text: Home alone, tryin not to eat
  Distract myself with pornography
  I hate the way she looks at me
  I cant stand the dialogue, she would never be
  That satisfied, its a male fantasy
  Im goin back to therapy
  Cause I loved you then
  And I love you now and I dont know how
  Guess its hard to know
  When nobody else comes around
  If Im getting over you
  Or just pretending to
  Be alright, convince myself I hate you
  
  I got a call from a girl I used to know
  We were inseparablе years ago
  Thought wed get along but it wasnt so
  And its all I think about whеn Im behind the wheel
  I worry this is how Im always gonna feel
  But nothing lasts, I know the deal
  But I loved you then
  And I love you now and I dont know how
  Guess its hard to know
  When nobody else comes around
  If Im getting over you
  Or just pretending to
  Be alright, convince myself I hate you
  Cant get over you
  No matter what I do
  I know I should but I could never hate you