Great story, that speaks to the heart of what it means to be a Christian - thanks!
I met a WWII bombadier in a nursing home in 2010. He told me he had terrible trouble sleeping. I asked why.

He told me he was in B-29s, bombing Japanese cities in 1945. They were operating from more than 20,000 feet. All he could see were the explosions.

Then General Curtis LeMay decided the bombing needed to be more accurate. He wanted "tight bomb groups". And firebombs. So the B-29s came in low.

Then, the bombadier could see homes on fire. He could see women and children running into the streets... on fire. And in 2010, as an old man, he could not get that horror out of his head, as he woke up sweating over eternal damnation for his "service".