So unless He provides everyone with an ideal life, God can’t exist? If you read Genesis, actually He did exactly that, but our ancestors foolishly rejected that life. When you think about it, each one of us would have made the same error, sadly, so don’t blame your ancestors. Yet because He is a loving God, full of patience and grace, He provided us another option rather than simply accepting our ancestors’ rejection. Earth became a proving ground to see who will choose God’s ways and who will not. Without difficulties, how could that work? This is God’s Plan B, and all that is required is for us to accept His Son who sacrificed himself for us. Each of us gets to select our own destiny. Our life here is short compared to what awaits, so choose wisely. You are leaning heavily towards atheism today, so I don’t think you qualify for agnostic of the month. Pick one side of the fence, as sitting astride it is painful, the one position guaranteed to be wrong. You know which side I recommend.