don't look good then you'll be like oh self esteem drop drop drop, that's true, I don't know


I don't know but I understand what you mean ya lor, yes please do


if I drop everything to follow my dreams what would I risk so what do you mean what will I risk


oh, I think oh I think for me is, I the don't have FYP


oh right I think for me if, if there's something that I really really really want to do right is to <mandarin>环游世界:huan you shi jie</mandarin> travel the world but then I also need the money for it lah I don't really have the money now so I'll I'll risk being broke


I always meeting err leaving my family, ya, then what if I want to travel the whole world that means I'm gonna disappear for a few years, you know there's that's for singapore


I go and walk on the volcano, uh not now lah next time in the future I want to travel


why, she could have become an amazing baker alright she studying baking right now, my this year birthday cake I tell her she bake for me


no no no that no it's not rose lychee is rose raspberry no is that is an essential but sellers speak for me obviously I must eat her pity boyfriend her part time boyfriend, ya I think for me I want to become a teacher ya that's my dream


ya today your teacher is good because one, I'm able to help the student with like their studies and knowledge and another thing is like if I am able to see from the sir maybe like whatever that kid is struggling with I'll be if I am able to reach out to that kid held that kid I think it would be good


ya , oh ya


they go do teaching


if I can make like at least maybe I teach five years but even if I manage to make one kid's, life better or like help that one kid I feel like still worth lah, anywhere as you getting paid


but then, but then the teacher I've get to be more I get to meet more kids meet more people you know help more people you know like not our future generations kids leh like a bit weird one


no you should ya you should go and see like TikTok or what have have


err they lost their virginity last year so like this year there are twelve and they if they lost the virginity last year it's means that they're eleven when they lose it, no actually I feel like singapore right <mandarin>是个很其:shi ge hen qi</mandarin> no like I feel like singapore like to <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> the like <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> the western <mandarin>风:feng</mandarin> even if like you know those like err hashtag black lives matter kind of thing I feel like singapore cannot even like


err relate to the black lives matter but they still want to post even when like we have bigger issue, to talk about,


no no no no no actually I mean, ya ya now I feel like okay the black matter thing I feel like most singaporean they don't care like they just post to look cool, like oh ya I'm touching on this issue right now but actually like I just post for the sake of like everyone's doing it


no lah I tell you kids right, can think before


oh that's true, no


just young people learn to think more broadly


I'm not insulting you I'm just saying your age I'm saying you


that's true, no but I think for singapore we cannot do like black life we we need to do something more to us because we don't have black mah then even cause like black life matter is like, the blacks in like US they getting killed cause like their because their skin colour black in singapore we don't have that kind of thing


so actually when we would have racist remark right is only like that <EX1>ahpunehneh</EX1> the, that's true, ya that's true ya


, but I feel like activate very differently, don't use black lives matter but use something a bit more local lor like cause black lives matter is a organisation what like have maybe one can start a organisation for singapore all those because I feel like singapore keeps trying to follow


like western even like all the cancel cancel thing also, like you know the cancel culture in singapore is also started from US one what then we think that it's like oh, ya we can do this kind of thing also what once we gather people the cancel people


(hmm) I think it's very lame also, ya ya ya ya ya ya I agree I agree it's like


ya and it's like I'm gonna help the world man I going to remove like such toxic people from the internet by becoming one


ya I cannot leh I see the internet star hor I see until I very #pek cek#, this is why I don't really like to use social media, ya ya


oh food is okay


[orh] so like okay lah oh


oh alright


ten years ago time capsule <mandarin>十年前的我我是十八:shi nian qian de wo wo shi shi ba</mandarin> eight years old I have no idea what am I doing you when I was eight Wor <mandarin>二年级二年级我在做什么:er nian ji er nian ji wo zai zuo shen me</mandarin> I have no idea what I'm doing


cause <mandarin>小二:xiao er</mandarin> I was P two you're twelve P six, you were doing your PSLE


ya you know right


no I will only, when I was like <mandarin>十二岁:shi er sui</mandarin> then I got like your <mandarin>旧的手机:jiu de shou ji</mandarin> like your hand down


oh ya <mandarin>我记得我记得:wo ji de wo ji de</mandarin> like like I each time where I type right I need to like <mandarin>慢慢想:man man xiang</mandarin> which is the next alphabet I need to type


then <mandarin>我在那边:wo zai na bian</mandarin> okay err, U N O ya right


emoji is my best friend like I feel like emoji <mandarin>很管用:hen guan yong</mandarin> cause right if you if you want to type of text to someone you don't really you know and you don't want to sound like rude then you just <mandarin>放一个:fang yi ge</mandarin> emoji so just <mandarin>放一个:fang yi ge</mandarin> smiley face <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> happy face


sad face then <mandarin>人家在那边:ren jia zai na bian</mandarin> oh okay actually <mandarin>这个是:zhe ge shi</mandarin> friendly <mandarin>的但是如果:de dan shi ru guo</mandarin> you don't put any emoji right then you just put like where are you now, full stop, then people will be like lah !walao! eh, this person so rude so cold


but once you put a bit of the emoji people will be like oh okay maybe be this person might be quite friendly, same actually I don't really like emoji for now I like to use stickers


right I agree, stickers ya man I like stickers


PSP oh ah ya


oh ya I love audition, eh your audition thing can put in our vita or not


ya I I remember I like I like to play audition


!hey! man you know they say the old older the thing is the better quality is


oh, uh oh oh ya ya ya ya ya


oh god


chicken pox is you're two DS saver, is two D yours is two D the Pikachu one only got two D


I feel like I can never appreciate game console because I don't like to play game I'm like the, black hole ya, I cannot do it


ya cannot I play game that's why I gaze even like just walking right you in #mario kart# also cannot, I cannot even walk straight, I'm so sad, how to play games everyone in my circle want to play game


oh, oh god


uh you FOMO, ya


ya, no, I don't want no he's the type that err I think will like it's he's the type of guy that will hang out with like those one group of girls one


ya but the thing is right one guy then I hang out with so much girls then later you know what if he thinks other girl is best her that kind you know so the one I don't like


friends ya same, this, ya there's a pretty girls out there know you need to think positively you are to eat water


oh, no lah your boyfriend will like you for you


!aiya! very long very difficult I've been reading so much of like my manga right then like is always err like the guy always say err what ah, uh you are the only one I will <mandarin>我只是为爱你一个:wo zhi shi wei ai ni yi ge</mandarin> is I will choose you they even if like


is like oh I will love you then even if like a new girl come, err his sway he will not like stumble but then he will still choose the one he's already dating but then I'm like


I think this kind of scene like <mandarin>只会在:zhi hui zai</mandarin> like fictional world <mandarin>发生:fa sheng</mandarin> like how right


ya, that's


right ya lor, that's true that's true this is why I want to find a guy friend a very close guy friend that I can't really trust and right but then


romantic feeling don't have romantic feeling but err romantic feeling can have a bit lah but then like the bro and the best friend feeling must <mandarin>在:zai</mandarin> then we can get married


then together lah like married then I think it's fine


uh, too [bah] lah too bad lah ya too bad for me ah, err if he doesn't have a partner maybe ya


I have no idea how are


then what make him drunk, !ee! so gross


so gross how would she, ya lor, why just BTO altogether you do your shit I do my shit sometimes we lonely then we eat dinner together lah


then after that everyone also divorce, is there a significants, don't know lah I see lor see where life gets me I hope god send me someone to love and that person also love me back


will send you someone to love, it's not this is how everyone


after they say, you are it's okay, god will send you someone to love after <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> will send someone to love you, I hope he does send send me someone that will love me lah


love me first I love the person that, if not I one sided love a bit sad


most memorable meal, that's memorable


worth it, uh, I don't have a very memorable meal actually


ya I don't remember I think the most memorable one is that I was eating fried rice than the person in front of me is not eating anything so that person decided to take out the phone and search how much calories does a fried rice has then <mandarin>在我的面前白住:zai wo de mian qian bai zhu</mandarin> while I eat


I see I see I see see


(hmm), Shiok


I also wan to go, right I also want to go <mandarin>没有去过:mei you qu guo</mandarin> screw <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> ah show off


oh is it no no no no no most, memorable is that time me and papa's we go


see lor I don't know leh right I don't know leh


right I feel like like


I didn't know you super anti-china one last time


I know a lot of people have a lot of misconception about china, china super high tech


it's like the <mandarin>路边摊卖:lu bian tan mai</mandarin> like <mandarin>水果:shui guo</mandarin> the one right also using like uh like those cashless pay


I mean he can <mandarin>微信:wei xin</mandarin> but then our one we cannot transfer money, right right


right, right maybe


!wah! I really want to go china !wow!, oh thailand I oh ya korea, I see


oh I want go japan, like my my dream right is to go every place of japan


that's true


uh, oh


!wow! (hmm), oh ya I want to eat like all the Dakuki, army stew want to eat army stew


ya lor I also want to go you never bring me


I mean last time not saying now, I want to travel I don't want stay in singapore, err but then like there's a lot of people say like second wave coming like maybe will have circuit breaker because like now you see like the err a lot people getting COVID is actually increasing now like got four hundred five hundred plus people getting already


have what got a few mah, ya lah, ya


ya lah, maybe this year totally cannot go


ya, right, what if like COVID is a warning from god like I'm not saying god as in jesus ah like a warning from the upper bi, like to warn humans like cause like COVID everyone cannot go out right it's like maybe too rare so like don't do so much err err


cruel things to the nature like burn forest have a lot factory all those like you they say what like the our ozone layer is can is healing, oh oh oh


that's true that's true that's true, true but you never know maybe is from the top and saying that err if you don't appreciate the life more or you don't appreciate your world more will destroy it I'm gonna let you know what is pain


what is fear


actually like


all robots do for us, entertainment line leh artist robot to to you just don't have to work to earn money you don't have to work you know I've I cancelled survive, I don't have to work I can survive, !wow! err wanna travel the world


ya, right


I have no idea but actually like <mandarin>如果你现在想:ru guo ni xian zai xiang</mandarin> right even like <mandarin>我们现在的生活也是:wo men xian zai de sheng huo ye shi</mandarin> like


so like it is <mandarin>就是这个:jiu shi zhe ge</mandarin> sequence so whatever impact <mandarin>你在你的生活坐:ni zai ni de sheng huo zuo</mandarin> right it's just <mandarin>在你的:zai ni de</mandarin> workplace <mandarin>还是在你的学校:hai shi zai ni de xue xiao</mandarin> what


oh, is it, oh I see


ya right, ya lor, ya but I feel like


actors, ,


, !wow! what the hell, , ah,


!wow!, !wow!


