teks: It's time for a follow-up at the clinic. The doctor informed me that I have mild anemia. The doctor advised me to eat various foods to increase my hemoglobin levels because it could drop severely due to my valve problem. One of my valves is leaking, and it's affecting another valve. So now I have two leaking valves. I also have migraines that depend on medication. The big problem I'm facing now is that I hear a soft voice whispering to me. Last night after Asr prayer, I lay down while reciting dhikr. Without realizing it, my mouth stopped reciting. A soft voice came, saying that I was too tired of all this. It's better to end it. Don't think about anything else. Deep down, I know this is wrong. This is not the way to solve the problem. Tears flowed down my face because I hoped the voice would go away. I felt a strong scream from within my heart. My legs were stiff. My brain urged me to reach for scissors and finish everything. I forced myself to get up and run to the bathroom. I turned on the faucet, let the scream stay in my heart, and forced it to go away. I cried as hard as I could to calm myself down. I told myself that I don't want to go crazy. I don't want to commit suicide. I long for heaven for me and my family. Help me, God.
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