ya, a lot of things ya a lot of things changed lah I mean I mean my habits and err routines banyak dah tukar ya so especially sekarang kena work from home so that sort of things that you have to adapt to yourself ya


so what about you,


okay


I see, okay that's good


so so nak tanya sikit so you rasa this COVID right have err actually changed you to be a better person ke you rasa macam COVID is such a you know is making your life difficult


okay, right, ya the good thing now you boleh spend time dengan parents you [kan] like you know more more time to get home you know daripada keluar because there's not much to do outside and and you cannot kita tak boleh travel so there's a lot of restrictions going on ya


okay so err found any new hobbies or you know like favourite activities ever since the COVID


really so you're into designs or like ya design things yourself, oh


okay like interior okay I see I see okay, that's interesting, so sekarang you have a new skill lah you the pro lah [kan] when it comes to like designing


ah


as for me err, well you know like previously if you I I mean I I prefer to go out and and such but now that kind so I feel that err I've learnt to you know last time I don't appreciate netflix or watching movies but now I learn to


you know adapt myself to try to watch netflix or you know play games and all these kind of new hobbies activities that makes me feel like maybe closer at home ya which is very


err depends because they now play like some err netflix original you know like all the chick flicks so I'm and then some of them are horror I'm into horror also so ya, something new for me ya


yes ya last time I feel like err it's such a waste I'm repaying every month untuk for netflix then sekarang macam it's a good thing I'm subscribing it and I'm utilizing the, ya all the movies okay


ya, for this weekend okay err this weekend err probably you know like having lunch outside with my friends


ya, how about yourself what are you going to do this weekend, oh cafe okay err do you err like any specific cafes that you love to go to


oh really dekat dekat town is it Bali lane okay, okay


I should I should try ah I should pergi and you know mesti mesti weekends long queue [kan] and there's a lot of , reserve, okay make reservations in advance okay so


okay, oh it's been long time since I actually watched a movie in the cinema itself so err so do they do they do the social distance in the


for the seats, oh okay


okay interesting


okay, so ya, what, is one thing that err can I ask err what is one thing that err really will make you feel annoyed like you what do you


cause you punya orang suka advance planning is it ya and also you kerja shift [kan] and also pasal your off days, consider okay okay ya ya totally ya


I I I also prefer cause I have a schedule so I actually like it when someone make plans in advance so macam teratur sikit your you know your week for the week so ya, okay, err ya of course I prefer err advanced planning so I don't like it when err for me that that is also one thing that annoys me ya


err but it's okay to me things happen I'll try to be more understanding ya but the real thing that will make me feel annoyed is when, err actually someone lied to me you know like behind my back it's just really annoying, I mean if if you don't like something you upfront about it err you know I mean if you keep it to yourself then I I somewhat later I I found out about it I'll be very marah you know I'll be like very angry or like why are you not honest kenapa you tak just you know admit things that you you don't like


so ya, err that's one thing that will make me, really angry, ya


yes, ya, so that's one thing that I'm very particular about like err because like maybe it's not a good thing kalau you terlalu upfront atau terlalu honest but I believe that if you don't like something ya


ya because I I don't want to like keep things and then you simpan or kalau let's say you marah and then you you keep things to yourself then, uh but you you still not happy about it so you you know macam it doesn't goes well you know I really prefer ya to be honest and let it out about your feelings


so that you know there's no macam terasa hati that kind of thing, okay


ya lama kenal and then still keep in touch with err it use to be my primary school friend but then as we, grow a lot older now we just err communicate through err


instagram or social media ya because err most most of them are married with kids so macam they're busy dengan activity dia orang while, for me like you know I'm still I'm single so it's like I have more time so nak ajak dia orang keluar semua susah so now the best way is to communicate through social media


ah and then keep updates lah but then the the one that err I still err hang out with the most will be my secondary school friends also currently ya, how about yourself like are you still


okay


oh okay


that's good that's good okay ya that I mean even though you know tak boleh jumpa and all but the best thing is like at least keep in touch keep in contact tanya khabar you know that's a very good thing


, ya, oh okay they are affected due to COVID


okay, ya good


how how did you find out that err I'm into indo indie music, oh from my face my expression oh okay okay I didn't know that you can actually tell by err just looking at my


my personality and my face okay but good err ya good guess good guess ya you are right ya I'm into indo like indie music ya currently that's err, playing on my err playlist these few months ever since err COVID has been you know going on so I discover new music suka I if I I like one music maybe I'll play a couple of times kalau suka the same music then I'll just have the same


over and over again especially during work working time or working hours or when I'm about to go to sleep that's the best time for me to listen to music ya ya


okay, for someone who's introvert then suka loud music ya


ya I can see that okay, emotional so you can express your feelings through music


ya okay ya true, actually, [orh] okay not that gore loud kind of thing lah okay okay


oh okay, okay, instrumental as in ada orang nyanyi ke is there anyone singing the music or just the playing instrument


[orh] okay, ah tu itu kalau untuk tidur best eh, , right okay okay, so I dengar by the way err you recently just start up a small business


I I saw somewhere, small service


oh okay uh apa tu what's that, oh, (uh huh)


ah, so macam mana you dapat the idea of starting up that small business of yours


okay,


okay, so err berapa lama you [dah] you know venture into this small business


three months okay oh right, oh right okay


okay okay


, ya betul true, so now that you [dah] venture this err for the trial semua for three months so err what are some of the obstacles that err you actually face throughout macam err susah that you had to struggle along the way just for this business is there anything


communication there's like barrier like language barrier, okay, okay


ya, the communications and liaise


I see, actually this is a really a from what I heard from you punya explanation tadi [kan] I think this is such a good way you know to to start up like you know anyway you pun masih muda and then err I I think that is very creative you know the idea that is coming from you and then are you


oh okay


okay


!wah! actually uh time management


okay I, , if you're if you are talking about business ya there's a few things err on my mind yang I lama lah actually plan out you know like one of them was like doing a set up leather sandals you know that I was planning to create a project err to help you know to actually


but then sebab sekarang tengah pandemic so I venture out and actually look at the quality and all to QC the stuff


err I need to be kat sana physically to be there you know so it's kind of hard to communicate through ya on the phone so that kind of project I need to put on hold dulu lah so I tak boleh I cannot err, you know like start err and plan is is kind of like difficult for me and to to to do a you know like trial


through err communication through err whatsapp pun it's very hard cause everything will be sent through pictures and you pun touch the material the quality ya so all these macam err I don't know like pandemic has kind of like err stop err a lot of my plans you know ya


so I'm trying to be as positive as possible hoping that maybe next year things will get better for us you know kita boleh travel and, ya, and you know err the economy pun kat other countries err affected [kan] like err because we have been travelling to support like


other countries you know to to support you know when as we travel like like for example malaysia kita semua pergi err to buy things ya all this now sekarang kita tak boleh we cannot go over, ya, yes ya


ya right


ya and and, all this like macam kind of like err a bit difficult for us to travel around and to look out for things that macam susah nak dapat you know nowadays cause everything macam senang aje is very easy err to to sold out so you have to


err you know order online you know get it from other country purchase kat you know from other countries and err get it delivered here in singapore so this is like kind of a big challenge but at the same time it makes us you know be stronger as err you know as a country as a as together


ya, yes ya so uh I mean twenty twenty eh to be honest has been such a tough err year for most of us like there's a lot of challenges but this year is like very interesting like something new for everyone so I'm just wondering about how next year


things will be like , ya


really you nak pergi morocco


will that be your destination to your honeymoon consider lah okay


okay, oh okay


okay, okay ya


ya new zealand new zealand, oh you dah pergi you have been to norway so you went


ya, cause I see like err


or do some road trip and do some macam camping camping punya style lah [kan] compared to it's not a city vibes punya kind of, atmosphere so it it's nice you know ya can can consider for honeymoon


right, so it kalau macam gini you cannot err bring your parents lah [kan] do you think it's a good place to bring like elderly,


okay,


oh okay so, correct


ya and also like macam accessibility into halal you know the the food all and, places to macam err to go to toilet all these kind of things you have to consider because maybe err the elderly might not err err feel that err comfort they they won't feel comfortable to to you know


stay imagine like you know when when you bring your parents to stay in a caravan kind of vibe I tak rasa they might you know they will like it because it's something new tapi untuk dia orang nak masak ke nak makan they have their own preference [kan] kalau you notice, because I've experienced before macam err even though my mum is she likes to travel juga lah [kan] she's okay with thing we can see that at the end of the day


she will still bring her like macam food lah she's not open to try the food from other countries she will still bring like macam maggi or whatever that is from singapore itself, or macam sambal you know err her own comfort food lah dia still akan prefer that compared to macam to venture out and try all the different kinds of err


just a bit so dia tak akan macam into it, so kalau for me myself when I travel I would love to, err I would love to err try out like the different kinds of


like food but not I can see that my for my parents case they they are not open to try something new


our tastes ya, correct, ya, ya


ya correct that's why like they always pair err apa on standby they will bring err like sambal on the go you know to correct ya


might occur you know like how the pace of how you want to travel the places you nak pergi you kena consider maybe parents not you know not okay with the places that you nak pergi tapi kalau dengan friends you are more flexible there's lot of things that you can do together, ya so macam it it it's something you know sometimes when I nak travel pun I will consider like should I bring my mum along or okay lah tempat ni maybe I err just bring my friends you know because of the places that I want to go back but maybe my mum would not


you know she might not like it and she'll object to the place like for example I want to, see the volcano err dekat indo something [kan] nak naik err the gunung but my mum say that oh tak boleh it's very dangerous you know but my friends will be like !hey! that's interesting you know ya but we check all the safety precautions err precautions and such tapi my mum will still think that tak boleh you know


ya so it's all, depends, correct, ya


ya true ya ya semua tanggung dengan parents


okay I just love snow okay I suka winter even though


okay previously [kan] err I was studying overseas [kan] so err it was such a, good experience for me to err to finally dapat rasa you know how how it feels like because before this I've never been to any western countries and yang ke mana-mana yang ada snow


so bila I dapat experience snow tu I was like a bit jakun lah then I was like a bit like !wow! snow and then err at one point I was like okay it's getting too cold ya the the weather was so bad sampai negative the temperature was really bad ya but


suddenly I was like okay I I cannot stand it I was like okay I'm so glad that you know I'm staying in singapore cause singapore panas pun panas but I don't have to suffer compared when I was in UK sejuk dia macam one kind ya


but still I I suka snow because of I can main I can play with the snow and then err and then the the the season like the vibes , winter is like towards end of the month I mean end of the year sorry err so dia macam the feeling dia to christmas lagi-lagi macam so you build a snowman you know all these kind of things so I I to be honest even until now


still prefer to to the winter season, how about you do you like autumn spring spring, ya ya it's it's like


oh okay, ya


autumn okay, cause like winter [kan] that's when the only time you boleh pakai thick jackets and then you can


you know you can wear like all the pullovers yang all the seluar kat singapore you tak boleh you know you cannot wear them so this is like a good I always think that way like this is like a good time for me to wear all the boots you know during winter, what's the point of you wearing in singapore but that's the only time you get to


it's not appropriate to be to be worn here ya so but now the worst thing is err pandemic so plus points still cannot travel so all these jackets I'm not sure what should I do with it like should I jual ke you know


or should I buang you know ya, ya, next few trips ya hopefully hopefully


I would really err want to I really nak one thing that I really nak pergi after this err one place sorry err would be japan ya, I've been trying to err but then I heard a lot of things like macam mahal juga lah their their you know like to travel I don't I'm not sure maybe bila pergi japan you pernah pergi [kan]


korea dengan japan ada ada beza tak what do you think,


okay


oh ya, I think we singaporeans kena belajar eh from them basic manners, okay


I just want to try the train kalau to get to experience dekat japan you know like where the they have bullet train ya bullet train ya


have you tried


bullet train okay okay, I see


ya I I heard a lot about err pasal japan and the culture and the food and I mean I I heard good food err I mean that japan has a lot of good food tapi macam when it comes to the


price wise and to travel I heard like it's quite costly but I really want to visit Tokyo though like ya macam Tokyo is like one of my destinations that I've been wanting to to to go, but ya, but it's okay


maybe next time maybe you can bring me since you dah pernah pergi err japan [kan], so maybe you can bring me you can be my tour guide tour guide


last time kita tak appreciate err buat travelling [kan] kita selalu err feel that okay anytime boleh pergi you know next time lah next year but then sekarang when it's really like macam stop us from travel


the feeling is like macam oh all these while especially kalau pasal gambar macam like let's say kita dah frequent pergi that country, ah tak payah lah ambil gambar ah tak payah pergi you know then all these memories macam oh no it's wasted macam sayangnya kalau tahu aku ambil gambar that kind of thing


but okay , anything that you nak tanya I , uh does it feel does it feel like do you feel like it's like an interview


