to to build up their rage, okay the moment the ulti ends they will press Q to Zing back, so as a Teemo you face Tryndamere you have two options number one you always buy, executioner to reduce the healing number one number two once you buy executioner and you also have poison take you remember so number one you already reduced his healing unit number two the poison


still tick tick tick tick down, especially if you plant a mushroom behind and step into it, good job, no you won't instantly die but he'll try to heal himself, and then you realise that eh why can why my heal help keep going nine he realised poison he panicked and then he go and spin or walk into a mushroom and then he'll die


okay, Garen right very simple against Garen right so if you want, actually for Garen right frozen mallet is even better, why, because you slow him


he charge up his, remember I told you before Garen when he pressed kill he will remove all stones, so what you need to do is very very simple, he charge up his kill, auto attack him once and then run away bye


his kill still he, it's not auto attack not really


so it would still silence you so, what you need to do is you don't really need to care about, whether you kill him or not the most important thing is make sure that Garen doesn't come close enough to you to even kill you in the first place just keep trolling him ah


throw a mushroom in front of you poke him see he dare to run straight you or not, ya that's why I will never throw down all my mushrooms one I will always keep one, I have two then I throw one more so that I always have one on my hand, just in case of anything


it's a good thing


you can bait out you just throw, this is what I generally do ah I I will not throw it everywhere because if you throw it everywhere it's a waste, you should always throw it near walls or where you think the jungler will come for example remember that the the river you go you put near the walls


wall wall wall wall wall then you put put put because, generally the jungler will try to stick to a wall, also if you, half it right if you go and click on the area the auto baffling will let you walk closer to the wall


ya so you always put it near walls, so that it's, err, it will not only give vision but it'll catch up the jungle, you don't try and put it like in the middle of the lane the chances are of them stepping on it it's very very low


ya lor, ya


generally if you see that they keep mine sweeper which is a good thing, err they then you should start to throw at minions instead of, err putting it, in certain objectives because


if this is what I learnt in arena lah so, if you throw it, at the minions and the minions explodes and then they very stupid stand right behind the minions and then they Kena they slow they (ugh) (ugh) (ugh), poison them ya


so it's like that lah and then some more you can bounce mushrooms on mushrooms, so sometimes right, I throw the mushroom down, the minions coming I know it's not going it's not immediately activate it's like there's a point something seconds for it to activate I will instantly throw another mushroom so it'll bounce


so that even if they are away from the first the second one will still hit them, ya so that's another thing especially if you are level three for your ultimate eh Teemo mushroom can bounce quite quite a lot


ya, err max five at level three it it increases level one three level two four and five, so yup


that's about Teemo generally I find that Teemo top is not that fantastic, in terms of because his wave is not fantastic if you are going for tank and, his mushroom doesn't cost that much of a problem because you can just sweep it away


what I find very interesting is, when I was a Teemo top when I played it and then there were, the top Lillia the opponent top Lillia the opponent jungler and the opponent met met all switch to sweeper that means right


instead of warts right, so the only people that has warts is basically a support and the ADC but the ADC switched to the blue trinket, ya so basically right their team right only have the support that is actively boarding so they couldn't see anything my team might just went in my jungle has sweeper


you just sweep went in to fight in the bush, and then their ADC and support come and take the weight and then we just jump easily die, five versus three we just Chiong ah into their base and and killed them all eh eh obviously you see them that they have like only one person that has warning and is the support and it's not even a very tacky support it was something like I think Nami or something super squishy one so it's like obviously we just wait lor


you come and what we will come and fight you, we are waiting for you come, please, ya


err probably they will try to change, it's either something is wrong because that's not supposed how they supposed to work and, and also technically this kind of things can be easily solve you know how they will just put them you need passive so you stack no matter how many items you will stack actually


the upgraded will not upgrade the multiple items


yes it upgraded both I'm sure they will do something about it you can't expect people to just keep stacking entire time, they definitely will do some more you say is PBE, speaking about PBE do you know that Karthus is getting a new mini reworks


so this is what happened lah last time you know err you know Karthus lah his his especially you don't doesn't change his kill I think it, they increases the damage like base damage they increased by five per level if I'm not wrong, ya not a lot lah but his kill you have to understand you have to remember


five per level at level five is twenty five extra, damage also his kill is like a point, one second one second one second, one second cool down so imagine ah if he can land, in five seconds he can land three


so twenty five there's additional seventy five damage already eh, wait wait, yes wait, err I still have to and and and I still have to remind you something


that if, kill right how Karthus kill works, is very simple, so what it does is if, it hits a, bunch of targets it'll just do a flag damage to every single one of that equal damage but if you hit one target only it will do extra damage


I don't know how much extra, because I never really went to check on it but it's a lot of extra, I think it could be up to one point five to two times, ya so, (hmm) there's a food for thought lah, so that's about the Q


W is the one that is very interesting people are saying he shouldn't change the W they're complaining about it, the W is the wall the wall of pain anyone that walk through will be slow but err opponent lah opponent throw will be slow, so now they what they are trying to change is a bit like you know poppies W the circle around her


so people would walk through it, err like that dash through it will get blocked something like dash through but cannot dash back, something like that, no they can flash over but cannot dash back


that means they have to pass through first then they cannot, pass through again, ya so they can only pass through once something like that which means if Karthus throws it behind him or in front of him like the like for example the opponent is the Yasuo, one dash towards Karthus


just put it right in front of him, and then Yasuo will dash past the wall to Karthus and then Karthus will just vomit his skills all over him and then Yasuo panic want to go back cannot ya block already you get what I mean so so it's actually a very good counter against


because they as I'm saying what do they do jumping jump out ya and then they survive, so it'll be very good counter lah, ya so his E, err last time


is the AOE damage so what it does is it does, err so there's, two two things two parts away passively once you, last time ah once you up the E, passively that means you have to have E learnt lah if you don't learn it you don't get the passive part you learn it you get this passive so the passive is


once you kill, or or rather once you kill a minion, or anything it will refund you part of err err flat amount of mana ya, so it's a good thing lah basically especially if you buy Dorian ring already then you just keep getting back mana lah to


, ya exactly that's why a lot of Karthus players they build a lot of mana, mana ah, tier tier your borders first, err so that's what they get lah, as in, err for Karthus E so


now you don't need to learn is automatically the passive already there you can, use it, that's basically like a Dorian ring by itself already that's number one number two, , for Karthus E right last time it takes quite slowly like


like like for example the person to step into your thing damage, damage, damage I quite slow lah no way it takes so let's say they can dash in dash out without being damage is possible, or maybe like just one bit only


so now the tick is very fast is a lot faster I think maybe they, err I don't know leh, ya ya ya I'm not sure how fast you will damage them but


in terms of, the ticking it's, lot faster lah compared to last time so so people were saying that it it he's going to be a Singed, a Singed poppy version err a err combination of Singed poppy and then you rundown me something like that because Karthus what he excel at it's not really


of him killing people because, his kill while it's very fast go down is a bit hard to hit, so what he excelled at is obviously his ulti, , so all you have to do is, run down the person go and fight under his turret make him low ulti ya


ya that's all he excel inside what so ya so, so it's kind of funny actually so, I was watching this guy playing, and I can't help but feel that !wah! he's very very bad at Karthus like he, I can see that he's very very good later


in terms of map awareness in terms of what skills to maximum how to throw the opponent, like ya like, err reacting to the opponent the jungler come in the opponent running in he's very very fast reaction but the issue is right he


probably because he never he doesn't really play Karthus that much he's not a very good Karthus player because, err no he will always err basically err a good Karthus player will not


they will try to ulti yes, but they will make sure that the person is low enough first so basically a lot of times right is he ulti already and then the person, live by like ten HP, and didn't died so if because when you die there you can throw I think if I'm not wrong you can throw three kills then you have time to ulti


either that or you throw five kills around there ah, so basically he he could throw three kills, but he chose to ulti first, he wasted opportunity that person is still near him he can throw a kill hit the person and then ulti and then the person will die but he didn't


so he over estimated his damage that's number one, and he kind of didn't really think about a couple of things, ya about how to throw his kill properly because he does miss a person will try to dodge right


ya and then he's very good at throwing he he knows like he can see the like for example, ya he he already knows the person like he see like were observed for maybe two minutes he can very accurately throw, the kill


ya and then right because he's playing against the Yasuo right !wahseh! he's very good eh he knows that, if he just press kill on the Yasuo his shield, will absorb it and then it'll will give him a shield, ya you know how Yasuo shield works right it will absorb the first damage meaning no matter what damage it is


even if it's a one thousand, HP damage thing it'll absorb, it first, so basically it will prop that shield and then it will absorb


so it means that is going to be very very not effective, if he chose the kill, first so what he does is he always auto attack the Yasuo first, and then throw his kill, and then also because he knows the Yasuo will not bring wand you know why


yes so you purposely walk towards him a bit, to pretend, to be throwing down another skill like he'll he'll be Oning the E to pretend to walk towards him and then the Yasuo will move back and then he just, throw one auto attack and easily off his G something like that


and then he back off he's like ah I'm not even try I didn't even want to engage you I just wanted to get rid of your shield, ya so it's kind of funny ah so, like, ya


what bug


!huh! oh ya ya ya correct


really meh


!huh! like that also can, wait like that like that also can what, it kind of reminds me of a lee sin bug last time last time last time this is what happened, basically right there was you know when you recall right


at the very last I think err one to zero point five seconds if opponents hits you it will not cancel it'll you will directly teleport back


err that's one, there was another one so what happens was, he throw the kill to the, no it's not the opponent it's, err


no no no he would throw it on a, could be minion could be jungle monster could be anything, so what happened was , because of some error or whatever it will


think of it as, err it's hitting a opponent, opponent instead, ya so what happens is randomly right, lee sin kill will disappear he'll be like


