then you like the MLM product you can just like just tell them this product, ya but you don't meet people just just with the ulterior motive to ask them to buy that thing lah then <mandarin>这样子:zhe yang zi</mandarin> like


and then some more like <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> Sibeh <mandarin>贵:gui</mandarin> ya, ya <mandarin>那些衣服:nei xie yi fu</mandarin> ah, ya <mandarin>那件衣服:na jian yi fu</mandarin> lah, but it's custom made lah


but <mandarin>我也是没有穿:wo ye shi mei you chuan</mandarin> lah so no point lah, (ppc), ya lah that's all lah, by that time <mandarin>我我也是:wo wo ye shi</mandarin> relatively young lah, ya what <mandarin>我只是:wo zhi shi</mandarin> like what, fourteen


if <mandarin>十七岁是两年前:shi qi sui shi liang nian qian</mandarin> leh, oh ya ya true true true


ya lor


that one ah <mandarin>学习:xue xi</mandarin> ah, (ppc)


ya lah you must have a purpose lah you just blindly just you know study math then no lah I I it's like I I agree with you lah <mandarin>我们不爱学习:wo men bu ai xue xi</mandarin> lah, but if it's something I like right that I interested in right


actually I I like to learn


ya lah


(ppc)


, to me it's a weird guy lah, although he study very good and hes very very smart, so


, (ppc), , really meh


but now leh, why, as in


!wah! #dai sai#, mom #dai sai# ah, (ppc)


, A level <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> JC right, oh <mandarin>她是哪一个:ta shi na yi ge</mandarin> JC, [orh] RGS, not bad not bad,


what, MIT, MIT


US, m, harvard ah, [orh]


six percent lah, (ppc), MIT ah, !wah! #dai sai# ah


eh NUS I think top top ten in the world leh


[orh], PHD in what


in what, your one ah


ya who look up to <mandarin>谁:shei</mandarin> right now they say right


actually I don't have anyone ya, (ppc)


the thing that you remember, leave more impact on your life, what do you mean


as in your subconscious mind ah, [orh]


, ya then


what, selfish, for what, , it's true what really you so selfish what


(uh huh)


ya lah


you want to know why because you are selfish


uh


depends lah everybody is wired differently what


ya I also know like the subconscious mind can also


blow it up lah, but


go and flags relative,


[orh] EQ, [orh] okay


but I think EQ more important than IQ


who, , oh okay, I think so lah


ah,


fiora, fioral, !wah! cannot remember already sia


!walao! sec one sec two


[orh] it's like, it just doesn't help


I feel I feel normal sia , yes sia, ya lah true lah


I feel it's normal leh, ya I think it's it's like we too used to it already lah


ya lah, depends lah depends lah, (ppc)


, ya right, true lah cause you never do your homework or some shit lah, ya it's true lah actually now was that that time <mandarin>我不懂我有没有跟你讲:wo bu dong wo you mei you gen ni jiang</mandarin> that time <mandarin>我在当兵:wo zai dang bing</mandarin> high


true story true story that time <mandarin>我在当兵的时候:wo zai dang bing de shi hou</mandarin> right, then got one time, err <mandarin>我忘记:wo wang ji</mandarin> check <mandarin>因为:yin wei</mandarin> may like every morning <mandarin>我我们需要去:wo wo men xu yao qu</mandarin> check with <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> appliances what


then you need to make sure like every locker right, all the equipment is in place cannot have one missing one, cause this one, very important one what government property, ya then total we have to check one two three four


six six locker, then one fine day right one fine day , one fine day I remember is the, one of the camera in the cabin right


no but the thing is right, it's like a camera box for I think thermal imager ah it's to see the, like see where is the fire lah


then it's not inside the cabin for a long time already, then Suay Suay right I was the one that check the cabin, and then, all the previous fireman right <mandarin>全部:quan bu</mandarin> tick have have have have have


then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> assume lah any, honestly <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> I I'm a very lazy person lah then <mandarin>我就没有去:wo jiu mei you qu</mandarin> check lah then <mandarin>我就:wo jiu</mandarin> just tick yes, have, and then <mandarin>我还记得还有多一个是一个:wo hai ji de hai you duo yi ge shi yi ge</mandarin> host <mandarin>来的多一个:lai de duo yi ge</mandarin> camera <mandarin>还有:hai you</mandarin> ah <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> triangular signage


thermal imager <mandarin>还有一个:hai you yi ge</mandarin> correct triangular signage, but the thing is all <mandarin>全部人:quan bu ren</mandarin> before me <mandarin>也是:ye shi</mandarin> tick have then <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> Encik <mandarin>就讲:jiu jiang</mandarin> like


err <mandarin>他很他很熟悉那个:ta hen ta hen shu xi na ge</mandarin> cabin <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> what <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> he know everything inside the cabin then <mandarin>他就问我:ta jiu wen wo</mandarin> you sure that thing have or not you find for me, you take out for me that one I want see then <mandarin>就没有:jiu mei you</mandarin> what then <mandarin>我就去找找找像一个傻:wo jiu qu zhao zhao zhao xiang yi ge sha</mandarin> B <mandarin>这样子:zhe yang zi</mandarin> lah then after that


then after that, like, because of me <mandarin>他:ta</mandarin> punish the whole cohort, it's like, err <mandarin>他就:ta jiu</mandarin> punished everybody lah because of me lah


err like <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> untrustable I useless then <mandarin>全部讲很多:quan bu jiang hen duo</mandarin> personal attack <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> lah then <mandarin>我就不爽:wo jiu bu shuang</mandarin> lah, then I feel damn down lah, err complain <mandarin>给:gei</mandarin> HQ lor


like, that eh then <mandarin>我不懂有没有跟你讲:wo bu dong you mei you gen ni jiang</mandarin> that time <mandarin>我我我要:wo wo wo yao</mandarin> like, OOC


they mean like some somehow drop out of fireman, ya cause I I really cannot take it lah like that Encik too personal already, ya


like, then <mandarin>我我我就:wo wo wo jiu</mandarin> then <mandarin>他就讲:ta jiu jiang</mandarin> you you think really need you here ah we got so many fireman then then something like that lah <mandarin>我就不接:wo jiu bu jie</mandarin> Liao


err <mandarin>那个:na ge</mandarin> commander of the whole fire station then <mandarin>我就跟他讲:wo jiu gen ta jiang</mandarin> err I err I just can't can't go to terms with him lah then I want to drop out of the firefighter lah, then after that


ya lah <mandarin>就这样:jiu zhe yang</mandarin> lah <mandarin>我到现在也是没有很喜欢他:wo dao xian zai ye shi mei you hen xi huan ta</mandarin> lah, it's the exact same guy right I bought the Safara same call but then <mandarin>不是我我不是故意的:bu shi wo wo bu shi gu yi de</mandarin> lah is like


and, ya lah but, ya but, okay lah and I feel I talk to the the commander is a is a good good learning experience also what


ya he told me to, not give up lah just because of this small small small thing, then actually becoming a fireman is actually a privilege lah, then, ya lah, then if you this small small thing also give up you won't learn lah


ya then <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> just, I go here, then okay lah then last time right last time I feel them, sad lah when I go to station but now okay lah, because now I can sleep all day


ya, (ppc)


ya like this one lah


(ppc)


ya lah, (ppc)


what, ya


such a huge impact lah, ya lah true what cause


I think is you spend more time in school than than the time you stay at home, ya you, ya when when especially your parents need to work lah


not not everybody the parents at home one what people need to work for a living, then you <mandarin>你面对老师:ni mian dui lao shi</mandarin> like sometimes more time than your parents, then, I feel like when you are young lah you learn from example, like


if, if adult tell you right not to do something right, then the child won't follow one, it's like you must, err how to say ah ya as the name suggests lah lead by example lah, like


ya it's actually true lah, then, he or she very <mandarin>乖:guai</mandarin> lah and then different story lah but now everybody like that what


then I feel that teachers, ya lah you you need to lead by example lah, ya lah that's all lah, (ppc)


who I looked up to ah


[orh], have as in what, like I mean


that's good what


ya different people what


but I remember there's they


got three types of learner one is visual learner then, audio learner and the kinetic learner, for <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> ah I think ah, think I also visual one


ya lah true lah, but there's only actually a few ways you can learn math what


as in ya like math as in all the academic stuff lah, unless you are like engineer then you confirm must hands on lah


then, more of math lah, [orh], what kind of math, secondary school stuff ah


serious ah, [orh], [orh]


and <mandarin>记得:ji de</mandarin> last time right I feel math quite fun one


last time I feel it's because I understand that's why I feel it's it's fun, I mean <mandarin>以前我很:yi qian wo hen</mandarin> cool leh


actually <mandarin>是可以的:shi ke yi de</mandarin> like okay for example <mandarin>你讲一个东西:ni jiang yi ge dong xi</mandarin> then, ya math more of logic really


no lah


, , then


then, as in like leave the steps lah, [orh]


ah


oh I see


talent, they got talent, really meh, but some got learn before one leh, I remember my my some they got learn before


!wow! Siao, [orh]


oh ya lah true lah


like this one habits sia


[orh] ya lah like how you talk more action lah ya


, ya that's why they ask you is, like it's not about how


it's like who is more hungrier lah, [orh], ya lah


[orh], your attitude


okay,


then <mandarin>我的:wo de</mandarin> ten percent interest leh


[orh], ya I say true lah


[orh], ya lah it's true lah actually, I I don't like people that actually procrastinate, but actually I procrastinate a lot


!wow!, you know, like whereas you must be productive everyday lah <mandarin>不可以不可以每天:bu ke yi bu ke yi mei tian</mandarin> like


like <mandarin>做做:zuo zuo</mandarin> Bo lah, ,


honestly it's just an excuse what


ya lah true lah


ya true lah, ya lah


but I feel that the older you get right


like, last time right I I, I will just waste my time play computer games play youtube and then I will feel nothing at the end the day, ya I don't feel guilty, but right


you don't have a lot of time like actually, then you if you waste your time playing, youtube watch youtube, go instagram those things that weren't actually made you better right


like you feel, like it's <mandarin>不好受:bu hao shou</mandarin> right at the end of the day, then, ya lah then, you the older you get right the, the more you won't do this kind those kind of things that, you do from young is like play computer games not


I don't even feel like playing any because it's unless I want to become a, professional gamer lah then if not I I won't feel like playing computer game, cause it's just a waste of time lah, ya, then youtube also what actually but youtube depends lah if you if you are watching videos that


actually, ya productive videos then good lah, but other than that right, not, you will feel like you feel like shit at the end of the day lah


right now lah,


ya okay err, but I think they got they got talk about talk about like, like what's your dream and what do you want to


ya like what's your dream like do you have a goal to go after, like after you, like after you done your NS like do you have anything that you want to pursue, like legit legit


is it that time the secondary you like gordon ramsay that period


drop out then, pursue your I mean not not say drop out like after secondary <mandarin>你做么没有没有想要去做去做一个:ni zuo me mei you mei you xiang yao qu zuo qu zuo yi ge</mandarin> chef like like do some course that key or things like that


