meticulously which are the product actually doing well which product we can take out why are you spending time on those products that is not even selling at all okay so something this what I mean is not nothing to do with whether you learn err data analytics because data analytics is a concept


to give you a better insight into what are the work you're doing okay instead of doing it you know like religiously all the work one by one putting all the thing maybe we can give you some kind of idea out of this one thousand product, we just focus one hundred product that one hundred product can give you hundred percent of profit so that is something that we can the analytics gives you the perspective right so that's what we need to tell the management saying that no guys you know


you are everybody will you know put in twenty four hours what the result are they getting right that's one perspective you can look at it second perspective you're looking at is that now you have servicing all the customers you're going down there at these customers you have to talk to them nicely everything right


have they been giving you enough sales to you or not maybe yes you know compare the the amount of sales they given to you from the past history the amount of time you have gone out there and spend your time is that worth it or not, so why are we spending too much time because the company eventually have to pay you alright and then imagine they pay you ten thousand dollars for the whole year but you from that customer you only get one thousand dollars revenue so what do you think you know so that's where the analytics comes in isn't it more helpful


no, data analytics meant for now may not be in thing because right now the COVID situation err put a lot of constraint and a lot of <tamil>கட்டுப்பாடுகள்கொண்டுவந்தாச்சுஎல்லோர்கிட்டையும்:kattupadugal kondu vandhachu ellorkitayum</tamil> or the


what's the way I'm selling it


so for example, if you can promote them all become online


ya so so I understand that I understand what you're saying err people have reluctancy to change err from their normal routine or what they're doing for the past fifty years how they approach them


but but given a pandemic situation or in a situation like where there stock now because they are so afraid to come down


are you going to close your shop, or are you going to no go for bankruptcy what are you what's your choices you have for the time being it is not that you are going to change overnight, maybe what we can suggest to them that why can't why can't we take err maybe take fifty products from your line let me just put it err top fifty products that is top line


and put it online first and see what happens it's not you are going to replace the the entire you know your relationship with the customer with the you know err you know we are the experience type of a relationship we just put fifty and see how maybe you can survive for the time being because right now we are trying to make you survive


okay so that you can able to, overcome this pandemic we don't want to, you know let you go right so we are trying to help you to survive this so what happened is that going back to analytics why is analytics important analytics is not only data analytics also we call it XMO


O is your operational data you look at operation data and company product X is we look at the experience the customer face for example when the customer walks into the shop they are not really happy to see dust err no rusty things or dusted thing they give you a lot of negative sentiments we also pick up this information


we also try to improve the relationship between you and the customer because these are the things that they will pass on in a social media so there are many things that analytics works on so, is beyond the understanding of the shop owners because shop owners always that of course you know when shop owner comes you talk to them right some people not happy with you the way you talk right they are going to spread bad spread bad err rumours right


you know so <tamil>அதனாலநான்என்னசொல்றேன்னாஇதுவந்து:adhunala nan enna solrena idhu vandhu</tamil> replacement leh it's a complement


I think it's a good idea okay I mean giving them err an online catalogue where they can actually download the latest err you know items you know catalogue items you know on a PDF they can view it


or sometimes they can able to see whether anything for example you talk about err hammer you know anything that is err they want to see whether err you know you probably hammer or or you know that would be something can be helpful alright err so I mean that's one way but err being you know but I I think


okay err so loyal customer <tamil>வராங்கனுசொல்றேன்லஎவ்ளோபேர்இருப்பாங்கபத்துபேர்இருப்பாங்களாநூறுபேர்இருப்பாங்களாஆயிரம்பேர்இருப்பாங்களாஅவ்ளோதான்:varanganu solrenla evloper irupanga paththu per irupangala nooru per irupangala aayiram per irupangala avlodhan</tamil> loyal customer


why not, what that what is it I will touch and do, and how and a and a screwdriver for example I want to just screw something and a nail right all I know is known dimension okay and then probably the width of the screw


the screwdriver that's it right and then that's that's about it and err it is it is err change the mindset I agree with you is change the mindset but I think one way you can you can also help them to understand is that, being a successful converter a person who have a hard time a hardliner who have never change before


bring them in and and err you know help then help asked him to help you so what normally we do in in my company is that, that we will get a customer who is very very traditional who never even taken an IT before but after seeing the value for one year they decided to help us and talk for us


so that means I don't talk I let my customer talk for me, saying that !hey! guys you and I same I also like you I have fifty years I never use before but after I gone in look I have done very well and my company is doing very well now


and this way I'm also giving that trust to them see it so it's not a vendor err err trying to sell it's a customer customer talking, okay this one we also do we get this customer and the other customer talk they can talk each other they ask ask the question eh oh ya how about coming in and ask you question all did they probably will answer all these question or not then I also answer them so this will give them give them the idea okay actually I can also take this approach why err I must bring Kumar everytime here and and see his face I don't want to see Kumar anymore


so think about it it's very wise


okay err you are right I mean there always err people like err, err, similar faces or used they used to same faces right err but of course err these people also need to understand that, people can leave, ya right ya as a company they go right and err this happens right I mean people don't like you know for example when I first time join the err Oracle


at that time I was I was doing a a consulting job and then I was err I was told to go into err to implement a product the customer actually did not like me because they say I'm very new err they want someone more experienced person, but err but then after that I went in okay they do a lot of they complain to me complain my boss everytime you know not doing well not doing well well there's something that we will have to take it in and we need the backing from your boss because


err how you going to learn if you not if you are not going to give the experience because err is your your boss need to support you saying that, err no no problem err Raj I think err you can still can go in as long you do your job and then you get the orders it doesn't matter the customer not happy but they will err eventually they will know that you're doing your job because one night or one one trip it will not err give you the confidence


you have to go a few err or two time three time five times so that they get familiar just like your girlfriend right first time you see your girlfriend she wouldn't like your character but then you take her for a date okay and she like you maybe a lot, so it's like a date like after a few days then she like oh I like Kumar very much I think I like his character maybe he's quiet but I I think err he got he got trustworthy that's how a relationship will be it cannot be overnight you cannot expect the person to like you the first day you go in


that's quite immature right I would say so so you will think so everything of course the first time you could come in is different thing right I'm talking about the existing customer, when you going in because it's still your first time so you need to you need to give some time for them to see your face is always the first time like first time err usually


you guys say hi bye maybe you just buy buy them a coffee or whatever ya drink coffee you know you try to break the ice you know you call it break the ice so sometimes it takes, a longer time if you you will tell me after three months I cannot break the ice ah then this customer is really really not good lah but but first trip first time is okay


so so okay I mean we're talking about err COVID situation we talking about all this so err Kumar what else err you are happening in your life you want to share something is happening in your life


I mean like err your other hobbies that you doing I'm I'm sure you going out err in the night time and coming out late and what are other things that you you're doing


no so so going back to the question about err drinking of course I'm err ya my son


what a trustworthy person you are because you are portraying two image one image yes


no problem


so <tamil>நம்மவந்து:namma vandhu</tamil> friends <tamil>பார்க்கும்போது:parkumpothu</tamil> of course it doesn't mean that I'm earning a lot my I I had to beg for my father money


I don't have enough money to do things I don't have a work you know and and this is not my place, I I don't I can't plan to go there you know I don't have I'm also getting getting the allowance three hundred dollar allowance that's it what you see the image


you are right the image that he's getting is wrong image right you have to correct the image


okay <tamil>ஆனாநீவந்துஇதுவந்து:ana nee vandhu idhu vandhu</tamil> character the image <tamil>சொல்லவேண்டியதுஉன்கடமை:solla vendiathu un kadama</tamil> okay <tamil>அதுநீசெய்யணும்நீஇல்லனாஎல்லாரையும்அப்டித்தான்பார்க்கபோறாங்க:adhu nee seyyanum nee illana ellarayum apdithan parka poranga</tamil> okay condo guy, car


okay I spend but err I spend err this was the one of the incident happen to me we went we went out together he told me he will pay me back


twelve dollars err err I was at your age we went out someone we met err I and my mother met on the on the on the Sari shop and both are going to india


yes happy new year, ya lah dua ribu dua puluh we are all in lockdown like the whole year gone


ya true, err of course first of all I have to make sure that I redo back everything yang dah daripada dua ribu dua puluh yang semua yang tak menjadi tu cuma ye lah cakap pasal redo back everything sebenarnya ni bukan dua ribu dua puluh punya dah lama pun daripada I would say from two thousand maybe two thousand ten which is lost weight lah memang nak nak turunkan berat badan lah harap harapnya macam tu tahun target eh


this year target nya lebih kurang dalam maybe fifteen KG ya, (uh huh), (uh huh), yes


oh I cannot do the skipping sebab dengan spine issue lah so macam kalau skipping nanti patah pula tulang belakang so I don't want to go to another surgery for sure not anymore, ya achievable so I would say that kalau fifteen maksudnya dalam sebulan kena target at least two KG lah


ya so that's another thing lah pasal vegetarian [kan] macam ya before this sebab baru adapt to vegetarian so banyak makan processed food lah, actually adapt tu untuk konon-kononnya nak sihat daripada sebelum ni tapi I would say I ate a lot of


(uh huh) (uh huh)


ya the real world comes , okay, (uh huh)


okay alright, okay, (uh huh) okay


I see so the surprise part lah yang betul-betul make meaningful, , I see I see


okay, (uh huh)


oh, a'ah


so basically ni macam err macam bukan professional dia macam lebih kurang special customisation lah


oh interesting very interesting I see I see so berapa lama dah start, oh okay lah okay maksudnya dah ada customer ah, oh !wow! ya ya ya ya sebab ya lah sekarang ni orang pun suka eh macam boleh pergi surprise delivery lepas tu boleh hantar eh boleh share dekat Insta [kan] macam tu lah


I see, (mmhmm), I see so it's not just it's not just oh I forgot the date and I want to send it over I just send something it's not like that lah, I see so


oh !wow! okay kotak riang so kotak riang basically like macam gift uh box of happiness lah box of happiness


okay okay okay betul betul new year resolution lah


healthy food what what is the what is the meaning of the healthy food what kind of food, so dia sendiri oh okay alright alright like like less carbs lah less carbs


konjac Mee oh the one without calorie is it okay okay, err I've read about it once ya I know, maybe I should be your customer then , how okay you know talking about healthy food usually healthy food used to be very plain and dry and oh my god taste like medicine


so what do you have for now ada tak benda-benda yang ya it's still give you some happiness in the world tapi healthy lah,


