let me let me try to think about it oh ya okay he's not just a class clown he was very caring as well I remember that he didn't care who sat beside him or even if it's someone that like who is outcasted he will always treat everyone equally he's very caring is that why you like know dated him


[orh], so


what do you like about like todds like what what's like let's say like your favourite thing about him that he does


[orh] okay lah <mandarin>我不要讲:wo bu yao jiang</mandarin> I don't want to listen anymore of your dating stories, oh oh ya I I just reconnected with like anastasia oh my gosh <mandarin>你记得我们中学之后:ni ji de wo men zhong xue zhi hou</mandarin> there was this huge like saga thing like


during class I not sure whether you were there like they like shouted and ya were you there


okay so !wow!, so much tea to spill so what actually happened is that err <mandarin>你记得:ni ji de</mandarin> like alvin, ah <mandarin>这个这个:zhe ge zhe ge</mandarin> alvin hor <mandarin>他喜欢:ta xi huan</mandarin> nicole


uh, then #wei ling# hor, err <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> alvin <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> eh nicole <mandarin>不喜欢你啊或是:bu xi huan ni a huo shi</mandarin> nicole <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> err bad things about you you know talk shit about you that kind of thing and then alvin was like shocked you know and then alvin told nicole


and then nicole told anastasia and <mandarin>你知道:ni zhi dao</mandarin> nicole <mandarin>和:he</mandarin> anastasia <mandarin>是也是好朋友他们是:shi ye shi hao peng you ta men shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>超级好朋友:chao ji hao peng you</mandarin> like clique like that so anastasia being the very protective friend he she actually like confronted alvin and ask him like eh


are you are you sure like, err #wei ling# <mandarin>讲这种东西:jiang zhe zhong dong xi</mandarin> and then alvin was like ya ya ya and then like, what happened is that okay so during that time <mandarin>我跟:wo gen</mandarin> anastasia <mandarin>一起坐:yi qi zuo</mandarin> then anastasia <mandarin>就是跟我讲:jiu shi gen wo jiang</mandarin> hor <mandarin>你可不可以:ni ke bu ke yi</mandarin> like err <mandarin>坐在另外一个地方我我们要做一些东西所以:zuo zai ling wai yi ge di fang wo wo men yao zuo yi xie dong xi suo yi</mandarin> anastasia <mandarin>和:he</mandarin> alvin hor <mandarin>坐在我的位子还有他的位子:zuo zai wo de wei zi hai you ta de wei zi</mandarin> lah <mandarin>所以我跟:suo yi wo gen</mandarin> nicole <mandarin>一起坐:yi qi zuo</mandarin> then nicole <mandarin>跟我讲:gen wo jiang</mandarin> err <mandarin>发生了什么事:fa sheng le shen me shi</mandarin> then what happened next is that #wei ling# was called over by anastasia and then


it's very it's pretty crazy so it's a two table seats err two table and then anastasia alvin err sitting side by side and #wei ling# sit opposite of them and then anastasia confronted her did you say this about nicole and #wei ling# said


no, I didn't, and then alvin was like, but you told me about this and like and then like that's where all the shouting just happened anastasia was like so you did and then like #wei ling# was like no I didn't shut up and then yes


walk out of the class she stormed out of the class, that's pretty crazy right


!wah! <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> drama <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> leh, oh my gosh <mandarin>我还记得:wo hai ji de</mandarin> hor


mister see <mandarin>是我们的:shi wo men de</mandarin> err A math err <mandarin>老师他:lao shi ta</mandarin> err eh A math <mandarin>他是我们:ta shi wo men</mandarin> A math <mandarin>和:he</mandarin> E math <mandarin>的老师:de lao shi</mandarin> <mandarin>中学:zhong xue</mandarin> err <mandarin>从中四到中五:cong zhong si dao zhong wu</mandarin> err he has been teaching us and especially I'm in A math class so he teach me more


and I oh my gosh there's so many things about him that I want to share he's so cool do you remember any funny things about him


like we were all in shock our shoulder just like rise and we were like oh no oh no what happen what happen and he shouted in such a high volume everybody just you know has goose bumps and everything


so so what you saw is that like , what what you saw you saw like all the students like suddenly like !wah! attention span like suddenly stood up their goosebumps then their shoulders rise is it


but he has so many funny side that I want to talk about


I think he's such a cool teacher because even though he's strict right he also like you know do a lot of funny things with us so that time right <mandarin>我们在玩这个东西:wo men zai wan zhe ge dong xi</mandarin> you during this time right there's this very like <mandarin>很红的东西叫:hen hong de dong xi jiao</mandarin> Kendama


so we Kendama hor <mandarin>是一种:shi yi zhong</mandarin> like <mandarin>玩具:wan ju</mandarin> then <mandarin>你要:ni yao</mandarin> err, err <mandarin>有一个:you yi ge</mandarin> ball that is err, err linked to that base with a string


my favourite teacher mister see because not only he is so trendy he is also you know firm when he is need to and he always help us, I think


then how about you what's your who's your favourite teacher again


but I I think I also remember that she teach with a lot of emotions I think <mandarin>有有这个时候:you you zhe ge shi hou</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我本来要回班了:wo ben lai yao hui ban le</mandarin> mah <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> err physics and bio are in different class but when times is up right <mandarin>我差不多要回班了我会班的时候我看到她跑去跑:wo cha bu duo yao hui ban le wo hui ban de shi hou wo kan dao ta pao qu pao</mandarin> run out of the class eh


and she was in tears, do you know what happen


[orh] <mandarin>你是讲天福是不是:ni shi jiang tian fu shi bu shi</mandarin>


oh so that's what happen okay okay but oh my gosh let me tell you, a teacher that I really don't like, oh my gosh, I think her name is called missus Leong do you remember her


exactly she was biased <mandarin>所有这因为:suo you zhe yin wei</mandarin> okay so she is a english teacher, and err is okay <mandarin>在我们:zai wo men</mandarin> O levels <mandarin>的时候她就是我们当时我们的英文老师在那个时候我也是蛮吵的:de shi hou ta jiu shi wo men dang shi wo men de ying wen lao shi zai na ge shi hou wo ye shi man chao de</mandarin> lah <mandarin>你知道我很喜欢跟人家聊天的:ni zhi dao wo hen xi huan gen ren jia liao tian de</mandarin> mah


err pass <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> english, but <mandarin>我的朋友没有:wo de peng you mei you</mandarin> pass


that kind of thing err and I thought that that was sore rude and so like, !aiyo!


oh I see how about you so my my least favourite teacher is like miss Leong missus Leong then how about you


oh my gosh missus Koh I think honestly I think she was like a okay okay teacher but


!aiyo! <mandarin>你记得:ni ji de</mandarin> mister Jiang <mandarin>吗我刚才:ma wo gang cai</mandarin> hor <mandarin>刚才回来的时候我看到他:gang cai hui lai de shi hou wo kan dao ta</mandarin> eh, ah <mandarin>所以:suo yi</mandarin> hor, <mandarin>所以我:suo yi wo</mandarin> <mandarin>我看到他但是:wo kan dao ta dan shi</mandarin> err <mandarin>他是跟跟女的:ta shi gen gen nv de</mandarin> lah ah that reminds me of secondary school <mandarin>你记得:ni ji de</mandarin> mister Jiang kind of got fired because he was oh my gosh he was in this mini relationship with one of the sec four do you know about it


ya so I think that was a bit like scary scary but, it's all these stories that I really really like about our secondary school because there's so many things that is happening and even during our like <mandarin>幼稚的时候我们我们没有那么:you zhi de shi hou wo men wo men mei you na me</mandarin> like


err mature you know and, I think


actually that's a very good question I just came back from like garden by the bay <mandarin>我去那边拍照:wo qu na bian pai zhao</mandarin> lah


[orh], okay so my style of like photography even though it's just a hobby I already like established some style one is portrait photography and another one is street photography so err <mandarin>我你记得我几时开始:wo ni ji de wo ji shi kai shi</mandarin> err <mandarin>拍照:pai zhao</mandarin> mah


yes I think I started by taking selfies first


good sides of them


and I can use it to my opportunity because I know what kind of angles what kind of perspective that you can take, and then , when I seriously started photography right it was in let me think I think


ah <mandarin>在那个时候我就开始:zai na ge shi hou wo jiu kai shi</mandarin> Liao, <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> eh


oh I see


and then then but after after your secondary school time what kind of instruments are you like playing now or still playing


so any songs that you hear and you listen to you can immediately play it


oh, music ah music is something that I'm not really good at but


I always dance to this like song called renegade have you heard of it it's from Tiktok, actually that's true I think Tiktok is making a lot of money now err but <mandarin>其实:qi shi</mandarin> hor <mandarin>我是有点:wo shi you dian</mandarin> like err like suspicious or like very hesitant on starting on Tiktok <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> Tiktok <mandarin>我听说过:wo ting shuo guo</mandarin> hor Tiktok <mandarin>他们会拿你的资:ta men hui na ni de zi</mandarin> err <mandarin>资料:zi liao</mandarin> then <mandarin>他们会拿去做他们自己的:ta men hui na qu zuo ta men zi ji de</mandarin> research but


didn't like let us know but actually <mandarin>他们已经:ta men yi jing</mandarin> clear up the misunderstanding so, and Tiktok is quite fun


and Tiktok <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> videos right <mandarin>只是从:zhi shi cong</mandarin> thirty fifteen seconds to like about thirty seconds <mandarin>蛮:man</mandarin> short <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> leh


I think during this COVID times things are especially hard


then <mandarin>我也是我也是开始做工做一个:wo ye shi wo ye shi kai shi zuo gong zuo yi ge</mandarin> internship err work and also started working from home and I tell you that period is so hard because <mandarin>很像完全没有东西可以做:hen xiang wan quan mei you dong xi ke yi zuo</mandarin> eh


what can I do now because all the events are cancelled or postponed, then <mandarin>我一直要做资料或是:wo yi zhi yao zuo zi liao huo shi</mandarin> err do research and then <mandarin>没有没有很多东西要做:mei you mei you hen duo dong xi yao zuo</mandarin> then <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> pay <mandarin>也是:ye shi</mandarin> err


don't you think that the lines between like err working anytime and you know like work time and your own free time is being blurred


