Everybody makes mistakes, look at the negatives; could you lose your job over this? Not worth it, women will always come out on the losing end, don't waste more of your time Next time be more cautious, tell your self you have heard that story before and proven it doesn't fly. Cultivate a personal interest in something, become a big sister to several girls, good experience for when you find the right guy or gal to have your own family. Work on gaining healthcare for we the people, that will keep you busy, help maintain trails, look at your job figure out how it can be done better.Good luck