You claim that the laws of science were not arrived at by accident and did not just pop into somebody's brain, but even if they happen after years of work that is exactly what happens according to you.    
Even if you do not want to admit it, the Lord is communicating with you constantly.   And yes, He wants it to be a two-way conversation.   Some of the communication is thru the words on the screen.  Some is thru the Bible, some is thru friends and neighbors.
As far as how you will react to meeting God face to face, check out these lyrics from a song by a Christian music band.   
https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/mercyme/icanonlyimagine.html
Nobody should approach God without a little fear and intimidation.