My daughter came for visit last week and we went out and I remembered when my kids were young and lived with me.  It seemed so beautiful like sparkling diamond moments.  

I used to worry if they will grow up to be a good responsible person to contribute some good to the society.  But now I wish they would fully open themselves & live enjoying the beauty of their young life. 

I took kids to church every Sunday and sent them to the Catholic schools, however, I worry that they will have a personal relationship with God and learn their true being in God not so much if they attend Sunday Masses.  I try to share my personal mystical experiences with God so that they know the living God in their life.  However, I know that their life is in God's hand.