(hmm), ya where did it go like question mark you know that kind of thing it's it's sort of like err, , I don't know lah it's a very weird bug so what happens is, err it will disappear lah but after like a split second it'll come back like it'll it'll show that it has hit this so he will the lee sin


will obviously think that or maybe maybe I ah <mandarin>可能我眼睛花掉眼睛瞎我看错:ke neng wo yan jing hua diao yan jing xia wo kan cuo</mandarin> you know this kind of things ya so so basically he will fly, then you will just okay it's normal then he will fly towards the


err the jungle minion and then continue hitting but, unbeknownst to him the opponent because, lee sin throw a thing at you for a spilt second you can actually, see the lee sin on the map appeared, so no matter where he is


you will see him for a spilt, second appear and then disappeared then people will like #ping ping ping# oh that's, where lee sin is, no no don't need, all you need to know is okay he is at the top side dragon it's falling three seconds


let's go, ya that's all they need to know like especially professionals right


oh that one, they will definitely fix it they confirm plus chop will fix it one, I don't know


eh actually it's quite not bad because you get all the minions


!wah! that's eh that's lame eh, okay what I feel that is let's say if it's a small but like for example Nunu has a visual bug recently, I don't know whether it speaks so basically you remember he has a snowball and roll roll roll roll roll sometimes the snowball will be stuck


as in, it's a visual bug but it's not there but you will see a huge snowball somewhere could be jungle could be the base could be in the middle of then lane it'll just be there and then it blocks everything and you find it very irritating


ya, it's not really brain game breaking it's just that you know it's very annoying so some people they actually take to their advantage so what they do is they hide behind the snowball, can't see what, then jump at you, ah ha, ya so I would say that technically those kind of bugs because it's so situational I cannot really fault them for it


but, again same case ah is Nunu ah there was a bug where if Nunu, can isn't seen by opponent at all ya, before level six, he can roll into lane


and he's already in lane ah, but like your teammates can see you already in lane ah, but the opponent cannot see you, the first ya it's only the first time, so what he does is he will roll the ball he it's must be while he's rolling and, is already in lane


like before the opponent see him that means the river must clear of war warts lah to decoy try try and gang, while he's rolling, he meets the he must be on the ball while, the first person, seeing him if you get what I mean so while it's rolling rolling and then you'll be like


as an opponent lah you'll be like farming nice nice and then you see the opponent mid laner err acting very strange, then you'll (hmm), what's going on and then all of a sudden you knocked out by the snowball you'll be like !huh! but I don't but but but, ah he but then what and then you see a Nunu appear out of nowhere like


like that, and then he start outing then you like oh no and then you die, because the the mid laner will be helping, you'll be like !hey! that's broken so, a lot of people has actually voice this problem up but because it's a very very small but in a sense that


it's not really game breaking because all you have to do is make sure your ward, it's that, you see the roof he cannot do that bug already, it's only because it's so so so situational, that's why riot didn't really take notice of it until like


and, ya and also not many people playing Nunu jungle at the first place, so it wasn't really noticed and even if, it's it really did happen people think oh it's a one time off kind of thing lah but ya it was only until there was this person that played against that play as Nunu he's one of the


few Nunu mains in the entire world that he noticed this happening, because as Nunu you wouldn't know your teammates also wouldn't know about this so he's like eh why why why this person ya, exactly he's like eh they should be seeing me now why didn't they also he kind of like investigated a bit


no no obviously you can't really watch replay what, ya so what he does is he will try to be the opponent and then the opponent has a Nunu you know you kind of observe, and then you finally found out because it's and then apparently


he said that just because you are not seen doesn't mean the bug will always appear, so it's very situational even he himself don't know how to trigger it but he's know like one of the key components is that you cannot be seen and you must be on the ball when the when you are firstly


and he says that he's not sure whether minions seeing you versus opponent seeing you which one will really triggered it, because it seems to be sometimes only opponents sometimes only minions he's not very sure


very weird ya so he, played a couple of games and he realise it so he actually post a reddit everybody was like, are you serious <mandarin>这样也可以:zhe yang ye ke yi</mandarin> what


rank yes, yes


ya exactly so so the moment this is why league of legends is like that they always have a team of


err technicians on about like twenty four seven lah they'll be on shift so if anything happens, as depending on the server lah, they will think think think so within I would say, half an hour forty minutes the top


they will receive reports about these kind of bugs, and what they will do first things first, they would immediately no they'll immediately disable the champion that is affecting let's say they received reports that oh poppy is having issues, a bug they'll immediately disable for rank


poppy for rank and then they'll investigate if they find that nothing happening or they couldn't recreate the same bug or whatever reason then they will go and, err, they will go and err reach out to whoever who created the bug and find out how they did it if they still cannot


err, correct err how to say like, recreate the bug then they will release it but if they can recreate the bug meaning that there really is a problem then they will do and fix it so basically within I would say one hour poppy will be off the, ranking so yes it'll affect some people


but it wouldn't be so many people, and also the worst that can happen is they can do a, sort of like a rollback meaning that all the games that have poppy, the match history remove, ya they can do that


they've done that before, ya so, I mean that's the worst that can happen ah, okay so, eh recently you mentioned you got read some books


err time manipulation


oh <mandarin>所以是:suo yi shi</mandarin> it's sort of like a, fan fiction


one punch man, oh, , err anime


they will tend to be out of character


err <mandarin>我不知道:wo bu zhi dao</mandarin> snape <mandarin>华文叫什么:hua wen jiao shen me</mandarin> I don't know what's snape err in chinese I will just call him snape lah ha so <mandarin>他被:ta bei</mandarin> snape


err


logical thinking


why like that one, why so funny one why so out of character one, ya so


uh, uh


[orh], [orh]


(hmm)


for example agatha christie


okay <mandarin>还有多一点哦他最近不懂啊和几年前:hai you duo yi dian o ta zui jin bu dong a he ji nian qian</mandarin> ah <mandarin>他有提到:ta you ti dao</mandarin> hermoine


ah, err <mandarin>眼睛很像不懂什么颜色忘记了反正:yan jing hen xiang bu dong shen me yan se wang ji le fan zheng</mandarin> hor <mandarin>不管你怎么说:bu guan ni zen me shuo</mandarin> hor <mandarin>怎么去看:zen me qu kan</mandarin> hor


how impossible, cannot be so, black lives matter lah <mandarin>或者是说一些:huo zhe shi shuo yi xie</mandarin> racism


err, yes


okay, !woo!


is it


cool, why


they scaredy cat ah, or they blur don't know what the map is


flank them lor


so they probably newbie lah, ya lah but most will like that time I play valorant my first round of valorant got team of five right only got one there's


okay the rest including me all noob one, the charging died charging died especially me, I walk walk walk walk walk I turn corner instantly die, cause enemy just stand standing in corner


ya but there's only specific people's uh ability only what


oh, oh talking about guns which gun you think is the best


oh, then which character do you think is the more broken


[orh] the poison girl


and also poisoning your own teammate, and then her skills doesn't last for a long time because of the poison meter, if both her skill on on like like she put second deplete already right


forgot his name also ya but the sonic arrow same thing, just pings the area


but then it's a delayed thing uh, it shows that area of that person at that exact moment like that person will, like the moment it showed to you that person could have move already


cool


!wah!, !wah!, cool


shit, and then you had to carry them, ambush lah


(mmhmm), oh


uh, no


ya, oh


not a very good idea they cut you guys off in the middle, I've got a friend of them group by them pick on the either one right


I think that flu is one of the best character is firstly it's just a vision it he's to his both of both of his skills are vision obstructing


and then his third skill is just throw down that thing which zone which zone the pandemic out and then his ulti is just as in have one life, one jar life


ya lah his ulti take a lot of charge lah, ah ah ya, ah


okay, oh I keeps playing this err builds that I saw online that are pretty troll


like Teemo top I I okay even though I failed miserably but it's still pretty fun because I, mend I, keep playing Teemo top as a and I build timbre as a tent like okay I build


him with health and mana items, so that the open top who is a melee cannot


ya that's why I did


but anything the green one give shield already because one of the green one right


it's called overheal means that excessive healing on you will get usually a ten percent of your max health, ya but oh your grasp of undying already give you life steal what as long because the open is melee so you can just put them from !wah! and and that as long as you stay within a certain range everytime put them we get to heal heal a bit


it's it gives you some health, no what it gives it it gives you health


oh okay, ah yes


flash, frozen mallet, blade of ruined king is a good idea


gives you health and AP


ya due AP, actually I don't build that much AD eh I build AP plus tank


it slows them every time you, and slow them, and then because of broadening your BM three team props and every single second their stays stays in their poison stat they will receive three percent increase


ya, ya that's that's what happened even though that game lost because my teammates are not very good I was the only person who was so annoying to the open team that they keep chasing me especially opponent top


annoy the hell out of them


ya, try AA try try, and this is the it is especially bad against the stream because it is AA based champion


can also silence you back, he [orh]


it will slow you, [orh]


you need to get a freaking good CS


ya, you start with E because because E does quite some damage at the beginning


auto attack, ya, ya but again Tryndamere like you said the ulti is a bad thing right but what you feel like is that as long as you make sure that it doesn't get to attack his rich runes that that means he cannot even activate ulti


no I thought the ulti only maximises at range what at full range


[orh]


kill somebody


speed away


ya, ya


ya, good luck cause his the moment his ulti ends instantly died from


ya but that time I was against the Garen the Garen was annoyed,


ya but like you cannot blind, him or kill him right because I remembered his his kill right he the description for his kill is that it will err allow him to charge up an unblockable attack unable to attack


ya and then that game I was having my mushrooms literally everywhere, and then it was to the point where the opponent have to tie the stripper to the smooth and that opponent was very annoying because every time I plant mushroom that instantly on sweeper to kill the mushrooms


err ya but what if rune is I put in the openings of the important objectives like the barren pit I just put one at the opening


it acts as a ward and also acts as if nobody sweep you instantly they will confirm step on it one and somebody must act on it, same thing for dragon, then if and then for, and then especially when late game when you'll at disadvantage right and all of them are three main lane right just throw one down in the middle of the lane the minute step on it while the five group up instantly hit all of them


ya, ya point five


(hmm), ya and then he his range is quite far also, and then he can stack about four or five right four


four, four level five right,


!wah!


