that's that's the idealist scenario untuk saya lah like, err, but of course kalau I dah ada err orang lain dalam in my life lah like I have a girl then of course I need to you know like she'll probably be working also so


depending on our schedule lah but I will try of course try my best to make time for her you know maybe sekali seminggu just like we go out for like a date night or something like that just to maintain the relationship lah cause I feel like it's


very very important to you know err commit yourself to the other person, of course it will include cost lah but you are you are willing to do


whatever it takes to maintain that relationship with the person lah so that would be that would be ideal for me lah ya


oh ya cakap pasal itu I forgot one of my passions is also to, err kayuh basikal lah jadi like, ideally if if my my working hours pendek sikit


I boleh slot in masa untuk err girlfriend masa untuk err gym tapi juga untuk err cycling lah and


like every maybe bila tak panas lah maybe, early morning ke err lewat malam ke then, we just you know ride around singapore together road cycling ah road cycling bukan err trail riding


err ya then, I feel lah that would be ideal for me lah because it's something I really enjoy and it, err


you punya joints semua mungkin ada another problem lah tapi cycling, err dia punya risks tu rasa kurang sikit lah, ya


, you you ride a bike on the main road or jalan raya [kan], but, I feel like err asalkan you it could err ikut peraturan jalan raya semua you follow the rules you just play safe lah you are you pakai lights all you are well seen and especially if you ride in group lah is safer cause you can or like look out for one another and you


err more visible as a group, it should be it should be fine lah ya anyway like, I bukan nak masuk pertandingan ke apa I just like for casual for enjoyment like


it's a fun way lah for me untuk untuk dapat [kan] err, like, your muscle will build up but, err, you punya cardiovascular health you punya jantung semua tu tak akan


won't be trained as much lah tapi kalau nak buat cycling ke untuk you lari ke apa your


especially if it's like a a decently long ride lah, so it's it's quite time consuming the sense cause kalau gym empat puluh minit you know you go in go out get it done, it's it's it's okay lah but err kalau cycling you kena gear up semua you


it takes time lah so like, ideally if my working hours not too long then I can squeeze these two in err, cycling gym and also like time for family and like, err girlfriend lah ya


okay , you know I was wondering right, would you rather good looks or a fit body because I see like everybody, everybody especially now because we got NS like coming up soon


everybody are like they want to train and what not, I never really got a difference between having good looks and a fit body so personally which one will you, prefer


genetic ah like kalau your parents, are good looking then


you lucky ah, cause you because, you will get you will, good looks bukan benda yang you boleh work for but fit body is, you can train you can exercise and you can get there


you get what I mean, so to me it's like I would I would prefer good looks, just because


okay lah err I mean, make sense oh going off of that, err


because you were saying like oh live a long live long life and stuff like that right, then, I was just thinking about it like the other day


then like, err, you know how the emphasis is all about the environment there right so it's like there were some like , note notes lah about err extinction and all that stuff, then I was wondering how would you how do you think that humans will eventually become extinct


we we will go extinct the question is how and when


that that that last point that you made, you know I err


you know the game plague, the one where like you spread the virus and stuff, I I main [kan] then I noticed ah, how easy it was to like spread a virus in the world


, the the the


most likely way would be dari viruses macam COVID lah that kind cause we are so, we're so interconnected lah it's it's to the point where


we are moving around too much, not to say is bad because it's just, at the same time it's like too much of a good thing isn't good lah, that kind of thing, so


like if you think about it, there are like a lot of viruses in, africa, but


if and when the day comes that (ppc) people end up a lot more people end up , then, you might find like a lot more of these diseases more common in other places tapi like if you also see right


africa pun dia orang punya COVID cases not very high, partly because they are used to it, they are used to like this kind of thing so genetically and also government wise they know how to handle it, but then the rest of us we live in like relatively cleaner relatively more like virus free places


ya so I feel like that would be the one way that we would all be extinct


you know that that


in my in my opinion ah


the the one problem that we're facing now is terlalu banyak orang tapi tak cukup err tak cukup resources macam you you said economics right that's the first thing that we learn too many wants not enough, err too many wants not enough resources


like we want too many things lah but, if let's say we have, like like the population goes down to a more to a lower rate I feel like that would be better for us and also for the earth


you get what I mean, it will go down but it won't go extinct pasal there will come a point where


we will be like eh, food and water and all that stuff so now we can, build back up and all that, that's in my opinion ah I don't know, but ya


but to be fair I feel like humans are quite resilient it will be a bit hard for us to go extinct, okay but then, err, enough with that deep stuff, ah this one is


realistic kind supernatural no supernatural later that one is superpower no no, realistic realistic


so kira like you you can you play soccer so kira maybe like you can dribble very well you can pass very well that kind, that's what I mean, any kind of skill lah like any life skill don't need to be specific to soccer or anything


or if you want to like make it specific soccer to simplify also boleh lah


okay, I feel like, second skill is basically about managing stress right, that that's the best way to put it right, then your first one would be


confidence, confidence in public speaking, then your last one is, err let me go by one to three err first one is confident speaking, second one is managing stress, third one is


okay lah I feel like that yang yang the last one is, the hardest of all the three, okay let me give you mine first mine would be, first one would definitely be managing stress like that one in this world


you you tak boleh manage stress you are done, ya, exam school, just general life stress and all that, if you cannot handle it then you're done for lah especially if since you play sports you know


it's like the anxiety before some people get, personally right, I know people who get like adrenaline, err


very pumped up very excited


but to me is like, it's it's a bit more challenging because, you go for competition then you are nervous and then, you are worried you start thinking about all the different scenarios and all that stuff


and, like, if I have one skill it will to be to just enjoy enjoy that competition take that stress yes but understand that you [dah] kerja dah dah dah dah train [dah] work very hard for it


so there's no there's no really any need there's not really any need lah to be very nervous and all that stuff, so that would be that one skill that I would want that ability to, manage the stress manage the anxiety like before an important thing or anything lah that kind cause to me in general day to day life I feel like I'm okay


like I'm not very stressful over everything, but when I feel like I've worked some people gain confidence because they know that they work very very hard for something right but then to me it's more it's more like the more I work for something, the more I feel nervous because


like I put in so much effort already I put in so much time, and then if I mess up now is like !wah! all that time wasted all that effort gone, you know, so, ya, that's that's that's that one that's that one skill that I would want


and then number two would be, , !wah! actually, I mean if if okay


one one skill would be probably, ya lah I will the the second skill I will relate it to my running, like, I mean naturally lah I would want to be running I would want to like have that ability to run like all those top runners and all that stuff like ya


that's that's the one that I can think of because


also dari segi mental, , I rasa [kan], the the better you get at something


the more confidence you have in yourself, so the more secure you are about who you are like okay, no matter what fails like no matter how bad I am at something I know at at the very least okay this is something that I'm solid at


it's like our safe place ah like it not only does it take our mind off work but it also builds our confidence in that aspect


cause macam you do math then you are like !wah!, !wah! tak boleh ah tak boleh I cannot solve this question then you very stress, then you are like okay I need to go and like do something else but let's say if you are if you are if you want to do something else but you are also not very good at that something


I would like to be good at some like very very good at something because


I feel that it would help me, in my own self confidence, in that sense ya so number one was err stress management number two would be to be very good at, err running


then number three I feel would be, , don't be so direct, like like I shouldn't be very direct because sometimes


I just feel like, !aiya!, don't bother lah just say it just say it even though like the situation may not be right for it, but I just say what I think, and like most sometimes it can be bad lah like with around my friends is okay you know because they know how I am and all that tapi kalau let's say in a setting with like older people or all that stuff


and, all humans got flaws right, so, the thing is, especially older people they don't like it when you point out their flaws, you know so kira you you I'm not the kind that will mince my words when I see something wrong


I'm not the kind that will like tell indirectly to somebody then that somebody tell the somebody I will just tell you straight and a lot of people don't like that, so I rasa like that's one thing that I can work on lah and that's something that I should work on


ya so those are like my three skills that I would like, ya ya, okay one more oh yes


anything like anything in the world, that will be free of like free I mean not just free of charge dari segi wang tapi juga macam you don't have to work for it


you know, you wish for it and it comes that kind, okay that's true


okay lah then we keep it to benda physical lah like macam yang benda monetary ah monetary, anything


uh


(hmm), stocks


okay for me right, I feel like the one thing I would want free of charge, would probably be food, and if you can have all the money in the world right, if I had all the money in the world I would feel like I don't need to work


and macam you will feel very purposeless


so sudden all of a sudden you have like all this free time and then they are like !wah! I don't know what to do with it


so in my opinion right, if I were to have one thing that was free it would probably be food, not money or like or like the ability to buy stocks because, like, ya if you had you had if you had all the food in the world


if you could get any single food in the world, you can one of course you can feed yourself you can feed your family but, in a larger like extent, you can, okay lah you can make money from it also but in a larger extent you can also help to eliminate problems macam world hunger and all that stuff you know


which is I feel would grant me a sense of purpose lah, in that sense, so it would really, ya, so, that's for me


then err, oh ya just now you mentioned something about superpower, remember when I ask you the skill, so let's get let's get to that question if you had if you could have any just one but any single superpower what would you have


what would you want it to be


I feel like


you know, that's something that I feel so, I wouldn't I wouldn't put that as a superpower because I feel like machines can make that happen, but to me one superpower that I would have would probably be to


would probably be, the ability to, you know how batman is you you read comics, you know how batman is like known as the greatest detective


because of his ability to like, read situations read people and all that stuff, and like look for things and all that, that would be my that would be the one superpower that I want, that kind of like intellect that kind of ability


that kind of smarts that would be the one and that kind of ruthlessness also, then that will be like the kind of superpower that I would want I I can't really find a word for it lah but, ya, because with that you can you basically can control everything


ya you would be the one person who know you will know your your, your opponent's moves before they even do it, which is like quite cool lah in my opinion, ya ya


oh building on that, then what superpower what super since you watch comics what super, hero or supervillain would you want to be, just one