I think I agree with you like <mandarin>你说你去做工的时候你就是唯一的东西就是做工你回来家的时候唯一的东西你可以做就是:ni shuo ni qu zuo gong de shi hou ni jiu shi wei yi de dong xi jiu shi zuo gong ni hui lai jia de shi hou wei yi de dong xi ni ke yi zuo jiu shi</mandarin> err <mandarin>你可以休息你可以做什么:ni ke yi xiu xi ni ke yi zuo shen me</mandarin> watch videos and things like that but because your work is being brought to home right the lines between home activities like rest and work is being blurred so much then there are times that you might have to like you know <mandarin>做工做到:zuo gong zuo dao</mandarin> err OT <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> like overtime


err <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> face this kind of scenarios and eventually oh my gosh this COVID times has been so bad that


my internship my school internship has been stopped, ya so <mandarin>我在我大概四月的时候或是五月我就停了因为他们我的公司就是跟我讲他们没办法:wo zai wo da gai si yue de shi hou huo shi wu yue wo jiu ting le yin wei ta men wo de gong si jiu shi gen wo jiang ta men mei ban fa</mandarin> like <mandarin>给我多一点:gei wo duo yi dian</mandarin> you know err internship pay so I have no choice but to go back to school for one more semester and then this upcoming semester sem two err I'll have my internship again ya


<mandarin>学校啊他会:xue xiao a ta hui</mandarin> list a few of the internship companies but <mandarin>我们要自己去:wo men yao zi ji qu</mandarin> send email <mandarin>或是:huo shi</mandarin> err send email send <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> resume <mandarin>还有我们的:hai you wo men de</mandarin> err


err portfolio <mandarin>所以我有放我因为我知道在这个时候:suo yi wo you fang wo yin wei wo zhi dao zai zhe ge shi hou</mandarin> hor COVID time, err events can be quite hard events company especially and they're doing this wait and see err policy so I suggested things like while <mandarin>我可以做:wo ke yi zuo</mandarin> marketing <mandarin>我可以做拍照或是:wo ke yi zuo pai zhao huo shi</mandarin> err


, and thank goodness guess what


have to you know just deal with it, ya


I think it's funny because we just talk about Tiktok right and during this COVID time I tried this Tiktok trend called Dalgona coffee oh my gosh <mandarin>真的很好玩:zhen de hen hao wan</mandarin> leh <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> hor Dalgona coffee right <mandarin>本来是很贵的但是:ben lai shi hen gui de dan shi</mandarin> hor <mandarin>原来你可以用那么便宜的东西:yuan lai ni ke yi yong na me pian yi de dong xi</mandarin> err like cheap stuff for example sugar instant coffee and just and water


and two spoon of each of these ingredients will make into a very delicious Dalgona coffee I think it's so easy and I also started doing different type of trends or like you know cooking at home and I also do my favorite hobby which is taking photography and videography at home


ya so I film a like a mini video and I'm sure that you watched it on my Instagram right


oh remember like anastasia, ya she started this like local business err her business is soap <mandarin>所以是:suo yi shi</mandarin> err <mandarin>你去洗澡的那种:ni qu xi zao de na zhong</mandarin> soap lah


and I'm quite shooked you know why cause, there's so many people that is so supportive of her and her things like the things that she marketed from Tiktok right, err when she have a what you call that when she started her stocks right and selling her soap products so many people buy eh and within a few hours all her stocks has been sold out


this is amazing did you know that


and you were so, young and


you have different, looks I would say, and then err the first time <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> became friends is totally unexpected, because


I never knew that some loud person will become friends with a really quiet person, and, what do you think about our relationship now what has changed


and that thing ah, was the whole, that thing was the whole, cause of our friendship now, and I remember that


you stood up for me against a few people, and I invited them over to my house


then we wanted to just hang out, but, is, totally not what a friend would do, and, what they did was


and, it doesn't belong to me personally, cause it's from my parents the fact that they didn't ask for it


and just use it without permission, honestly I find it, a bit <mandarin>粗鲁:cu lu</mandarin> and a bit rude, cause why would you do that to your friends, stood up for my


my own values, and what do you did was you told them eh, no, and


that thing caused a lot of confusion between, me and their friendship and it was crazy, but, overall, what's done is great, because


I got to be friends with the non toxic people and, that is what led us to our strong friendship, right now


as they said like poles, repel and, unlike poles attract


ya I totally know through <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> Instagram, like, Instagram <mandarin>是一个:shi yi ge</mandarin> platform where everybody can see what, each other is doing and what's everyone's lives are up to


and I think that, that platform made us connect, connect as human beings as well, err


are there like really big differences


and, yes I do agree that, err the friends there are really different, and it cannot really really cannot beat our secondary school days, and that's one thing I really appreciate about <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> secondary school friendship


that's why I think we didn't get to bond, and <mandarin>我们没有很多:wo men mei you hen duo</mandarin> bonding camps for us to go to


besides that all our all our, activities and we don't have CCA's that sort of thing to, to tie us together, also, our classes <mandarin>是一直换一直换的所以他全部都是很:shi yi zhi huan yi zhi huan de suo yi ta quan bu dou shi hen</mandarin> mixed up


that's why I don't think <mandarin>我们可以:wo men ke yi</mandarin> become very close friends through that method


picked up was actually


before that <mandarin>我是还没有:wo shi hai mei you</mandarin> err realise <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> musicality


and <mandarin>在:zai</mandarin> primary school <mandarin>的时候我就是画了很多很多的:de shi hou wo jiu shi hua le hen duo hen duo de</mandarin> drawings and I was known for being this art girl


that's my that's my childish thinking lah which actually I don't think I regret, and


which is, which is where I get all the, the more of the musicality from, and now that now that I got


to know more of the music side, I realise that, eh, maybe art wasn't wasn't the top thing that I can do maybe I could do music too, what about you leh, yes


<mandarin>很好:hen hao</mandarin> ah


then comes the interview


, err what I did was to basically show them my art portfolio


and <mandarin>那个时候我我就:na ge shi hou wo wo jiu</mandarin> start compiling <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> portfolio, and draw a lot, and compiled a lot a lot of, art art pieces


I can't believe they actually err, let me get into the school, which is something really happy I would say, because <mandarin>那个是我的:na ge shi wo de</mandarin> childhood dream


and, I don't know like so many things, I don't know how different would it be if


I should should I really go to this art school, do you think like this choice is correct because I do not feel happy


but then, err


err values as a person, err <mandarin>那你呢你觉得你有学到什么东西:na ni ne ni jue de ni you xue dao shen me dong xi</mandarin> throughout <mandarin>你的:ni de</mandarin> poly life


eh <mandarin>我记得:wo ji de</mandarin> leh


!aiyo! <mandarin>那时候:na shi hou</mandarin> ah


I really felt that, and from that time onwards I just distance myself from her and I really don't like her man, I really don't like


eh


ya ya ya I'm talking about todds, what did you remember about him he was he he used to sit with you or something right


oh <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> ah there was some news that, err I have to break to you, and this news err it was like made


err after secondary school ended we went for a photo shoot together


ya it it was for his, poly project


ya and and that period of time he needed models, and, at that time he asked me and a few friends <mandarin>我们的朋友:wo men de peng you</mandarin> lah


to be his models, so I agreed, and, that was when we actually, got closer


what do you think happened next


I can't believe it either he was someone I would never expect to date eh moreover in secondary school <mandarin>他是你的朋友:ta shi ni de peng you</mandarin> eh <mandarin>又不是我的朋友他是跟每个人都是朋友:you bu shi wo de peng you ta shi gen mei ge ren dou shi peng you</mandarin> except me


what do you think about it


okay, so basically, what happened was, after the photo shoot, after the photoshoot


we got to know each other more, and I came to know that yes he is a class clown and a very funny person, and he also has his own back story on


and,


ya that was like one of the qualities why, I actually found out that he was quite a caring person


and moreover like being together with him


okay so <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> a lot of things definitely has changed


and right now, but


okay so I like that he is, a person who thinks ahead


about future plans, and I also like that he thinks about others first, I think that's a really big quality I would


like to have, if I was dating somebody


and I was doing my own stuff figuring how to do maths homework because I wasn't good in maths


and then suddenly I heard someone eh shut up then I was so shocked I looked up, and I didn't know what that was but I just continue doing <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> maths homework because at that point of time that was really what mattered to me the most err so what what happened


!wah! <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> favourite teacher hor <mandarin>是我:shi wo</mandarin> bio <mandarin>的老师你:de lao shi ni</mandarin> leh


yes yes I do remember this one incident that happened to us like maybe in sec three or something


ya so there was one time he shouted class <mandarin>然后:ran hou</mandarin> hor, the <mandarin>整个:zheng ge</mandarin> class hor <mandarin>跳起来:tiao qi lai</mandarin> leh,


so I had like the bird's eye view of everything and then what I saw what I saw was a wave


ya it was like a wave


I was so scared, like what was going on my heart just dropped to the ground I really !wah! I cannot take it when teachers shout that's why I was so shocked


you know there was one time he shouted again, he always like to shout class


so there was one time he shouted class, so the whole class right was suppose to like shut up <mandarin>可是:ke shi</mandarin> hor


oh ya, my favourite teacher was my bio teacher <mandarin>她的名字叫:ta de ming zi jiao</mandarin> miss Lee


but I tell you ah, I have never seen her with a flat stomach she's always pregnant


I I don't know man, in a in a way that we understand and in a way that we really love the subject


so usually she would be really really strict on how we do our exam papers and we never fail to, do exam papers every single lesson actually I think that <mandarin>我很喜欢那个:wo hen xi huan na ge</mandarin> bio <mandarin>老师是因为我喜欢:lao shi shi yin wei wo xi huan</mandarin> bio itself


and do it doing the questions right actually make you feel like you want to do them more because it's like science


oh ya I remember, that time right she obviously number one is she's pregnant but number two is that time the class right


yes yes I remember her but I actually didn't find her as bad but maybe because she was biased yes


<mandarin>我啊她那个动作她真的我:wo a ta na ge dong zuo ta zhen de wo</mandarin> at that point of time I really think that it was like really mean to do so but I think that to me


she was a little bit biased towards me because maybe I could do english but I really didn't like that she made such comments


exercises and I have never finished one exercise at all, what about you


!wah! <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor !wah! I really remember that leh she could have took the entire thirty five minutes to teach us something but rather she spent it on, scolding one person


yes yes I remember there was a lot of controversy and there was a lot of, is it really right for <mandarin>一个学生:yi ge xue sheng</mandarin> to be dating a teacher


ya ya <mandarin>我看到你的:wo kan dao ni de</mandarin> Instagram <mandarin>刚才我看到你拍了:gang cai wo kan dao ni pai le</mandarin> a few photos that I really like and I think that's like a documentary kind of photo photo shooting right I kind of learnt that in err I kind of learn that in my art school


