taste <tamil>சும்மா அப்டிதான் இருக்கும்:summa apdithaan irukkum</tamil> I think it's one of the better ones lah in camp, so I went already my friend say eh cookhouse <tamil>செம்மயா இருக்கும்:semmeya irukkum</tamil> dont worry <tamil>நல்லா சாப்பாடு அப்டெ:nalla sapadu apde</tamil> syok, so okay very good


I went there I think the actual kranji camp three cookhouse renovating, so we go to a even better cookhouse in KC three lah ya, err, OES or I'm not sure which one exactly


okay lah ah at least the food, good so training <tamil>கஷ்டமா இருந்தாலும் நல்லா சாப்பு:kashtama irunthaalum nalla saapu~</tamil> you know that's what I look forward to, like everyday right


, have to wait very long for the next meal of the next day breakfast, so, after NS uni


after uni adulthood, growing up very fast ah, curfew


oh, oh my god


(hmm), taking gap year for what, for fun


travel ha ha that's funny COVID, no not really, ya but the rest still have it mah so you can't really travel much


!wah! it means last year december they going turkey was the best time of my life, that was good lah that was great, and I'll take you to the university news of christmas they went the watch


what movie ah yes yes yes, ah ya lah cause, would you take err bike or car if you had the choice and your parents weren't forcing you


very nice, ah oh more expensive than a car


, oh really ah


and you die ya ya my, my platoon warrant also told me right like two days ago he told me story about how he had bike license he switch over to car mah


and he was saying how err he rode ah, but then the car just come <tamil>அப்டே:apde</tamil> Langgar <tamil>பண்ணீ போய்ட்டான்:panni poittan</tamil> so like just hit him and go


no choice mah ya, he just was like err, shit but okay lah he told me, and he just fell not that much no fracture or that so it wasn't that bad after that no of course lah he won't drive again what you see


I I just want to go overseas and settle down, now also got what the presidential election


ya lah


awesome err year


oh why, ya ya ya


Singram Singram he is born a


my friends were telling me some people in NCC already go for airborne course


so ya that that's !wah! that's just amazing eh my one of my friend's friend lah, ya in singapore ya ya, but then ah the he gets to wear his airborne badge during his POP parade leh


!wah!, very Upz leh like if like the fellow has more more badges than his own sergeant


of course, then what happened


oh my god


eh so what was it you shoot already or


oh my god, so sad, that's just sad very sad


then meanwhile that means no parade, the only parade at least luckily I had a proper it wasn't even proper lah but POP was fine at least yes,


err then mine was, only two people can come cannot even call any friend also, only your <tamil>அம்மா அப்பா:amma appa</tamil> eh <tamil>அம்மா அப்பா:amma appa</tamil> okay lah


I was hoping to call all my friends lah but too bad, then after that now this upcoming parade, is held at I think #pasir laba# camp lah, ya lah ya is ceremony ceremony, and is platoon level also just go there


put all the clips that's all lah


so cool ah, one day only lah


ya of course, like I mean one day fame one day happiness I'll take it


supposed to


sad sia, nowadays book out also nothing much to do cause of COVID


club leh <tamil>மப்புல ஒன்னுமே இல்ல:mappule onnume illa</tamil> what to do stay at home, then what cannot drink past ten thirty


so what to do over there then now also oh you know cause I think they release a lot of male mosquito right because dengue ah, you know to to, fight dengue or something cause err female mosquitoes are the pretty much the reasons so male mosquitoes will help prevent or some shit like that lah I don't know the logic behind it


no err, I was so annoyed I was like <tamil>வீட்டுக்கு வந்தா நிம்மதி இல்ல:veetukku vanthaa nimmathi illa</tamil> mosquito camp leh frogs <tamil>இங்க வந்தா:ingge vanthaa</tamil> mosquito it's not like it's going to go away what


I'm not sure I never try


child of the chicago seven ah, what is it about


(mmhmm)


I'm so sad he's gone though, !wah! his loss is !wah! sad ya, ya you were saying


okay


sounds a bit like america, I see, eh did you watch the what's that called the, can't remember lah the mary or no no ah cannot remember


ya I think so, wait no, ah that show my friend was like is the one everyone is watching I think it was in the top ten or so like a few eps only, short hor


what, suits


everyone just watches it, so you already know what what what's coming next


like you know what's coming already no point watching


oh no full time


but it's true you know women are naturally sadistic <tamil>மத்தவங்க பிரச்சணைய பாக்குரதுக்கு நம்பலுக்கு ஒரு:maththavangga pirachanaiya paakurathukku oru</tamil> jolly you know is like it's quite entertaining for us <tamil>ஆனா நம்பலுக்கு நடந்தா:nambalukku nadanthaa</tamil> not funny lah, ya, shit lah twenty twenty is genuinely shit what to do


ya, and I knew some people are saying that err it's the start of shitty years to come, so I don't know lah hopefully is not true hopefully they don't jinx it


yaa, thank god we are in NS can you imagine we are in uni or whatever then our orientation all the way cancel all the fun stuff we can't do <tamil>ஒன்னும் பண்ண முடியாது:onnum panne mudiyathu</tamil> then when you


what, ya then when you finish, err NS you can't go on any ORD or whatever, I guess sad, yes yes


ya we can just go thailand malaysia or whatever and just drive, ya my #ah pa# my I mean my uncle done it eh, but not one person lah will take turns lah so <tamil>செத்துருவொம்லா:sethuruvomla</tamil> tired lah


ya actually ya can lah


oh is it eh speaking of which last week I did my navex, err T P three #jalan lam sam#, don't where lah is near Kranji


so checkpoint by checkpoint right <tamil>எனக்கு முன்னாடி செய்ரவன்:enakku munnadi seiravan</tamil> a few people lah I think they messed up a bit lah, so <tamil>தப்பா பண்ணிட்டாங்க நால நா எங்க இருக்கேன் எனக்கெ தெரில நா அங்கெருந்து பாத்தேன்:thappaa pannitange naale enakku therile naa aggerunthu paathen</tamil> so I was like <tamil> </tamil> so I try to find a spot then from there I try to navigate then but then I can't tell right and left for this so you know what I was like


I mean since people before me already messed up at most come back another day redo then I was just


but then I was quite close lah but okay lah, ya then err, just so happen that the last person who's a transport rep so he was do you want a challenge but we all were given challenge right but any of you all can err but then we all mess up so the last person was quite Solid he was told you can reach the exact checkpoint without me telling anything then your whole section pass if not all fail !woo!


mine was, our instructor is an asshole lah he never give us any tips, so he just sit down there only chill err hear the radio talk to the TO, so we were like not given any form of guidance meanwhile other other


other right the instructors help them a bit, you are reaching soon or like err you just overshot lah something like that, or at least tell them where they are you have to, turn right or left to help a bit lah what to do


(uh huh)


what, no okay, (mmhmm), ya


then how


what to do what to do, NS is just inefficient lah get used to it, ya


you know what the bali we do care, oh, yes, why oh my, I I have a holiday on sixteen


oh no no no it's just monday is a holiday, for me oh, oh, because mine is a course mah so they can't really off in lieu


okay lah, don't know sia need to find lah what


err I was thinking of buying shoes but then no point lah shoe <tamil>எங்கெ போட போரதுல:engge poda porathula</tamil> so I will just probably buy shirt T shirt, I probably buy just T shirts, running shoe I also don't know sia very long very long I never look at shoes already and plus honestly I don't really wear for running you know shoes is like all the nice nice shoes you wear to running is like your heart pain


just buy some cheap ass shoes to run lah, you should go orchard and see lah at least there can find some running shoes, all ya


they should definitely have some booming sales hopefully the, ya orchard one is Solid


what I think is tuesday or wednesday, which is what, can't wait for it to come out


surya acting after how many years, ya then they said it will come out or what thirtieth october then they push it to deepavali I mean is a smart move lah, I don't know


ya so okay lah, nowadays not much movies to watch sia, hindi movies don't have tamil <tamil>படம்:padam</tamil> don't have, english movies maybe have a lot lah okay


what rat, borat ah, what is it about


oh okay


ah not bad not bad, oh nice


, nowadays we can feel very fast like my friends keep saying


ah I'm booking in okay lah and like, my all my girlfriends who will get very annoyed cause like whenever guys go gatherings right all we talk about is NS like they are like can you all shut up please and like talk about normal stuff like why you why you why do you all only talk about NS like I don't know I think it's the thing we only talk about our common stuff


ya, ya (uh huh)


okay, oh my god


can't relate , ya


no, oh, oh ya ya ya ya


at least you came back home I didn't even go home I think I book out normal,


but I quite scared though like everyone will be new all officer everyone <tamil>யாருக்கு என்ன யாருக்குமே தெரியாது பாரு:yaarukku enna yaarukkume theriyaathu paaru</tamil> so I have to slowly get used to it hopefully they are nice lah


guaranteed, err it's like above me lah just


third warrant kind of thing, ya basically they will handle the, logistics on a higher level, ya, I don't know sia


oh but then err RQ I think is technically you are still in army even if you are posted to air force right it's quite weird lah I don't know how it actually works I think so I'm not sure


cause only only under this law is still people have these kind of thing, what to do, I haven't buy any okay


that's all, only, I don't know look at the watch shiny, four and then you tell me I have a lot hello


that's not counted, oh I also got one G shock, ya


that's four four I only got two three, three, ya ya, mine also I wear it I very long never wear I just have it there lah


ya ya ya


ya eh then for deepavali christmas are you going anywhere or not, oh family dinner very nice


ya ya ya, ya,


!wah! that is so hard, to marry a girl who is like older than you is like cause you are going to NS and all, I was telling my friend I was like eh I find girl cute but she's like twenty one, I'm like , no point trying


exactly one man and then the other thing is, err hello it's like, I finish NS I go uni I think I'd start two years into uni and she finish her studying already, I don't know like it's like ya she will finish her studying already what by then if I'm not wrong lah


ya, technically, ya lah that's what I said what, so it's very funny stupid is not is not,


eh ya that's a good that's a good thing I would totally do it my cousin was telling me it's like find me a super rich girlfriend I'll just, that marry her on the day itself ya ya ya ya just take care of me


of course


, nowadays even EZ link so expensive lah, then my dad ask me <tamil>எப்டிடா எனக்கும் தெரில நா இங்கருந்து அங்க போவேன் அங்கருந்து அங்க போவேன் அங்கருந்து அங்க போவேன் முளீச்சிருவேன்:epdida enakkum therila naa inggarunthu angge poven anggerunthu angge poven mulichiruven</tamil>


oh ya you should ya you should get concession, how much, why so cheap, oh, but adult one is forty eight meh I thought it's like sixty or eighty like that


