It must be tough to live in fear in your old age. Good thing you are white and live in Oregon. You could never hide here if you were black. Fortunately for me, the feds broke up the white nationalist group called the Order. They were the last folks to threaten my life directly. Of course, I never know how a frightened white cop may react near me. There is nothing I can do about that anyway, but stay calm and carry on. BTW, the racists I hate are the ones supported by government. Those are the white ones. The police have no problem killing the rest. The cops are generally less professional than the feds.