Grew up fearing authority and repressing my own natural God given judgement. Part of it comes from my upbringing. Most of my family's strict and narrow way of thinking and behaving comes from the old, manipulative, and controlling Church. Now I need to reprogram and heal myself from the harm done. Not an easy task at an older age. Thanks for a comprehensive and objective summary of the recent Catholic history. May the Holy Spirit strengthens and continuous to direct courageous pope Francis!