I see I see, ya twenty five, I know right, so cheap sia


ya I miss playing soccer sia although I just played like two weeks ago after service so now like very long, what the hell with who, with who sia


oh ya ya ya, !aiya! nice lah mine is, err I play with my friend it was like after so long when you, play I just so rusty I'm so bad like I look like I think take the ball go street soccer alone start kicking start getting used to the ball so I bought warrior shoes


last week, cause it's been so long err I was like my soccer shoes are like gone lah so it's like <tamil>திருப்பியும்:thiruppiyum</tamil> warrior <tamil>கு போனோம் அங்கெருந்து:ku ponom anggerunthu</tamil> start <tamil>பண்ணணும்:pannanum</tamil> honestly nothing beats warrior shoes lah, is just is the is the best, you never need to last long lah I think one and a half months I can tear it lah


but it's not bad, !wah! that's very long eh, err ya lah, you playing every day is a different thing during holiday ah


ya lah you get injured in the funniest ways possible what, your knee gone your hand gone your back shoulder gone everything gone


, so what are you going to once you go home after this


what you do sia since morning, oh <tamil>ஆமாலெ:aamale</tamil> oh that was today


!wah! Shag day, all turkish, wait where where where, is Kembangan


ya lah, !wah! all turkish ah !wah! that's very cool eh, no I mean like students wise eh, oh


so don't have locals lah much, I'm not sure I don't remember, (uh huh), oh okay I mean cute girls and none of them I remember but I doubt so


one only ah cannot lah , ya lah, I wish I was born in ninety nine nine or two thousand my life would have been settled by now, ya that one year ah


oh you want to smoke legally, too bad, under aged guy lah you know my friend's call sign is underaged cause he's an underaged smoker , so funny, people want to put mine one as what err black thunder I think


then suppliers ah my classmate lah the ah K K can


a'ah no she say like adik curi daripada bapa then she like oh no like please no bapa kena support ah I was like oh shit this shit is gonna be a real then I like oh no no no no no I was so scared because even though it's not my family I thought the family is going to come and slap me


so I was like damn scared then K lah, no they never hit lah only I only got scold by the err don't know actually supposed to know exactly I'm very smart you know must play smart err


at first they say okay err they give me a choice lah I don't know why ah they give me a choice but to my friend they never gave a chance they straight away call I think because is not her first time ah because that one is really my first time then err terus my my cikgu datang ah she she was like she's a very nice principle lah she eh no that one is principal not teacher she came to me like okay I'm going to give you a choice is either you go home tell your parents about what you did today


or we call then I was like I err I think I'm just gonna tell them lah until now until now but then they know already (mmhmm) young adult


no lah that one only I was I I smoke twice only I smoke twice then I stopped until like primary can say primary six primary six then to sec one then I start very like a normal smoker ya


err dulu I like to mix around with like eighteen year olds because dulu [kan] eighteen year old boleh beli [kan] last time I mix around with eighteen year olds people then they smoke then I was like eh I was like eh I want then my senior was like


you smoke ah then I was like ya he was like okay okay I don't believe you though you are just sec one cause at that point of time I was sec one primary six I I also stole from my dad


if tak tarik is like you receive the smoke is more thicker, ya so that point of time I was like just like that lah I never like like that so they was like err and they were like okay then they teach me lah how to tarik then I was like eh feels much better but I cough a lot lah


man apa ah err ya lah then they taught me how to smoke then we start to smoke smoke until I get to buy my own pack I tried my best twenty next year baru twenty one ya but now I still lepas lah but then ya


ya like my body my choice man I love my body I don't care, I also feel insecure because of my double chin ah


and my thighs thighs memang susah nak hilangkan ah


err then err you play sports then


no matter what exactly oh my god that is like damn offensive then everyone is like oh my god malunya then err that time I blast out at him lah like this is my body as my father you cannot just body shame me in front of others like


exactly and kau kurus pun is not in a healthy way so kau nak aku kurus apa ikut cara kau then is like oh my god I'm so frustrated then my father was like, like keep quiet ah dia macam serba salah gila then he minta maaf lah it's like bapa minta maaf ah I'm very sorry for what I said to you then sekarang dia start balik cause I want to take err license uh motor punya license so he at first ah dia memang tak kasi dia larang dia larang gila babi then I ask from my mum my mum kasi then I told my dad lah like asal mama boleh kasi bapa tak boleh kasi then he


he was like !huh! mama kau kasi kau permission cause my mum and dad cerai so bila nak dapat decision memang susah gila ah then err apa ah then my dad said okay fine kalau kau betul-betul nak ambil lesen kau kuruskan badan kau dulu then I was like you know what okay asalkan dia kasi me that macam only way


ya so now ya last time I was like depression ah I was like everytime I see food I feel like vomiting if I try to eat I feel like vomiting also the only thing I can do is just drink water or eat like


I I will do in a healthy way lah


!wow!, I know how to self-defence like siapa-siapa nak pegang [kan] try me like seriously I learn a lot how to self-defence with guys lah cause dah banyak kali kita dah take advantage but then I learn how to be stronger lah belajar belajar belajar belajar Pang satu kali ni this guy ah dia nak try one time shoot he run away he was like like


like legit no one talk to me anymore because he is the one yang nak ambil advantage punya he he tried to macam nak pegang-pegang tu semua then I was like bro we are just friends bro then you are touching me this way then he was like can lah can lah terus I give up like okay kau fikir perempuan ni apa lemah sangat apa I give him one punch at his face because I was


because I was like damn pissed off lah cause he really thinks I'm like girls is just like so weak you know like I hate it because


that one I don't care lah like I just it's better to be safe than sorry no matter what he's gonna do to me ke buang uh me from the army or whatever it is right as long as I'm safe because I can just make a report sue him let him know what he have he has done lah and dia pangkat sergeant and is a very high rank already for for like the sergeant punya rank lah so if he if he if once the big boss already know about what the


the sergeant did buang so whatever he did to me he will get back lah ya


we are basically like the black people, no seriously like white always have the privilege I mean guys always have the privilege


that one is damn sad lah, I can't really say much but ya whatever it is like try me whatever happens happens lah because I know how to save myself but then we see how it goes lah who knows things change we don't know but like I can just be brave that's what I can do I just ya put my mind into him


like because like I feel like I'm talking to you like you know just don't make anything bad happen to me okay


I don't know the way that is not like err being like disrespectful disrespecting lah I'm just like you know if he's like my father but in a very bigger way like he's got like he's our dad lah kirakan cause he's the one that create us what so is like one way to do it is like if this is how comfortable I am with Allah like this is how peace he make me feel like when I'm talking to him praying to him you know so is like bukan macam eh lu macam muak no


that's exactly ya that is like ya allah tolong lah jangan lah buat macam gini you know like please lah please lah at least that one he knows macam because he already know what are we gonna say what are we gonna do so if he knows that I'm gonna disrespect him he knows what he is gonna do to me like you know macam like berbual maki ya allah you know that


kind of disrespecting ya but then no lah so far I never do that before I'm like always like you know I'm always very comfortable


oh my god, I don't know what is their motive though we never disrespect your god why must you disrespect ours


I think because they watch a lot of nuns lah how is it scary we are oh my god we are covering up what we can cover man nevermind they don't understand we at least understand our religion nevermind as long as we believe in what our god trying to make us do nevermind they don't understand they don't need to understand lah they don't have to also


if not just ask us lah about you know try to understand about our religion at least like okay lah explain us about good I explained ask about your god


just because we look scary !wow!, and as people also don't understand you doesn't mean those hijab people that you don't understand you must like be against them example we are not okay with okay ah macam you are a french person okay and you don't like me because I wear hijab and I don't like you because you are very ignorant am I like why are you so ignorant Blah Blah Blah no right like I'm leaving you alone because like you do you I do me like like that


like all those wannabes


same sama ya true true


(mmhmm) like not like not just saying that we are that old you know to the point where we can judge them like seriously this is you know


I can be any anyone lah like can just say I'm a girl with a lot of personalities, I can be a minah I can be a Mat I can be a guy I can be a girl I can be bias I can be not you know but then is like that's my life and people keep judging me for that is like okay this is my life not yours and Allah give me this life is not for you to judge and not for me to macam you know like judge people or for you to judge me


but maybe their way of saying ya and sometimes kita tak macam we never K like sometime when we are angry we say things different we thought is like just saying you know but people is like why are you so mad like why you so harsh but padahal macam pada kita is like I'm just saying the facts and if


never heard of that but ya like semalam dah cakap ah it's like okay that kind of teguran is like you are stupid and you like to sugarcoat everyone what are you trying to get is like !wow!, eh example like macam !wah! Farah so nice ah she everytime sugarcoat me ya but padahal Farah itself is like


like I don't really mean that you know like I I'm just trying to sugar coat you because I want you to be my friend like that type you know so it's like people just don't know the difference


(mmhmm) I mean they have like that self esteem okay fine that one I but then like that's too much lah know your limits lah no need to rub to our faces lah at least (mmhmm)


eh oh my god kalau tak jadi riak pun Allah tak terima sia so Allah sendiri dah tahu apa kau tengah buat dia dah tahu apa kau akan buat so the more you share to people macam eh kau tahu tak aku solat sia eh lima waktu sia


okay then what you want me to do macam oh !wow! you confirm go to heaven lah what you expect exactly so is like oh my god


ya then is like okay firstly is like you really recite quran ah a lot of time macam anda khatam tu semua kau tak payah ingat macam eh kau dah khatam belum like aku dah khatam sia, I'm like okay you can at least say like macam okay kalau if your friends like haven't khatam and you have already khatam like at least two times three times you can just ajar that person macam okay lah aku tolong kau lah aku bimbing ah apa aku akan jadi your guide lah


guidance okay so kau dapat pahala kau tak payah riak macam K lah aku jadi cikgu engkau lah aku dah khatam banyak kali like you don't have to say that macam okay lah, like for example I haven't khatam you already khatam then I'm like I really want to khatam because I want to be closer to god I want to really understand it I want to finish it I want tears of like tears of joy you know at least


and ya sadness because ya then Farah came up to me like example lah macam uh do you need help like kau belum khatam [kan] sebab aku baru khatam so kau perlukan bantuan tak at least you are offering in that kind of way and that kind of tone is very nice and for me is like


oh my yes yes yes, oh my god anda tak faham tu [jer] boleh cakap


(mmhmm) ya then is like okay lah if you want to be jealous because of a good thing is is actually good ah actually macam tak bersalah is not meant to be judge


ya ya ya


oh just now we were actually talking about motor eh, ya exactly I was like eh bukan ke tadi kita berbual pasal motor sports bikes or street bikes


okay ah at least she got license eh very Shiok sia actually once you get license just relax only


as long as we have raincoats ah raincoats at least save your head body ya


!wow! first hand for first hand lah at least for first hand lah for class two B cause err every rider need to start at two B then baru two A then two so for two B motors for sports bike lah ada yang ten K ten K first hand


that kind of five K ya that one okay lah, but err you were asking why motor right because I just want a motor because I really like motor since young and I want to be like my cousin nevermind but I'm really into motor


is not because like nak ikut orang like firstly memang nak ikut orang tapi because I ikut tu pasal semakin minat you know like I fell in love with bikes then err bawa kereta I really want a car also I want a car license but that one I plan to, take it when I'm having a salary payment maybe dah kahwin baru ambil lesen because I want a family car so car is just for my family lah


then motor is like cause I'm still young I want to live my whole life like YOLO you know what I'm just gonna buy motor and have fun on my own ada mat tahir pun akan lelong cause my boyfriend now also have bike tapi sekarang tengah Tekong lah


man oh no


do you have a boyfriend oh my god seriously what happen


well at least you prioritise something and lagi-lagi is Allah the more you how to say ah the more you bring yourself to god Allah


maybe whatever I say is not what he is going to say but


but seriously though after my private course


healthcare support six months I just graduated err august this year august ya then when I start to work for full time right I was like oh my god this is like adult life already sia I'm not ready for this