!wow!, I see tapi sugar free how is that achievable even, ya ya ya but but but that's interesting because


why so many people didn't manage to do the resolution like losing weight or anything like like in my own case because all the healthy food oh my god, it's terrible


in that so all the best for the business hopefully you will be rich and I will be your first customer


oh resolution lain apart from losing weight I would say that okay lah dia macam satu we have to look at the whole system lah [kan] I started with trying to eat, healthily [kan] I want to err I want to lose weight so I have to live live err I have to eat healthily so I want to grow my own food the idea is not just kita nak kurangkan berat badan is also because I want to save more money


cause somehow when you are on vegetarian diet [kan] most of the thing yang you beli sangat-sangat cepat rosak tau, especially sayur lah macam tu [kan] jadi macam I was thinking of and kita tahu berapa lama dah sayur tu ada kat dalam supermarket


and in some in some ways try to pay all the credit card debts and hopefully my own car loan and things like that so that's my goal I was thinking of I want to save more money err ya grow my own food so don't have to buy so many so so much food and pay the debt lah


a'ah, how is that, like for YouTube channel on planting food I see


(uh huh), (uh huh), oh interesting, ya when you when you say like that ya it is very interesting because ya sekarang ni ramai juga [kan] orang monetise daripada YouTube [kan] and then ya betul betul and because we provide the content YouTube is open platform anyway


ya interesting (hmm) okay boleh boleh masuk dalam resolutions seterusnya okay


ya [kan] so I'll be like, err healthy and rich , ya ya healthy and rich okay interesting so cakap pasal healthy and rich [kan] kalau lah you nak sum up lah the the I the expectation of two thousand twenty in one word lah apa you punya apa one word yang will sum up what you want two thousand twenty one to be


!wow! oh okay alright alright maksudnya kenapa yang sekarang ni the the timeline the the stories not good yang you need the plot twist


okay, okay


ya that that's possible actually because ya somehow we didn't know sometimes we underestimate ourselves and maybe sometimes we also didn't maybe for now we didn't find the right person macam it ya maybe with better networking kita boleh nampak orang yang boleh bring it forward [kan] ya ya interesting for me two thousand twenty one I would say that I would my my like the motto of two thousand twenty one I want is kind


because I I want to be kinder to myself lah I would say that two thousand twenty dengan COVID dan sebagainya it has been very harsh and I blame myself I critic myself a lot in so many ways and end up


so that's the idea, (mmhmm), okay apa lagi takkan tu [jer] apa lagi share lah resolution, okay alright


that's right


(mmhmm), ya, ya ya


you you become a boring person lah


ya, (mmhmm)


I get give me some example on that


okay so you want to work on any skills that means is it is it okay is it skill yang you dah ada and then you want to enhance ataupun like new skill


because you don't have the money at that time is it , okay what is that I'm I'm so interested to know what is that, oh okay musical you have the artistic side lah deep inside okay


alright alright, ya I still remember like your one of your ambition is like jadi ya jadi pemain guitar oh my god, so funny I didn't know you keep it until this this year


I see but not guitar anymore lah, I see I see that's interesting that's interesting so err you you didn't have any basic yet for piano is it


oh alright, (uh huh), I see but you were in primary is it


ah okay ya masa tu kak long pun dah masuk asrama I didn't really update, I see interesting interesting, ya piano is very elegant anyway, then, but but somehow piano like ini dua benda yang berbeza tau mostly guitar punya song it's like metal you know very hard one piano is like very sentimental ballet things like that so it's it's a spectrum is it because you just want the elegance or is it juga makin besar makin matang you become more like feminine in some way do you think that can be that one


(mmhmm)


okay, I see so with before this kak long pernah juga ada idea macam nak enroll class tau and of course I want to also look into yang macam elegant elegant ni lah [kan] cuma kenapa bukan piano sebab piano requires some set up lah then tak dapat berlatih kat rumah [kan] macam tu so I was thinking of beli ukulele ke violin something like that lah so macam at least you can bring it anywhere and you don't really need to the whole band to play with you [kan] kalau macam belajar yang macam banyak wind punya apa ni punya instruments you need a whole band baru dia akan menjadi or you main trumpet sorang-sorang macam ni lah dia dah jadi macam siapa tu kawan Spongebob I don't remember the name Squidward tu clarinet that's clarinet so it will


ah Squidward [kan] so it will be like if you play alone nobody will appreciate it lah macam tu , , interesting okay lah basically [kan] macam kita boleh tengok [kan] sometime our education system


focus on more maths science tapi [kan] art art is very important human very connected to any beautiful things be it the beautiful things tu dalam bentuk visual ataupun audio lah macam music [kan] because somehow that makes us, err be more empathy [kan] dan buat kita more human lah and in your own case [kan] macam memang buat hard science buat maths [kan] err


at the end you will turn to robot lah if you didn't celebrate the humanity side of you macam tu [kan] okay so piano so that's the skill yang basically dream lah belum belum start ah do you have any skill yang just you want to enhance lah yang you dah ada dah ada base baselah


how about that, oh mandarin why why mandarin


(mmhmm), ya that's the thing sebab basically ya bila kita boleh connect to to a person dengan dia punya mother tongue it will be lebih ni lah [kan]


ya ya lagipun kita pun multi racial I think it's best untuk kita pun faham bahasa yang lain juga [kan] betul betul interesting interesting


(mmhmm), offered, (uh huh), so what what is your what's your choice oh japanese


so okay buat masa sekarang how many language you know like even it's amateur pun tak faham how many I will say malay english arabic okay interesting japanese, korea korea daripada mana because you watch oh my god alright alright


really I only know like <NEN> I see so, oh interesting so basically now you already have like five language already


five language already, anyway err, ya I think that that is enough that that is great enough lah I would say ya ya ya, so many language cakap pasal korea I watch a very very good good drama I'm not sure you have watched it or not tapi dia berkaitan dengan business lah since you pun nak buat business [kan]


you know the start up oh okay alright alright alright, so err who's your favourite character in that movie anyway, your favourite lah oh my god I think everyone is on his side anyway so


ya cerita tu menarik tau because dia menunjukkan macam mana yes, so orang selalu tengok [kan] orang business ni at at the end of the success tau like the only the tip of the iceberg lah when ya and then macam kita pun jealous lah bila dia lavishly spend money and all that but we didn't know how broken they are when they are still when when they are very very young and when they start the business because


I would say that I I have been in business for quite some time and it has been hell but somehow I didn't regret any of it lah because everyday I woke up I know that that's something I want to do, even though macam belum kaya lagi but there every single day I woke up


I look forward to it and, ya that is something I really want to do, and start up start up makes me it reminds me to a lot that happened during my early years lah, even though I would say that sekarang pun belum kaya pun lagi tapi it's interesting and I would say that the in the in the drama itself benda yang paling belajar is you need a good mentor


(mmhmm), (mmhmm) ya, ya


my business is operating on different model which is I choose a social enterprise basically the business itself adalah untuk selesaikan social issues like


it's not going to work lah kita pun tahu politician have so many other things [kan] tapi I would say that business kita boleh provide like kita boleh provide ya macam cakap lah kerja untuk orang [kan] kita boleh provide service diorang macam in your case you nak buat surprise delivery [kan] you boleh make people happy and so I would say that


business gives you more autonomy in some way, so at least you can do what you want


try error jatuh explore ya explore, oh my god oh my god that that is interesting, I would say that


that take years then even just take even one to two years lah yang one to two years ni bukannya entrepreneur dia Grant-Preneur sebab dia dapat duit daripada grant [kan] macam tu lah


so I would say that, ya that's the beauty of it lah trying to hustle hustle and hustle until one day


you can enjoy the ripe durian, I also waiting for my durian to fall anyway ya, ya not too long two thousand twenty one that free hopefully hopefully


what kenapa apa ya~ what what what was, oh so itu adalah interesting part I would say that, I really I really like him


as a lead as a lead actor because


compare to someone yang dah macam #han ji pyeong# yang dah thirties tau


harsh lepas tu cakap suka hati tak suka tunjukkan perasaan tapi because err the actor himself [kan] put so many emotions on the face, !aiya! many conflicts err conflicting emotions yang kita tahu yang he is not bad he is just


but still as a as a, three years pun tak ada apa-apa perubahan yang bagus that's the thing


ya just just better sikit lah ada coat sendiri tak payah pinjam that's the only improvement made [kan] [kan] tu lah !aduh!


eh small thing [seh] yang buat benda jadi great and big ya, oh my god that's so hard


ya ya, procrastination, ya that that that interesting because sometimes ya lah macam zaman study I would say that I I'm a last minute person because last minute kadang-kadang boleh push you


like push you lah macam in the very last minute [kan] you boleh focus and sometimes your creative juice like macam tu [kan] tapi masalahnya in real life [kan] when you involved with more people


procrastination akan backfire you compare to someone belajar yang it's just you and your assignment lah macam tu [kan]


(mmhmm) ya ya, maybe because you are a person yang work under pressure, (mmhmm), (mmhmm) (mmhmm)


so it's going to be difficult, (mmhmm), (uh huh)


yeah, drag yourself ya betul betul betul procrastination


documentary dekat Netflix ah cerita pasal social network tau macam mana sebenarnya since since kita guna all this services for free [kan] macam Facebook and all those thing [kan] basically we are


data err their their modal macam tu [kan] so


ya ya ya


a'ah, so I don't know I mean they were listening to us lah [kan] our microphone is always on kita tak pernah pun default untuk tutup [kan] somehow, ya


ya tapi maksudnya ya maksudnya kalau lah basically okay kalau diorang dengar diorang just feed us dengan ads okay lah tetap okay juga lah sebab dia akan buat kita nak membeli [kan] but how about if bad people, peeking through your life from there


[kan] so ya, so tu lah macam bila kita bila kita gunakan service ni for free [kan] for free, so kita basically menjual diri kita to them lah like okay I am going to use for free so you will get you can take anything from me sebab tu penting kita baca like agreements and all term and condition


but I would, ya ya ya ya, so


, ya


ya, ya


ya ya even oh my god I still remember like one house tour that I watched dia siap tunjuk the secret room , ya that's the ya, and basically [kan] senangnya sekarang ni with the technology ada the AR semua [kan] dengan hanya gambar orang tu boleh terus buat balik your plan house plan tau


okay so basically what if during the house tour people screenshots screenshot and redo back your house plan


yes and somehow this wealthy people pula bila dia keluar melancong dia akan post so orang tahu rumah dia tak ada orang sedangkan sebenarnya rule dalam kita post social media ni kalau boleh kita hanya boleh post pasal vacation after the vacation


yes sebab basically posting all informations about our vacation is announcing that, yes yes yes


it's it's very interesting because people are less communicative, but becoming too transparent which is two different thing tau macam orang dulu [kan] dia communication nya tinggi sebab dia hanya bila nak jumpa kedai kopi tu tu [jer] lah masa untuk interact tau so you really have to all out [kan] tapi people nowadays [kan] dia neglect


