From what you have written, it seems that you are believing the lies of the bishops, that the sexual abuse and rape of children by priests, brothers, nuns is something that happened in the past and is no longer happening. That is what the pope and bishops want us to believe. When we reflect on the fact that the bishops have lied to the faithful for many years and have covered up the rape of innocent children by clergy worldwide as a policy from the popes, who have deliberately chosen to demand secrecy and denial of the truth by the bishops under threat of removal from office, who have deliberately chosen to ignore the command of Jesus to protect the innocence of children, who have allowed the priesthood to remain a haven for the sexual predators, it seems clear to me that you are still naively believing the lies of the bishops. I too believed the lies of the bishops and popes until I became a victim/survivor of sexual abuse by a Carmelite priest.  
Peace,  Dr Rosemary Eileen McHugh