on the roadsides and I don't know I don't know if I see it would I faint instantly, it's okay, ya, so


maybe, a lot of nurses I know they are earning quite well sia, you, like, err, not I mean err it is a medical school right but I don't think it's like that medical school where they need ten years or I don't know is it ten years


to be a doctor, maybe wait doctor is PHD right doctor PHD eh, like technically, doctorate


oh okay, so for somebody to kalau kita panggil satu orang ni doctor doctor Tan that doctor Tan, okay okay doctor, Fazil doctor Fazil


so doctor Fazil nak kena ambil PHD to be called eh wait what's the difference,


okay, ya, oh ya ya ya ya ya ya, [orh] so he doesn't have


okay ah


okay interesting because I'm thinking like you you don't have to, why you laugh when I say I'm thinking


no no like but like okay like I think it's it's ya I'm so sorry that I didn't know err that , okay so when somebody is like my my general what's it general doctor ah


like the GP general practitioner, so ada GP near my place so I pergi sana masa I sakit so that's like my people call that family doctor ah I got my family doctor say I


and then he so he has the doctor to his name right, do you because I thought all along that you have to know medical stuff, to be called doctor but then there are a lot of doctors out there


that they are just called doctor because they took, a doctorate in other things ya, ya isn't medical


!huh!, !huh!, (uh huh)


oh, ya ya ya ya that one that one ya , ya I I I I really I was so can I say dumb I can say dumb right dumb is a word so I think I was dumb to I think I still am trying trying to make it man just trying to get there


err I learn something new everyday thank you so much,


ya, [kan], that's true, [kan]


ya ya ya ya I was going to talk about that macam it's the funnest thing I've every seen is funnest a word sorry SIRI, funnest is not a word singlish


ah, okay okay, oh okay eh what's the opposite of capitalism ah, is it communist no right I don't know no that's democracy


okay lah, , you know what's the punch line in all these like I don't know a lot of shit right eh sorry a lot of things but, I, ya I'm sorry this is like we are tone down a lot like ya so


but I said I started the dictionary, so I I think people immediately feel like that is such a lie you don't even know ah thanks no I didn't I didn't because that's a joke like I thought I would file that joke but


oh well, manipulation I I appreciate my friends that, can take my joke wait is that is that your checklist your friends have to be able to take your jokes


, ya


right, have you found , moving forward,


what about choice of food, do do your friends have to like


okay okay okay, okay


no it's okay that one we will next next recording we'll go I know there's a lot I know there's a lot knowing you ya ya


but but I foresee problem right that you wait, exactly, ya what about that


that's true that's true I even think steak house has


, talking about food err I was two days years old when I baru tahu that chic-a-boo is under astons


and murah and like affordable okay kind of like paid a lot , ah ah welcome to andes [kan] that's what she said right, very vibrant character shout out to her or something


ya and err we're not going to mention names because we don't know his name but err we found a manager err who works at as a is a food manager at andes and meditates in the public


in the public under a tree, ya, , ya ya sorry sorry thanks thanks


(mmhmm), calmly, calmly, ya, okay eh but that's that's cool if the food place is stressful


right okay when your job's pretty stressful, what do you do


, okay


(mmhmm), tell your boyfriend tak nak kahwin ke okay


!aww! that's a full circle so that's what you look for in friendship


!aww! okay okay okay anything else you look for in a friendship like ah they must help you, oh do they need to be able to give you some form of money when you're broke, do you need that in a friendship cause I might need that


, but if they are down err okay jangan berhutang ape ni hutang !ee! okay


, okay I have a I have a question, would you rather have a friend that


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), ya


right, ya, (mmhmm)


, well I wish I have some friends, that no I do I do have some friends they're really nice friends and you're such a great friend as well so I I kind of don't want to burden them, with my problems


but, another problem another day, did a good job I hope


either way you know


I think (err) this is very fun [lah] this is what has been very fun and pretty (ppl) and you know pretty tiring but (err) I think I think I would really want to help


hello, project, ya I think it's good


(mmhmm), oh my gosh, I think out of all the people you know right like how much I love to use SIRI every like every err err everything that we want to search on google I'm always hey SIRI and dorang tak faham like dorang selalu macam give me some weird err weird like response


and I'm like that's not what I'm asking so this project will be cool lah honestly I can understand you know


(mmhmm)


babe you might as well just, type it in and then like I don't know then it doesn't it doesn't become fun anymore you know, but still I like, ya I guess I wonder if can actually if people were to really use SIRI


ya, maybe not yet eh correct, oh really


oh ya ya ya ya, has to be ah ya ya ya right wait so do they is apple home a thing here in singapore


, ya so if my phone can actually macam faham what I'm saying from time to time it would be nice lah I would I would appreciate it a lot lah,


oh I makcik I I yang makcik eh !wah! okay, you pakcik okay okay you pakcik you pakcik okay


oh okay lah so pakcik tu akan cakap err hey SIRI make it hotter


ah make it warmer okay okay okay, [kan] yes it like that always happens like what's the point lah honestly I tak tahu lah what


ah true true ya, ya, I hope dorang macam it's it doesn't become like one of those err you know the movie her


like okay okay so the this guy eh okay I kind of forgot what he does or whatever but the essence of the story is that he err macam fell in love with the AI so macam because the AI became dia punya kawan like the only companion that he had or not maybe not only companion but the one that he feels paling faham like paling understanding


, ya I guess so so he ended up falling in love with the AI but the AI is not capable lah to love him back so it like it became like a,


existential crisis kind of thing macam oh no what's going to happen to me whatever whatever so ya that's kind of cool, true


(mmhmm), !wow!, learning the dictionary okay good good good good, got


the rapper, , it is kind of cool lah actually macam


, when you say you learn the dictionary, when, when


I cuma dengar TI, , no okay let's not let's be good citizens but anyway macam ah I think it's a good thing what he did only because like he made use make good use of the time you know of a bad situation he made it into a good one and


look at him best maybe top fifty rappers I don't know what to say lah I don't know I'm not a great fan of TI but ,


when I want to see TI, [orh] beyonce !duh! like I love beyonce so much beyonce giselle knowles carter ah I love her


yonce, ya, beyonce, yes


(hmm) Yishun,


err you know what's weird like err I've been to concerts dekat big box and I feel ya, err err don't know but I think it's like the third or fourth level something like that and then dia macam it's like a big


empty space, you know like there's the stage and and and all but it's like a standing pit ah I guess then


Jurong is not like okay Jurong could be the town area of the west, maybe, kind of like JEM you know westgate like all the the malls there tapi macam to have a concert like the the the artist from wherever they are flying from they will be travelling


to Jurong so they will feel like you know like I I guess you get the real or like you get a sense of like err a bit more macam authentic singapore but, like weird lah to have a concert there cause it's like sebelah dia is like furniture shop you know the furniture shop tempat makan I guess macam what


like on a daily is it [orh], it's like you ya you have to buat research dulu ah like you cannot straightaway


, what, oh really shell out, ya I don't


, , , is it in the the food court or is it like macam like tempat makan on its own, oh oh like I I probably have been to that food court and the food court that okay the the stall that I love so much dekat sana is


I know macam dengar you punya mulut macam berair liur macam you know, , ya that's true


(mmhmm) (mmhmm), (mmhmm),


not for more than just satu occasion ya, (mmhmm) (mmhmm)


oh okay pasal like it's every macam not say it's everywhere it's like it's not just one specific place where all Kurtas are it's like everything is everywhere ya I get it,


, , how much was your Kurta


okay, still okay, , oh murahnya you shouldn't gotten that one


, ya, okay kedai apa because I pernah makan dekat Tekka punya market and there's a certain stall yang sedap also like it's not bad


is it dekat entrance you know there's the bus stop, escalator escalator


ya, , I menang [seh], ya so I macam very competitive


and like macam you know like like it's time I win something or more among your friends, so I had to win that game, or actually not had to win that game is like whatever opportunity I I boleh I akan menang lah but it was it was fun I love I love hanging out with your friends


, really play a lot of board games at home or my own friends they don't really do that but I feel like ever since I met your friends dorang like are really


in terms of talking or whatever with new people so that was a very good ice breaker like but I don't know if it applies for everyone because some people might not like board games some people might find it boring and that's the starting thing that they do they might lose interest already but I love I love games err and this just brought me back to


early times ah I guess


, this is the thing okay the only thing I played eh a board games macam betul-betulnya board games macam meaning you are the board macam not card games or whatever first okay kita just board games was the game of life


I I think masih ada kat rumah but I have to find it, the game of life is basically


ah start kerja straight it's literally like this it's literally life decisions ah that will make you ponder about what to do next tapi dia macam fast forward gila ah sebab after maybe a few turns you dah graduate lah err then for those yang macam dah start kerja after a few turns towards the ending you dah ada anak you know you dah get married you dah ada anak so it's like it's very fast tapi it's quite fun err so that's the game of life


no I've never played that also when I was young so snake and ladders was only because your friends you know macam introduced me to board games and shit !oops! sorry err introduced me to board games eh I wanted to ah bring that board games to


my friends so we went out one day looking for board games, and that happens to be one of them and I don't know how to play snake and ladders, officially like official game rules I don't know how to play like to me macam snake naik atas ke turun I don't know ah ladders boleh turun ke naik atas you know like I don't know which one is which err I don't know proper dice rules also macam err you know like if you get the same ya exactly or snake and ladders I think cuma ada satu dice satu die so so you get six you can go another turn that kind of thing ya like I don't know I don't know so it was that was the first time also I played with my friends but before that so there was the game of life when I was younger


and then there was


like research how to main betul-betul ya, , like kita lend or macam like kita will put into groups and play I don't know but pick up sticks was one of my favourites also like I love to play that game


pick up sticks, ya, it's the one yang you cannot move the thing right, why, okay okay okay okay according to my understanding, different colours have different points


so the like maybe a a certain colour has the most point, whatever it is okay lah some people will think strategically dorang nak amek the one with the highest points some people are like just take as much as you can and accumulate all the points, so but whatever it is okay it will start with how to explain it eh all the sticks in one hand okay and only one person does this dah one hand and then dorang just lepaskan that's it


so, I think is I think as many I don't know lah but like only one person have to do that and then dia lepaskan [kan] so it's like everywhere right scattered ya so like each person just have to take one by one lah


so okay okay no no not one by one it's when it's your turn you try to take as many as possible then the moment the move the next person go, ya,


ya which is okay tapi sometimes even the one at the top can tergoyangkan yang the other one, ya so the moment any sticks move then it's someone else's turn


back then eh ya, oh ya ya ya, okay I tahu about that ball I don't know what you do with that ball like macam is it supposed to be a throwing game or what but yes I do remember that paper ball yes


