Given the task definition and input, reply with output. Based on the information present in the given passage, you need to write a correct answer to the given question. A correct answer is one that correctly and completely answers the question. Do not write answers that address the question partially or incorrectly. The correct answer must be contained in the given paragraph.

Paragraph- Sent 1: Fact: I wasn't dead.
Sent 2: After I realized this, I left my quarters.
Sent 3: The lightscreen provided had informed me when and where official meals were taking place, but I hadn't bothered to acknowledge the invitations.
Sent 4: It hadn't seemed relevant, somehow, given that I was still reeling over the explosion, the deaths of my crewmates, and the rescue.
Sent 5: I've heard there are a number of stages of grief and shock; I guess I was working my way through them.
Sent 6: Food was delivered to my quarters.
Sent 7: Initially, I couldn't figure out why—I hadn't requested any be sent.
Sent 8: Then I realized, someone must have noticed I hadn't left, and was nice enough to send food my way.
Sent 9: The accompanying bottle of wine was a nice touch.
Sent 10: I must have consumed it, too, because later on, the plates and the bottle were both empty.
Sent 11: I spent a lot of time lying on my back on the bed, staring up at the little etched swirls in the ceiling, or slumped in the old-fashioned armchair, staring out the windows at the stars.
Sent 12: I did a lot of staring and not moving.
Sent 13: Man, was it good to be done with that stage.
Sent 14: It was time to find out what hell looked like. 
Question: Why was he grief and shock, to where the food was delivered?.

The death of his crewmates.