Not at all.  Talk about disease!  Have you really missed the fact that one aspect of our lives as Christians (=followers of Christ) is to constantly discern truth - not just the truth of Catholicism, or of economics, or social sciences, etc. - but the truth of whatever and whoever has particular meaning for us on various levels.  You very much misapply the entire matter of "clericalism" and should do some study in what exactly that is.  I realize you are on an opposite side of the divide than most of us here, but it is clear to me that you hold to the notion that your conscience is DETERMINED by the Church, where many here - myself very much included - see the conscience as being GUIDED by the Church.  God asks nothing of us: pompous and controlling men do.  God loves each of us without condition or prerequisite, even if we don't acknowledge or love God.  I am certain that God is not bothered in the least when one is critical of Rome or Washington or Mecca.