of course you are correct. I also opposed apartheid - but apartheid was in our name and we are associated with it whether we like it or not and painful as it may be, because of the colour of our skin. And yes, what is happening now is terrible and a complete betrayal of everyone who fought for a new and free and fair SA.  What I am saying, the more we shout from the  superiority and 'we are always right' of our whiteness, claiming the moral high ground that we do not have, the more ammunition and opportunity we give to the state capturers.   If reconciliation had been carried through, and entered into fully by white SA, we would have been in a much stronger place to right todays wrongs.