teks `Why I want to dieI believe sometimes some people are meant to die alone, not because of the way they feel but because of the way they are. I think a big contribution to my depression are the demons in my mind. my mind is full demons and I’m so sick of dealing with them and I feel the only way to get rid of them is to end my life because everything else I’ve tried, doesn’t work. I can say I understand a lot of things about life and how it works, and at the end of the day I want to make it better, and I feel it would be so much better without me. My demons and depression make me never want to have children because I’m terrified they will be just like me.

my dad doesn’t believe in depression but my stepmom does and we’ve talked about it but I think she just thinks I’m sad and I have never told anyone about my demons, and I don’t plan to, if I did, they would just try to help and help doesn’t work for me, I believe sometimes things are incurable, just like a scar, they never go away, just like a disease, like a person with Down syndrome, you can’t cure it. at the same time I don’t want my stepmom to believe I’m serious because I, myself don’t want to believe that I have it, I have people to talk to but it’s always the same response and every time I talk to my friends about it, they say similar responses and also try to convince me that they have it and talk about things that relate to it. I don’t know if they do it to relieve me from my emotions and I’m not complaining about their help because I truly do appreciate it but I don’t think they understand.

Overtime when I think of my process to end my life. I’ll be happy I did it because I won’t have to stress on who I am, and that there will be one less person like me on earth. And with doing that it will make it a better place`, kelaskan texts {harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn} dan pulangkan dalam bentuk JSON {'kelas'}
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