I read both lah so, can be any


I mean you know mine lah mine would probably be batman lah


is what makes him macam different, he achieves what he wants to achieve, and but he also has certain morals that he doesn't


not good lah so basically whatever he does is really untuk kebaikan orang lain that kind and he will like do anything for his family


ya, so like in my opinion if you are talking about still being able to stay human, it will probably be batman, because then you don't you you yes you have to face the expectations like


err comic comic batman, is that


err, in my opinion it will be batman lah


ya ya


they are labelled as, he can be very like aloof, he can very he can be very like distant when he wants to be or he can be very controlling when he wants to be


put on you, can be good can be bad you you just say lah apa-apa lah


I mean oh so basically it is that concept of with great ya lah like you said lah with great power comes great responsibility in a sense lah I mean in this sense it'll be


the higher the the higher you go in a certain thing the more expectations people like people expect you to be a certain way people expect you to like look a certain way do a certain way and all that stuff lah that's essentially what you saying


okay I mean, that's true, that's very true all of us all of us, okay very true, okay personally I feel like, I mean the most common one for me is


school lah like they they, everybody just has this idea that, like, I'm, a very fit I guess same as you, except that it is a


I I run and in the school like I I'm considered to be like the the one of the better ones lah, that that label that oh he's a he's a very good runner therefore he can do he can run like apa-apa [jer] you know


and I feel like, (ppc) that's, that's not very accurate, and, I don't know lah I I do like you I macam plays a lot of (ppc), because you got all these outside influence kira then you


somehow also place expectations on yourself like okay, I have to sort of live up to the expectation, ya lah, so it's like outside pressure but also you on the inside telling yourself


okay I need to make sure like I I look a certain way I do a certain way I, train properly and all that stuff, but, I mean you said that sometimes it can be bad that's true it can especially when you are kira unfit for your standard and all that then people mentioned like eh how come you today like a bit slow eh how come like you look like you put on a bit of weight


or like how come your muscles not as defined that kind then you are like ah, okay I need to I need to go back and I need to work harder that kind, so in a way it can be bad, but if, you you you, if you don't


if you take it in a different light, you feel, ya, that's for me personally, I don't know, I I , ya


, given your current life [kan] like kerja cause kita orang baru habis err exam, what would your ideal day in life be


what would your ideal day in life be, given that you get your dream occupation and all that stuff


I mean okay, to be fair I also macam I I feel the same way as you


the difference is like like in terms of, you want to help like people and all that stuff right, then


like, I I pun nak macam gitu tapi I rasa macam the one job that I would enjoy the most would probably be training, training people


err, I go back to school then like I help some of my I tolong coach I, to like err ajar budak-budak yang baru masuk macam gitu lah


it gives me the most joy, so it I don't really think of it as coaching or a job I just think of it as, something that I like to do, like if you are talking about ideal day


coaching, then, while I'm coaching I can also be training, you get so it's like, they especially kalau lari [kan] so like morning will probably be an easy run, then I can like go and run with like my my students and all that stuff lah we can run together we can talk we can bond and all that stuff


and then not much running probably macam benda technical and all that stuff which I can also do lah in that sense which would be better because in a sense kalau you are doing the drill or you are you are training with the rest of the team or like with your with your trainees


it feels like, to me I don't know about other people lah but to me, I'm I as a student would be more motivated, or I as like an athlete will be more motivated if I see like my coach is also doing it you know like eh setting by example if coach can do it I also can do it I should be able to do it that kind you know so I feel like


that would be and then that is like probably in afternoon then at night probably another training session in and stuff like that lah this is of course like you said assuming yang tak ada orang lain dalam apa tu dalam err my life lah that kind


ya, I don't know I rasa macam I punya ideal life is very training centric, but ya, is is is, it's fun lah


okay I mean, okay okay the one part that you said that I felt was important is that you are doing it for like the enjoyment of it lah you are not doing it for the competitive aspect of it, ya that's that's


something that I feel, it's something that I would never do, I will always, like, like like the reason why I will want to continue training is to compete lah that kind, you know, like maybe because like genetics and stuff I've never really had any problem with keeping with staying healthy


but at the same time, I understand [lah] that some people don't have that part, ya so I get where you're coming from


!hey! how are you


almost two months ago, [kan]


asal kau ketawa ah kau teringat something ah ni [kan] mesti , a'ah that time yang aku video call kau tu lah yang kau ingat tak what happen that time


you were having your assignment but then I was like complaining to you about something that happened, , no


ya, facetime, I don't know I can't remember but it was video call, (mmhmm)


a'ah [seh], ah sia like a blessing in disguise ah eh


okay lah


you heard, but


I was not as in like okay I was not affected for the exercise I was I mean I'm still having my job now lah but you know because of the lack of manpower then now quite loaded and overwhelmed with all the stuff that needs to be done ah


ya actually I am most of the time only like err two days half days a week then need to go back to the office


ya ya technically yes because, everything can be done via the laptop lah but the only reason why we need to go back is because we need to apa tu collect dia punya physical mails


cause there are some like letters from err the government that we need to open up and address them so that's why they need us to you know like physically be there to collect the damn mails and, you know ya, what about you how's school


eh aku tak boleh imagine sia like I will I cannot even you know


both of us ada short attention span and like to have, to sit like for that long hours, back sprain, you know


I just can't pay full attention if I were to do that like on a daily, will drive you nuts actually so at least you know for me if I were to go back office at least half a day at least I get some fresh air otherwise I mean I'm naturally a home


body, but you know it's good to get yourself out at least a short period of time lah, a few hours at least, in a week


ya lah I mean staying at home involve like I mean ideally will be netflix and chill and not like you know sit


in front of your laptop on a chair for long hours, ya that is definitely not ideal,


!huh! as in like what the recording part or like our conversation really, oh my gosh,


ya I know you always do lah you always try your best in everything that you do so is your final lap just persevere lah


I mean you made it this far so what's one more year to go right ya


oh, I know


I think that's why they call it comfort food to comfort you otherwise it would have called being called something else if you buy like fruits and vegetables to to make you I don't think that is a comfort food right so hence the name


ya but I feel you ah like I stress eat also most of the time I think I think it's not just us, and when you stay at home right miraculously your weight gain you have massive weight gain also


ya and then like you know right now and at this day and age , convenience is everywhere so it's if you want to order food it's just one app away or one call away so


, is it I never heard of that before


, (mmhmm)


oh my god that is


are they new on youtube or what, oh, I see I will check that out I think one day aku check it out


(mmhmm)


oh that's fun speaking of joget recently also like literal you know literally yesterday err me and my sister we just on like random youtube videos just follow through macam dance punya youtube videos which is quite fun you know at least when you're dancing [kan] kau you don't feel I mean you're burning fats but you're having fun so you don't dread you know like as opposed to kau buat like


HIIT workouts I mean that works better lah because you know it's a specific punya macam err they target specific areas of your body to workout right but then when you're dancing you're moving your whole body and then you are having fun also so and then she she we decided to because we have PS four I mean she we decided to apa tu download


this thing err this game apa just dance eh ya so we've had we've yet to try that err it's going to be fun I mean honestly as much as we hate to workout


we need to you know just to keep our minds healthy, be mentally you know fit, and physically fit at the same time, (uh huh)


ya, (mmhmm)


yes that's the key to be consistent and is very hard to be consistent but once you are you will feel good ah, like you feel more refreshed abeh nanti kau tak feel so lethargic when you're working you know like people say they always have no time err always very busy but if they make time at least like ten minutes in the morning or before you go to bed that works as well like little bit goes a long way


as cliche as it sounds lah, I'm not one to preach but it is important lah cause now also zaman sekarang kita makan semua sembarang all fast food and things like that you know as compared to zaman dulu [kan] they're more much more, healthy eaters simple food so there's less processed


so, ya like I have to at least make time or force myself to to to to to lock down my err to get my workout in ah on a daily, it doesn't matter how long ten minutes pun jadi ah


highly ambitious niat tu ada but selalu tak kesampaian like I set my alarm on at six AM in the morning everyday macam berangan ah like macam kau nak oh berangan nak jogging at around the neighbourhood for at least an hour or like at least half an hour ah


and then lepas tu start the start my day right you know working and then like macam feel refreshed okay that happened just like once or twice , ya like you said ah tadi you just have to be consistent ah, once you get the ball rolling I think it would be okay but you know to start is a bit hard


we just have to, set our mind to it ah, ya, (mmhmm)


oh is it, (mmhmm)


what's the average ah what's the ideal BP, that's normal ah ah


that plays a part ah


ya


you know there's a saying you are what you eat really what you consume right it will show on your face your body, ya like macam if you eat healthy you clean you eat clean it will show like your skin your complexion, will show that you're glowing you macam tak nampak so tired or worn out tau


ya lah it's never too late I think the pimple will be gone like a few days but you know the irony is that, you have more time you're online learning right but why are you telling me that you are more you know invested in your in your facial regime then when you are much more busy then you are now


, , that's right that is just you it's okay we have we we all have that phase


I mean it's not that bad what I mean if you never tell me I wouldn't even notice that you have a pimple on your face [sial] babe, , oh no I'm saying this is because my room is dark and I can't really see your face right now


I've always like you you see even my light is dim and I refused to change it because I like my room to be cosy dark and nice, actually I did once upon a time but I took it out because


ya I hang it like macam fairy lights around dia punya ni ah my my bedroom punya frame, and then I took it down I actually still have it lah and then macam because I prefer to use like macam candles more sexy and cosy and then like you know with the smell and stuff like that kalau fairy lights when you switch it on [kan]


okay lah, it looks fine I guess I just want to change things a bit, but I feel like it then I'll put it back on lah


I think the orangey type I guess there is different settings ah different modes that you can choose from like macam those like blinking ones or like macam !alah! you know macam lampu lap lip lah basically, it's like that, ya


oh yes it's right there, ya I use it is dia macam aurora lights, no lah I mean I don't switch it on when I'm asleep lah bila aku nak you know feeling spa day nak relax then I on the spa music and then light on my candles


