Memories consume, like opening the wound
Im picking me apart again
You all assume Im safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I dont want to be the one the battles always choose
Cause inside, I realize that Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate and say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way, I know its not alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be thе one the battles always choosе
Cause inside, I realize that Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate and say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way, Ill never be alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit tonight
Ill paint it on the walls cause Im the one at fault
Ill never fight again and this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
I dont know how I got this way, Ill never be alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight