text: When I was older
  I was a sailor on an open sea
  But now Im underwater
  And my skin is paler than it should ever be
  Hmm
  Im on my back again
  Dreaming of a time and place
  Where you and I remain the best of friends
  Even after all this ends
  Can we pretend?
  Im on my, Im on my back again
  Its seeming more and more
  Like all we ever do is see how far it bends
  Before it breaks in half and then
  We bend it back again
  Guess I got caught in the middle of it
  Yes Ive been taught, got a little of it
  In my blood, in my blood
  Memories burn like a forest fire
  Heavy rain turns any funeral pyre to mud
  In the flood
  When I was older
  I was a sailor on an open sea
  But now Im underwater
  And my skin is paler than it should ever be
  Im watching movies back to back in black and white, I never
  Seen anybody do it like I do it any better
  Been goin over you, Im overdue for new endeavors
  Nobody lonely like Im lonely and I dont know whether
  Youd really like it in the limelight
  Youd sympathize with all the bad guys
  Im still a victim in my own right
  But Im the villain in my own eyes, yeah
  When I was older
  I was a sailor on an open sea