I realise that throughout the day there are so many times I check my phone and check my phone tau so I was like macam I want to segment lah macam okay pukul berapa sampai pukul berapa is for social media instead of checking it all the time basically kadang-kadang check tu actually in notification and an hour and I watch hundred videos already


ya and then macam then all the video sometimes is err ridiculous err like cat videos you cannot stop watching cat videos, so I want to segment lah macam okay dalam masa tiga jam ni I will I will do my best to indulge in social media and the rest I would stay out of it macam tu lah that's the idea


okay


(mmhmm), !wow!, oh, just imagine in the middle of cute cat video and then it stop [kan] , oh you can ignore lah dia tak macam parental parental control yang terus off oh okay okay


just just to remind you lah bukan lah macam guru discipline something like that [kan]


okay so dia ada beza tau tiga puluh minit dia punya shrub [jer] kalau satu jam dia akan jadi pokok tau kalau dua jam jadi pokok ada buah tau


that's very intriguing [seh] tu satu benda forest ada satu lagi tau interesting juga nama dia sleepy town so apa yang kita buat adalah err kita set lah satu hari kita nak tidur dalam enam jam [kan] so bila nak tidur kita buka apps tu dan tutup phone dengan apps tu on on running lah okay


so kalau you bangun dalam masa you dapat tidur tujuh jam ataupun you pasal you tak access phone dah lepas you dah set the alarm [kan] you akan bina the town


interesting I ya lah saja [jer] nak tengok apps I've seen because I want to live better I want to have a balance between sleep, sometimes I already sleep tau tapi bila bangun terus nak tengok phone sebab nak tengok sekejap [jer] end up [kan]


and tapi kita kena take back the power lah we have to unhook all that, okay (uh huh)


make macam sangat-sangat annoying ah macam if if I need you rub me rub me now and when I don't like it I will just leave you macam tu [kan]


ah, aduhai


I think because they are cute tapi elegant, they they keep their eh I know tak lah macam cara dia tidur you know then oh tapi tak juga


yeah maybe sometimes diorang investment so, ya ya ya


, (mmhmm), okay


I don't know I I have seen the video people cakap the science or some drugs can make you like that I don't know lah tapi I would say apocalypse akan berlaku so be it zombie or not but still ah kata lah kalau that's why that's the thing I've been reading about bunkers tau macam menarik ah orang yang boleh buat bunkers kat bawah rumah [kan] macam tu because you want to save save your family lah at least and sebab


disasters [kan] actually zombie apocalypse akan leads kepada disaster ah dia akan rosakkan barang akan bajar rumah ah [kan] dan sebagainya [kan] so kita kena ada survival skill


there's so many kind of zombies some zombies are dumb and slow some zombie are very fast so I don't know lah which zombie will come first so that's the that's that's


some some zombie cannot can can only can cannot see [kan] can only err listen ah macam tu [kan] so tak tahu cuma I would say that since we didn't know what kind of zombie will come so we we have to be prepared lah [kan]


ah duduk dalam air [kan] betul tak pastu kita kena jalan dalam air at least kita kena basic macam rafting ke apa macam tu [kan], (mmhmm)


err bag tu ada cukup lah untuk something happened ada macam first aid macam ada dry food and then macam err your details pasal you punya your blood semua [kan] so macam kalau orang jumpa you terbaring ke apa you ni tapi kita panggil bunk out bag lah macam tu ya but kalau kalau kita cakap zombie kit tu orang akan rasa oh it's ya maybe it's a good marketing


it can be another thing like how to survive zombie [kan] but actually err disclaimer sebenarnya ni tak apa-apa saja [jer] lah it don't have to be zombie let's say lah kalau ada orang masuk rumah you yes war we don't we never know [kan] macam even though kita rasa everything is so peaceful but


we have seen how a virus turn the world into chaos in this whole year yang buatkan apa pun kita punya resolution tak tercapai tu [kan] so ya interesting zombie zombie apocalypse there is so (mmhmm)


okay, ya, ya


I would say that berapa berapa probability dan possibility dia ah then macam macam mana dia nak ingat kita kadang-kadang kita punya contractor tu pada negeri mana pada negara mana [kan] so macam boleh berlaku tapi I would say that's why we have to build it now before we get too famous lah sebab maybe ah [kan] macam for now I would say that if we pun orang akan rasa oh this for safety


but for people yang macam influential [kan] let's say say it's , uh artist celebrity politicians [kan], but, ya kalau dalam movie kalau macam mafia ni kalau orang tu buat bunker untuk dia dia tembak [jer] lepas tu [kan] ah of course lah we cannot do that [kan]


cat is like social media ah hook you [kan] macam tu , (mmhmm), why because cause you don't want them to go in the house anymore is it then


okay ya lah, ya ya ya


things like that [kan] so that is tapi kalau ada rumah the first thing I want to have is swimming pool lah, okay


seriously you want to hi and things waktu swimming that is a bit like dream like, at least bukan semua baka lah maybe some some breed can lah macam I would say bengal ke apa yang yang very wild one [kan] tapi basically kalau perasan semua kucing berenang most of them adalah yang short hair


ya instead of long hair ah macam tu sebab so kalau long hair I would say it would be very very very wet and then tak dapat macam wiggle wiggle badan dia how dogs do it [kan]


ya ya glasshouse glass house


ya the remaining is always nice and I think dreams and hopes is what keeps human alive lah [kan] macam during this trying time [kan] macam ya every new year pun kita buat resolution [kan] pastu kita buat plans and everything because we want to look forward in life lah


ya, ,


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), I see and I would say they are very good in emergency response [kan] I see


ya it's going to be very very difficult to most people lah, and ya


ya, ya because somehow dengan ramai orang kena laid off employer pun ada banyak sangat pilihan so the competition is very very high


yes yes most most business are barely surviving, and cakap pasal pasal ada kesan besar pada business [kan] lah, I would say that kesan besar kepada education system juga lah [kan] macam kids nowadays I would say sometimes bagus juga sebab orang dah mula adopt online learning sebagainya tapi masalahnya budak-budak sekolah ni dia perlukan interactions


and some sometime boleh juga bagi tapi I don't know how much the impact will be towards the character building, (mmhmm), , (mmhmm)


even though they are tech savvy (mmhmm), ya betul betul ya


ya just imagine before this pun graduates susah nak dapat kerja because, it's a very competitive market [kan] and now kita ada so many, err talented people kena laid off and compete together with them


ya macam dah lah nak compete each other pun dah hard enough and then kena compete lagi dengan semua yang dah ada enam tahun tujuh tahun experience it's not going to be easy


(uh huh), !wow!, life goal lah


and they ya and diorang ajak orang lain untuk jadi benda yang sama diorang letak satu social status yang sometimes unachievable kita pun tahu macam contoh macam gambar [kan] untuk bagi nampak abs nampak kurus sometimes it's just about angle


then people yang see that they didn't know pun itu adalah angle sometime they perceive it as true and they force themselves to achieve that sedangkan all that is just an illusion is a it is just an different angle [kan] camera trick that's the thing sometimes


okay lah somehow artist people diorang charge memang terlalu mahal [kan] and influencers dia ada dia ada bigger fan base, (mmhmm) (mmhmm)


it's going to be a tough year but it's going to be interesting and fun lah, yes hopefully okay


yes it's very good one [kan] even though of course lah macam kat mulut tu macam marah-marah [kan] tapi basically ah but basically actually basically it's a good thing because


err, ,


(mmhmm), even the silly silly stuff lah


ya true true, ya, ya ya ya hopefully lah macam and it don't have to be far pun but at least places that we can


just leave the work behind and just connect as a humans lah as siblings as, daughters and son and all ya lah


(mmhmm)


happy new year sis


it's okay life has to move on the then what is your resolution for twenty twenty one, tu ah


, target berapa target


!wow! eh tapi [kan] khairul aming buat [kan] fifteen KG dua bulan tau ah tak dia memang dia memang makan sihat eat clean and he did skipping like for every day,


, but what I mean it it is achievable lah for a year achievable


ah but memang kak long vegetarian Kot of course you can do it


, of course I have a lot tapi kita kena prioritise lah [kan] mana yang for this year and nanti next next year kita buat lagi yang lain [kan]


so for this year because last year is it is a transition for me from a student to a working adult and it's very hard situation actually and I don't think the ya


make my own business uh untuk for side income lah part time lah part time for fun


surprise delivery a'ah


then it dia macam tak comes from heart truly tau ha


everything is possible apa [jer] orang tu nak kita akan make it happen [kan], end of november tahun lepas Kot start, a'ah


ah ada dua customer and more to come


so dia part oh part yang orang tu pergi hantar part tu dah tak ada tau untuk orang tu bagi dekat but macam nice ah kita nak bagi kat orang [kan]


nama dia kotak riang okay boleh search kat Instagram pada kotak riang okay, yes that's right tu satu second is


err ni macam baru [jer] start like semalam first of january err a'ah but err this one


ah healthy food


ah betul macam apa konjac Mee tu [kan], ah, yes that is very good product for your resolution to lose weight , yes you really really should okay


(mmhmm), yes yes ada ada err antara barang yang angah drop ship


err peanut butter, but semua yup sugar free


you have to ask the manufacturer lah ,


we will see how


a'ah, ya a'ah


, err save money [kan] I think from your resolution to eat healthily and to grow your own food you can actually monetise from that


maybe you can make YouTube channel, how ya how you how you grow your own food from scratch a'ah then we'll see how it grows then from the products that you plant then maybe you can make a channel uh on how to make your own vegetarian food


(mmhmm) [kan] selain daripada save money maybe you can gain some money as well , yes dah it's two thousand and twenty one healthy and rich


, err want it to be


I want it to have plot twist, in a good way , ya as in dia [kan] dia macam ni tau err plot twist dia maksudnya ya I have everything in plan but I want all my plan to be plot twisted in a good way maybe I have I have expectation at eighty percent maybe


after twenty twenty one eh twenty twenty one ends I have then one hundred percent that I will reach, yes


yes, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


yup that's nice, , because the last year the whole year is me just working my ass off like everyday you know when back in two thousand nineteen I was still a student eh ya I was still a student then


err I have my student life which is very interesting, I, I involved in so many social program clubs and all


then when it comes to twenty twenty I started to work, it comes with costs lah which is I don't have time for myself anymore and ya I I went to work at eight AM then


come back at home like for six PM and then at ten PM dah kelat sebab penat and that is very non healthy lifestyle for me lah so in twenty twenty one my resolution is to have, err more me time


ah I want I want to in a easy way to explain this I want to upgrade myself


that's that's my own definition of me time ah, yes like personal skills that is not is not related to my work at all, ya this is something that I really want from


from like twenty years back when I was young, I don't have money and I don't have the effort to actually to pursue that ah, I want to enroll in piano class


to be a guitarist


yes I'm still keep it I'm still want to live that ambition you know not lah not to be like professional guitarist lah no I want to be something like more elegant which is iffy I know


when I was err in primary school I actually learn how to play the keyboard ah and I did that few times I made performance in front of the school, playing keyboard


(mmhmm), ya


ah, yes I think that is one of the reason Kot for the shift in preference to


(hmm) maybe, but I still I still like to play guitar actually I feel, , uh I like to listen to people playing guitar and I still have the interest but for this time, I want to play I want to learn to play piano first lah


(mmhmm),


, ya (uh huh) tu clarinet clarinet tu ni lah ah betul lah squidward


(mmhmm), ,


something yang dah ada base eh


oh is it I don't know about that but


, living in a country that have chinese in it I think it will be important for me to, know how to converse with them, err instead of english


