When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I cant forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I cant pretend this is the way itll stay Im just
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be, so Im
No no, turning back now
No no, turning back now
No, turning back now
No no, turning back now
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk for who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin in
And now you think this person really is me and Im
Cause the more I push the more Im pulling away cause Im
No no turning back now
No no turning back now
No turning back now
No no, turning back now
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this
No, turning back now
No no, turning back now
No, turning back now
No no, turning back now