text: Bro, it's more than anger, it is disgust and lack of trust.  The eucharist is not meaningful to me if it is dispensed by someone I cannot stand or respect.  At Mass, I have to sit in pews with people who think that it is the moral and correct thing for a woman to sacrifice her life for a pregnancy gone bad if she cannot be healed by an indirect abortion.  There is just too much water over the dam.  The toxic misogyny, the investigation of the nuns, the theft of our parishes to pay for legal representation to defend depravities that have been committed by priests, the funding of intolerant right-wing causes, the disappearance of the clergy trust when Cardinal Law fled to Rome (no proof, but millions and millions disappeared at about the same time).  I do not want to change my religion so I won't be running to the Episcopalians or the Lutherans.  I just want to go to Mass and not feel as though I am one of the people who need to be restrained and controlled because I am a female.