singles

live

dubs

slit wrist

fuck...

>>17566714 (OP)

No

no what?

please respect yourself

i do

i just did a little coinflip

sadly i didnt get the outcome i wanted

you gave the outcome you wanted a lower chance

what are you talking about?

>>17566714 (OP)

singles this is a transgender appreciation thread

doubles I am transgender

rllo

i flipped the coin three times

it came up the same side each time which was the no side

>>17566714 (OP)

sir do not redeem

is that fate telling me i have things i need to do still before i die myself?

no i live for the night it seems

same gamble tomorrow we will see how it goes

why are you sad

thats a long list to type out

:(

>>17566714 (OP)

self harm isnt funny guys like cmon guys guys

okayy

fail

no its not funny

but sometimes ending it all is simply the most logical option

Camus said it's not

i dont know who camus is

Absurdist philosopher

he was cool

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRZjP1ccHL0 [Embed]

i will listen to that whole thing

i listened a bit and i tickled my interest

do you feel pain in your dreams slovenia-kun?



no that sounds bad

i see hell, sometimes i want to stay

>no that sounds bad

haha well it feels bad too :)

no you dont

is it because of nightmares?

well its all sorts of dreams

i guess you could call most of them nightmares

the worst ones are when i cant die in the dream or wake up but simply have to stay and endure, the worst one i remember was just a pack of dogs tearing me to pieces for what felt like hours and i could feel every bit of it

let me die

Yes...... goodbye world

i'm sorry you have to endure that anon :(



usually nightmares are a consequence of your mental state, if you can fix that it will go away, especially if you are calm before bed (I think)

don't go fren

>your mental state, if you can fix that

hahahahaahaahhaahaahahahahahaahaha

that would be something

step by step and you'll do it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MlQM2elBmto [Embed]

i watched 5 seconds of that video and it made me extremely angry

maybe it's not good, I used to listen to her book readings, it's nice to calm me if I'm stressed

>maybe it's not good

i dont think thats the issue

i think it simply isnt for me

based camus listener

Listen to caligula instead, it's fun.

that's fair although listening to it I also don't like that particular video that much

I've listened to the Stranger about 30 times

ive listened to dantes inferno about 10 times i believe 

its comfy to fall asleep to

I listen to his works in polish since we got very good radio dramas, at this point i basically memorised parts of caligula, and i did listen to stranger and the fall back on saturday. Pretty good. But not as wacky.

I've read it a long time ago, was interesting

I'll need to check out caligula.



well i'm off to bed, need to fix my sleep schedule

yes it is indeed