, when you do that I'm like so lost I'm like what


K K ya shift morning seven to three thirty afternoon one to nine thirty night is but I haven't do night shift ya but by the end of this month I'm gonna swap job ah then I'm gonna find another job


because probably maybe kerja kat klinik ya apply online ah kat dia orang (mmhmm) eh no no no mine is uh I went through agent agent macam kat job SG you know that type ah yeah


and no no mine is ah I went through asian asian men Changkat job SG you know that type lah ya


it wasn't it was just a moment then I'm like come back to reality oh no, and , oh ya maybe lah maybe I will apply at another hospital or clinic private hospitals private hospital the pay is much more higher and kalau tak pun macam kerja kat anything ah macam F&B retail whatever it is ah I just want to relax first ah at the same time I want complete my license because with this job yang salutes ni (ppc) my


actually if I were to take license now my shift with the BBDC punya timing I scared macam tak match and plus I will get my roster two weeks after two weeks ya like right now I already know my next two weeks punya shift apa then


when finishing that two weeks already then I know what is my next shift then orang kasi baru punya so is like oh my god , exactly kalau by months ah that one I would be fine lah like at least okay this month I know what shift I can like go for class by end of this month dapat gaji that one I'm saving up already #allahu akbar# lesen lesen kahwin tunggu date to book up


you want this five


when I'm stressed yes that's me when I'm very stress depends on what what brand macam desperate gila [kan]


some people do that like dah kawan apa macam feel comfortable K ah you know macam aku nak rokok sia kau ada rokok ah macam ada ada eh kasi aku sebatang then


err next week ke besok aku sponsor kau balik ah macam that type ah like girl you really need it you know


just a standard punya macam err standard ah is like normal family with tudung agama dan gitu-gitu ah ada yang bias gila babi sampai macam neighbour datang macam oh ah halal gap ah


so nanti buka pintu macam eh eh eh please please please one metre away


ya ada perempuan tak pakai tudung tutup nanti bini macam ada perempuan eh tengok bini [jer] lah tu yang halal tengok bini [jer] tengok bini muka tembok pun tak kesah tengok bini eh


Alhamdulillah it's not a lot of conversation though [kan] it's like so deep so deep ah the way that we


like normal tu [jer] but actually deep the emotions is not there lah ya exactly then orang dengar macam eh kesiannya


that's so bad


but if you take private it should be faster lah I think there's a private lesson for motor


good lah


I don't like


err but that one must have a family yang boleh pakai nama dia orang ah


oh really


ya I I used to smoke cold


some smokers they say like that others smoker dah macam dah biasa [kan] ah dia orang takkan rasa sangat ah, but for me I'm a hot smoker if I smoke another brand and even if it's hot right I will feel the difference macam winston mine is LV ya nevermind at least you know the brand


damn I don't know how they get lah but damn I only smoke bila kat indonesia ah I also have a place in indonesia pulau ya ambil sikit cause my nenek is like the queen there uh #pulau seraya# nevermind


#batam riau#, Jakarta is actually nice you know oh like you're you're in the islands I want to go Bandung


ya people eat french fries but you are not in france you try to go france macam doesn't feel france enough pergi sana sebab Bonjour !aduh! logic so stupid


our humour though our humour is me also true imagine if we were in a broadcast this is already feel like in the broadcast already people will be like ah


I think so I don't know


we don't know


please please take it as a lot of conversation , is like you want more money go work as a broadcast exactly I also want money everyone wants money


you ever heard of err okay let's go


normal one lah


next time should work business ah buy five for one dollar right kau ada lighter ah boleh one dollar padahal satu is like berapa sen saje tau


I'm entrepreneur , I don't want I really don't want


oh my god five more minutes tak rasa macam nak masuk one hour [jer]


ya some is like that lah


ya true, mix ke tak mix ke I mean as long as they faham lah eh if example lah if that person really don't understand english ah that one need to really speak in their language ah macam try our best


possessive ah


giving you that signal macam giving you that signal macam I want you to stand up and give me that seat this I I deserve this seat you know I'm very tired


but example like a pregnant woman that one by all means lah, that one obviously kalau dia miscarriage salah kita are you sure you seen me I don't think so I never see you before excuse you other people is sitting down why you don't want to target them exactly


even the heartless people are not that heartless K that one is a psycho ah I'm a psychopath but I'm not I can think you know at least oh she's a pregnant lady oh cannot


cause must clap, how cause I very like macam my friends also like I buka ah, continue ah your story curi how how did he get away with that


oh wait by parents or teacher


but they never hit you right they cannot what wait your parents didn't know !wow! she sleep she sleep


oh tell Sike ah ya lah you are like already adult young adult okay lah not bad


I mean like some people start like even younger but then what since primary four then you keep oh try try [jer] eh


!wow! !wow!


I also want try


what does that mean I'm so sorry, oh oh oh


!wow! teach eh you got tutor got mentor already from the start


but now cannot lah twenty years old oh twenty


I think some kedai like some shop they will ask some shops tak kesah that one best kalau like if your muka then they like ya ambil lah !wah!


no ah you look like ah, how I cannot I don't know like I got like macam masih you know ya


[kan] oh my god you know like every single time I tried it's so difficult I like so like cause I used to be in a sports CCA right now I had to like stop because err I got injured


like I go I my I sprained my ankle then got like headline fracture then I kind of cannot play sports now then like I feel very insecure like you know because the thing is right macam pasal body like when you are like bigger in size but then you you play sports or what but then when you play sports what did I say oh ya then I stop ah cause I fracture then like the thing is like you know when you are bigger in size


and then but then like when you tak buat apa-apa then like they will just keep on attacking you the same you know like just now we talked about all the aunties seventy year old is like what the hell dude but then you like when you have something macam like if you dance dance is also a sport right or play other sports they will like not say or like you can will just skip one or thirty you wanted to say you know like just now we talk about


say something back but then ya makcik makcik sekarang tak tahu like ya they not it's like bukan tegur it's like menyindir then I'm like !wow! oh really ah your parents like that


especially in front of other relatives tu aku sakit hati betul oh my god correct not even secretly that is oh my god ya


what the hell


no no no that is very unhealthy that is a unhealthy weight to lose weight no but anyways


then you will rebound back ya so now I think you are damn traumatised too oh my god that was so bad but then like you didn't know


like light snacks


no but like you also have to think like in a in a healthy way, it means maybe he is worried about your health then like for you to get both why you want motor though like I planning to take car like next year why motor


I am not saying why but like I rarely meet my friends or like girls in general that want motor right ya most of them nak kereta I mean like ya oh sorry I don't know what I mean I don't understand like


like your brother wait are you an only child !wow!


wait wait he do army malay army quite shocking ah cause you know they always Jio us at SCDF, they throw malays everywhere but the army


then he like at least you got there ya so sorry ah I quite shocked ah but Alhamdulillah at least he got there I mean macam token you got hear that before the token malay like what were we talking about again


of course lah but


the thing is I also scared cause did you hear the cases like female in the army like the chances of them getting like harassed sexually harassed like a lot of things lah you know last time malaysia had like female army also then they abolish it because event the sergeant all that rape the girls


I mean like that's like the ones that speak out some of them get silent like don't tell but if you go then I wish you all the best hopefully


ya those are like misogynistic people I hate that but like I don't know cause I always thought like I can juggle myself but I hear my friends all that the thing is like when you are at the stage K maybe cause you are strong but


I heard people are not like some other girls cannot take it then like you know you just risau then like if talking about the NS context as a female but like if you are also not gonna say cause you are under a superior macam tukar macam sergeant kau then kalau nak buat benda like he can macam threaten you


ya okay I think I agree also but then the thing is I'm not trying to say that we are as women are not strong or what it's just like K we can macam move on to the topic of like the whole like sexism misogynistic ideology in singapore like do you do you nampak the news baru keluar like ah this chinese man


no I don't think we is worth comparing like that itself is itself a whole different issue ya like but then and racism is completely different but the situation is like of course ah but like black women have it worst


you mean over why you refer like that, but he his child is what he believes what you can handle yeah cute ah you you thought like your friend like that


that's, too formal ya I think he also understands the way we err the way we speak


how are you gonna disrespect [orh], I've never seen a muslim like righteous of para muslim say that like !alah! but then like maki !alah! also like did you see the french people right that was like


because they tutup also right I'm not saying they shouldn't also I'm saying like why the double standards macam kita orang tak boleh dia orang boleh and then the french the macaron you know the french cookie the president ya dia kata dia tak suka hijab cause we look scary


ya like I don't understand err


but then like as much as we understand do you see the thing with us is right I'm not saying like I'm not saying we are greater than them but like muslims we endured so much and like we've been we are the most oppressed religion but we understand and respect the fact that they cannot understand our religion but they cannot give us an ounce of respect that just infuriates me a lot lah macam aku boleh err macam hormat kau punya agama asal kau tak boleh hormat kau tak faham pun the very least you can do is just give us respect


they don't even no the thing is that they are so ignorant dia orang tak kesah but the thing is even if you tak kesah or like don't care just leave us alone there's no need oh really but the thing is they don't care I think is not they don't care they just hate us for some god damn reason I don't understand why


then like just leave us alone if you don't understand us you know you don't respect us also there's no need to like bash us just leave us alone


ya I think cause of our agama also cause you know #nabi muhammad# he say cannot hate anybody and you respect I think a lot agama and morales also I just don't understand why why do they hate us but


