teks: I just don’t wanna be anymore. I could never hurt my brother so I’ll never do it but fuck I don’t wanna suffer in silence for the rest of my lifeI want to die 

I guess I’m posting because I’m so alone. I have so many people I could reach out to but I don’t want to be a burden. I feel like shit. 



I need help and can’t ask for it. 

I just want to die. Why can’t I just have never existed?



Edit: I want to cut so bad. Thank god im not home but also I’m so afraid for my boyfriend to catch me crying. 

I want to go home and cut. Maybe then I’d be able to sleep.


Edit 2 bc why not: this is so damn pathetic. Could have had a good evening? Wtf triggered me to ruin this?
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