I think I'm too used to err having formal conversation so it sounds like an interview to you sorry


err, afraid of insect does it count you know even like the small thing small insect like err small spider or semut sometimes I can be like you know, I I tak nak pegang I don't want to I don't want to kill it tak tak nak you know even though kita pakai tissue to throw it to angkat [kan] ya I'll be like tak nak you know just scared


I think it's it's stupid lah because orang cakap like dah mati apa for example especially when it's dead [kan] then dah mati apa so like just just angkat lah but I still like no I got that fear and, secondly is the fear of height I I am not afraid to ride a roller coaster but then what makes me scared of it is like because it's quite high and then


ya I just, ya I can still look through the window I still ya


and you are in a macam covered closed like you're inside the plane what so tak you tak exposed sangat you know to look down tapi kalau let's say it's a


okay, ya, actually err when I was in hong-kong [kan] I was scared of cable car ya sorry that was side track err I was in hong-kong so err I naik this err cable car tau you know the three hundred sixty so it's like full glass


so it's err so you boleh nampak bawah your kaki can look through kat bawah so I thought that it's just a normal cable car impossible that I'll be scared naik cable car biasa boleh apa but then when I took the three hundred sixty cable car it was like, a new experience and I thought that I wouldn't be afraid or I won't like you know


err you know I won't be scared of it but apparently uh ya I was having a hard time so I didn't look down so I was like looking in front but, you kind of distract because you can see everything so it's all clear and you feel that you going to macam jatuh the feeling


so I guess ya even you naik luge [kan] you [kan] dia macam open luge as in the apa yang the skyride tu yang dekat Sentosa


that one also I won't dare to macam ambil ambil video ambil gambar cause I scared that you know it might drop, so ya so my afraid of heights thing macam is kind of critical ah I feel tapi orang cakap it's quite silly lah but to me it's like it's something that I'm scared tapi orang lain probably they they find it like it's just heights you know


but how about , I mean for you I mean what is your what do you fear actually, really you look you look like so manly


really


, a bee stung ah, oh okay


ah okay, sponge then you touch it is it


then, oh, did you shout , , can you can you try to err you know like reenact I would love to see your expression


oh okay


went away ya, I I don't know the the name of the spider, hairy next so what kind of, ya ya ya oh no


I'm so glad like macam kalau singapore tak you you know tak macam sangat lah you know masuk spider but then if you are in UK kalau macam summer season that's when the spiders start to appear in in your house


so they start to masuk because maybe I think it's a it's a great weather to be in but, speaking of spiders ya I, don't quite like insects also, yup so


that's interesting


, ya, so


ya, just like that angkat kaki dia ke orang boleh you know just, carry err, !ee! antenna okay I mean you boleh angkat macam gitu with your bare hands oh no


okay okay, okay


speaking of insects [kan] so err what do you think about orang-orang yang err actually eat eat insects like what what do you think like err is it okay to if let's say someone were to ask you to eat you boleh ke makan cambodian for example they ya they are like kind of into insects


you tried, oh, !huh! in thailand


okay, (mmhmm)


cocoon


okay


because err some people always say that okay obviously the, err obviously is like the the the insects that is sold for you to like can be consumed they say that it's err clean but you know it's clean


so they it's it's not the same as where you found the insect outside you know macam it's not the the same kind of insect so they kind of clean and I don't know lah what where they found those kind of insect, but I still find disgusting even though like they say it's very crunchy ya ya but I'll even if someone were to to offer me like maybe one hundred dollars or something to eat it I would still say no cause it's disgusting but I've actually witness a couple of friends who ate it in front of me and they said that it's it doesn't taste like


err you know it taste like some white crackers or it taste like chips or don't know what it's like very crispy crispy kind ya so it's like I wouldn't I wouldn't taste it ya


maybe like rats like rats for example, [orh], ya


ya ya ya, only if they actually boil it first so it like it it it can macam at least the texture of the the dia punya shell macam edible I don't I don't know how they do it because


oh ya maybe probably ya but , very interesting to see like uh maybe you you know err like like even when when when you see in in videos all the cambodians right when they cook something that is traditional is actually their dish but when I look at it it's kind of like


err is it clean you know like where do they get this from is it even you know like because eat literally anything everything ya so I just like okay, is it even safe but but you look at it they look like they have like a a they don't have weak stomach you know like they can eat anything I think if I were to be there probably I cannot adapt to them [kan] the way they eat ya correct correct


ya so they basically I think cambodia is also one of the countries that it's very hard to get halal food because mostly err they eat like, pork is part of their you know macam culture they like to eat ya, yup okay


so I mean err, this is this is very interesting you know ya you know one thing that I enjoy about having a conversation with you today it feels like we have err been jumping a lot of topics but it actually err


you know connects us our conversation to to speak err, ya and also because because you you are a introverted person you're always shy so this is like a way for me to ya usually when when we when we we we talk is always on err whatsapp so now that I get to meet you and have a better conversation like I can see how you express


you know by your actions which is good I think we can err do it more like maybe in ya we we don't have, have to like just keep texting I guess it's very hard for me to see how you express, ya,


any any other questions that you want ask me, because I know you are a very curious person [kan] so probably you might want to ask


oh so you have you have been eyeing on my phone you you've been peeping is it oh it isn't the latest lah the latest [kan] is iphone twelve so basically mine is like still eleven pro but it's not the max also okay err ya I mean err it's very expensive compared ya


ya right, but I know I can see that you are an android user you pakai samsung so that's so how do how do you what do you think about samsung


front camera ke atau yang back the back camera, more to the back, ya


oh okay okay, but how about other android phones I mean android can be like samsung err like err nokia you know all these, sony okay sony is


the music err have good quality, camera okay I'm not quite updated I've been an iphone user


ya ada yang baru punya you know the the flip phone is it err samsung ya I I saw that it looks kind of cool you know you can just


flip your phone and then like very compact you boleh letak dalam bag you what do you think of that


okay, okay


that's that's uh that's good, oh ya I think ya that's quite ya the downside of it lah I mean we we've been paying


quite a hassle because usually the normal USB [kan] but then ya, ya ya correct correct so you nak beli the head tu you kena beli a specific a different one ya anyway it's been a great time I got to go you know err I need to you know I'll get back to work so it's it's been a nice time to catch up with you err so kalau nanti free you just


okay, hi natasha how has it been, so far about the past err, since the COVID nineteen


period like err how's your life, (uh huh)


ya, same same thing same thing about my work tempat kerja err like my workplace, it's like err the shift timing and all is like change dah tukar semua so we like have to adapt lah ah then


like my usually my shift starts, around seven to four and then that's for the morning shift then the afternoon shift will start about four err four fifteen to one fifteen lah and now we change to four macam around


five PM then we end at two, ya so just got to adapt that err extra, stretch lah uh err


I think I think it's making me more much can say a better person, I feel that err more


responsible lah right ya and then you also try to manage your time and priorities , ya exactly correct correct


, I don't know I mean I've been, err looking at


err design ya design err I think recently lah I just picked up like err cause err, I'm like, talking about err homes and stuff so I'm like err interior design like err just interested


like ya to get into that, which I don't know it just kind of pick my, my mind yes uh ya say can say so


then apart from that also I think design macam like for social media ah poster ya uh macam gitu ah, ya, so then how about you any new things


ya ya ya, you like what what you watch dekat netflix


ya, (ppc) ah I see uh I see ever since uh apa after COVID then I think like netflix release quite a lot of err nice nice err movie or series and


I see so like


okay ah ya then so this weekend like what what do you think you going to be doing, ah


cycling oh nice, ah that's why


, correct correct, me (ppc) ya I'm going out lunch and all that probably go to some cafe after ah uh then


err there's this cafe I think err, an italian cafe ah you know dekat Bali lane eh ah Bali lane ya


there's this shop I think called Squisito ah ya they got some italian pasta all that like my favorite ah, err macam sedap ah ya ya


ah that's why that's true also lah that's why, better to macam reserve lah, ya make reservations lah, ya but (ppc) so far then maybe apart from that


I will just err, watch a catch a movie ke apa ya really, uh, ah ya they did err I recently when I went they had this


like normal lah temperature taking and all then err you you have to be seated err macam just staggered sitting, position lah ya like two people, ya ya they block the seats ah ya so err okay lah I mean like you you I I


then like, you kind of have a extra privacy ah sort of ah that kind ya tu ah,


(ppc) ya ya ya I know, okay lah not bad, got a few movies ya,


what, one thing that make me annoyed ah


we already like so into it already then then after that like suddenly last minute they want to cancel lah ini itu lah then ya that that kinds of err annoys me ah


ah suka advance planning tak suka macam last minute ah, , ah macam my off days also you need to consider ah


that's why so it's not easy mah, , ya correct correct


, ya true lah


I see, oh okay ya I I mean like it's true lah like macam you're not being yourself err not being true to yourself lah can say


ya understand (ppc), certain things ah macam minor I don't know


agree, ya ya, so like,


like you know do do you still keep in contact with your like macam primary school friends ke secondary school friends like, is there any of your oldest, the the longest I mean how to say err, like


who who is among your friends yang lama kenal ya still keep in touch,


oh


, [orh], I see nice nice ya I mean for now I'm also having


like I still keep in contact with my secondary school friends lah let's see my primary school, my primary school, my primary school friends, my primary school friends err it's like err


they are not, they are not, err in contact with me much because (ppc) they, they are quite busy with their own lifestyle already then I also not that close now with them


ya we keep in touch lah like of course ah like we go jamming and all, lah together so like ever since then, ya we still, ya we're still close lah, ya we also ah