!wah! that one like do until something second cool down


LOL, then I saw another video right I don't like on but apparently the there's in television right now the the new the side character is getting a little buff, so apparently what they discovered at PBE right is that if you build, two side fire games on on the new reworks side side fire game like the art fire game on on


within fifteen minutes you get three thousand you get two thousand plus health almost three thousand and get, four hundred almost four hundred amours, love it eh


no it's not you need active because Ons you need active remember you can upgrade the item so the moment he hit level twelve


the items that you currently have rebuilt automatically upgraded for himself, remember, but if I keep the original err items right it's like six hundred heal and sixty armours around there, the his upgraded version is eight hundred heal and eighty armour


!huh! but in the video it upgraded both


ya it's PBE, !woo!


not a lot ah, (uh huh), five


one second, ya but the thing is that's the one second is it without cool down reduction


okay, oh


ya, !woo!


oh, [orh]


the W is a slow right, ya, there is


(hmm) they can't flash over ah


[orh], ,


ya the Yasuo want to go, block, ya


jump out, ya, is the AOE damage


(mmhmm)


ya ya, (mmhmm), !woo!


imagine if you build the mana only, good name


!wow!, no


!wow!


oh their safe skill is Amumu and Heimerdinger, because both of them also has AOE DOT damage


, the


ya, , die


oh


it because he doesn't catch the opportunity to ulti and kill people the few things


and he die ah, oh,


ya, oh,


path that the person will take, oh


ya, ya


ya, because Karthus has no major attack


ya, oh ya do you know that recently LOL there's a bug that's going around, err apparently right within the, within the err


it's it's regarding a poppy bug ah so what happens is that, in the base when you just born if you flash correctly or you are the typed like there's a hashtag flash, that allows you to charge up and do mini flash two times remember


ya so if you do that correctly you apparently according to terms of their way to explain it you'll be on different heights from the different all from the rest of the people ya I've no idea like it's it's in the game sense you will be on different height


so because of that any attack that would err you would land will be out of bounds so to say precisely because it is out of bounds therefore the game to err balance this out are induced the same damage to every single opponent


including minions and or opponent, err or jungle mosses, ya it damages everything on the map, except for yourself ya


ya so the lee sin bug was that he heals the E then he fly towards you but you instantly teleported and need to fly across the map to the opponent base


ya, on the opponent, kill the teammates


oh, where did it go


vision bug


ya, ya, (mmhmm)


, don't, then they all keep


ganging and kick jungler, LOL ya, ya but that's not very game breaking the poppy buck is game breaking because the person just sat in the base and just keep training kill and remember kill has the one second


second time damage, ya so the that person just sat in base and then just keep throwing kill keep throwing kill keep throwing kill and you, !ee! ya but then that guy in a fifteen minutes game that's how many kills he got more than two hundred something kills


in fact I think like three hundred something kill, ya he's got all the minions that's that's why he get super huge go advantage and he gets all the jungle minions also remember I said the damages every single thing on the map


oh LOL,


ya, ya, and be, !woo! what


ya, uh ya


ha, then then you see Nunu appear


ya, ya


, it was raised out


[orh], open never walk away, and then he watch replay from the red side err from the opponent team


[orh], oh


uh


ya, , ya but the poppy bug right was very bad because a lot of people actually abused their bug in ranking


ya and then the thing especially that game right because those people just keeps spamming kill and getting so much at so much go early game they get a lot of damage early game so we basically farming tools then because open tax so many times right, in ranking right if you die too many times in the game you'll be considered like the you don't even need report you'll you will be automatically be considered as trolling or something like that and your ranking dropped along your point


your okay


ya, verify


go online


!woohoo!


!wow!, ya, err, ya


, err


ah ya


, uh


uh, err <mandarin>这这这不不是地区是:zhe zhe zhe bu bu shi di qu shi</mandarin> err <mandarin>按照小说里面说所的对吧是每个世界世界有的:an zhao xiao shuo li mian shuo suo de dui ba shi mei ge shi jie shi jie you de</mandarin> err


!huh!


ah, [orh]


ah


err


[orh]


, !wah!,


err hogwarts


[orh], ah


uh, <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> ah


<mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> ah, uh, ya


uh


ah,


ya <mandarin>可是一半就突然间:ke shi yi ban jiu tu ran jian</mandarin> like like like <mandarin>一开始还是:yi kai shi hai shi</mandarin> harry potter <mandarin>世界然后变成我们得主角有系统有一个:shi jie ran hou bian cheng wo men de zhu jue you xi tong you yi ge</mandarin> DFF <mandarin>很像:hen xiang</mandarin> dungeon defense dungeon and frontier, !aiya! <mandarin>反正一个旧游戏:fan zheng yi ge jiu you xi</mandarin> lah !huh!


like like <mandarin>突然间讲到一半好好得:tu ran jian jiang dao yi ban hao hao de</mandarin> harry potter


(mmhmm), ,


uh, uh


[orh], uh


(mm)


okay I start, one of the hardest things for anyone to understand about me is, , let me think ah, uh


if, I feel uncomfortable situation, and, there are, antagonistic people near me or involved in the environment what I normally do is I get very aggressive


so I'm liable to start a fight, I'm liable to tell them to fuck off, I'm liable to tell them to, I'm liable to insult them like, the mother confirm is a whore you know that kind of thing no not lah not really lah ah


more like I will cast them out in hokkien, because it's not normal behavior, normal behavior is someone pisses you off you'll be mature


take back de-escalate or walk away, which I've been trying to do more but are not very easy lah so, it's a hard thing ah also because in the past he's my brother


who were still remains part of my life today err he he with you cannot discuss things he will shoved his truth of the situation down your throat, like he was he was one like tutoring in math right


then I say don't put water bottle on my table it might fall over, then this this one time I mess up this math problem he slap my head, then his hand continue past my head, hit the bottle the bottom drop onto the table, water go over place I say see what happen he slap me again he say shit happens


so , a lot of these incidents add up and I've learned that whoever is louder faster and angrier typically gets to assert their truth or their version of reality but that's not really true yeah except unless there's a mob mentality ah which is different lah so


their part why I escalate so fast to all of that is is hard for people to understand and people are always why do you have to react so quickly why do you have to react so violently why do you have to react like that or like this are like that and I'm like even till today you still see that happening


with a lot of people actually but I am trying to temper it down so, like that lor what to do that's the first points from


, what is hardest things about me part two for me is, I'm very stubborn, no no no


it is very hard for them to understand why I'm stubborn or some people will just be like , eh you're wrong you're still, don't say sorry then I'll be like but I'm not wrong and argue for example


so there was this case in army right we have to operate a crane to lift the missile bot onto the back of truck okay so very simple the crane, has two modes mode one mode two, mode one you will move the crane mode two you will move the outrigger arm that destabilises the entire platform


so, so very simply sometimes the mode the mode fucked up and, when you press mode one it will sometimes jumped back to mode two, which means the crane can move when expect outrigger to move instead so the crane spoils


because you there is a part that comes off if you if you are and instead of, telling it to, the maintenance people the engineer people to feb to fix the remote control right, what they did is during my reservist I went back this mood destructing happen to me


I broke a small part of crane, uh the yellow stopper basically it's a it's a I don't know why they have it it's it's like a, it's like a ornamental thing and then they're they ask me to pay five hundred at first


the damages so I was quite pissed up I was like you know that the mood fucks up you know that this is a problem, but instead of putting it on the engineers for fucking it up and and


instead of putting on the engineers for for for not doing their job right you you put it on me right so I was angry so I went to the officer in charge the time what's going on man, you putting it on a reservist guy instead of putting it, where should be which on the engineers


right so we went on to chain you up and down left and right and then people will like you need to make sure you more, you didn't check you didn't check you didn't check you didn't see it more probably , it's very clear that you did this and then I'm like I was just stubborn lah I was like no I was clear the two people beside me they saw the same thing I did this happened


but you want to shovel it down my throat okay fine ah I'll pay token fee fifty dollars, okay so yes, I'm stubborn and sometimes it's hard to understand but yeah I think is very very I'm stubborn


what else ah !waliao! a lot leh ha okay I'm very sloppy, I'm very lazy


uh, I don't really follow a fixed schedule but as far as like waking up goes err, tend to be a little bit dirty


I like I don't clean up my dishes immediately sometimes I think I acknowledge that is a problem, and I'm trying to I'm trying to stop it grain don't look at me like that anyway, what else err, but but I I to counteract all these I do have a weekly clean up which is a every week


roll up your sleeve kind of get the house clean kind of thing for me normally on a saturday or sunday uh, sometimes I'm a neat freak but only when it comes to my workstation, and then


ya but as for the rest of the house I don't really care so ya I guess that's why I a little bit difficult to live with, what


so you are slightly hypocritical, , what I would like to be forgiven for, well in a relationship a lot of things the okay


sometime sometimes you sometimes you early especially early on during the courtship you fuck shit up, you you you you you you kind of make some mistakes which you cannot take back you know like are not attending your girlfriends


uh uh uh, uh what was that again exhibition, final project exhibition final year project exhibition, uh not being there for graduation, and then like you know I I have circumstances at that point in time which I am not willing


which I am not like , willing to kind of like expose my girlfriend to lah, or my my girl to lah so because I think it's unattractive right imagine at the time I had no money, and then like I I was working at my dish dash


and then like I was fresh out of university by I think about six months already but still no job, then like you don't just reveal these things to your girl and expect her to stay with you right, most of the time these things are unattractive to to to singapore girls lah and


my both my pride, and I would I put in my view, was that you will be back on both end as there was no positive to the head of it so I like okay lah then don't go lor


if you cannot go as a man you don't go is my, it's my response to this kind of situation, so I would like I will kind of like to be forgiven for that lah you know because like, not everybody might feel the same way, but you


kind of have a right do it your way, as long you as you have a good belief about it, and, if you trust that it is the best way and maybe you might hurt the other person


but you you kind of developed, how badly hurt the other person will be over time and then you just kinda deal with it lah right, like that's just the way it this what,


no I'm just saying I did this I would rather be forgiven for it, but I also want you to understand that I have my own reasons for doing it