, I, oh Congkak yes, in my whole life I tak pernah cakap tu dekat siapa-siapa so kenapa I cakap tu dekat you I tak tahu main Chapteh no err I I think I'm pretty bad at Chapteh err for people who can play what's that called yang the #sepak takraw# I salute like cause it's kind of similar right you pakai kaki like flick the thing up like I think #sepak takraw# is harder than football or soccer ya so I ya I really really salute people who can play #sepak takraw#


, ah but side track back to what we which one were we talking about which game, Congkak yes I actually really like Congkak


, okay, I I I think it's better if you play it and also this recording is going to be vet by other people I tak tahu kalau the rules betul ke tak completely tapi basically like ah I I really want to play with you like this game so maybe I think we should get but okay Congkak gives me this memory from primary school okay so primary school ya let's go way back in primary school


kita ada this one corner, where it's like a Kampung where it's design and and like err painted in a way that looks like a Kampung so there was like hopscotch on the floor there were games here and there, ya err ya I'm trying to think whether my primary school was like a


ya I was from woodlands lah so , macam kampung-kampung eh like but okay,


ya ya, err with the steps as well like it was like err I don't know how to explain ah okay paint wall right to look like the house right and there's like a platform with the steps to make it look like you tengah naik atas the ya to the to the macam what's that call like a patio luar the Kampung like outside part of the house


okay ya the serambi and then like you know okay so over there they will like not say cabinets ah like shelves of games you can play so Congkak was one of them,


like something similar right okay lah dah tak special, ya something like that ya ya ya , yes yes that one is like the spider spider plastic spider


ya that one never play before, so oh that one also macam macam eraser, the ya, err I never played but there was a point where like I would have a few of the country punya flags ah


oh ya it's always like the hardest to find eh singapore err but I never had singapore punya flag


how, okay yes correct but that's like the cheating way, ya oh my god the amount of money you can get if of that singapore flag


, , oh !wow! apa tu it's like a what subscription box of erasers you don't know what you're going to get but each month you get or each week you pay


five two dollars ya entrepreneurial skills, I don't know it's okay , entrepreneurial I think so entrepreneurial skills


, I do want to have, wait by the way I am twenty four currently I am working ah full time right now in an office I work in an office job for a business school


so I'm just giving you a bit of context lah eh I do, think that one day I want to have my own business, or my little my like a small company or something


and hopefully it will happen lah but till then macam it's not my biggest priority as of this moment because I feel like you know I want to be at a macam okay there are different goals that I want to achieve in life and right now that's not like what I want to achieve at this point


like there are other goals I want to achieve first, and then when I am a bit more stable when I got a bit more capital and I feel like it's err and a time where I'm more comfortable, to, go with the business I would


cause I think err macam uh in any company in any business there's going to be a loss you know but I feel like if I lose now it's too much of a loss ya so I want to be a bit more comfortable first and then


the company, no like err macam I understand this is a goal that I want in the future


but macam kalau I nak buat sekarang execute everything sekarang I don't think I can yet


that that idea is taken away that's true but I feel like one of the essence of being an entrepreneur is envision, innovation and the ability to like,


it's not say be creative or whatever it's like, finding the next thing like you know that err sometimes being an entrepreneur is not just about the product it's about you and like how you can face certain like situations like for example if someone takes your idea


they cannot take away your entrepreneur skills, or your you know like you whatever it is you can still sell or whatever or you can still find the next big thing the next idea like but it's on you lah someone can have the same product but they cannot sell as good as you for example you know so I'm not too worried I do I do understand that macam kita dah discuss the idea we really love it we we think that you know this could be something


but I think for now no lah, SIRI hey SIRI what's the meaning of entrepreneurial , entrepreneur definition thanks SIRI


in terms of business or just in life, business eh, okay ya desi perkins is a youtuber that I really really like I follow her for a while already on youtube I've watched her grow from when it was just her making makeup


tutorials to her starting vlogs to then her macam err buka her own ah no no not buka ah she collab with major makeup companies, so that's like the starting right like the first step is like collabs right and then after doing the collabs and she actually collaborated dengan this satu sunglasses company


and then after that sunglass company the collab and then did a few more collabs here and there that's when she started her own company of like these glasses but okay like as much as I love her, like her story


ah okay and my respect about the start that company in the middle of her pregnancy which is like both her babies you know like


my number one idol when it comes to business, err I don't know if I look up to anyone, so much like I don't have anyone in mind other than for now rihanna, err ya ya fenty fenty became


a household name like okay like macam everyone knew fenty as like her name fenty rihanna robyn, yes yes yes I knew you were going to react that way like fenty is actually her real name like rihanna was a middle name or something like that ya oh no no robyn


robyn, robyn fenty, ya okay I ya either way it's not rihanna is not the actual like first name, it's like robyn robyn fenty something like that I don't know okay but anyway like fenty I maybe fenty was like a very strong family name or something I don't know I don't remember but but fenty became


such a global phenomenon macam and it's because [kan] like she had the okay business is business you get money money is whatever you know like that's the goal of any business to make money to make profits right tapi the way she did it eh because she started with the makeup and the makeup brand the way she did it was


inclusivity was diversity was macam err, just something that can be used by everybody and not leaving anyone out and I love that's about it comes from someone who went through that


and like she kept that in mind


no actually it's not even kept that in mind that became the driving force of all her products, like the first brand to have foundation of like twenty plus shades, you know usually it's like maybe half of that amount or like even lesser you know and it's really respectable lah so ever since that that makeup and and I think all the other brands that she's been I mean all the other products ah like companies that she made


was probably like years in the making as well it's just that starting with that as the first business macam like it really, like gave her so much respect in that, like err area of business


so I like that the makeup and then she did lingerie after that right and then she has a Savage Savage fenty Savage fenty and then she also has, err like a luxury line which I forgot ah I think it's just called fenty ya


I miss her music by the way, when it comes to business okay who do you look up to


wait for what okay yes yes


I okay we we're !wow! this is a good question like what, is success to me when it comes to business , , I I think what success is


is like maybe lah for now, is, if I'm if I do something I'm passionate about, and I can earn from it like, as the main thing that I'm doing in my life macam I dah tak payah kerja dekat office I


like all those kind of worries dah tak ada and all I can focus on is my business, like I think to me that is success


but it's more of a personal thing it's not macam the company success you know maybe the company success is to get returns macam to get return customers maybe that's one way of like success but for me is a personal thing when it comes to my own business is that ah


hundred K you nak tahu tak kenapa I tanya tu sebab kat instagram I wish I wish tak lah but okay actually, it's not a scam like I I I'm very particular when it comes to like the things that we see online right but so instagram there's this account and I'm still trying to understand actually so kalau you boleh faham you boleh try to explain to me ah so there's this account that is called curated business curated businesses okay that's the IG handle how I found out about this was kendall eh kylie jenner posted a post of her with luxury bags saying you can win this plus seventy K


boyfriend ya the one with the kids but they never actually got married it's okay don't you don't have to but anyway so you have to follow all the people that scott disick follows so I realise that all the people that he follows are all businesses


okay so you have to follow and it was like seventy plus accounts seventy five I think so you you have to follow all of those and then just comment like like err the question was who are you going to share this seventy K with so all you had to do was answer in the comments section who and just follow the businesses which I think it's a way to increase [kan] like real people you see it's not bought followers it's like real people punya accounts tapi the moment the giveaway is done orang akan unfollow ah


but it's just that like kalau orang tu terlupa then maybe the account is still there, ya go ahead, yes


, following ya correct, ya correct correct for all ya ya ya as in ya that's very true that's very true okay so ya maybe that's it


so , the account was giving seventy K seventy K USD, okay so lepas ni semua orang so seventy K USD plus like all the LV bags tau plus tau it's like and it's open internationally so like I wanted to see how legit it is again they have winners from different parts of the world they have from japan they have from mexico they have from


no it's like they have it all the time like I think account they have all the time so the next one is ten K ten K plus err the iphone new iphone, so it's like it's cool lah macam you menang you menang you tak menang you tak menang ah so I ask you that because I macam if I really menang what am I going to do like


I, it's one of those things where you won't know until it actually happens you know or like you can think about it but will it happen this kind of thing so macam and some the person who won was from


I don't know I think it's the states ah florida or something it's not me ah they they said the results on friday I checked tak ada notification ya but ya like so , oh I said I think in the answers I said my mum I said I wanted to help my mum first I said I had student loans to err to settle I have a passion for music I want to pursue music and if possible I want to start my own little business so that was my answer like


that's what I'm going to do that's what who I want to share with kind of thing but it was just a brief thing like there's so much more right like I told you right like the plans and shit, ya so


fuzzy wuzzy like, !wow! fuzzy little hearty we should make a song, fuzzy little hearty ,


ya, ya, ya, wait so the amount wasn't exactly hundred K it was seventy K but round up


what what what, I might keep like one or two or two or three no it's a lot of bags like like


I think eight to ten bags so I would keep a few I don't have LV , ya, (mmhmm)


from kylie jenner exactly like it's proven that it was from kylie so that's true that's true that's true, I I think singapore quite mahal lah like, because the bags were different sizes macam there are some like the smaller ones there are like bigger like


almost luggage size kind you know like really big ones so I think is different for each but I think we can really make a lot of money from there lah but, I don't know maybe like I might not sell lah, and then let it appreciate value like that value exist


I don't know like in the future when it becomes a bit more vintage or something in the and I don't know I don't know either you're still gaining cause you didn't pay anything for it like you know, but okay anyway like ya so that was the competition


ya why ah you you ask me that before, , (mmhmm)


oh okay bag bag beg-beg apa what's like the


okay, it's okay it's okay so ya okay to get a understanding of women who likes


luxury goods or luxury bags or, okay, believe it or not like I have never like okay I think the most luxurious


probably like coach ah and coach is not even like, top tier ya like coach is like the bossini or the giordano of luxury brands ya ya ya basically I don't okay my mum use to


they use to work ya my mum used to work at coach, and then there was a point whenever I tweeted something macam my mum works at coach gitu ah then someone indirected me and said coach is the bossini giordano of luxury brands so that's when I macam okay I got to humble down but no but basically like I haven't heard lah ya we're not representing it's just experiences personal


like I would really like to own maybe something from chanel or gucci or versace these three these three I really like