, ya, ya ya ya like like, I ask hi how are they going


so dia orang macam susah lah, so ya sometimes it's good to ask lah how they are doing, so ya, so I heard [kan] you suka you like indo music right


, so macam !huh! indo I can see from your face lah you look you look like the kind lah


, no lah, , (ppc)


I see a'ah, ya yes yes especially tengah hujan ke apa so !wah! best


opposite err not really I'm a very dynamic , I have a dynamic taste in music lah okay, I think cause sometimes I like loud music but sometimes also like like like indie also


ya introvert, ya sometimes loud music helps you destress so I decided and also, ya it's like


err emotional ah ya you can express your your feelings lah [kan], ya you can express your your feelings lah [kan], err heavy metal ke apa ke macam gitu no lah ya but


just playing err guitar for example guitar or piano ah macam gitu lah, then dia macam ah ah macam lena ah terlena ya


oh start up business takde lah takde lah apa apa business pun macam okay lah err


it's just a macam err small service lah can say macam kita kita buat err this err apa eh, just, lah


ah service ah, like like ah let's say people macam request for something, in indonesia they they want it in singapore so we can request from there ah macam service gitu ah


(ppc) ya


so (uh huh), I like suddenly macam struck an idea like to go and, , struck an idea that that


bring bring food or bring apa-apa lah like snacks ke apa to singapore lah like they can macam some


ya so uh this is one way lah we can, err bring, bring it up, to them ya so


venture, I think , uh about


and dia orang kalau happy, and, and stuff we are, willing to venture out more lah macam venture in, err more more in depth


for the meantime so


ya I'll just use this opportunity lah [kan],


business I think mainly macam communication ah dengan ah like liaise, language barrier ada sikit ah pasal dia orang [kan] berbual bahasa so ada certain things kita tak faham then kadang miscommunication juga macam kita nak cakap satu benda dia orang interpret as something else


then uh tu tu one of the difficulties lah, ya I can see, then lepas tu macam err, err physically so we must monitor them by whatsapp or like ya like to liaise err with my contacts over there lah


uh ya, I think that's mainly what the the difficulties are the rest not so much, ya


ya, no lah I have a few a few friends they are doing it together with me ya


ya, one of them is not is a housewife lah so she she's just doing some side business also then ya so she's also doing this lah then for me and my other friend we are like working full time


ya so ya like ya this is like our part time lah time management so far okay, try to err minimise our workload lah


from day to day, ya, but uh I think it's okay lah it's a feasible business I think ah what about you like do you have anything like you want to start up with


or


, oh


nice [orh] nice, (uh huh)


ah ah ya ya ya sekarang susah eh


ya lah ya lah, ya hopefully lah


hopefully, ah we go sekarang that's why


like some now nowadays you nak beli groceries you pun macam susah I mean like you kena err cut down cost lah, [kan] selalu kalau tak boleh pergi JB ke apa just to buy our necessities then sekarang dah susah ah sebab barang-barang kat supermarket semua mahal [seh] then


ya, (ppc) a'ah


ya ya


hopefully lah Inshallah ada , opportunity for us


, [kan], okay


err first thing eh actually mungkin I want to go morocco


a'ah morocco one of the place then lepas tu satu lagi dekat new zealand, new zealand ya uh those two are (ppc) depends not really [dah] lama but I think is err one of the beautiful places [kan]


ya honeymoon maybe consider ya, but I I've I never I've never been to like err macam mana eh like those kind of err moroccan kind of err you know country ya yang macam ada those kind of architecture ya


so it's quite interesting lah untuk tengok semua ya, like that but actually err can say I'm more of a sightseeing kind of person lah


err macam gitu lah, ya, ya sebab err, I think, it's very beautiful lah [kan] like ya I I I've actually new zealand I've been to I [dah] pergi norway


ya uh uh uh so macam is is such a beautiful place lah


that's why nak experience it lah, , ah ya that's way road trip yes


(mmhmm) macam very ya macam very chill and then lepas tu santai-santai ah


actually kalau macam new zealand kalau kita sewa macam caravan [kan]


ya so


so, it's it's good lah to bring them, err better I mean


ah ah so indonesia punya view


err lain ada sejuk sikit ya


ah


ah okay lah interesting


ah ya lah


ya if if for me maybe it's sebab sebab err


it's it's nice to travel with parents because, you you don't have to fork out any cash ya you don't have to fork out money parents your parents will like buy for you or spend like so you don't have to worry about that lah but with friends ah you have to consider all of these things lah budgeting lah apa all that


ya, so like you like to go travel like so, like what's your favorite season ah (mmhmm)


, I see actually no I mean


err spring is considered err winter right or is it after winter sorry [kan] ya but I I mean I personally also like winter lah, but err winter like it's very fun lah cause


like when that time I went to err europe ah then I experience the snow and all so it was err quite fun like you can have snowball fights semua ya then like you do all the silly silly things lah ya that we you don't get to experience in singapore [kan]


ya so but err how to say macam the aesthetic, aesthetically I would prefer err autumn, ya like the beautiful scenery of the autumn leaves like it's it's really nice lah ya


ya correct


(mmhmm) ya ya is like


uh I think jackets at least we can still save lah for our next few trips ke apa ya ya hopefully get to experience again, once the this is all over [kan], like you really


!wow!, err oh ya okay [dah] pernah pergi lah ya I went before uh once ya


it was it was actually during autumn lah that's when ya I got to experience autumn, ya


polite gila like they, they are very err, friendly also and then I I also like every time you go to like seven eleven or any convenience store they always greet you one without fail ya so that's one thing I like admire lah about them


then so ya singapore err ya correct, ya basic courtesy obviously manners ya ya lah but I guess japanese people are just born or they are taught that way lah right


since young so, that's why, ah then [orh], there's the bullet train lah ya the high speed train all


no I only took the high speed train only, because because I couldn't afford the no lah I feel that I I because the destination I'm going doesn't require me to take the high the bullet train lah it's just the high speed train which


like normal lah I I mean it's quite fast when you're inside it it's quite fast I think travelling about three hundred plus kilometer per hour ya, but you already like when you're inside you don't really feel anything


ya like ya, which is not bad good ya but, like you said it's quite expensive it's uh the food


really


ya sure can I can bring you like there ya I mean there's I mean I've not been to all the places what so I also like keen to go visit all the other places


in japan, ya so it's it's good lah, I think it'll be a good experience right, ya so, !wah! all this conversation about travelling makes me want to


err miss I really miss travelling lah like err ya ya ya (mmhmm) (mmhmm) ya


ya, , but, ya


err, wait wait what is this is this like interview no lah but I mean like interview but no lah I mean like ya ya


like, I mean, okay enough about travelling but but what is like you the silliest fear you have ah, quite curious, afraid of insect [orh]


ah


, ya understand but but it's amazing that you can still take the aeroplane right you don't think too much lah


ya lah I see


err I'm not really but depends lah on the circumstances macam if you ask me to go skydiving err part of me would want but part of me will be scared lah of course ya cause like I'm that that afraid


ya I think can say fifty fifty lah, ya but if you ask me to take like a cable car or like the the flyer or anything roller coaster I'm not that afraid lah ya, okay ah


ya I get it oh, ya ya I get it I I I know luge ya (uh huh) the singapore ya ya


the sky ride at the Sentosa ya, that one your legs dangling what


ya, (mmhmm) I think, oh you mean my silliest fear ah what do I fear ah err


I can say insects also ah I I quite afraid of no ah I don't like bees or or flying things around me ya flying things and then I also don't I'm quite afraid of spiders


ya I mean it's nice to look at but I don't dare to touch it lah, that kind of thing, ya plus I ever got this experience at malaysia ah or somewhere ah no no no a spider quite a big spider like almost the size of my palm ya then


it was actually on the sink ah then I didn't know that it was a spider then I was just like doing my own things then I wanted to wash my hair or something then I thought that that thing is like a decoration or what lah no I almost touched it lah then I press the tap then suddenly the thing start to move


then I freak out, ya no lah of course not then then the thing just started to move out no no no, the the spider just like went all over the house


and then like we I was, kind of jumping out, and then uh, like, I asked for help lah


ya I think I I don't I cannot I cannot even bunuh that spider because, it's so big, ya so eventually I think we just let it be we just macam like throw things at it and slowly the spider went out of the house


not not so hairy lah the normal tipis but but it looks it's like the size of my palm lah around there


so big lah, ,


ya I see, I mean err


there's a lot of err, things lah that, like insects that bothers me cause, ya I'm can say we also lucky that we're not in australia


right with all those funny funny insects all now you you don't know what, ya


cockroach dah mati bare hands tak boleh lah cockroach is quite dirty, and then I mean okay okay maybe maybe I can pick up the antenna ah


I don't know what is it called lah just pick it up and like throw ya ya but if it's too small then I will have to use a tissue lah I wouldn't dare to pick it up by my bare hands cause got this err how to say


the squishiness or crunchiness of the the the skin lah it's disgusting right eat ah eat you mean like like ah oh


no no no I , funny story err no no I didn't I sort of tried lah but not really insect but it's at thailand no cause okay there's this err you know at


#chiang mai# or something ah, but actually it's a supermarket ah then they sell snacks and then I happen to saw they have this snacks, err I think is it worm or don't know what err something lah


is it like a cocoon ah or something ya so, it was like that lah, then I was like curious lah then my friend also like psycho me to try lah try , then we go and buy so we buy and then I tried once and


the the I think you can imagine like meal worm if you know remember, last time what is meal worms that white colour worm, I don't know lah ya that it it it tasted


it smells like that lah ya smells like that ya, but I I I took one bite and then I I cannot, ya I can I cannot, I cannot err take it lah ya it was uh


ya !eww!


is it prawn no, ya I mean from the look of it also I can hear when they bite on it it's like so crunchy like


err you know but the worst thing okay lah insect is fine I mean not fine but rats is out of the picture but scorpion for example I how do you even eat that


I know, ya you probably get stomach flu


staple food lah, [orh]


ya ya ya, this interesting interesting and disgusting but ya


yes, to speak more err err fluently you also don't get, to ask me much questions ya ya


ya sure sure


ya so like, , I don't know like err


like I see that, you have the latest iphone lah no lah what phone is that ah [orh] [orh] expensive


ya I know apple and their expensive products , ya actually okay lah I mean like err it's easy to use but camera wise ya there are some issues some some setbacks the back camera back camera ah ya the back camera lah


because like certain err photos I take like the lens ah I don't know why it's not wide or something then it will like zoom in, ya I think I'm not so sure about the others though but I didn't have this problem with my other phones ah my samsung and sony I use to use I use to use a sony phone


ah I like that so much ya use to be it use to be about music then now they change to camera lah ya, they have quite good, camera lens


on their phone ya so ya not bad, but ya but , samsung is like already way way ahead so that's why I, kind err drop, like jump ship lah samsung ah ya ya ya ya ya ya but I don't know is for me it looks it feels weird


or it's just me but it's it's it's it's like weird because, err the middle part is like split ya and then when you open it up it becomes like one big tablet or something right, then uh I don't I also don't really like tablet as a phone or


things like that lah ya okay lah, ya, but I see iphone twelve already but I heard what iphone twelve don't have charger lah


ya, the cable lah


ya ya you know I think what they use micro USB or something right ya ya


ya so it's been a great time ya


(hmm) <tamil>நல்லா தான் போயிட்டிருக்கு:nalla thaan poytirukku</tamil> ya, last week only A levels ended so,


uh <tamil>நீ என்ன பன்னிக்கிட்டிருக்க:nee enna pannikittiruka</tamil> like ever since A levels ended it's been very like how to say, quarter life crisis <tamil>மாதிரி போயிட்டிருக்குல:maathiri poytirukula</tamil> sia