F&B <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> ah


, you mean programming as in coding care like like those language java python all those


gangster


, don't care


but, people who is better, self discipline and, self management, can cope with it but <mandarin>如果不可以:ru guo bu ke yi</mandarin> lor


but <mandarin>你那时候没有想过要换:ni na shi hou mei you xiang guo yao huan</mandarin> course meh, but actually choosing the wrong course is quite a, is quite a


but how can you choose a wrong course I I am curious, actually honestly I don't know, I don't know you choose your wrong course <mandarin>我我以为:wo wo yi wei</mandarin> it's just that to me I feel that like, you just want to, how to say


like that's all lor, and <mandarin>刚才讲到:gang cai jiang dao</mandarin> JC, so you trying to say that you prefer JC that kind of like pure academics study, instead of hands on cause ITE <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> seventy percent hands on


like practical lah so called, then <mandarin>还有:hai you</mandarin> thirty percents <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> exam test


, actually <mandarin>我在:wo zai</mandarin> ITE <mandarin>我只有:wo zhi you</mandarin> I I only know one day,


B three, wait wait wait wait wait wait wait, I remember got one time right <mandarin>你给我讲:ni gei wo jiang</mandarin> right


do you remember that, that time was when you, I think when we just started ITE then I ask you


what if you make it to poly, then you then you answer me damn fast it I will I will drop out still,


, , like you can bring your time back


when the moment that you will receive your err, your, national exam result, ya N level one


you got eleven point, but end up ,


sec five, but then that time I I know what you say ya


ITE honestly it's more like a, it's more like a poly like


don't care !wah! bad-mouth about ITE, ya it's actually true and indeed in poly and uni especially uni even more than that, plain <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> your prof won't really teach you


how much you want to do and, things like that but I think, in ITE, ya ya ITE was fun lah for me


but <mandarin>我是觉得:wo shi jue de</mandarin> ITE, , actually, actually <mandarin>你:ni</mandarin> actually to me I feel that you will just too rush first you you you just don't like you just don't our school you don't don't don't like secondary


you just you just want to get out of secondary, ya it's not that, err I to me, at that point of time I I know you got two thing that you want to do in life first is, first is you just want to get out of secondary, second is you want earn money


and that's your only two thing that I know I feel that it will lead to drop out because, first I think that you want to, I feel that indeed err, choosing to go ITE


and the second, I feel that, I just want money I just want I just want to earn I just want to earn


anyway <mandarin>是免费的:shi mian fei de</mandarin> what, and you one of the primary school classmate also, Kena persuade by you have to buy what


she's the only one who <mandarin>给面子:gei mian zi</mandarin> lah, but I think MLM illegal in singapore what


I <mandarin>我那天我那天手痒去:wo na tian wo na tian shou yang qu</mandarin> search but I think so, I think so lah it's like, how to say ah <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> , illegal in a sense that, err


company registered under singapore ah


I think it's a like white like a grey grey zone like that,


that means <mandarin>就是他们懂:jiu shi ta men dong</mandarin> big when the moment you <mandarin>跟:gen</mandarin> people <mandarin>讲:jiang</mandarin> right <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> LML LML right, MLM ya ya MLM right <mandarin>人家就会:ren jia jiu hui</mandarin> like okay I don't want I don't want to get involves in this


ya,


so if, so you don't wanna meet people to, so call like hard sell your idea is like you don't want make your life become a point, to the point that


like there's there's strong purpose behind it lah, like <mandarin>很有目的性:hen you mu di xing</mandarin> like that, , the the the pure the the pure relationship again


thats why I say, , relative


!huh!, two years ago, ya <mandarin>两年前:liang nian qian</mandarin> what


ya <mandarin>两年前:liang nian qian</mandarin> what, but, actually, like these days right I realize a lot is like


like, I can say that <mandarin>我们都不是爱学习的孩子:wo men dou bu shi ai xue xi de hai zi</mandarin> do you agree on that


do you agree on that, but we have our purpose behind it lah,


my dad, err is ITE, ya


I can make I can make my family, live the life that, a a maybe a a degree graduate or PHD graduate


the life that that they they they don't even have, that's my my dad's mindset and yes lah he he he did it lah, I would say he did it lah, but hor, then <mandarin>小时候:xiao shi hou</mandarin> okay lah <mandarin>我不懂:wo bu dong</mandarin> leh <mandarin>小时候我只会:xiao shi hou wo zhi hui</mandarin> [orh]


and indeed <mandarin>我老爸:wo lao ba</mandarin> until now that <mandarin>他觉得自己没有读它也是:ta jue de zi ji mei you du ta ye shi</mandarin> nothing too shy about, because I mean, he can he can afford a good living lah


to stand at a, to stand higher


so like, number one in the class and then go to like like like like those like raffles standard like


even better than raffles standard like that, then right then <mandarin>他的:ta de</mandarin> EQ <mandarin>就:jiu</mandarin> Sibeh low, his EQ very low, then, then


it's like, , to me he is a weird guy lah, although he study very good and he very very smart, so, I don't look up to people who who who study good I feel that <mandarin>我读书好:wo du shu hao</mandarin> doesn't mean anything <mandarin>我读书好:wo du shu hao</mandarin> doesn't matter also what


and <mandarin>我老爸没有读书:wo lao ba mei you du shu</mandarin> then <mandarin>赚到这样多钱我老妈:zhuan dao zhe yang duo qian wo lao ma</mandarin> okay lah <mandarin>有读书:you du shu</mandarin> then okay my mum in a err err is a government job you know ya, then, it's our government job so it's just like


it's a salary woman lah, then <mandarin>所以说我小时候就是觉得:suo yi shuo wo xiao shi hou jiu shi jue de</mandarin> that, other than becoming weird, really really really, this is my real thought


ya, you know why I have that thoughts, because the people that is around me, like, nobody around me I got no friend that like I don't look up to I don't look up to knowledge I don't look up to those people who able to study well


like you know were were when I was young right, like people always like to ask this question like, like I mean these that are common question for adult or maybe


like people to ask, to ask when you are young right, then you know what's my answer or not, nobody like, the nobody means, it's not that I feel myself very bad it's, I have never see I I I


to that part of my my my life I did not see anybody that I want to become like the, I I kind of feel like I want to become my dad like my dad, but I did not say I don't want to study but eventually, my subconsciousness


but I don't know actually this thought all going through, like, at the deepest part of my my my which I don't, I don't get to know until I grew up and learn a bit of psychology and my mum


tell me some, stuff like that and then I start to realize, but now right you see, or those people that I met, it's like <mandarin>我有一个朋友他的妈妈:wo you yi ge peng you ta de ma ma</mandarin> hor <mandarin>就是他是:jiu shi ta shi</mandarin> raffles all the way she's really raffles all the way then she's studying medicine now


like in, in NUS start studying medicine, like, A level <mandarin>你要:ni yao</mandarin> ninety over ninety after that right <mandarin>你要:ni yao</mandarin> go through three interview, #dai sai# right


A level ninety over ninety means what <mandarin>就是满分:jiu shi man fen</mandarin> lah, straight A ones, straight A ones, JC, RGS lah, I mean ya raffles JC


Zai right, then, I mean like got I think few years back then I talk to her cause I know her like about, three years, so I talked to her and then she really don't feel proud that shes a


she study medicine in NUS, and ya to me I feel that !aiya! don't step lah, <mandarin>不需要:bu xu yao</mandarin> humble right <mandarin>读书好就读书好:du shu hao jiu du shu hao</mandarin> lah, then you know she tell me


MIT <mandarin>你不懂:ni bu dong</mandarin> ah, MIT, ya, bro US <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> lah, ya, MIT


you can understand it at harvard lah, ya, so okay I can tell that err every year


, every year, err I just now also got search every year, take in <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> student right from overseas right


ya, six percent not just six of the whole world, MIT, MIT <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> PHD


NUS NTU <mandarin>全部是小弟的:quan bu shi xiao di de</mandarin> bro , fifteen I think if I'm not wrong if I'm not wrong I don't know the data now but, ya top twenty <mandarin>依旧:yi jiu</mandarin> so MIT <mandarin>是:shi</mandarin> top three


err okay err cambridge then <mandarin>第三个就是:di san ge jiu shi</mandarin> MIT, so <mandarin>你懂得:ni dong de</mandarin> MIT <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> standard Liao right


oh biomedical engineering, yes, then then <mandarin>刚才我们我刚也是跟他们吃饭:gang cai wo men wo gang ye shi gen ta men chi fan</mandarin> then, it's like, so so you look at her family you know that


she go to raffles and she go to like like maybe the top school easier she really feel nothing means it's not that she trying to humble it's like, that compared to that environment she really feel there's nothing and it's true that, compared to MIT there's nothing, that's why I feel that


like, you have a it will leave a huge impact in your life


ya, so <mandarin>我觉得就是:wo jue de jiu shi</mandarin> that, but I feel that


all those small little things that okay so I I I read a book and then, it had this question asked by a professor says that, , says that do you think that err, the thing that you will remember, leave more impact of your life or those things that you don't


, like, leave more impact


will leave more impact to your, teacher, the answer actually <mandarin>是你不记得的:shi ni bu ji de de</mandarin> lah, yes, yes


and then <mandarin>你不爽:ni bu shuang</mandarin> I, but <mandarin>来我记得你有讲一句话:lai wo ji de ni you jiang yi ju hua</mandarin> which I remember, which are I except you you say I selfish remember or not


ya, cause okay so right basically <mandarin>我记得这句话:wo ji de zhe ju hua</mandarin> it because right, ya ya, true lah so basically when when the moment I said it right


