teks: Besides that, I have also bought a book on prayer and learned on my own. Luckily, I am good at reading Arabic so it was easy for me to read the prayer recitations. I also made an effort to memorize the Tashahhud and Qunut prayers and improve my other prayer recitations. However, unfortunately, I lack consistency. I do it for a while and then stop. That's how my life is without anyone's guidance. I don't know what to do and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I am afraid and embarrassed to talk to my mother and family. I am afraid of being scolded by my mother and teased by my siblings. I am ashamed of my ignorance and fear. I am so foolish to be like this. But I have truly changed and started memorizing the Tashahhud last year. I started praying perfectly. I learned from someone who said that it's okay if I don't memorize the Qunut prayer yet. Just read this verse (there's one verse) first but gradually learn to memorize the Qunut prayer. While I am still learning to memorize everything, I read that verse. And I followed what he taught me. But I only enjoy reading that verse without making an effort to memorize the Qunut prayer. I tried to memorize it but as I said, I do it for a while and then stop. Until now, I haven't memorized the Qunut prayer.
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