe he slide into


I think one thing I realise the best ah just just stay single


and then you forget how to entertain them you are like so am I supposed to say hi what's supposed to open a message am I supposed to respond to this, eh you got use tinder Liao


long seems like we just use tinder yathings like that its been so long okay okay talk about another movie you talking about movie right then what happen after anniyan


then <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> split <tamil>படத்துல வந்து அப்படி என்ன:padathula cantu appal enna</tamil> purpose <tamil>இருந்துச்சு அவனுக்கு அவனுக்கு முப்பத்தி இரண்டு:iruntuccu avanukku avanukku muppatti irantu</tamil> personality <tamil>இருந்துச்சு அப்போ:irunthuchu appo</tamil> are you saying that each of the personality came up because there was a need for it


own occur on cooper tuning the personality liberty upper I are you saying that each of the personnel the game ah because he was like there was the need for it


then they the patricia who is this patricia character why do you think she came up


ah ya ya true


!wah! nice ah it's been so long since I watch that movie you this kind of movies are the kind of


movies you can watch like over and over again and you won't get bored about it, but you you do you remember there was this other movie where the heroine she will think that she is reincarnated again and again and that she all times with date the same guys will end up with the same guy and like in her current reality he will be some game developer


and like their boss will make them take pills to help them


then but nobody will believe because they will think that


only you one session where got enough you need to keep going and I'm thinking each session is like forty five minutes remember yesterday looking at the exercising station forty five minutes of like spinning class was like two hundred dollars and you think therapy is going to be any cheaper really they should make therapy more affordable


exercising station forty five minutes of like, therapy <tamil>எல்லாம் தேவையில்ல அதான் நீ இருக்கியே உன்கிட்ட வந்து புலம்பி கொட்ட வாட்டிதான்:ellam thevaiyilla athaan nee irukkiyae unkitta vanthu pulambi kotta vaatithaan</tamil>


the comfortable australian


, where, that's the million dollar question can where


we just wait until lockdown finish then just drive over to malaysia, why its a nice country, you can go malaysia watch one movie eat then watch movie again then eat again robbery shop then after that eat again and the come back lah finish


oh ya<tamil>அத புதுசா திறக்குறேன் திறக்குறேனடு சொல்லி ஒரு:aha puthusaa thirakkuraen thirakkuraendu solli oru</tamil> theme park <tamil>திறக்கவே மாற்றான் இப்ப வரைக்கும்:thirakkavae maatraan ippa varaikkum</tamil> I think it's called the warden warner bros theme park they have been like hyping it up for so long and I want to go like USS is so boring ready I have been wanting to go to theme parks but I think by the time the theme park open


open I am gonna have a fear of heights and then I'm not going to go to any of the rides there, but are you scared or not are you scared of heights


what, what did stairs do to you


oh my god now that you mention stairs I tell you yesterday my block had like the biggest power out I've ever seen in my life living there I don't know what happen so when I was going home half the block was like power shortage and <tamil>அங்க இரண்டு பேரு நின்றான்:anga irandu peru ninraan</tamil> block <tamil>கீழ இரண்டு பேரு நிண்டுகிட்டு இருந்தான் என்னமோ நோண்டிகிட்டு இருந்தான்:keela irandu peru nindukittu irunthaan ennamo mondikittu irunthaan</tamil> and after that by the time I went up I took I I totally forgot there's something called a torchlight so I was freaking out on how I was supposed to get home


and then after that I was thinking should I call my mother to come down to fetch me when I was like standing there the void deck thinking thinking like how how do I target fix this dilemma that's going on you know I was like thinking never occurred to me that there's something called the torchlight that can do with my phone my first instinct was


call <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> not cry I just wanted my mother to come down to fetch me up the stairs and go up then after awhile it occurred to me like !alamak! can just use my phone then I on the light then I slowly climb upall the six floor


whole block no electric half the block no electricity yathen after that <tamil>நான் வந்து படி ஏறி போய்ட்டேன் தெரியுமா போய்ட்ட அப்போரம்:naan vanthupadi yeti poitaen theriyuma poita apporam</tamil> it was still so dark then I go inside my house I realise that everybody is like sweating then I realized that my family never think


they closed the balcony door they close the window and then power out then I'm like asking my mom why why are you trying to create a sauna now and the worst part they put candle everywhere they say that if they open the wind blow the candle so they closed everything and they sitting inside with candle and sweating I tsk tsk tsk


like honestly it felt like they were only missing like a charmant to do some mantra prayers there everything else seem like some ritual you know sitting down around candles and like everybody's there sweating and like having deep conversations and then my father like eating in the dark


then after that I realised that it was just not my block it's like half of singapore didn't have electricity


at the end of the day what I realize is twenty twenty is just, gone there was this meme I saw on facebook that says , flights to nowhere crews to nowhere and trains to nowhere because the middle of the train the train broke down and people had to get down in the middle of nowhere to go back to the nearest station like !wow! twenty twenty has just been weird what has been like the highlight of the year for you like personally what's your


your peak and your pit of the year, technically the year is ended and it's already october, doesn't matter faster say what is like the best thing that has happen to you this year and like the worst


oh my goodness


(hmm)


