then err <mandarin>他们有卖一种:ta men you mai yi zhong</mandarin> like so called like <mandarin>假的:jia de</mandarin> ah, so, so like err <mandarin>我去我以为我以为:wo qu wo yi wei wo yi wei</mandarin> orchard <mandarin>买那二十快给他:mai na er shi kuai gei ta</mandarin> lah <mandarin>那买:na mai</mandarin> lah <mandarin>有可能:you ke neng</mandarin> I don't know real or fake ah I saw Instagram one then after that err so I go and I go and I go and purchase lah make the purchase


ya made the purchase lah then after that like, it wasn't real, it didn't came but it was only twenty dollars lah so that's really not a lot lah, then what about you


!wah! <mandarin>两千块:liang qian kuai</mandarin> ah <mandarin>不容易赚:bu rong yi zhuan</mandarin> leh !wah! so much ah


ya you too man see you bye bye


!hey! what's up bro, ya sia !wah! <mandarin>很久没有看到你:hen jiu mei you kan dao ni</mandarin> Liao eh, uh <mandarin>学校:xue xiao</mandarin> lor


school lor, school has been okay okay ah, ya, err <mandarin>有考试要来了啦可是:you kao shi yao lai le la ke shi</mandarin> <mandarin>这样:zhe yang</mandarin> lor <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> <mandarin>要:yao</mandarin> prepare <mandarin>一下:yi xia</mandarin> lor


err I got one way ah, one err one one of the method I use right is when you use when you study right put your phone aside, ya


err <mandarin>还有:hai you</mandarin> like , ah <mandarin>所以我:suo yi wo</mandarin> <mandarin>我我我读书的时候我会一个人:wo wo wo du shu de shi hou wo hui yi ge ren</mandarin> ah


ah, <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> I cannot study at home lah ya because like, home right !wah!


a lot of distraction ah, like like err !wah! PS four ah ah my mum my my my my mum sometimes will call me while I studying ah so yah, ya so like err , better to study outside ah <mandarin>又有那个:you you na ge</mandarin> air con ah air con air con <mandarin>很好用了吗现在:hen hao yong le ma xian zai</mandarin>


!wah! <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> results ah


I not very confident ah that I will do very well lah, ya ya but probably can pass lah ya, ya


!wah! if I got three wishes ah, what, [orh], cannot wish for, if I got three wishes ah, okay I wish, that I will be forever happy


ya, every context, yes, !huh!


ya <mandarin>好像人家:hao xiang ren jia</mandarin> <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> like <mandarin>如果人:ru guo ren</mandarin> err <mandarin>人家在我家家里:ren jia zai wo jia jia li</mandarin> hor <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> err <mandarin>有一个家家:you yi ge jia jia</mandarin> uh family member <mandarin>他死掉:ta si diao</mandarin> okay <mandarin>我会在那里:wo hui zai na li</mandarin> like !aiya! <mandarin>不用经:bu yong jing</mandarin> lah like err <mandarin>看开一点:kan kai yi dian</mandarin> lah <mandarin>他他住很他他活活在这个:ta ta zhu hen ta ta huo huo zai zhe ge</mandarin> err earth <mandarin>很久:hen jiu</mandarin> Liao ah ah ah


second wish ah err, okay lah <mandarin>有钱:you qian</mandarin> lah <mandarin>有钱:you qian</mandarin> lah, ya <mandarin>有钱:you qian</mandarin> ah got money


bomb builder Liao third wish ah, third wish ah <mandarin>我看:wo kan</mandarin> !wah!, third wish ah, err


okay kay, quality <mandarin>朋友:peng you</mandarin> ah, ya ya ya ya


but if your friends have quality then they are trustable, make sense, it work both ways lah ya


, , (uh huh)


ya ya that's my dream to be a footballer, !wah! what would I give up ah, must it be something big


I can say I give up a ten cent ah then I can be a footballer also , I would give up my studies, ya


why studies ah, career as a famous footballer ah ah <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> ronaldo <mandarin>还是一个:hai shi yi ge</mandarin> messi ah


ah, then <mandarin>如果我可以做一个:ru guo wo ke yi zuo yi ge</mandarin> professional footballer <mandarin>为什么还要读书:wei shen me hai yao du shu</mandarin> leh


, that's why it is something that I have to give up, ya in a way I am not certain that's why I have to give it up


ya, ya lah it's not definite lah but <mandarin>是这个是:shi zhe ge shi</mandarin> #bo pian# <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> mah !aiya! <mandarin>好像如果跟你讲:hao xiang ru guo gen ni jiang</mandarin> family <mandarin>这个也是:zhe ge ye shi</mandarin> like #bo pian# <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> mah but <mandarin>我不会:wo bu hui</mandarin> give up <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> family lah


ah, something that obstruct your way mah, , eh, ah


packer ah


, [orh] so you switch course before ah


, then <mandarin>你讲你不会读书:ni jiang ni bu hui du shu</mandarin> right, okay then <mandarin>我问你:wo wen ni</mandarin> ah like <mandarin>你有被:ni you bei</mandarin> society label <mandarin>过:guo</mandarin> mah


as in like <mandarin>他们讲:ta men jiang</mandarin> lah like judge you lah stereotype <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> ah


, like, ah,


ah, !wah!


ah, ah <mandarin>对啦对我也是这样我我也是有这个想法:dui la dui wo ye shi zhe yang wo wo ye shi you zhe ge xiang fa</mandarin> ya I got this idea before ah because like ah like if I going to put my identity in them ah then I will always be tired if I go and put my identity ah in human beings ah then I will always be damn tired already


ya, pain


err ya


the thing is if you Kena car bang right, you will you will want to go check mah and if you think about it ah if you don't experience pain ah even your lung Kena rupture ah you still living a normal life


, , okay lah maybe <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> pain <mandarin>的意思:de yi si</mandarin> right might not necessary be only physical pain, can be emotional pain


ah, ah like <mandarin>他们讲你什么话:ta men jiang ni shen me hua</mandarin> lah you you won't take their words one ah <mandarin>你们不会觉得:ni men bu hui jue de</mandarin> hurt ah by their words


ah, mosquito ah, oh


one question lah


ah, like, ah like what activity would be a torture lah <mandarin>如果你你需要做:ru guo ni ni xu yao zuo</mandarin> Liao eight hours straight, ah, ah


, , but


ah then when I often late right, they will put me in time out room


!wah! <mandarin>我差一点:wo cha yi dian</mandarin> ah !wah! <mandarin>我在那里:wo zai na li</mandarin> ah, !huh!


!wah! something that, could be free ah


err, I will take money changer, ah or or like bank loans to be free ah


!hanna! !wah! <mandarin>这个银行关:zhe ge yin hang guan</mandarin> bro


ah


[orh] err <mandarin>我有这个方我有两个方式:wo you zhe ge fang wo you liang ge fang shi</mandarin> lah, ah, I, I I I can talk lah so I I'll go and make friend


ya then I will use them right cause they are my friend mah so naturally if things get heated up ah, they will be more on my side, ya


err, it, it does work lah but some people ah they also know how to talk, ya I think that's the problem part when you know how to talk ah the person also know how to talk ah so I think


ya ya ya I think that is when, err, I will use the the friend card lah it's called peer pressure lah, ya


err, okay lah <mandarin>我中学:wo zhong xue</mandarin> ah, err <mandarin>很很不有有有一个人:hen hen bu you you you yi ge ren</mandarin> lah <mandarin>他每次以前我我我很我很矮的我中学:ta mei ci yi qian wo wo wo hen wo hen ai de wo zhong xue</mandarin> ya then <mandarin>我有一个人他每次很喜欢:wo you yi ge ren ta mei ci hen xi huan</mandarin> ah


ah <mandarin>他推我:ta tui wo</mandarin> Liao hor <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> next day hor <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> upload <mandarin>他在:ta zai</mandarin> err <mandarin>一一个:yi yi ge</mandarin> shopping app <mandarin>叫:jiao</mandarin> Carousell


ah but <mandarin>那时候虽然他大只:na shi hou sui ran ta da zhi</mandarin> lah but <mandarin>我不懂我怎我我怎么:wo bu dong wo zen wo wo zen me</mandarin> <mandarin>怎么:zen me</mandarin> err <mandarin>那么会:na me hui</mandarin> err like


err, ah <mandarin>会:hui</mandarin> fight lah ya then <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> somehow I'm I like, I like err manage to like beat, err beat him lah ya but like it wasn't a thing that I'm proud of ya cause it's no good to fight it's no good to cyber bully


ya, !wah!


!wah!


, !wah!


so do you so you tell me all this right <mandarin>我问你一个问题:wo wen ni yi ge wen ti</mandarin> do you believe in <mandarin>鬼:gui</mandarin> mah


uh uh


ya I'm a I'm a christian, ya err I don't believe in ghost lah it's like err similar to you ya but I believe in god also lah, ya but I have heard of people telling me about [orh] they see see that ya it it was even a very big thing in my err ITE central when I was a aerospace so my err alumni right they went to Thailand


ya so what happen was, they went to Thailand right and apparently in in Thailand they say that there's a lot of err huanted ghost lah ya so what happen was err they they take a photo of a tree to get a a beautiful tree at the back


ya with a group of student, ya, but somehow the picture come out black colour, ya so, like err black colour <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> so err like he go delete <mandarin>他去:ta qu</mandarin> like delete <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> photo ya then <mandarin>晚上:wan shang</mandarin> right <mandarin>他就那个有一个:ta jiu na ge you yi ge</mandarin> like err


err, ah <mandarin>鬼:gui</mandarin> ah <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> err <mandarin>他看到鬼:ta kan dao gui</mandarin> lah <mandarin>那个鬼问他:na ge gui wen ta</mandarin> why you delete my photo, ah, ah <mandarin>他就很怕他很怕他:ta jiu hen pa ta hen pa ta</mandarin> wake <mandarin>那个老师:na ge lao shi</mandarin> up leh, he call the he call the teachers up ah and then the the the teachers wake up ah they don't see anything so the teachers said err !aiya! maybe you go and have a good sleep maybe you too tired lah


ya, but then they still keep seeing ya until they they actually can't sleep ah they can't sleep ya and then they even on their their some of their praying stuff, ya, then err after that cause outside ah got a big soccer field


ya so that day, I think cause they went to village visit err orphanage or something like that lah, ya so they they err went to play soccer ah, ya so the guy right who got so scared right he walked out


when he walk out ah he saw three he saw three referees, walking towards him, ya and there's nobody there, ya so so uh two of in the whole in the whole err class ah


ya <mandarin>他们就:ta men jiu</mandarin> like, bring them back to err singapore because they were really too scared ah and depress already, ya so what happen was after


after like err, ya after like they they they they left ah the the two guy went back ah, err apparently some of them ah also follow them back to singapore, ya ya but there were still some around lah so after that one of their classmate ah went to point a day err


one of the classmate went to like err, , err sit on a elephant ride, ya they are in Thailand ya, so when he in the elephant ride dunno why he enjoying himself so much ah he decided to curse and swear at a tree for fun, ya ya so err dunno why ah at night ah err <mandarin>突然间:tu ran jian</mandarin> ah <mandarin>有一个鬼:you yi ge gui</mandarin> ah


ah, ah <mandarin>他还对对对就他也害怕他也是他他他没有因为他们要完完成那个那个:ta hai dui dui dui jiu ta ye hai pa ta ye shi ta ta ta mei you yin wei ta men yao wan wan cheng na ge na ge</mandarin> err Thailand trip Liao


so he so they after that ah <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> they like just go back lor, ya they just go back to, to their country, uh which is singapore lah ya, so, so like, so like err ya


so, I hear story before lah but I don't believe in ghosts lah but I believe in evil spirits ya so like , talking about ghost and all these ah what is something ah, that, you fear the most


ya, so


!wah!


