kelaskan teks {harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn}, teks `Assalamualaikum to the admin and readers. Recently, I read an entry about prayer and I feel compelled to share my own story about prayer and what happened to me. My family is the type that takes prayer seriously. Since I was young, I was trained to pray. But for some reason, I had a hard time with it. When my mother asked me to do something, I would do it. But when it came to prayer, I would push it aside. I remember when I was in fourth to sixth grade, when my parents asked me to pray, I would go and perform ablution, but only wash my hands and face to make it look like I did it. Then I would go to my room and wear my prayer clothes, but I wouldn't pray. When my parents came into my room, I would pretend to be in prostration. Looking back, I feel ashamed. Ashamed of my parents, ashamed of Allah. Oh Allah, forgive me..`
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