I have no 'beliefs' - that is really the textbook definition of an atheist. I have no need to believe in some mystical being who I need to get down on bended knee to, nor any need to believe in a mythical afterlife. I am quite happy with the here and now and in living the life I have for all its worth, rather than banking on some 'potential' second life.

As for researching the bible, I have done it quite extensively, and was raised in the Anglican church, before realising what a load of rubbish it all was, so I know how it came to be written and why it was written the way it was - once again, that being one of the main reasons I no longer follow any religion. 

As someone wiser than me once said: "We are both atheists, I just happen to believe in one fewer god than you. When you see why you reject the existence of all other gods, you will see why I reject yours."

And feel free to pray for me, but god won't soften my heart, any more than the Flying Spaghetti Monster will soften yours!