I want to do something, party but then I I don't know how I always wanted to like make some champagne flow some shit like that you know but I do not know


hahaha, they will still focus on the wine


you sure just like that you know there's this thing there's this whole halal stuff range where there's it's like halal nail polish and they say that halal hair dye they say that oh its supposed to be allowed it supposed to not like restrict you it has like organic stuff and organic particles but honestly I don't believe that like I don't believe that it's true have you ever seen me wear nail polish yaso even if you give me halal nail polish I still don't want because I don't want is because I have the urge to just want to scrape it off I just want to scratch it I have no impulse control I just have to scratch it off


ya I also got hear before but I don't believe it I I just think all this is just marketing gimmick because <tamil>நீ இப்போ பார்த்தன:nee ippo paartana</tamil> market <tamil>ல நிறைய ஜாமான் இந்த மாதிரி வச்சிருக்கான் தெரியுமா:la niraiya jamaan intha maathiri vachirukkaan theriyuma</tamil> shampoo for hijab then got err


I'm pretty sure that's not what you are supposed to do I mean, the purpose people wear hijab also have hair underneath it, the hair is not some special quality hair it is the same hair which all other humans have I mean if you want to stay


like different quality and stuff that is fine but they're targeting oh because you wear hijab you require this and then the science behind it is nothing and then you will be the advertisement is so dumb because it just shampoos the hijab and not the hair that's what they mean shampoo for the hijab like literally


what what was the advertisement


I mean they do kind have a what, you, ya lah ya lah true damn


but I feel like you have the vibes like you are the person who like that bright striking colour like orange yellow


so what's your plan


to malaysia


like I really want to work I really want to be that kind of person who like every morning start my day by reading news and like getting updates knowing what's happening in the world but I just can't the moment I wake up the only thing I want to do is open facebook scrolling instagram see who post what then rant about it then burnable burn a bit inside of jealousy and then move on


like that's my daily ritual so unhealthy what's your mornings like what's your mornings like


ready for bed then after that I will be just like okay let me just open facebook for like two minutes then after that I will just open facebook where scroll scroll after that I'll be like okay okay let me just go see instagram too just like update a bit then instagram


then I will suddenly go to the explore page then the explore page my explore page has, too many makeup tutorials so I'll just click on one then it will say it's the I-G-T-V so I have to click on it


ya I told you I have like zero impulse control I feel like doing something then I will be as probably shouldn't have done that want to do ah I think I need help


hi how was your day today, hi I just came just to do my ah assignment and then I would be trying to do my exam preparation


ya I thought like just use the time I might have lah like we won't know when I might not have the time


weekend ah <tamil>ஒன்னும் இல்ல:onnum illa</tamil> lah


a bit of atlas you could do up the article already though


in one big than malaysia, ya same I mean I have an uncle here that is unable to meet his family from this march


uncle here that is unable to meet his family for this much, ya he know he usually travels here to work and then after that he will go back but then because of this he is staying with us and it's been I mean he doesn't show it lah but of course he is missing his family and all


nothing much I am trying to like, I usually watch netflix shows and then like chill, oh I watching emily in paris suggest watched finished emily in paris have you have you came across that that that series


emily in paris ah it's about emily this person she's like a marketing agent or something like that she will be in an american company lah like err like err big MNC kind of company so <tamil>அதுல அவ வேல செஞ்சிகிட்டு இருப்ப அப்பறோம் என்ன நடக்குன்ன:at hula ava vela senjikittu iruppa apporam enna nadakunna</tamil> ah <tamil>வந்து வந்து:vantu vantu</tamil> france <tamil>ல வந்து ஒரு அவங்க:la vantu oru avanga</tamil> branch <tamil>ல வந்து:la vantu</tamil> they will be opening a new product


so <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> product <tamil>பார்குறதற்கு வந்து யாரோ:paarkuratharku vanthu yaro</tamil> america <tamil>விலிருந்து யாரோ போனொண்டு சொல்லுவாங்க:vilirunthu yaro ponaandu solvaanga</tamil> so initially <tamil>அவளோட:avaloda</tamil> manager <tamil>தான் போவ போவ இருந்த ஆனா வந்த அவ:tana pova pova iruntha aanaa vanthu ava</tamil> pregnant <tamil>ஆயிட்டதால அவளுக்கு அந்த வாய்ப்பு வரும்:aayitathu thaala avalukku antha vaaivippu varum</tamil> emily <tamil>க்கு:kku</tamil> so emily <tamil>க்கு வந்து:kku vantu</tamil> france french <tamil>எதுவும் தெரியாம:etuvum teriyama</tamil> she will be very excited to go to


go to paris lah so she will be there and then she will be facing a lot of obstacles and that's the story lah like how french people do their work how it it colutes are like it varies from american ah american way of working how their perception of life


you know and then like err how they view, like one thing I learned in that movie is like how french people are easily offended if you don't know their language either there was something I like was thinking ah really so it's offensive than you if you want to work in france


or paris you you actually need to know french, and then maybe like the dubai under many countries


oh as in like I really want !wah! I mean france is not in my bucket list but I really do want to go to UK like one of the UK countries, like on of the, ah like especially iceland


