Wah! I am not sure if I can give you the best advice here. I think you need to learn the basics first before you can proceed with your studies.
I understand that learning the basics of high school education can be overwhelming. However, I encourage you to take it one step at a time. You can start by focusing on basic subjects like Math, English, Science, Filipino, or Philippines in general, which are essential for a strong foundation. However, I recommend Don't worry, there are plenty of resources available to help you learn and master these subjects. Don't be afraid to ask for help when you need it.