teks: I'm drunk and just want to kill myself so badly so so badlyI'm really drunk, alot drunker than usual and basically want to kill myself so so badly. Idk why I'm posting this, nobody cares. Nobody ever cares about me :( my life is shit. I hate being trans so why shouldnt I kill myself. I'll never be a girl I always wanted to be. I'll never have my own child born from me. This life is laughing at me how much of a joke my existence is, how much everyone hates me, how lonley I am yet people cry about getting too much attention yet that's all I ever wish for. I just wanna be a girl and have someone that I love, but the way its going right now I think I'm going to be dead long before that happens which will likely never happen as I'm disgustingly ugly. I made a throwaway account earlier and asked people what I look like and they said average. Yeah that's average for a male not a female. Fuck my life, I hate being male so much, I wanna kill myself so so badly 
I know nobody will care, I'm sat here alone crying, I'm so pathetic, why have I been doomed to this existence I hate oh so much :(
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