My ancestors fought for the North.  One was a Christian minister, and when he died, every town in the county shut down to attend his funeral.  

Jesus took the form of MAN, in the lineage of Adam; only a racist would see Him through a prism of skin color.  In His Glory, He is beyond description, He is pure Love.  Fallen man falsely accused and tried and crucified Jesus, but what man did for evil, God turned to good, the salvation of mankind...a free gift for all who will simply repent, accept Jesus as Lord and Savior, and live in His presence in eternity.  You need to drop your burden of hatred at the foot of the cross and let His blood cleanse you....and you never have to come back here if you hate America as much as you say.  I hope you are content living wherever you are.