text: In point of fact, your "ordination" is objectively invalid however much you feel or claim otherwise. But at least you took the more honest, albeit misguided, path and left the Catholic Church. 
  
  Your juvenile anger and willfulness towards the Church - "at being seen as "less" as a woman" - is, like all those promoting this "cause", rooted in a spirit of rebellious pride. These are not gifts of the Holy Spirit.