this AI, I feel like,


you know like I <mandarin>觉得:jue de</mandarin> like when <mandarin>你给一个:ni gei yi ge</mandarin> robot <mandarin>做的话:zuo de hua</mandarin> there's no more like sentimental value to your dish then everyone would just be living like the


I still like <mandarin>有些工作是:you xie gong zuo shi</mandarin> like no point, ya over but I feel like oh cannot because like, as an artist myself cause like


like when artists <mandarin>画画:hua hua</mandarin> right what they <mandarin>画:hua</mandarin> about is what they're feeling or like what they have experience <mandarin>所以他们才画出来:suo yi ta men cai hua chu lai</mandarin> then like maybe like, another person <mandarin>看到这个画画后:kan dao zhe ge hua hua hou</mandarin> right <mandarin>他觉得:ta jue de</mandarin> oh <mandarin>我和这个画家有:wo he zhe ge hua jia you</mandarin> similar


the experience then after that you know like, they're able to like I feel like the other party can like connect with the <mandarin>画家:hua jia</mandarin> more, but then <mandarin>如果是:ru guo shi</mandarin> like just the robot <mandarin>跟你画:gen ni hua</mandarin> like maybe okay robot


!wah! then that's true


ya lor, oh ya ya ya like #hatsune miku#, actually like


ya, that's true, right, !wow!


oh that'll be good, I think that's a very good thing cause like for a someone like clumsy like <mandarin>没有用:mei you yong</mandarin> like me <mandarin>可能会拆错:ke neng hui chai cuo</mandarin> paddled <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> just safe


oh alright, oh that's true


you know, actually maid robot <mandarin>的话:de hua</mandarin> I think still okay cause like


that's true my house okay ya then maybe, oh my god, oh my god that's true


oh ya, really really then they say like what ah like like err the phone is always I don't know if it's true that <mandarin>你的手机会一直在听你讲东西所以好像:ni de shou ji hui yi zhi zai ting ni jiang dong xi suo yi hao xiang</mandarin> like so after that like <mandarin>你出:ni chu</mandarin> like the ads right advertisement <mandarin>那些:nei xie</mandarin> right <mandarin>都是跟着:dou shi gen zhe</mandarin> like


[oh] god


ya today she send right remember, ah


ya she was just sending me lah she say that she's doing now house business and ya uh I think home based lah because, you know right she's not working at the moment and she got four kids, she cannot even send the kid to, I think she cannot send the kid to the childcare or whatever lah


so most probably she's doing house business, but okay actually <tamil>பார்த்தேன்:parthaen</tamil> all the food is so delicious, definitely her food is one thing that cannot be forgetful lah she used to bring food for us when we were working together


you went to the facebook and see ah, instagram page, oh okay okay, but how was it <tamil>நிறைய:niraya</tamil> varieties ah


western also, , (uh huh)


(uh huh), (uh huh)


, correct


, correct correct correct, I think nowadays everybody is trying to do house business already, ya she's doing #nasi lemak# right, I heard also nice ah, feedback ya I heard from the so called all our cousins lah


that it's very nice, and then uh, of course don't tell lah your uncles uh, fried rice, mutton one bubble one Satiswari, that is also nice I heard


that one was power they said that one yes yes in the group my cousins all was telling, it's very tasty it's very nice that's why they reorder again, but for Maha one I never see any reorder


no I never see anybody reorder, ya they did reorder, ah, and then papa <tamil>அக்கா:akka</tamil> call and ask for another five packet


so it's about nearly ten, ah, (uh huh)


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


no <tamil>சட்டி சோறு வந்து:satti soru vanthu</tamil> it depends on which one like you go house one all once you cook like the sardine or whatever you take out all the mutton everything all the balance only they put the rice and do that one they call <tamil>சட்டி சோறு:satti soru</tamil> that is home one


but when you go outside <tamil>கடைக்கு நீ போனேனா மிச்சம்:kadaiku nee ponaena miccham</tamil> okay let's say <tamil>நீ:nee</tamil> Babu order <tamil>பண்ற:pandra</tamil> he's just giving you a plain rice with <tamil>சட்டி சோறு:satti soru</tamil> no right it's all with mutton right, it is fried rice technically it's a fried rice is just that the balance !wah! because when in the wok right when they cook they take out whatever they cook the balance they'll leave there and they'll fry with rice that will have another taste


those days my mother used to do that was !oof! never you can never eat that kind of rice lah, ya


no you must tell her of course it comes with mutton or not the balance one they give it to you only, one day maybe you can just order Babu one and then ask her to eat, no no not definitely her prawn is not up to the expectation


okay but her her mutton is really good, it's really good mutton is good, yes, because <tamil>நான் வேலை இடத்திலையும்:naan velai idathilayum</tamil> I was telling my friends all you should try, that's very good


, how was, you want to try Maha'S one, (mmhmm), but we wait and see because just only some people passed away right


his brother his uncle grandparents all passed away right so why not wait just see whether they are coming up with , another time or not for <tamil>சட்டி சோறு:satti soru</tamil> or what I mean, is it, where


she's still cooking do you where do you see that, oh is it then why don't you order


(uh huh), sorry lah I don't have an instagram so you don't ask me to go and check, can you can you get me one


(uh huh), can, I old already lah you must teach me how to do, you want to try, I thought you say this, next week you wanted to try uh Suria'S uh Makan


ya everybody started to do home business I think because of the CB lah, eh but do you know or not, oh my god the hotel, oh my god I never expected so many people to come


all ya I think because of the not only for discount because I think after a long time right these people are going out to eat with their family members, I saw today like some of them were coming with ten people fifteen people all like this I mean this family whole family I think there was like three old people and then four five


like the husband and wife two couples and then plus the children all and they are chinese ah chinese muslim, chinese muslim, they're chinese lah they are pure chinese exactly they look exactly like chinese, but they converted to muslim so the guy was talking to me the old man was talking to me saying that oh uh muslim is good allah is good then I don't want to talk anything lah you know right this one is religion I don't want to get involved I say ya then he say all god is one god okay we don't pray to idols


okay I just kept quiet I don't want to talk anything I just keep quiet, because he is a guest he is talking then after that they were just commenting on the food they say it really delicious and I just pity , ah the service staff


so <tamil>இப்போம்:ippom</tamil> one for one


so sixty dollars lunch eighty dollars dinner so <tamil>எல்லா வந்து:ella vanthu</tamil> Masuk <tamil>பன்றாங்க:pandranga</tamil> and I tell you out of hundred percent ah ninety percent is malays, and they just sitting there I don't know how come they can just eat lah three hours they can just sit down there continue eating ah


keep on eating man, Mulia, what is Mulia, (uh huh), ah okay, but I tell you they were just enjoying their food then after that they feedback we only pity the girls lah the staff down there because they need to go and take the food and give it to them what


what ah whatever they need and just imagine sixty adults and twenty five children, the staff down there this morning when I went there about eleven something because these people are coming for lunch there was only what


less than five, eighty including their children eighty guests, children all is about eleven twelve <tamil>அந்தமாதிரி:anthamathiri</tamil> age lah, then then after that GM saw lah


ask how many is is just ask like that you know, how many for lunch today so Jagas said lah, eight sir sixty plus twenty children you have enough staff, no I'm short, okay immediately he call duty manager send you got additional staff please send up


then he ask donna donna additional staff please go in, I was just guiding outside lah how to go in ah, I guide outside, my work is I have to guide those people because the lift either atrium restaurant or scene cuisine so I have to make sure they go here or they go here ah ya here just this one I take temperature


I know


but no ah when you go into the restaurant right they made sure that distancing, yes of course all have to scan before they go in, but all of them were just enjoying man, yesterday also today also out of the two days for lunch dinner


I'm telling you majority is all malays they are just enjoying the food, can you imagine me going to return you need to eat Briyani lah, ya but I think I think maybe it's going to pick up lah anyway so I just told them make sure you have enough staff for next week especially when public holidays coming in thirty first #hari raya haji#


and then followed by national day falls on a sunday, ah, I'm working no choice, what to do, I just take it lah I just work it lah


ah, how do they managed to check


ah okay, ah, okay okay okay okay, but I noticed that when I take temperature all of them is thirty seven and below


there is some lah thirty seven point two thirty seven point three, no lah because they come from basement one carpark is very hot there


, no lah


today in the restaurant lah I have to run <tamil>தெரியுமா:theriyumma</tamil> because, okay, the lift leh <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> first one just came in only I have to run I will check with them are they going to scene or they going to atrium restaurant, one come in from our staff entry


I don't know where they go, they said ah I was told to take this lift they are coming the kitchen entry lah, then I say how you come that way you're not supposed to come that way what then they say that was the lift they ask us to take so we take that lift and come, I think they went to basement two and take the lift


the staff entry, !wah! I tell you was so tired today, what is that, I know I know I know I know they can still function without me but at this time we have to just manage


we need a job I need a job okay to support everything to survive, we cannot just a bit calculative this this time is for us to really work hard and ensure that


we really need something we cannot be demanding, okay, we have to work hand in hand together with the government as well, I understand but at times of course I will go and sit down lah they know lah


no no they they doesn't know I'm old because there's older people there at the age of sixty two seventy ah sixty two sixty five all, mary all, that is monday ah


monday ah monday monday all these people will be out, I didn't know the I mean the hotel talk to them lah, they gave them a choice because I think maybe their sixty two they all sign contract I think so one year once, I don't have