I I didn't meant that way, but when you said it right then I remembered then then I know that oh, actually when a moment I say that, to you that's very mean or or mean in a sense that you don't like it at all


like that's not something, good to say, so so so, the thing is right I totally did not remember like I said ah but I know that I said something like that along that line, if you don't, tell me right <mandarin>我是不会记得的因为:wo shi bu hui ji de de yin wei</mandarin> to me they're just a phrase but <mandarin>你听到就是:ni ting dao jiu shi</mandarin> so actually <mandarin>我们听到东西我们会:wo men ting dao dong xi wo men hui</mandarin> filter information


you will you listen those information that you think, like, related to you and you will remember those that is, a relevant to you, actually <mandarin>你有去想你有去想我说的每句话:ni you qu xiang ni you qu xiang wo shuo de mei ju hua</mandarin> meh <mandarin>不会:bu hui</mandarin> what but you you would just like to zoom go through but


it went out to another ear but <mandarin>有些:you xie</mandarin> it will stay in your heart that's why <mandarin>你会记得你也你也记得你讲:ni hui ji de ni ye ni ye ji de ni jiang</mandarin> right, ya so that that means that


and then wherever I say right, that stays in your heart, and then when I think about it right, why would you think that and why would I say that, then honestly to me <mandarin>我就觉得:wo jiu jue de</mandarin> err <mandarin>玩:wan</mandarin> lah nothing that that doesn't, it's like when the moment I say it I don't mean the way that it


that it that it is, but <mandarin>你听到是这样:ni ting dao shi zhe yang</mandarin> then <mandarin>我就会觉得:wo jiu hui jue de</mandarin> [orh], maybe next one I won't say this kind of thing, !wah! this kind of thing will like <mandarin>你会记得:ni hui ji de</mandarin> this kind of thing then <mandarin>我就是会觉得:wo jiu shi hui jue de</mandarin> that, I mean I'm trying to think like why would you what why you will


why there's certain sentence right will stay in your mind or, eventually or maybe bring up some of your feelings like <mandarin>你听到这些句话你肯定是觉得你不舒服:ni ting dao zhe xie ju hua ni ken ding shi jue de ni bu shu fu</mandarin> right if not <mandarin>你不会记得:ni bu hui ji de</mandarin> agreed, ya so I'm thinking that


, ya, I agree if I said I say things like that based on the sentence itself yes I'm selfish but you know I am not what, I mean yes lah although although I am not but I should express on myself in a better way lah but


actually the moment you say I already realized I shouldn't say that, I shouldn't say that phrase


ya I mean okay you you say the same phrase to everybody right, everybody actually they , ya correct that's why <mandarin>我就讲每个人这些就与我们小时后:wo jiu jiang mei ge ren zhe xie jiu yu wo men xiao shi hou</mandarin> right


like what whatever that we went through and whatever that we, and whatever that is seen, matters because we don't even know because this those thing that we don't remember actually matters, live a more impact to us


let's say that for example I say, err I said !oi!, and then you feel hurt, then you will remember oh because when you're when he was young right, err somebody, or maybe your teacher always, shout at you like and don't call your name always say !oi! and then you feel hurt


if you can remember then you can remember [orh] then you can remember oh, actually this person call me !oi! it just a way of saying hi it's not trying to hurt me if not like the teacher, but if you don't even know you don't even remember got such thing, how are you going to become more secure you get what I mean


yes yes yes, ya, you are really live out of that your subconscious mind instead of, things that you will remember <mandarin>因为你记得你可以去改你可以去想然后:yin wei ni ji de ni ke yi qu gai ni ke yi qu xiang ran hou</mandarin> okay for me right


really really, and


actually I'm very proud the reason why I proud is that, then I can skip the higher ladder I can go poly, that's the thing that I want to like I always try to flag about


and nobody and everybody say that, ah <mandarin>情商高有什么用你不会读书:qing shang gao you shen me yong ni bu hui du shu</mandarin> like everybody says that so I mean


ya ya, because I'm a when I was, much younger I'm a extremely extrovert person, not introvert, ya but IQ is a


okay how do I say it's like it's like, to me EQ, I IQ is a, it's a, basic it's a foundation


of course lah <mandarin>先做人再再再再做事:xian zuo ren zai zai zai zai zuo shi</mandarin> lah


so that <mandarin>每个人都觉得我是:mei ge ren dou jue de wo shi</mandarin> [orh], no matter in primary or or secondary


ya ya the the our DM our DM, the the reason I like him is he always encourage he, he, he he he won't say things that's


he always I should when I talk to him I feel that hes he can see hope on me, ya he can see hope on me, I don't know if you remember this this person's name lah missus floral I cannot say her name lah I don't care, missus floral


our literature teacher sec one sec two literature teacher the indian teacher, it's a literature teacher sec one sec two that time, ya make you play the boys and the pajama that one


like, you don't involve my personality and, like things like that, and she shame I to me I feel that, standing in front of the class or outside of class is quite a shameful thing


but honestly if you will think about it why would the teacher wanted to do that it's a form of punishment what, like, to make you feel shame but we shameless that time


ya but, if a good student, definitely will feel ashamed, I mean will, , will not, ya, so I I just feel that, but the purpose for them to do that is to let us feel the shame so that we wouldn't want to do it again


agree, like in form of punishment lah I would say, ya then, ya lah actually standing outside of the class nothing but the then the the words that hurts me more


uh, okay


, , , , video ah


ah,


, uh,


ya I think <mandarin>你有讲过:ni you jiang guo</mandarin> lah,


, okay,


, but <mandarin>现在你们俩:xian zai ni men lia</mandarin> okay lah, , different type of personal ah


, , thats true


ya, actually, like you you you know like I feel that like, you know teachers are really the engineer engineers of our of, children so


like <mandarin>他们真的是:ta men zhen de shi</mandarin> like, they don't just educate us on the knowledge instead, they also can leave a very heavy impact, in the later part of our life


ya, like, okay so, the the the the the foolscap right it will


like some people will, tilt tilt a little bit, like don't put it straight like, they just like turn a little bit to some direction that they feel it comfortable but the, and and <mandarin>那那个字不会歪掉的是是是:na na ge zi bu hui wai diao de shi shi shi</mandarin> okay <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> it just like they are the way that they write right is different


because some people use left hand like that, and then right then <mandarin>我妈妈那个老师就就很:wo ma ma na ge lao shi jiu jiu hen</mandarin> strict, then <mandarin>他就每次见到妈妈这样子写字:ta jiu mei ci jian dao ma ma zhe yang zi xie zi</mandarin> right


ya, ridiculous right, ya then from that day onwards right, my mum right don't like to write essay anymore, until now she she she, she


she rather to, she rather to err, she rather to type I mean ya


that they might not know it, but actually, like you may change the somebody's life, or maybe the way they do things


of course of course of course, especially when you have CCA,


correct,


, , when you are young, who you look up to right


is relatively relatively important, actually <mandarin>我也没有的我到现在我也没有我我我:wo ye mei you de wo dao xian zai wo ye mei you wo wo wo</mandarin> I mean have lah like, like okay, talk about girlfriend wise like relationship right actually <mandarin>我很喜欢那些读书:wo hen xi huan nei xie du shu</mandarin> like


really really, ah, like I mean, how to say


they don't they don't they don't really watch youtube or or all those they they just like to read books or like they just like they learn stuff things like that, ya but <mandarin>我我放松的时候我是看:wo wo fang song de shi hou wo shi kan</mandarin> youtube <mandarin>玩手机:wan shou ji</mandarin> what


ya that's why I look up to those people that are , that are smart you can understand it as a fast learner instead


he or she has the ability to learn, like although everyone have but, , how fast you learn, how well you learn


visual ya then through, ya ya ya, ya


then you also actually actually <mandarin>你想一下新加坡:ni xiang yi xia xin jia po</mandarin> education actually <mandarin>蛮不错那个:man bu cuo na ge</mandarin> the the good thing is right, actually, ya ya ya ya but the thing is right I feel is


that time nobody cares, but actually <mandarin>你现在我现在想一下:ni xian zai wo xian zai xiang yi xia</mandarin> right <mandarin>如果那个时候:ru guo na ge shi hou</mandarin> right like


I know how to study I know use my own way, to let myself learn isn't it a good thing, ya but <mandarin>那个时候我们:na ge shi hou wo men</mandarin> like we don't really bother we feel it's a waste of time


I mean not math lah like as in like general like like like coding like everything like you know, [orh] [orh] [orh]


actually engineer engineer like


!wah!, like JC maths ah, ya lah like calculus, like I mean like yes if called algebra calculus, things like that but it's more in it's in depth lah


like, go quite deep, ya, and such like mechanic, you know what's mechanics mechanics actually quite fun


actually I feel now math quite fun also last time I you it's because I understand with this one, no <mandarin>我觉得会做:wo jue de hui zuo</mandarin> math <mandarin>很好的人很:hen hao de ren hen</mandarin> cool, ya, no <mandarin>以前我不觉得你很:yi qian wo bu jue de ni hen</mandarin> cool but <mandarin>如果你现在像以前那样好我会觉得你很:ru guo ni xian zai xiang yi qian na yang hao wo hui jue de ni hen</mandarin> cool


like for like okay for example <mandarin>你你讲一个东西:ni ni jiang yi ge dong xi</mandarin> then, like !wah! <mandarin>你很快就算出来:ni hen kuai jiu suan chu lai</mandarin> people still taking out phone calculator, or like actually I feel math is not not not just like you know number it's about it's your logic


ya, then <mandarin>就是好像:jiu shi hao xiang</mandarin> coding, I not sure that how well you know like, computer language, like things like java those, for me <mandarin>我也是我我有读过:wo ye shi wo wo you du guo</mandarin> python <mandarin>因为我:yin wei wo</mandarin> sem one <mandarin>是读:shi du</mandarin> python, then python <mandarin>就是:jiu shi</mandarin> [orh] okay so so take or jokes a right no joke lah it's like like if a funny thing lah


it's like they say where you oh where you get when you don't know where you don't know how to do write the code right, like when you <mandarin>你你不知道怎么写的:ni ni bu zhi dao zen me xie de</mandarin> code right <mandarin>你买一个那种那种:ni mai yi ge na zhong na zhong</mandarin> the yellow duck


hope <mandarin>那个黄色小鸭子:na ge huang se xiao ya zi</mandarin> right you buy there and then put beside your computer and then right, you tell her you tell the duck right wherever they want to do, then you will know then you can know then you will know how to write the code already


you know, ya you know why, because it's all about logics, okay <mandarin>好像你现在要:hao xiang ni xian zai yao</mandarin> hor okay <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> click enter


then <mandarin>怎样:zen yang</mandarin> also it's like a, look lah, like true false, then all those actually quite fun like, for beginner python is a fun language and, and uh and uh quite in it's a intro it's an intro language to learn lah


then that's why I feel that, it's all about logic <mandarin>就是你的逻辑思维能力:jiu shi ni de luo ji si wei neng li</mandarin> lor, ya that's why it's also related to math, then then in my class right I feel that, although like <mandarin>我们全部都是没有学过:wo men quan bu dou shi mei you xue guo</mandarin> python like <mandarin>没有学过:mei you xue guo</mandarin> programming <mandarin>的:de</mandarin> right


why it's not that they got interest it's, just, I feel that, !huh!, it not talent I feel that you just they're learning a, capabilities is there


ya, like programmer right, , okay got a few programmer right


they they never learn before but they also very good they are from secondary, so actually I feel that it's a, then I got one friend right like, also from NUS then she tell me that, err, you cannot compare with us and then I say what <mandarin>你看不起我:ni kan bu qi wo</mandarin> ah then <mandarin>他讲不是:ta jiang bu shi</mandarin> lah


the thing err the thing is right when we are studying right what would you doing, I say err probably playing you say ya, then <mandarin>我们已经这样子每天读书每天读书:wo men yi jing zhe yang zi mei tian du shu mei tian du shu</mandarin> became a habit for like his twenty three so for for like


from the moment you enter school around like primary one, until twenty three years old, to fight with us how is that fair and how is it possible that you can do better than us


it's like I everyday go to the gym, obviously I'm good at it lah, practices makes perfect what it it it something like that, ability right <mandarin>不是讲这个人有多聪明多:bu shi jiang zhe ge ren you duo cong ming duo</mandarin> gifted


