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teks: oh god please help me.I planned to end my life tonight and am desperate to still do so. I’ve got everything ready. AND GOD DO I WANT TO DIE.

However, today I visited my grandmother after she returned from the hospital following a bad fall. My grandad/her husband is also in the hospital following a fall (I know, bad luck right?). And while they’re both doing quite well, my dad on the other hand is really down, not sleeping, loosing weight, tired.

My parents are usually remarkably strong people which is why I’m not as worried about the aftermath of my suicide.

But my dad is such a mess I don’t want this to push him over the edge. But I can’t live anymore I’m in so so much pain. 

If you’re stuck in same predicament, wanting to die but having to stay for family. I’d love to hear your thoughts.

I can’t convey just how much I long to die.
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