teks `well it’s happening againYet again one of my friends has found a girl that he likes and is now completely ignoring me. To be honest i’m not jealous, because i never liked them romantically. However, I will miss the friendship. It is sad to watch someone say that “i’ll never leave you” and then proceed to not talk to you for days. I’m very happy for them, as they both seem way happier now. It’s just it reminds me that deep down nobody needs me. And it’s okay. Nobody actually wants to talk to me, they’d rather talk to a pretty girl who finds them attractive. I don’t blame them, i’m not fun to talk to. I will just miss it. It’s weird how close you can get to a person in just one month, and then the second they find another person you’re thrown in the trash, just to be taken out once in a while and looked at all funny. I used to double text, because i thought maybe they just forgot to text me back, but now i realize that they just don’t want to have conversations with me. I am the type of person that people don’t want to talk to. I talk to much, i complain too much, i don’t know anything about tv shows, i have a trash taste in music and fashion. Honestly, I just miss a month ago where I felt like I was actually making friends. It feels so good to feel like you actually have a purpose (to be someones friend.) But now I just feel like i’m forcing everyone to talk to me (which is true), and it makes me feel terrible, i just miss having a friend to talk to and call. I know i can probably find another purpose, but I don’t think I’m going to be making anymore online friends. After 7 months of the same thing happening over and over again I realize that people online don’t actually want friends, they want someone to entertain them and make them feel
better for a month while they try to find someone better. And that is also okay, but I just never realized it so now i feel like shit. Thanks for coming to my ted talk`, kelaskan teks guna labels {harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn}
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