I don't, it's like I don't look up to people that, I don't like somebody had this kind


attitude is <mandarin>就就是:jiu jiu shi</mandarin> that right, , ya, ya, you want to earn money you you show me some action I mean although I'm I'm one of them as well but


I try my best to change, ya, so it's like, then <mandarin>我就觉得:wo jiu jue de</mandarin> oh <mandarin>你讲你想要:ni jiang ni xiang yao</mandarin> ah then


to pursue the thing yet, if you really want you if you hungry and you you you you you you are gonna die soon I don't believe you will just sit there and say okay later I


that's why <mandarin>我讲他:wo jiang ta</mandarin> is not poor enough, , you will you know what I mean, ya, I think <mandarin>有:you</mandarin> lah but it's just that


one thing I don't like is that, , okay lah I don't like is that I feel not productive in not productive in the sense that


, literally just <mandarin>讲而已:jiang er yi</mandarin> that that's the thing that sometimes triggers me, not say trigger but like


like, dislike lah I think, I can't accept myself to be like that


I I I didn't get you two hundred easy, okay so you just now ask me <mandarin>我昨天问你要两百块是做么的:wo zuo tian wen ni yao liang bai kuai shi zuo me de</mandarin> right so basically <mandarin>我去:wo qu</mandarin> apply <mandarin>一个东西:yi ge dong xi</mandarin> that needs like, two hundred lah


ya, then, so basically it's like, , and my mum's thoughts, that's a little bit different and she want me to, clarify


but the hotline already close then <mandarin>我就敷衍他讲:wo jiu fu yan ta jiang</mandarin> okay <mandarin>我等下去打我等一下:wo deng xia qu da wo deng yi xia</mandarin> but actually <mandarin>我已经懂:wo yi jing dong</mandarin> hotline already close, then she don't want like not says sponsporship she don't want give me the two hundred, then <mandarin>我就讲:wo jiu jiang</mandarin> okay so to me I'm somebody that right


no matter how close we are or no no matter how


I I I I have some money in err RMB


in uh wechat, and then I I I exchange with single, ya actually she also don't have then she had asked her friend


it's nevermind one like no no big deal, ya, but to me ten matters to me a lot I feel that


ya !huh! ya !huh!, ya so for me it's like that then when somebody like <mandarin>好像:hao xiang</mandarin> like <mandarin>放飞机这样子:fang fei ji zhe yang zi</mandarin> right, then I feel hurt because, I feel hurt is not that, I dislike this person is I cannot accept, me myself


and like that you get what I mean, actually everything that you dislike about other people is you cannot accept yourself to be like that, you take out, ya so, how how how to become somebody that able to accept more people like to be more


of genuine in a sense that, we can, like, but we can we're we're more acceptable to acceptable to person is that, we must accept ourselves, it's like I can accept myself to be late so every time I late so when you late I got nothing to say also


but, but, when, when somebody right, they gave me a promise but they, they don't, like, they don't


match it right, cause <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> I cannot accept me myself to be like that, ya, but actually I purposely, exactly and <mandarin>你可以在家:ni ke yi zai jia</mandarin> procrastinate end of the day when the when the sun is doing down you will be like


what have I done for the day, honestly I ask myself that question often, especially I'm having holiday now I feel that


no lah my my skin ah my skin, it's not like <mandarin>我们不懂:wo men bu dong</mandarin> right it's just that whether <mandarin>我们要不要讲或者是:wo men yao bu yao jiang huo zhe shi</mandarin> whether <mandarin>讲出来:jiang chu lai</mandarin> it's gonna break the it's gonna cause


cause problem or, or solve the problem if not going to solve the problem what for I say it, if I only can worse situation what for I say, it just whether we want to say or we don't I I don't if not that we really dumb that we really don't know


what's going on is it just that, so actually, actually <mandarin>今天我一直在想:jin tian wo yi zhi zai xiang</mandarin> phone no batt


but should I come or not, so for me it's like <mandarin>不要做就不要做:bu yao zuo jiu bu yao zuo</mandarin> lor


ya so so I feel that, actually sometimes is not that I dislike that person is I dislike the, I dislike certain act, to happen on me, !wah! what a deep talk meh


, uh ya but, ya actually, not that I I I I


you don't feel guilty right,


ya exactly exactly,


productive, ya but I, to me that I feel that you know like, last time our parents always say like !aiya!


I don't , next time you will regret lah ah boy, but actually <mandarin>我我不:wo wo bu</mandarin> at that point of time <mandarin>我不会觉得我会后悔:wo bu hui jue de wo hui hou hui</mandarin> leh, but actually think about it now, you know, like, how I wish


how I wish, just talk about <mandarin>读书:du shu</mandarin> itself I I really regret so so so much that, I feel that you could, if <mandarin>我:wo</mandarin> is it


exactly me I will not be I mean my life will be different, ya, but <mandarin>现在:xian zai</mandarin> every time when I want to procrastinate right then I just think


other than


study not just study textbook but, picking a new knowledge, is the, it's a, it's the only and the, and the best thing, I can do


ya, other than <mandarin>读书你可以:du shu ni ke yi</mandarin> I mean you can pick up news new skills lah don't have to be just, they are not as study but


ya in a in a in a sense that <mandarin>我觉得:wo jue de</mandarin> that, ya, ya I think that's about it now right, few


few few more second, K [lah] stop


(uh huh), ah yes correct correct


(mmhmm), ya, how how does how does it work, in the new FM uh version


okay


, so, so basically all the tactics are all, your your choice ah there's no uh you can you can choose whatever tactics you you you run and you can err


do according to your preferences ah, ah okay so there's no like, four four two


so in order for me to play, for example Tiki-Taka I cannot have a, uh anyhow, five four one kind of formation I have to make sure my uh my formation is flick enough for the Tiki-Taka or


but okay so once I got the tactics done


is there what's that called the does does the player make a difference ah like there is there a player for example shadow striker, so there's a predefined for who can play what lah, so for the, players also


, is there like, they have a preference of what tactics and and uh, , (mmhmm)


okay, ah okay okay okay so, they have their own uh attitude lah and uh they have their own attitude when facing the


ah each games ah, the what what clubs other than the english premier league tak ada logo


I I heard I heard that there's a new league right denmark is it, ah, , so so apa uh what what what club are you planning to manage


if I'm not wrong eh uh the last FM, on PC aku main is that time time poly is sixteen, that's that's long sia,


, I was I was I don't know why but I was thinking last year sia last year or last two years,


so I eh correct correct two thousand sixteen, it will be ah fifteen, so it's in, one, so the last time I play I play FM was sixteen


but okay anyway okay before before before I consider playing FM twenty you think FM twenty one coming soon or not


oh the the FM twenty is free, is not a trial or anything, it's a full game for free


ah ya, oh I didn't know it was free, okay, , okay okay so maybe later I will later I will plug in the laptop and check it out ah so if okay if I am going to download it


ah, okay, which apa brand ah


Acer uh you got you got remember what it's a A what, A two nine five okay that one I think I quite lost already, ah K so, , there is you got what N N V I D A


NVIDIA uh have semua semua all have ah, okay lah so that means it will be quite smooth I don't know whether my


ah okay, okay, F FM sixteen and FM twenty might have a drastic improvement I think there is a drastic improvement


ah, ya I know I know I know


(mmhmm), ,


apparently okay for for for for storage data I have a lot memang ada banyak lah, I have ah eight hundred gig plus free ya but the thing, the thing, is the thing is I don't know how will it be smooth ah, I don't want jagged jagged uh you know what I'm trying to say right there's there's a


the not seamless enough, ah, ah


ya hopefully, but wasted the FM twenty is not under epic for switch, cause switch also uh got FM twenty touch, lah ini what's the difference I don't know touch is just for anything that is not computer but also not mobile phone [pe] I don't know why mobile phone cannot work cannot simulate FM touch although


ah


okay okay


I thought the, say what, outliers what what's that, a'ah


that's a, that's stressful


wait so, so


if I kick out if I sell or I kick out all these influential people ah cause I don't want them to disrupt my my my, reigning off terror ah [kan] but how how what will what's the repercussion, will I be able to recover or do I have to bring in another influential person if there is such thing


okay, okay, ah


actually true true so for example I give you an example, if I bring, let's say Ronaldo #cristiano ronaldo#, okay from Juventus to, maybe, man U


okay from man U, is he, a junior, in man U but he's an alumni, ah okay, ah


okay, , ah okay okay okay


okay, so okay ah Dortmund Sancho is the english guy is it okay okay,


actually ya betul ah okay I know what you mean okay so, let's say let's say, this Sancho is is english and let's say his his his old maybe thirty plus


okay let's say he's thirty plus, I bring him to maybe southampton or a or a full of junior club, so he will be a senior player or will he still be considered junior since, he just join the club


ah, (mmhmm),


okay


okay, this social group is, very important lah actually


ya true that's, as sad as it is that's true


know I mean okay so I'm, the the the FM twenty inside the epic games store is not a trial not a


not a whatsoever is complete, full game for free, and, it is free on epic games but not, free on steam


okay so wait wait if I download it from epic game, free will the game be locked back or not after twenty four, you know like you know like


, okay, okay okay so it's only for epic games ah, okay


okay okay okay, okay I understand already, so maybe after, all these is over then maybe aku will check it out lah, ah, maybe I would


okay, unfortunately my current laptop don't have a LAN cable, no no as in they don't have the


port for it, but I don't have the LAN cable cause well is more to you know more to notebook yang flat flat those ah


those ah ah okay the the reason why aku ada this laptop is pasal mak aku nak buat you know photoshop and and whatever nonsense ah, ya so so unfortunately my, laptop that has a LAN cable is my


poly era, which is, longer than two thousand fifteen longer than FM sixteen, so and that one is used to for my adik punya apa tu school


which Zoom pun boleh lag, , no I mean sorry let me be more specific opening Zoom dah lag


running the whole thing nak type password dah you know when you type your full password then it takes a few second before the password starts to appear ah then, I mean, internal cleaning I don't know lah I I


ah, I I mean I I know about the the the, that cleaner equipment last longer blah blah blah but I don't know how my little brother pakai you know go to school carry here carry there sometimes go to


