When I pretend, everything is what I want it to be
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I cant forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can
But I cant pretend that this is the way, itll stay, Im just
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be so Im
You
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take back my life, Id rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own cause I can see
The very worst part of you is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person, really is me and Im
The more I push, the more Im pulling away, cause Im
You
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take back my life, Id rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own cause I can see
The very worst part of you, the very worst part of you is me
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isnt what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
You
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take back my life, Id rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own cause I can see
The very worst part of you, the very worst part of you is me