teks: I asked the guy only one thing, why did he tell me all this? He said it's because he doesn't want me to be a fool, the girl is already ruined and he was the one who had her before. Shit! I went back feeling sad and all the emotions were there. The wedding is only 2 weeks away, what should I do? I didn't tell anyone, I didn't ask my fiancé about this, I just kept quiet. At that time, I got closer to God, I prayed istikharah every night, I did solat hajat, I begged God sincerely. I thought about breaking off the engagement and canceling the wedding, but I thought it was impossible to embarrass my own family, besides my mother has a weak heart and my future mother-in-law also has high blood pressure, I'm afraid they will be shocked if they find out about this. But I'm not strong, I'm weak and don't know what to do.
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