classify text {harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn}, text `First, I used to find it difficult to connect with God. I would only pray half-heartedly and only pray properly when I was scolded. Especially for Fajr prayer, it felt like the blanket was weighing me down and it was so cold. The most ignorant and disrespectful thing I ever did was when my parents asked me to pray, I just fixed the prayer mat, so they thought I had prayed. Sometimes, I would only be sincere in my prayers when I had problems. When things were easy, I would forget about God.`
psychiatric or mental illness