I mean see the attractions <Z> witness winter, come on <Z> where where was the you know the northen lights


really meh, see this is why you don't appreciate nature okay light it's a green green aura lights, sky produces green lights okay it is not blue okay it's green


oh ya you wanted a jog right


usually five plus see lah I hope it doesn't rain though, it is just the universe way of telling us that that you don't have to jog


to fit into the clothes that we already bought and and it's just there sleeping and you can't wear it because you gain weight now I don't even want to wear sleeveless have you know last time I you you use you see me wearing right now


I am not not wearing why, because of that I gained weight, and <tamil>எனக்கு தெரியும் நான் குண்ட ஆயிட்டன இல்லையானு:enakku theriyum naan gunda aayittana illaiyaanu</tamil> okay <tamil>நான் வந்து உடுப்பு போடும்போது:naan vanthu uduppu podumpothu</tamil> you know the fatty flaps at the at the sleeveless there then <Z> got the fat yait's very disgusting


ok can can can


magic power ah, if I had the power I would definitely want to teleportation, anywhere I want that's the magic right and and without without taking the public transport I mean the fares are increasing and increasing yar and yarly I don't have to pay for air air flights I can go to whichever country I want without a passport


and then that that's going to be cool right and then like err, I can not even I don't even have to stay in hotels I can just come back home for the night <Z> and then then visit that country back again, save so much money how about you


eh you know recently I've been watching this movie or, oh ya ya ya ya it's about the personality disorders right


and your theory, !aiyo! <tamil>சரி:sari</tamil> , so this guy had how many personality ah nine ah


thirty two oh ya, ya ya ya ya thirty two personality disorders but then only will see nine or ten right, oh ya like some but the the very end err like err the one I remember is badrisha


the the lady one who's very prim and proper is the mother of, the personalities and then there will be the little boy and then there will be a guy that is a pervert who kidnaps who kidnaps children are like teenagers and dance with them naked


and then there will be, the the the monster, and then there will be, the normal guy right the normal guy that has not come to light for so many yars because of all the overpowering ah personalities that are taking over and then he's just dormant his unable


to sit on the chair and and recover himself, and then the only way to call him up was to call his full name because that's the asap, are set or like err in despicable memories of the mother reprimanding him and and that's how he's able to come and sit on the chair and come to light I mean that's a very sad thing right


why ah err


please forgot wait ah let me recall, I have clearly forgot her wait ah let me recall


that is able to climb stairs, I mean climb the walls, ah, many people like there was also a perspective that was broad whereby he was inspired by cartoon characters or comic books that's why this personality was evolved


that's why this personality was evolved, [orh] ya ya ya ya correct correct, is he animals climb


you gonna become would of the are really mind


that is one way to say a story, it's absolutely boring so okay let me tell you that story, okay there's this so there's this couple that would be going to buy a err mention in a err in their village and nobody wants to go err nobody wants to go and buy the mansion because people think that it's hunted so and then like so but then despite that this couple will be buying it because it was because of that hunted stories and all right the the the house was very cheap


was very cheap, and it was big and they were like okay you know what why not buy it so when they say these to their family, ah they will be like no no it is very dangerous and


and so the couple will have a friend who is a psychiatrist and he's a doctor in ah in london so he will be staying with them for a while and after he decides to lack up and then they will want them saying that do not enter this particular bedroom


because that's where the good ghosts is and like as long as we don't we don't go near there then that's fine because, that bedroom is lagging the third or the fourth floor which is like very secluded but then beak and then there's a staircase that leads to there but then they would close it so that nobody goes there so the whole place will look very old and rusty


so are now in the in the main character gala event monday in an in, it's a very interesting eh like and she doesn't believe in all of these hunting story ghost stories so she will decide to just invade that space and see what is there and then asked martin honestly the be strange things that will be happening whereby


and whereby like err some like there will be things there will try to kill the husband, and then like and there will be like, ah ya ya ya the fish tank will drop on him and then what else ah poison


ya and then when I when I first saw that movie right like that that came in when I was nine, ten eleven yars old I think primary school, around eleven yars old I was so scared to watch it I'm like !whoa! I didn't even know that uh the whole reason was the the the heroine the the actress of the of the plot I thought that you know it was like some supernatural thing and like who is doing who's the ghost we don't even know who was possessed at that point of time


so this <tamil>சந்திரமுகி:chandramukhi</tamil> goes her back story is whereby, he she is actually a dancer in this mansion and then there's a king, and this king is a very arrogant kind of type and then he would he would be having some liking and feelings for this err dancer and but then this dancer is in love with the with another a co partner who's also a dancer


so and what what happens is at one point of time, they will be dancing and and and the king will be jealous that they have such a good chemistry and like they are dancing flawlessly and they are like having some eye contact that disgust him he would just take the sword and then a slashed that guys head


he will burn her alive remember like he will he will, pour petrol on her and then will burn him alive and that's why, she her revenge was that she wanted to burn him as well so that uh so that she can you know uh rest peacefully


yes we know he wants she wants to meet the king and kill him okay so so this is the like a back story of this <tamil>சந்திரமுகி:chandramukhi</tamil> and then like when the female actress, ah hears about all these story right and then she will be like oh okay and then


then she will she will go and invade the the bedroom and she will find so many things that that belongs to <tamil>சந்திரமுகி:chandramukhi</tamil> which will be like err anklets jewelleries clothes


then he will he will come and say no this is not ghost she is suffering from a split personality disorder whereby she has she thinks that she is <tamil>சந்திரமுகி:chandramukhi</tamil> now and she is trying to kill her husband just to get to the lover


who who she persists and that guy is actually staying next door so so she thinks that she's <tamil>சந்திரமுகி:chandramukhi</tamil> and she wants to reunite with the lover so she has to kill the current husband that that is there with her annoying her all her life