, ah, ah ya so anyway I will like I said I will try to how how how big is the file again


okay so,


it is intensive ah okay but anyway


okay ah maybe after this then I will give it a try ah, okay lah we can we can, okay if if I already download the the the game then maybe I can discuss some


well technically, if you want to use your social cycle you're the senior guy cause well you downloaded it yesterday


I download it today, yes okay, okay


okay, so, you never play the game I understand you never play you download the game you installed the game, you, maybe take a good look about it tengok-tengok look, look left look right, look look see see lah that's what they called it


now I go to the social circle context I buy this player, I never play him, one day two day okay maybe one season never play him, then I buy another player is he still more senior


yes even if I don't play him, ya so in the sense you are still more senior, in this familiarity, whether you play it or not, , okay


, they have medical centre, okay no I I I okay I confused


what's the purpose of me jumping and see my injured player cause as a manager I want all I give, is you know, whether, he's at the training or not


, okay


I mean I mean, since I mean since the ah FM twenty is very realistic every FM every year is getting more and more and more and more realistic, I will be avoiding the medical centre cause I'm not really that sure look outside the window and everyone's wearing face mask and whatnot medical centres the last place you want to visit so for my own


simulated realism safety, I will avoid the medical centre I do not what I, the board of directors not gonna be happy if I have to be quarantine for fourteen days, then what do you expect me to do well manage the football from home


ah so, so imagine actually imagine, FM twenty one when there's the corona virus realism coming in wait wait imagine this, imagine


you play FM twenty one, your players got corona virus you got corona virus you got quarantine and then for two weeks two weeks, of being quarantined, you decide you you you said you know what


you gonna take out open your phone and then realise, eh eh how many days left of quarantine do you have, how many days left of real life quarantine you have sia god damn it four more days okay ah nevermind, since the whole two weeks so you got both quarantine in real life you got quarantine in game


that would be a very nice, situation to be in I mean not not the real quarantine lah maybe other people but that will be a very nice story for me to hear other people to be in, ya so ya I don't want to be quarantine


that will be that will be, that will be, prime minister #lee hsien loong# announces circuit breaker S leagues to stop game,


there is a singapore league already if I'm not wrong so how, then if I play the malaysian league, my maybe I don't know I don't know whether players like #haris harun# still there but borders are closed how's that how's that gonna help me


well technically


ah, if they all go back and then all borders closed how my my malaysian squad is not all malaysians [pe] is, majority foreigners so just like that I spend millions of ringgit malaysia, for nothing


, , , ah I mean


ah


okay, okay, okay, okay, okay


okay


okay wait, league one semi-pro that's actually very terrible [pe], cause semi-pro is supposed to be the, north north south ya north south


how did bolton wanderers end up there, I mean how can they fall that bad, I mean, how how I mean in in what situation would how would club be that what what bad decision they can make


ya okay, I remember portmore, a'ah


okay, okay


, so okay ah, deducting points just cause you are, just cause you are bankrupt


means you will have a higher chance to get relegated, which means you continue to get bankrupt, sorry what


ya I mean like okay you see ah, how is there's no, maybe maybe our country is quite good, but there's no government support, there's ya there's no support for this kind of things so if I make you see eh when I


relegated, I have reduced, reduced amount of budget reduce reduce reduce reduce reduce, and cause I have all these reduced I cannot support myself I have to declare bankruptcy or maybe in the red zone for financial and then cause of that they deduct my points for me to get relegated and reduced even further and even further even further


until I become just nothing ah


(mmhmm)


okay okay so, wait wait wait, this if if your if there is there, clubs so far that you know, they just drop and drop and drop and nobody give, and a


them any any any chance, and they just disappeared from all the place, okay


Serie A apa punya guess, , I mean you can ask Juventus how they manage to drop so so much, suddenly, that one is their what italian one MDB is it


, oh okay, okay,


(mmhmm), oh that's so, !wah!


ya correct


ah yes yes,


ah okay I mean, well that's, actually quite sad eh kalau kau if you're from the, err when they are from the OG group of fans and whatnot then suddenly just cause of financial difficulties


your passion that football just disappear just like that, it be quite you know quite sedih [kan] actually to be what to be honest, cause there were


english punya league, there is know the, even below north south


which is on the same path they still have below and below and below ada below what the heck I think I think it's, time for them to just you know what, regulate themselves dissolve all the useless clubs cause I think it's too much imagine kalau you know


S league delta league don't know what actually kita ada lah that is why the government decide to dissolve, not just the leagues itself but the entire sport industry as a whole ah,


ah, ah, ah that's why, ya


ya but, I mean ya lah I mean that macam adik aku every, day


maybe six plus dia makan by seven he will be out, so everyday like this but he's not gonna tell us lah whether he he play in league ke he play in what nonsense ah cause


I mean technically if everyday, he has to play football I think it's not no longer fun anymore ah abeh takkan takkan [seh] eh


ya if you are, okay, used to be passionate about it I used to, I used to you know why or not cause you know, sometimes people


err physical, body change, and I may not be able to do the, top collar safe as I managed to do, as bad, no no no, no no no no I'm not I'm not fat is just I not I not


fat cause that's a very harsh way of describing certain diseases and handicap I'm not saying I am, one of the rare few who are not suffering world hunger ah


ya I mean I'm not I'm not suffering world hunger ah I'm the privileged one as compared to, whatever it is ah but there's a lot of african kid who's buncit so I can relate, so,


but anyway anyway we put it aside ya I mean I used to why I said I used to have passion is cause, body change, unfortunately and my body change reflexes change, your mind can't keep up with what your body more and at the same time


when you fly when you jump and fly high, increase weight means increase pain, so I'm not gonna risk it


that was after secondary school after first year poly, second year poly I start I stop already, ya, so poly, poly year two


year three, NS year one NS year two, year one eh kena okay anyway ah, , CISCO CISCO oh that's almost seven years


seven years that's lama [pe] aku poly, bankrupt aku wait wait wait, ah


six seven six seven years I never play, oh anyway if you want to know ah five aside, no body contact I mean this is the rules and regulation by that one no body contact so kalau nak tackle


ah, ah, ah, ah


I mean that's a good idea ah, I mean true, you want to be


ah, , I mean technique ya I mean true you have to let it go, but I'm quite surprised why, he managed to win the ball in that manner in the first place


yes, watch football would be know recently lah uh after army


ya actually true still two years ago at least after army CISCO after CISCO I dah dah don't, I don't catch up already cause know, people watch football at three AM I'm you know guarding certain installations which is not very fun at all I'm I mean I it's fun to guard certain installations


if you know maybe you are, than the cool installations I don't like it I I, is is how do I say eh


it makes you wonder it makes you ask yourself this question, you work so hard, okay you work so hard to to to to be in the middle income you work so hard to get out of the peasants and the farmers only only to safeguard


the peasants and the farmers, which is like a sandwich, know like sergeant being sandwiched by the men and by the officer bro it's the same thing you're sandwiched you have no, how do I say you have no freedom still


but ya true ah


to ah, well I mean, like what, ah ministers cakap apa unprecedented crisis, require unprecedented measures to be honest I don't even know exactly what the


precedented meaning is until he keep repeating until, suddenly I know the meaning without even googling it, so so that's how good he is you know, maybe he should just remain as education minister cause, he just keep repeating things until we know the meaning, without finding it out


but you minum how many times you cannot berbual tamil tau , if you notice , eh he cannot speak tamil [pe]


then he shouldn't, , election before the previous election two thousand fifteen, okay


(mmhmm)


(uh huh), nobody dubbed over him [kan], dub boleh eh ah I mean kalau kau I mean if you just say vote for me for example vote for me I also can ah


if you're thirty minute speech I can just say Vanakam for thirty times ah for for thirty minutes [pe] I think that would work it's not like I'm not gonna fool anyone it's not being I I mean technically if you who who who's gonna listen, in in in that language do you listen in melayu or do you listen in


english, of course ah,


understand it is


okay anyway actually there something funny I need to need to share with you you see ah my my, ah what's that called ah my nenek my, grandfather my, basically all the old people ah


all the our not say ancestors our elders right, I realised one thing when they grow old they speak in mother tongue I mean you I I haven't heard anyone come come out and speak in proper british english, to me lah so far so


I have when I was young, I asked my grandfather he said I say why your I I ask him in in malay why your always speak malay, and you know what he told me that until now traumatise not say traumatise kind of until now I bring you know he said


ah the only language you will remember will be mother tongue, so so so I grow up thinking that is the way, then I then I ask myself if my mother tongue is is crap


how the heck am I gonna communicate when I grow old what people just gonna write me up as dementia or what, , ya, (mmhmm)


okay, a'ah, , a'ah


, , ah


, okay


okay, ya correct, , but actually, I I haven't pin it but then the the things changed when I was working as a in in checkpoint and then I I met into this uh


not say rider ah this passenger who needs to need to go to toilet if I'm not wrong, need to go to toilet or need to get the white paper white white pass so he so she came to me very old lady in


and then and he and she asked me in english about I don't know toilet or the white paper thing the white form, what want to go from Johor to singapore and whatnot right so I was confused I say what I mean the english was very good


right, a malay a a malay old lady walking to me in walking sticks with walking sticks I mean, looking at another malay officer at that point of time, and speak in english so I take the passport and there was a tiger


logo down there her malaysian passport holder, who who is a malay elder with walking stick I don't know why so important about the walking stick okay I have to emphasise, but but coming to a obvious malay officer


and of all the language she choose abeh luckily she didn't choose, mandarin or tamil lah if not there will be quite a very big job but she choose english and honestly the english is more fluent ah and then I, reply, I I I when I want to reply in english I feel very awkward


I mean talking to talking to, a malaysian, in a old old lady old old lady in malaysia, a malaysian old lady I mean, right !wah! this is very confusing ah


but technically technically technically I'm not wrong there, both descriptions are true [pe], well from


ya should use the word from ya so anyway okay, so, imagine speaking, tiptop formal or maybe as clear cut english not singlish ah no sia, you know you cannot say even you're not even supposed to eh nenek you want go where no no you say oh where you heading ma'am


so you imagine you say that to an obvious maybe like a relative or a cousin where you have to use the word ma'am, it's like dok cik you know it sound so weird know, but, and dia punya english is really tiptop ah so I I I suspect


I suspect, I mean the car is quite posh and whatnot but, then you you make me wonder, so what english is your mother tongue, that's why you grow up remember english as your core language