, ya but that's the thing like I think it comes with the experience because it's suppose to make you feel like


like oh I can afford this you know like so it comes with it lah, ya, so that's that with the luxury brands,


, okay sure,


err I don't know man I don't know dia punya price list [seh] like I think satu handbag eh, I tak tahu like


ya, I don't I think it's more expensive than that ya


maybe I don't know I tak tahu I tak pernah so,


ah the keychain itself right, me too, but it's okay better times are coming and we will be fine


(hmm), I don't know banking, banking finance because you know money is still money like, I don't know about hospitals maybe there's no pay cut but they are affected cause they have to work more hours


ya and we don't know if they are getting paid much more, ya in a in a in a way yes, , go frontliners shout out


, you not actually nurse, just macam whether or not you'll be , I think you can


I think you will make a good nurse, I think you can, can you, no let's not talk about that but I don't have lah


okay, wait I wanted to share something but I think that's not best to be shared okay nevermind moving forward, nurse eh maybe maybe I don't think I would good news


ya true, do they have to go to medical school, to be a doctor


I don't know, wait what are we doing with our lives I think it's PHD, doctorate lah, doctorate degree,


doctor Fazil


doctorate, PHD and doctorate is like, cause okay the only reason why I betuk-betul tahu there's a difference is that remember there's a comedy that we watched the the one the err the doctor from KL


ya then he make fun of the PHD people there early on he he's like he's like err, I believe there are some PHD err owners here as well how you all get in this one have to pay you know like like he said something like that so it's a joke like I think if I think the doctorate one gets you a bit further lah I don't know


no no cause macam the people who listening to this probably dorang biol like you know


like we generally don't know okay we're sorry but, GP


general practitioner !wow!, ah ah, ya, ya ya ya ya, !wah! bullshit


ya, a doctorate


ya ya ya ya exactly so the the the doctor punya salutation that's given it's not medical, ya like, err okay I work in a business school you know and I have I have a err not lecturer what's it call like a professor whose name is doctor C J maddox but she doesn't take medical she's in business ya doctor C J maddox doctor Banu doctor shout out to all the business school teachers


I understand macam it's not something kita , see for ourselves you know it's not a goal or like, like something we want ah basically not something we want for ourselves it is understandable kalau like you tak tahu the only reason I tahu is because of that comedy and I work in a business school like that it kalau I don't I don't know


apa kita tahu is just main game, ya kita nak main monopoly after this actually, game of life is not bad so they actually gave give you a wheel to spin it's not a dice


, singlish err it's not that fun lah, it's okay lah


also teaching you about capitalism same thing, you know work have family, I don't know, no, capitalism it's just I guess freedom what no no no no no


what, (mmhmm), (mmhmm), sorry kita curse banyak [seh] , ya we are toning down a lot for this but okay


nice, oh well you manipulated me


okay err in order to be my friend you don't have to laugh at everything I say it's just that macam that is a plus point lah, it's about if you have friends who always judge you for your jokes then it sucks right it's better if you if if if they have similar humour that is great that's kind of what I look for also in a like in a partner but


moving forward err ya but humour is humour is a huge thing for me, , no


err kentang the way I say it kentang goreng kentang kentang kentang okay like the question shouldn't be what do I like eating it should be what do you not like eating cause like I can eat anything else except for these foods so it's like


I don't like beef unfortunately sebab to me macam a bit, next time okay then I'll explain further okay so or there are certain food that I don't like but okay to answer your question no like they don't have to like the same things that I do


ya but I've I've never said guys I don't eat beef can we not go here like I've never said that because that's very rare that a tempat will only sell that and there's nothing for me ya


ya like steak house probably still has like ya ayam err ikan semua okay err so ya I think it's still pretty okay


food is not like a matter in terms of like friendship, astons, , just that andes andes sedap gila and


ya okay so I'm pretty sure everyone thinks it's called andes but kita actually dengar waiter cakap andes so, ya she also very vibrant, character yes shout out to her but ya really like andes andes is like one of our go to date places


andes, ya lah we don't know if he's meditating or what but he was sitting under a tree when I was on the way like you know the car passes by the road sides and all right so that that it's exactly like that so he was just sitting under a tree minding his own business so I was like okay


he takes his breaks outside just sitting under the tree calmly okay so it's an assumption that he meditates or he probably doesn't he just like relaxing


ya maybe, ya what do I do to handle stress I can call all your reference !aww! but err I usually would I'm not


I I don't see myself as a person who keeps it all in that's not my kind of person ah but I'm very particular with who I share it with as well, so macam usually if I go through anything that's not, like the best of times for me I would share it with the certain people like my boyfriend like


maybe some like close friends as well so, so it like macam it reduces that err , that, stress ah to a certain extent sometimes you don't need someone to tell you or advice you whatever if someone's there to listen


just to be just to let a bit of load off your shoulders ah it'd be nice, ya


, that is not that is not a main requirement and err


tetapi err what I think you're asking is more like, will they be down for you like will they be there for you and macam really support you in times of need yes


(mmhmm), I


I guess that's like okay like having that friend is, probably would put you in check a bit more, err but what if you really got no other choice then hearing that is just going to make you feel more like terrible sometimes you know


err I would prefer a person who is down for you who will really really support you sometimes it doesn't even need questioning you know so ya


you do, ya, thanks thank you


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okay, I woke up at eight AM, ya and then I waited for your text


then I was like, eight AM, at eight AM what time does hannah start school, ya that's why


unless you telling me hannah tak boleh sekolah , excuses,


she, she don't want to, means she's cold lah, she feels cold


oh, I know I know I know, I know I know the she rimas right


!huh!, and then hannah can can she wake up in the morning, seven thirty


but, , ya sia because you have to feed her right before going to school breakfast, custard bread


!wah! eh in my mind it was a pudding bread lah salah bread pudding, so sweet early in the morning, sugar rush, meaning right the the cikgu yang suffer tau sugar rush


hannah why you so hyper chill, !aduh! ya so I woke up at night earlier on I did laundry, and then like until now the laundry is not dried yet because of the rain


it's still damp, ya and then after this I have to go to work I don't think I want to,


I want to, I want to get out from singapore, I need to get away, we are in, ya this pandemic ah serious, then now like I feel like, I want to save money for what because usually when I save money it's to travel then now when I save money why are this money for


, rediscovery vouchers, I want to see if they they have it for zoo I wanna visit the zoo again


staycation hundred dollars, other things also have lah but like, for us youngsters


look ah !aiyo! lah , my mother hates staycation, oh okay they have crowne they have


uh jewel punya hotel also right, you got a lot around there, stop it, do you know that one, it's like literally one bed and then a big


big TV, toilet behind your bed, you don't, you don't have space to unpack your so called luggage or your backpack, ya but maybe hannah will like it if she likes robot because the one who serves you drink give you extra towel is a robot


ya so like you will press on the screen let's say you want to order towel extra towel so you click on extra towel, later the robot will come, and then like the robot will open its mouth and then the towel is inside right so kids will enjoy ah


but like for us you give me small room smaller than my room, but I pay hundred plus for it, oh my god no, not worth it


at the airport


, (uh huh), , ya, no, and then, I was wondering also tau


okay let's say you have that hundred and then your friend also have that hundred so can you guys combine this become two hundred right and then book one hotel, !wah!, oh


oh, okay so it's hundred dollars you're given hundred so let's say I want to use it at this hotel fifty another hotel fifty can I can break it up


but why would I right if anyways macam like I got so many ideas you see, so many questions, talking about hotel, hotel is famous for


ghost stories, but nevermind I scared you don't want because you're going to staycation soon, oh


minnie, so minnie went there [kan] lepas tu minnie pergi tempat resort, freely [kan]


so betul-betul resort dia your villa sebuah then villa lain sebuah sebuah sebuah and then, when you keluar the back door


[kan] terus macam pagi-pagi confirm kau dengar benda-benda [kan], okay so all that whole time, it happened and then on the very last day, the day when minnie and Lasiri packed their things


so dua family [jer], technically macam dia satu couple [kan] then family tu so dua orang [jer] tourist


no jauh gila the villa is very big so they don't put you together, and then it's a villa, so they don't ni tau, so that villa tu dia orang tak macam mana eh


how do I say, K dia orang tak ada tak ada receptionist, get it tak because it's a resort why would you need me


and then the lady start to cry and then and then minnie being minnie


then I'm like, the hell, ya so it happened right then it ended there and then Lasiri'S like you know by right what you should do you should leave, one of your things there so they don't be so they won't be sad then I said are you crazy


ah eh okay talking about that right, and then like something followed her back to malaysia tau


no, just like a saka ah, followed back to malaysia, and then this tukang berubat maaf ya awak kena hantar dia balik ke Bali, !hey!,


!hey! I


gila [kan], so so those are like for hotels thing lah, then then recently on instagram


uh do you know asonofapeach, ya right right, so you read, I thought you said you didn't like ghost stories, correct correct correct


, (uh huh) pippin, correct, ,


if I were you I wouldn't sia, it's Yole


no okay and that out of all that, IG post right which one is a memorable story, like to you macam eh sia ah cerita ni seram sia walaupun it's just few text, right that's what I wanted to say also I'm so excited


[kan], I can lah I can tell back the story without even reading that thing again tau I think I memorize it already, because I want to go there I want to explore


if eh no lah the delivery rider there oh my god delivery like if you go alone if I bring another friend two person okay lah, the delivery rider go along if I bring another friend two person okay lah, you stay in the lift you hold the lift for me, if this floor got a lot of light we Ciao okay we Ciao