, so what do you think of that story


you think ah


okay so like the characters were firstly he himself his name is called ambi , ambi is the very naive the very good goody two shoes and then like follows all the rules and gets very upset when people who don't follow rules because


, err and things that why why this society like there why why would they feel so you know the why why cant they just follow the damn, rules and then and because of that err another character call anniyan right anniyan will be will be manifesting from him and he's the


err he's the lucifer right he's the lucifer our indian lucifer whereby he punishes people that err doing sins on earth


ah and then like err <tamil>அந்த எரிக்கிறத வந்து:antha yerikiratha vanthu</tamil> actually <tamil>வந்து அந்த அவனுக்கு வந்து ஒரு:vanthu antha avanakku vanthu oru</tamil> he will follow a bible (hmm) not like a bible but it's like a book whereby it it says what punishment should be given to whom and what sins they do so based on that book he delivers his punishmnet accordingly so those that err sabotages food that who doesnt give err good food quality and then like doesnt even care about about other humans what you call other humans diet you know and and the punishment for them in hell is actually you will be cooked in err hot boiling pot


for it imagine, going through this in hell, well I'm a very peaceful person I I have know such intentions of doing this to anybody


oh of course rapists my number one, people to to immediately kill and exile I mean come on lah that's a very


traumatising thing for anybody to experience and and to think that guys just do that very easily not even thinking about the consequences, and like and because of money they can they can just come out without you know facing the facing any charges against them you know that that's very sick and pathetic about that also reflects how how laws are


you know in that country so, if if it's done in singapore than definitely ah, immediate actions are gonna be taken lah but, I mean the the the, the, the rate at which rape is happening in other countries are just so mind blowing and it's disturbing in a whole new level


you know I mean we can still continue about anniyan we still haven't finish, the whole story right let's just get back to that


ya and and how how does he selects his people that there was an interesting thing whereby he actually created a portal website there that says that you know send your your guys description send what sin he has done and I will take care of him so is basically that anniyan version that guy


so it's basically that anniyan version that guy, who err and then like guy an ambi himself he writes to anniyan thinking that he is a whole new other person that, that is there to help him when he doesn't he's not even aware that he's the one that is manifesting as anniyan where his twitching to to the anniyan character to be able to punish all of them and then and then we have a third character that manifest because of his err poor love life


right, , I mean I mean lets not go there lets talk about remo then


I mean dumb but then you can look at this perspective whereby she hates ambi she doesn't even want to look, at his face she just thinks that his face is disgusting his character is disgusting the's just erra very err like a very unlikeable unlovable character in her life


so so she doesn't notice of her his appearance doesn't even really care about it, and then there's on the other extreme is the guy that you know show so much love and like !whoa! who is this guy you know you know and he dyes his hair come on different contact lenses I mean and then he walks he talks he dances totally different from what


what the character she knew all her life so obviously you are bound putting that who is this guy you know


I mean I've completely disagree with you on that point, I mean we are doing a review on the movie and you're giving opinions so I think I should be able to say that okay you can't think of their like the way come on, he there are certain things that girls see in a guy and if this guy is not up to her expectations why must we belittle her she doesn't like someone who's always like


talking talking like err rules all the way in she doesn't like a love letter that says <tamil>அன்புள்ள:anbulla</tamil> blah blah blah <tamil>என்னது என்னுடைய உயரம் எவ்வளவு என்னுடைய இடை எவ்வளவு உங்களது மனசுக்குள்ள புகுந்துட்டுக்கு இருக்கேன் நான் பார்க்க வருகிறேன்:ennathu ennudaiya uyaram evvalavu ennudaiya idai evvalavu ungalathu manasukkulla pugunthukittu irukkaen naan parka varugiraen</tamil> you know all this ah like she dosent


she she yarns for romantic gest gestures and err why is that wrong, what do you mean, why is this suddenly a personal question we are talking about the movie still hello


ok ok of course that's a very difficult question you are asking me about


oh my god I have not touch that topic I've never thought about a topic until you ask me now and then like now I have to like see through my cave go inside it and then dig out some facts that I I err want one err let's see, superficially or like you want me to go deep


okay let's let's look at the outer layer first shall we superficially you can't deny that people don't look at looks like that I mean he must be attractive to me


ya I mean is not like how to say ah it's it's not like I'm expecting a model or like err err you know those are clear skin flawless, !hey! it's not like that just that you have to be attractive to my eyes because I'm going to live with you for the rest of my life I can't be blind you know I am going to look at your face so you must be attractive like whatever I find it attractive may not be attractive for you you know so it really depends on on my


so <tamil>என் கண்ணுக்கு எவ்வளவு அழகா இருந்த்தானா:en kannukku evvalavu alaga irunthaana</tamil> ok pass, can <tamil>அடுத்த:adutha</tamil> stage <tamil>கு:ku</tamil> move <tamil>பண்ணலாம் அப்படினு நான் நினைப்பேன்:pannalaam appadinnu naan ninappaen</tamil> so after looks obviously effort, efforts you cant just, you can't just err you know the dating phase you put so like hundred and two hundred percent on it and after like we're past that and we are you know in a stable relationship you you don't even put any effort