!wah!, one thing that <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> fear <mandarin>最多:zui duo</mandarin> ah one thing that <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> fear <mandarin>最多:zui duo</mandarin> , I think is when at my death bed ah, realizing that I'm I didn't achieve anything in life ya realizing that


err I would, I wasn't I wasn't like err successful in life and realize that err, I didn't achieve much or if I put it that way ah when I I'm on my death bed ah when I die ah no one care


ya, I think is, the legacy that I leave behind, (ppc)


why do I believe in evil spirits ah, religion lor ya it's err I grew up believing in god lah


ya I I'm a christian ya so like I just grew up believing god, ya


ah, !wah! corona ah okay <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> corona <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> [orh] err <mandarin>我一直去做:wo yi zhi qu zuo</mandarin> Zoom


ah, Zoom <mandarin>是一个:shi yi ge</mandarin> app ah ya Zoom <mandarin>就是一个:jiu shi yi ge</mandarin> app where <mandarin>你可以:ni ke yi</mandarin> err <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> video conference and like, just like basically do err do a lot of video calls with friends ya another ya so I I do that quite a lot in fact almost everyday that period ya but like I think err another thing that I do right is like <mandarin>玩:wan</mandarin> guitar lor


ya, !wah! <mandarin>玩:wan</mandarin> guitar lor, ya I learn a new skill ah, ya in a way, ya, err actually, a lot when I when I when I enter the circuit breaker period right


I was like !wah! it's going to be very boring nothing to do but it wasn't that bad as I expected lah though it was still boring cause, I cannot physically go out with my friends ya but it wasn't really that bad lah ya I would say that it was quite a


err I did a lot of things during that period ya, how are you leh, what did you do during your like err, circuit breaker, and


, ya


screamville ah


discord ah, there's a lot of app lah I know like err, err like err PUBG you can talk and play games


[orh],


okay so I ask you would you count it as a meaningful, err like something that you err meaningful and something that you like do do a lot of stuff, during


one way or another again


!wah!, the thing is <mandarin>我不是一个人:wo bu shi yi ge ren</mandarin> ah that watch a lot of show ah


ya but I now watching big bang theory, ya, I would say I want to be like sheldon ya but I also I don't watch a lot of show ah so I'm very limited with err actor's name, ya but like


ah but like, don't really want to be hundred percent like him but I like him ya but I'm not a guy that


like, show a lot lah ya, , ah, ah


howard


ah , ah, ah,


alright, ya sia that show is a very interesting show sia


I am one guy that just don't like animal lor


ya but I don't hate them like I find dog very cute, ya but like, but like err I just don't like to go near them <mandarin>因为我:yin wei wo</mandarin> okay <mandarin>我有这个:wo you zhe ge</mandarin> idea, so <mandarin>每次我朋友:mei ci wo peng you</mandarin> hor <mandarin>好像会跟我讲:hao xiang hui gen wo jiang</mandarin> like


or like they will ask me lah like !wah! eh solomon <mandarin>为什么你:wei shen me ni</mandarin> like err, I don't like err, I don't like, them I don't like them to come and lick me lah then they will be like !aiya! no need scared one lah then I will give them this theory


if a if I were to lick you right, ya if I were to lick you right, you won't like it mah and what more we are the same kind eh <mandarin>我们是:wo men shi</mandarin> human being leh


ya,


, ya, butterfly


!wah!


, !wah!, then <mandarin>你有动物你怕:ni you dong wu ni pa</mandarin> mah, like got animal you scared of, err on earth lah like currently


is it cause like you ya you just that die lor,


, then, then <mandarin>你刚才:ni gang cai</mandarin> like


so I ask you what do you think human, like how can human be extinct like what like the future ah if there will be one day lah like <mandarin>我们的人:wo men de ren</mandarin> ah we human beings ah suddenly become extinct ah


what would it be leh, ya like how would it be leh is it a disease or suddenly there's a new, type of animal, what would it be


so do you think that err we could be extinct cause of like earthquakes since like that to you is that counted as global warming, earthquakes ah, err volcanoes


that type of, unnatural disaster, do you think that all these will be the reason to why we extinct


, ah <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> nuclear <mandarin>不好玩:bu hao wan</mandarin> lah


err <mandarin>我是:wo shi</mandarin> in a way I believe in the bible ya ya so like I believe that god will just take us up lah, ya, but like, now that we are talking about extinction right ya and then err just now you talk about animal right


so if there's one animal ah that will like extinct, and then you will feel sad about it which animal will it be, err now still have but err if it they were to be extinct lah


will you cry,


cease to exist ah as in, my own imagination or something that, that err extinct already then now going can I can bring them back to life, bring them back to life ah, that will be helpful ah


I wouldn't say helpful lah ya but I would love to see dinosaurs again, ya, I would love to see dinosaurs again that will be very interesting, ya, that one not alive one mah


ah, uh, okay err


or hundred otter sized horse


ah, ah, uh but <mandarin>一百个:yi bai ge</mandarin> leh <mandarin>很多:hen duo</mandarin> leh


(hmm), I would say psychoing people, ya manipulation ya


cause you see ah if I can, err manipulation ah, I can earn I can be a businessman, can earn a lot of money and not only that I think people who can psycho well right are are people who in a way can interact well


ya and they do have a lot of friends, and I put it that way ya and err, ya I'll say psycho ah err the, made made like just having the ability to talk lah ya


ya, ya, you leh


cool cool cool cool then <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> do you like to err <mandarin>你时常喜欢去:ni shi chang xi huan qu</mandarin> shopping mah


err normal shopping lah, uh, like <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> just <mandarin>去:qu</mandarin> shopping mall lor, oh


but <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> but <mandarin>你喜欢:ni xi huan</mandarin> like err online shopping lah, [orh], then <mandarin>我问你:wo wen ni</mandarin> ah, ah <mandarin>有时候:you shi hou</mandarin> lah, what is the worst one to one sales ah


you have ever like receive,


, okay for me right ya


I once did err screen protector on my phone, ya ya so like, so like it's quite funny lah ya cause it's called a nano coating, ya


so like it's quite funny cause like when I nano coat right ya they will tell me that if I put one layer ah they will put they will give me another layer on top, ya, and then they will free me two layer behind means at they also protect my phone at the back


and I was thinking, !wah! this one for one ah, it doesn't it doesn't make sense because one layer is all I need to protect my phone mah why do I need so many layer, ya and they and later when I did my Google research ah I found that, no matter how many layers the layers are actually just liquids lah you put on the phone ya no matter how many liquids ah ya that


it is err it is just so err, err it would just be the same lah ya and and I and what's the point of giving me another layer behind when I got a phone protector and that guy will really convince me you know ya like oh I can have a phone protector behind and et cetera ya err I and I I can just protect my phone with it so like <mandarin>我就觉得很好奇:wo jiu jue de hen hao qi</mandarin> lor that


!wah!, tactic lah basically trying to cheat customer money lah


ah,


, cool cool !wah! , since you talk about like err people trying to like this type of like err dishonest business right, ya, so like, I I I I ask you lah, err have you ever like been scam before <mandarin>你有被骗过:ni you bei pian guo</mandarin> mah


like ya just ever like, !wah! suddenly get scam and then , !wah!, Jialat lah,


!wah! <mandarin>两千块你懂:liang qian kuai ni dong</mandarin> mah, !wah!, okay so <mandarin>这个朋友:zhe ge peng you</mandarin> ah <mandarin>是我小学的朋友:shi wo xiao xue de peng you</mandarin> lah, I know how him already lor


ya but I never expect ah that like he will, he will turn up cause when in primary school he's a very good boy, ya he's not the guy that will, , in a way err find problem have discipline case he's not kind of person ya but then like


in secondary school I think not too sure why ya maybe it's bad company or something lor or something else lor ya he suddenly just change, ya and then like, he basically tell err one of my friend and I that he got investment


ya actually he was addicted to gambling, ya so he took our money saying that err if, we invest in him right err <mandarin>他会给我们:ta hui gei wo men</mandarin> like err one point five, err interest rate out of return, ya so we put the money in him lah afterall he's a friend a friend that we know for quite a a long time already right


ya, and then he actually take our money to gamble, ya and then <mandarin>他输到很很:ta shu dao hen hen</mandarin> Jialat ah


total ah he scam around four hundred K eh, ah scam until, ya, eh marcus I guess I have to get going ya it was a pleasure talking to you ah


ya, ya bye bye, (ppl)


ya you ah never text me, okay ah biasa [jer] how about you


, how did you know, oh !oops!, sorry, so , what do you want to know


uh, okay


!whoa! !oi!, (hmm) right, okay so, so we went to walk around first then around me six fifty then we made our way to masjid sultan then you know now got the safe entry staff so we cannot really masuk early [kan] so we had to waste our time first before we go to masjid then


we went to walk around Bugis , but, ya then , then cause I saw innisfree right then I had to buy my facial wash so I was like eh can we go innisfree then he was like okay can can then cause when we were talking we were chatting on telegram


he we kept finding like that we kept finding out that we had a lot of, similar stuff and, not common interest it's like, we do some, similar stuff then we also buy similar stuff


all of that, stuff , so we were like creeped out, so he asked me, what, so what kind of facial wash do you buy then I say, the Bija one then he was like, !alamak! we have to stop buying doing the same stuff then I was like


I already bought it first so, yes , ya cute cute don't even didn't even work out, ah


when was it it was like in, I think july okay wait we went out like second july I remember the date


ya then I mean I'm not gonna blame his friend's death lah but like it went downhill from there, so cannot really say much


(ppc), ya that's one thing like okay I'll give him space cause like you know orang tu baru meninggal [kan]


then, I'm not, as cheerful as you were you know, like, I give him space to like mourn his friend's death and stuff but, at some point it's


just too much I guess, when I'm, but you know how I am right


eh are you okay like are we okay that kind of stuff but like at this, like at that point in time aku tak cakap apa-apa cause, I understand and I don't want to push him too much but like


meh , there was no closure honestly, he ghosted me


no it's okay


he he knows he's in the wrong ah kirakan then he apologize then I was like okay since you apologize you brought up the matter yourself [pe] so I included my own thoughts about that matter ah, then he ghost me I'm like bro


ya, over that maybe my words or something I don't know lah but it's just like macam I feel like he could have, kind of like told me some stuff that make me like feel better a little bit but he didn't he just like blue tick me and went away so I don't know what to do I mean I am getting over him ah but


