>be me

>shit load of disorders

>depressed asf

>absurdist

>lowkey wanna die

>fantasise about suicide

>think of how great that would be

>wake up

>realise i can just commit suicide right now

>i tie a noose

>i hang it up

>i got caught in the act by my roommate.



Next time will be with a knife.

>>17559080 (OP)

if i was your roommate i would just let you continue your thing

>>17559080 (OP)

Name five reasons you want to kill yourself, and they better be good ones.

1. I have a mental breakdown every day for at least two hours

2. Why should i live?

3. I don’t want a person like me to exist

4. Living with like 5 or more disorders is hard

5. I just don’t enjoy living

>1. I have a mental breakdown every day for at least two hours

>2. Why should i live?

>3. I don’t want a person like me to exist

>4. Living with like 5 or more disorders is hard

>5. I just don’t enjoy living



Pussy. I have two disorders that get worse as time goes on and I went through fucking HELL of unemployment and job hopping and moving and debt and fucking DECADES of being a lonely virgin to get where I am today with a dream job living on my own with a hot girlfriend who loves me. Go to YouTube and watch some motivational videos. Those actually helped me get through some depressing times after getting fired. Here's a couple decent ones:



https://youtu.be/mgmVOuLgFB0 [Embed]



https://youtu.be/OSJDhZvLtak [Embed]

Good for you that you have a great life now (not sarcastic)! And Thanks for the motivational videos, but thing is I can’t get employed since I’m so unstable that I practically feel like having a mental breakdown every other hour, not only two hour ones before i sleep, so i try out music producing: i’m alright at it, ig, but i didnt make any money off it yet, as i’m just practicing for now..

>>17559080 (OP)

two questions: do you post tranime on /bant/? do you use /s4s/



if no to both: don't do it. there are many reasons to live.

if yes to any of them: go ahead, I won't stop you

Have you seen a doctor about your mental breakdowns? doesn't Canada have free healthcare?

Canada has state-endorsed assisted suicide because it's cheaper than providing health care

Thanks for reminding me>>17559481

USE EXTREME CAUTION WHEN TELLING ANYONE IN THE CANADIAN HEALTH CARE SYSTEM YOU ARE SUICIDAL, THEY MIGHT ENCOURAGE YOU TO KILL YOURSELF

>>17559080 (OP)

>be me 

>depressed edgy child

>get caught by brother trying to "hang" myself 

>cry and post about it on 4chan

you're a faggot an a larper, "absurdist" ass bitch resorting to the most menial form of suicide as means to his end.

>>17559080 (OP)

>claims to be an absurdist

>tries to an hero because sad

What did i even do to you



Thats my only question

I hate no willpower nigs, just get good at life. It's not hard

Here's a cake for your pity party.

>>17559080 (OP)

>Next time will be with a knife.



Don't do that.

Number 2 is a question, not a reason.

thank you what flavour is it