so that that's going to be like head fake to me, I don't want that kind of a person if you're not able to give me hundred percent all the way then buoyed by, you can actually, bye and then what else he's efforts looks


able to dress well like a good, good dressing sense I'm not asking for much you know you don't have to look like a models to me again just you know if you if you are going to go for a date dress well, impress me it'll look good if you look good you feel good and


that energy will be transferred to me and I am and then I'll be able to resist that energy and be able to you know match with you in your energy level as well, and then you know don't be dumb, don't be dumb I cannot take dumb people I will get so irritated with them I will be like oh my god is this how you think this is this is this how how much of thinking you'll get in your freaking brains a yar that time I tried to


that guy lah the kumarani, oh my god he was so dumb wasnt he


basically his like okay he does what like am I on your schedule like from nine to ten I will talk to you and after that oh my god you want okay bye I'm going to play my own games I'm like then why bother even talking to me then


(hmm) masc masculine like you know he he prides his masculinity in a whole new level that it just, repels you from it like a god that's toxic masculinity or whatever that that is called airline and I hate that I hate that shit so I will be like okay bye and then I mean he was such a


err joke anyways he when I when I when I told him that you know what this is not working and all that so he just, M-I-A


hehehe oh why why do you think I am single , thank god , every attempt by me is just okay no no this is not going well nope nope let's go back to where we are it's a very comfortable place really really it's a comfortable place but then one downside is err you forgot how to date already


so when suddenly this cockroaches comes up right like a suddenly a guy just comes up in your DM I'm like oh hi err what do you want exactly what do you want out of it


ya like err on what kind of friendliness level must I be too, to be able to do this, oh my goodness why why would you want to bring that up it's been so long since


ya I mean we didn't even close anniyan come on so it just to remind backwards so there's three characters right


you know err either the only way that these personalities will be gone is if err if there's no purpose for the personalities to be on light so I think there's a very interesting psychological fact as well right like doing knowing that personality arises because there's a purpose


yes yes exactly <tamil>அதான் அதனால தான் அவன் வந்துச்சு:athaan athanaala thaan avan vanthuchu</tamil> like


maybe <tamil>அவன் வந்து ஏன்:avan vanthu yaen</tamil> baby ya I mean he was he wanted to be a little boy again because he didnt had a good childhood he wanted to live as a boy who had a very good childhood instead so that, that thought that need chili manifested him into being like that that small boy who is able to have his own room able to play and then you know err have have freedom


patricia is the mother right I feel like she's the mother and and she's a mother character who he once in his life is totally different very quiet very very


so back to that story so what happens is the heroine we will realize that you know she doesn't need a remo in life she just needs that ambi and then when she says that the remo character will die off


and then the anniyan character, apparently won't because the society's still the same shit and then that that character loosely came but it but it's very dorm dormant right ya and then that that's how the movie ends


ya ya it's call Anegan, and then like


and then there will be they'll be showing three three characters and how all I mean not three characters like a three stories whereby these two, actor and actresses right whereby they have lived three different lives throughout their reincarnation and how in each live they never they were never together


so so the, the reason one right whereby she would be the game developer she she will she will say that you know we have lived their life, we uh way before this and and that's and that's the story of the whole movie lah basically and I think the reason why she's able to


, she was able to like know that, she's being recarnate recarnated right is because of the drugs she took, you know the side effects of drugs whereby the the the the, counsellor she will be like assessing her and then she will be going into her subconscious memory and some studies have


really shown that you know when you go into your subconscious you will be able to read err remember your past lives


ya correct or how to say ah it's it's possible if let's say that kalyaani was eighteen yars old and then she died when she was eighteen or nineteen and then uh eighteen yars later she's born as the game developer again just eighteen yars the guy can live what, correct he was a police officer back then which is like a what he he could be a forty yar old plus and a eighteen yars he still could be alive


and the other guy who Karthik right who will lose his thumb and then it'll be like ya same number of yars eighteen to twenty yars he can still be alive in that's why he's a CEO of a company it could be in his fifties and sixties so it's possible


for for I mean that I think that's how they wanted to take the story as well to not really gave us an answer whether or not this is true or not it's up to our imagination


it's like, no first of all I have never taken any drugs that would be able to do that or I have never gone to any therapy where they have, uh tested my subconscious memory or unlock it for any other reasons


ah really ya


I know right it's it's beyond our budget and it should be part of the compensation packages in and at workplace


awww


yes of course I would love to, ah, do we even have the budget I don't want to ask my parents for money so I got to earn that graduation trip bruh


oh my god no please, I mean of course but then we can go other places


I I mean I think you'll just need to warm up to it and then after you are okay with it you will just want to try everything, not really and not scared of heights I mean I'm not going to be there forever just for err


