Charles - Your comments portray a deep disappointment in your God given skin color so much that you now have a vindictive spirit against white folks because of their skin color.  You can deny it all you want, but it's turned you into a hate filled bigot.   I advise you to seek anger mgt counseling before you hurt yourself or someone you love.  Maybe garycrum can help..... he's a seasoned counselor of troubled juveniles.