i'm not feeling so good

>>17477579 (OP)

what happened not-craig

pet died

what pet exactly

cat

car ran over him

had to dig a hole in the dark

wondering if the sadness i feel now was worth all the good memories i have

was it your cat, what was he even doing there

he was allowed out during the day i mean everyone does that

used to lock him in at night because i thought nighttime would be the least safe but i guess not

oh yikes

yeah it's over 

but well i guess all cats are mortal so it would've happened anyway

sorry i'm explaining badly

we live on a typical street and he must have just been on that road for some reason and someone accidentally hit him 



>it would've happened anyway

feels like chance but i've been lowkey weeping for like an hour

yeah i get it, i just thought it would really take some effort for a cat to wonder off so far to actually find a road but i guess not everyone lives in suburbs 

of course it's always sad when things die but you will be fine, eventually

cats are simpler than humans so you can always adopt a new one if you really miss having a pet

i don't know i kind of folded up his blanket. it still has his fur all over it from when he used to sleep there when he wasn't annoying me at the computer.

yeah i think it would be better if you put those things that remind you of him off for a time 

this unfortunate situation just a reminder that everything is temporary and things can end very fast and very unexpectedly, but nonetheless in the end it's just a cat

i know he was a good friend and a good companion but still life goes on and everything is fine in the grand scheme of things, well at least for now

i just lead a pretty lonely life you know i have a partner but if i'm not with him im here by myself a lot and the cat was just giving life at least some substance. feels like a friend died even if the sensible, rational bit of me knows it was a cat

i know that feeling and that's true, cats and other pets really can be as good of a friend as other human beings but well at least now you know that it's not a good idea to let cats get loose and walk wherever they want in this cruel world

i also have a cat and i'm not allowing him to get close to an opened window even

hope you get well soon. cat death was devastating to me

my condolences too bud

That sucks, i wish things get better for you australian fren :(

yes he WILL be fine, it's not over YET

>>17477579 (OP)

take your meds

Now I feel like crying too

maybe I should stop reading and visualizing every second blog I come across in this hell

>he was allowed out during the day i mean everyone does that

not everyone, and hopefully you now understand why.

the entire neighbourhood does, don't appreciate you walking in here just to be a preachy cocksucker entirely too late

Im sorry

shouldn't have made the thread but simultaneous didnt have anyone to talk to about it and didn't feel like doing anything else so goodnight
