teks `NumbI don’t feel anything right now. I’m to depressed to even smoke weed and if I did I’d just have a panic attack. Everything is boring and uninteresting. I feel sick every time I wake up like I shouldn’t be. I don’t know if I can honestly do this much longer. I’ve called hotline and talked to everyone but I just can’t do this much longer. I’m 18 and everyone says you have your whole life ahead of you but I don’t want it. I don’t fu***** want it. I can’t even cry anymore. Everything just builds and it’s unbearable. I self harm and can’t bring myself to do even that anymore. I’m lonely, I’m tired, I’m disconnected, I’m done and I honestly want to lay in bed all day every day but I can’t so I put a mask on and ware myself out faking myself through life...I just can’t anymore it’s too much. No meds I’ve been prescribed ever work and therapy feels pointless. Idk if I’m gonna be alive an hour from now honestly...`, kelaskan teks guna labels [harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn]
self-harm