I'm not saying you but like you know some malays like they say the N word and apa lagi like just perangai dia orang ah I'm wanna believe is adolescence but macam bodoh apa like kalau kau tengok balik they end up what the fuck I'm not supposed to say that


is very sedih ya macam kalau cause the thing is like the older generation tak nak pergi I'm not saying, that we're gonna like you know right when the time comes it comes but then is gonna be our turn to lead and then we kalau kau tengok the younger generation aku macam err like you know just sad to see I'm not saying we are all bad


honestly I don't even think you are a minah you just look like a normal malay like ya


judge you and then when they want to say something or like like to say something ah is not even tegur is like sindir like asal kau I'm like sorry sally like like you know like asal kau pakai tertutup asal kau I'm like I'm trying my best you know like the way they tegur is it comes off very like offensive maybe it's just us I don't think I don't think I'm that sensitive


sometimes is the way they say is very hurtful ya


some people like please please others just because they want something but then I think like there's a difference between like pleasing someone to jaga hati or pleasing someone to get them to be your friend on games or something like that that's like very different though but sometimes I think people get mixed up about it


like just because I told you this and then you ungkitkan balik I hate it when people do that like when I tell you something and then you just suddenly bring it up again even though I did not mean it in that context macam apa ni bodoh like no like like I would say the younger generation that is cause


I mean the older generation I can tolerate a bit ah a bit sometimes they a bit too proud ah of what they are you don't have to ya they don't have to bring themselves up ya they bring us down to bring themselves up macam dulu aku kecil-kecil how ah I don't know lah


how they say like last time they small young they pray so many times do this do that I'm like why


!wow! congratulations !wow! masuk jannah esok but I've met some people that dia orang err like hafal al quran all that until like not say fluent or what I'm not sure that's what they are trying to do but it comes off that way or maybe I tersinggung sikit sebab I tak boleh hafal but like you know there's no need to


say it out loud if you want to say you know there's a way to say it across without I mean you get it there's a vibe ya then sometimes if if like more than one person say is wrong and this is what we get from you then you still reject it it's obviously not us it's you ya


I come after you eh aku baru habis khatam tau kau tukar ke tak kau kat masjid mana macam like !wow! and usually is like not saying what ah but is the madrasah kids pun macam gitu ya and then they


eh I don't know cakap bahasa arab aku macam okay thanks oh my god ya oh my god ya is it like sometimes aku like just fikir and talk about these stuffs


like deep down I will ask myself is it caused by cemburu or what but honestly honestly I no you know, but like macam it just like sakit hati the way they talk to us is like that


I think is is how you act on your jealousy


how you act on it also apa dia buat pasal tu dia dia yang vlogging vlogging tu [kan] okay


I don't know how it digress but if you get like license motor you want to get like what type of motor !wow!, I only have one girl friend that ada lesen motor and she bawa scooter ya comel bodoh and is very is the lah like I think morgan I'm not very familiar with motor but I think what is that ah


okay sorry I didn't know it's comel at least you will come to school and like like that but I think like hujan a bit difficult though ya ya but how hard like how I have friends who have like motor the besar one just like five K starting price


that's first hand right I think my friend bought second hand one, !wow! like that's a lot of money sia


oh


!wow! dah fikir jauh sister, ah Inshallah actually study like last month you know COVID COVID the thirty five guest should have went for it lagi murah really I have like some friends and cousins actually only a friend and two cousins


I haven't even think about marriage eh I wish I was that far ahead, really err I just broke up ya I don't know like during circuit breaker you know then like things just ya also like not worth it lah cause like is err I don't know I'm trying to re-fix you all first


but like what do we know we only know what is our own thoughts only but other people learn from him ya, but !wow! I'm betul-betul cannot believe that you like dah plan I'm like !wow! cause like bila cakap online like you're eighteen I'm like cool she's still a student too I'm like she's still around that eighteen age !wow!


will you let me refer cause got manner, for how long how long is that !wow! six months one K !wow! that's good oh ya I mean we all products of capitalism


no cause no I have a business course then the teacher keep doing that you know for the economy to run they need the people and singapore main resource is the people so we are like on a train


no I'm like is it nine to five also your job then how shift is it !wow!


!wow! you got night shift also, same same industry also how you cari course like this oh


but I think like your course and dia punya timing betul-betul Chun like cause of the pandemic betul-betul cari like orang apa ni like healthcare people ya they cari ya ya so that was the timing was nice but the pandemic no lah


then if you want to move to which clinic like near here


but is it like rewarding I know some people do job like there's the feeling to it you know the feeling


oh so is like !wow!


they kinda plan for the month so is like by two weeks


is he oh no not reservist right oh okay okay sorry sorry I mean how old is your that one oh okay okay kat Tekong


like can I ask how many sticks do you usually like


ya then kalau tak pinjam I don't understand the, Pinjaming the satu batang satu batang thing it's so funny like halfway through class satu batang K minggu depan okay


cause like my family is don't smoke like my parents tak smoke langsung then when I masuk poly then I'm like to me culture shock cause none of my friends like close friends smoke but poly oh my god everybody whenever you turn somebody is smoking and like


!wow! aku macam quite shock nampak dia orang as kelakar to me but like to them is a norm but dah biasa is so cute like minggu depan aku bagi kau balik like !wow!


we try to be but we are not standard


Astaga I never heard, they will hate all of us you go first you go first, oh my god then they tell the anak-anak look down look down lower your gaze tutup mata scary [seh] oh man ya


I mean not only the religion but sounds like tiger wife like scam tiger parents also are they actually a bit controlling !wow!


forty three I hungry lah I cause actually I forgot what we actually talk about though really that's a lot I feel like the topic we talk about was like heavy ya


I'm not sure yet like ya I mean I just want to drive my parents around lah


yeah I think yeah that's the priority actually I plan to take it this year like my birthday passed but like Chun Chun right like the month I want to take it then circuit breaker happened


walk in and like ya a bit the timing ya cause like if I start in april this year what if I finish it next year june july cause like the estimates my friend got like one year mine is the shorter one ya that one like she go everyday or what lah clear


but private mahal ya motorbike but actually I learn how to I don't think is illegal cause my family has like houses like in indonesia then we also have family there then sometimes we just ride the motor there like they teach us lah so technically


I'm not trying to teach you or what but I have friends lah like you know they just bawa takde lesen as long as you tak tangkap is okay takut risky


can like my friend no err family member that can pay you see my friend jual his motor to this kid he haven't even get his license


then he dah dah letak nama dia bayar dah dah ambil dah budak tu I don't know if he has his license already lah but at first when he beli takde I don't know how he gonna learn also cause of like circuit breaker last time but at least he is learning now


but ya but don't lah don't it's illegal illegal don't do illegal things you smoke like cold or hot ya I can smell it why honestly bila my friends cakap pasal ni aku tak but they said got the feeling the feeling


they said hot sakit berat berat is it what you say heavier ah


I have no idea but oh


wait you have an island there !wow! that's so cool, which part is that which, which part is that oh like you are in the islands oh so my family is like my mother side from Jakarta so ya is the capital ya it's alright yeah it's alright


I've never been there also


I mean eh that's a huge flex eh you want to like minum bandung I want to drink bandung in Bandung like !wow! I mean if, you had the money like takde feeling there ah makan french fries kat singapore


ah don't attack me like that ya K but not saying our humour I think we've been bred like that do you see now like the media singapore media so lame


!wow! oh ya, but interesting what they get to think what we are thinking also I bet they are like listening or just like what the heck is going on wait do we have to transcribe this oh do we I don't want sia


you want like just keep quiet right and then tiba-tiba segan takutkan dia orang why is it quiet ah


kelakar bodoh aku tiba-tiba like ah budak ni tak nak kasi duit Inshallah


I think so ya


I mean who doesn't duit tu siapa tak nak though, podcast though like in singapore is very like the podcast that are available in singapore is very niche semua nak buat like orang cina-cina you know like the youtubers siapa ni I don't watch them but I think they have podcast and is so like damn I feel lah in singapore when I look at podcast I have never seen or I haven't come across


broadcast melayu like in english but then by malay people, like not about religion because most of the podcast I see if it's singaporean right there's like religion aspect to it maybe if you want to start then you start ah then you have that you occupy that spot but I don't know err malay podcast usually talk about agama like a lot of it


no, sometimes malaysian humour confuses me on spotify have ah


cool uh I mean that's good also they are trying to, I pusing so no lah eh I only ever seen like those ya but that one is like tiga puluh sen like you can buy it at the convenient store ya ya ya that one you pass around your friends


lighter kau ada lighter tak lighter aku dah habis ya that's the thing I hear a lot also


or you can start like refillable refillable lighter start a business !wow! look at us planning business ya I mean go for it


no like again with the race I'm not trying to pull the race card all the time when I'm talking but like I don't know I just tak nampak banyak orang melayu yang mungkin aku tak baca berita harian ke apa tapi I feel like all the, newspaper propaganda so I don't even bother looking at it but aku tak dengar banyak macam success story for melayu that's like !wow! you know


I think the latest entrepreneurial I heard about is like this chinese couple they start like a pet grooming service ya untuk anjing ah I mean that's for them ah that's a niche for them but like aku tak dengar pasal melayu pun asal kita punya community diam [jer]


[kan] [kan] aku rasa dia orang dengar macam bosan though


interesting ah macam I think this is something only bilingual people do I mean no shit lah how can one person with only one language do it what you know but then I've never heard of a chinese person speak in chinese in mandarin and english like campur is usually one one like ya around me lah is like very rare and like


most of my chinese friends don't even speak mandarin cause they hate mandarin I don't know why ya some of them hate the bahasa ibunda I'm like bro


I think as long as you can hold a conversation is okay


how how no like cause like I've been to MRT K everybody been to MRT stations but like like most of them they are like chinese


I I look like a chinese like ya I don't like it cause one time I got offered #bak kwa# before I'm like 我是马来人:wo shi ma lai ren no #bak kwa# for me no oink oink for me sweetie, like then they get so aggressive I'm not I'm not hating or anything but they are so ya and like ya and like you know on MRT also during sitting down they will like stare you down I've never seen a malay aunty stare you down for a seat


but like the err chinese aunties they will like literally like look at you for you to stand up ya ya then I'm like I'm like no no especially if kalau tu bukan apa ni reserve seat why the why should I ya you know is not entitlement right ya of course


