What I fail to understand and comprehend is the rise and steel like containment of the idea of Catholic as an universal kind of Church.
We live in an on continuums  and spectrums as God created all. Why so much angst, bitterness, to others who are different from one selves.
I enjoyed reading the thinking and hope but it doesn't hit home for me.
As long as there are artificial barriers I can't in good conscious continue at Liturgies that are problematic. I don't know where I will be in the future but am open to some good changes for all not just in a new vocabulary that is pulled out and is suppose to appease. Just not enough for me at this point of the game.