, , you know me too well


how how long have we known each other, primary school yes no no no, is it eh is it K one or nursery eh


err K, two yes tapi K one


K one yang dekat err (mmhmm) (uh huh)


there seven, oh, primary five eh, primary five ya


oh my gosh wait primary five, oh apa eleven


and then now we are like oh my god turning thirty next year so how how how many years, I'm really bad at my math


no we weren't even close, even during school we don't really talk to each other [kan]


ah eh speaking of which tadi baru aku sebelum aku jumpa kau aku jumpa kawan aku lagi satu tu pun like literally random ah like aku tak rapat dengan dia pun like tu pun aku that time kerja part time and then we won't even like working on the same shift most of the time


and then err kita tak contact pun and then after that random after few years aku jumpa dia dekat err Tioman island ke apa then random gila then lepas tu we she just went up to me and we say hi and then after that a few months later also random thing we we plan a trip to Bali and then I met her again just now so macam random lah like but we click instantly you know that the those kind of friends you don't even need to macam like meet them often but


they're they're friends for keeps you know like you click so well, (mmhmm)


, ah, (mmhmm)


ya, that sounds so wrong


, I mean come on everybody's thinking it


I bet the transcriber also will be thinking when you say that right , okay, anyway speaking of which how's your love life dah lama aku tak dengar apa any anything new that you want to talk to me about


ah


, ya


right


I think I know like you, I mean as a friend I I've always known that you are the kind of person who always put others first sometimes to a fault, you know macam you gave so much care and concern love to others


obviously you don't expect the same in return lah kau ikhlas memang but, you know from what you're telling me, correct me if I'm wrong if you're feeling like macam it's one sided like you


like, the effort, is only at your end, you know then bila kau sakit tangan ni semua I mean it's not it's not even something minor I mean is a big thing you know like , maybe it's not a life and death threatening thing but still it


it is a a problem for you it's an issue for you so macam he's not putting in that effort maybe is that is that what you are saying like macam all this even though you guys have not been together for like a long time, only a few months it is already draining you and relationships aren't supposed to be like that I know there are hard times lah but


err it is all about compromising and macam if you're the only one putting in the effort and and and being invested, you know like in someone who does not, do the same when you're facing a problem or issue


then entah eh do you really think it's worth it then


(mmhmm)


!wow! that really open up like, while you are sharing me this I mean I completely agree you know there are some people


in our lives, okay lah being in a relationship of friends ah like okay since you are talking about, boys, or guys or men for that matter, there are some


who define us and there's some who you know contributes to our growth over the years, and then there are some who, are not even like, you know


there's this saying everything happens for a reason and then obviously like err people come and go, and especially when the err when you and when a relationship ends and it's you're part of the


the cause or the reason why it ended, I don't know about men lah but for women we tend to, analyse things, you know I don't know, like it, a relationship will never truly end until the guy or the man says so because for women eh I don't know


we always strive our best to make it work no matter how bad the situation is, so, it's not it's not wrong that you feel that way if you and and and people always say okay you know


you shouldn't get back to your err to your ex because you know you broke up for a reason but you know sometimes, it is is is just a matter of where you guys were at that point in time like you guys were so young back then was poly [kan] err maybe you guys wanted different things then and then now after a few years you already know like how you want your life to be like and is much more easier and


from my no not experience lah but from what I noticed like I do have like my sister and my friends also who got married to their best friend and and, their marriage is much more stronger in that sense ah I'm not saying all but most of the time people who marries their who married their


their best friend, tend to last longer, because, I mean it's your best friend you literally like can be like what you say you can be yourself around that person, and then, there's nothing that holds you back you know like from expressing yourself telling them how you feel or how to act you know in front of them and you know


you you guys were friends before lovers so you know like, the person inside and out, the good and bad


remind me again why you guys broke up ah


!aww!, !aww! so cute


a book like a diary


oh right okay, , oh my gosh


eh but you know it's a good thing you know like I think, eh that is actually a good thing like it's like an open communication kind of thing but you know on paper


then it hit you ah


ya you I mean I know like you you know when a person is looking at you and like


gazing at you or whatever like you feel it do you do you feel like he's still like attracted to you, as in what online


so you you guys are what contacting now again or what


, !aww! dia blue tick kau oh dia seen kau oh my god


, ya


but did you guys end it on a nice note, or was it a bad break up


there was the break up ah then no text after that


until today, then he followed did he follow you back okay


seriously what did you say like what


did you actually say, oh my god, what did he say


were you secretly hoping that you might spark something with him


which didn't work out, I think, it's because you know it ended, on your part


and then you were secretly hoping the what if you know, what if you didn't do that you know because okay to be honest out of all your exes dia yang paling decent, ya


I mean come on you don't need me to go, down in details of what happened right with your previous exes,


ya lah like I said, it it ended on your part so maybe at that point, we just wanted the what if maybe you know like karma as shitty as it sounds so basically you


the the your recent ex was the cause of the break up eh not not the cause of your okay lah somewhat contributed to that right, and then, you got with that guy and then you know the guy that guy played you like cheat you more than three times already so


okay lah I'm just, telling you this, from my perspective, no hard feelings whatever cause I'm a true friend I'll just tell you what is on my mind, so in a way maybe it's a karma for you maybe at that point in time when you were talking to your recent ex he was


he was having such a hard time, to process that, to to to understand that and to actually let you go, so maybe he was, you really you really broke him then


and then I don't blame him if he's putting his guard up because, you mattered so much to him then, and then you broke him and then he he he he's obviously, you know like healed over time and then he don't want the same thing to happen to you again just like how you feel


about your recent ex you know like you don't want the same thing to happen so whatever that you're feeling with your recent ex with that particular girl that he was playing you, with, it's exactly how he feels, about you and your recent ex did you see the bigger picture


ya lah but you can't blame yourself, it's only you know it's only through those experiences that you know you know makes you a better person like you truly appreciate this like you know you you always appreciate the things when they're gone and you tend to reflect on that


, !aww!


!wow! you would have gotten like a two year old son or daughter by now, eh oh my gosh


I mean, I mean I'm not saying that you should be hopeful, but if it's meant to be it's meant to be there's a reason why your path cross now you know what I mean fate


work in very miraculous ways


honestly eh when it comes to love or when it comes to, matters of the heart, err it doesn't matter whether it's crazy or not because love itself is crazy if you feel like it, it doesn't okay first thing if you want to put yourself out there


I would advise you not to be hopeful, you cannot expect anything because the the the saddest thing about love is, if you love someone, is they are not obligated to love you back, you know what I mean that's the riskiest part


so, if if you ask me go ahead lah it doesn't I mean since you guys are like technically, on err cool right now that you guys are following each other on instagram doesn't hurt to just make the move to ask him out you know just for coffee you know just


you know if it's a if it's if it turns out good you guys you want to respark your and ignite your spark and then okay lah, but if it's not then just end it right then and there and you know at least you know for a fact that okay I've tried you know but this is really an end to us like you know we don't fit it in in we don't fit in each other's life anymore so kau just


move on at least you don't lay in bed at night you don't don't lie to me I know like you you you you play all these things scenarios in your head [kan] bila kau like you know, late at night kau tak boleh tidur thinking about all these what if you know could have should have


you know, but err do you know if he's attached now or not


oh my god really


ya it will be weird if the so, I mean bottom line is if you ask me, it doesn't hurt to ask like you know but of course, just don't be hopeful and don't expect anything much just ask him out casually ah you don't like macam don't don't make it obligatory for him


oh is it, and then kau action ah treat him for his birthday or what


ya I don't give a shit anymore sia I can't even remember


ya or no you know what if you ask that then it'll be like what if he says no so you have to be like err jual mahal but at the same time like !hey! you know okay I will suggest you to say just ask him like


eh isn't this isn't it your birthday this week or isn't it your birthday next week or blah blah blah let's catch up for let's catch up for coffee you know something like that, so, you know in a way you won't be like if you were to ask him


err do you have any plans macam a bit needy you know what I mean like if you will say like macam err let let let's hang out you know it's like more casual as opposed to err do you have any plans macam like secretly hoping him would to say yes, ya so just make it casual make it like a friendly thing


kau set reminder set reminder, ya you tend to do that because why you are that respectful which is not which is not a bad thing but you have to know that you know


you you don't want to make it seem as if, you regret what you did, last summer no last summer you regret what you did then so it's more of you like acknowledging what happened then you guys have moved forward and then starting a new chapter as opposed to you regret and doing what you doing now because of what you regretted is two different things


eh you don't don't say that about yourself lah you are amazing, , oh my gosh what a breeze it's like


almost, an hour we should like start a podcast or something lah it's like a good outlet you know like to to to voice out whatever you feeling and to catch up also lah dah lama kita tak jumpa [kan] and and it's like so good to to finally you know


eh ya oh my god I almost forgot about our Makisan, okay to be fair I'm like facing the other side of the room now so I can't really see that it's like


you know kat belakang and not at the front so, ya we only have one minute ya it is a breeze man


easy breezy I don't mind, like different topics every time, this is this has been an enjoyable voice recording session engaging


!wow! if I were to start with mine we need another one more hour


love life aku boleh like you can literally write a book out of it man, oh my god


okay can start already, good I'm good, tu lah eh bila eh kita last jumpa each other


we, video call each other [kan],


was it my assignment, oh ya ya ya ya okay okay okay but that's not counted as jumpa lah because it was on google meet


was it google meet facetime, zoom zoom eh, because the last time we met physically was like, before COVID [kan], that was like


many many months [seh]


ya, so, err how have you been like I mean how's your work been


ah, so like err were you affected


I see, so like are you working from home now or what


, like, like kau nak kena work from home then kau kena go back office might as well just work from home [kan] because your job pun doesn't really require you to like


really be in office right


don't mention it man it's been damn crazy, you know right I I've been doing online right I've been on doing online learning so it's been, very tiring lah, because for me it's like online learning is


like the workload is increasing, so it's not like people say it's like !alah! online [jer] [pe], you know it's like very easy what you just err turn on your laptop and then duduk depan screen [jer], but to be honest it's really very taxing because it's like you have to be there from like morning eight thirty usually lah my daily my daily apa err daily timetable will be like lapan setengah eight thirty then


sitting in front of the laptop I don't think I don't think that's my ideal staying at home situation


eh kau tahu tak actually [kan] sekarang the thing that we are doing now right aku feel macam deja vu tau aku feel like, like