I'm only fifty years old, of course I'm a singaporean okay excuse me, mine is not a contract basis


mine I'm a full permanent staff when I turn sixty maybe they will ask me under contract staff, like per year per year I think so because of sixty two or maybe if government extend it to sixty two years old


sixty five dollars sixty five years old who knows, , , what about next week


I don't know lah, buyer coming is on saturday sunday eh I want to check with you because ah maybe, coming saturday sunday, okay when are they really coming in


so I don't I only need the sunday right I don't need the saturday right I can go back to work on saturday right, because if I go back to work on saturday right they can give me another day off, the following week ah sunday monday ah


no if sunday confirmed the buyer coming on sunday then I will just try to take one weekday off ah because I find that it's very long ah <tamil>என்னோட கடைசி:ennoda kadaisi</tamil> off <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> tuesday


so from wednesday I've been working until sunday my next off was only on sunday so maybe I can just take one weekday off, I will check I will check


as long as I can this one ah, so we order the food there now if I order ah if I just, ah, not Maha lah, no we will try aunty Suria one first


support her, after that we try one by one we try lah you think what, (hmm)


but he eat beef or not, really ah, oh okay I thought he eat the hamburger all


oh he don't eat lah, then he can eat chicken mah, ah chicken then Lina can eat veggie, eh we should order that one eat first can lah


no #taufik batisah#, expensive right, as long as you can buy for me I got no problem


ah, !huh!, okay, okay


oh he they call you, what


no lah I think he is too tired already lah you know his, ya because you know he is an old man, !aiya! what do you expect


maybe because he is thinking that okay lah you all will tell the same thing the same thing will happen maybe he is very pissed off you know why or not okay first thing, you know that incident you calling, after all his son, why didn't you informed in don't tell me on that day only ya today only you know that vincent is calling


ya, then why didn't you tell them, why your telling last minute, right or not, so what are you trying to prove


ya that's why he's pissed off lah, you know right he will like that day also you saw when we went what we did everything all he said


ya but he tell what ah after he shouted he scold why you all come everything all he shout everything to everyone it because these are old people, just you have to close one eyes, hear hear and just leave it here, and then after that after he shouted what did he said


what did he said after go back okay ah forget ah forget and forgive everything ah I don't want to hear anything he tell off direct right, old man are like that, correct ah


ya correct that's their mistake, they coming late


, , (mmhmm), you and Viresh came I remember


ya correct correct correct correct correct, oh


who's that ah who's that then what did he say, then he tell you what he won't come anymore


oh


old man man you don't make the old man to wait lah, and then okay you know already vincent is calling you know he's the son, then you could have informed him earlier what uncle this sunday ah what is prissy's birthday at the same time vincent is calling I you could tell right


ya that one I didn't know


ridiculous right son never give prissy give, ya day before yesterday is Suresh birthday what


twenty four is Suresh, twenty six prissy, correct or not


Babu <tamil>மாமா:mama</tamil> brought them go Makan, Suresh and prissy Babu <tamil>மாமா:mama</tamil> brought and go, something fishy right


, actually Babu ask me, in fact he wanted to know <tamil>எங்கையாவது:engaiyavathu</tamil> buffet <tamil>இருந்ததுன்னா:irunthuthuna</tamil> tell him, I say I did not know he say I call you, you never answer the call actually I wanted to ask you


buffet <tamil>இருந்துச்சா இல்லையா:irunthuccha illaiya</tamil> because I want to, get , to bring these two people lah go for Makan because she said that you said lah


!wah! LV ah, LV wallet ah, whatever lah, I don't care lah, I only know, l and v


ah he wanted to bring them out for buffet lah, then I said you should have tell me that day because friday only opening mah, ah, friday only opening, my side so I was telling lah


why you never tell me earlier I would have just recommended you what


oh is it


right


ah he say you heard the news what news, angie just call me lah, say they giving surprise party for ah prissy asked me to come down, never call you ah, no lah pa I am not VIP lah for me call talking to him halfway angie call me on the phone


ah then I never answer I say pa angie calling me see see see what she want, where you I say, preparing for work lah why, oh no lah we thought want to do, ah birthday for prissy <tamil>அண்ணி:anni</tamil> call you say no lah cannot cannot I'm going to work <tamil>அப்பா:appa</tamil> also will call


I see now you telling me how come, nevermind lah I have to go to work, !oi! COVID nineteen, ah then after that I put down then ah <tamil>தாத்தா:thata</tamil> said, [orh] now only they calling you ah I say ya now only they calling me pa


surprise party lah, uh anyway pa I cannot go I have to go to work, he's like I'm also not going, these people ah, will always will do all kind of nonsense


ah


that's all, she just ask you if you free or not, that's all ah, !wow!


ah, nevermind lah it's okay lah, ya you save your money that's it, you no need buy something and go, did you


I gave I just gave both of them #ang pao#, and then for valentina I just buy one, no that one is different ah, I think to do with their, nothing to do with uh birthday lah that one just buy for her lah, but must bring them out lah one day


you no need to do, ah, oh ya ya


maybe can what we can do is just bring the four of them lah, go out, ah, ah then I bring Reisha lah


ah Resiha uh Kesiha and, valentina lah, bring them go where what day one ah, saturday sunday, shall I just take it on saturday sunday


tomorrow uh start working what time to what time


where, #sin ming# ah


why got no bus go there ah, #sin ming# is here what why with bus, you take one six two lah


why one six five one six five go there where one six five go Jurong what


to his place, from his house, nearby only what


remember that time we go for funeral, what bus we take and come, ya, is it one six five


but why it take so long ah


just to #ang mo kio# MRT take one six five


but tuition is not everyday mah, correct ah, okay lah just what's,


you have to work everyday ah


ah, no no no just ask only, no no I'm not planning anything I just ask only, because everyday you have to work means very tired right, though you are sitting down and filling up forms


then what about the homeless one, then you were teaching some children's volunteering, you teach the children ah don't know how to read ah, that day you were talking I see the guy say no I don't know how to read


and you was like teaching him word by word, so sad, I never know people exist like that ah


(mmhmm),


(uh huh), what are are the parents educated


(uh huh), ah


, why ah, why so confidential


okay, oh okay okay okay okay okay


ya I know I saw the way you was teaching, I was like so just feel very pity for these people, , (uh huh)


okay


(mmhmm)


okay, (mmhmm),


when you said ah can you read, then he just said I I don't know how to read, then after that you go one by one word I was like


oh my god, anyway <tamil>மனசில என்ன தெரியுமா நினைத்தேன்:manasila enna theriyuma ninaithaen</tamil> why do they have this COVID nineteen at least you can go to the home and teach, I mean it's okay just give free tuition also at least it's I mean, it's something that


ya he needs not I think he got siblings is it, how old are they, ya


so after this COVID nineteen all it's open then you can go and teach them ah, oh there is a centre to teach lah, okay then after that see what you can do to help him ah, every saturday morning you have to go


ya better just put some effort and just teach lah, the more you teach people the more they benefit the more, your life will be okay I tell you, people your blessings people will bless you, don't go for money


this kind of thing you give education for people who doesn't know I can tell you that people will bless you, in such way because you will never know what the world is going to turn into, and this kind of children are just growing up I think they they need at least some education


(hmm)


ya correct correct correct that that shows that he's really in keen is keen,


(mmhmm), correct


ah, ya maybe could be lah


but your friend is a chinese, the girl yes, oh so she heard lah in chinese lah they talk, (mmhmm), okay


okay, thomas and friend is who


oh it's a cartoon, you tell thomas and friend I was like thinking who is that thomas and friend, I long time no see cartoon, understand ah, I only know tom and jerry mickey mouse minnie mouse


woody pecker, woody woodpecker, that those days cartoon ah, long time I never see cartoon all ah


why you teaching ah, okay, okay


!wow!, but did you check or not correct or not, really ah, !alamak! I just hope she can score good marks ah


ah prissy told me , ah prissy said


she's she's blind but she can hear it ya


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), I tell you ah if Reisha really score very high for her examination all ah


I can bet you ah just mark my word Babu will come back to you to teach valentina, for her exam, I tell you that you just mark my word, because all the while you've been teaching other people's children


the grades were going up for other people children, when they come when when jacintha come together you couldn't concentrate already if because like she got three person then also you can concentrate but when she trying to play with


the time and the money and the the the effort that you're putting in ah, she's like pulling a lot from you ah that's where I think you went off already you cannot do anymore already, ya but I tell you if you one to one like you going for Reisha one to one


yes, correct, you can you can do it but I can tell you if you see Reisha'S points all go up okay I can tell you, the next one you see who will come to you Babu will come to you


somehow I tell you Babu will definitely will get you I tell you he don't mind he say nevermind I'll pay Kalpana you just teach, but what he will ask you to come there and teach ah


ah how much you charging, (mmhmm),


ya but sometime you also teach her additional hours additional timing right, ah


at least


but okay lah you just keep on teaching lah can tell you that this one all side just put but be strict, money concern


, now she's primary what, why ah


ya but don't do that ah if you really need help, if she really needs help ah, okay I just see lah


, , okay, then, that's very bad of you okay


oh okay, okay nevermind, that's called a game ah, no lah


but for you no need right, then, <tamil>எல்லாத்திலையும்:ellathilayum</tamil> pass <tamil>ஆயிட்டியா:aayittiyaa</tamil> lah


so when is your exam actually


!aiyo!, that's your final word lah


ah


very difficult lah, Kersher


keegan look different eh now ah, keegan look different ah notice or not, !huh! he look different he look ah I think he is a bit tall, he's a bit tall I don't know I think I I find him a bit tall ah but uh but a bit slim, but exactly Suresh when he was young


that is exactly Suresh lah that one is chop lah, but <tamil>அவனையும் கொஞ்சம் நல்லபடியாக படிக்க வைத்தால் :avanaiyum koncham nallapadiyaka padika vaitthal</tamil> okay lah, what


I think prissy also will go I mean teach them a bit I think so lah, who's teaching A B C D, who's teaching keegan A B C D


ah <tamil>காத்தாடி:katthadi</tamil> ah


ah ah ah ah, ah, very naughty ah


no kera <tamil>அத்தை:athai</tamil> no kera <tamil>அத்தை:athai</tamil> I said don't lie


drama queen ah really, !aiyo! !aiyo!, she really ah, I never I never I say you sure or not


eh but she can study very well ah, really ah, you make her sit down and study she can study very well


very brilliant girl but, don't she playful, playful and lazy because yes ya, Kershav


, per month ah


valentina okay lah, actually I also want to say no, send nina also go <tamil>சங்கீதம்:sangeethum</tamil> class, she likes to sing what let her go lah


Pitchu, Pitchu, Pitchu, oh pitch okay


I don't know lah I don't know lah don't know lah


ah, Kalpana how do I know Kalpana, I ask you to buy where we buy from, ah


where is it, I'm not sure, ah ah ah ah ah ah, I think it was under promotion right


is it, oh god, why for all the place that one only, ya, but my drawer locking one also you can put


okay lah you go and check ah, ya you got to take it out you gotta take it out


but why you of all the thing you go and this one, (hmm)


you ah you have to take it out maybe you take out your cupboard just pull out your cupboard then you can see, once they do plastering ya, you can put it in, to do plastering there right


okay, how are you going to hang your things


I know you are the one who telling cannot hit, you can see the mark ah, you check lah check with them ah


ya I check with them lah whether after then how the pictures all don't have


what


!aiyo!, I don't know lah


ah, like you know how or not, somebody is going to come and murder you


until they murder you already your sound will go slow right, then we we were thinking ah what is this everybody was looking out


