Wow. Listen to yourself-- all this sadness and drama over a GIRL.  I really think the best thing for you would be to move on, and find another girl.  I'm sure there are many other girls in your college who would be glad to go out with you, or at least become friends with you.  Staying by yourself instead of socializing will only make you feel worse, and will not get you anywhere.  Just keep telling yourself, she's just a girl! There are many more girls out there who are better than her (it can also help to make up a list of things about her that you didn't like, such as she never called you when she told you she would, or she was always late to places).\nGood luck! i hope i helped..