, this is good for my networking lah, , err and, I remember that


err I really have strong interest in language because back in, back in high school I try to enroll in as many language class as I can, err sadly only one language is err permissible for for for a student err we can only choose one additional language to learn


japanese a'ah, malay english arabic japanese korea


drama and also movies and songs I think that sometimes I can even understand why the actors are saying without me reading the subtitles yes


(mmhmm), so when mandarin comes it will be six !wow! (mmhmm)


ah tengok


#han ji pyeong# lah of course , that's the real hardship of startup


(mmhmm)


you actually contribute a lot to the society from the the fundraising that you made or daripada the job that you created for other people


you know those small small things actually walaupun tak kaya but it means a lot [kan], , what


a'ah


and explore, so as someone who has been in business for quite a while


, (mmhmm), a'ah


, it will come soon not too long Inshallah, , #han ji pyeong# patut jadi hero


ah


, a'ah, [kan]


a'ah betul , , that's true


, yes, ah


, cuma jadi kaya , ada kereta juga


ni macam very small small small thing tapi important lah, [kan]


, (mmhmm)


when it comes to working the the the that is quite hard lah actually faham ke sebab ya maybe maybe


(mmhmm), ya I think, for things that are going to cost me myself is okay actually to procrastinate even though it's it is not good but if I I cannot prioritise that then it's okay but when it comes to something that involve others I have to


get up, and do it, like right away , (hmm) tapi susah lah


(uh huh), ah


ya [kan], the the algorithm dia (mmhmm)


a'ah eh tapi kadang-kadang [kan] bukan kita sebut tau benda kita fikir pun macam keluar juga


sometimes benda yang kak nor cakap dengan umi pun macam nak beli apa-apa benda tu keluar dekat angah ha


oh that's very weird but interesting lah, and scary as well ,


ya entah entah camera ni OMG so scary


internet internet ni they works in a very interesting way, but we have to be careful, cause there are so many bad people out here, ya


(mmhmm)


, live okay lagi ni some people err even make like house tour Kot


which is supposed to be secret but you expose publicly like for what


, !wow!


(hmm)


yup after we have come back to our place (mmhmm)


then people people also can find you wherever you go you have less privacy lah


yes, , a'ah,


twenty twenty one


, and then binge watch drama,


err actually kita boleh set for err ni for iPhone users lah kita boleh set set for one day how many hours that we spend ah bila kita dah exceed [kan] dia akan keluar notification that you have exceed the the total hours of err social media or something like that lah for today


(hmm) boleh boleh set dekat phone I think we can also keep track lah on that day how many how many time on the day how many time how many hours


ah no no they give you only lah options, ya we we are adults takkan nak ada parental control lagi , a'ah oh ye ah


ah


, oh, eh seronok lah


eh orang nak tengok nak try ah, a'ah


if we can see what is the result faham ke kalau kita macam okay four hours nak concentrate kita tak dapat sebab kita tak nampak apa-apa kita tak boleh nak materialise benda tu tau


ha oh walaupun apps yang acknowledge pun it's enough, betul betul betul betul [kan] kita manusia memang mcam tu ah


ah, a'ah, a'ah


(mmhmm)


that's correct anyway cakap pasal kucing tadi dah entah lah kucing ni [kan] diorang ni macam addictive eh


, ya betul tak tak tahu lah kita bela kucing untuk apa sebenarnya


a'ah


but they pee everywhere kenapa elegant


!huh! dia [kan] tidur terkangkang tengok kucing-kucing kita


, okay


that is very interesting kadang-kadang [kan] teringat kucing ni pun boleh gelak sendiri tau, okay


ah kat rumah a'ah


(uh huh), ah


(uh huh) fast , a'ah listen


eh, (uh huh) macam cukup makan cukup first aid ah [kan]


oh it's not specifically for zombie lah tak beli ke a'ah, , a'ah


war ke


tapi [kan] cakap pasal bunker tadi angah terfikir lah kalau kalau kita buat rumah [kan] kita hire contractor, then the contractor will know everything about our house isn't that dangerous ke sometimes I would think that way lah macam okay kalau kita buat secret room then the contractor tu akan tahu secret room kita kat mana what if the contractor have bad intention


ah


yes ya people would pay more attention to us


a'ah, oh back to cat conversation cakap pasal cat ni [kan] diorang addictive


eh kalau kita pindah rumah baru [kan] I really want to build a Catio for our cats, like a very nice one no lah, I want them to have better life even though I don't really like them but I want them to have a better place to stay and instead of the normal cage out there


a'ah oh


ah that's what I was thinking about Catio tu dekat hujung sekali depan tu swimming pool, so when we were swimming kita boleh hi kucing macam tu


steady boleh berenang ah


!aduh! cats are so cute


, , high enough lah oh


(uh huh)


(mmhmm)


, err steward and stewardess jadi macam helper lah ataupun additional staff dekat poly lah sebab diorang ada basic first aid punya basic ha


[kan] a'ah sebab dia memang ada basic


because that's the fastest way untuk kita do something instead of waiting for jobs to come to you


cannot cope with online learning


sometimes we just need our friends ya we we love our family but we need someone that


that can understand, the very vibe with you (mmhmm)


ya lepas tu dah habis online learning, then you will you ya we have to face a very hard life waktu kerja without your friends anymore


it's very hard situation


, a'ah


most of their punya ambitions lah ya being famous become actors actress dengan idol idol


they are too artificial


, camera trick


to the all the influencers and that is not really good thing actually


artist and actress, (mmhmm),


, eh


twenty twenty one is going to be our year, for our family lah [kan] apa kak long punya resolution, a'ah only specifically for our family


(mmhmm), a'ah


and it's good bonding session, kita memang cakap macam tu


dan angah rasa sejak PKP [kan] sejak kita punya ni movement order ni angah rasa kita pun memang banya spend time, together sebagai satu family


as a family eh, I think same quite the same things juga lah


and and I hope that, in this year we can go to a vacation together because twenty twenty we cannot make it due to the COVID,


they can remind us satu lagi satu we want make them, we want we want to prove that we can do it to them faham ke macam angah cakap dengan kak long gini [kan] mesti angah rasa macam kena tunjuk ni boleh buat ah ah takkan cakap kosong [jer]


so ya, !wow!


oh interesting


meat products as much as we did before I mean dua ribu dua belas eh dua ribu dua puluh dah kind of okay, so how how far lang nak go in to into veganism


, going into veganism would be fine by me but, I will not go as far as being a vegan because I don't think I can


be a, full time vegan, I think that will be quite hard, there lah almost


into the, vegetarian lifestyle, my opinion is that


selfish, if we keep eating animals, for the sake of our own tastes


selfishness sebab I don't


ah I rasa selfish sebab they should be equal, okay


ya ya ya faham Mukbang,


I mean orang boleh guna alasan sebab anjing is our companion pet banyak orang guna sebagai ah ada anjing as pet


but when it comes to chicken or duck, as a pet and we know how, clingy they can be how


(mmhmm),


(mmhmm)


, be a vegan lah bukan vegetarian


, ah mac D that was very selfish, that was one week before new year was it or few days before new year


is, ah you I tak sure tapi I


if I were to be a vegan, and mama


because it's not something yang I boleh dapat every day


but I myself don't have the strength to tolak apa yang dah ada tu ah


so susah ah


vegan, is is there a certain


I, don't have anything


because of all the free time, , and because of a lot of things eh yang you bagi tau I lah and dia macam I was brainwashed by your brainwashing


but actually , in southeast asia


sedap [jer], oh my god


ya lah sebab kita crave


, , ya lah


born born to be slaughtered lah basically, , spread penyakit ke macam nyamuk you you never know which one yang gigit you yang bawa aedes


I think ada Kot


and then, oh okay


start drawing again


err two thousand twenty one resolution


err come back to, apa lagi eh


I, I wish I can say yang I nak seriously, but, but quit susah lah sebab I I don't have the same passion untuk tahu what's behind the system


ah dia not not as fulfilling but, by by time


but maybe we have to buy a keyboard


I wish that I can


fully depend on working from home lah, ah fully on music then


work from home, then tu macam bonus but by by the end of last year dia dah turn to the other way round


the income from working from home is, almost more than performances


greek, I I


one or two language first lah before ventured out, (mmhmm)


oh my god ya


quite beneficial untuk learn that one language


so, okay what what do you want in two thousand twenty one


but speaking of two thousand twenty I, I rasa it's not, a total shit show lah


we we started the year very, very the the very best we can get, not as we expected but, not as not bad at all actually


, what what is the best thing that, you like from two thousand twenty


ya lah cause we got we get to stay at home all the time


, oh but do we really need to buy another laptop, as soon as possible, but I still don't get the, the task


well for that job yet so we'll wait lah, , what else ah


if you go, the the


ah two thousand twenty one, a burst of, creative contents


for sure sebab in two thousand twenty and none of creatives were deprived of, ah ya artist tak boleh buat exhibition


this this cannot, go on for too long I have I have to do something to, to make everything better for myself lah sebenarnya especially if that's their only creative outlet


, but what about live shows I think live shows pun dah start ada search juga because GLC sebanyak yang start to give out grants


social distancing QR code scanning and everything so itu pun I rasa in two thousand twenty one there will be a lot of live events as well


K when when when the vaccine is ruled out, will will you be among the first one to


, ya I don't have any fear for the vaccine as well, I I don't fear the five G conspiracy,


, natural selections, , I baca dekat twitter from the people who have taken the vaccine


so I think I pun tak walaupun I takut jarum but I don't think I akan stray from I mean this is history in the making why why why don't you want to be part of history


then what else, what what do you predict will happen in two thousand twenty one


it's a it's a paradise for introverts, ,


I mean even sekarang masa pandemic pun I dah tak ingat what happened in june in may


duolingo, , I think everyone wanted to be a better version of themselves just in case pandemic ni akan berlangsung lama and they cannot depend on skill yang dia orang dah ada so they have to broaden their horizon


which is very interesting because that happens to us as well


do you miss pre-pandemic, years at all, okay explain yes


(mmhmm),


, fifty fifty, so in a way you just you are a person, who, follows whatever happens


a'ah


excited


I think that it's going to be a bit, hard for me because I am emotionally invested in everything, so, , I mean I appreciate the idea of


being a stoic, but to fully embody, the meaning behind the philosophy I don't think I can because I'm a very emotional person


other than stoicism


ah,


, but nihilism sounds quite


dark and extreme actually


, so, in a way, what happens after you die is not your concern right now


because you don't know anyway, think too much about it yes yes


if there is you don't know anyway and if there's not you still don't know anyway, nihilism nature lah


, before that among the incomplete workplace to elicit directly explaining their explaining a


but but why do you think about people who, try so hard to make other people believe in their philosophy, I mean they push for other people to believe in what they believe in


because I think, very personal because, two two people can can learn the same thing but they might not understand the same thing that understanding tak sama so


so you decide, the next, the next thing, I ran out of idea already


I don't have any other interest, and the new age Plato,


okay, where do you want to go


where europe there's there's a facebook page, called ah the mighty nation of europe where people generalise europe as a as europe and not individual countries


, the difference, I want to go to greece again,


oh in addition to that scandinavian countries, scandinavian countries dia tak termasuk dalam apa nama european


oh ya ya, sweden, oh yes denmark


K lah hopefully next time, pre-university cause I long for that I yearn for that


euro centric okay my apologies


, , I think sebab I think the the the reason is because


dia orang preserve their history historical buildings are still there you can still visit macam dekat sini most of them are, in ruins


, ah you you cannot see with your own eyes


I think tu pun interesting and for some reason, I nak pergi thailand sangat sangat sebab I rasa macam I nak dia punya street food,


ah india but maybe bila umur dah lima puluh nanti lah Boulogne and lah


the space flight yang you can travel around the world in like less than three hours to, running eh, [kan] they dia buat dia buat this err flight flight system baru yang mana you can travel across the world in less than three hours ke two hours a'ah


I mean if if we can if we can reach athens and in three hours !wow!