I guess if you want to call it that way,


my turn, oh my god


that's not my fault


and don't know what to say


like sometimes you are like, you react very badly to something that I say like it's just a joke like quite dirty jokes all the time because like amateur and like


it's funny and you do laugh but then you will smack me after you laugh and then like sometimes you were badly to it and then like I'm kind of like why you would have react so badly you know like


what shape it's just a joke, it was a joke, okay but it was a joke, anyway anyway there's there's small thing there the other small thing I guess is


how to put it, like sometimes you get very down or rather some days you don't feel very good and it's okay it's okay to not feel good


but I think in a relationship with the other person you generally try to treat the other person well regardless of how bad you feel, I think the true test of it is that no matter how bad you feel you don't treat you don't treat the other person like shit, oh you don't are not more you are not more cruel to the other person or they you know you don't like


lash out the other person and not saying you do any of those things but sometimes when you are having a down day you are a little bit more, careless your words and unkind and and and and like very


and then like very hurtful lah so so sometimes I I hope can be less hurtful when you are having a down day I will try to change my tummy okay, I am sorry


(ppc), done ya my turn, okay first thing right just now I say right I tend to not have a fixed schedule and like a lot of times I ask the help with the cat


and then you are like no so like you tell me no, then I also want to pay for some of the stuff you say no then I'm like so don't want help lah, you want to assume complete ownership of a cat right, like !walao!


you don't want me to help you don't want me to pay then now you say I don't know, then the other thing is that I wake up I don't have to fix schedule right because sometimes I just don't lah and my and my habit is to try to climitize myself to the day


like in bed at least a little bit and then like, get up gradually and don't rush the whole thing so that I feel at peace kind of like going through today like everybody has their own waking ritual not just mine right kind of like


look up at the ceiling a little bit maintain a little bit and then like go on with my day lah, because I find very calming to do so but and yes sometimes look like a fat ass in my tummy and acknowledged my tummy has been growing but err but it has


I've also lost a little bit of weight, like I think it is not very fair to say like like I'm always fat, and never growing and you call me blobby in front of the colleagues and your colleagues call me blobby also


you don't like nah give back


what's the next one next card


what I'm grateful to you for is, oh she's nice, oh nice nice, okay so (hmm) there's a couple of things so the first one is you're really empathetic not pathetic and empathetic


although sometimes you are a little bit pathetic but everybody is pathetic sometimes yes I can see that yes she's pointing a middle finger at me by the way so like I say empathetic, so like what I mean it's like I am used to dealing with people who are very


insensitive uncaring err very err in hokkien your quite #guai lan# but, ya they don't give a shit about you lah you know and that's the way most people in life is unless they are like your friends and sometimes even your friends


uh that means you have bad friends by the way err like but close friends tend you will not be like that mostly my families like that and that's why my relationship with them isn't very good, but uh, I guess that's where a little bit that what I feel lah but ya empathetic and I like that because like you understand some of them are some of the shit I'm going through and you are like very understanding and caring and sensitive and


I think that a lot and like you giving me a lot like on like bubble tea and like chicken and like cheap food, because like when I started dating I was fucking scared, of like having to bring you to like super expensive places all the time


we do still go to those like once or twice a month but, more times you are not uh I'm happy to discover that ah, and grateful that err you like Kopitiam food like #mee sua# chicken rice very nice, err


also I give it to you for being forgiving of my very big belly and asking for belly rubs because sometimes, I'm trying but it's not really going down that much it takes time


I have lost a little bit away, but like <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> lor that's just the way it is lor <mandarin>做东西需要时间:zuo dong xi xu yao shi jian</mandarin> mah <mandarin>对吗不是好像我可以:dui ma bu shi hao xiang wo ke yi</mandarin> , then <mandarin>肚子会变小没有这种事:du zi hui bian xiao mei you zhe zhong shi</mandarin> err so yes that's what I'm grateful to you for


okay, oh nos, when I'm upset I need you to comfort me like this okay I'm a lot like a dog if I'm upset you just need to hug hug


and then you need uh pat my belly and I'll roll over if you want to pat my belly like a doggo and then maybe cuddle a little bit and then and then I can be comforted already


I don't need expensive food I don't need to go places sometimes I just need a bitch a little bit actually I kind of stop I kind of stop doing that a lot because, ya I guess like I think I think generally speaking I just need physical comfort when I upset


like I know what to do in my head I know what to do in my head but like I just need physical comfort lah but that's about it lor, nothing much nothing much outside you need I just need your physical comfort maybe a little bit of motivation


I have applied much machine learning to this endeavour , I can tell you you don't say first you let me guess so when you're upset right I do one of three things first, some cuddles second I let you bitch a lot


I don't join in mostly must be you bitch I listen I do that and third, if I can I accompany with good food and maybe bubble tea, and the bitching will continue


sometimes for weeks on and off but at some point you will go enough of it and then and then after everything is out of you I would say, well


and then you offer me your cost of desired action or you say that you don't want to do and I'll I'll tell you okay maybe you can do this, next time, yup, and then like


sometimes you lapsed back into leveraging about it again and okay lah whatever lah but that's life right you just gonna bitch about it until you're done bitching about it, because you are bitching about it you still have some unhappiness left in your unhappiness bar so you get rid of it then you can continue moving on


so ya that's my machine learning applied to you as to how you do it but okay now you tell me was I correct was I correct


oh ya ya


but technically you don't pay her fifteen K swiss francs the company pays her, fifteen K swiss francs , at least look at the price is better than than than the guy I had right, whose name I shall only refer to as B


not for bastard but for err another it signifies an actual name, like you at least your supervisor tells you <mandarin>加油:jia you</mandarin> linnell, #gan ni# my one tell me I will fire you if you don't listen to me, what the fuck


!hey! at least it's okay lah right eh better than eh better than some kind of an asshole that tries to rule over you, shaft down his bad marketing tactics down your throat, you know take cost the company twenty thousand dollars never get fired, every month some more not just one month over a year that's one hundred and six thousand dollars


that he was accrued at one point in time that I had to fix I fixed already the company let me go here, it's like this kind of nonsense lah, at least you still have a job and look at the bright side, you have a job, sandra's encouraging, he is not competent, things can improve


right, err not so bad not so bad life can go on but yes I acknowledge that, he is quite frustrating lah she shouldn't be getting the kind pay and she shouldn't be in that kind of job but that's the thing, about having, the word doctor


in your title, if you are a psychologist especially we tend to earn the big bucks even if you are incompetent lah, which is err kind of irritating, but the way life is, (ppc)


go doubt


depends on a doctorate that they do in a thesis that they do lah because normally if you do doctorate, err clinical psychology for example, and I don't think clinical psychology depends on her what she studied, unless she studied I told you before right unless study human interface


user user design, she shouldn't be a UX position for science as a psychologist she should stick to whatever the situation she chose to work on, so like if I studied, cognitive behavioral processes, and is in and and the interactions that


this cognitive behavior interfaces have with, a computers screen, I can say that and I have researched it, meaning I applied methodology I did the research study I synthesized the results I disputed the statistics, and then I prove my point


I have to <mandarin>材料:cai liao</mandarin> to prove that, I should be in this field the UI UX field but if I studied, cognitive neuroscience and it had nothing to do user interface or user design or computer graphics and human interactions then what the fuck am I doing there


so if you if you ask me it sounds to me like I don't I don't I don't know what this what her is professions I haven't check out her profile yet, but we can look at her linkedin profile later I guess uh to see what her dissertation is but likelihood is she didn't have


she didn't do a doctorate on this field but she managed to put herself in a position to benefit from it so a lot of her, a lot of her ideas that she put forward or action plan that she put forward would be very theoretical


because it's very easy right army also very easy for you to put theory what, you you ambushed the ambushed a convoy, you block the first the new first truck you block the last truck the rest of converse time between, one side everybody machine gunned down the other side put claymore


people come out the car the other side you blow the claymore everybody died, good ambush but real life different, real life you start shooting the convo you can't hear each other which start shooting no one can hear, right so a lot of things come to play in real life that the theory doesn't really cover so you must run through the grounds


at least two three times which you don't have if you didn't do a dissertation on the right field of study, so my I'll bet dollars two doughnuts, that this person probably didn't and I have a lot of love for doughnuts, that this person probably didn't do the dissertation on UI UX and did it on something else


okay ya that's that's my that's my guess lah


okay lah to be fair to be fair either, there's only two way this bring right first you are correct, she is she has no performance abilities she is totally covered her job and she shouldn't, be advancing higher which means that management hasn't checked her


no one has checked her or she has some performance roles in other parts of the company that you are unaware of there has enabled her to be able to promoted or go higher in the company that you also may not be aware of, and she may have contributions are areas that you are not that you don't understand lah so both can be true


both can be true I'm not saying that she is, because I'm certain that if if she was a good UIUX researcher she would know what to do, because is one thing to say that the color red is negative or positive in certain lights is nothing to say that the gradient of red x y z works in this exact setting to this exact standard in this exact culture on this exact website is two different things one is operating performance the other one is theory


right so if she had it should she will be able to say that but she doesn't, so it could be that you don't know the extent of or other contributions, and maybe just maybe just maybe she has some other use to the company, so you just got to Tahan and check what she's trying to say lah or what they are trying to do


right Bo Pian lor that's life lor, (hmm) got to deal with this kind of people everyday one lah, that's why


ya that's it for our trial recording


one two three


so what is that hard to understand, what is normal behaviour


I think if will call back a bit because I like I didn't quite catch like, part lah you said the back part the like people find it hard to understand why you escalate like maybe


that's the thing and you are kind of like giving the back story of like why it's hard for people to understand I think okay from personal experience lah my experience with you, I think it is it is hard to understand


but it's not the, but it's not difficult to empathise with as in I think understanding and empathising is very different I think, I think perhaps this prompt could be phrased a little bit better because this is my best personal philosophy by the way because


I don't think it's ever possible for anybody to comprehend or understand anyone completely like it's just impossible lah because we all come from different backgrounds everyone has different experiences in their life even though it can be quite similar but


the way you kind of like perceive it is very different, so ya I think I think I think like ya lor


