text: In essence I think that the author is simply saying that he experiences his sexuality, and indeed his very being, as a gift from the Divine.
  
  Fr James Alison expresses it so very well: (excerpt from http://jamesalison.co.uk/texts/eng59.html "The Fulcrum of Discovery or: how the “gay thing” is good news for the Catholic Church"; see following post ... limited characters n'all ... ) "In the last fifty years or so ...