I I feel like I've dreamt about this before but okay nevermind ya, so ya lah but now it's it's going to be exam period soon and assignment period and stuff like that so


I'm just, trying to survive day by day but, I will make it through lah as always dah nak dekat final year [kan]


ah ya lah ya lah I mean, I'm trying, ya true, but you know like I feel like I've been err apa ni stress eating tau


I've been stress eating and I haven't been exercising that much, like, I mean when you are stressed you I I keep I keep like macam apa


buying comfort food, and my comfort food is like not those healthy one please is like those what chocolate, Liho,


[kan]


eh but I've been doing this err one cardio tau, err this one channel, brody brody pula err body project, it's like this one guy instructor and one female instructor


they are couples like, I think husband and wife


err okay the fact that you have err chosen this err this this workout the fact that you have chosen this video means that err you know that macam you know he's trying to say that err macam well done lah because like kau err kau decides to do this workout


so, in a way macam well done so like he's trying to make us feel very motivated because after like cause dia orang ada macam the the workout varies tau dia macam ada forty minutes I think the the least is like ten minutes


then , after forty minutes kau feel like you want to die right, so actually his speech is really very inspiring macam kau feel like okay ya that's why aku take this this this whole


video, oh no I think, it was like six years ago but only recently macam dia orang famous I think


because recently okay aku tried macam the videos from six years ago and the videos lah recently


songs you know music so, to me, quite quite quite quite fun also, so kau don't feel like you are actually exercising


ah ah


ya especially now that you are working from home kau nak kena really [seh] have to make time


because for me like


you know so that's why aku rasa like you you have to like


be consistent ah


ya but actually you macam we must tau because I mean you're not getting any younger and then like , our health ni is really very important because recently I just bought a kau tahu yang the blood pressure punya monitor cause my mum few days ago dia sakit [kan] yang dia pergi doctor tu so she had like macam high blood pressure lah


it was really very high so macam the doctor suruh pergi suruh beli that machine to monitor so I bought bought from watsons


then err my adik punya BP was like


ya so aku macam oh is it cause, for me [kan] aku aku don't really bother about this kind of thing tau to be honest, I know I have to take care of my health but I don't really bother about this kind of thing until like you until like someone really fall sick or it's like a wake up call


ya so aku macam recently aku macam fikir eh actually really [seh] I've been eating a lot of unhealthy food, and then kau tengok lah muka aku ni macam this pimple it's really a sign that says that I'm not I I feel like I haven't been glowing


because you can you can really see from your your face tau kalau kau really glow you know that kind of thing so that's why aku these few days aku feel like err really [seh] I could really feel like I need to wake up in the morning and go for a jog


ah ya


cause aku feel like


the pimple and stuff like that and then like you know


, okay lah maybe I'm just lazy, ya, so it's not online learning it's just me


ya, !hey! you sure kau step [jer] you are saying this because you are my friend,


eh no but I actually [kan] aku feel you should like makeover ah your room, or is it because you like this kind of, vibe


you know what, you should put like fairy lights man


the orangey type or the white one


you you still use it lah


oh


, we met in err


primary school ah, wait, your kindergarten yang dekat sana tu [kan]


wait, your kindergarten is under the PAP punya [kan]


or maybe tak lah maybe we met in err primary school


so if we met serious primary three, oh my, so that means we'd be friends for like about twenty plus years


oh my, eh but actually [kan], but actually


our friendship is like random, [kan] because I remember in secondary school we we weren't really contacting each other [kan], close


, it's always like that macam kau bila kau in the same environment with the person [kan] kau tak kau tak macam close tau nanti kalau kau dah habis sekolah ke apa habis macam habis kerja ke apa [kan] nanti kau just randomly


ya I have that friend also like my this one ex colleague dulu macam like when I was working with her


yes then, and then the funny thing is like aku pergi trip dengan not only her but also with her sister and then like so funny like kita tiga like considered like strangers but then like when we were at perth kita just clicked instantly tau


and then aku macam amazed because, !wow! you know I'm an introvert [kan] then, to to click with someone because she's an extrovert, and then like


ya, oh my god, I don't know what you are thinking but no that's not what I meant okay you and your you and your weird mind


alright whatever, okay lah okay lah let's not go that direction


oh about my boyfriend eh,


okay lah okay ah I think, , I I don't remember I don't I don't recall if I told you about his condition cause


okay the okay err what was the last time that I told you about him eh do you remember


okay so he sakit tekak and stuff like that initially we thought it was like because of him smoking


err because he's okay not only his throat tau then he always has like macam ulcer, popping in his mouth so it was very painful for him, so we tried like natural remedies lah macam kasih dia minum like those honey lemon kasih dia pakai yang kau tahu bonjela gel stuff like that


err eventually it didn't get better for him and he was very worried and then the fact that because [kan] he because he's staying far away from family so his anxiety level is really really very high and


I was trying his best to be very supportive but at the same time I was also very tired because he wasn't trying to be positive as well, I mean I understand where where he's coming from but, to me if you're not trying to be positive about your condition


it's very difficult, [kan] so like , his condition kind of worsen tau, from the throat to, technically like the whole part of him lah got worse


it's not working as well and then one thing aku geram pasal dia [kan] is that dia nak benda [kan] nak nak dia sakit dia nak cepat like instantaneously tau


where got such thing right so okay tu tak apa then he like err


he, okay he balik then he, and apa eh, he balik he went for doctor and stuff like that


something wrong err there's something wrong with his kidney, so


err he has to go for like further check up dekat err specialists but it will take time, for the for the for the appointment, so right now he's actually on err renal diet ah renal diet ni macam less salt less sodium less potassium kalau kau ingat aku aku kadang-kadang aku post dekat instagram yang gambar-gambar masak it was actually for him


ya but then, I don't know eh macam sometimes recently aku feel like


err okay even though aku introvert [kan] you know I'm a very outgoing person adventurous person and stuff like that, like he, he really drains me


not only mentally, but emotionally because aku feel like, throughout this whole , few months [kan] it's it's always been about him okay maybe I'm selfish but it's always been about him and then like aku trying


so like, cause it's always been about his sickness, so like


ya


ya because, like, okay, okay actually [kan] that time he asked me tau


but at that point of time aku was in err in a dilemma because, okay, okay this is very cliche but


like, like like like you said relationship


okay and when he asked me macam do you still want to be with me despite my condition aku felt


but, okay aku aku aku aku rasa kadang-kadang aku rasa macam aku pun depressed ah maybe because of the previous relationship I think my ex really really broke me, okay maybe it's also my fault for not healing properly


when I got to know this new guy, but, I don't know eh because you know my soft spot for my ex [kan], and I hate the fact that he made me feel this way, you know sometimes I feel like


because just now I was talking to err my friend, if if I macam if I could turn back time sometimes I wish macam there are some exes yang aku shouldn't have let go


that guy, ah like okay cause he was my best friend


so, you can be with, you can be yourself, you want to be with your best friend you know like you can talk about anything and he was that kind of person but because of my


my my temper my my my PMS my mood, kind of destroyed everything and then like you know recently aku added him on err instagram and then like a few days ago ah no actually was yesterday I saw his instagram story and I was tempted to message dia tau


like aku nak text but aku macam telling myself not to, but to be honest there are some there are times where aku felt like, I shouldn't screwed up I shouldn't have screwed up my relationship with him


[kan]


actually [kan] to think of it I think he was like my only best friend tau


I mean you know during poly I had a lot I had a lot of guy friends, but I think he was like my only best friend, and, ya to lose him was like a double double hit [seh] double blow ah in a way because you lose your


best friend and you lose your boyfriend, ya, but, , like you said I think at that point of time we were young


okay and you know at at that point of time I had a very terrible okay maybe this is an excuse, but I had a terrible time with my family remember my parents were divorcing at that point of time right I had it tough then


I was very temperamental emotional okay lah I was a shitty person, then, he wanted different things and then there was a third party which aku ni gatal sangat pergi melayan the third party was my recent ex


ah, I shouldn't have layan the ex man I mean I shouldn't have layan that third party, because you know you know that that time err during one of my poly friend punya wedding [kan] we met


we bump into each other and then


keep like letters, pictures, cause dulu aku dengan dia okay lah a bit cheesy lah we we write letters to each other


okay redeem this to get a free dinner ah macam redeem this to get a free massage ah macam gitu you know, for him it was very thoughtful because, I mean it's not expensive you just like what print out a template and you write but to him he was very it was a very thoughtful gift


so I'm a sucker for that kind of thing I'm a sucker for like letters and stuff like that so, like recently I was looking through my memory box and then I saw, there's this book that I wrote tau aku dengan dia tulis err tak kita macam okay kau tahu macam paper [kan] lepas tu kita macam gunting then kita macam staple lah tepi tu macam make it into a book so we wrote down like


things that I dislike about you serious things I like about you err what do you want to change in this relationship then macam appraisal


ya so so we did that so we did that then apa ni err


I oh he wrote down that person name so like recently [kan] aku look through [kan] then aku realise oh my god he hated this person so I was like, and then I introduce them then aku was like oh my god what ya then I was like what did I do you know no no wonder okay lah because you know you know you know when a person is looking at you [kan]


at the wedding, he was looking at me


I don't know because okay lah recently okay aku be honest with dengan kau eh


I basically I tried to flirt with him tau, ya online through err because kita friends again what on instagram, no, I tried to like macam talk to him and stuff like that but