I'm just scared of stairs tsk tsk tsk, stairs, phobia of stairs, nothing I just feel like you know I always imagine whenever I'm going down the stairs I'll imagine like I will fall and die tsk tsk tsk so I'm like always like you know


try to go slowly down the stairs and then like going up the stairs is not a problem for me going down is the biggest obstacle I have got face


cry


oh the lift was not working is it, ah ok ok


oh my god


few days so uncle pineapple party killer pool so you have a pioneer at moody and give me on friday and prepare it was like I think it took good twenty minutes you just get downstairs then after that go to her grandma house then we blend the phone will become back then my dad was downstairs then


ya sia err you know <tamil>நான் வந்து:naan vanthu</tamil> news <tamil>பார்த்தேன் அதுல என்ன சொல்லி இருந்துச்சு:paarthaen athula enna solli</tamil> jurong


frustrated that that the public transport failed them I mean I understand that it's it's


what a nice thing lah like you know you after work you want to go home peacefully and then you face with such a err disruption you are gonna be frustrated but that doesn't mean you have to show the anger to to people there trying to help you what


of the yar, the best think that's ever happened to me this yar was having exams online


I think <tamil>அதுதான் என்னோடைய:athuthaan ennodaiya</tamil> best yar <tamil>எவ்வளவுதான்:evvalavuthaan</tamil> like err <tamil>மத்த தடங்கல் எல்லாம் இருந்தாலும் இந்த ஒரு அம்சம் மட்டும் இருந்த போது எனக்கு எவ்வளவு சந்தோஷமா இருந்துச்ச்சின எனக்கு சொல்ல முடியல அந்த சந்தோஷம் எனக்கு:mattha thadangal ellam irunthaalum intha oru amsam mattum iruntha pothu enakku evvalavu santhosama irunthuchina enakku solla mudiyala antha santhosam enakku</tamil> like err <tamil>நம்ப நம்ப:nampa nampa</tamil> room <tamil>லையே யாரும்:laiyae yaarum</tamil> disturb <tamil>பண்ணாம என்னாது:pannaama ennathu</tamil> shorts <tamil>போட்டு உட்கார்ந்துகிட்டு முடியை எல்லாம் அப்படியே கட்டி வச்சிக்கிட்டு:potto utkaarnthukittu mudiyai ellam appadiyae katti vachikittu</tamil> you know computer me book <tamil>அவ்வளவுதான்:avvalavuthaan</tamil> and then <tamil>நீ வந்து:ni vanthu</tamil> type <tamil>அடிச்சு:adichu</tamil> submit <tamil>பண்ணி இது பண்றது ரொம்ப ஒரு:pan ithu panrathu romba oru</tamil> peaceful <tamil>லானா ஒரு ஒரு:lanai oru oru</tamil> exam mah <tamil>இருந்துச்சு:iruntuccu</tamil> the five papers I took it was very peaceful not you know like err if you compared to the exam settings whereby so many students will be there outside like err waiting for for help to open and then


and then and then you go and sit at at their designated spot and then you look at around all strangers you have nobody you are scared and then you have two hours to do and you have to memorise all those that could easily be referred and you you don't even have to memorise if if it's in online exam


and then eventually both ah give you the same outcome according to the school if not why is it even online exams right


but then it's a different kind of stress that I wouldn't mind you know


four exams lah err because one module that we took was ECA mah


so there's four other exams I have to sit for, which is uh which is around two two weeks in two weeks I have four exam so that is a good spread,


ahhhh


that kind of feeling, eh you know got halal wine or not you want to buy that and drink, should try together with you lah I don't want to try alone


can lah, I mean halal wine is halal what what you talking about, I mean it's halal


so it's err I think it's water permeable so you know when you are washing your hands or what the water touches your nail bed so so that's why it's halal because the regular nail polish will be preventing that from happening right so this will so in this halal nail polish water is permeable the water can go into your your nail bed so so it's it's fine


!hey! I got see that advertisement imagine you will be wearing hijab and the shampoo will be on top


she will be shampooing her headscarf, she will be shampooing her headscarf, so you'll be shame


so down because if they're lucky said shampoos that job if not bad eh so that's what you me shampoo for hidden, oh my goodness that's, that's why the advertisements are like, sometimes the dumb advertisements always make you wonder why, is this really what there there was one advertisement I saw was completely unrelated to the product he was selling which was paint


, it's like these two couples they are wearing different kind of colored clothes and then for different occasions and then and so like you know life also should be like that with a paint


they have ya have colourful colours in your walls, err


one thing I learned is you know when there's one shade of white they say creamy white pearly white or whatever white is there is just white don't don't just trust the gimmick whereby it is going to be it's going to an off white colour it's just gonna be white if you want an another shade just go for an another shade just


just because I'm a sunshine doesn't mean I love sunshine colors girl, , okay <tamil>உண்மை இல்லையேன்னு சொல்லாதா:unmai illaiyanu sollatha</tamil> okay ya


ya twenty twenty one


no lah I don't think so it's either january or like, for deepavali which is october and like this yar deepavali is like gonna come what in like err exactly a month I guess


I really have no plans because it's in the middle of exams, t's always like that I think the school doesn't even care about other celebrations


we always wanted to have a staycation remember


then you want to have grad to it, I don't know but imagine if if the borders open it gonna be crowded forever man


err <tamil>அடுத்த வருஷம் தான் திறக்குரேண்டு சொன்னான்:adutha varusham thaan thirakkuraendu sonnaan</tamil> but you know johor they wanted to like appeal of this case wanting to open the borders earlier I dono I never follow up on that story