I'm also interested in err business economics so


, , yes sia we're getting actually very responsible now


enriching


correct <tamil>நீ சொன்னது ரொம்ப:nee sonnathu romba</tamil> correct sia, err


so <tamil>உன்:un</tamil> school life <tamil>பத்தி கொன்ஜொ பேசலாமா:paththi konjo pesalaamaa</tamil> like


, that's very correct, , err, and ya I got to


see all sides of people like


ya you I go to learn learn a lot from these twelve years


(mmhmm), <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> what what school did you uh go to for secondary school


secondary school ya uh uh uh, oh ah okay


and ya <tamil>அதுனால தா சொன்னேன்ல:athunaala thaa sonnenla</tamil> like I got to see all spectrums of the society


, ya, <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> okay okay let's let's share one experience where


oh okay


so so class change <tamil>பன்னிட்டு இருந்தோம் அப்பரொ வந்து:pannittu irunthom appro vanthu</tamil> uh <tamil>என்:yen</tamil> friend <tamil>ஒறுத்தன் வந்து:oruthe vanthu</tamil> what he did was he through his err, he through my my his muddy clothes inside my friends bag


he was wearing his PE shirt was very, very stained like rugby <tamil>விளையாடிக்கிடு இருந்தோமா:vilayaadikittu irunthomaa</tamil> PE lesson so <tamil>ரொம்ப:romba</tamil> muddy <tamil>இருந்துச்சு:irunthuchu</tamil> so, he couldn't couldn't uh go down using his uh PE shirt because


err ya he had to go down a very clean area, so what he ended up doing was he went down half naked all the way down to the PE field and uh, he took his uniform and went back up


ya


oh


, , ya


life <tamil>பத்தி நமக்கும் ஒன்னும் தெரியாது:paththi nammaku onnum theriyaathu</tamil> so how do you expect us err to err be academically inclined at such a young age so


you will see the difference between who you were, when you were fifteen and sixteen and seventeen eighteen


ya, , we are looking just for neighbourhood secondary school because she she has a


ah yes they do


ya that's damn Shiok eh ya,


, ya


true, maybe I should have okay conversely I should have also taken err, IP in SJI so that I can go to IB and after that I can err, I can I can be in SJI IB which is lowkey better than uh


it's lowkey better than I'll say ASRJC


so that's seven hundred fifty meters that's actually a lot sia


ya, that's very true actually, ya so


ya <tamil>சாப்படனும்:saapadanum</tamil> so you can't really blame them actually so


that's actually very true


I I will I ate my mum's food a lot because she actually cooks healthy stuff so, <tamil>நா அதுல தான்:naa athula thaan</tamil> depend <tamil>பன்ரேன்:pandren</tamil> sitter <tamil>அவங்களும் ஒறு:avangalum oru</tamil> healthy food business run <tamil>பன்ராங்க:pandraanga</tamil> so, ah she cooks at home for her and she gets a lot of clients so


ya so it does well because, the the fact that she is doing well shows the inherent lack of uh, healthy food options in singapore


yes, , so, and ya like they say, ya I meet I met up with my friends two days ago and funnily enough uh we met to eat at an indian restaurant it's called uh Nalan restaurant


and uh, it's at uh <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> city hall <tamil>பக்கத்துல இருக்கு:pakathula irukku</tamil> capitol theatre,


bro let me tell you, the food there was damn Shiok, uh so


err <tamil>அப்பரொ வந்து:appro vanthu</tamil> starters <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> err


dessert <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> #gulab jamun# with ice cream vanilla ice cream, and a hot chocolate, yes


yes we did err, and you know what they always say right, free food is always good you can't deny it, ah yes and that's another way to say it


so ya it's really great that you had a good time or at the restaurant with your friends


, why, aware I don't like the taste, maybe it's because it's indian vegetarian restaurant so maybe <tamil>நீ வந்து இன்னொ கொன்ஜொ:nee vanthu inno konjo</tamil> non veg food you're into more non veg food so


maybe that that might be the problem lah, uh, I see


, I see, uh <tamil>இன்னொரு:innoru</tamil> topic <tamil>போலாம்:polaam</tamil> like one what do you what do you think are one of the one of the best tamil movies you ever watched


Sethupathi Illayathalapathi, uh Ilayathalapathi okay okay


ya it's abotu indian army right


ya , I feel it was one of the best movies that have released in twenty twelve in terms of tamil content movies on in tamil movies uh


ya <tamil>அப்பரொ:appro</tamil> romance it was not bad, ya action would say was good and <tamil>எனக்கு பிடுச்ச:enakku pidicha</tamil> part <tamil>என்னானா:ennanaa</tamil> do you know the acted sequences the fight sequences and all that the <tamil>பன்னண்டு பேரு:pannanndu peru</tamil> the terrorists <tamil>அந்த பன்னண்டு எடத்துக்கு போவாங்க அப்பரொ:antha pannandu eduthukku povaanga appro</tamil> Vijay <tamil>அவங்க:avanga</tamil> army friends they were to follow him all to all the twelve places <tamil>அந்த அந்த அந்த:antha antha antha</tamil> sequence


amazing sia, ya


, I kept watching like three times more


so that was a nice program also I actually was just looking for just some programs in general I didn't really always looking for something specific like this


ya uh


ya, ya, so, no I haven't


so basically


ya inevitably he got paranoid and he started getting high on his own supply and ya that led to his downfall <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி:antha maathiri oru padam</tamil> nineteen eighty three film <tamil>பன்னாங்க:pannanga</tamil> is a classic is one of my favorite movies ever


ya it is, ya ,


ya I hope the director gets a bigger bigger budget after that wonderful movie I think also seen it like a few a few years ago,


<tamil>நா நிரைய:naa niraya</tamil> TV shows <tamil>பாப்பேன்:paapen</tamil> actually like err, let me tell you recommend you some TV shows which give you the movie vibe euphoria


gangs of london peaky blinders, , I see uh, so,


err my favourite dish of all time in indian okay in indian context uh has to be uh, garlic Naan Paneer butter masala never gets old for me


uh


I see, , fish and chips is great


I should go there sia <tamil>ஆனா:aanaa</tamil> COVID


, uh, COVID <tamil>பத்தி என்ன நினைக்கிற எனக்கு ரொம்ப:paththi enna ninaikire enakku romba</tamil> mixed back emotions <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> sia like


it also frustrated me a lot


uh have you heard of this saying <tamil>யாரு சொன்னானு தெரியல:yaaru sonnaanu theriyala</tamil> but someone said some famous icons in this, life is ten percent of what happens to you and ninety percent of what how you react to it


and <tamil>நா சொல்ல பேனா:naa sola ponaa</tamil> I think I reacted to it well sia so <tamil>இப்பொ:ippo</tamil> circuit breaker period <tamil>பாத்தா:paathaa</tamil> <tamil>அந்த இரண்டு மூனு மாசம்:antha rendu moonu maasam</tamil> <tamil>இரண்டு மூனு மாசம் வந்து வீட்டுலையை இருக்குர மாதிரி இருந்துச்சு:rendu moonu maasam vanthu veetlaiye irukra maathiri irunthuchu</tamil> so what I did was


so for <tamil>அப்பொ:appo</tamil> march april may <tamil>அப்பொ:appo</tamil> circuit breaker period right so I had time to train for the IPPT test and let me tell you this I lost ten KG through this three month period


ya so and uh, I and the circuit breaker period <tamil>முன்னாடி:munnadi</tamil> I could only do like five to six pushups after the thing after the circuit breaker period I could do twenty seven twenty eight pushups I mean


twenty seven twenty eight pushups <tamil>கூட ஒன்னும் இல்ல:kuda onnum perusaa illa</tamil> it's five times improvement so <tamil>அது எனக்கு நல்லா போனுச்சு அப்பரொ நீ சொன்ன மாதிரி இப்ப:athu enakku nalla ponuchu approm nee sonna maathiri ippa</tamil> A level topics <tamil>எல்லா:ellaa</tamil> subjects <tamil>ஒன்னு:onnu</tamil> topic cut <tamil>பன்னிட்டாங்க:pannitaanga</tamil> so


and also, ya


ya life is just a cycle of ups and downs that's the best way to put it sia so


uh okay so mike tyson <tamil>கண்டிப்பா உனக்கு தெரியும்:kandippaa unakku theriyum</tamil> he's a legend in boxing ya he is is like one of my inspiration sia like ya he's very short he has the least


they are working very hard for us so, as humans we all have a heart and in bad situations we are reminded that we are actually very


uh kind people <tamil>நம்மெல்லா ரொம்ப:nammellaa romba</tamil> uh


, uh


so, !wow! what they what one one of alwasy does it


so, in the end


we are okay with each other


kind of a mixed bag of emotions ya so <tamil>எனா நமக்கு தெரியும்:enaa namakku theriyum</tamil> they are not doing purposely <tamil>அவங்க வந்து உன்மையில அவங்க:avanga vanthu unmaiyila avanga</tamil> innocent <tamil>:thaan aanaa</tamil> still <tamil>அவங்க வந்து ரொம்ப:avanga vanthu romba</tamil> toxic <tamil>இருக்காங்க அவங்கள்ட்ட சொன்னாலும்:irukaanga avangalta sonnaalum</tamil> easy <tamil>புரியாது:puriyaathu</tamil> so I don't know how to react to it like


err kindness react react <tamil>பன்னா அந்த மாதிரியும் ஒறு:pannaa antha maathiriyum oru</tamil> pathway <tamil>இருக்கு அவங்க வந்து என்னைய:irukku avanga vanthu ennaya</tamil> use <tamil>பன்னிட்டே இருப்பாங்க:pannitte irupaanga</tamil> maybe <tamil>அவங்களுக்கு:avangalukku</tamil> actually <tamil>தெரியும் வேனும்னே பன்ராங்க அந்த மாதிரி ஒறு:theriyum venumne pandraanga antha maathiri oru</tamil> aggressive passive react <tamil>பன்னலாம்:pannalaam</tamil> aggressive react <tamil>பன்னலாம்:pannalaam</tamil> so


let's just say I I'm kind of a soft person, so ya, I won't lie but, let's just say my position of equilibrium lies towards passive,


uh no I haven't, but !wah! the way you say it to me, I have to try it one day man ya


, ya, luckily <tamil>இப்பொ:ippo</tamil> A levels <tamil>முடின்ஜிருச்சு இப்பொ நிரைய:mudinjiruchu ippo niraya</tamil> time <tamil>இருக்குல:irukula</tamil> like <tamil>என்:yen</tamil> national service april <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> enlist <tamil>பன்ராங்க மாதிரி இருக்கும்:pandra maathiri irukkum</tamil> so


ya have lots of time man, ya nd let's hope that, I see


okay <tamil>இப்பொ:ippo</tamil> <tamil>நா சின்ன வயசுல இருக்கும்போது:naa chinna vayasaa irukumbothu</tamil> like fourteen fifteen years old


