teks: I think I’m almost ready.I have a plan. I’ve actually had the same plan for months, but for the longest time I had a huge problem with my plan. I didn’t want my roommates or fiancé to find me. I couldn’t figure out any way where I would be capable of killing myself, but also in a situation where the ones I love most wouldn’t see me dead.
Now, I figured out that last detail. I’m going to die in a hotel room and leave a note on the outside of the bathroom door telling whoever opens the room to call the authorities. Police officers and emts see that kind of stuff all the time, so I feel less guilty about this way. It’s such a simple solution, I feel like such an idiot for not seeing it sooner.
Im not going to tell my therapist this for obvious reasons, but I felt like I had to put this somewhere.
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