The bible says that you should not covert another man's wife, but Christians have violated the 'law' millions of times.   Let's face it, there are religious laws, then there are real life behaviors.     Christian certainly have plenty of text to send their soldiers off to slaughter innocents in war.  Christians most certainly do steal, like, cheat, philander, ect...  Muslim are human as well.

I love having a spiritual life, but I deeply resent others saying that my life perspective just doesn't fit their image of God.   To me, its the ultimate arrogance of humans to let themselves think they have any chance of understanding the mind of what has to be univerasal God, unconstrained by time or space.

I'm fine with mystery and if my faith is delusional, well, I've tried to follow it with a loving heart and good intentions.    I believe in a spirit world, but I'm not expecting to confirm in factually within my lifetime.    I hope I get a second chance! I can wait for an answer.