, ah


(uh huh), ah ah ah


okay, ah


will they come, I don't know leh


you just check lah you check, but I don't think so with like this cockroach all come they will ask you to go and clean your house only, yes pest control yes I understand they will come and just spray the whole house


of course lah you think what, then you just double check ah tomorrow you call town council you just check I don't know recently how come my house I'm getting a lot of cockroaches


you check ah you check


[oh] okay


okay ya, okay I don't know you wanted to order food from Soya aunty right, that's by her, that is by her


home based business


oh, okay, it looks like she got a lot of I love her food you know


, , her instagram page, ya instagram, okay ya but it's,


ya she cooks I mean it's not just malay dishes you know she cooks things like ah ya western dishes salad bowl, ah Teriyaki chicken a lot of things


remember the one you send me, the the shepherd's pie, she <tamil>அவுங்க வந்து:avunga vanthu</tamil> just , ya so


oh okay lah if you want to then you can go to, I saw her page right on instagram she does like catering I don't know what she does lah but it has like, bento set <tamil>மாதிரி:mathiri</tamil> many many like her kitchen right like the kitchen countertop full ah she will ya


even Maha also right, ya


(uh huh), uncle, Satisawaren ah


they feedback for that also, in the group, oh


no one reordered, Ba <tamil>மாமா:mama</tamil> did we order, (uh huh)


but cause she saw it on like some indian restaurant near their house delivery menu lah, so she went to she want to order then she ask me Kamala <tamil>சட்டி சோறு சாப்பிட்டிருக்கீங்களா சாப்ட்டிருக்கிறிய :sati soru sapturukiringala saptirukiya</tamil> then she say uh


then I ask why aunty she said !huh! <tamil>மிச்சம் வச்ச சாப்பாடெல்லாம் நான் எதுக்கு சாப்பாடுனும்:micham vaicha sapadellam naan ethuku sapadunum</tamil>


so technically it's like fried rice


I don't know lah I don't, I don't know I don't know I mean, , she asked me then that's what I told her then she don't want to order already


I told her I did I did, ya but I'm not going to order the prawn , ya maybe mutton


, the small bits kind, okay, , okay lah we see how lah


should we order Maha'S one I want to try, ya, but I don't know, !huh!


oh her grandparents all, okay, she still doing you know, ya ya ya ya, because it's not her grandparents who passed away it's frederick's grandparents who passed away so


her instagram, ah we got to see how lah I mean if I don't know I've never follow her on instagram so it's ya


get you what, instagram, , ya so we see how lah I mean I don't know, !huh!


so many people cooking, COVID, what


why because of the discount, (mmhmm),


but, what, oh


right, why, the new like twenty five dollars per package ah


then, okay, ah, okay


why, it's like, it's like me at Mulia, ah at Bali, remember the hotel at Bali it's like me at Mulia how long did I sit and eat there


constantly


how many pax like uh staff do you all have now, (uh huh), !huh! five people to manage sixty guests


oh, (hmm)


you went


careful ma because no ya and you know I mean I know lah that it's COVID and the things just settling down and of course businesses have to start opening again but like it's quite dangerous eh five people eighty pax you know five people already cannot gather freaking eighty pax at your hotel what the hell


you scan, do you scan


can imagine lah it's like me going to little india to eat Briyani after such a long time I loved it so can explain


ya, national day are you working or, see how lah, , but be careful because uh I think GV vivo city I think I don't know I don't know which one I forgot a COVID case visited one of those spots


they had to thorough clean spray the whole cinema down and block off for the next few week days, trace together, ah they trace when ah I mean when you get admitted for COVID they got to tell what you did for the past two weeks but so through that I think they found out lah


see how lah, ask them go back


but ya the thing about COVID is it's asymptomatic you don't even know whether they have COVID or not because they're not ah they don't have symptoms and all that right, are you sleepy


where


for what


oh, don't forget, your hotel can still function without you your legs


okay, yes mama


I'm not asking you to be demanding I'm asking you to look after your leg so that it doesn't get worse, that you are old you are not you are not a young worker


who, she you told me she is out already what


you don't have contract, but you don't sign contract yours is like a permanent job, no you don't understand what I mean is yours like some singaporeans also have contract basis job right so yours is not a contract job


okay, congratulations, for like what resign


or if they , or if you still decide to work there who knows, okay when you want to order Soya aunty's food


next week uh when or the next no wait when is the buyer coming, this saturday sunday right, ya this coming saturday sunday


sunday, no, ya


ya, sunday monday, sunday buyer come and do monday go monday also off lah, you plan what I don't know when you want to do you do lah it's fine


ya, I know, ya I know, take lah I mean it's up to you what you want to do


, not Maha right, not Maha'S food right, I don't know I don't


Maha, no no you don't understand, shepherd's pie beef is the best lah okay if you ask me chicken pie chicken shepherd's pie


who, no, come on even if I eat beef in the house he will start to <tamil>என்ன பண்ற:enna pandre</tamil> how dare you , ya he don't like when I eat beef in the house, no I eat


chicken heaven pie, still haven't order the #taufik batisah# chicken


which one Suria aunty, how long are we asking, less than fifty, oh ya by the way I sorted out all your insurance stuff and Nina'S and mine


and papa's and who's james lot of things, he was pissed at them


they didn't tell you ah that vincent <tamil>மாமா:mama</tamil> phone <tamil>அடிப்பாங்க:adipanga</tamil> then he's going to call and talk to you all, then like <tamil>தாத்தா கேட்டாங்க:thatha kaetanga</tamil> ah she think what ah she's so big is it why this I quote <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> he said she think what she so big is it !huh! why she cannot answer the phone and tell me ah that ah vincent is going to call today


why I don't know lah Kalpana


I'm not surprised, fed up you know he's fed up, they shouldn't have done that to him lah


it's you know that's the thing, ya


no you got to make the appointment one week in advance


he angry at me but I didn't do anything


ya, no but he is pissed at them you know do you understand if only they came early everything else would have been fine, if only you know every single thing no one would have gotten any form of nagging or scolding from him


if only they turned up on time, which is impossible lah I never told you once right I never told you before ah but Viresh and I even fight about this once you know, cause I think ah east coast last year east coast quite sure I in a birthday or something lah that happened at east coast, then


ah, me and Viresh came right the the for we bought I think ya ya its we bought onesies for them the kids it was their birthday, the then after that , uh they said they are going to leave someone said lah I don't know prissy or Ba <tamil>மாமா:mama</tamil> someone said they're gonna leave at about seven plus then he say okay then I then after that they change to nine o'clock delay delay I tell him wait for a bit lah then nine o'clock ten thirty already still haven't leave still haven't come or they wait ten plus for someone else to come to cut cake do you remember he was so pissed at me you know


he ask me, uh I I forgot what he say ah but he was damn pissed say I don't want to bother attending your all this kind of shit anymore he say something like that, cause he was pissed cause obviously what anybody would be pissed mah seven o'clock you say you want to cut cake ten o'clock you come and then you wait for someone else to come and cut cake


the person come also like barely, come never come not a big deal also, !huh!, I don't know he then after that, right you say you mad at me for what it's not my fault for being late what it's someone else fault and it's their fault then he say you are the one who ask me to wait for what


ah just like <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> lah please flipped on me, say don't waste my time uh no he never say I don't want to come he say don't waste my time next time, don't waste my time anymore something like that, I don't know lah it's not my fault, ya then took about one two days for that issue to settle down then this whole <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> incident just reminded me of that


, ya, oh then he <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> ask me about this he said uh Kamala ah they were telling me surprise birthday don't tell me Kalpana today is your birthday today only they plan to surprise her birthday


which is very true right don't tell me today's her birthday today you decide to plan oh okay hi I'm going to have a surprise birthday celebration for you ridiculous what, ah


(uh huh), (uh huh)


(uh huh), I can't be bothered, let whatever happen happen


ask what, ah


(mmhmm), LV wallet


okay tell me then after that so he wanted to bring them out for buffet, , ah then what


(uh huh), ya


prissy I don't know who posted on instagram, everything happens on instagram, okay ya I create, it's fine it's fine it's fine it's confidential you can say it


right, I don't know,


(uh huh)


nonsense, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


I thought I was telling you <tamil>தாத்தா:thatha</tamil> call me he call me ask me what you doing I told him like tomorrow I'm going to start work then he suddenly like okay good lah good lah, then after that he said uh, angie got call you or not I say, ya I got a missed call from her, so I didn't answer cause I was sleeping I only woke up at twelve forty five by the way


whatever you did in the morning didn't work, okay then after that, excuse me then after that err she told me lah she say she realise I'm on the phone, she just say we are celebrating prissy birthday lah then after that uh she say err you free or not


then I say I sleeping then she hang up already then that's it lah she never call anything after that, ya, if you free then I said I sleeping, she okay then she put down the phone already ah, ya ya ya


not even a not even a you want to come or what no ah, I saved my money , they say I didn't buy anything for Kershav right


did I no I didn't, you did, ya so that means


Perisha keegan I don't need to do anything also, I guess, ya last time I bought presents for them what all of them, cause last year I was working could buy everything, some more I buy pretty expensive you know everything


it's like fifty dollars per set, it's gonna be a zoo if you bring all of them out


keegan prissy <tamil>இல்லை என்றால்:illai endral</tamil> he you won't come, Resiha like, valentina, when is your next off day


but you don't want on saturday lah, you want to take, up to you, I'm on leave on, I think this week tomorrow I'll tell you but most likely this whole week I will be on leave then next week I'll start working


ten to seven everyday, monday to ah monday to friday #sin ming#, I was thinking I ask <tamil>அப்பா:appa</tamil> to go and leave me because it's so Ulu you know I will take like forty minutes to go


if <tamil>அப்பா:appa</tamil> sends me, ya thirty forty minutes with bus, inside you know the crematorium, really


one six five, but it's very deep in I don't want to go, me me I don't know where mah


ten minutes only if I take a bike, to the place that I need to go, exactly ten minutes, from here to there if I take a bike it's ten minutes


why would I want to go and take a forty minutes bus ride when I can just go in ten minutes, ya ya ya ya there, uh eighty eight I think, oh no no no we took something that alighted at #ang mo kio# hub one six five


, cause I need to walk to MRT ten minutes I need to wait for bus five minutes then I take the bus then I get down I need to walk so many different so many time


so so many gaps that I have to figure out, you know, ten minutes from here to MRT five minutes from MRT to, no five minutes for waiting for the bus in case the bus is late who knows, and then the bus ride is about fifteen to twenty minutes so that's already what thirty five minutes I get down I need to walk to the place ten minutes


why, (uh huh), he won't cut


a lot what, ah let's see lah, after all right my pay is very little it's not great


it's eight dollars per hour, eight dollars per hour ah one day I barely make eighty dollars you know sixty something I make a day, times five days, what uh three hundred


alternate weeks, on week I work one week I don't work one week I work uh I don't know, why, what you planning


