Healthcare for whom?  Certainly not the baby and it really is not that good for the woman.   Like I said, you have explained where your hatred of God comes from and it is a mistake to give up on Him.  I have had my disagreements with congregations over the years but have yet to find a good reason to give up on Him.  
As far as freedom to worship, I almost welcome your persecution.  You know where the church grows the fastest and under what conditions?  Here is an interesting story for you.  I forget if it was a missionary or a pastor that told it to me.   A Chinese person got talked into going  to a illegal Chinese house church.  He liked what he heard and decided to become a Christian.  Shortly after he started attending,  the church was raided and the people imprisoned.  The new recruit thanked the raiders for proving he was worthy to be a Christian.  I will say the same when you come to behead me.