<tamil>நல்ல:nalla</tamil> chance <tamil>கூட இருக்கு:kuda irukku</tamil> army <tamil>செத்து போகவும்:sethu pogavum</tamil> so, eh <tamil>நல்ல:nalla</tamil> chance <tamil>சொல்ல முடியாது:solla mudiyaathu</tamil> like safe <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> but ya every year <tamil>சில பேரு தான் செத்து போவாங்க:sila peru sethu thaan povaanga</tamil> so


I feel motivated I feel that, it's a good challenge to me you see, I by any means <tamil>நா வந்து இத ஒறு:naa vanthu itha oru</tamil> challenge <tamil>தா எடுத்துக்குருவேன்:thaan eduthukuruven</tamil> so


and I am they weekday salami and desirable


tougher I will be when I get out of NS so I'm excited man I'm truly excited, , it's gonna be very it's going to be a lit experience ya


I also want to, (uh huh)


like before I turn twenty one I want to get my car license so I also have that as my bucket list, and, ya I also want to at least have experience in two to three internships <tamil>எனக்கு நீ:enakku nee</tamil> car <tamil>ஓட்டுர மாதிரி அந்த:otra maathiri antha</tamil> goal <tamil>இருக்கு எனக்கும் இந்த சில:irukku enakkum intha sila</tamil> goal <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> like <tamil>நா என்:naa yen</tamil> university <tamil>என்ன:enna</tamil> degree <tamil>எடுக்க பாக்குறேனா:edukka paakrenaa</tamil> like I want to try engineering business administration or maybe even both as a double degree programme


so for that, I feel that <tamil>நா வந்து ஒறு:naa vanthu oru</tamil> engineering internship <tamil>எடுத்து ஒறு:eduthu oru</tamil> business internship <tamil>எடுத்து சேத்து அந்த இரண்டு:eduthu sethu antha rendu</tamil> experience <tamil>சேத்து நா:sethu naa</tamil> interview <tamil>போனேனா எனக்கு வந்து ஒறு நல்ல:ponennaa enakku vanthu oru nalla</tamil> chance <tamil>கிடைக்கும்:kidaikum</tamil> select <tamil>ஆரதுக்கு:aarathukku</tamil> so


I also have such, goals short term


ya , I also, uh


what one business degree you I mean what degree do you want to take specifically


oh <tamil>அப்படியே:appadiya</tamil> like the name suggest suggests ya like economics metrics economic metrics ya, so


yes I mean I feel that <tamil>உன்னால கண்டிப்பா முடியும்:unnala kandippaa mudiyum</tamil> like from the way I know you, if they know who you <tamil>அவன் கண்டிப்பா உன்னைய :avan kandipaa unnaiya</tamil> select <tamil>பன்னுவாங்க:pannuvaanga</tamil> it just depends on how


then after that what would you do after NS finishes you have the eight month break right after NS, so


I see that's actually very true actually


like, this is the age where <tamil>நீ வந்து:nee vanthu</tamil> your parents will tell you


err I got I got very scared as I was growing up like sixteen seventeen years old <tamil>எனக்கு ஒறு:enakku oru</tamil> idea <tamil>ஒன்னுமில்ல:onnumilla</tamil> but


but clearly <tamil>இப்பொ:ippo</tamil> eighteen years <tamil>இப்பொ ஒறு:ippo oru</tamil> maturity <tamil>ஒறுoru</tamil> kind of maturity reach <tamil>பன்னிட்டேன்:panniten</tamil> so now I vaguely know that, okay not really vaguely I kind of know that this is what I want I want to, have engineering and also business administration


so <tamil>நா என்:naa yen</tamil> decision <tamil>காரணம் சொல்றேன்:kaaranam solren</tamil> so it's because <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> physics <tamil>நா முன்னாடியே சொல்லிட்டேன் எனக்கு:naa munnadiye solliten enakku</tamil> physics <tamil>கொன்ஜொ:konjo</tamil> talent <tamil>இருக்கு:irukku</tamil> so I can use my, physics talents and apply them towards engineering


so <tamil>எனக்கு:enakku</tamil> engineering engineering doubt <tamil>இல்ல கண்டிப்பா நா:illa kandipaa naa</tamil> engineering land <tamil>பன்னிருவேன்:panniruven</tamil> the question is business administration so <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> part <tamil>எனக்கு வந்து பயங்கரமான:enakku vanthu bayangramaana</tamil> interest <tamil>இருக்கு:iruku</tamil> like I'm very interested in the are area bro so


but the thing is I don't have, ya so may maybe that that might be a miss in the interviews and all so I'm not sure


and speaking of err degrees you also need a good A level score so <tamil>எந்த மாதிரி பன்னிருக்கனு நினைக்கிற:entha maathiri pannirukanu ninaikira</tamil> for A levels


so ya everything in god's will, oh <tamil>என் எனக்கு வந்து:yen enakku vanthu</tamil> okay, I could have done better but <tamil>நா நினைக்கிற:naa ninakire</tamil> I can take whatever I got, like uh


let's just hope that, the people who select the degrees see beyond just the A level grades and see


plan b நா naa vanthu</tamil> solid <tamil>இது:ithu</tamil> option <tamil>யோசிக்கல:yosikala</tamil> but I am interested


, also I'm very interested in, uh, banking so, who knows hopefully


do you believe that <tamil>நம்ம விதி:namma vithi</tamil> already


well said preach , ya <tamil>எனக்கு இன்னொரு ஆளும் சொல்லிருக்காங்க:enakku innoru aalum sollirukaanga</tamil> like I also remember someone someone some other famous icon that said that


the universe uh I mean if you act out of love, the universe will assist you secretly, <tamil>புரிதா:purithaa</tamil> does it make sense to you, so I actually believe that


and <tamil>அதுனால தான் நா வந்து என்ன:athunaala thaan naa vanthu enna</tamil> plan <tamil>யோசிக்கிறேனா:yosikirenaa</tamil> I want to do everything I do, out of thoughtfulness sincerity and integrity


like err, under pathway <tamil>எடுத்துக்கிட்டு இருக்கேன்:eduthukittu iruken</tamil> life


clear <tamil>பன்னியாச்சு ஆனா நா அத தூக்கி போடல:panniyaachu aanaa naa atha thuuki podala</tamil> because I feel that, I could possibly give it to someone or like sell it to a tuition so


useful for people to analyze it


I like the plan,


like, you haven't you know a lot of things but <tamil>உனக்கு அந்த அனுபவம் இல்ல:unakku antha anubavam illa</tamil> so <tamil>கண்டிப்பா இப்பொ:kandippaa ippo</tamil> right now, you are back into primary school again except <tamil>அது:athu</tamil> primary school <tamil>இல்ல:illa</tamil> it's real life so


real life primary one <tamil>இப்பொ நம்ம இருக்கோம்:ippo namma irukom</tamil> so,


ya sia like, eh like, every picture


okay fine <tamil>நம்ம:namma</tamil> eighteen years old <tamil>ஆயிட்டோம்:aayitom</tamil> we are legally allowed to do all these things but


ya thanks man


!hey! man how's it going, ya sia damn happy eh A levels ended it's been so long


ever since A level ended I've been trying to keep myself occupied but quite boring also sia like COVID and all you can't go out that much but ya I've been into stock markets so I'm quite engrossed in it, looking at stocks daily and like ya


so I hopefully gain more knowledge before I enlist


ya a lot of people you know are just going out partying and drinking not that good sia


I think it's always better to have something a balance of of something productive and something to you know have some form of entertainment


so everyday there will be a clown in the class and we will you know do pranks together have fun !wah! I miss those times sia


secondary school I went to Temasek JC, ya I I was in IP what


oh ya


personally I still love my secondary school because some teachers were not as uh the design experts they don't have the desired expectations but by and large they were you know friendly motivating people


of course there were some people that you didn't like even among their classmates, but okay lah can handle


seats <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> we were eating, then as we were eating uh we almost done and then one of my friend threw a, actually flipped the fork onto me and the fork had a drop of curry on it so that a cause that made a stain on my pants


so I got a bit irritated so what I did was okay I have now I was thinking about it is a bit unfair


then when we ended class, everyone started laughing so it was a very embarrassing day for him but it was sure as hell it was a very very uh fun day for us a


oh my god


oh


so <tamil>எப்பையுமே:eppeyume</tamil> what we do is that


so he will be embarrassed and stuff, then what you do is we throw the brown bag the one that we burst onto him so that we don't have discarded it and this was you know going on for a


then one time what he did was to as a precaution right what he was he open two chilli packets, and he pretend he he held it like a weapon sort of like a weapon like so we throw at him he will squeeze the chilli at us so he escorted us down from the upper levelto the lower level


so we couldn't do anything like what we did was you know the brown bag right, from the first floor we threw it up, to the second floor to the upper level then what happened was that there was not people on the bus but there was this old uncle on the bus he saw what happened and he thought that my friend was the one who caused this mess so he force him to pick everything up


all those lettuce all those you know the bun sesame seeds everything he was made to pick up on the bus so it was very embarrassing, then he got very triggered what did he was he blocked us on whatsapp then he blocked us on all our social media and didn't talk to us in school for one week but ya it was very fun


ya, so many fun and valuable experiences, but one thing I regret or maybe one thing I should have uh


although was in my year three an year four maybe I focus more, academics, I was very playful uh those days I didn't really have a clear priority


so I was into a lot of err phone gaming you know this game called rules of survival, ya I used to play that a lot of all the time that I used to watch youtube videos so I was quite carried away with that


correct lah but <tamil>என்னன்னா:ennaanaa</tamil> it's, I think you will agree that if we develop a maturity at uh you know our priorities clearer at a young age you will definitely have a better edge against


your other peers so I agree uh uh <tamil>நீ சொல்ரது:nee solrathu</tamil> correct <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> but, ya I feel that this it could have been better this way so I could have been a better person academically <tamil>அதான் என்னோட:athaan ennoda</tamil> feeling


your sister just took her PSLE right how did she do, oh that's great


ya that's a very good advantage for those who take O level cause you I heard that as long as you pass you get C six and above you can get a two point deduction in your score so that's a very good plus


maybe I should have taken the O level pathway so that since my mother tongue is not that bad I could've done that well I could have done well and then err I could have gotten a two point all then I could have gone to RI sad that I'm I was still in TJ