I think he kind of, learn his lesson so he tried not to engage


because I was thinking about it lah cause you know two of my exes aku came back to them right two of my exes and then it didn't work out what [kan], then I was thinking kalau if I were to get back with this ex [kan]


it's he was my best friend yes but we we both now lead a different life, and he has his group of friends I have a group of friends, and I don't know whether I can fit into his life anymore, I mean people change right


err it was a not okay now it's funny but that point of time it wasn't, like I remember merepek gila ya allah I don't know it was like macam I think it was after his performance or something


oh wait no or was it a date, after that


we'll we'll both very angry with each other then we didn't talk to each other, I think so lah I think I can't remember where but, it was at a a station


so I just left keluar gitu I just left like that, and I just leave him dekat MRT seorang seorang and, ya, ya no


no no I mean like as in, I recently yang we got back I mean not we got back like I added I mean added him on err instagram [kan] ya ya he followed me back so


then, asked a feedback, from him about me


I asked him I said, err what do you think of me when I was your girlfriend back then, said


err you are a very sensitive person gini gini semua abeh dia cakap it's better kau boleh tone down sikit kau punya err sensitivity but I was reading it and I was triggered, because that's me as a person that's my personality


you know macam you don't tell me not to be sensitive but okay lah aku appreciate his err feedback, but, ya so in a way after that whole conversation I apologise again lah


so it was all cool, at that point of time yes, but, I remembered my two relationship will my two exes


ya then kind of got me , traumatised


seriously


he's just so


ya, that's why I said tadi ah I was telling myself I said you know if I could turn back time


there's a lot of things that I really want to change like, serious [seh] I shouldn't have been, playing that kind of game back then


actually [kan] aku rasa kalau aku tak break up dengan dia [kan] aku rasa kita dah ada anak [seh] dah kahwin because kita okay lah ya in that book right we actually wrote err when to get married and stuff like that we actually plan to get married when kita twenty seven tau twenty seven years old so kau imagine


or at least two kids [seh] ya so sekarang macam aku dengan dia both, plans pun tak work out


do you think it's a crazy idea if ever


one day, I asked him out for a catch up session


a'ah [seh] recently I've been dreaming about him that's why I asked you this question, but I think aku dream about him because I've been looking at his instagram story


err that time I found out he just putus tunang actually he's a very private person tau because that time he tunang then he didn't post his tunang face


then , but recently yang kita met back tu at a wedding


oh dia macam oh err takde ah, but I don't know whether he's seeing anyone or not because takkan aku nak cakap dengan dia eh kau seeing anyone ke tak you know like


maybe, maybe his birthday is in january tau, ya, actually macam aku fikir balik [kan] it's amazing how I remember all my exes punya birthday


[kan] aku I don't know what's wrong but I remember his birthday so I was thinking like maybe ada ada ada ada tu eh, ada lah end of january


ya so we'll see lah we'll see maybe maybe I will just like ask him ke like !hey! wanna grab a coffee


do you have any plans


ya, okay


okay nanti nearer to his birthday kau remind aku this ah, because aku takut I will ask him the question instead, [kan] [kan]


true


ya hopefully hopefully because like macam next year [kan] dia dah turn thirty [kan]


ya so like bila dia turn thirty tu orang cakap wiser a bit lah it's like throw away your twenties and then start thirty with something new, with someone shitty like me just kidding


eh nanti [kan] dah habis just tekan yang tick tu tau, okay, ya


how can you forget dia kat depan [jer] [seh], ya lah ya lah


okay lah jap lagi lagi berapa minit [jer] actually it's like what almost it's only it's like one minute left [seh], you can like do many many recordings for them


ya but, ya but I think for now


ya man tell me about it, next ah next, well I can write like a whole twelve series about you


you and your you and your don't don't get me started on your (ppl), your nonsense


wish eh, so kalau tak kesah ah kalau it's not practical


okay like maybe first would be I want the bank account that will like refresh itself tau tak dia tak err like I don't need to put duit inside lah biar dia biar pakai [jer] refresh to the original amount so kalau macam gitu err I don't need like a lot of money I just have enough money but enough is good jadi like tak sombong gitu ah


top up ah top up tapi bukan kita yang top up ah, , uh tak tahu siapa yang top up ah tapi terima kasih [jer], then for you


terus suami eh takde boyfriend tapi now you got boyfriend right


three months, oh like how is it


so far belum ah okay tapi sekarang [kan]


twice a week, ah not bad lah, but like for me I remember bila I was dating [kan] uh we meet everyday sebab sama sekolah apa so kita orang sekolah sama kerja sama in the weekends so hari-hari dah tengok sama punya muka so bila kahwin I also know that takkan jelak ah


oh you met the the mum, okay, ya lah


uh,


eh,


right


ya macam why he why he like want to like keep it secret [seh], oh okay is he the youngest, second child, same as you ah


but you guys haven't fought right okay lah, cause they say like you know, if your oldest you usually will mix with the youngest then kalau like the youngest hang out with oldest middle child I don't know ah middle chair honestly I don't know


but I'm not sure if like they'll be a, problem with that so far takde lah


oh eh apa bara api tu scary juga tu nanti kalau like if one of you all like marah habis sia dua-dua volcano [seh]


oh, so like your chinese one your you you're what ah tiger right ya tiger memang ah, macam a'ah bara api gitu tiger fierce


tapi belum belum belum apa apa apa so baru tiga bulan so you don't know lah like, I think it will take a while lah


one year, K lah, I think one year okay maybe six months ah, but then also it depends on how much you see each other


so if you see each other twice a week then ya maybe one year, cause for me and my husband kalau kita kita dah jumpa everyday monday to sunday, so we dated six months kita macam dah tahu each other gitu ah so we hardly like ever fight cause we kinda know before we


like, fight that okay I did something wrong then kita orang cakap ah kita mesti cakap ah like must communicate and talk ya, then for you guys dia sekarang sekolah right so he berapa tahun lagi eh


right ya so he is, oh he's just a normal lah bukan honours lah


like but why did he choose electrical engineering then


, oh first year already tak surviving oh rabak hancur [seh]


exam exam ah okay so dia sekarang end of the first year, so, if he pergi counselling the course counselling he might have to restart lah


, , three four more years with something you don't like [kan] lagi exams means you have to study for it


, oh


probably horrible for him, ya so I think, like tukar ke because like one year is still okay tapi bila dah two years gitu [kan] then I think that's when it's err there's more at stake because you're gonna waste about two years ya but first year still okay lah kalau nak tukar right ya and I think it's quite easy to actually switch switch like courses switch like your degree in the school


no no like in for example like kalau in NUS in NUS so actually kalau some people right they will uh come to the school to a course they don't want and then after that they spend one year there and they will switch to a different course a course that they want even though they weren't they didn't qualify at first sebab lagi senang but you waste one year lah but you get to go to the course you actually want ya


but does he know what he want to do, ,


okay so dia dah tapi dia electrical engineering before that, diploma okay so that means at least he has a diploma in game design and stuff asal dia tak pergi digipen


, ya difficult is difficult but digipen is like quite renowned ya it's really it's very renowned


, ya I mean take a risk ah if you fail then, it's okay then go electrical engineering, [kan] I mean that's what I would do lah, like I'll I'll go for the one that I think I cannot reach first then I'll try my hardest but then kalau tak boleh you know that you tried your best then you go to something that you feel that you can manage or you can handle ya because you know that at least you tried your best lah


then okay but he's in which uni again


okay so I don't know whether, NUS has any of that kind of ah, degrees ya so if he wants to like, transfer to a different course in NUS he has to think properly lah what kind of course he wants cause like


I don't think there's a lot of choices creatively at least for NTU ada ADM tau art design on media that one at least ah there's some form of creative output but for NUS I really don't know


, ya, but you want to go uni right actually you were saying that time, but where do you want to go


what, oh okay okay, there's a master's in uh lasalle


uh err east asian studies, ya so like macam my teacher in lasalle the one I'm doing degree that one that time [kan] she's actually teaching for that and then she ask us whether we want to pursue in masters in that topic I I didn't want lah so eh I mean I feel like


I'm okay tapi I feel like I gone I got degree already so I want to at least do something about it I don't want to like, like completely like go through masters and everything ya you know like


ya pretty much even though like kat uni I I took a two year break to to like venture into like my like entrepreneur stuff tapi then I went back so ya then I think


I think that it's okay lah like, cause if you just study [jer] [kan], then you still remember how to study and still remember how to like


ya so it's it's it's it's not easy ah, but like wait like you graduated in diploma, , oh satu eh


, okay two years ah, so kalau you want to really go into uni like where when are you thinking


when, ya, oh is there a reason why you want to like kahwin first


don't stress


but what I can tell you is like, in terms of stress [kan] lepas kahwin eh you'll get less stress about the things that you feel are very stressful for you cause like you know before I kahwin and then lepas tu like I felt very


stressed out sebab like nak our our mum she ah she like makes all the decisions I have to respect her I've to respect the decision and ayah decision and it is very difficult because they sometimes they don't understand but now after I married I'm like my


the guardianship sort of is under my husband so he's more understanding and he's more like my way of thinking gitu so I feel definitely less stressed you know like I I, sleep like whenever I want


and and things like that lah I do pretty much almost whatever I want now


kau siapa [seh], so my suami is super like easy going dia faham everything I'm very honest to him


so I think that's one thing that, is good, ya, so, ya I think ya good planning if you want to do it after your, if you have to do it like after your


ya but you don't know when you wanna get married yet ah, but for you


, uh, ya betul lah


ya and then if you are getting married at the non COVID, period, ya it's super like expensive [kan] then you have to like you have to think about how many people you wanna invite


and who you're gonna invite and everything, so like you have to prepare ah


then macam I feel like you're going to have to go through a wedding that you don't actually want


oh


ah tak rapat ah tapi ada lah ada tu ada lah


filter kau block yourself you block yourself you know


ah betul lah uh then #pulau ubin# is actually quite interesting for a wedding, ya it is it is or a park you know I mean if you want to go for something cheap


