You are coping well with a frustration I have encountered with some posters on this site, confrontation with whom I will assiduously avoid ongoing. 
   If what you are saying is not understood even should it invite insight, recollection and contemplative wisdom it is a relief nevertheless to observe these comments as I am relieved of the burden of feeling singled out as the subject of subtle and not so subtle suggestions I leave the church, even should by views be orthodox by generally accepted standards of orthopraxy.
   Not to forget the accusations that I am a heretic, an apostate and that I have forsaken God and by implication am bound for hell in a hand basket. One need only consider the source. 
   Love covers a multitude of sins, and if the collective mind of the Catholic is not consistent, it is argumentative, opinionated and at times intractable. In retrospect it all seems funny. If laughter doesn't cover a multitude of sins, it can be a saving grace nonetheless.