I mean, but he's such a good guy though, no I'm not


full of crank, honestly I think so, but, no I don't want, if he is, if kalau dia datang balik [kan]


I will just say that (ppc) , friends ,


thumbs up and a heart, friend zone, input


ya it's a difficult situation, that's why okay that's why when I you know me I always confront stuff [pe] I feel like, it's not fair or tak boleh ah macam what the what the hell is this but at that point in time I wanted to confront him about him not talking to me but at the same time I'm like but he's mourning his friend so I gave him the space but I occasionally check up on him so


that should like at least show him that I care about him what but I actually do care about him is just that, at some point I feel like


trying too hard I guess, cause I okay I I I like check up on him like every two days then he will always reply like he will always give late replies but like at least he reply


(hmm), no cause okay the thing is when we started first started talking right he always reply me very fast maybe cause it's CB period ah but eh


fast replies , , so but, when I think bila fikir balik [kan]


all this pain, not worth it I guess, you see we just been talking for what two three months, I don't think I don't


ego, you know, unless unless like what, then he will chase me and


no , , , if really then I'll give in ah but if not then malas ah


now also I'm not looking also, men are trash, why are we made to be straight when Allah create men like this,


okay philosophy, ya I do, how about you did you get some boy action


kind of, okay, (oo)


oh and oh no, (mmhmm)


(uh huh)


(mmhmm)


(mmhmm), okay got it, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), wait, is it also in the instagram account I follow him


the third one, ah, how many instagram account you have sia, oh my god , oh okay okay


is he white


men, at all


, I like how this time around you are okay, about all of these


, I got one, more news I mean, ya


but then like after I stop, talking to the guy I went out with a date with, on a date with,


but it's not on whatsapp, it was on wechat when we first talk to each other then he's like I really want to talk to you then I was like bro, !huh!


how dah tak boleh balik [kan] cause, so, I don't think they will get send back ah cause he supposed to be three years there this is his first year, so


no I didn't, wechat no blue tick, I deleted the chat, but, now I feel like I want to reply him cause okay it's not cause I have, any feelings for him again right it's just like macam why why do you want to talk to me like I thought you went back to your ex that she don't like


I don't know probably happy that you got back together then why he why do you want to talk to me again like


why, I mean the thing is I can still talk to him as a friend but like overseas friend but I mean I won't I won't fall in love with him again bro


but, it's like I just want to know why you want to talk to me okay whatever the hell you done, but like at the same time I don't want to tell him to let him feel like I have been thinking about him, and like I have been what debating but I don't think men think until that kind of part you know cause men are like simple


when they overthink it's about it's not about this, overthink about something else, games, , oh you think about sex, no one think about feelings


stupid, , , ya just like why question mark


no what the heck


do you know how long it has been it's like, twenty fourth august, he texted, exactly that's why I don't want to reply at all, okay


do you think he's gonna text again I feel like he will really kind of, what do , december will be like what one year since we met


he doesn't, I don't need long I don't need a long time to know him to know how he is


but the other guy yes cause I don't understand him, , cause okay the thing is right if you if I confront you about something and then he straightaway was like oh I'm not perfect boyfriend material blah blah blah blah like he starts off


the, debate quotation mark debate, with that sentence in particular that means we are in a talking stage right, and then he


but I guess, he did say that but like I wasn't pushy or anything


what a pussy, , but ya, okay ah not bad, experience, it's like on and off glow


like sometimes I'm like oh I want him back sometimes I'm like lol, screw him


but I haven't been crying over him since, that month that week, so it's okay, why is it taking way longer than when I date with sampah sampah was like, two weeks [dah]


now it's a month already, two months


the one that you say you like his voice is it, ah bryan


are you still talking to him though, !whoa!, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm), ya, ya


, (mmhmm)


(mmhmm)


wait so the girl the ex is online, not on anything else, like


but they are exes already


(mmhmm), where is she uh where is she originated from


he's in US, US, five hours, is it same same country but different state


including you,


, does she look like a white person


but is bryan, okay, unfriended in snapchat


wait you fought him, you fought him, why, cause you didn't know, okay, that's weird though


that means he's a good guy, bryan


advice for what, on, why


oh, but you included me


, , !ow! !oops!


how old is he, my age, how immature


oh okay, you are libra though, we don't take revenge,


cool , I don't know I want to have internet friends again but like, ya but it's so hard


cause everyone gonna be like uh eighteen plus plus, bro I just aku cuma nak kawan I don't want sex,


oh, you say X X X as in the sex, , it's xxxtentacion, the singer the rapper


maybe I should do juice world cause I like juice world, oh now that, okay ya I think I can do it now, can can oh my god okay but the thing is right


got there was once I met a nice guy and he okay and he's muslim then abeh dia cakap why are you here then I was like why can't I be here like he was trying to be like you know macam mak bapak gitu like why are you here


then I was like, my problem I want to be here then but then we ended up, exchanging instagram but I don't know, where he is now I don't know, I lost contact


no he's a way older than me like twenty something, I don't mind but like too far away, I think he's black you know


I don't think he's rich, or who, no I don't think so, I don't want PM him later need to send nudes


I haven't wait, he's a sugar daddy gay then, oh


okay but white people don't know Amar is a guy's name, chloe also send, don't want, don't


just let them do whatever they want, [kan], I want to find a job though


(mmhmm), (uh huh), ya (uh huh)


oh ya saying, but, I mean if part time, admin table right, I want to like find like what H&M uniqlo


I know it sucks but like, I don't want, I don't want F&B, I don't want F&B, my back hurts that time I work subway [kan], then I had to angkat the boxes up to the sink


and like one box was like, three KG, and like I carry about three boxes every morning, up to the sink to cut the vegetables, my back hurts I cried bro I thought it would I wouldn't recover


I cried, ya I really I really cried, it wasn't


I only had like two days break and then like those two days break right the pain was still there, then after that I have to do it again, so it's just like building on then when I finally didn't go didn't put in my shifts cause school was starting [kan] then


the the pain went away I was like wait oh okay, , so I cried for nothing, but eh sampai mak aku risau [seh] mak aku was like


how the heck, it's pain no cannot I don't want, like I asked my mother urut also, ya, like I have this trick where you lie down flat on the ground with no pillow on your head then it's just like straight straight then it will hurt but it will flatten out your back cause of gravity


so, ya but I don't know didn't really work but, the yoga pose


oh, , later can, but my back not pain anymore


Inshaallah, retail, but I don't think that is that, , as painful as that cause


knife, I got cut myself you know, the auntie literally was like eh be careful that one sharp ah you don't touch, I literally didn't even touch it I was just


it was just like, , I didn't really put force you know it was just like a, a tap or something my palm tap the knife the blade


and then I get a damn cut, and there was so much blood and the auntie scold me, the auntie was like, no I didn't, I didn't, I didn't hold


but ya, it was painful, but I'm not scared of cuts lah but it's just like, subway subway, the place is really toxic the workplace is very toxic


I can don't tell you that it is toxic, wait what did you friend what did your friends didn't say


ya they do, okay it's not like reuse the bread lah it's like, the previous day punya bread


they will just keep it in the bread , what's that, the place where they store the bread , and then the next day breakfast if people order then we will use that, but but I mean cause we toast it right


we toast it before we serve so, it's, right, I mean, if it's mouldy we will not, sell the bread lah, but like for vegetable I can say that cause I cut vegetables right


ah you know bell peppers, the top and the bottom actually have to cut it off but then cause they say like sometimes cause uh not enough or something


we will cut that too, then we include it in the box in the container then we serve, customer that, the only thing I take is like lettuce and cucumber carrot but cucumber we cut ourselves lettuce no they come in bags vacuum packed


so I guess lettuce is fresh but, and the rest is also fresh lah cause, we always get, every time every time is production day


always we always have to order directly, the vegetables, so I guess it's quite fresh lah not bad, uh it's a small restaurant thai to go but


eh that one right the pay Masyaallah, I mean the thing is right we only take orders serve customer uh maybe sometimes wash dishes and then we have to make sure that delivery orders are


like they order through online right so we we have we will get emails about the orders so you have to print the order give to the kitchen and the delivery rider, that's all it's not that it's not that , complicated


why, [orh], I mean I mess up a lot of times, so, like, but the way they key in the order is cool it's like, all on the computer


you know like how, restaurant key in orders is like there's a kiosk at the front right no it's inside the office, it's not even a kiosk it's a computer


mcdonald's yang kau order kat depan tu abeh dia picit picit yang itu ah, it's not like that, ours is a computer, then the money all okay maybe it's just not a established restaurant ah but


it's cool, bro eight dollars per hour and like, the work is not even that stressful I can just sit there and do my shit know, cause so far away, it's at okay it's like now it's uh you know Kembangan station


but I mean I can text her oh I can text her back and be like can I work, , I think you have to go interview, but I'm, I can go and work


but, there's a straight bus from your house eight five four, I will I will also take eight five four but you have to walk a bit ah


ya, then you take to Kembangan station then you have to walk to masjid then cross


we get free lunch and dinner if you work that's why I like working there and the pay is way more than like, Subway, is, ya, I should have bargained bro


can like at least seven dollars lah sia, my back hurts from nothing for six fifty only but then, I guess six fifty is easy money, cause subway, I don't know how it was easy money ah cause every month I can get four hundred but they minus for CPF also gang ten percent only


so, but that one is if I work like almost, almost everyday I work sia, four hundred, , if not it's like what one hundred two hundred


, that one the the


four hours, and that one can get really, thirty six dollars, already


no cause we have quite a lot of admin also, I think ah I'm not sure how good they they grow or like did they even grow cause CB right


kind of hard, but, okay tapi kalau kerja sana [kan], this everyone else is guy except for you, that's why it's a little bit scary for me, but they won't do anything, I hope


I mean


a mouse, you're a mouse, I mean, oh, no


then I'm not scared, ya I know, I was scared too, they were adults and when I was working that time I was like seventeen


and then like, bro sometimes they, wait the, okay so got, a few times I work closing so I have to make sure that


then the kitchen obviously the cooks will handle it right but then, I already put, the dishes like the customers ate from


at the back, so they have to wash it what but then never then I'm like, got rats, will come cockroaches will come


so I went to on the kitchen lights, it was like damn dark, outside, cause it was at night like nine PM and it but my father was outside ah cause he was waiting for me he pick me up always


if I work at night, so ya, then when I mop I on BTS songs, so ya, that time I always did closing ah then my father always pick me up


I'm the manager, ya, cause it's a small restaurant, then got CCTV everywhere, you take money people can see, then we have to ensure the float is like fifty hundred but different cash or whatever then if the kitchen want to buy more eggs or whatever they need to tell me then I give the money then they have to give me the receipt then I have to keep in the float


it's actually not that hard, this sounds wrong this sounds like, stupid but I like to handle money


cash in eh,


bro, eh but giordano okay or not, you work at where which outlet


oh, you you said already toxic right


oh !wow!, was it in cantonese or hokkien


oh wait #xin ru# cantonese ya, cantonese, #xin ru# speaks cantonese, obviously they were speaking, out right on the


okay what the heck


it's okay my manager also, I feel like she always talk bad about me, ah subway manager


the ya, but I don't know where to work


if only they take in, youngsters, okay we are not really youngsters we're like, youth please, youth, I want to work in a library, no one will talk to you


no human interaction, then now pakai mask [kan], shoot daggers


and but if you work, I know, twenty one, cause when you work in library you are under cisco


cisco is a police, and, I don't know I never check, cause library don't really, ask for workers , you should apply


you want to go, and ask, there and be like can I apply, okay


that's a long time, but you can only work one week then after that school starts again, on second week of october, mine is sixteen


