When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I cant pretend this is the way itll stay
Im just trying to bend the truth
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be
So Im lying my way from
You 
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take back my life, Id rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
The very worst part of you is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now, you think this person really is me
And Im trying to bend the truth
But the more I push, the more Im pulling away
Cause Im lying my way from
You 
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take back my life, Id rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me like this
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me like this
 This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me like this
 This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me like this
You 
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take back my life, Id rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me