classify text [harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn], text `Can’t deal with this foreverHello. This isn’t my first reddit post ever (yay me). This quarantine started out great. I was productive, exploring new things, just generally having fun. But then in July, I ended up in a fight that could have been avoided and luxated my tooth. At first the dentist told me that the tooth would heal in 2 weeks (and it did move forward a bit) but then I came back, had negative pulp vitality tests, and needed a root canal. The week up until the root canal, I was a nervous wreck and completely suicidal, but once I got it, I felt a massive amount of relief. But a couple weeks after that, I started to worry again, google again, and become suicidal again. I keep waking up in cold sweats, I’m afraid of eating and drinking, and I fear I’ll be judged because of my front tooth. The dentists said I shouldn’t worry about it too much , but I’m so fucking afraid that the tooth won’t last. I need braces if I want to push the tooth back into position, which would require me to wear a retainer for the rest of my life. Worst part is that I’m 16, a girl (not saying girls can’t fight, I mean look at me, but that society doesn’t really expect us to), and I feel like I’ve completely ruined my life. What point is there to living anymore when it feels like everyone else can handle their shit while you can’t? I was so outgoing, but now I’m depressed. I don’t know what to do.`
self-harm