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teks: I’m a depressed alcoholic, and i’m ready to die.Depression only scrapes the surface. I’m diagnosed with OCD and BPD. Every single day feels like a living hell and I don’t think I can keep going on like this. I have a lot of other issues because of my main diagnosis, these include severe social anxiety (bordering on agoraphobia), and major depression. 

I’m sick of living like this. The only thing keeping me alive right now is my family because I don’t want to put them through that. A part of me feels like they’d be better off for it though because my mental health has become so debilitating in the last few years that I can’t even work. I just turned 24 and I have to mooch off of my grandparents and live with them because I can’t function like a normal human being. 

I’ve tried therapy and medication, but nothing helps. I feel so lost and stuck and it’s as if there is no getting out of my current situation. At this point, what do I do? I failed out of college because of my mental illness. I live in a small town, so as of now finding a job is almost impossible... but my social anxiety makes it even more daunting. I can’t hardly even go to the grocery store at this point. 

I don’t know what to do at this point because all I feel is helplessness. It’s like i’m drowning and there is no way out. I’m stuck in my thoughts for all of my waking moments and the only way I can get relief is through alcohol. It’s so hard to see a light at the end of the tunnel when I feel deep down I’d be better off dead.
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