!wah! long silence very long silence, (uh huh) death to two thousand twenty, I suka that documentary, US centric tapi understandable lah sebab creator dia pun from US


but I think it's a good mockumentary lah to sum up, the whole two thousand twenty one eh two thousand twenty,


!wah! I punya soalan banyak banyak yang macam what do you want, and, you dah cakap you stoic so I dah tak boleh tanya soalan-soalan tu


, okay lah if if you could, be your younger self


, you know what do you have against schools ah, (uh huh)


, ah dekat dekat internet for you I don't have internet at home, actually kat okay I mean form five pun I don't have


but for you most of that internet lah [kan]


I think that will help a lot, and I don't know what to do with the TOEFL certificate afterwards so dia expire after like two years and then I don't know what to do within that two years


until dia expire macam the last time I ambil rugi [jer], ah, then sia-sia even if you dapat offer travel while once you nak masuk dia akan minta balik your TOEFL punya sijil then you have to take again


(mmhmm)


this one is the beginning okay, a'ah kita tunggu the fireworks


kita tunggu the fireworks but nothing happen, very anti climactic, okay lah I like new beginnings


I pun takde expectation, as to what will happen this year but the bar is pretty low two thousand twenty one the bar is very low


so, well


oh, , any wish because it seems to be falling down chip


in a way


afterlife punya benda kita tak tahu and it's not within our control [kan] dan ni pun sama it's not within my control so whatever happens happens lah


because I don't have the power to to do anything about it, , and


you have yourself and people around you


this year


so you


institution


religion, oh kaum is a very sensitive issue


(mmhmm), and I tak suka tengok Facebook comment


ah I wish that kena change, ah,


but journalism yang spark head


essence of the story not even full story you can, straight to the point


, and then kismis dan


that's my vaccine !wah!


, and lagi pun journalisms sekarang mostly it's just screenshot of


most retweeted tweets then jadi satu bentuk berita ah yang penting ada content ya monetisation and yang penting duit jalan K


, ah nanti [kan] bila you dah settle you click right ah tick ah


, ah ah I wish I wish we can talk about something new lah


cause otherwise just normal conversation


okay, K [lah] thank you, okay


opinion


oh sebab tu rasa selfish ah, itu dia panggil cognitive dissonance err basically


some of them, you boleh tengok dekat YouTube


beef, ah banyak [jer] like lepas tu korang comments semua yang elok-elok lah cakap sedap lah tapi bila yang anjing tu ramai yang dislike then bagi comment


hypocrite [kan]


err tapi dekat situ timbul satu problem macam mana intelligence satu sentient being diukur macam mana dia orang measure


ten years being vegan


health semakin teruk [kan],


ah agriculture, before that takde yang dikenal pasti lah


, , mac D lah


oh ya lah rasa serba salah rasa guilty dia dah masak [kan],


discussion pasal morality issues


, mostly pasal philosophy yang mana yang mana start


start pandemic


and then macam-macam lah err


, , ya lah source of protein tu senang nak dapat ya especially is buat tempeh lah


and boleh replace, , meat, alright [jer]


err beef too especially bila bayangkan steak, yang medium rare ah


, ya lah tak even even for me as a musician


okay [jer],


maybe lah, (hmm)


music lah fully fully dependent on music


tapi sia


almost apa memang lah , ,


ya scary ah


, japanese tu dia considered as


japanese, err hardest language to learn lah dia ada sekali dengan arab tapi yang tu dia measure dia ikut ni err


maybe japanese tak susah mana Kot


maybe lah, uh italian among the easiest italian spanish, ah dia among the easiest


a'ah latin juga sebenarnya latin ,


ya lah, , desire tu macam tak tahu nak apa ah


ah ah


then you don't get the full experience, ah venue venue yang ada sound system yang best


eh mesti lah


err siapa yang nak ambil vaccine itu could, siapa yang tak nak tu kita serahkan kepada yes


ya lah, , ,


not a big deals sangat pun pandemic ni cuma memang lah ah physically


okay [jer],


, oh tapi err


ah kelas-kelas yang macam-macam [kan] so dia dah start gunakan free time dia betul-betul and then dia betul-betul masuk ke dalam dunia internet yang positif ah


so dia dapat banyak gila input, ,


ya lor, , ya lah, perspective shift


and then masa kita masuk pandemic baru nak start pun kita memang baru balik [kan],


a'ah


err just remain


play along [jer] lah, , ah relax [jer]


ah philosophical stand lah , nihilism tapi tak lah nihilism, , just


dark ah, ah memang ah


err bukan yang teruk sebab ada juga term optimistic nihilism


yes, yes, I uh I mean, we don't have to, yes yes


who cares if there's an afterlife, ya yup, how can you be so sure about something


, before that memang ada encounter tu tapi good place tu dia macam lagi explaining dia explaining lah


what I have experience


and then, ah rasa macam dapat revelation in something


knowing that you are not, alone,


oh macam tu boleh cakap apa ah, okay


europe lah, ,


europe


ya lah yang tu semua memang nak repeat


union, schengen


euro centric tak tak western lah, still prefer europe


, japan, ah ya lah


(mmhmm)


, ya lah


, summarising twenty twenty one , tapi the US sangat [kan]


ya lah


, performing


teaching method passive


oh ,


internet


(mmhmm), , ya lah


, ya lah, uh sebenarnya stoic juga ah


, (hmm)


, secularism


a'ah dengan sentiment agama [kan] ,


, they're not part


, , ya lah


click bait okay tapi kalau kalau buat video YouTube okay Kot


padahal baru ambil yang first shot tu [kan]


it is err sejak kelahiran journalism


kita dah bual benda ni dah dah berapa kali dah sebelum ni sorry, yup


you're welcome, bye


okay, sixty percent banyak juga itu sixty percent


okay


ini sebab semua orang dekat rumah [kan], goal


ya lah sebab [kan] ada masalah spine so, a'ah so itu tak tercapai lah [kan]


a'ah


oh okay, okay okay


one two


oh, hundred percent achieve [kan] lepas tu yang kedua oh satu lagi Ida


ah macam seribu minimum seribu tiga ah


dapat kerja macam cakap saya tadi apa lagi ah, okay dapat publish dua paper


a'ah empat lepas itu


Ida sudah Ida Ida berjaya call Ida Ida berjaya membantu orang dari segi emosi lah [kan]


ah ah sepan~ ya sepanjang PKP orang yang berada di di pusat kuarantin [kan], a'ah lagi apa lagi ah, yes


at least dia sudah ada chapter one till five, master eh


okay so sudah cukup [kan] tak cukup lagi eh, okay err sebelum ini dua puluh dua puluh itu Ida dah Ida maintain


err Ida berjaya maintain setiap bulan tanpa miss, Ida berjaya maintain lah bagi mungkin boleh increase


oh okay


, oh okay


oh dia tak yakin ah


oh


okay, !aiyo!, [kan]


oh okay,


a'ah, a'ah


terlalu painful tak percaya ya


the most lah [kan] lepas itu second, second err waktu first, PKP eh MCO itu first COVID ini datang saya rasa macam oh sangat struggle


yang say~ okay saya dalam hidup [kan]


a'ah tahun okay dua puluh dua puluh [kan]


okay kebetulan dua hari kemudian itu saya pergi airport


so memang terang-terang itu kak itu dia okay


okay


uh apa soalan itu tadi about decision [kan]


ah, yes, yes yes, okay lagi apa ah


[kan] tak ada sudah Kot


oh okay okay


oh okay


okay, (mmhmm),


that guy


siapa ah ,


okay the business Shaklee [kan] saya punya mentor, err dia manage untuk dapat income err


a'ah which is seratus ribu lebih ah setiap bulan so dia memang million earner lah


Neelofah lah Kot sebab saya sekarang baru saya follow dia dia punya telegram


err yang saya panggil dia bapa so sometimes dia macam


err oh expect sebab dia counsellor [kan] maksudnya dia dia punya se~ mentor saya juga lah


a'ah


okay,


okay, , okay


ah


okay, okay , a'ah tak semestinya positive [kan]


yang satu keluarga lah sepanjang MCO [kan] berapa enam bulan [kan], so dengan family so dengan dengan parents lah dengan parents


, , oh okay ya apa-apa nak duduk call


ya, ya


oh dia orang memang influence ah


so cuma kita am~ consider lah [kan]


oh okay,


, okay


oh


a'ah, ya lah, ,


a'ah a'ah, , ,


!wow!,


(mmhmm), (uh huh), ,


okay, , a'ah a'ah


a'ah, a'ah okay


a'ah walking


ah english, a'ah walking


oh dia dia macam flashback balik uh uh penulis dia perempuan lah


a'ah so err saat kekasih dia sudah mati [kan]


after twenty years [kan], err so dia dia flashback balik daripada zaman dulu macam mana dia kenal macam itu lah, so kadang dia dia macam


ah so bila ya lah orang putih biasa lah [kan] tak kahwin so


so macam okay dia dia akan tulis dan dia akan simpan note note


ah mana-mana lah dia suruh do eh dia tinggal notes ah


so dia tinggal lah something yang perempuan ini boleh celebrate, ah macam itu sangat sweet a'ah


so dia hidup bersama dengan lelaki itu walaupun lelaki itu sudah meninggal ah sebab itu tajuk dia I love you


yang to do, okay, oh okay okay okay


, okay, (mmhmm), oh okay


a'ah,


okay, oh


okay,


ah


, , a'ah, a'ah


okay okay


itu saja ini dia ,


, ya


ya lah kalau tak lah [kan] indonesia buat macam itu sekarang [kan]


eh of course, a'ah


ya lah banyak sebenarnya tak akan tak bersyukur , a'ah


struggle, okay ,


mesti kena jadi satu kena kahwin , err, err saya [kan] memang orang jenis fikir pasal duit [kan]


