I am sorry that my selfish desire to become an altar boy to be closer to Jesus made a priest molest, rape and desecrate my little body.
I am sorry the church and bishops that have expressed sorrow then lied to me and abandoned me after such beautiful hollow apologies. I am sorry that the church refuses to release the truth contained in the files about our molestation and rape and how leaders handled it. The bishops want to keep those files secret, they must be very modest and do not want public accolades for the loving caring way they must have handled our abusers.  Dolan secretly paid the priests that raped us 20k each to secretly go away. He even lied about it till papers surfaced that proved it. Sorry that I made him lie and break secular laws by hiding money in bogus cemetery funds. I am sorry Listecki used Bankruptcy to cheat us and that I made him lie and promise healing only to deny every one of us.
Do I wait to forgive them until they stop hurting me? or just forgive weekly?