I feel like of course in twenty thirteen when you start taking selfies that was the prime time that you started taking photos


and <mandarin>我是一个很:wo shi yi ge hen</mandarin> reserved <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> person


and I really don't know how to pose <mandarin>我也不知道我的美的角度在哪里可是你会用心的:wo ye bu zhi dao wo de mei de jiao du zai na li ke shi ni hui yong xin de</mandarin> guide <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> and you will help me find my nice sides for me and from then on right we just do it we just


trial and error and we get our good sides and we learn together as best friends


I used to go for a violin lessons last time and I found out that it was so painful for me I didn't really enjoy as much as other instruments I played before


I understand why I didn't want to continue at that time but ever since I joined band in secondary school


and it was so heavy in the first place I didn't want that instrument but what it made me learn was that not to give up so easily


I should pick it up again when I feel like it


so what I remember in band there were so many things I I connected to many many people and made really really good friends, !wah! band <mandarin>是我很难忘的一件事情:shi wo hen nan wang de yi jian shi qing</mandarin> and it is it is like the only thing that made me grow out of my comfort zone at that time


so recently <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> pick up <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> a few new instruments like the Kalimba


because mainly I can play err by ear what what does play by ear means is that when you listen to a song <mandarin>你就可以弹出来那个:ni jiu ke yi dan chu lai na ge</mandarin> melody


yes basically that's it


yes yes I I heard of it, err <mandarin>事情:shi qing</mandarin> lah


!wah!


is what makes me a little bit crazy, and <mandarin>因为你知道:yin wei ni zhi dao</mandarin> todds lor todds <mandarin>是我的男朋友我刚刚:shi wo de nan peng you wo gang gang</mandarin> got together with him cannot meet leh but <mandarin>这个这个事件我觉得我不可以:zhe ge zhe ge shi jian wo jue de wo bu ke yi</mandarin> complain <mandarin>因为是:yin wei shi</mandarin> our own challenge to face


<mandarin>现在我也是有在做一个:xian zai wo ye shi you zai zuo yi ge</mandarin> internship, but I won't say what organisation because this organisation is pretty big I would say, <mandarin>现在我的工作是:xian zai wo de gong zuo shi</mandarin> work from home


is really really different from err anyone could expect, like it's different from everyone's err internship from the previous semesters and, the previous batches <mandarin>我自己喜欢这个:wo zi ji xi huan zhe ge</mandarin> internship <mandarin>的工作就是:de gong zuo jiu shi</mandarin> actually <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> basically work from home


so I can go out anytime I want to but just get the work done


yes I do think so and to be to be honest procrastination is a really <mandarin>很大的事情:hen da de shi qing</mandarin> err when I was facing this CB period


<mandarin>我觉得这个:wo jue de zhe ge</mandarin> CB period has let us learn and challenge us on new thing <mandarin>我学了好几样东西:wo xue le hao ji yang dong xi</mandarin> during this period


such as err baking a cake and making a drink, <mandarin>以前我是没有做这些东西的但是有了这个:yi qian wo shi mei you zuo zhe xie dong xi de dan shi you le zhe ge</mandarin> free time that we get from this CB period


ya ya I watched it on your Instagram already, but also I think one of Tiktok's biggest features <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> video editing itself, in a really small platform


selling stuff right now like home businesses you know that


eh bro long time no see ah, not that ah actually cause I just got sacked ah by my company


ya ya you saw my posting is it


err around six months, and if I would say it's wonderful lah cause, I got to travel to different countries ah


among all the countries I would say, uh saudi arabia cause uh it was very peaceful you know cause I mean I'm a muslim right so when I go there, I really I would say I practice my religion better there


uh aku tak pasti ah apa pasal corruption ni semua tapi I did read over the news that uh ya there were some corruptions by the make government or by the royalty by the royal families itself ah but then


I'm just a normal person who wants to go there to practice my religion lah


err, besides practising my religion I I think I really, enjoy myself, uh finding oh discovering new food there the arabic food was


amazing I would say sebab dorangnya taste, a bit different from asian nya culture dorangnya makanan lebih masin sikit lah and it might be hard to find in singapore or asia itself


I would say I would want to go to, spain ah cause ya I would like to go to spain cause, err I want to go to Barcelona cause


so far aku rasa dorang dah main dah start main cuma it's just that no ah spectators are allowed in the stadium ya cause if they totally stop the football industry right the football clubs will ah suffer a lot of loss ah cause they have sponsors coming so they still had to let the games to continue lah


actually tu yang aku pelik ah but then uh I did make a research ah on the internet and I found out that uh they make money through uh fans memberships the merchandises like example err satu apa ni baju bola [kan] they could sell for fifty pounds and they had millions of fans across the globe what so kalau satu kalau semua beli mungkin they could sustain themselves in a short period of time before they actually recover lah you know before the


whole uh football period uh resumes, uh, ya aku rasa kau pun boleh tengok apa dekat facebook apa semua especially in singapore err aviation macam-macam kerja ah ramai orang kena buang tapi bagusnya err kita tengok singapore government they give a lot of grants and financial ah aids to singaporeans ah


I I sure think that you did receive all all of the grants right


ah tak lah sekarang aku rest [jer] kat rumah sebab uh apa to stay close ah with my family


I mean aku tak ada aku nak bilang kau [kan] but then ya I would err the savings that I save, probably can last me for six months ah if I really err spend accordingly and safely lah and how about you I heard you working as a


driver or something is it


ah apa kerja as a swabber is it they could earn like


four thousand !wah! that I think that's a lot eh for a part-time job, maybe cause err they are finding people who are willing to work uh a risk a risky job lah tu pasal they are willing to pay that much


oh I see ya but then, yes speaking about jobs I think, uh moving forward, it will be a tough period lah for singapore and singaporeans itself cause


I mean be it any be it like be it any jobs lah you know regardless of any jobs sorry regardless of any jobs, I mean if you earn enough for yourself and family I think it's good enough, so but then ya in terms of singapore context


I think you think how much should a singaporean earn to sustain him or herself and their family


ya I really agree on that lah cause as we you know I don't know if you notice it or not cause singapore is currently facing a


declining birth rate you know people are scared to have children cause they they are worried that it might cost them a lot, you know with the I don't know with, err the what diapers with the milk cost I think they are the parents will be scared you know to raise a child


to have a stable saving or to have a sufficient saving is very important ah in singapore


uh ya I get that a lot lah I mean, especially in the malay tradition right I don't know why, err it's very important or they really emphasise emphasise on having a


err you know a lot of children I don't know lah maybe for them it's a rezeki but in terms of singapore context, I think having one or two children is enough you know like if you have more I mean if you are financially stable I think it's good for you lah but then you are just earning


one point eight, two thousand and that is provided err you are not doing overtime or what lah, so ya two thousand is not enough lah at least two point five and above


that's why we are that's why we notice that err or rather we witness there are a lot of news over facebook young parents are struggling lah you know to sustain themselves and their family cause, I mean the living cost in singapore I mean you also know it's not cheap


and the pay that they are getting is already not enough, so ya I think, perhaps singapore government could give them give them eh sorry give them a little bit more, financial schemes like for their own children lah you know maybe


for err, primary school children [kan] tak payah bayar school fees ke or maybe edusave bagi lebih banyak sikit ke you know


ya I really agree on that lah we really we don't need we need to stop blaming on the government and you know err


put the responsibility on ourselves first I mean speaking about the electricity right !wah! my house ah I'm just living with my mum and my bill is around two hundred and I barely shower, maybe I only showered two times per day I don't why my electricity bill until two hundred what about yours though


ya I think I really urge you lah to ah hustle more cause, I mean if you think probably right if you earn around two thousand and then


after you pay bills mortgage you pay I mean you give some of your pay to your parents I mean how much you're left with you know and maybe you you barely have time eh you barely have money for yourself and for transportation I mean


uh this kind of issues right might really affect your mental health you know and as you can see over the news, you know I really like to read news lah I mean and you know people are committing suicide cause they are really stress with their condition and, I I'm really sorry lah to hear that people are killing themselves cause they are really stress with their own condition I mean what do you think about that


we gotta suffer, ya I mean I I agree ah there are multiple aspects that lead to err emotional err depression


or probably , issues that can affect your mental health like I think especially in singapore context right financial, uh issues I think is the most depressing issue lah, you know cause


so walaupun I would say I'm not saying I'm in a comfort zone but, ya five hundred for myself every month, I I'm not happy but I'm content with whatever with !wah! sorry with whatever I'm having lah you know


you mean the COVID period is it or, ya I mean this is a very tough period lah for all singaporeans and especially for those lower income right, I mean I sometimes I really wonder macam mana orang-orang yang err sewa rumah atau mempunyai apa ramai apa ramai anak lah you know rumah mereka macam mana dorang bayar tau dorang punya duit makanan duit sewa rumah duit bayar bill


and if we were to put ourselves in their position I don't I mean if I were to put myself in their positions I don't think ah I can like endure well cause, you know having to think various issues in one time it's very uh depressing I would say


ya I mean I I also err came across the news that he was diagnosed with COVID lah I mean some people


err actually celebrated that he was diagnosed I mean maybe I don't know why lah I mean it's not a it's not, good to actually celebrate that someone is diagnosed I mean be it any issue or be it any remarks that you are unhappy with with what I mean be it anything lah that he had done that you are unhappy with I mean it's not right for you to be happy that someone is sick cause


I know it just it's not morally right that you are celebrating someone is sick you know


