kelaskan teks [harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn], teks `ThoughtsWhy shouldn’t I hang myself?

Who would care if I killed myself?

Wouldn’t the world be a better place for everyone if I did it? 

I’m just a burden, I should help everyone by killing myself.

I should shoot my head off with a shotgun. Too bad I haven’t got a gun...

Maybe I should step in front of a train.

Maybe I should travel as far away as I can and either starve myself or hang myself deep in some unknown forest.

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These kinds of thoughts (translated to English) are daily thoughts for me. It feels like these thoughts are completely normal, like doesn’t everyone hate themselves as much as I do? Not one minute goes by in my life during which I don’t think about suicide. 

It’s the first thing I think about when I wake up, and throughout the day I think about it every couple of seconds. The thought is almost as automatic as breathing. Oftentimes when I go to the toilet, I look in the mirror and tell myself to kill myself.`
self-harm