okay, a'ah, okay, saya dapat err permanent job


a'ah [kan], eh conflict ah, oh kalau saya dapat capai err


so maksudnya kalau before itu saya sudah dapat five figures


okay, , ya


okay bat in, okay, a'ah


habit


okay


, ah, okay


, oh okay okay,


transaction record, business [kan] ya


tengah malam itu kena on time tidur


okay tak ada pun ini nak khatam al-quran


a'ah itu lah, Ida Ida harap Ida lebih err Ida


must stay consistent ah sebab Ida memang setiap hari Ida akan tulis [kan] Ida panggil gratitude journal, err pagi ke malam ke before tidur ke memang Ida tulis segala apa yang ada macam kesyukuran kita [kan]


a'ah sebab Ida ini orang yang kalau orang itu kata dia pemalas [kan]


okay mandarin lepas itu ya lah masak sudah menjahit sudah apa lagi ah


err apa nama ah oh synopsis pula hypnosis, ah ah saya nak a'ah


eh apa ah soalan dia tadi oh course eh course,


ya


a'ah, okay


(oo) okay okay digital marketing, oh okay okay


Ida pernah jumpa dia dia memang a'ah


so Ida jumpa itu Ida rasa macam dia sudah power, a'ah, a'ah


a'ah


okay, oh yang ini [kan] oh


oh


oh okay, okay


oh tak tadi sudah tadi belum ada eh


oh dia tak sama eh into the next,


okay, okay, okay


okay, okay


Ida harap berakhirnya dua puluh dua puluh satu Ida sudah tukar title, miss kepada , missus, err, oh Ida dapat turunkan berat badan a'ah


besar eh masih besar [kan]


ah tujuh puluh lepas itu Ida punya saving,


last ya


happiness, ya lah free, ya lah tak ada lah


freedom lah Kot hutang bebas kereta sudah ada a'ah


okay, achieve


okay so ada benda lah akak ingat macam kita share sama-sama lah [kan]


okay soalan pertama !chey!, ah twenty questions for an incredible review of your twenty twenty okay first one, what were your top ten goals for twenty twenty


ah okay jujurnya tahun dua puluh dua puluh tak ada goals goals dia adalah untuk uh be a better person then I think, sixty percent better, but another can but another side of me yang in terms of ibadah semua itu memang problem lah


, ya ke okay makin bertambah ke maintain ata~ ah maintain okay lah okay


I see


okay, okay tercapai !wah! okay congratulations , a'ah


, okay, , right


, affect result a'ah


okay makin lama makin jauh [kan]


okay , okay


okay


(mmhmm), I see, alright okay done with the first questions and the second question is


what were your top ten achievement of twenty twenty okay let me answer it first


okay and then itu yang pertama yang kedua


ah ya lah tak maksudnya the the apa ini err, decision itu dibuat eh dalam dua puluh dua puluh lah okay


a'ah tak cukup sepuluh ini yang keenam


we release our, err product lah not not release tapi err progress ke situ iaitu shine


err enlisted ah sudah lah satu dua tiga okay sudah cukup sepuluh okay Ida, your top ten achievement of twenty twenty


, , okay


!wow! okay


okay, yes, (mmhmm),


!wow! okay so itu sudah kira berapa empat ah


, !wow!, PKP eh, okay


this is the greatest achievement, okay


ya ah akak baru tadi lupa ingat yang akak punya viva, ah I got my my I pass through my my, viva [kan] ya allah after five years ah gila ah okay alright


!wow! okay, yes, yes congratulations


last year thirty first december two thousand twenty yup, that one is the first one akak bayar zakat pendapatan Alhamdulillah


okay question number three, painful lesson ah


ya lah mempertikaikan mengapa perempuan tak boleh ke buat business [kan] ha ah macam tu a'ah I don't know we don't know, but that one is more painful


that is under our ini lah macam kita sponsor, because the person yang err handle yang team e-sport itu adalah among our business partners


third one is err


fifteen K to uh our clients lah because waktu itu ah, project tak dapat jalan and COVID comes and then, actually dia orang nak minta kita bayar dua puluh ribu ah


so dia orang minta refund lima belas ribu then, that is one it is the third one, fourth one is one of our business partner we need to terminate her


that one is very tough lah untuk kita semua for her for us as a team and, for others lah juga untuk dia juga lah, and that one is better for her juga lah sebenarnya okay


ah what is your top five painful lesson that you learn


twenty twenty, !wow! okay


that's so tough, okay


ya,


okay, okay, yes


okay, , okay


okay,


okay, okay


okay, okay that one is more to emotional [kan], okay next next question what was eh no no no no, top number number fourth what were the top five things you got right


okay yang awak rasa macam top lima yang memang awak rasa awak buat keputusan yang betul yang awak betul lah


okay


okay that one is the first one sama dengan akak juga second one


what were the top five things you got right,


okay, ah lah okay okay okay okay


stay tempat yang ada sekarang tempat yang awak belajar lah, okay, okay, err saat rasa macam ada certain soalan macam a bit repeat lah


second one I think I got right is err I made a decision to


meet a psychiatrist, the third one is err I know that, hire a staff is, will be a bit challenging


better later because kita pun tak kaya [kan], and top five things you got right is I think


I made a decision after two years a guy proposed to me no I didn't say yes, to get married but I think I'm ready because before this I have problem with man


ah mempertimbangkan lah okay entah lah ada berapa sudah empat [kan] empat saja lah okay next question, what was the biggest risk you took in twenty twenty


we changed totally our business from event management


and memang struggle ya allah ya rabbi buat facebook live and so on macam gitu [kan]


biggest risk you took


what was the smartest decision you made dekat sama [kan]


okay okay, okay house mate ah okay, alright okay dua okay so macam akak pun akak the first one is


err ya lah our relationship eh kita tak ada siapa-siapa kita dua orang saja Ida okay with my room mate dengan Ida


second, and third one


name three people give the greatest impact to you


okay


I see, !wow! okay


oh okay, , improve


okay, , okay alright


I see,


, three people give the most impact to you the first one is my close friend


err ada dua lah dua close friend okay err


contact dia minta nasihat ke apa ke walaupun saya memang marah lah dekat dia tetap lah orang yang beri impact kepada saya lah okay, first one jadi seorang yang lebih baik atau seorang yang pemarah ada dua [kan] the second one


err second one, okay second one yang memang sentiasa kalau misal kata okay dia kalau dia ada masalah dia akan call


okay then last year is the first one yang akak cerita dengan dia after few years lah sudah berkawan [kan]


err akak tanya okay okay memandangkan awak sudah tak ada [kan] okay ada satu benda yang ini nak bagi tahu okay so bagi tahu lah yang akak yang bagi teratai itu okay


so these two person lah, another one is err greatest impact to you ah


err macam sometime not in a good side but somehow, it turns to be a bad side juga okay uh so, greatest impact sebab greatest impact tak tahu apa benda ah okay soalan nombor sepuluh Ida


who are the five people you spend time the most you lah , okay


, okay,


, okay ramai itu okay, err so five people you spend the time most this year err, ya lah family lah [kan] family mak ayah adik itu saja lah


okay first second Ida, third spend time the most ini boleh jadi orang yang kita call


Asnah lah itu tak dapat dinafikan itu memang top first lah, ah better than anyone okay


, (mmhmm)


, okay


yes so dia banyak bagi nasihat and so on lah, okay bagus bagus so itu lah yang paling most impact lah, okay so akak err


influence yang the first one is Asnah, instead of counsellor ah sebab dia tak dia rasa it's not ini lah [kan]


and then after yang


tadi parents akak dan juga akak cakap pasal madrasah [kan] okay so madrasah yang akak pergi ini


macam itu lah [kan] macam memang ya lah kita tak tahu negara dia dulu macam mana [kan]


okay so that one like yang I rasa err macam lagi kasihan dekat budak-budak semua ini so, who are the five people you spend the bukan ah sudah sudah salah salah nombor dua belas nombor dua belas what were the best five books you read


err daun tidak membenci angin macam itu ah, ah


and ada satu masa itu ah dia punya quote dia macam ini ah


even macam daun yang jatuh pun allah atas [kan] sudah allah [kan] ah, so benda itu just go with the flow [jer] okay so the first book


okay Ida ada lagi tak buku sambil-sambil tu kita tukar-tukar lah, a'ah, !huh! walking okay


I see, okay nanti aku nak baca , okay then


!wah! okay,


okay, okay, okay,


okay


oh okay okay okay okay a'ah, okay


okay, oh


okay, , , oh okay


, , yes


!wow! okay,


!wow!


okay, ah sepanjang COVID err kak Asnah suggest untuk akak baca lah who moved my cheese


ah that one ah dia macam okay, err dia orang dia ada beberapa ini lah beberapa character


which is these people adalah orang yang cepat settle down, okay


so dia get ready with another another option okay, and daripada dua ekor ini juga dia orang ada yang berpecah satu lagi memang nak stay


uh tapi tapi after that the fasa yang sangat sangat teruk lah okay


[kan], a'ah, ah then another one is err buku karangan #liyana musfira# ini err, the spiritual strength in our scars emerging from personal struggle with resilience


err apa bangun daripada scars pun dia bagi tahu okay, what are five things you are most grateful for


what are five things you are most grateful for, I'm still alive , (hmm) [kan]


I find my way to, this world doesn't deserve me ah macam itu ah so, this is the first lah yang I I'm grateful for is I am still alive


ah [kan] okay Ida Ida


okay,


congratulations


, ah


, okay


, okay next five things you wish to be praised for apa maksud ah


, okay number fifteen what one word sums up your entire twenty twenty, struggle


tadi macam nak cakap sucks [kan] but then after go through semua soalan ah grateful, oh ya okay


, ah me too okay second


okay kata hari tu tak nak ,


a'ah,


a'ah okay, okay


!wow! okay


okay, okay so akak [kan] dua sudah [kan] first kahwin kedua simpanan dua puluh K


ah yang ketiga adalah , err mesti kena jadi [kan], okay err tak lah akak nak push macam akak sihat mentally


which is ah ya sebab at least


K that one ah okay next question, what are five powerful habits of two thousand twenty one


very powerful habit, okay akak ada satu benda ah, ah akak nak always jot down akak punya journal


so benda itu semua dalam satu journal, so nak habit always catat journal itu and


and tear to fun


ah ada ada sebab benda itu sudah ada kalau sudah baca quran mesti lah kena khatam [kan]


a'ah, sebab biasanya bulan puasa sudah sekali a'ah


okay so akak buat empat kali lah macam itu okay ah harapnya lah [kan], okay Ida


okay, okay,


err habit,


a'ah, , okay,


okay, , okay


okay tak ada eh


alright next question, err, what five books and courses you will attend in two thousand twenty one, five books and ataupun courses yang awak akan attend in two thousand twenty one


okay


!wow! awak nak hypnotise orang ke apa okay, , okay alright


a'ah course ataupun buku a'ah, okay


oh okay same like me okay, err men from mars and women from venus yes that is the book yang akak nak baca , ya akak nak sebutkan benda itu tadi tapi awak yang sebutkan okay alright so itu eh


okay akak yang first book akak memang yang men from mars and women from venus itu [kan]


and then err courses yang akak nak go adalah first, so akak ada lagi seventeen courses lagi yang nak kena attend dalam topic digital marketing itu okay


ah a'ah siapa neil patel, oh okay neil patel ini dekat negara mana ah tak ingat ah


power ah, , I see okay


so that one is digital marketing


end of two thousand twenty one akak nak kena selesaikan pokok dekat sini lah


okay course menanam pokok dan , (uh huh) kelas violin that one


err dan akak nak certified facebook


okay nombor sembilan belas sudah nak habis ini what are your top three to ten goals of two thousand twenty one


ah hingga mendapatkan akak lapan K, third one goal eh, goal ini benda yang kita boleh capai lah [kan],


last goals, ah,


(uh huh), madam , okay


ideal lah eh, ah lah okay tujuh puluh eh


okay set,


okay, [kan],


, okay next last last last, what one word or sentence will be your theme of two thousand twenty one


