classify text [harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn], text `I want to share a story, not seeking sympathy. I am an older sister and I appear to be 'happy' on the outside. I envy other families who are close and have strong bonds with each other. As for me, I notice a difference in how I treat outsiders compared to my own flesh and blood. I am extra friendly to outsiders because I want to make a good impression, but with my family, there is no such warmth. My focus is mainly on my siblings. Sometimes I want to say, 'Don't be so naive, you're grown up now and can think for yourself.'`
psychiatric or mental illness