Tuas Tuas, like the whole like solemnisation, serious, like like are they chinese ke malay ke oh


PayNow uh uh [seh]


clubhouse, okay


oh okay but it such a weird place lah to like get a get married at uh at Tuas, , ya I mean if you're up for #pulau tekong# [kan], like I'm if you're if you're up for #pulau tekong# you're up for pretty much anywhere [seh] but I think you don't want Sentosa right Sentosa is too touristy for me


is like you only go there kalau nak show off, [kan] like if you just want to show off cakap like you like you got a lot of money then okay lah Sentosa lah but if not then why why there right there's so many other places in singapore yang you can actually get


ya and you don't have to spend so much also


oh ya you just book the cruise lah you just get one cruise uh uh, then you get married in the on the water, uh, uh tapi ada timer ah dah reach dah reach harbourfront okay habis wedding habis


uh uh uh unless if unless if like you ah ambil the cruise ship yang pergi Batam and back ah then okay got time tapi ada cruise yang sekarang they just like just float float float around then come back you know they hardly go and anyway and then by the end of the day you you reach the place ya and which is harbourfront and back lah so kalau macam gitu susah sikit ah


and orang tak boleh datang like wherever they want they have to come bila bila cruise dia dah nak ship off gitu ah


!alamak! susahnya nak datang aku tempat ni ya allah


uh uh [seh]


like like go all out lah, ya but it's just going to be a halal party though, I mean like no alcohol and stuff


but I mean like are you gonna like invite your chinese friends you know, uh mocktail lah mocktail


like we get like a bartender that just does mocktail okay and orange juice apple juice sparkling wine


(uh huh), oh nice ya we should go there I wanna go there, oh okay okay okay, , ya I know


okay so like what do you guys get, uh uh


brunch menu , buffet [jer] buffet lah buffet dia halal lah


, okay lah best lah


, then you barbecue yourself or what, oh K, oh K K ya lah like buffet lah then you can omelette like you can ask what kind you want


ya ya ya, eh but no barbecue pineapple is nice


oh, oh because barbecue pineapples are like they are like caramelised so they quite sweet and sour at the same time but they're not too sweet, if barbecued properly lah I don't know whether they barbecued them properly or what


!aww! it tasted like meat ya,


right I think ya we should go for like those staycations where we have buffets, right, ya like I I want to go on staycation but I don't know whether you guys want or not


ya like, if you have a staycation then we got like swimming pool and then we can like enjoy like we get the ones yang macam the one I went that time the intercontinental like intercontinental had like is the swimming pool and gym had like yoga room so like they we had a lot of places to go ah even if it's just the hotel alone ya so even when it was like


even when it was , during the COVID but it was it was okay it was fun ya, ya cause like there were so many things you can try ya and then like it's not just a place to sleep in


and they had the capsule coffee thing, but they had all the flavors I didn't like, ya so I tried one and it was so bad it was for the like hardcore people is super like is like eh is not even like espresso it's worse than espresso ya so rabak so I didn't even K I didn't even like


take them afterwards after the first one, uh uh but okay lah it was fun lah it was for once you get to feel like macam orang kaya gitu uh tapi like ya that's it lah but I don't know lah like


I know the kalau if the D'Kranji here is, , cause there is like very secluded [kan] so it's a different experience gitu like out of city life


uh tapi I you still don't know what you want to spend right with your hundred, ah [seh] or you can go with us lah like me and uh me and Hafiz so you as in


uh you and me will have this share the room and then he and abang Hafiz will share lah, uh so kita halalkan lah, ya


I think they'll be fine wait is he like, oh so susah tu but no if they like


quietness then maybe they will be they will like the serenity and the tranquilness, I think we will end up making fun of them the whole way


right or maybe we can get the boys also lah then at least there's some a bit of, uh uh a bit of conversation to starter someone who can start a conversation at least cause kalau if it's two Hafizes I mean both tak boleh [seh]


uh uh so I think macam okay lah like we we can do that but it depends ah like cause I really want to like staycation but the thing is I don't know who wants to go and where we go things like that I'm like


I'm begging and like desperately wanting one like get away tu ah,


january gitu okay, , ya lah but I mean okay lah we can we can always go tapi the thing is like you said ah must plan lah ya


, then is school is probably just gonna require the gonna like resume right as per normal in january, and like, okay lah so it won't be any different


I want to go JB like staycation in JB will be nice, I mean ya if the COVID situation weren't like that lah obviously


really ah, like, how how bad is it, it is


they had like the music, err show and then he had he was positive but he wasn't wearing mask or anything right,


, uh, that's like unfortunate you know


ya cause, if like that then how are they gonna recover [seh], like even, if they they recover like if Johor is not gonna recover their, their economies going to suffer


to get back up, ya, and indonesia pun teruk teruk [seh]


ya like I think like, so this is very scary ah like lagi dorang pun I don't think they care then they are so dense gitu the the country


ya, , , ya, ya ya ya like even for ours like we have all the preventive measures [kan] err then err but for them dorang tak ada pun I mean kita bila we needed the extra space terus kita pergi tukar expo lah tukar all the places that we already have tapi tak pakai apa because COVID [kan] so we use that place to immediately make it a space for the COVID nineteen patients


like from what it looks they are not


so dorang tak macam fikir macam betul-betul gitu ah dorang tak fikir masak-masak macam kenapa macam mana boleh uh manage [kan] all these things ah so it's very hard for them ah like india also is very very very bad


ya india is like one of the worst I think, ya ya ya yang teruknya [kan] a lot of the old people are dying and there's this like thinking saying like a rumour ah saying that it's, kind of on purpose because india is an ageing population and their old people are not dying


uh uh, that's like some of the people that they are like talking about it lah, a'ah but like I feel like it's somewhat true because dorang really tak kesah for the for the old people


ah then like dorang macam they will only like take in like patients yang have a chance of survival, so if you have no chance of survivor then good luck ah ah cause like what what what's the point of me trying to save you if there's a higher chance of saving this other person


that's that's how bad their their condition is it's like dulu punya america, ya during last time when america was quite bad [kan] I mean now it's still bad but last time when it was really really bad they also had to had made the kind of decision like who has a better rate of survival then they will help that person so macam kesian ah but in india it's like that every day now


, ya, ya


ya I I feel like ya but I mean the government can do much more tapi they don't so there must be a reason why why they're doing it like you know, ya I mean even singapore we are an ageing population but we don't do that kita cakap lepas tu kita bilang uh yang orang-orang tua jangan keluar jangan like


don't mess lah don't mess with other don't go meet with other people all that tu [kan]


uh uh


ya ya ya, , ya ya ya


ya you want to pay for my fine , ya exactly then is like and the thing is right we have this like culture where we do we can't talk back to them, because they are older right so we have to respect them so even if we don't want to ya so macam there was this atuk not atuk #ah pek# in the bus and he wasn't wearing mask you know and he was coughing and everyone was just like oh no but we can't say anything to him so we were just like


ya that was ya that was the whole atmosphere of the whole bus, like we will just like !huh! like what what are we supposed to do you know ah but like kita tak boleh buat apa-apa cause he's just like he is obviously looks like he doesn't wanna talk to anyone he doesn't want anyone to approach him about it also so I'm like okay


ya so it was in the bus, ya so that was like quite bad ah, ya, ya I was in the bus and I was sitting opposite him, ya ya, ah luck luckily like I alighted much like err quite fast lah so so I I like okay it's not so bad ya but like


in the place that I stay at got a lot of old people like that, #ah pek# together kadang-kadang more than five people and then they will like they will just talk talk talk macam biasa lah macam tak ada COVID gitu tapi kita orang tak boleh buat apa-apa kita orang just biarkan [jer] ah


uh, (uh huh), ya, ya,


ya, uh, ya ya ya ya like the do not, sit uh


uh, (uh huh)


(uh huh), , (uh huh)


, , okay, uh, correct the security guard I think trying to find something to do lah dia dah dia dah like bored lah I think


okay, uh, uh and just be aunties lah


ya ya ya ya


, uh uh [seh]


uh uh, ya


ya that's why some some guards are like like they really got nothing better to do some guards cannot be bothered like you know the are some like those like people like sitting there dorang tak tengok pun tau kalau kalau kau scan ke kau tak scan ke dorang just masuk dia kasi masuk [jer] dorang tak kesah [kan] ya so it's like it's so like uh jarring you know sometimes ya but I feel like at least okay lah singapore got like precautions to keep everything like safe you know like safe and stuff like that because if not ah I think it will be bad because we are so dense we are such a dense so densely populated like island ya like


but because everyone has to wear mask so tak tak boleh buat apa-apa so it's that's why tak ada macam transmission not so much of transmission ah ya


, ah ya ya correct correct correct because we are so like oh my god so close to each other but because we are wearing mask even though we are very close to each other it's very hard to ah ya and then we already have the thing like myself if you will and what if you are having any flu like symptoms or what and then you try not


to go out or go to see the doctor when you go see the doctor don't take bus take the take the private take Grab or something like that [kan] so err it's it's like already in our we already know you know like the social way to like macam social responsibility lah ya ya like so like we are now it's like like second nature already cause dah berapa lama [seh] dah berapa bulan going to one year I feel


ya december twenty nineteen, , that's why then I'm like also like


quite surprised that we had to spend a whole year or twenty twenty in a pandemic but it's not as bad as what I thought it was going to be luckily because we're here sebab [kan] kalau kalau negara lain negeri lain is like !wow! betul-betul rabak like but kat singapore they handled it quite well especially for the foreign worker punya time that time bila dorang hari-hari berapa ratus [seh] ya


ya, , ,


how how their conditions were right, oh my god ya true


ya and I think people are actually like using their hand sanitisers and stuff I mean like at least now people are washing their hands, with soap like dulu [kan] siapa nak cuci tangan dengan soap I ask you like tak ada [seh] all the aunty ah wash hand only wash water can already lah dorang memang mesti tak pakai soap punya mana ada pakai soap [seh]


uh, uh, uh


you you really pakai the soap ya,


good things comes of it uh come out from it lah ya ya ya betul lah like I think it's inevitable lah like we have to learn it the hard way also ya but because of that we are much cleaner society like you know our toilets are cleaner


like I realise that ya because they they have to clean it more, so the toilets are generally cleaner ah so like okay ah it's not bad ah mean at least now we are not like confine you know lockdown [kan] and know france [kan] dah second lockdown


ya so they had to go back in because it was so bad, ya so we are now living like normally pretty much ya so we have lot things to be grateful for I think, ya just that we can't like travel


