kelaskan teks [harassment, self-harm, religion insult, sexist, hate, racist, safe for work, psychiatric or mental illness, porn], teks `Does a suicidal person realize?I’ve been super depressed for about 2 months now. I’ve had years of depression before this too. I recently started telling my wife we are going to sell some things. Some of these things mean a lot to me. For instance, I’ve been a gun collector, I told her we should sell those, and my car. I didn’t really think much about it then, but now, I’ve spent most evenings from home working on odd jobs, I feel like there is stuff to get done.

I am a retired veteran for medical reasons. 2 deployments that were hell. I have been through many suicide awareness classes so I am seeing these signs. I know I have suicidal thoughts, but I have never really made a plan. 

So my question is, are these subconscious thoughts? Am I unknowingly planning my demise?`
self-harm