classify text [harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn], text `I don't know why I'm weak. I don't know why I can't change. I don't want to blame anyone for my own changes. Because I know, everything that's happening, Allah wants me to change myself. Not busy changing others. But myself. The only thing I know, one of the reasons why I change quickly is because of my laziness. Laziness that has become a part of me. I'm ashamed. Ashamed of outsiders who think I'm good and so on. Ashamed of Allah. Carrying Allah's religion but myself? Heh.`
psychiatric or mental illness