Sadly, Nora, you keep saying things that confirm your unfitness for the priesthood - if you can't embrace Mother Church's teachings then you don't belong in sacramental ministry.  It's woeful that you found a conservative (me) open to discuss a theoretical priesthood with men and women, but then you squashed it with your heterodoxy.  My mother would have made a great priest as she was totally faithful to Church teaching.  When I told her this, she rebuked me.  She said the only women who would want to be priests just wanted the power, and not for the right reasons.  I fear that you belong in that category, too.  Maybe you should do some reflection on the matter.