I see do you uh are you engaged into any sports at the moment


ya that's great on monday I played tennis also, so it's been actually like a couple of months since I played exactly but <tamil>ரொம்ப நல்லா இருந்தது:romba nallaa irunthathu</tamil> damn shocked after I after I played I I kind of still have the, and I thought that I will be a bit rusty somehow I have the goods the I could still play well


and I also got to meet some of my friends and socialize with them, then we went to uh eat dinner after that, ironically we played sports I mean we worked out, and then we filled our bodies with toxins again at mcdonald's I think fast food culture is a is a big problem nowadays


that's right but it's sad that the the the amount of uh healthy options available is very very limited and like for instance that day I went to, alias mall to get a meal right so there was this two pizza outlets there was mcdonald's this was the main err


err restaurants over there so I don't think any of them sells proper healthy food like you you could argue that mcdonald's sell salad but it's not that healthy right like if you come to think about it


that's true I think we need more options like that so that I think people should start selling home cooked healthy food more in fact I also err advocate people to


inculcate healthy food lifestyle by eating more at home and cutting down food outside, but I guess given uh in this fast paced conditions it's not completely possible to, eat up all the time sia, I mean eat at home all the time


do you do you meet up with your friends


oh where is it, oh I think I have been there is there where a lot of luxury watch boutiques are located and the mall is uh heavily renovated and it looks pretty good right is that the mall oh that place that place ya I think I have been there so how was your experience


what did you all order


oh I see is that the restaurant where your friend's mom works at, so you all got a free treat is it


that's great, I thought it was stolen food always tastes sweeter, ya


so ya I it's really great that you got a good time and at the restaurant with your friends, ya I've actually eaten there uh I think it was around jan or feb this year but I feel that my experience there wasn't really that great maybe I I had a I just don't know why I can't remember the specifics it's been a while but I don't remember


why I, why I don't like that taste


that could be but it's not really about the choice for meal I think much more on the lines of taste, ya


ya I I'm more into spicy food and uh it's not really spicy per se like there's this type of gravy called #dal makhani# also, so I don't if you have heard of it but it's not really a spicy dish per se it's more of a creamy kind of gravy so that's not really spicy but I like it


okay that's a good question, I don't watch that many tamil movies per se but, at the top of my head I think there was this movie called okay I'll tell you I'll tell you this, there's this actor called Vijay that I dislike him I totally dislike him because I don't like how the way how he acts


uh I don't know his full name but, oh ya ya it's teh latter


oh, acting was okay but what I liked the most was uh the theme the plot was amazing, ya and terrorism so this is something that happens on a daily basis and it's great how they


uh pictured everything in the form of a movie


and the movie like ella misshapen a london deadline for example songs I google google ya agree ya abroad romancer it was not bad ya, ya I agree, ya


that was well illustrated correct lah correct lah that was well illustrated, what about english movies


I see for me I I there's this one thing about this LDC movie called body of lies, I watched it once before and I just don't know why, I kept watching like three times more so I I realize that I like all this kind of war movies and you know like US army fighting all these terrorists groups action killer I I like the that kind of movies so this fits the bill perfectly and I I like how are you know LDC you know revolves around the plot so it was a great movie have you watched it before


ya you should watch and on another note there is this netflix programme called folda in netflix oh oh on netflix ya I don't know why I repeated it but, uh so it's an israeli show so it highlights the war


the racial tensions between pakistan are and israel between the jews and the arabs to be specific, so that was a nice programme also I actually was just looking for some programs in general I didn't really was looking for something specific on this


then I stumbled upon this I saw one episode of it and I was like oh not bad is quite thrilling and I I like the, thrill tod this show, so I actually finished a eleven twelve episodes in three days


so it it was quite a nice show I liked it, but one sad thing about I won't say it's sad one by product of watching such killer programs is that whenever I asleep at night, my dreams are always revolved around with guns and weapons and ammunition so it's a bit scary at night


ya dunkirk was a good movie ya, but I feel it is slightly overrated but it is a good movie


ya harry styles, have you watch this movie called saving private ryan, so I will tell you something about the plot the plot is that


all his other two siblings died so he was the only son left to his mum


so the US uh army chief made a decision to bring him back, to the mum because he's the only son left right but the thing is they couldn't locate him because they are spread out all over europe and they don't know how so they set up a squad of around uh ten people and they will set off to go and uh fight them so there were lot of disagreements on the way cause you would meet other germans on the way and it's not very safe also cause they don't know who they are going for they just know their name


so a lot of people got killed and err the highlight of the story is that in order to save one person almost five to six people got killed on the way, and even the captain died I think that was more than five or six I think everyone most of them int he squad died


so it's an interesting film


okay


oh that really sounds interesting is it on netflix, okay maybe I'll take a look later, oh you also recently watched this movie call seven five zero zero so it was about a terrorist attack on the I mean terrorists hijacking a plane then how the pilot maneuvers to


uh save the people and kill the terrorists it was quite a interesting movie, but I didn't really have any you know renowned actors so it's like mediocre in budget but yet the plot was great and the action was going and ya


oh ya I watch peaky blinders but that was one of the few


err food <tamil>பத்தி பேசலாமா:paththi pesalaamaa</tamil> what are your favourite dishes


oh I see, for me my favorite gravy is the chicken Tikka masala with a dash of cream over the gravy a really good combination and I love it


ya, that with butter Naan is a


it costs around twenty pounds that's almost thirty five SGD for one fish and chips uh meals that was the best I've ever had the fish was so tender and fresh


ya I actually wanted to travel this year's also if not for COVID


uh <tamil>இப்போ:ippo</tamil> A level <tamil>எழுதும்போது நிரைய:eluthumbothu niraya</tamil> topics <tamil>கம்மியா இருக்கு:kammiyaa irukku</tamil> that's a very good thing


ya that's a good plus I agree


so <tamil>இதெல்லா கொன்ஜொ:ithellaa konjo</tamil> problems, quite uh major issue, like US <tamil>எல்லா:ellaa</tamil> unemployment rate latest <tamil>பாக்கும்போது:paakumbothu</tamil> it was more than ten percent


so US population <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> about thirty million so in other words


ya I know him


so <tamil>எனா கொன்ஜொ எனா வந்துட்டு:yena konjo yena vanthuttu</tamil> meddle <tamil>பன்ரதுக்கு ரொம்ப:pandrathukku romba</tamil> easy so <tamil>ஒறு:oru</tamil> small <tamil>விஷயம் நாலே:vishayam naale</tamil> I will get irritated


ya but <tamil>பொதுவா நா கொன்ஜொ:pothuvaa naa konjo</tamil> aggressive <tamil>தான்:thaan</tamil> react <tamil>பன்னுவேன்:pannuven</tamil> so <tamil>அது அது என்னோட:athu athu ennoda</tamil> nature


ya I agree


in the same place <tamil>அங்க சாப்பிடுர:anga saapdra</tamil> fried rice <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> is one of the best I've ever had I've eaten at a lot of nice places and uh it's one of the best fried rices in my life there's a unique, proper wok taste to it so it was it was a great taste did you try that before


ya I'll bring you sometime on another note there is this uh place called Changi civil service club it's around uh Changi beach area


so over there there is this a bowling alley and along the bowling alley as in adjacent to the bowling alley there is this bistro so the bistro sells all this kind of uh western food, and of course uh asian delights also so I had this fried rice once and now it was a very good fried rice as well and the chilli they use is


as to gives like fifty percent of its taste so the chilli was, that it was so good


ya there are many undiscovered places and ya pure food heavens you should try


what do you think about NS, like what's your expectations what are your feelings towards it I know you have four months to it but what's your


err current feelings about it


err physical aspect <tamil>வந்துட்டு என்னால:vanthuttu ennala</tamil> handle <tamil>பன்ன முடியும்னு ஒறு நம்பிக்கை இருக்கு:panna mudiyumnu oru nambikai irukku</tamil> mental aspect also


weekend <tamil>மட்டும்தான்:mattumthaan</tamil> you have free time, so <tamil>அதுனால தான் யோசிச்சிட்டு இருக்கேன்:athunaalaa thaan yosichitu iruken</tamil> but BMT <tamil>அப்பரொம் ஒறு நல்ல:approm oru nalla</tamil> vocation <tamil>வந்து:vanthu</tamil> like err


so <tamil>என்:yen</tamil> friends who <tamil>சொன்னான்:sonaan</tamil> approximate <tamil>வந்து ஒறு:vanthu oru</tamil> twenty lessons <tamil>எடுக்கும்ட்டு:edukumttu</tamil> so weekends <tamil>வந்துட்டு கொன்ஜொ போலாம்னு இருக்கேன்:vanthuttu konjo polaamnu iruken</tamil> then I feel that <tamil>நா வந்து கொன்ஜொ:naa vanthu konjo</tamil> fast learn <tamil>பன்னுவேன் எனா எனக்கு கொன்ஜொ:pannuven enaa enakku konjo</tamil> car <tamil>இதெல்லா தெரியும்:ithellaa theriyum</tamil> so I hope I can finish it early


ya, april enlist <tamil>ஆயிருந்தா அதான் நா யோசிச்சுட்டு இருந்தேன்:aayirunthaa athaan naa yosichuttu irunthen</tamil> like immediate driving join <tamil>பன்னிட்டு:pannittu</tamil> one and a half months daily <tamil>போய் முடிச்சு கத்துகலாம்னு இருந்தேன்:poi mudichu kathukalaamnu irunthen</tamil> cause I wanted to get it as soon as possible


but sadly I won't be able to do and I also wanted to join the investment manager hedge funds for internship, with a renowned investment company like uh goldman sachs to get experience and even the internship pay is pretty good but <tamil>இப்பொ:ippo</tamil> early enlist <tamil>பன்ரனால:pandra naala</tamil> it has to wait for awhile then <tamil>அதுக்கப்பரம் பாக்கனும்:athukappro paakanum</tamil> lah


specifically I want to do this degree called finance and econometrics so that's what I'm eyeing on so that has to do with err


financial things I mean as the name suggest and econometrics is, uh economics obviously and we use uh mathematical calculation to uh make uh calculations like you know certain things like uh marginal pricing marginal cost marginal revenue so we have actual formulas to tabulate such things and make informed decisions


all that, y, the name is suggesting ya it's an amalgamation, I'm eyeing on that degree parallely I'm also thinking whether I want to do a double degree law as well


cause I have an interest towards law, but I don't know if I could handle both at once so I am still considering I mean of course we have time, just a hindsight thought


ya it should be around eight months but ya Inshallah god willing, so I hope things go as planned ya but I think it's good to have a purpose and a aim of what you want to do because most of my friends are clueless on what they want to do I mean they have vague ideas and concepts but I think is better to


