I've attended the SSPX Chapel in Livonia since 1997.  It is a place of peace, holiness and serenity in a crazy, mixed up Catholic world.   Go to the website at www.sspx.org and study the information there. There are many links to videos, books and other material you will find interesting.  Attend a Mass at the local SSPX Chapel and see what is going on. You may be surprised.