Raven, I will place this out there as civilly as I can. You say no one believes doctrine is perfect and can grow, but is indefectible and infallible. An obvious dichotomy of thought that you attribute to God and I attribute to men ( not even all people ) trying to parse out their faith. You insist you have God's words absolutely right, to the point of requiring no explanation and needing no interpretation. These are not Catholic thoughts, despite the fact that you and the church hierarchy have portrayed them that way. They are stops on the journey. Am I sure about that? No, I'm never sure what God wants. But your intransigence on this simple tangential point of falling/ soaring shows more about you than it does about God. As for me, I believe God is present in Her world more than in the rules of the searchers. That makes me Catholic, a believer in the universal church that you and others would prefer deny the universe.