, a'ah because they're scaredy cat and then their girlfriend make them see all this story without thinking macam Jia lah I'm doing this to get some extra money sia then you tell me all this story aku takut ah, but that dua alam I really like it sia


from okay so dia daripada B two, skip the nine floor, what the hell sia


uh, yes


delivery macam a party pack ke apa [kan] banyak-banyak kena taruh dekat table, I'm old ya


oh, like like orang pindah rumah that kind, Siao ah, that is real


mindblogging


ah ah there's no ah chinese incense pot at the side, (uh huh) and then the person is like were you lost you look pale I'm hell ya your block is freaking haunted sia, [siol] ah


two more others share the same incident that happened in that same condo


this to their cousin so they were there to visit their auntie, do you know the story


okay so they were there to visit their auntie at a condo, so they played hide and seek, and then when they played hide and seek suddenly nak dekat maghrib then don't want like ah tired ah go back home ah sia, okay so they went back home, suddenly, uh, uh they went to the lift the lift open at some random storey and then they see shit it's damn dark


then they saw something, coming towards them like damn fast then they come into the lift cepat-cepat and closed the door and then they heard a loud , means like the thing hit the lift, and then this both of them, just like, what the hell happened and then they went back home and they got high fever


so when their parents want to bring them home right, say they they drove down, , from the carpark right so the carpark tu dia macam spiral tau, and then bila makcik dia orang mak dia orang nak on lagu surah-surah [kan]


the story uh dia punya radio muffled, cannot play, !wah! ah, [kan], and then this two dua cousin dia orang macam eh


do you think that was macam did did you think it really happened atau dia mimpi eh, then dia orang kata macam tak [seh] kau ingat aku ingat [seh], it feels so different to them, , then another one


is this guy he is security security guard, security guard lepas tu dia cakap uh apa eh


(uh huh) but he cannot remember what's that thing, ah ah then he he to him right he just stood there for a few minutes, but the team who found him said that he was missing for three hours


and he's been standing there without blinking his eyes, , a'ah this tall badan dia tall, (uh huh)


but then it's been three hours, and then the guy who found him was his, uh colleague who said !hey! !siala! what have you been doing sia three hours you know you haven't been returning !siala! you eat snake ah, say no I don't know what, and then the one who found him


came and baca-baca something and then okay


ah no response only this one pakcik come and then pakcik baca doa then, eh what happened bro like that, then he like he covered in sweats one lah he don't know what happen


so cleaner cleaner agency or security agency or anything !wah! cannot last more than six months, but this pakcik has been around for a long time and then the person kau tahu tak aku sejak aku kena tegang ni [kan] kejung gitu [kan] company aku lima hari [jer] lah sia


only lasted five days [siol], because very cheap the rental is very cheap, ya


but like cheap if you are living in another world I it's okay lah I don't want that, , , then think is I enjoy all this you know


and, no I tak pernah nampak until, remember the last saturday, so after that, ya I wanted to lepak bawah block


then I'm like, ah lepak bawah block [jer] lah because like got Nurul right and I just want to like uh talk to Nurul suddenly a, , sue and the husband !hey! guys, then us being us always wanting to be in sue's car


okay let's go not us lah me actually, (mmhmm) I want


so now like got Satay there got burger it's like, how you lepak in malaysia, ah close when you want to go there you have to pass by


(mmhmm), as I was saying so it was night time like if people know me people know when my lepak time starts apa damn late


so it's like okay lah sure lah you have you have car right of course we can go, and then before you reach there after you pass by #lim chu kang# lah whatever shit, you have to turn in


so it's exactly like that except last time it was one way now it has become two way, but there is no light no nothing whatsoever, then as we turn right on our left side it is old HDB estate


from there, ya it's empty, so so they mentioned that that place is uh for those fisherman, who are in the fishery punya industry


then I say I don't want I don't want Fahmi go okay, and then you know I never say there and then but the stench oh my god is fucking smelly


the smell damn smelly it's damn bad, I don't know because none of us wanted to go eh this this was what I smelt terus macam busuk nak mampus lepas tu aku macam please lah jalan ah, then we go


then kita dah sampai sana kita cakap pasal cerita hantu juga and then Fahmi has a lot of encounters then we go like okay, on the way there


on the left side, and there, I saw and then I was like, eh, okay dear then I wanted to take to take a second look but then I'm like okay tak apa if I take a second look the one sitting on my left would notice that I saw something


then like that again at the corner of my eyes it's just like that again then okay, then I said eh no face eh, cover only eh


then I'm like oh okay then I think because I experience it in the car, and then with everyone, so macam rasa dia tak seram sangat it was actually funny


okay, okay I didn't see the face, it's not as scary because the the face is covered, so aku macam okay, ya, correct or if I saw it alone


then I would be like shit, so I just like uh okay, eh cause I scared if I tegur then suddenly, no depan lagi no depan lagi depan lagi depan lagi you know they have ever that kind of thing if you tegur and then the thing just follow you


and Fahmi was so nice to send everybody home you know means Canberra woodlands and then my house Kallang, and then we go back, so when they send to Kallang all the way I walk home right I press the lift I look back I press the thing I look back I before before I go masuk ke rumah I look back because I scared


so I scared, then of course asyik tengok belakang kau tahu ni picit lift


like how I want to answer my mother, my mother will scold me what, sia I don't know what to answer my mother [siol]


but you ever have like you know goosebumps, !huh!


ya it's like a figures more shadow, !whoa!, you got you know there is something there


what do you mean by dancing, [siol] ah, eh eh house, ah


ah, , oh, (uh huh)


(uh huh), small sink, okay, , (uh huh), (uh huh)


ah ah, (mmhmm), (mmhmm), it it was moving


like you see the arms and all, ah ah ah ah ah


dishes, ah, oh oh ,


but you know if you think properly, you are blocking them you know , then the way you shout is obvious that you saw one thing


no,


, , uh, ah ah


oh, hello, I know your papa even ada benda pun dia diam lah takkan dia nak cakap ada lah a'ah bapa nampak takkan dia nak cakap ,


okay the master bedroom toilet okay, , ah, correct correct, ah


!hey!, okay why is it right your first instinct is to turn to it not to not, turn away from it


kira macam jinx, I saw you first, train,


!wah! until now, until time ah, no but like at that point in time ah, oh


, !whoa!, !wah! so weird leh


anabelle, oh shit


that one dig out the eyes,


, ah, ah ah ah


(uh huh), at the side table lah, okay when you say that there's obviously something


one last ah one last


ah, !wah! irritating ah playing around


ah, ah ah ah, correct correct, !whoa!, !wah!, short eh


scare yourself first


, , ya,


exactly but how they are the one doing the task tau which are brushing the teeth and washing the dishes, kira pada you you macam !siala! aku mangsa keadaan [seh] aku tengah menjalani hidup aku


don't, and then have you heard any in FF okay let's not touch our own club because like we don't want to scare ourself like that, no, don't know


okay in our club obviously there is lah but like I just choose to ignore it, because like I'm gonna work there for very long time you know like witch we work together , but you've never seen


ya, ya


like you what me you what you want me to do like, but hundred AM bro, bro hundred AM is fucking real bro, you close club at ten o'clock ten oh ten ten ten you never come out the thing halau you lah sia


the thing will take dumbbell and smash on the floor, yes, yes


hers is like memang kena tukar seluar baju makeup bag alright, so closing shift ya so she's doing all that, because she's taking too long to get out from the club


whenever then do you know how hundred AM is last time right tower counter and then you have to go down the stairs


that is like I think like, seven six flight of stairs, time, all the way down


ya so like the the part where, the benda will always, uh, ya like


everyone that's one hundred AM always tutup exactly, ten O two, ya so macam eh !siala! kau orang ni real [siol]


ya exactly, so the thing is, okay another story is it's a shopping mall, and then, the connected to the hotel apa the for the swimming pool


ya maybe so, no opening shift is masuk !siala! I open the shutter I have to be the first person there, with me


then there will be two of us correct, so dia macam sir the gym is not open yet, so uh then I say why you why you say like that no because I didn't think like that lah I think macam member macam uh coming from the the swimming pool like you forget to lock the door or what then he sneak in


so I was telling him that, we haven't open then I follow him so that okay let's say ah, one row of treadmill, dock, pillar, so this person jalan towards this treadmill ni pillar eh jalan this way so this I thought macam oh kau nak main catching I will walk here and kejar you surround you here


and then me asal kau buka CCTV asal kau very curious


shit right, to me right okay, that is real too because you really show yourself


have more extreme one but I just feel like don't want to tell, K the less extreme one, uh you know how trainers are very tired


do you know how trainers are very tired right, and then they will sleep, they will have a nap, so Lasiri was sleeping


so ah so ya people when they say hempap eh hempap ni semua dia ada scientific reason, there is a scientific reason for all that what, then


when I say cannot ah will say no bro


sitting on top of me damn big, so so she's a trainer what so she went to this one guy, !hey! bro


how you know, ya so this so bermakna before she even tell that guy that guy already know


how that thing looks like what happened to her because it happened to him as well, so like to me right, if you tell me alone I will say you world but because, there is a cross referencing, the two person experiencing the same thing then I feel like eh maybe real Siot


[kan], yes and it's fucking big so that fucking big thing is the same thing that, snatches the the weight at night, that gets angry


uh ya same


and then they'll be like, !hey!, come ah fetch me at my place ah !hey! Cheebye after you tell me all this you want me to fetch you at your workplace you okay or not okay


hoo, so ash wanted to tell us something about it, because, she started working there, , we didn't want me to start


terus dah macam kau jangan world ah dik kau diam ah, , no the thing is no no the thing is like people who work there for years already must have told me everything


got so many things to say meh, , oh


ya lah but then it's not from experience already mah, it's a pass it down, ya, ya the one at club ah like our our place she you already had gone ahead then confirm


ya ya ya ya ya, right


really, for IQ


ah, ya, ah ah, ah ah, ya right I know last time can lock until they changed it to a foolproof system


same you know when I first started you know how we don't have the key to the shutter, you always have to go to level nine, I will go down to level nine go into the main changing room to check everything okay in the dark then go to I apple mac check because I lazy right go rate it that's it okay then I will go to the counter and on the light


okay now open the shutters late the wasted at the counter on music, okay IPM auntie come okay then I check, gee what what what's wrong with me dulu berani eh tau then sekarang macam open shutter


no but the thing is when I first came in, Nurul also just always scare me all this shit what, ya, nothing happened, change name


[orh], no they now got two name what, Johanna and Awaludin, oh and then Johanna is the new introduced one


