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teks: Absolutely not helpfulSome of my family members seem to think it’s okay to keep telling me at random occasions that they are so happy that I’m still here to be able to be at whatever the occasion is. It’s been over 3 years since the attempt that they know about and I’m still hearing it. It’s so frustrating and really doesn’t help me. If I had had my way they wouldn’t have even known about that attempt but I didn’t have a choice in the matter but I haven’t let any of them know about any other attempts or the fact that I’m still really depressed and have suicidal ideations.

Does anyone else have the same problem? Does it usually help you or make things worse? I don’t want to tell them to stop because I’d rather just avoid the subject with them but they need to stop. At my younger brother’s wedding my aunt decided to tell me at the end of the night that it was really nice to finally actually see me happy (I was putting on a good face despite really not wanting to be there) and for me to have been able to make it (tone made it obvious that she didn’t just mean that I was able to get the day off but meant that I have survived) for my brother’s wedding. I had really not been doing well all day and I swear that comment made everything 10x worse and I’m so glad I was leaving because I couldn’t hide any of my emotions anymore and I started thinking about trying to kill myself again. 

Any advice would be really appreciated because right now I just try to avoid any of my family and they get mad at me/disappointed with me because of it.
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