You are just too good to be put through this stuff. \nListen to old granny, ya just get on with your life. She could go on leading you on for the next twenty years. \nNow, you get in your car and drive around in the country. Open the windows to feel the cool air come through and clear your mind. As you are going on your way, look for a woman stranded on the side of the road and take it from there. You are just too sweet to live like this. Find sport, hobby, exercise club, or whatever to keep busy for a while. Learn how to relax and enjoy your life without the pain and agony that you have when dating. Hopefully, God will send you a woman who will treat you as you should be treated. God Bless You