Johanna,


my mother got cook for me, ya lah that is my bekal lah I haven't eat lah I don't know what to eat, usually I don't eat breakfast


like unless my mother like prepare for me and I makan ah tapi kalau dia tak kasih then macam tak ada ah, tamarind chicken, !wow!


uh ya but this tamarind is, japan one, eh japan pula thailand tamarind chicken, tamarind chicken,


market, , wet market and market pasar market, so mee soto nasi ayam sup kambing the best sup kambing in singapore is there, ya and then like if at the MRT then you have mister bean you have the waffle you have old #chang kee# maybe I should get some old #chang kee# I'm very hungry


to eat at work or to munch, oh then what is it that you have in mind


ya we have kedai mamak like you know the movies, ah and then, at the pasar there where you can find variety of food lah


, what


today, (ugh), or like indian food


ya but like I won't, I will not recommend, ya we have, you know those bawah block yang ada own fast food thing, like if you were to


ya ya if you were to open grab it would be under Amigo, the name of the place is Amigo so they have like, I I will call it


ah, ya ya western food lah, like the malay food I would not recommend kalau macam makan lunchtime only during your breakfast sedap gila because that two kedai only open for breakfast and they will close, so ya


seven AM until nine AM only, you come ten o'clock finished, ya, ya, ya but then they action ah I come down


!siala! aku belum tanya pun [siol], I know you know what I want lah but like you just give me, ya lah


ya lah my entire life sia I've been staying here and I only eat the same thing all the time ya that's why they do what you want, !hey! sedih sia, you at least pretend lah


even from far you know from far, (uh huh)


or maybe before going to work you should buy at Gado grill, oh my it's peak hour, why you don't like Gado grill


you're not gonna eat that now what you're gonna eat that at three, no wonder you specifically ask me fast food


ya also want to eat shaker fries also


I oh I think I tasted it, burger king, yet


oh really, does he know how many times, in a week you order grab food, ,


secret, correct, ya but like I'm so hungry now


no ah the market you have to go to the left side a bit, but it's near, it's near #ya allah# it's near


, ya, I have but I look big in other colours so I don't want to wear it, ya so I only wear those when people come over to my house


ya, I'm thinking if I should get something from old #chang kee# you know like uh, sausage, cheese, or sotong ball


ya popcorn chicken and then they add in cheese, ya, but like I feeling fries actually you lah you mentioned shaker fry, ya sia


shaker fry, because right they say well what what day is it, today, I err tuesday, , your last week is was probably on friday, friday was the date that they eh no no no no no thursday


thursday eh, thursday I think


ya but like the bigger is the better you know the bigger the better, no and then like, you boleh bukakan tak package I tak nak lah


oh ya forty five CM, ah ah, eh ya


orbid, too cute, so cute sia, ya, yes


oh grey, so actually what you gonna eat later ah


like malay food I would not recommend ah it's like to me like cannot make it, only their breakfast


not really


oh I found I found a place okay everything in there is halal, Kallang way, so they have like korean they have everything japanese, chinese stall you know tak chinese stall yang macam economy rice


and they follow okay two veggie one, meat three dollar eighty cent, cheap right they really follow the economy style, ya and then tempat then like got a lot of cuisine and then everything's halal and then like you don't have to worry


downside is it only accept cash, ya, uh then ah old #chang kee# accept paywave


ah, I think what, cause, got waffle also then I just feel like I want to


no lah, how the heck are they going to fry the waffle, !wow!


!wow! like the double down something like that, not bad, waffle is swensen no no the thing is I cannot with swensen


the food is not great the service is low, I cannot ah swensen is just so meh, I would rather, you put me at pizza hut, rather than swensen


choices ya, oh, then got kid's meal meal then there's also the


oh, but do you know the swensen soup in the bread if they put sourdough then I'm like shit


uh uh, the bread is the sourdough, Siot lah tak ada mood sia, uh it is it's just a very wheat bread to me


uh uh, uh pizza hut they have one day this meal they call it


curry zazzle, I don't like it also but then that is the only thing that is spicy, so like I have to eat spicy food right


and always because when I go out right I feel very very very hungry I can't even wait for the baked rice to cool down I will end up burning my tongue


!wah! means you reach work Swee Swee sia, I no time to this one know, cannot no time I know lah every time go work, from here I know


, ya it is near you know right from my house when you walk when you want to walk to the MRT that's really like if you walk relax seven minutes if you walk like me, four minute, then I usually wait for the train like one or two minute


then it takes another eight minutes to raffles place from raffles place to our workplace ah that one is the problem, outside where then jaywalk


oh then you can walk, you quite smart hor, I've never thought of that leh, !wow!, shit


ya but because I think like clifford <malay>tu macam kena jalan kena tempuh tempuh</malay> clifford <malay>kena tempuh</malay> like Q_R Q_R [tau], okay


just now what time did you wake up, eight AM so early


, I was still sleeping, actually I just woke up lah, uh ya, she start eh oh no I already woke up


, but it's always very hard to wake up lately, because it's raining so cold and nice, , but then hannah she


she, she ya she don't want to wake up and then she keep, like waking up in the middle of the night, and then baru dia tidur betul-betul


, but actually I didn't know actually I know she's cold but actually usually don't want the blanket she like push it with her leg, ya, then I'm like what for I put if she'll just push it, ya


ya lah usually she would wakes up at seven but I think because it's cold lately so the


cause just now she only eat custard bread, ya if me I would give her like oats or cereal


ya, the atmosphere is very, cold and damp,


ya but too bad, we're in a pandemic, (mmhmm)


travel in the country use the singapore rediscovery vouchers, , , ya, I think can eh


or is it only for staycation, only staycation hundred dollars then cannot use for other things ah, oh ya lah


my parents also was like staycation you know , , , then I'm going on leave this friday right , then my mum want to staycation, uh dekat dengan Changi airport


but it's all full, it's all full only got the Yoli air or something like that ah,


I don't know, toilet, I know I saw the pictures, oh my but that's the only one available


oh serious, ,


, oh !wow!, but it's a only, , , ya sia


like my mum nak pergi sana because my father have something on, going on there


no, I think so, I not so sure when but I saw the article then I read it dia cakap tak boleh stack the vouchers


because bila you nak book [kan], uh you have to go to your singpass, at the authorize booking portals, ya they have to copy the voucher code so you can only use one singpass


to prevent like fraud or something, (mmhmm), that one I not sure


ya


no lah like what story, (mmhmm), minnie


(mmhmm), (mmhmm),


!wah!, (mmhmm)


oh maybe couple tu lah tengah gaduh ,


, oh my


, I can imagine


, , and then


, , ooo


, oh my god


(mmhmm) (mmhmm) oh my god I reread , I read ya


ah jenguk-jenguk kat lift


the same


too crazy, I look I wouldn't dare, oh my god if you imagine, (ppc)


kau nak Ciao pergi mana kau dekat dalam lift


, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


[kan]


, (mmhmm) tak lah I think because maybe


ah nenek tu [kan] tua so macam nenek tu suruh letakkan dekat meja takkan you tak nak letakkan tapi dia punya situation is like so scary and creepy until the delivery rider ya


, no then the most like, like err err, ya the most mindboggling, when they go to the ninth floor again then suddenly there's no it's like it's lit


ya and then is the right person who opened the door, ,


so scary eh


(mmhmm), so scary, (mmhmm), I I can't recall


(mmhmm),


, !ee!


oh my god,


but he feels like it's a few minutes, but it's three hours


so tak ada so kira dia jumpa orang tu dia tengah kejung ah, oh


, , rent


no wonder, , weeks !wah!


, oh my god that is so recent


karang bawa cari payah


cemetery eh, you know my mother wanted to go there to staycation this, weekend actually , uh ah sebab kita orang nak tengok the farms and everything but then tak jadi because my father have plans at the airport there


ya, , (mmhmm)


oh then the estate is like empty,


, (mmhmm),


, but did they smell it,


, (mmhmm)


, what colour,


!ee! so scary


, ya, I think if you saw the face you would have nightmares, ya


ya,


, , , , (mmhmm)


, ya for me Alhamdulillah I never see any, I, ya


I saw before lah but it was a long time ago when I was in secondary school, but it's nothing that, there's no face also it's all black, it's a figure, it's like a, shadow it's darker than the dark


ya because that time, ya I literally saw it like, funny funny way to put it dancing in the toilet, , it's that


ya, then I was so shock you know because that time my sister was washing the dishes, so that toilet, at my mother's house, then uh she was washing the dishes, and then the toilet was behind her


is behind her, was that time and then my brother that time my house the there's another sink the small sink outside the toilet, so the, the washing dishes sink is here then the toilet behind then the small sink beside


here, and then my brother was brushing his teeth then I wanted to give my sister like the dirty dishes lah because we just had dinner, and then suddenly my like the toilet door was open so I we, like I I was walking there so I like just naturally look around and I saw the toilet the toilet is dark because we off the light


then I saw that thing, like, dancing in the toilet like like that dancing sideways ya moving and then it was it was a really dark figure like super black, and


no it's like, it's like you know the nun figure ya it's like that kind of figure, and then I was like, I was stun right I was like stun then I quickly put the dishes in the sink I like shout I wanted to run out then you know my brother and my sister they also stun then they also ran out then they are the one who went out first you know and I got left left behind


, , ya but I because I was super shock then I already shout first I shouted first, I shouted first and then after that, ya I saw something


eh I wanted to run then my sister , put ready the shock everything she let go then I wanted to run then my brother , then my brother also then they all stop whatever they are doing they all ran ran out and then I was the last one who came out from the kitchen you know


that was so funny but when it was so scary to me, no my parents both were in the room so when we ran out shouting like nobody's business then my parents was like what happened what happened why all shouting eh my father was going to scold us you know


then after that then I was like, uh shivering anyway I was like I told him I saw something there then my father look go where, then because my father is not scared then he go and see then he say there's nothing there's nothing then he like ah recite recite some verses


