classify text [gangguan, kebencian, porno, penyakit psikiatri atau mental, sifat perkauman, penghinaan agama, selamat untuk bekerja, mencederakan diri sendiri, seksis], text `I try to console myself, maybe this is just temporary, maybe they will stop chasing me, this is just a fling. But... everyone seems determined to prove that they are serious. Some even propose marriage even though we are only 19 years old. Some ask for an ustaz to be the intermediary to convey their intentions. Some ask their mothers to contact me. Some ask for a date to propose. There are all kinds of ways. And I face all of this alone while crying on the prayer mat. I am ashamed to share with my friends because I am not good at protecting myself until I am 'seen' by many men. I am also surrounded by female friends who always share their worries about finding a partner, why no one likes them, and some even express a little jealousy towards the girl who is being pursued by many. How can I share something like this with them?`
gangguan