what are you some kind of martyr? Lemme get this straight, she dumps you TWICE and you want her back? why is your self esteem so low? why do you think you deserve this cruel behavior?  Close your eyes...picture what kind of woman you'd liek to spend the rest of your life with. Is it someone who'd disrespect you twice? didn't think so.\n\nyou otta go talk to someone and let them help you sort out this mess.  you deserve better. go find a decent girl.