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teks: I wasn’t sure where I should go so I’m posting here.I’m sorry I am so so fucking sorry. I know I sound like a cliche but I so badly wished I was good enough. I never was and maybe I just was lazy and didn’t try hard enough but I truly did try. I’m so so sorry to the baby I’m carrying but I can’t do this anymore dear, I’ve been in pain and looking for an exit my entire life. I don’t want to burden you by being raised by me. I already ruined your brother. I wish I could make your father love me. I just wasn’t good enough. I could have been, but I wasn’t. 

This is literally no ones fault or decision but my own. I was always planning to *leave* but I kept pressing a “pause” button and waiting and waiting and trying so hard to enjoy life. I really liked falling in love. I liked owning dogs and loving them. I used to like drifting cars. I made a few friends. I’m glad I pressed pause but I’m all out of presses. 

Please it hurts so bad I just need to be done. I’m so sorry I really truly tried and I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough.
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