, so how, a'ah


, okay, then mati ah tak boleh berbual ah, you you agree [pe] okay say if I only know english for example then when I grow old I say lah how


ah, ya that's why, ah


but ah ye lah true, so so I mean, maybe you never know until you grow up that that's for sure I mean I'm not, I'm not going to you know bite my tongue or hold my breath or anything maybe one day you when you grow old you speak to me in french or italian I'm not gonna hold my breath


the the idea of we both growing old is not to understand each other how many times right, when old people ask us eh dah kahwin eh dah ni dah tu you answer also they are not gonna listen [pe] they just gonna keep asking whatever we talk they just talk [pe] unless you want to


remind each other about know how your CPF going and calling each other brother in italian [pe] , okay but you you understand what I trying to say [pe], the group of people has been the same thing over and over again


cause they are old and nobody listens, ,


ya, I mean ah there there is a I think there's a occasion [pe] there's a certain, old indian guy at the coffee shop who, apologise over and over again, wait wait and he and he said multiple times dia tak nak interrupt us he don't want to he [pe] he just over here he don't want interrupt us


yet he's always interrupting us oh by the way ah


, so, so so so he got the you know he, I, the number is already one I from level eleven stop at level eight right he go in he hold the door open


then he look at me he and he ask me nak pergi tingkat mana hello I mean I'm not trying to be rude or anything, but if somebody is going down I'm pretty sure there's a very high chance


err right if I from, if I were my high high level going down I'm, don't judge I don't want to talk so much, there's a very high chance, when the number is already pressed the red colour light is already at number one try to assume he's going number one


cut the conversation move along, , , , then


, ah, okay okay


, , ah coming up ya, correct correct


I mean, I mean technically Asu [pe] Asu terperanjat lah that you, you came in a very quiet manner cause there's is kau datang awkward sia,


that one for what eh


okay, okay, okay


, ah ah ah, ah that is quite long tau, ya actually a lot of things changed ah


but it's nice, ah ya lah, think it's time for us to actually, get a proper second house, like work or or or or whatnot lah I mean it's so so constricted lah this place to be honest


uh twenty twenty four seven, like there's no purpose at least kalau kau you know kau gi kerja there is a purpose I in life, you wake up early in the morning you come back at there is a


there's a ah there is a schedule, ah, ah now is just wake up you don't know what you gonna do, going go with the flow and then the whole day twenty four good hours just wasted like that


I mean, now is already twenty september [pe] you you there's what is it called your your, work not you already burn half a day in your birthday already tau, how unproductive are you going to get


how more, more unproductive are you going to get, you don't feel embarrassed, technically


I know, (mmhmm), there is a, ya


yes, I mean I tried to warn you, I mean ya I know I understand how you feel to to to to be squeezed


just for maintenance ah


, ya I know I know


I mean, !wow! that sucks


, ya ya, I mean just like that eh, err, a a billion dollar company multi billion dollar company just


gone sia, but, I mean oil should be cheaper right or, it already, keep it up, picking up already, ah


I mean ya lah ya lah there, do you think do you think dorang will, will go back, to


quote unquote our prime minister status, for unpaid


I mean, I mean I'm not saying anything lah but in order for you to you know, move forward in this pandemic is to ensure the US china tension doesn't rise any higher cause, as long as US and china is continue to be fighting I don't think there will be a vaccine anytime soon


ah, ah ya


okay, ah


now that's a very interesting concept, ah, ah ah,


okay, I


I don't want to die, the what's that called I mean I don't know what the US are trying to think ah but, but uh I mean if we see uh


technically if the US government is not very, is saying is saying that the mask does not work, I think we can raise it up to our GRC ah and, ah, so maybe we can raise up to our GRC and ask our government to release us from this


mask thing I mean, we got safe entry [pe]


the the thing is does it work though


ah alright okay so, you know how we started on FM sixteen, then after that, ah it was very, simple the flow was simple and everything right


starting then you straightaway cam dia kasi kau options nak buat macam mana abeh nak kena buat tu nak kena buat ni so everything was macam flow after flow after flow after flow okay


so ah apa tu kau dah create everything semua once kau dah start the game yet and everything and whatnot [kan], so they will bring you through a phase where you have to go for a club interview, okay, and then there are more trainings and delegations of jobs that you have to do


so uh, set of tactics to use and Gegenpress Tiki-Taka all all pre-default, okay but then


so there's more tactical freedom lah in that sense, no that that is still lah macam they give you pre-default uh, pre-default four four two four two three four five one whatever lah so there's a lot of different different different types of tactics to choose and play with but then ah


can depend lah so let's say this game kau main Tiki-Taka four three one, four two three one, so there is no restrictions on that however


[kan], uh


it also depends on kau punya team punya apa tu familiarity of the tactics ah


, yes, !wah! itu aku belum check sia actually


but yang what I do check is there are multiple new per player roles in that sense ah so macam ah there's this one player dia punya role is a central midfielder, but is your central midfielder place like could deep deep lying box to box everything [kan] this guy is more for box to box player but he move towards the wings


and not towards the front or the end or the goal, ah, so,


I have yet to check spanish league, but then most of the minor minor leagues ah macam I see I go to the austrian league ke I go to the


belgian I think belgian league don't have then err, all those minor minor small small leagues lah, I haven't check got I haven't really properly explored the game lah yesterday lah I mean


I tried a few clubs ah yesterday like err Dortmund, then I switch over to uh chelsea then I switch over again to Zagreb then switch over now I'm back at Dortmund


cause you know, players and formation wise is really very very different from what we are used to lah


was four years [orh], that's four years difference you know, in the span of apa tak boleh jadi macam-macam sia dorang improve, [siol]


sixteen will be come out fifteen [pe] ah


uh, by right they should be launching in september october lah but cause of the COVID nineteen situation, clubs are still going on there are transfers and whatnots so err, it will be quite late lah I mean for now kalau kau pergi download epic games it should be free [pe]


FM twenty is free on epic games, it's not a trial it's a full game for free, ah so if you don't want to wait for twenty one then just download for twenty first ah, at the end of day it's free [pe] if you don't like it you can just go and spend money and buy the twenty one [pe]


okay so then, Acer


Acer nitro five


but should be boleh ah cause on my old laptop yang aku nya graphic card is based on intel's graphic card tau, it's a inbuilt graphic card that


still can be able to run FM sixteen so I feel like it should be fine ah, there there might be but but I don't think cause the simulation games do not run


highly on graphic I mean you know FM nya graphic macam mana [kan], ah then after that your players pun lari dia pun macam you you know lah the graphic is, I don't think there'll be much of a issue when it comes to graphic cards and and whatnot lah cause FM graphic is very very minimal


cause most of the game comprises of their data so what's more important in this case is uh kau nak kena ada banyak data untuk kau nya computer ah kalau computer kau tak ada data then


if kalau computer kau aku rasa ada memory then, should be no issue ah, it's quite big ah, okay


you can try at least ah maybe when you play the game then cara player dia jalan semua will be a bit


lag sana sini but on top of that, I think should be no issue already lah cause most of the player both of the game is data to data data to data


no cause, I


how I see if what you say is true touch is for, not here not there punya type of products [kan] then I would see why phone will not be able to tahan FM by itself lah cause uh it's, HD very very detailed


it's there is too much detail in one team abeh kau tahu dulu [kan] kau main [kan] is just, settle sekarang dah tak [siol]


outliers, so means he doesn't mix with any of the social groups so he feel left out, so you have to push him into the social league ah into social group kalau tak you don't kick him out so that he will not cause distress in the backroom


ah, so they add a psychological concept to the game tau, so then your core players [kan] the core backroom where it comprises of most of your senior players, your highly influential players and everything [kan]


these people can shape your entire backroom just just like that, so if this player not happy with you they cause ruckus


ah, so it's, a more psychological concept in that game ah


no cause, okay you see eh it doesn't mean that influential person in one club is an influential person in another club, cause your influential players is players that been there the longest tau


so that means dia dia kirakan macam the senior of the group tau, okay so then kalau kau bring in a fresh new guy let's say uh you bring another senior player from this team masuk your team eh


ah


ah then from there he'll become a senior influential member, it's like my Dortmund case is, Hummels was from Bayern [pe], then but before that he was from Dortmund so bila dia balik Dortmund straightaway dia masuk balik as a influential player, a senior in the sense tapi kalau let's say kau bawa uh young players like Mbappe over to a newer club obviously he doesn't fit there [pe]


ah so no matter how good he is he still get outlier macam aku punya Dortmund sekarang Sancho is an outlier, cause one thing is, he's a foreigner, ya so he's the only english playing the entire team


ah you'll feel complete outlied cause, you cannot fit into any social group that easily, cause of the language barriers and whatnot


, (mmhmm)


he will, it depends on how well he adapt into their club lah, cause kau tahu players [kan] dorang ada dia punya own friends ke apa benda ke so then they have their own players that they are closed with macam kawan gitu [kan] so then kalau maybe


you bring him to a new club yang uh, doesn't have his friends he cannot be influential player there cause he still new [pe] even though he's old, but then kalau kau ada player macam dia suka let's say he favours uh I will give you buckley lah


okay kau bring him to the club buckley ada then maybe from there he mix with buckley he joins the social group yang penting is they join the social group, in a sense lah cause it will affect your dressing room nya happiness ah


so kalau dressing room kau tak happy they don't go out they don't have the motivation to play, then after that you cannot win games no matter how good your tactic is, your tactic may beat Barcelona five NIL and everything but then if your players are not cohesive enough as a unit you cannot go and play apa


I mean that's what happened during Barcelona eight two defeat to Bayern Munich, the dressing room wasn't cohesive enough, there's a lot of fighting in between


so your dressing room nya happiness actually, creates a huge factor in, your performance as a team lah


(mmhmm), , no no no no no no, once kau free install it's free forever it's like uh playstation Xbox membership


cause you already technically purchase for it already, , but then let's say you have uh FM twenty on your steam account okay


your FM twenty steam or your steam can be, crossover to your steam uh epic games account


you can you can try ah I mean the downloads speed may be quite slow lah cause, it's quite a big game lah but I connected straight to my LAN cable so it was quite fast for me lah


it's not your laptop nya LAN cable [pe] it's kau punya router nya cable [pe], ah seriously


oh K K K K, okay ah then those things do not need high internet speed everything


ah then I don't think that one can run lah


no Zoom lag it's not cause of kau punya itu Zoom will lag only cause of kau punya connection, ah


internal cleaning tau, cause kadang-kadang kalau laptop kau is dusty or whatnot right it will affect the performance


I tak I mean, there's a few things that affect your your computer speed lah so dust is one thing, and then after that uh the make and model if it's outdated then


I have no idea about sixty thirty gig, just be prepared for the worst lah I mean


so it's very, it's quite intensive lah ah ha


eh eh, ya I downloaded it yesterday okay aku tak I never touch the app


ya in a sense ah, oh okay, look the thing is I only found out about the social group thing today, so before I met you I was I was looking through the game again lah to familiarise myself with what the hell is going on [kan] so


there is that thing lah I just found out about it today only another new feature of their tab [kan] yang came out, in this version was the medical centre, ah so you can jump into the medical centre to see your injured players


