teks `Discussing life insurance, mentioned mental health, was informed that it was fucking weird and I needed to shut up.Yesterday, I was discussing with my husband of 2 years that if I die, he should have enough in my life insurance to pay off everything and have a good amount to live on for a year or two with no income. I mentioned that it’ll also pay out if I committed suicide (as long as there have been no changes for at least 2 years, my life insurance will pay out for suicide, I checked). 
Husband doesn’t have mental heal issues. Never has. And that’s great for him, I’m glad he doesn’t feel like I do. But when I mentioned that no matter what (accidental death or suicide) he’d be ok, he kept telling me to “shut up, it’s weird that [I was] talking about that” and that people “don’t talk about that, it’s fucking weird”. 

I feel like it hit me twice. Like one: because I’m just trying to make sure he’s ok financially no matter what, and two: it might have been nice to talk about things, like maybe I wish I could have told him that these invasive thoughts are everywhere and I can’t keep them locked away because it’s too hard but I can’t talk to a therapist because I’m afraid of them forcing me into a 72 hour watch. 

How do you guys handle these things with spouses or SOs?`, kelaskan teks guna labels {gangguan, kebencian, porno, penyakit psikiatri atau mental, sifat perkauman, penghinaan agama, selamat untuk bekerja, mencederakan diri sendiri, seksis}
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