, , cause it's not a law is it, cause it's not a law is it


okay it's not like singapore where where they have where we have like the ambassadors you know


ya I know right I mean we we just have to suck thumb suck thumb [jer] ah cause no choice [kan] ya but in the end we realise it's better that way actually, ya rather than macam kat sweden where it's like free and easy and then !wow! the death rates are like crazy [seh]


ya so I think that there is that needs to be some, order ah law and like you know some order in the country, if not it's really goes out of control ya, I heard japan also is quite bad it's going nuts are getting worse


and they had like a campaign to travel you know go to travel and then err some people made a a like sarcastic kind of err remark it's like err go to hospital


go to heaven ya this this one they say go to hospital because they found out like, the there's a lot more cases actually then now it's quite bad kat japan lah so dorang kena mula balik ah everything lah have to go back the mask and all that err I mean for mask I think they're okay ya but social distancing all that stuff lah ya I think everywhere is still quite bad eh but not only some of the other countries some very very few countries that are having it controlled even for us we had that one of the guy at seoul garden [kan] kesian [seh]


tapi for me I kesian dia dia macam aku nak makan kat seoul garden sekali dengan kawan-kawan keluarga-keluarga aku terus terkena tu ah tu ah macam kesian [seh] ah nasib baik dia pergi doctor


ah naisb baik dia pergi doctor then lepas tu you know it can be people can get detected and stuff so it's it's still not so bad ya and is only one guy right for that day only one guy but he had a big group ya ah tu ah so


I mean I think kesian ah macam he got more hate than, what he should have gotten gitu ya, no dorang three tables uh


so there were still like macam Bergroup tapi err it was distance distance three distance tables but I think they got mix around lah macam kadang-kadang dorang mix like you sit here I sit there ke apa mix food err so maybe have that kind of thing ya so there's the the fear that they have lah


ya so kesian ah, uh, uh, that time ah, ya ya


and dia dia sakit [kan] dia pergi doctor then bila dah kena COVID and the check up oh at least I was with twelve other people, even though we actually followed lah the rules and stuff kat sini seoul garden ah if me I think I wouldn't say so much [seh] I diam diam [jer] tak lah but like I feel like macam why get myself into more trouble than than what I have already [kan] ya so I feel like he's actually good part ah for him to be really responsible also


ya, like for now because like when you eat and drink you don't really, like it's almost like normal, ya, ya


ya exactly cause it's like we're trying to get back to norm and then you know the japanese PM he's he actually recommended err people to wear mask even when we're eating I don't know when we're eating or drinking then I'm like I saw the headline then I was like apa [seh]


like what the hell does that even mean gitu uh uh so I I was like !wow! this prime minister really wants to like err reduce the number of COVID but I have no idea how he plans to do that


uh uh I think it was like you know you like open a bit from the bottom then you makan then I'm like but it's so like, inconvenient and I don't think it's going to work anyway, like what my what this centre does some this centre that I go to


they have like the glass thing so it's like a circle it's a circle table but there and then there's four chairs but they have the glass thing so we can eat with other people but we they have the glass so we that it's like err you you don't you can't transmit anything lah so I think that's fine but if you're talking about wearing a mask to and and eating the same time I don't know how that's going to work [seh]


that's why I don't know what the prime minister is thinking even, like it became headline some more leh then I'm like oh my goodness


uh, this kind of like way to combat right uh uh it's like I read it I cannot forget [seh] then I keep telling people then people like, how then I'm like I don't know like that's it's ridiculous but he said it in national TV so err ya macam gitu like I don't even I I I don't know how he's going to do it don't know how the japanese people are gonna do it ah bagus ah dorang habis ah a'ah tu ah like macam it's


it it's already a bad situation as it is and then he's trying to make it even more ridiculous, ya ya ya he's just like ah give up lah dah mengaku kalah


ya they are do trying to do that they have a lot of small initiative to macam err cheer up the community gitu it doesn't evade the fact that they're going through a difficult time lah


, uh uh


, so macam top up gitu ah, oh,


, [orh], err kalau ada wish eh,


, uh uh, a'ah lah, ,


ya lah err, err I think, Inshallah around there,


ya, so far belum ah,


I mean we still meet ah just pakai mask and stuff, ya, uh uh, intense [seh]


uh, true, , , , ah tak serik lah


uh uh I mean, uh I think it was like, last, err friday ya I met his mum


uh I met his ibu like oh my god nervous uh I call her for now I call her cik dulu lah cik cik suka makan apa cik suka western ke suka indian ke


uh cik cakap apa-apa [jer]


uh uh, but I mean like that's a story for another time , but like ya so basically [kan]


for my boyfriend right it's like his, family don't know that he got boyfriend you know eh he got girl friend you know, uh uh, uh so mak dia [jer] tahu uh uh


then I'm like kalau tahu tahu lah , err I mean he's not keeping it secret he just never tell them lah I think he bit awkward to say


ya not he second child, uh uh, ya,


, , so far takde Alhamdulillah like also because right


that's one second child is one right and then after that like even before we dated ah I like check a bit lah then you know my horoscopes right even the horoscope was like was a good match zodiac was also was good match, then I'm like !wow! what is this compatibility


so okay so him and he is leo and I'm saggitarius, so like I read up that it was like uh macam satu adventurous and then satu lagi practical like bila sama-sama dia bagus and dua-dua macam bara api gitu jadi macam passion gitu lah


I don't know ah I don't know belum lagi ah so ya so ya but I forgot our I forgot our chinese zodiac, but then I read up that it was like also compatible lah like when you put these two together right nothing bad can happen kind of thing


I'm tiger uh uh but I forgot his, , ah tapi tak lah tak lah garang sangat [kan]


, ya that's why, I think it will take at least one year sia, at least


be sure that yours are okay with each other , ya,


true,


, uni year one


I macam lagi dua ke tiga gitu I pun terlupa around there lah


I don't think so


electric engineer eh electrical engineering ah gitu-gitu ah, uh tapi like, he was telling me also lah like he don't really know what he wants to do with his life gitu so takde direction gitu so he say he want to go for course counselling I say okay go go go go go good good good


because he, thought that err because dia punya poly punya course takde exam, so he thought maybe ada exam lagi senang gitu then he thought like maybe like even without macam passion he can still macam buat lah macam survive gitu but then apparently he's like not surviving very well


a'ah that's why that's why ya so, he was like maybe I should go career counselling then I say ya ya you should go you should go


ya, exam ah, I think so,


ya lah might have to lah but honestly like I'm okay like, if you ask me I say go ahead lah macam if you find something that you like and you really find something that you want to do that's even better than suffering for, like uh uh three four years [seh] uh uh


correct exactly my point it's it's like, I rather you do something you want to do lah if you ask me but he is already telling me like !wah! I don't want to feel like I wasted my time to but I'm like I would rather you do something you like honestly


ah baru twenty five [seh], ,


ya that's why,


as from engineering dengan engineering gitu [kan], uh uh oh


, , oh boleh macam tu eh, oh


still okay I see, oh, (mmhmm)


true lah I mean


, there's some game game design or some like that okay ah so that means at least he has a, , oh because he said very expensive one and then he said, uh


very difficult or something like that, ya, is good it's good good ya, that's why, uh uh that's what I told him also like that's the first thing I ask macam asal tak pergi digipen like why not then after he say eh I got search for that


like , he is scared to take the risk lah, because of the cost and stuff, then go electrical engineering baru eh


NUS, course


, (mmhmm)


, ya I also don't know that's why I like, because I also don't know mah right


I am not the right person to ask also siapa lah aku [kan], , uh I want to go I don't know where I want to go but I know what I want to take


which is international studies or southeast asian studies, uh uh, either one lah, oh, east asian


, oh, ya lah ya lah ya lah tak ada minat [kan]


, , ya sebab sekolah lama [seh] like you you school like continuously right


, ya


the macam the momentum [kan], , ya


twenty nineteen may, ya graduated around may twenty nineteen, may will be one year lah, eh, uh, (uh huh) two a'ah betul two


when or where, when, , ah I think so ah


ya, ah, I feel like by then right and then, like, actually I don't know ah it's just that is a I I don't want to pressure myself


into going to uni so, and I have no pressure to get married so dia macam so you know what don't stress,


, feel very stressful for you cause I do do before I go in and then you are to like,


ya, uh uh because like


, marriage ya, ya he said, maybe in two to three years then I'm like okay lah kau fikir dulu lah


, me, I see how ready we are, like, because to me it's not about the duration is not about macam oh lepas dua tahun nak kahwin oh lepas tiga tahun nak kahwin no it's more like


at that moment of time eh are we ready or not, uh uh, that's why cause kahwin tak senang [seh], that is something very scary so like ya, ya sia mahal [seh]


uh uh, uh uh stress [seh] that's why, tau like , ya exactly and then then during your wedding already people like oh your wedding going to be besar Ain punya nanti besar-besar tau then I'm like siapa cakap siapa cakap a'ah I'm like excuse me


exactly eh suka hati [jer] main cakap [jer], ya


ya, uh uh


you know the one, ya I know habis #pulau semakau# #pulau tekong#


, ya but I would I would rather have like a wedding at #pulau ubin# eh like siapa tak nak pergi #pulau ubin# okay tidak dijemput bagus filter filter


ya good idea actually, ya ya it's okay ah this one macam plus minus lah


ya I mean I've seen people get married at Tuas so I'm like siapa nak pergi Tuas


ya the event itself, uh uh, uh muslim indian muslim I think


, a'ah bagus tidak dijemput , uh uh uh uh dia dia saja [jer]


