classify text {harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn}, text `Onyk thing holding NG me back is people I loveIt would tear them apart. But my life is tearing me apart. I feel so disgusting. I make reddit posts to steer me away from my formed opinions but ironically all they do is reaffirm it. Reading over and over again just how much the areas I'm worried about really mwtter(height in a man for attraction) is pure poison. I'm so deep into this, I genuinely don't think I can get out of it anymore. I really don't want to die but I barely see a different path forward. And nobody gets it`
self-harm