, , oh my god but then after that the next day


because I was scared to go to the kitchen toilet so I went to the master bedroom toilet to take my ablution and then I was taking then in the corner of my eye you know sometimes in the corner of your eyes you saw you'll see something right that that same black figure wanted to reach out to me


then I like quickly turn !hais! then like it disappeared then after that I quickly go out from the toilet , no because I don't want it to touch me


ya then, no not until now, thank goodness ya at that point of time and then like I've been dreaming I've been having nightmares and then in the middle of the night I woke up seram sejuk so I pergi my mum's


then I'm like I better do like this you know, ya, and then every single dream I had every single nightmare I had it it was that, that shadow figure, was wanting to reach out to me


then got, ya and then like got one point of time I dreamt there was a mannequin in my room, and then that mannequin, suddenly move, and then, when I wanted to go out suddenly got the black figure


, you scaring me,


uh, my aunty's house, and then uh we all went to one of the rooms in this house, and then when I was like


lying down on the bed, and then I saw the black figure, through the reflection, like that TV reflection, that beside the bed tau down at the side table ya at the side table then I look


don't have, that is a prominent, ya, and then I look again


I think nak solat then I tak solat and then after that


my hati dah then bulu roma semua naik goosebumps, and then I went out, then I heard then I sit down outside, then after that when there were people all finished pray and then we we went in the room again


ya and I can see the chest of drawers the side table, clearly like because the side table is white so you can't miss white in the reflection


ya then it was ya I can see the side table clearly there is nothing it, ya aku sort, no because I didn't want


I didn't want to like scare myself, and I didn't because if I scare myself I would be haywire , I would all over the place, like how I shouted


, and then, and if that the funny thing about the incident is my brother and my sister got out of the kitchen first before me, ya


correct I was just, bringing the dishes to my sister you know, , ,


no, in in, in our club, , in our club have and I really


someone told me, but I've never experienced it, thank god, and I don't want to experience it because I would, I don't want to tell you also because later you would be scared


serious, serious, hundred AM, who told you,


, ya, very busy


oh my god


she fell all the way to the floor I'll do it, oh my god okay, that's so


disturb,


!wah! but hundred AM is like a shopping mall right, oh yes, oh maybe it's a hotel


!wow!, , , , oh my god, it's so hardcore


in hundred AM also,


then


he saw the red eyes, oh my god


oh my god, can see the eyes, what's that I don't want to know,


no I don't want , , (mmhmm),


oh my god then they will be like a comma fetch me at my place (uh huh) but after you tell me all this you want me to fetch me at your workplace is okay or not okay, , , oh my god hundred AM


she also experience, ya lah, , ,


tak nak tahu best not to know


, no lah maybe she wants to, tell it again from her point of view, people tell her then she wants to tell people


that kind, that kind ya but then she's not from my experience already, ya maybe she got experience ya, one or two times maybe, if the if the if the ghost already hardcore like that then confirm


confirm she may experience something already right, right, oh my, luckily I didn't start off at that, outlet


because when I started I overslept in the club, I like camping in the club, ya because I always workout and then after that I work like I'm mid shift I workout until closing then tomorrow I opening right then I just sleep in the club


I open the next day I base alone all don't know that people see got ya, people say got things all I just ignore because, like I don't want to scare myself then, then some more last time our back door can lock the back office all can lock


so I will always lock that door lah so at least it's secure for myself, ya, and after that ya I always sleep over,


(mmhmm),


, , no because we heard stories that's why, so many stories


ya Nurul even name the thing, when I came it was Johan, and then after that ah change name Johanna because suddenly it's the female changing room that has all these incidents last time it was like near the men changing room area then she was like Johan this one Johan


what, oh Awaludin, ya Awaludin was the first one I think, ya, Johan Johan


then, what are you going to eat later, oh are you bringing the food lah ya that is my, oh then you never sarapan you never have breakfast


oh, , oh, , today what your mother prepare


!wow!, tamarind is orange [kan], oh, oh


, eh your estate here, got what, food shop, supermarket,


oh, ya I was thinking of getting some food also before


to eat at work so that I don't need to like order or, or go and hunt for food then what is it you have it, I don't know I am that's why I was asking cause I was


trying to see what I want, oh movies,


, serious, ya, but I don't see myself wanting it, ya, today


maybe it is we see later, isn't it like malay food, oh, what about fast food


oh macam fatty boom boom tu eh


ah, oh, oh oh it's like western food lah


ya, !wah!, that means they make a lot of profit from only breakfast, !wah! seven eight nine two hours only, they make a lot of money already, so good


(mmhmm), , , give hope a bit of hope, maybe because uh they find you familiar that's why they like


, ya, ya that's why they know what you want already ,


, no but if, but if the makcik say nak apa dik and then you say what you want and then the makcik say


, Gado grill ah, I don't want Gado grill


I don't really like, I don't really feel like eating that now, ya I don't feel like going to eat that at three , , I'll feel like eating your what


seaweed shaker fries, , ya, hai


and you know I never get to, taste the hershey's ice cream, from mcdonald's, so sad my husband go and tell me he tasted it so many times


yet he never buy for me, and he knows I don't like have time to like go and buy, ya, then that time


, no that's not supposed to be a known fact to him that is supposed to be a secret


later we take the train only right, ya lah it's a straight train to, is the market on the way, oh


are you sure I don't trust your near, you only have black, shirt is it, like like every time when you go out also you wear black ya


like you don't have any other colours, oh, you have a point,


I like sotong ball, popcorn chicken, chunky chicken, Chang chicken


seaweed shaker fries, I just ate that you know but it was last week, ya this week now what what day is it today, (mmhmm), tuesday oh baru tuesday eh


I was scared that this shark is too big for you, cause the one that you wanted in Miniso is the small one right, ya lah I didn't know then I when I wanted to order then I'm like only got their ninety CM one available and then right


, cause got another one you know the forty five CM one this is like double the size, this is ninety, this is ninety CM, no because you wanted the hand warmer thing what then you like you all when you told me then you you like


do the actions then like oh no this will be too big and then the forty five CM one online the face is so offbeat, ya, like, like so weird the face, so I ended up buying this one


the colour is also nice, the forty five CM one the colour is like pink, and like, likes, sky blue, and white grey


but black grey like super light, and the face is like funny, I don't know I haven't decided that's why I ask you what other options around here


(hmm), , so sad


, why, oh ya, but depends on where you buy Doh like some some kedai dia okay not bad


where, at where, oh


, , !whoa!, that's not bad ah, it's actually cheap


(mmhmm), oh my I'm the one who doesn't bring cash with me, I think no, but they have like flashpay


but I don't know I think maybe the, [dah] err dah boleh pakai NETS, !huh! dekat old #chang kee# tu ada waffle


oh, like the old #chang kee# offering waffles now, , who knows they would they making a waffle chicken burger or something, waffle chicken snack


ya, nice ah, because swensen also put waffle with chicken what, correct or not, do you know the menu, why


depends lah okay can ask answer is just so, (mmhmm), oh


but pizza hut there is not much, low food choices, so like a bit hard for me to feed hannah if I go pizza hut, cause swensen's you have soup, ya kid's meal then there's also the soup with the bread


inside the bread you know, that hannah can eat, sourdough


is it, I don't know I've never tasted sourdough, I like I like the bread I like the bread a lot hannah also likes it, then got a lot of pasta choices got baked rice I mean I think pizza hut also got baked rice


oh I don't really like curry, but then


, (mmhmm), but I don't really like the baked rice, because I think it's too salty


ya because it's too hot, can


, , , but here is nearer what


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), you can walk outside what then you can, do that


no ya you go up the clifford, bridge, ya then you can walk while holding that, ya of course,


of course I smart, you never thought of that at all, oh but it's not not not many QR you just need to go through one QR only


ya, K let's go


(mmhmm), coffee apa starbucks,


okay I can recommend you


dinner, ya then


but ya, (hmm),


[orh] then kau last minute rush ah


(mmhmm)


[orh] okay


(uh huh) eh how come [orh] it's the presentation eh tadi but how come your works kena collected, tomorrow, you have to [orh] so for for them to make the final changes ah okay


(mmhmm) okay, okay


oh my gosh, ya correct correct correct ya you make the final uh apa tu big change ah


ah then good lah, I feel like you are too hard on yourself ya


because like kau fikir banyak sangat then after that like at the end of the day you know macam this thing happen like you tak expect what, you know sometimes you expect it to be very bad right but then sometimes like you won't know pada kau because you see that artwork everyday the lecturers see it like oh dia macam it's their first time seeing it ah so they will either like it or not like it ah so if it if they like it means it's good lah


ya and like, no fine arts ah aku lain [kan] (uh huh)


(mmhmm) okay


(mmhmm) uh, [orh] maybe macam I feel like the concept doesn't really


okay lah [orh] okay then that's bad it's how you how your concept is and how you project is lah I feel like, entah eh


okay (uh huh), dengue my friend had dengue but he was hospitalised and then he's okay already you know mine was my friend was like I think two weeks then like okay aleady


fever and dengue dia rabak eh chronic eh but this lecturers are your class lecturers or adjunct oh okay so only one presentation ah bagus sia


and then like uh week sixteen is another lecture that we tak kenal ya so it's like uh brand new face that see macam because our lecturer ya correct correct


cause that lecturer kita [kan] everyday nampak [kan] so like they bring this another lecturer then from there terus but that particular presentation they see everything like what you did for the whole semester and your portfolio everything ya so it's like err that one I can say uh make or break ah


ya but the adjunct lecturers semua baik gila ya, but depends ah, is it I I don't know what that that lecturer is called , [pe] processor ya entah lah that what name ya


, I feel like this sem my lecturers are quite good, cause last sem really it's rabak eh and I feel ya entah maybe because pasal like


!huh!, same year (uh huh) year one sem two, it was a bad year year two sem one this sem mine is good


