teks: When I entered university, yes, I prayed. But do you know what I recited in my prayers? None of it was correct. I couldn't even recite Surah Qunut properly, even though I was already 24 years old. It saddens me to think that I still don't know how to pray properly. It's not that I haven't tried to learn, but I don't know who to turn to. Yes, I have friends, but you can't always trust that they will give you honest feedback. I tried to read the Quran, starting from Alif Ba Ta. But as I struggled through it, tears just streamed down my face. I felt so foolish and ashamed of myself. At one point, I even got angry with my mother for not teaching me. I thought, if my parents were to pass away, who would recite Yassin for them? I'm ashamed of myself, because my friends think I'm a good person, but I'm still not taking my prayers seriously.
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