I mean some people might I think some people misinterpret that issue actually he just, I don't know if you heard the news he only, hold the border, to some uh high risk muslim countries it's not to all muslim countries so I think maybe people misinterpret the news lah maybe might think that he's what is it you called islamic islamophobic or something ya but then


well if he is then that is his position to, uh explain himself but I myself as a muslim I've nothing against him, but I have something more worrying to actually worry about which is the uh about the uighur muslim in china


where I heard that they are being tortured


PBB


uh, in my in my opinion probably they are practising communism you know probably they just want to have their own people you know in their own country, and to have other races to in their own country might


if they feel that it might be a threat to them hence that's why they


they are still weak people you know I don't think it's err moral morally right lah I don't know what's wrong with their head you know to even torture all those kids I mean


err don't know what's wrong with their country


ya basically I would say uh history is repeating itself I mean what's happening in china is another example of holocaust in if you really know about it where the jews are being uh killed, err you know there's a mass I don't know they were killed in groups or something back then and know the same thing is happening but the weird thing is it's not


err, the events that are happening in the concentration camps are not exposed to the mass media and I'm not sure why it's became maybe it's cause they are muslims or what, I don't know and, ya I really err I'm really disappointed that the muslims are treated that way and also another case is sekarang ni happening in this world is


err I don't know what is it called the black lives matter you know where the black people are really err, being outcasted in US what you think about that


ya I mean in every community ah be it in our own country also be it in malay community chinese community indian community there's always black sheep in every community you know but then it doesn't justify that when one person from that community does any bad thing


it err it err really err bring a hole, uh present representation of the whole community and as you can see in US eh aku tengok err kenapa police dorang err


where recently kalau kau tengok news err satu orang dorang siapa nama dia george floyd was killed, intentionally in front of people !wah! that was another level of murder I would say lah


police police tu fikir lah sampai sanggup nak bunuh apa err orang tu dia setakat err apa ni ada fake duit [jer] which is twenty dollar counterfeit bills so I don't think it's fair for them to hold him on the ground and kill him intentionally in front of people


what you think about that


screwed-up


ya I think in singapore, I mean, err we did have I mean we do have uh casual or soft racism among the community I mean maybe some maybe for friends right they interpret as a joke you know as a casual joke but maybe if you are


you know being racist to a stranger I mean you're really asking for it man I mean if that person really punch you I mean you're really asking for it lah, you know you really deserve it I mean in but then in singapore context, I don't think such uh racism that is happening in america would happen in singapore cause


we just need to be cautious in what we saying or what we think about others ah you know and what do you think about singapore


so called racism, if it if it exist lah


ya I heard that


the malays do have more privilege than uh comparing compared to other races ah know when they buy houses actually they actually can buy it at a cheaper price which, why, why are you living in a country where you as a uh national citizen are denied rights as a


I mean as citizen as a citizen of the country lah you know another in another citizen of yours, example okay example ah, you and your neighbour, wanted to buy this house at taman melawati lah you know in #kuala lumpur# or something but he can buy it at two hundred thousand but you can only buy it at five hundred thousand


and do you think you are treated fairly as as a citizen, that's what I heard lah I mean I I don't wish to be the source of this


news or what I mean uh but then ya that's what I heard lah when you are chinese indian, uh sarawakian or Sabah you know someone from Sabah, you have you don't have that bumiputera rights where you can, you will be treated better or you have a you have more privilege in malaysia and I think the malays in I mean in malaysia


actually, should be bersyukur you know they could actually get everything at a cheaper cost be it houses healthcare and and you know what actually [kan] kalau dorang gi klinik they could actually, they uh dorang cuma perlu bayar one ringgit [jer] tau one ringgit for basic consultation whereas in singapore if you go to a


a GP clinic I don't know you could err easily pay forty dollars if you don't have a CHAS card


I mean sorry to say ah but I think that their government


is, weird is a big joke I would say I mean do you can see the way they run their countries and I mean it can be err it can be seen in the news you know on how their ministers are having tons of corruption cases being ah you know


they are they are going to get charged in court eh I know you confirm know ah who's that guy ah Najib uh #najib razak# and some other, his uh friends getting charged at court cause, they err they are involved in this corruption of certain companies and kau aku fikir dorang ni tak rasa berdosa ke I mean


ya I heard he was charged on, twenty charges if I'm not wrong and he would be in prison for twelve years ah but I doubt that he will be in prison cause, I mean, ya I mean let's say that he I mean he should have a lot of money as of now and mesti dia akan dapat lawyer yang bagus-bagus ah and he might win the case and just uh go off with a bail or maybe instead of twelve years he only can he will get in prison for one or two years ah so


that's why I really, I mean, I do really love to watch the malaysian politics cause it's funny and the way they speak to each other is really funny the way uh you know they, they uh give racist remarks which are the I mean I don't find it funny lah but the way they speak it and also they shout to each other


but ya if I'm a citizen of malaysia, I mean, they of course everyone should be proud of their own country but looking at your own ministers acting like that in the parliament, is a joke you know is a joke you know kau kau tengok ah kita punya uh how how well


ah our ministers in singapore is acting and how uh well-spoken are they in the parliament itself the way they project their views and points on how to improve the singaporeans lives are very uh, I would say ah I don't know what to say ah it's very good lah I would say what you think about that


actually actually memang ada tapi err, uh he he's called the yang berhormat speaker you know he's the man in the centre that uh will call on each uh each minister to speak up speak on his opinions and points for his respective


uh ministry like for example financial or et cetera lah and but then, I really err you know in melayu ah they say kesian ah with the speaker cause he always get shout get shouted at by the ministers, you know some of the ministers say eh speaker diam lah eh speaker apa ini you know they are very chaotic you know and


ya but then ya they are paid well man they are paid, I heard fifty thousands maybe more than that but ya their parliament is, I would say I'm sorry to say but it's kind of joke lah I mean have you watch the singapore one, in YouTube or something and I really fancy how mister Shanmugam and mister what it's called ah mister #vivian balakrishnan# the way he speak at even at when you go to when you travel to foreign countries the way he speaks is


very I would say as singaporean I'll be very proud that a man of my country is travelling and speaking in such way


basic skill is it


bro uh I don't find it weird ah cause sebab apa tau, I read I mean ya again I read again on the news


you being a minister you will only err how to say uh not doing the job a citizen would expect them to do lah you know


recruitment


I mean probably those with uh in a higher position right they seem uh they see that this people are maybe kind of interesting join in joining the politics and ya maybe that person is just, a son of their own friends so they just take it lah so there's a conflict you know there's a conflict of interest there they it's not recruited based on merit you know and and I think in singapore most ministers I would say most ah I repeat again most ministers


ah the peace and financial freedom mungkin sebab masa tu I mean still uh sampai sekarang lah aku masih kerja kat singapore [kan] and I'm earning singapore dollars


and kau kerja kat sana eh you might not be uh spending lavishly or you know living happily cause you are earning malaysia ringgit example you are earning two thousand ringgit in malaysia, I mean I don't know can you be happy with that


!huh! so you willing to wake up in the, you know early morning four AM and know people are still sleeping and kau baru bangun dah kena siap apa naik bus atau naik motor pergi kerja sini and okay lah mungkin kalau kau masih muda dalam twenty plus thirty plus it might be healthy for you to travel here and there from singapore to malaysia


and you know kau barely have time for yourself ah you know kau rasa kau akan do that for a long term or


, uh maybe you wanna maybe you want to try to live there with having, you know try to spend two thousand ringgit in a month there you know you wanna try living there two thousand ringgit I mean


of course ah it's not easy for them I mean aku pun ada sedara kat malaysia and they are actually


err like I said lah having two thousand is barely enough for yourself and ya what else if you have to have a family


uh ya I mean I do agree lah on what you are what you just speak you know but uh, do you notice that we've been speaking so seriously for the past uh thirty minutes and actually I you know I wanted to ask if actually do you have a girlfriend right now


err no I I don't, I mean I might sound, err like an ancient man but I don't really believe in relationships lah


and I think, in the current generation right relationship is just so, I don't know I find it wrong ah, have have you even notice that you know this person A and B, break up on january, and the next month they have already another person by their side and how is he how how is it so easy for them to find another person so fast and


what is love for them you know what you think about that


ya like like what you said lah I mean it's not the right time to have a relationship cause, I think it's very important you know to have more money to be stable I mean I think in singapore lah you know penting gila I I mean it's very important to be financially stable


I mean what's the point of you having a partner and you are struggling and you are expecting your partner to help you you know to tolong you to to uh you know to give duit I mean, it's embarrassing ah I mean this is not some gender inequality lah but then as a guy I don't think it's right for you to ask for money from your girl you know


ya I mean I hope that your point is not implementing that women are weak you know I mean if you see nowadays women are actually women are earning more than men actually, but it's just that ya actually women ah do earn more than men nowadays but I don't think they are


emotionally stable so that is why we as a man, uh have to lead them lah I mean I mean this topic is very err subjective lah you know but I think in singapore women are really having a good career earning more than man I would say


ya dorang risau [kan] apa tak uh tak ada tak cukup duit lah tak ada time and


probably ten thousand twenty thousand for your own wedding ah, I mean actually, it's not even compulsory pun to have your own wedding


ya I mean the the money that you supposedly want wanted to spend on your wedding right might as well you spend dekat kau punya rumah kau can pay lebih deposit, and stuff and


ya lah aku rasa rumah and uh duit savings untuk anak kau lagi penting lah, anyway ah it's a it's a good catch up with you I would see you again around, alright see you bye


eh long time no see bro how are you bro, oh you working as a steward is it I heard last time when I saw you at facebook


I saw your posting bro not bad ah kau dengan kau punya baju suit semua very classy eh not bad eh


!wow! six months eh, so uh what's your favourite country


serious ah, saudi arabia


and then they have a lot of uh weapons uh, a lot of things ah so I don't really trust


spain


ah negara luar macam Messi Ronaldo ni semua [kan] dorang masih main ke or they have to you know take a pause from this cause of the COVID pandemic


but how do they earn when there's no spectators cause I think that's a huge sum of money where they can get [kan] cause you pay then a lot of people watching the football so how they can earn their money besides the sponsors ah


!wow! so they really suffer eh so all industry are affected by this eh


give you all these grants give you all this money but in the end they will take it back I mean technically is like a business, for for them lah but I mean we have no choice we have to make do of what we can abeh sekarang ni kau kerja apa ninja van eh


oh savings eh tapi slowly your savings will also


but then I decided that you know uh I don't think I can last in that line, I'm more interested in the healthcare industry since ah


you know my my poly days I I took that course right healthcare and management so I thought maybe I would just venture into into this line and then if this COVID thing going on, not bad lah you know I think there's more opportunities in the healthcare industry so why not aku just try to continue so for now aku just uh aku kerja as a clinic assistant ah


which is quite tough ah banyak patients and, you know banyak demands, and I have to do a lot of things admin stuff but still uh no choice ah what to do [kan]


ya so these things are are the same ah so at the at the first few months these swabbers they will earn a lot of money and then now I heard that they


in fact they don't ah allow any swabbers anymore cause there's too much, even the doctors are doing it by themselves so, now they are encourage people to volunteer for for to become a swabbers


but as a clinic assistant ah I can tell you it's actually pretty safe ah cause you're fully protected you're under the PPE the uniform, the protected gear ah eh and then uh quite safe ah kau kau kalau ikut all the safety protocols ah everything should be fine and should be


guess there's no I would I would say little risks involved ah I mean I'm a clinic assistant myself so I've been working there for six months or so and I've been healthy ever since aku tak pernah ambil MC semua [seh] so aku maybe ah my immune system is strong but I would say that if you follow the protocols everything should be fine


kalau kau tengok betul-betul kat luar pun there's a lot of a, people who try to work as grab food deliveries eh


times are hard so they will, they would they manage to sacrifice their dignity eh


I think ah then still I mean I wouldn't say dignity ah I mean that that job is you can earn quite a lot if you know how to play the game well lah I would say


