Thank you for the compliment! Jesus is idiosyncratic in His way of Godlikeness. We should all strive to be idiosyncratic like Him!
Don't we all have our individual particularities? It would be mindless and deadly dull if everybody thought the same, did the same. Religion is live, dynamic, complex like life. Maybe the problem is institutional expectation that everybody thinks the same, believes the same... with self, particularly male selfness, at the center and in control. 
You're surely not deadly dull as to your beliefs, self-confidence, etc, etc...(?)