I want to, no I want to cause I'm so bored at home, I don't know


[orh], how you know, no <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> because okay it's it's very very very similar to how


(mmhmm), it could be because he's shy is because the first time he is meeting me


he is maybe he is not confident of what he wants to read that that is, , I don't know lah okay but I have no place to ask what the parents are doing, you know I cannot ask


it's like part of their I don't know agreements ah, one of their rules ah you cannot ask, a lot of things like that, so if I want to share something ah about like uh uh let's say I give him a worksheet to do lah okay he needs to lift it up and show it to the camera


ya it's very confidential especially now because of COVID <tamil>இல்லை என்றால்:illai endral</tamil> can go to the centre and teach but now like that cannot, what, I mean


okay, he's young and he stays near me he stays he's studying at townsville primary school, so since he stays near I cannot reveal, it's just not nice lah I don't know how to explain to you lah this is how the how non-profit organisations work okay


yes that's it, but ya lah I mean, uh let me just see what I can do lah, I'm not here to save the world do little bit by little bit


there was a girl on the call she was uh like so called an ex-intern, so she just sit in the call with me to help me out lah


so, she was telling me uh Kalpana I think he lacks confidence, so you you have to, instead of trying to go through worksheets, I think it's time you start from basics and teach him how to read, because I think that's more important


learning how to read rather than like whatever english things I'm teaching, you know it's so difficult for me to teach because ah not cause he doesn't know you know but, the things that he doesn't know are so common so like I I don't know explain like


it's the same as uh A E I O U, it's like that so it's such a common thing you know okay at least that one I know A E I O U are vowels so you have to use what for what that kind of thing I can explain but


for him ah , Sheena eats chicken rice, for example ah okay, so he doesn't know if he should use it it's eaten or had, uh or is eating


so I can answer to to my, capabilities lah little bit I can teach him how to do but, he, ya it's just very difficult lah it's very very difficult


ya he, ya, ya he said I don't know how to read


ya, he needs you know, ya, one younger sister


very young younger sister is uh I think three or four years old, he's what eight, ah the younger sister is four he's eight, I teach him at the centre there's a centre to teach


every saturday morning need to go lah, right,


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), but you know what I was surprised at the fact ah that, even even when he


how do I say even when he doesn't know right, words that he doesn't know right I ask him wanna take a break is it too much for you because, I was teaching non-stop if you saw, I didn't take a break at all I didn't get distracted he just wanted to keep doing, then he said no no no let's continue no no no let's continue


he wants to learn he really wants to learn but, it's not easy lah it's really not easy teaching him, of course I will do what I can, nice boy


they don't want to do their schoolwork then they happy that they have no homework, that boy wanted to go back to school


I was shock, I said what you want to go back to school he say ya I can meet my friends I can go to school is nice, sometimes <tamil>அவர்கள் வீட்டு:avargal viitu</tamil> environment also is not conducive, so I I don't know, ya


could be, studying from home is different, ya because, I I don't know whether they were shouting or what they were saying in chinese but


they were like err arguing and then they forgot to mute the call, so we all could hear what's happening, !huh!, ya ya she's chinese lah, no it was a group like, even before I went into that small group right it was a big call


with everybody like a good twenty thirty people, ya so I don't know lah I don't know but, it's okay, hopefully he comes back next week hopefully the first time I taught him wasn't that bad, the girl told me he like thomas and friends all so, go and make like company all


right right


!huh!, !oof! what, what is that


actually I damn happy you know, cause right, ya I know that is one thing what happen she, every week I will give her work, I told you right last week she finish everything that I gave her in one day, then I the grandmother say


then I say <tamil>இல்லை:illai</tamil> aunty <tamil>நான் ஒரு நாளைக்கு ஒரு:naan oru naalaikku oru</tamil> page <tamil>கொடுத்தேன்:kodutthaen</tamil> at least <tamil>ஐந்து நாளைக்கு ஐந்து:ainthu nalaikku ainthu</tamil> page <tamil>இரண்டு:irandu</tamil> subject, she say one two hour she just sit down she never get up she do everything herself


I never see people like that before you know , she did well, one two questions she don't know lah she really don't know, apart from that most of it she did well


she say Kalpana my mother ah she's blind you know but but she, I already told no, hear already right ya, she's really because every time I teach Reisha she will sit down at the back and she will listen to what I'm doing and then, Reisha and I right both of us ah because it's two hours <tamil>நானும்:naanum</tamil> it's been very long since I taught tuition for so long right


so, I will get tired also lah I not going to lie, halfway about one hour plus I sleepy already, then okay we stop play game for a while, not ludo lah but something else we play chit chat for a bit


!huh!, (hmm), money


I can you know I can manage Reisha you know because it's just one person, I really can


because I'm going, because her tuition fee is actually twenty per hour forty dollars per session forty times four hundred sixty, Prissy is paying me additional forty dollars for transportation, ya because


I have to go what her house is in, Reisha I'll never stop on time, she's in like jail lah, kiki <tamil>அக்கா:akka</tamil> can you show me this one more thing kiki <tamil>அக்கா:akka</tamil> can you show me this one more thing


especially now holiday right oh my god I tell you I started teaching at ten thirty I only finish one o'clock, and then I don't know why that this is the time everybody will be calling me on the phone so I have to call I say sorry I teaching I call you back, every single time


eh I don't know, no Reisha I'm not strict but ya that day even prissy I told you right prissy ask me whether you want to pay now I say don't need to pay now lah pay me at the end of the month


but Ba <tamil>மாமா:mama</tamil> I I don't know lah depends if I want to take or I don't want to take, it's too late already you know, no no no not for valentina it's too late is for me it's too late, cause in another what october I start school


Reisha I can handle one one kid only, but if I'm gonna add valentina it's very difficult, cause valentina is P five I need to give more importance to her, I cannot slack with valentina


right, ma <tamil>எனக்கு:enaku</tamil> exam <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> ma, it's my final year you want me to play ah


you know I got a shock of my life, uh he he doesn't like playing badminton with me, cause I'm a sore loser, I lose to him I keep taking the racket I smacking it on his face, fed up already


no that's called a game, why you going to do at me ah, what was I saying ya so I was looking ma <tamil>எனக்கு ஒரு:enakku oru</tamil> email <tamil>வந்தது:vanthathu</tamil> ah for resit examinations ah for module three four three for example


your resit examination details, what the hell, I already clear all my subjects why do I have to resit for an exam, I panic for a minute I got shocked I was like, some more ah it's specific


it was specific to me dear Kalpana, for your resit examination dated from tenth august to twenty fourth august you need to take note of all these things then I just !huh!, then I don't know what to do, then I go home to I come back home faster faster I open my laptop I check my school portal then I realise my school account got hacked or something I don't know lah


then they send out mass email at least to everyone, I checked I went to liverpool website and checked, it shows that I cleared everything I passed everything


then I don't know why I get the resit exam, is damn dumb I got shocked, just imagine your panic like, uh Kerala you you have like uh I don't know lah don't know how it supplies replies for you but


that was scary, I clear you know it's it's eight modules I clear already they send me for four modules you need to resit, what exam, final year exam


it starts on october it finishes in may, I have final year project ten thousand word thesis, ten thousand words, ten thousand word, in six months I need to write


it's no longer one thousand two thousand word like you used to see me do anymore, it's five times of that, I cannot play lah, ya on top of that I have to volunteer lah, as much as I volunteer for like


we see lah we see how, valentina


keisha, Kersher


!huh!, little bit lah, !huh!


I told you what they do or not, she got A B C D book right so I took the book out I say keegan read, then he he ah trying to play with memory you know okay he he think I very stupid, okay, so I point A first I point fine B I point


instead of going to C I jump to D then he look, C very confidently C, look again then after that he said err ya this is C, then after that I say then what is this with the cat oh uh that is C


ah I tell you damn funny


ah <tamil>காத்தாடி:katthadi</tamil>


but ya, nobody, ya so it's not a lot but just a little bit here and there ah just


Kersher ah, he's very difficult, really very difficult to control


(uh huh)


drama lah Keshav


then after that he will come I'm sorry I'm so sorry, Kershav


Kershav <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> debate, Kershav actually ah <tamil>அவுங்க:avunga</tamil> debate gymnastics <tamil>எல்லாம் அனுப்பினால்:ellam aanuppinal</tamil> very good you know because, she wants to do all that you know, three four hundred dollars


I mean, that is on top of her school fees lah so it's a lot,


!huh!, Nina <tamil>சங்கீதம்:sangeethum</tamil> class ah, what a joke


okay nevermind, what, no it's pitch, I don't know what you are trying to say, missed you


cause you are the one who ask me to buy what


ya, we use the hammer and hit it back I don't know if it's going to spoil I feel like it's going to spoil


that one locking one right, I don't know


so got to take it up ah, let's see ah how, no no no I never spoil it on purpose the thing got spoilt


why you blaming me, so if we are going to to plaster the whole house right I got to take it out right, (uh huh)


put where, in the hall ah, ah no because okay <tamil>என்:en</tamil> cupboard <tamil>எப்படி வெளியே எடுக்குனும்னா:eppadi veliyae edukunumna</tamil> I got to take out all the side table everything in the side first


that is when I can pull out and I got a lot of nails hit on the wall inside so I got to dig that all out, I don't know, I cannot keep it in anymore right in the wall, after plaster then you say cannot do


I mean can lah but not good to do right, then I don't want lah, maybe <tamil>நான் அந்த:naan antha</tamil> stand <tamil>வாங்குரேன்:vankuraen</tamil> the mood stand


I only hand like what skipping rope, uh, shoe bag, can can I don't know


ya, !huh! please lah, come on of all things of person her


then, oh


(uh huh), (mmhmm)


(uh huh)


then when police gone, it's so many you know


because aunty is telling me she does nothing, her house has nothing, not a single cockroach that she can find, then why do we see cockroaches everyday in the house, despite me putting the damn combat thing everywhere


HDB


town council, who should I call, of course lah I mean, nonsense how much more you want to clean the house, I already clean so much


