I used to go to church three times a day.  I attended 7:30 am mass before I go to work.
I went to church at lunch hour to do the silent prayer.  I attended 5:15 p.m. mass after the work thinking I am attending Vesper instead.   After I learned that priest rape children in confessionals and sacristy that I cringe going into church since it is contaminated by priest's sacriliges of raping children!
When I attend Mass, I like to be united to God in spirit.  God is pure spirit and my spirit contaminated by knowing what priest do in the church, I can't hope to be united to pure God!  So I stop going to church all together now.  Well it brings tear to my eyes every time I think that I can't attend Mass!
I say a prayer to my Lord to take me to him quick!  So far I am still here and I am boiling mad at Catholic dam clergies!  Sorry!