Well, I suppose, you can't very well divide your heart.
You evidently choose men with power and money and disregard clergy sex abused powerless children!  You are proud that you are being a part of this society's back bone I suppose.  
I would think Jesus would cry with one little child who cries in pain rather then with pompous Pope F.   It is the most chilling aspect to think none of Catholic Institution clergies except one that I know of speak for the fifty some clergy raped children who killed themselves in horrendous pain.  That tells me that they are far from God who is LOVE!  
None of us can't help being who we are!
You go ahead love your idol Pope F. & be proud!