I don't know, check what , where you want me to check, somebody was telling me you know like that means ah they will call pest control


pest control lah, oh you must pay for it ah, uh technically it's not our fault right, (uh huh)


aunty <tamil>சொன்னாங்க:sonnaga</tamil> because of circuit breaker that's why they all at home that's why all the cockroaches coming lor, okay, okay I think we can conclude this conversation okay so click pause


okay so you know right on youtube right I was , watching youtube yesterday and then like, like this guy he basically said like uh he tried to have a thirty days sleeping routine so in this sleeping routine right he tried to sleep at nine o'clock and wake up at five


ya so it's a it's a local youtuber ah he's from NUS, then <mandarin>他他就在讲:ta ta jiu zai jiang</mandarin> hor


change back to his err to the nine to five thing


but he said that err it failed so at the end of video he said he failed, and so the other thing that he did was that he say err to cut down on err coffee eh <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> coffee <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> effect right


won't be as fresh in your memory as compared to , sleeping early and having less coffee so like the recommendation I have for you is to actually drink less coffee


but <mandarin>一天一杯我觉得:yi tian yi bei wo jue de</mandarin> okay lah maybe maybe it's a habitual thing so like


then then what about like you know the coffee powder right okay example I know you don't use coffee powder <mandarin>你是用那个:ni shi yong na ge</mandarin> presser right coffee press, the the new one that you bought ya then like what <mandarin>你你你觉得会不会:ni ni ni jue de hui bu hui</mandarin> like would be better if you lessen the quantity that you put


so but that would be diluted right


!huh! how did you do that


eh but you know uh speaking about memory right like <mandarin>最近:zui jin</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我做的梦:wo zuo de meng</mandarin> right, in a day then like I feel like I do it before so like example like I text you like example at twelve AM right <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> text <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> then <mandarin>我就在我的脑中:wo jiu zai wo de nao zhong</mandarin> hor <mandarin>还以为我:hai yi wei wo</mandarin> reply <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> leh but actually hor <mandarin>我是没有:wo shi mei you</mandarin> reply <mandarin>到你:dao ni</mandarin> eh then like I it happened to me during circuit breaker like a lot of times


so <mandarin>我还以为:wo hai yi wei</mandarin> like <mandarin>我自己在:wo zi ji zai</mandarin> hallucinating eh at one point right I still tell my EXCO like eh I feel like I I replied you this and I tell you the the answer to this but hor I realise that I didn't even tell you eh and then like I thought I'm supposed to meet you yesterday


or like today then but actually I wasn't supposed to then <mandarin>我又:wo you</mandarin> like <mandarin>一直在我的:yi zhi zai wo de</mandarin> brain hor like thinking the otherwise then I don't know like is it because I'm sleeping very little, ya, that's why so like I don't know is it because I keep sleeping at like two three AM


!huh! stressed about what, , maybe it's like the circuit breaker thing lah I I really think like during the circuit breaker like


like first of all I think the good thing is like <mandarin>我在家比较多:wo zai jia bi jiao duo</mandarin> right then I feel more like relaxed like because now I don't need to face people but then actually right, I more like maybe I'm thinking about things even more because I don't like especially working with my EXCO


like I thought I tell them this but actually eh I wasn't telling this, ya communication very important during circuit breaker, , , oh just now I had my exit interview and then like my exit interview right then cause I need to write the form mah


then I told you right like I over the weekend <mandarin>我在那边哭因为我要:wo zai na bian ku yin wei wo yao</mandarin> leave <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> company Liao , ya then just now like during my exit interview they were saying like , like quite interesting lah cause like I I give a different perspective and I self reflect during my internship ya and then one of the thing right is that I'm not meticulous as compared to what I think I am


ya surprised right, like cause, ya then I like !huh!, like I doubt myself you know


ya exactly, ya so like it was quite surprising then just then like I was telling my supervisor about this also, then was like, okay but because my colleague is very meticulous individual <mandarin>她很:ta hen</mandarin> nitpick like <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> OCD <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> so very easy to catch thing so like then I I tell myself like okay lah actually after all some people are born to be meticulous and some people are not so I'm just like a neutral


okay lah my exit interview fifteen minutes only, then I told them like I want to go back next year, okay lor, ya but I will try to find other companies first lah


ya, part time cause I intend to take some modules, , ya but did you know right that actually we have to pay the same amount of school fees even though ya I thought like if I take one mod I just need to pay one K plus this only happens during summer so like ya then I thought like then I was just thinking lah <mandarin>我应该不应该:wo ying gai bu ying gai</mandarin> just take during summer


for the one mod because like I'm wasting money lah to be honest so maybe I can L LOA first then I intern, ah eh sorry I LOA first then I go back school and study during summer, ya


ya, don't need ya ya so so the the thing is that should I should I do the other way round, right, and and because I can part time intern so if I can part time intern I just part time intern during summer


while clearing my and is only five weeks, much more worth it right, ya, ya but okay lah I I really have not much modules to clear already


I'll go and see, six K leh and they not they they not going to decrease the the fees you know this semester which is


ya, we can go back to school I'm going back to school, odd and even, okay I really don't know how they're going to do about the tapping system thing but I'm going back school next week


how they going to register all these people you know the school the the cause, the SSH right the registration is also the similar way during COVID nineteen so only staff can tap in


ya so like I think the system it's going to be very tough for them to like track such things ya but anyway a lot of people have been going back school recently, cannot go in, no they go to school for CCA


ya like samba masala, samba masala <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> masala right, ya, ya they went back to like record music all these, ya, surprisingly <mandarin>还可以:hai ke yi</mandarin> Wor, ya


[orh] ya correct odd and even ya ya so let's say are you odd or even


I'm I'm I'm odd, oh shucks, ya I'm odd, that that might be bad eh, because we might not be able to group together if let's say if we, ya okay okay never mind anyway that aside ya so the odd and even people can go back lor so you can use the library during the even week I can use the library during the odd week


ya, week, the whole week so example week one week two week three they count by week ya, so ya,


actually <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> I I <mandarin>我我不会回去学校因为学校没有东西给我回去:wo wo bu hui hui qu xue xiao yin wei xue xiao mei you dong xi gei wo hui qu</mandarin> for what like unless <mandarin>我回去:wo hui qu</mandarin> for CCA lah, anyway like Afee <mandarin>他们也是:ta men ye shi</mandarin> like


like intend to come here for CAD classes, ya so we can do our CAD project here, !yay!, ya, like if you got nothing I don't think there's a purpose for you to go back to school


but for me like I got like shirt collection all these, then is necessary for me lor, ya, anyway <mandarin>今天的:jin tian de</mandarin> pasta <mandarin>好吃:hao chi</mandarin> hor, ya but a bit ya


but a bit a bit <mandarin>的那个:de na ge</mandarin> err <mandarin>硬:ying</mandarin>


!huh!


that one is nice that one is nice eh but they they shift the shop, like they they change the direction of the shop so it's no longer like you come in then <mandarin>你就有那个:ni jiu you na ge</mandarin> shop, I think <mandarin>他们搬去:ta men ban qu</mandarin> beside <mandarin>那个卖:na ge mai</mandarin> corn <mandarin>卖:mai</mandarin> Takoyaki


ya ya ya correct I think they redesigned the area lah, ya but I really want to go back and eat oh my god, I can't wait


err it's open now because now school term my friend is back in school, oh my god I can actually ask him to buy back, for us , ya, err my primary school cause she went ITE then like #lai ying# like that ya


but haven't get married lah sill single , , eh but she also look like me, my that friend ya why like every everybody say like, this person look like me that person look like me


ya I don't think you look like me anymore, ya right, then what did you say


, or maybe M E L M E L melissa


you know cause like my my my CEO name is called melissa then they keep mel mel mel, then I like keep thinking is me leh but actually is not, then <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin>paiseh eh, ya


okay lah we go back school then we see ah people say, that's true, I think anna look like you eh, no meh


oh ya ya ya ya ya ya ya


oh shit,


but okay lah she's quite capable, and she's ya she was previously from my church, no wonder like , what uni Y want her lah


[orh] ya ya correct, ,


[orh] ya,


junior EXCO lah


okay lah but but I think she's capable and and and and there's potential of her, like being a P VP ah VP lah maybe VP


I was actually sceptical about her initially like when she came to bondue, ya then I was like thinking (hmm) what can she do but actually turns out, not bad lah pretty well ya she's coping very well and like responsible lor


anyway Afee says hi to you, ya, , ya but I I ya Afee now busy ah, ya every everyday right he sleep like three four AM


he not interning he doing bondue work , , ya eh anyway you wanna hack photoshop, you can you can use photo ah you want to learn photoshop or not


ya I got I got photoshop, why, !aiya! time to change laptop


I think <mandarin>那个大声:na ge da sheng</mandarin> hor is because like <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> you open too many program leh, I I think


eh ya actually your CCA do what now, then how how to do, but you all got premium zoom ah


[orh], ah, but now how [orh] okay K


, so the zoom break out lah


so they also rowdy or


I I think I think virtual volunteering really very tough, even even if that you know like for our virtual orientation okay because we are all adults then like you can tame them down but you can you cannot control what they do behind their laptop like if they if they talking or like if they using their phones like not interested you also #lan lan# you can't do anything


but I think catalyst is also doing the same, soon ah soon they haven't do yet, all done all on the in the midst of doing


[orh], actually y'all y'all easy, y'all because yours is working with school right so like definitely like, there's, tutor is one one


but yours is got application ours is no application one, ours is resident ya ours is resident come down, that kind ya you know ya so like RC centre, then they come down right, during a specific day for specific time like we go door knock and say like eh we got this program you come down and join us ya ya but then like you need to but craft it is err to student care right


ya but ours is like R RC centre


ya, ya correct lor <mandarin>跟我们的一样:gen wo men de yi yang</mandarin> lor, ya then like now is also like that