I won't go as far as full responsibility maybe just a bit ya


eh Hazim so what have you been doing in school today


[orh], assignment apa sia


oh I see I see, then then like how's the progress for that one going


oh I see I see, !huh! serious ah what the is like, oh for three questions


[orh] ya sia, ya esok ah the panda


so that part we have to like


just write a, write uh regarding, what's this, err exercise benefits on, err for people who have err chronic diseases demo


uh no uh that's the infographic ah but then for the assignment part is, we just have to write about, like err, what issues they face, when adhering to this err


this err err exercise programme ya, so it's like from DCD err is like a DCD assignment lah, ya


so ya lor that's been like, err what's been taking up the most the most of my time for the past two weeks


no ah I no time lah, like really like really just been about school mah the past the past like, don't know how many weeks, err considered moonlighting lah so they they don't want me to


work lah ya, just focus on school ah, then you eh you still at, the kat the bakery tu eh kat admiralty, [orh]


oh ya ya, then what he angry ah, a'ah


, oh, oh ya ya, oh that's week three ah


[orh], oh ya we have


the MH MH drive, clinical decision making, so that's like an assessment but that one quite fast like I also don't get why is it so fast ah they have so many groups to assess


oh but that one damn Shag ah that one that one cause the previous assessment, me and darren never really do that well, so this one really have to buck up lah, then for, following the following week is


what ah week, week thirteen so that one is all the, is all the is all the one prac and one, and one paper, so that one also quite Shag


assignment ah lagi satu assignment [kan] so ya, uh ireland, no dude it's freaking


seven hours before us so now is three O three thirty so now there is, bro damn early sia, then like she say


a lot of us like tell her uh prof have a good rest, then she was like uh no uh I have class after this, then like Bruh, ah ya no she, I mean


that also and like, and like !wah! she damn shag sia, like really ah but mad respect lah I think she's one of the better profs like, that this ya that ireland has to offer, like at least she like


explained her stuff compared to like all the other profs who like just give, and like you don't even know what they expect then this one she will specifically state like oh this thing that thing, ya, so which is good lah so we know what to expect


but sometimes she can be long-winded lah and repeat her stuff then that one like a bit sidetrack


ya so so macam uh waktu singapore ah so, err like midnight ah ya uh our midnight so it's like their five PM, around there ya, I mean it's not like their students staying up lah is


us, who are in a totally different time zone have to end up so they have to accommodate to us, !wah! shit then this weekend also like, then last weekend there was not football sia then, damn Sian, ya


damn Sian lah like okay but some of the scores were quite mad leh like the portugal one, ya sia, we all loss we all loss joe Gomez !wah! rabak sia that one, and the and the yang junior guy the twenty twenty three year old


ah ya, !wah! sia you all, ya sia then just put Jota up front what the heck, but man U also I don't know ah a bit on and off


like I watch also like doesn't feel like I want to be a man U supporter anymore, legit sia like that day I was I was watching the everton manchester game right, then like I thinking !wah! this one everton confirm win, and then everton lose then I what the heck


oh ya ya ya he tackle, oh he tackle maguire, but that one they he never they never give anything that one they let off I think, but !wah! that one !hais! I don't know lah


ya sia lucky this weekend got football if not, boring sia, your what who who


liverpool game I think, oh liver eh, really I I rather watch in the in the evening sia


ya lah I rather watch in the evening I I actually, I actually wake up to watch champions league games eh nowadays, that's how bored I am, oh dude it's tottenham and man city


this weekend still got err internationals, oh tottenham man city will be sick oh liverpool leicester also, !wah! shit, how to set up my team like that sia, eh got play FP or not


why you never play sia, will be fun I mean just need to set up the team then Sua just leave it already, serious, but Shah they all don't play meh terry they all


oh oh oh, you you stopped playing Takraw also, (hmm), dude there's a lot of kids at my neighbourhood just, gather ya not not just that like they play like there's group of seven or eight people then they just play badminton


play, Takraw lah then like nobody care leh, I read like many it's it's like they don't give a shit lah, but then now now I feel like, singapore also quite stable lah so, you think will move into phase three or not


they say most likely before end of the year, so like, !huh! eighty per cent


of of what, oh then they will go into phase three, oh that's the incentive ah, Sian


I mean just for that bit of freedom lah but then still need wear mask ah, ya they say is like , it's like won't be as what you experience


before like it won't be back to pre-COVID life lah definitely, but I just hope like there comes a point in time whereby don't need wear mask, damn hard to breathe sia sometimes, especially on hot days


(hmm), but then , what to do is like that lor, oh you want to go KTV


ah ya lah then I think need wear mask also right, I think so definitely lah that is also true, oh but then got a lot of the , actually I also kinda miss KTV ah, but they selling all the they selling all the equipment online


like ya, but that is quite expensive sia, but then again is all used lah so I think the price is even cheaper but then other people use already sia you want to use meh, ya sia that's why


but I also, !huh! , but I also want to go back JB sia, !wah! that will be that will be the dream sia


!huh!, , wait why are you in police uniform


oh the VSC ah, oh ya ah, Deepavali eh isn't Deepavali on the fourteenth


ah oh that is true, oh ya ya


so you deployed to, to little india ah [orh], eh you get you are that division, I always thought you at the woodlands one


ah, oh okay I mean that's more convenient lah in my opinion ya easier mah


!wah! then that yesterday I also talked with adrian, about like you know adrian is in, oh err TransCom adrian lah, he also went for shooting the other day, ya then he says he's damn busy now


(hmm) belum my one supposed to be, ya supposed to be this week, but then they I told them, so they say okay never mind can come another time then like oh okay ah then they I think they reschedule me for


january ah january eight ya, next try will be next try will be when ah early of eh, eleventh of jan I think


ah oh damn, okay lah hopefully lah cause, I just want to get it over and done with ah they say is just like satu hari [kan] so should be okay if not like I have to go this one


the the one that they actually ask me to go now right is like, WHD ya but I don't know why they ask me okay err thursday you come for WHD then friday come for the shoot then like


why not just one shot, because I remember right like, is very fast also, it's not like takes a long time, oh


maybe ah, [orh], I mean that would make sense lah is earlier


, ah, been awhile since I go there also sia


eh no lah last time I went was for IPPT, !wah! that one Shaggy, ya, ya, no now is cause of COVID right so now they make the


they make it err you so one week, push-up all that right the person is, err standing away, from you, like maybe, ya then they count lor, but then err cause of this right there's no contact thing right then


err , there's no gauge for you when to, uh push-up until, so they say just make sure your, elbow ninety, and something else I forget already, ya then so is easier lah but then


ya sia true, you got try at Maju ah, ah Maju the , Maju is very the the machine


the the what ah the, the track is actually shorter, like I don't know why but that day that day I like


screw up the the run eh the , the, uh statics because is all automatic, then I tak pernah buat [kan] so, err when I use then I !wah!


why so hard then it always never detect, then like I needed like a ten ten to, ten ten to get silver minimum, then like !wah! I never run this fast before sia, even like our our trainee time right I think I run like ten ten thirty


ten thirty was my best, and that was like the most fit we ever been sia, then suddenly I run run run right like I didn't really care like tired or what then I run then suddenly ten O three then I like !wow!, ya I think adrian the one that told me the track is like very short


so like you won't you won't feel, it doesn't look like it lah but actually is, shorter I, think cause one thing is indoor, ya, so ya if you wanna like, if your statistics like not bad and then it's just your running right


then, you can consider Maju lah, cause anyway very near like, you take one bus, ah


ah ya ya same same like Maju lah, I mean, okay lor


sick wait with incentives is hundred right, I think with incentive is like seratus eh


then silver is three hundred then the max is, the max is five hundred lah the gold, !wah! but I never hit gold before, only that time sia when we were in, everyday right, ya


, uh Huzaini eh that day I saw ben though, ya the the one who, screw us up


then he kena by by by by, ya, he, block eleven, ah ya ya ya


I think so, I think, I think he's when he ORD he got like C or something !wah! Cui sia cause of that incident, but then, now he I think doing quite well ah


okay lah I think he took his job too seriously, but as a person outside I think he okay cause, uh he like, somewhat remembered me lah, then I just talk to him then, like I think he's studying at University of Buffalo


forget for what already, but I don't know why he was at SIM though, it was like during the sports appreciation night, then, ya ya ya he was the host, I like Nani


but he okay lah I mean he got the accent all that stuff, but I don't know whether he legit #ang moh# though, I mean legit #ang moh# is angus lah, angus


oh ya Alis Khadiar, I think he doing quite well also, now in NTU, black hole apa sia


[orh] [orh] [orh], oh err okay ya ya working title, oh with the girlfriend ah


the girlfriend I think also from NTU, cause that time I like walk in I was like at Hasif hall, and like I walk I walk in then like they all two were together okay then I damn awkward, then then I like like when Hasif came in right then he say he gonna shower then I like message him like


please ask me please ask me to go shower also, I damn I don't I don't want to sit in here, ya both of them NTU but Hasif doing SSM, then Alif buat apa tu err


business ah I don't think the girlfriend business but, I got see I got see him, like his NTU friends then, me Hafif


Bazil, and who's that ah, Bazil and Shuib ah, I almost sneezed


oh ya ah how is how is he doing ah, he still at airport he still at the airport job ah, oh you forget where ah


oh ya ya ya ya, , I mean why he take train ah why never take one six eight, oh but that day you all met at HD area right


he take so he take, one six eight, oh no lah, if is Yishun should be nine six six nine six nine, ya maybe


ya but it goes through it goes through Yishun what, !oops! my bad oh marine parade east coast plan


ya he knows more about the squad than than Figadi


he stay there meh


!huh! he got ah, then again I always see his story every time got different girl lah, but I feel I feel like ya like


Safi was more for us, was there more, compared to gary ah gary was like , , ah ya ya


no lah, Qawi, we got we Kena him once or twice ya ya ya


when gary was missing then like needed like a replacement so, it was him, it was him then sometimes got Qawi also cause I think, uh who's this Safi was close to Qawi, ya


no what I thought like we got him like, middle of the way, and then, is it okay really sia I thought he was there for quite substantial period


oh ya the ending, oh ya ya, then the ending was like very little stuff to do already I remember we just ya if really nothing do we just sit at the door


and then, eh you all want play football or not , in the end did we even play


I don't recall playing sia at the shack, I just remember the, the sports day you you got play you played frisbee right, oh you were right


oh halfway through you meet angus, oh oh right right, [orh]


oh is it, oh ya ya ya, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm)


ya sia


ya sia I always felt Isa should have gotten it sia, I I don't think he wanted it though, ya


