You would not believe it; however, I was in the Church.
I used to go to church attending morning mass before I go to work, go to church at lunch hour doing silent prayer and went to church after work to attend the evening mass regarding it as attending a vesper.  I used to go to the Eucharistic adoration chapel every day, counted time to make sure that I spend at least 2&1/2 hours before our Lord thinking that I will give our Lord 10 % of my day.  That is until the clergy sex abuse scandal hit our archdiocese.  
  
Now I can't even enter Catholic church because it presents the sexual impurity, and entire CI clergies participation actively or inactively in sexual rape of children are portraying hell to me.