I don't know they never say anything, honestly okay the thing is right CB started way before school started, but they are still unprepared, and I hated that


no brain, I'm not blaming aku tak blame lecturer ah but, you already know this is happening but you still didn't prepare and then


always got last minute changes then the students also panic ah sia, the one that's doing the work is the student not you you just don't want the, telling us oh you need to do this that that but the one that is doing the work is us


, (mmhmm)


, one of my lecturers also like that, like okay cause, ya science, , so it's more theory based, but the thing is she reads off the slides


in her lecture videos, and it's so annoying cause when she gives us test, or uh quizzes, even though it's open book you cannot find it in the notes, so how am I supposed to answer the questions, then later we fail you'll be like


then if she go through, isn't this in the notes, why don't you try reading your notes and referring back to your question and find the answer to your question even if you know the answer already there is no answer in the notes


ya but, do you know the feeling where like after you have done you are done with everything then you read again then you understand


, that that always happen to me, but I'm not smart actually, I'm not, I just know my shit


you take you need the time to know, ya, (uh huh)


you all have the same assignments even different schools, similar


one plus one two


(uh huh)


oh my god


is D pass, just pass, don't cry


why did you


why don't you just take K two they should have learn it already, wait did you, kindergarten they still stick to additional addition and subtraction [jer]


or they start multiplication already, I you never know, no ah they never touch multiplication yet right, oh


isn't that nursery, kindergarten [kan], oh, or they called that pre pre-K, pre-K


I didn't know I think I didn't even go, I didn't go nursery but I went to kindergarten, I told you my brother is actually stupid, you know phonics class, he had to go for remedial phonics class


in K two, stupid, phonics, cause he cannot do, ah E ah A like the different phonetics for, alphabets,


he's so stupid, ya, I know right


why built that way why built like that, but ya, , he's, he's kind of smart now but he's still stupid, he's trying to flex though he's trying to flex like he's older than me but


no (ppc), ya, ya, I don't know, I think now cause now is the september holidays


then , I don't know when the results coming out ah but, I don't know sia cause COVID right, [kan]


memories, I don't think so, but I don't know


he said he's scared he's scared, but he ah he got malay already though he got B three, but I think he taking in, ya


should be I guess, did oh wait you didn't retake right, I also didn't so I don't know, he retook, but I heard, didn't get A two


(uh huh), (mmhmm)


yes you know he's in my class right, he's dean list you know, dean list, director's list, you don't know what director's list, it's like high achiever


high achievers award it's like you're recognized by the director which is like you don't know the director, I don't know how to explain to it director's list is literally like, you know bursary but higher end


like very it's a higher kind of bursary higher level of bursary, but once you get dean list need to maintain, or else you don't get, again I guess, but that's good


(mmhmm), and he helps, oh


you, have you heard news from Atiqah though


except for Hana, #xin ru#, faith sometimes Sheila, I don't know honestly, I think that she's fine but like you know what she's doing now right


she's, I don't know how to say this, it's like, no, you know


cause err she had, this guy, ya I think both from singapore the one now is also from singapore I think, ya but, ya


I also don't know, I feel like she's a he's a popular guy or something, the or something, I think so, ya


they don't, where he's from, but I know he's chinese


ya that one ah cause of that, but then after that they still continue talking, but I don't know aku tak tahu kenapa dia orang stop, but like, I think got wrong with them anyways


, she never tell one thing, but I'm in her, close friends though I don't think she open open about it


are you angry, oh ya


sorry ah, so err how are you, ah I'm okay eh the last I've heard you went out with a guy [kan]


, err err, where did you guys go


, , ah


!woo! so romantic, ,


(uh huh), always on time how, uh [orh], okay understand


uh


common interest,


oh my god dia pun beli Bija, oh my god so cute


okay what happened, ah


then, may I know like, who are what went downhill kau I mean like dia tak berbual banyak ke [pe]


ah


and how did you macam mana kau end the thing, ah then okay okay, oh wait he ghosted you I'm so sorry, how's okay what was the last


he ghosted you


Alhamdulillah, okay


were you were you being passive aggressive or like, ah, maybe one day he will come back and you know like oh okay great cut him off,


oof, you, you give the heart, , ya , but honestly


I I want, I want to give my input input how you said input ya I want to give my input cause like I understand you, but also dia pun kawan dia baru itu then like, ya it's a difficult situation


ya, , ah ya


it's not reciprocated, ah


was he what , is it cause of that reason like he always doesn't reply you back


(ppc),


but it's part of you know relationship I mean it it's the part of ending a relationship, oh ya ego


unless he does, , Inshaallah, okay okay okay no, okay err not Inshaallah anymore


ah, Alhamdulillah, yup I know right


, it's like you know how parents raise us but we act on our own it's like that Allah create a perfect


human but like, , , I can't preach but you get what I mean okay


no but do you remember neil, okay ya so, , ya, okay so aku ada crush sikit lah crush sikit [jer] but like he always say like oh I want date online then I'm like I okay ah cause I already know that's his that's his motto ah like no


dating online so I'm like okay, ah ya no, then I'm like, okay so I will just slowly like, take off my feelings for him you know and then you know what one day, he texted me like he's uh he screenshotted this chat with a girl from league of legends the game okay then he send me he was like it was a her talking similar like how I do with him then he was like !hey! look I found uh I found


, eh I found you I mean I found someone like you then, and then, he was like oh she sounds like you then she also talk like you I'm like okay then guess what one week later they were dating


of one week or two weeks later dating and online date and okay okay cause they are in the same region so they can game every time so aku pun mengamuk ah ya I mean mengamuk cause like cause we my download timezone with him is different


oh canada, so like minus three, switch it from okay okay okay if I five AM he will be three


three PM eh no two PM, ya like that ya then like cause, whenever like cause you know I always stay up late right so I'm like maybe I can watch movies with him but he always like I'm doing my schoolwork but and also gaming so like with her she he can always game with her you know cause he likes to game and I can't game cause like region different mah our servers are different then I'm like


so aku like, give a television I'm like ya after that when he went to date I'm like ya I cut him off terus !wah! then he started chasing me on instagram cause I followed him on all my instagram cause he wanted followers mah then he texted every account I had then I block


block block block, (hmm), no no no no that one no, no, ya then, he accuse me, I have like ten, cause I got


cause I had fan pages you know ya one direction ya, then ya then, he keep asking for request then he asked his friend to talk to me then I'm like no then he say can you tell me what what what what did I do wrong like I remember you said that I don't keep my words or what then I'm like


it's okay it's fine, yes, both of them are shit, face boys and shit


ah neil uh he's filipino, you know he's so cute also, okay you know, I know right men, , ya then I cannot


(ppc), ya I cut him off, ya I block his contact also so he can't text me, uh, ya


oh ya cause I was oh I was actually super sad but like whatever you know, boys, I kick for girls nah I'm just kidding I'm not I'm straight,


oh yes share, wait wait oh ya he contacted you right then you, blue tick or something, (uh huh)


, !aiyo!


oh, ah


did you reply him back, oh you just left him on blue tick or like, oh you just, read and then like go, oh my god


okay you know what, I am okay if you go back to the guy that you dated with


uh and not sampah cause, that's not it, I don't know


okay that's great that's right, whatsapp kau reply ah


oh, ya, they don't really think


ah, oh yes, okay some some men, some men


whatever, err, or maybe you just say err did you text something cause uh


you know okay , after all these while then you reply why makes you know like oh she read my text and she took a while to, text me back so does that mean she thinks


then if you reply why now then, okay then don't reply at all, ya, babe


I assume in december, or november , oh, what if he's one that overthinks and he will be like


okay, , !oof!, !oof!


or maybe dia tak ready for commitment


you you won't push him maybe he wanted to take it slow then like he got scared after the date and then he, and then the death and uh oh my god there's


it's okay, it's okay you're getting over him, you get it you get over him


ah, but it's okay, I mean I think that's part of getting over


Alhamdulillah,


cause you talk to him for two to three months, right, oh, I don't know man, who else do I talk to


bryan


ya I'm like, I'm like once in a every three weeks


with this girl in her in his school err he's uh, oh really, ya okay then she's very pretty like then I'm like okay go for her cause I really hate his ex super


ya then, then uh then he was he keeps saying cause we have uh he introduce me to his friend so me and his friend yang friends now then like, his friend posted his screenshot with bryan on twitter and he was wrangling over the girl that his crush he has a crush on ah the girl and I'm like oh my god yes he's funny thriving with that girl the crush


and then recently when I texted him I was like so how are you and ariana then he was like , my ex was supposed to fly over here back then I'm like what again I thought you guys are over then he was like then he said like she's actually pretty different when she's around me then she is on text


ya but they oh she always flies over to him ah to meet him, !huh!


ya lah like you know those dating type, like, exactly okay okay the first part is when they were dating she will always fly over lah then they they know they are on off, on off that's why then


every time they fight then like they will, patch up again and then, there was one time she flew over to his country then


I cannot I cannot stand it anymore you know, ya then I'm like can you just get over her like for real I really don't want you to get, heartbroken over her again, how many times already stop


I have no idea, but like quite near I think five hours from he is, err illinois, oh yes ah okay ah, ya I don't get, ya


ya different eh ya I think so, maybe, oh my god wait I told you about dia his ex being so control freak, oh no okay there was one time


he she took over his twitter, she unfollowed all the girls, ya she block all the girls then I then one time I just snapchat that oh she also took over her he she also took over his snapchat then she was ya ni at first she just streak streak streak then suddenly unfriended cause I whenever she streak it's her face


then I'm like oh okay then I started texting cause I didn't know it was, she's a black person she's so hot


okay, she's he's white, ya and wait what was I saying, oh ya then I thought aku ingatkan bryan ah yang unfriend aku then I'm like what did I do wrong I texted him all that then I was like you even unfriended me on snapchat all that he was like


he say he will explain we got into a fight of that and apparently it was his ex, and ya and, (hmm), ya, uh no it was cause it was same lah he


ya, (mmhmm), me and his friend really hate the ex like we've been telling him to get over her but, stupid, !hais!