, err okay macam mana nak kahwin tapi freedom ,


okay , ah apa eh one word, achievable


okay sudah right


wait ah, you, can you hear me, ya can okay solid


yes,


for your harmonica or your school, both ah, okay


so you did it last sem, oh how many papers do you have


four


what the, okay, (uh huh), is it live


okay, (mmhmm), (mmhmm) (mmhmm), okay, but what will it will what will it be use for


(mmhmm)


oh okay okay okay just a virtual performance lah, okay okay fine lah, not bad how how did, item


okay, how much how long is this piece like instead of waiting time ah


(mmhmm), oh the the older group right


, like how you form that or, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm) (mmhmm), ya I saw I saw thought is gone be temporary on bad the older group lah the one that you form


I watch I watch your like audio <tamil>இல்லனா குள்ள உன்:illana kulla un</tamil> expressions <tamil>காகவே நா பாப்ப அந்த அந்த படையப்பா:kaagavae naa paappa antha antha padaiyappa</tamil> style


and he


the famous cello song you playing on harmonica, but, you are comfort,


, and how does it, their competition next year right is this a stepping stone for that are completely different matter


(mmhmm), and it, (mmhmm)


so it's over a year plus lah


okay solo, (mmhmm)


(uh huh), I mean you can like when you have semester you can still start what like it's not it's it's a bit of opportunity right so you concealment like the first month I think should be okay


six hours a day ah


would they give it to you, no is it pre allocated on interest for me ah, oh,


right, okay okay fair enough


ffity per hour, what, eighty dollars ah


three twenty ya, but how good you have to be to, be eligible for this like I mean what grade balance you have to be


(uh huh) here, (uh huh), not bad


and, no


and and, I hear you, really, ah


, wait so when you mean long


but <tamil>அதுக்கு அப்டி எழுதிருக்கே:athukku அப்டி eluthirukkae</tamil> tick <tamil>ஆயிட்டே:aayittae</tamil> screen lah, probably time too speed leh <tamil>இத எதுக்கு:itha ethukku</tamil> use <tamil>பண்ணு வாங்க கூட தெரியாதே:pannu vaanga kooda theriyathae</tamil> know you feel like know if the voices like the MIT lah


why did was there


the projects as in, you have to, (mmhmm)


ya, very lah


(uh huh), I mean I presume <tamil>அது:athu</tamil> because <tamil>அவன்:avan</tamil> group lah twenty five leh so assume like twenty four other groups it I don't even know what they're gonna use this for actually


I don't think so it's a company


how fluently remix, , but, , ya <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> words with sams


oh that that's also true but then what sams, is very bad


it's just become very self conscious, how how's


how was Sergalas is it back in it


shenanigans


ah, objectively quite long, like duration


interesting interesting, I mean it's all finish already okay I have some updates <tamil>எப்டி சொல்ல:epdi solla</tamil> updates <tamil>சொல்ல முடியாது:solla mudiyathu</tamil> so you finished the recording and I kind of think about three weeks ago now two weeks oh three weeks oh <tamil>வெச்சுக்கோவ:vechukkova</tamil> so at the live live so okay you know last year I did two plays right was it last lesson after NS after NS I live one play


in that <tamil>ஆறு மாச:aaru maasa</tamil> gap lah we gone play err, ya the one you couldn't come for, ya ya because you want to come for this then there's one there's another one I think that was after term started like august october something like that


so the one in june we the the that version was stagey version meaning it was just a ya ya so we put up a weird putting up the basically we put up the full length version of it like with costumes and set and all that


the idea okay as much of supposed to go victorian and things like that but what happen COVID <tamil>னால:naala</tamil> everything gotta be messed up, so we actually just went with like two sets of costume traditional and modern costume <tamil>அந்தமாரி:anthamaari</tamil> lah so it turned out any only fifty people come to watch in the sense that we had four shows each show maximum of fifty people


so you have, ya ya dude we sold out in like three days , you know the advance, that's but I think no err because it's a stickler this this thing went through SISTIC so it doesn't really matter


like the previous ones where you sell by hand the staging the ones but this one is through SISTIC cause it's a natural reproduction so, it kind of you know it's not my problem it because in the sense that I am gonna be descended say hefty issue at furnished and after the recording so I think the idea was to put something like cabinet style


err hamilton hamilton, hamilton, ya ya the musical, so <tamil>அந்தமாரி:anthamaari</tamil> just like there is a master shot they record everything the whole play in the give you close ups and things and things you can't really see like it's a it's a TV TV versionized version of a play <tamil>அப்டினு வெச்சுக்க:apdinu vechukka</tamil> that exactly hamilton for seeing it


I paul hamilton as in the ways in Puyalan oh in the whole lockdown thing started right there is this huge fat


it's a musical that happened like I think twenty eighteen but they filmed it so they film like like the video shows and a cut it altogether to form like one sure so in that one show so in that one show they have master shot which is like wide angle and they have close ups for the actors were inside that lah like watching a televised play


I think there was the same treatment that this one thoughts so that was the, so that finished three weeks, err sort of but phantom of the opera it's err it's it's with audience lah there this didn't have audience so this is like we performed it for camera within performing for the audience is not like we've got four hundred for audience and you got captured by the camera it's we we performed it for the camera


ya it is inside as a televised play so we're not looking so


not really in our lines are the same it's just where you look because instead of looking everywhere and audience like looking up and looking at the audience it's you have three with cameras


I didn't I didn't make the of call lah like it was not my call to make <tamil>என்னைய என்னைய கேட்டா:ennaiya ennaiya kaettaa</tamil> just filmed it with audience because there's only fifty people right the only sitting in the front half to the back of could have been used for recording but I suppose they wanted, the I think I think the director was giving cues for the different cameras you will close up and you wanted us to do something things like that


so we did that, ya so after that finish like whatever aaron from audition recently, it's for this production company lah then how you haven't this writer he he wrote a show out for it's like <tamil>வசந்தம்:vasantham</tamil> stuff lah so he wrote the show err and he said when you contact me you know you edit the second steadily the one after school sarted august


so like now recently like when before the filming of the, televised version


he he texted me he got my number from telegram and he was like I wrote a role for you it's a lead of a show I want you to come down and audition for it, isn't it's not confirm <tamil>ஆகல:aagala</tamil> possess so they held an audition


[dey] <tamil>ஒன்னு கடைக்கல:onnu kadaikkala</tamil> it has been fine so it's nice err so when I've just been asking so when is the audition


it's a mystery to sort of the ghost story mystery sort of thing lah so I think the premise from what I could tell from their audition script they gave me was I am playing a radio host a radio DJ who's getting who's like I'm asking callers to call him and share their <tamil>மர்ம சம்பவங்கள்:marma sambavangal</tamil> and things like that


so when they share I think they'll be subplots here and there lah and, ya in the end something supernatural happened to me as well so I think the climax is what they made me audition for so that's the crux ya so it's like a supernatural ghost stories on theme


ya, no there is no long pilot all but if, I guess I don't know it starts but filming starts from january to april which is the entire of my next sem


, eighty percent of, no no no


chance <tamil>நானே:naanae</tamil> apparently the thing the the only word, as in it's four days a week apparently, like the filming schedule lah so I think there was one of the perks like again at assembly start style right like you just have one victoria block and then you are cleared I think if I was in NUS I don't know whether you will do a list so assuming assuming


ya, I mean I'm it's not a certainty, but ya there's this, the issue is okay you know this stage theatre thing, so what happen is, that the issue is on the last day of display


I had err the director call me ah and he was like, , I want a costume the need for a theatre performance it's a cat I don't know if you know scared of Abimaniyu from <tamil>மகாபாரதம்:mahabaratham</tamil> is the son of Arjuna


ya the one I just finished filming ya you wonder is isn't ah, no the same guy just that there's only one directive of the whole thing, so he called me and he was like I want you to I think you already for lead lah so I wanted to give you this character and things like that but that one is rehearsal in february


and plays in march, so, ya I'm uh as long as a bit of a predict I told him I get back like this happened back in like first november third november that time so it's like I I that one I am still waiting for the results of his audition and waiting for my timetable out <tamil>அவர்ட பேசலாம்:avarta pesalam</tamil> so I have told him twentieth <tamil>வர:vara</tamil> time <tamil>குடுங்க:kudunga</tamil> like <tamil>குத்துமதிப்பா:kuthumathippaa</tamil> just said twentieth <tamil>வரைக்கு:varaikku</tamil> time <tamil>குடுங்க:kudunga</tamil> just get back to you I didn't tell him


ya I didn't I didn't tell him that oh I want to see if I gave the other one for something like that, is not you can tell like ya he's not the kind of I don't know how he'd react to that also, so


ya I I, , I just said like I look at the thing is if I reject this saying that oh I have a cousin support point eventually I have dealt him that I'm I'm doing the TV though because you would say I'm rejecting the play because I have school commitments then you probably like wonder when the thing eventually comes out of fingers crossed it like how come you can I can do


so it's like as I I haven't, decided or not commit err err expressed my lack of commitment to him yet so that's the side


I can't do both dude I will die, and I think dates cynical because I have actually asked a few people like who have acted with me on the stage it's like how it cause you also during people like people like problem for example right so ask ask them how taxing is being a lead or how many days of shoots will you go for and things like that


so ya we see that because it's four days a week, I like just nice four three days my limits for me, ya ya I get pay for both but just


and the data one is substantially lower lah and was not another dog, like the staging once I got three hundred and fifty, and for the whole thing is you know