I don't know, ya


ya, so it's very difficult for them, put on hold <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> term ending already what, ya so that's what they intend to lor like find other beneficiary also


ya but then it's a bit tough lah ya and they all working leh, they they all doing the same kind of job you know, they doing the the, NTUC scanner the scan and go thing


sit there, ya but sit there do nothing so sometimes like three four hours they sit there err not three four hours six hours <mandarin>坐在那边:zuo zai na bian</mandarin> Zuo Bo


coupon voucher <mandarin>这些:zhe xie</mandarin> but <mandarin>他们是:ta men shi</mandarin> like, with a different thing lor


ya, but they also going to quit already lah, ya


but <mandarin>现在全部都:xian zai quan bu dou</mandarin> involved right , actually <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> welcome tea not much thing to do what right, it's like a virtual welcome tea right ya cause like


my my, my err LKC S view also got welcome event, is a mentor mentee session, ya then we also doing virtual, four hours, ya but then the thing is working with school


ya on zoom then got break out room also


, , doing everything, but what is the commitment for that though like it I thought it's a very simple event for what


for what, includes virtual, !huh!,


LD, ya


[orh] ya okay


ya right


COVID ya correct,


correct ya correct ya you cannot no you cannot you, no the thing is you cannot,


ya with the same agenda so this is to err to ensure that you don't duplicate your hours, ya so the person who is proposing is also the one who's getting the hour


ya, ,


ya so like people and she favour guys


she favour guys (hmm), everyone every guy is the god son really cause like previously the, err catalyst press right there are some of them are guys ah okay that is one example and then like past ex months also lah then they always pampered by her really


and she she ya lah but then like when I was working with her, I'm okay like like, I get my work done that's it <mandarin>我没有跟她:wo mei you gen ta</mandarin> interact <mandarin>很多次:hen duo ci</mandarin> , , but did you meet her on teams before on teams


on teams, teams meeting meeting virtual meeting lah, cause like #jia yi# like once in a while also got virtual meh with her, ya like I think it's the


[orh] ya I think you you told me before like before like they keep shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot about the project right ya, she's like that she's very very particular about like what students want to do and whether the costs actually benefits


ya <mandarin>因为我有:yin wei wo you</mandarin> [orh] ya ya, she'll test you ya


(hmm),


ya true true, oh but then then this is one thing that I I I've learn lah like


err we should we should , we should always have a handover book very properly so like <mandarin>这些:zhe xie</mandarin> story hor <mandarin>也要:ye yao</mandarin> like put inside so like you know now that ontrac cannot have two proposal by the same person then you must next time tell your predecessor I mean your successor


then like next time your successor must ensure like tell the rest also lah so you all don't make the same second mistake ya <mandarin>不然:bu ran</mandarin> like you go on and on ah <mandarin>等一下她她一定会记得:deng yi xia ta ta yi ding hui ji de</mandarin> like eh <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> like like CCA


it changed a lot during this period of time,


, eh <mandarin>我觉得她住这靠近这边因为有时候我:wo jue de ta zhu zhe kao jin zhe bian yin wei you shi hou wo</mandarin> like <mandarin>坐:zuo</mandarin> bus hor <mandarin>我会看到:wo hui kan dao</mandarin> like <mandarin>她八五七你懂我每次做八五七去学校:ta ba wu qi ni dong wo mei ci zuo ba wu qi qu xue xiao</mandarin> right ya then church <mandarin>也是:ye shi</mandarin> mah then got one day I like get on eight five seven like at my house downstairs and then


I like eh <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> this woman very familiar and like she really look familiar, the #ah ma#


eh but did you work with #gek cheng# also, ,


how come is he doing a project, oh


you all cross collaborate ah how come, !huh! isn't it like a very bad time to do such a thing, !haiya! okay


oh but together with rotaract, interesting, she's so busy


[orh] <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> hor, wait so she only had to do step up camp !huh! hers no CSP, !huh! so she was the step up camp chair lah oh my god then now she never do anything


he's a #hon fin# is it, oh isn't that a #hon fin# #hon fin# is finance lah


but your your pres know or not wait is she in your is she in your picture like that time when you all go and eat your


, but no like P or VP overseeing meh


not proper, ya


Jialat


, , oh she sell insurance ah, oh my god can I just say like like last week someone like is it intern like


her internship doing ya you know why cause a lot of people doing it now ya is is a is a financial planner internship ya you know oh okay I just tell you this so like you know my my camp, chair person last year he is this guy right and then he he err he basically is a financial adviser lah for like quite few years already


then like last week hor you know I very close to him one some more I study with him one eh and then like out of nowhere right he text me right and then he ask me eh I just got something to ask you ah whether you want to have [orh] a zoom call so that I can explain to you more about financial plan, then I like uh you're my friend I don't want to like <mandarin>破坏感情:po huai gan qing</mandarin> you know like is like


he know my financial habits one like like


cause <mandarin>因为我做工在:yin wei wo zuo gong zai</mandarin> SSH right then, he know like SSH pay very high et cetera et cetera and then he know he was the one that tell me like I can get five hundred dollar eight hundred dollar from government, so like I feel very bad lah like you tell me this kind of thing but then I'm not helping you now but I'm really not interested like it's not the time


(uh huh) [orh] financial, like I have a lot of friends doing it but I want to find the appropriate one


I have friends that have been is doing it as a career like <mandarin>他们三十岁了:ta men san shi sui le</mandarin> so <mandarin>那种我才:na zhong wo cai</mandarin> trust


uh <mandarin>我爸爸:wo ba ba</mandarin> lor , , actually my poly my secondary school right got a lot of people doing this eh


a lot now is like a lot of people, and SMU SMU ya so SMU now a lot got intern interning all these now, ya but okay lah to be fair like it's a career but do it, if you really meant to do good


because technically is a doing good service is like helping people to plan their finances and like to be assured, about their life lah cause the insurance all these but then like don't don't go and hard sell people, people not ready don't come and ask me ya I got a lot of friends asked me this


ya but I very Paiseh like, I'll definitely come and find you ah


so sad leh it's like I I got err not only this friend like, a few friends sell me MLM all these ya then, no the okay then like I've secondary school friend who who like


last year came to find me lah cause they pass their test already right !wah! then like suddenly <mandarin>一大堆:yi da dui</mandarin> like <mandarin>要给我这个:yao gei wo zhe ge</mandarin> plan <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> plan <mandarin>什么:shen me</mandarin> advice <mandarin>什么鬼:shen me gui</mandarin> err then hor <mandarin>我跟你讲我没有:wo gen ni jiang wo mei you</mandarin> reply so then like in the end right, like it's so sad that need to consider this friendship as like over


I just hope like none of you all going to do this eh, selling ah , imagine #shen yang# really go and do this, , but ya Shen !aiya! okay speaking about #shen yang# oh my god


I I think like like it's good thing that that thing happened, ,


take in the feedback ah, you know what it didn't you know what I I totally forgot the grandfather passed away


okay lah but it is not it's not a direct confrontation but yet like is doing good for both parties lah, like it you know it creeps me out like you know okay you know you know I went to I go and you know I'm very close with my top four right the all the guys


and that on that day when the things happen lah I was with them eating Mookata then I just say eh what if a guy hor go and like like creep you out and like have a folder of your pictures I went to ask them leh then you know what they say they say who the heck is that guy damn creepy


you know even with the fact some of them are attached right they don't even have a folder of their girlfriend like, you know bryan Wee bryan Wee is like attached for six years and then like connor is also attached attached for very long then after that they like !huh!, where got such thing happen one then I just like I know right like I was also creeped out when I found out about it and I don't know how I keep for like one two years about it


eh wait did you go and ask matilda she know, so she knew right, uh, !huh!, he lied how


!huh!, I don't link, [orh] as in matilda tell her him tell, , [orh] how he how she how


like another separate day ah [orh], I don't know lah until now I never like go and touch his phone or anything lah, but I really, it's just okay like so like everytime I go and eat lunch with you in SMU all these he will just take random screenshots of it


ya he's like he's like damn #tiko pei# idea you know, and like can you imagine like next time when we know the girlfriend if lah then like we that I cannot imagine


ya ya no but the thing is like when you look at her and then like you get recalled about this incident then like damn disgusting, ya <mandarin>没有:mei you</mandarin> then <mandarin>我门就问:wo men jiu wen</mandarin> eh <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> hor <mandarin>有没有:you mei you</mandarin> album of <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> girlfriend !huh!


I just tease him like that, hopefully ah, but now he looks like he's doing fine, ya, but err okay lah we we we shall see when when the time comes


he took oh right right right, I think that long the the last long text was a indicator that he reflected a bit lah


like he never like insist of meeting, that's great lah but he really, I can't believe that thing happened leh as in I can't believe like, I don't know what else he would have done eh is like this is only one thing we knew because like we saw his phone


ya, I think , K but I don't know whether regina janice they all okay if he did, [orh] ya you knew right like he texted the your birthday group, ya but nobody replied until now


ya lah but janice and regina I don't know whether, that's true, seeing how they never even asked anything about it right, maybe maybe he they were the one that tell him the long reply lah maybe


oh wells but okay lah I think it was a good idea, K lah is okay


oh really, [orh] ya ya ya, I thought is still #si an# leh


is the one that he went crazy and crying and ya I know the YEC but I thought YEC he still like, you still remember that's how many #yong yen# years ago


that was year two meh , got time already right, how come last time I still so busy ah,


oh my god


I I I honestly don't remember like the time period but it's probably during like YEC period that like but I thought during YEC it was still like ya lor, wait last time sun was she in YEC she was right


I don't remember eh I can't even remember who is in the CCA eh (uh huh) (uh huh) (uh huh) janice is, no I don't think janice is inside, I I can't remember


you see I can't even remember who, ya I can't even remember who is inside and the worst thing right is like me and #tai yong# was, ya I don't even remember, I feel like I lost my memory


I think janice was the secretary eh, ya like I remember we offered her and then she was the only one that like was ya, I don't know eh that's the thing


then okay then ya maybe maybe she, what was regina doing


I remember like I facing this trouble of we err Yuki not putting up to standard lah I I always have this issue with like my comms and my marketing people leh , !wah! eh


I honestly don't really remember putting as much effort, the that older mugshot ah , right but what was she, is it is it she was also secretary


together with janice, I really don't remember anything about YEC I think like I never do anything for YEC you know, I don't remember doing anything eh


as usual lah like now also lah , easy easy job


then he just sleep ah use his laptop ya I remember the RJ shit, waiting for #shen yang# to go home together


, oh my god I really don't remember anything about YEC eh


!wah! I remember the thing is like how I got into the CCA is like I wasn't even into the CCA, ya then like ya then everybody like keep talking about it like, like you weren't even part of the CCA and then you suddenly become VP


ya I I remember I remember it was err like #tai yong# came to me early in the morning at eight thirty when class going to start, then he was like eh #miao shan# do you want to err ya then I'm like !huh! what the heck I'm not even in like freaking YEC and I remember very clearly I made a vow to myself that I don't want to be part of anything even in SMU


ya I wanted bondue initially lah but then I like somehow went elsewhere and then I wanted to join catalyst somehow I went the other way again , !wah! but really leh I look back ah like we only left a few more in fact this is our last year of doing CCA


