Im sure most homosexuals would say similar, that despite the cultural pressure to feel as you do, they felt the opposite or some shade in between.  May take some time for them to come to terms with it but all the LGB people I know felt the way they do "from day one". The myth that people "choose" to be LGBTQ is one of the most evil lies that is still commonly spread, it is the foundation of homophobia in Russian and eastern Europe as well as much of the Arab world.  It is akin to the anti-semitic tropes of jews and greed or money and similar.  

Freedom against arbitrary discrimination is one of the underpinnings of our society socially, politically, and legally.  To suggest that it infringes on a business owners right to free excersize or expression requiring them to serve LGBTQ people or to provide birth control coverage is just a re-run of the Jim Crow laws the southern states used to oppress black people for decades, the targets now are women and LGBTQ because...well, ignorance!