So, what do you think?
What do I do to ignore whats behind me?
Do I follow my fate to escape blindly?
Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I let it go and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness?
The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men
I make the right turns but Im lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself , I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
, I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back, Im defenseless
And to give in to fate seems senseless
If I hide my pride, I lie sleepless
And wont be able to cope with my weakness
If I let them go, Ill be outdone
But if I try to catch them Ill be outrun
If Im killed by the questions like a cancer
Then Ill be buried in the silence of the answer by myself
By myself , I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
, I ask why
But in my mind, I find I cant rely on myself
I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win
With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think that Ive lost so much
Always afraid that Im out of touch
How do you expect Ill know what to do
When all I know is what you tell me to
Dont you know
I cant tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
Im stuck on the outside
Dont you know
I cant tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I cant seem to convince myself why
Im stuck on the outside
I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on put in against you, I cant win
With thoughts of failure sinking in
I cant hold on to what I want when Im stretched so thin
Its all too much to take in
I cant hold on put in against me, I cant win
With thoughts of failure from with-