, bro that one I think really depends on on the family that you're living with ah if you are living with your parents and then I mean that should be fine cause all of you are working if your parents are working as well or if they don't then you have to support them but if you are living with


know children and then your wife that's pretty tough though


err gaji yang one K plus [jer] unless if you only living with your wife, then both of you are working then should be okay ah


that's the mindset of the youngsters nowadays ah you know our generations especially tapi if you were to think about it, you know, ah have a lot of kids for our parents you know


ya that's true though, actually depends on the expenses that you are, having then, ya but I I worry ah if in the future I mean now especially with the COVID situation, I I think err the new families are more worried to even have children


you know cause they can't even sustain themselves abeh macam mana [seh] nak sustain kalau ada anak semua [kan] nak kena bayar bill


they will definitely get it back, err like sekarang kau tengok dorang dah increase traffic eh electricity nya price nanti air pun nanti mungkin naik so but I mean the government they are doing their best lah I think cause they really want singapore to success to succeed as a country [kan] to remain at the top


despite the circumstance that we are in


economy pun jatuh tapi kau tengok slowly


bro mine I think around six hundred plus ah cause I have a siblings in the house [kan], so speaking of which you see the bills for our housing dah berapa [jer], and if you living in a big house, a lot more family members you know, and then you use a lot of electricity or water


then if you have little you have low wages for I mean as as parents then it's really difficult lah for you to sustain, so and I think a lot of people are now hustling their way ah I mean legit especially I mean, grab food delivery riders out there you see a lot of people are trying their best working day and night


my I cannot really imagine ah but for now I I think I'm in the comfort zone so, sooner or later I think I really need to hustle ah if not if I don't have any savings for now still then in the future I'm not gonna rise ah


exactly


I think ah a lot of, things are affecting them


you know especially when it's you know you you've been quarantined inside the house, you you know some people say it's a blessing, cause you get to meet a lot of family members but err you forget to look on the other side of the coin where, if your family members are more aggressive


are more violent in a way so they are more trapped they are more stressed, and then they might hurt, the other family members ah so it's quite, quite a sad thing to hear, and then err you know, having to lose their jobs


you know all these stressful matters will definitely affect their mental health ah so that's why I think especially if you know if you have a lot of debt, so that's why I think most of them or some of them decided to kill themselves lah cause they cannot take it already what, and then so this why all these things ah need to to be considered but I think everyone is suffering in their own way so we really have to make do ah


these things this ah period will go away, we just have to stay on and pursue and not give up ah, we, suffer bro


true ah true, I think it's only important besides you know hustling for the money you also have to take care of our health ah legit, mental health physical health also, if you only focus on your work you can get sick


so it's really hard it's we are living in a hard time so we really have to you know our priorities, and to make sure it's it is well-balanced ah ya and it's it's easy to say but


you have to make do ah with whatever we can we have to change our schedule change our lifestyle for the time being ah no choice bro this is the hard time ah then, I really hope that this thing will go away ah seriously, ya of course bro


true true I agree ah, but ah I'm not sure if there's any difference cause right now, with this situation going on


err people who's been living, uh wealthily macam orang yang senang abeh tiba-tiba jadi susah macam gini [kan] then dorang macam terus jadi stress sebab tak biasa dengan keadaan macam gini [kan], so I think is very difficult for those who are, ah who are well-off ah as compared to those who who who has been living err


high position semua gaji besar tiba-tiba kena buang abeh tak boleh survive [kan] gini so that's why dorang stress [kan]


but this is their difficult times, and then we have to fight through ah and speaking of which [kan] berbual pasal COVID aku recently baca news trump kena COVID is it true


but what you think of trump personally like do you know that the the way how he conduct the country how he see people I I heard that he's islamophobic I mean cause we are muslims [kan] what what do you what's your take on that


ya islamophobia


oh,


behind their their actions macam I I don't think there's any benefit or anything to prove, cause what they are doing is is basically cruel I mean and I think the whole world is against it or most of the countries I would say even america or the united states eh the UK ah ya uh the whole


organisations eh yang the one with apa united nations is it


you know simply cause they are, they are number one in the business, and they are controlling everything, so even though aku might say that I'm not, I'm not I'm not


then aku rasa it's it's it's really cruel ah but I don't know why kau rasa kenapa dorang buat macam gini eh


ya it it's so sad and so sick ah to be honest, yet the other countries are not I I don't think they are putting enough effort to stop their whatever they are doing ah I think it's it's too much ah to be honest, but like like like what I've said ah I think it's cause of the power that they are holding


you know in the business ah sector that's why uh most countries do not dare to to make any actions against them ah, which are aku rasa it's just too much ah to be honest this is just like macam zaman-zaman dulu [seh] if kalau kau belajar history kat secondary school semua [kan] kalau kau belajar kau tengok ah hitler kau tengok macam orang macam stalin of what they have done


it's ironic ah we we study history and yet we we are doing nothing for the future to change what has happened to the past, we just repeating the same old thing you know wars, concentration camps and it's, it's it's just I don't know I don't see any change ah to be honest it's just


it's all about politics business, you know everyone wants to win a game and no one is really thinking about you know err what's ethically and morally right for everyone you know not just for the people who's in power, so it's aku rasa it's just it's just effed up ah aku rasa zaman sekarang dah rabak ah aku rasa nak dekat akhir zaman serious


, oh that that's, that's another actually interesting uh news ah


the this black people they black people [kan] you know they have been living in america for so long, they have been going through a lot, you know especially with all those ah big uh big leaders last time err like #muhammad ali# the famous boxer and then


the black err civil rights activist ni semua they have been fighting for the black lives for so long and yet, they still do not see, the black people as, as american which is quite, I don't know ah I don't understand what


you know it's it's it's, it's just a colour [kan] why the whites feel so superior about it, I mean I may I may I may sound biased lah but it's it's the fact that whenever whenever you open the twitter or facebook you see all these injustice going on and I'm not saying there's no injustice between the black community itself ah but


it's just unfair ah cause the whites are just taking over and then they are taking advantage as much as they can just cause they are white, I mean it's stupid ah


that's what I heard also ah macam apa ni dia ada counterfeit nya duit [kan], but I think this is really just how the the mindset of the police or how the system of the police dekat america is being


perform ah, I mean you just see one george floyd but you never know in other streets in other places where how how did they treat other black people they make it they may be killed silently without us knowing, without us being seen on the video clip without being recorded, so it's really I think it's the the the police system in america is just so


screwed-up and corrupted lah in in all aspects and this is just one side of it and the world whole world goes crazy, how the black people really feels to be


to be looked down upon, to be castrated and to be really being to take advantage of ah in all aspects even in their lives their lives doesn't really matter tau so it's really sad ah


I think it memang exist ah aku rasa the government is doing their best that's why they have all these laws have all these, err, rules applied in our countries so that we we know how to, take care of the other racial feelings but you you cannot escape from all these soft racism ah it it will happen in all countries in all places and aku rasa that's why the government


are are very strict with these rules so if you can see in facebook or twitter, if you can see any people that get recorded for being racist, the police will come down as fast as they can and then really resolve the matter ah, but it's really but the offence is really high I heard that's why you can't be racist


be serious about this then aku rasa kita nya country


too overwhelming to a extent where it's, it's belittling the other races ah tak tahu ah aku rasa dari malaysia


eh a'ah betul juga eh, speaking of which, it's also I think it's it's really the privileges ah eh in singapore but I think the privileges in malaysia and singapore is is different ah


ours is more like a soft privileges for the other race, and then for malaysia it's really the obvious privileges for the malays ah, but , ya when you look at these malaysians eh they, despite all the privileges that they have especially the malays [kan] they they are quite complacent with


with the how, things are going on with the politics or how the government run the country, that's what aku personally see lah or feel bila aku when aku tengok kat news, or


but I think before they I mean they I I think when they want to become the minister they had good intentions but uh, but then ya lah you know, when they are when they have the power it's again it's all about the power you know the the greed they have all these then they


their intentions changed, they changed ah in terms of controlling, and then they you know they do all these kind of bad things ah which doesn't really ah help the citizens so I think they they have lost their paths the correct paths, and it's sad to see ah tapi aku tak faham ah kenapa Najib dia dia dah kena tangkap [kan] aku dengar dia dapat confirm he's dia dah found guilty [kan]


ya


eh I I actually agree [seh] cause ah when I when I watch ah the parliaments in malaysia eh, actually quite Jialat eh like they the way they is not really ethical and it's just very chaotic inside the


the room that they are having, and then I'm pretty sure there's err a person in-charge [kan] to control how the situation is like when you know the arguments get escalated, or when they have their points viewed ya they want to really you know press the other people then they should really have a someone to control ah to make to make sure that the thing is in control but then


ya speaking of which err I I got saw this one video, where all the malaysia parliaments, he, he can't even in proper english which I think that should be one of the basic uh, basic err


ah basic skills to perform when you are presenting to the other people from other countries [kan] cause you are representing you're representing your country what, then he cannot even speak, english, simple english perhaps, it's it's it's if if if you found it the the video on youtube I think you will laugh ah which to me I find it very very ah interesting cause how can someone


err who is representing his country coming from the parliament cannot even speak proper english, how do they decide on who should be the in-charge


aku pun nampak ni dekat facebook or youtube ah, but ah I think it's on twitter tapi how did he get away with this how can you ask someone to, to take the degree for you or you fake a degree and not get caught by it, I think uh it's a lot of mysteries happening in malaysia eh you can get away with all these things


