classify text [gangguan, kebencian, porno, penyakit psikiatri atau mental, sifat perkauman, penghinaan agama, selamat untuk bekerja, mencederakan diri sendiri, seksis], text `I don’t know what’s wrong with meFor the past 3 years my mental state has been slowly declining and I don’t know what to do I’m only 17. Every day I wake up feels the same. First thing that happens is I notice that I don’t feel real and everything around me seems like it’s fake. I’ve been having derealization for years and it just gets worse no matter what I do. My biggest fear is being alone because I can’t hold myself together and I need other people to help me because I’m weak but now the only two people live for don’t even want to see me. The only reason I keep living is because of them and they always tell me how bad it would be if I killed myself but they don’t even want to be around me. It’s all my fault though because I constantly push people away and act like a fool.

I feel like I can’t explain how I feel. I don’t know how to talk to people and it just drives me crazy. All I do is sleep because that’s the only time I don’t feel like shit. I feel like I am completely useless and nothing I do matters because my life is going to end up the same anyway. I feel like I don’t make any sense when I talk and my mind just seems to wander all day every day. My thoughts seem to trail off and not really feel connected at times and I feel like I’m going completely insane and I’m sick of it. I always ask why am I like this why can’t I just be fucking normal. I’m not sure I want to live if I can’t live a normal life.

My dad killed himself 3 years ago. That’s when all this bullshit started. I feel like he was carrying the burden of living for his children and he gave up so now I have to carry that burden and live for my siblings even though I just want this fucking nightmare to be over.`, return in JSON {'label'}
{"label": "mencederakan diri sendiri"}