Ellamae,  all I will say to you is read Sis White's writings,  read Great Controversy where she talks about the Jesuits and the oath they take as Jesuits. Google the Jesuit's oath.  It's difficult to find the truth about what they vow.  If it wasn't for the Great Controversy,  such inspired writings,  we would not know what truth is concerning the Jesuits.  Is pope Francis a Jesuit?  History tells us how ruthless these men are and the reasons why.  I know the difference between seminary students of the 1960s and seminarian taught in our schools since then who do not believe that our health message is the right arm of our beliefs,  that SoP is no longer valid,  that there's no such thing as a Sanctuary message and an Investigative Judgement.  Students used to be able to work their way through college by working in Agriculture,  that was taken away.  NONE of our pastors believe in preaching Present Truth, or using the JKV Bible,  they use the NIV instead with chunks of scriptures missing