classify text {gangguan, kebencian, porno, penyakit psikiatri atau mental, sifat perkauman, penghinaan agama, selamat untuk bekerja, mencederakan diri sendiri, seksis}, text `I haven’t felt this was since I was a teen. And suddenly any way to go is the way. But nothing is easy enoughI don’t know if that’s just me reaching out for attention or I’m too scared. I don’t encourage it for others. In fact, the only thing I hold onto is how other people feel, and my cats, and that it might encourage others. 

I can’t think of a quick and easy enough way to go. 

I think maybe things could get better but I hate myself so much, I don’t know if I could grow to like myself again. I’ve turned into this lazy, fat slug, who has few interests and little to live for. I cut off my family for being toxic. And I stopped talking to my friends because I sabotage things and I’m isolating. 

So I have my husband who is also depressed who would probably leave me soon anyway, and my cats. Fuck me. I just don’t know anymore.`
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