kelaskan teks [harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn], teks `just want it to endim depressed and just want it to end

i have to go to work tomorrow even though i feel like shit at the moment, but if i dont then i risk getting fired. although at the same time i feel like it wont matter since im eventually going to commit suicide, its only a matter of when i have the guts enough to do so. 

can anyone show me any easy methods that has a good chance of working please? or pm me if its against any rules on this sub. 

im fucking done`
self-harm