I don’t believe that my mind is big enough to understand the mind of God. I believe that my mind is sufficient to understa  Hims to mankind through Christ’s teaching handed down through the Apostles and the Scriptures. Why would God reveal Himself to mankind if mankind was incapable of receiving and understanding that revelation?
When I said I wasn’t a conservative it was because amongst Catholics there are no conservatives. There are orthodox Catholics who believe what God has revealed and those who don’t. The Truth comes to us via the teaching of Christ through His Church. The idea that the Holy Spirit is ‘whispering’ snippets of so-called ‘Truth’ into the ears of 1,2 billion Catholics is absolutely preposterous.
Rather than scurriously accuse of being an idolatrous reactionary, you ought to take a good look at how your own, personal concept of Catholicism bears so little resemblance to what the Church actually teaches about herself.