I just don't get it. If you are so unhappy with Catholicism--become Protestant.  It is that simple. 

Don't worry--you can keep the high church trappings of Catholicism if you like the pageantry--become part of the New Catholic Church or the Anglican communion.  They have all of the Roman pageantry--but none of the substance.  (Catholicism lite.) That might be a better fit for you.