Fr. Reese,
Have you experienced Christ inner voices or Holy Mary talking to you at all?
If you never heard Christ inner voices at all, don't you wondered why not?
After all you are a formally ordained RC priest!
John 4:24 "God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in the Spirit and in truth."
How did you lead Catholics to God who is Spirit when you are not in the Spirit yourself?
As a lay women, I experienced numerous times heard 
Christ talking to me and Holy Mary appeared to me and tought me how to pray the Rosary.
That is to point out how hyporcricy for CI refuses to ordain women as a priest!