, but aku aku really wonder how, how the malaysians are handling their, their their their, ah recruitment and the position that is of power ah macam ni semua position important important [seh] abeh kau suka-suka hati kalau boleh just get away with all these things


if you were given a choice eh kau will live in malaysia or would you want to live in singapore


ah that's true eh I I I been to malaysia a couple of times for leisure purposes lah eh but I really like despite how I I really admire my country


and how they govern the country with the rules and the laws but I just feel that, I don't know eh I feel like if I were to live in malaysia I'll be more happier in a sense ah but speaking of I mean in regards to your question ah [kan]


the money money wise I think what I would do aku would probably kerja kat singapore


spend more things over there as compared to singapore you can't really spend that much you have to pay the bills and everything [kan] so, it's not that err, ya I I probably will work in singapore and then I would live in malaysia


ah tu eh that's true eh aku rasa I mean, it takes a lot of risk I mean I would say there's a small sacrifice ah and then probably err you know, get a holiday or something to really enjoy if I really want to you know, to enjoy my holidays ah


so ah I I think there's risk if you're living in singapore or malaysia, so I mean I will see how it goes ah I really don't know how to go about this, but definitely, having to live in singapore and been to malaysia before I really think I would suit


living in malaysia ah cause I think the lifestyle there is much more peaceful and much more fun, just feel that if I were to live in malaysia I can do a lot more things, especially when you have the money ah


how you upgrade yourself lah as a person


and if you really, have a good job, and have a good career, or you can do a lot of things ah doesn't mean you have to live in malaysia to live happily, ya I think these these these things is really about I think in singapore and malaysia also about education ah or anywhere else in other countries


as long as you have good education have a good job then you will live a happier life, err ya it's tough ah but I think overall still again it's all about balance ah if you study and work hard and doesn't really care about yourself you will eventually you know don't don't live happily ah which which is not the goal that you would want to pursue I guess


then teruk ah puas hati aku ada banyak duit then aku boleh ada girlfriend then aku boleh you know


serious ah


I I think it's uh I don't know how how to say this but, maybe we we we have seen the wrong side of the internet


we just see what cause if you realise, these are the people who want attention so they will post this kind of things and then we cause we live on the social media a lot so we tend to think that this is the trend but maybe


people who are happily in the relationship together they dorang macam relax [jer] tak post apa-apa just happily stay together and all that so I think is I think we should not be influenced easily ah


ya true I I think as a man we should lead


we should we should show that we are, we are the ones who are able to provide, and then not the ones who, to to seek help to I mean I'm I'm not saying in the sense that we we all should, should really ah


I mean I I I understand that some people some , relationships they work equally I know they both hustle and they both help each other despite, I think as a man we should be the ones who


to represent ah the relationship and should provide and to make sure that we are the ones, are there emotionally financially for our partner ah, we can't rely too much on our partner cause I don't know I think this is a culture that has been set


legit you want to see your son being fed and you want to pay the bills you have to work ah you have to sacrifice that small portion, for your child for that love in order for them to grow ah, I think you have to find ways on how you can make do


all the missing time that you have uh have with your child ah, so aku rasa that's why some cultures they, they, they have they they have maids to take their child


for some other other races they maybe they ask the grandparents to, to take care of the child so there's a bit of the bond family bond there lah I guess, but ya I think it that that part it's it's it's it's sad lah but we have no choice lah we are living in a country where


money is our priority ah over love ah, unless I think rare cases where you are living and you're having a good career, a good paying job, at the same time you can meet your, you can have the bond with your child with your son or daughters


but then again it's all about really the the time ah you have to make sacrifices ah


we have to make do with what we can ah no choice, that's why aku rasa financial planning is very important kita kena plan sekarang before having a kid you know not just funfair buat lepas tu at last kita susah then all these problems come later for us to think so right now we have to think first before having a kid what should we are we


so really ah it's really about upgrading ourselves make sure you you have proper planning, and make sure you can provide ah, uh both partners know what to do both partners know what are their responsibilities


and then we can grow, and to have a beautiful family ah tu aku rasa ah yup


it's all priorities [ah] [eh], okay bro, alright, alright bro see you around bro, bye


hi Ashart how are you okay I'm fine too thanks for asking shut up very early early what I mean usually my early is half an hour late


so I'm I'm not as late as usual so I'll take it as <tamil>நேரத்தோட வரான்:naerathoda varaan</tamil> ya not late meh eh not early meh no okay I was eating just now, with my brother and then I was telling him I'm late because


both of us we have a comedy piece right, I was telling him a lot of like nonsensical stuff like we want of us and then I I show him I recorded the you know I told you I send you the recording right of MD one so I showed him also then he didn't laugh so I was like why is it not funny after the one minute, ended he told me that


he cannot hear anything then I was like then what you listening to the whole time then I stare at him then I was very angry but I didn't slap him because it was a public place


ya <tamil>மீதி முப்பது நிமிஷம்:mithi muppathu nimisham</tamil> I was just you know <tamil>பேசுறானிங்ஸ்:pesuraanings</tamil> and talking my brother I never talk to anybody ya who do you think I talk to okays anyway what did you eat, someone call me ah hello


what did you eat


!aiyo! <tamil>பாவமே:paavame</tamil> oh my god, I mean is like you spend like your first


that is a good justification leh I think


that was once , okay fine okay I I eat a lot, !aiyo!


I have a friend who went to NS for what she went for two months, I mean I don't know how it works like she went for two months then I think she came back, then she went back to university then she is going back next year to NS again I don't know how it works lah actually, got money all <tamil>காசு கிடைக்குமா பணம் பணம் காசு பணம் துட்டு:kaasu kidaikkumaa panam panam kaasu panam thuttu</tamil> money money


, ya I think so


NS lah !aiyoyo! <tamil>இந்த மாதிரி கேள்வி எல்லாம் கேட்டு நெஞ்சு வழி கொடுக்க:intha maathiri kelvi ellaam kaettu nenju vali kodukka</tamil> ah <tamil>கொடுக்க கூடாது:kodukka kudaathu</tamil> err, if it's like <tamil>இரண்டு மாசம்:irandu maasam</tamil> I mean <tamil>போவேன்:poven</tamil> lah but then like if it's like two years like for <tamil>ஆம்பளைங்க நம்ம:aambalainga namma</tamil> you know soldiers <tamil>வீரம் வீரமான சிங்கம்:veeram veeramaana singam</tamil> I won't go because you know the <tamil>இரண்டு வர்ஷம் வாழ்க்கையில அப்படியே போயிருச்சு:irandu varsham vaalkaiyila appadiye poyiruchu</tamil> you know <tamil>என்ன பண்ணனே தெரியாது:enna pananne theriyaathu</tamil> but it's a good experience I feel


ya it's a song actually it's a Mugen Rao one you know the starting he will be like, the <tamil>போகிறன்:pokiren</tamil> I think ah then the he will fight with her, he will dream about slapping her do you know which one I'm talking about Mugen Rao'S <tamil>போகிறன்:pokiren</tamil> song the ah you know right


then she will she will say what ah she will say is her is his dream to have a music career then she will say eh what ah err she will say what ah his ego there was a eh <tamil>வருத்த படுத்த:varutha padutha</tamil> you don't remember ah, no


he will say <tamil>எனக்கு நீயும் முக்கியம்:enakku niyum mukkiyam</tamil> what ah career <tamil>வும் முக்கியம்:vum mukkiyam</tamil> something like that lah I'm pretty sure I'm right I remember I watched it a lot of times, ya


I was going to ask you <tamil>மவனே ஏன்:mavane aen</tamil> lah <tamil>என்ன கேட்கிற:enna kaetkira</tamil> okay


if I have to choose between music and a guy, as a job ah eh like I swear to god okay having music as a career right I just thought of about this yesterday I'm not even lying like I was thinking while I was showering as I was listening to music and I was thinking how do people create songs from nothing I mean I know they have like inspiration and all that but I was just thinking like <tamil>எப்படி இவனுக்கு மூளை இவ்வளவு நல்லா வேலை செய்கிறது:eppadi ivanukku mulai ivvalvu nallaa velai seykirathu</tamil> you know like


difficult like it's a very very very very very risky career you know what I mean, ya


but then, shower <tamil>இல்லையா சரி ஒரு தடவை:illaiyaa sari oru thadavai</tamil> support <tamil>பண்ற மறு தடவை இன்னும் மாற்றி மாற்றி பேசுற நீ பார்க்கலாம் பார்க்கலாம் சரி என்:pandra maru thadavai innum maatri maatri pesura ni paarkallaam paarkallaam sari en</tamil> career <tamil>பற்றி பேசுனது போதும் நீ என்னடா பண்ண போற:patri pesunathu pothum ni ennadaa panna pora</tamil>


okay, actually why you lose interest in business ah, (mmhmm) okay


why would you ah, (mmhmm) ya


okay, but you're planning to <tamil>மாற்றான்:maatraan</tamil> the course right, okay


okay hello


okay lah, you mean what


ya lah


it's called err, okay no


some judges are very mean <tamil>அப்படியே உட்டானே அப்படியே:appadiye uttaane appadiye</tamil> like you know <tamil>பச்சை பச்சையா தீட்டுவாங்க:pachai pachaiyaa thittuvaanga</tamil> then they will like actually they actually will like be very rude you know who is the what's that guy's name simon, you know who is simon what's his full name ah <tamil>போச்சு:pochu</tamil> simon cowell or something cowell cowell simon cowell the judge you know who right I don't know I think it's x-factor or the voice x-factor mostly ya ya you know right everyone knows simon he's like basically the guy who


basically I don't know how to say lah he will like just trash the people then he will like humiliate them in front of everybody which is quite sad like if I were the singer, and then like eh okay <tamil>நீ பாட முடியாதுன்னு தெரிஞ்சு போனா அது எனக்கு ஏனா:ni paada mudiyaathunu therinchu ponaa athu enakku aenaa</tamil> you know I cannot do anything lah but you know if you actually think you can sing then you actually go right then you get like pushed down so badly I feel like it affects your I don't know ego motivation no some people have like ya correct


I will just like get a degree then maybe do something else


I'm doing the course that I'm doing lah


you know, people say it's a good course but, but what eh


upon five point zero <tamil>எனக்கு கிடைக்கிறது:enakku kidaikirathu</tamil> maybe zero point five but five point zero is the total, ya try <tamil>பண்ணலாம்:pannalaam</tamil> lah try <tamil>பண்றேன்:pandren</tamil> I mean like you know last semester you know what happen right, they let us SU all the mods so I could pass fail everything ya


err we have like core modules and then electives so electives are the like the the not related to your course kind of things so <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> like choose <tamil>பண்ணிக்கலாம்:pannikkalaam</tamil> like I took ceramics this time right so last semester I took netball like sports and all that you can take anything like music also can kind of thing


then core modules like the fixed one you have to finish in your four years ya so <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> core modules <tamil>எல்லாம் வந்து:ellaam vanthu</tamil> like <tamil>கொஞ்சம் கஷ்டமா இருக்கும்:koncham kashtamaa irukkum</tamil> so, first semester we did normally for finals right second semester because of COVID COVID <tamil>அவர்கள் நம்மளை வந்து காப்பாத்த மாட்டார்:avarkal nammalai vanthu kaappaatha maattar</tamil> you know then after that he just he just ah because of COVID we had to


we can we no more final exam no more exam paper it's just like assignments and err projects that kind of thing so <tamil>அதையும் வந்து அதுக்கும் மேல:athayum vanthu athukkum mela</tamil> like you can just SU it basically you can choose to pass fail the module and it won't affect your GPA so as long as you pass it's considered as you completed the module but then it won't affect your GPA so if you do badly it's fine you know what I mean