(hmm), in the end where he go ah, no no no uh Isa, oh right ya ya ya


I always thinking I always thought it was command like not commanders like, SOC, but then that's Nas Karim, Aqil Umar ya


ya I think the four of them only but the four of them also I think were instructors, oh, (oo)


instructor ah, I always thought like what what would you be like if like, my NS experience was front line, cause I mean, I'm behind behind the scene a bit boring lah as in


okay lah lesser stress but then, no action also Sian, like at least you all get to experience stuff like you got to experience stuff, you, no lah Siao why talk about IU


there was one lah but it's damn lame it's not like it's not like your kind of standard like go go deployed for anything is like


is this is the police day parade is it, uh I think then it was at, marina stadium there ah then what they did was what I had to do was err


I just accompany them on the boat, and then just, do towards lor, wait I don't know what's this I forget already but then, I think home team show then they then all the people they just come onto


the boat, then they the my all the regulars, show them around make them, ya that was okay lah but then, I was deployed as a medic but then there was, nothing to do, okay lah


fudge, ya rabak sia then I like err, plaster , that was like legit like ninety percent of the time sia plaster, ya


eh then later what movie you all watching, [orh] that's the free ticket one you all got ah, eh I thought you had one extra ticket, or is that xavier


so you you xavier maria, who's joel, oh volleyball joel ah


oh at Dhoby, oh ya that's true ah okay


what's what's the then what's this like demons layer thing about sia, is it like is it like AOD like attack on titan


ya ya ya, right, is like at the start right all the it really caught me cause


is like, super dynamic the way they, put the like animation style then I was like !wow! this is quite, but then now the story like I don't know what's going on already, but then they say the final season coming out soon, ya ya


why, how is this, but I haven't like, but like read any Manga before sia


got recommends, oh the DC comics but why you read sia


no as in as in what what what what what was it, now this


year still got what movie that's, marvel when you went there ya, I watch the new mutants not not that good sia, but that's DC, black panther eh


ah ya black widow I think, end of the year ah, eh you tak ikut the trilogy eh, the


the whole marvel scene


who fuck sia, wait why did this even happen like, how did this even happen, [orh]


no, [orh], but now what he doing sia


is it, oh ya


after, I see serious, [orh], I mean maybe it's just like the institutions lah


that's what he don't have, ya sia that one !wah! that one Shiok eh, but, coney island ah


is literally coney island group, okay lah then we got one more year you want you want, eh no no no touch wood touch wood, go up


three to four hours right, !huh! no ah, I mean, I that day try to keep up with you all also I want to pengsan already bro


you don't need to stand just, sit down and pedal, oh ya ya ya that's true I think one of my friends like


he he does this like, me and Hasif got the gazelles team, the Hasif, ya then we got the gazelles team then one of them now is like a fitness trainer then I think he does spin, class quite cool eh and


but sad lah like the club like, gone already like we stopped, stopped playing, but then I asked Imran lah like if after, like all these phase whether like once, eleven eleven a side then maybe my team can


play against his team think would be quite fun lah, I miss playing football sia, why sia


[orh], is the clutch game ah, well cause like approaching the end right I think


it was hard to find numbers lah then, then I think Hasif just ask him, to fill in the numbers but then ya lah quite inconsiderate also seeing that like he come all the way down just for, five minutes but


maybe first second or third season second season we got like some good players but then, they all like very selfish with the ball so then tak pass, and it's just play amongst themselves and me lah so is like, unfair to others lah so I think they decided to leave


but that one Safi Jio, so then they stayed for long they were good lah but then ya just selfish lor


is that the start of this year ya ya the start of this year april march there, ya but I wanted to play sia


I sign up for captain ball, then I got the sport, because like I really wanted to play captain ball then uh I wanted to play the first year but then, it's either captain ball or, but then captain ball


I think there was too a lot of people then, not enough for football so I had to drop one then since, football not enough then I just join football, ya I was the keeper, clean sheet twice


first game concede second game clean sheet third game clean sheet, fourth game clean sheet, then final game, err think final game I think concede one, but the goal was damn stupid like, like the guy kick not even hard


but then it bounce bounce bounce right then I dived then it bounced over my hand, then go in then !wah! I tilted, I have no clue I think I think the way he hit the, ball not a clean strike, but then it was like


so it hit the ground then it bounce then it bounce then, I misjudged lor, but by then they all would have played at NUS right, !wah! Shiok sia !wah! Shiok, that's why I was like hope really hoping like


hopefully the COVID won't get in the way, then at least, we get to play one more time lah before before like, before,


year two okay lah year two was fun lah, you have to travel with caleb they all, actually I was quite lucky lah they get to travel that one, ya not bad ah


ya ya, so kat sana untuk


Bo Pian lah so it's just like, you just go there then you learn about their healthcare system, get to know like they are how their


how the hospital works actually they all I was surprised sia like their, they quite, not say backwards lah but not as up to date as like singapore's kind of, like technology like their technologies still, quite old lah


ya maybe ya cause that one was up a mountain leh, but it was quite cool lah then, try Soba then the, err we learn about, their stroke management actually their stroke patients like I think it's a japanese thing to be like super positive even though you are like phase three


those kind of adversity, ya so it was quite an eye opening experience, then like this year this year never go Dublin right, so actually going that japan thing was quite good lah so at least some of the mods cleared


you all also supposed to have trips right, taiwan ah


korea


korea, but is just one week though


ya ya ya ah, cause like, I see the price right then like, for one week is it really worth it like I feel you can go, can go on a holiday for one week, at that same place with like lesser expenditure oh ya that is true


ya sia ya sia


how you got learn ah, what you learn, no no as in as in what you what recipe you ya


macarons, isn't that like super sweet or something


the capsule ah


[orh], !wah! sounds tough sia, I do err during the circuit breaker at what they are, I mainly bake cake also Pandan cake


err what other cake, err was it, butter, honey pound ah ya but then like, and all my like asked me like eh why you suddenly like start baking then like I got bored ah


but all the baking was just like just to relieve stress lor cause I think that period was also like exam period, then like !wah! I just want to take my mind off it lah so buat kek ah


ya then, ya lor that was like circuit breaker in a in a nutshell lah, it was just like at home doing nothing, actually it was quite therapeutic lah having that like time to myself also


oh ya that's true lah that's why a lot of people like, they did all the exercise stuff and all that then put on, story ya ya that was like the hype leh, you me no you did


oh ya ya chloe kept on trying lah I think Dekai also kept on trying, oh ya lah, neighbours


, actually mac and cheese I don't know why sia, because there was that time when err, my parents were overseas in new zealand right then like I had to


I had to cook myself lah for that one whole week, then I go cook mac and cheese thinking like it's gonna be damn easy then I, I don't know how I screw it up sia then I eat right I can still the taste the flour eh , ya maybe ah probably probably


!wah! but that one whole week was quite, Shiok ah having the whole house to myself, which was the best, what was the best recipe like


whether is solid


actually is like the recipe and the ingredients like all so simple but then when you actually get down to it right !wah! is actually, ya, but the, ah ya you use what


(mmhmm), mean


I think I use parmesan parmesan cheese, I think it was not bad


but I also use it to make this pasta recently, I think I made with Fifi, then like he teach me how to like, make make what's this thing called, make err the mushroom more meaty ah


so like he when he cook the mushroom like he grill not grill ah, he pan fry the mushroom but he put like he put like err, butter on the pan first, then after that he put the mushroom, then he let it sizzle for awhile then he put salt


because the salt will like take out the, err take the moisture out, draw the moisture out cause when it's frozen right a lot of it is trapped inside mah, then after that he will, he will take


oh what he do after that ah oh ya then he will take, err like this, thing to kemek-kemek [kan] ah like press press, press it then, err so you will take out all the moisture !wah! then we make, we use that to make like cream pasta !wah! damn nice sia


actually next time right if like after all this, like if can go each other house then, you all can come then we can try to make it together


I feel like cooking also


ya ya ya it's just like how you, oh right right right, ya cause nowadays also sometimes my mum will fast, so like I think, which days ah which days normally fast ah mondays ah I think


then like she will tell me okay help me taste because I fasting, then like okay, ya then I agree with you lah like, cooking really on feel one like, no matter like even the recipe said state like like this like this like this right but end of the day right I think feel


or like the passion, for cooking is more important, oh ya that is true


so dah retire apa so she just at home, uh kadang-kala pergi uh jalan kat luar cause she want to clock the steps


the you know the the ya ya ya that one, my dad also ah so, that's been that's been what what they, been doing ever since retirement ah of if the, the show I don't know if you know no no no


ah what's that about sia, [orh]


oh so like, fame


I I never watch this, okay [jer]


oh ya, oh okay I heard this story but like I didn't watch the I didn't watch like the whole


like all these this, show ya but my mum was telling me like he was selling Tempeh and all that


ya true


oh but the show next week cause recently like got some of the


the people not people but err some of them they, are my dad's colleagues lah then they, came over my house to do some show featuring my dad then, cause he home nurse mah


then they also like, then err just talk about his life talk about like how he, like doesn't like even though he so old right he still like keeps active and all that so then


the show gonna be like next week lor, err on monday eight thirty, I mean I think so lah, but it was like super awkward sia like I really like didn't know what to say, to to the, and like


ya like they interview, uh tanya tanya soalan ah like, err how do you feel like your about your dad, like, how has he inspired you, !wah! then like my line cause I have to speak malay right


there a took really like, three or four attempts, just forget that line saying


uh seaktif dengan dia or something like that then like what the heck, ya sia, then she they kept on pause pause pause then like okay say this line again


say this line, but ya I saw Mariam that time also on TV mah for the sister


were you on were you inside, !huh!, wait I remember I thought I saw you leh, oh is it, eh


the father, oh no leh I remember I see, err her and the husband, then I don't know ya, [orh] [orh] but you were there lah


oh ya ya ya, I think she mentioned, !wah! but quite cool sia


and also it's like much cheaper eh if like you do, okay no no not not the cake I was talking about, but expensive sia


but the cheapest would Defo be like macam buat kat Zoom ah definitely then like just have the room, then lepas tu get them come in come out I think victor victor's is


also like that, so it's quite easy lah and then you like really save a lot of money and then you gain a lot also, it's quite cool


oh oh they never ah okay


ya it's been a while since I go pengantin also, the food I remember damn good sia


