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 Body-positive blogger Megan Jayne Crabbe, who goes by Bodyposipanda on social media, isn't letting critics get in the way of her confidence. 
  
 The 24-year-old recently posted before and after photos of her from 2014 and now — with a twist. 
  
 "Every day we're inundated with before and after weight loss pictures telling us that the way to be happy is by shrinking our bodies; I wanted to show people that happiness isn't a size," Crabbe told TODAY about what inspired her to post the images. "You don't have to spend your life chasing weight loss to feel beautiful, happy or worthy — you deserve to feel all of those things as you are." 
  
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 In the photo's caption, the blogger candidly explained that after years of struggling with an eating disorder, she has finally learned to love herself for who she is. 
  
 And a part of that acceptance meant confronting many of the negative comments that people posted on her last before and after photos. She decided to reply to some of these questions in her recent post. 
  
 "'Wait so you just decided to RUIN your body?' Nah, I just stopped torturing myself every day for not fitting an image I was never supposed to be," wrote Crabbe. 
  
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 In response to another commenter, she wrote: "I could have stayed the same and spiraled back into the eating disorder that almost killed me when I was 15. I could have kept starving myself and obsessively working out for hours every day but it never would have lead me to self love." 
  
 She continued, "No matter how much weight I lost there was always still something to hate. And sure, people don't NEED to gain weight to find their self love, this is just what my body needed to do to match up to my mental freedom. THIS IS MY HAPPY BODY." 
  
 Crabbe, who's been using social media as platform to spread body positivity for the past three years, said the reaction to her post has been mixed. 
  
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 "There's been a lot of love, but also a lot of hate," she said. "Thankfully the love has outweighed the hate, and the hate only reminds me how much work there is still left to do in making people realize that people of all sizes are valuable and deserve respect." 
  
 With each post on her account, the blogger hopes to inspire others on their journey to self-love. 
  
 "None of us exist for the purpose of dropping dress sizes or fitting the narrow image of beauty that's been presented to us as the ultimate goal," she said. "We're more than what our bodies look like." 
  
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 “I remember thinking that all my classmates were so much prettier and thinner than I was, and idolising all the popular representations of beauty around me at the time,” she recalls. 
  
 “Barbie, Disney princesses, '90s pop stars and famous actresses. They all had one thing in common: they were thin. And I learned fast that if I wanted to be beautiful too, then I wasn't thin enough.” 
  
 By the age of 10, she was dieting and restricting her food more and more obsessively. Aged 14, she was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa, and became of the 725,000 people in the UK affected by an eating disorder. At her darkest point she weighed 65lbs, and was being tube fed in hospital. 
  
 “It took two years of hospital visits and psychiatric unit stays before I began to claw my way out,” says the 24-year-old based in Essex who is a full-time carer. 
  
 But her anorexia soon morphed into binge-eating disorder, a lesser known but equally debilitating condition. 
  
 “After nearly tripling my weight in a year I was left in a body I hated more than ever, that's when the dieting started again. I cycled through starvation diets and binge eating episodes for years.” 
  
 During these years, Megan’s identity became bound in her mental illness. 
  
 “When you're in the depths of an eating disorder you lose every part of who you thought you were. I was convinced that my only purpose in life was losing weight, nothing else mattered. 
  
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 “After a while I started to believe that I wasn't anyone beyond 'the anorexic girl'. Now I realise that I am so much more than how many calories I eat or how much weight I can lose.” 
  
 Megan's recovery began, she says, when she discovered body positivity, or "bopo": a movement which rejects obsessive calorie-counting, regimes to sculpt unachievable bodies, and self-loathing. Launching an Instagram two years ago as a space for her to deal with her body image issues, she now has over half a million followers and is a key voice in the movement. “Body positivity is the only thing that ever allowed me to heal my relationship with food, learn how to eat intuitively and stop torturing myself for how my body looks." 
  
 Her Instagram page is filled with photos of her glowing with confidence, demonstrating her weight gain and recovery, and images and illustrations trying to eclipse body shaming messages. 
  
 “I started @bodyposipanda just over two years ago after stumbling across the online body positive community. At first my page was a space to heal my own body image issues and be inspired by other people in the community. I had no idea that it would become what it is today, but I'm so thankful to be able to give other people a space to heal, like I had. 
  
 But Megan doesn’t only blame her eating disorder on the messages that she digested from the media as she was growing up. 
  
