Hello, please read this through, this isn't a troll.

I'm planning on committing suicide because I'm scared of what life will throw at me. I've been thinking about it for a while, and I have a plan now, but I just can't make the final decision, can you recommend some sites where I can find encouragement of committing suicide, or can you just name a few things to let me make the final decision?



I promise this isn't a troll, I will come back and check everyday and see if there's anything that helps.

Nigger

P.S. If there's already similar post(s), please redirect me there

I'm not African American, this doesn't help. Please name something else.

>>898668643 (OP)

suicide is a terrible idea anon

Thanks for your concern, but that really doesn't help... I came to 4chan for a reason...

Yeah don't do it dude. Let's talk about it

>>898668643 (OP)

are you religious

>>898668643 (OP)

Kill yourself faggot

To whoever posted "are you religious":

Are you the same anon that posted "Yeah don't do it dude. Let's talk about it"? If so, I really appreciate your help, but please just leave. And no, I'm not religious

No different people . I posted the let's talk about it

Thank you, but no. Sorry, I will have to ignore your responses

I thought people in 4chan are really mean, that's why I came to 4chan in hope of getting encouraged for committing suicide. But I guess my thought is incorrect. Anyway, I will leave it here for now and come back to check tomorrow

I wanted to and attempted suicide about 10 years ago. Life can be extremely shitty and I didn't want to feel terrible any more.



Life is still shitty, but I'm glad my attempt failed. ANY life with my privilege as a white man in the United States is better than eternal nothingness. I'm more lonely and figured up right now than I've ever been, but absolutely no exaggeration, this is so much better than literally becoming literally nothing forever 



As much as life sucks sometimes, it's not 100% guaranteed that it will always suck forever. And once I die there's literally zero chance anything will ever improve because there's just fucking nothingv else at that point.



It's just worthwhile to experience existence while it's still possible, in my mind. I really hope that you at least ride this bizarre experience out until some other outside factor ends it, rather than ending it yourself on purpose. Personally, I'm really glad to still exist even if my situation sucks and life is generally shit, because at least I can like jerk off and eat bacon. It's just the finality of nothing forever that seems even worse.



I think if I was like, being tortured or suffering actual malicious pain every day, yeah I'd kill myself. But as a mentally ill poor white guy with fuck all for prospects, I still feel like my existence is a weird experience worth playing rather than than not existing at all. I hope you can at least find the same baseline mentality to just exist, because fuck it, there's no other real opportunity to do this shit.