, uh uh, uh uh,


Tampines, uh uh zaman sekarang semua dah PayNow


like there's some building lah and like I don't even know what lah but is like there's some building, that like it looks like a something like a, club house I'm not sure also, ya, uh I also don't know


a'ah, why not, I mean I'm up for it lah, uh honestly honestly ya sia


ya, , true true that's that's a good point


, , , rather than Sentosa rather go Batam, go harbourfront go Batam terus


feels like that eh rasa macam gitu ya it's like because, book the whole ship eh


ya lah ya lah, , on time eh, ya like jangan nak janji melayu eh janji melayu kapal dah jalan eh please eh


ah confirm [seh],


uh uh, ,


I don't know man how halal can it get , of course lah of course no alcohol seriously man, ya ya I will invite my chinese friends but I mean they understand


I'm sure they understand that if they come to my party my wedding no alcohol lah, uh mocktail ada mocktail ada ya, but like there's this place at #tanjong pagar# is an actual like is a halal


bar so they actually give you like those kind of very nice mocktails, ya it's a rooftop bar very nice ya me and adik went


ya because right we wanted to get the very nice looking drinks and you know macam instagrammable gitu ah but then when we went, it was a like a brunch punya promotion I think uh brunch menu so it was like a buffet instead so I'm like okay lah


uh uh halal halal but it's was very nice cause we can get like, free flow pasta free flow tacos, free flow macam barbecue then there's also free flow like telur nak omelette ke scrambled egg ke apa burger uh it's very nice but the I remember like everything was nice you know the


pasta you can choose your sauce chilli crab ke nak aglio olio ke apa uh then, uh and then the tacos I didn't try but then adik said it was nice, then


ya and then


ya so then, so we went lah like we try it right because you want to try everything what right, then like, of all things [kan] ada sotong ada sausage okay ada ayam then you know what was there, pineapple but like


but I don't know maybe kita tak tahu makan or something lah maybe we just don't know how to eat lah cause we didn't like it ah very much, ya,


ya, maybe maybe they never barbecue properly or like we don't know how to eat lah because like the pineapple like


ya and the boss was very nice, ya I I don't know I haven't I haven't plan what to do use my hundred dollars yet


ya that's why I also don't know whether I want or not I need to think first, ya, ya


(mmhmm)


, , I see, oh pahit eh


oh my god, I see


ya, ya, it's just it's just hilarious lah cause every single time then Hazim will be like nak pergi staycation then I'm like what me and you,


, ya I mean I don't mind I don't mind that, but I don't know whether abang Hafiz will be okay with him and if he will be okay with abang Hafiz also, they they almost the literal same person tau


, can you imagine abang Hafiz with another abang Hafiz okay then you just put that in mind, [kan]


I, think in the end eh in the end they will just like abang Hafiz will call you and then Hazim will call me like, I have a feeling that we will I think so


just because lah, ,


exactly exactly


ya but I don't think I can go in december properly go next year even if I wanted to cause, uh because tak ambil leave


, yup


, (mmhmm), I don't I don't dare though like


ya cause dorang deaths I mean not deaths lah but like dorang punya cases like macam tak terjaga [jer], did you see the numbers everytime umi right like !whoa! !wah! malaysia punya numbers naik then I'm like umi


ya, it's pretty bad, it's like, I don't know lah I don't know whether they're trying or not but


was going well and then suddenly the #alif satar# thing happen, award show, , no it's just that


cautious about it dorang macam tak berhati-hati nak ikut rules tau, that's why,


, exactly,


, ya


and then people are saying like that's only the one that's tested then the one yang tak tested, that's why very scary ya


ya it's not as developed as like as ours that's why lor,


true, ya


ya, I mean


, , is it


, oh my god


ya lah macam conspiracy theory lah , oh my gosh


damn,


I mean in an emergency and pandemic like this kadang-kadang cannot help it, like, so macam it's sad but


, fair enough fair enough


, uh uh,


uh uh


just follow the instructions government cakap tak boleh government cakap if you don't do this fine three hundred dollar not I say one I say not I say one this one governments say one ya, ya


, , , oh


oh no no no, uh uh [seh]


you were there in the bus itself, oh my god, oh my god I think you need to block your mask with your hand man


double protection this one, [orh]


, oh my gosh, !wah! and then there is me I was at #choa chu kang# interchange okay I was waiting for Hazim you know I was waiting for my boyfriend and then and macam cause I came early what dah siap [kan] jadi duduk dulu lah [kan] you know dekat drop off


so I duduk situ at the drop off area duduk dulu lah tengok TikTok ke apa dulu ah, not directly beside me but like you know got the cross cross on the chair then after that then at the end got like sit


uh uh uh, this aunty was sitting at the other end tau which was okay because it was like sit cross cross sit, uh so she sat at the other seat, then after that kita macam kita pakai mask kita tak kita tak berbual pun dalam I didn't even notice she was there I swear, then I was just like Tiktoking then after that suddenly this group of aunties right like I don't know where they came from also tapi tiba-tiba dorang datang tau like this group of like five aunties I think they came then after that uh dorang macam berbual-bual at this area like very near me ah beside this aunty was sitting so I think they were one group


like one big group tapi cuma ada satu tempat duduk so dia duduk lah, ya and they know talking I mean they weren't very close together also so they were quite social distance also, ya and then after this security guard came because he was like uh hi sorry what are you doing here then after oh ya ya we we just waiting for the bus or like I don't know what they said to the security guard


then the security guard he said oh sorry this one more than five people cannot because I the number of aunty sit standing


, ya but then jap jap jap jap I haven't belum habis lagi and then right so he halau them already like kesian this aunties you know they just like there talking they tried to adhere to as many rules as possible already they just want to talk you know then uh uh


like they not even like like not wearing not even spitting or anything you just you know speaking you know tengah berbual-berbual [jer] [seh], then


then, the pakcik came to me, sorry how about you what are you doing here then I'm like oh I'm waiting for someone, and after I was like oh you cannot stay here for too long then I'm like, err okay ah okay then I just like perangai sia then after that I I just left lah like my mood no good already lah then the the aunty who was


sitting at the other seat right then she look at me walk I think she wasn't planning to walk but because I walk right then she look at me then she's like !aiyo! semua also everything also cannot now semua pun tak boleh then I'm like, a'ah nak buat macam mana aunty takpe lah,


I I like this, uh


ya I agree lah like, I'm telling you ah if we don't wear if you never wear mask and someone sampai sekarang eh the one person sneezed and that person is let's say positive eh, GG Liao satu MRT I'm telling you it's gonna have COVID already


, it prevents ah


, I think so lah I think, because january already had COVID what it's COVID nineteen means twenty nineteen [seh]


ya so it was dah nak kat satu tahun ah oh my god ya sia, !wah! cepat [seh]


yes yes, ya is because, then after that only because of that [kan] only sebab uh of this [kan] then like


I also think that is good that like now they're clean the things are good, cause kalau tak siapa tahu eh like when was the last time you actually lap itu benda MRT punya handle like I don't know ya so I feel like it's a good reset in a sense lah


, , ya


ya, when when I was like when I use the soap and I wash wash like betul-betul punya wash like scrub scrub you know the eight step gitu [kan], ya I actually do that right then after that all the aunty, be like what she doing why you wash until so clean like but then ada lah aunty yang cute lah cuba ikut juga lah


macam ya but ya now they don't


is it,


like my manager she stays in ukraine right, so macam kadang-kadang like weekly she will ask us lah so how's your COVID situation when we're like oh it's getting better here you know, but for her it's like oh for us the measures are getting tighter


ya cause she said the situation is not getting better so they have to do something about it, cause orang tak ikut orang sana tak ikut rule,


, , , and they don't have like, police giving like three hundred dollar fine every and stuff


(mmhmm),


, like I was gonna say you want to go to travel this is called travelling to heaven


you die already ya go to heaven this one, (mmhmm), the toilet lah everything right you have to


, lepas tu Selenga I don't know lah I think


check check that one time eh satu kali , true true true


[orh],


, (mmhmm)


in all honesty at least they jujur but actually saya ada dua belas orang lah that time you know even though you might get saman or what but, actually [kan] for the safety of everyone eh actually I got twelve people in the same group you know


ya at least dia come clean, , , really [orh] hor


that time you not so careful anymore to be honest lah like let's be real eh


a'ah


ya it's basically tak masuk akal , (mmhmm)


I don't think that's going to work in fact , , , I'm like nak cakap pun fikir sikit ah like


I I think even a secondary school kid boleh fikir that even kalau macam situational writing eh I wouldn't come up with this, (mmhmm)


good luck to you eh, uh uh I'm like, at this point I don't know whether he's trying to make it funny ah


if I can if I can make you smile by making this funny why not, , ya that little spark of happiness you know


okay how was your day


you have to go to work tomorrow right, in the morning [kan], ya, in the afternoon not in the morning lah


production meeting eh, prepare for the production meeting at the the details eh, ya


ya bit busy month, but traditionally it's the busiest month for you right, traditionally for the past


twelve thirteen years right the demand december november december but not this year right because of COVID right ah, I see


what time will you be back do you think, okay cause I need to prepare lunch, and I want to I think the kids will definitely want, to eat the fish with you lah the


, I think I tengok first because usually for me, I don't I think for you is best to eat, something fancy for tengah hari lah makanan tengah hari lah


uh nasi you know, fancy tengah hari macam nasi kalau malam more like salad lah because of your condition right because of your kencing manis right your diabetes, so it's best to


to cook the heavy meals for lunch, for the for me the kids kalau ada nasi ada ikan they will eat lah, uh but I don't want to buy tadi bila I beli ikan tu I tak nak beli banyak ikan takut nanti simpan dalam ice box bau so I rather just buy satu ekor ikan lah


you know susah nak habis abeh end up buang you know so I rather not


why, ya