, oh nah, nah oh he was so, I I I asked him for advice right then that advice was to include my kawan so I asked my kawan then my kawan was like no that's too immature then I'm like oh shit I think


uh to get over to, get revenge, basically, no no not not not the one that no no no the one I ask you for


zelics, ya ya ya, it was in I thought it was cool you know it was a good idea then when I asked my friend my other friend, he was like , that's too immature please don't include me into your plan then I'm like oh


that's true, no , , no sorry sorry, ya then I'm like oh ya eh actually I realized bryan, is actually very immature for his age !oops!


he's nineteen, oh ya ya your age, ya, , my kind of immature like we will take revenge on them instead of like talk things out


ya but he's always talking things out, , ya that's all tu [jer]


ya , go omegle ah


why, you have to find the right tag, try X X X than the say one I always go there then got cool people


no no no no , no oh my god, [sial] lah, , yes, ya cause


cool people, oh my god you want later try, okay


(mmhmm)


halal, oh,


was he cute though, that's right, sugar daddy


oh, oh that's true, oh do you kau nampak yang kat twitter Amar and chloe they found a sugar daddy on twitter then Amar texted him


I don't know what's the update on that though like did he get money or no, oh no, I mean I don't think Amar revealed his gender, but


but they, ya that's true, and chloe haven't update me so I want to try but I'm scared ya ya, uh, I won't I won't


ya but so tempting got money but I don't want, ya, ya same, oh, just now err like


in the morning eh not in the morning ya in the morning then I slept back again in the morning on the fastjobs there was a notification that this kumon cute kumon ya tuition ya kumon kumon centre ask me like


to go but it's minimum six months I cannot, ah, ya centre


oh retail, (hmm), same oh my god F&B, cause of ya


Astagfirullah


!wah! really cry oh my god, I thought it was just an expression, ah


oh


oh, just let it be


, I know of the cobra one, ya they say that helps the back


oh no no it's just the same thing, but you just, put up, ya, I can give you demonstration now , not yet later sure


oh ya that's true okay but for future references Inshaallah, ah retail yes but retail also you have to carry a lot of boxes too


, oh


ah, it gets through !aduh!


!aduh!


I know, oh just now err all my friends were discussing about subway being the worst place to work and I'm sorry subway people that will listen to this but


err, like they say about, like it's not really fresh type my vegetables they reuse the, bread


oh my god it's true, ah


, a'ah, oh, I mean I really don't care as long as it's still nice


to eat ya, obviously [pe], (mmhmm)


ya, the red, ya, (uh huh)


oh, !eww!, oh


where eh where else kau kerja ah, what


(uh huh), (uh huh)


that scary to me, how, what if I mess up, oh, okay


ya, serious what's kiosk


[orh], [orh], [orh], how much was the pay


!woo!, then why are you not working anymore, where


if you work can I follow, okay


eight five four, eight five four, sounds familiar I know which stop, SPC eh, ah


[orh], oh my god


oh subway six fifty or what, oh, true,


oh


then the, , the restaurant, how many hours


eight sixteen twenty four, twenty four, thirty six


I would ask for more OT, ah


it's like, ya, it's not that I'm fantasizing fantasizing or whatever but like I just I'm scared of them


okay, I trust you that they won't do anything but like, just scary, how old were they, teens or adults


(uh huh)


ah


cockroaches, (uh huh)


oh you always do the closing ah, wait like closing, they give you the key, they what they are okay with like cashiering like just there


I mean like for me in giordano like, they have to stay with your manager until closing, ah, what, oh, oh


I think you are very good, worker, cause it would be so hard for me, oh I can't you know that time giordano the manager was like so you know how to handle money then she ask me to go to the apa the USB POSB


ya cash in then I'm like what the hell is cash in, I went then I line up, I took like ten minutes choosing then finally the police officer that was with me he was like, ah girl, which one you want, and he keep on like I don't know my manager say cash in what is cash in


I was so embarrassed, when I went up I was, my manager was like what took you so long, I just, I was so embarrassed, err ya


err NEX, but sometimes compass one, or, I forgot but, it still, ah ya they, talk bad about me in chinese and I couldn't understand until I ask #xin ru# what they were talking about


they call me stupid then I'm like okay, I mean I was stupid I forgot what the word was ya then I'm stupid in chinese, oh ya but it was in it was not in


you know I don't know ya, it was not in pinyin, so I couldn't understand pinyin is a which the words are there it's just the letters


no no in text in whatsapp, ya it's like the managers from, Sengkang and, Serangoon, I got so scared with that whatsapp chat, ya then I had to ask #xin ru# what they talking about then ya then she told me what the hell


but like they were nice in real life so I mean it is my fault cause I am stupid so like, !ow!, it's okay it's part of life


it's part of life, honestly which workplace is not toxic ya, [kan]


youngsters, ya youth please youth, yes library


gosh, (hmm), the only thing I'll be like shh no talking, whisper, oh ya oh my god, , best [pe]


I think you can you nineteen years old already, haven't, twenty twenty then can ah, it's not my birthday yet, I mean, nineteen years old


what cisco, oh, then normally is like what nineteen twenty twenty one, ah that's true


actually I want to apply, I'm still seventeen, I don't think they accept seventeen years old, ya


right, I don't know when school starts to be honest,


be in real life, [kan]


understand


, right


she always say, refer to the slides every time kita ask questions tau, it can be just like we ask you a question we already look through the slides that's why we ask you a question you have to answer it why must we refer back to the slide


the hell then (ugh), I so annoyed then she ask, we are trying to learn here


, ah, ya


I think you told me before, ya


sometimes your notes are just


not helpful, no, , oh


but you are it's okay, accept it you are, Alhamdulillah, , , at least I don't know my shit


yes, know when that time we were on house party right you me Humairah, math punya assignment, ya then I was doing it she already submitted hers, cause her deadline was before mine


then, uh not really but like, similar ya, then after that when we got back our results she asked me how did I how did it go cause math, that topic to teach kids is so hard like the learning plans like


okay I understand the topic but having to create the learning plans for kids I just I was like, what kind of activity for them sia then I, I tak faham then, exactly that one right you need to create a activity for that


and, my sister always say you know easy then when I ask her to read the assignment she was like I don't know, then I'm like okay thanks for helping, oh ya then okay back to the story, Humairah asked like how's your grades, I didn't know we can check our grades


what the heck, ya then after when I check, I'm like, D plus, then she was like, I got D then I'm like okay it's okay I think it's just the math


ya ya pass pass, D is just pass, ya oh my god, then Amar cry also, that was like the hardest like it's very fun to learn for math the kids math


but the assignment part no not at all, , first kau kena tengok dia punya age group, each group what can they learn what what have they happen what do they already know what are their interest


that's the thing, ya


multiplication is primary school [pe], I don't know I've never taught K two before, I only N one N two the three to four years old type, ya


kindergarten five to six, ah yes pre K pre K !huh!, pre K oh ya


phoenix, phonics for what, what's phonics, what's phonics, remedial


for that oh my god I mean, I understand if it's primary school things but K two, it's okay, you are just born different, built built,


, ya


prelims now, oh really, how was it, he get I, , oh ya


oh ya, today not have ERT anymore, so sad, that is my part of my favourite, that was part of my favourite, ya


oh, oh


eh, it's O level one right, oh so he's taking the november one ah, they say november punya selalu easy one, no, I oh carl you know carl


he ya he I think he got E eight, no, he got B three or B four for the first one, then he retook he got A one, exactly, and you know the thing is you know he's always so bad at malay


and but I'm really like I'm, the thing is he's very hardworking so like, ya ya ya, he so hardworking and


he what, (uh huh), no


no, it's just he's, ya


oh, oh, and the thing is dia tak brag, like doesn't really brag a lot, he just really studies


yup he helps exactly I love it oh my god, and you know that time when, he got A one for his malay, he he gave me a letter he was like thank you for teaching me on that night you're really my inspiration


oh, it was so heart touching heart touching heart warming, heart warming, no, I mean, she's my second cousin so she's doing okay,


except for, , what Sheila doing, I


is it the food thing, oh then, oh, no what boys


from singapore [kan], ah wait the previous one you told me she broke up with [kan], then now there's a new one, ah


oh oh is it, is it the one that she popular then she sings on twitter like she stalks him on twitter then, he on the twitter he he said I think I'm falling for this girl I don't think she's in singapore what, I think he's somewhere I don't know


but I know, but I don't think in singapore, but what happened to the first one I thought she broke up first one cause she cannot go to singapore for some time


oh, oh, oh


eating disorder, did she, did, okay then but


ya ya ya, okay, then faith even make her, ya


eh bro, twenty seven month, you just take a look at the the wall of our room there's like twenty seven letter on the wall so there's it's like twenty seven month


ya cause, you know, our room actually we are trying to change colour right we want to repaint the wall but then cannot leh, so err he was like or why not we go and buy wallpaper and paste on the wall then I say


honestly <mandarin>你买:ni mai</mandarin> wall paper right is like very waste money so why not we just do something cheaper, that's why you see our wall now so colourful, all the letters


three year plus right, whatever, sixty, around there lah never mind lah


!aiya! also break up already , okay see ah, me and my boyfriend we together, it's like, very unexpected one nobody expected it to last so long, right and then err what do you think about that girl


will they last


ya ya


honestly to me, cause, both of them right <mandarin>我们以前都有:wo men yi qian dou you</mandarin> like <mandarin>一直:yi zhi</mandarin> hangout <mandarin>过:guo</mandarin> but like separately is like, the guy will not be there, in the past he go and right if let's say we are at the guys like we are together that guy


the girl will not be there, okay so like we know <mandarin>他们:ta men</mandarin> personally like what's their character like what's their personality like and that what are they like as a person


ya I heard about it heard about it


, , (mmhmm)


I are very shocked I was very very very shock when I heard of the news


(mmhmm)


you are not trustable lah


you know okay another thing about like why I would doubt whether they will last or not right is cause


he is not he is like, err, okay him personally he don't really have a a stable income lah we can be, ya okay he personally he don't have err stable income


ya okay, but then army pay how much can it how much can it be right or not, before <mandarin>他跟这个女的在一起他的人就是:ta gen zhe ge nv de zai yi qi ta de ren jiu shi</mandarin> like


maybe okay ya okay maybe we've got A class B class and C class A class being the lowest B class being the middle C class being the highest he was in the A to A minus, honestly frankly speaking okay <mandarin>他是:ta shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>一个:yi ge</mandarin> A minus <mandarin>的人:de ren</mandarin> but then


to upgrade himself so called an upgrade himself lah so <mandarin>他跟这个女的在一起:ta gen zhe ge nv de zai yi qi</mandarin> and then we all can see that we all have eyes to see that, when <mandarin>他跟这个女的在一起:ta gen zhe ge nv de zai yi qi</mandarin> right, how you treat this girl he treat this girl like his ATM number one number two is like his maid you know it's like his personal maid leh correct it's like


so from a A minus right <mandarin>他慢慢慢慢他就给这个女的:ta man man man man ta jiu gei zhe ge nv de</mandarin> upgrade <mandarin>到一个:dao yi ge</mandarin> A, A class, then <mandarin>慢慢慢慢到一个:man man man man dao yi ge</mandarin> B minus, correct so now maybe he's like a B minus to B that kind of class because of this girl


and then from what I heard is, the work she's doing right is actually not bad leh she's a


err early childhood teacher right she's the early childhood teacher ya so the income is for her personally is not bad already for her age leh correct, and then she got a stable income and then she's very good at saving money so from what I heard she was some lump sum of money being saved so when she together with this guy right


like also using her to upgrade himself what, and ah that's what I heard cause I see a social medias like Instagram et cetera right


then the girl keep buying him like branded goods


, his outfit lah


ya ya ya, , ya, how is class tee free we still got to pay for class leh, one class tee was like twelve dollars ya, no our sec three sec four we same class leh got pay


ya, ya I know


okay, (mmhmm)


