Very few people have any idea how others truly view them because they are committed so stroppily to their view of themselves.  You may not believe you define God as above and against humanity, but you actually do or you couldn't consistently write everything you do about God's judgment and sinful humanity.  Jesus came as a human to show something different, but some people just need to believe God exists to punish the crap out of their chosen enemies and their selected sinners....and not just for a little while, for all eternity.