There is no God, Jesus didn't exist.

The fool says in his heart, “There is no God.”
    They are corrupt, they do abominable deeds;
    there is none who does good. - Psalm 14

You are full of bitterness Hughe and there is only one man who can deliver you, and it is the man Christ Jesus. Philippians 2:10-11 that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven, and of those on earth, and of those under the earth, 11 and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.