, like we saw mandy scar marks all the time, ya ya ya, wonder what are they into


, as a guy ah you don't know how to treat a girl right


I know I know I heard about this also, ya I remember at the coffeeshop


there is a you remember the damn that time when he was still single, he's still single and you haven't upgrade himself like the the things we talk about and the way we talk et cetera you remember ya ya, ya, ya it's like


you all will always make fun of me and then we're like just play along oh I miss you so I love you remember remember


, I know I know <mandarin>他跟他跟别的女孩子躺在那个:ta gen ta gen bie de nv hai zi tang zai na ge</mandarin> Airbnb, ya I know you tell me before


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


not decent as in what,


honestly ya ya ya


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), ya they'll have someone like the mother figure


ya ya


ya ya, it's like just opposite leh


, (uh huh)


(mmhmm)


ya, I think so, like <mandarin>小:xiao</mandarin> YP


!wah! if is me <mandarin>我会很我会很:wo hui hen wo hui hen</mandarin> embarrass leh,


correct is like not fair to yourself, because I from what I see is like she don't know how to self love


right ya she don't know how to self love she's always putting the boyfriend above everything else, which I see already I a bit, pity her lah honestly


less like the outcasted one, ya


ya ya ya, cause like that I I feel she as a person right she don't have any like PR skills


you know what is PR skills right PR skill <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> like public relation, excuse, correct correct she don't know how to communicate with people like very, hot like very in her own world lor


always we talking to girls what, cause that's how he talk to us though


like that was what I say what, she thinks that


ya it's it's a bit quite toxic eh it's like, err they got this term Weiji #mong kok#


(mmhmm) I know, mandy,


everyday,


, , (mmhmm)


, (mmhmm),


!huh!


(mmhmm), then keegan <mandarin>的爸爸妈妈:de ba ba ma ma</mandarin> okay already meh


and all I can say is, they don't have the like I say lor both of them don't have PR skill lor, ah


I know I know that one you tell me a long time already , okay but conclusion, you think how long will they last


and then he feel like mandy don't have the <mandarin>本事:ben shi</mandarin> to give him, the type of lifestyle he want to lead right he'll just dump her already, cause it's so obvious that he's using her there's like <mandarin>没有真爱:mei you zhen ai</mandarin> you know


never, she texted me on Instagram, she didn't mean my Instagram, regarding some things, and then ya then I lazy to line her I lazy to go and line her so


ya <mandarin>我给我随便:wo gei wo sui bian</mandarin> bomb <mandarin>一个警察的:yi ge jing cha de</mandarin> hotline <mandarin>我给他:wo gei ta</mandarin> you call this number, after that she straight away clear the chat, take a spin


(uh huh), that's serious, just send her police number


, why


ya she she stir shit between <mandarin>你们两个:ni men liang ge</mandarin> right


(mmhmm)


and then I heard about the one what, err, in club always with with boy all that right, cause they say is I say one [right], like <mandarin>那个人:na ge ren</mandarin> try to stir shit between <mandarin>你跟:ni gen</mandarin> #tang jin# and then end up <mandarin>他是用我的明来讲:ta shi yong wo de ming lai jiang</mandarin> ah ya you guy who was the to say it was it mandy or was it


who was the one that say was it mandy or was it, AJ


ya ya I remember remember renenber then I think since when I say that I don't even talk to AJ you know I don't talk to AJ after, err I stop, like, stop buying clothes from him


ya then I bought from I bought clothes from him I think one or two time only, ya ya then err, not only quality not good the delivery time also very long, after the bidding right he cause he stay like nearby my boyfriend house so I'm always at my boyfriend house then


cause normally he, err I place order at around six PM like and cause he always do like evening live bidding mah


so I'll text him so I'll place my order then he was submit all I'll send to you before twelve AM so I like okay lah and then I paid for delivery also you know, ya ya just one road away so I paid for delivery then he promise that he'll sent by midnight so


I say okay lah not bad what cause fast delivery then who knows first time he cocked up he dragged for like one or two days then he come and delivered to me, so I was a bit cute lah honestly I was abit tilt cause I needed the shirt lah cause I saw the clothes it was like


very nice then err just nice I got a event like two days later so I, I order from him cause I thought okay fast delivery but who knows after my event then he sent to me, so obviously I'll be like, very tilted right then after that


he go and ask you what happened to me leh he thought that I was missing leh he thought like maybe I Kena kidnap or something


I don't know


err


(mmhmm), if you


ya ya ya


basically at that point of time my boyfriend was a bartender at Get Juiced right so <mandarin>我每一天:wo mei yi tian</mandarin> hor as long as Get Juiced is open right and I'm there every single night one leh even if I'm alone right I will still go there and drink why cause my boyfriend is a bartender there


so all his colleague is like my friends what, so when <mandarin>我一个人去那边喝酒:wo yi ge ren qu na bian he jiu</mandarin> right <mandarin>我不用怕:wo bu yong pa</mandarin> like lonely or what cause at the end of day if I one person go out right, the


so the table is mine then nobody will be there lah so it's only me and then the bouncers and stuff right bouncers floor staff err bartender they will come and find me and talk cock with me one, and then uh one person come and talk to me then when they start getting busy right I don't mind lah I will just stand down there cause there are regular customers right those regular ah


it's like, cause I everyday go there so everyday see do then we will talk, [orh] reserved table <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> right


then <mandarin>我就不用怕了吗:wo jiu bu yong pa le ma</mandarin> correct at the end of the day that time cause you break up with err #tang jun# because I mean you breakup with your ex boyfriend, err if I'm going to Get Juiced that night so that night I'm going that's why I said I'm going what okay lah


it was very impromptu cause like I mean all of my social media know that at a period of time I everyday also go Get Juiced one, I am everyday at clarke quay everyday at Get Juiced, err very play cheat one sometime they say girls no need to pay cover charge right


but then they see like they see people one, got some girl right they will ask them to pay cover charge, those that they see <mandarin>不是:bu shi</mandarin> nearer they will ask them to pay cover charge, so I tell you I said oh never mind lah then you go with me lah then you no need scared if let's say got queue ah we don't need to queue up cause normally Get Juiced all that


long queue one correct long queue then I told you say some more that day we go out is a weekend leh, ya weekend that time then I say or you go down with me no need to queue up err we can just cut the queue, because I go there then bosses see me there then they'll call the GM and GM will bring us up


if let's say the bouncer is like, a new or not so experience one then, eh that day you with me


then, you know it's like I'm so close Get Juiced staff to the extent hor I'm not a staff there I can take their transport home you know, ya that close then after that didn't remember ah we were at their all the way, and we won't even drunk it's just a bit tipsy


okay wait wait ya the only guy that you left with on that night right was my friend that send you to freaking, taxi stand


ya cause you never really go clarke what, ya lah, the only thing we disturb is what ah why you go so long why you go so long that's all what


I don't even I don't even like to go big boss one, ya the only time I go big boss right is when ah


ya, and err I feel like finding DJ with me


, you always with nicole, (uh huh)


ya ya I was very lost, he come and add me eh, that time was long long time ago he add me before then I never go and


accept, don't know


(mmhmm), (mmhmm), (mmhmm)


ya, (uh huh)


(mmhmm), (mmhmm)


serious, who, when


think so I keep I keep deactivating my Telegram, you ask me for number, yes yes, let me think ah


after you and CJ broke up he got come and find me once, buy shirt again


like low ball ah


, (uh huh)


guy best friend JW, like then err it's only until recently err then <mandarin>我们没有:wo men mei you</mandarin> contact mah


I don't know how he find out, cause you know ah okay actually a bit linked to AJ, you know AJ, err <mandarin>他不是一直讲:ta bu shi yi zhi jiang</mandarin> like <mandarin>讲我讲你的坏话:jiang wo jiang ni de huai hua</mandarin> remember when in actual fact <mandarin>我没有讲:wo mei you jiang</mandarin> so it's basically


he say but then he make it seem like I'm the one that said it, correct, DC, AJ <mandarin>的朋友是:de peng you shi</mandarin> DC right DC <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> JW <mandarin>是朋友:shi peng you</mandarin> right


ya they're good friends right, so, at that point of time right JW come and text me, he asked me err, did you do anything you shouldn't be doing or not


bad mouthing me me, no no no he ask me err he just ask me lah am I doing something I shouldn't be doing like, then I I just send him one question mark, then when he ask me he say do you remember what you promise me that time


so ask him what then he say err, why are you still supporting err AJ live bidding, ya he just straight away ask me you know he just ask me like why are you still supporting AJ live bidding, then I think I say err


I said I got no reason for that lah I say honestly I got no reason for that, but I just feel that the clothes is nice lor and then I just love clothes lor, and then I <mandarin>舍不得:she bu de</mandarin> like don't buy the clothes from him lah cause, if I don't buy for him right, who else can I buy from


like what you say he's always selling at a lower price correct a lower price for the same quality of shirt I feel is not bad lah, alright so I told AJ that I I mean I told AJ err JW that err JW just like, , but then later you promise me not to uh I already say before


err <mandarin>如果你还要继续这样:ru guo ni hai yao ji xu zhe yang</mandarin> right <mandarin>就没有人会爱你:jiu mei you ren hui ai ni</mandarin> lor, and he says something like <mandarin>就没有人会爱你:jiu mei you ren hui ai ni</mandarin> then I question mark him, ya for the shirt


ya, err <mandarin>我那是有跟你讲过:wo na shi you gen ni jiang guo</mandarin> I say <mandarin>你跟我讲过什么:ni gen wo jiang guo shen me</mandarin> maybe he just like


so basically he said, you must continue supporting, the live bidding right then he will not like talk to me anymore, so, I think I said okay lah I promise you that I will change just give me a while, then


ya ya I told him, I think I say, what happens like whatever tradition I made with you right you'd better keep it a secret cause if let's say you tell other people that I still I'm still supporting you, correct like, err so like like so called his


a bigger spender, ya ya ya


ya cause you know like he purposely want to lower the market price one what and then err, err, like that lor then, then I quarrel with JW then JW don't talk to me until behind behind hor, then text me say sorry lah I would not do it again what what what all the shit then after that


err JW just like, [orh] okay <mandarin>了如果这次你讲的哦:le ru guo zhe ci ni jiang de o</mandarin> err <mandarin>如果你这次:ru guo ni zhe ci</mandarin> like, whatever you say right you mean it hor then okay we will just give this one more shot then after like in my heart I'm thinking like give this one more shot err excuse me <mandarin>我跟你只是朋友:wo gen ni zhi shi peng you</mandarin> leh


you get what I mean, you get what I mean right cause you know me and he like, you know got history one right, ya last time we somewhat got some history and then it's like just


nothing ever happened lor, it never went official or whatever before lah cause like whatever happen between us we promised each other that, like cause I told him at that point of time, we were from a clique what we same clique one then you know the clique also all guys then I'm only girl so at the end of the all of them were like


automatically <mandarin>很照顾我:hen zhao gu wo</mandarin> mah, you also know like, be <mandarin>他们是蛮照顾我的:ta men shi man zhao gu wo de</mandarin> what last time until the drama lah okay so at that point of time at how JW I say whatever is like <mandarin>我们死都不会讲出来:wo men si dou bu hui jiang chu lai</mandarin> then


but he said okay lah, then nothing ever happened after that until this incident with the AJ one then he tell me, err then I just tell him lor I just say you know we're we're only friends lor why you must say until like that then then, things just awkward and then behind behind he started selling


err like new products, he started err JW, he sell, he sell the you know the facial mask and stuff, ya ya ya something like


