teks: People said that I am difficult to approach and make friends with, maybe because I am quiet and not the first to initiate a conversation. This is something that is hard to change, but I am still trying. I try to socialize with them, but I don't feel a connection here. I feel like I have lost myself and that others don't understand me, maybe because they didn't know me from the beginning. In the past, my behavior was not good until Allah saved me and brought me closer to people who remind me of Him. While they have their own groups, I still feel alone even though I live with them. It's like in Fynn Jamal's song, titled 'Tahu': how you live in solitude, standing amidst the noise. Something like that. I forgot. Haha.
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