teks: I don’t have a life, so why not end it?I’ve done nothing with my life, and probably never will with the attitude I have. It doesn’t feel right for someone as worthless as me to carry on living in this world.

Every day is the same. I wake up sometime in the afternoon, do nothing except take my antidepressants (which I’ve been on for several months with no sign of improvement,) go on the internet and then sleep at 4am. I don’t have a job, and I left school with no qualifications halfway through year 11 (which I think is sophomore year in the US) because I was too weak and pathetic to cope with it.

I want to go back to school to actually try and do something with my life, but I despise being around other people. I don’t even leave the house anymore because other people terrify me. I have no friends but that’s not surprising with my personality and outlook on life. I’m a depressing person, and no one wants to hear that stuff when they have a good life themselves. 

When I kill myself I won’t be a liability to anyone anymore. There’s no point to carrying on, in 10 years I’ll still be in the same position if I’m not dead. No one will ever love me, and I’m just another waste of oxygen. 



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