[oh] ya ya ya


so far, in twenty eh no


my assignment is due on twentieth but my next assignment is on, at the next exam the next exam is, first eh no twenty six november, I got my bar, I have to


the prof gave macam ada case, like case study ah, so uh there's this patient then she need to do a MRI, but the image that came up wasn't as good so


they want to find out like, any changes that you can make to, make the image better, uh


we have like three questions but so far cuma buat like, only did one we only started it today, but should be fine lah still got another, ten days to habis [kan], like I ask Shah also he haven't even start sia


ya, no but it's very short it's uh thousand words, for three questions there's no limit on how many ah like the first one I only wrote two hundred, so technically I'm twenty percent done if you want to see it that way ya


then you also ada project [kan]


oh


me me and Haziq stop already, I think we stop, last month, so we just told the guy that we going to stop working ah


no lah he okay I mean that time bila kita start kerja he know kita orang uh holiday, we told him sekolah dah start [kan], like we work a bit but then dia cakap macam like four weeks in like, cannot ah cannot handle lah got too much stuff then we just like oh kita saturday sunday ada thesis


so we like uh cannot work, week three ke week four ah tak ingat ah, but just never tukar day like got lepas sekolah like weekend nak buat kerja ah but it was too tiring


which


ya ya tadi the prof was talking about


, okay ah at least lepas bangun [pe]


the ireland eh


is it like still twelve midnight kena hantar or is it their twelve midnight


this weekend oh international day [kan], injury banyak sia , we only left Mantip philips


release mediums ya, since he cannot play


but he clifford also tackle one of your


eh aku belum ah, against who I also never check


like one AM, nice, eh, today what date oh no it's next week


no, I I got other things to play ah, ya, Shah


Shah tak berani ah dengan dia kawan all his Takraw friends, Takraw enam orang sia


it depends end of the year [kan], around there


seventy percent or eighty percent, of singaporeans ah, like kena download dia punya TraceTogether nya app


(uh huh), is aw ah then my friend cakap macam okay ah fine you win pastu kita orang


I understand


you know that time aku beli passport cover baharu is like police punya so my passport cover got like me but is police uniform


I still with


for Deepavali, friday, friday lah, ya as in Deepavali friday tapi macam dia punya leave pun can be a bit chaotic ah


but I working morning lah, Serangoon ah my normal ah


I have always been that what, no woodlands for my reservist, but foxtrot, I always been there from the start, then bila VSC then I go back to my same team lah


all the all my friends are there also, is in TransCom agent ke FI agent


ah


eh semester baru start ah


I think sempat ah boleh ah


WHD satu jam sia, ah


eh pukul tiga eh


so so


HTA, ah


eye power [jer] ah


when to stop ah


Maju tak Maju tak I did dekat Khatib dengan Kranji


they wanna bid kat dalam sekolah but I go, then the track pun shorten juga a bit ah pasal [kan] lari [kan] kat dalam car park, a bit lesser than four hundred


the first time I run there like, I aim for pass [jer] ah but somehow I get, with incentives


hundred two hundred three hundred


ah ah ah, ya hari-hari lari sia, Huzaini buat push-up


ben define ben


ah yang ada bus kena downgrade, block eleven eh block twelve block eleven block twelve block twelve block twelve, eleven is the study block, eh no eleven is opposite twelve is the study block


, oh you saw him dekat SIM


!huh! emcee


uh Alis Khadiar, black one of the black hole punya kedai ah


that one like after it, working title tipo


ya ya


Hasif NTU ah


oh


that time yang aku jumpa Safi


but the only thing I remember is dia tinggal dekat Tampines ah, eh and HD


ah as in, train to Yishun then he take, ya eh is it one six eight oh he never take one six eight he take another one, not nine six six lah


nine six six, go to #toa payoh#, nine six six gi marine parade


but Safi, so far he okay lah but he knows more about the squad than me sia, I saw Figadi one time


uh entah mana satu ah, I don't know


no it's just that of all the FI yang kita pernah dapat [kan] Safi was the more friendly, like actually friendly, he talk to us and things like that other than Safi kita orang ada that one what Harith eh, bukan Qawi


that one is at the start right, ya lah


Safi maybe cause Safi at the end only right, err somewhere there lah


FI, ya, because the ending feels longer, because starting kita orang dorang bagi kita banyak benda [pe] like one whole week shooting one whole week BTT one whole week swimming so it feels like very fast


ah, the first round I think, by that time aku jumpa angus [pe]


OCT interview was the second one second one is the second round


but then Shuib is there colourblind gitu [kan] ah so it's eight minus one, I think total macam dua belas orang ah so they dorang like they need a cut off to go to the second one, so they I think from twelve they have to reduce to like seven or eight or something like that


but I think kita orang kita punya squad like got some of us cakap ah kita tak nak then I was like I recommend this lah


but okay ah


ya dia macam nak tak nak gitu ah, he really wanted it tapi kalau Isa is like kalau dia dapat it's like Alhamdulillah ah kalau tak he also tak kesah ah


Mahim


Umar, the four of them only I think


that time I saw dia nya for sergeant ada dia punya nama dia buat bottle cannon punya training ya


ya depends lah


oh a'ah aku dengar kau cakap IU sia was like IU


is it just macam home team show, that one was fun


as medic, the anime, the demon slayer that one


siapa cakap ada free ticket


plaza sing


I know I just like to watch it pasal like the graphics


is quite nice no, AOD is more a lot more on the story, is too much words ya


so I gave up on the anime then I just read only, but I can't remember where I stopped lah dah lama ah


(hmm), so far the only thing that I really read was, ya because


there's no like actual new story, but then is just reboot so macam


wonder woman coming out, oh err, no no no the next the next one is black widow


the wrong black, what trilogy


oh as in tak ah, like I only watch pasal like, if got friend suruh tengok like accompany then I like okay ah aku pun tengok ah


ya ya ya you know who I watched with, Joaqis, he I think he still like talk to some of us like from time to time ah then dia tanya macam kalau free nak jumpa jumpa ah kau tahu that time dia kerja kat one-north punya Starbucks [seh]


for a while ah bila kita orang year one, or maybe he continue lain punya outlet but ya last time he work at one-north nya starbucks, then that time we like talk a bit


he NUS [pe], like some design and architect punya benda ah, that time leaps sekolah I went to meet him at his, is it ayam penyet I don't know, can't remember


ya that same, that same company but they just got another outlet at another block, their company quite big you know a'ah, NTU pun ada sia


for us, okay lah jadi kalau we got one more year then ah I don't want one more year, let's say we need to go there for something kita orang naik kita orang naik basikal [jer] ah


oh you cycle fast ah you cycle slow three to four hours ah,


I know exercise exercise, but cycling okay lah macam the best way to lose weight


that time Safi


then dia cakap macam next time if you want to just ask me you just for like that then jangan ajak lagi ah


I think that was quite long ago already


the last time aku main bola was like, is it start of this year mungkin ah can't remember


lockdown was april [kan], CB, you sign up meh


, clean sheet


nine ke seven eh I think nine a side ah


what happened kau gi japan [kan], [orh], right before mongolia [kan]


maybe it's just dorangnya tempat like the, oh okay


there's sixty of us right but, projected about fifteen of us to work, ah, taiwan ke tak ah I think thailand, thailand and, somewhere


then the other two is like seven seven dekat [jer] I know one is thailand, then another one was like this new, they just add in a new one


but I wasn't planning on going, to a


TSEA pun ada cover so okay ah, like end up out of pocket is not too bad lah for your one week


but imagine that one I don't know how much seven hundred ah five hundred ah


err have have have


then everytime ya


I don't know what to call it lah like they hamburger but the bun part


because you need like the right shape the right uh rise and then, like the apa ni dia nya height, make sure it doesn't break


oh a'ah korang exam


like you don't feel like you fulfil anything like that


did you do


!alah! dorang dua neighbour


mac and cheese ah circuit breaker mac and cheese I did in one week I did four attempts, I think my best was still the third one lah but


whether it's good or not lah like the combination tapi macam all four macam not that, fantastic eh eh actually ya


ya it's the amount


my first one was I think white and, my first and second was white and orange the cheddar, the slice punya ah abeh the third one I went to


find the, cheese


really ah but actually like the whole time


so that time I tried my nenek then I just ask


then end up the only thing yang aku ingat [kan] is like there already aku masak #tom yum# nasi goreng #tom yum# [seh], like korang korang masak is like, like ikut measurement berapa sudu all those kind of thing


so end up macam nak masak sayur pun depends on the age of the sayur that kind of hing


then you will like alter ya


HDB


Gegar Vaganza , I don't know lah my datuk nenek always watching lah, it's just singing show


but is not macam it's not macam Singapore Idol like they get new people then they is like talent is more of like already existing, artist which kind of like fell off the face of the earth, so like they get another shot of


ya like bring back the last time lah like #hady mirza# menang [pe] Gegar Vaganza that time, you didn't watch you should watch it


okay later I show you then quite funny I saw dia nya starting that was his like second or third episode, then they were still talking about, like the artist what they did before this, then he was talking about his tempting Tempeh his Grab his Grab driving


ya ya ya he sold Tempeh for a while


he did a lot of things but it didn't like go very far, then like he was saying he went back to Gegar Vaganza pasal like, he didn't find like the things that he do like exciting to him or very fulfilling so end up he feel like maybe he was music lah so he went back to the thing


emcee show host, like those event hosts like that


nice, you had a part in it also you had a part in it nice


you already having trouble now sia


tell tell tell me when it's out, then I will wait there duduk depan TV then dengan phone is like mana Akid I just press record, ah dia nya kakaknya wedding ah


why would I be inside, no, are you sure it's not like the


no but I never take photo, with her family


ya ya, cause dia nya cake was from my shop, wedding cake, so like err when on the day itself


staff discount


then end up COVID then they just, went on with it ah kat rumah but okay ah


then like even lesser people came


like they didn't invite a lot lah but then it's kat Zoom, then they like she invite kawan pun like secondary school just me and another person, then she invite like two of her poly friends dah tu [jer] then her bridesmaids lah


as in the company <malay>dorang buat</malay> is like cater <malay>hantar rumah</malay> [pe]


hi <tamil>இன்னிக்கி நம்ம என்ன பத்தி பேச போறோம்:iniki namma enna pathi pesa porom</tamil> what are we going to talk about, so


ya can so let's talk about something that is close to our hearts ah okay okay so, <tamil>நம்ம வந்து இப்போ வந்து:namma vanthu ippo vanthu</tamil> like we are at at NYP you know like just chilling and like enjoying the beautiful nature