I will just scroll my social media for awhile for like ten minutes or until I get frustrated about by myself like !hey! go do something useful can or not then I will like ok lah I will wake up bathe and then I will eat


do some chores and then go school


so <tamil>உனக்கு:unakku</tamil> no you have no self discipline lah, things just embedded in you to to be such a disaster what to do


uh <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> four forty <tamil>மாதிரி கிளம்புனா:maathiri kilambuna</tamil> okay <tamil>யா இருக்கும்னு நினைக்கிறேன்:ya irukumnu ninaikiraen</tamil> because by the time we reach choa chu kang will be five plus there I need to tailor my stuff and then we reach home will be just nice for a good run


hi my name is Madran, so we are here talking about err a lot of stuff, yes definitely, yes, daily stuff daily updates so Tara and I are


friends since, P one, primary school P one, P one, tamil class yes tamil class, and afterwards err P one P two P three same class right P three P four P five P six secondary one secondary two secondary one secondary six years


ya so ya so we are have from saint andrew's secondary school primary school also and junior school, except for secondary one, because you went to higher tamil and I was in normal tamil and I was promoted in secondary two then I promote


not bad need to meet the higher tamil class once, what to do I call people people don't want to come, ya the best the best of course, without him eh


we suppose ya correct we are very lucky to have him without him, without him ya the essay would be very boring especially, so like the pranks we did, yes I agree


, so ya so we were sitting outside the class chanting <tamil>ஓம் விஷ்யலிங்கேஷ்யராயனமஹா:om vishwalingeshwarayanamaha</tamil> and all, you remember, ya and then he started saying


and then started asking me if I was a clown and all because I was the most ah what is it called what's the word called mischievous, ya ya until now he still believes Tara is the best student, idiot


he he say you are the best student !wah! very quiet student I am over Damai feeding Plaza you quiet ya my homework ya talking about homework talking about homework so we all do homework off, ya, ya talking about homework talking about homework so we all do homework right Tara


ya, I agree I agree, and but sometimes if people like Tara don't do homework like then seven eight of us didn't do or most of us didn't do we'll hide as per normal


ya see what a, united, what to do then he always ask us to do the <tamil>செய்தித்தாள் செய்தித்தாள் கட்டுரை: seithithaal seithithaal katturai</tamil> every monday do you remember


newspaper article, very irritating, that one for secondary three only secondary four do you remember the sunday paper exclusive on the, page <tamil>செய்திமடலா: seithimadala</tamil> summary of the summary the author's feelings


then he ask us to cut out and then paste, !wah!, people forgetting right ya ya then last day he remember right, give up already, and then it was long and then the book was short then we have to cut like like in the middle and all


he give money you know I still remember Aathi right I think Aathi, he actually was like ask here you can blue laboratory, so after that was like then our teacher was like


err <tamil>அப்படியா நா காசு கொடுக்குறேன்:appadiyaa naa kaasu kodukkuraen</tamil> and then he then he ask he forced him to buy he force Aathi to buy, every lesson, ya, paste correct, and then he will stapled lah and then he will shout for staple


Ardy was in our class P three before P cited sake dean or factory you know a lot of actually your plus was secondary four or secondary three secondary four ya, secondary three no eh err secondary three secondary four your class, three years to boys school, oh ya, sometimes I do that also I do that during desmond Soh lesson eh no desmond Soh ah


ya who are janice Koh janice Koh because janice Koh is the one who own like ah <tamil>கண்டுக்குறான்:kandukkuraan</tamil> a lot, math teacher, so, so I'll do in the morning lah, who else in my class ah oh ya arnold in my class


!aiyo! secondary one secondary two, !wah!, as, oh ya even secondary three secondary four also what


ya he he never realise, until I, technological stuff he also interested then he also wanted to learn all one hour remember him sleeping, we sit outside then miss Diva won't care, like we keep quiet and then we'll sit at the other side so that miss Diva


miss Diva won't hear our noise, and then once I think she she heard and then she came out I think twice happen lah twice thrice a lot times lah, ya that one tamil class or english class I don't know


I really don't know lah that one tamil or english teacher, oh she cried you apparently like one of the chinese teachers told me like she cried, O level because ah they didn't get A at all A one or A two at all so the first tamil paper


so that's what they were saying, ah kim she got A two right, for second no the second one, first I I'm not too sure also, bad poorly right ya, I don't know lah in class he'll come and ask me a lot of stuff for tamil because I was like the senior student


Achilles err Jerome Jerome was my class right, eh Jerome your class Jerome secondary one secondary two Achilles who else ah I have eight indians my class, my class was Gerish Mahesh Ashwin Salman Gautham


err Achilles, then me one whose one more guy I forgot, who ah I forgot eight people I remember eight people, Salman Ashwin, no cannot be because I prefect


