teks: So what I'm trying to convey, I'm not sure if I have OCD, perfectionism or any other illness that has possessed me, but I'm tired. Very tired of trying to control myself, tired of feeling guilty, tired of feeling scared. Sometimes before guests come, I have to rehearse how to control my face, my reaction if something bad happens. I'm afraid to face the person I've made a face at, the person closest to me and who is always the victim of my husband's situation. It's very tiring when after the incident, I remember my uncontrollable face, voice or words. I'm tired of asking people to do the job exactly the way I do it. When people don't understand, I get angry... Hmm I want you to know, people who face situations like mine, we're not cruel, we're not evil. We don't want to be like this. It hurts me actually. Sometimes I cry too. Not because I'm tired of cleaning the house but because my attitude may hurt other people's feelings who may not want to come to my house anymore.
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