(mmhmm) [orh] it's your own major right ya ya kita every sem tukar kelas ya but fuck


cause, because like honestly I thought this sem kita akan tukar kelas lagi but then me and effy macam !alamak! kita geram gila ah, you know we still in the same class tapi macam okay how it goes right that


ya ya part of my module CDE cause CDE is like cross elective, okay what macam aku ambil figure drawing is the same what but it's still under fine arts what


ya graphic comm ya because graphic comm we have a lot of apa tu routes to go actually so this one I took we have to choose three then uh from that three then kita belajar then ya


ya but honestly it sucks because last sem aku tak dapat ambil dua yang figure drawing full [kan], ya so aku just have to cause my CDA I only have to take two for my module ya !huh! oh my god aku four [jer] eh (mmhmm)


oh ya ya but packaging ah the aku dengan effy took the same thing we took packaging motion illustration and the other one I forget what oh design and brand strategy because honestly uh kalau kita ada tiga ni benda [kan] then intern kita will be easier though ya because like for us macam apa eh


uh whatever we take is to prepare us for the future, ya and honestly aku tak sabar untuk intern I don't know why


what is that have lah choose your ya correct correct oh for you guys lah okay (uh huh) oh !wow! eh that's good eh eh that's good


girl you know how we have to get for our intern we have to choose six from like example intern SG, fastjobs ya exactly then we uh these ten slots [kan] we put inside this PDF then that PDF uh for the PD PDP PDF [kan] we have to send to our lecturer which is like our PDP lecturer lah for the whole three years then uh she will be chooosing he or she will be choosing for us our intern ya he or she feel that which one is better for us


right exactly that's why I feel like yours is better oh okay, cause like I feel like kita boleh pilih but at the same time macam our lecturer will be the one that ya but uh honestly after that after this coming semester [kan] kita ada three months holiday right then me and Effy thought of like kerja at any uh graphic comm punya firm and then from there kalau like we feel that in in apa tu that company is quite good then we just continue until intern lah


ya so it's like a smart move right, no it's in year three babe ya lah so continue ah


eh you okay or not , no lah I feel like during okay lah I feel


the process it will take place in that sem lah week sixteen twenty blah blah blah ya, the process then kau will first day macam for example first day kau is during that year three sem one ya I feel like it's like that ya lah so apa yang kau nak start dalam year two sem two ya lah the process is year two sem two lah ya lah okay so that's what I should've say girl


but honestly right I feel yours is better ah but it's nerve wrecking also lah ya true


(hmm) entah eh I feel like it's a both pros and cons because, pros is like at least you get to talk


how to say ah, like the companies that choose you you can choose yourself you know, then, then after that like uh tak the cons is like you have to compete with everybody ah


in your face tau macam company tu tak nak kau macam !ouch! sakit sia honestly right yesterday I saw like a lot of jobs right they dekat apa tu indeed aku nampak banyak macam art teacher abeh those apa eh


that C word I forget what is that for the ni lah budak-budak art, oh my god I forget but then it's like something


got conductor not it's not conductor ah ya curator, I mean like your course quite broad lah honestly and yesterday also aku cari macam kedai-kedai eh kedai eh company you know there's a lot of art galleries looking for people to kerja as part time eh stop it


ya so stop !hais! eh kau nak kerja dengan aku ke tak yang picking packer okay lah this whole week kau take a break then maybe kita start kerja next week ah


ya, kalau bukan this week kau nak confirm dengan aku bila okay okay okay, !hais! no cause aku start kerja [kan]


!huh! no it's actually quite okay but the thing is I I don't know leh I I feel like, what I sign up for it's not what I get, so it's like no honestly if they were to put me in a retail punya position I can find other retail stores to work you know BHG it's a stall but macam kirakan there's a lot of macam promoter at each section so you are doing that kau kat situ macam kau kena jaga overall then kau kena tengok-tengok and at the same time you have to like go for the customer ni semua lah


that's the, point you know oh my god I just censored my own ya and then like I never even get that position so aku it's a retail position or cashiering I don't know I mean it's not even promoter it's just that whole retail store kau kena take care of ya so exactly that's why aku terus like


so what am I supposed to do I just stand there walk around lah , I think six hours nine eleven to six eh I just whatsapp the manager ah say like the environment is not for me uh what uh this is honestly not what I expected it lah macam this is not the position I he haven't reply but I left the group already ya kalau tak esok aku kerja esok thursday aku actually [dah] full this this week


fun lah find another job lah what what is my plan I need to find a job, USS call me back but I don't know eh,


the packer one is different, because just now tak ini packer packer kat dia bilang kau pack apa


toy R us actually okay eh quite good eh aku nak ni green party apa kedai dia okay dok kau tahu [kan] the kedai jual apa no the green party


you don't know that store dia macam miniso eh ,


what why why you think it's more fun , what but what if


shift dia dengan dia punya working hours


!wah! at outram eh


searching for work ya that's the question ah , ya


what you call that ah, err that


it's just eight dollar per hour just safe distancing [jer] Dok why you don't want


!aiya!, (hmm)


kau [kan]


ya lah what module


(mmhmm), (uh huh)


okay I understand I don't know ah I feel like those IVAs abeh macam general studies and all right I I don't understand macam nanti like apa kita buat then like what we dapat is like the hell


ya lah


entah eh, , eh legit ah makan Ramen stall aku nak try ni ah ball


a'ah eh betul juga eh


western food, there's Tipo also lah you know what Tipo is ya, but then I don't want to spend so much today eh aku dah tak ada duit I spent but Tipo honestly is berapa eh berapa dollar ah


girl I only have this


uh, oh my god don't say aku punya printing [jer] one time printing fifty five dollar eh I have to print my uh board I have to print my, what you call that


, ya,


, contextual, document doc


the funny part is, I got tell you right that my lecturer showed everyone my CPJ and ya they uh then end up orang lain punya kerja yang dia pilih aku dah exactly so I'm like exactly then uh Effy is quite mad ya


you show macam orang punya kerja it's like a good thing lah but at the same time it's a very bad thing cause everyone's going to follow you and end up everyone's gonna like


and you are still kat bawah trying to survive padahal kau punya it's like orang yang copy


ya I think there's that ah


every friday saturday sunday, , not every ah ya can say ya macam friday I fetch him and saturday the whole day expo ah so every time dia nak patah balik patah balik sunday ya


sunday, I don't know though honestly it's going better cause at that time ah we actually went downhill lah


ya because we find it macam you know if we break it off then what's the point of us macam wasting each other's time at the first place right then like ya correct correct the thing I like about him right dia punya mindset is really mature !oi! he's your age ya


then like I don't know ah dia macam dia cakap like kalau you dah tak suka I semua ke apa in our relationship anytime tau kalau aku just dah tak ada feelings but just bilang dia and tell him the reason why then if it's like makes sense to him then he'll like let me go lah kalau tak macam if he wants to make it work lah ya so it's like very matured thing ah at the same time kalau kita nak break it off


we have to really macam talk things out to each other and yup I don't see that coming any mean time ya, and then like now it's getting better I don't know I feel like ya, I think that one week before he went NS we really fight a lot


at that point macam betul-betul like he like we had enough of each other lah, but then macam during the NS period the first few weeks terus macam makin lama makin okay then now it's better ah


ya cause that time he was on holiday then I was like quite free right dengan my school schedule then like we met almost everyday sia then I feel like it's because like we are too ya too attached to each other that


we keep fighting then now ya then now we it's good lah cause we got our own space and we can focus more ya, and we don't fight a lot also and like you miss that person a lot to fight so ya I don't feel it better ah


ya you remember that time where we sat at eighteen chefs and then I told you that I like this guy ya tu masih suka eh aku masih uh kerja kat USS [seh] baru baru oh my gosh then now dah nak one year it's quite fast eh really really fast


aku kawan kau pun dah nak masuk apa two years two years right going to what after this after december two years already sia friendship quite fast eh last year was our year one


now we going to year three , but our graduation same day or not ah I feel like different eh no same same day eh same day or not I hope it's the same day actually true eh


ya Khine how Khine , what happened though seriously,


ya because you guys like, I was doing my own things


her own collection though, her own collection she even photograph and videograph all herself ya cause with I told her it's like girl you're gonna do great you got a bright future ya I think she in indonesia I ask her asal she drop out ni semua I don't know whether she I honestly I forget dah lama gila that one I asked her during year one


uh kalau tak salah dia drop out ataupun dia stop for a while then continue, ya but I don't know I'm not sure, but you know that she always homesick [pe] so during year one kesian [seh]


(mmhmm) [orh] !huh! presentation eh !wah! then she take MC ah tell someone you have to take video take MC send eh like that she can take immediate zero lah then for the whole sem she do what she gotta repeat everything tau !huh! (uh huh) Nani what is that okay


[orh] okay okay (mmhmm), !alamak! then how eh like that she can I don't know though it's so last minute eh !huh!


that's weird that's really weird eh


my max is five five of not attending class five times, but I mean these these few months [kan] semua it's HBL what my course usually HBL lah cuma after that yang week ten onwards semua are alternates


tower block level five


(uh huh) level six, timing lah ada aku punya class pagi ada petang but mostly it's petang because aku session nine, monday


, I forget leh, ya I can I can't remember, honestly I'm done with school so


while I was, err, when I was what am I suppose to stop talking


yesterday when I was scrolling through err ni apa nama dia no indeed job eh no intern intern SG I saw graphic designing punya kerja !oi!, and then the dia punya whatever they require is actually it does meets my requirement ya macam dia cakap we are actually looking for uh someone or like students who are currently pursuing diploma or any relevant education dia cakap uh ni part time tau ya obviously during holiday [pe]


then dia cakap uh is this company ni macam budak-budak kecil punya company yang those you know ada event then dia orang buat together ya art and craft kind of thing so have to design macam all the collaterals ah then ah ya tapi dia orang nak macam orang yang design design apa tu macam very cute cute punya cartoon I mean I can find inspiration ah exactly I mean I can find apa tu macam other inspiration then aku buat ah but honestly still considering ah


one month about five hundred Dok it's like basically macam intern ah so, I'm not sure sia dia punya harga berapa (hmm)


okay okay, , not not the previous one just now aku nampak uh apa ni picking and packer but it's picking and apa entah I forget lah ya I apply a lot uh it's apa tu three days per week


for nine nine AM to five PM [jer], and then uh eh, nine AM to I forget what time, then, but honestly I prefer office hours daripada retail hours


, aduh, eh what did err ni eh


I call that Ramen stall eh, wait, , !aiyo!


among us among us, ya you said like that it's among us


ya picker and packer eight dollar an hour sabar lah aku nak cakap dengan kau ni receiving picking of goods wrapping and packaging packing data entry and filing okay [seh]


