So you opted to go back to your abuser. Your infant daughter was not harmed in the last incident of abuse so you were lucky. I will tell you the same thing I told my daughter, if a man abuses you leave and do not look back. You deserve better than this. You knew what the "rules" were in your situation, and you did not abide by them. If you want your daughter to be in a safe home, one that you created on your own then you must do the work and soul searching on how you want to become a good role model for your daughter so she does not grow up and follow in your path. I wish you luck and hope that you can find your own path in life and learn who you are as a woman.