I'm white, and I understand you completely. You just need to think that just because the people you have been experiencing are bad, they don't represent their whole race. The thing is, the white people you experience who are racist are just idiots. I have nothing against any race. I hate black idiots. I hate hispanic idiots. and I hate white idiots. It has nothing to with race. You can dislike the hispanics on your street and dislike the racist whites at your school, but don't dislike the entire race just because of one person (or a SMALL group of people).