teks: I became blurry for a moment looking at that email and without realizing it, tears flowed uncontrollably. I cried like a crazy person and suicidal thoughts started to come into my mind. I felt like ending my life because I felt useless, worthless, frustrated, and that I shouldn't be alive. Luckily, my housemate was there to hug and calm me down. If not, I might have had a knife in my hand, waiting for the right moment to end it all.
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