you know, I worked so hard to get there. And when I got there, that first bow that I took on a Broadway stage was amazing. All my dreams came true. And then that second bow, while it was still exciting and I was living my passion, my joy, what I wanted to do. I took that bow and I was like, you know what, this is the same feeling I felt when I took a bow in my high school cafeteria when I was in shows. And so it was this kind of switch of like, I love what I do. I love being a performer and I love being an actor, but you know what, I can really do it anywhere and still get that same healing. So that's what kind of helped me entertain the possibility of bringing in another career. And so it's taken a wow for me to allow myself to realize that I can't have both again. And so this year, I had a lot of auditions for film and TV last year, but I wasn't open to allowing the universe to bring that in. There was, there was like a fear inside of myself that I was afraid that, you know, I put all this work into my medical coding and my job that I love and I'm good at. And if I let this other thing that used to be my main purpose in life creep back in, I was afraid that it was going to destroy all of this. And I had to come to terms knowing that, no, I can do both. I can still be a medical coder, and I can still be an artist. And so that's kind of my goal for the year, is to still maintain all of my commitments that I have with my job and my schedule. But those acting opportunities that come my way that I wasn't open to receiving last year