I think that's the that that that the prompt could have been worded a bit better lah so I think for myself if you were to ask for myself like the hardest thing for people to empathize about me in a way is


that, that I I do calculate a lot before I say anything or I voice out my opinion about or anything I think I think it occurs the most frequently in work


ya occurs most frequently in work lah because because how should I put this like like I tend to be super straightforward you see then people not happy lah like people not happy that my I'm super straightforward, about things so but but I think people also don't really understand that


that I I don't mean it with ill intent but at the same time I also acknowledge that I mean it's just


I think delivery counts like how how should I put this !aiya! I I don't know lah !haiya! , I think delivery counts lah so like even though I don't have, I'll intend you see I don't have the intent but if people perceive it like that way then is not very good lah it's not very nice


so, I think because, the way I say things can very straightforward it's very hard for people to, get that I don't have bad intentions as I don't mean it the I just want things to be done I just want to things to be done like properly


so I think that's that's quite hard for people to understand, ya


are you think that's very hard for people to understand


[orh], okay


[orh]


so I think this leads to, I guess I'm difficult to live with, so okay let's say let's let's just put it just say okay say for example if we do end up like getting married and then we do end up living together aside from like you're stupid so called like freaking at man cave lah I don't know lah like


like why else would you think like you have to you would you would or could be difficult to work to do live it, okay


sia lah damn shitty sales pitch sia my how am I suppose to live with you then what the fuck, anyway , for myself ah I, think I'm difficult to live with because


I think I'm difficult to live with because , I think generally if you if you are talking about like housekeeping this kind of thing , I think I keep it quite clean but I think where I I would be


the most difficult to work with or live with is that I am very particular about certain things, like like for for example where we eat right, we need to use the sample plate we need to use a spoon


it has to be the same type I can I just cannot stand it lah, you you I I really cannot Tahan like I really cannot Tahan it's like the spoon is different style, like come on like you you set the table then then the plate needs to be the same the cup needs to be the same, for you to look nice right like you think about it that way so


and and I'm very particular about the the way you do certain things say for example, the sponge is to be used for dishes that sponge is to be used for pots, and then when you like put things back right you need to put them back in its appropriate place


like everything has a home marie Kondo marie Kondo say everything has a home right, so for you need to put things back to where they belong and ya lah there's just a sequence to things that's that's just a sequence to things so


I think because of that like I can get, very it's very hard for to live with me which is just very freaking weird also because like I, I tend to hold my mom against it for some like odd reason


I admittedly lah I get very angry with her okay whenever she, she's she nags at me to do things a certain way, and then like funny enough I always like talk back to her I say like why must you may feel live by your own benchmarks but then like


I think I'm doing the same thing so I guess that's why I'll probably be quite hard, to live with so, ya


I'm very hypocritical I I admit, okay


sorry ah I gonna cut you here ah, I don't get it are you asking for, forgiveness or you are asking permission cause it sounds to me right, uh you're asking for permission and you're you have the right I don't know like like are you trying to justify for yourself


so so it's apologies plus it's apology plus justification


okay okay, for myself, err, I'd like to be I think the one


okay I like to be forgiven for all the times that I said we would break up I think I think honestly lah say genuinely I genuinely I'm quite sorry about that


I think it's because I tend to be very very emotional and then like, my natural, instinct is to escape or to run away so , when I when I get very hurt


that's the first thing that comes to my mind ah like like what uh what why why why shall I, why should I Tahan this situation why should I, put myself through this, so , that's why the first tendency for me is, to block you


block you, and say break up lah don't don't interesting enough right frankly speaking if you asking truth to heart, in that heat of the moment hor honestly hor


in my mind right I will like, fuck this shit like like I think I'm okay I think I'm okay without you I don't need you so like that's why, I I think it was I wouldn't say easy


part it's easy for me to like just, break up like that sort of thing, but honestly this is very one sided lah it's it's it's definitely a rash irrational decision and it's not being fair I think to you


as long as you have to you so that's quite hurtful also lah, like ya so I think that's something I would like to apologise for, I don't have any justification lah not like you I don't have anything ah oh I didn't mean it that way but I want to understand where you where I'm coming from not that


I'm just gonna to like apologize to you, to you cause I'm a responsible adult, so that's that, okay


ya, okay I think I think we can talk about this one there are a few small things about you that drives me crazy, your stomach drives me crazy


, you stomach drives me crazy like like, like I know lah I okay okay here's the thing like I've I've been like trying to say oh it's okay, just take your time lose way


honestly say like day by day day by day day I see it getting bigger and bigger and bigger, and then like I don't know like to what level I can be okay with it and maintain a straight face


like like I don't know how long I can be diplomatic about it lah I like without me calling you like what why why you so fat ass, you know like , no because like no you must understand right like when when you walk


from far right at where you approach me right, it freaking looks like a like a like a snowman like I keep telling you like the center like the center the center ball you know like that kind of thing, so I I think can then a bit too much lah babe I think it's getting a bit too much I think cannot


I think really cannot like, I think you need to you need to try to cut it, so, yes Nah your turn


why you don't know what to say, confirm got a lot of things lah say, what the heck just say


but it's my pet, it's my, it's my freaking pet,


okay I'm sorry anyway, just a few more small things that you drive me crazy lah okay I tell you right I tell you right you picture this ah, you picture this okay seven thirty right nick wakes me up right he meow meow for food right he meow meow for food right then I wake up right


and then I get up okay I get I get lah for him I get up and feed him breakfast, and then like, I start day super early because of because of nick nick ah then I I gotta I, heat up his food I feed him put supplement sometimes right you take very long to get him to eat because it's very picky right


then I have to like put topper sort not like snakes to, to to make the whole thing about a a lot more appetizing and then like I clean his little box then sometimes he kick kick the litter all over the floor


so vacuum it up right then I do, then I after that come back to my room I have to top up his water I top up his water then the same thing ah like like the little box upstairs also need to clean so I clean the little box a vacuum and then right you imagine ah, my morning start at seven thirty ah I do all of this right so say roughly end at eight fifteen


and then like you just lie on the bed, , like you you imagine the image ah you just lie on the bed right, like I think to myself ah, oh my god this fat ass right just sleep through this whole damn thing like like


I just I just cannot ah like it just drives me nuts like look here I'm not, (ppc), I'm not trying to to pin okay fine okay I take it back I am trying to pin certain expectations on you okay because like most mostly I said I feel very very sour


like I feel very sour like I feel very sour that like I do like, I do like do so much you know for the day and then like you just like lie there and then like and then sometimes even worse right like after we both get up right, then you Buay <mandarin>自动:zi dong</mandarin> leh you seriously like Buay <mandarin>自动:zi dong</mandarin> okay like I just


you just sit there and then you you imagine your image of yourself slump over on a chair your belly is like boundary out and then like the the bed is unmade then the pillow is not in the right place, and then like I just waiting for you to like <mandarin>自动:zi dong</mandarin> a bit okay like like <mandarin>自:zi</mandarin> can you like like


at least fold the blanket lah, but no , it never happens so so so I, sia lah you like like really drives me crazy like


but you agree Bo, got you agree right ya


, okay I finished complaining about you already, I think is the effort lah I think I think I think it's a little bit like


if <mandarin>你有东西做:ni you dong xi zuo</mandarin> right like like <mandarin>明明:ming ming</mandarin> like <mandarin>有东西做:you dong xi zuo</mandarin> right, then <mandarin>你有时间做:ni you shi jian zuo</mandarin> then <mandarin>为什么你不去做:wei shen me ni bu qu zuo</mandarin> you know like that kind of thing like then <mandarin>你躺在那边:ni tang zai na bian</mandarin> right


then <mandarin>你在等谁等我做:ni zai deng shui deng wo zuo</mandarin> is it, like <mandarin>什么都等我做不是等我做就是等我讲:shen me dou deng wo zuo bu shi deng wo zuo jiu shi deng wo jiang</mandarin>


!walao!, freaking superficial sia your answer grateful !wah! kind and caring like okay cupid, bio like that I looking for caring girl that kind of thing, okay okay


anyway (hmm) what I'm I'm grateful to you for, I think I think you are quite adaptable person to be honest like, like not adaptable in the stomach sense lah stop it


freaking annoying then like like I'm grateful to you for that I think your ability to adapt to me , I think this is like kind of like an extension from like what we talk about previously that like


uh, I'm super difficult to sort of like sometimes understand lah then I think when you try to do is you try to evolve yourself every time like you are not just by or a fix, the way of dealing with me like you try to


depending on the situation or depending on like how I am like machine learning lah , honestly speaking it's really quite like a machine learning then like you you try to like like kind of like okay, situation one okay then she like that right with like that then you learn from the situation okay you might you might you might mess it up a little bit but it's okay then you just learn from situation one


and then after that you will adapt it for situation two then after that situation two, try to deal with it in a more improved manner and ya you are getting better and better, at dealing with me I think, everyday so that sometimes I quite grateful for also I think when I first for the dating you right like you tended to kind of like summarize for me very funny ah then after you after you fight me right then you will come to me and then you like you were summarized me like oh <mandarin>我这边这边这边做错:wo zhe bian zhe bian zhe bian zuo cuo</mandarin>


from there we might not be very happy admittedly we might not be super happy lah about it because obviously after you fight who will be happy right


so but then at least there's a certain conclusion I think ya the good thing is got conclusion lor then because, got conclusion then you can move forward mah right, so


ya I think that's that's what I am grateful to you about, ya I would say that, that's really the main thing lor that I'm grateful to you about, ya, (mmhmm)


so right you see ah I think this is where like our values don't really align because like like, how should I put this like, I don't like it lah sometimes that like when when you are clearly upset then you don't like to talk about it, I don't know whether it's a man thing if you ask me I don't know <mandarin>不懂是好像我男人大:bu dong shi hao xiang wo nan ren da</mandarin> then or


like I don't know whether it's a whether that's like that that kind of like situation but, I I don't know I I I think I try lah I think I try to kind of like comfort is not in


my blood I don't think it's my natural inclination to like to like, oh like oh it's okay it's gonna be okay leh and then like just hug you or like like give you belly rub, I don't know I think I I because I personally prefer like if you talk to me about it and then like we can


just I can just listen to it and I think it will probably make you feel better I don't know I don't know but ya I'll try I'll try more lor, next time to, to hug you to pet pet you


but, with the premise that like you will talk to me lah about feelings because if not it's just very <mandarin>敷衍:fu yan</mandarin> what right eh like <mandarin>抱一下亲一下就:bao yi xia qin yi xia jiu</mandarin> okay Liao


as in there's that's not me lah for so so ya lor


so, so there's a misconception you see like either in the service concept conception lah you


you think you have all of the answers, like honestly saying right <mandarin>你想想看:ni xiang xiang kan</mandarin> ah, do you, as in, but the the intentions of talking about like your feelings, is the process of feelings


right I and I told you time and time again like you don't jump from like the problem then you jump straight away to solution then, it's never gonna help you with personal growth right because you don't process it, like like not everything's supposed to be like you think how to solve how to solve how to solve then


then the then it's okay lah it's not there it's it's about processing it being okay with feeling shitty you you okay you feeling shitty then you just, grow personally, oh my god such bad like, grow in a personal manner so


