"she left it after 22 years "with a heavy heart." " Even her words are cautioning her to seek the new world that is opening up to humanity at large. If she changes her entire reading and conversational and work repertoire to real world activity even more    ---     "rethink her values. She said it awakened a dormant spirituality in her life that made her sensitive to the marginalized"  even more  life will become ever more clear. . "Rethink". It works! But we need to entirely rethink Catholicism, faith. moral agency, and the anthropocene era that is upon us. This is not Catholic religious orders, incomprehensible spirituality of long standing, hierarchical allegiance that has reached irrational proportion. APPROPRIATE READING, STUDY, AND ACTION IS OUR TASK.