>move into small town as an infant with social circles and families dating back generations

>diagnosed as autistic, kinda hard to fit in

>everything is ok until 4th grade where I was held back in recess for forgetting homework 

>ffw to middle school

>was beaten up, mocked for being the short quiet kid, was literally called the school shooter type straight to my face

>tormented for a long time, teachers and faculty did nothing, but when I used my phone or reacted to the incessant daily bullying I got detention 

>7th grade bully tormented me for months, I snapped and kicked her into the leg

>fat bitch cries that I kicked her in the bag

>she told her parents that I raped her despite the fact that I avoided her as much as humanly possible, school shot down a lawsuit with several eyewitnesses

>swapped classes, still bullied fucking daily

>more physical assault and racial discrimination

>begun thinking that there is a deep seated fault within me

>go to high school, bullying resumes

>teachers tell the class that we will amount to absolutely nothing

>was mocked for not losing my virginity and for being short

>had been groped and had milk poured on my backpack, school didn't do shit

>Get my phone taken when I fucking TOUCH it in class

>been pegged as a school shooter and teachers ignored

>2021 rolls around



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>>73168809 (OP)

You okay anon? My school experience was tragic too, I don't know why normies are so mean. We don't do anything to provoke it 99% of the time it's like they can smell us somehow.

>After being put on the girls team by the coach who sucked up to the popular guys, I vowed to never do school sports again

>basically give up after busting my ass through junior year in online classes while everyone else graduated by doing nothing

>just checked out of school, and started resenting it

>fucked around chugging energy drinks with friends while typing in my journal about dealing with a stalking situations with my former friends and the "popular" girls

>basically play ghostrunner on my laptop in class

>dick around in PE with a shredded dodgeball damaged from the mechanized bleachers

>teachers told me to cough up $120 for a new dodgeball set, I told them to piss off

>After graduation and never visiting the school I pondered

>Realized that it's not normal to feel like everyone hates your guts

>realized that I am not the only one who has been ostracized by my town

>Mom has met people who left the town, they endured the same shit

>realize that this is how school shooters are made

>realize that life is better now that I am out of school, slowly discover myself and who I am

>slowly learning to flirt with girls who give me signals, and that unlike what I experienced, girls showing interest isn't a convoluted bullying campaign

>Realize why I didn't want to go to college, because I can't separate education from my terrible upbringing

>Make a vow to myself when I become a father that my kids won't endure the torment, or if possible, less than what I have

>Mfw the future is brighter now that I'm out of school

>torn between becoming a coder, a mechanic, or a welder



TL;DR: I fucking hate the school system with every fiber of my being.