#satham pillay manoj# ya #satham pillay# !wah! not bad !huh!, ya


oh ya ya oh that's when I hated ryan Teng, starting from the idiot lah he, you for okay lah you don't know about him


what to do, secondary school I think he became junior editor then something eh I forgot but in primary school he was lah, eh like I don't know he, he talk talk like one very err


guy do you know why or not because right at first I was posted to in primary school primary five, I was posted to err <tamil>பேரென்ன:paeraenna</tamil> class class duty so in the morning I need to take care of the class and all, ya P five or P four like junior junior prefect


ya like other classes not our class when I was P five lah, so I need to take care of like P four class or P two class like that lah, so I was posted there first oh I remembered P two eight like the the the only P two eight right P two but would be the ground level


ya so ya always will like ground level one then suddenly right like err my senior I don't know if you know you know or not julian Chun, julian he ya he was my, in ah in secondary school he was my scout senior also prefect senior also lah so julian came up to me and was like oh you are posted to bell duty like out of sudden I don't know how so suddenly I became bell duty


bell duty is easier slag more lah correct very good, ya then after that oh ya that's the thing after bell I need to go and booking, but even if I do class I need to booking still lah because I'm in ground level I need to take care of everything else and then that time right because ryan was there already


as as if like he because he senior like so called senior right because he experienced more right because I was posted to class, he talk like what, different stuff right he as if like he knows everything right then you keeps on like ah bossing me around


just bell and then booking also, that's the thing [orh] do you know why he will count after ringing the bell err five seconds four seconds three seconds he'll count, I'm like


and you know everytime you ring the bell then you know like estimate after how long you need to ring right, don't need count out or like for like if let's say someone is new then count lah but if you're experience already if you know how to do already then you will know lah estimate the how to count then he'll be like, oh seventeen seconds only fifteen seconds then I was like does it make a difference and then like


and then like uh during the booking also you talk like one big guy and all and you know what happens P five or P six I got promoted to, a section leader, there's higher lah in rank then he became the assistant section leader for the bell duty


I don't know that's the primary school thing lah so the section duty and assistant secondary section leader, err so err for that I think he he got a he got a bit jealous lah so because that he got jealous


ya lah so I really don't talk to him, he was which class ah, oh he was in arthur Tay err empathy


P three P four in the same class correct, P four ya same class then P five P six you went to empathy err mister arthur Tay, behind you you twenty nine he thirty right I remember, I fifteen


or sixteen I forgot, and then like shaun Lee will be sitting behind then jorell, eh shaun Lee and I were like very close juster shaun Lee me you know like the gang, but now like shaun Lee I don't talk at all like hi hi


what, oh gerald jarrel jarrel, or jorrel or jarrel, I'm not too sure you know why you get confused the err classmates all call one name the teachers all call one name or ya I remember


ya HUDC, oh really, I remember he was like he's like the how to say, he okay no offence he's like a robot he's like hi hi


ya uh ya behind him then he behind joretta's Jeddah then you then drained them, no no behind jorrel gerald then you then ryan, [orh] [orh] [orh] [orh]


!wow! good experience lah, what to do, ya okay lah but it was a good experience I guess, I miss secondary school a lot like primary, primary school even primary school wasn't that okay lah primary school maybe like you know like how to say


like the class wasn't so bonded I guess I don't know, like wasn't that okay lah it was still impactful but secondary school was the most impactful out of like, oh chester I don't know I just saw his Instagram story he don't follow me also I just follow him that's all


I I don't know how is he now lah I don't know err how if you ask me if this is chester then I'll say I don't know also, I told you ah, [orh], oh ya ya because I think I saw in Instagram story or something


then justin Sim jonathan Lim all the same class jonathan Lim I always see him like teacher every year teachers day there's the only day until secondary two then secondary three secondary four no one started coming, jonathan Lim RI, until secondary two lah I'm sorry not secondary two ya secondary two until secondary two he came twenty sixteen I remember then twenty seventeen right like they had something on and all that so like justin also didn't come


because they all from uh you all went other schools right ya so the rest like we meet still what in school like jonathan went RI then justin went maris stella


so it's okay, quite awkward lah like very weird lah like you never see the details so long like miss hudson, I don't know miss Vasanthi and I think miss Vasanthi still knows me because right sometimes she comes to the shop then she ask me then she ask about me


ya she came ya I I think at least that is study before in P five at school, my Pa shop ah, in buffalo road


so right err my uncle shop was beside also so right eh what happened was that err, I always tell my uncle shop like my grandfather and all I don't really go to my shop and like last time lah, don't ask me why I also don't know why so I will stand there maybe it's because I because I I think the the the shop and my uncle shop is bigger lah so I stand there and all


so I was helping out and all lah so once right I didn't realise it was miss Vasanthi from the back then I went up to her and I was like sorry madam you know and all, and then after that you turn behind then she was then with a friend or sister I don't know and she was Maaran <tamil>இங்கயா:ingayaa</tamil> then I was like err


twenty thirteen or twenty six or like twenty or when you were P five or P six not before when we were studying there like ya when we were studying under her it was saturday if I'm not wrong, then after that right I was like !aiyo! then I I that time right if I see teachers I was like until now now okay lah better lah if I see teachers there right I was very anxious and all


and afterwards err she was like <tamil>என்ன இங்க இருக்கீங்களா:enna inga irukkeengalaa</tamil> then I was like <tamil>ஆமா இது வந்து என் மாமா கடை:aama ithu vanthu en mama kadai</tamil> and all that or very good helping out and all helping and all, and then after that right she left, and then I went I went to tell my mom and my mother and father that I saw her and then I went to my shop and she was standing there


talking to my parents and then I was like, how she know and then you know what happened I still remember like vividly right I went in right that turn behind <tamil>திரும்பி பாத்துட்டு:thirumbi paathuttu</tamil> then I like I wanted to walk walk back to my uncle shop then my father saw me then like