and you know, doesn't matter ah okay can can okay


<tamil>தமிழ் பெற்றோர்கள்:tamil petrorgal</tamil> yes yes


ya, if a <tamil>எப்போப்பாத்தாலும் காலங்காத்தால:eppopaathaalum kalangaathaala</tamil> will start something like eh why you wake up so late <tamil>எப்போ பாத்தாலும் தூங்கிக்கிடயே இருக்கிறது அந்த மாரி:eppo paathaalum thoongikitae irukirathu antha maari</tamil> then <tamil>எல்லாமே எஞ்சி வெல்ல பண வெண்ணம எப்போப்பாத்தாலும் துங்கிட்டு கழுத்தை:ellamae yeanchi vella paana vennama eppopaathaalum thooingitu kazhutha</tamil> that kind of stuff you know that's like so much of positivity early in the morning


yes, that's so true


but I think that's when it comes to we just do what, we feel is happy like <tamil>நம்ம என்ன சந்தோஷம் குடுக்குதோ:namma enna sandosham kudukutho</tamil> we just do that you know because sometimes, parents now parents <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> they lived in a very different century so <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு வந்து:avangaluku vanthu</tamil> they are not able to understand how is it to live


in a very changing society today you know with like technology and stuff like that and like how how much of struggles we face <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு புரியாது:avangaluku puriyaathu</tamil> you know what I mean


yes, , mental health ya


to understand ya and for them is like for example <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> like something sensitive <tamil>பேசுனோம்னா:pesunomnaa</tamil> when we talk about depression per say for them <tamil>அவங்க காலத்துல:avanga kaalathula</tamil> if you have depression you just have to be admitted to the mental hospital for example you know it's like


to them they see like oh is like something along with your, like you are not strong enough like you know your <tamil>நீ வந்து தைரியமா:nee vanthu thairiyama</tamil> like <tamil>போறதுல:poradula</tamil> like that kind of person and you are just finding a shortcut you know so


for us to like explain to them that you know like <tamil>அம்மா:amma</tamil> don't talk to me like that because you are making me feel upset <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு வந்து புரியாது:avangaluku vanthu puriyaathu</tamil> you know


ya like more relatable, , but then again sometimes I feel like it's <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> responsibility to educate them but sometimes you know in the process of educating them <tamil>நம்ம வைத்து நம்ம சொல்ல வர கருத்து வந்து அவர்களுக்கு வந்து:namma vathu namma solla vara karuthu vanthu avagaluku vanthu</tamil> they are not in the mindset to accept it


if it's just like very ya ya different world, so when when I am in a different world and then you are on a different world they are like <tamil>நீ வந்து பேசுறது எல்லாம்:nee vanthu pesurathu ellaam</tamil> rubbish and <tamil>நம்மளுக்கு வந்து நீங்க பேசுறது:namaluku vanthu neenga pesurathu</tamil> rubbish so then it ends up in like a very big fight and then it's like <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> full of attitude and then that kind of


like you know it just comes down to that and then it's like and then at the end you you are like why did I even try, ya


, ah yes, ya exactly and it's very sad because <tamil>எப்ப பாத்தாலும்:eppa paathaalum</tamil> whenever when they talk about this kind of thing <tamil>அவங்க எப்போப்பாத்தாலும் சொல்லுவாங்க:avanga eppopaathaalum soluvaanga</tamil> oh <tamil>இது வந்து எல்லா:ithu vanthu ellaa</tamil> indian family <tamil>நடக்கும் இது வந்து எல்லா:nadakum ithu vanthu ellaa</tamil> brown kid <tamil>நடக்கும்:nadakum</tamil> but how how many more years are we going to say that


ya, , yes, ya it is <tamil>எனக்கு அது வேணாம்:ennaku athu venaam</tamil> so


but apart from that, I feel like another thing about family and <tamil>குடும்பம்:kudumbam</tamil> when it comes to talking about that that is that is very grey, yes grey in a sense that like <tamil>அவங்க வந்து என்ன போனாலும் நம்ம:avanga vanthu enna panaalum namma</tamil> accept <tamil>பண்ணனும்:pannanum</tamil> there's like a belief


especially when you're trying to figure out your identity as like a twenty year old, ya


yes yes, , and it's a sadly <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> is like, it's sometimes irritating because sometimes when you share your problems with your friends <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> friends <tamil>கிட்ட சொன்னேன்:kita sonnaen</tamil> every indian family <tamil>நடக்குறது தான்:nadakurathu thaan</tamil> you know then it's like you are trying to


you know you're trying to say that my problem is nothing they are trying to say that my suffering is nothing they are trying to say that oh we are all going through it and it's like, no it's different everyone's problems are different even if you are a typical indian child like even if <tamil>எல்லா:ellaa</tamil> indian parents <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> conservative eh <tamil>இருந்தாலும்:irunthaalum</tamil> it's still like every problem is unique to the person <tamil>புரியுதா:puriyuthaa</tamil> so I just feel


that is not good to just say the indian problem,


we very different everyone's different, ya


which I feel like it shouldn't compare and talking about that is also related to comparing trauma for example if <tamil>என்னோட அப்பா ஒரு குடிகாரன்:ennada appa oru kudigaaran</tamil> he used to hit me okay for example and <tamil>அதுனால எனக்கு:athunaala ennaku</tamil> trauma maybe another person


she was in a toxic relationship so she has trauma but that doesn't mean one trauma is more traumatic than no trauma <tamil>புரியுதா:puriyuthaa</tamil> is like <tamil>எல்லாமே:ellaamae</tamil> trauma <tamil>தான் எல்லாமே:thaan ellaamae</tamil> should be kept for


so another thing that <tamil>நம்ம பேசலாம்:namma peaslaam</tamil> is about maybe we can talk about the education system in our own country education system in our err singapore


like, ya, education marathon like don't you think that like for example <tamil>இன்னிக்கி நம்ம படிக்க வந்து இருக்கோம்:iniki namma padika vanthu irukom</tamil> like what is the world routine routine tommorrow we are going to study again, and then holidays come holidays <tamil>படிக்கச மாட்டோம்:padika maatom</tamil> then holidays <tamil>முடிஞ்சா ஒடனே படிக்க மாட்டோம்:mudinja odanae padika maatom</tamil> it's like a non-stop marathon and


even when we start working okay


, ya no but isn't it like the system like okay four years <tamil>நீ:nee</tamil> school <tamil>போ அப்புறம்:po appuram</tamil> primary school <tamil>கு போ:ku po</tamil> after secondary school <tamil>கு போ:ku po</tamil> junior college <tamil>கு போ:ku po</tamil> polytechnic <tamil>கு போ:ku po</tamil> it's like it's so systematic it's like the minute you're born in thomson medical


find a house from within one KM if from RJS school it's like everything is planned out you know <tamil>அந்த மாரி:antha maari</tamil> like it's just I feel like <tamil>அப்பிடி:apidi</tamil> live <tamil>பண்ண தேவைல்லா:panna thevailla</tamil> just too stressful


ya but talking about that <tamil>நீ இருக்குற:nee irukura</tamil> situation <tamil>வந்து நிறைய பேரு இந்த:vanthu niraiya peru intha</tamil> situation lah <tamil>இருகாங்க நிறைய பேரு இந்த ஊருல வந்து:irukaanga niraiya peru intha oorula vanthu</tamil> they do something that they do not like simple because


I just love being a artist okay <tamil>ஆனா இந்த ஊருல வந்து:aana intha oorula vanthu</tamil> being a artist I don't know if you can survive, maybe survive <tamil>பண்ணலாம்:pannalaam</tamil> lah but are you able to live a comfortable life


and it's very unstable like for example during the COVID time so many artists couldn't you know get money so <tamil>அதுனால:athunaala</tamil> they just !aiya! just join some course in university and just do something so they can get paid so they can get a office job <tamil>அந்த மாரி நிறைய பேரு பண்றாங்க:antha maari niraiya peru pandraanga</tamil> I feel


ya ya


you like to watch you support the industry but you don't want people to join the industry so how is it going to like so supply demand basically ya


but then again this world today is toxic, ya I don't understand the world is toxic everything is toxic <tamil>எல்லாமே நீ:ellaamae nee</tamil> face <tamil>பண்ற எல்லாமே:pandra ellaamae</tamil> toxic so I don't understand, what more toxic can be ya and bascially two of us our friendship is very brother based we are bros


, but I made her hug person because I am a influential person


yes <tamil>கண்டிப்பாக:kandipaaga</tamil> so


, so what do you think about sorry you ask first


yes, yes


but have you faced any like discrimination or any sort


, , ya


!aiyo!, !wow!, ah


ya, ah


it's okay you're cute now, cutie pie <tamil>போறது:porathu</tamil> ya


ah,


ya, I understand is just like <tamil>நம்ம சின்ன வயசா இருக்கும் போது:namma chinna vayasa irukum pothu</tamil> we have like the carefree attitude, like how much was good like that kind of thing and like <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> recording <tamil>பண்ணிட்டு இருக்கோம்:pannittu irukom</tamil> and I think like some people can actually hear us from the other room


and it's just like you know anyway moving back to our topic


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oh my god <tamil>அது வந்து ஒரு:athu vanthu oru</tamil> trend eh <tamil>இருந்துச்சி:irunthuchi</tamil> secondary school lah, instagram lah post <tamil>பண்ணுவாங்களா:pannuvaangalaa</tamil> keep calm and love one direction


that means you are a fan, okay maybe not


fine moving on, what do you think about mixed marriages


ya understand but <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து:ennaku vanthu</tamil> like, is the the mixed marriage <tamil>பாக்கும் போது:paakum pothu</tamil> like I really find it cute and like mixed babies are very cute lah, but at the same time and the only concern in the multi


I'm thinking what kind of even though we are a multi-racial country <tamil>அவங்க என்ன மாரி:avanga enna maari</tamil> struggles faced <tamil>பண்ணுவாங்கனு தெரியாது:pannuvaanganu teriyaathu</tamil> like for example will the


will the indian guy or the chinese girl <tamil>வந்து வெளிய பொண்ண:vanthu veliya ponna</tamil> is pretty common nowadays is like <tamil>நிறைய:niraiya</tamil> couples <tamil>நீ பாத்து இருப்ப:nee paathu iruppa</tamil> couples like this kind of but have you ever seen the other way around, the indian girl chinese guy it's very unlikely <tamil>நீ வந்து பாத்து இருக்க மாட்ட:nee vanthu paathu iruka maatta</tamil> that that that much


see so when you see that kind of combination <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> you will get like weird weird stares in public and


mean, and also is ya that's a very very very very very big topic that one we can talk about for five days but <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> what I'm trying to say is that <tamil>இதலான் வந்து நீ பாக்காம நீ தண்டி போ முடியும்ன்னு:ithalaan vanthu nee paakaamae nee thandi po mudiyumnaa</tamil> like if you can not care about all this and