" it goes against human nature"
Mmmm, not always. There are variants to all things in nature. If I had my druthers, or had it been an option in my youth, I would have gladly been "normal". The fact is that the "normal" mold didn't fit, try as I might. The truth, the fact, the reality is that 1 on 10 people are homo, gay, queer, lesbian, that way, bat for the other team, kick with the other foot, jumped the fence, are lesbo, fag, dyke. I was raised by two heteros, God love them, but am homo just the same.