I'll try to hug you more to be more physically affectionate, cause <mandarin>男人:nan ren</mandarin> , wants physical affection right I'll try okay, for myself, for myself when I'm upset right


err, I don't know I think you just need to let me bitch about them,


err I think yes, I think yes, err ya I think I think within the main sort of like, attitude so as to say is when I'm upset, you just like okay but you you talk about comfort lah okay so so so


it's not consolation or like listening ear blah blah blah like I think, I think like you physical presence helps if you ask me your physical presence helps a lot lah like, uh rub your tummy fuck off, like I think I do I do find myself like


stop it I think I found myself getting, , like I get very, I get very , think sometimes like


at night when I cannot fall asleep I do miss like having our fat ass, right next to me, I think your physical err physical presence does help especially because like you come over like every weekend, ya I I more or less like use to


your presence, I think, then ya lah you are right to say that like if I'm upset, you just listen to me bitch, but like the thing is right, like sometimes when I bitch to you right you might think of it as I just like whine whine whine I just complain complain complain


one just complain complain of it but a lot of times right when I wish to you right you a lot of processing happens like in that situation, like it it it helps me think about, like, my actions you know like how I should have reacted to do it you know like weather


, or, or whether is it like truly the other parties fault lah like, because, it is a little bit like learning something right like when the best the best


as they always say the best way to learn about something is to cut if is, to teach it to other people, so I think it's the same thing for myself when it comes to like reflecting upon like situations like if I, talk about it more I process it more


and, there's something to be learned about it lor, so, ya but food always helps, always helps I think ya


anyway speaking of bitch right today right, , today right okay I think I didn't finish the story right about sandra, ya I I didn't finish the story about sandra so, so sandra is you know right like sandra's the head of like err UX for my company


and, like I think sandra is like, #dua dua ji da# you know like like simply because right <mandarin>她是:ta shi</mandarin> Angmoh Kia, simply because of that right


like, she's she's not suitable for her role if you ask me


a cheetah but then like, she just doesn't have the foresight for it


like, she just she can't see the big picture, and then, !aiya! it's it's very pissing because like whenever you like you ask her or you tell her the problems or what you should do or what should we do about it


you know everything is always like oh you must communicate better with the person must communicate then like, there's no concrete like solution you know like she never suggest anything one leh like, everything you just like communicate then got what got what use you know like what what what's the use of that you


if you cannot tell me like oh maybe you should like oh asked about this you know maybe you should like, like like research it in this way but no always don't have so like <mandarin>你好像跟墙壁讲话这样:ni hao xiang gen qiang bi jiang hua zhe yang</mandarin> lah, like like


swiss francs eh, , what the heck , what kind of logic is that right like like you earn you earn fifty freaking k right and then the only thing you can tell me is like


be strong like, seriously, so like do today was like damn pissing because like, I had a meeting with like the CEO lah and then we're talking about like the app or information architecture the navigation blah blah blah that kind of thing


then like !aiya!, #dua ki# they always think right they always think right they have like the, the best solution in mind, and then like then I think to myself right then then why then why you hire me


like if you have all the solution then you only need people to move move your mouse only what, like you must as well hold my hand and move the mouse for me lah, or I send you my file lah I send my working file I send you my working file then you do okay, you will go you go and learn sketch then you do you do, then like I then then the thing is right you hire the expert then you don't want to listen to the expert


then after that problem come eh then you quiet quiet then why you never come up in front and say sorry sorry my fault it's my decision was my decision you know that kind of, that I really advise you already I already say like oh your app your app infrastructure is freaking weird it's damn hard to feed something inside like that then you don't want to listen


then I was freaking pissed that sandra because like, she she, she basically I think she didn't really understand like the whole situation she never understand she never understand then you just quiet lah


then she just then she just like oh give some kind of like or like statement yes yes I agree with with you marcel that like oh yes, that was like <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> agree <mandarin>个屁啊:ge pi a</mandarin> like <mandarin>你根本不了解:ni gen ben bu liao jie</mandarin> then


like like like it's so obvious like she doesn't even understand like the basic foundation of like information architecture, then like you don't understand first then you don't say lah you don't become yes man lah then like <mandarin>我最讨厌是什么:wo zui tao yan shi shen me</mandarin> meh


like oh <mandarin>我们:wo men</mandarin> UX, like must challenge them hor must challenge them must must ask them questions to make them think, you know like you say that then after that you during meeting you yes yes


I pay you fifteen K francs to say yes yes is it I pay you fifteen K francs to tell me <mandarin>加油:jia you</mandarin> is it, so like like, !aiya! oh I just I just <mandarin>不了解:bu liao jie</mandarin> lah


it's alright, so right like recently we hired like a designer right I told you right, he name is edward then err we he's a he's, he's actually from israel and then like he went to he went to spain to study and then he


<mandarin>不像那个:bu xiang na ge</mandarin> darrel <mandarin>问那种白痴的问题他他他问的问题我觉得很:wen na zhong bai chi de wen ti ta ta ta wen de wen ti wo jue de hen</mandarin> err, it's it's


very insightful I think, I think he genuinely wants to find out more things lah like like err asking err questions about the company oh, oh what's the company strategy for doing this you know like if how this product fits into their portfolio blah blah that kind of thing so like the questions he ask right actually hor


!wah! super like logical one you know, then, the thing is right like so recently he was like asking err XB all does your, does your team have like a like a plan like how you guys do like research projects blah blah blah that kind of thing


and then obviously our answer is no right which is like damn <mandarin>丢人现眼:diu ren xian yan</mandarin> lah please like seriously, a new designer come and then like then then, then he has all of like the dreams and the best practices


like like oh sorry <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> company <mandarin>没有做:mei you zuo</mandarin> like is, it's damn embarrassing to to yourself and your and your pride as a designer also mah, right so, so he was like saying that he might want to do like this strategic plan of like how perhaps he can shift the company forward a little bit lah then <mandarin>我在心里想:wo zai xin li xiang</mandarin> hor


like his main job is not to do that, but is the head of UX's job, to to change company culture in terms of like user experience lah, then like you have this person like


like trying to take initiative to do which which frankly speaking when I first come to the company and I i had the dreams to do that lah and I did, propose like things to do that but then like the (ugh) but that one is a different story ya so, so ya lor so like like XP I we're talking about it today lah like like like why the hell for so many years cause ah you


you you see ah sandra has been in this company for like three years eh, like then why in the world right was was these things like not practiced, like I just don't get it lah I just don't get it like, like you had three years to implement good practices and best practices or whatnot and la then you keep talking about


then she wants to talk about this stupid strategy called like just double diamond lah it's like a UX that double diamond like strategy and then, and you talk talk talk a lot strategy like phase one is do research phase two is like synthesize phase three is don't know what, or ideation phase four is like like like err testing


then <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> pay <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> fifteen K swiss franc for what right like, like I just feel like I don't know whether is it lah okay pardon me if I'm wrong lah correct me ah


I don't know whether is it a doctor thing like it's a it's a you only understand theory, but then you don't really know lah operationally like me, ya lah how how how you go about doing it lah so you just talk only lor, you talk about your theory you talk about your methodology always like to talk about methodology lor


but in practice leh, practice don't have lah, so


so so this is the thing I don't understand lah like like like this is the thing that I don't understand like , like okay so so she studied clinical psychology lah let's say I'm not I'm not too sure that's we can check it out later okay, like she studied like she's she's a has a doctorate in psychology so like


I think like to to a certain extent right fine you cannot do strategy strategy or you like cannot do like err management cause management is different skill set right, like <mandarin>你要管人:ni yao guan ren</mandarin> hor


because to be a manager like there are a lot more things that you need to need to, need to have or do but say okay fine you her previous position was a UX researcher, right then like you you UX researcher right there are certain skill sets that you require in order to be a UX researcher which is like how to do research right


then like I will that like expect you study, psychology you would have that background knowledge or how run research right up to a certain extent then like, then naturally that would like linked to that linked to your methods that you pass down of the team Zuo Bo like then instead of like people people ask you like oh like like or I i have this problem what should I do about it


instead of like telling people like <mandarin>加油:jia you</mandarin> or like or like maybe you can communicate with this person more then you can give proper strategies are maybe okay maybe on the project or from this angle or you want to purchase from the angle you know like you will have different kind of like suggestions ah to to provide


so so that that's the that's the part that I I , I will <mandarin>真的不了解:zhen de bu liao jie</mandarin> lah, like like, I would expect you have research, you have like research kind of , you know like skills skills to kind of like back up even if you cannot manage a team fine I give you that benefit of doubt lah I give you I give you the benefit of the doubt that like that like


you maybe a new manager maybe you are new you know then you need take time and then <mandarin>要慢慢学去了解人:yao man man xue qu liao jie ren</mandarin> you know, like to to, to get your head around it but it's the


core skill set of UX that I don't understand why is it lacking for her, and I don't understand why like she has managed to get away with it so easily


