Later in life, whenever he talked about the days when he lived a ronin life after he was sentenced to the penalty of prohibition of serving for the murder of Juami, he never failed to say as follows.
後年、捨阿弥を惨殺した罪で出仕停止処分を受け浪人暮らしをしていたときの事を語る際は、必ず下記のように言っている。