What you and your boyfriend shared was obviously something very special and to his family and friends you are basically the link to his last few moments.\n\nSince he loved you so much I am sure that he would want you to go on and live your life and be happy. You can't live in the past and you certainly can't let other people decide the path your life will take. You need the relationship and bonding that only a significant other person can offer.\n\nYou may want to sit down and talk with those who feel that you are betraying them or him and be open and honest about your feelings. Don't let them stop you from discovering all that life has in store for you! My prayers are with you.