text: Its the hardest thing Ive ever had to do
  To try and keep from calling you
  Well, can my dreams keep coming true?
  How can they?
  Cause when I sleep, I never dream of you
  As if the dream of you, it sleeps too
  But it never slips away
  It just gains its strength and digs its hooks
  To drag me through the day
  But Im caught
  I forget all that Ive been taught
  I cant keep calm, I cant keep still
  Pulled apart against my will
  Its the hardest thing Ive ever had to prove
  You turned to salt as I turned around to look at you
  Old friends have said, the books Ive read
  Say its the thing to do
  But its hard to see it when youre in it
  Cause I went blind for you
  Then you leave my head, crawl out the bed
  You subconscious solipsist
  And for those hours deep in the dark
  Perhaps you dont exist
  But Im caught
  I forget all that Ive been taught
  I cant keep calm, I cant keep still
  Pulled apart against my will
  And Im thrashing on the line
  Somewhere between
  Desperate and divine
  I cant keep calm, I cant keep still
  Persephone will have her fill
  But Im caught
  I forget all that Ive been taught
  I cant keep calm, I cant keep still
  Pulled apart against my will
  But Im caught
  I forget all that Ive been taught
  I cant keep calm, I cant keep still
  Pulled apart against my will