you know? Personally, I was I was feeling like a real failure to the chapter at one point because I don't I wish I could remember exactly what happened. Oh, that's what it was. So I'm very, I'm sorry, I'm very, very transparent about my, I wrote about it in health care business monthly about, you know, I think, I just think it's important because you can recover from that. Yes. You can recover from a bad decision that you made or a tougher time in your life. There was an AAPC exam. Oh my gosh, don't be mad at me. There was an AAPC exam and I was supposed to host it or proctor, I was second proctor and it was my niece's graduation and I remember being so upset that they weren't going to find another proctor for me because what is it? And then I started after that experience, a friend that was in the chapter she covered the exam for me and after that experience I was like there were so many people that studied for this exam and they were coming to this exam. What if I didn't show up? What would I be? And that was it. That was my, that was my turning point. When I thought about disappointing someone else out of my own, because of my own selfishness, it really got to me because that's not the type of person I am. I've probably now proctored 843 exams since then, trying to make peace. You know, the test did go on, somebody covered it for me, but you have to, you, they just don't, chapter boards don't need a warm body. They need somebody with some passion and who cares. And that's the way I feel about our members