 "Eating disorders are complex, multi-dimensional illnesses and the media isn't to blame for them entirely,” she says. 
  
 However, she argues that popular culture - from adverts to magazine covers - link happiness to thinness, and promote disordered eating patterns in the latest diet trends, from "clean-eating" to paleo. 
  
 Megan’s Instagram acts as an antidote to the ‘before’ and ‘after’ body shots, smoothies and intimidating fitness accounts that have flooded the platform. And her fans are grateful for that. 
  
 “I've gotten thousands of positive responses from people telling me how body positivity has changed their lives. One comment I'll always remember was from a teenage girl who'd been struggling with eating disorders for years, she told me that thanks to body positivity, this year she'll have cake on her birthday for the first time. She sent me a picture of the cake too, it looked amazing!” 
  
 Part of Megan’s message is one of honesty, and she admits that she still has "bad days” as she tries to unlearn “a lifetime of negative lessons about our bodies”. 
  
 “It helps to surround yourself with people who are on the same self love journey," she says. "Curate your social media feed and fill it with other bopo babes instead of things that make you feel like you're not good enough. Unlearning those lessons is hard, but it's so worth it.” ||||| Body-positive blogger Megan Jayne Crabbe’s before-and-after photos have gone viral since she posted them on Instagram last week, primarily because they are the reverse of what is expected. Watch the video to find out why she’s proud of her transformation! 
  
 In the “before” photo, the U.K.-based blogger looks thin and athletic with a hint of a six-pack. In the “after” shot, the 23-year-old appears curvier as she poses in a hot pink bra and panty set. 
  
 “THIS IS MY HAPPY BODY,” the bodyposipanda blogger wrote, describing how she “stopped starving herself and obsessively working out” and is much happier at a heavier weight. “Happiness isn't a size. And I wasted far too many years believing that it was.” 
  
 Courtesy of Megan Jayne Crabbe/Instagram 
  
 The Essex, England woman, who has struggled with body image and eating disorders for most of her life, was at her thinnest about 18 months ago when the “before” photo was taken. 
  
 “Every day, we see so many before-and-after weight-loss pictures,” Crabbe tells Us Weekly. “I started posting reverse before-and-afters just to show people that happiness really isn’t a size and that you can be happy in the body that you have, even if it is bigger than it once was.” 
  
 Her most recent side-by-side — in which she responds to her critics asking questions such as "Wait, so you just decided to RUIN your body?" — has gotten more than 124,000 likes and more than 7,000 comments. Many of them are supportive, but some of them question whether her choices are healthy. 
  
 “People think that because I’m bigger, I’m dying, which is just ridiculous,” Crabbe tells Us. 
  
  
  
 When she was thinner, she tells Us, “I was miserable; I was torturing myself. I was working out, like, three hours every day and eating so little. I was hungry and moody and miserable and I still wasn’t happy with my body.” 
  
 Since surviving anorexia as a teen, Crabbe has struggled with binge eating, exercise addiction and yo-yo dieting, but has now settled into the body she always fought against. “I never thought I’d be able to be happy in this body, this body that isn’t a size 6, that isn’t supertoned and superlean, but it’s soft and it’s comfortable for me,” she tells Us. 
  
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Megan Jayne Crabbe says she was just 5 years old when she first began to hate her body. She thought her classmates were prettier and thinner, and gradually began to believe that if she were also thin, she could be pretty, too, reports the Independent. By 10, she was dieting; by 14, she was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa; and soon she weighed 65 pounds and was being fed through a tube in a hospital. So the transformation pics she's been posting to her positive-body Instagram page @bodyposipanda are a bit unusual, in that she looks thin and athletic before, and has tummy rolls now. She tells US Weekly that these are "reverse before-and-afters." That's because the thin woman in 2014 was miserable, reports Today, while the heavier 24-year-old UK caregiver is beaming today. "As it turns out, happiness isn't a size," she writes. "I wasted far too many years believing that it was." So far she's responded to several negative comments in stride. For example, one of the more than 7,000 comments reads: "Wait so you just decided to RUIN your body?" Crabbe replies: "Nah, I just stopped torturing myself every day for not fitting an image I was never supposed to be." She emphasizes that she's not scolding thin people to gain weight. She just wants people to have "mental freedom," and adds, "This is my happy body." (Some women find it hard looking at plus-sized models, too.)