I'm not clinging to anything nor desperate. I am not white. But as a none white person I don't see racism behind every obstruction I have ever encountered in life. I don't fight the cops are attack them when I am pulled over. I dont' assume they pulled me over because I wasn't white. I assume they REALLY did pull me over because I was speeding. Because I probably was.

Just because I think the Michael Brown case is justified doesn't mean I think every case is.

I don't have enough data to make a determination on Farrell. If the cops account is accurate, then yes. If they lied, then no.  forensic and eye witness accounts support the Michael Brown case. No idea about Ferrell.  But many case were not because cops just wanted to kill blacks, but because they had a unreasonable fear of black suspects, which isn't helped by the fact that a white cop is more likely to be killed by a black suspect than a white suspect