I am certainly not surprised that you find no inspiration from "most" NO masses, and that they are "bland, lacking mystery and the ability to inspire."  The liturgy, no matter the form, is supposed to inspire us from within, not the rubrics and stained glass and chant.  It seems, perhaps, you lack the essence of what being a true Believer in Christ is really about.  I don't know, really, but from what you state in your comments, it is giving the impression, at least, that it is the case.