Yes it was, I had PTSD and tried to see the psychiatrist five times he refused. Then I tried to get meds which would have helped prevent it but the doctors were so ignorant that was not possible. I dissociated at work and put drugs in my pockets. I do not remember doing it but I was suicidal by then and it was part of the plan I had been formulating. The rest of the plan was a 14 gauge needle in a radial artery.What had been going on at NSHC was unbelievable and many agencies were not doing their jobs. Then there were the raped women with the cops not arresting the known perps and the Natives who were traumatized who got little help. There was the white supremacy.They police took the intoxicants and dumped them on the ER nurse who may be assaulted.I may have two ER patients, two intoxicants on carts in the hall on monitors and up to seven patients down the hall in the clinic. It was crazy, unsafe and I had to deal with workplace bullies. I know why the Native people have many suicides.