I don't know I never really use I just buy only, then after that, I buy cause I support him what, I buy one lah, he give me five free, and then he deliver to my house some more


ya eh but I heard, even though that the time he like somewhat like MIA from everybody ah he still write to me, it's only until behind behind everybody cut contact lor until recently, recently my boyfriend workplace right got this new floor staff part time one okay


she went to ask my boyfriend, eh kelly is your girlfriend ah so my boyfriend just reply ya why, that's all okay then their conversation end, after that few days later you remember the big quarrel I had with him, to the extent that I wanted to break up with him one right


ya okay at that point of time we somewhat like broke off lah not really broke off lah like time out lah time out okay, you know what the girl asked him that new floor staff right ask him, err, eh so <mandarin>你跟:ni gen</mandarin> kelly <mandarin>分手:fen shou</mandarin> hor, then my boyfriend like (uh huh)


so to <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> right <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> like <mandarin>你做么去问我:ni zuo me qu wen wo</mandarin> boyfriend leh, ya <mandarin>你是不是对我:ni shi bu shi dui wo</mandarin> boyfriend <mandarin>有意思:you yi si</mandarin> correct or not <mandarin>你是不是对我是有意思:ni shi bu shi dui wo shi you yi si</mandarin> so <mandarin>我心里就想:wo xin li jiu xiang</mandarin> something wrong with this girl then, err


few days later me and my boyfriend patch already right you know this girl go and ask him again leh, ask him what you know, err the way she ask like that, err <mandarin>你你跟你的:ni ni gen ni de</mandarin> girlfriend patch <mandarin>了:le</mandarin> ah, like than ya like why why you want to get so involved in our relationship I don't even know you leh hello I don't even know you and then you and my boyfriend you are just colleagues leh correct or not like


and then you know there was once right, she was drunk ah and then his colleague right video call him to show him that she is drunk leh yah I was damn tilt so I scolded him you better come clean with me what is your relationship with her then he was like oh we are just colleagues I promise we are just colleague so


this new part time staff right tell him


eh, my ex boyfriend they are good friends, you know who is her ex boyfriend JW and then at that point of time there was once right, JW and this girl they quarrel because of me you know


cause err that day I was damn sad when err my boyfriend not around with me, okay my boyfriend not around he went err he went away for awhile lah, I remember he went away for a few months he went overseas ya ya ya that one, then I was damn sad so err JW came to find me and then at that on that day right it was their Monthsary so JW actually


like pushed her aside leh, then <mandarin>那个女就不爽:na ge nv jiu bu shuang</mandarin> like <mandarin>那个女的不开心:na ge nv de bu kai xin</mandarin> cause she feel like


ya plus


ya ya ya we were friends, ya ya


you know like <mandarin>你们:ni men</mandarin> break up <mandarin>的时候:de shi hou</mandarin> right JW <mandarin>也是有跟你讲得很清楚的:ye shi you gen ni jiang de hen qing chu de</mandarin> all that, it's not because of me eh it's not because of me that he want to break up with her, he told her very straight to the face right it's because of her as a person that's why he want to break up her


you know that day then she is like I feel she's very insecure and very jealous type cause that day, err at the point of time when my boyfriend was away right, I got keep go and meet him what JW cause JW every night texting me right eh you wanna meet or not we go supper all that so I was like okay


and then everytime we go and eat supper right JW will tell that girl correct err you just stay at my house I go and eat supper with my friend, but in actual fact only me and him, no you know why cause this girlfriend right this ex girlfriend of okay which is the floor staff the new staff hor she is


she's very cunning one leh, like whatever you talk about if she's here right, the moment she hear already right over there when she's using her phone she'll be texting someone else already telling them about what you are talking about, because okay maybe again until he is like


ah as a <mandarin>朋友:peng you</mandarin> lor because at that point of time like <mandarin>我们的过去:wo men de guo qu</mandarin> right <mandarin>我们已经讲到很清楚:wo men yi jing jiang dao hen qing chu</mandarin> that, whatever happened to us in the past right is in the past


as friend strictly as friends, we got draw I got draw the line with him until very <mandarin>清楚:qing chu</mandarin> cause you know also my pattern is that <mandarin>如果我跟一个男的在一起:ru guo wo gen yi ge nan de zai yi qi</mandarin> right <mandarin>我会对那个男的:wo hui dui na ge nan de</mandarin> hor like, like very loyal to him very faithful ya very devoted, but it's not devoted mandy that type


ya ya ya, is it's like one, JW


she always look at me I tell you ah <mandarin>我每次看到他我会:wo mei ci kan dao ta wo hui</mandarin> like <mandarin>真的:zhen de</mandarin> leh, but I tell you lah I don't think he can you know because


that's very long


it's just very long already, ya


!wah! if and Tangjun together I don't know how many months already, three year, plus is how many months twenty four, forty eight, plus twenty four is how much


four, three plus don't know lah, , okay


ya true


oh mandy ah, is it mandy, I feel that, okay because, I'm the one that


hangs out with them all right, so, , I feel that, their relationship is quite toxic, both of them right, what you ya ya we we're all about like definitely


ya we all like, okay because


okay, okay <mandarin>我懂为什么以前他们没有:wo dong wei shen me yi qian ta men mei you</mandarin> hang out together if <mandarin>是因为他们不是不认识:shi yin wei ta men bu shi bu ren shi</mandarin> each other they know each other but then there are on bad terms


ya they are on bad terms then actually because, to me I feel that, mandy right he is more of like, cause okay she used to be someone that is really nice very kind hearted, and then for me I feel that


I don't know what I mean to me <mandarin>可能我就觉得她是个很好的一个朋友:ke neng wo jiu jue de ta shi ge hen hao de yi ge peng you</mandarin> so I want to protect her mah you know as a friend you know, you understand what I'm trying to say right like okay me and you we are best friend so when someone trying to bully me you're obviously defend me what in any cost lah you will we go


we go all out for each other okay so when that time actually, the guy did say that oh he has something, like bad against this girl so, for me I heard it so <mandarin>我就跟这个男的吵架:wo jiu gen zhe ge nan de chao jia</mandarin> leh I defended her you know I defended her in all ways which I think you know about the it I I think I told you once


then after so


we're like all three of us me you and him we're good friends what so after that


just say that oh he is not a gentleman and stuff <mandarin>我就讲到他很不好:wo jiu jiang dao ta hen bu hao</mandarin> a few months later right, when me and Tangjun broke up right, they get together leh


okay I didn't know they were together, I didn't know they were together but then, I knew that they had something on, because , you know wendy right I can see the location so after that I saw like the guy right no the girl at the guy's house


and the area you know so that's when I suspected something, then, they suddenly so that day when I was I was at, I was like triple eight I think, it was waiting for my friend, I saw them


so this girl went to seven eleven so I was also at seven eleven lah so, I ask <mandarin>我就问她:wo jiu wen ta</mandarin> eh so <mandarin>你跟他在一起了:ni gen ta zai yi qi le</mandarin> ah, but they have something on, then <mandarin>我就讲:wo jiu jiang</mandarin> oh !huh! what you mean


err ya, !wah! at that point in time I felt damn betray eh because imagine you put yourself in my shoes ah


imagine is you, then, you defended me against example, you defended me again, this particular person which you and him were very close, but for me you defended me and then you broke your friendship with him


to well end of the day I got together with him and then you become the outcast leh, but then I don't minding being outcast I just feel very betrayed, because like what the hell bro, what's going on you know then apparently <mandarin>我听到的是:wo ting dao de shi</mandarin> right


and you, they bad mouth about us and then they the girl actually told, other friends of mine, saying that I'm not trusted, cannot trust me I'm not trustable


ya and then say that oh actually right err then okay actually say this which she trigger me the most is when she said right actually right err her boyfriend lah then she say she put it this way actually my boyfriend right and tracy is very close one


I was defending you eh, what the hell


yes, average family, the average income lah to be honest, very frank about it


err no but now he, but now his income is okay because he's a army guy mah, I think he one month five hundred plus six hundred


early childhood


no no okay ah because this one I know it's because, like I said lah always hang out on them ah so like with <mandarin>不是:bu shi</mandarin> them lah <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> with <mandarin>他们的:ta men de</mandarin> circle of friends but whenever I go down right they weren't there, they are not there because I don't know why but then I feel that they are like avoiding me or like sometimes you know


and on scholarship then after that err <mandarin>我知道了是这个女的买电话给他的:wo zhi dao le shi zhe ge nv de mai dian hua gei ta de</mandarin> boyfriend, yes okay and then plus I know this thing is that <mandarin>他们每次出去:ta men mei ci chu qu</mandarin> right <mandarin>都是那个女孩子还钱:dou shi na ge nv hai zi huan qian</mandarin> that's what about cause I see a social medias like instagram messenger


mine was free though know our sec three sec four


I never pay for one year , someone paid for me I don't know who , okay but then okay then <mandarin>他就是每次穿那种:ta jiu shi mei ci chuan na zhong</mandarin> dry fit lah okay normal dry fit okay then those <mandarin>那种:na zhong</mandarin> balance <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> lor


but the thing is that now that I'm looking down on him ah is because, is instead of trying to earn his own income is like using girl's money <mandarin>因为这个男的:yin wei zhe ge nan de</mandarin> hor


okay lah <mandarin>一点点:yi dian dian</mandarin> plump Bakbak <mandarin>这样肉肉:zhe yang rou rou</mandarin> then she, she is not very very good looking average lah we can say average looking where she is actually working at some mini mart lah if I'm not wrong


then <mandarin>如果这个女的不要给他就:ru guo zhe ge nv de bu yao gei ta jiu</mandarin> threaten <mandarin>跟这个那个他的:gen zhe ge na ge ta de</mandarin> ex girlfriend <mandarin>要分手:yao fen shou</mandarin> leh, then what I'm I know is he's also quite abusive in relationship one when we saw mendez it's not a scam is bite marks but then the bite marks is very direct


it's not scar marks it's bite marks the bite marks is very deep leh, , no lah as in


my priority is someone else eh like <mandarin>他讲的:ta jiang de</mandarin> someone else <mandarin>他讲的不是别的女孩子:ta jiang de bu shi bie de nv hai zi</mandarin> but then <mandarin>是一个他的:shi yi ge ta de</mandarin> friend


so if you cannot if you cannot accept the fact that you are not my priority ah then we then we we cannot get together lor


