I appreciate the positive encouragement and even the sad ones (about not going every week). My intent is to spend some time off-line so I may assess my spiritual life and discern where I am going. Listen more and spend less time with frustrating issues and contexts. 
   If I had a spiritual director he or she would see the wisdom in this decision. 
  There is not much more to say except this: you can experience God personally and Christ can dwell within you. You will become a tabernacle of the Holy Spirit and you won't need to go to a church to "make a visit" as you have Jesus dwelling with and in you. 
   The danger of ritual is that it can become addicting and a source of obsessive  behaviors, if not outright pathology. (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder).
It can be very supportive and a meaningful structure that gives psychological and spiritual strength. It is possible to find oneself so overwhelmed with it in its present form that it loses its meaning. 
    Such is the case with me.