I think err by and large I'm expecting a I I think I'm it's uh my performance is to my expectations I would do pretty well, so ya everything in god's will


so <tamil>அது தான் என்னோட:athu thaan ennoda</tamil> plan a


I will go find other overseas universities the main thing I want to do is I want to go overseas to have a different life experience, see how uh the other half of the world is the northern atmosphere how the lifestyle is <tamil>அது வந்து:athu vanthu</tamil> plan b I mean plan b <tamil>இன்னொரு:innoru</tamil> plan <tamil>இன்னொரு:innoru</tamil> sub plan <tamil>வந்துட்டு:vanthuttu</tamil> singapore <tamil>ஒறு:oru</tamil> university join <tamil>பன்னலாம்:pannalaam</tamil> NUS or SMU for example


so but I hope I will get confident I will go into plan a


<tamil>ஒறு:oru</tamil> extent <tamil>நம்புவேன்:nambuven</tamil> but I always believe that


sunday <tamil>அன்னைக்கி:annaki</tamil> mass prayers <tamil>போ தேவை இல்ல:po thevai illa</tamil> depending on the religion right


so <tamil>எல்லாமே நம்ம கைல நா இருக்கு:ellaame namma kaila thaa irukku</tamil> but of course <tamil>கடவுள் வந்து:kadavul vanthu</tamil> he plays a part in your life


on another note <tamil>உன்னுடைய:unnudaiya</tamil> A level books <tamil>அந்த:antha</tamil> files worksheets <tamil>எல்லாத்தையும்:ellaathaiyum</tamil> clear <tamil>பன்னியாச்சா:panniyaachaa</tamil> or are you yet to clear


then <tamil>சில:sila</tamil> important <tamil>இதெல்லா வந்துட்டு:ithellaa vanthuttu</tamil> results <tamil>வந்ததுக்கப்பரம்:vanthathukaprom</tamil> maybe I will donate it to some organisation, ya <tamil>அந்த மாதிரி:antha maathiri</tamil> and actually they have many more great, underprivileged people <tamil>நிரைய இருக்காங்க:niraya irukaanga</tamil> so <tamil>அவங்ககிட்ட:avanga kitta</tamil> I can


uh give the books to them, I don't want to socialize that much also so limited <tamil>கொன்ஜொ கொன்ஜொ வெளிய போயிட்டு:konjo konjo veliya poyittu</tamil> then I want to have some me time to


discover and develop myself further


ya that's correct and it's a good thing ya in fact many of my friends some of them are doing that and some of them are just are going out and hanging, ya I guess ultimately you do you so I can't really influence what they do, and ya they just go about what they


feel like doing but ideally it's better to stay a bit active also cause of COVID and all, I'm pretty sure vast majority of people have gained weight and you know not as uh not as I mean they wouldn't be in shape


so <tamil>அதுனால என்ன கேட்டா வந்துட்டு:athunaala enna kettaa vanthuttu</tamil> abstinence is the best


eliminate <tamil>ஆகும்:aagum</tamil> so ya that's about it so I think it was a great catch up and I'm really happy that


we could meet after a long time actually how long has it been it's been about, ya it's been six days so ya I wish you all the best and hope you, do something productive in your life


ya (uh) alright bye man


oh apa sia dia tutup ah, oh not maintenance ah, or you think you think macam that time Jurong nak bankrupt [kan], no got one got one got one ah Sentosa punya tu bankrupt on something is it


oh ya that's true I don't know but last time got the, ah, got the what aquarium ah last time before sea aquarium got something else right ah that one tutup last time


ah tapi [kan] nak pergi ke wild wild wet nak naik slides , drop gila is it


oh serious tapi baring ke pakai buoy, then you just like !woo! like that, oh my god it's so fun macam excited


oh okay okay okay


, and normally if because kalau pakai swimming suit punya topi tu bukan macam buruk [kan] and then habis lepas tu I always never wear I always wear tudung biasa just like


buruk gila macam maid indo mana pergi bawa ini ini ya


shortcut, it's expensive mah so we have to buy our own food right


ah I mean


how expensive is it ah is it like so, my god, four dollar


four serious halal


so somehow when we were like there for six hours


oh sebab sejuk gila eh, oh my god, oh K K K


ah, oh it's free ah


, oh okay K ah


, adventure cove ke or wild wild wet


oh


, oh


ah, and then macam ni a'ah, so fun, the only thing ayah bawa us it to Jurong east, ya ya I remember got this sometimes we want to go


do you remember you want to go but then sekali dia tutup for maintenance or there was the competition and then you were so disappointed so we went to the toilet and then we found ten dollars on the floor do you remember that, that time I think I was in uni and then you were


oh my god then we like super disappointed then suddenly jumpa ten dollar damn happy eh ten dollar


oh you bought Asrin swim wear


oh, ah, oh kat Jurong eh, oh


eh ya that before I I was abang lukman but then abang lukman was NS ah, then kakak was still single I think, we went for lazy river we just bangun and then we just pusing-pusing each other buoy ya


eh ya two dollars, last time was two dollar how I know, now how much, tapi sekarang swimming pool pun dah start the last time I went to adventure cove [kan] I kena


this virus infection, this viral infection on my eh kena tangan [jer] whereas kalau macam panas nanti keluar macam bintik-bintik bintik-bintik and then macam gatal begitu tau macam measles I think adik dulu pun dapat measles


I don't remember but you no no no ah rubella rubella you were younger and then I was in RP, you no ingat is it, !yay! okay then we also I also I don't get it I was I don't get it


!aduh! memang , you fighting and then you spit on me, I don't know but after that I got rubella also cause this, (mmhmm) I remember I think because we were sister I think you spit on me kau orang gila


got it I don't know I think from your friends at school cause macam random gila cause the thing is like macam dia tak contagious tau ya


oh serious ah, eh bintik-bintik merah right I don't remember, ah, ya ya chickenpox punya calamine lotion that is it ya


in this like, no no air garam like the solution like potassium something and there is like purple colour then you dilute it one to six with water, but it was cool lah eh but then I didn't I didn't use it you know


cause I macam malas [kan] then I just oh rendam air panas gila then after that dah baik I without even using the doctor punya prescription, corn, corn


ya but it's I also last time after that dapat corn tapi corn is not a virus or fungal infection what you you, no it's not it's fine it's it's like calluses, ah it's it's just the body naturally trying to protect itself from


you know the sakit [kan] that's why tapi nampak macam viral infection cause dia macam go from one spot to a spot to a spot kau banyak dulu banyak gila [kan] me you,


a'ah, I think it's the bicycle you remember last time when we were I was sec four


then I never realise it was there, ya until like a few years after macam I think literally like six months of time then after that I start breakup macam gila oh my god I was the worst


ah banyak gila orang break out I think macam err athirah ajirat macam ni pakai then ah aqilah rahmat kak uh sophia, miss Mani


dermatologist, they have to supervise you you cannot macam pakai just macam pakai [jer] so kadang-kadang macam overexpose where you pakai banyak sangat I mean lepas tu sekali takut mercury dia leak inside your body fluid


, tu ah sayang cause go swimming like almost every


every weekend lepas kakak balik benci sebab ayah tak kasih kita orang break macam kira orang you cannot play with water tapi macam give me another lap give me another lap give me another lap, eh bodoh sia where it was so err macam training I think we start


we start we started swimming when I was primary four eh, oh my god


ah ah ah ah, ah ah


ah, ah tapi dia orang okay lah dia baik !alah!,


[kan] bila dah start maghrib eh


ya ya ya tapi dia tinggi daripada adik or sama height


ah ya lah of course lah like I mean macam gitu [pe]


ah cik mai pendek ya macam ketot [kan],


[kan] macam cartoon [kan], !huh!


ah [kan] macam possessive gila oh my god so terkongkong eh


and then lepas tu kita semua masih student macam kecil-kecil tau, ah kakak pun comment on his post and he always comment on my post


eh lepas tu sekali budak-budak ini macam time tu [kan] dah ada twitter so dia orang berbual dekat twitter macam something lah


ah ah


so funny


ah, , senior buat Tanjong eh fatin lepas irsyad buat Tanjong eh


uh, Asyirin is one year older than you is it, ah tak tahu [pe] tapi memang ni kakak lebih muda ah


, [kan] kakak nineteen ninety four habis adik adik tak payah dekat sangat ah nanti tak accepted jauhkan sikit dia punya jauh ke sini ke sini kau ni kenapa terboseh-boseh macam ni


macam hi hi honey I need one hundred K can you ah like that those those scam that you see


ah sama macam gitu ah, oh macam those like ninety days fiance fiance yang yang oh my god orang a'ah orang macam gila sia kadang-kadang yang yang daripada america semua macam cannot make it


, eh then kakak dia punya tengkuk tengkuk


ya !alah!, ya !alah!, ah dia architecture


ah ada banyak ah tapi dia dia macam gitu pun dia still boleh sanggup and like cheat on his wife some more !ee!


[kan], eh kena gila jauh gila [seh] daripada pergi tiba-tiba fatin


do you mean Khairuddin, uh, oh


ah susah nak imagine


eh,


ah


ah apa tadi pasal yang jihad eh


oh, ah a'ah


ah ah [kan], ah serious eh


eh tak basuh ,


then the brother the brothers are okay the brothers are fine, her I don't know what's wrong her is


exactly exactly so macam kalau personally


it's okay tau macam normal lah you terselit spinach [kan], ah leh macam tahi gigi on the surface macam dap~ from biofilm , and then when she drink coffee so she drink right and then the coffee stuck at the tahi gigi and then she will talk she will talk and talk and sometimes like was it serious


discussion, anyways it's like so macam mana she just talk to me , should I take her seriously or should I like, should I just like


like can you just casually start talking ah you got something right


oh my god kakak tahu macam pakai yang macam itu rasa macam rimas gila eh like there's something on my finger, I don't know I think after a while you get used to especially [kan] the fake punya stuff


ya I think got buy one then I tried and then


eh tapi cantik I think it's fine ah macam in life you have to experience all these, because you are tan because of the sun and the bicycle


but it's fine kakak punya tan line masa tu dah lama I think dalam masa dua bulan tan line tu hilang and then like it starts again because that, ah but then the thing is I only okay I also second day


I was having my menses second day so I morning tu bila ibu tiba-tiba message tau, then I was like !huh!


then I panic ah then oh oh my god okay nasib baik abang lukman ada ah, then hari tu that day she suddenly ibu dekat luar pintu then like then after that thank god I baru habis mandi tau so I just open door


then it ibu dan ayah masuk ah and then ibu layan ayah to go for cycling then because ibu and ayah they are waiting then abang lukman just, just want the opportunity cause he wanted to cycle then I say no cause my bicycle CMI cannot make it mah


then just say abang dengan ayah dekat luar kita pergi cycle lah tak baik macam cause we bunga ayah that time jauh [pe] naik MRT


no dia yang belajar and kakak tidur dia orang sembilan dah dah boleh bangkit and do his


ya at first and then but then have to wait cause abang lukman berak lama , like thirty minutes later then abang lukman keluar then err we siap-siap and then we go but then I in in macam that chaos and that excitement I terlupa nak err makan breakfast


and I was reading I watch TV, so I cycle all the way ah daripada sini terus sampai faiz and it was okay I was okay sampai dekat faiz the moment I stand up


then I just sit and then I just vomit ah there's nothing ah but it's just blood I think by from the stomach or but I just vomit out


I thought I was going to faint, no after we went to eat, and then after that ah we balik ayah dengan ibu continue to marina bridge


when we were sitting there I am so exhausted like halfway through when dekat yang dekat faiz tu at the Caldecott there's like a small


long hill that we have to climb oh my god, I was so exhausted I can't cycle


ah macam just just basah and then and then because I cycle and then I wear serkup cause normally I cycle I no wear serkup but cause got ibu mah later ibu scold me, !aiya! so I wear serkup ah


can you imagine, and then kalau masuk mall you have to open mah


your sun hat kirakan macam gila [pe] sebab I muka nampak apa cause like bulat , tau kalau you that macam muka macam ada mix sikit lawa ah maybe it's acceptable


ya, but our our asian features are just you know ya we can't rock those like macam turban look


actually not because our face features are not that, ugly, I think we have like face feature our face feature macam like for example macam we small like small face and then we have high cheekbone


