Tesa Ann: I asked for evidence. You didn't offer any because there isn't any. Saying "he exists because you keep chasing Him" is just the kind of logic that further confirms my atheism and turns me off from true believers.

There is some arrogance in religionists - they claim an access to something great and that, I, because of my arrogance, sinfulness, humanness or stubbornness will never know. Its a sense of righteousness that's off-putting. If there was evidence for god and I refused it, then I would be the fool.  But again, and this is where it always lands, there is no evidence.