classify text {harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn}, text `I don’t even know what to sayFor about 2/3 years I’ve been training to try to get into the marines because I thought if I died as a soldier at least I’d have an honorable death and people wouldn’t turn me into some sob story and I’d have some integrity even after death but over the past months I can’t even look my girlfriend in the eyes or give her a real hug even though my feelings are the same as they where years ago and I feel less and less like myself every day to the point I ignore mirrors and my camera just so I don’t have to see how different I am I have lost all my friends and my girlfriends the only one I can talk to because my parents and I have a horrible relationship and me and my sisters relationship have gotten worse and worse but the point of all this is I don’t think I can Weight till I ship out and I’m not sure what to do and the loneliness get worse and worse every day and I feel like I’m running out of time I don’t know what to say or who to talk to please anything any advice anything please`
self-harm