I don't know why they think that would be a good addition to your ,


no kau maybe let's say uh okay cause kau tahu you can remove there is a filter in your first few squad [pe] so kau boleh remove filter ah hide injured players, hide players to icloud so then you go to medical centre you can see which players injured then can see how long they injured for


then maybe there is, interactions and whatnot lah I haven't really jump into medical centre yet lah you can explore it later ah


I mean honestly if we've bought the game during circuit breaker eh !whoa! that would be damn good


oh you just press play play play play for ages [siol], oh ya there is a singapore league inside ah ya


eh kau tahu kau fikir dorang tinggal kat singapore [pe], ah you


I mean this is a precedented situation [pe]


ah then gitu maybe uh


they do go home, and the game realised that actually they went off for holiday and they cannot come back due to borders being closed, then there's an issue you have to settle lah I mean ah like like there's one club, in FM twenty you can try to manage bolton wanderers, lead one club


okay the issue with that club is they on the verge of bankruptcy, okay so you start the game, without the full squad, okay so most of your players that you start with are semi-pro, so slowly you have to sign them to a professional contract then you have to


bring up players from youth intake everything so you really start the game with, zero money, minimum wages, half your squad missing ah


ah, all the north ah, even the north south are not semi-pro tau, they are pro you know, maybe if satu hari you go lower than that baru you come out with a semi-pro club


fall from grace ah I mean, financial difficulty, okay, remember the portmore's incident, okay so this is portmore times ten


the portmore they were able to sell off ah their assets and everything to keep the club afloat at the same time, they sold off a lot the high players away, and replace them with ah cheaper options so there wasn't so bad on their end lah cause they got rid of the budget first


but bolton wanderers is when they were relegated with championship they still kept most of the star players okay so then they paid, ah crazy wages to keep them alive and then they pay pay pay pay, but then they realised cause of financial difficulty their club will bankrupt they had to deduct the points


so even if you win games your point kena deducted, so you end up still going down [pe]


, it depends lah cause, unless you, liquidate the club ah, unless you dissolve the club ah


until someone else macam you know what, I buy over your club, so once you pump in assets your club, once your club is maintained at the state whereby, you're neither bankrupt you're neither rich you're just in between just nice to survive for the club right


whether your club is churning a loss or profit it doesn't matter to them as long as you're financially stable to keep your club afloat, cause as as you go relegated [kan] cause of the financial fair play rules uh you're only allowed a certain amount of money in your club


so the more you get relegated after a while you be quite stable cause the amount of money you have is let's say you have two K, okay in order for you to play a premier league you need maybe ten K so, you relegate up cause you only have two K you relegate time tu championship which needs five K


so not enough money you relegate down to league one which needs three K not enough money you relegate down to league two then two K two K [pe] just nice your club will stay afloat, but whether your club kat dalam ah the club kau ada loss ke ada profit ke ah there it


okay with small wages, and then play as what they are then there is no issue ah, unless, you been relegated down and you job's board to make very very bad decision along the way


then you still keep going down ah until you meet a league where, it fits your, financial ah, or, the board give up, liquidate the club


so they face financial difficulties they were in Serie ah, okay Serie A, okay so dah tinggi [pe] kirakan Serie A [pe] dia up there tau and then, ah


ha, third corruption, okay so what did club did was ah they had to stay afloat cause they do not have enough money to, ah to stay afloat lah so uh what Juventus did was Juventus pump in money for them


to keep them afloat but it wasn't enough so, instead of dropping


so terus takde ah then club dia hilang that's one thing so uh what


so I give you money I give you money I give you money we build a new club from scratch using the same name, ah then after that, you start off at the basic league then you climb up again ah, then whether your players from your old club want to stay in the new club


that's a whole different thing ah, but it is possible ah like clubs like, wimbledon AFC wimbledon ah that is a new club by itself, cause they split from MK dons then they come out themselves, so, they are history of clubs going around like this ah where they disappeared they dissolve the club and they come out with a new club with the same name


english clubs wise there were a few but they are now in the you know, the bottom bottom leagues lah I mean you can go through wikipedia and they will tell you about this lah, there are a few clubs with history that, go around like this ah err one particular example I know is MK dons ah


MK dons and wimbledon but the one is more of a split decision, so then ah


english


I mean you think about it in singapore we have our S league, okay then we have our delta league, then you have your sunday league A sunday league B sunday league C you have all sort of leagues going on I mean I played in a few leagues myself apa so then they have been a lot of leagues where you can actually


climb up the league as you progress along, okay then hopefully you're good enough with financial stability to go into S league but then, at the end of day kita semua semi-pro sia


I mean, look look at our situation


you used to lah still am lah so it's a difference


definitely ah I mean look at your size


ya lah it's cause, no lah maybe and also cause, like one point of time where you stop playing for awhile [pe]


ya lah so then you you stop for how long after that, you do not have regular trainings you do not have regular exercise so, everything change lah


ya like


what my cousin did was during futsal [kan] before the pandemic situation ah then they said no slide tackle that was the rule no slide tackle, so what this guy did was dia tak slide ah, okay so imagine the players charging towards you eh running with the ball and everything, I'm in front of you I cannot slide aku tak boleh slide tackle kau [kan] so aku baring on the floor ah


idea [kan]


you have to be innovative, you're bending the rules while stay in the rules referee couldn't say anything cause he wasn't sliding, his body was on the floor but he wasn't sliding, so they have to let it go, it was a tackle


if, I mean it's been six years right since you last played right so maybe you, how long has it been since you actually watch football


that still two years ago at least tau


no lah I mean


ah ya lah betul lah I mean


at the end of the day


one thing yang we need to go and find [kan] is that cup #lee hsien loong# used, eh tu cawan bagus [siol] kau minum [jer] kau tukar kau boleh berbual ah bahasa lain sia, solid sia


I forgot which year that was lah err, was it two thousand fifteen or two thousand ten ah around there lah, okay, there was one time where the when


those running for election they have to sit in front of of the camera, and give a speech as to why you should vote their party okay so ah every other party [kan], so for the respective channels like channel five channel eight Suria and the Vasantham channel so uh every other channel they set down a member of


that race to talk in that language but for the PAP, all across all four channels #lee hsien loong# face, talking all four languages, nobody dubbed over him ah


it was a thirty minutes speech


ya I mean


no lah I mean okay you see eh for their generation right


only for okay actually, for our generation eh for our generation ah at the most ah, our first language is usually english, it's not it's no longer our mother tongue it's always it's always english I've seen kids macam hari tu aku pergi ah aku gi pancing [pe] kat Changi [kan]


it was a full out english fest so I was confused whether itu budak cina ke tu budak melayu cause dia berbual english [kan] dia nya english was, quite solid


okay it's, so these are the kids where, their the english is a very first language mother tongue is their second language for our elders it's the other way


so obviously you only remember your first language [pe] cause that's the first language you're most fluent with, english ah cause, that's the language that we are used to


but then you weren't in malaysia apa you were in singapore customs so you wasn't she wasn't in malaysia she was in singapore, from but you said in ah


probably ah babe, I don't think it's depending on ah your mother tongue whether your mother tongue is your core language or english is your core language what I think is the language you're most proficient in lah


language that you use most often cause let's say [kan], for example lah kita tak tahu berbual melayu at all dia langsung tak ada melayu okay kita cuma boleh berbual english, ah so that means


no, no that means you need when you grow you only remember english ah okay I mean, look at the americans they don't have a second language they only have one language [pe] english is their only language so when they grow they only remember english [pe], so maybe let's say maybe they learn french or what along the way


then they cannot speak their french language cause they only remember that english language as a core subject, this a this is the language they use everyday


english dengan dari tempat lain then dia forever concentrate dengan english, ah abeh kita tak tahu [pe] anything can happen [kan]


I mean at the end of day also


oh dia jiran kau okay lah tu kau boleh buat member


he will do one , okay but, I mean, all I see tadi err bila aku nak naik gi rumah kau ni [kan] aku sesat uh


eleven or eight eleven or eight ah screw it I go eight I go eleven first is eleven then I turn if wrong I just go down [pe] it's better than coming up [kan] the stairs [kan] okay eleven let's go, so the lift brought me up to eleven I open the door, ah thank god


time kau NS tau, time kau NS, time kau CISCO aku tak datang rumah kau tau


second time was cause kita nak keluar makan dengan parents aku pastu kau suruh aku datang rumah kau kejap entah buat apa that was the only two times ah


to sit down and properly lepak dalam rumah kau ni the last time I did that kita masih secondary school, I can tell lah I mean, most of time aku jumpa kau bukan kat rumah [pe]


is outside of house


ya there is a there's a ah, a cycle to work to look forward to lah everyday lah but now is just


I mean


you know how the you know how the market is now right you know I regret now is I did not extend my service longer, I really regret not extending my service longer even though I had to suffer inside lah, mean with the multiple sailings that I have to go for but at least it's there is a routine for me to follow


and at least I get paid, I get good pay you know but, !haiya!, it's a shame ah, no cause I know you tried to warn me but as I look forward in the schedule right, the schedule was really, !whoa!


singapore airlines send out their flights to nowhere [kan], singapore airlines now flights to nowhere kau tahu [kan]


no just to maintain airtime and to apa tu free up ah parking space, cause kalau kapal kau kapal terbang kau tak terbang for very long


it can run down macam let's say aircon you don't use your aircon for very long aircon can spoil it's the same thing with aeroplanes ah, so you're burning a lot of fuels fuels cost money, which is why most of their ah apa tu employees all retrenched


cause, you're dishing out a lot of money but you're not getting back any money, I mean for ship wise it's different [pe] everyday you have to use your vessel


, no ah, it's still quite low lah but it's not


that low also lah I mean, car oil and uh jet fuel jet fuel is bloody expensive, so and they use how much cars use how much


you see that there's a huge difference ah, from how many litres to how many of litres ah so


no lah that one, it really depends on current situation ah I mean, as of now damn slow ah


to pick up ah, honestly this situation is worst when corona ah worst than SARS [pe], so it's


no now cause now is cause of the trade war okay they fighting over the trade war, US wants to be a superpower but china is really, rapidly coming up and they cannot stop, and recently recently US government, ban the US postal service from sending masks to every household in america


so the apa tu the postal macam okay ah aku nak buat deed good deed so ah aku nak send out, free masks to every household just for free ah aku send out to everybody everybody can be safe, and they no no no no no aku tak approve ni tak boleh masks tak work the masks doesn't work so no


and then some more there's this person they came out with a a mask a mask a proper face mask with holes inside macam fish nets


and then kau pakai so case kau masih boleh nampak mulut nampak hidung ah tapi kau masih pakai mask, ah so then the, this this lady was saying !wah! this a very useful mask still can breathe I can be compliant but not be compliant


they are the first to die they are the first to die hello ah [seh] they are first to die