ya man then, , you what die him I'm we met them remember we met them ya then, !wah! the guy was like, talking to us as if like he got no girlfriend you know so flirty leh what the hell I cannot I cannot take it


ya ya, the more open types of talk I guess


ya ya ya, eh okay you know , I saw this Instagram post of his friend, the guy was, was in Airbnb ah with mandy


and then, err <mandarin>他的旁边:ta de pang bian</mandarin> hor, ya ya ya, but then hor


mandy <mandarin>那边:na bian</mandarin> leh, you know mandy <mandarin>不是不在:bu shi bu zai</mandarin> Airbnb leh mandy was there leh like they go in a group lah okay like example me you and our boyfriends, but then


then mandy <mandarin>可以:ke yi</mandarin> take it leh, I cannot bro I cannot bro, , okay but then


for what I okay lah we all know that this guy he's not a very decent guy, right, his character lor he's more of the like, Beng a bit Beng Beng type one he like to act as if he's very


okay he got the how to say that ah hooligan characteristic, right, okay so but this girl she's a poly student leh and mandy a poly student leh then


then


<mandarin>他以:ta yi</mandarin> it's how can she used to be very caring so like in their group she's like the mother you know those very caring one know every group got that type right other than me and you and isabel three of us we don't care, but those normal group they'll you know usually have those people that is very caring one


so , ya so sometime eh not sometime mandy mandy is always the mother figure, then after that she, ever since


down to earth, she used to be very down to earth, because she got a stable income she got a lump sum of savings, then she always, is the type that she will prioritise studies over everything err intern over everything because that's her future she need to do well to secure a job in the future mah


then but then right ever since she know the guy right <mandarin>他就一直拿:ta jiu yi zhi na</mandarin> MC


so is walking distance from her house and my house like then she


ya one road away then <mandarin>他一直不要去:ta yi zhi bu yao qu</mandarin> leh, then <mandarin>因为这个男孩子拿:yin wei zhe ge nan hai zi na</mandarin> MC mah <mandarin>不要去:bu yao qu</mandarin> army mah <mandarin>他就拿:ta jiu na</mandarin> MC for intern lor, ya


need to be at least, better than other people if not why they will choose me for the scholarship or bonds right then apparently <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> scholarship or bond <mandarin>要:yao</mandarin> cancel on <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> leh


need to pay them back the money because it's like contract one mah, I think lah, so I don't know leh I feel that, okay then afterwards after she knows the guy also other than her studies wise her character change at all


then <mandarin>他就变成不:ta jiu bian cheng bu</mandarin> caring then, okay lah <mandarin>我讲难听一点:wo jiang nan ting yi dian</mandarin> lah, how do you put it #hiao lian# ah is that a term


ya ya then !aiyo!, eh <mandarin>真真的:zhen zhen de</mandarin> bro <mandarin>你懂我在那个那里看到他:ni dong wo zai na ge na li kan dao ta</mandarin> mah


he talk to me right, the whole steam lor, come back and look at us leh, the whole, the whole restaurant is her voice


bro you know I was staring at my pot it don't dare to answer I don't know what to answer, eh but, is ya


ya I feel that she don't love herself


ya lah which I see already I a bit, I <mandarin>就是他跟我们:jiu shi ta gen wo men</mandarin> hang out she's always the one not getting any attention


ya she's always the outcasted but then we never once outcast her though we always included her in everything we do every conversation we, any conversation we converse in we always include her, we did, then after that


but then apparently she go and tell other people that oh she feel outcasted by us and stuff but then we didn't what you know then ,


okay okay <mandarin>我懂这个男的怎样拿到他的大:wo dong zhe ge nan de zen yang na dao ta de da</mandarin> heart <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> lor


then after that <mandarin>我们的:wo men de</mandarin> timing <mandarin>都差不多一样我们就:dou cha bu duo yi yang wo men jiu</mandarin> meet then <mandarin>我们一起走去:wo men yi qi zou qu</mandarin> MRT station lor then after that <mandarin>他就跟我讲:ta jiu gen wo jiang</mandarin> leh eh <mandarin>你懂:ni dong</mandarin> hor <mandarin>你懂这个男的:ni dong zhe ge nan de</mandarin> hor


you know before they even got together then I was like I was telling her that !hanna! <mandarin>你不要听他讲这样多:ni bu yao ting ta jiang zhe yang duo</mandarin> lah as it because because we know him for very long right we all know that he, always sweet talking to girls what so after that <mandarin>我就讲:wo jiu jiang</mandarin> leh <mandarin>他就是他嘴巴是这样甜的你不要相信太多:ta jiu shi ta zui ba shi zhe yang tian de ni bu yao xiang xin tai duo</mandarin> then after that


ya then, apparently whatever that he's been telling her on, the way that their conversing right is like he made her feel special


you know lah then, ya then after that <mandarin>他们就:ta men jiu</mandarin> when <mandarin>他真正跟男孩子:ta zhen zheng gen nan hai zi</mandarin> hangout also right <mandarin>就他就觉得:jiu ta jiu jue de</mandarin> oh I can have a I felt I can finally have a say in everything lah


ya and then apparently right you know the oh my god I need to tell you this bro I tell you I tell you this like you confirm very speechless one


then <mandarin>人家的:ren jia de</mandarin> then <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> okay <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> keegan <mandarin>也是有:ye shi you</mandarin> girlfriend <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> mah


then <mandarin>他就跟:ta jiu gen</mandarin> keegan <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> leh err <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> okay I go keegan house before because I'm very close with his family also so like, when when okay keegan <mandarin>的房间:de fang jian</mandarin> right <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> he got one queen size bed ah to the honest lah how big queen size bed can it be <mandarin>对不对:dui bu dui</mandarin> to <mandarin>挤:ji</mandarin> I mean two person is okay but to <mandarin>挤三个人:ji san ge ren</mandarin> I mean


and, for oh my god, that's keegan's house <mandarin>他就跟:ta jiu gen</mandarin> keegan's <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> this bed I'll split into two


okay mine is the left yours is the right if ah, you want to bring your girlfriend back whatever right okay ah yours two persons squeeze at the right the left side is always mine, then <mandarin>他就讲:ta jiu jiang</mandarin> if, you, go past the line ah, err I will beat you, then how old is keegan


teenager in secondary school, how old is the guy twenty he gets what fifteen okay then never mind I mean their age gap is already so big, and, the fact that they're hanging out together I mean it's okay you know


but, it shouldn't you shouldn't you treat him as a younger brother, to teach him the correct stuff, you know instead of, then raising him with your hooligan character, then after that <mandarin>他就:ta jiu</mandarin> then <mandarin>他带:ta dai</mandarin> mandy <mandarin>上去睡:shang qu shui</mandarin> ah


then <mandarin>他们不是四个人挤一个床:ta men bu shi si ge ren ji yi ge chuang</mandarin> eh <mandarin>他跟:ta gen</mandarin> keegan <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> keegan <mandarin>几个人挤一个床:ji ge ren ji yi ge chuang</mandarin> ah, then keegan <mandarin>跟他的:gen ta de</mandarin> poor girlfriend <mandarin>他们很挤在:ta men hen ji zai</mandarin> right side way then <mandarin>那个人就:na ge ren jiu</mandarin> take most of the space on the left already, then mandy <mandarin>要睡上来:yao shui shang lai</mandarin> but then <mandarin>他们讲是很:ta men jiang shi hen</mandarin> natural the


then <mandarin>我也是不懂我的:wo ye shi bu dong wo de</mandarin> friend <mandarin>做什么就是:zuo shen me jiu shi</mandarin> keegan <mandarin>的爸爸妈妈不懂他们做什么:de ba ba ma ma bu dong ta men zuo shen me</mandarin> ya, I was I was shocked and I was shook you know because like what happened to your room know why suddenly become a <H2>#bangala# hostel</H2> lah like sia then after that


okay starting <mandarin>没有觉得他们:mei you jue de ta men</mandarin> stay for so long you know they never expect, the both of them to stay for so long or never expect mandy to stay for so long lah


then, then <mandarin>他们也是:ta men ye shi</mandarin> I don't know lah but then maybe they feel that !aiya! <mandarin>全部都是:quan bu dou shi</mandarin> friend so somehow that the parents actually see mandy and her boyfriend as, a family <mandarin>这样子对吗:zhe yang zi dui ma</mandarin> so they actually very nice they always include them in everything they do


like, you know, going out, going to eat some like good meal at example ritz carlton that type also bring them along leh and pay for them leh, then whatever activity they do you also bring about them long then <mandarin>他就好像觉得是一个:ta jiu hao xiang jue de shi yi ge</mandarin> family even


the extent lah, under garments leh, what the hell right


to us I feel they a bit #buay paiseh# lah, then that time when I went with my friend, which <mandarin>他们也认识的:ta men ye ren shi de</mandarin> lah we went out for visit lor then after that, <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> friend <mandarin>就问他:jiu wen ta</mandarin> then


then okay <mandarin>那时候我不是住在我:na shi hou wo bu shi zhu zai wo</mandarin> ex <mandarin>的家:de jia</mandarin> lor, then


you don't want eh, then , then


testicles, then keegan <mandarin>每次哭:mei ci ku</mandarin> then <mandarin>跟我:gen wo</mandarin> complain then <mandarin>我就有跟:wo jiu you gen</mandarin> keegan <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> leh, eh that one is your house leh I cannot do anything eh what you want me to do barge in and take their clothes and throw outside meh


then not possible mah then I say you go and tell your parents about it, then keegan <mandarin>有一次去:you yi ci qu</mandarin> Taka <mandarin>有跟我讲:you gen wo jiang</mandarin> eh christy you know what or not it's actually that that is a starting part when he just, go there and stay over eh it actually started from a normal stay over like I stay over at their house, then


then, keegan <mandarin>就打给我讲:jiu da gei wo jiang</mandarin> tracy you know what he bring over or not he bring his underwear over leh !walao! eh you know, but then apparently is, the guy actually like


I forgot I but he is somehow like, betrayed, keegan that you knowlor, like backstabbed him, then, okay lah happy ending I guess


conclusion, , I think for quite long, I feel that they will get together for quite long


mandy, !hannor!, Sibeh Jialat sia


then, !wah! okay <mandarin>我有几个:wo you ji ge</mandarin> friend <mandarin>跟我讲你做什么你不去:gen wo jiang ni zuo shen me ni bu qu</mandarin> > advised mandy


but but mandy never contact you already right, she never meh, ask you on free stuff right


at that time she has no text me leh


I think she think you wasting her time lah you told her ah, you know that time she text me, because ah of the what ah what's that thing called that time remember, I got do bidding, I helping someone do bidding


then she kind of text me I can give her free shirt, , ya, I send her IMH number I said call my office I just gave her IMH number


then she, okay but, I think a few days back I went to meet my friends and then she came down also, she's damn sarcastic leh I tell you


like she just say that, oh then cause, you know she was the reason that I broke up with, CJ right, ya when we were having a cold war, then she just say oh eh then


I only know <mandarin>去找他打麻将了:qu zhao ta da ma jiang le</mandarin> meh ah why ah oh oh because you seeing someone else ah