, ya, but you know like the only body part of your body that you can shape is your nose


ya even now, you can shape your nose, so you should press it because last time you always listen to kakak aimah kakak aimah don't like, ah hidung mancung cause he say cause he say hidung tinggi nanti sombong like literally peribahasa hidung tinggi then I was like what the hell


ya so he she always penyek then you always macam hidung kata you just like okay ya ya like that, ya ya ya you can shape it it's just everyday you just you like this


that's why he got such a nice nose if you look at his nose, it's like those like macam perfect macam mancung habis kat sini macam ada sikit habis macam lawa for an


ah for an asian guy so and then because I also ibu also always like you know ibu hidung mancung ah cause atuk is like indian or whatsoever, you know indian or K K K no idea, ah ya whatever so ibu got that hidung mancung mah


then ibu always say hidung hidung penyek cause follow ayah mah so serious I always like picit my hidung cause I want, like the, hidung mancung then after that I always thought my hidung was big


ah, ah ya atuk [jer] macam handsome [kan]


oh uncle Zair, Amin


ah Amirah Amsyar Ami they are they are good looking ah, but both of them are nice ah , so then after that I tak nanti I think I met abang lukman abang lukman say I got small nose


like one of the small nose and like quite mancung for a malay lah then I was like oh I didn't know that


ah, ya then I just realise that my nose is actually small


ya, but then it's like kecil then oh it's actually small and then when now when I look at the mirror


exactly because ayah ayah keep on saying uh


do you understand that ya, ya scrawny almost anorexic


ah ah


ya but I was before I married I was at the optimal weight already which is like forty six


then bila I stayed at his parents I timbang I was forty nine, then I'm like, six months into the marriage I think, six months and I forty nine already


I message Asri I ask him if sunday he can pick you up, he say he not sure if he got plan or not, (ppc) maybe like don't have plan but maybe dia mak and ayah use car


that one cannot go out without, understand understand


then he okay ah


Asri


a'ah


freaking chicken, but that's because rice lah


no chicken is protein what, you sure


like a , habis but then you skin will be saggy


ya it's four pieces of chicken lah


ah separated kalau ma~ is thirty six wings chicken drumsticks dengan wing atau lapan belas set of drumstick that is how much tau


to six days depending on how you ration


oh


one dollar sixty cent bro, one dollars sixty cent


ah sebab bersih sangat mampus [kan], I thing is ah I think ah ayah dan ibu even the chicken I mean ah sorry it's not that nice


no she's good at cooking but she like masak but she don't like to taste her food


she's a bad taster, ah is abang home already


because of the medicine ah, ya, but actually [kan] it's better to put him at the living room


in the point of macam healing [kan] it's so much better to be in a clean and newer environment rather than macam old you understand, ya


ah


ah recognise or macam ayah eh ayah ayah dah tak kuasa nak keluarkan duit untuk renovate and then ibu pula malas nak maintain so macam oh my god


ah ya ya ya, cause ayah will start something and then he he will expect ibu to follow up with it


ya that they both, what the heck bro


macam dah lapuk is so outdated already I think twenty years it was okay but now it's, maybe too outdated man, why so degil one ah


ya can you imagine kalau rumah aku buat ambin dalam bilik tu nah


ah ya ya ya macam lawa macam just like platform it doesn't need to be a permanent just you can buy the platform is have that one then you just put your bed on top I think quite nice eh macam those


zen, oh is it but you baring if you put your


cause like that time I went to japan the second time, you know I go before right, oh you know I told you then the bedroom is ah


the bawah is literally err, you don't feel it ah the only thing bad about that thing right they literally macam blew the papan onto the floor


so kalau macam in the future kalau nak macam shift shift but you can't shift it is like that


so kakak cakap suka gila that time when we went to


cabinet atas dengan cabinet bawah dengan lampu dia dengan dia punya segala-gala lah dia punya there is literally one unit, then when people moving ah they just buy that thing


and it's, and boleh masuk bathtub, oh my god like I think that one of the hotels we went the time is smaller than us and it can fit a fucking bathtub, can you imagine how amazing that is that's like this this this toilet ah macam bodoh sia HDB


why can't they put the jamban and the sink side by side then we have a long ass, wooden door


ah, , ya the the worst part you can't change the arrangement, that's the worst part


, why they never think about it I don't know how they design it is so like so bodoh like even the tingkap this one ah


this like for example kalau macam hujan but then you still want air ventilation you can open up the top windows mah then get air in, this one you open you can open the first one on top if you open the below air hujan masuk it's like so bodoh I don't know what are they thinking when designing the house


that is very even like wiring is inside mah


ah


the jemuran eh, this one is not custom made it's ikea lah but it's still okay looks it looks fine lah looks decent [pe]


ya, and it's so cluttered I don't know it


they don't even know what is inside the kotak right, ah ah ya


ah ya but like I think if you wanna buy your furniture macam tu if ikea stuff don't buy on the kedai itself pergi carousell , ah ah ah


so macam geram gila macam ini set alarm right we bought this two hundred and forty, I think got some more online sell for a sixty dollar fifty dollar in good condition cause just imagine


ya, ya


ya kau macam eh sakitnya hati ya Allah ya, so macam tak perlu [seh] I mean like the thing macam almari ni seven hundred whereas we can actually bought it at, carousell for at like two hundred dollars, brand new lagi just have to fucking dismantle it and it is still very cheaper than buying a


a new wardrobe, I mean yang paling biasa I carousell kadang-kadang dia ada kasih dengan free items eh


!huh!


[ah]


then wild wild wet last year ada pergi [kan]


I think, I think they add new rights, ah entah lah


really


sea aquarium oh maybe maybe, drop ah


ah ah, ah I err I walk macam kat luar itu literally horizontal ninety degrees, should be baring ah


ah, ah


I think cause the pun dalam tak parents, ah


okay aku rasa lepas tu letak mini skirt kat luar


(hmm)


wild wild wet ah I think kat dalam ada that small card, shop shop card


shortcuts card shop, card


, I think one meal ah ten dollar


when like the car hawker centre couple you can get for, less, eh kadang halal macam US punya food hall [kan]


, chicken honour twelve dollar


, ah ah


a'ah, a'ah tapi dia orang six oh yang itu adik pergi dengan siapa eh Suria eh


it's free, it's just by the side you take it


wake up ah wake up, clog clog habis terus dia dia tak bangun lepas tu bila half kita dah masuk bawa boya tu [kan]


oh ya


, if you go all girls then Paiseh eh err macam time kita pergi dengan yang kawan RP yang all girls semua ah ya lah kita masuk semua orang tengok lah, tapi dia suka macam even though


adventure cove, wild wild wet I think pergi ingat tak dulu lah


no need lah this one just sit at home , nine ah I woke I I feel I I woke up then I feel macam jealous


cause err suria dah semua pergi then I'm like left out


Jurong east oh ya the, yang dekat lakeside, !huh!


oh ya ya ya ya ya ya ya, ya


oh we did asrin punya surprise birthday so called ada shazwan haizat me, oh so I bought for him all the swimsuit ah swimwear


then ah, I bought for him


the best, ah ah ah ah


ah tapi ini buoy kena bayar [kan], ah not five dollars ah


(mmhmm), time MRP [kan], I was P six lah


that time it was before my PSLE, but it's not contagious [kan]


but after a while right, , but I don't know how do I, eh when ah


ah ya, uh uh tapi ibu pernah cakap bila dia pregnant [kan] abang second, uh she dapat rubella


ya, but I don't know ah, ya bila letak that ah that lotion, uh uh


!aiyo!


uh uh


, (hmm) nanti jadi macam smurf,


, eh, I also had corn what but I didn't rendam my kaki in salt water


oh it's just hygiene ah, oh, the external ah


ah ah ah, I I had one, ya, ya


, , two


uh,


dermatologist


a'ah [seh] hitam legam pergi swimming ah, a'ah, a'ah, eh tak boleh ah tak boleh buat bincang ah muka macam orang minyak [seh]


every weekend, I I didn't get to do that ah


oh I masih kecil ya I think I three two P one, , (mmhmm), ya ya begitu kita selalu pergi swimming tu dalam pond kecil itu [kan] lepas tu swim swim swim


ah tak sehaluan frequency dia lain a'ah


ya ah, ,


and then bila dia keluar irsyad ah, , or maybe even before sec five macam time sec five, eh eh dah lupa ah


ah dia tinggi lagi I think dia one six something


, ah ,


, (mmhmm),


(mmhmm), Fatin


ah dia lepas bazaar kahwin lepas tu [kan] kakak cakap dia start follow follow


tak kut pergi private ah


the then dia salam the senior tapi dia macam takut so lepas tu cakap tak payah lah salam masuk [jer]


senior, eh ke same age, I think, ya ninety seven


, excuse me


Jadus


, , oh ya ya


variety show,


I like the view, ya my best view, like lelaki tu like I faham ah where Ros is coming from macam first you lie about your height


he was born differently ah whether they lie because of that thing


oh Astaghfirullah, oh, so duit dia banyak ah


oh, a'ah, a'ah [seh]


ah, [kan] dianya dulu kawan kita orang tu [kan] dia orang [kan] breakup, Khairuddin, a'ah daripada sec sec secondary three four three I think lepas tu pre U


ah macam fatin yang minta break ah, I also [kan], Khairuddin


, err !huh!,


Jihad, you kenal tak the guy


I think


I think benda macam benda maxima, ah [kan] masa tu ada orang-orang luar juga join, ah lepas tu dia orang jadi rapat lepas tu like recently juga ah tak recent sangat ah last year begitu sri was with this one guy


#ada menira#, she she's she's even more was it I remember last time, I think ah until I think the whole entire eleven years !huh! kat sekolah I think bedak badannya ya Allah lepas tu ah lepas tu dia tak gosok gigi also


ya, ya lepas tu rambut dia macam curly you know like those tip curly and it


eh tak lah tapi ibu punya macam floaty tapi dia macam , ya and then kalau tak bodoh aku macam ya Allah


time,


uh the brothers okay right, ya it's just her, ya I mean right I mean like kalau the brothers macam


, ya, !eww!


eh like every time we have a conversation [kan] people will turn to look into, like look kat mulut kita orang [kan] lepas tu dia orang macam


ah ah,


, ya, !aiyo! [kan] dia apa ada shift move ah


a'ah so dia dah grow out [kan], today dinner macam mana nak remove


ya, ya but then I only wear one hand


then I take photo one hand only the other hand I use untuk ambil camera bodoh [seh], err ya, ya tapi kadang-kadang dia orang but that colour is too light for my hand


cause my hand macam cocoa brown , ya


a'ah


!huh!


ya, ya


oh


(mmhmm),


a'ah, just all that


ah ya I saw the photo the table, ayah send dekat family group cycling sampai sini then I'm like singapore flyer


I think, ya I think better to pakai sun hat, bagai ninja lah pakai sun hat cycle, time tu adik err lipat bicycle


cool lah best,


err I have high cheekbone, ya my hidung penyek there's a stretch


now, oh


, ya ya ya ya, no wonder sekarang macam the beauty tool still like that nose roller


ya then


for a guy, , pakistan


ya, ah ah


a'ah [kan] ada [kan] like literally, ya


, ah atuk ya


a'ah, tapi anak-anak dia okay ah


Ami ya those two, , Amirul, ya


ya, mine is flat out, a'ah , I just want to take out ada hidung nanti I will be reminded of that mermaid man


Kurusest, slimmest among our


it was so it was so tiny, and skinny , a'ah [seh]