I mean the citizens are doing same thing lah so I


[ah] <malay>ye</malay> mask doesn't work but then the first, think logically [lah] I mean the reason what america are thinking like this also cause, the education in the system in the first place isn't good to begin with


err hi G my name is Vishnu, and you are okay, ya so uh eh ya I just wanted to ask you like, we both have like iphone right then


err how do you use the silent mode ah


like <tamil>அப்படி செய்தா:appadi seithaa</tamil> the sound err will be very loud is it, the vibration and all that you know cause if silent mode then it will be on vibration and all right


oh okay


right right <tamil>சரி சரி சரி:sari sari sari</tamil> you know when you scroll down wait so that is silent mode then when you scroll down your notifications there's a there's a there's a this crescent thing, what is that one night mode ah


sound <tamil>வராது :varaathu</tamil> okay


so like usually this is for like when you go for meeting or group project like you don't want to be disturbed but like important calls like <tamil>அப்பா அம்மா கூப்பிடும் போது:appa amma kuppidum pothu</tamil> or like you know usually when they call it's like


something important like that lah that we can use is it, right right okay okay ya anyway like what were you doing yesterday


right right


but your group project how like your group mates this is like a new, project like you doing with your same err <tamil>கூட்டாளி:kuttaali</tamil> or like different different uh like classmates like that is it classmates or like I don't know how is it in your school


course mate okay


okay okay okay, cause like I also got group work like GE module which is a arts module lah then like, we need to like err do essay together then like really don't like doing like essay as a group you know cause everybody have like different thoughts and like the way they write and all very different so


but like as in that's the module requirement lah so we actually have to err go to like on Zoom and all that like Google docs then, like how we're doing the project is like or the report is just split the different parts so like I feel like when we do that the


essay <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> uh <tamil>வேற வேற:vera vera</tamil> uh direction leh <tamil>போகுது:pokuthu</tamil> you know like is not concurrent or flowing because everybody just do their part then <tamil>அப்படியே விட்டுறாங்க:appadiye vitturaanga</tamil> you know then we just err connect them or put them together then like read through then like everything okay then just stop


so like sometimes doesn't flow ah then and then you know it's a group work then everybody won't like put in their best also so ya but okay lah no choice lah at least you all are you all have to meet and do something so more productive


wait the two submissions is like draft one draft two or <tamil>வேற வேற:vera vera</tamil> like as in it's different sections like different parts


err title or the the content


so basically he never do anything he just like [orh] okay <tamil>நல்லது:nallathu</tamil> and like just go like that like, like free loader lah basically oh my god


!wah! that's good what actually like he can actually help right


ah but since he is good at it <tamil>அவனே செய்யட்டும்:avane seyyattum</tamil> then like focus on other stuff right


so basically <tamil>அவன்:avan</tamil> discuss <tamil>பண்ணும் போது ஒண்ணுமே கேட்கிலே:pannum pothu onnume kaetkilae</tamil> like just basically not there lah oh my god this kind of people are the worst


okay wait ask you ask you who is worse these kind of people who say they got this talent or they good at this but then they basically are not there or people who just don't turn up at all


correct correct, over the project at least the the the splitting of the weightage all like you all know how to split among the like lesser people


so <tamil>ஒண்ணுமே செய்யல:onnume seyyala</tamil> lah basically so !wah! then what he do for the project like it sounds like <tamil>அவன் ஒண்ணுமே செய்யலே:avan onnume seyylae</tamil> just at the start say oh <tamil>எனக்கு இது செய்ய தெரியும்:enakku ithu seyya theriyum</tamil> but then in the end he also like don't know how to do that


so he got do anything or not, oh my god


actually but this kind of people you can report them in a way like because of like peer reviewed report and all that right so can like mark him down that in that sense I guess


but it will affect your grades what no meh


you know you got it lah like you know at least like you are more competent so, it's easier


err everything wanna do fast wanna like ya you know ya that kind of person if not


cause I I I'm doing this module like I said I was doing this module err the, the report thing right then my friend also in the same module but then he different group lah cause it was randomized then he say his group really nobody want to do anything like


then like for my group err two of us are like quite Onz lah ah so like they were we will like just say eh when you want to do then we will meet and plan everything so, is much faster and efficient know but his group he say !wah! damn problematic like <tamil>யாருமே:yaarume</tamil> all like not even cooperating and ah the best part is apparently one person like they finish the whole report already that that girl never even turn up like never even contribute anything then at the end she just write her name lah


!wah! that's I hear that I was damn tilted then I was asking him


ya ya exactly, I I had now I'm year three right so in year two I had this marketing module then ah the guy never even turn up for class lah


so basically he's he was registered under the in the module as he is doing the module he's in our group, he never come for class any class eh no he came for one class oh my god, he came for one class, the first class the first tutorial then after that we all know our group mate already right then we like want to talk on Telegram like when to meet and all that cause is err we need to meet and then do the group then he won't reply he like MIA


then after that we thought okay the next lesson class caused class is every two weeks can find him and then ask him why he MIA like he never talk at all, he never turn up for class also then basically from then on he never turn up for class or never come for any of the group meeting so we were basically one man down all the way eh which actually sucks because some project is


like the teachers err plan until like just nice lah <tamil>நாலு ஆள் இருக்கும் இல்ல ஐந்து ஆள் இருக்கும்:naalu aal irukkum illa ainthu aal irukkum</tamil> so the workload is split among these four <tamil>ஆளு:aalu</tamil> you know so it's easier and like not too strenuous also but then because of these people we had to like do more stuff and then like it


okay I cannot really say affected our other modules but we could have spent more time on other modules also you know ya is damn bad lah I don't know and the best part is he never come for class I don't understand, like <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> class <tamil>வரல:varala</tamil> like I thought he he just didn't want to take part in the group project


but <tamil>அவன்:avan</tamil> class <tamil>க்கும் வரலே:kku varalae</tamil> the lecture <tamil>வரானானே தெரியாது:varaanaane theriyaathu</tamil> because it's a whole lecture threater, then we we in the end asked the module coordinator than she say apparently he dropped the module lah halfway, then we are like !huh! what then you never inform us also like the module coordinator people side also they <tamil>யாருமே என்கிட்ட சொல் சொல்லல:yaarume enkitta sol sollala</tamil> you know like oh <tamil>இவன் இனிமே இந்த:ivan inime intha</tamil> module <tamil>செய்யலே:seyyalae</tamil> so like err <tamil>இவன் உங்களோட:ivan ungaloda</tamil> group <tamil>இல்லே இருக்க மாட்டான்:illae irukka maattaan</tamil> then we like just keep him in the Telegram group hoping he will one day reply


then like he he listening to all like he looking at what we discussing all like a bit, not nice also you know, that's why that's why that's why, (mmhmm)


oh ya ya you're saying right this is your year two right year one ah year two year two ya ya ya ya ya you were doing with someone also right Hari ah Hariharan ah, oh ya ya Sha Sha okay okay


!aiyo!


responsible also lah at least


the whole thing [orh] whole group oh my god, !wah!


!huh! <tamil>நீங்க கொடுத்தீங்களா:ninga kodutthingalaa</tamil> !wah! <tamil>நானும் கொடுத்திருக்க மாட்டேன்:naanum koduthirukka maatten</tamil> no go sia that kind of people, I don't understand like they will firstly they will know if something is coming up worst case like it pops up on that day


they can just say that they cannot come in the morning or when they find out what


that's why that's why it's like if it's inconvenient to tell then it's worse that you don't tell and don't turn up, ya ya ya he never the best part like my group that guy ah he never tell us also like he the the worst part is ah


the first day the the first tutorial we go right he was the one damn Onz he was like eh guys err I create the group all then like he create the group he like damn Onz then like cause I did my that mod with a friend then we thought like !wah! this guy damn on okay he carry us he carry us


then <tamil>பார்த்தா அந்த நாள் தான் பேசினான் அதுக்கு அப்புறம்:paartthaa antha naal thaan pesinaan athukku appuram</tamil> , !wah!, then cause he still in the school what <tamil>அப்ப அப்ப:appa appa</tamil> we will we will like suddenly like walk past him lah then we will like just like stare at him give him the look


what was I doing [orh] I had track lah, like I told you I was going track what ya not bad leh like, is I really enjoy track but , one problem I'm facing is shin splints sia like not even kidding eh it's damn bad like every time I run ah will have shin splints sia


kinda recurring or worse right ya that's why, , okay okay okay


ya mine is recurring thing so like err I train like almost err two times a week, at least lah minimally then and within between those two days there's like at least three days or four days break what then like I like try to stretch at all but it still sometimes usually will come just depends when and like if I'm using spikes then


like it will straight away err like be pain you know like I don't know why but I don't know if it's like weak calves or, my coach say is like maybe you you just like not use to it the sudden, increase in tempo like the intensity of training but it's like one year plus I in track already then like cannot be I not use to the


this one so err my friend was saying like I should go see a doctor lah you know doctor can like do MRI scan or like sometimes like have the micro fracture all that what


you will go back to there then like that whole training period like wasted so it's like not say I cannot run lah but it's affecting my performance but then I don't know lah maybe like the next one or two weeks if still coming then I'll probably go lah cause can err


err what my friend was saying cause err mine sounds like it's just tight muscles or something lah so go check with the doctor in case if anything worse then <tamil>அது ஒண்ணுமே இல்லைனா:athu onnume illainaa</tamil> then err I can just like go for post post err


post appointment or something recovery like that like the massage massage all that then like, err can claim from insurance cause I got the, insurance plan for like personal accident then like can claim from there then he say he also went then he just anyhow claim the the massage then I'm like okay


!wah! but ya lah track was track is fun sia you also use to be in track right, okay


okay short distance as in hundred two hundred or four hundred, okay hundred hundred means must be damn fast lah like you pick up damn fast accelerate


[orh]


<tamil>போடா:podaa</tamil> , ya


four four hundred cause err like okay when I first started track it was err IFG lah inter faculty games so, I was training for the hundred meter four by hundred so I was training hundred meter then I was like okay going well not bad running running then suddenly one <EX2><tamil>சனியன்:saniyan</tamil></EX2> never come on that day okay not say never come but he he got sick lah


so he he was pulled out of the four hundred four times four hundred team then we see like cause our our two hundred meter team cannot make it so we give up on two hundred meter, so we just then we had to fill up the four hundred what then like I I was the next in line for four hundred lah then I was like shit cause I wanted to run one hundred but they push me to four hundred then I was like okay I go do the four hundred somemore I was training for hundred all the while you know I wasn't even training for four hundred