I have no idea, , I mean okay I I think after I've asked some of the people who have acted once again the consensus


there's this err watch also, I think that's how they go buy some stuff lah so if you are a nominee you can code a certain rate like like your rate will increase lah like depending on where the win an award nominated for an award etc so this this person I was talking said he quotes about five thousand


for these many days of shoots so its something like forty days now, if you forty days now five thousand dollars if you exceed overtime but you have to say that sometimes people don't even hit forty days so that all this err err I mean can negotiate with the production side lah but five thousand seems like quite a lot


give err it's not full, no no no, even Puravathan right who acts say is like the most, , almost full time <tamil>வெச்சுக்கோய:vechukkoya</tamil> maybe almost full done even she does he's MOE relief not relief but err MOE


the contract teacher so he teaches tamil for like three months or one semester or something like that in different schools so he does that I'm actually is I I did the player the recent right one of the guys actually his toys guide kites at like he was in aviation industry


so before this whole COVID thing started ya rolls royce ya at #ang mo kio# Bishan #ang mo kio#, I think Yishun side lah rolls royce in the industrial park I've been there to teach during my NS time lah actually


so it's that company rolls royce making engines via plane so he's just before the COVID period head he got, he left the job because he had a better offerings from somewhere as also the aviation industry but <tamil>என்னாச்சுனா:ennaachunaa</tamil> even before the one month even before the first month of joined the new job COVID hit and everything got shut down


because they were the new company your joined is like an external or is that contractors lah basically so they had hired to do stuff, and there they all their car, the up close down but they didn't have anymore job so essentially got let go lah everybody got let go


so he is involuntary doing acting from time, like that's the closest I've encountered someone coming to that kind of situation lah, so, and that's and it's really sad but at the same time like it works out lies in eye only reason why you know parties because it was you know kind of telling us about how it's like she have chase for your salary a bit like for example like I did the other the national day special shoot lah in boston of one of his his err his shows that he recommended me for a role so it's like a bit like <tamil>தெருக்கூத்து:therukkoothu</tamil> style you know <tamil>தெருக்கூத்து:therukkoothu</tamil> right


ya so I I did like a one episode thing some I like, forty <tamil>இல்ல:illa</tamil> thirty minutes scene one time <tamil>வெச்சுப்போமே:vechuppomae</tamil> twenty twenty five minutes you on time so <tamil>அதுக்கு:athukku</tamil> for that small payment I had to chase the, producer for like is he said one month


but, is he ya said one month but, err it took like one it took almost two, so, I had to is he said next so I okay if it was do one monthly exactly right so let's say it's thursday it was a thursday so I texted him and asked him for thursday and err he said okay it'll be done by next thursday so I asked like two times like that


so then he then the following thursday transfer lah but, but


no one of the act one of the actors at ask err actually texted like , and I don't have Karthik he he texted on insta saying that you know he came for the show and he was good at and like he's err keep it up and something a lot of things like that because I actually I need some advice I just texted him like this before this revived you know like I need some advice so I recording my voice


I sleep at four as he four [dah] my sleep sect is one <tamil>கேடு கேட்ட:kaedu ketta</tamil> is damn bad I wake up is damn bad I if I meetings


ya it's almost that ya it's almost twelve like if you weren't going to one these days I'm like I hate it actually hate it, like I really my idea because I think like if you think about if you wake up early <tamil>நீ எதுக்குமே:nee ethukkumae</tamil> late <tamil>ஆவ மாட்ட:aava maatta</tamil> everything will happen after you wake up whereas if you are description if your sleep cycle is like mine you have to wake up earlier so that you won't be late so that's a


it's inconvenient lah I don't like it also because cup cup also early riser so it'd be it's like almost and do different time zones so like it when when he's when he goes to me it's like asleep then I'll be away and when I'm sleeping like I will go to bed like four thirty mins you get up at six so it's hard to communicate level


so it's been it's I can't fix it now though like I don't have a day where I can just be like okay screw it I just go to bed early today I don't have that day because exam, don't sleep


there are I don't want to go on the Malgam road dude


no ah I sleep in the afternoon I won't get to graduate, and ya


no lah as in, and err


but I also like staying up in the sense that it's very quiet, no I don't I don't like I think two is that reflect the maximum I should be awake for, two AM


but the thing is, no that's before bed, that's the see is sometimes I have to go to school right and then, I get up at


nine nine thirty ten like if I go to bed at like sometimes I go to bed at five right, err but for example I go to school on mondays mondays wednesdays thursdays and usually fridays so I get up I function those days on four enough hours to sleep four and a half hours to sleep five meh


if you I mean, I also don't know like you you have to lah no choice, because I can't they can't sleep in school what so if I sleep at five I have to wake up at like if on the days I wake up a ten so <tamil>எந்திருச்சு:enthiruchu</tamil> I feel damn shag like


I feel damn shag when I'm at school because I come home right I think sometimes I eat dinner then a air fall like I eat dinner at seven thirty and then I nap until like nine


oh dear, I feel like that's it was reallocated, it's not that I it's not that I have difficulty sleeping though it's I have work like I don't try it's not like I go to bed at two then I am awake till five


I'm I'm here doing stuff until four, that, ya I I can lah anything but the point is like like even on those days when I wake up early because I have to ask you under sleeping at for it even if I don't take an afternoon nap


so so now it's uh bedtime but I think once exam finish, the research already, uh


shit where did after all this she's like no it's two hours or nothing, this <tamil>இந்த:intha</tamil> recording now, , where are you, no lah is it individually individual thing


(mmhmm)


ya, I need to reply this guy once ago, go on


okay, (mmhmm), that is nice


is it, (uh huh) (uh huh)


okay, eighty percent treat treat


if you liked it


twenty first, twenty first is it, twenty fifth ah


okay but I only have one student one student so I was asking


I mean for me is like, and


not worth like what do you mean like extra cash is not gonna be worth it, oh <tamil>அப்டினா:apdinaa</tamil> okay, (mmhmm)


so all the questions are india standard like after capability is blank like <tamil>இது ஏது:ithu yaethu</tamil> mug <tamil>அடுச்சு பண்ணும் போல இருக்கு:aduchu pannum pola irukku</tamil> what the soon a mother


close book, in person, so it's err, I wish man my next entire sem was on in person, every single class


sometimes I send you ah problem,


sensitive subject to now


and uh, they they treated


you know next year next sem ah, do five mod because I'm being a being double major so I just do five mod do not know acting government something because I I think emit a very strong like


err when we doing that uses for last month last the last play lah it was super not worth it because we started and zoom like before the sem even started we started rehearsals in zooms and we were supposed to end by week five uh recess week, but <tamil>அத இழுத்து அடுச்சு:atha iluthu aduchu</tamil> because the uncertainities lah because of all the COVID start it extend like sudden a movie ended like three weeks about two weeks ago


so next you've never doing this again it took almost four months I'm like it's not worth it at all I will never do this again, so now it's my my original plan was five months if you can clear the hundred hours CFCIB companies hours


call <tamil>அப்பறம் பேசற:apparam paesara</tamil> matter ah, arts related


okay, these acting, ya, but again it's possible ya but <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> okay [dah] I have to get approval from SMU through be self initiated the law the paper


so <tamil>அது பண்ணிட்டனா:athu pannittanaa</tamil> is okay it will be fine, what sem I looking to do


vice chair, it is not the youtubing or anything that's an actual, not bad


okay cool cool it's just the, it you know you're talking to administer at like before actual, it would be


, , (mmhmm)


I don't know if you remember actually err, do you remember in year four


do you remember in sec four, we went to redhill MRT like ICSMCS and the chinese society grew we went to redhill and then we're giving out like a mini mart thing, do you remember, no as in cause


and, okay lah so there's this guy lah he from SMU you wanted to organise like a mini mart for the like redhill like area that he was targeting is all the studio apartment rental like the lower income part of you know that's excited at a section lah so she wanted to organise like a mini mart for the people that so they can instead of playing with paying with cash that they <tamil>எப்படி சொல்றது:eppadi solrathu</tamil> carnival lah voucher <tamil>எல்லா குடுப்பாங்க தெரிமா:ellaa kuduppaanga therima</tamil> in the sticker so you buy yourself essential items in that store is a carnival <tamil>மாதிரி:mathiri</tamil> lah one day


so <tamil>அங்க வந்து அந்த அந்த:anga vanthu antha antha</tamil> one day lah that one the market is just redeem whatever they want to <tamil>அந்தமாரி:anthamaari</tamil> concept, so he he is from SMU and he asked like the indian society the society and the chinese society to


and, me Izzat Sultan, ya the the heads lah three, so ya we tell tell us like I think that that just <tamil>ஞாபக வருது:nabaga varuthu</tamil> so maybe I'm just assuming that he could have done to clear his european sensor


you said you talk to Mansa the last time you whether your product, (uh huh), they, (uh huh)


no dude !aiyo!, I was genuinely I couldn't see it was supposed to go to school to meet, I was supposed to go to school, to meet months as


that uh, you know, [dey] <tamil>இத நா வாங்கி ஒன்ற வருசம் ஆயிருச்சு:itha naa vaangi onra varusam aayiruchu</tamil> I got this when I was like the last half of my NS six months left


this this a good it was supposed be seventy bucks you know seventy bucks


dude this, who are speaking of which, ya ya


so what happen is why there's a previous spencer okay if I had to sum this up for you it's not the best in terms of the nib like it's damn thick so what I'm writing with it right it constantly like


but, as in that on previous stylus skylight whatever they had they were they were pointer so I like that aspect but what's happening is on the matte screen protector, the pencil lips were getting one on like very easier once a month <tamil>மாரி:maari</tamil> like I got like a couple of knock offs from relation not the cheaper variants lah but <tamil>அது எல்லாமே:athu ellaamae</tamil> nib <tamil>எல்லா இது ஆகுது:ellaa ithu aaguthu</tamil> cancel <tamil>ஆகுது:aaguthu</tamil> like it becomes


worn off very fast lah, and doesn't stop like so financially at like I did some maths I thought if this lasts then it'll be worth it, instead of err to keep buying replacement names or the one and you can also charge it


there's this one about I think I bought it with student discount is one fifty is not cheap though setbacks, and it, but will it work on us, I didn't know


as long as I think eighty bucks is okay lah for uh


is it who is they like the COVID restrictions people, oh, it's, but we'll busking


december <tamil>இதான:ithaana</tamil> oh november ah, like COVID ah, cancer that bumper now


london lah, okay, night to get lah quarantine okay okay


so, !wah!, actually


I don't know maybe because I'm in singapore right I didn't seem like like it hasn't it hasn't impaired my, like <tamil>எதோ:etho</tamil> tension <tamil>வர்ற அளவுக்கு ஒன்னு நடக்கலன்னு தோணுது:varra alavukku onnu nadakkalanu thonuthu</tamil> what do you think


you know, then, (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


I mean not as bad like okay what do I mean by dark disruption is in the sense that, prolong the effects on economic scale definitely eh economic scale definitely but I am telling like I'm telling like lifestyle wise or like


why not, but yes, not really


I think it's pretty, like, ya but those are like minor grievances though like


no I never had them, because you cannot go out circuit breaker, what do you mean, and because of the law


well being, arts, why


(mmhmm), I mean, I I don't even know is the art concert industry in singapore like seems like just


like when you don't


I mean, ya mindset, (mmhmm), no ah I think they are full them performers so actually I was just talking about this with somebody else the


like the person and exit door last where he did his diploma and LASALLE in theatre directing it like at the age of thirty eight thing like justice in last year, ya