Thanks Jade, I knew increasingly that I was being dishonest the more I developed the jjp58 personality, and that's one reason I cut her (I admit, I though of her as a her) off, when I couldn't support the basic dishonesty in the face of several people who liked her, and who assumed she was a she.  jjp58 was me, but my feminine side.  I think that all women have a man side, and all men have a woman side, and that's what I regarded jjp58 as.  I miss jjp58.  I haven't had martini parties since she went away, all my friends got old suddenly, along with me.  She was my adult Puff, the Magic Dragon.  Gone forever.  But she lives in my memory, and in my heart, I promise you.  I will continue to channel her, to the best of my ability!