!aiya! it's a little bit like you know I hire you for this role then you fail to perform, and then like you go higher and higher then nobody calls out of your shit, it's that kind of situation lah


!aiya!


anyway I think that's it lah


ya, !huh! Benji went out


ya exactly exactly


ya lor ya lor that's true J J at this time is already <mandarin>睡觉:shui jiao</mandarin> <mandarin>还是没有:hai shi mei you</mandarin> lor so, and ya also trying lah trying so <mandarin>我刚刚叫他去看他自己的的:wo gang gang jiao ta qu kan ta zi ji de de</mandarin> ipad then after that err you know hopefully she'll feel sleepy and then she can sleep lah


, because if she's home when she's home lah hor then usually they're still awake one mah they're still wide awake so there will be people outside watching TV and then like her mum would be on the phone so you know pester people lah so she got things to do lah she still got people to to you know be with her


late lor, like err late until maybe eleven o'clock twelve o'clock so that's why a lot of days never go to school


but


ya lor <mandarin>是有一点点:shi you yi dian dian</mandarin> lah but, like <mandarin>没有办法:mei you ban fa</mandarin> ah <mandarin>都不能起来:dou bu neng qi lai</mandarin> then how <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> parent <mandarin>不是这样:bu shi zhe yang</mandarin> so also difficult lah ya lor


, my sis like that lah don't know lah, 哎 oh ya ya ya !huh! ya ya


so <mandarin>我要跟你讲那个:wo yao gen ni jiang na ge</mandarin> then hor okay so so you know like because people go for like workshop all these right so she don't provide any refund at all okay but then, no, ya so usually is like she she don't provide the the like uh what thirty days refund <mandarin>他没有的啦:ta mei you de la</mandarin> hor but <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> for her <mandarin>他是觉得:ta shi jue de</mandarin> okay <mandarin>我的东西是:wo de dong xi shi</mandarin> okay <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> you know if if err <mandarin>应应该是没有什么东西:ying ying gai shi mei you shen me dong xi</mandarin> you you will should not want to refund leh


then, ya, ya that's what I thought too then so after that in the group then suddenly there got this girl know she initially she she posted stuff ah which were quite err positive so she was like looking for people in her same group one say a <mandarin>你们在哪里我们要不要:ni men zai na li wo men yao bu yao</mandarin> form <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> group <mandarin>什么什么:shen me shen me</mandarin> you know so she were posting this kind of thing


suddenly [orh] her of the blue post one thing ah say uh she's very dissatisfied she feel that she's being cheated, and like very long lor very long err message, ya she also did that ha lor and then like that <mandarin>还还不用这样:hai hai bu yong zhe yang</mandarin> eh she she like that already


then the the after that you know she err the host went to reply her lah in the message in that post and so the entire conversation took place inside the that post, but the host was was okay was smart lah you know <mandarin>他会跟他讲说:ta hui gen ta jiang shuo</mandarin> err you if you <mandarin>你有什么不满你就直接跟我讲你不要:ni you shen me bu man ni jiu zhi jie gen wo jiang ni bu yao</mandarin> like <mandarin>讲这么多:jiang zhe me duo</mandarin> but <mandarin>你没有你:ni mei you ni</mandarin> you never even come and tell me you know how am I supposed to know if you don't tell me if you just post it here


, ya


that's why lor I also don't know <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> purpose <mandarin>是什么:shi shen me</mandarin> you know but what what she said what the girl say is that oh she's err saying out lah just in case got people also have the same feeling as her but then don't dare to voice out so that they can like talk to her or they can you know like


tap on her her post and then continue the story lah, ya and <mandarin>三十八个人他们这次的三十八:san shi ba ge ren ta men zhe ci de san shi ba</mandarin> uh


ya then, then oh so after that she said that she said that err that would was there is another girl and no not there is another girl there are a few other people who have actually shared with her how they feel but they all didn't dare to tell the host because some of them have


are part of her another class some of them may have some business dealings with her so <mandarin>他们全部不敢讲:ta men quan bu bu gan jiang</mandarin> so because you know because <mandarin>讲等一下讲:jiang deng yi xia jiang</mandarin> Liao hor <mandarin>怕没有没有那个:pa mei you mei you na ge</mandarin> business mah so they don't dare to say lor that's what she said lah


, ya or maybe could be people who are providing her certain services lah so maybe <mandarin>就不敢讲:jiu bu gan jiang</mandarin> lor


err then after that the host J <mandarin>就跟他讲:jiu gen ta jiang</mandarin> lor said okay you know if anybody ah in this group ah if <mandarin>你们不满:ni men bu man</mandarin> ah, by saturday y'all tell me okay I give you a time a deadline you all go and think about you come and tell me if you really feel that you know you you feel like you are cheated not your money worth everything I refund you I don't want your money so she she was very


err quite <mandarin>爽快:shuang kuai</mandarin> lah in that sense and then so after that what what went on was, also right that the girl said that actually on the first day should already felt a little bit like Buay Gam lah okay then she, the student ya the student she felt a bit Buay Gam like no not really resonate with her then she say that she tell the assistant but the assistant never never seem like got hear what she say so I don't know what she means ah


, ya lor so also don't know lor you know so first day she she she like that she felt like that already so but the host said that on the first day the assistant


err already got tell her so as in the host already know lah that this this girl or is like a bit not happy so err she told the girl lor actually on the first day we already offered you a refund why didn't you take it then the girl say err because it's the first day so I I wanted to give you a chance to see ya


to give a chance to see maybe just first day mah don't know right ah so wait second day lor so apparently second day hor she still offered know she she still openly the host ah still openly offered to everybody okay ah y'all Buay Song or whatever okay this is a time to say you you want you leave no don't don't like continue


ya, correct exactly and


and some more is not just after three days leh not just finish the three days is like after the three days Liao you still got don't know past one or two weeks already lor, you know, ah ah ah


ya lor it's very funny it's like that then the <mandarin>感觉:gan jue</mandarin> is what you know it's like <mandarin>他越想越越气越自己想越自己气:ta yue xiang yue yue qi yue zi ji xiang yue zi ji qi</mandarin> and then after two weeks later like !wah! I don't like the webinar you know that kind of thing it feels like that lah


ya I I also felt that way lor like like it's a bit too too much lah, but I'm I felt the way the host handle handle it was quite err she handed it quite well so she really just like say lor okay you know anybody you know not just you or anybody you all you all have to come and tell me you got my email I will reply you one


and no need to worry say like oh oh you will attend my other class you have business with me no need to worry, , ya then so so after that she she ah in that facebook post she told the girl lah say okay let's set a timing we'll talk you know we'll have a zoom and we talk and so this morning they did talk so after she talk already the host also updated the facebook lah to say that [orh]


what happened and I remember she didn't go into detail but she said that the session was very useful that the feedback that was given is err some of some parts are are <mandarin>真的是可以参考的:zhen de shi ke yi can kao de</mandarin> lor so she will be re working some parts of it because <mandarin>他的那个:ta de na ge</mandarin> feedback


but never say got refund or not lah , ya


okay so because she got give them deadline mah right like say okay by <mandarin>及时及时你不爽你就讲:ji shi ji shi ni bu shuang ni jiu jiang</mandarin> so in the call with them today <mandarin>只有两个人:zhi you liang ge ren</mandarin> like <mandarin>来讲就是:lai jiang jiu shi</mandarin> the girl plus another another person lah


the one the one who make a lot of noise one she she said that she said that she feels err that after going through the three day she still she still don't know what to do she still cannot find her her her purpose


so so the host's answer to her is that, you you come in you you may not know exactly but you know you you maybe have an #agak agak# feel okay but you know you you may not say immediately after three days you will exactly know what you wanna do you sometimes you need to go back and think about it because apparently there were exercises and they need to go back and work


or something so what I could see while some other people started post things like oh <mandarin>我找到什么我看我觉得什么:wo zhao dao shen me wo kan wo jue de shen me</mandarin> so <mandarin>很多这种:hen duo zhe zhong</mandarin> reflection but <mandarin>这个人就没有他就可能越想越想不到啊:zhe ge ren jiu mei you ta jiu ke neng yue xiang yue xiang bu dao a</mandarin> the more she think the more she cannot think about her purpose


there were reports but the reports is not so specific like okay you have to go and be a, a vet for example the report wouldn't say okay you go and be a like you know got one doctor <mandarin>是什么:shi shen me</mandarin> united nations <mandarin>什么什么:shen me shen me</mandarin> you go and do that one the report <mandarin>不会这样讲吗:bu hui zhe yang jiang ma</mandarin> the report <mandarin>会跟你讲说你的:hui gen ni jiang shuo ni de</mandarin> natural audience <mandarin>是谁:shi shui</mandarin> so who are the people when you talk


they they will they wanna hear you talk they want to err you know they they want to buy your services, so who are these people then, so for those people err that worked for them is like they they don't know that part lah you know but then when when all these parts were calculated the report will told them then <mandarin>他们自己就:ta men zi ji jiu</mandarin> kind of like


, I think before I think when start the the class already should have the report


, , , not not not what they can do or may do but what are, what are their like who are their natural target audience who or what is their natural talent that kind lah ah so <mandarin>这种东西他大应该应该会知道:zhe zhong dong xi ta da ying gai ying gai hui zhi dao</mandarin> even if let's say not before but at least on the first day I'm sure they would have already known that okay


ya like some something like that but in but I I don't think she can tell anyone ah exactly what is the life purpose like okay you can go and be a this you can go and be a this because, you know that's still free will mah so at the end of the day <mandarin>你叫我做:ni jiao wo zuo</mandarin> maybe <mandarin>我真的不想做这个:wo zhen de bu xiang zuo zhe ge</mandarin> leh you know so <mandarin>还还会是这样吗:hai hai hui shi zhe yang ma</mandarin> but then if let's say I tell you ya you think about something in this area then <mandarin>你自己去想:ni zi ji qu xiang</mandarin> this area oh ya I I like to do this err


maybe I say this area sewing, ya I like to do the cross stitch leh oh or maybe you can do cross stitch or don't know know what so <mandarin>是这样:shi zhe yang</mandarin> lead <mandarin>去的:qu de</mandarin> lor <mandarin>而不是:er bu shi</mandarin> it's not a talk down thing telling you this is what you can do this by should do but


