Myself! Myself!
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I make the right moves, but Im lost within
I put on my daily facade, but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself , I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
, I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
I cant look around, its too much to take in
I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I cant slow down, watching everything spin
I cant look back, starting over again
If I turn my back, Im defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then theyll take from me til everything is gone
If I let them go, Ill be outdone
But if I try to catch them, Ill be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer
By myself , I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
, I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
I cant look around, its too much to take in
I cant hold on when Im stretched so thin
I cant slow down, watching everything spin
I cant look back, starting over again
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Dont you, dont you, dont you, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside, dont you
Know! I cant tell you how to make it
Go! No matter what I do, how hard I
Try! I cant seem to convince myself
Why! Im stuck on the outside