I'm prepared to believe my husband's death"; she then talked about the last time she saw her husband at Fukuhara, saying and asking that "Though I think I must have my baby and raise it to keep in memory of him, my sorrow only grows stronger and I'm prepared to sink deep in the sea instead of suffering from the sadness I feel for my dead husband.
もう、夫は亡きものと覚悟しました」と言うと福原での夫との最後の対面のことを語り、「子を産んで形見として育てねばならないと思うが、悲しみは増すばかりで、亡き人の恋しさに苦しむよりは海の底へ入ろうと思い定めました。