, , uh uh,


I don't know, well if if there is definitely <mandarin>要自己要自己懂:yao zi ji yao zi ji dong</mandarin> lor so I would say is not for people who are absolutely clueless okay so you cannot say that, okay at least like okay for example for us we know that <mandarin>我们不要做这种:wo men bu yao zuo zhe zhong</mandarin> office job <mandarin>我们不要做家我们喜欢做:wo men bu yao zuo jia wo men xi huan zuo</mandarin> like helping job okay <mandarin>我们有一个:wo men you yi ge</mandarin> idea but I think this girl who complain ah I don't think she even has the idea so


ah ya ya yes yes, so it's like I come here you use your calculation and count tell me what I need to do and I'll just do it so I think her logic is like that lah


, ya I I thought it was pretty clear too so I also not very sure why and how it was like that lah but but uh but because of this case so now the host is saying that she admits lah that


maybe ah there have been some deficiency in the screening process that's why <mandarin>变成这个:bian cheng zhe ge</mandarin> girl <mandarin>可以:ke yi</mandarin> join so she shouldn't have she shouldn't even have accepted this girl in the first place


ya, ya <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> in the first day <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> probably the girl has already started to like <mandarin>问很多奇怪东西:wen hen duo qi guai dong xi</mandarin> or <mandarin>讲很多奇怪东西:jiang hen duo qi guai dong xi</mandarin> then <mandarin>他就觉得:ta jiu jue de</mandarin> eh <mandarin>好像有点不对不对的:hao xiang you dian bu dui bu dui de</mandarin> audience <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> lah but again you know it's like


since you are here you know maybe you might find something so just continue first lah ya so so according to the host is that she would be more stringent and she set like more stringent in the selection to only to make sure that if <mandarin>你你真的完全不懂:ni ni zhen de wan quan bu dong</mandarin> zero <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> hor <mandarin>就不可以来:jiu bu ke yi lai</mandarin> join ah ya


uh,


ah <mandarin>有他:you ta</mandarin> don't know because <mandarin>我听了三次吗:wo ting le san ci ma</mandarin> so I can't remember the second or third one she she kept emphasising after fifth july after fifth july got something but never don't know is what lah then it was only


err after that <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> polling quite recent <mandarin>我们才知道:wo men cai zhi dao</mandarin> eh [orh] <mandarin>有有:you you</mandarin> election ya, so possibly could be the big thing could be the election lah, ya not


uh , I I don't know lah maybe maybe is maybe not I don't know but but seriously if she continued to do really I think it's the same message again <mandarin>我听了三次:wo ting le san ci</mandarin> hor <mandarin>真的是:zhen de shi</mandarin> almost the same message <mandarin>很多个我都在:hen duo ge wo dou zai</mandarin> skip


because it's like like we think that she's a <mandarin>说得到做得到的人:shuo de dao zuo de dao de ren</mandarin> but then because that's how she presents herself but then they say like eh <mandarin>他说的他为什么没有做:ta shuo de ta wei shen me mei you zuo</mandarin> leh


, uh, I think the the workshop one will probably still have but I don't know when is the next round lah maybe <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> facebook <mandarin>会讲:hui jiang</mandarin> so I don't think <mandarin>他他会:ta ta hui</mandarin> like <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> stop webinar then <mandarin>然后就:ran hou jiu</mandarin> stop <mandarin>那个其他的:na ge qi ta de</mandarin> workshop lor


but because the relevant information <mandarin>真的三次:zhen de san ci</mandarin> hor <mandarin>都是真的是:dou shi zhen de shi</mandarin> around the same is like the


, which question oh


I've just read it lah but I never go and think, deeply into it ya but , yup,


err options lor <mandarin>很多:hen duo</mandarin> options I I think I don't know then, uh


may maybe also maybe also maybe also, , true lah so that that could be uh it may not may not work lah may not work lah ya


then ya lor but I think ya having too much too many options <mandarin>是真的有时候有点麻烦:shi zhen de you shi hou you dian ma fan</mandarin> ah


, oh ya hor that's a good idea ya ya why not


so, then then maybe then maybe you write down the pros and cons lor or if you do what are the pros what are the cons then you can see clearly mah then you can make a decision and action


, then <mandarin>你去:ni qu</mandarin> then <mandarin>你去:ni qu</mandarin> invest watch lor


, uh ya not expensive hor ya ya lor


!hannor! <mandarin>我还看到一个他写不懂两百多块:wo hai kan dao yi ge ta xie bu dong liang bai duo kuai</mandarin> ringgit <mandarin>而已:er yi</mandarin> eh <mandarin>这样很便宜:zhe yang hen pian yi</mandarin> what well okay right well doable lah,


very funny, ya lor <mandarin>对:dui</mandarin> lor <mandarin>我也是这样想:wo ye shi zhe yang xiang</mandarin> lor it's like it's like then <mandarin>没有穿手表还:mei you chuan shou biao hai</mandarin> watch investment <mandarin>有一点奇怪:you yi dian qi guai</mandarin> leh


, ya ya lor that's why, but I think it's good lah for people who wear got wear watch so maybe for them you know <mandarin>又:you</mandarin> err <mandarin>又可以戴又可以有:you ke yi dai you ke yi you</mandarin> investment <mandarin>又可以升值:you ke yi sheng zhi</mandarin> so why not


like, ya lah ya lah you cannot one watch wear wear whole day lah, wear wear the whole time lah, then <mandarin>你看他的:ni kan ta de</mandarin> post <mandarin>有几个他就有几个:you ji ge ta jiu you ji ge</mandarin> lor


, !hannor! <mandarin>很多只都是有戴的:hen duo zhi dou shi you dai de</mandarin> leh I mean okay lah don't know whether <mandarin>全部是他戴还是别人戴我不懂:quan bu shi ta dai hai shi bie ren dai wo bu dong</mandarin> lah hor but you know I mean just assuming lah I think can if quite highly likely <mandarin>是他的:shi ta de</mandarin> lor


, oh, oh,


oh, ya lor interesting lah but actually I really like the way he talks about the watches because he he shares so much information on <mandarin>哇还有什么:wa hai you shen me</mandarin> nickname lah <mandarin>还有什么:hai you shen me</mandarin> story lah it's like !huh! !wah! <mandarin>还有这样的还不懂:hai you zhe yang de hai bu dong</mandarin> leh !huh! so he makes it very alive ya


, uh uh


oh so <mandarin>他没有:ta mei you</mandarin> not part of the company already ah, ya C <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> CEO eh


oh interesting


okay I'm err already done until page six so I still got a few more pages to go lah so I think if okay <mandarin>的话我:de hua wo</mandarin> next week <mandarin>应该是可以做完全部:ying gai shi ke yi zuo wan quan bu</mandarin> sent <mandarin>给:gei</mandarin> printer


I tried to <mandarin>自己去:zi ji qu</mandarin> learn <mandarin>自己去做啦:zi ji qu zuo la</mandarin> but I think it's going to take up a lot of time for me to learn so I think I'll just <mandarin>我就跟那个:wo jiu gen na ge</mandarin> printer <mandarin>讲不会:jiang bu hui</mandarin> lor <mandarin>他就讲:ta jiu jiang</mandarin> okay lor send <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> PSD lor I say okay lor so I'm doing it in PSD now to send them first lah ya


, singapore print singapore print <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> malaysia ah <mandarin>我怕:wo pa</mandarin> firstly is like now the situation like that lah then I also don't know eh you know


, I also don't know haven't talk about it, because I okay if is <mandarin>我这边:wo zhe bian</mandarin> print then <mandarin>我寄过去:wo ji guo qu</mandarin> okay lah you know I and because it's with me I can see the print everything


ya, , usually this should be the case lah ya but because


then <mandarin>要:yao</mandarin> make sure <mandarin>那个还有:na ge hai you</mandarin> Jiap <mandarin>到那个:dao na ge</mandarin> err line you know like the the picture the line all have to join lah so that that's just the part that I'm, more concerned about lah but I've already highlighted that to the printer so I see what she say lor


ya, !aiya! you know just hundred and fifty don't even not even thinking about what else to do with it you know


ya ya have to get have to get


so so uh the the number <mandarin>这些那些还蛮:zhe xie nei xie hai man</mandarin> okay <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> because <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> NLB <mandarin>很好嘛:hen hao ma</mandarin> so they will and with all the resources are there then , then is like is like after doing it after printing everything already then I thinking like should I go and sell in try at least try to sign in to the bookshops so


just try lah lor


, I think consignment ah uh <mandarin>因为之前我有帮一个那个做:yin wei zhi qian wo you bang yi ge na ge zuo</mandarin> flash card <mandarin>的嘛:de ma</mandarin> then but that was so long ago so I I don't think the contact is still there lah anyway I don't have a contact anymore but <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> I ask them ah eh then how you sell into popular


no so is the merchandiser okay but hers is the flash cards lah so maybe is slightly different I don't know


then actually this afternoon <mandarin>我有去:wo you qu</mandarin> LinkedIn <mandarin>找找:zhao zhao</mandarin> like oh Kinokuniya <mandarin>是谁:shi shui</mandarin> then <mandarin>好像是:hao xiang shi</mandarin> buyer lor so there's their titles of like buyer merchandiser so I I think they may be the ones who are are are the people who'll buy the books lor who choose the books to buy ya


no by august before end of august will be done


don't know I never tell anybody yet


so I I don't know don't know how leh so haven't thought about what to do after that lah so I think I'll just focus on a finishing up the the final artwork first the layout first,


ya and then but I also think lah <mandarin>等一下:deng yi xia</mandarin> I got a book under my belt but later the books are also in the storeroom then <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> Sian Liao


ya ya that's true ya, exactly exactly that time I I went for that jerry robert, workshop lah so he is about <mandarin>出书的啦就是:chu shu de la jiu shi</mandarin> publish and grow rich so he actually his workshops were very I feel very informative and <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> also over three days one