thank you <tamil>நன்றி:nandri</tamil> ya


I want to see your hall also, no I cannot stay hello I'm not thrash, my friend's hall smells like a PE room it, it smells like a PE room it smells like the secondary school one like not even kidding I went to smell it then he was like is like he has everything he has a hockey stick


he has soccer ball he got floorball he got basketball now he has frisbee he has goggles which means swimming but swimming is outside not inside, obviously then he has badminton I don't no no he doesn't have badminton yet, it's a PE room leh I kind of love it


ya, I play ah oh my god I was like this, how to say ah like I was like a very, not bad person, but like in secondary school we had to you know you choose CCA right so in primary school I was in track and field <tamil>அது எப்படி போனேனே தெரியில்லே:athu eppadi ponene theriyille</tamil> but I think like some competition then you know I won the first place then the guy wanted to


me to join track and field, so after that I joined then I just like, I was very good apparently lah so I run quite fast then after that I was like okay so I'm going to train and I'm going to try to win for the school then I spend two years in


primary primary school doing track and field then after that in secondary school I was like I'm not going to run anymore you know I'm tired of life and then after that I was like okay, after cross country like the race came right again the coach ask me to join


joined lah but before that I joined right before the competition I tried a lot of sports I tried I took tryouts for frisbee softball, badminton what else ah I think


softball and cricket is the same thing right no no no I never take cricket on, okay okay fine is like the indian version plus serious version okay so I took, ya I took these and I took one more lah I don't remember ah climbing climbing rock climbing so I take all of these then I got in for all the tryouts then <tamil>கடைசிலே:kadaisile</tamil> right like after the track and field like races came in for secondary school the guy wanted me to join so I was like okay fine I just joined so I joined two CCAs then I


kind of, how to say the rest I felt quite bad, but I thought it was four to four I got try softball I could try netball also netball was JC I was the shortest player everyone will judge me they will be like <tamil>நீ இவ்வளவு குட்டையா இருந்துட்டு எப்படி விளையாடுற:ni ivvalvu kutaiyaa irunthuttu eppadi vilayaadura</tamil> then I was like [dey] [dey] [dey] everyone will need to score okay can have the you know the midfield players all right then everyone will be like


it is, but everyone was experience leh like I was like the, I was most scared for my A division sports than my A levels, ya okay fine you are not wrong lah no wonder you not surprised everyone was like <tamil>அப்படியா:appadiyaa</tamil> !aiyoyo! <tamil>அப்படி எல்லாம் இருக்க கூடாது:appadi ellaam irukka kudaathu</tamil> then I was like [dey] <tamil>என்னமோ அப்படி இருந்தான் இப்படி ஆயிட்டேன்:ennamo appadi irunthan ippadi aayiten</tamil> quoting I movie is it


today right, okay lah, how does it work ah your camp after you change where will you go what will you do


(mmhmm) yes, (mmhmm)


then when you come back is it like you ups, do you have your man does it work that way


[orh], I thought like I mean okay NS is very confusing like so, not say boring okay I know you all go through a lot I know you all wrap and then you all die for the country okay not die for the country you all fight for the country and everything but then I was like because I have a lot of like now the you know I told you the secondary school friends the clique right


they were talking about NS the whole day then the last day before they went also they talk a lot I didn't I didn't told you this but, they were talking about NS the whole day like they try to not talk about the topic somehow the guy you ask, a question then they'll just go back to that then my friend was like watching videos like he watch videos to like, scare himself you know what I mean like you know those pregnant women who like


before you get like a surgery, or like you get you know those like thing okay I don't know lah those like scary events like surgery or giving birth or undergoing don't know what all those serious things you know those you shouldn't watch a video to like <tamil>பயம் காட்டுறான்:bayam kaaturaan</tamil> yourself right you know what I mean like you shouldn't watch it right you know you just like you'll be better off not watching it but then


okay lah that's true


, good question okay let me think <tamil>இல்லை எனக்கு வந்து நிறைய ரொம்ப பிடிக்கும்:illai enakku vanthu niraya romba pidikum</tamil> like okay maybe I like teen wolf


it's a wolf lah basically okay that's true that's true that's true that's true


school <tamil>க்கு போவாங்க இவங்க இரண்டு பேரும்:kku povaanga ivanga irandu paerum</tamil> like basically nerds but they're not smart lah okay maybe they're not nerds they are just err


geeky lah like they don't go well with the society and all that like they're just left out then <tamil>ஒரு நாளு வந்து திடிர்னு ஒரு நாய் குட்டி:oru naalu vanthu thidirnu oru naai kutti</tamil> okay !aiyo! <tamil>நாய் குட்டி நாய் குட்டின்னு வாயில வருது:naai kutti naai kuttinnu vaayila varuthu</tamil> wolf okay will bite him in the forest then he will suddenly feel a difference I know the typical


have hurt my feelings then okay I'm just gonna plowed through the whole thing so he will just learn his abilities then he will become very good at his sports game and all that then throughout the whole episode a lot of thing happen like his family somehow will get deleted then his


it's called the I don't know is the face shield like they will narrow out the okay sorry COVID period <tamil>இல்லே:ille</tamil> face shield <tamil>னு வருது:nu varuthu</tamil> but it's like the thing that they block the view the eyesight oh you never see before no when they riding horse they will put the two thing at the side of the eyes to block the view so that the horse won't get distracted or get


I don't know what's that anxious actually I'm not sure, you got ride before not, when how can you forget the only time you rode a horse


like what, okay but it's a horse how can you ride, a horse and forget about riding


[dey] <tamil>இரண்டுமே வெவ்வேறு:irandume veveru</tamil> animal lah, horse got the hair at the back but I think donkey also have actually <tamil>இல்லை நம்ம ஏசும் போது:illai namma aesum pothu</tamil> [dey] err what what is donkey in tamil !aiyoyo! <tamil>தெரிலையா:therilaiyaa</tamil> no my mother will say like I eat like a donkey


no but they are two different animals that's all I remember when I rode a horse it was in india I rode a, camel it's camel right the one with the hump on the back yes ya it's scary


but it's very troublesome because you know in india oh my god you know how they will wear like the long black dress and then cover to the eyes oh my god if you don't right everybody will just look at you like <tamil>இந்த ஆளுக்கு ஏன் ஒரு மூஞ்சி இருக்கு:intha aalukku aen oru munji irukku</tamil> I don't know how it works lah but okay basically


everybody will be blinded blinded by the beautiful


nothing you always scold me don't want me to talk I won't talk lah I'm just joking, why you so tired what did you do today


okay true


oh my god


ah


okay I am not fat I am healthy and I'm young, no you tell me that I'm fat no you don't that black colour mask


I'm not wearing it ever I'm not wearing that ever again oh my god I was going to ask you if you have, did you collect the most recent one never right the september mask, no they have a black one now


I don't know if have to register I just I thought the my brother said that Choa Chu Kang CC have the vending machine then card <tamil>போய்:poi</tamil> scan <tamil>பண்ணா அது கொடுக்குமா:pannaa athu kodukumaa</tamil> but then my brother go and got the white one for me, and my white one is all like my foundation colour now so eh <tamil>அது வெளியே வேற:athu veliye vera</tamil> colour <tamil>உள்ளுக தான் உள்ளுக பார்க்கிறதுக்கு மாதிரி இருக்கு:ulluka thaan ulluka paarkirathukku maathiri irukku</tamil> so I kept my white one thinking that some


I'd rather want to get that but looks like you don't even know what is it about the more I can steal from you right


stop rubbing it in my face okay


tomorrow is good after one week, no mondays I have to go what to school, school <tamil>க்கு போனும்:kku ponum</tamil> then I think tomorrow I have a take home assignment


which I haven't even started, eh last semester all right the math lecture


then after that everybody will be like this girl come for what ah like one hour later, then I'll be like why cannot come to school


I might be getting my ceramics next week did I told you I make the the ceramic pot <tamil>அந்த பானை:antha paanai</tamil> all ya ya, not <tamil>பானை:paanai</tamil> lah it's like a I make a bowl then <tamil>ஒரு:oru</tamil> cup <tamil>செய்தேன் அழகாக அழகான:seithen alagaaka alagaana</tamil> cup but the thing is we painted it right and the thing is there's this thing called under glaze so under glaze is like a paint but the thing is when you paint on the clay


it will not be the original colour of the thing after you fire it, then after that I'm just like okay but I just painted it because the red look like light pink then I was like very sad because I wanted it to be red but then my teacher say like after they will fire the thing right then it will show the real colour


then I was like okay then I made like I have four items now, then next week we need to start our final project for my ceramics so I have to give him my idea and we have to make like a four to six set


but <tamil>இன்னும்:innum</tamil> like he never praise me so I'm very unhappy


what kind are you, tell me ya <tamil>சொல்லுப்பா நல்ல பிள்ளை சொல்லு:solluppaa nalla pillai sollu</tamil> lah will you need like, constant <tamil>தேவையா அப்படி வந்து அந்த மாதிரியா நீ:thevaiyaa appadi vanthu antha mathiriyaa ni</tamil> example what


like if you did something example paint your room, then would you like do what you like or would you like paint and then ask people if it's nice, okay


exactly that means you don't need validation what I also like that I paint right then my mother oh my god did I tell you I painted my house I told you right, ya ya, I use the whole house as like a sketch work I just paint everything it was so fun eh then my auntie when she came over


she she say it's very nice then she's telling me how I should start a business, maybe you can go to three year course teach me how to start my business then we have a business together


ya ya I know right


oh that's true that's true I mean it's difficult hello can you, [dey] <tamil>ரொம்ப பேசாத:romba pesaatha</tamil> , I mean ya I did plan, so up till what I told you yesterday then what happen after that was he scolded then after that got the recorder already right then record he send me then yesterday it is so like


like weird is like you know in the movies all those pathetic things will happen <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி இதுலே நடந்துச்சு:antha maathiri ithula nadanthuchu</tamil> so yesterday the friend go and put the letter in the he put near the window, he write very nice you know he put the puzzle all he draw heart shape all then the other friends right they anyhow like add on to it saying like


ah they say what ah <tamil>உன்னோடிய:unnodiya</tamil> secret lover they put secret lover then they put like don't know who then MD also like very happy like some other girl like him like that then I was like <tamil>அது வேற தேவை படுதா அதான் சொன்னேன் நான்:athu vera thevai paduthaa athaan sonnen naan</tamil> eh <tamil>நான் போதும்:naan pothum</tamil> okay ah then after that after that ah the last letter I ask him to put yesterday right


he put in the window then the friend say the wind blow and it fall in the water, it's like gone lah then how then everything jumble up you know there's an order to it right there's like day one day two day three day four day one he never read day two he read then day one he remember he read so it's all mixed up then day three one didn't even happen because his friend I told you he run away to some other tour tour place right


can say eh can say can say, not wrong what, ya I don't like like to depend on people I guess


