I feel the same way. I want to vote YES because  I think state recognition of a union should be available to all couples - if it's available to heterosexual couples, it should be available to homosexual couples. It's a civil right. But the 'conversation' we're having here is so one-sided, so bitterly prejudiced against those not in favour, that my rational mind is being overwhelmed with resentment and desire to punish! I don't worship a sky fairy! I do have a right to an opinion even though I'm a Christian! I'm not an evil bigot! And I'm going to have my revenge by voting NO! (I'm not proud of this).