Siao ah, then you faster be christian first ah


no lah, actually if I if I were to give you an advice I would say don't apply anything like I feel like you should like now that like you are going year three right eat


my shift is like I want to do more career focused, like because like, this is the last year you can go out and find a good internship, to switch to a career, ya and then like it's your last time to explore already CCA exploration time has ceased now is for you to go and


it it wasn't a fulfilling year lah honestly, joining right ya okay, ya


oh really, actually you know my current intern place, full of SMU graduates, my my director all from SMU then they got one day right they will just like, any SMU graduates here err wants any err class pass marks now speak up lah give you all the op time to speak


then I just like !huh!, then I like I'm not even a graduate so I don't need to talk, ya then like a lot of them a lot a lot a lot of them ya actually like I was quite shocked lah cause you know SM like SMU was is very focused on like finance like err accounting all these like


like who the heck will think about like non profit sector lah actually there's something very interesting that I found out about while I was working now like cause I have to do like some work right and I realised like there's a lot of company that call themselves a social enterprise


but they are actually not you know, like they they are actually a profit company they earn money still, ya so the <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> ex so <mandarin>它们它们:ta men ta men</mandarin> hor


ya then I'm like (hmm) that's a very interesting perspective no no no it's not even they never even qualify as a C like never qualify as doing a good enough job, ya so I realised actually right when we graduated right


we actually play a huge part in educating the social enterprise sector, ya looking at it like actually we should have we we we we could have done far more lah maybe I should share this with regina, then maybe she'll be interested


if you realise she been trying to aim, civil servant jobs


ya which is, like why I don't understand why she aiming for that lah, ya no I think is she's very picky


if you, , when when did she when did she like quit her job ah


right like I don't remember when she quit her job so like, I don't know eh like, she keep aiming for educational


like portfolios eh, not wrong lah but then like, I don't know, if I were her I would try, I mean she's she she wants to start her own business, she could have, like went to a


start-up lor, it might have helped her a lot, ya there's lots of start up hiring like I saw quite a number of them


oh ya ya ya that kind, face facebook I mean <mandarin>那些我真的:nei xie wo zhen de</mandarin> I don't really trust but if you tell me like LinkedIn all these okay lah maybe, ya ya ya


but actually is insurance in the end, ya #jia yi# that time Kena also for intern then in the end it was like err


insurance then she just !aiya! forget it quit ya, but okay lah now I realise like MDVC really need a lot of people eh, just now the guy also was like


but I really maybe because like I virtual ah then I cannot see like !huh! where got not enough staff I got very a lot of staff you know, okay lah game like, I usually do my work at night, that's the reason why I'll say


ya you'll you'll need to you'll need to be proactive like in the things that you are doing lah, ya but oh wells we shall see lah, ya anyway I'm we need to find textbook


for our mods lah, oh ya MA have OCD, CAD CAD hor very important to, find in a like fast like


projects, [orh] that's good, [orh] that's good that's good ya, he sent already


ya then after that can ask can I ask him, oh, ya because I think excel very important and right now that I'm working hor I realise like !wah! actually excel damn important leh damn important then like you know like err kenneth they all right they were like saying how can RP not teach excel


like they have a full module on excel eh but we don't even have eh, they are they are poly SP ah and I saw the book it was quite useful, ya


but then you know like <mandarin>我已经:wo yi jing</mandarin> like <mandarin>每天都在喝:mei tian dou zai he</mandarin> coffee eh it's like, very hard to cut it immediately I'm cutting to like <mandarin>一杯:yi bei</mandarin> lor <mandarin>一天一杯:yi tian yi bei</mandarin> ya


no but sometimes I have to like to crave for it eh it's not like a habit everyday I must drink one sometimes it's like you know you the feeling of thirsty but then you are thirsty for coffee not thirsty for water, that kind


, press ya


, then <mandarin>没有很甜:mei you hen tian</mandarin> that kind eh but really my memory really err damn bad eh recently like I went I went to ikea and then I took bus from woodlands I took direct bus to ikea at Tampines then when I came back right I forgot to tap my card


ya I don't know and some more like, I only realised after <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> alight <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> bus eh <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> tap is like error then I went I keep tapping it will keep, err it shows error so like I went to the front, I went to the driver there then I tap again


then it was error again so I look at the driver like I expect <mandarin>他叫我还钱:ta jiao wo huan qian</mandarin> lah then I just look at him then he was like wave at me like <mandarin>下去:xia qu</mandarin> err like ask me to go down you know so I was like oh my god I really I really can't remember that I didn't tap eh, then


, !wah! but you also don't drink caffeine


or you too stressed, cause sometimes like if I'm too stressed about something right I'll dream about like, things that I need to do, even though like I haven't do it yet, ya even in my sleep


for me I just Nua at home


but how did it go it was okay ah, oh, then, wait but


intern again, the LOA intern, [orh]


that one I I know, oh


I know I know like if <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> if <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> take err you don't plan to take the full modules right <mandarin>你照样还学费的:ni zhao yang huan xue fei de</mandarin> that's what I know is if it's normal semester


but if you take semester like one whole semester LOA leh no need pay right it's only you take right okay that one I know, I think you should do in summer cause like <mandarin>很浪费钱:hen lang fei qian</mandarin> leh <mandarin>你拿一个:ni na yi ge</mandarin> mod


ya, ya, but I think you should do in summer, too ex too expensive already lah


ya lah then <mandarin>你拿两个:ni na liang ge</mandarin> mod, which is damn sad because it's like we don't even go to school we don't even get to go to school leh we don't even use their like, electricity or <mandarin>水:shui</mandarin> you know so it's like <mandarin>你要我们还学费:ni yao wo men huan xue fei</mandarin> like the full amount <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> unfair leh


we only do online, but we can't go back school also right, I thought they don't allow us to tap unless you are you have classes on that day


I don't know


I thought cannot go in, wait as in they they go to school but they don't tap in


, wait still can meh ah


I think uh or maybe they alternate, cause I I saw <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> email right my I think was my BGS prof he's finding TA with odd number, ya so that means on only on odd even day


err zero one three seven seven, four I'm even, !huh!, then we cannot do, okay lah what we can do eh we group together


wait not day ah week ah, I though by day


eh I'm even leh <mandarin>惨了:can le</mandarin> lor, , actually also can ah, true, ya ya


oh, okay


[orh], okay


, I think it's okay lah like <mandarin>有一点:you yi dian</mandarin> undercooked but then for me for me it's okay <mandarin>因为我比较喜欢硬的面:yin wei wo bi jiao xi huan ying de mian</mandarin> over like soggy <mandarin>的面:de mian</mandarin> so <mandarin>我吃还:wo chi hai</mandarin> okay


you make make me miss it so much


to where, then, [orh] eh wait isn't that the return plate area ya ya ya correct I think they re-design the area


doesn't matter it's still there, , but it's not open now right


eh your friend in in poly, the ya eh, [orh] [orh] okay


#lai ying# already married fast [sial], who, look like you, but I think now I got bangs I don't look like you lah


then <mandarin>她讲:ta jiang</mandarin> oh sorry I mistook you for someone


then then she faster walk away I think cause she <mandarin>很:hen</mandarin> Paiseh, then I'm like oh my god don't tell me is like the #miao shan# that I know , but that one is like, who's, who is [orh]


that's why !wah! but that one , we also not going back to school, eh but I seriously don't think anna is like me I like hundred percent don't think


where got, no lah she where got look like me, coincidentally wore the same like similar clothes I think it's got see a picture, the black one


then the button !wah! then cause I met her first on train like the rest haven't reached mah then I was like eh


, ya I didn't expect eh, no no no is she said that err she's consider cause this year she is supposed to be in charge of


all the OCSP under uni Y but then she didn't get to do any, so she is considering whether she want to rerun , next semester eh the the next err not semester next year, then she said err but then she want to try different role


then she like don't know leh she considering all that then like ya


but I don't know whether she will, she is she is, ya it's like <mandarin>你看她:ni kan ta</mandarin> like she's very err fun then very cute


(mmhmm), ya ya ya


[orh], help me say hello back , he what interning now


oh my god marketing right his, meaning, I learnt a bit before in uni Y but then my laptop can't can't download I don't know it keep like stuck at the downloading there


I just bought leh like two years but I need to I want to go courts and fix it also, normal, no but <mandarin>有时:you shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> I only open like for example PDF in class


but then it still got the super loud fan sound leh, I don't know why eh but I still got warranty so I think can fix but the thing is I need my laptop like almost everyday for my CCA things eh so it's like !wah! I don't know how ah


I'm doing virtual craft it, zoom so we have kids, err ya we YMCA one, so it's like the kids in a student care then the teacher will split into like <mandarin>三个:san ge</mandarin> group


then after that <mandarin>每个:mei ge</mandarin> group <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> laptop so err, first I will do the intro and everything then usually I will prepare the materials and send send it over ya the school or else err the the YMCA staff she will help me also then after that err we will split into break out room so each


I will split the volunteers ya I will split the volunteers also lah so they do like whatever craft lah but it's like very hard to conduct <mandarin>你懂吗:ni dong ma</mandarin> is cause I think because we are not physically there it's very very hard to get their attention, some are but some like but they were still do it with you it's just that some sometimes like in between they will start like going somewhere then come back or they will talk among themselves a lot


very very tough, , ya ya


ya that one agree, virtual ah, oh they haven't start [orh] ours all three changed to virtual already


started already oh no except for FOL cause we got Y tutor so Y tutor already started the online teaching craft it also err I think third like third or no coming fourth


err no tutor is not, tutor is not, is one under the YMCA like those applying to YMCA so it's, [orh] as in no beneficiary


uh, craft it also like that one last time


is beyond at at beyond under beyond one, [orh], but now virtual how they do, as in


, ya actually they can't they can't even go down there to the, then put on hold lah


#jia yi# tough ya ya I understand very hard


[orh],


but <mandarin>现在一些不用了:xian zai yi xie bu yong le</mandarin> what <mandarin>它们有那个:ta men you na ge</mandarin> err, then, [orh] okay okay I thought was the temp


, really very hard like all the events affected everything, even our welcome tea cause I'm involved cause previously Y craft it was put on old so I didn't initially I didn't plan to have virtual session one


then after that I was involved in welcome tea so by right right and with err anna and another two, cause theirs also affected so they got nothing then after that they by right they said right if like craft it continue <mandarin>我就可以:wo jiu ke yi</mandarin> , step out from <mandarin>这个:zhe ge</mandarin> welcome tea lah


but I don't mind lah <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> like <mandarin>我现在:wo xian zai</mandarin> work <mandarin>也是没有什么东西:ye shi mei you shen me dong xi</mandarin> mah so I only got craft it, err still okay ya ya virtual one


[orh], ours two session