I know like one of the option is not dealing with it you can just leave it and go for another person but then you know like I feel like he's the one know like what is that what do they say the tree to my leave the


sand to the beach I don't know what you like whatever, okay ah okay okay


how about you, that sounds like a song but never mind let's not go to music again no err the the the what is that so you gonna plan on staying single


single ready to mingle not ready to mingle


oh my god I just remember that day you ask me like three hundred dollar right what was there for is it like okay to tell me, really ah it's a friend's problem right


ya I was with Achu, then you call then I was like I was like freaking out then Achu was like [dey] [dey] [dey] what happen what happen then I was like !aiyoyo! <tamil>உலகம் இன்னும் அழியுது:ulakam innum aliyuthu</tamil> okay no lah I was just telling her you ask for three hundred dollars then she look at me then she was like don't give don't give then I was like ah shut lah then she was like [orh] okay then I was like no why would you ask for three hundred dollars I was like so


I don't know I couldn't think of anything she was hyperventilating and everything okay fine it was all me but she was kind of freaking out too people just, people don't just call another person and ask for three hundred dollars right suddenly, and then I was like <tamil>என்கிட்ட மூணு வெள்ளி மூன்று வெள்ளியே இல்லை முந்நூறு வெள்ளி எங்க வரும்:enkitta moonu velli moondru velliye illai moonnuru velli enga varum</tamil>


then like okay but ya


physical, this is also another song youth of the youth of the youth of the nation no eh


don't anyhow say it's me I've been calling everyone party popper for the past few days because, I keep saying fun thing to do and then they will like ah then they keep finding flaws then I'm like dude can you just let me do what I want, a few things leh I don't know I think


I was supposed to meet Zen that day oh my god I went on a hike did I tell you, henderson henderson wave I tell you ah, it's err okay in Google it looked way way nicer


because when I went there right like they had the because of COVID they block all the seating places so it's like you know people go there take picture right, half the place was like blocked with the red colour you know the red colour hole hole thing that they use to like block off like places they use that lah then cannot sit down so


it's like you know when you watch I watch I it's my first time going I just look on Google then the picture all look very nice so I I like tell my friend, but we did not know it was going to be a hike <tamil>ஏறுறோம் ஏறுறோம் ஏறுறோம்:aeruroam aeruroam aeruroam</tamil> I think it was like freaking like walkway to heaven walkway to heaven so we were like climbing up then after that when we were coming back down it was like going to hell you know it's quite funny it was a joke then can you just laugh it's supposed to be funny


what I was going to ask what kind of what is your ideal type of girl it's a good question


<tamil>மாட்டினியா:maatiniyaa</tamil>


it is for me to know, [dey] <tamil>உனக்கு தான் தெரிஞ்சா இப்போ சொல்லுவா இல்ல நீ தான் சொல்லலை:unakku thaan therinjaa ippo solluvaa illa ni thaan sollalai</tamil> so you also don't know okay okay fine what are like some of the traits that


make you feel like !wah! this girl is so nice she's the one for me, okay what okay fine go the negative way then what do you not like in a girl, that is true oh my god it's a negative that's why we are friends negative positive I'm all the


I'm the light that this world needs and then you are the darkness that puts us down, is that does that sound right <tamil>சரி நீ சொல்லு நீ சொல்லு சொல்லு:sari ni sollu ni sollu sollu</tamil> man


I know I'm just a nice person oh my god K say what are the traits you don't like from a girl or you can't think of anything right now


yes I know what you mean even though you have you know sometimes last time like when I go to school right, the more I sleep the more tired I feel ya like it's just weird I don't know what kind of science is behind that but it's like just whenever like especially secondary school lah and JC like the later I sleep right I'll feel tired


I mean you know after that like should I delete court it's been taking up space in my phone why not you always scold me you always scold me when I play what why should I play


, okay okay


that's the situation now I mean, a lot of time a lot of money also lah don't need to spend on the girl


are you the kind that will spend money on your girlfriend like a lot of money oh that's true


tell me I really wanna know sia what is it in a girl that you don't like like I'm actually like really very curious you know, no but you can't think of what you like in a girl so okay then can you think and tell me


god oh my god yes, it's like you don't have to be funny just have to vibe along you know what I mean oh my god vibe is number one I'm not even lying vibe is so important like if you vibe with the person right you just know that the person is there for you that kind of shit and then oh my god the guy is for me then you will just feel very happy together you know what I mean like you will naturally just want to be together


it's fine it's fine, there's many fish in the ocean, sea ocean oh my god oh my god, then you know I try to like you know those friends who are like after the broken up phase and then they'd be all like very sad


ya and then they will complain to everybody right then I will you know when I'm trying to advise them and help them you know the typical phrase they say is, there is many fish in the sea and then I'll say then I'll be like then I'll try to give more meaning to it because it kinda isn't it's a legit thing like if you think about it then you know what the guy would say anot he'll be like


okay lah not wrong


no but more than one fish will suit you that's what I'm just saying be positive see I'm the light, are you a very protective person


oh really ah okay I'm very clingy also okay but, no but protective as in like usually the guy tends to be more protective


okay continue, actually ya the word will be insecure right, like ya that's true


you know there will be one less person in the world <tamil>என்ன நடக்க முடியாது அவனும் நடக்க முடியாது:enna nadakka mudiyaathu avanum nadakka mudiyaathu</tamil> , so threatening oh my god I'm not a threatening person I swear I'm a very nice person, what is your first impression of me ah curious leh shit


tell me ya, oh ya okay let's not consider first impression, it's true oh my god you found me in the library right that is such a that's true that's true that's true


oh my god, it was chemistry then it was us oh ya that's true it was chemistry, !wah! so funny but what was your first impression of me okay next impression of me


I remember I borrowed money from you no it's Subway I remember very clearly Subway ya ya ya ya ya


ya ya, then after that the impression was what


eh, that means the complete opposite means I'm a very good person and you know you're grateful to have me okay thank you <tamil>நானே சொல்லிக்கிறேன் கேட்டது தப்பு:naane sollikkiren kaettathu thappu</tamil> [dah] <tamil>கேட்டது தப்பு:kaettathu thappu</tamil> today ah today [dey] I woke up in the morning


I woke up in the morning and tell myself that I will study so I woke up at ten thinking I will study, then by the time my dad all like got ready then he say want to go IMM you know there's the four days of sale do you know, one no not ten ten one to four only four days only today last day


west so it's like IMM IMM J cube westgate so I went to IMM that's why I went to IMM then I bought, pants is actually, ah the Adidas all got queue you know then must reserve place one you know


twenty minutes of COD games, first place in the game


!huh! then, so I never go inside but I bought like a


to wear ah, do you buy new clothes every time before wedding


what you gonna wear, you usually wear traditional right, !huh! you wear jeans <tamil>சட்டை:sattai</tamil> ah


[orh] okay okay maybe only some wedding because your DP is a blue colour the what is that called ah [orh] actually I love traditional


when is the wedding next saturday sunday, oh my god


then are you going


okay lah what do you expect from the two months is it gonna be good


what friends who you going to see, okay


(mmhmm), well said that is that is damn true like every time it's a very good very good motto I mean although it sounds a bit negative


but it's it's a very true every time I wait for something to happen right like when I'm excited for something to happen, just nice right it will just be like, it would either not happen or something bad will happen, so I told myself, don't be excited for nothing just be chill <tamil>நடக்காட்டி பரவாயில்லை நடக்காட்டி பரவாயில்லை:nadakaatti paravaayillai nadakaatti paravaayillai</tamil> I mean that's how I am with my grades also to be honest every time


so it can't be crushed if there is no hope to begin with okay lah [dey] [dey] numb hopeless is not a good thing to be can you not be like that, okay you better be kidding you must be positive and happy


thank you I'm pretty sure you actually mean it from your heart you know the, uh really ah


that song was damn nice okay okay okay ya


, it's quite stressful no because they give a lot of rules they will be like what ah cannot cannot be the middle of the line all they say must be the starting of the song which is I don't know what who listen to starting of the song you only remember the chorus right


[dey] <tamil>இப்ப தான்:ippa thaan</tamil> I ate Macdonald's for breakfast they had one for one pancake, but I didn't get pancake my dad got pancake, then I ate this new burger is like a


sausage mcmuffin but then the the bun is the you know fillet-o-fish bun the smooth one then you know scrambled egg they put inside it was good eh it was nice but tea <tamil>என்ற பெயரிலே ஒன்னு தண்ணி கொடுத்தாங்க:endra peyarile onnu thanni koduthaanga</tamil> you know what is tea <tamil>தண்ணி:thanni</tamil> that one is tea right they gave Teh <tamil>தண்ணி:thanni</tamil> without the Teh


so basically they give me <tamil>சுடுதண்ணி:suduthanni</tamil> then it's like brown colour then I have to pour so many sugar like so much sugar inside and <tamil>அப்படியும் வந்து சினி தண்ணி மாதிரி இருந்துச்சு:apaadiyum vanthu sini thanni maathiir irunthuchu</tamil> then <tamil>அப்படியும் வந்து ஒரு சினி தண்ணி மாதிரி இருந்துச்சு:appadiyum vanthu oru sini thanni maathiri irunthuchu</tamil> then <tamil>அப்படியே முக்கி முக்கி குடிச்சிட்டேன்:appadiye mukki mukki kudichiten</tamil> [dey] <tamil>அது:athu</tamil> tea <tamil>இதே இல்லை:ithe illai</tamil> lah got a light essence but I couldn't get anything else lah then my brother got


how is the milo there is it the, , oh my god


oh got PT ah, oh, I told you I complimented Razon on how he is becoming more buff like he is a very big person so I was like but he use to be fat


he is still fair not saying is not fat now but like he's the, muscular kind of fat you know what I mean I think you do a lot of arms so he's like, bag fats all like kind of become muscular is so he's going on a good way but then the weight update you pregnant dedicate about yourself it's okay they they the article


please look relevant lah I'm a flat stomachs person fit thank you so, and then until the Ventura are you that, that's are present in september muscular, wanted to pass canoeing because apparently, meat lamb or something


I think because I'm really not sure like there was like a bunch of food at home by donor you which is dinner which just lunch to membership cook food for dinner lah after rhythm many good at okay bye


hi hello I'm good I didn't ask come very early ah


sure, so you consider that early,


you should have slapped him, I mean we all know you lah very nice person very sweet ah ha sure sure sure so what did you eat