And in prayer and examination perhaps in the Real Presence of Our Lord in front of the Tabernacle we could ask: 

What do my daily complaints say about "Who do I say that" Jesus is?

If people heard my ordinary interior dialog during the day, what would they conclude about Who I believe Jesus is?

Our real witness is our interior dialog, isn't it?

That's a more demanding call to unity with God, isn't it?

How faithful does our interior dialog (especially when we are dealing with difficulties) form an image of Jesus Christ?