I have my own church where I worship.  years ago I received orders from an Old Roman Catholic bishop and when I left active ministry I didn't practice anything for a long time.  but a couple of years ago an Episcopal priest friend, a Roman Catholic priest friend and a Mormon friend all ganged up on me and told me that is I wasn't going to go anywhere, I should start offering Mass at home again.   I am still not in active ministry, but I have decided that if ANYONE asked me to provide any pastoral service for them, I would do it.  Since then I have married my Lutheran goddaughter, gave my  brother in law's dad the Last Anointing when all the parish priests in town were on retreat and they couldn't get the one who was supposed to be available for such things.   A coworker has asked me to baptize her granddaughters and I told her I would.    So not totally godless.  LOL