!aiya! shut up lah monday to wednesday nine AM to five PM ya salary sixty dollars to seventy dollars ya lah it's quite okay what a'ah lah kau nak kerja macam mana all work is like that what what you expect ah rilek rilek kau tunggu kau tak kerja serious serious ya cannot ah I need to find a job really untuk future aku lah gila aku sekarang nak survive [jer] barely surviving dengan duit takkan aku nak apa tu macam ma dah tak cukup duit I cannot like depend on my mum so much what and plus I want to get engaged and get married soon in the future so I want to buy a house and my CPF is not enough


during the engagement err apa ni I don't know kita planning next month eh next month eh so early next year I mean, ya end of year no no no kita not ready next year end of the year ah


then uh apa tu last week aku berbual [kan] aku every saturday eh every friday [kan] aku fetch dia [kan] ah aku terus pergi rumah dia abeh usually dengan family dia lah then family dia that time tiba-tiba berbual pasal rumah then


cause dia masih in NS what aku kerja dulu err apa tu duit intern semua aku masukkan CPF sekali kalau genap that exact price yang dia orang nak under which area yang kita nak dengan which uh how many rooms kita nak CCK that BTO nak naik apa then uh we want five room so see how much ah see how much the price and then from there kita just pakai duit aku dulu ah then from there terus kalau dia dah keluar kerja then bayar balik CPF aku ah ya I mean that's a good plan what right rather than ya


tunang pun entah eh confirm mak aku no no no tunang aku kat rumah [jer]


then family aku dengan family aku dia punya family kat dia punya side ah gitu [jer], uh mostly is family aku tak nak kawan banyak aku just jemput kau azhar hamizan dengan effy dah kau orang empat [jer] aku tak ajak siapa-siapa kawan-kawan aku yang lain tak payah sudah cause like entah eh


I don't know eh I feel like this type of thing ya obviously, because like I feel like !huh! obviously nanti dia Sot eh !alamak! you marry never jemput me then I'm like !huh! I don't know where you go what with your ex (uh huh)


ya I'm like !huh! why why not he like so sedih like that I don't know why he very emotional eh


, oh ya ya ya ya ya he's he's a very soft guy, which is good but sometimes not good because


ya exactly, then I feel like it's pointless lah honestly I mean I don't mind giving him advices so that he will be aware of like whatever that is gonna happen that he have never experience before but at the same time if


you know like it's pointless if we keep advising but they don't really ya honestly aku tak kisah kalau dia tak nak ikut ke tak because it's usually up to the person lah but at least consider of what I say lah or like try to say it in a way whereby kau kau akan kena you know or like just reflect prepare you ya ya so it's like you are not you are not actually hearing what I said ya


a bit tiring lah can say, I don't know the ex I feel like dia pun very manipulative ya very manipulative


but sayang kau kena tengok lah situation kau macam mana I feel like Khine is easily, ya and kena advantage, oh my god how is she !huh! really ah dah kurus eh no I'm just asking a question don't take it as a bad thing bro K I understand why but I mean okay I agree to that actually daripada dulu [pe] you don't realise it ah kaki dia memang kecil [pe]


ya lah it's just the makeover you know entah lah


kau jangan merepek lah kau aku pun tak tahu kadang-kadang keluar kadang-kadang turun balik I'm not in a constant mood aku dah malas already


cause I know that he will still love me even I look ugly or what


dress up a lot and I wear makeup a lot then,


think four, four fifty, about there lah, ya, then like entah eh


I feel like that's why ah, and like I don't know why I don't see the point of, oh like that okay lah


ya ya because I feel like it's very macam entah eh you feel like shit makeup everything ya I agree I agree because like you don't you don't want to be the


but usually at some point aku dah malas gila aku pakai aku punya baseball jersey dengan aku punya jeans dah abeh orang pakai kasut [kan] semua lawa-lawa aku pakai slipper !oi!, legit eh dah malas ah


oh oh


a'ah


okay okay


ya sometimes no heck care lah ya that time pun birthday party kawan aku !wah! I find it !wah! really pointless it was last week uh after I send Shah then uh dress code K me being a person where I wear black and white everyday cause I'm a very monochrome person right


my friend err the dress code is warm tones !alamak! ya lah but then all the tu apa yang skirt tu aku dah tak boleh muat !oi! tu year one aku kecil sia aku sekarang dah gemuk !oi! legit I walk away a lot when I was with Shah cause we eat a lot ya then after that aku macam !alamak!


I wore white t-shirt eh white uh long sleeve dengan yang skirt tu apa tu yang shawl hitam ya so it was okay, then terus aku macam !alamak! nak pakai apa eh tengok aku punya closet tinggal satu baju white apa warm tones [kan] warna brown tapi it's not really brown it's brownish yellow abeh semua stripes stripes ada warna putih then aku macam !alamak! pakai [jer] lah and then I


err for me it's like err macam very


oh ya SG, light light festival ya, scare Khine


you know I don't uh she told me that she don't like but I feel that she like him dah lama cause girl , ya and then dia cakap aku ada bilang kau [kan] yang dia orang pergi club together and all oh my god


I don't know and I was quite shock that she actually told me eh oh really ah oh ya ya that one I told you right that was quite good eh good acting girl, then aku cakap kau kalau seri bilang kau kau act macam tak tahu [jer] eh aku cakap gitu


oh my gosh damn I miss being in the same class as you sia stupid, ya honestly my class sekarang is not really actually bonded every class aku pergi is not bonded


it's all clique by clique by clique which I find it macam a bit irritating ah, ya so aku sekarang stick dengan effy [jer] walaupun the other girls [kan] dia orang satu clique err like ada chinese girls dengan chinese girls and then kita ada lagi satu girls macam macam indonesian dengan singaporean macam campur but dia orang semua baik ah aku punya orang is


even though I have three err I'm always like with that one friend I will always be neutral to everybody ya so macam mana-mana aku pergi nanti dia orang macam eh nelly nelly so aku macam okay ah then like that that one group of girls semua okay lah dia orang okay dengan aku so aku okay ah


cause kadang-kadang aku tak ada benda nak buat buat pun aku pergi kat dia orang macam !hey! how's your work


no girl it's very hard for him to like somebody and the way the girls that he like is all mostly chinese or korean or japanese dia punya pasal lah eh macam girls like angel yes ya you know malays is super hard ah kalau nak kawan dengan dia kawan rapat macam kita boleh I feel like a lot of girls jealous bila kita rapat dengan him because kita jumpa Khine kita selalu macam peluk abeh rapat-rapat [pe] but he's like for me it's like I don't know eh


I cannot be friend I cannot like someone when that someone is my friend, ya and I put the line already eh you know and I find him more like girl friend instead of a boy friend macam !hey! Khine okay


then semua orang tengok aku tau then terus kita lari kita peluk each other dia macam macam you know those like love movies like something then we just we just have each other ah then everyone look at us you know macam semua tak expect ah like macam dia [kan] handsome nak mampus so everyone confirm macam err confirm everyone macam oh I want to be the one that is hugging I don't know lah kadang-kadang I find it macam a bit merepek ah


, ya, but I really like our friendship sia it's really quite unexpected sia honestly, honestly I didn't really want to make friends so with anybody because every semester I have to change class do you think it will work


(hmm) entah aku tak tahu nak berbual dengan siapa aku macam okay let's just berbual dengan budak-budak pakai tudung mana tahu dia orang baik ah aku macam gitu but then once I heard kau hello I'm anna I'm twenty one from ITE girl be my friend


because everyone is very young eh at that point then I'm like !huh! ya that's why it's like entah ah but the the reason why I was close with Shaz first because I was the only one that talk to her during that general ya GS class


cause that time aku cakap dengan shafiq err aku just nak cari classmate aku ah macam kawan daripada class aku [kan] at least ah aku boleh pergi kelas dengan dia aku tak seorang ya so that's my ya because she sit in front of me tak aku just try out [jer] then aku just hi uh like what class you from oh I from uh one that time kita punya class apa one G eh honestly tak ingat apa dia cakap one G


[oh] girl same class then <malay>kita</malay> just all the way together [ah] plus from there <malay>aku tanya dia</malay> like, (uh) why you not <malay>rapat</malay> with the other girl <malay>semua</malay> like our class <malay>semua</malay> okay <malay>aku cakap gitu</malay> [ah] <malay>macam</malay> all about the worried about the class thingy


okay so,


so I feel like I want coffee, ya, I like, so hard to choose a place to eat


, okay


[orh] ya, I haven't tried sia everybody tried already but I haven't try okay ah for dins


okay, , oh aku nak cakap dengan kau just now okay so like since last week ah, like, I aku everyday datang balik sekolah to like do do my work


and then at from from the start I felt like, I I did well, like okay last week I I started off like, I wouldn't say early lah but it was just like one week before assessment so


then end up like push push everything until macam friday which is the set up day ya then aku last minute rush abeh like, okay lah then I wasn't confident in myself


then my friend she she was like so invested in her, her work lah then


err work is like abstract ya so not a lot of people do abstract actually, , then I I like I genuinely thought she would get good grades lah tapi tadi time assessment dia kena buat rabak gila ya


because we have to leave for one day, leave it for one day ya, then err because err my work is painting paste dengan aku add four D element which is projector lah then err aku aku end up being the last because


I had to set up my mini projector then it's energy saving what so kirakan aku aku end up from register number five to aku jadi last, ya then aku nervous gila ah because like everybody like already presented then you know how like if you go first you cannot be compared with anybody then your if you are the last they see everyone's one even the good ones the bad ones they see everything already ya


ya then turns out they they they really like my work ya tapi like aku aku like just macam like because I felt like I didn't really do well you know, but I don't know why the lecturers like


really, ya I really didnt expect it ya ya true ah


[orh] cause uh, cause like I uh cause you know our vice you know sabrina, ya ya then she was there then


because I was the last one right then she she was not because she had to pick up a call, so dia dia leave lah in the middle of the, the presentation then err cause my artwork aku berbual pasal family then I don't know if it's because it's a very sensitive topic that's why dia orang macam tak berbual sangat pasal aku punya but then but then again right I had another classmate who like


err dia berbual pasal family then dia kena rabak script, ya dia just berbual [kan] then she fumbled over her words ya ya


err from the start dia cakap dia ada dengue


ya I think he was hospitalized for like a while ni sampai ni dari august tau, ya tapi okay ah class lecturers ya satu presentation [jer]


but module sama oh what, okay what oh I think they did I think they wanna see another person's perspective


, [orh] true really