My heart breaks when I read of such pain on the part of parishioners.  I feel so blessed as I haven't experienced anything like this.  Without being judgmental,  I just wonder how the love of Christ and of one's parishioners could lead a priest to such a place.  How can we witness of Christ's love when the Church is not living it?  This is a very serious issue as we are called to live the Gospel as a whole Church.